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        <pubDate>Wed, 09 Dec 2009 05:41:24 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Okay so...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 00:24:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I't been a really long time.  Since I've updated this. <br /><br />I've been focusing on My painting more So <br />go Check that Out <br /><a href="http://okarts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/k/okarts.jpg?1" alt=":iconokarts:" title="okarts"/></a><br /><br />But I am trying to Start writing some more because I miss It way to much.<br /><br /><br />Please excuse the typos and gramma  it's like 2:30 am and i'm about to snooze.<br /><br /><br />oh yeah P.S. I am still healthy and Have been that way since I finished my acupunture. <br /><br />I know That I wasn't really coherent when I was sick ...soorry If yall had to guess what I was trying to say. >.< ... like right now. I'll go to bed I promise.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I is Adult</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Jan 2009 11:10:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well that's what I am supossed to be from now on. But we all know I probably won't <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />Yes it's true as of sunday I am now 18 a legal "adult" in my state. Yikes. Yay. Yerrp.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW DA ACCOUNT!!!!1</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Nov 2008 14:23:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thought I'd Put some of my art on DA but I really think IndieXchick13 is very childish (really I don't know what I was thinking. Probably writers block >.< )  So I have a new account <a href="http://okarts.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/k/okarts.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconokarts:" title="okarts"/></a> <br />I won't update very offten there because most of my painting take time and right now I don't have a means of digital painting thats very efficient.<br /><br />As for here... It's all pretty dead right now. <br />(i'm getting ready for college.)<br /><br />but YOu might be happy to note that I haven't had a migrain in 5 months!!!!!!!!!! As aposed to every day before. And I'm healthy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /><br /><br />MY spelling still sucks So I'm sorry for that....<br /><br />and if I don't hear from you again:<br /><br />Wish you all the best most fufilling lifes <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> <br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>not updating</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2008 20:19:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haven't been on a whole bunch. probly won't be, <br /><br />can't promise new work. but I am stil working on my book and a few other projects<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW WORKKK!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jun 2008 19:33:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> oh yeah! W00t!!!1 W00t!!!<br /><br />It's about flippin time huh? <br /><br />I almost wanted to post my book A pirates sea shanty on her just to prove I din't have a severe depressing verion of writers block, <br /><br /><br />Thank you O muses of all that is awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />And thank yall for totally not giving up on me.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br /><br />Here is the list of all of my writing I am curently working on:<br /><br />A Pirates Sea Shanty:<br />book <br /><br />Lighting the dark: ( barely though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /> )<br />story on DA<br /><br />Phoenix<br />not quiet sure yet<br /><br />Ghost Story:<br />short story<br /><br />DreamCatcher:<br />book hopefully<br /><br />Confesions of Confusion<br />poem<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ashamed / Moving</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2008 04:29:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so I Know I said there Would be more work but The I got super busy ANd haven't been able to work on anything. And I'm sorry <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br /> <br /><br /><br />Also I'm going to be moving in like 3 weeks I haven't even started packing and let's just say .... I'm not A minamalist kind of person.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Work soon!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:14:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm editing the first half of my short story that I promised a while back. It should be up soon and then I'll start working on the second half. <br /><br />   Although, the majority of my creative energy is directed torwards my book. Today I came up with the outline for the next 5 chapters along with a REALLY rough draft of chapter 7. So yeah I swear I have't stopped writing.  <br /><br />   Just I've pretty much put my poetry on hold.  That is, unless something just comes to me out of the blue.<br /><br /> Oh and also, If you ever get bored I came up with this cool little game. You go to dictionary.com's Word of the Day and from all the previous years you pick out all the WOTDs from you birthday and make a story out of it. It helps expand your vocab and is a nice little writing exercise.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh God No, Just Make It Stop.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Apr 2008 22:02:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You guys my life is in a REALLY BAD place right now.  Long story short  I'm moving and My moms best friend died. Those are the two main problem causing dramas in my life but there are more( other than the usual) <br /><br /><br />Um but on a lighter note I met this really cute guy tonight, kinda quiet (like me) but he Smiled when he shook muh hand  (he wasn't very happy to be in ze place he was at on a saturday night...or at least he didn't seem to happy before we were introduced) So i think he likes me to...maybe idk I'm alays really bad at judging if a guy likes me or not *Crosses fingers* <br />He has a really great smile though...well half smile. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> <br /><br /><br /><br />Nothing yet but I think I have some more work comin your way. <br /><br />Interweb problemos so can't update or answer very often burt don't let it stop you from talkin to me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So. ... yeah....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:35:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO I've been drawing more and more....I think i'm getting good but I'm not like super impressive....I've been contemplating whether or not to post some on here.... I don't know though..... But since I haven't been writing as much poetry as I used to I feel bad....<br /><br /><br /><br />I don't know.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Should I ?<br /><br /><br /><br />or should I get off my lazy butt and stop procrastinating ....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />it's a tough question.