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                <title>20k!?! :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 16:01:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh wow! Thankies so much everyones that has taken that little bit of time over that last 5 years+ to look here ^_^ I know I've been inactive at times, and I've drawn some really bad pieces in other times, but I really appreciate all the support that this has given me. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be uber busy in final year of graphic design degree without DA, so thankies so so much everyones ^_^<br /><br />Will still endeavor to keep up with what's going on here and try and put up what I can/allowed of my work <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Did some illustrations for an iphone app that may get published... will seeeeeeeee and try keep updated if anyone is interested.... but thanks so much again! <br /><br />Love, love, cheesecake, love,<br /><br />Iggy x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Welome to the 3rd year</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Oct 2009 17:02:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I upate this so rarely now. But I do get so busy. Now it's the 3rd year so will be uber busy. I think I'm going to get an account to stand along side my portfolio that's more professional. But this one will stay. I'll link as and when that happens. And when my online portfolio website goes up. I'm going to be really busy though. But I do very much appreciate that people still look here. I'm not gone. Just busy <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I will try my best to be a bit more active on here and reply and thank more when I can. You guys do deserve more <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Taggage for once</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2009 08:00:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by <a href="http://kiwichameleon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kiwichameleon.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkiwichameleon:" title="kiwichameleon"/></a><br /><br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.<br />5. No tag-backs.<br /><br /><br />8 things about me:<br /><br />1. I love cheesecake <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />2. I love rats! Best pets ever! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />3. When I was little I really wanted to be a vet, and even started taking the A-levels in order to do it. However I realised that because I wasn't moved up, regardless of the masses of promises to move me out of the intermediate maths set that I was top of for year, I struggled to do A-level Maths and had to take an alternative instead.<br /><br />4. I absolutely can't stand our consumerist driven society, and the fact that corporation make things 'consumable' to make them more money when there is no need for them to be 'consumable'...<br /><br />5. ...like electronics that either break or are 'out-dated' quickly or fashion. It makes me so sad that we has such a negative impact on the environment, poorer people and ourselves (see <a href="http://www.storyofstuff.com">[link]</a> -storyofstuff.com to see the link<br /><br />6. I love cherries ^-^ so cute a tasty!<br /><br />7. I have about 15 paper, plastic, rubber and material bands on my right wrist from gigs I've been to. Some from late September, though on is a Reading band ^-^. I don't get how the paper ones last so long, but they do ^-^ (and yes I do wash them and that arm which is why I wonder how they've lasted).<br /><br />8. I'm currently addicted to LittleBig Planet, which I play whenever i go to a friends with a PS3. Poor them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /><br />*****************************<br /><br />I Tag:<br /><br />1. <a href="http://heart-felt.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/e/heart-felt.gif?3" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconheart-felt:" title="heart-felt"/></a><br />2. <a href="http://kitty-cato.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kitty-cato.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkitty-cato:" title="kitty-cato"/></a><br />3. <a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a><br />4. <a href="http://chiichanny.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chiichanny.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconchiichanny:" title="chiichanny"/></a><br />5. <a href="http://feusigil.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/feusigil.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfeusigil:" title="feusigil"/></a><br />6. <a href="http://fakingvanity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fakingvanity.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfakingvanity:" title="fakingvanity"/></a><br />7. <a href="http://rilesthornus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/rilesthornus.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrilesthornus:" title="rilesthornus"/></a><br />8. <a href="http://yun-min.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yun-min.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyun-min:" title="yun-min"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's been a while...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 09:27:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah ok, I've been afraid of updating this journal as my last one had picture of my pert rat Faith. But she was happy and she's gone, so this journal was in desperate need to move on.<br /><br />So this is is. I think reading the journal of Jeff Thomas (Azuzephre) kinda touched me a bit in the fact I find things have made my creativity more difficult. Mind nowhere near as bad as his situation, plus I've learnt things that I want to include in my work and I can't get there . But I guess in the end I'm feeling distanced from the creativity that I enjoy so much and I'm trying my best to connect things back up, and produce what is truly me and what i know I'm capable of.<br /><br />I keep wanting to start this account all over again. I've had it for so long and there are things which are completely unrelated to me now and I don't want to be labelled for them. However I realise that there are people that really like some of the things here and I don't want to take them away. In then end I think i may just start up a new account, but still have this one to communicate and add anything that still fits here. <br /><br />I don't know when but it'll happen. I hope I can stop over thinking things in my attempts to distance myself and actually get work I'm proud of again so I can share it. Anyways that my thoughts for now. <br /><br />Thankies as always for your support to everyone that faves, comments or just enjoys whatever I have put out there regardless of my opinion.<br /><br />Much Love - Iggy x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>~*Goodbye Faithy Baby :'( *~</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 11:32:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://aycu17.webshots.com/image/48376/2001553464786953479_rs.jpg"><img src="http://aycu17.webshots.com/image/48376/2001553464786953479_rs.jpg"></img></a><br /><br />.. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""<br /><br />#[How can this world be so cruel to take something so pure, warm, loving and happy. We miss you so much xxx]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />I still find it hard to accept this, and yet times I do after seeing her look so peaceful and happy when I said my goodbyes before cremation on Thursday. It's like a twillight zone, and she deserves so much. So here for now is what I texted my friends and family to let them know on Tuesday, along with a link to the picture which accompanied that message:<br /><br /><a href="http://allyoucanupload.webshots.com/v/2005892954460288144"><img src="http://aycu11.webshots.com/image/47930/2005892954460288144_th.jpg" alt=""></img><br /><br /><a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/g/igtica.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconigtica:" title="igtica"/></a>here is the penultimate picture of my beautiful faithy baby who passed away this morning. Faith was having an op 2 remove lumps caused by an unknown problem. she was 2 b spayed also in an effort 2 stop the problem. as they came 2 this 2nd part of the op she was lost due 2 the anesthetic. it seems so wrong that one that could love life + as happy as she could b lost. she was never in any pain, at least her problem can't cause any now. she helped me so much in a difficult part of my life. i owe her so much. the moment she was in ur company it was like a warm wave of happiness washed over u. sweet, cheeky + incredibly loving, i'm going 2 miss u so. i'm told she had a happy life + i hope it was so. i'm so sorry to lose u my adorable friend. your warmth + love will live forever in my heart. sleep well sweetie. make sure u + ni take care of each other. miss you so much already. all our love mummy + anya xxxxxx<br /><br />#[Nienna's Anniversay of Passing Note]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />I kept meaning to update and thank everyone for the messages for Ni's anniversary of passing. Time is passing so quickly, I feel a bit lost with things atm. But I really, really appreciate those messages. They went in a card that was put on her grave. I now have the cards on her grave as it needs to be prepared for Faith to be next to her, but we both appreciate them so so much. I was deeply touched by your words and I wish I had updated you all sooner.<br /><br />#[Thankies to ... ] <br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />*The gorgeous <a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a>for the sub! Make sure you visit her shop <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/polkadotboutique/">[link]</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/63944084/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs25/150/f/2008/068/8/2/NBC_Bracelet_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="142" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72025130/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/2/0/Cut_up_manga_plus_heart_equals_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="130" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69467344/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/314/e/d/Hello_kitty_swarovski_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="91" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69799436/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/318/c/9/Bobomb_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744766/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/305/8/9/Rainbow_brite_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744370/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/f/2007/305/a/4/Like_a_kid_in_a_sweet_shop_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56813830/"><img... ]]></description>
