I've just come back from the greatest comic (and more!!) convention in Italy... this year I went there with ten friends of mine, without parents . It was both so exciting and tiring... all those trains, that enormous number of people... well, there were amazing cosplayers... Expecially:
a Star Trek TOS group
a Watchmen group composed by Rorschach, Ozymandias, the Comedian, Silk Specter II and even the Hooded Justice!
a Fantastic Four group... Doctor Doom and Silver Surfer were just perfect X3

Special thanx to Violetta, Sharon (the main organizers), Pietro, Laura, ~VeryElji, ~Elen-ka, ~Samy-fantasy, ~KiraMalfoy and ~Noha92, with whom I went there...

I couldn't buy much 'cause I had to pay the train tickets... and I fell into depression when I realized I couldn't afford a lightsaber... damn... I need one... a red one... like Darth Vader's...
Things I bought:
Lightsaber-shaped USB lamp
Tyki Mikk keychain
Germany (Hetalia) pin
pointy latex ears XDXDXD


Live long and prosper.


Oh I've just had my evilness cyst removed XDXD I didn't feel any pain, it was fun and the surgeon was so nice, we talked about Marvel comics during the operation XDXD

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http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/27741566/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:59:23 PDT
So happy for this.

Still obsessed.

*

Live long and prosper.


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/26448219/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/26448219/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 15:50:01 PDT You feel that life just hates you now,
And you just want to hide,
What makes you think they need you?
What makes you think that you can run?
Just don’t you even try? You know...
My love is for you,
You know that I will chase you,
You know that I will take you,

When you see me, I will save you; I will pull you out,
When believing looks deceiving, I won’t let you down,
Nobody wants you when you’re gone,
And everything is leaving,

At one time someone hurt you,
Yeah one time someone put you out,
But you still hang around,
What makes you think I’ll leave you?
What makes you think I’ll leave you now?
Why don’t you even try? To know...
That I won’t hurt you,
You know that I will hold you,
You know that I will love you,

When you see me, I will save you; I will pull you out,
When believing looks deceiving, I won’t let you down,
Nobody wants you when you’re gone,
And everything is leaving...
...I came to save you,
Always been the way, follow me I’ll lead you home...


(c) Exit East


Live long and prosper.


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/25727213/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/25727213/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 01:30:21 PDT
I'm so worried about us... how long will I be able to keep up, with all my Borderline features? I promised not to fail and escape again, but... the reality is I just have no power, no idea of how to control it... the only thing we can do is... some strategic thing... consider it like an enemy, a powerful enemy we have to respect, and not to fight... we have to get along and make an alliance, so we can hold on a bit further....



But this is about me I guess you don't care a bit. As for my art, as you can see, lately I can only draw OCs from all over the Universes... dunno why XD I'm sorry about this, but I don't want to draw things you could like if I feel no pleasure while drawing them



Strange period, uhn....

Uh, I was about to forget.... now that mass media got awake... BEWARE OF 2012!

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/25190413/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/25190413/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 02:11:15 PDT Another school year ended, melancholies and memories get one on another, overlapping... This is a period of transition...

Changings are happening inside me too. A very important person faded away like a graceful, unwitting feather, and since he went away, I'm not myself anymore.

Getting closer to Plato's love doctrines, I could just state they were true. I won't tell you the story of my life, I'll just inform you I was getting better, in every way. His presence used to make me a better persone. My priorities have changed, my need are no more the same, I can't feel the same way about the world, about other people, about Art, about myself.

Nothing looks important as it did before. I'm kinda lost.

Shoud I go back down the ladder, regressing at my previous, low being, or should I try and go up even if, without that distant light, I can't see where I'm headed?



Sorry for the heavy and serious entry. I just need to choose who I want to become, ot try and make the different parts of me get along with each other.

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24955653/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24955653/ Tue, 26 May 2009 05:51:45 PDT I'll be hanging aound all summer. I damn wanted the damn money. Damn.

**
And I've got the MFS (Missing Fandom Syndrome)...

By the way, I finally watched Angels & Demons. Despite the amazing sights of the amazing Rome, and the great effects, music and actors, the book was way better. Why the hell did they have to change Carlo's name in Patrick McKenna?? I mean, let people be Italian, for once!


"...How do you sleep
When you live with your lies
Out of your mouth
Up from your mind
That kind of thinking
Starts a chain reaction
You are a timebomb ticking away
You need to release
What you're feeling inside
Let out the beast
That you're trying to hide
Step right up and be a part of the action..."

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24783020/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24783020/ Sat, 16 May 2009 08:20:23 PDT
And when I'll be back, I'll show you a great drawing! (I promise)about Watchmen...


And you, awesome DA crew, keep faving and commenting, I'll answer to all of you as soon as I'll be back!

*I'll become a private investigator*

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24252835/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/24252835/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:08:37 PDT My Naruto obsession is dying.... I let it starve....
I hope you like Watchmen, cause... I mean.... >.>


and now happier stuff ^^
Evil tag stolen from

Rules
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
You know what they do to guys like us in prison My Chemical Romance (guys like us in prison? )

Describe yourself!
Just like heaven The Cure (WTF )

What do people feel when they're around you?
What do you do Papa Roach (nonseeenseeeeeeee )

Describe your current relationship.
Acqua e sale Mina & Celentano (someone here has got DRUNK. Which relationship?)

Where would you like to be now?
Il tempo di morire Lucio Battisti (the title means "Time to die"…O_O)

How do you feel about love?
Stop! Dimentica Tiziano Ferro ( putting on shuffle my itunes means fucking up ur idea of me listening to music…

What's your life like?
Crawling Linkin Park (there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface/consuming,confusing/this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling...)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
S.O.S Good Charlotte (I'd need help but asking is way too booooring U_U)

Say something wise.
God of War Mozart Season (WISE )

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
The cuckoo clock of doom Dr. Acula ()

How would you describe yourself?
Paper airplanes AFI (oh really? )

What do you like in a guy/girl?
I'm alive Disturbed (then WHY do I always like people who's gonna be killed or die, uhn? I'D LIKE TO KNOW)

How do you feel today?
Thank you for the venom ... ]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23985127/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23985127/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 12:37:41 PDT )

RORSCHAAAAAAACH




AND NOW stupid things tag stolen from the amazing writer and evil god !!

