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I might be leaving Deviantart...I'm sorry...

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Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

"Fix You" By Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

"Crave" By The Butterfly Effect

When you crave
Hurts like slave
More the pain

Hold on when it feels like I only want you
And I'll bleed
Only for you

When you lie
Damaged
I crawl like flies

Hold on, when it feels like flies, oh, crawling their way through me cause I'm empty, I'm empty like you made me
When it burns like lies and all I want is you, one time, but it hates me, it hates me like you hate me, like

yeah you do, crave

Love, Me
Always and forever yeah
It's hard to be strong when I crave you like I do

Hold on,when it feels like I'm only waiting you want me now but I'm empty, I'm empty like you made me
When it burns like lies and all I want is you, one time, but it hates me, it hates me like you hate me now,

oh i crave you
oh i do
oh i crave you

Just a few of my new songs that my boyfriend showed me!

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23775674/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23775674/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 06:50:01 PDT Tears fall from sleep deprived eyes
Stomach growls from the food I haven't eaten
Mind spins from all the stress
Imagination wonders to fun places
Music plays to calm my nerves
Body aches from over exertion
Hair looks crazy from lack of effort
Eye's are black from the make-up
Black hoody to represent how I feel
Torn jeans to show the rebel inside me....

-That's all I got so far, i'm in computers class and well decided to change my journal and well this came to mind so hope you like my unfinished poem.

Umm i'm doing better now I guess i'm just overly tired, hope everyone is doing okay.

That's all for now, hopefully some new pic's of my puppy soon, when I get the time, hey if your lucky I might put up the story i'm writing for my english class. Well talk to you all later *hugs*

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23604565/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23604565/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 06:40:21 PDT Well this week I didn't have any geometry assignments at all I was sooo pumped, I also got an A on my geometry test last week i'm so excited!
Also I got to hang out with my Boyfriend all week and weekend so amazing.
Ummm...so this weekend I went swimming at the SDC it was soo fun, me and a few friends went we were all tired and hungry after so we went to Micky D's to get food, and then of course like always we all went to walmart and met up with our other friend mccall YAYZ!! it twas very fun! Walmart is a good place to hang out when ur a teenager with nothing to do! hehe!
Then saturday night I didn't sleep to well and I also didn't sleep well on Sunday night, so i'm uber tired at the moment thank the magical unicorn in the sky that my boyfriend got me an energy drink this morning *hugs him uber tightly* i'm sure to get better rest this week, umm other news on Saturday I also had the same friends over at my house to watch a movie called "Don't mess with the Zohan" wow it was really funny! I will suggest one really great movie that everyone should see, if you get a chance go see Gran Torino! Best movie i've seen all year!
Also as you all have probably seen I got my hair cut 5 inches to be exact it's amazing I love it.
I've been recently obsessed with my DS, well ever since my friends boyfriend got me a ton of games (THANK YOU MCCALL AND JOHN) any way yea i've been playing it a lot!
Just on a side note i'm sry for not putting up any new poetry or drawings in a while I just haven't been in the mood to write I do have on doodle I could put up but it's on my history notes so i'm not to sure if you all wanna read my history babble, so you guys can let me know if I should put it up.
Okay so I could really use everyones help in order to get my creativeness going again if you have any suggestions on photo's, drawings, poems, anything plz help it would be much apprieciated.
Thank you all for listening, Love! bye *hugs*

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23266273/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/23266273/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 11:04:34 PST Edit well another addition to my bad news is that my ankle has gottin worse and now i recently injured my wrist and it might possibly be broken i should be going to the doctors sometime this week. And sadly my boyfriend has a bad cold, but he was feeling well enough to go to our schools homecoming dance that was last night.
The good news is that my very good friend won homecoming and i was sooo happy for her, I had an awesome valentines weekend (more details if u ask), and my bad grade on my test didn't bring my grade down to much i'm still getting a fairly good grade in that class, i also got some really good pic's from homecoming and some video of me walking out if any one is interested in the video i can send it to you on msn if i talk to you. Edit more good news is that i got some awesome dance pics and hopfully will be putting them up soon. umm really not much more to report on.

