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Sorry, gotta let ya know... will specify when i'm not supa-busy.
LOVE!
NEKO:3

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/25215030/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/25215030/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 11:12:44 PDT Firstly I must ask you to forgive my hiatus, but then again I won't apologize for having a life

So, what about the title of this Journal entry, hu?
Did I go to Japan?

Yes.

I did.

I went to Japan.... but lets just say all of this is a bit more complicated than just that.


Anyone who has known me for a while knows I've been a Gundam W fan for a long time... So for the past three years I've been saving up money, in order to be able to go to Japan for my 10th anniversary as a Gundam Wing fan. And indeed, I was able to do so.

I had saved up enough money to go there for a month.

The thing is that in early 2008, I had almost no contacts there, so my best friend asked her friend, for his friend's email address, cuz my best friend's friend's friend was japanese.

To make it simpler from now on, lets just call my best friend's friend's friend : Skz

So I didn't immidiatly email Skz, cuz honestly, I didn't wanna bother him (I didn't know him and besides I thought it was some old, married man, with more important things to do, than to worry for a complete stranger.)

Anywhoooo... eventually and after my best friend poked me for a while saying: "It's fine, he offered, it's ok..." I went ahead and sent a very polite email.

He replied almost immidiatly, laughing , saying that he was at the moment also in Argentina (I also found out he was argentine, and japanese-descendant).

But eventually i gave him my MSN and we randomly talked.

During 2008 we didn't speak much (I was holding two and even three jobs at times, AND studying Japanese)

So... what happened?
Heh.. I'm still not sure.

I only know that by november 2008 we started to have long conversations about random & stupid stuff.

On the 24th of December, he was home, I was home and we started to talk, and talk, and talk... suddenly I was saving an MSN conversation, then another.

So by January this year we were very good friends.

By February we started to talk every day for 5,6 even 7 hours in a row... we realized we had a lot in common, and by february the 14th I already realized this was going somewhere else.

Skz later told me later on, he knew right away... even before I sent the first email... he said that for some strange reason he was always waiting for that first email to arrive. *and it rains little hearts and glitter *

Because of that, he frecuently asks me: "When did YOU know?"
And I can never tell him exactly. The thing is that I have been hurt so many times, lied to, decieved, dumped before dating (yeah, it CAN happen), that I just didn't wanna believe in love anymore...

Loving without being loved back your entire life, is to say the least, painful.

And like 5 years ago , I had had an online-relationship from which the guy (who lived 20 miles away from home) had run from. So how could I ever expect that a online-relationship with someone who lived 30,000 miles from home could work?

The thing is that by the end of February, I went to change my ticket, and move the arrival date a month sooner... leaving the return date intact... So I would stay 2 months instead of one. (BTW, argentines can go to Japan without a visa for 3 months)

I changed the arrival date to Japan cuz.. well, honestly we couldn't be apart from each other anymore.

The first available flight was arriving in Japan on the 8th of April (one day after Gundam's 30th Anniversary). Non the less, in my head , not sure why... but I always thought it was on the 8th and not the 7th.

When I finally arrived to Japan, sakuras were still blooming.

The first thing I did was crying.

Arriving at the Narita airport , with all those blooming Sakuras welcoming me was too much for me.

Skz had told me he would pick me up from the airport, but it was wednesday, and I wasn't sure if he would skip his job that day... but he did... And not only that... but since my flight was arriving at 7 AM, he actually left his home the night before and stayed at a manga-kissa, so he would be able to arrive in time for my flight...

T_T CUTENESS!

We said hi with a kiss on the cheek (average argentine greeting)... then I run to the smoking area cuz I hadn't had a cigarrette in 29 hrs XD (Damn Australian airport that doesn't have a smoking area!)

We then took the Narita express train. In there he opened his bag and pulled out a PERFECT Red Rose (it is still a mystery to me how that rose didn't break in two in that bag).

When... ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/17763893/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/17763893/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 13:09:05 PDT
Ø 1-[x] Se te ha caído el chicle de la boca cuando hablas.

Ø 2-[x] Se te ha caído el chicle de la boca aunque no estés hablando

Ø 3-[x] Te has golpeado con una puerta o algo transparente.

Ø 4-[] Te has tirado de un vehiculo en movimiento. (aun no)

Ø 5-[x] Has pensado algo divertido y te empiezas a reír y la gente se te queda viendo raro. (siempre)

Ø 6-[] Te has golpeado con un árbol mientras caminas. (no, pero si con un cartel enorme)

Ø 7-[] Es posible lamer tu codo.