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                <title>#Leave a Message for Nienna?#</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:43:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://allyoucanupload.webshots.com/v/2004916772051763249"><img src="http://aycu34.webshots.com/image/42433/2004916772051763249_rs.jpg" alt="Free Image Hosting at allyoucanupload.com"></img></a><br /><br />.. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""<br /><br />#[WANT TO LEAVE A MESSAGE FOR NIENNA?]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />Hi all,<br /><br />For those that know Nienna, and even if you don't, I'm offering the chance to write a message for her, on the anniversary of her death.  I will copy any messages in a card for her and leave on her grave on Tuesday (I'm taking a lovely planter of white roses for her also on the day). So if there is anything anyone wants to say when I visit her then please note me with your message.<br /><br />RIP Nienna - 06/04 to 26/02/2007 - my beautiful pet fancy rat who helped me through the hardest part of my life so far by being consistently happy even though she was always ill herself. I owe so much to her, and I know she touched a lot of peoples lives too.<br /><br />Thanks all,<br /><br />Me <br /><br /><br />#[Anniversay of Passing Preparations (from previous journal)]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />This day has been at the front of my mind since she passed really. Can't believe it'll be next Tuesday already. I'm hoping to get a special flower arrangement done for the day or something that that effect. Not sure what else as an idea, but I intend to drive down there and sit with her as long as I can for that day. I loved and still love her memory so very much. She did so much for me. I know I'm going to be on my own, but it is an open invitation for anyone to join me (well I have to bar one person, but simply due to the stress she created on myself which would have been pressed on Nienna, I can't help but think her selfish actions didn't help her in her final week. Especially when having an owner who was in tears 24/7). Even though Nienna deserves more, and so many people rely on her memory still (I'm consistently surprised by the amount of hearts she touched), really there should be more to honour her memory. But it's always the way, unfortunately life gets in the way. But I'll be there, with my guitar at least ( I've written her a song so I'll play it to her) to pay me respects to an amazing soul.<br /><br />The Cemetery & Crematorium for Domestic Pets<br />Chestnut Lodge<br />Furnace Farm Road<br />Furnace Wood<br />East Grinstead<br />West Sussex<br /><br /><a href="http://www.clpets.co.uk/how2find.htm">[link]</a> <br /><br /><br />#[Thankies to ... ] <br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />*The gorgeous <a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a>for the sub! Make sure you visit her shop <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/polkadotboutique/">[link]</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/63944084/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/245/d/0/NBC_Bracelet_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="137" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72025130/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/2/0/Cut_up_manga_plus_heart_equals_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="130" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69467344/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/314/e/d/Hello_kitty_swarovski_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="91" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69799436/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/318/c/9/Bobomb_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744766/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/305/8/9/Rainbow_brite_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744370/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/f/2007/305/a/4/Like_a_kid_in_a_sweet_shop_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56813830/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.devian... ]]></description>
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                <title># Anniversary of Passing ~ Nienna ~26th February 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:18:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://allyoucanupload.webshots.com/v/2004916772051763249"><img src="http://aycu34.webshots.com/image/42433/2004916772051763249_rs.jpg" alt="Free Image Hosting at allyoucanupload.com"></img></a><br /><br />.. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""<br /><br />#[Anniversay of Passing Preparations]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />This day has been at the front of my mind since she passed really. Can't believe it'll be next Tuesday already. I'm hoping to get a special flower arrangement done for the day or something that that effect. Not sure what else as an idea, but I intend to drive down there and sit with her as long as I can for that day. I loved and still love her memory so very much. She did so much for me. I know I'm going to be on my own, but it is an open invitation for anyone to join me (well I have to bar one person, but simply due to the stress she created on myself which would have been pressed on Nienna, I can't help but think her selfish actions didn't help her in her final week. Especially when having an owner who was in tears 24/7). Even though Nienna deserves more, and so many people rely on her memory still (I'm consistently surprised by the amount of hearts she touched), really there should be more to honour her memory. But it's always the way, unfortunately life gets in the way. But I'll be there, with my guitar at least ( I've written her a song so I'll play it to her) to pay me respects to an amazing soul.<br /><br />The Cemetery & Crematorium for Domestic Pets<br />Chestnut Lodge<br />Furnace Farm Road<br />Furnace Wood<br />East Grinstead<br />West Sussex<br /><br /><a href="http://www.clpets.co.uk/how2find.htm">[link]</a> <br /><br /><br />#[Thankies to ... ] <br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />*The gorgeous <a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a>for the sub! Make sure you visit her shop <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/polkadotboutique/">[link]</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/63944084/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/245/d/0/NBC_Bracelet_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="137" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72025130/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/2/0/Cut_up_manga_plus_heart_equals_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="130" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69467344/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/314/e/d/Hello_kitty_swarovski_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="91" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69799436/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/318/c/9/Bobomb_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744766/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/305/8/9/Rainbow_brite_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744370/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/f/2007/305/a/4/Like_a_kid_in_a_sweet_shop_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56813830/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/155/9/8/Pink_bow_plectrum_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="146" /></a></span></span> <br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />* <a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a> for the lovely avatar of igtica  (I have a whole gallery of iggies here: <a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/gallery/#igtica-the-person-and-creature">[link]</a> if you are wondering what she is based on <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />). You must visit his gallery!<br /><br />Here are badly-shaded's... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~* WTF a Subscription!!!!*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/16677077/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 15:42:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://allyoucanupload.webshots.com/v/2004916772051763249"><img src="http://aycu34.webshots.com/image/42433/2004916772051763249_rs.jpg" alt="Free Image Hosting at allyoucanupload.com"></img></a><br /><br />.. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""<br /><br />#[Wow <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /> How Slow Am I!? ] <br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />Okies.... I'm just in awe and have no idea why the absolutely wondiferous <a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a> decided to buy me a few months subscription.... Kinda really excitable, but unsure what to do next as so much to do, to feeling argh, why did she buy it for me, she didn't need to <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" />.... umm gosh i needs to learn how to use this.... ugh.... but anyways thankies ever ever ever so much my loveliness!!! I'm glad that even through such horrible times of no communication that you still be one of my very best friends along with mandychu and I love you forever more!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br />Oh you all must go looks at her gallery and site! <a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a> makes her own awesome jewellery using little charms using cute, and well-known characters such as though from 'A Nightmare Before Christmas' and 'Hello Kitty', to making her own little manga charms and using random pieces like 'cherries' and &#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />irate rubber-duckies' as charms. She does this to help her fund her uni course through a way that she enjoys throughly! It really shows, just go takes a look, and maybe even visit her shop <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/polkadotboutique/">[link]</a><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/63944084/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/245/d/0/NBC_Bracelet_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="137" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72025130/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/347/2/0/Cut_up_manga_plus_heart_equals_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="130" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69467344/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs24/150/f/2007/314/e/d/Hello_kitty_swarovski_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="91" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/69799436/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/318/c/9/Bobomb_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744766/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/305/8/9/Rainbow_brite_necklace_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/68744370/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs20/150/f/2007/305/a/4/Like_a_kid_in_a_sweet_shop_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="128" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56813830/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs17/150/f/2007/155/9/8/Pink_bow_plectrum_earrings_by_False_desire.jpg" width="150" height="146" /></a></span></span> <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br /><br /><br />#[Avatar! Thankies badly-shaded!]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />Very kindly courtesy of badly-shaded. You muct visit his gallery! He has some really great pieces. I love the set of these avs he's made using the <a href="http://kioicons.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kioicons.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkioicons:" title="kioicons"/>... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~* OMGosh David Ford! XD*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/16595900/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jan 2008 11:33:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""<br /><br />#[David Ford ] <br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />Okies it seems that it has finally hit me! It took a whole 5 days but I'm there! OMG!!!!!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omg.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":omg:" title="OMG" /> all that awesomeness happened! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> Okies this is a rather random journal, before I finally disappear into my awestruck at luckiness, let me explain who the hell David Ford is.<br /><br />~*~<br /><br />David Ford is a musician from Eastbourne. He was in a band that was formed in the 90s, and after a bit of a shuffle in 2001 they became 'Easyworld' and released their debut single. <br /><br />Unfortunately after releasing 2 albums ('This is where I stand' and 'Kill the Last Romantic&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> in 2004 the band broke up. Right at the turning point when they were gaining popularity exceptionally quickly.<br /><br />Now to prove that they did gain popularity on the rock/indie I give the example of last year when I decided to request quite literally anything by them to the irish (I was living in Ireland at the time) alternative station - Phantom FM (a very popular station which I wish was over here as it did play a surprising amount of good music - www.phantom.ie). My request was read out with the comment that it had been a while, but pleased to play them again ^-^ (the song played was 'You & Me' ever so slightly embarrasing if you hear it, but I was exceptionally hapy to hear them on the radio as they had broken up 3 years previous).