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2007 A year of mutt feelings in my mind.
I began at the first of the year still playing Gaia and ocassionally Warcraft Two... Eventually me and Mel had a major falling out and stopped talking completely. This happened after the first time my cousin attempted suicide over her ex-Boyfriend Jake... She got really depressed because she couldn't be with him and tried to off herself. I was very close to my cousin Mel at the time and couldn't really bear that though. Shortly after Mel (friend) stopped talking to me I finally gave in to several people who were encouraging me to play World of Warcraft. I began to play with Jaime and my ex-AJ... I had a blast, I got all the way up to level fourty playing Alliance on a PVP server, I had a 40 Human Paladin... Then I started pvping and basically said, screw the Alliance side. I made a Horde Character and never looked back. All I did all summer was play wow. I slept from 7AM to 4PM and kept on like that. In June I met someone while I was leveling on WoW... his character was Thian, his name Pat. This guy became my best friend, like a counselor. I was almost always depressed during this time of the year and he kept my head above the surface so to speak. Then I met a guy on WoW named Kevin. Kevin was a dick, he cheated on me and lied to me, and eventually broke my heard in August. By this time Pat had already spoken his undying love for me and was there for me 24/7. Pat had a girlfriend though, Krystal. He loved her but she was a bitch to him, and to me. She was one of my best friends at the time and when me and Kevin were in a pause in our relationship she did W2W with Kevin. I never had respect for either of them after that. I spent the next Months until december trying not to go off the edge and wondering why I continued to exist. Pat loved me but I could never love him, he would have given anything for me to love him and it was one of the only options in life that would make him happy. I agreed to let him come visit over christmas break with the intent to end his hopes and dreams of being with me when he left. Instead, I found my soul mate. He stayed from the 21st to the 1st, I miss him like crazy! It's all okay though because in five months' time we(me and my sister) will be driving up there to go pick him up and bring him back and he is moving in with me. I cannot wait until that day. (as a side note he was officially my boyfriend on Christmas Eve--what a great Anniversary!)
Other than Pat, I met the other important person in my life, Kristy, she asked me to go bowling with her. Kristy has moved 10 times in her life. She's very blonde and bubbly, but does cheer me up through her idiocy. I spend a lot of my time hanging out with her so I don't go insanely lonely.
Prior to meeting pat from August to December I felt like I was going insane, I was stressed out beyond belief with everything in the house, how my dad was so lazy (whenever he wasn't working (he worked alot of overtime to makeup for his fuckups)) and I was depressed and lonely as hell, I was mad of the situation I was in, but I was also happy at the minor things in life like my straight A's once again. Thus I call this my Mutt feeling.
I think I'm going to write one of these in June because it's hard to remember a whole year worth of shit.
As far as last years crap, I rarely talk to Jaime any more. I mainly talk to Pat and Kristy, and my sister. Me and my sister are suprisingly close and she is thrilled with my choice of a boyfriend.
Healthwise- My grandma had a heart attack and that was a very scary thing, but she's still alive, thankfully because I love grandma Metts so. My uncle mike went through a TERRIBLE time with infection in his stomach, he flat lined twice and has lost 50 pounds after his 2-3 month stay in the hospital (more than half in intensive care) and as far as me, I'm eating alot, especially since he's left. I really need to stop eating so much, I'm scared to death i'm going to get Diabetes or I already have it
I almost forgot that I adopted Sissy! (Now sammy) I love her to death and she sleeps with me most nights, she’s not so shy anymore and isn’t scared of anyway. Currently we have four cats (Lucky, Shadow, Sammy, and Tiny) althought Lucky might go within the next year because he’s getting old… and then we have Rascal who is six and bear who is seven now.. as far as dogs..
As far as drinking goes--I've drank since then. A few times with kristy (once she got totally wasted, god that was hillarious) I'm drinking right now actually, I got really hot and almost couldn't type so now i have my window open and both fans on. Feels great, lol. Nevertheless, I'm still a go... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14770062/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14770062/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:42:28 PDT I got back with Kevin shortly after we broke up.. It lasted a week. He promised me things would change and they didn't. And he told me he loved me as much as World of Warcraft... That still freaking hurts. But we're both gonna be really busy this week so we agreed to wait for each other and talk as much as we can, I still wish we were together though.
And then Pat and Krystal broke up and it's kinda my fault because of a bunch of crap. I feel really bad.
Crap at my house is still horrible. No money, everyone is stressed.
I didn't get a job because I wasn't gonna have a ride. I applied at Skaterz (a skating rink) where Kristy works, she'd be able to take me. It's been over a week. No call back
My uncle had 12 inches of his colon removed and they ended up giving him some medicine he wasn't supposed to have and he got an infection, so they had to do another surgery on him. And he was supposed to get out of the hospital like this coming sunday. While we were all at the wedding reception he had a Code Blue his heart stopped and he stopped breathing. They brought him back to life. yea, they decided to inform us 24 hours later "yea i just want you to know your brother almost died last night. just so you know, it's nbd." fucking assholes. that makes me mad i mean, wait to let a person know right?
I go through a lot of moods, I get happy, depressed, mad.. I'm going to see the psychiatrist tonight. What a waste of time. lol. Life is truly what you make it. I'm trying to be more positive and all but it's really hard because I'm so stressed out, I'm really busy too trying to juggle my attention between Kristy, jay, Kevin, Patrick, and Krystal. And then me. lol It hurts really bad though not being with Kevin I really think he is the one for me and I really feel like half of me without him. I have to go soon, i'm going to start updating this occasionally and uploading my Graphic Design projects.
Bye
I love you all!

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14512965/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/14512965/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:46:53 PDT I'm doing okay I guess, I don't pay much attention to DA anymore but I still love you all and hope you are doing well, I'll brief you on how I'm doing
I'm back to school already, I was real close with my best friend Rebecca, now one of my other friends is stealing her from me, I'm down to 0 real life friends now. It's really lonely being at school knowing that everyone is fake and just humors me for an occasional laugh but will never actually give a shit. It will be hard to trust another person around here after Rebecca practically abondoned me even though she knows I need her.
I'm single, again, I had a boyfriend for 33 days, I really thought he was the one for me, I guess he was fake too, he was scared of commitment so I broke it off with him Tuesday. I really miss him, but he lived in Maryland, so still not a real life one. The only difference in our relationship was that he didn't live close enough to me that I could touch him you know? The relationship was really close. I met him on WoW though...
And then my two best friends, I met on WoW as well.. (World of Warcraft (Sisters of Elune- Horde- Shaani) what I did all summer long to keep myself from boredom since circumstances permitted me from getting a job) Patrick and Krystal, they are everything that is supporting me and tying me down to this world.
My life seems more depressing when i write it down... Hmm... I'll survive I guess.
My cousin Mel whom I'm really close with attempted suicide two times this summer but thankfully she is alive and is in the high school now where I can watch her. I'm a big bad Junior.
I'm going to hopefully work fright fest at six flags even though I said I'd never go back.
Well I'm at school right now and I got to go, if you have any questions, note me or e-mail me at kalliandrarose@hotmail.com (or add me on MSN)
I LOVE YOU ALL.
I miss you too. Sorry for being gone so long.

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12599607/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12599607/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 00:11:14 PDT Saturday: I got 8 pairs of bottoms (yay!!!!!!!) and then went to visit my grandma. They removed ALOT of fluid from her lungs, but she was doing really well! (Although later in the week I found out she has fluid in her lungs again, they aren't doing anything about it now but she is going to the heart docter next tuesday)
Sunday: I just relaxed and did absolutely freaking nothing. I think I finished Velocity by Dean Koontz (amazing book) and watched Dark Water. Nothing significant, yet
Monday: Same thing as Sunday, more movies, maybe I read a book...
Tuesday: I get to school. The bell rings, my art teacher tells the whole class that incase we had not heard, Justin Stutterer died Sunday in Texas of a Motocross accident . . . I was like ... oh my gosh. I knew justin, he used to come into my chemistry class and he would make the whole class laugh, and he would always bother my fourth hour class since his girl friend (whom i've known since 6th grade) was in there.... It just. Scared the hell out of me. I think I've cried move for him than I did for my cousin, course I was pretty out of it since he died the day before my knee surgery... But.. It's just so sad.. He was only 17. He was such a nice kid, he always made everyone smile. School was depressing as hell. 3rd hour was like sitting in a freezer it was so silent...
Wednesday: read Blood and Chocolate. It's a really good werewolf book I would totally reccomend it... Yea I pretty much did that to get away fromt he whole justin thing...
Thursday: Day of Justin's Visitation... School was still depressing. I had a Missouri Constitution test that day. This is the day that I hung out with Rebecca and fixed my penguin
Friday: Day of Justin's funeral. 150 students were absent from school. Yea, he didn't have that many close friends. Almost the whole junior class went. I heard a lot of freshman called into school saying they were going to the funeral but they went to a bowling alley or something. I think that is so ignorant and disrespectful... I don't know there were a lot of fruit people that went to his funeral but didn't know him well. And then people were signing his picture saying that even though they didn't know him they missed him. There was only 11 people in my 3rd hour. It was a really damn depressing day... I got 119% on my biology test though, and 95% on my missouri constititution test though.. so whatever... spent the night brooding and reading The Street Lawyer by John Grisham
Saturday: I went to Arby's and went to see Disturbia with my friend Rebecca. Read some more of my book, thought alot, took some pictures...

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12494815/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12494815/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 10:19:09 PDT Friday my mom told us that my grandma was going back up to the hospital because one of her lungs was 2/3 of the way full of fluid and it needed to be removed. (this was why her oxygen levels had been low all week) So she went up to the hospital, and I am pretty certain that the fluid was drained last night, but they decided to keep her overnight since she had just had open heart surgery and all. Hopefully they will be releasing her tonight (we're going up to visit her now). Plus, my uncle discovered that he had ANOTHER blood clot in his leg, and his girlfriend's uncle had a stroke. Plus, my grandparents have been argueing all week. And to put the cherry ontop, Sunday is easter.
Life is hell. This has been the worst year so far. Lost a cat, grandma's had a heart attack, uncles had a blood clot, orphans living here, my sisters gf. The list goes on. I most definitely think this has beeen the worst year so far and we're only starting the fourth month. The only good thing is that it is going fast. And that this year I see who really gives a damn about me and who does not.
No art so far. Maybe Monday?? I'm just still so damn depressed.
And you don't have to wish me a Happy Easter since I don't believe in god. Yey for eggs and family though. Although I don't know if i'll be seeing any of either with my grandma's situation.
sighs*. Off to the hospital...