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [ x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [ ] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x ] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not/or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush him/herself
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 10 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [] Tried to pull open a door that said push
11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. []Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a grape squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [ ] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [ ] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot
21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [ ] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [] Have run into a closed door 24. [ ] Have almost shot someone with a real gun while trying to shoot something else
25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x ] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [ x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour
31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc on purpose even though you knew it was hot
36. [ x] Picked out your change of clothes, took off the ones you had on and then accidentally put the old clothes back on
37. [] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [x ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x ] Walked into a pole
40. [ ] Wore two dif... ]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23825108/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23825108/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 03:44:39 PDT I've just come back from that glorious school trip in Madrid...And all I can say is I wanted more...I wanna come back there with all my school-mates...they're all so damn amusing!
Of course, Madrid's a wonderful city, full of life (maybe too much, at night in particular ) and if I tell you I've been at the Prado museum you should understand it all BOSCH paintings!! But of course the hell of fun I had is all thanx to my friend, expecially ~VeryElji, ~Elen-ka, Violetta and ~JessieNannerlBlack...And of course I feel like thanking my profs who took us there, because COURAGE IT'S NEEDED My Maths teacher in particular... I'm afraid he'll have nightmares, we didn't let him a minute of peace XD

Last thing...... the AIRPLANE!! All of Mirabilandia's amazing games couldn't be that awesome!! The world looked so small under me... (kinda 5 years old baby XD)Next time I'm looking forward for a storm!

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23706451/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23706451/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 06:35:18 PDT
That's what I feel like lately.
But it seems I won't be able to succeed.....

By the way, I'm soon leaving for Madrid. I'll be there for a 4-days school trip with my beloved class. It'll be the first time I travel by plane and I'm so excited about it.......

And...no. I'm not ok. Not yet...


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23606715/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23606715/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 10:12:06 PDT
I'm still here
watching you behind the courtains








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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23377352/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/23377352/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 08:05:07 PST Sorry if I'm not doing anything here lately, but I've been ill and I still am... kinda health problems, I hate that....

So I won't be here for a bit... just time to recover...

Ok you know I love eating and chocolate and PASTA... so just imagine to wake up and your doctor tells u :FROM NOW ON NO MORE SUGAR! NO MORE SWEETS! NO MORE CHEESE! (...)NO MORE PASTA! only biological products!

it hurts AS HELL

...
There's only one good thing... I'm in love with Hetalia x rulez

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22729530/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22729530/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 10:07:53 PST ) to catch a good mark and that our school is so fucking heavy and I won't stop whining so the point is that I'll be busy as hell until next summer XD...

and yes, I finally talked about my beloved Bosch in the test

and I wanna shadow my ex-philosophy teacher (yes, the old mummy is back from hospital) cuz he's too cool, hey! XD

and I've been watching 8 of the 9 X-Files series (each episode!) since last June... I'm totally obsessed... I've always been terrified and fascinated by paranormal activy so that's it u.u But I'm not so "lucky" with it, I saw only a UFO and I was 7 or 8 years old and I was watching Men in Black so.... XDXD

and rulez the world!! and when I was a little girl I wanted to be !! XDXD

And I've got tags to do so....

First one is from and (they both tagged me the same XD)

1.Post these rules.
2.Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3.At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4.Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5.No tag-backs.

so...
1. I wanna get into freemassonry
2. I wanna do it before 2012
3. I saw an UFO kinda 8 years ago
4. Lately it seems I've had no religion, but you should look closer
5. My friends are the only thing that keeps me sane
6. I like Alex Krycheck
7. I love D.Gray-Man
8. Mi Obsessions don't usually last more than 3 years

oh no, I've already finished... I'm not gonna tag, sorry u.u too busy....+


second one is stolen here and there on da XD

Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

1-[x ] you like to be consent in everything
2-[] when a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say
3-[ ] you enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music
4-[x] you are quite hyperactive
5-[ \] if you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking to loud (I don't cry, I WHINE)
6-[\ ] you love candies or any type of caramel
7-[] you like making others blush
8-[x] you sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand (I sleep with a lot of puppets and they all have a name and one is Deidara and he's so sexy XD)
9-[ ] you’re usually shy with the opposite sex
10-[ ] you like romantic- funny anime
11-[] between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L
12-[ ] you have listened “an café”
13-[ ] you like listening to it (the above band)
14-[ ] you have 1 or 2 song in you pc of “an café”
15-[ ] you are innocent and a little clumsy
16-[x ] you smile at kitties
17-[ ] you usually say –kawaii-
18-[x] you like plushies
19-[ ] between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue
20-[x] you hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot
21-[] you have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema
22-[] you have called to the mistaken number twice or more
23-[ ] you cried with Pocahontas' ending
24-[ x] you hav... ]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22449185/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22449185/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 09:47:16 PST
ok so today is the first school day after Christmas holidays and I've been bored from 6 am but then I've come home and found on the table a package from Singapore.....
...finally... after sooo looong..... (after less than a month) .... I've received my Hidan necklace!!!!!!!!

THAT NECKLACE!!!!

ok just pardon me. I think I'm going to discract myself now.



.....





Time for an HILARIOUS TAG!!!
stolen from


Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people: I tag who wants to do it u.u

1.Your name?
Antea

of course my name isn't on urbandictionary. tch.

2.Your age?
16
Legal age for fucking in the UK.
(XDXD too bad I'm in Italy)


3.One of your friends?
Veronica
A fine and sexy female. It originated in Mexico from a group called "The Veronicas" that were beautiful women with lots of curves.
(Dovresti esserne fiera, Very XD)

4.What should you be doing?
Homework
(Noun) a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor. (See evil, torture, wrong, cruel, unjust, satan, crap)
(This one is right XDXD)

5.Favorite color?
Purple
Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin.


6.Birthplace?
Bologna.
Once commonly used as the filling of a sandwich, this meat, partially comprised of filler and hoof, is today the hottest party accessory. Across the country, socialites blow between .5-1 gram of cocaine, then strip to their underwear, and cover themselves with bologna. They wear "meat masks" made of bologna with eye holes cut into them for optimal visibility. Some hot celebs who have been photographed having cocaine-fueled bologna parties: Eva Longoria, Tom Cruise, Richard Gere, Gwyneth Paltrow.
(This makes no sense!!! OmJ!!!)


7.Month of your birth?
December
The month in which the hottest women are born.
(It seems they say it for all the months....)

8.Last person you talked to?
(my) mother
Random word when someone says something random and annoying

9.One of your nicknames?
Kasumi
1.The oldest Tendo sisters in Ranma 1/2
2.A female ninja who famous with her boobs in Dead or Alive game series
3.A Judo girl from King of Fighters game series

ok this was too fun... that site can be so stupid.. XDXD

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~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22272633/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22272633/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 03:08:32 PST I know I've come back yesterday afternoon, but this afternoon I'll be away again, so don't kill yourselves, I'll be back soon XDXD
I'm going to the city with ~Elen-ka and we'll stay at ~VeryElji's place, and then go to new years' party, and then to Violetta's place XDXD

I know I've not been online that often lately, and I must tell you it may take a long time for me to upload drawings... but don't worry....I'll keep on watching you and commenting and faving... so keep doing the same, all of you!!!

And it snowed! 30 cm..... A lot of stuff, everything is so f****g white, I love it!! XD


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22008714/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/22008714/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 02:27:34 PST

Who do you like the most in the Akatsuki?
...Hidan.

If you were able to work for one of the Akatsuki members, who would it be?
Hidan, but I think that would be a real mess XD

Do you have a favorite pairing? (Doesn't have to be romantic, just as partners would work)
Kakuzu/Hidan, of course...That's my OTP...

