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I'm in total agony here today was the second time since I started working for EB Games 15 months ago that I gulled up the courage to call in sick because of the cramps and the inability to get out of bed.

I was nearly hugging the toliet last night I was that sick from cramps. Very rare do I get the urge to vomit while PMS and I was near tears in pain last night while Jubei sat by and rubbed my back.

She's going to meet me tomorrow after the scan. To see how I go. I've promised Doku and Kami I'll send them a text after I get out... he appointment can take up to 90 mins... and I'm going please be a female doctor, please be a female doctor!

Currently I've pretty much taken so many pain killers over the past two days that I feel like I've stoned myself stupid and gorged myself on Kou Doku stuff to keep my mind off it and entertained.

Today I've kept my busy in the Ikkou ARP because I wanted to. Felt I needed to because face it I'm shit scared. I tried to call up today to cancel my scan because as I so bluntly put it to Jubei, 'they take a dildo looking camera and shove up my twat'. I'm PMSing so I wanted to cancel. The lady over the phone went "Oh but this is the perfect time because we can catch it at work! I know is a bit disgusting and degrading for you but understand it is the best time. It's best you come to this appointment."

So I'm going =////////= apparently...

In other news my brother's shipment of stuff came in... soooooo I got my Cloud and Vincent Figures. Cloud doesn't move though... but he is oiginal FF7 game Cloud and Vincent is AC Vinnie so that's pretty awesome <3

Then my brother started being a righteous little shit today moving shit from the garage to make room for his shit and he tried dumping it in MY room while I'm curled up round my laptop and kitty in agony I had a go at him the then booted him out and baracadded the door for three hours and cranked that Livvi Franc 'now I'm that bitch' song appropiate for my mood swings. While chatting to the crew on The Kami Springer Show.

After the grrrness died own my brother decided it would be funny to give me four lovely JD stick on Tattoo's knowing JD are my initials... what am I gong to do with Jack Daniel fake tattoos? Then I ended up having a room invasion with my brother and mother... My mother telling me since I'm in pain that she'll take me to the hospital tomorrow so I gave her $25 for the fuel and have $10 for the metro card so I can bus home. I don't want her hanging around waiting for me. She has other things she needs to do and I'd rather not face my family straight after this scan. I don't think I want to see or talk to anyone but Jubei made it clear she wants to pop by after work to check on me <3 to you honey thx.

I have the week off work at least til Friday when I'm doing Show Day close with Sam... I always find him soooo entertaining he's intent on wanting to hook me up with one of his friends... and I'm going I won't date Kiwi guys and he's pretty much "but kiwi girls?" and I'm like "Yeah... kiwi girls are fine." So who knows... lol told him I want to go to Yaoi Con next year and he telling me I have to go to Yuri con next lol a totally entertaining fellow to work with... just me and him for 6 hours on Friday... I grabbed the following Friday off for the weeding well the morning but the early evening we got a b'day to attend both me and mum... and it's a spiritual thing so I can't really pull out of that *clasps hands together in apology* Sorry but morning and day is fine you too I'll be there... I'm going to see if I can pay for Angeal to come up for it... looked at flights $84 each way with infant just incase she has to bring bubs. She'll hopefully be up for a week I'll try and get her up the wed week.

All in all I'm busy as trying to get stuff sorted for work and the upcoming x-mas season... yay for me x______X

Got one pic left in the Meme and it's going to be the best and lol worthy one <3<3 Angeal and Zack in all stupidness awesome I'm going to love it!

Anyways rant is over.

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27719094/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27719094/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 04:01:07 PDT
Anyways the verdict 8 weeks time I go in for a scan, and then he sorts out when the surgery will be from there on out... so I get those little things cut out of me while they put some whatever inside to wipe out what they miss...

all in all it will probably set me back $400

sooooo gotta save gotta save!

I had blood tests today... and then had to go off to work and because I've been sick and only able to eat soft foods cause of my throat I was a little dizzy more so than my normal ditzy red headed self... So I'm really exhausted and tired and my left arm is completely DEAD @_@

I got home managed to talk to a couple of peeps online before the tireness and fatigue set in... but when I woke up OMG I went Goku on any and everything I'm finally able to eat again!!! It still hurts but not to the point where it's totally unbearable so long as I drink something afterwards the scratchy feeling goes away so YAY!

Road to recovery! and three days off work wooo <3<3<3


Y! Meme progress

For those folowing me here and on Y just so you know how far through I am

1.) Cloud with a ferret - Omoide [COMPLETE]
2.) Reno Zack making out - Xenobia [COMPLETE]
3.) Dorian Turk OC - SakuraJubei [COMPLETE]
4.) Edgeworth/Maya from Phoenix Wright (DA ONLY PIC) - Myuhime [COMPLETE]
5.) Kadaj / Reno - sweetseme [COMPLETE]
6.) Kadaj / Rufus - sekseedragoness [COMPLETE]
7.) Goku and a piggy - (saiyuki Goku) [DA request] [in sketch stage]
8.) Kami-sama and Shien having tea - Sanzoskitten
9.) Kougaiji in heels - sekseedragoness
10.) Angeal entering Zack in a dog show - SGTIchigo


Upcoming pieces:
These will be attempted after the Meme is comlete
not in any order just really in the order of inspiration...

~Reno, Yazoo, Zack [pencil sketch of 1st panel out of four]
~Chibi Reeve n Zack Adventures cont'd
prt 2/ Zack wants a Subway cookie for Jubei
prt 3/ Gongaga Road Rage for Jubei
~Angeal for Grace
~Commission for Jubei = Bleach: Reni, Rukia n her OC all chibi
~THAT Guardian Manga pg 28 [restarted]
~Crisis Alliance Doujinshi pg9


Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs
(sorry for memebers of these clubs I have ben lacking due to my ups and downs in my moods)

*insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27572288/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27572288/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 06:37:44 PDT
But I managed today to get through a significate more episodes than I should of... but yeah...

Got asked by Grace to keep watching she's doing an original Manga and she wants some help for me to find some medieval outfits for ref pictures, and not complete medieval since KKM isn't completely...

I sent her a couple of Conrad pics via pxt cause I'm biased... lol plus past Conrad is hot... <3

Yosak makes me lol sooooooo damn much the cross dressing gets me everytime.
While watching it I realised how much Sephy my friend remnds me of Yuri's mother... her fangurling and disapointment when her child didn't have wings made me lol sooooooo hard ^^ It sounds JUST like Sephy.

and I know I've got a lost of art and fics to do and work on but I promise two days time I get my three days off... and I can get right back into it.

I just really need this money right about now... My mother is encouraging me to save for a bond for a place... and not to get caught in a fixed term.

In other news Vahan (my Godson) had his 1st b'day today er yesterday! *whips out Maes like picures for all to see!* lol j/k j/k I only have like two photos not on my computer

Also sorry I'm just really busy with work I have short days the next two days then three days off but one day will be errands as I have to mail a package on errand day (yes Sashi I have it in my possession ) and pay a couple of bills.

and monday week I go to hospital for my tests for my Endometriosis... took them a while huh? Over a year of agonizing pain for two weeks a month... you think they woulda done it faster...

Hopefully I can keep everything up to date... ^///^

Anyway my computer is about to take off and I need to be up for work in 7.5 hrs so I'll post again when I have time...

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27290121/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27290121/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 22:14:05 PDT I'm trying to be a bit more girly and open with my feelings... But just give me time... I try to help others and in the end I don't want to burden others with my problems with each little break down... so here goes it... my rant to get it off my chest so I can just move on.

I had a small break down last night, because I'm a slight freak I've been suffering sleeping problems leaving me up at night to just lie there trying to sleep... (I admit I haven't been around much or social since my gramps died and the dramas occurried up north and I'm truly sorry. I was just in this place that has my depression there and then not there at one moment, so I thought I was alright. Booooooy was I wrong.)

I crashed last night after talking to Grace on Msn. I wanted to vent but I just couldn't... There are some things about her that remind me alot of Cazz in a way... her crazy ideas for one lol, she sent me to bed round 10:45 and I slept 11 hours with only two wake up periods instead of the normal five I get, I woke up once at 5 then again a 9 then slept through till 10:15am. The most sleep I've gotten all week to be honest.

Today this morning I was fine went to work had a pretty cruisy day, nothing went wrong. Was working with a friend of Jubei's we (as in the staff of my store) are stealing him over x-mas from the Palms store. It was nice to talk about Buffy, Angel, Bleach with him. Other things that sorta screw my head on straight. but also made me feel very lost, he was telling me about his girlfriend's family that came over from the US and it made me want to get there oh so much sooner. All those I love incredibly are all there, yet they're wanting out and I'm wanting in lol hows that.

Anyways I was walking home a car pulled up beside me and it was Cazz's cousin and then when she pulled away in the car after we had a catch up I saw how much she looked like Cazz but she's not and the moment I got home I realized how much I miss the physical of someone... it's stupid I know but I broke down again.

I actually seriously took one look at the antidepressants I had been taking back in 97 and went "Maybe I need to get back on this stuff..." but I've got my specialist in October so I don't know what that would do to my system.
I've been suffering sever writers block and tonight I think I'm just going to vedge and go to the movies with Jubei The pehlam 1-2-3 I need me some intake of Denzel I think.

I've got a cat sitting on my ass squeaking at the door while I'm hiccuping from crying so much. I've got raccoon eyes from crying before I got to the bathroom to take off my makeup. I'm sniffling and I'm down to two smokes... because my finacial situation hasn't been flash lately. It's been down right stressful and I haven't been active in much online actually the most I've been active in is Y! what can I say yaoi is my current pick me up...
BUT the phone bill is paid and I have $5 to last me through till payday next week... I'm living on Ramen, cereal and toast yay wb Aussie diet. >.<

I will probably need to open the commissions up soon... *begging hands* someone has to think my art is actually worth something... I'll be negoatable for anything at this stage...

The reality is... I miss the physical... I've lot too much and too many people I love to death these past two years that when Cazz's one hit I closed off, threw myself into studies trying anything to ease my pain, Cazz, her mother (my second mother), both my grandfathers, I was stupid and just assumed that they would ALWAYS be around... a childs mind set that everyone lives forever... So much death makes me scared in all honesty to let anyone in to have that concern care and familiarity ripped away and then it's just you left... alone once again...

The way I was brought up was you can only rely on yourself and crying is for the weak (thx dad =.= fuck you very much too) I still have problems crying I'm trying to cry more for the things that deserve tears. But when you have a boot stomp down on you for every tear you learn the off switch very fast. The on proves to be more difficult.
Slowly my mother has been teaching me that it's okay to cry, and that even if it's the smallest thing when someone needs support, love, you give it to them, because the cosmos is kind and in return when you need it most there are those who will give you that same support and love back... shame I'm such a munter and to scared to ask for it...



Upcoming pieces:

~Reno, Yazoo, Zack = still pencil sketch of 1st panel out of fou... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27201375/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27201375/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 23:29:51 PDT Broke as fuck and Dissidia is out and I can see Jubei's psp bundle sitting outback at work T-T luckily I have mine at the palms so I won't be tooooooo tormented while I'm working...

Which is the reason for this entry my hours have picked up for the next week I'm working every second day and then Sat... so I'm not gunna need the comissions to save my ass anymore hurrah! It just cuts back on the amount of time I have to devote to my art... and Saturday week Jubei's leaving me for three weeks to go see hubby in Japan. So we're gunna cram in movie time Tuesday afternoon District 9 and Sat night (after we both finish work we're gunna head out to see Pehlam 1-2-3)

And ZOMG Inglorious Basterds totaaaaaally made me lol the intro was very typical of a WWII movie until he pulled out the oversized pipe, then when Brad Pitt showed up with lol worthy cheesy accent I adored the piss take AU. I'll buy it... hell add it to my Nazi movie collection, I think I have about 5 Nazi WWI orientated DVD's atm *not yet obsessed*

Sooo next week I'll get paid for the 4 days I'll be working this week which is better than NO days working seriously... I was about to quit because of lack of hours... and me being the good anime/game crack peddler managed to crack peddle KH I n II so now I have to find them luckily both are only about $50 NZD together. The daughter of one of my mother's friends wants them...
Crack peddling queen baby.... *always seems to unconsciously peddle random shit onto peoples*

Anyways I will get on to the Yazoo gif when I get a gap n time hopefully. I'll make an effort tonight, tomorrow after the movie and hopefully by Wed night It'll be done.

I swear EVERYTIME I go out with Jubei I get stupid Zack n Reeve chibi comic strip panel ideas... pt 3 of the adventures... Gongaga Road Rage can you imagine it *snerks* another true story except it wasn't Gongaga but the area where Jubeiand I live...

*ahems* I'll stop ranting

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27087815/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/27087815/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 04:17:15 PDT (also I've been denied using Skype till the bill is paid soooo awful)

Soooooo even though I know I'm NOT the best artist out there... I'm gunna be taking some commissions over the next month or so... (I actually need at least $50 by next week).

So first time doing this but I'm taking commissions....
So since I don't think I'm that good an artist I'll only charge for my time used...

$5 Ink/Pencil sketch single character
$10 for my lame CG skills lol
$5 extra per character required in the pic ink or CG'd otherwise

Payments
Located in NZ: Kiwi Bank account ASB / Westpac
Located in Australia: Aussie Bank Account Commonwealth (I can withdraw it from here)
Located Elsewhere: Paypal or whatever way is cheaper for you... Never done internation commissions before @_@

You'll get a copy via e-mail or however you choose... depending on the piece... (if I go traditional then you'll get the sketch via snail mail cause of my scanner)

I'm on MSN (mirashia@hotmail.com) or AIM JdeeChan or KouFairFan
or you can e-mail at above e-mail.... or PM me whatever you like....