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've had a rough time lately...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:39:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No updates but I'm working on a short story and writing more on my other storries so I think I should have the first half of that up soon, but I keep editing it so yeah we'll see. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br /><br />been sick lately, theres a bug going around. and i keep burning my self :/  I have a lot of appointment coming up and i might be moving idk yet. so Yeah please bare with me ok? <br /><br /><br />thanks  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>is it Emo if you let someone stick needles in you?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jan 2008 23:04:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha I'm trying acupuncture <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> And so far so good <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  also I think I may finaly have a life or  at least the rational steps to create one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fingerscrossed.gif" width="33" height="15" alt=":fingerscrossed:" title="I've got my fingers crossed." /> so that's pretty cool. things are finally turning around I think *knock on wood*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ok so... BIG NEWS</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:10:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finaly posted pics of my paintings....but there on my myspace till I get better quality pics SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE go check them out <a href="http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=133966547&albumId=1235275">[link]</a><br />
 you can comment on there or in this blog <br />
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let me know what you think<br />
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ps I apologise for the shotty picwork<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I thought this sounded fun ^^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 21:43:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You can ask me THREE questions<br />
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are.<br />
I will answer 100% truthfully. <br />
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Now here's the dare.<br />
You must put this in your journal<br />
See what other people will ask you.<br />
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so fire away !!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>confuse-a-bobbled</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:50:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so my comp a little wonky right now s0 be patient with me <br />
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 um but mostly tommorows my birthday sio I'm happy<br />
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 but  I'm kinda mad at my mom and sad I wont be seeing my sissy or dad soon<br />
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I've been painting more (pics coming soon) and I'm pretty much going stir crazy <br />
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I got offered a job painting the tree from sleepy hollow on my sissys wall so thats cool.<br />
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I've caught a cold from my sissy and thats not real fun but idk<br />
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havent been doing much writing lately <br />
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but I 'm really happy with my paintings tho<br />
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I'll get  to everything soon though<br />
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tommorrow I turn 17<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Confusibobbled</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 20:49:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so my comp a little wonky right now s0 be patient with me <br />
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 um but mostly tommorows my birthday sio I'm happy<br />
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 but  I'm kinda mad at my mom and sad I wont be seeing my sissy or dad soon<br />
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I've been painting more (pics coming soon) and I'm pretty much going stir crazy <br />
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I got offered a job painting the tree from sleepy hollow on my sissys wall so thats cool.<br />
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I've caught a cold from my sissy and thats not real fun but idk<br />
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havent been doing much writing lately <br />
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but I 'm really happy with my paintings tho<br />
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I'll get  to everything soon though<br />
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tomorrow I turn 17<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I have Einstein hair today</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Dec 2007 00:01:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And right now it's trying desperatly to escape the ponytail i've manage to capture it in after hours of difficult labor on my part. although know ground braking discoveries on my part today<br />
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also I have a poppyseed stuck in between my two front teeth, its from these yummy crackers my mom bought. I heard once on mythbusters that if you ate enought poppyseeds you would test positive for opium. hmnnn.<br />
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And apperantly on the 5th some guy shot a whole lot of people at the  westroads mall here in omaha, in the note he left he said he wanted to go out in style. a week before police found a live grenade in the parking lot of the same mall, suposedly, idk tho, i heard it from a cabby. I was very thankful my mom didn't try to take me to the mall that day<br />
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the guy i was gonna get together with hasnt answered anything i've written him since and i'm sorta worried. but I'm prolly over reacting, he hasn't been on in a while so what ever I'm sure he's fine. Just me being paranoid.<br />
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there's something living in my attic. I call it l.i.s.a. (loud invisable scratching animal) well acually it's living in between the attic floor and my celing. and i know its nocturnal cuz I havent been getting any sleep lately and i'm afraid it'll die and my room will become pewtrid.<br />
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my sissy's coming to town on the 19th i'm super excited.<br />
