http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:indig0kid&section=today deviantART RSS for by:indig0kid en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 20:18:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/21329570/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/21329570/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:36:06 PST

it's been awhile since my last visit to DA.. sorry bout that hah!
i've been extortionately busy not with projects (though i wish that was the case).. i've gotten myself a j.o.b. :gasp:
it's an okay job (for the time being) it's getting better though. hopefully a raise will come sooner or later. i'm also looking into getting back into some sorta schooling as well. i know i know i'm growing up so fast hehe
i'm going this coming monday to talk to a councilor about enrollment and financial aid stuff in fact. things are going.. well there going at this point in time lol. the family is great and Toby Q is getting huge! his first halloween just came and went.. i took some pics i'll try to get them on his page soon, and maybe a couple on here also. his birthday came and went too.. the big 3! he thinks he's 10 though lol. i took some pics of the bday party as well.. i put them up on myspace though. the hubby is doing well too. i'm currently watching him play fallout 3 on the tv/other computer. awww yes we have some exciting news as well.. we're pregnant.. again! i'm right around the beginning of my 6month now. we're having a girl!
so yes, i have been very busy
anywhoo hopefully i'll be able to pay some attention to my DA page in the near future. i got a new boss at the job.. and with that a new schedule system.. so yeah hopefully that means a little more free time to do whatever and take some more pictures and stuff.

i'll keep in touch!


hopefully all this stress is worth it's weight in gold at the end of this journey!



ps. thanks for all the comments and favs guys!!



myt0byq:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/16408901/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/16408901/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 19:32:05 PST im back but who knows for how long.. just sayin a quick hello to everyone before it locks me out of here again.
so.. HI!

i've been tryin my hand at oil painting .. its umm coming along to say the least, but i still think i have a lot of practicing to do before getting somewhat of a finished product right now. if and when im done i'll try to post a pic so that everyone can laugh at my inexperience lol.

...okay so im to lazy at the moment to make a fresh journal so
things are just about the same, save a few situations that are currently happening, as the last time wrote so there. the happenings i speak of are well.. in about a month or so i plan on reentering the "working man's world" purely as a must mind you, but i figure we do what we must to try and better the lives of those whom we love. im a bit nervous though.. i mean this is something i want to do, but its a lil scary jumping head first into the job field, mainly society, after being out of the loop for the past 4 years with little to no job related experience. sooo all in all its bitter sweet for me at this point.

anywhoo.. we have two newly born baby sheep and another one on the way, so i'll be posting some pics of the babies! there so cute

oh and i plan on sometime soon updating my son's account, i would have already, but i seem to be having some difficulties logging in grr. hopefully soon it will be done though


thats pretty much it though have a smoothtastic weekend everyone!
thats my new word.. smoothtastic.








myt0byq:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15915361/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15915361/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:59:41 PST
yeah me and technology don't mix well. so im back! in black!
not a whole lot of stuff going on over here. we still haven't moved on all my other pics over to the new puter.. theres to many so we have to invest in an external hard-drive. so no new pics right now.. however i do have a few that i did manage to get on the new pc but i haven't done anything with yet.. save one i submitted already. my camera has been i use, but not by me lol. my sister-in-law took it with her to Austin to take some pics or the capital building, but as far as i can see there are only 2 pretty decent shots out all 4 of 'em.. the batteries died on her hehe. Toby is doing good right now hes stuck on watching the Cars movie lol.. i've watched it some many today already that im starting to hate the sound of owen wilson's voice hahaha. i'll get some new pics of Tobes put up on his site asap.. cuz i do have some which reminds me i have to get his site updated. but anywhoo hope everyone is doing well especially..
and the new baby! congrats again!






happy holidays everyone






myt0byq:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15461094/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15461094/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 07:12:32 PST
we got a new computer since our old pooped out on us
but i've been working on some lil projects here and there so hopefully i can get those
up on here in a bit. i'll keep ya posted





later all






myt0byq:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15272171/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/15272171/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 12:45:52 PDT in the longing
i've found my freedom
and as it grows
i've found my home
the place i dwell
fills with fruitful promises
and as the laughter rings clear
there you will be
longing for me








my t0byq:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14771370/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14771370/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 11:45:16 PDT is and what isn't right for me, and so on and so forth.

new pics of the way soon..





myt0byQ:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14706800/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14706800/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 19:46:02 PDT



Here are the rules:

1. Post these rules

2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves

3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts

4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named

5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged




alrighty here goes..

1. i don't put up much of a fight for anything unless provoked, but i play very rough with loved ones; play boxing, poking, etc.
2. the older i get the more i seem to dislike people in general.. there are exceptions however.
3. i don't care for computers or any other form of technology.. mostly cuz i can never seem to get them to work.
4. if i could i would drink coffee all day.
5. i LOVE to bake sweets but i hate eating them.
6. i am constantly dancing especially when no one is watching me.
7. i enjoy watching my son's cartoons as much as him lol.
8. i check out my hubby's butt EVERYtime he walks by me.



i tagged:
Princess-Mother [link]
croaton [link]
glowing [link]
ayellowsubmarine [link]
vezpula [link]
ariska [link]
BlindWorld [link]
ghoulgurly [link]





myt0byQ:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14425332/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14425332/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 12:27:57 PDT
new ideas running through my head for photoshoots and things, but like i said i've been pretty busy sooo right now they're on hold. i did get a couple or more sessions in the past few weeks, and have been slowly postings those. theres more on the way, though, i promise

my knee is still giving me problems, but its healing up as fast and nicely as it could possible heal with everything thats been going on. as far as everything else is concerned the family is doing very well, although, Toby is kinda sick right now.. we have no clue what it is though he just seems to be getting fevers and vomiting every now and then. we're going to be trying to get him back on insurance so we can afford a doctors visit, but besides that everything else is peachy keen
just a very busy lil bee right now .. i feel theres lots more things to come too.

