http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:iwish2die2&section=today deviantART RSS for by:iwish2die2 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:02:58 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/27408552/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/27408552/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 12:12:14 PDT The one that did this today I knew for a week when he confessed and I knew it was going to happen. I told him I didn't know him that well (Which I usually tell all the trigger happy 'I like you' guy's)
Normally this wouldn't be a big problem but not only is he giving me puppy dog eye's he's taking away flirting opportunities from me. Like this CUTE guy wanted to come up and talked to me so he asked my newest crusher if he could introduce us and he refused!
Do you think if I just turn him down he'll stop turning other guy's away? Or should I say more?

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/26835410/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/26835410/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 11:51:25 PDT I have pretty good classes, pretty good teacher's and had a pretty good first day except for the part where I cried.
.....
Yes.
I was crying because I couldn't find my spanish class. No one knew where it was. I was going to be late. So I cried.
But beside's that I'm good.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/26173435/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/26173435/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 15:33:27 PDT High school boy's!
Yes I can't wait to be surrounded be tall dark skinned boy's. All those nice spanish, Indain, and Native American boys.
Because I like my men crispy.
Not to be confused with burned.
Or raw.
Guess who's over my last crush?
I am!

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/25032066/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/25032066/ Sat, 30 May 2009 11:37:55 PDT To the 8th grade social.
The sexy Jose shall be accompaining me.

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I'll have to get some pics up

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SCREW YOU JESUS!

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]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23612466/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23612466/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 15:55:10 PDT He dosen't like me.
I was stupid to think he did.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23539063/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23539063/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 11:33:49 PST After so long.
So very long.
I got the guy!
He likes me too!
I guess everyone was right.
He did like me
*LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE*
<3

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23232151/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23232151/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 09:57:50 PST I alway's am.
Alway's.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23085565/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/23085565/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 15:21:51 PST I. AM. SO. TIRED.
I spent all day today (From 10:00 AM to 3:30PM) out in the hot sunlight, with a sign and a helment.
YES. I. KNOW.
Let me tell you right now my leg's hurt!!!!!!
Anyway I was out there in an intersection collcting money. Everytime the light turned red I would run out into the street to collect money and then run off when the light turned green. Don't worry I wasn't doing anything illegal. I had a permit
Best parts of the day:
Saw Alex in his car. He stared. I stared. He reconized me. He smiled. I smiled. The end!
Random girls stared at me with they're mouth's wide open. O.o Wonder what they were thinking. XD
Some high school guy's who had no money decided to donate by giving me thumb's up's XD
Some guy dropped a diamond necklace into the helment and then yelled at me saying I couldn't have it. O.o
I accediently spit chips into a lady's car and she procedded to take her money back. '/////'
Some girl pucked out of her car, just barely missing me.
Saw Kyra who had everyone in her car yell 'Hey' at the same time and scared the crap out of me.
Randome lady threw change at me so I threw it back at her yelling she proaly needed it more then me.
Random people smileing st me ALL. DAY. LONG.
Got stopped four times by cop's asking if I had a permit XD

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/22713392/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/22713392/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 13:03:10 PST I don't know if alot of you know but I'm afraid of change and hate it. I wish I could just freeze time so it would stay. Sometimes i even go as far as wanting to kill myself because I don't want anything to change. I'm a selfish coward.
I think it may be because I don't know what the future will bring. I used to dream about my life, thinking it would be wonderful but it won't be. I just know it will be shit. Because it always is. I'll never find love, never find friends, work at a dead end job and die alone.
I am just one of those people.
My stomach clenches as I think of these thing's and I want to puke. I hate it.
I cry at night when I think of this.
Time is....Fast.
One moment your young and joyful and the next your dead.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/22364489/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/22364489/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 22:47:50 PST
Mom's still a bitch. I'm still a coward. Life moves on.


I'll post the juicy details of my life when mom decides to let me back on the computer.

I hate life.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21985193/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21985193/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 17:26:33 PST
. Who are you?
. Are we friends?
. When and how did we meet?
. Would you kiss me?
. Give me a nickname and explain why?
. Describe me in one word!
. What was your first impression of me?
. Do you still think the same?
. What reminds you of me?
. If you could give me anything what would it be?
. How well do you know me?
. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
. Would you ever meet up with me?

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]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21387024/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21387024/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 11:06:53 PST
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Donate if you can

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21242341/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/21242341/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 03:52:35 PDT So grab your head's, and arm's,
and make your way outside.
To eat the brains of children
dressed up as Santie Clause

Another day of going around asking people for candy only to find razor blades in apple's, and drug's in the resse's.
It's a wonderful nation we live in isn't it

Oh well I'ma sing This is hallowen by Panic! at the disco, all day long






HAPPY HALLOWEN!!!
Now go eat some kids!