<br /><br />Anyways I digress (as always <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />). David ford then decided to go solo in 2005 with <br /><br />[to be completed]<br /><br /><br />#[Avatar! Thankies badly-shaded!]<br />.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br /><br />Very kindly courtesy of badly-shaded. You muct visit his gallery! He has some really great pieces. I love the set of these avs he's made using the <a href="http://kioicons.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kioicons.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkioicons:" title="kioicons"/></a> base. I hope he makes more, but I'm so very greatful for my iggy one. Apparently she was a tough one to do too, but very much appreciated! (I have a whole gallery of iggies here: <a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/gallery/#igtica-the-person-and-creature">[link]</a> if you are wondering what she is based one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br /><br />Here are badly-shaded's current icon set. I think they look cute together!<br /><br /><a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a><a href="http://nattherat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nattherat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnattherat:" title="nattherat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/g/igtica.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconigtica:" title="igtica"/></a><a href="http://yun-min.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yun-min.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyun-min:" title="yun-min"/></a><a href="http://camisicado.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/camisicado.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcamisicado:" title="camisicado"/></a><a href="http://yamicool.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yamicool.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyamicool:" title="yamicool"/></a><a href="http://kikaisaigono.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kikaisaigono.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkikaisaigono:" title="kikaisaigono"/></a><a href="http://dwinky.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/w/dwinky.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondwinky:" title="dwinky"/></a> <br /><br />#[News]<... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~Linked Avatars ~ Would it interest anyone? ~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/16405790/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 16:22:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Linked Avatars ~ Would it interest anyone? ] <br />
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I was just thinking. I love my fresh new av from <a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a>, but one thing I wish it had linkage XD I love linked Avs (you know the ones when you post them together they form a bigger pic etc). But never really thought more of it. I don't have the time to do one now, plus I want to keep my new one that BS worked on for a while. But it would be nice to possibly plan for when I do have that free time. Because I have no idea who I'd link with, what the theme would be etc etc. You can do some really clever ones, and I'd want to do something as special as I can. But I have no idea what. But I guess how can I have an idea if I don't know who I'd link with...<br />
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So (as the say in Spaced) 'skip to the end', would anyone be interested in possible avatar linkage in the near future???<br />
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Anyways back to uni work and the illustration book images <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" width="48" height="28" alt=":work:" title="I've got too much work to do." /><br />
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#[Avatar! Thankies badly-shaded!]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
Very kindly courtesy of badly-shaded. You muct visit his gallery! He has some really great pieces. I love the set of these avs he's made using the <a href="http://kioicons.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kioicons.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkioicons:" title="kioicons"/></a> base. I hope he makes more, but I'm so very greatful for my iggy one. Apparently she was a tough one to do too, but very much appreciated! (I have a whole gallery of iggies here: <a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/gallery/#igtica-the-person-and-creature">[link]</a> if you are wondering what she is based one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />
<br />
Here are badly-shaded's current icon set. I think they look cute together!<br />
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<a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a><a href="http://nattherat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nattherat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnattherat:" title="nattherat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/g/igtica.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconigtica:" title="igtica"/></a><a href="http://yun-min.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yun-min.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyun-min:" title="yun-min"/></a><a href="http://camisicado.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/camisicado.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcamisicado:" title="camisicado"/></a><a href="http://yamicool.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yamicool.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyamicool:" title="yamicool"/></a><a href="http://kikaisaigono.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kikaisaigono.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkikaisaigono:" title="kikaisaigono"/></a> <br />
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#[News]<br />
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* Nienna's first anniversary of passing will be next month.<br />
* Just about to start 2nd semester of Illustration at Uni<br />
*Now more settled in uni hope to do lots more recreational artwork again<br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possible sneak peek <br />
*SD forum members illustration book illustrations to do too, but will be published in a full colour book and sold at expos and maybe even online, along with some truly amazing artists - Iggy is not worthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
*Going to see David Ford on 22nd!!!!!! Can... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~Visit before the anniversary of passing - photos </title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/16325632/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 20:05:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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#[Message from Nienna (with Pictures)] <br />
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It's been a while. I've been very busy watching over Mummy, Faith, Anya and Daddy. I spend most of my time with Mummy and Faithy and Anya though. I sometimes visit Mummy's family too. I try and be there when people think of me. Still have yet to pass completely. Mummy is happy for me properly, but she still needs me here. So like we promised to each other I'm here for her. She's had ever so many problems visiting me. But I know why. Hence I had to let her know that when she came a few days ago. Though it was so lovely to see her again. She gave my stone a kiss and I managed to get another shaft of light through he clouds to warm her and my grave. Mummy always seems so shocked, but I must give her hope. I love her so. I really hope that she finds what I and many wish for her. I miss her as much as she misses me. So, even though I know it's been hard for her to visit me. I'm ever so grateful. Please take care Mummy. This year will be as great as you keep hoping, you'll see. Things are always changing and becoming how they should be. It's all in a direction, it all has good reason. Just son't get too sad when negative things happen. Because they will make the good things so much more amazing and teach you things that will make sense, for the good things at least. Try not to dwell on the past, I know your doing ever so much better. It is amazing, but don't lose what little hope you have gathered. I love you so much. I'm here on your shoulder most times. If I'm not I'm only hugging anya and faith or giving Daddy a little help (although he would say he doesn't deserve it, which is probably true, but none the less I love him like you stil do). <br />
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Keep me close, smile and cry at my photos, and look to the photos of my grave as mini visits as your there in spirit. <br />
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Please take care.<br />
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I love you  ever so much.<br />
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Love you always too, think of you so much too.<br />
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Lots and lots of love - Ni xxx<br />
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<a href="http://aycu12.webshots.com/image/38771/2005640604322640919_rs.jpg">[link]</a> <a href="http://aycu38.webshots.com/image/40757/2005617313158392325_rs.jpg">[link]</a> <a href="http://aycu38.webshots.com/image/38397/2005627999751750534_rs.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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#[New Avatar! Thankies badly-shaded!]<br />
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Yesh! Finally a new avatar! Very kindly courtesy of badly-shaded. You muct visit his gallery! He has some really great pieces. I love the set of these avs he's made using the <a href="http://kioicons.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/i/kioicons.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkioicons:" title="kioicons"/></a> base. I hope he makes more, but I'm so very greatful for my iggy one. Apparently she was a tough one to do too, but very much appreciated! (I have a whole gallery of iggies here: <a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/gallery/#igtica-the-person-and-creature">[link]</a> if you are wondering what she is based one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />)<br />
<br />
Here are badly-shaded's current icon set. I think they look cute together!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a><a href="http://nattherat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nattherat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnattherat:" title="nattherat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://igtica.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/g/igtica.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconigtica:" title="igtica"/></a><a href="http://yun-min.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/u/yun-min.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyun-min:" title="yun-min"/></a><br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* Nienna's first anniversary of passing will be next month.<br />
* Just about to start 2nd semester of Illustration at Uni<br />
*Now more settled in uni hope to do lots more recreational artwork again<br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possi... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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          <item>
                <title>~* Welcome to 2008*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/16166128/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 12:06:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[2008] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
Yup, a new year finally begins after the end of tomorrow. To be honest, I'm rather pleased to see it go. 2007 has been a terrible year for me. I've been so lost in myself that I have no idea where a larger proportion of it has gone, quite literally. Yet the year feels like it has passed stupidly fast, and painfully slow all at one. <br />
<br />
Good Things that did actually happen (somehow in an awful year):<br />
<br />
*Laying Ni-ni to rest in a beautiful cementary<br />
*Completion of the SD doujinshi and it's reception at Japanex<br />
*Starting university with a course I love, and meeting so many amazing new friends (why did I have to wait until pretty much October for this wonder to happen).<br />