Edit As you can see i already put some homecoming pics up and there will be more taken at the dance i should have them up by the end of the day today maybe...it kinda hurts to type right now so i'm not to sure if i'll get the pics up tonight.

Thank you all for listening. *hugs u all*

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Ummm well seeing as i have a fever and headache right now i can't think of a good journal sooo ummm....here listen and read my fave. song of all time!!!!!

~Crash by Dave Matthews Band~

You've got your ball,
You've got your chain
Tied to me tight, tie me up again.
Who's got their claws
In you my friend?
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock,
And sweet you roll
Lost for you, I'm so lost for you

Oh, and you come crash into me
And I come into you
And I come into you
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you.

Oh, and you come crash into me
Baby, and I come into you
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

And if I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
To forgive me
In my haste
When I'm holding you so girl,
Close to me

Oh and you come crash into me, yeah
Baby, and I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show your world to me
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

Oh, I watch you there
Through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing, but you
Wear it so well
Tied up and twisted,
The way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash into me, baby
Come crash into me, yeah

Crash into me...
Crash into me...
Crash into me...

You know, I'm the king of the castle,
And you're the dirty rascal, crash into me.
Please crash into me, baby...

Oh, no no no...
Yes,
I see the wave come and crash into me.
I See the wave come and crash into me.
Crash into me.


[link]
Here is the link to the song Enjoy!!!!
Peace out *hugs*

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22924683/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22924683/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 14:16:21 PST -Second i want to delete some of my deviations is anyone willing to go through my entire gallery and tell me what's worthy of staying on DA?
-Third i just wanted to say that me and my boyfriend are still doing very well, we've just passed 4 months we are almost to 5 months believe it or not.
-And finally i'd just like to tell everyone that i am running for princess at my school for homecoming and so is my friend Tia which is also on DA her screen name is ~mina-rakastaa-sina May the best canadate win, and Tia i'll be very happy if you win!
-Thank you all for listening
~Liv

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22602716/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22602716/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 19:01:21 PST ~Liv

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22560253/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/22560253/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 11:54:54 PST so after having pretty much no cell phone for 3 days, i finally bitched at my mom to get me a new phone...and she wasn't gonna get me one so we decided to go to the store and see if they could fix it...yea they had no clue what was wrong with it..they even tried and gave me a whole new sim card and guess what nothing happened...soooo i got really sad and angry at the same time because i figured everyone who i usually text is thinking that i am ignoring them so i felt really bad so i begged my mom to let me get a new phone and HAHA she did and i was soooooo pumped yea so any way for the people that thought i was ignoring them i wasn't!!!!!! i just had no use of my phone...but now i'm texting and calling away!! YAY!! i got a new Samsung Propel with a full keyboard, and it's in my 2 favorite colors, Green and black!! i'm sooo pumped YAYZ! well any way i just got done with my psychology exam and well i gotta go now so i'll talk to you all later Love Ya!

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Hugs for you all

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I think this song explains a lot of situations, and it's my favorite country song (i don't like country so it's a big thing)


~My dad chased monsters from the dark
He checked underneath my bed
He could lift me with one arm
Way up over top his head
He could loosen rusty bolts
With a quick turn of his wrench
He pulled splinters from his hand
Never even flinched
In thirteen years I'd never seen him cry
But the day that grandpa died,I realized

Unsinkable ships, sink
Unbreakable walls, break
Sometimes the things you think would never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel, bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

And then there was my junior year
Billy had a brand new car
It was late,the road was wet
I guess the curves was just too sharp
I walked away without a scratch
They brought the helicopter in
And Billy couldn't feel his legs
Said he'd never walk again
But Billy said he would and his mom and daddy prayed
And the day we graduated,he stood up to say:

Unsinkable ships, sink
Unbreakable walls, break
Sometimes the things you think would never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel, bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

So don't tell me that it's over
Don't give up on you and me
'Cos there's no such thing as hopeless
If you believe:

Unsinkable ships, sink
Unbreakable walls, break
Sometimes the things you think would never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel, bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

Hope you like it!!!!!!!!![link]

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21659233/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21659233/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 06:30:35 PST
THIS IS THE AMAZINGLY HONEST RANDOM QUIZ!!!
1. What do you long for the most?
To be Understood

OOOOH! INTERESTING!!!

