http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:iluvsozo&section=today deviantART RSS for by:iluvsozo en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 23:55:52 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/23185024/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/23185024/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 23:14:31 PST i decided you might like to hear from me.
so, hello there.


it's valentines day today.
i want to talk to my friends.
i don't like the fires in melbourne.
i'm fucking tired.
i just ate dinner.
i watched bejamin button today.
i watched seven pounds today.
i would like to get into the exchange program.
i would like to go with my mum next time she buys bathers.
daniel is easy to have conversations with.
anyone whos reads this won't know who daniel is.
daniel is christinas boyfriend.
i learned how to jump start a car today.
i'm going to do english homework tomorrow.
facts are so much easier to list than feelings.
i felt sick today.
i was happy today.
i was sad today.
i need to stop now.
and sleep.




ilove------------------------------you?
happy valentines day <3

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/21971081/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/21971081/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 21:18:51 PST iv got nuthin to say but i also got nuthin else to do so im doin this heheh
i arrive in melbourne on the 7th and depart on the 26th....both in january haha damn i need longer than 2 and a half weeks home ;D






i rlly need a scanner so i can show you guys my actual art work haha
but guess what?! my sister got a digital camera that she doesnt rlly need or want and is letting me use it luuucky i guess tho it means shes got sumthin over me now haha dammit






heheh everyones going away these holidays =[ hmmm that means im gonna have nuthin to do before i come to melb..... dnt care tho cos im on a mojor high right now and it wont end till i get back from aus





anyway thats basically everything i have to say right now so yeah ill try and get some art up soon if i can and yeah

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/18128157/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/18128157/ Fri, 02 May 2008 05:25:11 PDT really, is everyone expecting me to say somthing along the lines of 'my guy satisfied me on the weekend'? or somthing like 'im a single mother and not satisfied with my life'? i dunno if thats wat you thought of when the word satisfaction was mentioned but it certainly trigged those kinda thoughts in my head...

well the real subject of this journal is satisfaction and its lack of appearance in my life...
im bored and dissatisfied with everything i, or anyone else for that matter does.
theres no other way to describe it and i dont know what else to say. im just not satisfied arghhhhh i really want to scream but i cant becausse after i do i will still have a severe lack of SATISFACTION.

anyway heres the beggining of a story that ive started writing...i dont know what will happen in the end but so far it seems to be going okay...

rejected. again. usually, i could charm over any hard arse punk and not get punched in the nose, i could even take on the hardest, bitchiest Girl and not get a hair on my body harmed, but you know what? this one situation that had always got the better of me seemed to be one hard arse punk bitch i couldnt bring round. no matter how charming and talented i was.

the education system...yeah it sucks for any normal teenager, but for me it was easy. good looks, brilliant charm, football team captain, i was everything anyone ever wanted to be, and of course, i knew it.


.....see where im going with this? haha should be interesting in the end...dunno im open for suggestions...

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17618189/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17618189/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 01:58:03 PDT yeah i know its hard to believe...but half of my friends didnt even remember...my close friends...
i dunno maybe ill be pissed but yknow right now im kinda numb...

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17502610/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17502610/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 01:42:16 PDT wtf guys...
...
wtf isnt anyone talkin to me...
...
i didnt get one email from any of you...
...
for 5 days...
...
wtf...

is everyone pissed at me or sumthin cause that would be soo freakin munted its not funny...im not even in the same freakin country...
AND noones on msn...WTC?!?!

anyway...even tho im still so totally confused im gonna go onto other matters

not that i didnt know this already but
MY MUM IS SUCH A BITCH.
freakin hell shes so annoying and shes so obnoxious...i dunno what her problem is but she is having serious mood swings and being so foul...

yeah i went camping for easter...it was good except for that i got rlly sick on the second last day and yeah
theres like something wrong with my breasts and i dont know what it is...i woke up (well it wasnt rlly waking up cause i wasnt asleep) and i was in sooo much pain i was lying there and i was like 'i have to get up, i have to get up, im gonna be sick if i dont have an asprin right now' so i got up and i woke up my parents and all i could say was 'it hurts' then i walked to the car and got a disprin...this was at like 1 in the morning...yeah it helped a bit but i was still in pain...i went back to my tent and i still couldnt sleep cause of pain so then i was reading my book by the light of my lamp thing and then it ran out of batteries...i know wtf? why did that have to happen to me?
but yah at around 5 the pain killer started to wear off so i was in agony again i was trying so hard not to make a noise because i was sharing a tent with my sisters and i didnt want them to wake up so i had tears streaming down my face and i was shaking from the cold and pain...my mum had told me earlier to go and have a shower in the morning to try and ease the pain so i was thinking i should go have a shower but it was still dark so i couldnt get up...eventually i got up anyway at about half 6 and had a shower anyway...so yeah i was so dizzy from lack of sleep and i was still shaking from cold and pain as the pain kllers had totally worn off by then so i was sick...i know you thought it couldnt get any worse...then i collapsed...yeap...i eventually managed to get up and get dressed and it was lucky that i had gotton up so early cause there was noone in there...yeah the shower helped a bit but i had another shower at like 8 when everyone had gotton up that helped heaps but i was still rlly dizzy and i still hurt quite a bit...yeah it was all hell in one night...

im still kinda sore but ive showered heaps and am feeling heaps better now im gonna go to school tomorrow...
oh im going out with my mates tomorrow after school its just like the wednesday group! 8D now i just need to find someone to totally perve on in my group...rofl
yeah we're making this guy (kevin) who likes rikka buy us all 2 scoops each of ice-cream its soo hilarious cause theres like 9 of us roflroflrofl hes spending like 60 bucks on us hahahaha

anyway i dont want you guys to be mad at me so you better tell me whats up or ill just keep on apologising ;D

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]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17066936/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/17066936/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 00:31:57 PST
Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeah, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeh, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll feel that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

haha do ya remember?

yknow what band is brilliant?
abingdon boys school.
they are so awesome its unbelievable...
and the singer can pronounce his 'l' pretty well :3
oh and panic! at the disco...
nine in the afternoon...:3

im lonely...and i want my valentine...and some cake...and a drink...
i want alot of things actually...a laptop...tickets to australia...a job...
no homework//skewl
and a whole bunch of other stuff...



