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Anyway, yesterday, she sayed to me;
'You're funny'
I was like, uhh, okay.
Then 'You're wierd'
Me: Thankyou!!!
Her: you're scary.
me: Right...
Her: Scaryyy scarrry. Mummy, *points at me* SHe's SCARRYYYY
Me:
Her You're a SCARY MONSTER

She just kept saying I was a really scary person. So then i decided to stare at her with my head tilted to one side whilst walking towards her in a threatening way XDDDD She's was terrified, she's only 8. or 7. I dunno.

Later, i showed her my BJD. She hit her in the eye I screamed.
She was actually quite understanding after that, helping me put away wigs and such, and she learnt not to touch the face.
But then she realised that Luina has only one red eye, one white.
Her: She's a MONSTER
Me: No she isn't...
Her: A little MONSTER pet for a MONSTER to own.
I was silenced.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29357987/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29357987/ Fri, 01 Jan 2010 01:48:44 PST 2009 was probably the ~second~ worst year of my life. But also by far the best one ever.
I made resolutions last year, well, i managed to stick to them, that doesnt mean i completed them. One was to learn how to spell things properly i tried, I did. I had a second, which was i think to learn how to pronounce things and change my accent because it's embarrassing. And i decided to give up on mny third, as it was totally pointless. but i won't be saying what it was. XP
In 2009, i spent probably the most money i've ever spent... or had it spent on me. Hehe.

I can't be bothered to say much here, but i guess some resolutions could help;
Be less annoying in the way i speak and act
Get my hair to be blonde again
Save about $1000 for my DOT E-An (and get her before christmas)
DON'T overspend at expo's/con's
Try not to scare people (although it's fun)

Uhmm yeah i have more...

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29328590/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29328590/ Thu, 31 Dec 2009 09:50:48 PST --> Yup (on the shoulder XD~) beware, if i recognise any of you people at the expo, i'm gonna kiss your shoulder XDD

Danced on a table in a bar?
--> Noo DX

Ever told a lie?
--> Yes (ehh heh)

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
--> Yesh

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
--> SHOulDER KISSES!

Kissed a picture?
--> Heh heh.. yep

Slept in until 5 PM?
--> No... thats lame

Fallen asleep at work/school?
--> Heh heh, yep

Held a snake?
--> Yes (currently holding my new toy snake XD)

Been suspended from school?
--> Noo

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
--> Nooo....

Been fired from a job?
--> Well, i got kicked out of my role in our school play XD

Done something you regret?
--> Yes DX So god darn many..

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
--> WAHT??? No

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
--> I choked on it DX

Kissed in the rain?
--> Nah...

Sat on a roof top?
--> Yah...

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
--> I don't think.. heh

Sang in the shower?
--> I don't have a shower :<

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
--> Nah, but i did a swimming exam were you have to wear clothing DX

Shaved your head?
--> Yeah
No.

Slept naked?
--> No?!

Had a boxing membership?
--> A what?

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
--> Don't think so..

Donated Blood?
--> Nooooo apparently it hurts

Eaten alligator meat?
--> VEGATARIANSSSSS FTW

Eaten cheesecake?
--> Lemon flavourrrrrrr

Still love someone you shouldn't?
--> Yeah, i wish i didn't, i don't want to, but i can't not >.<<<

Have/had a tattoo?
--> Nooo

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
--> Ehh? No, i'll tell the god darn world. KENNNNNNNNN (sorry, i don't care anymore. took me months before anyone knew anyways..)

Been too honest?
--> Huhh? I don't do honesty

Ruined a surprise?
--> Yeah, but i don't tell people. Like i find out something i shouldn't but i don't say to not ruin it (i won't say what it was.. unless i get deducted)

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterward?
--No what? I don't eat in resturants XP

Erased someone in your friends list?
--> Hahhhhaaaaaaa YESSS

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
--> Yeah XD

Joined a pageant?
--> Uhmm no

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
--> No

Had communication w/ your ex?
--> Yes DX

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
--> Nahh

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
--> What??

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
--> Yesh DX

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
--> Yesh XD I failed

Thought about suicide?
--> How do you think i pass the time? Especially when i'm at stations.. i just kinda stair at the tracks like, why the hell aren't i down there?

Thought about murder?
--> Yeah, i think how easy it would be to kill someone ... but i refrain

How bout mass murder?
--> Yah often *whilst sweeney todd music plays* *They allll deseeeerrrveee to dieeeeeee*

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
--> Never DX

Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
--> Yup :3 I mean, it's not like io know taxi drivers

Stalked someone?
--> Still at it X3

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
--> Not really.. i mean i've forgotten stuff after drinking, but i don't get TOTALLY drunk

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
--> Yeah ..

In love?
--> I wish i wasn't. I odn't want tooooo DX Wah

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29271493/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29271493/ Tue, 29 Dec 2009 03:00:42 PST
[x] you love hoodies
[ ] you love jeans ( not on myself >.<
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt and fall
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team?
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] you own a XBOX
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid (eh hehh... )
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[ ] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[ ] you used to go to your dad for advice
[x] you have at least 1 trophy of a sport (is dance a sport?)
[x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh
[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] it's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[ ] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[ ] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[x] you sleep at night with your socks on (when i'm cosplay-sleeping as Misa, i wear lomg stripy socks and my Kira top XD)
[ ] you have fished at least once (uhmm, it was a crab not a fish..)

TOTAL= 8

YOUR GIRL SIDE

[x] you like to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[ ] you go to your mom for advice
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing all black
[ ] you like going to the mall (the what?)
[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] you like wearing jewelry
[ ] you cried watching The Notebook (no, i can't even remeber what happened in it :<
[x] skirts are a big parts of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[ ] you don't like the movie Star Wars (never properly watched it..)
[x] you are/were in gymnastics
[x] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time
[x] you like wearing dresses (lolita counts, right?)
[x] you like wearing body spray/deodorant
[x] you like high heel shoes
[ ] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[ ] you like putting makeup on others
[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

TOTAL - 11

...

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29249576/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29249576/ Mon, 28 Dec 2009 04:49:14 PST
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7. Luina (XD)
8. Rain (XD)
9. (well, two people...)
10. :iconlord-kevins: (Because i love you XD )

1.How did you meet 6?
At JAF, we did a vocaloid photoshoot!

2.You're being mugged. Who saves you, 5, 8, or 1?
Uhmmm....... A collaboration of the three?

3.Would you kiss, hug, or slap 10?
First twoooooooo

4.Tell me something good about 3.
I can talk to her when i'm depressed, and she listens (well, over the internet in an interesting way..; ) and is really nice to me

6.You're heartbroken. Who comforts you, 10, 1, or 2?
Uhmmm 2

7.What if 4 and 7 hooked up?
Uhmm... WTF?? Luina's already in lovee

8.If 8 and 5 fought, who's side would you take?
uhmm 8, because Rain is at a hugggeeeeeee disadvantage

10.Who'd you call just to bug, 2, 3, or 6?
2 XP

11. 9 and 10 just kissed. Describe you're reaction.
NEEVVVERRRRRRRRRRR and i'd scream YAOI FANSERVICCEEEE THREESOMEEE

12. 3 proposes to you. What do you say?
Hang on, what happened to your previous marriage?!

13. 2 says you should say yes. What do you say?
wHAT HAPPENED TO THE PREVIOUS MARRIAGE?????

15.You're freezing. Do you cuddle with 2, 7, or 4?
2, like when we went out last tuesday and we were keeping each other warm in the snow

16. 1 just comitted suicide. Your reaction?
.. I'de probably commit suicide myself... after a hell of alot of crying and screaming.

17.You get to give a makeover to someone! Will it be 5, 1, or 10?
Hmmmmm....... Well, i wouldn't even touch 10's face, toooo perfect
I don't think i would makeover anyone, because i would mess up there face and they would hate me foreverrrr

18.Would you slap 10?
NEVEERRRRR

19.What would you share with 2?
Hm.... well, we shared a pizza yesterday XD

20.Would you say 8 is your bitch?
No DX

21.How do you feel about 9?
Awesome photographers XP

24. 8 takes candy from a baby. Your reaction?
*cries* why would you do that?
In fact, i probably AM that baby XD

26. 5 makes out with 3. Your reaction?
Right then...

27. 10 steals something from your lunch. What does 4 do?
Well, i don't EAT lunch..

28.Who's more likely to get arrested, 1, 10, or 7?
10 XD

29.Would you kiss 3?
I kissed her shoulder XD

30.You go on a date with 2. 7's reaction?
*jiiiiiiii*

31. 2 serenades 4. What do you do?
Oh. Mah. GAHHHHH

33.You win tickets to Italy. Who do you take, 2, 6, or 8?
8, because he's cute XD

35. 9 forgets their homework. What do YOU do?
Sais: What the hell are you s... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29215635/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29215635/ Sat, 26 Dec 2009 13:28:38 PST 2. Answer the questions, or try to.
3. TAG 3 people.

I'm gonna use characters i've been :3 And want to be..

1. Misa
2. Miku
3. Kagami
4. Satoko
5. Petsha
6. Rima (VK)
7. Mitsukai
8. Azunyan
9. Alice In Wonderland
10. Utau

1. What if 7 and 4 kissed.
Uhmm, it would be like.. in a Onee-sama way, like, 4 would be crying, and 7 would be all 'there there' and kiss her on the forehead

2. Where would 2 bury a treasure?
Uhm....

3. 6 and 10 get into a fight. Who resorts to violence first?
10

4. 1 is kidnapped and their kidnapper demands a ransom of 1,000 dollars from 5. Do they help 1?
Neverrrrr

5. Who is stronger? 6 or 8?
Rima, def

6. Who is 3's secret love?
KONATAAAAA

7. Can 8 juggle?
Nope

8. 1 is asked on a date by their favorite actor/actress. Do they accept the date?
Nope, she is an actress and would only ever go on a date with Raito

10. A Meteor is about to hit the planet, can 7, 2, and 10 stop it?
Pretty sure Miku could. The others are pathetic

11. Is 9 single?
she has a confusing life. But in the sense of Miyuki... No, she's not XD

13. Does 1 wish this TAG was over?
Misa want's her fans to know alot about her, she loves her fans XD

14. 8 and 7 are dancing to the waltz. 2 comes in and sees them dancing. 2 reaction?
*joins in*

15. 9 and 5 go to the movies. What movie do they see?
A fantasy movie, which they are probably a part of XD

16. You are attacked by 1, 3, and 9. Can you survive?
I would totally win.

17. What is 4's favorite color?
PIIINKK

18.Can 7 sing?
....No. I don't think so.