2.What's the name of a crush {guy/girl from school only plz}?
Well my boyfriend of course ~Wendell

Oh my is he/she nice? i hope so ^_^

3. How would you react if that special someone came up to you and told you that they thought you were amazing and wanted to get to know you better?
Umm well hmmm don't think i can answer this seeing as i hear that everyday

hehe. lets get a little less serious shall we?

4. list the top four super powers that you would want. {most want to kinda meh}
1}To be invisable
2}Be able to fly
3}Control fire and ice
4}Ability to levatate stuff

CEEEEEEEWLNESS!!! 8D lets try something else now!
say the first thing that comes to mind when you see the next couple of words listed!

5.
Cheese-Wiz

potato-Thanksgiving

socks-Fuzzy

iron-Bridge

copper-Country

snow-ball fight

banana- and peanut butter

stop sign- Traffic

0_o you weirdo....

last few questions for the time being...

6.Do you feel lonely?
Occasionally

7. do you have amazingly cool dreams that involve a favorite character?
No..

8.Who's usually involved?
Um well i dream about my boyfriend does that count?

....wow...you need a life....xD

LAST QUESTION!!!!

9. What's your favorite COLOR *only one plz*
Lime Green

okay i lied this is the last question...

10. are you excited for turkey day? {thanksgiving if you dont understand me...tis a US holiday}
HELLZ YEAH!!!

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21529854/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21529854/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 06:29:19 PST i can't wait till we get enough snow to go snowmobiling, oh and hopefully after this weeekend i'll have a new picture of a deer up, because i'm going hunting this weekend i'm so pumped!!!!!!!!! hunting is great fun!!! Next Week is Thanksgiving, i'm leaving on wednesday to head down to GreenBay, Wisconsin Go me!!! no really i'm not really looking forward to shopping. O well, also this weekend i have to work on a history presentation, and bio project all this week, I got a lot going on, so i'm sorry if i don't get onto msn or Da cuz i'll be very busy! *hugs*

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......depressed liv........

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The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find



Me and My Boyfriends song

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...Love those who care.....

Liv...

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21213001/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21213001/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 06:44:05 PDT What would you do with a 3rd hand?
I would so totally juggle!!!!

>If you could have one type of candy every time you snapped your fingers, what candy would it be?
O M G!!!!!! SKITTLES!!!!

>If you could choose a super power, what one would you choose?
Cloning powers!!! (for personal use)

>If every time you sneezed, lightning struck your ex… Would you try not to sneeze or just let it happen?
Sneeze as much as possible!!!!

>If you had a monkey’s tail, would you be more likely to hang from trees with it or use it to reach the remote control?
BOTH!!!

>If you could speak to animals, which animal would you speak to first?
My Dog then my Piranha

>Would you love having the ability to read minds or would you curse having the ability?
Mixed Feelings

>If you could breathe fire every time you got upset, would your house still be standing?
Hell NO!!!

>If you had the ability to transform your appearance to look like one of your friends, would you try to hear what your best friend really thinks about you?
NO!!!!

>If you had the ability to magically poof into any room, would you bother walking through doors anymore?
No i would not use any doors!

>If you could create a delicious feast by clapping your hands, would you solve world hunger, Or would you just keep the ability secret and make food only for your family?
Solve world hunger, but keep my identity secret

>Would you rather have rockets for legs, or wish-granting toilet plungers for arms?
Rockets for legs!!!