new pictures on the way soon!
PLUS swing by my collection of..


myt0byQ:

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14178999/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/14178999/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 13:25:53 PDT about a month or so ago, and i'm just now able to walk around on it, without crutches or anything. i think it was my acl, in my left knee, that tore. sooo u what that means no pro-soccer.. aww shucks.
oh well.. anywhoo
haven't been doing that much besides cooking and trying to get my muscles working again, however, i thought it was time to change my journal.
soo its changed end o job.

laters




EDIT: i went through my gallery and cleaned it up a bit.. PLUS! i made a collection account of..
myt0byQ check it out!

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/13633333/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/13633333/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 11:15:52 PDT i have been apart of some great group galleries don't get me wrong, they just never seem to last long. the ones i feel most hostile towards, will remain nameless, are these groups with these "hosts" and their "i'm greater than thou" attitudes towards people's art. i'm sorry but who the hell deems others art worthy or unworthy? isn't that for the artist to decide? and most artists i know couldn't give a rat's backside if the viewer likes or dislikes their work. thats not the point the point is to put their own feelings and beliefs down on a canvas, or whatever else they could be using, and who cares what anyone elses opinoins are. if you like, you like it. if you don't, don't look at it. not only, with these "group galleries," do you get a judge and jury of one but also a bias of opinoins on top of that AND nasty lil letters back when you voice your own opinoins and conserns. why? do people really feel like their work should be judged and decided worthy or unworthy by one person? just so they can be accepted as apart of a group? or would they rather judge for themselves? or even better have the group as a whole judge and explain their opinoins on why or why not the artist's work is or isn't acceptable in the group gallery. wouldn't it be better if the community decided "hey this one picture isn't really working" and then as a whole decided to take it down? instead of only one person making these decisions for the group like some sorta representive of art. i mean hell our own government representives aren't that good at getting the collective mind across, and not only is that what they so for a living BUT they make more influential decisions than these so called "hosts" do. so why are we still left with these galleries that claim to be a "community gallery" only to find out that they just like any other gallery on this website and only one person is calling the shots and making the decision on whose art is more artful and whos isn't? i just don't understand how you can make rules and guidlines for art. isn't that the whole point of art? not to follow the rules, but to exist in its own bit of reality? to try and relay the abstract mind into pictures, words, or feelings? how can you put a limit on emotions? i don't know .. and i don't really belive that its possible or rather that it should be allowed. but thats just me i supose.. anywhoo the point of this rant is to say that if your a group looking to invite others into YOUR group then make sure that those others beliefs are ones that coincide with your own.

i support no groups.
i support art.

that is all.

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/13126251/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/13126251/ Mon, 28 May 2007 14:02:47 PDT
i have fallen madly in love with digital art mediums .. and am currently tryin my hardest to make a drawing that doesn't look like a three year old did it lol. its gettin there. i posted a rough draft version of my first ever portrait--done it photoshop --i was to excited to wait til it was a bit more polished
soo yea its there hehe .. critiques are more than welcomed *nudge nudge hint hint*

hmmm.. what else
oh yes, its been raining nonstop for the past 3 days now.. :grr:
i love the rain and all don't get me wrong, but sheesh three days pint up in the house with 6 other people is just a lil more than maddening at times. not to metion our backyard is about to float away... meh oh well mother nature's will be done!

Tobias is doing beautifully as always. hes thinks hes bout 10 now lol, but hes not even 2 yet. he likes running around bouncing off the couches and then rolling around on the floor. he gets a kick outta it
i'll have to get some video clips up of him cuz its hysterical .. he just laughs and runs off to do it again lol. :sigh:
anywhoo.. hes Aamazing

no pictures for awhile now .. i've been busy painting and such. plus my camera is out of comission right now. oh and i got a new one too .. well not "new" new but its a classic. its a 1973-75 Minolta SR-T 201 but heres the thing .. it doesn't work lol. it will only let me take one pic then it shuts down, ANd that one picture doesn't even turn out. just my luck i supose :sigh:


i guess thats about it .. i'll probably think of something i forgot later heh



]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12463050/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12463050/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 12:19:36 PDT

alrighty well i've posted some flower shots that i've been forgeting about for some time now, but i'm still in the "nudes" kinda mood. its just sucks cuz i don't have a model as of now. the model i used before is busy with school and things so i don't wanna bug her with an invitation for a photoshoot.
i really don't want to take pics of myself cuz .. for one i am NO model and two its hard not having a tripod to put my cam on so that it doesn't tump over every few seconds, and to top it all off my camera sucks!! i know i'm griping but hey its that time of day for me so
so as of now i'm probably just gunna be posting pics that i've been meaning to post and just never got around to it or haven't finished until now. until i either get back in the "creative" mood or find a friggin model

i'm a bit bummed right now anyways cuz one of my favorite Suicide Girls has just passed away
Benni. she will truely be missed. i'm sure i'm not the only fan who is upset by this news. i don't know what happened niether SG nor Lithium Picnic has released any info on the causes surrounding her death yet, but maybe they will later. or not who knows. its just a shame to have someone that young, talented and so full of life to pass on so suddenly.

anywhoo.. i dunno if or when i'm gunna be working on anything new. the last of the new stuff has already been posted. "waiting" and "flying". enjoy.

later





EDIT: sorry for the sudden flood of pics but i remembered a bunch of stuff i wanted to put up on here. then i got caught up in the repetition of mouse clicking .. thus the downpour




thanks for all the faves and over all support guys its greatly apperciated






ps. i have been thinking of making a seperate account for all of the TOBY pics, but i'm not sure if i should go ahead and do it. any suggestions??