]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12394497/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12394497/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 21:15:13 PDT ~
I've pulled off my mask. One of my friends at school knows who I am. She doesn't despise me for who I am, and she is about the only person I have nowadays. She can make me smile no matter what. I like her more than I should... I don't want to creep her out or anything so she won't find that out . She makes me feel like a person. She is one of the four good things happening in my life right now. 1. having her as a friend 2. WEEKEND! Means more sleep 3. my grandma didn't die and 4. easter break coming up.
Yep the only bright spots in my life right now. I am so freaking depressed. I feel pathetic saying this and all. Grr. But.. Everything is just going so fucking wrong. That stupid filthy bitch I have to call a sister, HAD TO go to FL to see her gf or she was going to kill herself! (i almost thing that would have been a good thing) And like I said in the last journal, the van's engine died and all. So we had to ask my mom's parents (the grandparents i'm going to be talking about) to see if we could borrow their car... and if we could have the about 2000 it will cost for the van to be fixed. We told them that megan needed the car so that she could drive to work (she was being laid off monday since Arby's (where she worked)) had had too many workers - she left for FL on sunday and gets back this sunday 4/1) and so my grandpa. after much bitching and causing my mom to cry, let them use their rendevous. So megan went to FL (they(grandparents) didn't know about that). And then. Everything fell apart.
So it's Wednesday - I woke up with my grass allergy making me itch so I had to take 2 benedryl. I was tired all during school and slept for a half hour in one of my classes. Afterschool I didn't want to walk home too soon (too much school traffic) so I walked around with my friend Betsy for a little why, then I was going to get a ride home if her sister remembered to pick her up, which she didn't. But anyways, Betsy went into the school because she forgot one of her books. I was just sitting there on the benches so I decided to check my phone messages - even though I doubted I had any,... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12311991/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12311991/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 16:04:40 PDT [link] if you do not know what I am talking about.
I will tell you all a little bit though.
I have, at most 4 actual friends, and none of them I can even talk to right now. My cousin, who I tell everything too is gone so I cannot even talk to her.
We have no money, and our car just had to get it's breaks fixed, the van just got new tires, and then last night the vans engine blew. So basically the van is about 60 miles away and has to be towed, plus my dad thinks it is going to cost about 1,500 dollars to fix. We have no money, at all. Plus half of our animals need to go the vet, and we don't even have a stove to use since i accidently broke it.
I am in a depression right now that I will not be able to climb back up this hill. I will just have to roll in the mud and blend in with the surroundings. Meaning, it will seem like I get over it, but I wouldn't, I usually don't. My life is one big act.
I told one of my friends at school who I really am, who knows what she really thinks.... *sighs* I feel like a freak and a failure.
I'm going to stop complaining. And I don't expect anyone to care about this either. Don't bitch to me about being sick of everyone being depressed or something. I don't care.
And I'm sorry for the last journal I wrote since it was rude and all.
And I don't know if I will be submitting art for awhile.
And I am sorry for this if you get this depressing piece of junk in your inbox twice, and for my angsty bullshit.

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12275614/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12275614/ Wed, 21 Mar 2007 18:33:26 PDT I have been having the shittiest week ever, and then I drew my first drawing for the challenge and it looks so good that i think it has made this whole week worthwhile and I just can't stop smiling!!!!
I can't wait to get working more on the list!
1. Genesis
2. Hold my hand
3. Sky
4. lol
5. This is my life
6. Stars
7. Exodus
8. Clouds
9. Cross
10. Sanctuary
11. Kaleidoscope
12. Love is...
13. Inspiration
14. Hold on to this
15. Immaculate
16. I lost it
17. See this?
18. Fly
19. Worthless
20. Unbreakable
21. Lost
22. Loneliness
23. Innocence
24. What's left
25. Conquest
26. Memories
27. Somewhere out there
28. Crying
29. Window
30. Another world
31. Profile
32. Pocketwatch
33. Where I'm pointing
34. Treasure chest
35. Butterfly effect
36. Artist
37. Incomplete
38. Nothing
39. Still waiting
40. Checkmate
41. How lovely
42. Struggle
43. Fish
44. Fairytale
45. Imagine
46. stfu
47. Guess
48. Childhood
49. Winter
50. 50%
51. Give up
52. NOW
53. Rainy day
54. Do you remember
55. Pain
56. Chocolate Philosophy
57. Eutopia
58. Candle
59. Royalty
60. Surrender
61. Lazy Afternoon
62. Everyone
63. Sleep
64. Euphoria
65. Umbrella
66. Emotion
67. Lie
68. December 32nd
69. Wouldn't it be nice
70. I Wish...
71. Enthusiasm
72. Black&White
73. Law
74. No...
75. Exile
76. To your beat
77. Cosmic Night Run
78. Justice
79. Radio
80. Back off
81. Salt
82. Relief
83. Cookies
84. Oh no..
85. Depend on you
86. Flourescent
87. Piano
88. Nostalgia
89. Summertime
90. Photograph
91. Regret
92. Gun
93. Take Flight
94. Raindrops
95. Forbidden
96. Last Performance
97. Good-bye
98. Thank you
99. Rapture
100. Revelations

List stolended from I forgot her name. Ask if you really want to know <.< (will insert it when I feel like looking)

I will probably change this list a bit

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12232771/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12232771/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 13:04:46 PDT And since no one gives a fucking damn I won't even update you on my life. For all you guys know I could be dead and probably about 3 of you assholes would notice. I don't even know why i'm writing this since probably only and will read it. So I thank you two guys .
On the bright side I really love my ceramics/sculpture class and I'm going to upload the plate I did. I suck at the coil pot technique. Wooo! 2 people will look at the plate! I'm excited!!!!!
Thanks alot to everyone [not].
I only thank and
If you actually read this and you aren't the two listed above it would be nice if you commented or told me once and awhile so I didn't feel so freaking useless to this great online community here.
And I'm bitchy because my cat had to be put down, and you're all fucking ignorant bastards.
Have a great day!
(bitching and name calling does not apply to the 2 mentioned 2 times already)

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12159632/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/12159632/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:45:40 PDT Okay, I have a deal for all of you, all of my watchers and everyone else on DeviantART. You donate money to [link] , and you will save lives. I know it's not the best deal ever, but you seriously will benefit lives. I strongly encourage you to donate to St. Jude's Children Research Hospital. If you go to the webpage I have made for this it has all the details on there. Click Donate Now to donate any amount of money, from $1 to as much as you want, and your money will go directly to St. Jude's to help children with uncurable diseases. All you have to do is provide the information asked to donate with your credit card, or follow the instructions to send a check to my High School. No one will be able to see your information, so do not be afraid of putting it down. I have one more thing to ask of you, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD. Copy and paste these words into your journal, and tell absolutely everyone you know to help St. Jude's. I usually don't believe in chainmail, but I am encouraging it for the sake of St. Jude's. Post this everywhere you can, and email/note all of your friends/watchers on and off of DeviantART. I am going to be solving 250 math problems at the end of the donation period(which I have not been informed of as to when it is), which is why my goal is $250, I want atleast a dollar for each problem I solve, so help me!!
I have one further thing to say, and it is very important, when you copy and paste this message, the link will most likely be ruined so here is a broken link mathathonwired.org/Mathathon/Public/Student/Page/Get.jsp?eventId=30422&userId=75698 just type www. infront of it and it will work fine!
And if anyone would like to contact me about setting up a commission system with this where donators could get your artwork for donating, that would be awesome, so note me right away!!!!!!!!!

Original message: hybrid-wolf.deviantart and kalliandra-rose.deviantart (just add the www. infront of them and the .com at the end)

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11953875/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11953875/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 21:53:31 PST Go here --> you know you want to! I updated the most recent (and the writings that I like the most) onto my account. And will be deleting them off of here. Also the last 3 deviations (minus the ID) I submitted are new works. Please fav/comment/watch my writing there. hybrid-wolf will be strictly art/photo crap. SO GO ADD ME AT BTW. Kalliandra Rose is my pen name. And I will not be watching anyone from that account. I will be watching everyone from this account. Although I may favorite something so my favorites isn't blank. GO ADD ME!!!!!! ~Kalliandra-Rose ~Kalliandra-Rose Now!!!!!! And look at the new writings!

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11804849/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11804849/ Tue, 13 Feb 2007 20:19:59 PST To start of my journal:
Art update!:
Art, what is that?! Just kidding! I drew and said I was going to start drawing more, but I didn't draw again, bad me bad me! I am hoping to draw again really soon though, and I am trying to start writing for a thing I have thought up... Over a week ago. I am also going to be finishing the contest, most likely everyone will get something (sorry for holding this thing for a year and a half ppls ) I am also hoping to make a new ID
Me update:
Why do I have so much time?! the simple answer! SNOW DAYS! Yep yep. Winter has been crazy this year...
Winter synopsis: This is the weirdest winter of my life, from snowdays to kindnappings to ruined parties.
Well my big activity as of recently (which sort of helped me into my art stupor and inactivity) was my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary! I did six scrapbook pages (we made a scapbook for them) and I put a lot of work into them so I was busy with that up until the party. I wore a skirt and nice shoes to the party! (I'll probably submit some pictures) The party was a freaking blast until the end of the party. I'll put in a synopsis of the end of the party for those who don't want to read the long story (which I will put at the bottom of my journal) : "well these two guys. mike and dan. who are distantly related to us. were hitting on my married cousin cassie (whose husband is JJ) and my cousin steven's girlfriend nichole. all night they were hitting on them. and then it was two songs from the end of the party and everyone was either dancing, standing by the bar, or watching my grandparents dancing on the table. all of a sudden people were screaming and this guy was down on the floor bleeding. i thought it was my cousin john john down of the floor but it was mike. mike was so drunk he didn't know who had hit him. steven tried to cover up for jj and said that he hit him, but jj admitted to the police (this asshole called the police) that he had hit him. so jj was "under arrest" and steven was taken it to make a statement. this mike guy had to have 20 stitches because jj punched him in they eye because i later found out that mike had pushed jj and then said "i'm going to take that little slut home" about my cousin. fucking prick. i hope that mike guy dies. he's pressing charges against jj too. and my cousin cassie planned this whole party too. she was so upset last night. and my grandma was really upset too. and then my uncle mike (different one) was being a total asshole and half the family probably won't speak to him. gah. it's all so upsetting =/" (said in a convo to someone)
I also can't believe my aunt wore this FUCKING UGLY ASS SWEATER THAT LOOKED LIKE SHE GOT FROM A GARAGE SALE to the party when everyone else was all nice and dressed up. she totally killed the professional pictures we got before the party. fucking bitch. I hate my aunt "bitchstine" and uncle mike. grr. lol
Ugh. I'm sort of happy, sort of depressedish. I dunno. My sister is most likely moving to Florida because her gf did. I have no clue how to react to that. I feel very insecure (read my writing). I feel VERY lonely lately. I don't know how much longer I can stand being my lonesome antisocial self. I am also being driven insane by my music. Lol. I don't know. I can't believe my sister turns 18th on the 17th... Wow... She is so irresponsible still *sighs*. Another lonely valentines day... Anyways, I'm going to go there is SO MUCH I could be doing other than writing a blasted journal. So for those that care here is the long story (you are under NO obligation to read it, it is very long.)

It was two songs from the end of the party, and I was up dancing to the YMCA with some other people. My cousin Jesse had gotten my grandparents to start dancing on the table. Well, let's flash back now, this is how it went as I was told from my cousin Cassie(whose husband is JJ), and my cousin Steve's girlfriend Nichole. There were these two boys, Sugar's boys, Mike (who is a lawyer, you will see how this is important later) and Dan, and well to put it lightly everyone mentioned was drunk, the men, more than the women. Well Mike and Dan were hitting on Cassie and Nichole, which is sick and wrong because of numerous reasons including the fact that we are all related. Well naturally this didn't fly to well with Steven and JJ. They were taking it all though, and this had all started hours before. A story that I was told by Nichole was that "Dan came up to Steve and asked if my eyesight was okay. Steven was like, what are you talking about? And then Dan said, I don't see why a girl that pretty would be with a guy like you.", and my cousin Steven took that comment. But back to the scene of it all. I was dancing an... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11592846/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11592846/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 21:19:13 PST
1) List some things you want to say to people.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Never discuss it again.

1. You pathetic worthless piece of shit. You exist to make my life hell and be the annoyance that will push me to homocide. I can't stand you and your fucking gf. Get a job and stop stealing my fucking blanket, asshole.