19. A vampire bites 2. 4 sees this, what do they do?
4 would cry..

20. All the numbers get into a battle Royal. Who will win?
.... A what?

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29212743/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29212743/ Sat, 26 Dec 2009 10:53:53 PST #2) Tag five people afterward.

------

ARE YOU
1. Perfect? - I beleive everyone csn know only one perfect person.. if that is themself, then thier're darn vain. Or just not in love..
2. Tall? - Noo, but i do wish i was shorter
3. In your pajamas? - Half.. Batman pj top, dressing gown thing and lolita skirt
4. Left handed? - I sew with my left hand sometimes

LAST
1. Friend you saw: ~KenseiHighArtist1
2. Talked to on the phone: ~yatuy-POOF
3. Person to text you: ~yatuy-POOF
4. Was today better than yesterday? Uhh not really

FAVORITES:
1. Number: - 13, 7, 3
2. Color(s): - black, red, grey, ppurple, white..
3. Fruit: - Strawberry's. pineapple, apple ect :3
4. Place: - Secret X3

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Smiled at Luina
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Oh yes.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Well, I'm watching hamlet..

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: camden
Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Noo, and people get angry at me ><

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: I tried that. Nothing happened

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: No. Friendly people have friends who like them

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: On the floor

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Monday (four times DX)

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: i hope Luina doesnt die

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 4

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: uhh hamlet

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: M hands are allways in pain.. i injure them so often. currently because i killed my finger in luina's knee and because a stud cut under my nail >.<

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: uhhm.. november january december? cold..

Q: What did you do last night?
A: changed luina's hands (so scary ><

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? - YESSSHHHH

2. Are you happy? - No, I'm MISSING SOMEONE :<

3. Are you sad? - YESH

4. Are you bored? - Kinda

6. Are you nervous? - Nah..

8. Are you tired? - always am

ABOUT YOU :
001. Real name? - florence
002. Nick names? - glug.. must I? i refuse.
004. Zodiac sign? - pisces
005. Male or female? - Female
009. Smart? - ah hah no.
010. Hair color? - yellow
011. Tall or short? - dunno.. i'm called short but i'm not >.< I wish i was shorter
013. Sweats or Jeans? - Jeans
014. Phone or Camera? - Camera
016. Drink or Smoke? - drink (hah hah hardly)
020. Tattoos? - None
021. Righty or lefty? - Righty

FIRSTS :
024. First best friend? - uhmmmm......
025. First crush? - dunno
027. First pet? - Sooty and snowy gerbils XD
028. First big vacation? - in two monthes to japan XD

049. Eating? - Nothing
050. Drinking? - Nothing
052. I'm about to: sew more..
053. Listening to? - my heart leaps for 'c'

079. Drank bubbles? - HUH?
080. Lost glasses/contacts? - Don't need them
081. Ran away from home? - Kinda..
084. Broken someone's heart? - No.. no one cares about me in that way. had mine broken though
085. Been arrested? nah.. close though

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
090. Miracles? - No
089. Yourself? - No
092. Heaven? - No
093. Santa Claus? - No
094. Love? Family & Friends? - No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Do you like someone? - I thought i did
099. Do you believe in God? - No me and my family are anti-christianity

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29178388/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29178388/ Fri, 25 Dec 2009 01:15:37 PST
Merry Christmas! I hope everyone gets what they wished for, but may i just remind you;
SANTA IS A LIE invented by coca cola.
Only about 70 years ago.
Yes.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29160306/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29160306/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 12:10:08 PST I mET AND ALPACA !!!!!!!!!
I was in Camden, just leaving and;
An alpaca walked past XD
Sooooo i was like, hugging it, and it was sooo soft!!!
And i got a photo with it :3

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29156423/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29156423/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 10:05:16 PST Oh, you can either comment or note me~~~~~ :3
What would you do if...
I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would you...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If I needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. ...
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word:
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[28] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29135685/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29135685/ Wed, 23 Dec 2009 16:24:40 PST It was actually rather god darn awesome!!!
I mean, yeah it was all stupid conspiracies and yes, the americans saved the world (as allways... ¬.¬ but yeah.
And i was almost crying at sooo many points! (TYPICAL me ..)
Looollll there was a guy called Yuri *laughs*
But hell, for one of the first times, i was upset about people dieying. Like, watching them all get crushed was rather upsetting. Eh hehh....
But all the parts with buildings falling and crashing, was awesome!!
I LOVE CHAAAAARRRRRRLLIIIIIIEEEEEE!
eh hehh
Lol, if someone had filmed me, i was doing some insane expressions! Like, i would suddenly realise that my mouth was wide open in shock. Then everytime i thought someone was gonna die, or a building was gonna smash the main characters, i closed my eyes really hard like >.<
Yeaahhhhh

then we went to sainsburies (XD) In the middle of the night...
OH MAH GAWD IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE! XDD

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29059836/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29059836/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:26:18 PST And i'll see if i have it.
Because,, i don't know what to bring to a sleepover tomorrow :3
Oh, and recommend some sleepover food!

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29059792/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29059792/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:24:21 PST Right!

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
It's my mini Misa figure with L's head (VERy SCARY)

3. What's your ringtone?
Uhhmmm i think it's waka laka, but i have it on vibrate XD

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Matthew

5. Who's the last person you called?
Light Yagami (as it says on my phone XD) Uhhm Ken that is..

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Oh, oh, it was form an unknown number, it was on thursday at school, so i went to call them back, and they were like, where do you live, what is your phone number *Florence: hangs up*

7. The 1st person who comes up under C?
Chloe

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
Uhh what? Dunno? But i have a list of most called people, and second is my mum

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
Third most recent is: Mimi: Gaah theyre so fucking cheap. Go on the website!
Third text i have is: Light Yagami: Nice XD

10. Who was your last received call from?
Home

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
Second most recent is : Omfg sooo cheap! And i forgot how pretty the white ones are XD
Second of all: Nice. . .? But i understand now. Just eveything is in the wrong place... Hehe lol. I set your name in my contacts as light yagami. So i just got a new message from light yagami XD

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
1051 (but i also have a folder with 16 messages..)

13. Whats your wallpaper?
My doll socks and shoes on a manequin

14. Who's speed dial number 1?
Again, my most dialed number is Light Yagami

15. Who is the 5th message from in your inbox?
Mimi

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
None.

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
5

18. What network are you on?
O2

19. Name every person you have texts from in your inbox.
Uhmmmm
Alice, Chloe, Courtaney, Eimear, Jess, Kat, Light Yagami, Matthew, Mimi, Mum, Shrishti, Stacey, O2, Gen..

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
6th recent Mimi: Yup i found official ghd pure for £46,77 and free shipping!
6th of all Kat: Hey are you feeling any better?

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
Alice

22. Who is the last name in your contact list?
Tolu

23. What does the bottom text in your inbox say?
Randomness from O2..

24. What is your screensaver?
Uhmm It's Quackley, the Beanie babies that shares my birthday

25. What is Your balance?
£0.00 but i can still text

26.now tag 1 person
NEVERRR

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29054277/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29054277/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 05:38:33 PST []I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
[]I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
[x]I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
[]I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
[]I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
[]I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
[]I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
[]I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
[]I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
[]I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
[x]I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
[x]I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
[]I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
[x]I'm ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
[x]I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
[]I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
[]I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
[]I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
[x]I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
[]I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
[]I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
[]I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
[]I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenience store.
[]I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
[x]I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore. (eh heh used to)
[x]I'm a DANCER, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
[x]I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
[]I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
[]I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
[x]I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
[x]I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
[]I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
[]I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
[]I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
[]I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
[]I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
[]I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
[]I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
[]I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
[]I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
[x]I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
[x]I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
[x]I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
[]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
[x]I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
[]I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
[]I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
[x]I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
[]I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and that's how Russians roll.
[]I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
[]I hang out with GAYS, so I must be GAY TOO.
[]I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
[]I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
[]I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
[]I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
[]I'm CZECH, so I MUST love beer and sausage and be stubborn.
[]I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy.
[]I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas.
[]I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
[x]I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
[]I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
[]I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
[]I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken, kool-aid and watermelon.
[]I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
[]I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff.
[]I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks.
[]I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7.
[]I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
[]I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
[]I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
[]I have BLACK FRIENDS so I MUST think I'm black.
[]I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
[x]I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
[]I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
[]I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
[]I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
[x]I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naïve.
[]I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
[]I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
[]I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon.
[x]I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
[]I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
[]I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
[]I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
[x]I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino. (well, thats actually part true though! And i have sdd (sunlight deficiancy disorder)..)
[]I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
[]I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
[]I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
[]I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who d... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29041967/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/29041967/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 14:19:14 PST Is my head really big, or is my body real small?
[link]
Cause it doesn't look proportionally right.. Eh heh

Oh, and there will be a Caius DOLL. Like the manly Bella one (but it'll be a manly Caius (he already looks girly)) Eh heh

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28921647/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28921647/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 11:54:50 PST Uhmm.. alot. Bought an AJBD?

02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I kept it, but didn't achieve it (if that makes sence?)
oh i had three though. i only remember 2 though ><< one i couldn't keep (i siad i'de learn to spell) and the other.. wasn't mine to keep really

03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope..