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12395302/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12395302/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 22:14:58 PDT we were all excited cuz we were finally gonna get some money for this thing, its been up on the market for nearly 7months now, things have been a bit tight around here as far as money goes. i was extra stoked cuz my hubby promised he'd get me this new cam i've been eyein' and we found a hell of a deal online for the model i want plus goodies, buttt alas no dice... again. oh well .. we're just in for a bit more waiting then we'd hoped for

anyways enough of my griping..
i've posted a bit more pics ( be sure theres more on the way.. maybe not now but soon! )
some nudes some not you'll have to figure out which ones are which heh
ummmm what else.

oh yes!
Tobias is getting really tall. i don't know the exact measurement right now, but hes friggen huge lol. i love him.
hes such a flirt too. i was out with my dad today and ofcourse i brought Tobias with me. so we go to this resturant to get some food and be able to sit, relax, and talk for a bit. well we're seated across from this couple with three kids and the youngest was a lil girl, same age as Tobs maybe a bit younger, well Toby turns around and the first thing he says is "hey baby ," to her, and gives her a big smile. she just grins from ear to ear lol. it was probably the cutest thing ever! they continued to talk, laugh, and give lil baby smiles back and forth the whole time we were there.
the lil girl's parents and i were just sitting back laughing .. it was darlin'.
i came home and told this to his dad and "paw-paw," and they just laughed and said what a ladies man he was. and that they should take him to go pick up chics and all this mess hahah. cute. no.

what else did i wanna write in this thing ..
oh yea, our garden is all spouting and stuff
i've never really had a garden before .. well one that i was planning on eating later on .. but now i do and its friggen awesome!
we planted; green beans, purple hull peas, tomatoes, different kinds of lettuse, some peppers, different herbs (theres this one called cinimmon basil its so badss but all the bugs are attracked to it ), squash, lemmon cucumbers, and other stuff i think of right now.. the point is its sweet.
our sheep are doing really well they're getting closer to coming up to us.
thats about it really .. or thats all that i'm typing out at this point in time hah.
well imma take off later all





side note: thanks for all the faves and over all support guys it really means a lot

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12197994/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/12197994/ Sat, 17 Mar 2007 08:37:11 PDT i fix my camera w00t!
well kinda i just don't give it to my son to play with anymore hahahah... :sigh:
anywhoo i've been tryin to "update" my deviations too, but as you may have noticed (or not) i keep deleting the pics i put up. i don't like them! i don't think they're artistic enough or whatever. the only one i've kept up is the neck thing .. its the only one outta all of 'em i like. so blah
hopefully i'll get a new cma sometime soon .. maybe .. my fingers are crossed

on a better note Tobias boy is doing super well! hes been a lil bummed though reccently cuz its been raining over here for the past few days and our farm floods .. badly, but other than that hes happy and shootin' up like a weed. i'll try and get some desent pictures of him for yall to ooogle at heh

well i'm off take care all







EDIT: well i've uploaded a bunch of pics from my lil outing with Tobs and the kids. there are some more pics of us in the blue bonnets in my "scraps" section. i'll be posting some more at a later time .. i thought maybe i'd give it a rest for now don't wanna over load my server now do i
anywhoo more on the way and i hopefully i'll get to go out again and take some more.




Ps. i'm on a lil trend right now it seems. i like the way "older" quailty pics look, so i been tryin to get the same effects with photoshop and such. hopefully more pics on the way maybe my "trend" will subcide by then hehe

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/11670233/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/11670233/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:52:38 PST we have evolved from country bumpkins
the man, from "hughes net" (statlite company), has left.
so im makin my official comeback.

we couldn't get internet through any of the phone companies thats how far away from city life we are hehe ..
its awesome out here i love it. a lovely enviroment for Toibas to grow up in.
Tobias is doing beautifully btw. ^^
he is big hehe and hes got a mouth full of teeth now.. well almost anyways .. enugh to bite the shit outta me. lol
the only complaint i have at this point is the weather has been crappy.

well i will return later .. good to be back though



EDIT: hey i posted some newer photos of Tobs they aren't the most recent (they're from the first few months in the new house), but my cam broke so i haven't gotten to take anymore pics . there will be a few more on the way. enjoy

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/10591725/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/10591725/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 10:00:16 PST i so much appreciate it all!

i've moved to brookshire, tx which is basically out in the country in the middle of nowhere haha. i love it!!
i don't have the internet yet so no recent updates of a while sorry.

alrighty take care all and thanks again!

]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/10147428/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/10147428/ Sat, 23 Sep 2006 15:44:47 PDT Current Mood: blah








well the time has fiiiinally come. i'm moving in about 2 weeks. we close the house on Tobias's bday and start movin in that weekend. yay i hate movin.
i mean i really can't wait to get outta here, but at the same time i'm a lil timid.
yup, the winds of change are in the air... atleast i'll be able to raise my son away from all the bullshit over here.

but enough of that crap!