What is the reason you love the Akatsuki?
As if I needed a reason for loving it
well actually it's my f****g instinct that chooses which side I'm joining. and well, one psycho & hot guy is already fine... I guess 9 of them would just be totally awesome u.u and then (and she didn't have any reason..) I love their style.. I mean, they're cloak is just amazing! and the rings...! I wish I could go out like that every day without being taken for a psychotic tard... XD

Do you remember your first impression of Itachi?
Not really, but once I quite liked him, after Orochimaru he was the coolest in the first series. but hey, he's too arrogantly silent. Hey.

Do you remember your first impression of Kisame?
Again, not really... but well, I respect him as a member, but he's not that nice >.<

Do you remember your first impression of Deidara?
Of course, unforgettable I began reading Naruto from volume 32 (!)and I didn't understand a thing...(cuz I was at number 18 actually and I started buying shippuden anyway...)and I saw a plant-like thing and a guy with a freaking mask and a lady (!) without arms trying to suffocate him.... that made my day XD But then he began my favorite character...

Do you remember your first impression of Sasori (as Hiruko)?
Nope, but I had already seen his true appearance, so it din't shock me and I didn't waste time thinking about it XD

Do you remember your first impression of Sasori (his true appearance)?
Yeah, I saw him by chance on the net before knowing what Akatsuki was and I thought he was a pretty boy and that he reminded me of Gaara... these redhead guys of the Sand XD

Do you remember your first impression of Hidan?
U really wanna know? When I first saw him in chapter 312, I HATED him at first sight. I thought he was an asshole and a fuckhead and an arrogant and whatever.
...Then somehow I changed idea, but it must have been after a pair of months after seeing him for the first time.. I remember the first time I drew him was in last May I think...

Do you remember your first impression of Kakuzu?
I hated him too. Man, I dunno why, and later I changed idea, as you can see...

Do you remember your first impression of Zetsu?
"AHAHAHA! A CANNIBAL PLANT-LIKE THING!" And i didn't know who he was XD

Do you remember your first impression of Pein?
Pein gives me a feeling of peace. Don't ask how. There's so few things that can do that...

Do you remember your first impression of Konan?
"WHAT THE H... ]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21878267/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21878267/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 08:40:56 PST ...............
...............
..........
got it? ...? I still don't XD

I was given it as a present by my amazing classmates.... and I should thank again my dear and , and also and a lot of people who's not here on DA T_T

From now I'll be learning to use it... I must practice... The next drawing will be colored with my tablet, but it'll take a long time to learn to draw with it

and last thing.... D.GRAY-MAN!! It's such an awesome manga!! u have to read it!! the Noah family is so cool, especially Tyki Mikk and Debit XD

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21780654/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21780654/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 09:36:46 PST
16


and now I'll tell you what presents I was given!! (because you CARE XD)

my grandparents and uncles gave me MONEY... but not enough to fix the hole in my wallet I made at Lucca Comics.... also because I used, as decided, most of that money to buy..

an IPOD nano, dark grey, 8 GB, cuz seriously, I had an old 2GB mp3 that sucked... I called my new friend MURDOK...

my parents gave me... nothing, cuz we're bankrupt and we'll have to pay my school trip abroad in MARCH

but my FRIENDS are the best!! this morning they brought at school a big, purple, amazing and sexy poster with pics and drawings made by them and I love it!! now it's on my bedroom's walls (what kind of pics? HIDAN, KAKUZU, KAKUHIDAN... and our ocs, and death note, and deidara exc...)

still not all! look what they made for me:
[link] by
[link] by
[link] by

loook KAKUHIDAN, KAKUHIDAN and more KAKUHIDAN! what an overdose!

thanx you all! I love you!

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http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21741468/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 01:58:43 PST Next Tuesday (2nd december) will be my birthday!

...yeah... I just wanted to tell you this... now I'm going to have a party with my relatives.. (that kind of boring silly parties when the only thing u really want is the money they'll give you)...
well I'll be 16

and for my birthday I'll get a new I-pod.... I mean, mine is kinda dead already... and I want Hidan's necklace with Jashin's symbol, I'll buy it on e-bay, I'll fight until I get it, no matter what when or another fucking barrier... XD

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21694963/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21694963/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 08:45:29 PST
I love tags but this one was too fun and I had to do it... really...


ANOREXIA :
[x] you have dry skin.
[] you eat 1 meal.
[] you're very weak.
[] you hate yourself.
[] you starve yourself.
[] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny. [well of course..]
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 2

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[x] your mind is all over the place.
[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[\] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you can't cooperate well.
[x] you talk all the time. [u got me babe]
[\] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 5

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed. [of course]
[x] you are very irritable. [of course]
[] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex. [I do not abuse..]
[\] you have thought of/attempted suicide. [THOUGHT, not attempted]
Total: 3,5

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat. [I'm always HUUNGRRYYY!MUAHAHA!]
[] you use laxatives.
[] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't. [cuz I AM]
[] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 2

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[] you are a bully.
[] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[x] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. [is a knife a weapon?.. XD)
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose. ^w^
[] you always lie.
[] you stay out all night.
[\] you have ran away from home. [I tried to, stayed out.. 3 hours]
Total: 2,5

DEPRESSION :
[] you are always sad.
[] you no longer find excitement over the activities you use to love.
[x] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day. [that's cuz I don't have time\will to go out…]
[] you have low self esteem.
[] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] you are failing more then one subject in school
[\] you have thought of/attempted suicide. [thought, already told ya]
[\] you have ran away from home. [idem]
[] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 2

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[x] you have daily rituals. [seriously, everyone has]
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate. [tell me one thing I think that isn't DISTURBING and I'll make u become rich…]
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right. [everyone does! O_o]
[] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself. ^w^
[] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 4

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social. [can be]
[] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you can have angry outbursts. [it'n not that I can, I just have them XD]
[\] You act younger than your age. [I think so…]
Total: 3,5

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[\] you often have hallucinations. [let's say sometimes…]
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts. [I wouldn't be me if I hadn't]
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy. [see above]
[] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[\] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. [mmaybe]
[\] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex. [PARENTS]
[] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself. [mmmyeah]
Total: 4,5

ok ok let's say I got a result I didn't expect...

5 points... ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
4,5 points...SCHIZOPHRENIA (this is scary)
4 points...OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) well actually this one fits me more in real life..
~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21610799/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21610799/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 08:59:37 PST !


