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in other news bleh

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16818054/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16818054/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 13:52:18 PST
I was thinking the Faun from Pan's Labyrinth
[link]
thats the pic I was considering, but if I were to draw this then I have to pay $30 to get the pic printed out at full size and resolution, thats a big commitment to a drawing thats very difficult and intricate(and would take forever to complete)

so if anyone has some better suggestions(with links to pics) that would be really great, also consider the resolution, contrast, and complexity of the picture

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16660625/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16660625/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 14:56:46 PST
anyways OMG! I posted johnny depp on jan 30th and the NEXT DAY I log on and look up at the messages and theres 98 F_CKING MESSAGES waiting for me!!

I just want to say thank you EVERYONE for faving me it really means alot and I just have to encourage you to watch me too in case that didnt cross your mind

also if you really REALLY love this pice note me about it because I'll be selling it too

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16315159/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16315159/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:28:41 PST
I have joined the herd of DA members becoming inspired by this movie

I'm not proud of it, but its really really fun!

as a typical DA member, I loove darkness, contrast, tim burton, and johnny depp

as a "young person" I still somewhat gravitate towards darkness, angst, blood, tim burton and johnny depp

pretty much I want to make babies with this movie..

so I'll post the WIP of my latest sweeney drawing soon but its gonna take a long time to finish

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16175353/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/16175353/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 00:14:03 PST
so hi again, hopefully I still have some watchers left

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/12163356/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/12163356/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 22:59:29 PDT
you know looking back on some of my old stuff I realize what garbage I spewed out many times

*shivers* I really feel ashamed for being so crazy...oh well
I'm less crazy now and thats good...I geuss

anyways, drawings coming.....probably

]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/10138096/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/10138096/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 23:22:37 PDT ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9110987/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9110987/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 00:29:59 PDT its not working though
glad to know I tried
now I have to try to reply to everyones comments without having a nervous breakdown(ignore the previous text)
I'm gonna go ummm....pretend I have a life now by serching the web on a topic I never really cared too much about ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9029565/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9029565/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 16:15:34 PDT I told some friends yesterday which ended up in me telling the school counselor, then she took me to the hospital. I think the worst part of this whole thing is what they did to me in the hospital and how badly its going to hurt my family.

my mom was going mad with anger and despair, she was raped but only by one person not 2 guys at the same time so shes so upset about it.

this is a difficult time for me now, but I'm a strong person and I won't let it turn me into a victim like it does to so many girls, I'm ok now I'm fine, I just want everyone to know that things have changed drastically and not just for a stupid drama reason

please dont pity me, I already have to reassure my mom everythings gonna be fine, This is a bump in the road for me, a fucking huge ass bump but I always bounce back

please dont ask for details about the rape and please just...be sensitive its only been 2 days ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9005214/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/9005214/ Thu, 08 Jun 2006 03:20:43 PDT hehe...I'm still a 'good' person
just not when it comes to people thinking they're smarter than me
then I kinda destroy their souls
I dont like being underestimated! jeez!
oh god
I'm gonna get killed for this, I need to write less personally! ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8984741/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8984741/ Tue, 06 Jun 2006 04:45:50 PDT some ok poems
some better poems
kinda just...chillin ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8889272/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8889272/ Sat, 27 May 2006 02:24:21 PDT
I keep begging my mom to take me to the art store but its been about 2 weeks I'm dying
maybe tomorrow....please tomorrow ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8831117/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8831117/ Sun, 21 May 2006 02:09:32 PDT ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8793573/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8793573/ Tue, 16 May 2006 22:57:27 PDT and about 4 people comment my works...lol thats about accurate isnt it?
anyways, just wanted to say thanks for the watches and sorry for the crappy artwork lately...I think I'm beginning to...suck..at...drawing? NO! but it kinda seems like it, anyways my talent is tapering off like an exhausted oil reserve, what can I do?
bleh drawing keeps me occupied even when its not motivated its better than tv, I know I'm weird I dont watch tv
my jesus one isnt THAT political so dont get upset and rant at me please, its just about love...and how there should be more of it...but loving people dont fight too much so I'm gonna leave it at that ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8745279/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8745279/ Thu, 11 May 2006 23:31:38 PDT
I made some poetry but it was on THE DREADED PAPER(which means I'll find it shoved between my wall and bed in about a month and have to try to read my own handwriting, kinda like an archealogical dig)

and my drawings: well I worked on a few and freaked out: see I think I'm going FREESTYLE on all you guys which means no more photos to draw from during class I have to GO TO a class to draw the real thing(aka life drawing classes, aka nekkid people observatories for 12 year olds and jackasses)