>If you could speak to any house-hold object what would it be?
The Computer!!

>If a traveling salesman gave you a hat that would make your dreams come true, would you wear the hat, if you knew that your life would go back to normal if you ever took the hat off?
I wouldn't put the hat on...

>If a wizard offered you the ability to make anyone attracted to you by winking at them, would you keep the ability if you developed a nervous twitch that made you wink randomly?
Ummm....yea sure!!

>Would you rather have permanent electrified handshakes or permanent horrible-itch creating hugs?
Handshakes!! I love hugs!!

>Would you rather have the ability to run to the bathroom at the speed of light or the ability to do back flips all the way to the refrigerator?
Back flips to the refrigerator

>Would you want the ability to make everything you touch smell like lilacs?
No

>If you had the ability to fill the mouths of all annoying people with jelly, would you use it once or every time they spoke?
EVERY TIME THEY SPOKE OF COURSE!!!

>If every time you sang, everyone around you broke into song and dance, would you sing anymore?
I would sing because that would be really really funny!!!!!

>Would you want amazing speed, if it meant your feet had to be constantly engulfed in painless fire?
nah

>If every time you yawned, flip flops rained from the sky, would you try to yawn as much as possible?
Nah i'd only yawn if it was absolutely nessasary

>Would you want a butt that could cure disease every time you mooned someone?
Hellz Yeah!

>If you could make someone fall in love with you, just by telling them “Before I go anywhere I fill my shoes with Jello” Would you say it?
UMM.. YEA!!!!

>If you could mesmerize the opposite sex, by playing hopscotch and patty-cake, would you?
Possibly

>Would you rather have the ability to materialize sonic slushies with your mind or the ability jump 20 feet in the air?
Materialize sonic slushies!!!!!

>If you woke up to realize that all of the dreams/nightmares you had while sleeping, had come true…would you be afraid to go to sleep after that?
Yea i'd be afraid my dream/nighmares scare me

>If thinking happy thoughts could make you fly, what would thinking sad thoughts make you do?
Fall

>If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?
1)I'd wish for No more annoying people
2)I'd wish for World peace and no more world hunger
3)I'd wish for families not to have problems staying together

>If you could do any daily activity in your sleep, what would it be?
Eat that would be amazing

>If you found a car that ran on ice cream, would you buy it?
UMMM!!! HELLZ YEAZ!!!

>Would you want a revolving closet, infinite in size, so your clothes would never be out of place?
sure

>Would you want the ability to smell things that are miles away?
sure

>If someone told you that, “if you walk on your hands you will live years longer,” would you do it?
Umm sure if i had that ability

>Would you rather look like you were 19 until you w... ]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21197625/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/21197625/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 06:21:37 PDT
I'm also not eating all day today in fear that my stomach is to upset to eat.....

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1.I've had a relationship change
2.I'm getting older
3.I'm helping friends with there problems
4.AND I'm UBER HAPPY!!! to wish my really good friend CHRIS!!! a Very Happy Birthday a few days early cuz i'm not sure if i'll be able to get on later this week!!!!!


Any way my life is boring so yea later!!

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/20714195/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/20714195/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 22:39:43 PDT 002. Nickname → Panda Bear
003. Status → Umm...Taken?
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Been there done that
007. Middle School → Meh
008. High School → 2 Much Drama
009. Smart → Umm...sure..i get good grades
010. Hair color → Brown/blonde/red (highlights)
011. Long or short → Medium
012. Loud or Quiet → Middle
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Camera Phone
015. Health freak → Yea Right!
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink occasionally
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Nope but i am in Love with the person i'm with
018. Eat or Drink → Neither (but i have to in order to survive so both)
019. Piercings → Ears
020. Tattoos → I want one....or two....or three....
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears when i was 12ish
024. First best friend → Emily Jarvi in Kindergarten
025. First award → Ummm...don't remember
026. First crush → Logan
027. First pet → Lindy, sadly she died
028. First big vacation → Disney World
030. First big birthday → Well when i was 1 of course