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I like snow, I was a little worried i wouldn't but i do <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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So i bet you wondering what this has to do with anything. well it doesn't really, I just needed to get this out some where to clear my head.SO new ideas can form, and well this is the closest thing to a blog thing y thats not being neglected so much i feel the need to catch it up so yeah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New work and bubblegum</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Dec 2007 00:00:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SOOOOOOO <a href="http://bubblegum17.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/u/bubblegum17.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbubblegum17:" title="bubblegum17"/></a> caught my 1111 kiribain right hur -><a href="http://bubblegum17.deviantart.com/art/1111kiribianindiexchick13-71202771">[link]</a> <br />
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and as a her prize I wrote her zis poem right hur -><a href="http://indiexchick13.deviantart.com/art/Bubblegum17-s-poem-71399616">[link]</a><br />
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I also have a new slightly tramatic/weird/funny/sad poem called bugs are icky go check it out,<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ZZzzz....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Nov 2007 20:27:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so i'm finaly back from my trip and you have no idea how much i missed my bed! the floor stops being fun to sleep on the middle of the first night when the cat comes and starts chewing on you nose lol <br />
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ok so my wonderfull Papi got me a laptop as an early X-mas present so that's pretty awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and because of that I was FINALLY able to write robin's intro in my book we were just heading towards topeka and all of a sudden it hit so i pulled out my laptop and for 3 states i wrote it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i'm so happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ohmigawd, did some one say like road trip!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 22:14:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ damn it's hard to be sarcastic on the web. hmmn well anyway not gonna be able to answer your messages for a few days. cuz imma be on the road to my papi's house in magnolia. can't wait to see every one .my sissy's  throwing like this huge(for a two bedroom duplex) sleep over.  it's gonna be awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br />
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i'll prolly be able to use they're internet when i'm there so i'll get to answering my messages then <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/fingerscrossed.gif" width="33" height="15" alt=":fingerscrossed:" title="I've got my fingers crossed." /> <br />
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right now i'm to tired from packing everything and this stupid migrain :/<br />
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so yeah<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So I thought it be purtty cool if</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 23:11:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...someone caught my 1111 pageviews for me... I'd make them a poem....topic of they're choice....yeah 1k would be cool but I like this better. 1 is in muh numorology everwhere so i thought it'd be more ...sybolic? my birthday is 1/11/91 and it was at 11:11 pm. it's 1:11 am now and It just seems right. so yeah i don't know when it'll come up but just to be in the back of everyones mind <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> k?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>on the brink of a complete mental breakdown T_T</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Nov 2007 22:16:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so today I got this wonderful idea for a new book.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" />Hehe it's absolutely the best thing ever<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> (yall will die!!!!) ok but I'm having this total mental blockage on how to introduce  One of the main characters and she's possibly the best one too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cries.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":cries:" title="Waaaah!" /> She's all like this kick ass chick right the total package right?  like my fav character of all but nothin will come!!!! <br />
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I know she has to have this "get out of my way bitches, i'm the boss and you don't wanna mess with me but like in a suave subtle cofidence sorta intro cuz that's who she is but it's not there!! it's gone!!! the idea ran away and I've been sitting here at my computers for hours trying to get it back. But i won't give up!!!!! <br />
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Now I'm gonna regret that I will not be posting anything for a while on it though. Whole chapters of it or stuff like that at least till I'm completely happy with at least. But they're will be bit and peices sprinkled about if yaller interested.<br />
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Probably post a character bio on this girl though ....or maybe a small monologe. just to clear my head of everything about her long enough to see how she want's to be written .... idk maybe i'm adding to much hype! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" />  I'll finally post something and it'll be crap lol idk just bear with me. <br />
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Although I have to say is that the song SAY THIS SOONER by THE ALMOST is like the only song i can listen to while i'm writing this story All other songs aren't helpful or just distract me. <br />
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haha yall should see my room it's covered with pink and green neon post it's with info about the story. cuz apperently this book can't be written in a notebook.  <br />
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I'm having trouble with short chapters again. This story is pulling and pushing me in every direction and i want to do everything at once. I need mor computers !!! and minions!!!!! that share one evil brain.<br />
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I feel the storry might be rushed because of this feeling though and it's hard to extend on it when i do I think that was the problem for lighting the dark  too hmmmn a revelation.<br />
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my typing has gain twice the speed though and it's also twice as sloppy. :/ <br />
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well obviously Imma mess right now and i'm pretty fixated too! It's a little weird i feel like a squirl that has adhd that has been fed a pile of pixiesticks. Imma go take a bath try and relax  wish meh luck!!!!<br />
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 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/spin.gif" width="17" height="17" alt=":spin:" title="Spin" />,<br />
Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>1 year with no end in sight!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 20:58:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday was officially my One year aniversary on DA!!!! and I'm super happy I found it to!! <br />
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Everyone has been just wonderful!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Okey Dokey Art-A-Chokey</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 14:23:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I'm off my meds completely and i feel better  and awake so i can focus better which is great <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> but this means that I'm able to do new work, now there's no new work yet but this week i'm dedicating to working on it. i'm gonna be trying different styles and maybe fiddle around with other styles of art ...i have some canvas that looks like it could use some lovin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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that's all for now gotta go do the dishes  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>URG FALSE ALARM</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Oct 2007 22:04:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO TURNS OUT I'M NOT GOING TO THE HOSPITAL YET THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO SO THEY'RE GONNA PULL ME OFF ALL MY MED TO SEE IF THAT HELPS.  URG<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>importanto information</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 01:09:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so um theyre probably wont be any new work from me in a while you see I have to go to the hospital they just don't know when yet. my mom is gonna pull me out of school today and um...yeah it pretty much blows. um they give free wifi to the families so i can check my messages and stuff but don't expect poems or any thing the fact of the matter is I'm just to worn out from all of this to be me. it drains everything out of me and it just feels like a void. there's no passion in my life any more. as soon as they figure out whats wrong i hope to get back and start writing again but i cant tell you when that will be it could be a week from now it could be a year from now but please know i'm trying, i really am. also my spelling has gotten really bad and i reread this and i don't think its that bad but it's getting harder for me to focus and follow conversations. but send me lots of love anyways ok? good vibes are always welcome.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ok so this has nothing to do with DA but...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Oct 2007 12:23:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My music tastes change like every day<br />
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I'm officailly in fucking love with Lady Sovereign's love me or hate me. I don't even know how it started it popped into my head yesterday (I only heard it like once before when it first came out) and then I downloaded it onto my phone and I seriously haven't listened to anything since just that over and over I'm like the fucking energizer bunny!<br />
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<i>AND</i> I'm on a serious country kick! I never even liked country much!!!!! <br />
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Me! the <b>indie/ emo/ punk-pop/ rock</b> girl!<br />
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also I REALLY REALLY want a snickers bar!!!!!  I'm willing to fight for it ! <br />
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I'm a pacifist...something is seriously wrong with the universe.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Finally!!!! Mwuahahahah NEW WORK!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Sep 2007 13:38:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so it's not entirely new, I re-wrote Insomnia (and'll prolly do that with some others) and turned it into what it should have been in the first place, it now was more depth and meaning to it. Plus it shows exactly how big a romantic I acually am, seriously I think it's taking over my brain. no more logic or facts just "God, I wish he would look at me like he looks at her." and it doesn't help that I'm reading New Moon either.<br />
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I really liked twilight so I had to start reading new moon. I had started to read it at a harry potter party when the 7th book came out, but hadn't been able to read the rest it until yesterday. I stayed up all night to re-read and finish it. I'm such a little fan girl for edward it's really quite absurd. Can't wait to get my hands on Eclipse either <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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Now I'm working on The Alchemist. haven't gotten that far at all cause My mom is reading it to me. ^_^ I know it's corny but it's like our family time together.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>omg sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Sep 2007 10:35:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been soo freaking busy lately, just with school alone!!!! all my focus has been put to my creative writing class but I found the paintings so now I can take proper pics of them!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title> so i start school tomorrow</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:04:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and that should be interesting <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> but weird cuz it still doesn't fell like i life here ....hmmn we'll see. well thats it really no work mostly cuz i can find my good pen. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  i drew a little one night i couldn't sleep. but i still havent decided to post any of it yet. i wan ya'll to know i feel utterly horible not putting anything up. g2g there's a storm coming <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>today has been the worst day ever!!1</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 17:03:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Munster is sick, i didn't sleep well at all, and i find out my sister is a complete idiot. i won't tell you why but you would agree if you knew.<br />
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no new work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>going to the art store today!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Aug 2007 09:52:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so that should be promising, even though i had to get up earlier than i'm used to. i've been debateing whether or not i should put up some of my paintings  here. i have pics  of them on my phone though they aren't that good of quality and my paintings are missing cuz of the move so i can't take new ones until i find them. i'll prolly put them up cuz I haven't been writing a whole lot lately. they' are mostly splatter paint cuz  i was having fun <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>not much to say really...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Aug 2007 15:57:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got contacts,and a guinea pig(munster<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />) kiki went back to texas and i registered at my new school.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Havin fun</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jul 2007 14:26:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ here in omaha, went to a water park and stayed in the wave pool all day! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":o" title=":o (Eek)" /> those tubers can be vicious lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />. I took a look at two choices of schools I have. they are soooo big. It really make me feel like a country girl. I mean i had a good sized school but whoa! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /><br />