I did one thats presentable but I stole the ref photo from deviantart so I have to get the guy's permission to post it first cause if I just post it and he finds out later and gets mad at me I'd kill myself(ok well maybe just feel really guilty)

oh and umm I'm not working on that one shakira project anymore...at least not until I hone my skillz yo to do the hair(and I was losing patience and general edge for the gridline stuff bigtime) ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8568157/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8568157/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 06:16:35 PDT ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8527659/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8527659/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:59:38 PDT
anyways, IMAGINEE GOT A DD, which means they LISTENED TO MY SUGGESTION: not the one I specifically suggested but at least she gets SOME credit and I feel proud of myself for being a good person and stuff

so I'm gonna go and feel all self righteous ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8524964/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8524964/ Wed, 19 Apr 2006 19:47:21 PDT
But I geuss it doesnt matter TOO MUCH, DA isnt much of a poetry site its more of a show of your pleasing to the eye art site, which works for me!

oh and ummm..my shakira drawing is driving me crazy I'm about to fling poo and start screaming like a chimp: random bits of perhaps charcoal keep appearing on it and I DONT KNOW HOW I thought it might be the notepad thingy I put it in but I put it against a brand new piece of paper and it still happened...I was going to murder someone but I was in school so I had no knife nearby
I think the charcoal devil is jealous of all the graphite usage and wants to sabotage my drawing as to stop the graphite from getting attention ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8398216/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8398216/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 13:42:19 PDT

so to you relatives, acquaintances, etc, I just wanna say that yup, I wrote that vulgar stuff but some/parts of it is greatly exxagerated to add to the dramatic effect of the poems, so don't worry too much

I'm not going to delete anything, I'm not ashamed of my work and if
some people are they please not lecture me about it cause I'm a pissed off teenager who thinks she's smarter remember? ::

so all you relatives, acquaintances, etc, enjoy! and I really hope you do and not the other thing ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8365424/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8365424/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 15:54:39 PDT
I might not be able to show you the finished Indian drawing cause someone(at least 1 person) wants to buy it...I'm sorry I'll try to figure it all out

ok thats it! ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8279328/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8279328/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 21:46:17 PST ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8250592/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8250592/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 21:26:42 PST the point is I'm really effing busy and I dont ever have time to get online anymore its vewy sad! ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8222575/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8222575/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:14:02 PST my art is going to soon be toured nationally, I dont know exactly how national it is but I do have to write a mini bio on myself including artistic background etc. pretty cool huh?
Personally she fed me this same story like a month ago and then told me it was just being shown in washington so I dont have my hopes up and if I dont hear from someone who wants to see me about my art soon I'm gonna start going hulk on people cause I JUST WANT MY EFFING ART BACK...well unless I become famous and get money and dont have to save up for college then I'm cool with it ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8188307/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8188307/ Fri, 17 Mar 2006 12:55:26 PST PWEASE!!! ITS NOT THAT CRAPPY!!
I know some of you guys do but I know most of you dont...and I had the time to make a journal to beg for attention
ok back to my hole now...love you all even the non peotry readers! ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8023782/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8023782/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 00:46:09 PST I have all these exact images in my head or at least vague ones and I cant find anything, I really want to find 2 girls stanfing next to each other both pretty/beautiful one is blonde and glamourous and one is brunette and modest but honest looking, its the perfect photo for my poem "see" but I cant find anything like that and all the photos involving couples dont include the tension I need and the couples are always goth which completely distracts from the point of the poem, I want a picture of a guy trying to kiss a girl and the girl pulling away or even a guy just leaning too close etc, but not even that because anything in that manner includes something drastically distracting and I want something thats all about the mood not the clothes!!
AHHHH
HELP ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8005201/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/8005201/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 03:39:15 PST ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7984685/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7984685/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 19:57:22 PST ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7959987/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7959987/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 07:34:44 PST one time a very attractive young man asked me out on valentines day, I'd had a crush on him for a while before that and it was happy...2 days later he spontaneously dumped me.
so then I see all these DAs that are just like VALENTINES DAY NEEDS TO DIE...and I feel a little less bitter w/ the world for giving me the guys that treat me like I'm worth as much as a spork in taco bell.
but valentines day is over, I just got a notice about an especially good valentines day hating deviation by crookedsixpence that reminded me of those good ol' days.

anyways...I finally got to watch all of West Side Story....AWESOMEST MOVIE EVER...I mean 1st of all who doesnt like 60's musicals and 2nd of all it was just SO GREAT.
ok I'm done now ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7907706/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7907706/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:03:03 PST
Mood: GRRRR
Listening to: ..
Reading: ..
Watching: ..

sorry about my eccenticity...I think I may be PMSing
...anyways...I posted a bunch of breakup poems and theyre all short and PLEASE COMMENT AND READ THEM THEYRE GOOD I SWEAR

thank you

I'm trying to be happy!
]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7885399/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7885399/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 16:24:27 PST
Mood: FREAKIN OUT
Listening to: ..
Reading: ..
Watching: ..