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing
050. Drinking → Diet Pepsi mixed with whiskey
052. I'm about to → Go to bed
053. Listening to → Death Before Dishonor by Five Finger Death Punch
054. Plans for today → Umm tonight...Sleep
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → One i guess
059. Want to get married? → Of Course
060. Careers in mind → Poet, Pschycologist
WHICH IS BETTER WITH BOYS?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → On the Taller side
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both
074. Sensitive or loud → Kinda loud but also sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → A mix of both
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope
081. Ran away from home → Nope
084. Broken someones heart → Not sure
085. Been arrested → No
087. Cried when someone died → Yea to much....

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Nope never have
090. Miracles → I guess
091. Love at first sight → Mhm
092. Heaven → Not sure
093. Santa Claus → When i was little
094. Sex on the first date → Hell No!
095. Kiss on the first date → Umm yea!!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yup already with them
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Nope i'm never happy with my life
099. Do you believe in God → Not Sure
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → Whoever would like to do it.

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True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

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Thank you all!!

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Happy Birthday Dad, I Love you

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19690077/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19690077/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 20:10:19 PDT and my computer says that i had signed in on a different computer with my msn messenger when i know damn well that i didn't, then i thought maybe it was just my computer acting up (it does that a lot) but then i go and check Da and find i have a note from my boyfriend saying that someone signed into my msn and it wasn't me, so by this point i was really creeped out especially because it was 25 mins after i left with McCall, i'm still not sure who it was and i'm really worring about it, because if someone know's my password then they can check my email and everything (don't worry i'm not stupid i changed my password) but i'm still scared, i'm really hoping it was my mom being curious or my cousin messin with me and not some stalker scary person


Okay i'm done complaining......Later all!

still can't change the emotion i'm not miserable

Edit

Okay so i found out that it wasn't my mom or my cousin so i have no clue who did it i'm really freakin out.......

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~Never Enough by Five Finger Death Punch~

I'm so fed up with everyone around me
(No one seems to care)
I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change
(I'll never be the same)

Its always do this, do that,
everything they want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Pushin me away


Chorus:

Its never enough
No its never enough
No matter what I say

Its never enough
No its never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be


Its all so messed up and no one ever listens
(Everyone's deranged)
I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change
(Wanna lay it all to waste)

Their always say this, say that,
nothing that you want to
I don't want to live that way
Every chance they get their always
Shovin me aside

Chorus


I'm Done


Bridge:

In the end we're all just chalklines on the concrete
Drawn only to be washed away
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am

I'd rather hate you
For everything you are
Than ever love you
For something you are not

I'd rather you hate me
For everything I am
Than have you love me
For something that I CAN'T


Its never enough
Its never enough
No matter what I say

Its never enough
No its never enough
No matter who I try to be

Its never enough
No its never enough
No matter how I try to taste

Its never enough
Never never enough
I'll never be what you want me to be.



My new favorite song.......here's the link>>>>> [link]

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i also got asked out by and amazing guy i'm soooo happy


and i'm really happy

He's on Deviantart which makes it cooler cuz he can read this!!! i'm sooo happy!!!!


Still can't change the mood but as u can tell i'm not miserable!!!

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19298375/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19298375/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 19:06:17 PDT It all started 3 1/2 years ago
On a cold Christmas Eve
We got the news
It happened the worst thing ever
The size of a golf ball
They never thought that anything else bad would happen
1 year past nothing got better
Still they didn't know
Another year past
He was just getting worse
He was on Oxygen
He had a hospital bed
They still didn't know
October 28th came
The worst day ever
He was sick they were sad
They all gave him one last hug
He died in the arms of the youngest one
The sadness got taken out on the pumpkin
A year has past
Since the dreadful day
It's harder than any one thought
To mourn the loss
Every thought
Reminds them of him
He's gone he's not coming back
He wasn't here long
His life was great
His death is horrid
They wish to forget
But know they can't
The loss was bad
But they've learned to deal

~ True story actually happened it's about my step dad and yes i'm the youngest..........writen for english about 2 year's ago

Couldn't think of journal to write so i just put one of my poems up...hope u don't mind if u like it and want to read more of my poems just go to my gallery.......



still can't change the bloody mood on here i'm not miserable i swear!