2. Stop fucking sleeping and do something for once in your life. Atleast you stopped smoking and drinking.

3. Stop bitching to me about shit I don't care about. Really, I really don't care. And stop guilt tripping me!

4. Stop eating chips every fucking day. You skinny ass prep. Stop acting like such a slut.

5. Your a freak. I don't know why i'm such good friends with you. You freaking scare the hell of me. Who keeps a book about observations of people? Are you really that judgemental?

6. You make me laugh alot. We should hang out more, we have alot in common.

7. You drive me insane sometimes, but you are my closest friend. You know more about me than anyone else. Don't betray me like everyone else.

8. I think I might really love you, If only you were there more. If only you were closer, if only you were male... I can't love you.

9. You are one of the strangest persons I talk to, but I enjoy every second of talking to you.

10. I love the way you laugh, like an insane squirrel. You must certainly are an awesome person.

11. You look like a fucking crackwhore. Stop smoking.

12. You fucking homophobe. Go to fucking hell. You and your fucking wife. I hope you don't have a kid so it is driven insane by your insanity.

13. Two words: Fucking bitch.

14. Why did you betray us? It doesn't seem fair. Why was she so much better.

15. The scene of many memories. Why would you dump me for... him... Why? Oh well. Your crazy anyways it would have never worked. I hope you aren't still obsessed with him. I know your still best friends with big fat ugly bitch.

16. We never talk anymore. Wow you hair has gotten long.

17. I might love you... Might.

18. Now you have 'her', Now you don't even talk to me. You just blow me off like I'm fucking nothing. 3 years and I'm nothing.

19. Your awesome. You make me laugh alot, We have had as many bad times as good times though. I hope we get along in the future.

20. Your a lunatic now. You work well with computers though. Rich fucking bastard. I envy you.

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11587571/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11587571/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 12:15:40 PST Life is so so lately. Alot of stress around home, I haven't been doing much, or getting much sleep as of recently. Still getting good grades in school though. My grandma and grandpa's 50th wedding aniiversary is 2 weekends away. So I am doing lots of scrapboooking for it. I am also trying to lose weight, and am going to go walk to the high school and back with my dog once I get done with this. Today is a great day, I feel great. I'm really moody though so whatever. Lol. Someone told me that the girl I drew was ugly. He was One of my friends too. I would never say any artwork is ugly, maybe different, and not as great as it could be. What an asshole. Oh well. He can go to hell. Lol.
I will be ending my contest soon and will be noting you asking what you want me to draw. Since I'm all drawing stuff now . I just sneak into my sister's room and use her scanner while she is gone
In other news I will probably be getting a job soon so that I have money to use at.... ANIME ST. LOUIS! freaking sweet action. I am so excited. Tell me if you are going =]. I won't be cosplaying though. I would look ugly cosplaying, maybe next year after i've lost lots of weight. Anyways. Expect art work and more updates. And a note if you entered my contest (will probably send them tommorow) Hell most of you probably forgot if you entered, it has been like a year and a half. Lol.
And be expecting an Asuka Character sketch soon because that will probably be what I do next.
<3 Asuka (I recently looked in my diary and now I remember how I got the name asuka. Some website told me that Sarah in japanese is Asuka (it means fragrance of the bright day or something)

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11221123/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/11221123/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 10:10:44 PST Well before I get to the self absorbed stuff I have two people I want you guys to check out! ^_^
Okay well ~firstgeneralmel Is an amazing writer! But no one reads her writing! D: So I'm saying you need to read it! And she really likes critiqueing! So come on peoples ^^
Here is two of her pieces, check them out!
[link]
[link]

Okay and now you all have to check out ~CptMonstruoso because he has an AMAZING gallery. So you better look at both of them!!!!!

Okay. Now to be self absorbed. Lol. I am in and out on deviant art. I still have not caught up on all my deviations. So hold on I should be soon! If you have anything you especialy want me to view leave me a comment! I am hoping to do some form of art before break is over...Anyways ^^ We can only hope I do some art *pokes self*

Well i have to say I have changed alot since I met Mel. *is totally obsessed with new music and two people* And. I painted my nails. Oh my god. Okay yea I know sounds stupid, but I never paint my nails. So I dunno o_o. Still changing. I want to stay young forever! I hate looking back on life. I mean my birthday was the 9th! I am 16 now! That doesn't feel right.

But anyways. I got a bunch of DVD's and books and such for my birthday and christmas. But the 3 main things i got for christmas are my ipod, my new cellphone, and my new bed! *is happy* The bed just came and it looks really comfy!. Anyways. Finals were hell but I aced them all as perusual I was really stressed out. So I am just trying to chill and relax for the rest of break *go back in a week!* Tooo soon. Well anyways I'm just rambling. Can't wait for 2007. I may make another one of those memory writings like I did last year. *probably* Yea I think I will. Anyways. Be looking out for another submission from me in the next week because it will probably happen!

YOU BETTER CHECK ON THE PEOPLES I PIMPED IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY!

Much love to the people who read this and care about me

Asuka~

OH AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS! IF YOU CELEBRATE ANYTHING! And happy nothing if you don't! I still love you! lol

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/10777378/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/10777378/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 12:08:19 PST I'll be posting a material journal sometime within the next week. I hope to get more comments and favorites seeing as how i have 49 watchers. Thanks again to everyone who watches/favs/comments me. I hope to submit more art *goes to now* Bon Voyage and Happy Thanksgiving if I do not write a journal before then
PS: I will be ending my contest soon and will most likely be the only judge of it because most people have forgottten about it. My prizes will be changing because I'm not really a traditional artist much anymore but I will do something for the top 1 or 2. Sorry about the fallthrough of my contest. Thanks for everyone who entered!
PS PS: I am also going to start taking more pictures (you guys gotta see my new cat Sammy she is adorable)
PS PS PS: I WROTE AN ART JOURNAL *MIRACLE*

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/10011063/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/10011063/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 16:25:14 PDT Hello everyone! How are you guys doing? I'm doing good. I'm hyper cause I'm making a story about talking oranges and peaches for geography! Maybe I'll post it once it's done! Lol
I'm also happy becaaaaaaause.. I'm fostering this real cutie from the humane society named Sissy... She's really adorable and she loves to rub up against you, but if you take her into an open room she freaks out.. She also freaks out with strangers cause she got shot at.. I have to keep her in my room cause she would get lost if she went about the house, Plus the poor girl was so depressed she wasn't eating.. She's getting better little by little which makes me really happy. They were thinking about putting her down so i'm real glad that I got a chance to save her I love her so much. I'll try to take a picture but my camera is all messed up cause the corner of where the battery is got chipped so i have to hold the little door in as tight as i can or it loses power.
Last weekend I had lots of fun, It was a 3 day weekend and I didn't work any day! Saturday I got to go to a cardinal's game (they lost but it was still fun!) On Sunday there was a Labor Day get together at my G-mas so I got to hang with the family, and afterwards I went over with my sister to her girlfriend Tina's house and we spent the night, and the next day me, my dad, my sister, and Tina all went to six flags! I had so much fun.. Going back to school sucked, but ya know.. I'm really dreading work tommorow i would 93457490704193 times rather be in school than work, but i gotta get paid somehow.. speaking of that I need to find last weeks check *scratches head* I dunno where I put it <_<
Speaking of school though it's going great! Gym is fun as hell I love the 3 other girls in my class Mel (who i've known forever), Jerica (who just moved here), and Lindsay (who is in my sister's grade so she knows me) We have the funnest talks ever .. And playing ping pong with them is effing hillarious. I didn't know I could be so horrible at a sport till i played ping pong. I think i've hit the damn ball twice and scored 0 times even when I serve. Plus the two guys in my gym class who are really hot. I had to play ping pong against one of them today though and I couldn't hit the damn thing so basically I made an ass out of myself I felt sssoooooo dumb. Intro to vet science is really easy kind of boring and I like talking to jayme, chemistry i have to study alot for but i have 100% in the class and my teacher isn't so bad.. although the class is all juniors. Biology is okay.. my teacher is nuts, Mr. Gluba.. or should i say Smith.. yea one day someone in my class was like "I hate it when people mispronounce my name" he's like "me too, no one ever pronounces my name right" and the whole class starts laughing cause how in the holy hell can you say gluba wrong? it's just glueba so simple.. so he's like "yea your really supposed to say my name smith.. the g sounds like an s.... (and so on)" I almost peed my pants laughing. And then he told us the world was shaped like an egg and that one end was fatter than the other and i almost choked on my water it was hillarious. and then today he started saying that some religion didn't watch tv on sundays and then he said "omish" right after someone asked him what religion he was so everyone was like "your not omish your using a projecter right now!" and I dunno but it's so funny he looks omish cause he's got a beard. Did you know that if an omish guy has a beard it means he's married. yep Tina's brother told me that.. he's kinda cute o_O. English is okay she assigns lots of homework (i got tons tonight) geography is hard, and geometry is fun + it's my favorite time of the day since i'm about to go home! well that's enough of school
Anyways still a 0 in the significant other department. I have lots of friends though it's just i don't have any wheels to do anything X_X Me and Hannah are gonna do something next week though! Hopefully! OH MY JESUS I HAVEN'T WROTE IN FOREVER AND NOW I CAN'T STOP BUT I HAVE TOO SO I'M GONNA HAVE TO LET YOU ALL GO!!! do the cereal thing down there it's hillarious.
I love you all!
Bye,
~Asuka the lone rainbow wolf

Cereal thing stolended from
To determine your cereal name, take the first letter of your first name and find it on list 1. Match the first letter of your last name with List 2 and the Last letter of your Last name with List 3. If your name was John Smith, your cereal name would be: Super Magicpops.

Here are the lists! Good Luck!
List 1. . . . . . . . . . List 2 . . . . . . . .... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9855029/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9855029/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:08:09 PDT But anyways, with all my mood swings and school work and volunteering at the humane society and homework... I haven't drawn yet although I really want to...
Omg while i'm thinking about it though there is this really HOT junior? in my gym class. He's emo though lol he's so awesome.. His hair cut reminds me of someone from Final Fantasy or something
Anyway.. My schedule is tough: Lifetime Sports,Intro to Vet Science, Chemistry, Biology, English II Honors, Geography, and Geometry. I am finding chemistry to be very hard and I'm loving it it's making me challenge myself... Gosh I'm so different now, who am I?
I don't think I really know who I am anymore.. Sometimes I really miss Jay.. I'm trying to work up the courage to talk to him again and I don't think I'll do it.. I don't want to either I want to move on.. I really want to find somebody ... I like the structure in my life right now.. Just not the lonelyness
Hoping to get back into the arts soon... PS: A play is starting next week at my school I'm not gonna audition but I am going to be in the crew.. Got to go now I'm bored out of my mind.. TTYL

Asuka, The lonely rainbow wolf~ <3

PPS: MY CONTEST IS RUNNING TILL NOVEMBER CUZ I DON'T WANT TO JUDGE IT TILL WORKING IS DONE ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9537072/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9537072/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 20:30:22 PDT
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I'm so lonely.. I always used to talk to jay but since me and him are over that's not happening *he hates me* No one i want to talk to is ever online and Danielle is always to busy talking to other people but i'm not important enough for her to get off the phone with them for even if she's been talking to them for the past 6 hours but she'd drop them in a heartbeat if "daniel" called her. no friends in real life to really talk to and none online my only human contact is my family and six flags -- I feel out of place and alienated I wish i could get out more... I met this really cool guy at six flags today though (he works there) I like him and he's real cute.. too bad he's like 20 and he lives in Turkey lol... yea... Note me or hug me or something i could use it T_T ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9417440/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9417440/ Tue, 18 Jul 2006 14:57:01 PDT Still no artwork done
Quitting my job when school starts, I can't stand my job anymore ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9334200/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9334200/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 15:39:33 PDT I had so much fun at FFA Camp I am DEFINITELY going back next year.. I met so many cool people... I also met Zach! Who is the past state FFA President... He is so freakin hot I'm like obsessed with him .. look here ---> [link] yep that's me and him.. I am emailing him and I hope maybe someday me and him can go out on a date? possibly lol
In other news I dumped Jay first thing when I got back. I was so sick of him and I never plan on speaking to him. I haven't cried since I dumped him things are exactly the same except I hurt less and I don't talk to people as much (cuz i talked to him alot) Me and Danielle still haven't talked.. I don't have much of anyone to confide in accept my cousin mel... She's coming over later so i've got to clean for that
I'm becoming a lot more social and i'm a major flirt now.. I'm trying to find someone who lives close to me
I'm gonna go cuz I don't know what to say
I hope to draw soon
<3 you all ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9246982/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9246982/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 23:54:26 PDT Thank you everyone for all your support though it means so much when I'm going through all of this...
I'm going to camp for a much needed vacation from everything Although I will miss you Emyyyyyy... I'll miss everyone else reading this too of course!!!!! You guys mean alot to me and I probably won't leave now thanks to all the comments I got last night
Once I get back and get my 2 days off from work (the 10th) I'm going to start working on my new character Asuka and I may even draw some it'll be fun... I got to get to sleep though cuz today (sunday) I'm going to six flags for fun with my dad and uncle and aunt and cousin xD
I don't know how I feel right now though.. I feel everything
Happy Mad Sad they are all in balance so nothing tips.. thus I'm indifferent and have been for awhile.. can't wait till some one/thing breaks my shell.. goodnight and have a nice.. day I suppose I You all!