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the thing i'm worried about is how the hell are the people going to act. I mean every one in tx was really nice to every one but could be really mean when someone got to bossy or conceited. so i'm used to that. I'm just worried that it was just the southern hospitality that I always hearin about. <br />
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Also I'm terrified I have a texan accent. i don't really know why i should be but i am. probably that age old desire of wanting to fit in the population seems to love so much.<br />
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I have already noticed that i don't fit in a whole lot here. there is so many people who are kinda preppy. It's not as fake as it was in Tx but at least there it evened out with all the other social groups.  I'm just not like that though, I'm the kinda girl who uses her mind instead of her creditcard  to solve a problem, my music interest changes daily and I hate authority with a passion. Even when I was little I was always kinda pissed off at cops and whatnot.  It's like no one here has ever heard of the color black. I don't thing i have seen anyone wearin  that color  here at all not even a belt. it's almost like they go out of there way to avoid it. mabey i'm being harsh but it's just a lot of change to get used to.<br />
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I bet it'll be better once school starts. <br />
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I'm getting really depressed sayin I don't have any poems  for ya'll cuz i am trying really hard but at the moment all that comes out of my pen for some reason is tiny hearts I'm acually baffeld by this new little habit. I'm not crushin on any one and I'm not super girlie like that. And when i get on word or notepad i just wind up searching for tatoo designs (my mom might get me one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title> So i arrived here in nebraska yesterday</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2007 19:15:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And it's really pretty. like the house i'm gonna be livin in is like 100 yrs old. it's nifty. kiki's all excited about harry potter comin out and i just want to unpack.<br />
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no poems yet, but i drew a stickfigure for kiki today so i'm still bein artistic. lol<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SO I have lots to talk about....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jun 2007 14:04:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So kiki is moving friday and that's gonna be weird. I guess I thought it wasn't really gonna happen, but it is so I guess  I am moving 3 states away from my sissy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" />  <br />
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I just got AIM so add me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> my screenname is <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> Time is a Garden <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> which I know is a little lame but I spent 2 hours typingin 100 diferent screennames and the was the only one not taken so W/E.<br />
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I'm almost done paking my room which is a big relief I only have my stereo and computer to pack the clean up and see what I missed<br />
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OH  and I have this MAJOR crush on the guy in Fergies new Vid, Big girls don't cry. Squee <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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no poems for a while so that's a bummer but I bet your used to it by now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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yeah so that's what's going on with me lately that and my party was soooooooo fun!<br />
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So <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" />s and <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/k/kiss.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":kiss:" title="Kiss" />s<br />
Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>UGH!! I feel so ...everything!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jun 2007 22:02:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO I'm freaking out about moving, big time. It's just i'm never been great with making new friends and with being a junior it's like i'm expected to be more mature or something or at least i think thats what my mom thinks. but i'm not. She's also been kind of crabby lately. right now it just feels like my whole world is being sucked in to a giant blackhole and everything is being torn apart, but all i can do is hope that there is a whitehole at the end making a whole new life for me, a better life. I watched a special today on black holes, btw white holes spew matter into the universe,the other side of a black hole. you know this metaphor is a whole lot less impressive then i thought it would be, but hey you get the point.<br />
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p.s.<br />
this is to kiki..what do you think is better dark hot pink walls with a limish green accent wall or vice-versa. i have to decide something soon mike wants to know. but call me and i'll give you the details<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Finaly</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Jun 2007 14:43:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I wrote a poem and guess what it's about.... writing, lol. Well I like it, had the tiniest trouble on the wording though. still don't know if I'm happy about it. Well that's it for my blog today. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Your going to sooooo mad at me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jun 2007 14:03:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SO i was out at the movies when this poem blindsided me. It was perfect. Absolutely perfect. so their I am 30 minutes away from my house with no pen or paper in complete darkness watching Orlando Bloom fight some pirates just dying to go home and when the movie was over it was gone. It's been 4 days and it hasn't come back! it was perfect!!! GRRRR.  I'm bored as hell too. so bored in fact i cleaned th entire kitchen! I almost never clean. It's times like this I wish I had a car. Everything on tv is a rerun and I've kinda gotten sick of myspace. My mom should be home soon so i'll ask her if we could go some where but seeing as how we're broke right now I dont see how that could happen.  I'm a multi-tasker mostly because of my adhd so I have to a least have to be doing 2 somethings all the time <br />