*begging hands* Please I need some help here... I'll even draw out of FF S.E range if you want!! T-T

Also only rule not full nude (cause I am EPIC fail at that)

Cheers



~J'dee

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26953889/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26953889/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 09:28:36 PDT
my art is on ah erm... yeah... thing... where I can't draw Bleach, I can't draw chibis and I most definately atm having a little problem with the gift art and requests equal, only FF related art atm... not that it's a bad thing right?

Anyways... been having some issues with the cleanliness of the kitchen here... in all honesty when it comes to my kitchen I AM GERMANY... If I so much as see a plate in the sink not rinsed ect ect I am all *twitch* *clean clean clean, scrub scrub scrub* and I don't leave till it's done... me in kitchen = Nazi mode til it's clean... and I don't even realize I'm doing it until I'm half way through cleaning and I'm going *twitch* It wouldn't bug me if it was my mess... but because I'm ill and need easy quick access to the sink to refil the jug to boil to fill up for the hotwater bottles to ease my pain, it irritates me to no end the PILES of dishes that can fill TWO sinks... yes TWO in less than 24 hours... wtf.

Lately I'm suffering moments of insomnia... where I'm up LATE and up EARLY so my body is crashing... really crashing... so if I miss any of you online it's because I'm distracing myself with other irl issues...

On other new finally watched the end of the Tsubasa Anime... I want more damnit... prolly gunna have to get the manga eventually but I'm only collecting Saiyuki atm when I can afford it T-T I still need to catch up on Mars.

And sleep...

Nicotine first then bed... hopefully I'm alright to go places tomorrow @_@

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26292817/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26292817/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 08:09:39 PDT Definately hitting a few of these this year....

But I haven't been able to draw or write anything since before my grandfather passed away. And although over the family dramas... I'm just going through several major ups and down in bouts of depression...

So another hold... nothings coming, no art, no yaoi, no fics, nothing it just doesn't seem right no matter what I try, and I can't force myself so yeah...

I have still yet to cry for my grandfather, and I can feel it sitting in the pit of my stomach, and then when I feel it start my body clams up and just won't let me... it's what you get for having an old man who used to knock ya senseless if ya cried... I know I need these tears to just up and move on...

Also doesn't help that I'm helping my mother out while she's ill, I've never seen her this sick, just a head cold she says but I keep thinking of our mortality rate as humans lately... while my friends are making wedding or cleaning playlists I'm planning my funeral one... >.<

Just not right in the head. I hate this place, I hate grief, because it takes forever to get me out of here... it's a freaken emo corner without the knifes... don't like cutting bloody stings T-T

I'm hoping work calls me in either Sunday or Monday because I NEEEEEED to go back I need something normal to focus on... The only problem is I have a medical cert to give them covering my absence from the 9th to the 27th of July. I'm a good healthy worker... >.< not.

I was fine in Australia, hardly sick but I come home and my Endo flares up so bad, that I really don't want to even venture out at night, it puts me in a fowl mood and I get home curl up and wish I was dead pains, think PMS ten fold without the PMS thats what happens when my stomach connects with Christchurch cold nights. Thank god for the previous two days of sunshine, it's flared my excema up instead *stabbing motion* Can't win... EVER!

*grumble grumble bitch bitch complain complain*

Okay I'm done... ><*

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26191993/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/26191993/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:12:19 PDT
I knew that on the day before I left Thursday would be to late.. and true dat it was early Thurs morning...

So I was gone longer than I intended to be, and I apologise... but what can you do... and normally I'm such a perverted cherry person. I ended up child minding my pre-teen cousin, who is the ultimate Tidus fanboy but somehow looks like an older version of Denzel o.0 okay older by 2yrs but hey. At least I know how to write for a 12yr old boy now... games games games... and I hate that challenging your intellgence stage... I fail at math... stupid smart mathmatical brat.... *grumbl grumble grumble*

Then my lovely just younger than me cousin decided to once my mother arrived to start stealing stuff from me, first it was the toothpaste so I was wtf, okay buy more. Then it was the boots I brought up to wear to the funeral so that peeved me off, then it was my 21st ring, from my step-dad's mother! (that had me rarked up something chronic she passed away just after my 21st) then my bi-focial glasses *shakes head* I'm not going up there agin anytime soon. I NEED those glasses.
I love my gram to bits but the fact that my cousins would STEAL from her house after my grandfather died write their names on pieces of paper and slap it on his STUFF only DAYS after he died because he has no will...
I was STEEEEEAMING I love my grandfather to bits. So I spent most of it calling up my Angeal/Shien/Grace, sending grr bitching texts about certian family members and all that stuff, even had a phonecall where I just called her to cry for about five minutes because for three days straight they had me going out to the funeral home to look at my gramps in the coffin, it wasn't that he looked bad or anything, it was just that thing you know when it takes a while to sink in that you can no longer physically touch someone and feel that warmth of their body...

So my five funerals in three years... I think I'm just not going to escape this death thing... it's supppppposed to come in threes not fives. >.<

Anyway just saw Angeal off, we needed some Zack Angeal time last night. I tried so hard to do an all nighter with Angeal but still emotionally drained and travel lagged, so I ended up just crashing and I got ill... McD's for dinner two nights and a row don't settle well in my stomach...

So I'm just gunna crash n sleep after a smoke a smoke I need.

I'll get pg 5 CG of the doujin up I'm about 75% finished... up to the shading.

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25910990/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25910990/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 00:38:37 PDT
But I've gotta start packing and organizing quickly... Got THEE phonecall today...

The reason I'm back in NZ is for my ill grandfather.

He had surgery earlier this week... and then last night he had a relapse... so I've got to fly up to Wellington/Lower Hutt asap. (meaning as soon as I get paid) it'll be for a couple of days to see him so I'm thinking wed/thurs US/NZ timeframe...

This is just a heads up... So yeah...

Just JUST get over the flu suddenly I'm hit with that time of the month today then THIS >.<* so far today, been sick, hit PMS (zomg I need to rip out my overies before I die of agony) then I get the dreaded call....

and I'm down to my last smoke...

Quoting Garfield here but I reeeeeeeealllllly hate mondays....

~J'dee

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25767984/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25767984/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 06:29:40 PDT SephyLucifer had her Gaia account hacked and someone was giving away her stuff, she was upset but I was just tired... and in tired that you just want to break down and cry if you don't sleep soon. Worked the past three days and luckily my morning Govt meeting was pushed to the afternoon so finally I'll be able to sleep in and work won't need me until Sat. *fingers crossed*

But they way NZ EB works is sooooo different from what I'm used to. So I'm having to double check with them EVERY little detail, the place is a shambles because of the sale and I really can't be bothered. When it hits 3pm each day my mind flicks to automatic. So until I ADJUST to their way of doing things my hours willlll not pick up. Rueben is away on leave so hence why I got the hours this time. *pondering flickering back to Sickness benefit, because the winter is slowly killing me T-T*

Anyways to top it off step dad came home last night he was out drinking for TWO hours! only two and of course the dumbass is an alcoholic so he doesn't eat before going out comes home falls over on our steps cuts his face open in three places bleeds across the wall bathroom floor, wakes me and my mother up (I had work this morning so it wasn't appreciate) then I find out this morning he used one of my 21st face clothes to clean himself up with my 21st stuff!! Argh! My mother had a go at him and told him of for being stupid enough not to eat before going out then he comes and bitches to me! Like I care I just wanted to sleep.

Then today coming back home from work I managed two hours before my body had a break down and I just needed sleep. So yeah. I nearly broke down ~Sergent-Ichigo and ~SephyLucifer sent me to bed I got 2 n a half hours sleep I knew that would happen, and just as I'm about to go to bed properly the rain kicks in which aggrivates my stomach making my endometeriosis cramps kick in so I'm not a happy gurl... I'm tired, in pain and I just want to stab something...


~J'dee


Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club ~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs

Proud member of http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25644739/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:24:39 PDT
But it's okay I'll get through it... eventually. If you think I've forgotten you leave me a message on this journal... or just remind me of what I owe you okay?

I had a break down about four days before the death of MJ and it was constant breakdowns, just over stupid things and not so stupid things... I'm trying to get Govt help for my meds and such... but I need to get work to fill in this and that... I need my previous payslips from EB in Aus which STILL haven't arrived... the last payslip the most important one and it's just not here yet... T-T *stressing out like major*

And to top it off I was working for the past three days so I couldn't sort ANYTHING out and I wanted to relax today and get the last of my paperwork done tomorrow... so yeah... no day off no time for rest...

I've managed to catch up with Jess (Cazz's Cousin) But I work weekends and she works weekdays and she lives just down the road. My cousin also has a three month old baby that I need to go visit, she's at home on Thurs Friday but this really depends how this week pans out with Ruben away... there's only three of us at work without him there. So my hours picked up suddenly...

So busy busy busy, and the stress is making me bloat... and the cold is making me cramp... and damn my mother won't stop buying chocolate cookies!!!
I've lost my writing abiity and obtained a semi decent drawing ability... if you can't tell by the FFVII Doujinshi... Geee guess what I'm addicted to atm lol

That's what you get stuck in another country for a 9 months with hardly any anime or manga and only Crisis Core and Advent's Children to live off for entertainment... Sorry Saiyuki, now that I'm home once I unbury you it will be sorted I promised @_@

and GERMANY FTW


~J'dee


Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club ~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs

Proud member of *insert Brady bunch here* tooo many to keep up with *flops* _o_
... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25514711/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/25514711/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 10:43:12 PDT
But LOZ Germany ftw!! Otherwise I'd have a very big tie...

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It's football...not soccer.

Total: 4

Australian
[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flipflops thongs, not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an australian something.
Total: 4

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands.
Total: 4

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak spanish or some. (just don’t expect it to be coherent)
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You don't get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 3

Irish
[ ] You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[ ] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have hair everywhere. (you just don't see it cuz it's blonde)
[x] You have/had freckles.
[x] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4

African American
[ ] You say ni#*a/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair. (what's nappy??)
[x] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You refer to people as 'dawg' or 'homie'.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 4

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You play/have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 3

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2. (just lolz)
[ ] You like Limburger cheese.
Total: 5

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. A lot. (more like eh? but I think it counts lol)
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched degrassi.
Total: 1

American
[ ] You hate foriegners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[ ] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at walmart.
[x] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2

French
[x] You enjoy pastery.
[x] You like to walk most places or ride a bus/train, not drive.
[ ] You enjoy wine.
[ ] You're rather rude to those who don't speak your language well
[ ] Love to speak formal French.
[ ] Butter and salt are your favorite condiments.
Total: 2

Recap:

British... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24815748/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24815748/ Mon, 18 May 2009 02:26:20 PDT < I really need to start asap because debts, I.O.U's and bills are piling up... badly

And don't you hate being your mother's troubleshooter for random things like mp3 players and Windows Vista ><

yes the exciting life I lead *stabs*

I need a smoke...

Finally got my hand on Sony Vegas but seriously dude I need a trouble shooter for that... It's been 12 years since I was in a professional editing suite... which means yes I missed the whole digital conversion *failz*

I wanna work on an opening for my AMV's bad I got my hands on Advent's Children Complete time to mesh me up some Kou Zack (in the non yaoi sense you pervs )

I also need to draw something and finish the pics I've promised but I'm craving ice cream... and I ate all the chocolate Jubei gave me @_@

sorry hun I got hungry and was too lazy to cook anything past canned soup

*failz @ life*


~J'dee


Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club ~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs

Proud member of *insert Brady bunch here* tooo many to keep up with *flops* _o_

Quote of the Month:
Angeal's my personal airline....

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24680757/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24680757/ Sun, 10 May 2009 06:11:31 PDT
I don't cook much and when I do I like to cook for my mother or my friends. But that was just fucken cruel and cold... But she kinda redeemed herself later when I was talking to her she was like "It's nice to just have you here on mother's day even if you don't want to be, and to be acknowledged." She then told me about one of her friends who has three daughter one is 7 another is in college and the oldest has a bf and a child the older two have disowned my mother's friend because they feel she abandonded them. I instantly hugged my mother, because I could never do that to her I saw the opposit of what they sw, even though she was hardly around when I was growing up I know she was working her ass off to keep a roof over my head, this friend of hers I knew was doing the same. It's awful really to just disown your own mother, I can't see how some people do it but I understand extreme cases why, and my mother went out of her way when I was 13 to be with me more, remove me from my dark place and just pull me away fom the negative side. She is literary like Hakkai in every whie, she's being made bankrupt atm and she's still smiling and every day I'm hugging her, knowing that she's putting on this smile to be strong.

Definately I plan on being that rock someday for my own children (if I have them) no matter how tough it gets so long as I can still smile and hold the ones I love that's all that matters.

Oooh anyways this comic *flapping arms* I'm going to be drawing it as Reeve and Zack from FFVII, four panels only.
1st is them going to see Wolverine and Reeve paying (because like Zack my paycheck is nothing fancy like the Turks).
2nd is them watching Deadpool's samurai sword fight cause that was just freaken awesome I'm sorry it was.
3rd is the lovey dovey stuff that I was all bah too it was cute and stuff but yeah I love my fight scenes and explotions so Zack is going to look bored and Reeve will have for a but with a cuuuute speech bubble.
4th is the funny epic moment that we had IC as Zack and Reeve... you see a close up of these eyes (won't say who) and then you see (owner of eyes) such and such walking toward Wolverine I was like "ZOMG This is AWESOME!!" and Jubei/Reeve was actualy like "OMG the eyes! What did they do to him? He's a MONSTER!" it was the lolz cause I remembered DoC with Weiss hijacking the radio waves and Reeve looked all freaked out and Vincent was just like "....." so I thought I want to do this as a comic.