OHH AND HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY *remembers asking jay out a year ago and shakes memory away* The camp is at the Lake of the Ozarks in Missouri so I'll get to see the awesome fireworks there.. can't wait

Ohh and btw that puppy we had (Ryu) Is now named Charlie (by suggestion of me) although he is my cousins dog now and he loves it there they have another dog that Charlie loves to play with.. he's going down to tablerock lake with my cousin for the week along with a lot of my family.. I won't be too far though xD!

**really leaving this time** ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9235966/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9235966/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 20:18:14 PDT
I'm supposed to be going to FFA Camp the 3-7th of july.. and my lead is like ". . . FFA what is that?" i'm like "... Future Farmers of America . . . You don't know what that is?" and she kept making fun of me all day because apparently she things ffa is for farmers (sorry it's not i told her that several times and if u make fun of me i will collectively sink my teeth into your ass and rip it off ^__^) so she thought it would be funny to have all the leads and all the supervisors ask me what kind of camp it was after she told them just to piss me off. so they pissed me off so bad i was crying while i was running till (taking money and making orders) and i'm so sick of everything i just wanted to go to camp to go away but it's such a fucking hassle now with everyone at work hassling me and now i don't have a duffel bag to put my shit in and i need more shorts.. i work tommorow 12-7 and i have to find time to buy those things and pack everything that night otherwise i can't go cuz sunday i'm spending all day at six flags with my uncle. If i don't go to camp i'm probably just going to fucking sleep the whole week away cuz i'm so depressed I don't want to do much else

1) my boyfriend doesn't know if he loves me anymore and has already contradicted everything he ever said or promised to me + he's an ass so I don't even know if I love him anymore . . . I don't really know if it will hurt when/(if?) we break up (could already be for all i know) cause he's hurt me so much I don't really think I care anymore

2) My sister is putting so much stress on me I just want to kill her

3) Work and all the mofos I work with (god I hate like all of them!!!!!!!!)

I'm getting so stressed out and I have no way to release it that's why I wanted to go to camp.. (btw the camp is just for fun.. we're going to be boating and swimming and playing games but doing leadership activities and stuff while we're at it; which is bringing me closer to a scholarship)

Please get ur contest enteries in.. comment back.. I could use some hugs now =[ ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9118855/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9118855/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 16:50:30 PST Everyone's entry was amazing besides for Emy's. Because she removed her's so I could not judge it. And I feel like ending the contest. Now. So. Lol. I judged it all by myself. Sorry, whoever was supposed to help me. I ended up looking mainly for how you shaded my dragon, and a background. I loved every entry guys! Thank you all so much.
Everyone gets a request! Since only seven people participated! I will list the entries in the order I judged them though. I will draw whatever you request unless it is way too hard, but I MUST HAVE A REFERENCE <.< I'm not that great people. I will be noting all of you with info about this. Once again thank you all
AND A HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO YOU ALL MY LOVES!
Erica I just realized you never uploaded your entry It would be nice if you did! Jeez...
The order of winners!

First is with [link]
Second is with [link]
Third is with [link]
Fourth is with [link]
Fifth is with [link]
Sixth is with [link]

That is the order of all the entries that I judged in the order that I saw best, with the entries that are currently uploaded. So sorry Erica and Emy. You can still get a request, though.

]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9022054/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/9022054/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 20:44:01 PDT
And I'll say it up here that if you want to see photos of NYC look at my deviations and scraps

6/7/06

Watching: My puppy.. going to watch memoires of a geisha - Episode 79 of Bleach - Episode 185 of Naruto

Oh god it's been so long *goes to look at last journal entry*... Easter... wow.. so much has happened since

My life is so full of changes now

1. How work has changed me.. Well it made me realize how bad work sucks especially when ur 15 and they treat u like shit. Work has had some bad changes i suppose.. Made me have a short temper.. And it has showed me how truly impatient i am With the Costumers and with the Higher ups working . Gr i hate when the damn game next to me is so freakin loud (seriously one time i had a girl sing "COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMEEEEEEE PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAY MYYYYYYY GAAAAAAAMEEEEEEEE" to mary had a little lamb.. I got costumer complaints for that.. like the stupid person in games singing like an asshole is my fault.. or when they put the Six Flags theme song >song where that stupid old guy sings< up on their little speaker where their sounds come out and take their friggin microphone and put it up to that speaker so the sound blares out of the two speakers at top of the little building this "guessore" game is at (Six Flags St. Louis)) and the game is so loud i'm like WHAT DID YOU ORDER? 2 SPORT BOTTLES? lol and then the then the flipping steam engine (train) is really loud when it leaves.. and then there is the deaf costumers who are like HOW MUCH DID YOU SAY IT COSTS *screen 2 inches from their face displaying it* Grr.. and then there is the fucking Supervisors (my supervisors are Tim little justin big justin and colonel cobb) Tim is my biggest tormenter though He's like.. We don't have enough people for everyone to go on break and it's miserably hot with a whole bunch of costumers so let's send all the 15 year olds home after 4 hours of work so they all are pissed at me! yay!!!! God seriously i'm so sick of it.. Jenn doesn't get a break sometimes cuz they send me home and shit i'm so fed up with it.. and then they won't even let me transfer to entertainment (GOD I WANT TO TRANSFER TO ENTERTAINMENT SO BAD!!!!!!!!! I'm so fed up with food service and entertainment is so cool. everyone already knows me but until i atleast get some approval i can't even stay in back of palace anymore where the people are soooo cool.. i love everyone in entertainment but the bitchy leads who kick me out in 100 degree weather so i sit on concrete while i wait for megan to get done working... gah They told me i should get an entertainment supervisors aproval so i should sit back there but right now i'm working on getting a signature so i can just freakin transfer (slim chance) Anyways yea.. Mike is getting to be an even bigger asshole saying all this shit about me. today he was like "someone who can't run till right.. someone who doesn't do her job well.. someone who's lazy.. someone who can't make corn. OH that someone is you sarah!" and i'm like "someone who doesn't do his job and just sits or stands there and criticizes everyone.. OH that someone is YOU mike!" god i'm so sick of it.. i'm going to write him up for harrassment if he doesn't stop. he tole me to get a " i don't care i'm just lazy" shirt today... >.o anyway enough about work (it's okay somedays NOT INVOLVING MIKE OR TIM, GETTING OFF EARLY OR DOING CARTS -_-) But it has changed me in that i'm more open and less afraid of crowds.. I'm more likely to speek my mind now

2. Friend and Jay-wise lol My friendships are different now.. they are more give and take.. I can't stand people much right now though.. I'm getting fed up of being talked bad about and being treated like shit.. I think i'd be truly alone if it wasn't for Jay. whom is not just a friend.. He's changed me so much for the better.. he's the one who keeps me happy

3. IN JUST SO MANY AREAS have i changed

4. There is a puppy here now yep my sister and my "friend" danielle went to walmart and came back with a puppy... He's a pit bull mix.. I'll post a picture.. his name is Ryu (Dragon in Japanese.. and he sure is a little terrorist.. waking me up at 5 am to piss when i just went to sleep 2 hours ago and wake up in 3 -_-

I have so much to type about that I wrote this on 2 days so now it’s 6/9/06 and even though no one will read this I’ll give an update on the entries above

Watching: the puppy be a moron
Drinking: Had a Mountain Dew Freezie now I’m drinking Diet Dr. Pepper<... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8645204/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8645204/ Mon, 01 May 2006 18:54:28 PDT
I owe
a contest picture for a pageview and my 50th watcher
a giftart
I need to color the dragon

They owe
Request for name contest
Contest prize ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8493857/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8493857/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 21:04:37 PDT
Happy Easter everyone! Hope your day is full of rabbits on crack, easter eggs, and family! (and if it isn't I hope it's still a good day!)
I'm happy now cause work has helped me be happy some how.. Cause I'm always supposed to smile and be friendly there, It's also helped me talk easier to people i've never met (3 anime freaks!!! but that's a story for later)
OMG I DROVE FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY!!!!!!!! Yeta! Or however you spelled yes in Japanese, lol I'm so psyched that i got to drive for the first time. I was so scared i was going to crash, but other than gettin a lil close to this tree I was great (atleast my mommy said so T_T) Lol
I'm having an allergic reaction to the pollen I sniffed earlier though *sneezes*
And I miss my Jaaaaaaay..
So work is okay.. Mike is a real jerk sometimes (which lead me to ask him if her gets paid to complain) He's nice sometimes though.. He's the lead at the stand next to mine (I'm at Colonel (pronounced Kernel) Cobb's and he's at Calico's) And he worked at Cobb's the last 2 years so when Jennifer (my lead, she's really cool and nice) is on break or gone He is there. which is annoying sometimes.. It kind of makes me angry though cause it's really tired plus they're always shoving me at a Dippin' Dots stand cause there is too many people at Cobb's -_- But it's okay I guess.. I love the people in entertainment and if they move me too a different stand in food service (he told me they would) I'm switching over to entertainment.. But for now I'm getting about 60 a weekend (5.25 an hour for 7 hours 2 days).