1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"…lacerante, spegnendosi infine in un rantolo di agonia." from Chimaira by Valerio Massimo Manfredi (u should know him even if he's Italian…

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
My sketchbook on my desk

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Naruto Shippuden episode 3 (I've watched a lot of other stuff, but on the pc =_

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
17.25

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
17.26 o__O

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
absolutely nothing.. this place is as quiet as a grave

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
2 hours ago, I went getting some grass and salad for my rabbits

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My devwatch…

9. What are you wearing?
jeans, red sweater and Itachi slippers I bought at Lucca Comics

10. Did you dream last night?
Yeah, I did: it was one of those long fucked up dreams that last hours.. I remember that was an alien invasion, a big UFO was landing in a bunch of light, and everyone was running away… then I met fox Mulder (from X-Files) who was stuck in a hole in a wall to avoid the aliens (who would've killed him) XD yeah, I actually do this sort of dreams every night

11. When did you last laugh?
This morning at school I guess… but it was a psychotic laugh because I got another bad mark in Maths x_x

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Kinda 50 posters/photos/prints of Star Wars, Harry Potter, X-Files, Eragon, LOTR, ancient Rome, stamps of paintings, some of my drawings and some old drawings of my bestfriends'… and a little pretty medieval weapon I bought in a castle

13. Seen anything weird lately?
mmm….myself? or maybe Hidan in episode 85? XD

14. What do you think of this quiz?
just another way to have fun while u should move ur slow ass and work XD

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Departed… holy Jashin, I loved it! Even if everyone died in the end and there was way too much blood everywhere.. I mean… but well, Matt Damon was pretty fine

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A house in Rome, lots of Naruto-related stuff, a tablet, a driver XD, exc.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
………..(still thinking)…… Today I lost 5 euros in a bet

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Tch! I dunno.. too much to think about this question…

19. Do you like to dance?
well, I CAN'T

20. George Bush:
once I thought he was handsome

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
if I had children…but I don't think I could ever be a mother…I mean…
Btw, maybe Demetra or… Yuzuki O_O

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Tch, having a boy is even more difficult… well…Caesar? X3

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
nay, nay… Italy is fine

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Even if u behaved like a reckless impulsive psycho one, I'll let you in"

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal: tch....boring, mh... (I know they won't do it and they're not 6 but 3, cuz 3 is better) , ,

the... ]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21296106/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21296106/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 07:56:48 PST That was really like a dream... yeah, I'm talking about Lucca comics of course...
I've gone there with Violetta, ~VeryElji and ~Elen-ka too bad today I'm home.... and I'm so lazy so I'll write in italian...but before leaving, I wanna say that I spent 165.50 euros, 90 in gadgets... O.O and it was MY money T__T I bought the Akatsuki cloak and hat and a bag with akatsuki clouds and today I went to school wearing the cloak! with my dear friend Violetta, who bought it too... and I also bought Itachi slippers... I mean, a pair of slippers with Itachi's head XD they're awesome

and I met and and ... TOO BAD I didn't manage too see my queen ... there was too many people and it was even hard to breath.... btw... I've never had such a good time before *_____*


alla fine ho detto quasi tutto in inglese.... posso postillare un sacrificio a jashin mancato che ~VeryElji conosce bene e migliaia di cosplay fighissimi.... soprattutto un Hidan, ma era veramente il massimo *__* se qualcuno era a Luca - io l'ho visto sabato - e per caso sa chi è, me lo dica XDXDXD
.... no, veramente, l'ingresso costa il mondo, ma se non ci siete mai stati andateci assolutamente!! è il paradiso degli otaku! *w*

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21214770/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/21214770/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 10:05:26 PDT ...cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for ur thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye bye...

+well it's easier to use songs' titles XD

+ok first of all, HAPPY HALLOWEEN to everyone... I hope u r well, cuz I'm kinda ill and we can't understand wtf I've got >__< it's like a pain to the muscles in my chest, and a terrible feeling of VOID all the time and my stomach and belly and everything ache O.O but who cares, now I'm getting better...

+I'm so excited cuz tomorrow there'll be ANOTHER strike against new laws about school and they suck and we students are always hangin around in the streets...

+AND I'm even more excited cuz in the weekend I'm going to Lucca Comics and I already told u in last journal XD

and now MUSIC MEME!!!
Stolen from my dear

* Choose a singer/band/group.
* Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
* Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

Avenged Sevenfold

1.Are you male or female?
Girl I know

2. Describe yourself.
Lost\ The Art of Subconscious Illusion\We come out at night

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Scream XD

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
Warmness on the soul

5. Describe your current relationship.
Waking the fallen \ The fight (WHAT relationship? guess XD)

6. Where would you want to be now?
A little piece of Heaven

7. How do you feel about love?
Flash of the blade

8. What's your life like?
Seize the day\ Darkness surrounding

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Eternal rest (after my life ends of course XD)


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....WE'RE COMING BACK COMING BACK
WE'LL LIVE FOREVER LIVE FOREVER
LET'S HAVE A WEDDING HAVE A WEDDING
LET'S START THE KILLING START THE KILLING!!

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20981404/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20981404/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 06:34:59 PDT Just to update....

well, I'm not dead ^^ sorry if I don't post pics very often, but school is stealing almost all of my time... because I used to have good marks, but I didn't need to draw to stay alive... now I do, so I must live twice in a day. that's cruel. tch.
mental problems
At least I can't worry too much about my marks, cuz I always have another world to join when I come home..


At least (again XD) in little time I'm going to Lucca comix with my friends Violetta, ~Elen-ka and ~VeryElji ... I can't wait! I'm already putting some money in a secret place to spend there! yeah, I'll spend a LOOT of money! cause I don't have any self-control! MUAHAHA!

And I started reading two "new" XD mangas, Host Club and Gintama (borrowed by friends) they're really amazing! As for Gintama, I still dunno who's my fav character... I love Gintoki but Hijikata is so sexy *ç*
As for Host Club, my fav is Kyoya I think... but they're all so damn hot...

and Avenged Sevenfold rule. I've just joined this awesome club ^^


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20902053/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20902053/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 08:09:04 PDT
and my dear ~Elen-ka(but she doesn't worship Jashin) wrote a version in Latin! here u are:

"Domine Jashin
Ora pro nobis peccatoribus
interfice omnes hostes nostris.
Et immolabimus eorum sanguinem in gloria tua"

there was a final "In omnia secula seculorum" too

yeah I had a lot of fun...

btw...

Fake Friends from
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

sorry I did this late but at least I did it

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20790537/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20790537/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 09:40:25 PDT

First of all, I got C'd by ... post a comment here and I'll give u a letter, so u can post 10 things about that letter, and so on X3

1. C like CRUEL!!! muahahaha!
2. C like... CUT! (but don't cut yourself u.u)
3. C like... CATS!! I love cats mine is called Narcissa (like the HP Malfoy lady X3) and she's a killer ^w^
4. C like.... CANNIBAL!
5. C like.... CATHOLIC! XD
6. C like... CHAINS! chains are sexy XD
7. C like... CHAOS!
8. C like...CHUCK NORRIS!! Walker Texas Ranger!!
9. C like...CROW!
10. And last but not least... CALIGULA!!!

had fun XD

Everybody needs somebody to KILL.. someone to KILL XD

AND STILL I LOVE THE WORLD

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20651217/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20651217/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 12:37:35 PDT
fuckin school XD

I love my friends who stand me, I pity my family

I still think I'm not gonna die soon though



Stolen this from ~artisticdreamer25411

just for fun.... mine I guess

# RULES #
1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
2) Tag five people afterwards.
3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.