04. Did anyone close to you die?
No, but my precious Raito kuuuun will soon be leaving me

05. What countries did you visit?
*laughs* on friday i went to germany france belgium holland and netherlands XDD

06. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
More better cosplays, more dolls, be a nicer person, i wanna be shorter

07. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Eh hehe..
28th February; TeenieBoppers were born + first masquerade
21st March; first purikura
16th May; dieying from swine flu
23rd May; Death Note cosplay with teenie boppers, the 'no smoking' sine XDD
Some point in may; rolling on the grass with Ken XD (it was so much funnn!!) and making a scyth
May 27th; Going to 'Greenwich' with Ken (lol)
May 30th; T_________T DX
uhmm... July 11th; JAF Met Blasteh, Maxari, took photo's for Cosplay Fever, frist whole group cosplay, ect fun times..
july 19th; LFCC, did a masquerade on my own DX meeting Vic Mignogna (sp?) and seeing BJDS for the first time in two years (spark of obbsession)
August somethingorother (mid august) ; amazing reunion with Ken (major huggleness)
August (one week later) ; Goth Loli photoshoot with Matthew
EXPO Oct 09; Just amazing. (on saturday) made many friends and gave many hugs
November 7th; Raito kissed Misa XD
October 10th; I ordered my Elf Petsha
December 11th; MANGA SHOP IN GERMANY!!!


08. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Uhmm.. none

09. What was your biggest failure?
Lol.. being allive?

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Swine flu in May.. i got eye infections after overusing eyedrops at JAF, and i got swollen blisters after the expo may

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My baby Luina (Elf Petsha DOD DOC)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
What?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Uhmm.. i don't think any

14. Where did most of your money go?
Cosplay and Luina

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
uhmm.... Arina Tanemura art book? And ordering petsha..

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
uhmm It Ends Tonight

17. Compared to this time last year, you are:
TALLER! uhmm.. happier i smile more than ever

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Hugged Raito (XD) uhmm.. i guess similar to Stacey, let people know what i think.. told people my emotions

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being awkard and silent and annoying.. screaming

20. How will you be spending/did you spend Christmas?
Alot of it with Ken and Rain and Luina playing with our BJDs.. and a TeenieBoppers sleepover, and sewing, and yeah..

22. Did you fall in love in 2009?
Yesh TT__TT

23. How many one-night stands?
None XP

24. What was your favorite TV program?
ah haah Desperate Housewives over the summer

25. Do... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28885888/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28885888/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 15:46:33 PST I've just gotten home from THE longest day ever (i did so much!)
I may not go into full details here... i gotta sleep >.<

So we got on the coach at like 9.30pm. And drove.. and drove. Then i got really hyped about going in a tunnle. So we went in the eurotunnle and ran around there, taking forever opening doors. Then we got back on the couch and then we were in france, the belgium, the holland, netherlands, then germany. We stopped at Belgium at 2am or something, lol. We were there, and some random guy tapped me on the shoulder. 'Hallo!' He said. I ran away.
We bought some reallly scary tomato soup which tasted like pure salt. Lol. They had Mikado XD I laughed at them as i had my Japancenter Pocky with me.

Okay, then we went to another service station (after 4 hours were we weren't aloud to talk) This one was tiny, It was a German Shell garage XDD can't remember what we did.
Oh yeah, through most of the journey i was sitting, dancing to myself totatlly unfitting danceing.

Lol. I was fake-sleeping for a long time (i couldn't be bothered to talk to people, so i let them beleive i was asleep. Then we got to germany, ansd the coach stayed there for like 2 hours because we were too early. LOL. So Llana was saying like, aww she's so cute when she sleeps, she looks so peaceful ect. *i was getting all mad inside XD* then she was like, omg, florence smells really nice (?!!!) and lol she kept saying that. I was trying my bestest not to start laughing. Then they were all saying they would take photo's of me, but others sayed that would be perverted.
Then i let them know i was awake by scaring them.

GAAH we had to sit in SILENCE for an hour and a half *whilst pulling faces at the Olaves boys next to our coach*. Then wqe got off, it looked like it was 10pm or something *actually 7.30am* And walked to our amazing breakfast of a bread roll which was nasty, and a cup of hot chocolate *even though they promised coffee*. I managed to spill Jessica's hot chocolate.. and got called a klutz.

Then from then on we ran around germany looking for presents. Yay! for houurrrsssss. And lol we went in some random shop just to keep ourslef warm. We went in ranodm shops, sat down, went out again. We then found ourself in a carpark underground, i then broke my ipod headphones :<

Okay, best moment of the day;
Annie was like, lets go to that shop. I was all like, it looks boring, why the hell that one?
So we went in, i saw mini Naruto figs. I was like, keh hehe. They also had Hello Kitty stuff ect.
And i was like, OMG PEOPLE. OMG.
'what?' they asked.
'M-M-MAAANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'

I'm telling you, it was Forbidden Planet quality but better. Complete with figurenes, art books and more.
So awesome, i swear.
We were running around taking videos, screaming how we loved the shop.
And there was also like, star wars stuff, new moon, loads of anime, ect.
Lol we went downstairs and to the new moon stuff. I kept repeating 'it's jamie, on a magnet. jamie, magnet jamie magnet.JAMIE on a magnet. LOL XD
So i bought Shinshi Doumei Cross vol 11 ( i don't have 10 though) SPECIAL EDITION with playing cards!

So amazing, i swear.
When i bought it, i said to the shop owner, 'i love your shop, i love you. you're awesome'
He gave me a free gift XD

can't remember the rest..
ooh went to a huge Lindt factory/warehouse XD

then another longgggg coach journey, in which we did obbsessive card gaming.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28822222/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28822222/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 09:52:58 PST Soooo... are any of my watchers on here german?
Welp, look out for a Misa cosplayer! Cause it'll be meee!

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28822042/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28822042/ Tue, 08 Dec 2009 09:40:24 PST get loads of BJDs XD
go to japan
find happiness

Three Names You Go By:
Floflo (DX)
Clippy fishcake
Minchkin (a cross betweeh munchkin and midget XD)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
misamisachan
jamtartwithoutthejam
misachanflo (XD)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
.....
can't think of any. serious.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
Denmark (i think..)
yorkshire
scotland? (I think DX)

Three Things That Scare You:
Any kind of bug (and animal DX) (including headless clay people)
being left by all my friends
confrontation

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
Internet
Jubbly (i've had two since in the past 30 mins (well, on second now XD )
currently on energy tablets..
you could say music i guess
ah thats 4

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Black gym hoodie
black converse
black hair bow

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
Lostprophets
Dir en grey or maximum the hormone or girugamesh.. jRock in general XD
can i say vocaloids?


Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
Girugamesh - break down
saosin - you're not alone
shinee - ring ding dong (sorry ken, it's so addictive XD )


Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
Eeek...uhm..trust?
love ? Heh XD
uhhhmmmmmmmmmm understandment of each other?

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
Fringe (+dark hair)
Nice dark eyes :3 (or pretty contacts XD)
height.. (tall XDD)


Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
Drawing
Cosplaying
Staring at BJDs

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
another jubbllyyyyyyyyyyy
call someone
for my homework to evaporate *creats homework evaporating machine* *or just a gun* * to miss rawe* *bammmm*

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
Mangakaaaaa
Cosplay cafe maid
prostitute (nooo i kid)
uhm.. clothing maker? cosplay? textiles something or other..

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
Japan
China
korea

Three Kid's Names You Like:
Elbee (noo i kid again)
uhmm... i havent thought of it.
Luina XDD (my babbbyyyyy Luniaaaaaa come home to meeeeee)
2.?
3.?

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
Uhmm, i don't think i will ever fit to that stereotype

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
Uhmmmmmmmm..... dunno.
I can fit the stereotype blonde??........

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28805686/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28805686/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 13:12:12 PST
I LOVE LOVE LOVE BOU!!!!!

Kyaaah *squeals*

But damn him for quitting An Cafe.. whenever that hapened (long ago..)
Oh well.. i will fangirl over him

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28783596/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28783596/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 09:57:37 PST ★Who did you first cosplay as?

What was your first cosplay?
Uhhm, Misa Amane i guess (not intentional though! XD I just wore random clothing and looked at the photo's about 3/4 years later and i realised i looked misa ish.) first intentional was a terrible Princess AI attemmpt XD

★When and where did you first cosplay?
May mcm expo 2006 i think

★When and where was the last time you cosplayed?
Collectormania as Miku last week

★Who have you cosplayed as in the past?
Misa (many variations...) Miku, Lolita Miku, Kagami Hiiragi, Satoko Houjou, Alice In Wonderland, Amu Hinamori (some random cosplay competition during anime manga club XDD), Mikuru battle waitress

★Who is your favourite person to cosplay as?
Misa (occasionly) because I don't have to wear a wig, i can wear whatever i want (practically), and i can hug my Raito as much as i want X3

★Who do you REALLY wanna cosplay as?
Petsha default (DOD), Misa (vol 4 front cover), Utau, Rima (VK), uhmmmmmmm, #i want a gothic sports uniform XD And i want all three strawberry panic uniforms XD dunno who i'd be though..

★How many of your friends cosplay?
The Teenie Boppersssssss! and random con friends

★Have you ever walked around in public in your cosplay outfit?
Well, i look like Misa werever i go. and i went to london as Miku once... lol, we got random comments. and i guess i have to go out in public to get to cons

★Have people in public ever recognized you and asked for photos?
Yesh XD *cough* can i take a picture? *cough* Francis *cough* and uhmm, yeah, people recognise often, have ha dsome photo's in tokyotoys, got recognised by random german people XD

★Have you ever made your own cosplay outfit?
I made my Miku cosplay, and i plan to make all my up coming cosplays

★When and where did you first learn of cosplay?
learnt about it at my first expo. i say the cosplay desk, and was like, oooh, what is cosplay *baby voice*

★What did you think of it?
*at the time* DDAAAAAARRRRRRRK IS ALIIIIIIIVVVEEEE *glomps*
(first cosplayer who i ever recognised was dark mousy when i was a little young child (9?) and yeah. free hugs all around)
uhmm, yeah i thought it was awesome.

★What do you think of it now?
Still love it. but yeah..

★Where do you usually cosplay?
Cons. But i often cosplay when i visit my Raito Kuuuun

★Have you ever done a cosplay skit on stage?
Well, i guess doing the hare hare is considerd a skit ? (i failed at it DX)
uhmm, i've entered about 4 masquerades..