Yesterday I met three of the coolest people ever.. After work I met up with one of my friends to ride rides and she REALLY wanted to ride the Train (which I didn't like much) but before we even got on the train "OMG INUYASHA I LOVE THAT SHOW" lol yess!!!!!! I met three of the coolest anime freaks ever, Colleen (Yuki), Kasey (Envy), and Mike (Itachi) Lol they are so cool We talked for awhile loudly and excitingly over our favorite animes and my friend was like "I don't know you" lol at the end of the ride i was like.. OMG GIVE ME YOUR MESSANGERS! Lol but not like that i tried not to sound too desperate but I'm hoping that I'll talk to them online some time and we can go to an anime convention together or just go to Six Flags together (I'm an employee and they all have season passes)

So yep.. I went to my Mom's Mom (grandma (mett's) for breakfast and we're going to leave soon to go to my Dad's mom (Grandma Alice's) for Dinner I think and to play some games ^_^ I can't wait I love my grandma's
Sorry if I'm really cheerful and like "My life is better than yours *rubs it in my face*" I'm just trying to be positive

LOVE YOU ALL HAPPY EASTER KEISTER!!! ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8354692/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8354692/ Mon, 26 Jun 2006 20:18:28 PDT and others)

[] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[] during the summer the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toys as a child were Barbies
[] my favorite color is pink or purple
[] I did Gymnastics
[] I love skirts
[] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[] tight jeans are the only jeans I’ll wear
[] I love chocolate
[] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 0

[] My hair is almost always straightened
[] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings (pshaw, I wish -_-)
[] I've gone to a tanning salon
[] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[] I change my icon weekly
[] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[] I don’t shop at Hot Topic
[] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[] I wear mascara everyday
[] I've been or am on a diet
[] bathing suits are adorable
[] I don’t know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] Big sunglasses are hott
[] I have gotten my nails done before
[] MTV is one of my favorite channels

TOTAL: 0

[] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[] I love to have girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[] I hate bugs
[x] carnivals are so fun!
[] Summer is THE best season
[] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[] I’m waiting for my knight in shining armor
[] musicians are so hot
[] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 2

[] I am self-conscious
[] I cry often
[] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[] my dishes get washed more than once a week
[] I don’t do sports
[] I HATE to run
[] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[] I love romance novels (heh... if reading yaoi and shounen-ai counts?)
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute

TOTAL: 0

[] I dance a lot.
[] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[] I love to get dressed up.
[] every part of my outfit needs to match
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[] I would love to have a photo shoot
[] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[] I wish I were a model

TOTAL: 0

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[] I have been something that was semi
[] I own Uggs
[] Hip Hop is the best music
[] I pop my collar
[] I like to be the center of attention
[] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[] horses are beautiful
[] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[] Cats are adorable

TOTAL: 0

[x] I write my own music
[] I would love to visit Hawaii
[] Valentine's day is so cute!
[] white is better than black
[] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[] hate the grunge look
[] I love to read magazines

TOTAL: 1

[] I love to gossip
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[] I love Celine Dion
[] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids
[] Diet drinks are the best
[] I'm all about being vegetarian
[] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 2

[] I check my Myspace everyday.
[] I love life!
[] I have a lot of jewelry!
[] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[] either one of my Myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[] I would never want to be the opposite sex
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I have friends w... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8306753/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8306753/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 16:30:25 PST Waiting for: The sugar cookies I'm baking, and my BF

PG-14 Rating *Much ranting happening here*

*Sigh* So much going on and so little time. I'm working at Six Flags at a stand named Kernel Kob's. I am a cashier who also gets the food (corn on the cob, pretzels, nachos, pickles, icees, and sodas). I have to get a till every day since I am 15 and all I can do is work the cash register. I love work though I love the routineness of it I'm a real freak for routines. I eat the same thing every morning (2 rice cakes) and a can of mountain dew, although I drink that. I don't know why I like routineness so much i suppose I love to be confromed. I love my lead at my stand (like the person right above me) she's awesome and her name is Jennifer she's like my friend now I suppose. I had training Saturday and Sunday and we open The first and 2nd although I have a Drama fundraiser I'm going to instead so I can't be there

Gotta go get my cookies now xD

Alright so now that I'm back, this fundraiser is on this Saturday and Sunday and we're BBQing and I'm baking stuff, ect... I only owe 250 dollars on my New York trip And I'll still probably get more money back (we sold candy) Can't wait till the New York trip!!!!!!

The people at the Humane society are fucking assholes. I went over there Monday after school with Danielle and we were back in dog kennels and One of the Vet Techs comes out and takes this PIT BULL out of it's cage along with it's cage card.. And Danielle was flipping out cause she thought they were going to put it down I thought they probably would but I told her she was probably just getting some shots and they'd have to update her cage card once they're done. Well we were back in Puppy Isolation 10 minutes later and out comes this black bag that is conviently the size of the Pit Bull... *whimpers* There was also a Heart worm positive Chow-Sharpei mix in the kennels. Well later me and Danielle went in back in Dog Iso cause we wanted to play with this pit bull. And they've always encouraged us to play with the animals so I figured it wouldn't matter if we played with it in it's cage. Plus we had seen a girl in a cage earlier. So we were playing with this NICE FRIENDLY PIT BULL and Donna (stupid bitch who is president of the Humane Society) comes running out to us yelling that we needed to get out of the cage and that we can't touch "unknown" dogs and that she would "not allow us to come back to the Humane Society if we ever got into another dogs cage!!!!!!" and she just kept yelling at us like we didn't get the fucking picture "that dog could have ripped your neck off and you could have been dead and we would have never known about it" LIKE I'D GET INTO A DOGS CAGE WHEN IT LOOKED AGGRESSIVE OR SCARED? Jesus fucking christ half a year there and they still think I'm fucking stupid. and then they had the fucking BOLD AUDICITY to take the pit bulls cage card and fucking show us that they were going to put it down YOU KNOW THE PEOPLE WHO PUT DOWN ANIMALS AT THE HUMANE SOCIETY (the vet tech) IS FUCKING SCARED OF PIT BULLS?! It's just such MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT. Jesus fucking christ an animal reflects it's owner. a Bull Dog can be agressive and Airdale Terrier a Jack Russel Terrier a Lab a Pit Bull ALL OF THEM CAN BE AGRESSIVE BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN EVERY SINGLE DAMN ONE IS The first pit bull they put down was one of the sweetest fucking dogs I've met and she didn't deserve it. And then the way they yelled at us it was such fucking bullshit DON'T COMMENT AT ALL ON THIS IF YOU DISAGREE WITH ME BECAUSE I CAN AND WILL BITE YOUR HEAD OFF. I've had so many fucking people agree against this but I'm sorry I don't believe in SLAUGHTERING animals. THEY DID NOT NEED THE FUCKING ROOM That one pit bull in back was the only Dog in Dog Iso and there was a heartworm positive dog and they had just put that other Pit Bull down BULLSHIT.. Fuckers... RIP your poor Pitbulls <3

I really should be studying FFA History right now. Oh god less a week and a day till districts. I made it past area with my FFA Knowledge Contest Team!!!! (thank god!) Now all I have to do is make it to state!!!! If I don't i'm going to get the class average on all the assignments we've done (I've been getting out of class to study for this) and I'm pretty sure I won't even have to take my final exam for AG xP Gosh I want to make it to state so bad PRAY WE MAKE IT PAST DISTRICTS I got to wear Official Dress all day to school though cause we leave at 1:30 on the 6th

*Sigh* I'm having all these stupid problems at home with my sister and her friend Amy (who is obviously like god to her) It makes me so angry... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8124107/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8124107/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:12:37 PST ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8124086/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/8124086/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:09:32 PST Drinking: Water
Watching: Finished episodes 175 of Naruto and 71 of Bleach, Episode 5 of Ah My Goddess
Reading: Gonna read Furuba 5, Memoires of A Geisha, and Spiritwalker(if megan ever finishes it --)

Gosh so much as happened since then. I dunno if meh told ye'all buuuuuuuut I got the job at six flags, i don't know what i'm gonna do there yet I suppose I'll find out on Sunday at orientation xD. We open on April 1st (yey!) the day that i have 2 funraiser's i'm supposed to be a-doin too xD
As far as my knee goes I can walk and jog for the rest of the year in gym I can play sports that don't involve running and jumping
As far as life I have a job, a permit, a lovely boyfriend, 98% in math 99% in science and 100% in english, I'm going to NY in may, and I might be going on a road trip this summer, a shitty home life, a lot of stress, and a really bitch friend whom i want to terminate (amy)
She's just about driving me up the wall. She glares at me whenever I ask anyone for anything, she keeps ripping me away from danielle, and she is VERY rude to me talking about me behind my back and in front of my face, It just makes me want to punch her lights out >_O! *eye twitches* Ohh great she's calling *doesn't awnser* <_< Well she called my cell so I awnsered and she apologized so it's okay now ^_^
Plus my home life isn't the greatest but isn't something I can freely talk about *whimpers and barely wags my tail*
Amidst all this stress and busyness I really need to find the time to make a reference of Asuka so all you wonderful people can draw my fursona again xD
No one reads this journals anymore, no one favorites or comments my work anymore it's sunk me into an art depression.. not to mention I barely have the time. Still debating with myself if I should leave DA. MY CONTEST IS OVER THE 25TH OF MARCH GOSH DANG IT TURN UR ENTERIES IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've done 2 watercolor painting and 1 acrylic though so I want to scan those soon
Well Amy apologized and everything and now Danielle Amy me and my sis are all going to see Ultraviolet then me and megan are goin to spend the night at Amy's house.. and Erica doesn't want to go (u said so on like wensday) and I doubt Hannah could come since she gets those head aches =[
Guess what everyone I'M GOING TO NEW YORK CITY IN MAY!!!! Yup AND me and my sister might be going on a road trip this summer too see Krystal and Jay (my bf) xD!!!!! I'm so excited I can't wait till this summer it's going to be very exciting ^^
Lol peoples you should call my cell (but tell me before you do) and then I won't awnser then you can listen to my voice message (not me if u need my cell #) lol it's funny "Hey all you crackers out there!" lol then I start talking about how this is Sarah NOT DAN! (People keep calling my cellphone asking for Dan) I'm typing like a prep right now or something lol I'm just really happy
I dunno if I wrote all of what I needed to write so I'll think some more. Well I can't think of nething so TATA for now xD <3 you all

Oh wait!!! one more thing IF ANYONE WILL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEE PURCHASE ME A DA SUBBY I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND DRAW YOU ANY/EVERYTHING YOU WANT!!!!!! <33333

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7941621/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7941621/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 09:32:34 PST I had a job interview on Saturday and they said they'd hire me. I have job orientation on March 12th and I get paid for that, then I have training too which I also get paid for. I'm working at six flags too yay! (right) Lol.

In other news Bear got out again cause no one can hook him up right -- I'm the only one who hasn't lost the dog yet. We got Bear back though. I hope it starts getting warmer. Crazy Missouri weather

Ohh, also I recently started my story that I've had an outline for for like 2 years. It's going to be called.. Well I don't know yet but I'll post the first chapter sort of soon.

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7859796/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7859796/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 20:38:54 PST
Well I've been kind of out of it and lost since my surgery... Although its been longer than that that I've kind of been in an art depression. I'm just not sure if I want to do much art anymore I feel like people don't like my art that much so I don't see why it would even matter... But at the Art Club Drawing circle I did do 2 water color paintings (I need to get them scanned soon) My first water colors.. I sort of llike them.. I also got my friend Sarah's drawing and have them up on my wall * I want to scan them too* I'm not sure if I'm going to do Emy's contest cause I don't know how I'd even do it...