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In loving Memory of Abby

I'll miss her........

]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19136512/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/19136512/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 21:51:54 PDT ...and i've had a runny nose........i don't know what's wrong with me

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She never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan
After you meet her family

She paints her eyes as black as night, now
Pulls those shades down tight
Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes,
The pains gonna make everything alright

Says she talks to angels,
They call her out by her name
She talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name

She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes, the hair is from a little boy
And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet

Says she talks to angels,
Says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name

She dont know no lover,
None that I ever seen
Yes, to her that aint nothing
But to me, yeah me,
Its everything

She paints her eyes as black as night now
She pulls those shades down tight
Oh yeah, theres a smile when the pain comes,
The pains gonna make everything alright, alright yeah

She talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name
Oh yeah, yeah, angels
Call her out by her name
Oh, angels
They call her out by her name
Oh, she talks to angels
They call her out
Yeah, they call her out
Dont you know that they call her out by her name


[link] not the original vid it's some one lip singing but you get the point

Sorry for the random lyric journals i'm just not in the mood to write a journal so i thought what the hell let's put up songs i like so here u go Enjoy!

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I'm wide awake and so alive
Ringing like a bell
Tell me this is paradise
And not someplace I fell
'Cause I keep on fallin' down

I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
'Til I'm satisfied
I wanna feel the car crash
'Cause I'm dyin' on the inside
I wanna let go and know
That I'll be alright, alright

Just push me 'til I have to fly
I've shed my skin, my scars
Take me deep out past the lights
Where nothing dims these stars
Nothing dims these stars

I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
'Til I'm satisfied
I wanna feel the car crash
'Cause I'm dyin' on the inside
I wanna let go and know
That I'll be alright, alright

So right
It's all wrong

I'm wide awake and so alive

I wanna feel the car crash
I wanna feel the capsize
I wanna feel the bomb drop, the earth stop
'Til I'm satisfied
I wanna feel the car crash
'Cause I'm dyin' on the inside
I wanna let go and know
That I'll be alright, alright


My Fave. song just thought i would share it with all of u!! it describes me best i think.......

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a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

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OMG!!! i'm so worn out, i'm tired beyond belief, at wit's end, on my last nerve, really really really sore, and very frustrated!!!!!! sorry to complain but i need to get it off my chest.......

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-1. post these rules.
-2. each tagged person must list 8 things about themselves.
-3. at the end you have to choose 8 people and tag them and display their icons in you journal.
-4. NO TAG BACKS!

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{1} I love my I-pod

{2} My Mom thinks i'm Crazy

{3} I'm single

{4} I have One half brother and One step sister

{5} I have 2 Dogs and a Piranha

{6} I love music

{7} I sometimes talk to myself

{8} I'm funny as hell!!!!!!!

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I will tag- , , , , , , ,

Sorry if this anger's anyone but i had to do it i was tagged!!!and now u are 2!!!!!

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P.S. thanks for caring!!!

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P.S. This is not ment to scare anyone i'm fine i just needed to blow off some steam and feelings so i hope i didn't worry anyone

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]]> !ipodjunky http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/18490838/ http://ipodjunky.deviantart.com/journal/18490838/ Sun, 25 May 2008 07:58:40 PDT But the best part of the evening was the FIREWORKS!! OMG if you want more details about that just ask i'm sure i'll tell you The only downer about the party i was the only one under 21 so i really had no one to hang out with. but that's ok because i had fun non the less with a bunch of college students and adults

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