# ARE YOU : #

1. Perfect?
I'm perfect on the other side of the mirror.

2. Tall?
No. just... NOT

3. In your pajamas?
At home when I don't have to go out... such... always XD

4. Left handed?
No, right.

# LAST : #

1. Friend you saw:
~Elen-ka

2. Talked to on the phone:
I dunno. I hate talking on the phone!

3. Person to text you:
my beloved cousin Giulia

4. Was today better than yesterday?
No, yesterday I did my homework and din't feel so lazy XD

# FAVORITES : #

1. Number::
17,12,13,9,7... just the same

2. Color(s)::
Black, Purple, Red

3. Fruit::
...? .... orange I think

4. Place::
ROME

# QUESTIONS & ANSWERS : #

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I said good morning to my alarm clock (read: I told my alarm to fuck off)

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Everything bothers me, and I love what bothers me cuz then I can whine XD

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Fantastic 4

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: school...

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: I smile but not to be kind u.u

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: Only to falling stars

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A:

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: guess.... my own bed. how boring.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: last time I realized I walked the wrong road u.u

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Dear Lord can you just stop this fucking headache exc. yosh, I had headache last night

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 10. I love life. I dun wanna die. yeah.

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: tv in the dining room and my mum washing the dishes

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: MY FUCKING BELLY

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: december

Q: What did you do last night?
A: I watched Fantastic 4 and then went to bed u.u

# EIGHT EMOTIONS : #

1. Are you missing someone right now:
I'm missing who doesn't exist XD

2. Are you happy?:
I'm happy, but I didn't do all of my homework for tomorrow

3. Are you sad?:
I'm not sad, but I didn't do all of my homework for tomorrow

4. Are you bored?:
No.... fucking not

6. Are you nervous?:
I'M ALWAYS NERVOUS

8. Are you tired?:
Yeas, but I'd stay up until dawn, if I didn't have to wake up at 6 am


# ABOUT YOU : #

001. Real name?
Antea

002. Nick names?
call me however you wanna...

003. Eye color?
Darkest brown ever....

004. Zodiac sign?
Sagittarius


005. Male or female?
Female

008. Slut?
ASK AGAIN AND I'LL SACRIFICE YOU

009. Smart?


010. Hair color?
fucking brown

011. Long or short?
Long

013. Sweats or Jeans?
sweats

014. Phone or Camera?
phone... but not to phone

016. Drink or Smoke?
drink

020. Tattoos?
I'd like to

021. Righty or lefty?
in the middle...

# FIRSTS : #

024. First best friend?
~Elen-ka was my REAL first bestfriend an still is http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20595378/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:35:17 PDT then I feel so random and useless, this world doesn't know me and it doesn't care, but I know someday things will change... soon... things will change...

Btw.... I've just read Death Note 12, that's so sad u.u poor Kira... I wanted more for him XD and even Mikami made me get angry in the end...

and well... I'm not dead, if I upload a pic once a month it's just cuz fucking school takes all my time with homework and I've only got 1 hour and a half a day before sleeping to color... there are a lot of drawing I made, but no time to color them... so keep waiting, soon I'll upload XD

here stupid amv I made... Akatsuki singing Blink 182's song Fucking Dog XD
[link]
with italian subtitles in the clips cuz I'm too lazy to download also japanese version XD


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20502624/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20502624/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 09:00:09 PDT I forgot how I hate studying, and this is my 3rd year of liceum, where everything's messed up and ur marks become lower and lower
I hate school T_T
Once I loved it... well, time changes people XD but I really love my classmates, cuz my class has faced a lot of probs (and still faces) but we're still united ^o^
I don't like my new teacher of Letters... I prefered my last one. she was special, I respected her so much *__* new one is too strict. I think. and cold u.u

and here Autumn began together with school... rain and cold and fog... yep I love this XD but my rabbits do not.today I've given them food and they seemed paranoid and drugged they r too nervous...Kakuzu even tried to eat my coat and Hidan jumped out of the cage twice. my pets are all mad XD I love them all...

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20464466/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20464466/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 00:34:54 PDT READ ONLY IF U LIKE MENTAL PROBS XD

...Please sleep, my darling, sleep
Your death by information
Won't disturb the peace on distant stars...

Hidan is dead. CRAP. That's so unfair. Jashin-sama could even care a bit more... Let him die for having stopped sacrificing... it wasn't his friggin fault, mmh! shit. our God makes miracles though. someone should sacrifice the fucking pineapple. I guess he'd be sweet to eat. maybe Zetsu-san...

btw... fuckin school starts on Monday, I didn't do big part of my homework, and fucking headmaster decided we'll come home everyday at 3 or 4 pm. that bitch. someone should sacrifice her.

And a little disturbing voice in my head tells me I should become a real jashinist. but how could I kill someone\thing every month without going mad and without going to prison?!
how could I sleep at night?
how could I get rid of my religion?
I still believe. even if I don't follow commandments, I believe.
I'll never go to Heaven. that's not fair.

and why... why the fuck am I writing this shit here so everyone can read?! >.<

...Fall asleep with the windows open
Come to me with the worst you've said and done
You'll close your eyes and see me
A little death makes life more meaningful
I stand no chance at all...

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20317512/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20317512/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 00:23:54 PDT rulez XD


well... I stole this from ...

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[ ] you love jeans
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team
[x] sometimes shopping is torture (always!)
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own an XBOX
[ ] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid.
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] sometimes you watch sports on TV
[x] gorey movies are cool
[x] you go to your dad for advice (sometimes)
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[x] sometimes you talk with food in your mouth
[x] sometimes you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once (all the time)

TOTAL = 10

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[x] sometimes you go to your mom for advice
[] you consider cheer leading a sport
[] you hate wearing the color black
[] you like going to the mall
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] you like wearing jewelry
[] you cried watching The Notebook
[\] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[] shopping is one of your hobbies
[] you don't like the movie Star Wars
[] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[] you care about what you look like
[x] you like wearing dresses when you can
[x] you wear body spray/perfume
[] you like high heel shoes
[\] you used to play with dolls as a kid (I prefered animals' puppets and pokemon)
[] you like putting makeup on others
[] you like being the star of almost everything
[] pink is one of your favorite colors

TOTAL = 8

Ok I'm a tomboy only for 2 point

well... bye XD

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20282512/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20282512/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 01:06:44 PDT


HOW MUCH ARE YOU WORTH?

Natural Hair Color:
[] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[X] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2

Total: $15

Eye Color:
[X] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $165

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[X ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $315

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $415

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375

Total so far: $715

Drink?
[ ] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[X] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle

Total so far: $920

Vision?
[X] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$1050

Total so far: $1220

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[ ] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $70o
[X] Gray - $600
[X] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Total score: $2720

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[X] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $3120


Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Black - $600
[X] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[X] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50

Total so far: $4745

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[X] No-add $1000 (It ways way too easy didn't need one)
[ ] on some- $750

Total so far: $5745

how many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100-150 = $250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 -60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 20 - 10 = $1,000
[ ] 10 - 1 = $500
[X] None = $0

Total: $5745

I'm damn cheap

No will to tag anyone this morning XD

Btw, while I was on holiday in Vienna I drew a lot of sketches of my OCs... so I guess you'll have too see them all... poor u

And damn u ~AkatsukiLordZetsu Now I can't stop listening to that song - Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide...


