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]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/22842432/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/22842432/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 12:16:47 PST
Ok so long story so I won't explain, so in a nutshell..I'm going back to public school. So I will be at Hunter Huss tomorrow, thats when I will be starting. I'm pretty sure they are going to make me retake Algebra1 so that pretty much sucks but oh well. I think they put me in honors English though not too sure. Also they put me in P.E which really sucks but oh well get that mess over with. Thats all I know right now. There is something going on tonight, something a/b graduation but I think I'm going to that too. Yeah so anywho I'm starting to ramble, just thought I would let you all know. So hopefully I'll see some of you around maybe. (yeah homeschooling was THAT bad..j/k thats not the only reason)

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/22290999/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/22290999/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 23:25:33 PST
Ok so thinks upcoming, I might be taking drivers ed at Huss. Probably will need about 2 phone books for me to see over the dashboard, (I tried to drive our car once and I almost ran into our house cause I couldn't see, scary at the time, hilarious now). I am saving up money for like a nice camera and a new phone cause I have a crappy one because my last one got destroyed by yours truely and my cursed hand. Grrr.

School = Broing

In some exciting news though I am in a band. Well we have plans to at least, we haven't really done anything though. Kinda busy/lazy. Um, not a whole lot of exciting thigs have happened to me actually.

In other noncence (I can't spell)I am recovering from a pretty severe wave of depression. If you don't already know I do suffer from pretty severe depression. Which is funny cause I haven't even been to the doctor, no antidepressants for the Jenster. Haven't been hospitalized yet which is awsome.

Anyways thats it. If you read to the end of this then thank you for being able to listen to my rambles. I was just bored and have insomnia so anywho. Bye Hope all is well with everyone else.

Jenna

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/19445436/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/19445436/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:10:56 PDT
As for at this moment, Im at my dadn't house in Indiana. Im bored cause half the time he is gone and he made such a big deal about us coming and now he is gone all the time (thanks for the reminder why I am mad at you dad btw) Yeah so my dad is still crazy as usual lol. He gave us $250 to shop but sometimes money doesn't fix things but I can't complain lol I like some mu-lah.

As for school, still homeschooling and most definately likely will NOT be going back to public school. I started something and I intend to finish it and I try not to break my word, even to myself. I guess its getting a bit harder anyways so I guess I got some chalenge to it. But I still you guys a lot my home skillets! lol

Urr, can't really think of anything else, Well if any of you wanna know something I guess just ask lol. I wrote this for really no reason except I just don't know what else to do right now. Ok, Peace!

~Jennarrraaarrrraawwr~

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/17884665/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/17884665/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 13:05:49 PDT
First of all the Indiana trip was complete disaster. Shannon one of my closest friends that I have known for like ever has changed into a bimbo airhead who only thinks about boys. Thats why I came back early. I was pissed and ignored most of the time.

My mom is in Indiana becasue my grandma like shattered her foot and needed surgary which went really good but she is still gunna be up there for a while.

Homeschooling is pretty much awful. One it is like so freakin easy I wanna slit my own wrists. And they make me write about gay stuff like "what is your favorite move tv show or book" and im sitting there thinking "wtf who freakin cares" And its trying to explain to me what a freakin sentence is in like 5 different ways. -_- But I guess ill get through it real fast.

My own Spiderman still has my heart. (spiderman is my lil Joshy) I don't think he is going to give it back either. But he has iven his to Janelle. And its pretty much i lose/lose situation for me cause I know my sister is going to break his heart. I would rather get broken again than have him suffer through the same pain as I am. And I pretty much can't go a day without missing him either. I could really go on and on about how much I like him but I won't do that to you guys. But of course janelle has stolen it...even though she feels guilty about it she still keeps on being a bimbo and flirting with him. And he can't see who it is that is the real one who really likes him. Its right in front of his face but he can't see it.

Sorry for this being so freakin long...

As for my guitar...its pretty flippin fun. I love playing it both acoustic and electric. On my electric I right now am trying to learn One by Metalica...its suckish right now but I am determined. And the solo ownz so much. And I know how to do it so I just need to get it better. Im pretty sure you all know that song because of Guitar Hero 3. Which is also awsome. Expert is like the funnest thing man. Ok sorry O.o

Ok I think thats all. Buh Bye this is like super long O.o

Extra: Ok so I like just recorded me playing my acoustic and electric guitar.
The electric guitar cover is Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and here it is... oh and if this doesn't work then just make a quick account or something sorry thats kinda a lot of trouble and if you don't want to do that just ill message you my username and password. Here it is [link]

The acoustic cover is "All That I've Got by The Used" Again do the same thing sign is as me if it doesn't work. Here it is... [link]

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/17269832/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/17269832/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:34:37 PDT
And guess what. This morning I had to go to the doctor and it was really early in the morning and about the time all of you guys get to school. And when we turned away from the school Brandi passed by my car lol. It w kinda funny. Cause its like -sings- "its a small world after all..its a small world after all!" ok anyways lol. I will talk to you guys later. WOOP INDIANA. WOOP 2 WEEKS. And the best part is...my dad doesn't know MWAHAHA. I don't feel like being with him this time. Its my time for all my friends there and I don't want him taking me half the time. So he doesn't know. My dad is being such a jerk lately. So I just say "screw him" and ill have a good time. anyways ill stop rambling. bye

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/16913841/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/16913841/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 12:20:26 PST
[link]

Ok 2

[link] (the reason I do this one is becauseI can play this on my acoustic guitar)

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/16855155/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/16855155/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 20:05:05 PST
One is because I need to go to Indiana a lot and I can't miss that much school...blame my dadfor that.