~*~*~*~

Anywayss.....I've done three versions of this quiz 1st as me, 2nd as Zack from CARP and the last as Kou from the ikkou check it go here [link] have fun

*moi*

1. If Sephy played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
OMG tht random yaoi fangurl in J-rock clothes (is there such a character)

2. Do you miss Eve?
ZOMG I dooooo *clings to ~Sergent-Ichigo come visit me I misssss chuuuu I wanna see bubs

3. Ever slept in the same room with Jubei?
Is the sky blue? Dude I've lost count of how many times she's crashed over! <333

4. Do you trust Jojo?
With my life of course I do <3 you Reno!!!

5. Would you love to read Cazz's very personal diary?
I don't think I would need to we shared everything, we had a bond that I have yet to repeat, she's that someone who knew my thoughts and I hers <3 miss you babe lotsa love I'll be seein your old man sometime this week

6.Describe Belle in five words.
Sister, friend, rock, faithful, love

7. If Toby were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
lolz do I have to ans... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24596705/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24596705/ Tue, 05 May 2009 06:42:10 PDT Which ex? I kinda have like a few…

When were you on the phone last and with whom?
I was talking to my surrogate dad earlier today we’re going out for dinner next week

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
nope I kinda kept myself shut in my room with Reeve/Jubei

Want someone back in your life?
Don’t we all… but there’s just something a little bit dark and un-natural about bring back dead people….

What are you excited for?
More money! And getting to work at my old store

Are you scared to fall in love?
Absoultely… I don’t do love…

Do you think teenagers can be in love?
I wasn’t I crushed but I never loved…

Do you find it hard to trust others?
Always

Do you care too much/not at all/just enough?
Too much once someone is intigrated into my life

How fast does your mood change?
really depeands on the lack of nicotine in the area

I bet you miss somebody right now?
Of course

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I've had steak, Cheesecake and ice cream I'm alllll guuuuuud

Why do you think so many people cheat?
People always crave more than what they have it’s human nature

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
I’m a girl of course… I can pull it off

When did you last talk to your number 1?
My number one… means I’d be talking to the dead… which I do on a daily basis.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
*thinks* only my brother

Has anyone walked out of your life in the past 2 weeks?
nope

What pissed you off last?
Being called a stupid an annoying idiotic female

What were you doing at 4am?
last night I was playing Dirge of Cerebus

Are you a jealous person?
Not that I know of… but I can be at times

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
Yeah it’s a test to those who I tell the truth to as a test of how well they can handle true brutal reality of the world out there.

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
Well I’d put some shoes on cause it’s raining

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
*nods* yeah I have more than one

What's something you really want right now?
heat it's soooooo cold T-T

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Angeal/Shien/Eve/Sergent-ichigo <=she’s all of the above. It was last night, it was a mixture of deep and just plain stoooopid lolz

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
With Belle *nods*

Are you going on vacation this coming summer?
Only if I can save up enough

Waiting for someone to call?
Nope it’s too late

Does anyone love you?
Very much so

Is anyone in love with you?
in a platonic sisterly kind of love

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
I had sex with him sure, but he doesn’t mean anything to me… none of them do

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Sometimes… there are others who just can not be redeemed… my Nana for example I will never love her or forgive her.

Does anyone like you?
A lot of people apparently I’m told I’m much loved

Missing someone you shouldn't be?
no I think I’m missing all the right people right about now

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Only when my best friend died… that was the worst feeling ever, it was heartbroken and loneliness all at once

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
Not really I trust my friends judgements on anyone I’m dating

Do you have a best friend?
*nods*

Do you hate anyone?
Of course… they deserve that hate

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Nope

Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
Closed because I hang my bags and coats from the handles

What would happen if you had a kid with the last person you kissed?
I’d never tell the guy and run away with the baby

Last thing someone bought for you?
My stepdad brought me a lamb steak dinner at Denny’s two nights ago

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
Nope it’s normal in Christchurch

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
I think physcially I am


I had Cheee... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24440203/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/24440203/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 06:31:02 PDT officialllllllly dead.... literary it can't find the HD I've tried several times and I almost cried. Almost.
But because I'm managing the hostel that I'm staying in I have access to the owner's computer hence the update @_@ I got sad regardless... teaches me to have Zack as a Wallpaper.... I knew I couldn't make him live forever T-T

Sooooooo because I got really depressed I went and did window shopping... then I found a hair dresser... I went in for a trim honest! But because I haven't had money to maintain my hair properly..... my waist length hair is like NO MORE!
No more Rangiku/Aerith/Kougaiji cosplay... It's like roughly just longer than Tifa's (AC cut) by about two inches *sighs* I could probably pull off female Ranma again... but yeah... T-T

Anyways we'll see what happens I'll get my costumes sorted when I get home (yes for those of you who don't know, I'm heading home on the 1st of May) I'll either Trade me or Ebay them regardless because I want them for the LOLZ.

Current CG project: Hiatus (lack of comp)
Current Ink project: Chibi FFVII group pic [link]

I'm out... Last entry before I go home

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club ~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs

Proud member of *insert Brady bunch here* tooo many to keep up with *flops* _o_

Quote of the Month:
Angeal's my personal airline....

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/23580396/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/23580396/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 19:05:17 PST
I must say never EVER let your guard down round a cute seven year old girl with a bucket of glitter! esecially when she's standing at the top of a ladder... >.< she just giggled and laughed, damn her for being cute!

*still havin trouble washing it out of her hair and from her arms*

I feel like a victim of Hazel's gay bus.... But that's okay since I missed my co-workers foam party at least I got covered in glitter. Saw some tits, and got to see guys macking on each other on a big screen it was allllllll good.

So apart from that and talking to a bunch of randoms including this very cute gay guy who had the best home made sign painted to his skirt.
'I hit on straight men who go to gay bars' lolz seriously the cutest thing I wanted to adopt him. He had his eye on this guy who had a girlfriend so he was like 'Whooooopsie!' *shakes head* very cute.

Anyways it was a brilliant night but three hours worth of floats with some very brightly falmboyant costumes... made me feel bad I couldn't really afford to get dressed up for it due to my lack of $$

and I'm going to be busy for a while this week they uped my shifts at work so that's good. I have a sick grandfather I need to get back to New-Zealand to go see T-T and I got a second job but I have to make time to go online to go over the training programs before I start so here's hoping *fingers crossed*

I'll put some pictures up later of the parade... but it will be taken from mpeg shots cause the pictures just weren't turning out cause of the lights T-T

and I will get on to the list that I'm supposed to reply to from my previous journal entry... just will take some time...

So I'm on a hiatus atm.... until I return folks!


~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
Glitter the herpes of art supplies!

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/23110956/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/23110956/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 20:14:09 PST
Chris Sabat had to be going to the NZ con the year I'm not there and I have Tsubasa for him to sign... beats handing him Vegeta that poor guy must get sick of it...

*shrugs* I got other things to worry about like trying to actually eat to survive >.< I've applied for a manager in training position in retail and some customer service stuff... but who knows.

Also been working on the new ANBM (Reverse) and my Revival of the Departed fic... I love Seph's description of it it's my "Sephiroth comes back and fucks everyone" fic lolz... But Zack, Cloud and Reno are the main players in it.

I was working on RotD last nite... so I went to bed earlier than normal about 12:30 but still I haven't been sleeping well lately my dreams are screwy and jumbled with mix messages from Tseng to something about (former) Dougie... (I dont know what to call her anymore) to one of my dorm mates she's a nice german girl.

So when at 7:30am the Korean woman in my dorm (Kyuan) turned the light on no warning had me spewing! I snapped "Some warning woulda been nice" to which she was like "Get over it it's time to get up!"
So I did grabbed my smokes in a royally fucked off Sanzo mood went down stairs and smoked boy did I need it after that but to top off my pissy mood it was pissing down with rain... I hate the rain. So I have vacated the dorm for a few hours and I'm going to have to head back soon...

but anyways apart from my Sanzo like mood... I thought I better do this finally since the doc/rude did it a while ago... I know DELAYED! I'm sorry you guys!


Leave a comment and I'll...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours


Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna (it went missing so I've had to redraw and I just need to ink it... it's only a concept but I hope you like it)
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG (if photoshop will behave it's just that picture it's not letting me finish >.<



~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22620023/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22620023/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 18:10:38 PST


THIS TUESDAY 20th my b'day.... Havoc!!!!




Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna (it went missing so I've had to redraw and I just need to ink it... it's only a concept but I hope you like it)
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG (if photoshop will behave it's just that picture it's not letting me finish >.<



~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club~rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
errrrr to early/late to remember

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22602115/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22602115/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 18:28:41 PST
Anyways stole from Cloud cause I was bored... and stuf...


ARE YOU

1. Perfect ? Pssssssh as if.
2. Tall ? >.< *has Ed Elric complex*
3. In your pajamas ? Nope Library.
4. Left handed ? when using a can opener, smoking, heavy lifting and trying to play guitar *failz*

LAST
1. Friend you saw : Joanne.
2. Talked to on the phone : Mother ^^
3. Person to text you : Liz.
4. Was today better than yesterday ? I didn’t get rained on today and I don’t have to work so yes!.


FAVORITES :

1. Number : 7 *agrees with Cloud*
2. Color(s): Red Black (canterbuuuuuuuury).
3. Fruit : Bananas.
4. Place : ummmm *brain fizzle*.



QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: breakfast!

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: Lack of money.

Q: Fit or Fat ?
A: I’m alright for my BMI, I’m pretty good… I just need to tone up.

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
A: Zohan (was a while ago) *wants to see Valkeryie on the 22nd*

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: OMG Work >.<.

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
A: Depends on what’s on my mind… normally yes…

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A: Stars? What stars I’m in a freaken huge ass city there are no stars here >.<

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: Generally I’m over friendly…

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: in the hostel I’m staying in.

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: Sometime last week when I was sleeping… I never cry when I’m awake but I tend to cry when I sleep if something is pressing on my subconscious.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
A: *tries not to get eye jabbed by Cloud plushies hair….* T-T

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 5

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Music

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
A: OMFG yes my legs I’m walking everywhere.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: January because it’s my b’day month and any month that falls on summer ^^

Q: What did you do last night ?
A: Eat, read, CG / draw some of TGM


EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now?
Of course!

2. Are you happy ?
Only when I’m around people I get along with

3. Are you sad ?
On occassion

4. Are you bored ?
ALOT

6. Are you nervous ?
Nope

8. Are you tired ?
yes?


ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ? Jaki.

002. Nick names ? J’dee, J’Dee, J.D, Kou, Zack, Garfield, Jax

003. Eye color ? Dark Brown

004. Zodiac sign ? Capricorn/Aquarius (cusp of both)

005. Male or female ? FE-male.

009. Smart? Lolz naïve is more like it

010. Hair color ? Red

011. Tall or short? >.< *Ed complex* I’m the same height as Aerith 5’3”

013. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans.

014. Phone or Camera ? Camera phone ah-ha!!! *points*

016. Drink or Smoke? Smoke

020. Tattoos ? Plenty

021. Righty or lefty? Bit of both can openers and smoking left handed.



FIRSTS :

024. First best friend? Mike.

025. first crush? it was my Basketball coach when I was like 11yrs old

027. First pet? A couple of fish named spot and sally *shrugs*

028. First big vacation ? *thinks* going to Hastings to see my grandparents over one x-mas and getting spoiled rotten

049. Eating? Not right now.

050. Drinking ? Not right now.

052. I'm about to : type

053. Listening to ? music

054. Plans for today ? Tonight? CG some more TGM *has no life*

079. Drank bubbles ? Raspberry bubbly soda? Om nom nom… I don’t like sparking wine yuick

080. Lost glasses/contacts? I loss my tinted sunglasses before moving to oz they were orange like Vash’s T-T

081. Ran away from home ? I was seven… I lasted about four hours…

084. Broken someone's heart ? Always if they’re guys…

085. Been arrested ? never.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

090. Miracles? I believe in spiritual help.
089. Yourself ? On occasion, I’m working on that
092. Heaven ? an Afterlife yes.
093. Santa Claus ? I stopped when I was eleven and discouraged all my cousins to stop believing to by showing them evidence that St. Nick was dead. (evil cous... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22563613/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22563613/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:14:54 PST
I got 6 days to come up with $$ fast for my rent, mine and Loraine's B'day stuff

Mine's on the 20th her's the 22

Valkyrie comes out lolz ironic given my manga I'm working on atm...

apparently there were roughly 46 assassinatin attempts on Hilter... note "Apparently" and in the end he offs himself... wasted!

My next pay after the rent is paid will leave me with $8 to survive 2 weeks on I can't even get a phone card >.<

This Arab guy I met told me he loved me and wants me to move in with him... I'm like "No" and he asked me if I loved him... I think I burned him "I don't love anyone" ouch... not exactly true I love my friends and family but I can never love a guy like that... I freaken told him at the beging of this FWB thing that he's not allowed to fall in love with me because I can't love him back.

Other news
I applied for a job yesterday they sent me a reply saying I could come in for an interview right? but today at 9am when the net cafe opens at 10am I obviously missed it....

I did manage to finish CGing the next TGM page >.< but that's about it...

I'm in a total funk atm...

Anyway whine whine whine... bitch bitch bitch... I'll get over it eventually.

Kougaiji in ~rp-ikkou
Zack in ~FF7CrisisAllianceRP

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22203202/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/22203202/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 02:58:55 PST
Toby, Belle, Chibi I apologize the 08 version of DLT's Hentai x-mas plans were on hold because I was held up with drawing block for what the hell he could be doing this year... yet I go to draw Sephy's Yaoi x-mas Turk oc picture and it works out fine <.<

I'll get it done before the new-year... I need to continue this series seriously! I might have him win this year and I've recently gotten back in to DBZ with that OVA special that came out I want a chibi Goten plushie soooooooo bad!