So usually it's usually chewing gum and letting a pen dance across a piece of paper but i'm out of gum and idea's. So I'm trying everything to keep from losing my mind.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Schools Out !!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 May 2007 12:17:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah  it's finally here my school year is over!! and i passed all my classes and got credit! yay! no work for you this weekend. I'm busy, lots of graduation parties to go to! lol. I really am not sure when I'll get much work done between packing and spending as much time with my friends as possible before I leave.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I don't feel like making a title for this one</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2007 12:39:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so my friends won't talk to me and my sister is usually talking to her boyfriend on MY phone i might add... So yeah i feel neglected. I haven't felt this way in a long long time, I forgot how bad it felt. so I'm mostly trying to fill my time. i wish i had a car so i could go some where. Any where.I think I'm in a rut. i haven't writen any thing in lighting the dark lately. I think I'm starting to crumble under the weight of my situation. yeah so my school year ends the 25th and thats when all these movies are coming out so it should be a fun day.<br />
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I haven't felt like writing any thing lately so nothin to feast your eyes upon, lol but speaking of eyes i think i want to go a more visual direction now work on my painting and hopefully photography.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life is Damn Hard!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2007 22:54:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay so every one knows that, but have they ever had theyre parents be overly supportive with you making a decision you didn't want to make just so you'd hopefully pick them? I can barely look them in the eye. I feel like I want to feel like a teenager again. No life changing decisions or begging parents or illnesses, just parties, movies and guys. I feel like I havent had any of that and really enjoyed it, in so long. Especially the guys.  I want a nice steady relationship the kind that lasts more than a week and actually means something with a guy that actually cares, instead of me just flirting and looking pretty and him getting what he wantsbut Im not bitter even though it kind of reads like that. I am grateful I mean it could be so much worse.  I could be like my mom was when she was my ageshe loved booze and weed as a solution to everything, she got clean a year before I was born and has been since. Shes strong like that. Ive been to AA meetings ever since I was a sparkle in my moms eye, lol. They are a funny bunch (mouths like sailors though) I usually end up laughing when I leave.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW WORK!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 07:42:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally sorry bout that had a dryspell for a while. Well i have bad news, for me ,I don't know how it'll affect yall except i probably wont be on for like a month. I'm moving away either to my dad's in the woodlands OR with my mom to her soon to be fiance's house in Omaha, Nebraska. I cant believe she's making us choose. But i'll prolly go to omaha. they have this thing called a magnet school there where it's focused more on what you want to be. And that one is focused on the Arts!!!!! So that's awesome! <br />
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I'm trying to take my parents(and mike) out of the whole mess as much as i can and try to focus on the consequences of moving in with each parent. Like weighing the pros and cons.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ADHD is back and kickin'</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 May 2007 21:42:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yup i thought i was over it but turns out i was to sick to be hyper. can't focus on any thing. My mind whips from one idea to another before i can even write it down. my guesstamit for work was off sorry no work right now and the absolute worst thing is when i'm hyper, songs like to get stuck in the crevasise between ideas so i have a song stuck in my head until another comes along to take it's place.  Right now the song is Shadows by Honeycut.. I came across it for what is suposed to be the first time ever, today, but i'm completely convinced i've heard it before like in a movie... like the instramental version or something. it's the violin that sounds oh too familiar.<br />
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haha random thought (really really random)<br />
okay so some people thought the apple adam and eve ate was acually a banana,<br />
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And darwin thinks we evolved from monkeys Right? (Can you see where i'm going with this? I think you can) <br />
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And if god created us in his/her own form....<br />
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Then maybe God's a monkey... I know sounds crazy right. but it's an easy laugh. I should Stand on the sidewalk with a cardboard sign "GODS A MONKEY" maybe spell monkey wrong... And have one of my friends hold a sign that says honk if you believe. <br />
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Cardboard $10...Permanent Marker $2...Having someone acuallly honk...PRICELESS<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>French club banquet's are the enemy of health.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Apr 2007 13:42:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the funniest thing happend at the french club thing. Mr. K asked my family to bring desert ok? and so we walk in with a cake and eclairs and we go to set it up right. and we look down the tables (there were like 3) and it's jam packed with deserts. Not a heathy thing in site. apparently he didn't get it catered and every one was worried there wouldn't be enough food or something so every one brought like 3 deserts each. it probably gave every one diabetis. <br />