Ø 8-[] Al leer esto acabas de tratar de lamer tu codo.

Ø 9-[x] Nunca te habías dado cuenta que la canción ‘del payaso plimplin’ y la de ‘el cumpleaños feliz’ tienen el mismo ritmo.

Ø 10-[] Al leer el número 9 trataste de cantarlas.

Ø 11-[x] has tropezado con los cordones desatados y caído.

Ø 12-[x] Te has ahogado con tu propia saliva. (siempre)

Ø 13-[] Has visto lala película matrix y seguís sin entenderla.

Ø 14-[] No te diste cuenta que en la pregunta anterior esta 2 veces la palabra ‘la’

Ø 15-[] Acabas de regresarte a ver si es verdad.

Ø 16-[x] Tu cabello ha terminado de todos los colores menos del que querías.

Ø 17-[x] jojo La gente te ha llamado lento/a. (La forma en que me lo dijeron fue asi: "Te sacaron las amigdalas?" yo: no . "Ahh.. porque a la gente que le sacan las amigdalas tiene reflejos lentos")

Ø 18-[x] Haz incendiado algo accidentalmente. (tacho de basura con puchos)

Ø 19-[] Haz tratado de tomar una cañita con la boca pero se te va por la nariz/ojos. (cañita? )

Ø 20-[x] De repente como que se te cae la baba. (si, es falla de fabrica)

Ø 21-[] Te haz quedado dormido(a) en clase.

Ø 22-[x] A veces dejas de pensar. (Se llama "Zazen", tarado)

Ø 23-[x] Estas diciendo una historia y se te olvida de lo que hablabas. (y si... pero a los dos dias sigo...)

Ø 24-[x] La gente mueve la cabeza y se aleja de vos muy seguido. (si, che, pero no hay problema , yo los sigo)

Ø 25-[] Muy seguido te dicen que no le hagas caso a la voz dentro de tu cabeza.

Ø 26-[x] Usas los dedos para hacer sumas simples. (hahha)

Ø 27-[x] Has comido un insecto. (nñami)

Ø 28-[x] Estas haciendo esta prueba mientras deberías estar haciendo algo importante. (estudiar japo)

Ø 29-[x] Te has puesto tu ropa al revés o del lado equivocado. (mil veces)

Ø 30-[] Haz buscado algo por todos lados y resulta que lo tenias en la mano. (no, tanto asi no)

Ø 31-[] Mandas correos cadena porque tenes miedo de que pase alguna de las cosas que dice que van a pasar aunque sabes que NO es posible que pasen. (no che, son una caquita)

Ø 32-[x] Perdes las cosas muy facil y seguido.

Ø 33-[] Tus amigos saben que no deben usar palabras largas cuando hablan con vos.

Ø 34-[x] Te golpeas la cabeza con la mano cuando te confundes. (a veces)

Ø 35-[x] Te has caído de tu silla.

Ø 36-[] Cuando estas acostado en tu cama vez el techo y tratas de encontrar figuras en la textura del techo.
(es blankito, pero sino seguro... por cierto ves de VER es con "s" , para el gruto que lo scribió

Ø 37-[] Dices mucho la palabra umm cuando hablas.

Ø 38-[x] alguien o mas de alguien te ha dicho que estas loco. (si, che)

Ø 39-[x] tenes una afición secreta por una caricatura . (NINGUN SECRETA!!! YO, FANA!)

Ø 40-[] no tenes ni idea de para que sirven muchos programas de tu computadora.

Ø 41-[] no te sabes tu número de celular. (no tenio).

Taggeado
~goforwardgenjyo , y no se quien ma estara leyendo pero hagan nomas que es divertido.

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/17300663/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/17300663/ Wed, 12 Mar 2008 12:27:02 PDT

I asked for an extra week of vacations, my boss said no and it got to my nervs... I don´t know if there´s a better job out there, with a better pay or even a worst one, but I for sure will try and go look for it (once I´ve taken my 3 weeks of vacation of course)


Not much to coment other than this...