Thanks to Sephy for letting me keep the Cloud plushie! best x-mas gift this year... seriously I promise I'll take good care of Cloud!

X-mas haul:
Cloud plushie
$50 (from my mother)
Doritos
Ferrer Rocher

I swear the x-mas gifts gets smaller each year

And soooooo excited my b'day next month So going to ask for the day off from work. I turn the same age as Jean Havoc Boooyah!

I swear atm I'm having this weird blonde fetish right now...


Kougaiji in the ~rp-ikkou

I'll put the clubs and such back up next entry when I'm back on my OWN computer... interwebs cafe bah!

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21889828/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21889828/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 20:57:58 PST Well my initials of my real name are J.D and duh I’m Goten’s gurl! I <3 Goten. I joined because at the time I had finished an introduction to Visual arts and design and MMO was being a bitch and limited the number of art you could have up without paying for it.


2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
Then: DBZ/GT, CCS, Speed Racer, and I had just finished a visual arts and design introduction course… now it’s like FFVII, Saiyuki, Tsubasa, and some Bleach here and there...


3. How many watchers do you have now?
131


4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
Animeger, Sandrinechan and Yamer


5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
used to but I don’t have time anymore I’m quite busy


6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
Same as above


7. What is your most popular deviation?
Most viewed is A hentai Christmas with 7,933 hits but most commented is Go Jazz Go Go Go with about 244 comments


8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?
CSI and its spin offs, NCIS and Heroes. (when I can watch them)


9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
folds and shoulders


10. Summer or winter?
Autum I love it when the leaves change color just before falling its really pretty… Gypsy’s say if you catch a falling leaf before it hits the ground keep it on you, because it brings good luck


11. Rain or Sun?
I like the sound of Rain, but face it I go Kyo (fruits basket) in the rain


12. What's your favorite type of music?
Almost everything except metal, polka and country. I HATE those three


13. PC or Mac?
I find PC’s break easily… Mac is good for art but meh whatever gets the job done…


14. Anime or Manga?
whatever I can afford


15. Coke or Pepsi?
Lift and Fanta


16. Read or TV?
I rarely do both… I read fan fics but I don’t really read books, I watch anime but I don’t watch much TV


17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
not enough to check everything.


18. Name a hidden talent.
…… I make Grudge noises and puppy whining noises


19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Traditional though Flash ones can be funny… though sometimes they’re just not as smooth flowing.


20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
KFC


21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
The General’s Daughter. Gypsy Magick, The Burning times


22. Wii or Playstation?
I hate the wii graphics they’re shit in compassion to PS and X-box


23. Name 3 of your favorite bands.
The Doors, Boyz II Men and Shihad/Pacifier


24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
medium- I guess


25. Do you like Denny's?
I used to work there >.<
But I like their turkey bird toasted sandwich without the bacon ^^


26. What is your favorite emoticon?
^^=


48. What do you want to be now?
Full time employed


49. If you could eat one person, who would it be?
Is that eat eat? or is that some sexual Freudian slip? Because if it’s a slip… depends on how well I know the person, before I go devouring him ala Gojyo style


50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Sephiroth… face it I don’t like the thought of six feet of steel impaling me…


51. When is your birthday?
January 20th… NEXT MONTH! 14 days after Kougaiji and Johnny’s. >.< *obsessed*


52. Favorite type of ice cream?
French Vanilla or Rasberry


53. Last book you read?
Rudolph Hoess Commandant of Auschwitz.


54. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
None I don’t have credit on Visa Debit


55. Do you buy / sell / both on ebay?
Trade me yes ebay no…


56. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
Is that your real hair color? Or how old are you (apparently I look ageless)


57. Favorite all time tv show?
*blinks* can I count anime?


58. What was your favorite show as a kid?
Speed Racer, Voltron, Jem and the holograms, Scooby Doo 80's go fig


59. What are you listening to right now?
You tube


60. What is the last thing you ate?
Fruit Salad


61. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Cool Silver or raspberry


62. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Face and body build.

<... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21674456/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21674456/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 03:09:04 PST
Working on tatt designs for myself and a guy a work so my art won't be up... in god knows how long... plus we just keep swapping and changing dorm room mates... so yeah...

Eventually I'll get back to D.A properly... one day just not today...

Yep Wooo for pointless entries to waste your time on

hehe


~J'dee out

I'm admin of these clubs
I'm sorry I will update the clubs when I can. But right now irl is taking my time and my money...

*insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
KFC = Kentucky Fried Chocobo

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21446216/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21446216/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 20:59:06 PST
*sighs*

Anyway he said he could see it in my features so I'm like "errr thanks... I think" *secretly insulted*

Found a kiwi friend to hang with and she reminds me of Shien... I can't escape lolz j/k

She's trying to wquit smoking for her unborn child, won't drink she's in the early stages 7 weeks though.

My hours picked up by ONE freaken day ONE DAY mutha *beep*

But I'm alive.. I'm okay... waiting to hear back from an apartment.

I will get on to the art/gift requests when I can get my hands on a scanner I'm not willing to take a photo of Giftart and CG it that way for them...


so sorry to people I got lined up and waiting T-T

Anyways... I will be around but I will only be posting updates here or on my Kou account fortnightly so you know I'm alive... even if it's nothing to say....

Knowing I'm alive is better than art works right? RIGHT?!

and I'm out I finally bought food so I'm going to eat cheers for the loan Reno *winks*



Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs
I'm sorry I will update the clubs when I can. But right now irl is taking my time and my money...

*insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
CARP pwn! (yes slapped with a fish)

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21054761/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/21054761/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 22:03:18 PDT The only thing that keeps me sane is Lorie at work... actors are fun to work with in all their sound effects glory.

Okay I got moved up to the dorm room, okay that wasn't a problem except for the Irish guy who has the TV on 24/7 have I mentioned I hate the TV being on unnecessarily? he sleeps with it on and the light flickers on the wall waking me up and I wake up to it on in the morning and he's dead to the world would it kill him to get off his ass turn it off so the rest of us CAN SLEEEEEEEP?!?!

*hell fend summoning right here people!*

I want materia... I'd stop him turn it off so he can't turn it back on.

But they're finally learning how to air out a room! OMFG yes finally!

Can you tell Kou/Zack in in bitch mode.

I went to check out this place this guy offered to let me stay still I could afford an apartment. cooked me dinner... then the shit hit the fan. He got insulted when I couldn't finish it I've been living on one piece of meat and some veggies a night. and he gives me a huge ass plate piles it with this Mediterranean Arabic meal of rice lamb and everything else and kept filling it up as I was eat it got to the point where I just stopped and went "Stop that. I'm not going to eat if you keep doing that." Then I got the god awful txt from Danny at work saying due to the stock market crap budget cuts are being made "uh oh" one day I could manage but he cut ALL my shifts for this coming week ALL of them! So I ended up breaking down crying then the guy TOLD ME OFF for crying! Me miss who has trouble crying in over five years suddenly has a second break down and he's telling me I'm NOT allowed to cry because I'm stressed out? He won't give me a key to place if I do stay, I have to clean up their mess, I'm not allowed to leave unless I'm going to work, I'm not allowed visitors, I can't bring alcohol in to the house etc etc etc...

So lets just say I'd rather deal with an inconsiderate Irishman than a rule monger Muslim.

I'm hating it here... and I want to kill something and I thought here would be the time I'd quit smoking. It's not happening... I don't see it happening at all..

At least I got my CV out there to work on some cruise ships. It's a start.

Well net time is out so no more DA till the next pay day... Not that I use this much anymore I hardly draw anything anymore

Plus side I live next door to Vic's Pizzeria... oh yeah guess what I'm getting next pay! Pizza!


=.=

I will get to updating my clubs and everything else WHEN I HAVE AN APARTMENT IF I CAN SAVE UP FOR ONE!!!

ARRRRRRRGH! *stabs*

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs <... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/20385659/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/20385659/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:49:05 PDT
Buuuuut it was on the stairs so there were only three witnesses, but they didn't see it happen only heard me go "Oiiiiy!" I did not instigate it I've sworn off man handling... completely. But because of the location of the work poses another problem I wanted to resolve it non-violently because frankly my elbow in his face would not have gone down well for the boss... so Sephy and a couple of the girls had to help me out... lets just say I'm sort of shaken and sort of pissed off that couldn't elbow the guy in the face... Even if he was slightly cute. But the fact he didn't speak much English didn't help the situation.


Plus my endometriosis over the past four days has been playing up causing PMS worthy cramps In the past 30+ hours I've had like 4 hours sleep... and I'm just all blah...

Not really enjoying Sydney much if you can't tell...

My daily diet consists of toast and hot chocolate. But yesterday I managed to scrounge up cash for an apple and a chocolate bar... But I swear after this loaf of bread is gone if I look at another piece of toast again I'm going to stab something and aim for their eye.

All in all I enjoy my job out at Darling Harbor. EB Games is awesome bunch of people. Nice and random how I like them and I can spazz out and only being looked at just a little bit weird... because there's the other guy Verbally making powering up noises in the corner followed by the mission complete tone of FFVII CC Trust me he looked at even weirder... I swear the Brits are a strange lot... But yay I sell games and I get discounts wooo ^^ I finally saw Doku's little Ace Wright or whatever game on DS and I was like 'So that's what it is... lulz

I don't get paid until next week and I'm doing some extra shifts cause I need the money... bad... I hate not being able to cook a meal because of the cockroaches in the hostel kitchen... but apparently it's normal here -.- wtf...

I'm so tired and stressed out... I have to do the share with Sephy our hours are different so we get our private time... but I can't sleep on a bunk bed top or bottom well, top I get this fear of heights and bottom I hate the closed in feeling... even so things are picking up but emotionally I've almost reached my limit, I want to stab the barman at the bad work, I go in when Sephy's working to keep her confidence up for just a bit but he keeps making a freaken errand gurl and I'm like "ARGH *STAB STAB STAB*".

I just want to curl up and sleep... forever and a day but after this I have to do groceries... then sort out my stuff for work tomorrow... the good work. I hope the bad work never calls me again before I damage their clientele...

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19910006/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 05:20:41 PDT

I've applied for like 20+ jobs in a week and a half and I'm going nowhere and fast... I get these call backs I get these interviews and in the end they're all just marketing after marketing... it's like wtf you assholes are you the only ones looking for workers *refuses to knock on doors in a country she doesn't know after 5pm*

I now have $15 in my pocket and the rent is paid till the 21st But after that I dread to think.

Still hanging in there... and I'll keep you up dated when I can.

Busy is as busy does.

Strawberries are cheap here like $1-$2.50 it's like STRAWBERRRRRRRIES

I have a job interview tomorrow at 11am at a retail resource group *prays it's not marketing* T-T

Gojun got a job trial in an adult boutique store on Tuesday the 19ths which is like a week away and I saw something that I wanna get Lechy it made me think of her but I'll wait till I have money behind me it's color coded so awesome *shot* *perv moment*

Those watching my clubs when I have regular interwebs I will update the clubs then... but just for now please just hang on I'll get to them I have the passwords saved on my laptop not in an interwebs cafe

and I'm soooooo not touching another donut they make me sick... @_@ I bought some yesterday for $1.50 and I had like three in a day and a half and I felt sick... I don't know how Sephy/Gojun does it seriously.... ick...

anyways I'm out not much more to report...



Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
Belle: You're really being deported because of your dorkiness aren't you?
Me: Yes it's because I'm such an Otaku NZ can't handle me any more

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19781331/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19781331/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 23:28:08 PDT
I'm slowly getting used to the train rides but I'm not used tot he copious amounts of people.... I guess I'm still part country bumpkin no matter what. Gojun called me a country gurl and I guess I am at heart. I'd like a big back yard for my kitty I think. I just get lost in a big city.

We finally found somewhere for our CV's to be printed out so we got 5 copies each cost us $25 soooooo expensive then again I have like a three page CV cause I've done so much crap... yeah I'm so that random odd job anime gurl cliche with all the cluster f**kingness of falling over myself.

On the healthy front I'm feeling better today this place wants me to go in for a second interview tomorrow but I'm gunna skip it cause it's at 8:30 and my sense of direction is like ugh... still Gojun wants me to go... so yeah...

I may I may not I think not really though turned out to be this marketing thing and the deal although it's good is they want foreign people to sell locals US credit cards with a 2% interest rate or something I forget I'm not one for standing ina mall in paramatta selling credit cards when I'm not even entitled to one myself thanks... not that I would actually get it but if you're not eligable why would you sell it, let alone how could you pitch it to those who are when you have no experience or dealings with the companies or the card anyway?

Ranting over...

I'm filming random things still so yay I'm gunna edit together a few things tonight along with Gojun's sister of panic at the disco outfit.... I know I was wtf *hand to face* I'm applying for jobs when she's not next to me honest...

I'll get back in to drawing when I can but right now we've got the hostel paid up for till 14th so after that we really need a place to stay that's cheaper and doesn't have little baby cockroaches in the microwave and an oven that works *living off spicy ramen n soup for now*

Anyway alive... not as sick... so yay...

I'm out

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
Belle: You're really being deported because of your dorkiness aren't you?
Me:... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19730814/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19730814/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 06:07:08 PDT
I really don't know what happened my body just totally crashed on me, and I mean really crashed bad and I had no doctor to go to so I was in bed for half a day and what have you... I can't really eat much up side is I didn't throw up today yay no vomiting!!! =.=

For those in my clubs the updates will take a while I'm in a hostel with NO INTERNET! But it's an alright place for now we're booked there for two weeks... Gojun starts a trail for a new job on Monday he skipped me for a second interview the C.V was good enough for him so if Gojun likes the job and gives me the thumbs up I start Wed... The guy running the interview was irish so he gave us some slack apparently us Kiwi and Irish have the same mentality... lulz

Also the txt plans here suck... I had $10 worth of txt which ran out... but I still have like $20 to call home wtf mate.