<br />
Bad things:<br />
<br />
*Coming into the year with major issues to do with another very selfish women.<br />
*Car crashed into by camper van<br />
*Receiving a valentine's day card from someone who gave one to another<br />
*Being in hospital Valentine's day<br />
*The end of a long term relationship (almost 2 years worth)<br />
*My gorgeous rat Nienna passing away (although she did exceptionally well to live to her life expectancy, with all the sickness she had).<br />
*Quitting job due to final straw that I was not 'allowed' to take the time to take Nienna to be cremeted.<br />
*Being chucked out by a person who was intending to 'help' through a difficult time, who turned when her ex (who she still loved) found that she was sleeping with his best friend (apparently I was the one who told him) >.<<br />
*Being forced to move to Ireland and having basically no friends for 6 months<br />
*Taking medicine for way longer than most leaflets with them suggested.<br />
*Having to take stronger and stronger medicine.<br />
*Reversing into another car as car was so full of stuff helping parents move house.<br />
*Finally realising how much I lost after being trapped for 2 years (as due to ex's illness was unable to leave the house pretty much).<br />
*Faith (another rattie who I got as part of a pair to keep Ni company when she calmed down enough to allow it) getting a tumour. Thank goodness it was benign.<br />
<br />
So to be fair I'm quite happy to say goodbye to 2007, and have all the intention in the world to make 2008 a great year (though shouldn't be hard considering how 'ugh' 2007 was). <br />
<br />
So! New Years Revolution:<br />
"To have a better year than last year".<br />
<br />
Roll on 2008 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
#[Faithy...] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
Some good news with Faith. Finally, the swelling around her wound from the tumour removal is gone. She and Anya are very happy, as they are currently enjoying the many gifts they received at xmas. Big thanks to Catherine - my bro's gf as they adore the mini ' pop-up' tent for pets that she gave them as well as the rat 'doughnuts'. My 'ripper' treats and 'stocking' hammock come firmly after the tent, but it truly is their xmas #1 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* Just about to start 2nd semester of Illustration at Uni<br />
*Now more settled in uni hope to do lots more recreational artwork again<br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possible sneak peek <br />
*SD forum members illustration book illustrations to do too, but will be published in a full colour book and sold at expos and maybe even online, along with some truly amazing artists - Iggy is not worthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
*Going to see David Ford in January 2008! Can't wait! <a href="http://www.davidford.mu">[link]</a> <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Chestnut Lodge, Furnance Green, West Sussex<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 24th & Sunday 25th May 2008<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<b... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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          <item>
                <title>~*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/15913995/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Dec 2007 07:31:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Faithy...] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* I've just started Illustration at Uni<br />
*Learning Photoshop on current course and soon to have own copy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possible sneak peek<br />
*SD secret santa to draw<br />
*SD forum members illustration book illustrations to do too, but will be published in a full colour book and sold at expos and maybe even online, along with some truly amazing artists - Iggy is ot worthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 24th & Sunday 25th May 2008<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date:TBC<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon/Ayacon> <br />
   Next Date: TBC<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: N/A   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
<br />
* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
<br />
#[Sites to see]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ LiveJournal><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a><br />
  +To check up on how things be, just add me as a friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/igtica">[link]</a><br />
  +PM me so I can direct you on how to be my friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Sheezyart><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.sheezyart.com">[link]</a><br />
  +A more 'select' gallery of work which has a personalised layout+<br />
<br />
*<Nienna @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/niennarat">[link]</a><br />
  +My sweet departed rattie's site. Please PM me if you wish to be a friend+<br />
<br />
*<~*Nienna.*~><br />
  <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
  + My ongoing webcomic, about the life story of my beloved departed rattie+<br />
<br />
*<Sweatdrop><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a><br />
  + The top UK based manga studio. With amazing works and a thriving      community (which I love to visit). A great representative of UK manga +<br />
<br />
*<Capsule Star Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com/forum/showthread.php?p=105708#post105708">[link]</a><br />
  + A Sweatdrop fan-based group manga created and edited by me. +<br />
<br />
*<Snowing Stars Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/snowingstars/">[link]</a><br />
  +A seasonal Pokemon-fan based manga created by MistyWishMaker, which I participated in.+<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Inspirational Deviants]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
+People to Aspire to, Up-and-Coming Stars and Heroic Souls (in no particular order)+<br />
<br />
<a href="http://mistywishmaker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mistywishmaker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmistywishmaker:" title="mistywishmaker"/></a><a href="http://carinat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/carinat.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcarinat:" title="carinat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://manga-mace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/manga-mace.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmanga-mace:" title="manga-mace"/></a><a href="http://beck-carter.deviantart.com/"><img cla... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~Update on Faithy Baby~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/15586866/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:00:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Faithy...] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
Written yesterday:<br />
<br />
Faith is thankfully doing well. The lump was succesfully removed. She's woken up fine and been quite happy, though of course sleepy. She's curled up in a ball right now asleep  Mind I think most of the tiredness has come from all the extra hugs the nurse gave her. It's so odd seeing the bald patch on her. But at least the lump is gone. The vet said it was a 'nasty' lump, but we won't know what it is until the next week or two when the results for the tests on it come back. But I'm just glad to get her back, and I at least know that the lump removal was probably the right thing to do considering. <br />
<br />
She's still doing fine. Still has a little fluid near her elbow, but she seems happy enough. SLept most of today, poor thing. I have to take her for a check-up on Thursday and then it's a case of waiting for the dreaded results for that 'nasty lump'.<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* I've just started Illustration at Uni<br />
*Learning Photoshop on current course and soon to have own copy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possible sneak peek<br />
*SD secret santa to draw<br />
*SD forum members illustration book illustrations to do too, but will be published in a full colour book and sold at expos and maybe even online, along with some truly amazing artists - Iggy is ot worthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 24th & Sunday 25th May 2008<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date:TBC<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon/Ayacon> <br />
   Next Date: TBC<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: N/A   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
<br />
* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
<br />
#[Sites to see]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ LiveJournal><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a><br />
  +To check up on how things be, just add me as a friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/igtica">[link]</a><br />
  +PM me so I can direct you on how to be my friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Sheezyart><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.sheezyart.com">[link]</a><br />
  +A more 'select' gallery of work which has a personalised layout+<br />
<br />
*<Nienna @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/niennarat">[link]</a><br />
  +My sweet departed rattie's site. Please PM me if you wish to be a friend+<br />
<br />
*<~*Nienna.*~><br />
  <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
  + My ongoing webcomic, about the life story of my beloved departed rattie+<br />
<br />
*<Sweatdrop><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a><br />
  + The top UK based manga studio. With amazing works and a thriving      community (which I love to visit). A great representative of UK manga +<br />
<br />
*<Capsule Star Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com/forum/showthread.php?p=105708#post105708">[link]</a><br />
  + A Sweatdrop fan-based group manga created and edited by me. +<br />
<br />
*<Snowing Stars Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/snowingstars/">[link]</a><br />
  +A seasonal Pokemon-fan based manga created by MistyWishMaker, which I participated in.+<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Inspirational Deviants]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
+People... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>.:Faithy Baby Worries  :( :.</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/15537454/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:44:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Faithy...] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
Ugh been having such a bad reminising time of late. I just don't want to think about him anymore, I want him to be free, as this is clearly what he wants. But I seem to be missing him so much of late. I've tried looking out for new people again, but no-one is right. maybe it's because it's not him, I don't know. I just keep slipping into sadness, feeling so lonely, missing him.Wishing just to simply talk once more... I miss my mandychu too though so much atm. Yet without funds to ring her, I can't simply call <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I wish she'd call me sometime...I just hope she is ok... like I hope with all my heart that he is okie... even though I shouldn't be thinking that way... <br />
<br />