★Have you ever won a prize for said skit?
NOOOO RAR
oh, but once i entered some mini mini competition at my local bookstore, came second.

★Do you plan your cosplay outfits waaay before you’re meant to wear them?
i try. i plan, but that doesn't mean i have it ready. at every expo i've cosplayed at, i am sewing the morning or night before.

★Have you ever been to a convention and cosplayed?
*ahem* yesh.

★What is the best thing about cosplay?
when as Misa, i can be as annoying as i want
when as satoko, i can fake cry the whole time, skip around, carry a toy bear (funner than it sounds) and get high on calpol
when as Miku, everyone recognises you, and i just overall enjoy being with other vocaloids. the vocloid photoshoot at the expo was so fun! and it was so cute, in the expo queue, some guy was all like, my friend is a huge vocaloid fan, but he's really shy, it would make his day if your would hug him! *runs up to guy* 'nyaaah! free hug?' *huggles*

★What is the worst thing about cosplay?
long wigs.... LONG WIGS..... ONE METER LONG WIGS.....
all the many scars i get all over my hands and legs from sewing, uncomfortable shoes, the cost..
Oh, and the fact i HATE LEEKS :<

★Why do you cosplay?
because it makes me and the teenie boppers one step closer to world domination.
uhmm that was a joke.
because.. it's fun to be someone else. and that person has their whole personality sorted. when i am myself, i don't know what to do, say, wear..; but in cosplay, they have perfect lives. gack.
it's fun to be recognised.. and hug randome people (spreading the lug XD)

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28781097/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28781097/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 07:06:30 PST
1) ~KenseiHighArtist1
2) ~yatuy-POOF
3) ~Yourdeath11
4) Hayley (no dev DX)
5) ~maxari4
6) ~OMLETTESUSHI
7) ~posterfountain
8) Mr Morton (for the fun XXDDD)

1) How long have you known 1?
Almost two years, but only one and a bit IRL

2) What's the one thing that reminds you of 2?
Blubber Walrusses (XD)

3)would number 8 steal food from you?
Uhm, most likely. well, we gave him cookies once.. and he enjoys teasing me DX so i guess so..

4) Would 3 take a bullet for you?
i wouldn't want her to die for mee DX

5) If you were stuck in a room with 3 for 24 hours, would you go insane?
Perhaps insane from laughter.. ! i'm not sure what we would do, but i'm sure Jesse would accompany 3 XD

6) What color makes you think of 5?
Turquoise (because of youre Miku obbsession XD)

7) Is 4 a good friend?
Yesh! School and Teenieboppers buddie XD

8) Which flavor pudding would 8 prefer?
Pokemon cookies (supplied by number 2 XD)


9) Would 2 sing in the shower?
Uhm, i don't think so


10) Would 1 cry at a sad ending of a movie.
Not sure.. i'm ususally sleeping on her shoulder by that point XD

11) Would 2 prefer going swimming at the pool or beach?
She doesn't swim

12) Would you find 3 dancing in a club?
Ahahahaaaaaa maybe XD

13) Would 4 prefer cake or pie?
hmmmmmmm not sure

14) Would 7 ever go to rehab?
I dont think.. ehehe unless Disneyland counts as rehab ?

15) Is 6 going to ever get married?
As her Nee-sama i would hope so!

16) Would 1 make a good throw rug?
ehhh?

17) What song would make a good theme song for 8?
lol... it would be liike the 'I'm L' song that 1 and I made up, but a 'I'm Momo' version including stories about his fetching leotard..

18) Would you ever go on a date with 5?
Uhmm, maybe XD i've never met him properly though

19) What would happen if 1 and 2 met?
eheh heh heh... fun times will begin!


20) If 3 was being mean to you, would 4 rescue you?
I don't think 3 would be mean to me, but i'm sure 4 would save me!

21) Do 5 and 6 know each other IRL?
noooooo

22) If 1, 2 and 4 were playing a video game, who would win?
hmmmm not sure. i imagion 4.. (sorry 1 and 21 >//<

23) If you saw 3 and 5 kiss, what would be your reaction?
*smiles* uhmm, i wouldn't mind.. but i don't tink it's gonna happen

24) Who would you take camping with you? 1 or 5?
1.. (sorry)

25) Who is more important to you? 5 or 7?
Uhhhhmmm dunno ><

26) Does 2 have a grudge against 6?
Noooo, 2 gave 6 a cookie!

27) If 2 was on a deserted island with 4 and 5, what would happen?
2 would be sewing, or doing the hare hare with 4 on a cylinder, 5 would be fan-boying as 2 and 4 would be in vocaloid cosplay XD i think they would all do the hare hare.. hahaaa

28) Imagine 6 threw you a party at his/her house. Would 1 be invited?
Well, if i were invited, i guess i would bring 1 aswell..

29) What if 2 and 8 locked themselves in a room. What would they do?
uhmmm, have a verry awkward conversation.

30) Would 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 or 8 do this tag?
Dunnnno XD

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28759037/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28759037/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 04:21:55 PST and my ears are in alot of pain. From listening to loud jrock and various crazy Kira laughs in different dubs. (KOREA FTW!!!! SO SCARY)
Anyway, yes...
Oooooh, my doll stuff arrived yesterday!!! I've now got her wig (most adorable thing ever, sooo cute and soft! repetetively stroking it X3 and cute curls!) and her shoes, white platform boots with chains, buckles, a cross and lace up. so cute and mini!! and i already had three pairs of socks and 1 pair of red eyes and one single white eye and a mini pocket watch X3 i also got yesterday 20 MSD size ed hair nets (whyss?!) and like, 2 inches of velcro (LAWL) and some glue (with LEEKEWORLD written on it yayzzz!) and yesh, thats allllllllll
ehehehehehe
hehe
heh
yesh.
lol./
i was planning on making some simple clothing todays, but no idea what to makeeeee give me ideaaaas kiddies, gimme gimme.

RAWR i have nothing to dooo i'm gonna play spooorrrreeeeee bye kiddies

Violette and Luina's presence wish you the best of love ness x

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28758107/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28758107/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 02:02:54 PST 2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

10 things about me

1. I suck at every subject i do, i suck at making friends, keeping friends, and i suck at life.
2. No one understands me
3. No one takes me seriously
4. I'm really stupid, and hurt myself all the time.
5. I can't read and thing which is 3 centences or longer (brain overload)
6. I've coem close to trying suicide many times. Fail.
7. My mood changes really easily *beware*
8. My voice is really annoying, i can't even talk half the time. What i say is pointless anyways.
9. I can click every joint in my body i think..
10. I wish i was loved.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now :

Gaah.. i never realised i have to say this to DIFFERENT people.. here goes..

1. I wish you would understand how I feel when you're with someone else. (sorry stacey, i'm stealing this one off youuu, because i feel the same ^^)
2. I don't do bad things because i WANT to. So please don't think i'm a bad person. Even if i do break things alot, and threaten people with knifes.
3. You really are my friend. I may not give you much attension but you're allways my friend.
4. Why can't you just like me back? I may stay happy then.
5. (to the world) I'M NOT CUTE.
6. Please just stop.
7. Don't try to have any part in my life, leave me alone, don't have any sympathy for me, i don't like you at all.
8. I hate you.
9. Don't be scared of me. (to class)
10. I'm sorry.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Show a hell of alot of affection (gotta beat mee XD)
2. Understand my emotions.
3. Having the same intrests as me.
4. Liking me (and me only XD)
5. Pretty hair (nyaaaah! X3)
6. Don't get angry at me too often. And tolerate me acting like a kitty XD
7. Tell me when i'm annoying you or when you're upset.
8. uhhm.... Carry weapons to avoid my anger outbursts XD


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Why do i even try?
2. What can i do make you like me even though i know you never will?
3. Will my doll be some smashed up bit of resin in a pretty box? Or will she not even arive.
4. I wish i were dead. Right now. And i get these lyrics through my head all the time - 'They all deserve to die. Even you *insert name* even I.' from sweeney todd Epiphany
5. would anyone even care if i died, or would it be a relief?
6. I wan to see some blood *gets out scissors*
7. I hate the way i look.


FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:
1. I'm a Riot, you're a fucking Riot - The Blackout
2. You're Not Alone - Saosin
3. It Ends Tonight - The All American Rejects (because we are doing it in music XD)
4. Brighter - Paramore
5. The sadness will never end - Bring Me the Horizon

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(1 Points) What's my first name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(2 Points) Where do I live:
(2 Points) What color are my eyes:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(4 Points) Describe my taste in the opposite and/or same sex:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink/What do I drink:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many siblings do I have:
(2 Points, +1 point for each name) How many pets do I have:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(3 Points) Who is/are my favorite person/people:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(3 Points) What do I eat on pizza:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(3 Points) Name someone I hate:
(5 Points) What are my parents' names:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(5 Points) What are my vices:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

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]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28689152/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28689152/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 11:33:17 PST It started, i was really depressed in the morning, and thinking about how i will screw up my life, fail all GCSE's A levels never get a career. So i thought how easy life would be if i could die now. I was really enthusiastic aobut dieying. But then i thought how hard it would be for me to do that. I just don't see any future for me..
So then i met up with ~KenseiHighArtist1 at the station, and well, instantly got all angered over nothing and walked off.
I have some tendancy that if i am walking quickly on my own, i have to overtake anyone i see (?! haha) So i was listening to my loud music, walking quickly, building up with upset emotions.
Then i got into my class room, and slammed my bag down on the table *class goes silent and stares*.
"Murder the fucking world!" I shouted.
Kept shoating... i feel bad now.
Then got in some arguement with some girl i allways argue with, i was just pointlessly shouting at her ><.
So the everyones all, you okay? Type thing.
NO, I HATE THE WORLD AND EVEYRTHING IN IT.
Then i rant about what a failiure i am.
Then i randomly started punching my locker repetetivly, shouting and sweaering.
Everyone seemed a little concerned, so i stopped. Only to have the locker rebound in my face.
But as i was so numb, what could have been a pain anger outlet thing failed, as i didn't feel a thing.
Then i realised there were wierd markings on my locker.
I looked down at my hand to see bright red blood pouring down my pale hand and wrist.
Then i started shouting about "why the hell did i do that? WHat the hell? What the hell is my issue" kinda rthing (whilst continueing to punch locker)
Then i decided to do my english homework (in for next 5 mins)
I got blood all over the page so i had to start again.,
As i was doing it, i burst into non stop tears (why?) And yeah..
Then i went to my first two classes, in which i would randomly start crying, and i got told off a million times by each teacher.
Gaah.
Then after two hous of bleeding and crying and anger, i realised the whole side of my right arm was swollen. Well, swollen feeling.
Then i got an icepack from the reception (i love ice packs XD) which did no good.
Then, in PE, i was angry to start with.
And then i realised why people enjoy life.
BECAUSE THEY HAVE FRIENDS.
Mimi ~yatuy-POOF reaaaally helped me to cheer up.
Because at the first time i smiled that day, she seemed to cheer up. I realised that for me to be happy, it can make other people happy too. I allways thought i couldn't do that, but i realised i can. We had a fun time for the next two lessons, and i think if i had carried on being quiet, mimi wouldn't have been happpy.
I hate to think that, i think i give myself too much credit for things.
But yeah.. And other people seemed kinda (alot ) scared of mee o.O oh dear.
I bet they'l all go silent when i go in tomorrow XD I think i'll start shouting at them to scare them, but no hand-smashing blood-splashing ness.
there are still stains on my locker o.O

Oh, and i apolagised to everyone.