Shizu, when you come back from your vacations I need to talk to you about the plushiees!!

ja na
Neko:3

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/15833544/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/15833544/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 11:45:43 PST
Have you noticed how STUPID people get when the year comes to an end?.... I dunno about the northern hemisphere, but over here everyone has been working all year long, and vacation time is coming (from december to march is summer vacation here, for those who are lucky enough to HAVE vacations).
Everyone acts as if they were NUTS , I tell you, they become stupid, disoriented, tired, angry at the world, hit themselfs with polls, ... but... "How DO I pull my pants up?!" well... you see, first you grab it, and pull it up, pull not push, yes that´s right... -_-; and so on and so on.
HOW CAN PEOPLE BE SOOOO LAZY?! They don´t even think about what they ask. They don´t read the 24-48 hour delay warning, written in Arial 1230... *sighs*


Japanese people think that you have to drink all through december to forget the year´s problems... and I say: KAMPAI! to my japanese camrades and lets get stinking drunk.


Other than that, I´m pretty happy to know I haven´t lost my drawing skills... *-*

So lets see what 2008 brings... AND IT BETTA BE GOOD!

Neko
-----------------------------------------------------

Aprendan ingles putos
Ya hice mi catarsis, asi que a joderse... o a su vecinita, me da igual.

"Brindo por los bishonen que derrochan simpatia

brindo por los que vuelven con las luces de otro dia

brindo porque recuerdo tu cuerpo, pero olvide tu cara

brindo por lo que tuve porque ya no tengo nada...

Brindo por el momento en que tu y yo nos conocimos
y por los corazones que se han roto en el camino
Brindo por el recuerdo y tambien por el olvido
brindo porque esta noche un amigo paga el vino...

Porque la vida es dura por el fin de la amargura
brindo porque me olvido los motivos porque brindo
Brindo con lo que sea que caiga hoy en el vaso
brindo por la victoria , por el empate y el fracaso...

Brindo por seguir queriendote toda la vida
casi esta lleno el vaso con la sangre de otra herida
Brindo por la emocion pero tambien brindo con frialdad
que la salud no falte a toda la humanidad...

Desde un rincon del mundo...brindo contigo...

Caiga quien caiga brindo sobre la luz de una vela
porque me cortan la luz, puto edenor,edesur,edelap y la santa trilogia
Toda la noche brindo y que la mañana venga
No es un momento triste ya que brindo con amigos
brindo por el futuro con la noche de testigo...

Si alguna vez no brindo siquiera por tonterias
brindare con silencio por la fortuna perdida
Brindar muy en serio por una vez en la vida
brindo hasta la cirrosis por la vacuna del SIDA...

Desde un rincon del mundo...brindo contigo...SALUD!

Neko:3

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/14827980/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/14827980/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 14:04:49 PDT tagged me (on a friday afternoon, after work... thank you so much, sweet! )
So I thought... lets make it fun and post 8 embarrasing random facts

(tha rules)1. Post these rules:
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

MY FACTS:
1. I make out with my pillow
2. I unconsciously asign ice cream flavours to people ( I see someone and I think of them as ice cream flavours: Example: you´re Wild Strawberry Cream! .. mmh.. you.. you... you´re Mint with chocolate chips! it all depends on looks and personality...)
3. When I was 15, I weighted 320pounds (probably explains random fact 2)
4. I play secondlife...at home and at work too(muahaha)... AND I HAVE 10+AVATARS!
5. While in the privacy of my bathtub, I can only come if I imagine I´m a guy "doing" another one.
6. When I was little : I was inlove with my cousin (I still think he´s hot). I stole candy, money, clothes. Swore at church. Found money and didn´t give it back, found an engagement ring at kindergarten and kept it, I´ve lied, killed (birds, hamster, cat) , hated everyone including myself.
7. First time I "splashed" i was 18 (after trying really hard for 5 years)
8. I love breaking the law, so I SHALL NOT TAG ANYONE!! MUAAHAHAHAHA!

Byes
Neko
PS. embarrasing enough? I left the two worst things out XD

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/13663396/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/13663396/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 20:35:39 PDT (I´m turning 24, the 10th July, so that´s why I´m doing an evaluation of this year so far)

First of all, as you´ll see, my english-speaking skills are rapidly getting rusty. I haven´t been talking too much to my american friends (I blame only myself for that) and I´m not gonna get into too much detail (cuz too many people I know in rl read this ), but I haven´t been drawing, or writing much. I´ve been doing nothing pretty much all the time. I´ve been play Secondlife (living behind a screen can be hazardous for your rl (real life) health), and working from behind a screen, so pretty much I never go out-> therefor I´m not taking care of my weight and or health in general. Smoking too much, eating too much... aaanyways.

I graduated college last year, and ever since then I´ve been getting sloppy at this whole "being pretty so socity accepts you" thing.