I'll leave another journal when I can this is a more of a I'm alive I have no interwebs but I'm alive... YAY *coughhackcoughhack* sick but alive...

Anyways gunna do the random job search thing so ya...

I'm outties

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
Belle: You're really being deported because of your dorkiness aren't you?
Me: Yes it's because I'm such an Otaku NZ can't handle me any more

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19585689/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19585689/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 07:02:52 PDT
The jist is we get there rought about 8am Monday morning probably get out of customs round 9:30 depending on what we got head to Metro on Pitt get them to look after our luggage and then proceed to back to open the account then hopefully find some public transport to LJ Hooker fill in the silly forms to help us find an apartment/flate and get them to help out with some real estate then go back to hotel and book in before heading out to check out Chinatown... I'm guna be scoping for a bubble tea place cause if they don't have one I'm gunna cry... Then I'll be activating my cellphone and sending the txts out to let those who I have the number of that I'm okay so if you're int he US expect one round about 10-12pm sorry if that's too late but yet sort out what we need to.

We wanna live in Chinatown or Dawes point *giggles* n.n so sad I know but we do.

Tuesday will be the job hunting day so we'll be hunting for temp work and such... and whats really annoying is those job people still havent' gotten back to me after TWO+ months they said they wold but noooooo...

Oh well I'm gunna be e-mailing some more agencies tomorrow.

My mother is having a fit at being invaded here alot was suppose to get some photos with Jubei and Grace but frankly I had some stuff to do today I got home and I pretty much crashed from 5:30 to 11:10pm

Spent some time with mum and I found my periodic table of alcohol mixing woot *packs it* I also found my Shogun I'm still looking for my DoC game and I'm like flustered and annoed that I can't find it I'm pissed that my memory card wiped itself so the 27 hour on Dirge and the 32+ hours on KH II are gone *holds PSP close* if Zack's memory failz I'll cry...

Zack.... *fangurl moment*

Okay well I'm busy busy busy I'll be posting I'm outtie in my respective RPG's in the early hours of Sunday US time because frankly Who knows when I'll get to net again... I'll post a few more suitcase manga doodles later...

and if I don't post again I'll catch up with ya'll later...

Off to another country.... yay new life!

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the month:
Belle: You're really being deported because of your dorkiness aren't you?
Me: Yes it's because I'm such an Otaku NZ can't handle... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19481298/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19481298/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 11:24:10 PDT ) they both wore the ears we stuck them on him as a joke and he wore them out the entire night. Of course I had my bunny ears on too. The rabbit prince had bunny ears on for the night. Fun Fun Fun!

Gojun was doing the angel thing with a halo and do you know how many playboy bunny comments we got... I was in my FFVII SOLDIER 3rd class turtleneck, dark jeans with a SUIT jacket and they called me a playboy bunny I lost count on how many times we got called playboy bunnies. We didn't even look like them and or starters there was Yasu in bunny ears a guy he seems to lack the equiptment for the playboy bunny theme.

We found this cute little stashed away area that was totally awesome, the lights were really pretty and there was this biiiiig GIANT glowing yellow cross hanging above us. There were a couple of Japanese bars there too Yakitori n Ishimoto and and and and *bounces excitedly* we tried a Geisha Yuri cocktail at Ishimoto. This is what I'm going to miss about NZ is the diverse culture we have here... Hell at 4:20am on a sunday morning I can wander in to a 24 hour store and by a chicken rice ball and a cadbury creme egg for crying out loud. I had my bunny ears on I think I deserved a creme egg for the delayed easter theme

Some guy tried to steal my bunny ears he walked off with them and I chased after him and snatched them back and went "Don't you fucken touched my ears!" It scared him... agressive much yes no one dear steals my bunny ears... Yakimo and Gojun looked at me when I got back. Yakimo was like "OMG I thought you were going to punch him!" I was like. "Ooooh I would have if I didn't want a drink." I'm not violent.... honest <.<; >.>; ^.^; okay maybe just a little...

Anyways alcohol in my system and I'm shivering like mad and I should sleep I have to be up at like 2pm and it's nearly 6:30am. I might I might not be nursing a hang over before running off to go with Gojun to meet Fraggle to pick up her Howl's moving castle dvd... yes we call him Fraggle... why? He has Fraggle hair... he's a crazy red head... gotta love those... I'm one of those...

Gift art I.O.U's
(On hiatus til I'm settled in Aus)
~Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna (it went missing so I've had to redraw)
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon as I get to a scanner
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG (if photoshop will behave not letting me save CG stuff atm)

~J'dee

[EDIT]
OMG I didn't even see I had over 14,400 PAGEVIEWS WTF?!?! When the hell did that happen...

Okay Kirban offer for the one who catches the 14,444 hit

and copy and past the hit send it to me in a note so I know you got it too! that way I have something to do when I have no interwebs and waiting on job call backs...

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girl... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19423070/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19423070/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:11:12 PDT
I've revamped my Youtube page to accomodate my access to kiwiana after I leave the country... the one thing I will miss the most is the New-Zealand music. And while I was looking up some Scribe and catching up on my P-money I came across Scribe who featured on the remix of Wyclef's Fast Car with Lupe Fiasco so you can imagine how hyper active I got. He wrote his verse in 20 mins. Added Scribe to my myspace so I can follow his music while over seas.

I rarely check my myspace but I found two of those cliche messages "Looking for a girlfriend and your hot" and "Hey heautiful add me a a friend." o_0 since when. I'm more self conscious than ever since i'm leaving and I totally poisoned myself yesterday I had two cans of coke and today I was almost down for the count I came like [------------] <= that close to comaing out on Belle at 2pm in the afternoon here.

What happened is I think I caught a 24 hour thing from my mother yesterday. I had to post some manga off today. Which I did and Sephy managed to appear behind me my spidey senses so weren't tingeling at ALL! She blinked and looked at me and went "Wow you are sick you didn't even sense me." So we posted some stuff off got her a reloadable visa sorted and then had lunch before I came home chatted to Belle the minute Belle logged off I ended up crashing out for five hours mum came home saw me like that and just left me.

When I woke up we had a talk she went and got a couple of maps of Sydney and she's going to book us in to the Ibis hotel in Sydney for a week. So we're still sorting bits and odds out.

Mentally I'm all go. Physically I'm like blah I'm ready to crash out... I've only managed to put 28 hours in to Crisis Core (since I got it) I'm that busy SUCK but got Zack to a level 38 I want him at level 40 before having him go against Sephiroth -.- working on my Zack and Cloud fic... and I have about 5 pages to go before finishing the piece for the Ikkou...

Totally ready to crash out and there was something else I was gunna say but I'm tired T-T

But have to link Scribe in the Fast Car song ^^ gotta love my r n b hahahaha... but yeah cigarette then bed

[link]

Scribe's verse starts at 1:10 he doesn't appear in the clip though T-T
Damn this song made me so hyper I loved the beats...


Gift art I.O.U's
(On hiatus til I'm settled in Aus)
~Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna (it went missing so I've had to redraw)
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon as I get to a scanner
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG (if photoshop will behave not letting me save CG stuff atm)

pics coming up:
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to clean up)


~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen =redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~ ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19276334/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/19276334/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 15:11:43 PDT
For those of you who DON'T know I'm leaving New-Zealand on the 28th of July (yes this month) and I don't know if it's the stress or just my own body deciding to crash on me. I've wanted to get things done. But my insomnia is stupid. I stressed out so much to the point where I ended up unable to sleep and thinking over what I need to do and sort out, writing a list trying to sleep then getting up and trying to do the list IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!!

My de-stressing time is spent on my psp playing Crisis Core I've over half way through the game and cursing that DMW for not helping me level up faster 23 odd hours and stuck n at a level 33/34 *frustrated* Sephiroth is about to loose it and I'm like a level 33/34 like hell I'll be able to go up against him in a fight I ONLY JUST managed to beat Angeal boss when I was a level 25. But my fav thing about the game was in the Shinra building going up against soldiers in the squat competition lulz easily entertained by Zack doing Squats... he's got such a quirk that boy and cute to boot!

Anyways I've managed to filter through my clothes and I removed about two drawers worth of clothes I've given some to Jubei and some larger pants I don't fit to Grace so she has something to wear while she's preggers. I've gone through my junk drawers (I had FIVE drawers full of crap) forked off some jewellery on to Grace and Sephy and totally emptied them out till there's just random stuff that I used like pens and paper remaining.

Next is attacking the bookshelves to sort through what dvds/manga I'm taking and what I'm putting in to storage to be sent over once I reach my final destination. I have yet to do the same with my posters and what have you not.

I've book marked seek an Australian job website and my mother is right Australians take FOREVER to get back to you when it is regarding work. So I'm sorting out a way to print my CV out I might have to hit up battle link and print out like 20 copies or just wait till I get to aus and get my Australian cellphone number then take it to a net cafe edit and print.

My brother wants me to visit him in Brisbane apparently it ONLY costs $100 to fly from Sydney to Brisbane... that's still alot but I won't be visiting him until I'm close to leaving Aus to move to the US. He has yet to realize I have ONLY $1,400 dollars to survive on till we find work we're not tiki touring Aus cause he wants me to go out drinking with him and the cousins -.-

My sleeping pattern is irregular and last night was the FIRST night in about three weeks I was in bed before midnight (but not asleep I was trying to work on this fic thing) I only played one hour of Crisis Core compared to the normal three-six hours I put in when I can while sorting my shit out. Yay Zack! Anyways I was asleep by 1:30 I got disturbed by the front door slamming because Mark while drunk decided to be nice and cover mum's car but tripped and fell over some of boy's crap and split his lip and his his head. It's true like the NZ ads say "It's not WHAT we're drinking, it's HOW we're drinking" NZ is such a booze country I'm sorry but it is),

Anywho I woke up this morning with my cat in my face and wanting to be feed, so I fed her I haven't gone back to bed since but the 7hours sleep I got just wasn't enough and my head is killing me... so I'm just gunna vanish under my covers for an extra couple of hours have a shower wait till Sephy arrives so she can transfer her money over post Fake out to this gurl in Dunedin then have lunch and come home hopefully by 2pm

And I've got to stay off trade me bad trade me. I'm just picking up small things like a pocket watch to tell time, a FFVII AC wolf ring to replace the one Grace lost so my brother doesn't know... never again am I lending out anything family or friends buy for me, that ring meant the world to me seriously it was the first present my brother got me when he realized what I liked... *CoughsCloudCoughs* I don't want him to know it was lost when one of MY friends were wearing it. This ring won't mean the same but still it's part of a set comes with Cloud's AC wolf earrings so yay I always wanted to steal those earrings from him. I'm namely using Trade me to sell Sephy's manga becaue for some reason they're not authenticating her account to sell anything o_0 bastards. I would take a page from Koumy's book and sell but I'm not and THAT shipping would cost waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much plus five working days and the possible $20-25 conversion fee 19 days so yeah not enough time.... I need to sell my white wear yeah my washer and drier having big pieces of crap I can't afford to ship blah.... I might hold on to them... who knows but I'd rather sell them to get $$$$ to go away with and make up my $1,400 to $2k AUD at least by the time I get there.
... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18962912/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18962912/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 07:52:16 PDT
Either way I'm moving to Sydney next month and apparently I have to get to the US by Nov so I can keep my kitty T-T if I can't get there by then can anyone take her in to look after her till I get there so I'm not shipping her on a plane 2/3 times? cause I just can't do that to her... someone whose good with kitties and can deal with her for a few months (I was aiming to get to the US in Feb) so I'd take her back once I got settled in. She's my life and my sweetie my mother doesn't want her in Aus cause of the spiders and snakes and she hasn't seen them before my mother the oh so paranoid one.

On another note Crisis Core the PSP Final Fantasy VII game.... OMFG addictive much and several kinds of drool worthyness and the Cloud Zack meet in the snow scene sooooo cute *fangurls* I loved Zack before since Last Order he just seemed so wow now this game rocks as him as that hyper active puppy stage in his life I hate Areis of however you spell her name but her limit break is awful handy max cure. the DMW is cool I was trying to think what it reminded me of so I had to look it up Pachinko much lulz! addictive damnit.

Nearly up to the Zack topless beach scene *fangurling spasm* if I wasn't so tired I'd play it till I got there then save so I could go back and watch over and over again. It's so weird to see Sephiroth as a good guy and helping out. Though the cut scene with him verses Genesis several kinds of awesome and I will NEVER get sing of that theme.

But I temporarily replaced my Kou wallpaper with a Zack Cloud in the snow I coudn't help it *fangurls again*

Anyways winter cold and it's 2:50am and I'm cramping so I'mma have my nicotine then TRY to sleep and hide the psp so I don't play till like 4am AGAIN

*addicted much*

Side mission beating up on wutai *giggles* yay! beating people up!!!

Gift art I.O.U's
~Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna (it went missing so I've had to redraw)
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon as I get to a scanner
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG (if photoshop will behave not letting me save CG stuff atm)

pics coming up:
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to clean up)


~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu ~Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18488129/ Sun, 25 May 2008 02:03:51 PDT
Sure he had thousands killed but at least they died and weren't kept alive to be tormented mentally and emtionally like my father and his siblings were by her father... a vicious circle that took me to stop.

I couldn't cry when I heard the news today cause I was so made at my grandmother... it took her three days to tell us THREE days!