Toby's bday is comin up soon
man i can't wait! i wanna do it up big too. i mean the donkey rides and everything lol. ANd if i haven't said it enough times already its on Sept. 28, 2006 haha
btw hes doin beautifully! growin bigger and bigger every day. hes still tryin to get the hang of walkin, but he can a few steps before fallin back on his lil tushie hehe its soooo cute! the other day he almost walked clear across the room, to me, before tippin over. i was so proud of him!! (if u couldn't tell )
hes eatin 'big boy' food now too. he wants to eat and drink everything mama and dada does. you know cuz hes soo big hehe.
i have lots of new pics of him feedin himself and tryin to walk around, so u might be seein some of those soon. however, i dunno when exactly cuz like i said i've been in this "i don't wanna do anything" mood lately, so yea thats pretty much what i've been doin .. nothing. (i guess my muse just hasn't come yet. ) Tobias is just amazing though. he really does brighten the cloudest of days.
he sings and dances all over the place. its so funny to watch him cuz he'll just stop whatever it is that he may be doin and break into a lil baby dance.
then when he hears music, from the tv, radio, or his dad playin the guitar, he starts to sing and trys to headbang along with it. its sooo incrediblely cute!
hes such a character. hes beginin to unfold and his lil personality is startin to show through. i can see the beginings of his lil quirks. i love 'em.


anywhoo..
i need to shake this funk i've been in and stop worryin so much. hopefully this packin/movin time will clear my head up a bit. its gonna be nice and peaceful out there in the country i can just feel it. maybe i'll even get a bit of inspiration.
ahh well you never know i guess. life is just one big puzzle made up of other puzzle pieces anyways. you don't know how it'll turn out lookin til that other piece falls into place.
so i guess thats it for now. you may now ask any questions you might have had...






a lil side note .. gaylynn and i have been workin on gettin that set i shot, of her, for SG sent in, but apparently the links we keep sendin them aren't either sendin correctly or aren't being looked at in time, so the people at SG haven't got to see them yet. http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9787488/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 20:44:22 PDT Current Mood: crappy









i'm feelin a bit low right now it seems. we aren't moving outta here til much later then we'd hoped, and on top of that we aren't going to have the internet out there.
what am i gonna do with out my internet .. what?!
i haven't felt like doin much lately except playin with baby .. and lookin at old pictures of him at night. i dunno whats really the matter. maybe its all the worring i've been doin. i feel stressed and i don't feel that i need to be. the future is unknown and that worries me hah.
i don't really know what to do about this .. besides suck it up and keep on truckin.

on a lighter note TOBIAS will be turning 1 this Sept. 28, 2006 yipEE!
i wanna have a big party for him too .. well not that big cuz we don't know that many people lol .. but a good size one. oo and i wanna bake him a REALLY big cake so i can take LOTS of pics of him chowin down on it.
his teeth are comin in nicely btw. 3 so far .. none have actually dropped yet, but couple feel like they might be breaking through any day now. a quick question too .. when should i take him to his first dentist appointment? i was thinkin sometime after he gets most of baby teeth .. i mean hes gonna loose those anyways so does it really matter? plus its not like i don't know how to take care of teeth or something.

anywhoo ..
i'm still workin on getting the set of Gaylynn all done and ready to send off. it shouldn't take me much longer, but i've just been really sluggish lately and haven't wanted to do anything.
so hopefully i can get them all finished by this weekend.



i think thats it for now .. i'll probably be posting some more pics here shortly .. none of Gaylynn this time sorry =\ .. you'll just have to wait to find out what they are. ooo the suspense.



ps. next weekend baby .. the classic rock art show at memorial city mall. be there or be square.




EDIT: new groups





PS. my first deviation relocation lol .. apparently the adminstration did not like my "Covered Up" [link] or rather don't think that its justifiable as 'art,' soo they moved it from my gallery to my scraps. just a quick thought though..
what makes them the "gods" of art? what makes them think they have the ability to say this is art and this is not?
now whether they like it or not is not the question .. how can they can go around and say "oh yes this is good art .. but this, this right here, is bad."




C0MPADRES:
http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9675995/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 06:56:33 PDT Current Mood: all over the place








ooook so i know some of you are wondering "where the hell is the next set of the beautiful Gaylynn?" (you know thats what you're thinking ) and in short they're on the way
i've been soooo busy lately that we haven't had the time to get together until recently here. so i'll try get those all touched up and purrrdifeid for all of you out there to enjoy.. or most of you anyways hah.

TOBY boy has kept me on my feet running around for a while now so i haven't even had time to update this thing. hes doing great though! hes getting 2 .. yes thats 2 teeth in on the top, so hes been extra cranky these past couple of weeks. but thats cool cuz now he'll be able to bite things .. so wait maybe thats not so cool cuz those "things" most likely will be on mama lol .. eeh oo well hes a cutie so its ok.

anywhoo .. i'll be moving here in bout 6 weeks, or so, to our new country home yipee! i'm lookin forward to that. but i dunno how long i will be offline once i get out there.
thats prolly the only thing i'm not looking forward to lol. the internet is one of my only outlets to the "real" world nowadays.

on a different note i might be getting a new model here pretty soon which iam excited about its one of Gaylynn's friends and hopefully she'll be as excited about this as i am hehe. prolly not..

well i gotta run .. i need to setup things for a shoot.. haha


*thanks for all the love and support everyone on here has shown me .. its SO apperciated *





EDIT: well our power has just come back on .. its now almost 2.30am .. ahrg stupid power company
it was out for most of the day .. so i'm just now getting to cleaning up those pics, so hopefully they'll start appearing sometime soon. Night All



PS. haha i thought you might like a taste of the "rockshoot," thats what i'm calling it .. no complaints, we have to figure out which pics we're sending in/which pics they're gonna use for the website .. oo and btw the the website shes modeling for is SuicideGirls [link] <-- theres the link
but i'm afraid to say if your not a "subcriber" then you won't get to see the nakie pics ... anywhoo i can't post any pics that they use in the set so i think i'll have to wait to see which ones they will use and which ones they won't, so that i can post some for all to enjoy. i know theres a few that they probably will not use (or hopefully will not use ) so i'll start posting a lil bit at a time. most of the test shots will start appearing first though .. bear with me .. and have a nice day.