Last year was great! This year not so much...
So anyways, just giving a lil update on my life

You guys take care of yourself! Kisses!
Neko:3

--And now...the spanish translation---

Ahh.. bueeeno... No ha sido el mejor año de mi vida, como se explica en el titulo de este journal
(Cumplo 24, el 10 de Julio , por eso ando haciendo la evaluacion de este año, hasta ahora)

Primero que nada, mi ingles se esta yendo al carajo. No he estado hablando mucho con mis amigos norteamericanos (Solo me culpo a mi por ser tan descuidadora de mis friends) ; pero no voy a entrar en detalles de mi vida personal( porque demasiada gente de mi vida real lee este journal). En pocas palabras, no he estado dibujando o escribiendo, o haciendo algo en mi tiempo libre. Solo juego Secondlife (y vivir detras de una pantalla puede ser peligroso para la salud de uno), aparte, trabajo detras de una pantalla, lo que no hace mas que empeorar las cosas-> en general no me he estado cuidando en cuestiones de peso y salud. Fumo demasiado, como demasiado.... eeeeen fin.

Me gradue del profesorado el año pasado, y desde entonces anduve descuidandome en el gran aspecto de "estar linda para que la sociedad te acepte" .

El año pasado fue genial! Este no tanto...
Asi que , en fin, solo hago un update de mi vida, para los que no me charlan desde hace un rato.

Cuidense chicos! Besotes!
Neko:3

My talented Friends:
:halobender: :cool-neko-chan: :golddragon85: :mysticalelf20:
Gomen ne to everyone I forgot to mention. Please send me a note to scold me!

Mis talentosos Amigos
:goforwardgenjyo: :shezo-rk: :multielementmage: :n0th1ngness: :cristnext: :shizus: :nekoiichi: :guu: :shampooneko:
Perdon a todos los que me haya olvidado. Mandenme un mensaje pa putearme, por favor.

Clubs
:yaoilovers: :gravitation-fanclub:

]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/7705237/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/7705237/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 14:45:45 PST Bishonen site" --

So... it´s 2006 already. Who would have said? I don´t know if it´s just me, but I feel that the older I get, the faster time goes by. Does anyone else feel like that? It´s like life is rappidly slipping from our hands...

Well ... here I am, updating this, my first and most loved website, of the anime that I love the most: Gundam W.

And don´t think that I haven´t seen other animes since I first began to do this site. I´ve seen tons of animes... Prince of tennis (incomplete) Wolf´s Rain(compl.), Full Metal Alchemist (an amazing anime, btw) and it´s OVA and it´s Conqueror of SHambala film... and right now I´m trying to catch up with all of Clamp series, in order to watch their latest... Tsubasa Chronicles, and understand what it´s talking about (I´ve already seen Chobitsu, and now I´m about to start with X-tv) ... and they are ALL BEAUTIFUL , beautiful animes! (Chobits, for example, represents my way of thinking, it represents me in more ways that I can explain with words)
But none of them can be compared to Gundam W. It´s as if this anime has stucked a thorn in my heart and I simply can´t pull it out. I can´t replace it with another... and I don´t know why... Maybe because I changed a lot since the first time I started to see it. Maybe because I identify those positive changes with it... I dunno.
Maybe I just like the characters and the different aspects of humanity that they represent. And they´re all beautiful.

My life's philosophy has been changing all through these years, and with it I´ve becomed more and more calmed. I´m at total peace with myself, my God, and I try my best to get along with everyone I know...(while trying to stay away from "ignorants" that may disturb my peace.) But I don´t discriminate them for being "evil" (in fact I´ve comed to the conclusion that there´s no such thing as "evil". There´s only ignorance, and people that do things that are wrong; but they do those things because they don´t know any other way to do them. Even if they know that what they´re doing is wrong, they think that that is the only way to act, the only choise they have)
Therefor I call "ignorants" to those who people usually call "evil", "terrible ", "hideous", etc, ´cuz I´ve comed to believe, that we are all naturally good. That our souls are good, and that it is this body we´re living in (this bottle that contains our "BEING", our soul) the one that drives us to do wicked, nasty things: (Eating to much (in my case) , having sex with people you don´t love, lying, hurting, killing, stealing....-> we do all of those things to satisfy our bodily needs... our flesh. And that´s where evil resides... in our bodies, not in our souls. And our poor brain, has to process both, what the animal parts want and what our soul wants, and it depends on how much knowledge you have to see whether you satisfy one need or the other.
 Our original sin, was to get into these bottles we call bodies... and that´s why we suffer and have/cause pain. If we wouldn´t have gotten into them, we probably would have continue to live in that "eden", that´s the place where we´ll return to when we don´t have these bodies anymore.