<3




im bored and am supposed to be doing homework but i dont want to...
but its due in tomorrow...D:<
oh no...well i should go now...
- clc-chan

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/16339890/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/16339890/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 06:32:40 PST i wait for your return,
7, 6, 5,
counting down the milliseconds,
4, 3, 2,
restlessly pacing,
1,
look out your window.



I'm outside your door *insert creepy laugh*.


haha how depressing...but how true....literally me and dr. hikari are counting down the milliseconds till Danna sama gets back. don't ask how, we just can. i mean what else is there to do at one o'clock in the morning? please enlighten me.

anyway...i haven't written one of these things since august so i decided now would be a good time to do it...yeah merry Christmas guys...uhhhhhh also happy new year i guess? haha I'm too lazy...right now i'm sitting at sensei's desk listening to the fan...cause its 40 degrees. i know you feel it too. did you guys know that i only have 8 more days in Australia? then i'm going to New Zealand...to live happily with the sheep. actually scratch that, i will definitely be putting up a hell of a fight, slaughtering as many sheep as i can on the way. can anyone give me some excuses to not go to NZ? excluding terminal illnesses *glares at rei*
anyway how about i put in what i dreamt last night? actually i don't remember now so ill tell you about my trip to japan. it was SO FREAKIN' AWESOME!!!!!!!! I'm going to go back and live there when i get up enough money...my host family was really nice and everyone was absolutely hilarious!!! i kinda expected them to be really uptight and traditional but they weren't at all they were pretty much like my crazy family. one day my host brother and sister were running around the house screaming (even in the tatami room) because my host brother stole my host sisters mobile phone and she stole his basketball...really really crazy...but totally awesome.
anyway i did heaps of stuff and had loads of fun...and took heaps of photos...which cost me over a hundred bucks to develop...which made my mum absolutely furious...but y'know i don't care


_{...i blame rei btw bout the creepy stalker poem at the start...}

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/14082969/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/14082969/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 23:33:47 PDT three of you commented on my last journal...saying basically the same thing...i thought that was pretty funny...last day for mum in australia so i get to see her off tomorrow morning...another morning of no school...o and newt thursday we finish at 1 so thats some more time off school...and we dont have schoool on friday which is even better...ill need to find something to do though...soooooooooooo bored and thirsty and busting to go to the loo but i cant be stuffed getting up and walking a coupla metres. im so lazy
ROBYN!!!!!!!!!! ill txt u soon but could i bunk at yours saturday night? txt me wen u find out cos i need ta no
yeah ur not gon insane my grammar has gotton extremely bad since the start of this entry...as i sed, im terribly lazy!

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/14037023/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/14037023/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 01:05:48 PDT im at ma mums work on her computer writing this...i got the day off skewl cos ma mums goin ta new zealand on friday. yeah on friday night i wont be related to anyone in victoria. my family will have officially abandoned me. ill be living in my grandmas house...without my grandma and i will be so bored untill my grandma gets back...on saturday im going secondhand book shopping with my step grandpa for his b'day (seriously pity me) and on sunday i will be going ta the RMIT open day with robyn if she tells me the details. fun fun. actually goin to the thing with robyn shouldnt be too bad...i think.
o i got cargos today so im celebrating...taking parents on guilt trips when they are planning to abandon you is a wonderful thing.
anyway gotta go

]]> ~iluvsozo http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/12699322/ http://iluvsozo.deviantart.com/journal/12699322/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 00:54:05 PDT heheh but of course i dont mean it like that do i???? heheheh

well anyway to the point.....im soooooooooo glad that this worked ive been waiting lyke all of this year for them to send the email to me! but finally they did! thnx 4 that! it kinda is really bad timing though because now my dad has taken the scanner with him to new zealand so i dont have a scanner which may b a slight problem.......heh ;;

well anyway my friend ROBYN (i hope ur reading this) seems to go camping lyke every weekened and every day off! its really annoying because it means i can hardly see her and that SUX! i mean shes my friend! since she moved schools i havnt been able to see her as much and she doesnt even live near me infact she lives on the other side of the city! and now ive just found out that im moving to new zealand! really wat else could happen! i have such a tough life........kidding...heheheh.
oh well ill just have to keep in touch via email! yay, thats right, always look on the bright side!
i have actually been trying really hard to act posotive lately but inside im broken hearted, i have to leave all my friends and family and move to a country where i dont know who anyone is at ALL! im putting on a brave face thuogh, i mean i dont wanna put down my friends or anythin! heh.

schools goin fine, well i mean its school wat else is there to say.
actually there is somthin else to say im trying out to go on the japan trip with the school! it would be so awsome if i got to go id b over the freakin moon! its senior priority though which kinda sux as im in year nine and they take 9's, 10's and 11's. i still have a chance though and im fealing confident about it!

oh well i better b off i gotta go to dance! yay!
well c-ya!
.............robyn u better not b camping on the weekened ill kill u, i swear!

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