I still can't see a future, but i have aq reason to stay alive for now. To see my friends smile each day.

A huge thanks to all my friends out there.

In fact, a huge thanks to everyone who made me me.
Without my childhood enemies and bullies, i probably wouldn't have made the amazing friends i have now.

ANd i still feel suicidal, but i'm sure if my friends are allways with me and laugh and smile, i can last at least one day more at a time. Just someonne to hug is what i need. I never want to admit that what i need to cheer me up is someone to hug. Well, now you know ^^

Minna, arigatou!

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28644210/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28644210/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 05:44:23 PST And in Ironbridge, I walked into a bunkbed whilst staring ever so slightily lower than were i hit my head, and i allways hit my head on lockers at school, and somehow manage to get my head hit on tables.
This doesn't include all my hand, eye, leg and neck injuries XD Oh and things that fall ontop of me.
Anyway, just now, i opened my door to my room, and i somehow pulled the door right into my face. Well, forehead. It was sooooooo painful, and now i feel all dizzy DX
I think these injuries are the reason i'm braindead. I'm sooo stupid all the time .
Example - On wednesday:
Me: Woowwww, i havent seen the stars for a long time.
Sister: Florence, there aren't any stars in the sky.. o.O
Me: What abaout that huge shiny one?
Sister: Thats the moon...

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28590913/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28590913/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 13:11:10 PST Nicknames: Minchkin, Misa, Misamisa, darling, Guppy, baby guppy. miku, mikuchan Flo-chan, Violette, Flojo, Dumb blonde, Clippy fishcake, cutest girl in the world , uhhmm, my little emo, shrew, mouse, (those three are old ones XD) floflo flokflok flowflow viones, shorty midget small-person tiny, many, many ,moreeeee
Birthdate: 19th March, 25th December, 31st August
Zodiac Sign: Rat
Gender: Female
Siblings: Sister, Nii-sama
Animals: Two kitties
Hair Color: I wish it was pale again.. :< but it's ginger
Eye Color: Orange/green
Height: 5'2
Weight: .. alot
Current Location: Fairyland
Straight/bi/gay: Bi

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE.

Color(s): Black, dark red, dark blue, white, gray,
T.V. Show(s): Anime..
Movie(s): L Change The World, Death note the last name, sweeney todd..
Animal(s): ferret foz weasel cat guppy
Singer(s): dir en grey, maximum the hormone, the gazette, lostprophets, enter shikari, bmth
Type Of Music: J-pop, J-rock, Visual Kei, Screamo, thrash (XXDD)
Place You Have Been: france, cornwall, wales, yorkshire, uhmm yeah. fun.
Store(s): G.L.P, Angel Pretty, TokyoToys, Living Dead Souls
Food(s): Sugaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr
Fruit: Apple, Strawberry, Pinapple
Pizza Topping: just normal..
Non-Alchoholic Drink: Non-alchoholic? none
(XD) wwater or apple juice
Sport: Finger burning

Vacation Spot: JAAPAAAANNNNN (in february)
Thing To Do: Deviantart, memes, drawing, cosplaying, staring at things i can't have, listening to music, watching anime, uhhmm, choosing bjd's, uhhm, yeah!
Song Of All Time: Ooooooooh. of all time, lostprophets Rooftops or Broken hearts, torn up letters girl you just can't live forever (listened to them ALL THE TIME in year 6.. lol i was cool>< right now i like UNNKN soundrack and AMGAIW soundrack, and uhm vocaloid stuff ect.,.
Accessory to have: well, i allways have my black hair bow(which i lost DX) so uhm, when i go out, i'd say stud belt (my acccessory of all time XXXDD)
Candy Bar: uhmm, not sure ..
Color To Paint Your Nails: Black, Miku colour XD
Day of the Week: Saturday
Month of the Year: November, December, February, Ovtober,
Day of the Year: 19 october, 19th november, 2nd february, expo's, yeah.. 28th february
Holiday: hmm, Summer (only cause theres no shcool, i hate summer weather DX)
Season: Winter


WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE.

Cat or a Dog for a pet: Kitty (dogs scare me like hell
Hotdog, Hamburger, Veggie Burger: don't like any..
Small Dogs or Big Dogs: none. they SCARE ME GOD DAMN IT
Beach or Mountains: Beach
Soda or Tea: Soda
Water or Kool-Aid: Water
Vegis or Fruit: Fruit
Pizza or Pasta: Pashta
Fish or Chicken: Fish
Lake or Beach: uhm, i've never seen a lake
Swimming Pool or Hot Tub: uhmm, neither?
Coffee or Hot Chocolate: coffeeeeee
Rain or Snow: hm, snow goes horrid and slushy, and i love being in the rain when it doesnt' matyter what i look like, and when i'm angry (often)
Winter or Summer: winter (i turn blind in summer)
Fall or Spring: Fall
Getting Flowers or Chocolates: never recieved either..
Renting a movie or Going to the movies: Cinema (never rented a movie_)
Popcorn or Candy(at the movies): Candy
Rap Music or Alternative Music: Alternative.
Country Music or Pop Music: Pop
Comedy Movie or Romance Movie: Neither I hate them both.
Action Movie or Scary Movie: Scary
Buy a new DVD or Buy a new CD: ILLEGAL DOWNLOADING FTW
Getting Jewlery as a gift or Tickets to see your favorite band play: tickets
Dancing or Singing: gaah niether
Act in front of an audience or Sing in front of an audience: gaah niether
Mini Skirt or Short Shorts: short shrts under mini shkirt XDDDDDD i say skirt
Wearing all black or Wearing all white: black
Wedding In a Church or Wedding On the Beach: Church (graveyard :3)
Cell Phone or Computer as Communication: Computer
Digital Camera or Camcorder: Digital camera
Having a Mansion or A Few Small houses everywhere?: eto... mansion
Love or Money: love (not that i'll ever get any)
Having a bunch of kids or Having a bunch of pets: nietehr

WHO.
Is your best friend: uhmm..
Do you always have the most fun with:
Can you tell all of your secrets to,and not worry bout dem gettin out? Ken
Would you travel the world with: uhmm.. no one wants to teravel with meee
Is the last person you saw a movie with: my... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28508703/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28508703/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 12:40:24 PST HOW THE FUCK dID LLOYD GET THROUGH????????????????

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28468897/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28468897/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 13:32:41 PST NEW MOON = TOPLESS GUYS = SKIN = MOLESS!!!!!!!!!!
All i could think of during the shirtless guys scenes was, ZomG MOLES! ( i has a mole obbsesh)
Lol, my sister CRIED when there was the JacobxBella scene in the rain.
And LOL the reaction of the first part when you see Jacobs body (wayyyyy too muscely ) (not a nice look). I mean, the entire room (totally packed) was liked KYAAAHHHH SQUEALLLL not including meeee haha
UGGGHHH MY CUZ looked scary disgusting ewwwww >< lolz he only had 2 lines! what a suckish role :< lol i cringed every timee he apeared (not often) anywayz.
Can't remember much of what happened in it, other than me and my sister tried to get our supper for me, sis, + two friends of a takeaway pizza from pizza express into the cinema, FAIL we shoved it in our bag, and it didn't fit haha. then when we got in, and opened the pizza, it was kinda... rolled up.. and stuck together XD oh well
oh yeah, 2 friends went in to get seats, but me and sis accidently queued up for the wrong film (we queued for 7pm film, not 6pm) gaaah
oh and everywhere we went, there were those barrier/scanner things that beep if yyou have something from a shop you havent payed for (you get me?) and i set of the alarm in everyone i went through :<
Lol, i had a mind revelation whilst watching. I thought 'why is it called new moon?' then i thought, why is the other called twilight?
was then i realised twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn ARE RELATED TITLES like to do with the moon ect.
stupid me..

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28442544/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28442544/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 22:31:01 PST over 20 - uke


01-[x] You like to be content in everything. ( i try ><
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[x] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud. (Yup. XD)
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel.
07-[ ] You like making others blush.
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand.
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex.
10-[x] You like romantic- funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. I'de prefer to BE L, but i love Light... TwT
12-[x] You have listened “an café”.
13-[ ] You like listening to it.
14-[x] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”.
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy.
16-[x] You smile at kitties. *sees kitty* *runs towarsds with arms out stretched* KIITTIIE
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii- I used to alot more.. i only say it online now.
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[x] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema.
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more. (it was the same number both times¬!)
23-[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.(never seen it..)
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
25-[x] You call your pets with cute names. (Kitty chaaan) or simply Meow meow when i want her to come over
26-[x] You believe that yaoi/yuri is the best. YYUURII
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince.
28-[x] Some men scare you.
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
30-[x] You have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers. (red) ( i have a top with a rose on it..?)
31-[] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
32-[x] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before.
33-[~] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (i'm not sure..)
34-[x] You like j-pop.
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
36-[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi.
37-[x] you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa.
38-[x] You smile with no reason.
39-[ ] You usually are very positive.
40-[ ] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it.
41-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say

UKE MUCH..........