There's a fifty yard restraining order on my father he is not allowed near me but I'm going to this funeral I'm taking ~Sergent-Ichigo with me. I'm happy he has passed on because about twenty years ago as an eight year old I watched as she turned her own kids against him and they would poke prod and make fun of him. I'm glad I never met my great grandfather I would have probably killed him for what he did he was awful to my aunts he made them feel like crap before doing things that young girls shouldn't experience... and in turn two of my ncles and my own father turned out like him... weak minded and abusing the young...

Emotionally I'm fucked right now, but I'm happy his soul is free yet I'm sad...

This is the third human death within a year of the last, Cazz, her mother, thier dog and now my grandfather... everything is screaming at me to get the fuck out of here... two months and I'm gone I'm not looking back I'm not coming back, only for gram and gramps... nana can get fucked up the ass for all I care catholic enforcing bitch.

The funeral is wed so I'm going... not matter what I'm going to say goodbye cause my nana is a bitch the type of woman who will not want to tell me where he's being buried. Because I ruined her family. All I did was speak out and tell them what they needed to hear...

a family of fucken pedos... they can screw themselves....

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~TSUBASaRESERVoir

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Dead body... what dead body?" ~ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18425602/ Wed, 21 May 2008 05:09:32 PDT
So I have a med cert so the govt leaves me alone and wont get me in to work (9 weeks till I leave and they want me to look up pernament work wtf)... it's seasonal depression and it turns off and on like a broken tap. I finished the chick monthly a few days ago but the pain of the PMS is still there... so I got bed ridden today I was suppse to clean up my room but I've damaged my right wrist as of last Thursday and its just getting worse I have trouble writing and drawing and my typing is full of more typos than normal.

To top off being in agonizing pain I got invaded last night by ~Sergent-Ichigo's friend and I knew my mother would find some reason to have a go at me and she did T-T not cause it's a foreign and Japanese boy but it's because she's stressed and trying to sell the house and certian things get devalued when my friend's friends treat my place like it's a flat... I'm stressed and my friends to her seem to be ALWAYS here and then some, she takes it out on me when they're not around or when I'm away from them and I never hear the end of it it's like I'm bloody well 15 again I'm leaving her soon and she's going mental at me over the littlest things that I didn't know or see my friends do but I get yelled out how can I watch what they do when I can only leave bed for five minutes at a time then have to lie down again?

But at least I've got my radiology appointment sorted out.

And I've had a small sleep the only problem is it's very broken and I really don't like seeing dead or angry animals in my sleep before decapitated heads lining the brick path to a gas chambers very Nazi germany like and I haven't even watch a WWII film or doco in months... my mental state I think is slowly collapsing along with the realisation that as much as I care for my friends I can't be invaded as much as I am because I'm leaving soon and I really need to sort my stuff out I can't do that when I have four other people sitting in my room. I can't do that is Shogo keeps stealing my computer to check his e-mails or watch his wrestling... I can't take care of four people for a few hours to one or two nights when I'm sick... I can't even take care of myself right now...

I won't even mention that my 2nd mother's tombstone unveiling is this Saturday and I'm not very well and I don't know if i want to mention to her sister about the asshole who drove over her grave T-T. I still want to cry it's like neither of them are dead, like Cazz is still up in A-town with her ex finace trying to sort things out like her mother is still in the rest home cause her dad works to much and can't be home to make sure she doesn't hurt herself... it's just painful to visit and the fact that I see her face pop up in my dreams and I just feel completely crushed to bits all over again.

All I can think is I don't want to leave but I can't wait to leave and I'm just not going to be here to pick up the pieces of my friends when the shit hits the fan... not saying it will but it feels like something bad is about to happen just before I leave and it feels like death...



Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~ ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18350095/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18350095/ Fri, 16 May 2008 10:48:20 PDT
I just can't scan it until I can borrow my mother's computer T-T stupid *grumbles* and she's got assignments and stuff due so I can't put them up and PS them for a TGM update... then again I've only been able to draw the pages cause I'm cramping really bad from the pain I'm in and I seem to be able to flick in to a mood for them. So I have a shitload of art to scan and get up for people's who I owe giftart and requests to =.=

So here's hoping this weekend I can do something about it but I'm not counting my chickens or anything... so just bare with me and my batt for my digital camera is charged I've got some daytime/morn photos of Cathedral Square to put up so yah...

Not much new just in pain and I got to see Shien's 20week old bubs on an ultra sound such a violent grumpy baby which was beating the crap out of her...

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~TSUBASaRESERVoir

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Dead body... what dead body?" ~

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18311101/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18311101/ Tue, 13 May 2008 19:10:50 PDT

My best friend's mother's one year anni of her death (and tombstone unveiling) is coming up, along with trying to find work and I'm having to more than likely move out of home TWO MONTHS before I leave which is kinda frustrating cause my mother might be getting a job in australia before me, but I've signed up for some australian job agencies. an I'm moving to sydney the first week of august so anyone know anyone in sydney looking for a flatmate?

During our errands I had to pick up my meds, then go to the other mall and pick up the rest of Trinity Blood yay (Josh is still looking into Reload vol 5 for me) then Shien and myself ended up in town cause she wanted to catch up with Shogo... I got myself a hot choco and I ran in to my ex yuri neighbour, the one who was trying to convert me to the way of sex with women she's gone from manager at pizza hut to working at starbucks and I think she over chocolotised my hot chocolate. So I headed outside chatting to Jordon Yakamo's nephew and have a yarn with hi while Shien chatted away to Shogo and catch up they did and he ended up back at my place and I never knew Japanese guy's in their early 20's could eat so much... So my pringles got stolen T-T and devoured Shien had to keep grabbing them off him to give back to me. He made himself right at home instantly in my room and I was like o.0 okay. I lost my computer so he could play darude and japanese heavy metal on my laptop before showing us Japanese wrestlers and some comedy yay for Youtube... still my pringles! I gave up in the end and just handed them over. So my smokes, food and room was invaded, raided and almost everything else in under the sun.

At one stage in the night we had the 4 NZ ikkou and two japanese guys here. Yakamo's Japanese bf Yasu came over we wanted Yasu to meet Shogo namely so Shogo could translate some of the things we were ranting about. Yasu is a sweetie he's poliet and quiet and just a little bit shy and a sweetie being protective of Yakamo when I was beating her up. Where as Shogo more out going loud and downright cheeky. I really didn't need him to show me japanese girls with large racks on Youtube =.=

But all in all it was good to get Shien and Shogo to catch up it was like watching a big sister and little brother, except he was only just older by a few months he turned 21 a month or so ago and her 21st is in August.

After Yakamo and Gojun left Shien wanted to check out the damage done to my frind's grave some asshol keeps breaking her photo on the tombstone, we go there to find out that someone had DRIVEN over their graves so needless to say I had a little break down moment, and her mother's tombstone was covered for the unveiling on the 24th, so here's hoping no one tries to destroy it before then. I was so pissed off that someone had driven over thier feet.

On a good note though I've finished inking the next page of TGM so I think my drawing slump is almost over.

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~ ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18176316/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18176316/ Mon, 05 May 2008 06:53:45 PDT
But I have quite a list atm so I'll get on to it... but 11weeks then I move countries so no more gift art till I'm settled over there...

Just a tad depressed that my writing and art is failing me atm so I'm gunna have to flick out of Saiyuki art here for a while to get back what I lost...

I have my 4gb usb thing now (but my mother lost hers and the one she got for Shien brrrrrrrrrrrrrravo) so when the scanner is hooked up I can scan and transfur what I have drawn...

and I just notice what Liam wrote on my Urban picture T-T "Hurray for femine men!" lolz can't say I blame him for writing that he did voice Ukitake after all @_@

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~TSUBASaRESERVoir

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Dead body... what dead body?" ~

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18145652/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18145652/ Sat, 03 May 2008 08:50:13 PDT
Tonight I watched all of Gun x Sword and I was going La La La big giant stomping robots yay. There was this one guy in there Wo who kinda made me go "Uuuuuh okay Kou's mother issues are nothing compared to this guy." He was laughing maniacly going "Mother!" and I was like "Riiiiiiiight, you make Kou's obsession look like nothing..." then low and behold who do I hear that makes me totally spazz out the V/A's for Michael's English and Japanese two of my most fav V/A's in like ever! Johnny Yong Bosch and dun dun dun dun dun *spaz fangurl attack* Souichiro Hoshi!!!! I was really surprised and impressed at the same time I'm soooooo used to him as Goku and I never thought he could play an easily brained washed teen working on the side of bad guys. Of course there was a slllllllightly x-rated scene and I was like o//////o is she banging him in a mecha wtf?

Anyways cause of the shift from countries I'm watching the series in my collection I haven't watched yet trying to determine if I want to keep them or not. Of course their's still Excel Saga and Orphen season 2 that I gotta finish watching... but my brain is animified seriously. And I'm slighly still scarred from Souichiro's performance in Gun x Sword I'm sorry but as a Goku fangurl I just don't see Goku getting laid till he's MUCH OLDER! and it was weird T-T But either way switching it to English didn't help cause I'm such a Johnny fangurl... 0///////o

On another note I'm stuck in a writers/drawing block right now and it's been raining for two days so I'm held up in bed due to my stomach pains caused by the rain I really wish I could get this ultra sound soon to see what's wrong because I know this pain is not normal...

Well gunna have a smoke then crash it's like nearly 4am me and my watching anime to early hours of the morning...

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~TSUBASaRESERVoir

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the <... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18065134/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18065134/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:43:33 PDT Gojyo: So if we're all cards in a game, what card am I then?
Sanzo: The card the fucks up the entire game.

[link] <= not my vid but it's our con cos-play dance blooooody funny I was there when Aizen and Alucard crunked

Anyways.... some other links if you haven't seen yet that I put up from Armageddon. I still have the animation panel (which is taking freaking forever to put up on YT) and live action con-goers music vid to finish and to upload the album to photo bucket and sort out a collage for here of my fav pictures taken at the con, and shuffle on in to winz tomorrow with the notice of my job termination (due to job shifting to a new location) being a temp sucks...

[link] <= Armageddon Skit Bleach "Your my Bankai"
[link] <= Armageddon Skit Death Note "Yaoi!"
[link] <= Armageddon Skit Naruto "Sauske finds a Death Note"
[link] <= Armageddon 2008 slide show to the music of Daft Punk Robot Rock (love that song)
[link] <= Animation panel pt1 guest speakers intro [Liam o'Brian (Bleach, Naruto), Susan Blakeslee (Farely Odd Parents), Spike Spencer (Eva, Orphen), Hynden Walch (Teen Titans) and Marv Wolfman (not a v/a comic books)]

My Con haul wasn't very big because they lacked the Squall action figurines and I really didn't want a Cloud one... whut you ask Squall is replacing Cloud... in my bishie list I just can't help how they shuffle through the ranks. Though I like them together in that KH yaoi fangurl fashion... I have no idea why, to me it's just hot...

The small haul

* Tsubasa anime dvds vol 3-6 (collection is now complete just gotta pick up 2 from gamesman tomorrow yay for free volumes)
* Boxset of gunXsword since that was cheaper than buying the single dvds
* Samurai Champloo "Mugen in blue" T-shirt
* Spike's "How to be a freaken Genus Voice actor" mini booklet thing
* Spikes "What goes on at the con stays at the con cd" some of the stories he read were just to funny I HAD to pick it up

But I got the website where I can get the Squall action figure from so I'm gunna hit them up and get it mail ordered and they accept bank transfers so woot!

So the left over money will be going towards somehow getting Kami's $30 (USD) to her, throwing some on my paypal for a comission from Koumy, I'll get that saiyuki stuff thingies for Ensui and in the mail ^^ and the rest will be on Squall... yes Squall Om nom nom nom...

might just need a month to stock up my $$ again so bare with me on this suffering after con syndrom

The signed goodies

I got Liam to sign gunXsword, the urban picture my Final Fantasy VII AC dvd since he voiced Red XIII (sure one line but still cool)

I got spike to sign *takes a DEEEEEP breath* Saiyuk box2, Gantz poster, Orphen 2nd season box, Excel Saga box, Eva platinum box, Angelic days manga, Akugomaru picture

And that's my rant....

yes I'm con coma'd and still on the buzz I will be till I get all the vids and photos I have for it up online so the peeps who were at the con visiting my youtube can visit and get copies of the photos for free if they want yay for photobucket and youtube!!!


Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna <= *trying to find it and the missing art pad*
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= I kinda tossed it cause I didn't like it sorry gurl
~Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG, (I am up tot he shading but I think I'm loosing my CG touch... sorry babe... *line artist at heart*

pics coming up:
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18033435/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:31:05 PDT
and oooh yeah Deviant Art table *does a little dance* and a friend of ~DarkJubei who I didn't know was looking at my art complimented me on my Gojyo art! *spazzes* Chur gurl thanks made my day.

I got recognized by the Death Note guys as Revy so we did exchange of photos, I got one of them and they got one of me, I also got asked where Rock was... *pouts* I needed a Rock...

The Bleachers were awesome in the Kame Hame Contest click my links below to see *snickers*

Spike Spencer's panels were freaken awesome and OMG he did Shien voice *fangurl moment*

Soooooo I promised Doku some Youtube links... so here's day one and yes Death Note Yaoi action in the middle of the Kame Hame Ha contest only in NZ tomorrow pillow fight Boooyah.

[link] myself and ~DarkJubei Stalking Kakashi for a couple of photos through the crowd of the con... best Kakashi I've seen this video makes us look like stalkers...