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20245525/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20245525/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 00:56:03 PDT btw, Vienna was really cool! so different from Rome... people's rich and elegant, and the city's so calm...
btw, I got tagged by

the rules:
1-POST THESE RULES IN YOUR JOURNAL

2-EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEM SELVES IN THEIR JOURNAL.

3-AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG 8 PEOPLE AND POST THEIR ICONS IN YOUR SAME JOURNAL.

4-GO TO THEIR PAGE AND SEND THEM A MESSAGE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.

1. I love travelling and I'd do it anytime
2. I love Rome and I swear I'M GONNA LIVE THERE!
3. I'm Naruto, FMA and Death Note addicted
4. I've loved evil characters (and people) since I discovered I could love XD
5. I've got a Dark Side and a Dark Factor (so way different!)
6. I've got few friends but they're the best ever!
7. I'd like to become very rich, but I dunno what I'll do in the future
8. I think I'll die 45-50 years old cuz I don't wanna get old and stupid and ill

now u know I'm mad XD
btw I tag:

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20142286/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20142286/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:52:54 PDT
No, really... I can't stay home any longer... I'm too used to voyage... tomorrow I'll leave for Vienna... I'll stay there for 5 days with my grandparents.... Vienna, what a romantic city XD

tripping ruuuleeezzzz!!!!!


and now a test (in english this time ) stolen from ~JessieNannerlBlack

♥FOUR MOVIES YOU´LL WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. X-Files -the movie
2.Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
3.Ace Ventura
4.The Da Vinci Code

♥FOUR PLACES I´VE LIVED:
1. Bologna
2. Borghi XD
3. ...
4. ...

♥FOUR CURRENT FAVORITE VIDEOS (LINKS):
1. [link] XD lol Naruto ending 5 redrawn
2. [link] Roswell Cospiracies italian opening XD
3. [link] Austin Powers- I am your father
4. [link] Darth Vader being a smartass

♥TV PROGRAMS I WATCH: (currently, and only Channels I can think of.)
1. Veline (...)
2. ...waiting for Heroes 2
3. ...waiting for Naruto shippuden
4.is X-Files on the pc a program?

♥FOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS OF ALL THE TIME:
1. Jessie (Team Rocket)
2. Lord Voldemort
3. Sauron
4. Orochimaru ...(Deidara, Hidan ecc)

♥FOUR PLACES I´VE BEEN:
1. Rome!
2. France
3. Prague
4. Berlin

♥FOUR PEOPLE WHO REGULARLY SEND ME MAILS:
1. Very
2. Youtube...
3. ...alice...
4. random aliens

♥FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DISHES:
1. Chocolate
2. Bucatini all'amatriciana!! XD
3. ..pasta...
4. carne alla pizzaiola... (I know that's not english x.x)

♥FOUR PLACES I WISH I WERE RIGHT NOW:
1. Rome
2. Wonderland
3. Otogakure
4. ...toilet...

♥FOUR INSANE THINGS I´LL LIKE TO DO:
1. Get drunk and play UNO (as usual...)
2. play strip poker
3. join a criminal organization
4. kill some-- ehm... sell flowers...

♥FOUR SONGS I LIKE: [currently]
1. Watch me bleed - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
2. Betrayed - Avenged Sevenfold
3. Alumina - Nightmare
4. Death of Seasons - AFI

♥FOUR REASONS TO KEEP ON LIVING:
1. AAAAAARRTTT
2. Death
3. discovering the truth (that's out there XD)
4. mmmh.... see the end of the wo-- FRIENDS!

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL NEVER DO:
1. sex with a woman
2. study maths
3. work without being payed
4. ... ... sport


♥FOUR UNFORGETTABLE DATES:
1. my birthday
2. 12/21/2012
3. May the Force be with you
4. .... 21 april 753 b.C.

♥FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Invisibile alla fragola XD
2. Wodka Lemon
3. Wodka Mint
4. blood

♥FOUR WISHES:
1. kill Dea Campana
2. have as much money as I want
3. get stronger! XD
4. go to Heaven....

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Live in Rome
2. Write books and other shit
3. get rich....
4. decide how, when and where to die

♥I HOPE THIS YEAR (2008) I CAN:
1. earn money
2. have fuuun
3. meet someone from a criminal organization
4. study more.... <.<

♥FOUR TRAUMAS IN MY LIFE:
1. Watching myself in the mirror
2. Discovering everybody hates me but few people
3. Dark Factor
4. ?

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL SAY TO THE ONE WHO SENT ME THIS:
1. I stole this
2. The truth is out there
3. ciccialculo!
4. ...hi Jess XD

♥I CRY WHEN:
1. my dad kicks me in the face XD
2. I got nothing better to do
3. I read Naruto 37
4. I realize I'm an epic fail

♥FOUR WORDS THAT DESCRIBE YOU:
1. brood of hell XD
2. artistic
3. paranoid
4. egoist...


mmh.... it was difficult to do.. too serious.... uhn... bye!!!!

http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20107264/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 04:16:58 PDT LADIES AND GENTLEMEN IMPERATOR IS BACK
FROM HELL TO DA
as I angrily supposed, that stuff wasn't religious AT ALL! I mean... let's go to a pilgrimage following saint Francis' steps!!
.. what would u think about..? O.o
anyway... it was fun... as long as u r a sm bitch u.u
we walked all day from morning to evening, too fast for me, with a fuckin 8 kilos rucksack... always in lack of water, eating sandiwiches in the middle of the street among dirty bloody socks and climbing boots... I mean... IT'S AUGUST BABY!! IT'S FUCKING HOT! we walked 30 km a day under that freaking sun >.< and when we reached the hotel in the evening, we used to have a shower, have dinner, and then we spent all time before sleeping popping fuckin blisters and galls on our feet! it was disgusting! and u couldn't sleep because of the pain, couldn't move legs, muscles dead and so on! ~Elen-ka said I screamed in my sleep...
...
...
btw.... now I'm home and.... I'd do it again...
btw... we went from Città di Castello to (Assisi) Valfabbrica, Umbria - of course in Italy.... - 100 km in 4 days...


and mmh... freakin song in my head...

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive

and thanx to ~Elen-ka who was with me and standed me swearing and whining when we were climbing those slopes...