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ok now that i've said something no one has any intrest in. bout my work. i'm not going to my dad's so i might have some thing on like... wendsday? idk. mabey.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy Busy Busy.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:28:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today i'm goning to the doctor, not becouse i'm sick but just for a check up. That hasn't happened in years. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> . but enough about me. more work coming soon. I hope. I haven't really written anything in like forever. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> . I keep searching deviant art for some inpiration. but it's not enough. again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> . i think it's because i've been so busy lately haven't had a chance to slow down and pick up a pen. i'm going to the french club banqet, and school on Wednesday. Thursday i go to my neurologist. Friday I might go to my dad's where i will spend the rest of the weekend playing on my ps2 and watching movies with him. so i'm pretty much busy for now. plus i have a book project! man i can't wait for summer.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lighting the dark</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:13:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ that's the title of my book and over the course of this week i am proud to say i have written four chapters, succesfully finish my biology for the year, and started a good exercise plan. I am Tired.<br />
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Not to mention keeping up with my myspace the only reson i keep up with it is my friends would get pissed at me if i stopped . i and i made plans to go to the movies with said friends. we are going to see disturbia should be awesome, cept everyone is bringing a guy. par me and lolo.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but that's ok we'll just probably talk the entire time anyway. my friends are notorious for getting kicked out of theaters. so it should at least be interesting.<br />
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oh and if yall haven't seen blades of glory yet i highly recommend it. It is seriously one of the funniest movies i ever saw.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Apparently my creativity has changed course...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 12:15:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i don't have writers block any more but i REALLY REALLY want to finish writing my book. And maybe start a political piece.<br />
and i can't wait to start the reasearch for the latter.  I'm thinking i'm gonna write it in the views of the genral population. that means asking people what they're opinion is, ever since i was little i have always wondered what goes on in other peoples mind like what they're opinions are and how they view the world. I mean sure it's kind of nosy, but that's not the point. Any way my first book i've been writing with my sister. we started when i was home bound in 8th grade . we have only gotten through like half the middle but that's beause we keep changing and adapting things that we got wrong and trying to make it more belivable and adding details.<br />
I want people to wonder if it really happened after they finish the book.  It's the kind of book I want to read to. Sure the plot isn't very complicated, but i think people would be interested. It's not fantasy driven or anything like that either.  <br />
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oh and good news I haven't had a migrain in a month!!!!!! that's huge for me!!! that hasn't happend to me in years!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm so frustrated</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Mar 2007 22:56:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ MAJOR writers block in the form of i've been fighting with my mom this whole week and i can't consentrate! It totally sucks and i know if i start to write something right now it'll be like this angry mess and i don't like emo crap. so i hope yall are havin a better week than me!<br />
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bye,SABI<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Haha oops just kidding...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2007 11:33:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i forgot that spring break was next week so nevamynd(<---gangsta foo...jk) so you can whatever and i'll try and work on some new stuff...it's not like i'm going anywhere,anyway. I wanted to go back to hawaii so i could see it again you know since it's been eight years and all(I miss my home<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />) but *sigh* whatever new stuff might be coming, now i said might so no suprises if i don't come up with any thing.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Sabi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>No work for a while...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:08:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have to write a research paper and my sisters birthday is this week and the concert on the 18 so 'im gonna be busy for the next two weeks at least maybe three. I haven't been able to write any thing latley. So no work to feast your eyes upon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh yeah I rock!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 20:14:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ guess who's going to go see ZZ Top, that's right it's me! oh i can't wait !!!!! <br />
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and todays my mom's birthday it was kind of stressful (she thought we forgot but we didn't)but it was all Koo at the end.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" />yay so happy!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/love.gif" width="23" height="16" alt=":love:" title="Love" /><br />
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guess what change-of plans so mom's friend can't go so she's giving the tickets to us and my friends get to go !!! i maen they have to pay but two have said yess so this concert is gonna kick ass!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh god I don't know...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Feb 2007 01:30:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <----you need to read Shh... first before you can understand this mess.<br />
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When you tell some thing that's been bothering you, your suposed to feel this great weight lifted off your sholders but all i feel is this churning in my stomache . I don't know all i know is I'm trying to get past it and...and...I don't know what. I haven't seen him since or any thing. i'm at a loss for words right now don't even know why i made this entry, i guess it was all supposed to spill out or something.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Candy Love and Pink Teddy Bears</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Feb 2007 22:01:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can tell you exactly how my Valentines day is going to go...My mom will give me a small box of those nasty chocolates that taste like toothpaste and maybe a card then my sister will come home talking endlessly about her boyfriend and show of what he got her. then my dad'll get me a bear thats all cute and fluffy along with more toothpaste chocolate, you know how i know it happens every single year and like always i will be single on valentines day, no matter what i always end up single it's really depressing. i hate being single during valentines day. it kinda makes you think about all your other relationships. I hope yall are lucky enough to have some one this year. this is probably the worst time to be single. idk maybe i'll write a poem about it.<br />