Then I had this morning. I was playing Assassin's Creed before going to work. I stopped at a saved check point then went to put my ratties back as they had been asleep on my bed. I just happened to feel it. A lump under poor Faith's arm.... just like the last ones that probably killed Ni-ni. Tried my best to keep calm, but I was shaken. Sam at work picked up on it. It was just remebering Ni-ni. I know she did so well, but I guess it's not knowing how Faith will react. I took her to the vet who confirmed the 'usual' that it's bet to just get rid of it regardless, could be nothing, but they would likely have to send it off to confirm, that rats do fairly well under anesthetic first time, but the more it's used the more their safe is in jeopardy. Why does this have to happen to such beautiful and loving creatures. I'm so scared of her going for her op (which is booked for Monday) even though I've through it plenty of times with Ni-ni, knowing in my heart she'd be fine. It scares me now with Faith. I just keep hugging her. Mind I seem to be exceptionally emotional... again... atm.... I've been watching Series 5 of Angel (I promised myself previously Id only finish it with him, but I'm watching it to prove myself stronger than such thinking). I just keep crying. Mind the first episode on disc 4 if just plain cruelty. When you've given up all hope they go 'here you go' and then take it all back... and then ep 4...yet another cruelty on the same disc.... your thinking by disc 5 ep 1 just the same as all the characters... it's not what it seems...it will somehow be ok... when they tell you.. no... it's gone... forever....felt like a fountain... so cruel....just hope something extraordinary is wing it's way in these final discs (which I'm sure it will consideringther genious of Joss Whedon and co.).... just ugh...oh well... probs just silly me being stupid as ever... best just hug my Faithy and not think such ways... I'll go and get her another new slipper as her and her sister enjoy munching them so much.. so she has a lovely freshone for after her op... oh will I have to separate them to stop anya attacking the stitches... ra....why my poor ratties.. this is so unfair...why can't I just swap and take these things away from the. I love you so much my Ni-ni in the heavens... I love you my Faithy, please keep being you... and of course I love my Anya too... your still so much more incredibly bold.. I smile when I think of that first day we met n comparison.. I love you my ratties xxx <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* I've just started Illustration at Uni<br />
*Learning Photoshop on current course and soon to have own copy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
*Pages of webmanga ~*Nienna.*~ to finally go up shortly.<br />
*Other manga still in progress... possible sneak peek<br />
*SD secret santa to draw<br />
*SD forum members illustration book illustrations to do too, but will be published in a full colour book and sold at expos and maybe even online, along with some truly amazing artists - Iggy is ot worthy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 24th & Sunday 25th May 2008<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~Oh My Good Gosh: Good News For Once ~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/15380402/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 16:53:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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#[Looking Up and Loving It!] <br />
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Phwee! :3 No idea what is happening with the world. I just had a nice weekend wth parent-types and BOTH my little bros, on top of finding Uni okies, my illustration tutor asking to see my manga work (unbelieveable I know), liking my new job (even though wearing a 'I love Fat Chris' t-shirt is gonna take it's toll on me a bit), finally getting the internet in my new place and now I'm getting a copy of photoshop (dream beyond all dreams) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." />. Gosh, give me a nice guy in the mix and I'd be living the dream, but hey can't ask for more, when I'm getting way more than I deserve. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/embarrassed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blush:" title="Blush" /><br />
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At the weekend, I went to see the fireworks display at Cranleigh. We went annually for a while when I was younger, but then we tried a few other places and visited the Cranleigh show on sparidoc occasions through out. But for the last 4 or so years now we have stuck with Cranleigh. It's been nice going, as it's a faimly trip which we can reminsce and enjoy. This year was the best it had been in ages. It's always a nice display, but it was a really something this year. For the first time since I can remember they had no music playing. You could hear the crowd go 'ooohhh'...'ahhhh'... though because it was so unusal to hear this as cranleigh everyone laughed after each sigh of excitement, as no-one intended to make the noise, but it just kinda leapt off everyone's lips because the display was so good. So kudos to the Cranleigh Lions for another awesome free display (well we donated our bit to the charity).<br />
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On Sunday we went to London Dungeons. I've wanted to go for years, but I have never been. I was very close when I was about 12, but we got to the front and then the older of my little bros chickened out (you'd giggle if you met him now, to think that the now 20 year old tall guy was such a chicken <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" />). Anyways we got to go, though the tube meant we had to walk from Blackfriars due to maintance on the line we wnated. Mind it was a lovely walk. Got to walk along the riverside. We went past the Globe Theatre replica and the Columbus ship replica (which has intrigued me as I have wanted a closer look for a while), so that was cool. When we got in the first thing I saw was a glass dsplay case with a big chain and bits of a canvas bag strung up like little hammocks. I said to Aaron (the 20 year old) that it would be perfect for ratties! Low and behold there they were. Lots of beautiful ratties enjoying their fab themed enviroment. I made the noises I make for my ratties and one came totting over and sniffed at the glass edge. She had a lovely coat! The whole to the dungeons was really well done. We were in there way over 2 hours! Really well split out into rides, talks and walks, though all leading on to one another like a longtour, though each bit a very unique experience. Very well done. Though there was this one bit where this doctor was saying about the great plague. There was a sheet covering a table with wat was meant to be the form of the most recent victim of the plague. The doctor started pulling out all these fake (but looking very realistic) organs. Then he pulled out the 'bladder', licked it, said it was still fresh and squeezed it. Water must have squirted out. I say must have as something like water caught me right in the eye. Really hurt as I wear contacts too, so it can be a little dangerous, well it was enough to make me say something like, 'he aimed for me the b...' (well I said the last word, but what I next say will give it away). By the time I reached the last word the whole group of people in the room had already fallen silent, and a burst of laughter came out of my expletive. Then the Doctor said 'Did you just call me a 'Bar Steward?' Very funny stuff.  I really didn't mean to say what I said, luckily there was only one kid in the room, but it really made atmosphere for the whole thing. Also at the end I got another rattie plusie! Yays! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br />
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But yesh, can't believe all the yayness <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/b... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Told Off for Not Updating*~</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 06:46:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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#[Whoops] <br />
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Just got told off for out of date journal. But I have no net at home still... lousy  landlord. I've never met someone so dim. Must put up all my new artwork. I have so much to go up. It will happen I promise. Mind lots of it is uni related. Umm so yes, still suffer from depression which is fun, but have started uni, about 5 weeks in now. Feel so lazy sometimes, even though I am working too (in Gamestation <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> - ok only as an xmas temp but something for now... plus 25% discount and I got Pro Evo 2008 2 days early!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." />). Umm I guess it's because the work i do do I.m enjoying, like right now I'm 'learning' (read as messing around) photoshop which is awesome. We have illustrator and indesign too. Very harsh finding what I have missed out on. Little things I have toiled over in PaintShopPro which are done in seconds.  Tis a bit gutting, not that I'll ever be able to afford it for myself.  Missing the net lots. For my Xbox clan matches, my SD friends etc. I'm just not in uni enough to use it like this (recreationally). Very ra! but neverymind. Made lots of new friends and had fun dressing up for evening. Just gutted I missed the MCM Expo as I had a project to complete which I had really struggled with so it kept me going up until the deadline. My friend from uni on here <a href="http://fakingvanity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/fakingvanity.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfakingvanity:" title="fakingvanity"/></a> has some of her work up including her piece for the same project. I really must update.<br />
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Anyways I hope your all well, and I miss you all lots!<br />
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Hopefully my next entry will be 'Yay internet back' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
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Take Care,<br />
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Iggy-Chan<br />
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#[Tags] <br />
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Finally doing these two tags I had from ages ago @_@<br />
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*First one:<br />
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Tagged by <a href="http://purple-blossom.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purple-blossom.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpurple-blossom:" title="purple-blossom"/></a> & <a href="http://badly-shaded.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badly-shaded.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbadly-shaded:" title="badly-shaded"/></a><br />
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Tag 6 people.. They tag another 6 and so on..<br />
List:<br />
3 habits<br />
2 true facts<br />
1 thing that you don't like<br />
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Habits<br />
1 - Bit of a clean freak, so always wipe surfaces over before and after use in kitchen.<br />
2 - Still carry around a picture of me and my ex (bad iggy u.u)<br />
3 - I dye my hair (<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> kept from blossom's entry but true of me too)<br />
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Truths<br />
1 - Games fanatic<br />
2 - Adore pet rats ^-^<br />
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I don't like<br />
1 - Ignorant people<br />
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...and I tag :<br />
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<a href="http://taiyoukousen.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/taiyoukousen.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontaiyoukousen:" title="taiyoukousen"/></a><a href="http://engel--schatze.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/n/engel--schatze.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconengel--schatze:" title="engel--schatze"/></a><a href="http://pandafoot.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/a/pandafoot.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpandafoot:" title="pandafoot"/></a><a href="http://false-desire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/false-desire.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfalse-desire:" title="false-desire"/></a><br />
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* And this one from <a href="http://tigerangel.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/i/tigerangel.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontigerangel:" title="tigerangel"/></a><br />
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<br />
The rules :<br />
1. Post these rules<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves<br />
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Contests, Red Panda, and Ni-niness*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/14451289/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Sep 2007 06:06:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l  \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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#[Contests] <br />
