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I have assisted multiple photographers as part -time jobs and worked a full-time job in sales.

I have come to learn that money and photography don't always go hand and hand with each other.

so, I'm going to school for massage therapy.

It was either that or cosmetology school. I want to have a trade to follow. So, that I can go back to real college and pay my way through school for whatever degree I prefer....

Because the only things I have talent in(besides being a hustler and making money.. but i could never go to school for business though..the math would kill me.)is stuff that doesn't exaclty provide you with a doctor's salary.


But I still looove photography and admire people who can make money with it. You can be the best photographer on earth and never have enough money to pay your bills.


SOOO, I think I'll be posting more pictures of where I live (louisiana)and the things I have known all my life.


XOXOXOXO

much love~

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/23508409/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/23508409/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 14:15:14 PST I will behave.

~wish me luck~

B

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]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/23480095/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/23480095/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:03:57 PST Maybe, things will be different.
He might actually support all the things I love and want to do.


But, reguardless, I am going to make whether he supports me or not.

No, matter what I am going to make it.


~signing out~


B~

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Well, I have a wedding to shoot today with my photographer sensei.

And, traffic will be a bitch since there are evacuations everywhere.

I live in the lafayette/carencro area. We are riding out the storm. What can I say? Woohoo! partay!!We love to live on the edge.

I mean come on--- we've had are fair share of hurricanes and this one isn't half as bad a hurricane Lily or Rita was from what they are telling all of us on the weather channel.

LiLy hit Lafayette at a category three hurricane,and then all the weather stations in Louisiana were guessing because Lily fricked up their equipment so bad.

It seems like all they talk about on the news is New Orleans, but yet the southern coastal parishes were hit just as bad by Rita and Katrina, if not worst. I have family from the coastal parishes and I didn't see fema handing out houses and barns to the miles and miles of people who were homeless along the coast.

The people picked themselves up on their own and if Gustav makes it into the Vermillion Bay, you can bet that even Broussard will taste salt water.

Prayers are needed for Cameron, vermilion, Iberia, St. Mary, Terrebonne parishes etc...

The People residing in those coastal areas are the ones who will feel the full force of the storm if it continues as projected , not only New Orleans.

I am not saying New Orleans is not a big issue. All I am screaming is that someone should get the whole story on what's happening not just what's happening in New Orleans.



~Happy hurricane season everyone!!

XOXO~Wish us luck~

~B~

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Falling.

Splintering into tiny pieces that the wind is blowing away from me.


Likes feathers. Like ashes. Like leaves fallen in the midst of autumn.


He is my heart. He has been the only person to ever see me as beautiful just for being who i am.


and , i love him more than anything. I never thought that i could love. Now, i love him more than life.


pray for him.

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plain and simple,

just fuckin blah.

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oh, and i am madly incredibly and insanely in love.

Don't ask me to explain how it happened, but
i am pretty sure ---this was always how it was meant to be.
^.^

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i am just existing.

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i am currently moving from my childhood home to one next door from me.

and , in doing that ---i am learning how to function(brace yourself) _without_ a computer....
for most of my day.. or days..

(((that includes writing with a pen and paper*gasps*.... <<<rimitive..yes, i know))))




... i really hate cloudy weather...

at least Mardi Gras is coming up in a week or sooo...

and .. i may get to dress up!!!!!1

(excitement)

I can only fathom the amazing pictures i am going to take..

**buwhahahaahhaaha^.~

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16564778/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16564778/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:07:50 PST

It's cold.

It's humid.

It's raining.

Everything is a bleak shade of colorless gray.


...

i am going to move to a desert.

,,,,,


Yes, i am know what you are thinking(not really)..

would you like some cheese with that 'whine'?


there are worse things i could be complaining about.
better yet.. i shouldn't be complaining at all .

I realize this.

i should be thankful for everything i have going on.

but, still the weather is cramping my style..

and disturbing progress....



... i feel like an ungrateful person which makes me feel even worse than i already feel for feeling this way...

i am not one to let my emotions rule me...

but today, i believe, i lost the battle of self.



oh and ...get this>>>>>>

there is a cow in my yard......O.O


i am completely serious.. i am not quite sure how she got in there though....

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they are lots of fun.


who has a myspace?? those are fun too.