C0MPADRES:
http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9502453/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 15:05:49 PDT Current Mood: blah











oook so im preparing for my next shoot with the beautiful Gaylynn. we're goin to be shooting her set for the modeling thingy since they like the first couple of pics she sent them. we need lighting, a back-drop, and some other stuff, but it shouldn't be that much. i think we've settled on the scene we wanted. i'll give you a hint it involves a guitar .. and nakedness hehe.

anywhoo...
i've posted some photos that i took awhile ago but never really got around to posting then. theres should be some more "fillers" featuring my animals and some other stuff .. maybe those pics of me .. maybe
umm oo yes and BABY !
i'm getting to use a friend's camera its alot better then mine. i'll have to look at it again to tell you what exactly it is, but for now its nice will have to do. i'm getting use to it so i gotta take a look at the pics i've taken with it so far, just to see they came out any good, but atleast they'll look better then my cam.
i'm done for now i think. not much else to say right at the moment.

soooo








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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9442767/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9442767/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:32:58 PDT Current Mood: delighted












NEW NEW NEW !!
lots of new pics on the way.. be prepared

i just finished most of 'em up soo yay! look forward to a few shots of the photo sessions with the beautiful Gaylynn.
you'll have to bear with me though .. not only am i kinda busy at the moment what with baby and all, but the pics are taken with a pretty crappy camera, if you ask me, so they're not the best quailty pictures either.. plus i'm only an amateur. i did what i could in photoshop, but most of 'em turned out pretty much unusable. oo well. anywhoo .. oo yes more pics of baby and a few of myself if i'm brave enough
maybe i can even talk my hubby into releasing some of the shots of him lol. i'll work on that.
soo to sum this up, so that i can get off to bed, LOTS of NEW stuff on the way .. when i get around to posting them all.
hopefully they will start appearing pretty soon.

well i'm off good night all ..









EDIT: i've posted a few of the ones from the first session, but theres more to come.. stay tuned







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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9385523/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9385523/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 16:37:25 PDT Current Mood: Exhausted !!





HELLO

what were you expecting me to say?

well .. all is well and good in my part of the world. TOBIAS has started to crawl around the house, and ofcourse hes shootin up like a lil weed. i had to take him to the docs the other day for his 9 month check-up. it was horrible like always. i hate havin to take him to the doctors, cuz i know when we get there his cute lil smile will turn into cryin and these lil, "why the hell are you lettin them hurt me?," faces that make me want to break down and cry right then and there. he had to get blood work done too.
sheesh all in all it was a shitty day, but he got a clean bill of health so everything is great with him lol.
yay !

my love and i had one hell of a night last night. it was CRAZY!

total and complete.
pure chaos.
embrace the madness.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

i am everything ..
everywhere ..
all at once.

thats what last night really helped me to see. thats what i took away from that experience. hah

soo sleepy ..

anywhoo,
lots of new stuff on the way

its ok i know you're excited you don't have to hide it


lots of new photos and some digtal art aka photomanip heh.. i have been helpin a good friend with some snap shots to send in to a modeling gig.. thing. soo i have some of her .. ofcourse i have to run it by her before posting those, but i did do some manipulations to some of the blurrier ones that i really liked her poses in.
plus some other stuff .. and lets not forget BABY


im not sure when those will start appearing, but i'm just lettin yall know they're looming




Peace for now



EDIT: i added a bit to the ermm.. poems .. thought processes .. whatever u wanna call 'em ..happened to recall some more from last night. two completely opposite feelings and sensations altogether. like ying and yang i guess



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~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9055767/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/9055767/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 10:34:18 PDT Current Mood: Restless






well i got a lil time to myself here. im waiting for TOBIAS to wake up so we can go walk around the mall for a lil while before dada gets home. i find myself watching mtv which is i dunno .. dumb i guess but thats really the only channel with something on it.
i been doing some all important thinking as well.
things here in the indig0 household have been kinda stressful, with the money problems and what not. the hubby and i have been discussing our relationship a lot lately tryin to work some things out between us. not that things are necessarily bad .. just frustratin i guess. we're good as always though. loving and being loved
we've talked through things and found that we are wonderful together. i look forward to growing old with the love of my life. its funny though hes really the only man that i can truely say i've loved. i mean there has been other guys in the past, but lookin back i really realized that the guy i thought i might have possiblely loved .. i didn't. my husband is the one and only love of my life there is no other like him he was made for me. i feel like my life was just preparing me for our meeting and relationship, and now that our son is here i feel once again like life is preparing me for something. i don't know quite what it is, but its something. *sigh*
its soo strange lookin back at life.. seeing all these intances that i remembering thinking "wtf why is this happeing? what could this possible teach me?" and now i coming the understanding that all those things were some how leading me along to this point in my life. i am grateful for them all. well now i am
it'll be strange to look back at this time later in life. to remember things that are happening now .. then.
life is very usual.



oo yea i've been taking lots of pictures of different things .. BABY, ofcourse, Flowers, my neighbor's, other things i guess.
i'll get them on here .. when im not being lazy


i've gotten one pic done and "framed" lol soo heres a lil taste, of what i'll be posting, just to wet your whistle




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~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8939766/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8939766/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:19:18 PDT Current Mood: relaxed








alrighty so no more playin tag for me









not much to say here .. just wanted to put out another entry to let you know that i'll be posting some new pics. some of baby some of those "oggz" things i spoke about in a previous entry and some more of whatever i feel like posting . so enjoy! i'll probably adding to this entry later ..