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ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Flrnc... right.

TWO - Are you single?: Yep

THREE - Whats your favorite number?: uhhm, got many

FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black

FIVE - Least favorite color?: Uhhm, orange? dunno..

SIIX - Favorite candy?: lollipops, sour things (any), dunno..

SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing

EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: not really

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Yeah.. also i resemble my cousin XD Jamie Campbell Bower

TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: Art

ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: No

TWELVE - How do you make money?: I find it, i don't eat,

THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Ken and Mimi

FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: In the Fairy world

FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Nope

SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Comment please ( i wanna know! )

SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Doc Marten vintage corset

EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Hell no

NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Japan

TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Math revision

TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: meh

*HONEST SECTION:

Honestly, what color is your underwear?: ..black + pink

Honestly, what’s on your mind?: What kind of question was the previous? Freakish... o.O

Honestly, what are you doing right now?: typing

Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Didn't wake till 11.45 aahaha

Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?: don't have it

Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: stacey

Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: yep/ i'm allways jealous of someone hehe

Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: uhmm, my stupidness, the mediocrecy of the world

Honestly, do you bite your nails?: the skin around them

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: yeah..

Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: probably.. i have big secrets from everyone, but they're all diferent

Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?: uhmm, not really

*THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?: with gum? yesh

Can you dance?: ballet, tap, modern, jazz, contemporary, yep!

Can you do a cart wheel?: No DX

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I hate cherryies (never had one..~)

Can you whistle?: Yes (badly)

Can you wiggle your ears?: hell no

Can you wiggle your nose?: ?! no

Can you roll your tongue?: Yes

Can you make a clover with your tongue?: nah

*ANGER SECTION:

What do you do when you’re mad?: *silence* *glares*

What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: Uhhhh, many bad things o.O

Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yep (haha sorry XD)

Do you swear when you’re mad?: Yeah

*CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeah

Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yesh

Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yesh

Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yesh (not in love way, heh)

Ever cried over the same sex?: Yesh

Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not often, usually it's cause i allways get injured in my eye, so people thihnk i'm crying, just eye watering for self healing

Do certain songs make you cry?: yesh

Do certain movies make you cry?: yesh

*HAPPY SECTION:

Are you usually a happy person?: I hope so..

What makes you the happiest?: :3 not saying

Does being with your friends make you happy?: Yes

Do you believe in yourself?: No. (although in some shop, there were these horoscope birthtone things and my personal quote was 'i believe' hah XD)

Do you wish you were happier?: Yes

Is being happy overrated?: Yes

Can music make you happy?: Yes! HAHA

*LOVE SECTION:

How many times have you had your heart broken?: Once

Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Yes

Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you: No (not seriously, no one loves me )

*HATE SECTION:

Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes

Ever made a hit list?:A what?

Have you ever been on a hit list?: a What>?

Are you a mean bully?: nope

Do you hate George Bush?: Who?

*SELF ESTEEM SECTION:

Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Yes

Are you good l... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28351689/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28351689/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 11:15:50 PST
ARE YOU?
1. Perfect? No. And i don't believe many people are.
2. Tall? Compared to a ferret. No, i'm 5'2"
3. In your pajamas? PJ top..
4. Left handed? Nope. But i can sew left

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: Uhmmm, just about everyone in my year at school (not that i'm friends with all lol)
2. Talked to on the phone: Ken
3. Person to text you: Mimi
4. Was today better than yesterday? Uhhhmm, not sure.. no

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 13, 7, 3,... 19
2. Color(s): Black Red Grey White Purple..
3. Fruit: Apples
4. Place: Japan (i have yet to been there, but only 81 days XD)

SIX EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? Ooooh, yes
2. Are you happy? Slightly dissapointed and in pain, and a little upset, and can't get my stupid dream from last night to go away (it's really messed up, and i hate myself for it >__< but otherewise i'm happy to be off a coach..
3. Are you sad? Little
4. Are you bored? Yeah
6. Are you nervous? No
8. Are you tired? Yes, very X( I slept on the coach today, and got myself photographed in my sleep :< major angry

ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name? Florence
2. Nick names? My mains are: Clippy Fishcake, Misa, Little person, Guppy, can't remember more..
3. Eye color? Green and orange, but apparently they have been yellow recently
4. Zodiac sign? Pisces.. hang on that isn't zodiac, is it? Year of the Rat..
5. Male or female? Female
6. Slut? Get called it often enough..
7. Smart? nope. totally gullible and stupid, and yesh, stupid. oh and memory span of a fish
8. Hair color? Strawberry blondish
9. Long or short? medium? I think it's short., but eveeyrone says it's long..
10. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans, hell yeah. Skinnies
11. Phone or Camera? Camera
12. Drink or Smoke? Neither..
13. Righty or lefty? Right

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend? Uhhm, don't remember
2. First crush? ehehe
3. First pet? Snowy and Sooty, our gerbils XD
4. First big vacation? Have yet to expirience it.. 81 days!

CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? Nothing
2. Drinking? Nothing
3. I'm about to: Watch more Tsubasa
4. Listening to? Nothing
5. Plans for today? X factor

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE [whichever] SEX [you happen to be attracted to]?
1. Shorter or taller? Taller
2. Romantic or spontaneous? I odn't know what spontaneous means.. o.O
3. Sensitive or loud? sensitive
4. Hook-up or relationship? relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? No o.O
2. Lost glasses/contacts? nope, don't have either
3. Ran away from home? Nope
4. Broken someone's heart? Why would anyone care that much over me?
5. Been arrested? No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? No
2. Yourself? No
3. Heaven? No
4. Santa Claus? Yes
4. Love? No
5. Do you like someone? No..
6. Do you believe in God? No
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Possibly

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: Searched for my duckie sock and fought over my duvet with someone, who i couldn't even see, so i'm not sure who.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: Yup

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Uhhhhm, dunno

Q: Where is the last place you visited?
A: Ironbridge XD

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Depends

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: I would if i thought i had any chance..

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I hope

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: Uhhm, well i recall falling asleep in Ken's bed, and waking up somewhere else.. o.O

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Uhmm i think i almost did last night.. and today aswell >__<

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Uhhhhm dunno, but if it's anything like my dream, i hate myself

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: Right now? 4-5

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Wierd TV

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: Arms, fingers, head, feet

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: Probably december. I like november quite a bit too.. and yeah

Q: What did you do last night?
A: Draw with Ken

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28304352/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28304352/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 22:33:07 PST Joy.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28290692/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28290692/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 11:19:58 PST
Well, tomorrow, i'm going to visit the magical place of Ironbridge, somewhere in Wales haha XD
I won't be back online till saturday, about 5-6ish?
God this trip is gonna suck.
ANyway, byee..... x

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28268244/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28268244/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:41:06 PST
- Name: Florence (Violette, Guppy, Clippy Fishcake, Minchkin, Shortie, Blondy, Darling, ect... over 40)
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Hell yeah (female)
- Birthday: 18th March.. noo, i mean 19. but my birth certificate says 21st.. o.O
- Sign: circle (pisces)
- Hair color: Blondey orange
- Eye color: Green/orange
- Height: 155cm? roughly
- Date of Joining DA: uhhm, 13th september 08 i think

S P E C I F I C S

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: ...Any really.. currently Tresemme
- What are you listening to right now?: Enter Shikari - Sorry you're not a winner
- Who is the last person that called you?: Okaa-san
- How many buddies are online right now?: buddies? 7

F A V O R I T E S

- Food: Uhmmm..... uhm..... dunno. sweetcorn
- Girls' names: Uhmm.. dunno.
- Boys' names: Jedward... or Elbee... naah, i kid. dunno
- Fav. color: Black
- Animals: Foxes (arctic, so white and fluffy ) or kitties, or ferrets, or weasels

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R

- Smoked?: No...
- Ever been in love?: Yes DX
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Hahaa, yes. Today i made some (pretty realistic) fake wound.
- Lied: Noo..... haha, i lied.
- Fallen for your best friend?: eheh... no.... **looks around suspiciously*

C U R R E N T

- Clothes: BATmAN PJ'S (no joke)
- Desktop picture: An L (DN) with blood stains to make it a B.... has been for long time DX should change soon
- CD in player: Well.. i think Brittania High soundtrack has been in there since xmas..
- DVD in player: Uhhmm, HSM1 (lol)

L A S T | P E R S O N

- You touched: Myself? No... Ken
- Hugged: ..Ken
- You kissed: Uhmm.. i don't kiss people o.O
- Talk to online: dunno........


A R E | Y O U

- Understanding?: what? dunno..
- Open-minded?: don't understand ><
- Arrogant?: probably
- Insecure?: A little.. hehe.. a lot...
- Random?: lol,, yes
- Hungry?: nope
- Smart?: oh yes, very. i kid.
- Moody?: Noooooooo :3
- Organized?: Uhhmm, not according to everyone i know in this world, serious.
- Shy?: Nope. hahaahaha. yes i am very, VERY
- Difficult?: Nope (although people says i am)
- Bored easily?: Hell yeah
- Obsessed?: uh oh, yes
- Angry?: never, not me
- Happy?: All time.
- Hyper?: Not always... hehe
- Trusting?: ....Heh.

R A N D O M

- In the morning I: Wake up, go on dA, eat )whilst on dA), brush hair, brush hair, spend long time tying into bunchies, go on dA, watch tv (whilst on dA).. leave home...
- Love is: for people who are loved.
- I dream about: Kenichi Matsuyama o.O and other stuff.. ehehe

W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R

- Coke or Pepsi: Coke... never had pepsi. but i hate coke (although i had a diet coke addiction on saturday XD)
- Flowers or candy: Flowers. , but only in the sense that .. that... yeah. roses, lilies, yup yup.....
- Tall or short: Tall..