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^--okay so that sounds bitter  I know...<br />
any way 400+ pageveiws YAY!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy as a bee...that has writers block</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:58:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i havent been posting at all but thats because I have been swamped with school work i have two reasearch papers and enough geometry to overwhelm any one. I have been looking at some new work and things like that. But I haven't been writing any thing lately so bummers for every one.<br />
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 Oh P.S. I'm sick...again so yeah this sucks.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />~Sabi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Frustration</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:52:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ARGGHHH... i cant seem to get a poem out and it's driving me crazy i maen i have like ten poems that only have like two lines or a verse  but i can't seem to finish them and it's driving me crazy i guess im distracted or sumthing but idk could be stress bout a whole bunch of crap like the doctors a new medication  or the fact that i have a Phycoligical evaluation coming up to see if i mildly bipolar(dont worry i not like omg i love every thing...i hate this i want to die)nope not like that...just a little out of wack my doc says theres a lable for every one. when it comes to mental disorders every ones a little nutty...some just more then others.<br />
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so see ya crazies <br />
~<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />Sabina <br />
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My Famous Hot Choco-latte( to good not to share)<br />
2 shots espresso, steamed half &half,and hot chocolate mix. Finish off with whipped cream and a shake of pumkin pie spice on top<br />
Warning for major caffine addicts only (jk...but it is quite a kick...tases really good)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Okay so here's the 411...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 01:45:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm bored so i thought I'd tell you more bout myself (cuz im conceited like that.)okay so here it goes My name is Sabina and i just turned 16  bout a week ago. I have two cats both black. My lucky number is 13 and people seem to think thats weird along with a bunch of other things I do but that's okay because I know my friends got my back.<br />
My bestfriend are awsome i've known one since 5th grade and my other is the coolest chick you will ever know. I'm current ly homebound  witch is sad cuz i don't get to see my friends that much.<br />
But thats alright cuz I'm throwing this kick ass party tomorrow VIP's only.haha I get really random sumtimes but hey don't we all? My school is okay even though almost all of the kid there are on pot, but there nice. I like standing in the rain and punk rock music .I was born in kona (thats in hawaii)and i lived there till i was eight. My biggest fear is never seeing my friends again. I'm a daddys girl to the max. But i don't get to see him all that much cuz my parents are divorced. I have really weird dreams all the time and I stay up all night only to sleep all day.Yeah thatpretty much covers it so there.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jan 2007 04:42:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so happy I got my poems finished and uploaded<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />!!!! I am especially happy with my second poem, What I have to say... <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/46891951/">[link]</a> ,i think i captured my feeling of remorse about my writers block perfectly*squee*<br />
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~<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /> Sabina<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Slim Pickin's</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jan 2007 02:51:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry it's been so slow lately i've had a lot on my mind and i can't seem to focus but i'm trying i really am i've started a couple poems that are on my other computer,i just need to finish the so there will be some coming soon.<br />
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~Sabina<br />
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BTW<br />
I was wondering if anyone would draw me a tatoo if your willing to do it email me at Bed_heads13@yahoo.com. I give you the details then but it's a pair of angel wings<br />
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a special shout out to my sissy kiki<a href="http://postitfairy.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
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300+ pageviews yay!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Today is a Wonderful Day!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:03:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today is my sixteenth birthday and there's smiles all around! Even though I'm sick It won't stop me from having fun!!! and the best part is I might be able to see my friends this weekend!!!!!!!!!oh i don't know what to say but i just want to keep talking about it ....Idk lol<br />
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So i'm on the verge of a poem but it wont come it's being very stubborn but i guess that how you can tell there good....<br />
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i don't know i cant focus .....and i ve run out of thing to say so<br />
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~!!!!E>Sabina<3!!!!~<br />
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<--------ps check out my stuff plz!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Posts</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jan 2007 22:57:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Idk whats going on with me but i really am feeling insecure about my work lately i posted death of arelation ship afterall but i put it in scraps along with another piece 'The sour gummy generation is just a peice I wanted to do because it seems like every one in my town is ignoring every thing lately idk it's just my perseption.<br />
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oh yeah the thing under my name yeah uh my neighbors so annoying an he throws partys all the time so i was talking to my freind about it and she was watching southpark the one with satan throwing a party and my friend was all like omg your neighbors the devil and so when i found that i thought it was funny idk w/e<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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