XD Wow... I was able to explain lots of my life's philosophy in english and only in a few paragraphs (it usually takes me much longer to explain it in spanish)

OK! So that´s the update on Neko´s mind... now on to bodily updates:
1) Got plastic/reconstructive, surgery on my legs January.4, 2006 (hopefully the last time I have to go through a major surgery), still recovering, but I didn´t have any complications... like it happened when I operated my arms...
2) I´ve been studying a whole lot to take my final exam on March (and the one I have in June)
3) I passed all my december finals (Greek, Linguistics, Political Eduacation and Semiotics with 100%, 100%, 90% and 80% ), and of course, aproved all the subject that don´t have finals (5 or 6 other subjects)
4) I´ve been watching anime, going out with friends (that was before my operation, meaning the last two weeks of december... I catched up with a lot of old friends, my yaoi group, went to anime parties, went out with my... ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/6251533/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/6251533/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 10:37:49 PDT
Today I came online and it said: You can renew your suscription and I was like WTF?!

WHO DID THIS?!
THANKS!
I mean... XD I'm sorry I didn't realize before... I .. I 'm very thankful that someone would spend money on me (I really wouldn't know why anyone'd do that)
BUT THANKS!

I mean... thanks! It's probably one of the sweetest nicest surprises, EVER!

But I'd really liked to know who did it...
Can anyone tell me?

Well... that's all
Thank you very much, whoever you are!
*hugs*
Ja ne :3
Neko

Links to my talented friends


Clubs
]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/3012042/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/3012042/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 15:13:25 PDT

MANNN was this one great!
First of all... there was japanese food!!

I had mochi cookies filled with aduki jam(YUM, I had forgotten about those), as well as okonomiyaki (first time I ever had one and I think I've becomed addicted already)

We saw a "Gunslinger" episode, then a "hidori no something" episode and some other anime which name I don't recall...
AND THENNN!! We saw this cool JAPANESE MOVIE called "Azumi" (which was 3 hours long) about a samurai chik that killed everyone, and everyone died and blood was spilled all over!! Wiii!! (and there was this chara, Bishoumaru... I can't even begin to explain this chara!)
"AZUMI" IS LIKE KENSHIN, BUT WITH REAL PEOPLE! (and the effects were THA BOMB!) I swear.. it had amazing, visual effects! (the blood! the katanas cutting through people!!... ahhhh!)

anyways, then there were 3 different times when they put different AMVs and J pop clips (in a HUGE SCREEN INFRONT OF THE DANCE FLOOR)... which reminds me... YOU GUYS NEED TO SEE "YATTA YATTA!" by HAPPA TAI!
emule it now!! NOW, I said!
You NEED to see it!

anyways...where was I? oh, yeah.. well we danced ( to japanese "dance" music of course)
and right at the end, they made a contest and I end up winning tickets to an argentine jpop band concert!

too good to be true, ne?

and now I have to step down from my cloud and go back to study, WHICH I HATTTEE!
so .. whatever.. I had fun :3
Ja ne
Neko

Links to my talented friends


Clubs
]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2939815/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2939815/ Thu, 22 Jul 2004 07:40:34 PDT She's also 21 and she can finally be arrested if she ever tries to date minors again

But she's HAPPY!

There are lots of anime parties coming on soon, here in Buenos Aires! This sunday, and next friday and 3 fridays after that one! Weee!
It's a good moment to be an anime fan around here.

PLUS! I found some new yaoi series to download from Emule, and I'm finally getting to see some Digi-Charat episodes aswell (wee! Digi Charat is sooo cute)

gotta go, take care
Neko


Links to my talented friends


Clubs
]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2695466/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2695466/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 07:12:23 PDT Today there's a festivity in the Japanese Gardens... It's called the fire ceremony, and it's supposed to be really cool (there'll also be a bunch of street stands selling cheap anime stuff) So I guess I'll go there and try to feel better..