W H O

- Makes you laugh the most: .......I cant choose. Mimi X3
- Makes you smile: uhmm, i guess laughing is smiling? well, most people i know can make me smile i think, i don't like choosing ><
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: .... meh hehe...heh. won't say :3


D O | Y O U | E V E R

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: ...Occasionly
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yep, too many times DX ><

N U M B E R

- Of times I have had my heart broken?: ....Uhhm, dunno..
- Of boys I've kissed: 0 XP

Stolen by

100 Things You Might Not Know About Me...
answer these questions then tag 10 people to do the same.

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Uhmm, i think i still have about 6 on my shoulder, my cat attacked me DX


2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Mawnga posters

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
uhhm i hope none of them. sorry, teeth grinding?

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
uhhm, screamo, jrock, rock, power pop ( a bit XDD) jpop, childrens music, vocaloid stuff..


5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Not a clue

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
........ uhmmmm...... won't say haha XD

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
not having homework, not having school,(aka summer hols) hmm.. other.. >/<

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
Uhmmm................. a special drawing http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28218443/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 13:02:15 PST AND BEGAN TO LEEK SPIN..HAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
(WITH A PENCIL)

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]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28218034/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28218034/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:41:59 PST My love..... ARE GONNA DIE DX
NOOO HELL NO.
I SCREAMED WHEN JAMIE GOT THROUGH

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28215952/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28215952/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 10:58:09 PST And i have a really sore throat (worse than usual ) since yesterday.
Something's wrong with me.. I mean, I woke up at 10am (very late in my opinion).
And i'm very confused at the moment... very... !
Currently, i'm drawing.. .. dunno why i mentioned that.
Lol, i keep laughing to myself hysterically. I should stop soon. Lol, i have issues.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28158015/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28158015/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 09:52:50 PST opened it to find a two page inteview (one page photo DX)
gotta watch my dvd!
and well, they asked, team edward or jacob, he said team caius!

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28143056/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28143056/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 13:25:13 PST But hell, until then, i was god darn proud of it.
It's so awesome XD
I'll take photo's maybe.
And awesomely, it is ENTIRELY made by me!!

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28141703/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28141703/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:07:16 PST 2) Post the first definition to the answer
3) Tag 3 people


1) Name? Florence
The most beautiful name any female can possibly have... (HAHA LOL)
option 2 is lol too; def 1- a four legged blood sucking beast from the bouwls of hell

2) Age? 13
A number commonly known for superstitious beliefs about it being unlucky. Originally it was a holy number, but somewhere along the way it was hijacked and portrayed as unlucky. Fear of this number is called triskaidekaphobia.

3) One of your friends? Ken (nothing for kensa, and you don't use other name DX)
It literally means "know" in Scottish. Can also mean "know what i mean?" in Scottish
But option two is (i like it XD) : Barbie's ex boyfriend, who has been rumored to have caused the relationship to end by having sex with Barbie's sister. He is currently playing the field, and it seems he has multiple hot girlfriends now

4) What should you be doing? Baking a cake
(LOL) A phrase used to explain sex- ed to small children in a classroom setting.
I should be havinf sex now, kiddies...

5) Favourite Colour? Arrghh, too many.. i'll choose red.
Flavor of kool-aid to a black person. (?!)

6) Birthplace? Greenwich
A very rich town in Connecticut where even the seven black people that live there can't be considered black, and excessive drug use is commen, due to the lack of things to do. There is very little that the youth can use to entertain themselves, so everyone knows exactly where to buy heroin.
The style consists of brightly colored Lacoste shirts, usually layered, Khakis, and a looley placed visor on males, and a Jean skirts, a dress shirt over a polo, and flipflops for females, year round.
Mostly everyone owns more than one house, and a boat

7) Birth Month? March
Month in which creative, layed-back, dreamy, cool people were born (haha i'm cool)
opt 2 : The month in which all sexy, drop dead gorgeous women are born (LOL)

8) Last person you talked to? Alice
a young, beautiful, sophisticated woman who is confident in all that she does

9) One of your nicknames? Minchkin (the others didn't have anything.. like baby guppy, clippy fishcake.. this is wierd though o.O)
They are longer lived, more noble, more advanced, more refined, more graceful, more beautiful, and otherwise superior to humans in every way. They are particularly beloved by fanboys who perfer their girls to take after those in hentai--slim, slight, pubescent female builds with no public hair and unrealistically perfect skin and composure

10) Random Word: Clippy
The annoying paperclip (office assistant) that appears in Microsoft Office (LOL)
also tried cute....
A girl who is lovely and dreamy and cuddly and shy and beautiful and awwww *druels*
And lol, Fishcake is used to describe gingers.
So Clippy fishcake means the annoying ginger paperclip.. o.O

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28106794/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28106794/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 13:35:20 PST Currently , Miku color XD

2. Name One Person That Made You Smile Today?
Laura, stroking her legs makes me so joyful :3

3. What Were You Doing At 8 AM This Morning?
On a train..

4. What Were You Doing 45 Minutes Ago
Being a ballarina :3

5. What was the last movie you saw in a theater?
Harry Potter 6

6. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yeah, i live in one.

7. What Is The Last Thing You Said Aloud?
"Who cares about the goveners of Bromley?"

8. What Is The Best Ice Cream Flavor?
Charcoal

9. What Was The Last Thing You Had To Drink?
Pineapple juice

10. What Is The Longest You Have Gone Without Sleeping?
Uhhm. about 23.30? not long ><
But well, one thursday, i was up till 1.30 friday morning, then slept till 4, then was awake till 3 on saturday.. lol pre-expo hyper

11. Have You Ever Made A Promise You Swore To Keep?
Yes. And fail every time >><

12. Have You Bought Any New Clothing Items This Week?
Yesh, much :3

13. The Last Sporting Event You Watched?
I don't watch sports. But i did watch some gymnastics finals a while back..

14. What Is Your Favorite Flavor Of Popcorn?
Caramell?

15. Who Is The Last Person You Sent A Message To On Facebook?
I hate Facebook , if i wanted to use that kinda thing, myspace is better

16. Ever Go Camping?
Yeah, i never sleep during any camping trips.

17. Take vitamins daily?
I do, when mimi brings me some.
Aaah, i love medication. something about it is so awesome..

18. Do You Go To Church Every Sunday?
No, hell no.

19. Do You Have A Tan?
I hate being tanned, ansd i don't tan anyway, never have. just burn.... because i'm got sensitive skin ><

20. Do You Like Chinese Food Over Pizza?
Chinese..

21. Do You Drink Your Soda With A Straw?
depends.. usually, yes, i have 2

22. Who are you currently talking to on MSN?
I dont use MSN. but last person was Matthew, back in the summer..

23. What Are You Doing Tomorrow?
piano lessen, school, hyperness..

24. Where Is Your Dad?
Manchester..

25. Look To Your Left, What Do You See
a wall and lotsa wire o.O

26. What Color Is Your Watch?
I dont have a watch, nor can i tell time. i can only read dijital, not proper ones, and yeah, i suck. people from school know how stupid i am..

27. What Do You Think Of When You Hear Australia?
accents

28. What color is your birthstone?
Aqua (it's an aquamarine )

29. Do You Go In At A Fast Food Place Or Just Hit The Drive Thru?
Dont eat that stuff..

30. What Is Your Favorite Number?
7, 13, 3, 96

31. Who's The Last Person You Talked To On The Phone?
Ken

32. Any Plans Today?
Sleep... have some coffee

33. Current thing-that-rules-my-life?
aaahm, dunno...
but Raito-kun rules Misa

34. Biggest Annoyance In Your Life Right Now?
Uhhhm. waiting for my doll

35. Last Song Listened To?
Some rrandom ballet music..
No, i listened to Five Is A Four Letter word (lostprophets)

36. Can You Say The Alphabet Backwards?
no, i just tried in my head, it began with an S, N, X, I

37. Do You Have A Maid Service Clean Your House?
Oh, how i wish i did, a maid in a maid cosplay. and neko ears.
No.

38. Favorite Pair Of Shoes/Boots You Wear All The Time?
Uhhm, i would love some platforms, but otherwise, my Doc marten vintage lace up boots :3

39. Are You Jealous Of Anyone?
Yeah

40. Is Anyone Jealous Of You?
I don't see why.

41. Do you love anyone?
Yes.

42. Do Any Of Your Friends have Children?
Of coarse they do, i am thier child :<

43. What Do You Usually Do During The Day?
Argue with people

44. Do You Hate Anyone That You Know Right Now?
No, i love everyone, and they all hate me.

45. Do You Use The Word 'hello' Daily?
Nope.
Haaaaaiiiiii, or hey, or MRAWR

46. What's your sign?
Uhhm, Pisces

47. Do You Like Cats?
Yes. got two :3 and i am one

48. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags?
where?

49. Where did you get your worst scar from?
my cat
haha, thats ironic.
well, can a scar be a bruise, or does it have to be a scratch?
because i have some bruises that lasten through year six onto year 7.. gaah >< p... ]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28068320/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28068320/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:25:22 PDT so, as if 'Rock' night wasn't going badly enough ( i mean Katy Perry? comeon :< john and edward came on.. with makeup.
lol, shiny shiny.
loving the leather coat look...
they can't even sing in time with a song everyone knows.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28065301/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28065301/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 11:49:36 PDT Wooah, no one has come to my house yet. I feel so unn-special.
Lo, on the way home, i saw some people i know, in thier 'halloween costumes'.
They looked how i do on a normal day.
Back-combed, high bunchies. Layered lacey skirts. Stripy socks.
They make me feel like normal XD.

Yay, Camden today. I had a very successful spending day XD
I finally bought a new skirt, i have been meaning to for a while.
It's hard to explain it..
And i finally bought some presents for my friends, And want to steal them for myself, because i loves them XD
But i must let them go.
Ooooh, I bought a choker for myself XD because i love to buy myself stuff.
I shouldn't actually talk about it here, as i may swap around some presents o.O
But anyway, It's uhhm, black, with double lace, and it has a fake leather bow with some kinda studd thingies, and a metal cross hanging off it :3 and you tie ribbons at the back.
yay!