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20015087/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/20015087/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:57:56 PDT I gotta go to that pilgrimage with some friends and ~Elen-ka... well... We're going to Assisi... I expected something religious, nay? but NOPE, those assholes haven't talked about preaying yet... just bought 50 euros of stuff to go trekking and so on... up in the mountaind, mmh... I think I'll come back dead, because I'm not practical with that stuff! and the other people just is... so I'll walk as fast as them, but... after 30 minutes going higher and higher I think I'll die XD I love plain ground and varied ground... fuck...
well... when I'll be too tired I'll sit and tell them: WTF THIS IS A PILGRIMAGE WHY DON'T WE FUCKING SIT HERE AND PRAY?!
how could they tell me NO?!
..
but if I die... come looking for my body and, if u find it, bury it somewhere and get money cuz I'm a Mukenin and Akatsuki member XD



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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19962800/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19962800/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 01:35:52 PDT
oooh fuck I'm so overexcited

now go on youtube and watch episode 71 they're heeeere!!! [link]
XD I got the link by awesome ~OTalkOShowOHostO's journal XD
now have fun....

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19873090/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19873090/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 04:05:11 PDT
HELL KISHIMOTO'S MIND IS SO FUCKED UP WHY THE HELL DID KUZU HAVE TO DIE SO SOON WTF AND WHAT ABOUT ORO-SAMA THAT'S CREEPY... SASUKE YOU DIIIIEEEEEE!!!

... and ^^ this is a test I've stolen from ~VeryElji .... but it's in italian, so... well, I guess u've got better things to do than trying to translate XD

1) Nome? Antea
2) Ti piace il tuo nome? Direi di sì... e se a te non piace morirai di emorroidi...
3) Età? 15
4) Professione? studentessa...
5) 3 aggettivi per definirti? uhm... Artistica Ossessiva Egoista
6) Se dovessi indicare 5 cose per cui vale la pena vivere cosa diresti? Mah...Arte...Soldi... comprare cose con i soldi... Amicizia...e tentare di conquistarsi una vita dopo la morte XD
7) Se vincessi dieci milioni di euro cosa ti compreresti come prima cosa? TUTTI I COPRIFRONTE DI NARUTO!! E UNA CASA A ROMA!
8) Come ti vesti di solito? ultimamente evito i pantaloni... leggins 4ever
9) Cosa ti dicono più spesso? Sta zitta!! .. e vari insulti...
10) La parolaccia che dici più spesso? Cazzo e composti... poi me le invento... e Porco *** (tutto è possibile... pure naso o sedia...)
11) Il giorno più bello della tua vita? Non ne ho la minima idea...ma credo che per il mondo il giorno più bello sia quando sono nata...
12) Il giorno più brutto della tua vita? Troppi... o forse deve ancora venire...di sicuro il 21 dicembre 2012 non sarà una passeggiata...
13) Ti hanno mai picchiato? solo per gioco. se ci provassero sul serio, tornerebero a casa morti.
14) Una cosa che ti rende felice? Se chiunque mi ascolta blaterare a vanvera per ore di cose che a me picciono e a lui no. e disegnare e leggere Naruto.
15) La prima cosa che fai al mattino?vado al pc in mutande...
16) L’ultima cosa che fai di sera? Prego, no?! O.o
17) Cosa cambieresti del tuo corpo? I peli delle bracia... i denti... la trippa (che sta calando da sola XD)e bah... mi piacerebbe avere i capelli neri...
18) Una persona che stimi? che stimo davvero? troppo da pensare...
19) Un coglione? Tu che stai leggendo sei il primo...
20) Le 3 cose che guardi in un uomo? Occhi, grado di sboccatezza, soldi XD
21) Di solito fai l'elemosina agli zingari? No, di solito sono gli zingari a farla a me...
22) Una persona che ti attrae fisicamente? Deidara è una persona?
23) Sei innamorato? Sì, di te!
24) Credi al colpo di fulmine? La mia alterazione delle proprietà è Fumine. perciò, direi di sì.
25) Cosa ti fa innamorare di un uomo? Dipende da uomo a uomo...
26) Se tradisce perdoni? Dipende da chi tradisce e da come mi gira...
27) E' vero che gli occhi sono lo specchio dell'anima? Soprattutto se hai le orbite vuote!!
28) Una figura di merda che hai fatto? Mah... una volta ho provato a fare una statuetta, ma era troppo lenta... No, scherzo...
29) Ti depili? Se non lo facessi, tu non saresti qui.
30) Hai piercing? No, ma sarebbe figo...
31) Hai tatuaggi? No,ma mi piacerebe avere il Marchio Nero di Voldy!!
32) Un errore che ti riconosci? Uno a caso? il cinismo.
33) Hai mai rubato? Certo che sì...
34) Sei religioso? Sì... diciamo che io e Dio abbiamo fatto un patto speciale...
35) Ultimo libro letto? Di mia sponte? Memorie di una Geisha.
36) Mai fatto una canna? Non ancora...
37) Mai ubriacato? L'ultima volta è stata l'altroieri...
38) Bestemmi? Impreco tutto il tempo, ma le bestemmie no, eh! u.u
39) Il tuo punto debole? Il complesso di inferiorità che si cela sotto quello di superiorità...
40) La legge è uguale per tutti? Grazie al cielo no!
41) Che animale vorresti essere? No, grazie, mi piace pensare... animagus passa però...
42) Di cosa hai paura? DEGLI ALIENI!!!
43) Dove vorresti vivere? in centro a Roma.
44) Favorevole alla guerra? A quella dei cuscini.
45) Hai attaccato la bandiera della pace alla finestra? No. ho quella dell'Italia in camera, però. ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19718531/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19718531/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 01:02:29 PDT Tales-of-sharingan's contest is closed and I'd really u to vote for my entry [link] it's the number 11... i order u to go to Tales' journal to see how to vote (polls...) read it and enjoy!!! I swear I'll sacrifice u all to Jashin-sama if u don't do it!!!!

= to me this was a kind invite U.U

ps. YOU CAN MAKE ME SCREAM INTERNALLY
YOU CAN MAKE ME BREATHE ETERNALLYYYYY... XD (song)


EDIT: 'kay, I'm leaving for a week... and I even can't fuckin answer to the messages cyz my dad doesn't fuckin let me... I hate him when he does that :angry: Keeeel!!!! Well... just... goodbye.... and keep on commenting and faving, I'll be back on Saturday.....


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19616549/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19616549/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 01:30:26 PDT I had too much fun on holiday... even if I went to the beach just twice... I stayed at my grandparents' place with my favorite cousin (emo XD) and we really enjoyed ourselves. also because she loves Naruto too! XD

and now... gotta do all the homework cuz I haven't done anything yet... and no new drawings for a bit, cuz the holiday took away all my ideas and inspiration...

But well... I missed you so much! I'm glad to be again on DA! I u all!!

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19492884/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19492884/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 00:57:43 PDT

and keep on commenting and faving!! I'll answer as I come back!