Ja ne
Neko


Links to my talented friends


Clubs
]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2641394/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2641394/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 05:20:34 PDT by Linda Ronstadt


I'm crazy
Crazy for feeling so lonely
I'm crazy
Crazy for feeling blue
I know you'd love me as long as you wanted
Then someday leave me for somebody new

Worry
Why should I let myself worry
Wondering
What in the world did I do

I'm crazy
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for crying
And crazy for trying
And I'm crazy for loving you

Worry
Why do I let myself worry
Wondering
What in the world did I do

I'm crazy
For thinking that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for trying
And crazy for crying
And I'm crazy for loving you ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2484100/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2484100/ Sat, 22 May 2004 13:35:40 PDT
NEKO HAS GOT A BOYFRIEND!
*falls to the floor and dies*


I'm so happy! :3

^0^{HAPPY!
*dances*
Happy happy happy!!!
HAPPY!
YOU HEAR ME?!
HAPPYYYYY!

URESHIiiiiiii!!

FROHHHHH!!!!

waahh I wanna slap myself!
*slaps*
AUCH!
Awiie.. is real!
Neko has boyfriend!
And he's the most beautiful thing ever!

Anyways... it's such a long story of how we met...
but I'll try to make it short so you don't get bored

I met him in an anime party(14 may)... he was cosplaying as Daisuke of DNAngel, and he was wearing the most beautiful black wings and a black leather collar.

The moment I saw him I felt an instant attraction to him, it was like sparks coming out of him in a completly anime moment *sighs dreamily*
Apparently he felt the same, and we started to talk....
So we realized right away that we had EVERYTHING IN COMMON and we promised to talk.

So somehow I got the nerv to ask for his email address to a friend we have in common and 1 week later (that's 21th may) I went to a party he invited me to, that his class was throwing at his school and well... that's when he told me he liked me and I told him I liked him back.. (before that, we spoke for hours once again)

Anyways... so I'll tell you the basic things about him...
his name is Brian... and he's the most perfect bishounen on earth. He's everything I look for in a guy....

There's only one problem...
that is not a problem to us, but to the law...
and that's...
that he's 16
-____-;
...and Neko is 20, and when she turns 21, this relationship will be completly illegal

So it's not really a problem for us.... cuz he likes older women( HE LIKES ME! MEW! ) and it's not a problem to me, cuz he's perfect, in the sence of perfect-sweet-shy-cute-wants-to-take-thi ngs-slowly-likes-the-same-things-I-like- cutest-bishounen-on-earth kinda way...

And ok... I understand...
I can hear police sirens, all around my house and a guy in a loud speaker saying: "GET YOUR HANDS AWAY FROM THE BISHOUNEN AND PUT THEM WHERE WE CAN SEE THEM!"
But the police can kiss my kitty backside, because I DON'T CARE !

He likes me and I like him!
And he's dreamy, dammit!
So people can just drop dead if they don't aprove of it...

IN ANY CASE
*NEKO DIES*
HE HOLD MY HAND :' 3
and then he was like.. asking me if I could teach him how to kiss... ^_^; (TELL ME THAT'S NOT THE SWEETEST THING ON EARTH?!)
and that he wanted things to go slowly...

And he is all I ever wanted from a guy...
So,do I care that he's 16?
NO!

But everyone I tell this to, see... ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2187784/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2187784/ Sat, 10 Apr 2004 06:48:01 PDT I just finished my diet this past thursday... so I'll be eating some chocolate this sunday*smiles*

Life sure is beautiful, ne?
*turns on cnn and sees everyone dying and being held hostage and all the depressive stuff that's going on*

Ok, I know -_- the world has gone nuts, but my life is going way too well to not be happy *feels bad for feeling so good*

To those who are christian, have a happy easter and try to find some peace in your heart, forgive those who hurt you and you will feel better yourself.

To those who are not, try to find in chocolate a stress- reliever and try to relax with the holidays you were given.

I wish you all the best (to all the beautiful and talented artist that are here in Deviant, to my friends... to everyone)

I hope you're all doing as well as I'm doing in life
Love
Neko

Links to my talented friends


Clubs
]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2053542/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/2053542/ Sun, 21 Mar 2004 05:13:05 PST I had an AMAZING time...
I got tanned, I won about 30 dollars playing in the slot machines at the casino (100 pesos!^__^)

I bought fake kosiuko clothes (with the cute sign in all of them, so I don't give a crap weather it's fake or not, hahaha) I ATE LIKE A FREAKING PIG! (remember I'm supposed to be dieting at all times... but wtf! you only live once , and besides it was only 5 days ) I ate ice cream and CAKE! O.O! AND YUMMY YUMMY STUFF THAT I HADN'T EATEN IN AGES!