Another is becasue of my health problems.. I have been getting really sick lately and stomach problems that I have to spend an entire class period in the bathroom trying not to throw up.

Another is I will be kind of working with my mom and it will get me some extra money. There is a family that I am close to (well the kids the parents are just being...ugh nevermine too long to explain) and they are low on money so I was going to help them with some money maybe.

And the other is the one I don't really want to explain for personal reasons.

I will miss all of you guys a lot...you guys are awsome and I will visit sometimes in school ok. So you won't see the last of me well there is the resons...sorry you guys I am upset but right now it is the best thing I should do right now.

~Jennar~

]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/15978759/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/15978759/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:55:51 PST
LULABY: Ok so this one is about someone loving someone else and they don’t know how they feel but the other person doesn’t know it. Even though their love is strong, they still know its impossible
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BELONG: About finding that special someone and they think about them a lot, and that person’s love keeps them from the terrible life that they have. (one of my not so depressing poems)

THE MEMORY: This is one where I’m not sure what I really meant but its about being ignored and everything you thought or wanted just blows away and no one cares (EMO’S WORLD!!!)

TWO: Every day something new is taken away from them that they love and its too the point where the only thing left is their dreams, even their love has been taken. And they don’t know what to do about it because they are afraid of how it will end up…could be good…could be bad.

BEHIND THE MASK: Well again I don’t really know what this is about, I made it while lying in bed and I was depressed and darkness was the way I was feeling so it is what comforted me and behind a mask is dark so I want to keep it on forever.

THE DEVIL'S WHISPERS: Every day is practically exactly the same and so is everyone. And my own pain and misery sings me songs of terrible things in my head. (that doesn’t make much sense either XD)

THE LADY IN BLACK: This one is not that hard, there was really this lady who stared at me and it haunted me inside so I wrote about it.

MY HEARTS ENEMY: oh..i don’t wanna explain this one…im just gunna say that I was thinking about my dad while I was writing this (I get depressed when think about it) plus one other thing that again im not gunna say.

MY VERY OWN SAVIOR: About feeling so alone and pained that you find comfort in the most little and insignificant things, the piece of paper symbolizes all the little things you hold onto that might keep you going in life. For me the paper is supposed to be writing (yay )

SOUL OF A FLLOWER: This is another one im not sure what I was thinking and I don’t really wanna explain more because it might take away from its effects and haunting feeling its supposed to give you. (Oh and try and read it with the song “Dance with the Devil by Breaking Benjamin” its kinda weird but its almost like it fits a little)

HAUNTING MY LOVE'S THOUGHTS: (oye I got a long one here) There is so much stress that it makes you cry tears of blood. Asking someone if they would regret always caring about what someone else thinks of you and tries to tell you what is wrong and what is right. And there is anger for those people who do that, and it is them that kills my heart. And I blame them for it and myself for not handling me (if that makes sense) Want to get revenge on the people who do that and even if its not me it still kills me inside because I feel bad for that person. I ask to forget all those people who tells you whats right and wrong. No matter how much I want someone to know how I still feel they will never hear it because I keep it inside and jus listen to my thoughts. No matter how much I want to let it all go and forget I can’t because its real and you can’t escape reality. (wow there was a lot for that one)

ANGEL'S ORCHARD: There was happiness in me for a little while where I cared about nothing but then a change in one thing made it all go away. And it still bothers me. The angels orchard represents my own mind and dreams. Where I can have anything I want and love anyway I want without worries. And I want to die there so that I can stay forever without worrying about anything ever again. I ask my love to join me there so that they can feel the same way. And everything is perfect there and I am finally happy. But then I wake up and find out it was all just a dream. (yes…I hate that when that happens)

CRYSTAL EYES: The CRYstal eyes thing was a good idea by Brandi and Kelsey, the CRY is abviously supposed to stand out. This whole thing is just in a nutshell…a dream…yeah…that’s it.

LADY IN BLACK RETURNS: Pretty much self explanatory, just a sequel to Lady in black. It is supposed to be that I kill her. MWAHAHHA im the demon slayer.

ok so thats all...tell me now when I write more if you want me to tell you what it is about when I post it or do you like that mystery in it?... ]]> ~imaHERO100 http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/15822408/ http://imaHERO100.deviantart.com/journal/15822408/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 14:36:19 PST
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Lullaby

Just a shiver in your sleep
to be left only in the land of meek
to play a part of only me
who I was or who I wanted to be
the one you always walk by
all I can do is ask myself why
why didn't I do this
why didn't I try
why didn't I sing to you my lullaby
did you know your my hero
did you know you are my only one
did you know your the one who i can't get out of my mind
all I do is just keep it inside
but in my heart you can not miss
that I know its impossible
like a bird loving a fish
not possible
never possible

ok so that was a little weird and kinda......idk but anyways i told myself I would post whatever i came up with so....WAH-LA here we are...now i should think of a title for this thing -thinks- ahh i got one

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