[link] Kame Hame Ha Contest pt1 [Bleachers n Narutards] He explains the rules of the competion at the begining

[link] Kame Hame Ha Contest pt2 [pirate ninja, Trunks and three guys who take their shirts off wtf]

[link] Kame Hame Ha Contest pt3 [Death Note enters the contest lolz]

[link] Kame Hame Ha Contest pt4 [Semi-finals of the contest Ryu, Kakashi and shirtless guy make it through]

[link] Kame Hame Ha Contest pt5 [Death Note Yaoi! Woooo! soooooo funny! Yaoi fans went crazy over this] don't mind the spazzes before them seriously and the cutie after got through because our city is full of sentimental gurls and voted on cuteness

Anyways... I'll have some photos up by monday if not a link to a Youtube slide show...

~J'dee

Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
~Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/18003928/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:31:44 PDT

Dear John

I don't know how to say this, but I’m joining a monastery
I think I realized it that night with Chuck Norris (ftw), and I saw you carve your name in the crazy monk (Sanzo??).

I’m sure you’re ashamed enough to understand “deal or no deal” sucks.
I’m sending back the pillows, but I’m keeping the blood-test results as a memory (wtf?)
You should know that I never will forget hating shrek.

With pain J’dee

Okay see below to get this...

Dear- your partners name- (if you're single, write John)

I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realized it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I’m sending back __8__, but I'm keeping __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__ /-your name-


1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:

blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister


2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?

January- that night
february- last year
mars- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed ( lol? .__.)
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out


5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection (whoever that is D8)
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - man
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium (lol wut? XD)
Depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
Worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doensn't exist
Ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
Hugable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades


10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H – will inform The Swedish Tax Agency(uh yeah..XD)
I/J – have always felt dirty because of
K/L – have never laughed in public about
M/N – am makin a... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17982725/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17982725/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 19:59:44 PDT rp-ikkou who watch me AND DON'T KNOW yet... check the forum for the new/other DA account to now link if you use the blinking icons in your journals I'm seperating my artwork.... sorta... =.=

so instead of confusing the heck outta people with two accounts with the same blinking Kou I'm changing this one and using that one okay?

New news Con this weekend preping for it I'll post arty stuff and photos after.... until then!

~J'dee

Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki ~TSUBASaRESERVoir

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Dead body... what dead body?" ~

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17921812/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17921812/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 03:55:28 PDT
I eat less and if I eat solid it doesn't sit well...
I don't move from bed much
I get cramps in my stomach and legs
I get dizzy spells that nearly make me pass out
and my energy is dead by 3pm

I really don't know or feel like anything much anymore

on the plus side yesterday Shien, Goojun and Yakamo were here and they helped me clean up my floor now there's only three permanment stains from my cluster fuck day last sunday with the ashtray @_@

It literary feels like I've been drained at first I attributed it to the rain but that passed when I went out with Grace today to get her emo hair cut, by the time we started walking through the mall my inner Nazi kicked in with a shotchun behind me ready to blow people's heads off for being in the way and I was so close to screaming "GET OUT OF MY FUCKEN WAY!" But we ended up at Bubble Tea instead... and then I realised outside having a cigarette it was Sanzo no smoke mode and I actually go scared for when I would quit it was seriously a scarey moment for me that I would lash out at people without nicotine... those who want to start smoking... DON'T Those who have quit GOOOOOOOD ON YA

I think I'm just going to stay offline for another day and use it to recover... I definately need it, the only thing I looked forward to was coming home and watching the Warren Beatty and Faye Dunaway Bonnie and Clyde movie...

and man Warren was a little hottie back then...

Gojun was over fo a bit and she witness the cramp dizzy spell and then the me going as pale as a sheet and she heard the news that my mother wants to move two months after the con and I'm like -.- ohhhh shit... so I have to go put some money in my account when I get paid to use to activate the selling option on trademe (NZ ebay) my washer and dryer and whatever else...

So I'm going to go through my clothes and just start tossing shit when I have the energy I told mum all I wanted to tak with me was my books, DVD's and my clothes everything else is going to be up for sale

Anyways I'm sooooo tired I have hardly any energy to finish this post so I'm gunna crash and try to sleep to get better...

I'll catch ya'll later

Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki<... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17874589/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17874589/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 02:52:18 PDT
(yes you know that that means I've nearly finished the gift art I have lined up, just need the scanner)


Okay got Food Poisoning to top off my list of blahness

started out got flu jab gave me the Flu for a week then as flu was leaving got TOM (which for those who don't know is serious amounts of cramping pain for a week straight) got the news then a lady I've known for a couple of years has just over a month to live, then my mother took me out to denny's this morning for breakfast I normally got what I normally had super bird sandwich no bacon no fries and I got food poisoning...

So I've only had that (as in the superbird) and three slices from a small pizza and a chocolate mousse from pizza hut to eat all day and my stomach is flip flopping about and stirring up all kinds of crap....

I'll be back to my regular hyper spazzy self once I can move from bed T-T

Ohhhh andI found this on photobucket for all those yaoi Bleach fangurls *squuuuuuueeeeees* ahems why is it the only damn time I think Renji is hot is when he's mashed with Hisagi *slaps forehead*

[link]
for mature peeps only k still worth a squizzy definately helping me write some smuttiness *attemptatspaznepicfailing* I loooooove the song *bounces round*

Daaaaaamnit becoming Renji fan... reslove is fadinging BAD *adds another redhead to the list grumbling* Weakness Red... crapity Crap crap crap crapcrapcrap ARGH

Oh yeah and Doku got THAT pic done for you (the one that WAS gunna be int he mem instead of the snog) but I haven't scanned it so I used my digital camera took a pic slammed it on Y!gallery let me know when you're on skype me or something and I'll send it to ya...

Okay rant is over...


[EDIT STOLEN FROM DOKU]

NAME MEME

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Terese Patrick

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Joseph Theodore

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Dawja (I sound like a relative of jar jar *wails*)

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Red Wolf

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Frances Christchurch (what am I on Coronation Street?)

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Blue Powerade
*facepalm*

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Jaes
*blinks* Fly like fly fly biiiizzzzzzzz fly?

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Jelly Tip Mallopuff (I sound like a rapping pokemon)

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Tiger Bute

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Jean Paul Aniseed Hearts
(yuiiiiiiick)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
BB Sawyers


Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17844419/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17844419/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:31:51 PDT
I SOUND BRITTISH!!!! *spazz*

sorry Doku I'm still going wha cause you thought I'D sound australian and I thought I SOUNDED australian least the people I used to work with thought I was... some kind of aussie crossbred mongrel thing...

But I'm happy I got to hear Doku's voice Weee! ^^ *flapping arms*

on another note I know my stress levels have gone down because I still have the smokes I got Yakamo to buy not last night but the night before so yay... I seriously am going to have to quit... or switch bad to red I've been on menthol for a week cause I've been ill with the flu.

I have three more doodles to do till I finish the meme (that I created *I FAIL*) they'll be a total of FIVE wow I had to switch style cause Genso Kou looked weird so I flicked to reload cause it's easier for me to draw... yay Kou doodles i've never draw Kou before so this should be interesting. I've drawn Homo he's fairly easy to draw cause he has similar hair to Sanzo... but Dokua nd Kou are a whooooooooooooooooooole new experience for me.

All in all I'm still depresso but for TOM reasons and Rain, yes Dougie played the rain song and now the ACUTAL rain it's been going most of the night. So I ended up coma'd when my Net failed me woke up pottered round made mac n cheese drew for the meme now having a smoke then I'm going to crash again I'll scan what I have done tomorrow slam it all together and it should be up on my wed hopefully... I lost my other sketch book with the gift arts I've done in it... Yes the vortex of my floor has swallowed it up somewhere I'll clean it... eventually. I really need to find some shake and vac to get rid of the smell of the dropped ashtray on my floor... several times, for the cluster f**k I've been over the past week...

I'll update the clubs when I get to them I've just been really emo lately when I'm completely over it I'll be there to sort them out...

So meds then bed.... yay for feeling slightly more cheerier now! ^^= thanks guys for the pick me up all of you...

Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)
Ensui commission for ~Last-Remnant

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17807786/ Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:28:56 PDT
I'm in the middle of PMS so it doesn't help plus my head hurts and I feel like I'm breaking inside he's clinging so badly and I'm going "It was just sex!" *bitter laugh* isn't it suppose to be the guy saying that...

I don't want a relationship not so close to leaving. I don't want him and I want to be so mean and nasty to get him to leave me alone but I don't want the karma that will follow, I hate how it hurts right now... I hate how I want to cry over a guy who hurt me soo much and I hate how stupid I am for letting him in that close in the first place I was doing so good at shutting guys out and just doing the sex thing, but he weasled his way in and he kept pushing even after he hurt me... and I've already lost the best friendship and second mother that which was most precious to me. I don't want to loose my ability to control who and what I feel for people... but it's breaking down so fast...

I wish it wasn't illegal to kill people, so many assholes who piss me off would be dead by now I wanna go Sanzo/Levi (Black Lagoon) on their asses...

I'm gunna go medicate myself in to a coma now... T_T

Gift art I.O.U's
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika <= inked will be up soon
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU Kiraban DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Jazz (my OC DBZ namek with hair) <= just a head shot doodle will be up soon
Next page of TGM (I have the idea just trying to get THAT style back T_T
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17791046/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:25:49 PDT
Anyway I sorted out my passport stuff I give my mother the cash and she'll put it on her credit card for me or write a cheque so finnnnally give a month I'll have current I.D with my ACTUAL name on it.

Went to the bank got my account stuff for the govt... monday gotta go back in to ex work and pick up some tax forms for claiming tax back before leaving the country.

Today I went and got myself a coat for the winter so I don't wear my long black leather jacket out got some tights for the winter.

While in that mall dropped by my other old job at Gamesman I've nearly been waiting a year and a half for reload volume 5 from the 2nd season... seriously Kou's on the cover and they've denied me my Kou!!! *ahems*
BUT as a bonus I asked them to get in Tsubasa volume 2 for me and I went to pay and he went "Put your mney away this is a freebee." Woooo more Fai Free FaiFaiFaiFaiFai *scary obsessive Fai moment* It SHOULD be in next week if not I might hint at getting another one for free *grins* All I'm trying to do is complete my anime sets of Reload, Tsubasa and Trinity Blood before I leave the country and I'm NOT starting to buy any new set of anime till I hit the US.

Selling my Inu Yasha and Ranma on Trade me thou and just grab the box sets when I hit the US (cause I know I WON'T finish those n six months too costly so I'll sell what I got and grab the boxs cheaper over there anyways) plus I need to sell the volumes to get some $$ in to pay some bills... hehe I've fallen over $100 behind in payments and I have about $500 in my rawer but I'm not touching it till I get my passport back and until I know I'm getting an income of some sorts in...

I finally got my Paypal up so maybe I might start charging for commissions if you think I'm good enough. What do you guys thing, considering I'm only good at line art would you buy my line art? Of course with the gift art list I have already those will be free and on occassion I'll still offer Kirabans like for my 13,000 hit Kiraban which is ages away but still... I won't be charging anymore than $5-$20 depending on the detail just the small things cause I'm setting up an offshore bank account and I need to get some extra $$ in for that my ANZ bank job is actually linked to Bank of America so as supervisor of my shift my mother is going to look in to it for me and check out their rates and what have you...

She's totally supporting me in getting to the US I guess she's finally learning to let me go but I'm such a momma's girl I can't help it, she's so sweet and cheeky and I think she's kinda lonely since my brother left she's always knocking on my door every hour to tell me something or show me something cute like stickers of teddybears and I'm like "Awwww mum!!!" I just wanna glomp her and I do I glomp her and hug her everyday now to let her know how much she means to me, she doesn't seem to think grand dad won't survive much in to next year. and with boy moving away and her family so far up north sometimes I think she misses them so much and I don't blame them.

Of course what happens when I go to stay up there I get shunted in the noisy household cause they seem to think I'm better suited to the loud household... am I that loud and talkative honestly?! I haven't had a good deent spaz out in ages and me and Matariki just sit in the rooms playing Sims2 on computer o.0 Whut...

I did finally move Gojyo and Hakkai in to a dorm together but Hakkai is not warming up to Gojyo I think Gojyo's a bit to forward for him right now... so yes that leaves Sanzo and Goku in a house together... but I still support 53 ~~<3 it just seemed so mean to seperate Sanzo and Goku but Goku and Gojyo are still fighting so I have to try and keep them apart and I was tempted to move Gojyo in to a dorm round some girls cause I'm a Gojyo fan but it didn't seem right without Hakkai... I'm going to grab free time next when I'm richer. I like bonvoyage but the sanzo party are poor students and can't afford a vacation... but college I'm going to send them n vacation ^^

I have to find a decent Fai sim to have running round why cause I'm super Fai fangurl and we need Fai I'll probably have Hisagi wandering round the neighbourhood Maes Hughes Elysia and Gracia are there ^^ and Zenon and Mira have just moved in to the neighbourhood, and I moved in my OC Bass and Jass and I wish Mira would stop fawning over a long purple haired bishie maried woman behave!!!

Still free anime volume of RCT *superspazmode* ahwfkjewfhk~dadadadargh *ffffflop*

sleepy time 1:23am and I can't keep my eyes open and I slept from like 4:30ish through till 10:45pm watched taps, ate annoyed my kitty and I'm now tired again... but I accidentally f... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17757557/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17757557/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:52:58 PDT Sashiko's page she did it for the lulz and I did it cause I was uhhhh yeah... killing time when I should be sleeping...

1. Your name?
Jaki: a young girl who is a whore. [o.0 that’s mean!!!!! True but mean]
she is such a jaki. look at that jaki go

2. Nickname?
Jdee: J'dee isn't defined yet.

JD: [I just picked a few of the big selection]
a. The coolest dork i know and the main character on scrubs.
b. abbrv. Jack Daniels. A sweet tasting Tennesee whiskey.
c. essentially to steal something and run without being caught.
d. a funny sometimes/mostly retarded person [lulz whut how did it know?!]