I also walked a lot... like 4 or 5 hours per day (in part to visit the city, which I had never gone to before, in part to burn the calories I ate

In any case... I got REALLY RELAXED!
I had a great time...
Until the trip back, when I got violently ill (because the air conditioner broke down) So I got to Buenos Aires... and I thought I would be better, but oh nooo! They had to call an ambulence in the middle of the night... I think I got a virus of some sort or something...
Anyways, it only lasted 24 hours, because yesterday night I went partying

WHAT?!
Don't look at me like that, I hadn't gone to an anime gathering for quite a while!
So I went there.. wearing my shuichi wig, my ears and tail... listen to some jpop/rock bands play... scream the opening of "just communication" when they put it on and left when I too many people came on to me...

I DON'T DATE! I'm not interested in anyone right now -shu-shu!!! Leave me alone!

And I don't see myself as being so attractive, I don't know what tha hell is into these people...-.-

But I'm great now, I'm back home, with my internet, with mild sun tan (and 1 terrible sun burn in my leg ) I'm not sick anymore, and I still got one week until I start classes again...

*hugs*
I love you all, thanks for readying my wild life adventures... I'll see you around!
Be happy (you only live once)
have fun (or you'll regret it later)
& eat yum (not all the time, but once every now and then is fine)

Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1908429/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1908429/ Thu, 26 Feb 2004 06:53:57 PST yayayayayayayayayayYYYYYYYYY!!
I haven't eaten, or bath, or slept or studied! I've only been downlaoding yaoi.... I don't think this can be good...
*smiles*
right, like I care!
Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1885487/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1885487/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 20:36:40 PST
At first I didn't felt much like going , I had gone to a birthday party the night before and was kinda tired, but then I said: What tha hell! and I went.
Once there I went to get purified first(I needed the whole healing thing for my arms and my ovaries, which are not working well due to an insulin problem they only recently discovered)
Then I bought some anime stuff (a little HunterxHunter agenda ( for something like 50cents of a dollar ) and a Di gi charat ... thingie? for aprox 1,10 dollars.

I found some of my argentinean yahoo yaoi group friends and we watched the japs playing drums, and some japanese dances and listen to some songs (they sang "Shima Uta", and my girls and I ended up singing along)

I ATE BEAN ICE-CREAM (red beans! YUM!!! I HAD NEVER HAD ANY, iT's DELITIOUS! It tastes like chocolate!)

And tomorrow I have an Animefest... hope I'll be alive!

I'm having fun! waiii waiii!!!
I know I should be studying but...
just lemme enjoy this, hai?

Ja ne
Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1519380/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1519380/ Thu, 11 Dec 2003 04:43:05 PST Waiii
I had all these enormous amount of blood clots and my arm vomited them all.. yeah, it was pretty.

I FINALLY FINISHED MY DON'T DRAW!!! (lookie lookie!!!!)
*hugs*
I have to go

lotsa love
Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1497355/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1497355/ Sat, 06 Dec 2003 05:54:55 PST
This is a piece of me... if you ever wanted to look inside someone's soul for a second, this is pretty much what one looks like.
Or at least, what mine looks like.

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some times I just feel like I'll be alone forever...
I look around and I can't really see anything
everything is blurry,
my vision has been restricted to red and black strikes
pain, no pitty, no mercy,

the white shades of love seem to have dissapeared from my sight
and if I was sad before, when I could see couples inlove in the parks,
I die now, cuz I don't see them anywhere,

everyone seem to has dissapeared, they have lost themselfs , and gotten themself isolated , they're waiting in a dark corner , waiting to be rescue...

I can only see the asesins, confuse people that only know how to hurt...
but the sun still shines, I've always waited to be found, but I don't want to be found by the murderers, and rapers...

the pain in my heart seems to have taken over the world, and I feel so guilty,
the war is eating people's souls, what has happened, and why can't I stop it, I'm so sad, everyone bleeds and I' just feel so impotent so tired, in so much pain, I want to be hold and to cuddle, why can't I be huged?

it's so hard to breath sometimes and the love doesn't shine anywhere
everyone's alone, and when they're with someone they're still alone
and their families sometimes cushion the fall., but they're not strong enough to hold on the weight of such great and eternal fall...