EDIT:Tobias and I are off to the mall, but I just wanting to post some pics real quick and say i just figured out how to make borders around my pics lol. yea i know i'm genius . anyways now that i have borders around my stuff i wanna go back and make everything have broders lol. but that would take for ev0r! sooo i'm not .. but i wanna *whines*

well i gotta scoot cuz baby is gettin impatient














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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8931261/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8931261/ Wed, 31 May 2006 14:24:33 PDT
(sorry )




i was tagged by to fill this out....



1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
theres no book close to me

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
a monster (the engry drink )

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
camp lazlo on cartoon network

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
3:00

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
3:08

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my son

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
few minutes ago .. stuff

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
's page

9.What are you wearing?
a starbucks shirt and long shorts

10.Did you dream last night?
i don't remmber .. i haven't really remember alot of dreams since my pregnancy

11. When did you last laugh?
a min ago playin with my baby

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
a picture of a waterscape and a mirror that has a sun and cat-tails on it

13. Seen anything weird lately?
umm whats classified as "weird" anyways..

14. What do you think of this quiz?
its alright i guess

15. What is the last film you saw?
waking life (thanks steph)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
lots of stuff i guess

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
i like bar-b-que sauce on just about everything

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
make marijauna legal

19. Do you like to dance?
yes, doesn't everyone secretely like to dance when no else is around

20. George Bush:
is evil

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
eden marie but i'm glad my first chils isn't a girl .. don't me wrong lil girls are cute and everything.. i just prefer my lil boy better

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
TOBIAS QUINN of course!

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
sure infact i thats what i had planned to do but plans changed i found my l0ve and had my son .. i wouldn't go back in time for anything

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
hey lets smoke a joint

now i am tagging...





~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8843021/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8843021/ Mon, 22 May 2006 09:31:08 PDT You Can't Keep Boogin Like This .. You'll Contract Some Kinda Fever!


Firstly, I want to begin by sayin Thank All of You So Much for all the love and support. Its very much appreciated, and comments made on my last entry were so helpful. Thanks again.



This past weekend was absolutely wonderful. My hubby and I had some company over, a couple friends, we had blast. They brought these things called "oggz" over with them to show us and play with lol. They look like eggs but they light up and change colors.. I took some pictures of them so i'll post those sometime or another. It was fun and funny since my hubby's dad came home pretty drunk, and put on a lil show for us.
Thats pretty much all I can say about that without getting myself into trouble.

Yesterday, I saw my father and brother for the first time in almost a month. I've missed both of them very much. Its funny, to me, I thought I would have more time to do things and to keep in touch with the people I love after highschool, but it seems that I have less and less time to get everything done in one day. (especially now that baby TOBIAS has been added into the equation) It was a good day with the two of them. Although, I feel that some things that I have come to find out, concering my mother, left a lil sour taste to my experience. My family is a very touchy subject with me as it is, I'm sure, with pretty much everyone else. meh..
Anyways, hopefully this week will pass by quickly so that I can spend the weekend doing the things I love doing with the people I love doing them with.

I posted lots of pics today .. but do not despire cuz there are still lots more to come.

Baby is awake so this is it for now ..
Have a great day, week, weekend, month, and year lovelies

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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8806722/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8806722/ Sun, 21 May 2006 10:29:52 PDT "Here Comes The Sun
Here Comes The Sun
And I Say Its All Right

Little Darling, It's Been A Long Cold Lonely Winter
Little Darling, It Feels Like Years Since It's Been Here
Here Comes The Sun, Here Comes The Sun
And I Say It's All Right"..

*sigh*

Alright, well I've been kinda bummed for a few days .. and/or weeks .. but my mood has lifted and today I'm unusually blissful. (which I guess could have something to do with the engry pill I injusted this morning )
Meh who knows.. anyways I feel that I've come to some sorta realization about my life, I guess. After many discussions with my husband, we've decided that its really not worth it agruing about our money problem, and seeing that I've haven't really worked since I was about 15or16. Me goin out into the world and getting a job wouldn't be the best thing to try and accomplish at this time. So after last night's conversation we had, about this certain subject, I realized that just being able to lead my chosen lifestyle, however tight on money its gotta be right now, is something that I find great deal of pleasure in. I don't truely have to deal with the outside world and everything that I need is provided for me. This is a fact that I'm extremely greatful for. Although I know one day I will have to go out into this society and succumb to the working man's world. I'm not really looking forward to that day.

Anyways ..
On a lighter note. I shaved TOBIAS's hair into a mohawk (hints the title of this entry )

Hes sooo freakin cute .. well hes always been "soo freakin cute" but this haircut just enhances that fact. He did alright, I supose, for his first hair cut ever. He sat fairly still .. but not really for me .. his father had to finish his 'do' cuz he kept wanting look at me. So, after his father and I switched jobs .. he sat fairly still lol. It looks pretty good for the first time either one of us has given a baby a mohawk. Except, yea theres an "except" you knew there would be , theres a small chunk missing from the bottom left-handside, if were to be looking straight on at it, on the back of his head. BECAUSE he moved to see what dada was doing to him right when dada was about the finish cutting that strip.
Oh and its kinda lopsided as well, cuz we couldn't really tell what the 'exact' middle of his head was until we were through .. but it still looks good .. and the lopsidedness has grown on me so we haven't tried to fix it. Plus we cut it last sunday so the rest has had time to grow back some what. Eh, whatever its kick ass either way. I've taken pictures of him since then, but I've been to lazy to upload them to my computer soo I'll have to get around to doing that sooner or later.. most likely it will be later though haha.