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I'm actually going to try and enter Tokyopop's 'Rising Stars of Manga' for once. After all this 'I'm not good enough' the best I can do is try and get the experience for when I am ready. I've left it very close to the end (the end date for entries is 28th September 2007), however I'm going to modify a manga I'm drawing anyway. I'll probs end up trying to re-do the whole lot, but the least I can do is try!<br />
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#[Red Panda] <br />
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The red panda piccy is back as my featured deviantation <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> This is because the day before my birthday I was taken to Whipsnade Zoo (sister-zoo to London Zoo) and told I could adopt any animal I liked. It had to be an endangered species as programmes to keep the species going in zoos have always meant alot to me. They had no snow leopards there (which would have been my first choice - look at my character design for creature - 'Igtica' <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ), so it had to be the red panda. I've always been partial to them and they are in need of the help. Plus my very close-encounter with one in Dublin Zoo somehow added to my love of them. It's a shame I was so sad that day, but seeing the little faces of the red pandas staring down from the big oak tree in their enclosure was lovely! It was nice to see they had such a good enclosure. They seemed so happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I have a picture of one which I will have to upload. Very adorable. Thankies to my parents for the sweet gifties <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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#[Ni-niness] <br />
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Before going to Whipsnade I visited Ni-ni! Her grave headerstone is so beautiful. It really stands out. The cementary is so pretty anyways, but now Ni-ni's bit feels complete. As I lay down the bunch of yellow rose that I'd brought for her (I loved buying yellow for Ni-ni, I like to think she was partial to it, it's my fave colour and such a happy colour), I felt happy. I felt like Nienna was happy. I looked at the little photo of her on her headstone and I could feel the warmth and happiness that always surrounded her. Maybe it's all inside of me, but I felt that she was extra happy for her gift, my visit and my happy birthday wish (it was the day before what would have been her 3rd birthday). It's a shame I don't feel that she's passed on, like she's still with me wherever I go, still trying her best. I hope more than anything that she will feel she doesn't need to look after me soon as can be. But for now, I'm still for ever gracous for whatever presence she has and has ever had with me.<br />
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#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
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* <a href="http://nattherat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nattherat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnattherat:" title="nattherat"/></a> birthday giftie - 70% complete<br />
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* <a href="http://purple-blossom.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/purple-blossom.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconpurple-blossom:" title="purple-blossom"/></a> giftie - 60% complete<br />
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* RSoM Entry - 50%? complete<br />
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* 'Cheerleader Dock' - 0% complete<br />
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* Contest Entry for <a href="http://nattherat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nattherat.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnattherat:" title="nattherat"/></a> - 0% complete<br />
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*Doujinshi finally online!<br />
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<a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com/forum/showthread.php?p=105708#post105708">[link]</a><br />
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<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 27th & Sunday 28th October 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
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* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date:TBC<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
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* <Amecon/... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/14100991/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 08:09:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l` \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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~~~ I would give the world and more for one last embrace, anything more would be priceless~~~<br />
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#[6 months] <br />
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<br />
How come IÂm the one who deserves this pain,<br />
I gave my time, my life away,<br />
To bring you back from the brink,<br />
All to see you through,<br />
Though, my love so deep, <br />
Cut me to pieces each day to see the pain the illness brought to you,<br />
To be able to do so little, and yet be there too,<br />
Yet it only strengthened my love, as I wanted more,<br />
To see you through.<br />
<br />
My life seemed only to encircle you,<br />
Ironically meant I had more than IÂve ever had since and before,<br />
To loose you meant too much more.<br />
Yet you wonder why the last 2 months seemed so bad,<br />
Did you not honestly realise thatÂs when she first cast her spell,<br />
We never worked as long as she was there,<br />
And only due to this point was it after the confusion and flits that it had to be me to go,<br />
Because you thought I would stay, that you could still somehow have us both,<br />
But my love too deep would not allow this to occur,<br />
The pain to stay away is still absurd,<br />
Are you happy now you have only her?<br />
The witch, the bitch,<br />
How on earth is it fair that after all I did,<br />
ThatÂs IÂm the one who is alone, who pines, whoÂs fragments of heart break freshly with every new moment your away.<br />
Who suffers from wishing just one last embrace, how is this fair, how can you face each day knowing you did so much wrong,<br />
Only in the end when you didnÂt know, you even had the rent for the next 6 months ready to go. <br />
You must know your wrong, I hope you do, because your not the one I loved if your ignorant enough to wish it as though,<br />
To shrug it off as first love,<br />
That she will find another,<br />
When you know the pain this would cause and hoped that you would never do so,<br />
All that time ago.<br />
<br />
What happened, what went wrong,<br />
Just her chance to confuse and ruin all weÂd made,<br />
In two short months,<br />
YouÂll always question if it was right,<br />
YouÂll make excuses but question still,<br />
The question means it was wrong,<br />
YouÂll see,<br />
How come you donÂt delete me if it wasnÂt true?<br />
YouÂd have no need for that empty body, that destroyed soul,<br />
All thatÂs left of the hard work I put in.<br />
WhatÂs the point of such an empty vessel going on.<br />
Why do people stop me if this isnÂt right.<br />
You used to be scared IÂd run off with another,<br />
Funny how irony can strike,<br />
If it hadnÂt wiped out my being,<br />
The one few times you were wrong and I was right.<br />
<br />
I know youÂve changed,<br />
That your not you.<br />
IÂm glad, as I hope youÂve got better,<br />
Yet, it pains me so that I couldnÂt be there,<br />
Yet you shared some things at least,<br />
With a girl so paper thin she told me,<br />
She couldnÂt see how I put up with you, <br />
When I made a meal and welcomed her in, <br />
And told her how lucky I felt to have you.<br />
Irony it follows once more,<br />
As if through an open door,<br />
One I wish had never been opened.<br />
<br />
Though you would say things were weird,<br />
I know thisÂll stay,<br />
Because it was you my dear that made things such a way.<br />
But I didnÂt care, I wanted to see you through,<br />
All because I love you,<br />
So much,<br />
Until the end,<br />
Yet you couldnÂt even give me dignity,<br />
And say that you didnÂt love me that way,<br />
Still I wonder till this day.<br />
6 months after still alone,<br />
Because I canÂt cheat,<br />
My poor broken heart,<br />
Which shudders at the thought,<br />
That you maybe gone.<br />
After all this that you caused,<br />
YouÂre still the thing that I want the most,<br />
The thing I want to die for each day,<br />
The thing that caused all this pain,<br />
That has made a life so empty now.<br />
<br />
Left if sheÂs lucky to find something that will try and fill the hole,<br />
But itÂll never happen,<br />
Only due to your selfish way,<br />
Will the way you left mean itÂs way too big at least,<br />
If not things I say turn more true,<br />
And itÂs only because of you.<br />
I still love you so so much.<br />
If trust did not unfortunately mean so much,<br />
(Damn this human heart causes all this and twist more problems in),<br />
I would take you back from the word go.<br />
Not that youÂd want to come back to me,<br />
This twisted shell you left in grief.<br />
Who yo... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/13923604/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 06:26:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l` \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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#[Sorry] <br />
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Couldn't jkeep the happy jorunal up when it doesn't reflect how majorly depressed I still am <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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#[News]<br />
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*Doujinshi finally complete!<br />
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* My webmanga, ~*Nienna.*~ has actually made a start with the front cover and first two pages loaded up. You can see it <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
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#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
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* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 27th & Sunday 28th October 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd July 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon> <br />
   Next Date: Friday 10th, Saturday 11th & Sunday 12th August 2007<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
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* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
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#[Sites to see]<br />
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*<Igtica @ LiveJournal><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a><br />
  +To check up on how things be, just add me as a friend+<br />
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*<Igtica @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/igtica">[link]</a><br />
  +PM me so I can direct you on how to be my friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Sheezyart><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.sheezyart.com">[link]</a><br />
  +A more 'select' gallery of work which has a personalised layout+<br />
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*<Nienna @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/niennarat">[link]</a><br />
  +My sweet departed rattie's site. Please PM me if you wish to be a friend+<br />
<br />
*<~*Nienna.*~><br />
  <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
  + My ongoing webcomic, about the life story of my beloved departed rattie+<br />
<br />
*<Sweatdrop><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a><br />
  + The top UK based manga studio. With amazing works and a thriving      community (which I love to visit). A great representative of UK manga +<br />
<br />