I wish I could envy someone...
I used to cry because they had something I didn't
and I wanted...
but now I want to be able to see it, where IS the love?

mercyless, money-driven monkeys, evil EVIL murderers, hypocrits, liars, stop it...
I don't want them around me anymore,

and no one sees me, I go outside and they all see this casquet, they can't see me,
my past me wasn't me,
and my current me is me, but they only like the reflection , they don't care if it's rotten inside of if I shine, like I shine, I want to love...
and see love, and see beauty, the beauty inside

I look everywhere and I can't see people glow in happiness any longer, where tha hell did they go...

did they all stop glowing?
I remember I could see them everywhere in the past
and I didn't reflect my glow back then ,and now I can and NO ONE CAN SEE me is
everyone blind?

I want to cry when I see a puppy on the street and not have people laugh at me...
the wind, shakes me up, but the wind is beautiful, cant you see the soul, the soul of the wind?

I'm so lonely...
my dearest friend in the world is sinking and leaving.. but, no... she has just gotten trapped by the shadows, and she's just under the shade of a tree that holds her prissoner, but I can't reach her anymore, she doesn't glow... she sunked in her pain and she looks down and follows the flow of pain that has fallen and hit earth and trapped everyone in a black cloud and I just can't breath and no one can, and no one is nice anymore, why did they get currupted and then
I turn and I see my sister and I cry, because, SHE GLOWS, GOD SHE GLOWS
my nephew glows too

how didn't I see them?!

God, thanks I was getting disspered, thanks ...
lonelyness is too painful...

it's not enough
I'm still waiting to get hold by something else but the wind...

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---------------------------------------- -------------------------- ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1421835/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1421835/ Wed, 19 Nov 2003 04:36:36 PST I'm gonna fly...

On drugs they'll give me soon...
I'm gonna fall..

I'm gonna think I'm fine,
like birds up in the sky,
but then I will wake up
this' gonna suck big time.

My friend I.V.'ll there,
my teddy and my cross ,
my dad, my doctor and a pile
of pinkish little spots

The pain will take all over me
I'm gonna want to die

Is worth it?...
I dun't know...
I'll do it first,
then cry

I wonder what you'd do
if in my shoes you were....
I wonder what you'd choose
If you would think is fair

I know I have to cope
I know I have to try...
to be human and not fly,

I wonder if you'd try? ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1300381/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1300381/ Mon, 20 Oct 2003 06:16:07 PDT
Mother's day was yesterday here in Arg. and my nephew turned 2 last friday, so you can imagine I'm pretty much broken, after buying all those presents... shoes for my mom, chocolates for my sister, flowers for both of them. And my mom and I got my nephew a Jeep car, a small piano and one of those plastic park games for kids...
He luved them...

So that's what's been up lately, I have a huge test on wednesday (sociopolitics, ew! >.< ) and I should be studying likr, right now... but I'll save that for tomorrow... I'll study 24 hours and that will be it.

I lost 6 pounds in the past two weeks , so I'm happy... and I hope I can keep on losing weight (my nutritionist doesn't let me eat less than what I'm eating now, evil!)
and if I can't I'll simply excercise more. ^^
I just don't have the time to so right now.

Well... that's the update on Neko's life... I've also been drawing some more, but I've been doing it in pages way too big for my scanner, so I won't be scanning them soon.

kisses
Neko-chan ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1175120/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1175120/ Thu, 18 Sep 2003 05:19:23 PDT
Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1129226/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1129226/ Thu, 04 Sep 2003 20:15:30 PDT Anyway, the thing was that with that passport we (the person that was with me and I) could go back and forward to Japan whenever we wanted... so we thought about going back to Japan just for the kick of it... and we did.. but when I got there... I didn't have my passport anymore T___T and then we were supposed to start all our journey again, but I woke up...
how wierd is that?! ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1119505/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1119505/ Mon, 01 Sep 2003 18:53:17 PDT I came back home, and my father (who btw already had a heart attack once) was about to eat this greasy pieace of pork , I had to take it off his hands and make him fish and rice... Now my question is.. how can a 56 year old man, who has high blood pressure and take a million pills per day to make his heart function correctly, EAT that HORRIBLE PIECE OF GREASY MEAT?!

As for me... after all my diets I simply cannot stand greasy stuff anymore... I need to boil, chicken and any red meat in order to eat it... the only thing I don't boil is fish
Ja ne
Neko ]]> ~ilovebishonen http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1119466/ http://ilovebishonen.deviantart.com/journal/1119466/ Mon, 01 Sep 2003 18:42:20 PDT Sure, I end up with an irregular pulse of 30 beats per minute, and not getting my period, but I don't give a shit... I look good! oh gosh! Finally! After all the diets and excersice the efford is finally paying of! well, that's all!
Ja ne
Neko-chan ]]> ~ilovebishonen