On a side note..
Everyone should rent, buy, or download the movie 'Mirror Mask' by The Jim Henson Company.. it is one of the BEST moives I've ever seen. I highly recomended it! 2 way UP!
Thats what I've been watching for the past couple of weekends.. and hopefully this weekend as well.
AND hopefully this weekend will be pretty awesome too. What am I saying .. I know it will .. I'll keep ya posted .
Thats it for now .. this is me signning off



EDIT: THERES JUST A FEW OF THE 'HAWK PICS FORM SOME DIFFERENT ANGLES SO YOU CAN SEE THE WHOLE THING..
MORE ON THE WAY





oo yes if you haven't been able to tell I was rewarded, cuz I'm just soo darn special, with a free week subscription yipee! http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8704573/ Sun, 07 May 2006 20:13:46 PDT Current Mood: Tired















Ok so today my hubby and I were sitting outside watching TOBIAS walk around in his walker on the patio. Then all of sudden my l0ve motions very quickly, which is very unlike him lol, and yells "PEACOCKS!" This startled me a bit, seeing how my husband never yells and when and if he does "Peacocks" would be the last thing I thought he would say.
So I turn around, in the direction he was motioning, to the feild that is next to our house and to my suprise there were infact 2 beutiful female, since niether one of them had a long brightly colored tail which I learned from the Discovery Channel meant that they would be males, peacocks walking through the feild. Me not being fast enough and kinda of lazy anyway didn't have my camera so no pics .. which now I'm just kickin myself about.
But yea it was pretty cool. Speaking of cool my weekend was pretty kick ass.
It was our friend's birthday on Cinco de Mayo hehe. We threw her a lil b-day party .. it was super fun! *sigh* I wuv her..




Well I'm off to bed.. Night All

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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8611175/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8611175/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 14:56:10 PDT Current Mood: Excited








Tonight should prove itself to be an AWESOME weekend once again. This is the most one on one time my hubby and I have had together since before TOBIAS was born. Its been quite enjoyable
I'll edit this later and tell ya some about it





I've posted some more new pics .. with more on the way!
I don't have to go to walmart all the time now so i can take pics and post 'em within a night. Its pretty great




Thats it for now ...



EDIT: SERVAL HOURS LATER




Well last night did not disappoint.. thats for sure lol. It felt like it was going to be going on an adventure and boy was it ever. Some parts weren't as great as others, but all in all it was a pretty sucessful eveing.. and i mean it sucessfully entertained me all night and into the morning.
I stayed up a long time and messed around with photoshop, as you can see by the new submission haha, i'm pleased with what i came out with. Even though i think i could have done a lil bit more to it. i liked it how it was last night.. simply complexed lol.

Anyways enjoy .. more pictures are sure to follow.. trust in that






p.s. Mother Nature Is So BAD ASs

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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8559616/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8559616/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:46:44 PDT Current Mood: Peaceful





so last night was awesomely amazing. probably one of the best nights of my life. just what happen you ask?
well lets not go into extreme detail, but it was freakin great!
thats all you get..

i feel that i have been bestowed some sorta great undstanding from the Cosmos .. the gods have smiled on me.


Follow the Spirals they hold the Key




EDIT: i think i should start dreaming up some different haikus and stuff (maybe a lil more poem posting )

oo yea and more pics on the way..





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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8499312/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8499312/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 12:01:27 PDT Current Mood: Reflective




alright so i've been thinkin..
my gallery is full of my TOBIAS photos which is
AWESOME
but i think im gonna try to put some other stuff in here too.. more pics of stuff i took around the house and maybe some more digi art stuff too

besides my cutie patootie, even though i could fill this whole thing up with just phtotos of him hehe, has other sites i could post pics on too
not to say that devianart isn't good enough .. im just sayin i have more talents besides takin kick ass pics of my TOBIAS boy. i need to go to walmart so i can get those put on a cd.. but anyways i'll still be postin LOTS of pics of TOBIAS on here don't get me wrong i'll just be addin to my portfolio as well



so yea those will be on the way plus baby pics!

you know i couldn't just stop postin pics of my cutie








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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8438263/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8438263/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 22:07:50 PDT Current Mood: Happy





i've posted LOTS of new deviations!
TOBIAS has been napping for a lil while now, so i've had time to do that sorta stuff . my love has just walked in the door, home from work, at long last and brought home groceries , hes so g00d to me. i absolutely love my new camera "Samsun" , i've been snapping photos like a crazy person, i think my hubby is starting to get a bit annoyed with my constant bombardment . oh well hes just so darn sexy i can't help myself plus this was really the only time he let me take his picture. so
hopefully my English Muffin, you know who you are , will stop by for easter holiday and we can catch up some.

but thats it for now .. i'll add more to this later cuz lil boo boy has awoken

serval hours later..


Current Mood: Exhausted


well i got TOBIAS to sleep around 10ish, so now i can finish this thing.. after my cereal of course

today was a good day
it was really nice outside, not to hot and not to windy, extremely pleasant. TOBIAS was such a sweetie today .. hes been kinda cranky the past few days .. but today he was super c00l , i think he got enough sleep last night or something. didn't do a whole hell of a lot today just the usual .. playin with baby, cleaing, and other mommy/house wife type stuff
we heard from the builders today though, we're moving outta the neighborhood we live in currently to the country on some of my love's grandmother's land, they said that we could come in tomorrow and pick out paint colors for the house.
i can't wait to get out there! i don't know exactly what colors i want, but i have a few in mind. i want some kinda flow from room to room in the house. maybe cool colors like blues or greens with some neutrals mixed in . hmm i'll have think some more on it. i'm just really lookin forward to gettin outta this place and moving on to something new. oo i get to start my own garden too .
its gonna r0ck


anyways .. i've taken a bunch more pictures with my new Samsun
i'll have to get them put on a cd one day, when i have the opportunity to, cuz my computer won't let me connect the cam to it.. for one reason or another
stoopid computer
even though i have like a million i haven't looked through already.. *sigh* just to much to do and not enough time to do it all. well its late so i'm goin to sleep.. good night all!