I dont know where why or how my drawings got to be toured around the country, I dont know who's looking at them, if I'll ever see them again, if I'm going to make any money, or anything!
I'm so stressed
dont ask about it until I make another journal about it cause I'm FREAKIN OUT

WAAAAAAAHHHHH! ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7861269/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7861269/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 01:36:11 PST but I get deviantart subscribtion privelages
so I hate the world everyone sucks OMG YOU ALL NEED TO DIE!!!!
RAWR
ANGER
EMO....NESSS

Mood: FUCK
Listening to: YOU
Reading: BITCH
Watching: cherry pie

I'M FEELING BITCHY WATCH OUT!

oh and on a side note....meh I dont even need to yell fuck you to the world, it knows I'm gonna say it

GET ME SOME CHOCOLATE BITCH ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7808381/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7808381/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 11:25:46 PST
This Jark guy even has a website. He doesnt exactly explain why this "atrocity" happened but it appears hes going to file a lawsuit, he also has a blog page: One was about another lawsuit against apple. He comments on it with a sarcastic "omg these people have too much time on their hands" tone while on the other hand he rallies supporters to sue DA: a place that may not be completely perfect, but at least we can all post our art here for free and I appreciate it being the way it is now

But someone who believes they're doing the right thing...a good cause bla bla bla is going to change all that because he was "involuntarily terminated" and thats not very nice.
I want to say "WELL PEOPLE WHO ARE STARVING IN AFRICA DONT THINK LIFE IS VERY NICE BLA BLA BLA..." but even though it makes a good point about us becoming ungrateful for the lives we have so cant we just be happy with it I doubt a few words or even paragraphs will get the thought across.

I remember hearing about all these lawsuits and thinking to myself: those guys are the scourge of our society, the reason America is so stupid, I wanted to do something about it, to protest, to stand up and BITCH.

then I realized that I'd be just as bad as them, so I decided from then on I'd be more tolerant, I'd look at things that upset me and instead of taking them to the next level I would resign myself to moving on with life no matter how unfair it may seem.

This isnt how most people think though, most people see the lawsuits, sputter and fume, then continue to sputter and fume about everything else regardless or their hrpocritical ways. I hate hypocrites, I know I can be one at times and I'm not going to be all holy and mighty and say that I'm less of a hypocrite because I'm probably not to some degree. But right now, I hate hypocrites, especially the kind that devote their lives to making other people just as much of a hypocrite



It just makes me very sad: I know that alot people support "jark" and people like him, I know that as long as those people are around things in this world will always be greyer. Theres nothing I can do and its not gonna stop anytime soon. we'll all just sit back and watch the ignorance overtake our world...if only everyone could be satisfied with having a house and enough money for food.

my theory of life(for now)
live life fully, live life peacefully. When life hurdles problems at you, the problems can injure you or can fight back, but once the problem is gone dont keep on fighting.
Some things cant be solved, because they're over: you already read a book you didn't know was fiction, you're still fired from that job..... some things arent going to change no matter how much revenge is had

ps
this is all my political action for probably the year, politics leave me with a hopeless wasted feeling so I'm done ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7794842/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7794842/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 21:55:46 PST
I feel guilty for not entering anything in but truth my passion for drawing has faded just a tad. I know, I know: *draw back in disgust* *spits in my direction* then *de-watches me* hold on before anyone jumps to comclusions!

I also write, and not that depressed, vomithole blathering I posted a while back: I CAN, and have written very decent poetry and stories

I dont know if I should bombard you with old stuff I was always proud of but needs critiqing/gushing, or if I should give you the stuff I've been working on while I'm in my "I've run out of artsyness" phase whenever I run my creativity on overdrive ]]> ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7095229/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/7095229/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 09:09:06 PST ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6927162/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6927162/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:59:28 PST ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6843394/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6843394/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 08:22:57 PDT ~isabellacantinos http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6833376/ http://isabellacantinos.deviantart.com/journal/6833376/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 02:43:01 PDT I'm just really in an angsty mood today because I woke up to my stepdad vomiting at 1 in the morning and the day before that wasnt too pleasant either
but I'm glad I'm a member here cause I've always wanted to unabashedly show off my art and at this point you cant try to make me ashamed of it.
still, I cant be too hopeful because though lots of people like who I am in real life, I tend to offend people in the internet world. It probly has something to do with not being able to show the exact expression on your face or tone in your voice when you type so the word "sarcasm" is lost
ok so I better just submit this entry before I say something that just might somehpw horribly offend someone
bye for now ]]> ~isabellacantinos