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19464408/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19464408/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 12:21:22 PDT Elen-ka, her brother, ~VeryElji Violetta and Laura... I got really confused by that lot of awesomeness XDXD And I spent... ehm... something like 50 euros O.o

I bought:
a Deidara puppy X3
a kunai
Death Note 9 and 10,
a new headband (my old one was a Sound one, but now I'm an Akatsuki member... so I bought an headband that seemed to be made just for me XD a Sound one with the freakin line I can't call, u know... no, I just couldn't put a line on my old one XD)
a necklace with Hidan's Akatsuki symbol
Deidara's Akatsuki ring (I looooove it! ) and then ~Elen-ka bought Sasori 's, ~VeryElji Tobi's one, and Violetta Zetsu's XDXDXDXD

HELL YEAH I FREAKIN LACK MY FREAKIN MONEY
But that stuff is really awesome!



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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19372174/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19372174/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 12:55:41 PDT
I just wanted to update the journal, I'm not that angsty anymore XD

first, I wanna tell you that DA6 scares me.... and well, everybody says it's faster, but to me... it's slower!! but it may be the habit XD

and I'm just hangin around listening to Avril Lavigne's songs all day.... DA is my only true home lately parents can be so lame...

and I just can't wait to go to Riminicomix!!! it'll start on Friday... I wanna spend a lot of money in stupid stuff, I wanna buy some kunai and throw them all around me XD

and I've got that frakin old song spinning in mt head... You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round, round round.... OMJ

this journal is really laaaame...


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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19054450/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/19054450/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:01:53 PDT And my mind is blowing up.... I'm useless, geez... everybody hates me, wtf... uhnnnnnn those fuckfaces >____< right, I feel better now.

And my emo cousine, the only one in my family who really understands me.... gotta work and gotta fuck with her lovely boyfriend I AM SO ALOOOOONE and my parents never listen to me when I talk and I feel like a stupid little girl ----

luckily there's another world.... another universe.... where my blood has a meaning....

CLUBS:


...and those clubs which I sent a note ages ago and that didn't care about me, well, won't put their icons here. gave up, un.

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18725241/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18725241/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 05:47:11 PDT yesterday was the last school day.... oooh what a sad thing yeah... kidding. we were the only stupid ones who did lesson until the last hour of the last day that's stupid!! but I'll forgive, cuz my Letters teacher won't teach me no more!! T_T gonna change prof....
well, when we exit scholl we got all wet... evryone was throwing water (and eggs) here and there.... unfortunately some friends and I remained dry.... but some other friends came to save us (Sharon and Laura XD) and we did a shower.... yeah...

but then... after all... all this school year gave me.... IT'S A FUCKING PAIR OF WRINKLES THAT GROWS EVERYDAY, UN!!!
*
but I forgot to say that I WENT TO ROME FOR 2 DAYS WITH MY DEAR FRIEND AND WE HAD A LOT OF FUN!!!!
we went there on 29-30 May, but I always forget to upload this fucking journal

CLUBS (I am in and I'd like to be in)


]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18458889/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18458889/ Fri, 23 May 2008 06:47:05 PDT I wanna be different as I've always been! But if they steal my time, how could I make my ego grow? I mean... my personality is THE chaos... then I explode everytime that my parents talk to me about my foolishness uhm, usually call it madness...
but it isn't so... I'm not mad at all.... I'm just born in the wrong place, but that's not my fault... so... it's just Art that keeps me alive, but could I live if I can't set Art free?!
that is the question.... however.... I'm annoying.... so...

"It's something sacred, something so beautiful
something quiet to ease my mind
when the pressure's taking me over and over...."

More than 3 years listening to that song and still not bored (Still standing by the Rasmus)


and look what I've found! -> you: stfu noob




I love all of them!!! aaawww keep me alive!!!

whatever....

CLUBS (I am in and I'd like to be in)
http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18396716/ Mon, 19 May 2008 10:25:27 PDT

----
However, I'm obsessed by that book! I've just finished reading it and still I can't stop thinking about it ^^ OMG what if Deidara was president Iwamura ....
...then.... I've just gone to the dentist's.... terrifying.... all that blood... I think I've lost 2 kilos at least

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18223312/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18223312/ Thu, 08 May 2008 07:49:43 PDT was banned by DA. why? u should know...
She was so corageous, she dared... and then... she was banned.
YOU! PEOPLE OF DA!!!
Gotta know her fans are still here..
... maybe.... getting revenge.

Besides this... I didn't know anything about that genial Lily, but... just found a link and saw her pics... found them magnificient! so I think I'm gonna join her FC, so...

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]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18207497/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18207497/ Wed, 07 May 2008 06:35:15 PDT Today's a wooooonderful day
I went to Rimini with school to see Hamlet in Concert (by Frazer Grant) at the theatre!!! That show rocks, geez!!!
They sang a lot of songs like Queen's, Black Sabbath's, Pink Floyd's and also... Tainted Love!!! But my favorite's always Bohemian Rhapsody...
Yeah Hamlet was very hot (actor = Ed... Edward D-- can't decipher the autograph XD) but Laertes was pretty cool too... King Claudius was , just imagine!!! and Gertrude was a sort of dark lady...
I really enjoyed the play... and with some friends we almost missed the train to get Ed's autograph XD


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PS: I am too much in the sun!! XXDD

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18096864/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/18096864/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 05:37:41 PDT
Just to tell u that I joined this club:
so that my Naruto OC can find home

Hey u! - yes, YOU - join if u have some Naruto OC you like to draw ^^
...something else? same thing. My favorite characters die. always. wherever they come from. yeeeeeah that's so saaad... last thing, I'm going to Rome with my best friend... I'll pay... 130 euros... uhn...

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/17623330/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/17623330/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:48:02 PDT
Sapete oggi ho provato a far esplodere la scuola con un chewing-gum esplosivo impastato di chakra... ma... non ha funzionato, sebbene abbia urlato KATSU! nel bel mezzo del piazzale delle corriere... mpf...

Ma diciamo che questa è solo la scusa per avvisare che sono stufa degli spostamenti di banco impediti dalla prof BAZZOCCHI. Cavolo, voglio stare vicina a quelle persone per cui provo afetto, uhn! (OOOOH! *clapclap* tuuu prooovi affeeeettooooh!) ...
...E per vedere se sua figlia arriva sempre dappertutto sulla rete se si parla di sua madre - con tutto il rispetto, ha la considerazione più alta tra i prof - adesso aspetto e vediamo se mi becca. uhn. divertente....

PS: ora di cambiare identità... da Nerone a Deidara, uhn!

PPS. Ma li vedete anche voi quei Mudkip al posto dei nostri figosissimi avatar, oppure... O_O

]]> ~imperator-antea http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/17252741/ http://imperator-antea.deviantart.com/journal/17252741/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 09:14:09 PDT ...
Dopo questo school trip, sommersa da cucina francese, macchine fotografiche rubate, prof che leggono la cartina al contrario, pederegi, pippidrilli, lo spirito di Nerone, cessi intasati, orge post-serali in albergo e virili cerette all'inguine, posso assicurare che l'Italia è sempre la migliore!^^
*Però Arles è davvero carina*

E adesso devo fare i compiti per domani!!! Ma mi sono svegliata alla mezza!!! E IO SONO NERONE!

]]> ~imperator-antea