New Pics on the Way Stay Tuned http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8422262/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 12:06:28 PDT Current Mood: Freaking Awesome




Hell Yea!
today effing r0cked
i picked up tons of new TOBIAS pics.. and i do mean tons.. oo yea theres also new photos of some of my neighbor's flowers and birdhouses .. i'm sure there is stuff i'm forgetting but thats the just of 'em..
AND the most kick ass part was i got a New camera woohoo

i call it Samsun .. i accidentally scratched off some of the red paint (oo yes its red ) already so i put a sticker on it to cover that up, its a sheep and a star they're cute, but they covered up the g on " samsung " .. so yea thats what i called it..

our friend tony's kid's 1st birthday was today.
so he came by to invite us over for cake and ice cream, which btw the i don't eat thanks tony , and i was talkin about how i desperately needed a new camera because the one had was so crappy, to my l0ve. when tony walked up and asked what we were talkin about, so i say, " i need a new freaking camera, man.." thats when he made my day
he says to me, " katy, i'll buy that camera from you now since i don't have one to take pics of my kids with, and that way you can go get a new one." so i looked at my l0ve for some sorta affirmation of the deal, that was unfolding right in front him, he nods his head and says, " alright man, i'll do that.. how much you gonna give me for it?" tonys replies " i'll give you $50 for it, but i only got $45 on me right now so i'll give you the rest tomorrow." my l0ve paused a moment to consider the amount, and if tony would really pay the rest at a later time, so after a few minutes of delieration he deemed it a resonable bargin. (considering you couldn't hook the cam up to the computer anymore cuz someone broke the usb cord/connection we don't really know which one ), so after many delays i finally got to go to walmart, at like 7pm sheesh , and pick out a new dig cam.

its a Samsung Digimax A503:
- 5.0 mega pixel
- 5x digtal zoom
- 2.0" TFT LCD
- VGA 24fps movie function
- deglightful effects function
- picbridge support
.. yes i just copied the back of the box

but yea seriously .. its soOOoo c00l
i freaking love it
the picture is so much better, clearer and brighter, than the first camera and i can zoom in a lot more .. AND theres globs of effects like b&w, sephia, different color filters, and other groovy junk


*sigh*

ok i think thats outta my system now ..
sooo the point of this ranting is my l0ve r0x my face and that more pics are on the way! .. lots so be prepared





bed time
http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8403583/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 10:50:28 PDT ..i'm new so you'll have to bear with me. i have been doing some naughty things and it made me a lil ummm .. s l o w
i have a camera full of brand spanking pics of TOBIAS ..amongst other things.. to post but i gotta go to walmart to do it

stupid effing usb cord!
it
i hate goin to walmart all the time .. i swear the guy at the photo place is startin to recognized me.

oh well .. *sigh*

i need a new camera ¬_¬
why does everything gotta be so dang expensive?

alright well i'm tired .. more pics coming soon







thanks again for for all the lovely comments and







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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8395255/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8395255/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 10:15:31 PDT
i've posted just some of the new pics of TOBIAS, but i have lots more saved on my hard drive that i'm just to lazy to post right now
i took a collection of other photos today. mainly of my neighbor's flowers and bird houses that they grow and build in their garden backyard .. its so pretty .. like a lil tropical paradise
anyways.. theres an assortment of others that i took of some strange, and not so strange, things that appeared in my backyard. you'll have to wait with bated breath til can get them put on a cd, which might have to wait a lil while cuz i want more pictures to add to that cd.
i eventually wanna get some shots of "our bum" that lives in the field next to us, he just built a shack and its pretty nice. soo yea i think that'll be my lil project
i'd like to get different views of it so i'll have to be stealthy

so to wrap this up .. new pics posted now .. more on the way



don't change that channel..






a brief aside:
oo yes .. thanks for all the wonderful comments and all the i sure do appericate it



i'll try to live up to expectations





can you tell i like using the faces? haha






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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8371378/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8371378/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 23:03:53 PDT everything but when it fades you won't be able to tell. so bleh
anyways .. the sun was startin to set and it casted the best light through the clouds, so i couldn't resist doin the parental thing and takin pictures of TOBIAS cuz it was just such great light! sooo those pics will be up soon as i get them put on a cd at walmart haha.. since my usb cord is broken on the camera poop
oo and there was a fairy ring startin to form in our back yard too. so i got a few pics of that, but after lookin at them again i realized that i only like the ones of the single mushshrooms. out of all the snaps i got of them i only like a few .. i'm picky what can i say .. but those pics will be on here too. it was a fabulous day for pictures, even though i forgot about gettin some of lauren, my love's step-sister, and TOBIAS. he was just to darn cute not to get as many photos of him as possible. especially before the sun went down! next time she comes to see us there will be more pictures taken hehe.
i am such a parent
oh well .. enjoy!







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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8346891/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/8346891/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:17:39 PDT




stay tuned ...













I AM NINJA





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]]> ~indig0kid http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/7948456/ http://indig0kid.deviantart.com/journal/7948456/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 00:07:19 PST more of 'em on the way !




One day we will remember that this world is just a a figment of our own imaginations .. that we all are the divine dreamers.










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