~.^

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millions upon millions of small.. but necessary tasks
that i should be doing.


but i can't..

and i don't want to.

maybe, this is inertia.....

and i am stuck in a motion..
a cycle....

i need of kick start of inspiration and will power.

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I am going to the hospital to see my father.

He admitted himself a few days ago.

I am praying for God to surround me with his grace and his angels

so i can find the words to say and the moments to be silent
and above all--

the strength to handle whatever i will face today.


Pray for me.


~~~~

B

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i don't plan on turning back.

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hmmmmm...
hn

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16095933/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16095933/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 15:24:18 PST

so the alcohol wore off.(a little)

i was still half-drunk when i woke up this morning.

i called my boyfriend and apologized about crying about being alone.



i am not sure why .


one day i will find someone that wants to cling to me and never leave

that knows how much i am worth

that doesn't care if he gets hurt

he just wants to love me.

he just wants me

i don't have to atone for the past sins of the girl before me.

i have atoned for someone else's sins all my life.

i don't have to wait.

but i am

i'll have faith.

but its hard ..
its so hard.


maybe i should learn to express myself in some other way than just a journal.




but i love my family. we had such a good christmas.

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16080087/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16080087/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 15:46:49 PST

it is not merry.

i hate christmas.


almost as much as i hate valentines day.



almost as much as i hate myself and my life.



what am i doing for christmas eve?

sit here by myself... crying.

another year gone by.another year i have to live through.


i dont know if i will make.

i dont know if i want to make it.

another day i am facing alone.

i just thought it would be different with him.

i just knew it .

but i was so wrong.

i dont think he has even got me a christmas present.

wow.


extravagant.


my mom and i are sitting here alone.

walking in this stupid existance.

all the men i have ever had faith in

all the men in my life excluding my grandfather

have disappointed me.

after this relationship is over.

i'll stick with independence, story book characters, and lesbians.


why am i still alone?
why?
is it so big and empty and christmas-y

and there is no mann to be here there is no one.

no one .

someone speak and to the silence and rescue me.

let's runaway.
let's escape.
let's fall away.

and fade to nothing.

maybe then we'll find peace in the universe.

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16048628/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16048628/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 19:05:38 PST i sorrow not, though the icy winds blast.
i sorrow not, though the rain falls hard and deep,
i sorrow not; this too shall soon past.


today is winter solstice.

yule.

today is the same as any other.

there is no escape. i am falling in on myself.

He hasn't talked to me all day. i wonder if he will call?

i wonder.

i wonder why this has to be.

why can't we all just love each other?

i love.
i love.

]]> ~immaRiot360 http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16020736/ http://immaRiot360.deviantart.com/journal/16020736/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:49:09 PST
For lack of the friends i seem determined to alienate from my life--i shall talk to my computer. In other words, I will type this for myself.


*balloons and cake*

Yes, This is a pity party, please step in now if you are not one for fun and games._._


Ha.


Have you ever felt that you cannot express yourself? Whether you are just having a casual conversation with someone to looking at yourself in the mirror? All these reflections--they aren't you. They aren't me!

It's something artificial.


No matter if you write for days or scream your lungs out to a song or snap every flippin thing that catches your fancy--you cannot express yourself...

(drawing is out of the question.. it takes divine intervention for that... i can sing if nothing else>.>...........)


My camera is extremely new. And i am nothing of the artist i wish to be. NOT. EVEN. CLOSE.

Why couldn't I be born with the knowledge of knowing how to hold a camera and take incredible pictures_._ ????


AHHH



Fuck._
fuck.
FUCK!!!


I could BBREaK something!!!Do you hear me? well--read me????

It's pent up anxiety.. it must be... maybe i'm adhd... or aDD....(add? i can't add!)

cabin fever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh no, this means i might eat my dog. No!!!.......
(too many survival shows.. ha must be a metaphor)



Oh, and if you like rain and variant weather .. move to louisiana. It changes daily.. its roughly 70 degrees(Fahrenheit to be exact) and winter.

Though, I would be lying if I said that I don't love the rain(good thing huh...?O.Oeh)


If anyone has any tips on photography(nothing cruel or mean.. I can be just as vicious) i would gladly take them.
On a serious note, photos have become my muse.

I have a lot going on in my life. Tragedy and heartbreak keeping company. It's one of my only escapes. >.>

Help! This is an SOS!

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