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20985915/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20985915/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 13:13:40 PDT YES!
2. Amanda R. suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
wth You stalker!
3. What's Amanda E.'s opinion on cheese?
o.o I don't know. hmmmm I'll have to ask her
4. What would you do if you hadn't met Truck?
I probaly wouldn't read manga : o
5. What's Garrett to you?
He be my buddy who dosen't answer my texts -.-'
6. Name something you have in common with Anita?
Sex? XD
7. Do you do anything special with Tori?
...No! I swear it wasn't me in the bed! >.> <.< You can't prove anything!
8. Who would win in a duel, Than or Amanda E.? And what kind of duel would they pick, anyway?
A ninja battle! And Amanda E. would win cause Than's too nice
9. Ever slept in the same room with Dio?
>.> <.< No!
10. Will your distant relative eat those green eggs and ham?
Nope

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20971639/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20971639/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:55:59 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me, in your camping car and I saw you sat on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break the incarnation as an eskimo.

Go burn,
Kiley.
I tag lili and Amanda and Anita and Ed



[link] That be da place!

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20880035/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20880035/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:05:57 PDT Mom finally kicked dad out.......
She's talking about how they don't love each other anymore and how he dosen't want to live here anymore. So he packed his crap, left, took his car, and is going to his friends house
What next?
Divorce?
Or more fighting?
Who will get custody?
One father didn't want me,
The other left.
Will another come along?
I feel so heavy.

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20843809/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20843809/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 14:25:02 PDT ........
As if.

Then she go's off at tells everyong else that she want's to give me money to do it, and how she's poor and stressed out, and blah blah blah.
........
Idiots.

Seriousily somebody buy my mom some chill pills. And guess what? Even though she won't help me in any way or form. The snotty stuck up cheerleaders want to help me.
........
Wtf?

Can't you tell how much my mom loves me?

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20775810/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20775810/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 12:03:03 PDT Sorry if I was and people ended up in my crossfire, I've just been juggling alot lately and I feel like it's all getting out of hand

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20727748/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20727748/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:25:30 PDT
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I"m on to you lili *sneaky look*

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20669550/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20669550/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:03:36 PDT But it seems the troubles have come again. Anita's uncle has died after about two years in the hospital, from what I gather. I feel really bad because I learned about it today after the funnerl. And I felt bad because it seemed like I was the only one not to know And I really want her to talk about her feelings with me but I don't think she thinks of me as that good of a friend.....
On other news I am having a horible day so far. So anyway I woke up this morning to see thin red scratch marks on my arm. And I relize that it's because of cheerdleading (STUPID CHEERLEADING) And I had people all day ask me if I was cutting myself Fuzz no! Then to make it worse during first period the stapler tried to bite my middle finger so I had to put a band-aid to stop the bleeding. Then I kept on tripping every where! So then at lunch I ended up cutting my wrist by accident when my pin scraped me. So then I'm walking around like that. Then I tripped during band and got stabbed in the neck with pencials. So then I just keep triping every now and then. When I get home after band pratice as I'm walking inside I trip and fall into the bench. Then as I'm putting the dishes away I bang my head
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^%^$&^(%E)$%@QW#$VG@RMF#!@$^MCXZM&*$&*V_WHY GOD!!!!!!! GOD WHY!!!!!1

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20623546/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20623546/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 16:55:30 PDT GDFEFREHJADGTRFYJQWAEPQRO$TFKRG
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I hate the denteist.........
But anyway I was looking at phobias when I found out I may have Nyctophobia, Lygophobia, Athazagoraphobia,Decidophobia, Atychiphobia or Kakorrhaphiophobia...........
God I'm sick!
Fear of:
Dark or night-Nyctophobia .
Dark place, being in- Lygophobia.
Forgetting or being forgotten- Athazagoraphobia.
Decisions: making decisions- Decidophobia.
Failure- Atychiphobia or Kakorrhaphiophobia.
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DGHFFSHJSEDTKWEL@FDKDFGLOSDRPR:@$@^@$^%@$&@#i3u4uo46po3DFFHSFKHR#@%O%YRSDFMYGFGJFKDRITW#O%#P
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On the up side I got a new CD

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20574110/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20574110/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:12:16 PDT Story: So When I'm doing something I'll usually put the phone on speaker and stuff it inbwetten my boobs and it's hidden by my shirt alot. So I'm talking to Ed and making ramen. So then dad walks into the kitchen and Ed says somthing. And my dad looks at me funny before looking around the kitchen, lifting random things up before he turns back to me.
"Who are you talking to?!?" He asked. I grineed
"My boobs talk."

...

God people are stupid

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20190455/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20190455/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:53:37 PDT iwish2die2 It means I hate to trying to find a user

2. Why did you join this site?

um because my friend lili-millie made me

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?

naruto

4. How many watchers are currently watching now?

8........