*<Capsule Star Doujinshi><br />
  [Link yet to be added]<br />
  + A Sweatdrop fan-based group manga created and edited by me. +<br />
<br />
*<Snowing Stars Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/snowingstars/">[link]</a><br />
  +A seasonal Pokemon-fan based manga created by MistyWishMaker, which I participated in.+<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Inspirational Deviants]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
+People to Aspire to, Up-and-Coming Stars and Heroic Souls (in no particular order)+<br />
<br />
<a href="http://mistywishmaker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mistywishmaker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmistywishmaker:" title="mistywishmaker"/></a><a href="http://carinat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/carinat.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcarinat:" title="carinat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://manga-mace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/manga-mace.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmanga-mace:" title="manga-mace"/></a><a href="http://beck-carter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/beck-carter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbeck-carter:" title="beck-carter"/></a><a href="http://rilesthornus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/rilesthornus.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrilesthornus:" title="rilesthornus"/></a><a href="http:... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Expo and Doujinshi*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/13857877/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:54:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l` \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Expo] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
Wows what an expo! I took a day off work on the Friday and it just seems like it was a whole world away. The minute I landed was the beginning of many adventures! Well to be honest I had already set it up to be a little weird due to my sleep deprivation  I was a bit mad not sleeping at all on Wednesday night due to working on the doujinshi, then only 4 hours on the Thursday night as I came how from work at 8pm (falls over) and had to get up at 4am to catch my plane! I remember checking my gate several times as there were a load of people that got called for Paris at that gate (I flew with Airfrance for once). I lulled around, my flight was mentioned, but nothing came up on the screen. I had the originals for the doujinshi on my lap. I was petrified that they would get ruined in my suitcase. It was so awesome looking at all of the pages together in this way. I just kept reading it over and over, in awe I had a story illustrated so beautifully in such a variety of styles. Next thing I know they are announcing a last call for London for me!!!!! I was sitting in front of the desk. The stewardesses didnÂt seem too impressed but I got my plane! Even though I never saw the few other people get on. All this Âyou are holding up the flightÂ talk and then it turned out we had to wait on the runway due to London delaying permission to land. I donÂt know the rest I was so out of it I drifted off (not like me at all). Next thing I know this stewardess is handing me breakfast (oo i never had brekkie on a plane before as I fly with Ryanair normally). Then another hole and then I remember just looking out of the window to see the cloud disappear above us and the millennium dome filling the window! What an awesome sight to see as your landing! IÂd never landed at London City Airport before. Very cute little airport, but very impressive. Feels like a diddy Gatwick or Heathrow. I normally fly into Gatwick due to the fact where I used to live was so close to it. It was very odd coming out of LCA and getting on the DLR (itÂs on the opposite side of the split from Canning Town to Excel), thinking IÂd be back again tomoz. I ended up spending my morning in Camden Town visiting a friend, chatted to so many random people (I was ages talking to the girl in the corset shop &#145<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" />ink Flufy&#146<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. Was very pleased to find ÂSai SaiÂ open as I wanted to buy something new to wear at the expo. The girl who ran the shop is always so lovely. Been a while since IÂd been to Camden. I just remember falling in love with a white lotlia top and skirt that was on a model on the door. I was trying to find it when the girl came over. She actually recommended them to me. I loved the lettering pattern on it. Looked quite death note-ish. Then getting back to see my bro and the printers was a bit mad due to all the flooding (I got soaked in Camden). The train line I take runs down to the coast so there were no trains pretty much! But I got lucky and even though the train had to stop for a while (and I helped a man I met on the train get home too) I made it to the printers. Lol I had a weird evening as I went out to see my friends and ended up getting Harry Potter at 12.<br />
<br />
Expo day was weird. Walked through the town centre of where I used to live in my Lolita wear and everyone was looking at me. ItÂs not the first time IÂd done it, it was just so much more pronounced for some reason this time. Met my lovely best friend Mandychu and then spent time on the train putting together the doujinshi reserved copy sets. When we got to the expo Mandychu needed to get changed. I went with her and waitied. She was a lot longer than I thought sheÂd be, so I checked the time and it was 12.11!!! I was 11 mins late for the meet so I ran to the SD table to find the mini crowd there! Lol people jumped in to get their copies Was great to meet Badly Shaded finally! (IÂm so sorry at my reaction!!! I blame sleep deprivation!- completely not like me!). He disappeared rather quickly again which I felt a bit bad for, as I wanted to discuss his beautiful pages. I loved how he portrayed the flight scene so much! I saw a lot of Kuroda! IÂm so pleased she made it. She was just as shocked as me with the coments concerning the doujinshi. She helped me run around and find people. Managed to meet... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/13729016/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jul 2007 05:09:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. ./\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
-(. .`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l` \ ;'` .....                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
#[Returned] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
Ouch, that was a long painful time. Been very down, but finally have broadband back. I hate moving and I have to do it all again soon.<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
<br />
* My webmanga, ~*Nienna.*~ has actually made a start with the front cover and first two pages loaded up. You can see it <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 27th & Sunday 28th October 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd July 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Aerith Gainsborough - FFVII<br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon> <br />
   Next Date: Friday 10th, Saturday 11th & Sunday 12th August 2007<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
<br />
* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
<br />
#[Sites to see]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ LiveJournal><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a><br />
  +To check up on how things be, just add me as a friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/igtica">[link]</a><br />
  +PM me so I can direct you on how to be my friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Sheezyart><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.sheezyart.com">[link]</a><br />
  +A more 'select' gallery of work which has a personalised layout+<br />
<br />
*<Nienna @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/niennarat">[link]</a><br />
  +My sweet departed rattie's site. Please PM me if you wish to be a friend+<br />
<br />
*<~*Nienna.*~><br />
  <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
  + My ongoing webcomic, about the life story of my beloved departed rattie+<br />
<br />
*<Sweatdrop><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a><br />
  + The top UK based manga studio. With amazing works and a thriving      community (which I love to visit). A great representative of UK manga +<br />
<br />
*<Capsule Star Doujinshi><br />
  [Link yet to be added]<br />
  + A Sweatdrop fan-based group manga created and edited by me. +<br />
<br />
*<Snowing Stars Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/snowingstars/">[link]</a><br />
  +A seasonal Pokemon-fan based manga created by MistyWishMaker, which I participated in.+<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Inspirational Deviants]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
+People to Aspire to, Up-and-Coming Stars and Heroic Souls (in no particular order)+<br />
<br />
<a href="http://mistywishmaker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mistywishmaker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmistywishmaker:" title="mistywishmaker"/></a><a href="http://carinat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/carinat.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcarinat:" title="carinat"/></a><a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a><a href="http://manga-mace.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/manga-mace.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmanga-mace:" title="manga-mace"/></a><a href="http://beck-carter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/beck-carter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbeck-carter:" title="beck-carter"/></a><a href="http://rilesthornus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/rilesthornus.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrilesthornus:" title="rilesthornus"/></a><a href="http://dwinky.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src=... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Welcome to Igtica's DA*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/13175376/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jun 2007 10:53:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .. /\ ................         ~*If only things could be how I wish for<br />
.(ï¾ ï½¡`>............               them to be how I wish for them to be<br />
.. l` \ ;'` .....Â                            instead of all of this             <br />
. (__.).............                which I hate and I did not choose*~<br />
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<br />
<br />
#[COMPETITION] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
Tis over, and I hads no entries. But I did get a lovely piece of fanart, and a lovely portrait! Thankies so much Wikivic and RilesThornus! If you would me to draw a picture for you (not that it's worth it considering how wonderful you are as artists) please let me know! Wikivic and RilesThornus can you let me know if you want anything from DA or more/a subscription? <br />
<br />
Here are their wonderful works:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://wikivic.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wikivic.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwikivic:" title="wikivic"/></a> - <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/56156204/">[link]</a> - This is such an adorable picture of my character - igtica!<br />
<br />
<a href="http://rilesthornus.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/rilesthornus.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrilesthornus:" title="rilesthornus"/></a> - <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52798070/">[link]</a> - Tis me in Pocket's wonderful style <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
<br />
* My webmanga, ~*Nienna.*~ has actually made a start with the front cover and first two pages loaded up. You can see it <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 27th & Sunday 28th October 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: <br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again!+<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd July 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon> <br />