And, RAWR, i saw LOADS of pocket watches today, and LOADS that are exactly the same as one i ordered for my BJD. EXACTLY THE SAME :<
And i feel like buying myself one, but a full sized one as they had many
Lol, so many shop owners recognised me XD
Gaaah, saw a Death Note poster that i want :<

Teehee...
i really should do a halloween themed drawing, but i can't be bothered.. too much anime to watch
I FINALLY began to watch Tsubasa.. I'm on ep 11 now.
And i have begun to watch Kimi no Todoke, a reeeaaaly cute new series. gaah, it's so sweet and romantic. teehee

Yay, i was in some goth loli shop today, and they were playing both the Strawberry panic opening theme, and then the ending theme, which i LOVE! well, i prefer it with the video, but hell.. then they played Haruhi opening 1, which allways takes me forever to remember what it is for some reason..

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28056835/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28056835/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 01:53:22 PDT

It's Halloween, kiddies.
I will probably be asked to go out with some random people, for the fun... I'll be probably going as Mrs Pumpkin, a Halloween version of Hatsune Miku, who ~maxari4 told me of.. :3
Except my daddy took my (his) camera away from me, so i cant take photo's :<.
Maybe one day when i have a camera.. eventually..


Can't even remember who i stole this of

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Brown - $100
[x] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other - $75

Total: $50

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue - $150
[x] Hazel - $100 well, i'm orange and green...
[ ] Other - $15

Total : $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $200
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[x] Under 5′4 - $0 < thats just fucking mean!


Total : $150

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $250


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] First born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[x] Second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] Third born - $550
[ ] Fourth born - $300
[ ] Fifth born - $400
[ ] Sixth born -$215
[ ] before last -$300

Total : $400


Drink?
[x] I do like rarely - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] Only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[ ] No - $600

Total : $800


Vision?
[x] perfect vision - $400
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don’t wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100
[ ] Glasses - $50
[ ] Contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $100

Total so far: $1200

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50
[x] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $1650


Favorite Colors (multiple):
[ ] Green - $750
[x] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[x] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $500

Total: $4075 ( i think... o.O)


Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] OhYes - $0
[x] Nope - add $1000
[ ] some - $750

Final Total: $5075

yeah.. i'm worth that much XDD

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28029794/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28029794/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 13:58:43 PDT Because before, i couldn't have anything near my eyes, or if i'm looking at something, i can't have anything obstructing it. It;s really hard to explain. Really rally hard. But now i can't even look at the cursor thingy on the screen. It makes my eyes really twitchy o.O
And being near people makes me twitchy aswell XD
Looking at corners makes me REALLY twitchy. it used to only be sharp corners, but now all. In fact, i can't even look at shap things aymore.
Also, anything pointing towards my eyes scares the hell out of me, and i have to look away or close my eyes. This includes peoples hands o.O XD
Gaah, I have issues.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28005472/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/28005472/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 01:56:03 PDT It was very predictable, but so depressing.
Made me cry a little. I've cried more at anime, like in Death Note, Full Moon (manga, anime sucks :< ) and many more.. can't remember currently..
But waaah >//<
And then the stupid ending theme killed it.
Because i hate ending 2, anyway. So then when it played as Nagisa was crying (rather annoyingly so XP), I was just like, gaah.
Well, only 7 (i think) more episodes of Strawberry Panic to go.
I have no clue how they're gonna finish it o.O
And to people who have watched it, I think Kaori looks more like Chiyo, do you agree? And di find it a bit strange how it's Kaori and Aoi , like, kAOrI? There names are too similar.

x

Oh and isn't Tamao a little too happy looking in op 2? XDD

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27991177/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27991177/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 08:03:35 PDT there goes my three weeks of working non stop. but oh well, there were plenty better than mine, and i wasn't expecting much anyway.
But well done to the winners, and yay! Mimi () got a mention for her -16 premade.
it was quite fun to go through all the features ones, and remember all the ones i saw. i'm happy that the cute witch drawing from the artist alley got a mention, as it was one of my faves i saw on sunday. i'm also glad for the person who won -16 premade, as her's was awesome.
gaah.. i guess i'll just try again next time.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27975949/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27975949/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 11:21:47 PDT But.
I feel like making a cosplay anyways.
Who should i be?!
And lol, Oli Sykes; 'I can't even sing, I have to shout.'

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27960492/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27960492/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 13:27:29 PDT Why can't i just have fun for at least one whole day?
There's something wrong with me
Misa was lonely today. And it was her fault. For not cooperating with others.
Miku got ill on saturday. Very ill.
I really didn't enjoy it much. I didn't get a good look at any of the stalls i wanted to, if i tried i got separated from everyone else.
Found some postcards of my cousin.. lol.
Well, looking back on the weekend, waste of time, money, energy and i doubt anyone wanted me to be there anyway.
But i'll stop complaining now and leave you all alone. Well, not alone. Just without me.
So yeah..

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27957796/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27957796/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:56:02 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (does their shoulder count?)

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone (lol not that it meant anything)
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (play fighting...ish)

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 6

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 10

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (tried, but i couldn't see any shapes )
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 17

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (school trip, does that count?)

SO far: 21

Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (well, me and my friend found a dead snake that had been cut in half (?!) in my back garden and we threw it about 20m to some other garden.. after carrying it aroung and bending it into strange shjapes. then we found the other end .

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on (in the other reality..)
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 25

Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 27

Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 27

Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 31

Level 14
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam in the ocean (uhh hang on, is a beach water thingy ocean?)
(x) Felt like you where dying ( both mentally and physically)

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers (i think so.. o.O)
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 36

Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 37

Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About or Who Cares/Cared About You (no one cares.. :<
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 39

Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 40

Level 19
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 40

Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 43

Level 21
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 44

Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (why would i watch them alone\?)

SO FAR: 45

Level 23
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]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27815118/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27815118/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 11:46:16 PDT And it's not hardly changed.
But i have still been on it since about 5.30.
XD
I am finalky getting somewhere with my Expo entry. I've finished two people (well, techniacalluy there only are two; the others are animals) and begun the tablecloth of doom (XDD).
aoh well, yeah.
I managed to make a sock today. well, i say make. i got some fishnet tights and attacked themn with sizsors, them sewed on some elastic (It is very painful and takes forever and is hard to sdo. i now have needle cuts all over my leg) XD) but i still have to majke anothwer :<
it is for my misa cosplay at the expo next week :3
zomg, there is a NEW UTAU. ritsu
oh, and there that yamaha robot thing but in miku cosplay, singing a miku song XD
lol.............
i bought a new coat.. don't know whether i like it anymore.. customising time!!
my teacher stole my stripey armwamers and never gave them back :< i'm cold now.
yay, cosplayfever comes out on tuesday! and.. i'm gonna be in it! please buy it :3
moving on............
gotta finish strawberry panic sometime soon...................
and all the other thihngs i never finished, long list..................
but hell, i don't care.
EXPO EXPO EXPO
gotta get some moneys.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27685290/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27685290/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 10:40:02 PDT SHE'S BLONDE?!!!!!!!!!???????
Gaaah, it's strange.

Also, I ordered Petsha!!!!!!!!!! (DOD)
Squee!
But now I'm getting scared, and somehow i'm not as excited as i thought...
But hell, I don't care!
Also, somehow, i don't think i'm gonna get my camera on time for the expo which is very upsetting.
But yay, the Expo in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Which means i won't be on much., as i gotta finish my entry for the sweatdrop competition.
Darn, i stil gotta buy my Misa cosplay and bleach ym hair a hell of alot so i not ginger anymore?!
Squee, gotta write two essays XD
I don't even know why i seem happy baout that.
Freak ><

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27574890/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27574890/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 09:45:45 PDT Ever since guardians 4 started doing the opening themes, i don't like it.
The Buono songs are the best by far. And i like how they still do ending themes by Buono, and they are wayyy more awesome than the openings.
I mean, i like op 3 4 5 6 as songs, but i really really hate the PV for op 6 )school days), nyaao i love the PV for op 3, but that isn't guardians 4 ¬.¬ it's so much cuter, and there cosplays are awesome (and actually look official)
I hate guardians 4.. i mean, what the heck, the op theme for Shugo Chara Party, they can't dance properely, and they just steal scenes out the previous series to fill the gaps i swear. like, can't they get new animation? it's stupid. also, Shugo Chara Party SUCKS.
IT IS AWEFULL.
So, it starts with guardians 4 singing the op, which i hate the vid for. stupid live action, it's killing shugo chara.
then amulet heart, spade and clover come on (human) in what the would call shugo chara cosplay.
I can't even believe they broadcasted it. Thier cosplays are so inacurate. I could make a better one with time and money. I mean, they have sparkles. Also, they can't act, and none of them have pink hair (XD)
Then i'ts Shugo Chara Pucchi Puchi, Which IS FUCKING AWEFULL.
The art style looks so tacky, like a 5 years olds program, i mean shugo char is 13+, what kinda 13 year old wants to watch this? and it's god darn annoying, and i swear the voices changed.
Then more live action, then more pucchi puchi, then onto the only relevant part, Shugo Chara Dokki Doki, the carried on anime. The opening isn't too bad. But well, Ikuto is hardly in it.
That may be because he left to find his dad.. i can't rememebr.
BUT HE BETTER BE IN THIS SERIES.
Including the opening, the anime part is only like, 11minutes.
HOW LAME IS THAT??????????????????????????????
And it doesn't even have an ending.
Then it's 'chara fortunes' (whatever it is.)
YEah..
Then the endning theme is by Buono, which i like XP
Overall, i hate it.
And the anime op has too much Tadamu for my liking.

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27519356/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27519356/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 10:52:47 PDT Please.
If you like Vocaloid.
Even if you don't.
I won't say why, find out for yourself XP
Reccomended to me by Thankyou!!!
[link]

]]> ~jamTARTwithoutthejam http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27484186/ http://jamTARTwithoutthejam.deviantart.com/journal/27484186/ Tue, 29 Sep 2009 11:11:43 PDT SCUZZ IS GONNNEEEEEEE
Like, the only rock music channle we had, and it has gone.
Darn.
My life is over.
My mornings, and evenings, will be filled with commeners music.


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