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this is just a little note to wish everybody the best this summer. i hope to get back to normal soon, although i might upload one last sad poem, but then onwards, it is summer!! i shall write about flowers and the sun

innepik

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/18128219/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/18128219/ Fri, 02 May 2008 05:32:33 PDT
mike and i never had it easy. during the 1st yr of our relationship, he was still living with his ex. but we got over this.

the second yr, i came to germany and he was in england. this wasnt too bad, although it obviously wasnt optimal. however, when i got back to visit him in february, he told me he was going to france the next week. he had told me he was going to france in the summer, but as far as i know, february is not summer! anyhow, he left, and went to france. we were separated a month and a half. contact was hard, and he never called me. not even once. he said he was busy, and it is true, he was workin 6 days a week, whole day. but still. then there was the fact dat he wouldnt make contact 4 days, and then all hed do was ask me whether i'd cheated. like he was waitin 4 me to make a mistake.

i went 2 see him the 2 first weeks of april, and spent my bday (9th april) and his (15th of april) together. he looked me in the eye when he told me he truly loved me and said how wonderful it would b to live together. and i believed him, like a fool!!

while i was in france, he got a job offer in sardinia, italy. he was gonna go on the 1st of may, but he had a chance of leaving earlier, and he did, even though his parents were gonna come to visit him the next week. they had offered him double the pay in italy. i must have reminded him 50 times to call his parents, and he would always said "yeah, i'll call them" and "i've already sent them an email". i even offered to call them myself (and i should have done too, i feel so guilty). his mum called me crying from france and saying dat mike wasnt answerin his phone and dat they'd told her in france dat he was gone to ireland.

he never contacts anyone, EVER. but once in sardinia, he just stopped takin my calls altogether.

during the past 3 months hes made me feel unwanted, rejected almost. i've been crying mornin afternoon and night, and this just cannot go on. he'll never change, and although i wouldnt have seen this had we been in the same country, hes just screwed everythin up; ignoring me and everything. u just dont do dat, unless u truly hate the person.

finally, on our yr and a 1/2 anniversary (29th april), he sent me 2 txts. one saying "happy anniversary, i love u" and 15 minutes later, a second txt reading "i think we should b friends until we r both back in york, but would u kiss or date? and would u take me back?"

i also REALLY HATE the fact he wants to stay friends, coz i would never have a friend like dat. but u cant b friends with sumone u just never talk to. and personally, i refuse to stay friends with an ex bf. it just doesnt work. its over and done with.

im really quite worried, coz of his lack of contact with everyone and everything. its like hes gone to another country, and therefore 4gets everything he had b4. i mean wot happened with his parents and everything. its just not normal, u know? maybe he needs help, i dont know.

if im really honest with u, im not really sure whether we've broken up. but in my heart, we've been breaking up for 3 months. i wish i could call him and speak to him about it, finally get things clear, but i know he just wont pick up. all i've done is sent him an email saying everything i felt, and a text to let him know i'd sent him an email. i've always said to him dat if i wasnt feeling well about our relationship, that i'd give him a week. and i have.

and its funny, only a week b4 he was telling me he loved me and dat it would b so nice to live together... i even had bought plane tickets to come and see him next week.

thanx 4 reading this, everyone.

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/16342669/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/16342669/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 11:42:34 PST
this one is about being very busy. unfortunately, as of late, dat is my answer to everything. "no, sorry, i cant come, im too busy" or the classic "sorry, i have to work".

at the moment, im pretty stressed, but i think sumthing good will come out of all this work, right?? after 2 essays of 4k words each, im feeling pretty drained. words escape me. and i just dont seem to find the answers.

this is a note to myself. i've been feeling left out by my friends, because i can never come out. they say u gotta water ur friendships. but they dont tell u how to keep them watered when u just dont have time.

to all of u clever ones who r thinkin "oh, well, instead of writing this rather moany note u should b out there talkin to ur friends" i snap back at ya! im at uni. running a gel. as u do.

i dont even have phone credit to call or text. i havent been into town 4 about 3 months now. surprisingly, i dont feel depressed. i think i owe dat to my wonderful bf, whos been supporting me throughout. its funny to think how just the one person can quench all ur needs sumhow.

im rather confused, im happy but sad. enthusiastic, but dissapointed. its like my life's split into 2 rather different realms, one being friends, and the other being mike. and on one side its all going well, whilst on the other, its not. its funny, coz im so far away from my bf at the moment, as i am in germany and he in england. and still he doesnt give up. he doesnt leave me. sumtimes im so happy about my relationship, i dont know y im sad.

innepik

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/15693104/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/15693104/ Tue, 27 Nov 2007 12:41:35 PST its more than the end of her life, to me, this is the end of a chapter which i will always cherish. i love u, laura... i wish i'd said dat. i wish i'd been there. i wish i'd known. i'll always ask myself why sumone as seemingly happy as u can do such a thing. and i think sumhow, the question will always remain.

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]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/13403254/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/13403254/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 06:36:03 PDT exams r in a week. im DEAD.

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]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/13305843/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/13305843/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 16:29:18 PDT

anyways, this is really just a note to keep ya'll updated, but there isnt dat much to say except the advice i've just given ya.

hope ur summer is starting off good, mine is kinda busy, but warm, and warm is always good!!!

innepik

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/12776311/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/12776311/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 09:10:02 PDT
i've had a pretty hectic week, not only in the academic department, but also emotionally. could only get better, one hopes.

anyways, its nice to b back.

innepik

(note to self: should write sumthin soon!)

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/12103974/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/12103974/ Thu, 08 Mar 2007 09:45:26 PST

I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.

I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.

I hang out with drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.

Im CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.

I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

I have a DIFFERENT sence of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11680238/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11680238/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 06:33:55 PST
1. although my profile says im from UK, im actually from argentina. but i've been living in the UK for 6 years.

2. i enjoy writing poems in my free time, tho dont get much of dat, as i am studying biochemistry at university.

3. i lost my dad when i was 8.

4. i live with 6 friends. call me paranoid, but i think they all hate me!! lol. they dont... or do they???

5. im in debt!!! and im only 19 (u gotta hate the brittish system)

6. im 6 feet tall. okay... perhaps more like 5 11. but i like round numbers!!! so 6 feet!! HA!! *stretches and reaches the damned 6 feet mark*

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11460231/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11460231/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 13:04:34 PST
so i've been partying!

yesterday i cut my hair. myself. i wont have sum random stranger take my money to have the fun i could b having. and i do. u should try it sum time. its relaxing and de-stressing. and FUN!! tho, i advise having a sink and a bin nearby. and the vacuum cleaner ready!!!

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11323585/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11323585/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 11:07:09 PST and those who r yet not!!

im on my revision break, and feeling i will officially commit suicide if i have to read one more immunology lecture sheet. honest.

this whole week i been back at uni, i been noticing my christmas flab slowly leave my hips. which is great, coz my bf was starting to annoy me by squeezing my sides...

so here goes a question for u: wot did u have for christmas dinner??

me and my family had gnocchi. home-made, family tradition. its absolutely delicious, and if ur nice to me, i might even give u the recipe

]]> ~innepik http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11254359/ http://innepik.deviantart.com/journal/11254359/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 06:30:07 PST HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

2007

Those first few seconds of 2007
As our hearts came close together
And our hands intertwined
I just knew you would be mine
Forever
Until the end of time

watch out for the ending!!!

once again, i wish y'all a very very happy 2007!!!!!!!!!!!
love + prosperity!!

innepik

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