Well the reason for the title is because several stupid tedious things keep happening at school and well.. My cord just snapped. It happened today after I accidently dropped my perfume and $25 of Paris Hilton was adorning the locker room floor... and then someone stole 100 dollars out of some guys jeans so they had to search everyone and I was walking down the hall way and my teacher was walking behind me and was like "Sarah your going to be late to class" and just as I started to explain that they were searching everyone this stupid Sophmore runs into me and drops the box of candy I'm selling (for my friend Sarah to go on this trip to NYC that I wish I could go on) and all my candy just gets scattered over the ground even though he picked it up and everything I almost started crying cause I'm just so damn frustrated with everything, It was like the one thing that just finally sent me toppling.. I'd been bitchy all day because my boyfriend (wow I have one again) is just acting odd and I miss him.. plus I'm so irritated with my whole gym deal (I'll explain later) that I just toppled. Another contributing factor to my topple was this stupid asshole in my history class. HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAH IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNY WHEN YOU ALMOST RUN SOMEONE OVER TWO TIMES ON PURPOSE AFTER THEY'VE HAD KNEE SURGERY HAHAHAHAHHAA FUCKING HAAAAAAAAAA. God I'm so sick of him. then he thought it would be fun to piss me off by almost stealing one of my candy bars about 5 times and then throwing it at me ^_^. After he ran into me on Thursday I had a minor snap and I started yelling at him and everyone just laughed besides for my friends. I think I scared them, oh well.... No more Paris Hilton perfume T_T

Anyway onto the major factor in my meltdown which would be my fucking gym teacher, Mrs. Carlson GOD I FUCKING HATE HER. She's so stupid... She randomly gave me a 20/30 one day and another day she gave me a 0/10 when I didn't do anything wrong either day. And 3 days after my surgery she expected me to raise my leg for 45 minutes straight I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU DO IT BITCH, WHILE YOUR KNEE FRICKING HURTS. Jesus christ she gave me a fucking 3/10 and said I didn't do my knee exercises even when I argued with her. She gave me a 7/10 for 2 other days cause apparently I wasn't allowed to take a fucking break. So I got a note from my docter saying WALKING AND KNEE EXERCISES WITH PERIODS OF REST. And I got one for my surgery day which she took 10 points off my attendence grade and a 0/10 for the day which she's not supposed to take off anything when i have a docters note. Still hasn't changed it. When I brought in the note from my docter for the periods of rest and asked her if she was going to fix those days she was like "why you didn't do your knee exercises" OMG I JUST WANTED TO PUNCH HER IN THE FACE it's so fucking retarded i have a fucking B in that class and A's in everything else it isn't fucking fair and that bitch better fucking fix it. I've already gone to the counselor for it and I'm going to the principal next.

Gah I doubt anyone will even read this. I'm a little better though instead of depressed I'm just pissed off. Although I'm sort of happy cause Jay asked me back out... I'm depressed some though cause I don't think I'm going to get to go on this AMAZING trip to Europe that I would DIE to go on.. I seriously would.. I've always wanted to go to England (THE TUBE!) =[ I pray I get to go.. It would be so awesome. But If I don't go to Europe I'll most likely go to FFA Camp which would be really fun and I'd get to see this cool State Officer I saw at the Greenhand Motivational Conference.. I'm doing this contest team too and I might be going to State convention and I'd get to see him there too (yay!) Lol I don't know why I like this guy

Bleach (just watched 67) is getting VERY odd lately... Naruto (going to watch 169) just sucks I WANT SASUKE TO DIE.. bastard... Also I'm on Neon Genisis Evangelion (15) It's a pretty good show although Shinji is a pervert.. I'm going to watch Oh my goddess (I think thats the name) next... So yep thats my anime update

Anyway I'm gonna go.. Not that anyone is still listening to my stupidity

Sorry about the rantishness PLEASE COMMENT X_X

Art Sta... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7772468/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7772468/ Wed, 01 Feb 2006 15:24:32 PST
Rest in peace Kale
R.I.P. .... 2 emaciated dogs
R.I.P Twister

Kale, a pit bull whom me and my best friend Danielle, LOVED very very much... Got put down.. Today I think... screw the capitilization... he was a really sweet dog.. he didn't deserve it.. he really didn't.. they said he had kennel cough and that he was really sick.. and they needed room (of course why not put down the dog with the notify on it!) while you add it why don't you put down the dog without even notifying the number on the card.. i hate those people there.. a notify is just an index card with your name in phone number that is placed in the cage card.. yea... I didn't want Danielle to know even if kale did get put down i was going to lie to her.. i'm very worried about her now... they told her to her face.. and amy hugged her while she cried.. and me and my sister hugged her too.. but i know she's very depressed and worried..... R.I.P. Kale <3 ...
The 2 emaciated dogs were stray dogs that this guy brought in.. they were so skinny and they were having bloody diahhrea.. lets kill them! it was illegal.. they didn't even have them long enough. they were supposed to have to have them 5 days before they put it down... and don't say they're in a better place or try argueing with me it really doesn't help...
Twister was my cat who died.. a yea and a half ago..

I'm gonna go now.. ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7734438/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7734438/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 17:58:09 PST ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7721489/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7721489/ Fri, 27 Jan 2006 15:44:04 PST I got like... High.. When they put the relaxing stuff into my IV. I was really giggly and I got dizzy and couldn't see straight o_o it was weird. My knee kinda hurts now and I can walk. I should be able to go to school monday too.. I'm gonna go nap. so tired... ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7578396/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7578396/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 21:20:27 PST Drinking: Water
Watching: Bleach 62 and Naruto 166. Ran out of anime. leave suggestions. and Erica I'll watch that anime if you give me a link to where i should get it off torrents
Listening to: Finch - Bite Marks and Blood Stains, dunno Jaime sent it to me
Reading: Harry Potter 6, and Eclipse of the Sky. That fanfiction I said was the best

Gah Been awhile since I last entered a journal.. *sighs* So much drama in the life of me
In other news! I have a new nickname/name for my fursona ASUKA I did some online thingy and it told me Sarah means Asuka, Asuka means "Fragrance of the bright day" Weird huh... I'm still working on my new character which will become my fursona.. Snow won't just die, I love him to much ^_^

I've been fighting alot with my friend Danielle but it's ok now
I had good Holidays and stuff, fun times. Danielle went down to my Uncle Jeff's house with us on New Year's Day and my family loved her. She scared the crap out of me doing her Chuckie laugh while we were in the middle of the dark

I've recently became obsessed with Paris Hilton perfume, even though I hate her. Lol My mom says she wont buy it for me either T_T
I came into gym only being able to walk, my surgery is in like 2 weaks and 2 days, and then for 5-6 weeks I wont be able to do anything but walk in gym so she wanted me to transfer out.. And that would screw up my whole schedule so I told her i could do knee exercises during class and she said if I do that I may be able to stay in gym.. I dunno I have to talk to the counceler after school
In other news teachers are Worksheet crazy. 2nd day of 2nd semester 15 page worksheet packet in english and on tuesday i got 6 pages with 38 physics problems on them due on next tuesday and she gave us 3 worksheets and we got 9 worksheets in 5 minutes and grr it was confusing

In other news things at the Humane Society have been interesting.. Last week our cousin Cassie and her husband JJ's dog Daisy ended up there cuz her shock collar fell off. They told him it would cost 35 dollars to get her back 25 for getting her microchipped and 10 for the holding fee for the day he got pissed and he said "fucking dog" and somehow everyone else heard "keep the fucking dog" HAHA Cassie would pwn JJ's ass if she left the dog but it was kind of embarassing. It was sort of cool seeing him there though...
*FUNNY STORY* And then.. today.. I walk in and there is PISS all OVER the FLOOR I'm like WTF and then I see this overly large ugly female Basset Hound on the leash by the desk up front and the owner (lunatic) was surrendering the dog. Alright this dog is FUCKING CRAZY it was growling at everyone "good watch dog" wtf Basset Hounds are supposed to like people not be scared of them. and this dog won't let anyone touch it. Later I found out she surrendered the dog BECAUSE. Alright listen to theis cuz this is crazy. THE DOG WASN'T A GOOD MOTHER AND HAD EATEN HER LAST LITTER OF PUPPIES. Yep you go into a Humane society and tell them that, they said she had surrendered a dog a couple years ago because it stopped producing sperm too (FUCKING CRAZY)
Well Yea Imma go crackas. Night <3

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The wolf is an important part of our national heritage and a powerful symbol of the American West. With your help, we can ensure that it continues to roam our great wild places. ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7490095/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7490095/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 15:13:52 PST Drinking: Mountain Dew
Listening to: Bright Eyes - Compare and Contrast, Well now, Shinedown - No More Love

Well yea... the last year hasn't really been so great. But I want to have a reflection on it...

Well. In april I had to have knee surgery, ACL reconstruction with part of my hamstring and a Miniscus repair, Recovery was slow and very painful, I had to learn to walk all over again.. My cousin died, 2 days before my knee surgery, his funeral was the Monday after it.. Me and my mom couldn't go, God bless his soul <3 I miss him... My same aunts whose son died is going through a divorce too and moving to an apartment, she's very lonely.. but, The year moved on.. I could walk again, finally in high school. I always wanted to be older, now I think I hate it. I started volunteering at the humane society, My life became busy... I got involved in clubs, I became a social person. My grandma, Betty, was diagnosed with Pancreas Cancer and had surgery and they took out part of her pancreas and her intestines... They gave her a couple months if it hadn't spread, If it had.. They gave her a couple weeks.. This was in... September?
My parents never told me, but it had spread to her liver, I just learned this recently, They're going to do Radiation AND chemotherapy, The cancer isn't going to go away, they're just trying to make her live longer... No docter can promise her how long she has left, but I still pray.. 3 other members of my family died, and my aunt's dog died.. 2 of my neighbors died, in their homes, within a month and a half of each other... The guy whom I loved more than anyone dumped me.. I'm getting over it though. I need surgery again... It will most likely be this weekend or next or maybe the one after, but this month, i'll be able to walk afterwards though, it's cuz my miniscus never fully repaired
It hasn't been a good year. Really, hasn't... I pray the next is much better, with less deaths, less surgery and recovery time, and less emotional pain..
Hope your year was better than mine and that the next is too
Didn't have time to type this till now so umm Happy New Year.. Already 2006, can you believe it, it's crazy ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7451587/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7451587/ Thu, 29 Dec 2005 19:21:38 PST So here is a link
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It's not my fanfiction. not in any way shape or form I just read it.. As quoted from FireFawn (the best author ever) "I cannot express my gratitude enough to all of you who have made me the Number 1 Favorite Author, and this story the Number 2 Favorite Story, the 7th Most Read Story, and the Most Reviewed Story Ever in the site's history. " @ [link]
It takes place after Book 5 and replaces book 6
It is DEFINETLY, BY FAR the best fanfiction I have ever read. 23 chapters now and growing I encourage anyone who has the time and has read up to book 5 to read it (SA, EMY, ECT)
read it damnit
Tell me if the link doesn't work oO; ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7417004/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7417004/ Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:35:47 PST
Well.. My favorite present this year... MY ROCKING NEW KEYBOARD DIGITAL RECIEVER AND MOUSE God they are awesome xD. I also got a digital camera and printer (last one didn't work to great) And a CELL PHONE! I feel like I'm bragging so it wasn't a new cellphone.. It was my dads old one with a erm phone number clip thingy And I got a red body for it.. But my 4 and 5 key are messed up (new too >_< So yea but still i got a cell! Note me if you want my number.. Its Cingular too .. I got 2 wall scrolls (1 bleach with Ichigo and one Naruto with like everyone ) and I got 2 Naruto posters. I got a stuffed plushie of Shigure-san off Fruits basket, in his dog form xP. 3 necklaces 1 Naruto shirt Lots of lotion (damn cracked nuckles) and soap And yea I think thats it... I got a stuffed animal from my friend Danielle and Was really awesome and sent me one of her amazing cards and a really cool inking which I have hung on my wall with my new wall scrolls and posters... I got to go eat a turkey dinner xD I wish I didn't get so much I don't deserve it *lowers ears* Sorry guys I'm kind of at a low point now even with all the cool stuff I've gotten. Lots of stuff going on emotionally. I'm going on a fritz. I just hope I can accept all that is happening... If not who knows what will happen x_x
I'm going out to my grandmas tommorow to get EVEN MORE (grr) But we might be bringing my friend Danielle so that will be cool =] And I'm going down to my Uncle Jeffs on New years day and Danielle is spending the night on new years eve. We're gonna go to this nice resteraunt and see some lights, maybe even a movie too ^_^

Hope every one has good holidays!
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Back to school on the 4th (*growls*) ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7364047/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7364047/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 13:25:30 PST MEANWHILE BACK AT THE RANCH, (My results) My miniscus never fully healed .. Glad I got that MRI or it would have gotten worse.. well I need another SURGERY grr.. and I'm going to have more little dots on my leg from surgery =[ And I'm probably going to need to wear my dorky looking brace thingy again and... PHYSICAL THERAPY Although I willl be able to walk almost right after surgery (thank god) So yea thats it...
I realized I could fail all my finals and pass every class with atleast a C =] Lol My ag final was ok. we started grading it in class.. Health isn't to hard either.. So neways.. Bye xD ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7358822/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7358822/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:36:06 PST Well I start finals tommorow, Wish me luck. I'm exempting physical science so I don't have to be there till 9:50 AM then I have AG science and Health to take, so I'm sort of studying, Wensday I have Algebra and Art I (I'm hoping Erica, Hannah, Danielle, and Amy can come over after school and we can hang out for awhile and they can get their presents (I went Christmas Crazy)) and Thursday I have English, and I'm exempting American History so I get out of school at 9:50.