5. Your first gift ever was to?


I don't give people's

6. List five things you are a fan of?

Deathnote
Naruto
Love celeb
Hot guys
Hentai games
7. List four people you look up to the most.

Light
L
Gaara
Neji

8. How many pets do you own?
3 doggies 1 kitty and 2 fishtanks


9. What do you prefer, white or black?

Black


10. If you could have a power what would it be?

mind reading


11. Write the first five things that pop into your head?

Lili
yaoi
sex
boys
food
12. What are the things you wish you could do better?

sing
draw
wrighting
spelling



18. Do you like who you are?

yep

19. Summer or winter?

Both. My birthdays in summer and I like money and presents. but I get to snuggle with hott guys

20. Rain or sun?

rain.......so......sleppy

21. List 2 good things about yourself?

loyal to friends
always willing to go looking to go for hott guys

tag who?:
erral147:

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20024733/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/20024733/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:46:27 PDT [link] Go there i's AMAZING

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/19304205/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/19304205/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 04:42:30 PDT so yeah. BYE BYE!!!

]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/18532282/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/18532282/ Tue, 27 May 2008 18:07:24 PDT -- Name: Kiley
-- Birthplace: Florida
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Blueish grayish or ice blue or green it changes alot
-- Hair Color: Brunette with bloundynish
-- Height: 5'3 or 4
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Cancer

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Some part German. don't really know the rest because I don't know my father
-- The shoes you wore today: My FAG SHOES
-- Your fears: Everyone relizing how truly screwed up I am and leaving me
-- Your perfect meal: Whatever I'm hungury for
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Become a famous writer/actor/shrink

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: NOOOOO I DON"T WANNA GET UP
-- Your best physical feature: My eye's. There never the same color
-- Your bedtime: I usaully go to sleep around 11 but I don't really have a bed time
-- Your most missed memory: Don't really have any. I'm the one that repressed my memory's fom 5th grade and down
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi for some reason I've begion to hate coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's!!!!!!
-- Single or group dates: I don't really care all to much since I've never been on a date. Unless you count that one time with.....
-- Adidas or Nike: Don't know what that is. A shoe type?
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Depends on if I wanna get sick that day with choclate or I don't want to get sick and go with vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee:I hate coffee
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Noooo of course not >.> <.<
-- Cuss: Sometimes
-- Sing: In the shower or when I'm scared in the night
-- Take a shower: Every day
-- Have a crush: Yeah.......
-- Do you think you've been in love: No but then again I don't know what love feels like
-- Want to go to college: Only cause mom wants me to I don't really care
-- Liked high school: Not there yet.
-- Want to get married: Yeah here comes the trophey husband >
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: Well I think I'm not the most ugly thing ever but I'm not exactly model matriel
-- Think you're a health freak: I guess...
-- Get along with your parent(s): Not all to much
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes I love sitting at my window looking at it fall

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: No.
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: ......
-- Made Out: ....
-- Gone on a date: ...
-- Gone to the mall?: No mom won't let me outside
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No but yum <3
-- Eaten sushi: nope never have
-- Been on stage: No but wish I had
-- Been dumped?: No.
-- Made homemade cookies: yep. After mom yelled at me
-- Gone skinny dipping: No but I wish
-- Dyed your hair: No but would love to
-- Stolen anything: ...... You ain't got nothing on me!!

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: don't care as long as I can look into them
-- Best hair color?: Don't care
-- Short or long hair?: Don't care as long as it's he's not bald and dosen't randomly buzz his hair (I hate it when guy's do that )
-- Height: Don't care as long as he's not like 2 ft tall or 9 ft tall
-- Best weight: skinny with slight muscles
-- Best articles of clothing: Whatever as long as he dosen't have spongebob with grilll or something (that's so stupid)
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None.
-- Number of piercings: None.
-- Number of tattoos: None.
-- Number of times name was in newspaper: once kinda
-- Number of scars on my body: 1 ,not counting my mental scars, on my left middle finger when I cut it off.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret:......... I'm gonna be a bigger journel post......



................................I hate you Amanda..............................................

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]]> ~iwish2die2 http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/17702924/ http://iwish2die2.deviantart.com/journal/17702924/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 17:19:38 PDT 2. Would you love to read Johnathan's very personal diary?OH YEAH
3. Do you love Victoria?Of course I got her pregnet didn't I
4. Can Johnathan be bad influence?No thats Amanda R.
5. Who does Bria like?Shikamaru
6. Who is Salina's best friend?Mew of course
7. What would Johnathan not be caught dead in?A pink bikini
8. Would you marry Truck?Yeah but I don't think she would say yes.... : (
9. What is or would be a good nickname for Salina?Honey
10. Ever slept in the same room with Johnathan?MAYYYYYYBE

All my friends are gonna kill me for this XD catch me if you can XP

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