   Next Date: Friday 10th, Saturday 11th & Sunday 12th August 2007<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
<br />
* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
<br />
#[Sites to see]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ LiveJournal><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a><br />
  +To check up on how things be, just add me as a friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/igtica">[link]</a><br />
  +PM me so I can direct you on how to be my friend+<br />
<br />
*<Igtica @ Sheezyart><br />
  <a href="http://igtica.sheezyart.com">[link]</a><br />
  +A more 'select' gallery of work which has a personalised layout+<br />
<br />
*<Nienna @ Myspace><br />
  <a href="http://www.myspace.com/niennarat">[link]</a><br />
  +My sweet departed rattie's site. Please PM me if you wish to be a friend+<br />
<br />
*<~*Nienna.*~><br />
  <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
  + My ongoing webcomic, about the life story of my beloved departed rattie+<br />
<br />
*<Sweatdrop><br />
  <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a><br />
  + The top UK based manga studio. With amazing works and a thriving      community (which I love to visit). A great representative of UK manga +<br />
<br />
*<Capsule Star Doujinshi><br />
  [Link yet to be added]<br />
  + A Sweatdrop fan-based group manga created and edited by me. +<br />
<br />
*<Snowing Stars Doujinshi><br />
  <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/snowingstars/">[link]</a><br />
  +A seasonal Pokemon-fan based manga created by MistyWishMaker, which I participated in.+<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Inspirational Deviants]<br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
+People to Aspire to, Up-and-Coming Stars and Heroic Souls (in no particular order)+<br />
<br />
<a href="http://mistywishmaker.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mistywishmaker.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmistywishmake... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Welcome to Igtica's DA*~</title>
                <link>http://igtica.deviantart.com/journal/12694748/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Apr 2007 16:55:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ --(\-/)-------------~*Zuton------------------------*--------------(\-/)----<br />
--(  . .)=-------------------Fever---------------------------*-------(. .  )=<br />
C(( ') ( ')--------*---------------In The Air--*~----------------(' ) (' ))D<br />
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<br />
#[COMPETITION] <br />
.~~~~~~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
So many peoples have had one, I would like one! No idea if anyone will actually enter, but still <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I need something fresh and new to represent me here on DA. I kinda would like to know what peoples think would best represent me. Therefore it be a new avatar contest.<br />
<br />
= Details=<br />
<br />
The rules are simple. Create an avatar which fits the DA avatar guidelines, which you think could represent me here on DA. I do have my own character designs as well as my namesake creature if you want to stick to the visualisation I have had in the past (see my gallery ~ oh i have dark brown hair now).  Or it could be something that represents my emotions or my character. If you look back, my previous icons have been usyagi (the bunny from CLAMP's Wish) flying with a rose message, and also a Clefairy blowing bubbles. So really it can be anything. It can be animated or still, or have some moving feature to a still image. I don't mind if it is or isn't pixel-art, so really a free rein!<br />
<br />
= Prizes=<br />
<br />
The important part!<br />
<br />
+First Place - Either a year (12 month) subscription or a DA print product of choice upto the value of a subscription + a free commission by me (this can be a full-colour drawing of choice or animated avatar)+ I will use the av <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />+<br />
<br />
+Second Place - a free commission by me (this can be an full colour-drawing of choice or animated avatar).+<br />
<br />
+Third Place - a free sketch commission by me +<br />
<br />
= Deadline=<br />
<br />
Thursday 31st May 2007 (so you have ime and I can gets the expo out of the way).<br />
<br />
= How to submit=<br />
<br />
Simply put your piece up like a normally devitation and send me the link in a note. I will put up the link in my journal when I have received it.<br />
<br />
Good Luck <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
#[News]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* Get Well Soon my Faithy ~ Love you so much ~ Lots and Lots of Love from Mummy, Anya and I'm sure Ni-ni xxx - going to the vets a few days early u.u<br />
<br />
*I have a competition! See above!!!!<br />
<br />
* I think it's time I had a clean-up. Hence you may notice the 'spring-clean'. I'm going to put things where they should be, and keep this what it should be, my arty-goodness. So I have moved all my 'journal' entries to <a href="Http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a> my livejournal, where they should be and also dealt with that which should really now be scraps due to age etc (I'm in the process of this atm, so it may not be too clean quite yet ).<br />
<br />
* My webmanga, ~*Nienna.*~ has actually made a start with the front cover and first two pages loaded up. You can see it <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
*The 'Sweatdrop Fan Doujinshi' is just awaiting some completion of pages by a few artists and then will be avaliable to view. Check back to be sure to catch it as soon as it gets it's public release. Based and inspired by the lovely peeps from <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a> ~ Sweatdrop.<br />
<br />
<br />
#[Events]<br />
.~~~~~~~*<br />
<br />
* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 26th & Sunday 27th May 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Shia from Pita-Ten<br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again! Roll on May! +<br />
<br />
* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd July 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
<br />
* <Amecon> <br />
   Next Date: Friday 10th, Saturday 11th & Sunday 12th August 2007<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
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* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennara... ]]></description>
                <author>~igtica</author>
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                <title>~*Welcome to Igtica's DA*~</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:48:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
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#[COMPETITION] <br />
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So many peoples have had one, I would like one! No idea if anyone will actually enter, but still <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> I need something fresh and new to represent me here on DA. I kinda would like to know what peoples think would best represent me. Therefore it be a new avatar contest.<br />
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= Details=<br />
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The rules are simple. Create an avatar which fits the DA avatar guidelines, which you think could represent me here on DA. I do have my own character designs as well as my namesake creature if you want to stick to the visualisation I have had in the past (see my gallery ~ oh i have dark brown hair now).  Or it could be something that represents my emotions or my character. If you look back, my previous icons have been usyagi (the bunny from CLAMP's Wish) flying with a rose message, and also a Clefairy blowing bubbles. So really it can be anything. It can be animated or still, or have some moving feature to a still image. I don't mind if it is or isn't pixel-art, so really a free rein!<br />
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= Prizes=<br />
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The important part!<br />
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+First Place - Either a year (12 month) subscription or a DA print product of choice upto the value of a subscription + a free commission by me (this can be a full-colour drawing of choice or animated avatar)+ I will use the av <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />+<br />
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+Second Place - a free commission by me (this can be an full colour-drawing of choice or animated avatar).+<br />
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+Third Place - a free sketch commission by me +<br />
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= Deadline=<br />
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Thursday 31st May 2007 (so you have ime and I can gets the expo out of the way).<br />
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= How to submit=<br />
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Simply put your piece up like a normally devitation and send me the link in a note. I will put up the link in my journal when I have received it.<br />
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Good Luck <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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#[News]<br />
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*I have a competition! See above!!!!<br />
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* I think it's time I had a clean-up. Hence you may notice the 'spring-clean'. I'm going to put things where they should be, and keep this what it should be, my arty-goodness. So I have moved all my 'journal' entries to <a href="Http://igtica.livejournal.com">[link]</a> my livejournal, where they should be and also dealt with that which should really now be scraps due to age etc (I'm in the process of this atm, so it may not be too clean quite yet ).<br />
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* My webmanga, ~*Nienna.*~ has actually made a start with the front cover and first two pages loaded up. You can see it <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
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*The 'Sweatdrop Fan Doujinshi' is just awaiting some completion of pages by a few artists and then will be avaliable to view. Check back to be sure to catch it as soon as it gets it's public release. Based and inspired by the lovely peeps from <a href="http://www.sweatdrop.com">[link]</a> ~ Sweatdrop.<br />
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#[Events]<br />
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* <London MCM Expo> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 26th & Sunday 27th May 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.londonexpo.com">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Shia from Pita-Ten<br />
   + I love this expo! It has everything! Can't wait to go again! Roll on May! +<br />
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* <Japan Ex> <br />
   Next Date: Saturday 21st & Sunday 22nd July 2007<br />
   Where: London ExCeL<br />
   Site:<a href="http://www.mcmexpo.net/japanexlondon/">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + Brand new expo for everything japanese orientated, too good to be true!+<br />
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* <Amecon> <br />
   Next Date: Friday 10th, Saturday 11th & Sunday 12th August 2007<br />
   Where: University of Leicester<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.amecon.org">[link]</a><br />
   Cosplay character: Yet to decide<br />
   + A highly spoke of expo, which normally falls very close/on my birthday, so yet to go. Hope to try! +<br />
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* <Nienna's Anniversary of Passing> <br />
   Next Date: Tuesday 26th February 2008<br />
   Where: Private grave<br />
   Site: <a href="http://www.myspace.com/Niennarat">[link]</a> & <a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Nienna/">[link]</a><br />
   + Miss you sweetie x +<br />
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#[Sites to see]<br />
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                <author>~igtica</author>
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