I really have the christmas spirit this year. Although I'm VERY moody and sensitive and am on very rocky ground right now, I get angry really easy. I miss Jay and I have no clue what to do about it.. I'm being driven crazy I can't stand being single but I love it so much at the same time... I get angry or irritated fast like when I lose something or even when I think I have.. I've become very possessive. I try to be happy but when I am I think people just think I'm a lunatic. I've become super sensitive to anything anyone says and I'm starting to cuss alot... I hope I straighten up soon... And I hope something happens with jay before I lose it

In other news my birthday was okay. I got LOTR 1, Because of Winn Dixie, 60 dollars, some lotion and soap and a teddy bear (from my friend Danielle) ^_^ And Danielle came over, it was fun ^^ We watched Donnie Darko and then Fight club, now I have her MAJORLY obsessed xD.. I love it
My knuckles are getting so dry they are cracking open and bleeding.. Trying to keep lotion on em
Time to study more, will right another journal later this week.. Ohh and I might be seeing Narnia too thursday so I'll tell u about that, bai

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7264332/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7264332/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 11:28:36 PST First I want to change his name it can be a female OR male name.. Suggest as many as u want.. It HAS to be UNIQUE I don't want to name him sam xD
SECOND HELP ME WITH HIS DESIGN Suggest stuff anything u want or u think fits me any color changes anything PLEASE HELP ME just comment below, I will come up with a new reference sheet in january so don't feel its to late to suggest ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7263088/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7263088/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 08:36:34 PST
[link] <------------------ GO THERE DUDES

It's my b-day!!!! I'm 15 as of today ^_^ Yay... and as opposed to everything happening today.. IT CANT lol cuz.. ITS A SNOW DAY TODAY YAAAAAAAY.. Lol So we're gonna clean my house and have my friend danielle over, and we're gonna decorate our tree and bake christmas cookies and all that other cool stuff ^_^ Hurrayness... I gotta start working on some art, I should have sara's contest entery due as long as I GET HER 10 DOLLARS i need them by the 15th =[ no later than so u need to send them out like monday lol... I'm also working on christmas gifts for ppls and cards for the da event ^-^ Well I'm gonna go clean so Danielle came come over xD ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7169765/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7169765/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 20:22:49 PST
Make a post in your dA journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step 2.

Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Step 3.

The List:

1. DevArt Subscription (I don't care how long, my god i will luff u if u gimme one and rape u with giftarts xD)
2. CARDS I want cards this year.. ^_^ (look below)
3. Really cool Dragon wolf or sword necklaces.. (no silver, im allergic)
4. Giftart of Snow with our without ur character would make me happy ^_^
5. Love from all of u <3 and hopefully some from jay too (hoping he'll go back out with me)
6. A blue Naruto Forehead Protector^-^
7. Gift card to: Borders or Suncoast (if they have em?)
8. Any good books or DVDs u'd reccomend ^-^
9. Naruto manga? (starting with 1)
10. Wall scrolls/posters of: Bleach, Naruto, Cowboy Bebop, and Gravitation

Yea thats like all I could come up with x_o I was trying hard too.. Look up and it says my screen names if you need to contact me OR note me
NOTE ME IF YOU NEED MY ADDRESS..
Note me if you want me to add ur wishlist here ^^

PLEZ GET ME A SUBBY, T_T

*hermione72141 [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7125740/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7125740/ Wed, 23 Nov 2005 20:11:14 PST
Watching: On episode 58 of bleach and 102 (FINALLY PAST 100) of Naruto
Reading: The Grim Grotto by Lemony Snicket.. Going over it cause on Monday my friend becky is going to let me read the new book

HAPPY TURKEY DAY well Early turkey day.. I'm going out to my grandmas for thanksgiving, and we might bring my friend Danielle. Lol.. OOO TELL ME IF U USE MY CHRISTMAS DESKTOP.. Lol
I'm getting lots of favorites on my poems.. That makes me happy. PPL LIKE ME YEY.. Lol
What are you doing for thanksgiving.. Comment O_O
Today my dog sneezed while I was laying next to him.. He hit my lip so hard my gum was bleeding lol.. And my lip is swollen.. It hurts.. n ya.. Wooot
I'm hyper for some odd reason
So I'm going to go watch Lost and make a christmas list o_o BAI Have fun tommorow everyone!!

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7098534/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7098534/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 16:42:08 PST Drinking: Water...
Watching: On episode 57 of bleach and 96 of Naruto
Reading: Alt Ed.. A good book

So yea.. although I got 40 views in a week I'm not happy.. Cause no one caught my kiriban.. Again so I guess I really do give up now, since no one else cares, neither do I

Well.. My great uncle Aude passed away on Wensday, he was getting old.. RIP
My soul is getting weary, constant put downs.. best friends who now hate, lost relationships, anger that i dont want.. Abuse.. from the one whom I love most.. I dunno how much more shit I can take, getting sad lately... I did have 1 good day this week though

Friday was good. We went to the scuplture park so yea I got out of class.. And we got to look at all these cool scupltures and I hung out with Danielle and some guy we met named Luke, and it was fun, and yea... And then I spent the night at amy's although I didn't feel very good yesterday..

Well I got to do hw and work on the dragon.. Bai

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7046862/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/7046862/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 16:15:36 PST [Returns.]
Drinking: Some 7 up this nice lady at the Humane society gave me.. she also gave me an oatmeal cookie with choco chips.. It was good

So yea.. 3,000 coming up.. I'll draw ya something in my sketch book if u get a screeny of it.. I forgot to say i got a sketchbook too xD

So neway I had the weekend from hell Everything that could go wrong did. Well almost the movie we went to see with my friend amy was good (Derailed) Lol i though it was gonna be a chick flick or something and all of a sudden everyones like dying im like O_O
Jay was being an asshole to me saturday and really pissed me off, I can't believe some of the shit HE said to me.. And then he told me it was cuz he wanted to play a game i was like wtf? i even told him he could play the game cuz he was so out of it meanwhile i just missed him and wanted to talk to him.. And then he starting called me a waste of time, greedy, and saying that im not special and that he was going to dump me.. it really hurt.. I told him if he ever does that again i will block him on all my sns, make a new sn & forbid my friends to give him my sn, burn everything he sent me, and delete all my files i had of him.. I hope he wanted do it again cuz he was just mentally abusing me and i hated it, and he had to go to work before it was settled..and i went over to my friend amys house
And i was really rude (not on purpose) and bitchy cuz of it.. It was a bad weekend

BUT neways friday is the big day!!!! Woot woot Art club field trip right Erica! xD we're all gonna have so much fun I love the art club.. They rock xD and OMFG HARRY POTTER 4 *spasm* Lol *twitch* xD I might go on next monday with inklings (book club) how sweet is that. Altho i've heard it sucks..

I had a good day, was really hyper 6th and 7th hours

OMG has anyone read the Inhertince Series by Christopher Paolini, Well besides Eldest being the best book I think i've ever read, Lol it led me into a shock so bad I almost had a heart attack lol my heart was like racing.. So watch out for the twist in that book xD WELL I looked at the website.. AND DECEMBER 16TH 2006 ERAGON IS GONNA COME OUT AS A MOVIE *spasms violently* OMFG IM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT <_< Okay I'm good now, must go.. Busy myself or something O_o Go by science project shiat ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6961599/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6961599/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 10:46:16 PST Eating: Well I did have some french toast like a half hour ago oO;
Watching: Naruto episode 64! baby! xD and I still haven't seen bleach 55 T_T
Reading: Eldest by Christopher Paolini - GOOD BOOK.. read Eragon first tho

I have to say I'm doing much better, The following days after Halloween were okay. I had Friday off and I have minimal homework although I do need to start on my art project, I got to retake my history test which I got a C on.. Since only 2 people got an A on the test. The whole class but them had to retake it and I'm pretty damn sure I got 100 if not I only missed 1 which would be a 98. Yesterday I read some more of Eldest.. Which reminds me I forgot to do those things at the top and stopped doing them awhile ago..
Alright and after that I umm.. I colored my entery for 's contest.. It's too colorful and didn't turn out like i wanted it too. I might do another one.. I watched The Matrix Reloaded.. <3 Keanu Reeves.. Erm... I cleared out my Da box.. and err.. talked some oO; not much but it was a good day.. That coupled with the lovely weather has me in a good mood so I'm gonna go do some art <33333

OHH AND THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CARED ABOUT MEH RANT <333333333333333 And me and jay or ok now. I scarey when I mad oO;

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Quizzes/Chains ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6917201/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6917201/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 14:43:49 PST MY
FUCKING
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Could my fucking halloween get any damn worse? it's only 3/4 over too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
First it starts off, its pouring down rain.. Day seems relatively good... no hard tests/quizzes.. no HW do tommorow.. It's all peachy till the end of the day, Well apperently Nikki wasn't at school today and she normally drives us home.. Well Hannah and Erica just like ran off so i guess i had no luck there.. (still pouring down rain) Well megan needed to take some notes and i was gonna walk home at first but then im like nah ill just go over to the humane society and hope we get a ride there... Well i don't even remember but i gave megan the key back.. and one of my friends is over there and there is no way i could get a ride home until 5 unless i got one with them, but i told jay id talk to him today so i wanted to get home! even thought they wanted me to volunteer i went home with my friends they wouldn't even wait for my sister (woot i already feel like double shit but i didn't wanna walk home in the rain and didn't think megan would care if she stayed till 5) so i grab my crap and get a ride with them.. im on the porch and i realize i don't have the key AGAIN and IM LOCKED OUT OF THE FUCKING HOUSE AGAIN!!!!!! Yea well isn't this such a bunch of fun. So i went RUNNING (something very hard for me with my knee, specially in the mud) after my friend's mom's vehicle waving my arms HOPING, PRAYING THEY'D STOP nope they just fucking drive off SECOND TIME THAT HAPPENED TO ME but atleast the last time i wasn't running after they're vehicle.. so im on my porch screaming and yelling and im pissed the hell off cuz im sick of drivers who drop ppl off and just drive off like they don't give a damn at all (they probably dont) and im like WHY GOD WHY ME?! so i decided i was going to walk in the pouring down rain to the humane society cuz i thought i left the key there.. well my neighbor (jared hes in like a grade or 2 above me) goes driving by and i wave my arms and he stops and he says he'll drive me there.. he drives like a god damned madman and im scared hes gonna kill me but he drives me there and hes like ill give u a ride back if u want to im like OMG thank u! *thinking things would get better here*.. megan was there cuz i told her id be there and she wanted to stay and once again the workers wanted us to volunteer (they like us) but i wanted to get home to talk to.. jay *curses under breath* So he drove both me and megan back and we got inside i have a splitting ass headache and i look like a drowned rat.. so i get some hot cocoa and some tylonal and head back to my room AND LOW AND BEHOLD JAY WASN'T THERE... .................................. *really pissed off at this point cuz i figured hed be there since i TOLD him i would be!!!!!* So im pissed off and crying and then he comes back like a half hour later well I'm ready to kill his fucking ass cuz this is the SECOND time ive rushed home to talk to him and been locked out of the house only for him to not be there... And he gets all pissed at me cuz he supposedly told me he had to work starting at 6 (eastern, he has to leave a lil after 5 eastern) so hes like rushing me and all but telling me to shut the hell up cuz im trying to tell him what happened and hes still insisting that he told me he was working till 6 and im fucking pissed off cuz none of this would have happened if he just would have actually told me.. fucking asshole, im still pissed at him.. im not staying up later just to talk to him.. i mean fuck no not after the way he treated me.. ive already wasted hours of my life that could have been better spent *fingers hurting from typing now*
BUT THAT ISN'T IT.. I get bored after he leaves and i figure.. i guess ill check DA before i move onto my hw that is due wensday and thursday.. So im like "woo i have a note!" and i go look at it...
it's from my friends friend and im pretty damn sure ive even talked to her before and its a message asking me who i am and to take me off her "friends list" ITS A WATCH LIST BTW PPL.. K. thanks. because she doesn't know who i am and if she did she wouldn't wanna be friends with me...
not only this but this same bitch has hurt me b4 (1 person should know who im talking about) and i think that is just fucking ignorant and has only gone to make my day even worse than it already was so thanks alot everyone who contributed to my shitty ass day
*end rant, not that anyone is still reading) ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6901351/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6901351/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 20:59:12 PDT ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6874630/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6874630/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 15:39:49 PDT (Alright you can stop reading just PLEASE COMMENT on that)

God I'm so busy lately.. I reinjured my knee (not that bad but i could barely walk at first) So I couldn't go to school Monday cause I'd have to walk... I got 5 hours of homework last night! OMG I was so tired!!!!! T_T.. Yea and guess how much hw I got today! Like 15 minutes worth --!!!!! Crazy.. Makes me angry
We had the art club mixer last Friday.. It was fun, I was a hippie (although at one point in time I called myself a hippo xD) Lol Erica looked so funny in a dress!!! woot.. Her and Hannah looked awesome though.. I think they're gonna start an anime magazine or something.. Ask Erica or Hannah if ur interested I think they need people to help write something... or yea something! ( or :kitten1310)
Lots of my friends (Jay and Sara for instance) Had b-days within the last month... but I'm too poor too buy stuff and too lazy to draw Sorry guys <3 u ._.
WOOT 45 watchers! When I get 50 watchers I'll either draw the 50th watcher a picture or I'll just draw one showing u guys how much I <3 u all
And yea just lots going on.. Bears getting better.. He's still a moocher but I think he's stopped lifting his leg in the house oO
Ohhh... One last thing.. My step grandma has pancreatic cancer She had surgery last friday to get it removed.. She'll be in the hospital for another week and when we visited her Saturday she was very out of it... It did NOT spread to her liver (thank god) Otherwise they were gonna give her a few months... We don't know if they completely removed the cancer when they did surgery or not so depended on if they did or not she could have between 1-2 years or with chemotherapy (if its gone) she could have like 10 years or so.. I just don't know.. Please pray for her ._.

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[link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6777186/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6777186/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 13:48:56 PST 1. I have a sister. She's crazy
2. I hate people
3. I'm really clumsy
4. I'm supposed to be doing an english report now
5. Most of my friends are Bi/Gay/Lesbian
6. I've been emotionally abused alot
7 All my friends are crazy
8. My dad is almost non existant. On the weekends he sleeps 22 hours a day. and During the week he comes home and sleeps
9. I'm single. yep
10. Erica and Hannah are my only rl friends on DA ( and )
11. My christmas tree still isn't decorated
12. I'm really in the christmas spirit this year.
13. I like to chew gum
14. I have ALOT of cousins
15. My grandma Betty is dying
16. More of my family has died this year than all the other years I've been alive added together.
17. Relationships have been horrible this year: thus the thesis that humans are getting stupider
18. I love to read books and watch anime
19. :iconhermione7141: is really cool
20. I REALLY WANT A DA SUBBY T_T

6 people I'd tag:
LYNDSEY i forgot ur da name x_O, and umm..WHO EVER WANTS TO DO IT





Stolen from many ppl.. Pass it on

Gay is a three letter word
just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

-I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

-I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

-I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

-We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

-I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

-I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

-I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

-I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

-We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

-I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

-I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

-I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

-I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

-I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

-I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

-I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

-I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

-I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

-I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

-I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.



Past quiz:
Stolen from http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6704385/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 13:42:43 PDT I got my old Icon back! No offense. I loved the one u made me Erica but missed me wolf x3.. What would u ppl think if i got his ears blue in psp xD?

Ahhh well I was going to submit this journal over a week ago.. BUT THEN I got banned... I got banned for commenting on a persons artwork that its obvious they copied it! I got banned for a week. Which is retarded, DA basically says in the rules that if someone copies/traces something you did and you tell someone that they need to take it down cuz they traced u get banned. Basically DA screws us over... Heh.. nice art place right? Not to mention that i had a very good friend.. who didn't even copy something.. and had atleast 15 people acuse her of it 0 BANS. Yep goes to show u how unjust DA is... Bull.. And I don't want ur comments saying im full of shit.. K? k
I'm so far behind now.. With the ban.. And I dont feel like doing artwork nemore.. Plus I'm so busy @.@
Yesterday I went to Wurdack Farm with FFA next friday there is an FFA picnic after school (and its my bfs b-day) the next day im doing a pet-a-pet with FFA.. Not to mention family and that I started volunteering at the humane society a few weeks ago
OOOO and we adopted a dog from the humane society! His name is Bear and he is a 5 year old collie mix.. A very sweet dog.
I've got soooo much going on T_T... I love u alllll x3

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My contest ----> [link] ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6589477/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6589477/ Wed, 29 Mar 2006 20:47:20 PST I'M GOING TO GET ANGRY IF YOU ALL DON'T ENTER YOUR ENTERIES BY THE ~~~*!29TH OF APRIL!*~~~ I've had soooooooooo many deadlines and I have OCD and it drives me crazy to leave people out and I feel like i'm closing the contest before people enter but i'm giving you guys a whole month NOTE ME OR COMMENT TO ME IF YOUR GOING TO ENTER BY THEN OR IF YOU CANNOT DO THE SAME I REALLY WANT EVERYONE TOO NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES THEY HAVE COMMENTED SAYING THEY WILL I want to know how many people are still going to enter

Contest: So... I want you to color my lineart ----> [link] OR if u need the jpg: [link] You can color it in any media you want... BUT U have more of a choice of placing if you use either Red, Gold, or Blue in it You may submit up to 2 enteries

Extra: If you use Red blue or gold u have more of a chance of placing.. Since a certain person *cough* did theirs wrong I'm changing it lol

Prizes:
Prizes for places:
3rd- One drawing, outlined.. Like the lineart ur supposed to color Of your choice with One character AND a Background
2nd- One drawing Colored with crayons or colored pencils, up to 2 characters, with a BG
and lastly - I can send you the original if you want
1st- One drawing, outlined, digitally colored AND colored with colored pencils.. Up to 2 characters with background - I can send you the original if you want
Honerable mentions will be on there too they just dun get a prize

Judges: Me and Jay... My boyfriend AND ?

******End of contest: FINAL DATE April 29******
I don't even know wy i'm giving you people more time...

How to enter: Post a comment in this journal saying you'll enter
How to enter your coloring: Note me

You can still enter

Yup.. That about sums it... Tell your friends to enter! >D


*Entering people (I love you! ) Just wish you would show interest in actually finishing it

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http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6469280/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 16:57:48 PDT Eating: Gobstoppers <_<
Music: Behind these Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson

Thanks alot Erica for going camping on Friday.. Leaving me and Brittany all alone in AG
Anyway.. Yes I'm finally working on my contest enteries for ! I should be submitting the other 2 tonight ^_____^ And I'm gonna go have Megan scan my sketches in a min... BRB I am going to go give them to her xD... Ok .. realized I forgot to draw Spirit's wrap on one of the pics.. THE DRAGON LOOKS SWEEEEEEEEEET lol Besides for the face >.<... I also like what I drew for shadowlupen.. Can't wait to get these scanned ^_^

Anyway.. I've been real depressed lately.. It seems all my friends relatives are dying... And jay keeps getting real mad at his mom.. And all the person issues in my house.. It's really stressing >< And I've been having horrible dreams lately so I dont get enough sleep and am tired... I get so much homework that half the time I dont have enough time for DA and sometimes will just clear out my Deviants in my messagebox x.x... A lot of the time if I do look at it I wont comment.. I'm sorry... I still love you all just as much <3.. I'm really glad that I'm doing well and school and still getting some art done though ^_^ soon I might not have time then.. I might start babysitting for money.. And Im gonna start volunteering at the humane society x.x Atleast I'll have money though!
Ooooo I judged s contest.. which was awesome!

And my anime update... I finished Loveless last weekend and I'm still keeping up with bleach.. I'm watching FMA and I occasionally watch Inuyasha... Im gonna watch start watching Naruto tongiht.. And I wanna start watching Azumanga Dioah


GET MY 2222 AND GET A FREE DRAWING! woot! CMON PPL PLEASE TAKE A SCREENY T_T AND RESPOND TO THIS JOURNAAAAAL .______.

~*!!!!!
Look here [link] I'll love you forever if you do.. Please donate for her... If you can't, Like I couldn't then please help spread the word... Thank you
~*!!!!!

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*~! My DA/Online Family!!! !~*
~Identical twins (Triplets? o_O) !~
& to ya both!

~Sisters!~
I never talk to you guys anymore
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~Online Friends~


Really Amazing Artists~!~ Please look at them!
http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6080397/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 15:38:07 PST
I'll accept Trades and Requests ^^

's request from 223 - 60% Coloring Digitally.. Need to color with colored pencils.. Doing a contest on it.. enter please! My contest: [link]

Deserves a Giftart... starting drawing it at amys house... 10% Maybe going to work on it some more..

Snow christmassy 20% - hoping to finish by next Christmas

Asuka Character Reference - Ideas in progress..

Emy's contest 0% - I might start soon if I enter..

Watercolor paintings 95% - Have to get them scanned

Snow and Jay's fursona.. - 30% still sketching

Acrylic painting 95% - Need to scan ]]> ~hybrid-wolf http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6074386/ http://hybrid-wolf.deviantart.com/journal/6074386/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 13:51:58 PDT
I'm okay lately I suppose... I quit ro.. Schools fine.. Meh.. Ohh and I figured out that it was Shadowlupen who had a b-day.. and I'm gonna post the wallpapers I made for her xD I also have wallpapers for suchieideru to post soon... Yep and dats all.. since I'm not sure anyone reads these... Ya'll don't love me nemore... ohh and one last thing.. 3 DAY WEEKEND YAY

Go look at these ppls

GET MY 2222 AND GET A FREE DRAWING! woot!

~*!!!!!
Look here [link] I'll love you forever if you do.. Please donate for her... If you can't, Like I couldn't then please help spread the word... Thank you
~*!!!!!

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