3. Relationship status?
Single:
When you are currently not in a relationship with a significant other.

It usually does not bother you, but the problems start when selfish and inconsiderate assholes rub in the fact that they have someone, and start saying they "love their oh-so-sexy boyfriends/girlfriends" and start going on and on about what he/she does for them, CAN do, and blah blah.

NOBODY CARES HOW GREAT HE/SHE IS TO YOU!! If you're taken, and love your partner a lot, then good for you, but for goodness's sakes, at least show some consideration for SINGLE people! Some of these people may even be heartbroken ones, who have been abused by past partners, or just simply some that are sick of hearing about some stupid narrow-sighted people who only see either how "hot" their partner is, or how much money he/she has.

Talk about your partner if you want to.. but.. just calm down about it. Your life does not fucking revolve around him/her, so don't act like it.
single person: Hi. I am single.

taken person: HIII! OMFG I'm TAKEN by OMG the BEEESSTT guy EVVVEERRR!! He's SOOO cute and OMFG we go to MOVIES together and do FRENCH KISSES and all!! YAYYY FLOWERS and ICE CREAM and PRESENTS!!! He's SOOO awesome and makes me SOOOO HAPPY!!!!

single person: -_-.... *walks away* [DUDE HOW’D YOU KNOW I DO THAT?!]


4. Your best friend..(s)?
Belle: hottest girl in the world. [And she knows it]
"dude did you see belle down the hall?"
"hell yeah! she's fucking hot!!"

Toby: a slang term for "mastubation"
my friend was caught tobying the other day [LULZ OMG funnnnny!]

Chibi: It is an adjective that means small and/or miniature in a good or cute way. Normally used to describe (young) people or animals, and is endearing. This word, along with kawaii and several other Japanese words, have been taken by America's "Wapanese" who have gone overboard in accentuating their English speech with Japanese words. "Chibi" was probably first introduced to the West through anime, and probably from the name of Sailor Chibimoon, in Sailor Moon.

Synonym: chiisai
Antonym: ooki
Aa anata wa mada chibi kodomo da na, atoato kitto seijin ni naru yo [Wow he got the big one]


5. What should you be doing?
sleeping:
a mystical kind of magic which sends u to an alternate plane of existence in which the magical gremlins give u pro plus
i was sleeping when i heard a large crash [I don’t hear anything when I sleep T_T]

6. Favorite Food?
Lamb
a dedicated follower of Mariah Carey, who uses the term to set apart and acknowledge her true fans.
When thanking her fanbase, Mariah Carey is always sure to thank all of her "lambs". [Shhhh don’t talk about my brother that way!!!]

7. Home State?
(I don’t have a state so it’s my region instead much smaller than a state)
Canterbury
1. the most retarded college prepertory school in the universe.

2. they put gates around the school because they have so much extra money

3. The teachers will kill you if you dont listen to them.
mr. phimister watched as the kid walked helplessly down the hall then he pounced.. and grabbed the kid and taunted him until he cried cuz we all know mr phimister grades 2 hard

8. Finish the line: "the best thing in life is __?
ME!
not you.
i am me... you are not.

end of story.

9. Word to describe yourself?
weirdo
1. A person who is considered strange to other people. This person may do strange things, so this person can be considered a "weirdo".
2. A non-comformist who does not follow trends or a subculture. A true 'weirdo' will just do what they feel, and can get along with most people. This person does not actually conform to a stereotype and shouldn't be labled.
1. Eww, he dunks his chicken nuggets in milk and hawks loogies. What a weirdo.
2. She listens to 80's music and wears tye-dye. W... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17709774/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17709774/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 04:53:09 PDT was imployed at the IRD (Inland Revenue Department) and I happened to loos my job on the day the deptment came under fire for wronge stats "Quoted publicly about the income of the government" I had been there two weeks, I have been trained for about two hours by the TEMP next to me the actual trainer I didn't see till the next day I got one hour of her time while the other girl got her for half the day.

Then I got one verbal warning for not meeting the invalidation quota I was like sure fine, I'll be fine by friday because tomorrow I have a doctor's appontment. So Thurday did my work but I came across GST which no one showed me anythign about so my numbers dropped and I was given a quick show and then I left went to docs got home and on friday I was fired because thursday's quota was low =.= wtf and my quote on friday went up to over the quota mark since I know knew what I was doing... seriously legally they can b taken to employment agencies and sues for unfair dismissal I a gave them three days warning for the doctors I told them on friday I would be fine an caught up and I was NOT given a written here in NZ LEGALLY you are suppose to recieve one verbal two written warnings so now I'm screwed for a job again. Serg was over friday night to help cheer me up, Sat, Jubei and Sephy stayed over and now I finally get to update here on this is where I've been.

Memebers to my clubs I will be checking there tomorrow and up dating but just right now I'm kinda in a depresso angry mood so I' will be avoiding pepole for a bit....

Anyways new sleeping pills kicking in so I'm gunna crash and hopefully new art or something nexw soonish....

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Yaoi fangurl next life, yaoi fangurl next life" - yeah we were talking about reincarnation... and this just kinda came out...

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17563952/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17563952/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 20:20:56 PDT

I didn't do ANY of that!!!! T_T I'm trying to make the daily quota of invalidations of 165 in the 5.5 hours we're in that part of the office, I think I'm getting the hang of it sorta o.0 I managed just over a hundred n the threes days training and yesterday sucked cause there was fire stuff to go over it's a new building and all been up for about 2 weeks so we had to go up and down five slights of stairs... by the time I get home I was knackered... but my body wouldn't let me sleep till ten...

The cubicle section I'm in has four of us.... The girl next to me has the most annoying nasel voice I've heard in ages... a bf in the US somewhere... the one behind me is a blondie who tries to intimidate people by glaring at them, she's a little chibi and the asian girl next to her is constantly talking about loosing weight and everyone is telling her to eat nuts... I swear is I hear a comment about nuts one more time I'm going to get up and walk away before I scream.

Oh well five months and three weeks to go T_T

I'm doing ten and a half hour days on Wed, Thurs, Fri with the part time job, and we're not allowed to use the internet without permission and for some reason when I get home I can only get on AIM. the rp-ikkou forum deviant art, LJ and Y!gallery totally keeps booting me and resetting my password options I don't know what Storm did but I hate having to re-log in to EVERYTHING over and over again when I just wanna crash but monday to friday.

Last night loaded the sims 2 back on to my computer well the rest of the expansions up unto office cause I haven't check my HD opions yet... and played for a bit I think Belle, myself, Chibi and Toby are getting close to sophomore year... but damn Toby do you have to be a difficult sim go to class and stop talking to the girls that walk by! *eye twitch* Chibi is always hungry and he likes that easel a bit toooooooo much......

Anyways this morning I fixed my meshes up and added the Sanzo party in to sims and seriously I had so much fun! *flapping arms* God I'm sad I know...

But Sanzo was a pain in the ass he went through every room in the dorm turning the stereos on ALL of them and I swear he picked different stations just to piss me off... one of my pet hates is people playing their stuff over my music... like I made sure Gojyo kept my stationt he same but Sanzo kept turning the other ones on to another station so I've got three different songs playing at once... I hate that! it irritates me as Gojun and Yakumo they'll tell you how much I hate it!!!! Anyways apart from Sanzo being a pain Gojyo likes computer games, Goku likes eating, and Hakkai does his assignments without prompting... but I do love it. It's fun seein the boys in a college situation...h and it's shared showers *fangurl moment* I purposily set up some college 39 shower scene just for a laugh, and Gojyo keeps screaming at that damn streaker who runs through the dorm o.0; he doesn't seem to like naked guys much... Hakkai it very well behaved of course the only hair that looks like theirs is Gojyo's and Sanzo's but hey... and cause it's college their outfit meshes won't kick in to they grad... SUCK! well except Gojyo's... oh well I do perfer jeans Sanzo as opposed to skirt wearing Sanzo... But Goku stop being smart!

I'm gunna do a Bleach dorm next but I only have a Hisagi skin <.< >.> ^.^; heh...

Anyways gunna try to sort my compy probs out then back to playing sims2 addictive I need gaming time


~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17534433/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 00:12:22 PDT
INFO
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. [5'3 suck]
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [I have my days but I never get sick of my eyes, hair color or my legs]
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. [I'm STILL burnt. Lobster ftw plz]
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. [natural color I love being a red head]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo. [I have 6! with number 7,8,9 all planned out]
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [only if the clothes don't suit my style]
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. [for far distance reading]
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [Stomach shrinkage the el cheap way!]
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [Yeeeeah it's flattering especially when they're cute]
[x] I have more than 2 piercings. [I have about five in my ears and one in my tongue, used to have one in my nose but my old old old job made me get rid of it]
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [tongue, be careful with this cause now I have an annoying lisp and the noodles get caught easy]
[x] I have freckles. [but ya can’t see them anymore unless your up close]

FAMILY/HOME LIFE
[x] I've sworn at my parents. [never my mother I would never swear at her my father though he's a cock sucking bastard who can go lick his own balls for all I care]
[x] I've run away from home. [I made it about as far as the arcade down the road when I was like 7 only to be dragged back my my old man for an ass kicking]
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together. [I woulda left home by 16 if they were]
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [I have a brother whose 3yrs yonger than me]
[x] I want to have kids someday. [I want them to have what I didn't so of course]
[ ] I have a child.
[x] I've lost a child. [I was 17 decided against it child birth when under 21 annoys me]

SCHOOL/WORK
[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job. [I have 2]
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [lolz yeah out back when I was doing grave yard I was in the staff office and feel asleep at the work desk]
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. [I had an infection when I was 15yrs old in my leg and I was stuck in hospital for a week and a half]
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [Honor roll?? what's the NZ equvilent?]
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year. [I failed all my classes from 15yrs up except art when I was at school]
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[x] I've been fired. [She was a bitch fired me because I went on an accident related work injury thing]

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [Ho shit yeah]
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing. [yes very nerdy I know]
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [Fuck yes]
[ ] I've glued my hand to something [Maybe I have, maybe I haven't I can't recall]
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public. [Thank god I haven't]

HEALTH
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. [Asthma is an impairment in my opinion]
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone. [wasn’t my fault that car hit me!]
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend [yeah my friends tend to come with my regularly sorry Shien, Yakumo, Gojun I tend to drag ya out to that... lolz Gojun you domimatrix PVC queen]
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed [I have one more to go]
[ ] I've had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox. [I hear that can kill you if you don't get it while young.. Iv'e had the mumps but never the pox, I have ezcema is that the same?]

TRAVEL
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [Does south island to north island count? I don’t know the conversion of km’s for this]
[x] I've been on a plane. [Heeeeeeeeeeeeaps we travelled every year when I was little up untilt he age of 13 for me]
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. [yeah I went to Tijuana where it's rumoured even death doesn't go]
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
<... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17518242/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17518242/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 22:55:27 PDT
so I'm doing 11hr days 3 days a week and 8 hrs for 2days. I pretty much I start at 4am and finish at 3pm from one job straight to the other my total breaks probably make a disjointed one hour total in that time. So I'm busy and I'm tired so I'm just updating ya'll my art will be when I have the energy now okay? And RPing will be for an hour when I get home and weekends if I'm not invaded and put up when I can figure out how to reload the new HD with the printer/scanner again wihout the CD =.=

Anyways...

Stolen from my right hand wo-MAN yeah I’m killing time before going to bed shush…

[link]

1. Will eat those green eggs and ham
If it’s green it’s gotta be rotten so I think not Doku don’t touch thhhhhhhhhhhhhhat! *slow mo tackling Doku in the middle of eating motion*

2. What would you do if ~AngelicToast confessed love to you?
I don’t think it would work now if she was RPing Sanzo and I was RPing Gojyo I’d say 53 53 53 53 53 53!

3. Can be bad influence?
Uhhhhhhh… no sorry honey you’re just to nice

4. How did you meet ~SractheNinja?
Online he sent me an e-mail about wanting to join the DBZ author self insertion co-write Aint Nothing But Magick six or seven years ago he is now our Goku and I have adopted him…

5. Do you trust ?
Well she’s not a klepto if that’s what you mean…

6. If were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
A very effeminate Sanzo *nods head* yus yus yus

7. Do you think ~keytobias5 is a virgin?
*falls over laughing* WTF type of question is this…. Hhhhhoooo shit I laughed so hard when this one came up that’s like asking Gojyo if he was a virgin…

8. Who does ~AngelicToast like?
What you mean apart from Gojyo ^^=

9. Would you love to read ’s very personal diary?
Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe… <.< >.> >.<

10. What advice would you give ?
Well in all honestly CALL A DOCTOR damnit! *shakes her* you’re sick call a doctor make an appointment and text me the time you NEED to go to a doctor!!! ARGH!!!! *flapping arms*

Gift art
~Last-Remnant IOU Saiyuki guys picca COMPLETE
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Next page of TGM
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors COMPLETE (Just have to scan it)

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17468594/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 04:19:28 PDT typical I was gunna offer a Kirby out too oh well next time...

Back home and I'm mondo tired and I was gunna sleep and I will soon... YAWN!

and it's true I type it I yawn.... shit there I go again T_T

My uncle fixed my compy by putting a whole new HD inside it... but that meant I lost EVERYTHING else webpages pictures, links and what else have you, but it goes.... so I'm just like hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn atm -.-

just had to update a few things for my compy and what have you, and I took some chicken and herb sausages out of the freezer for dinner but I lack the energy to move to cook I'm that tired I can't stop yawning...

YAWN!

yep sooooo does work when you type or say yawn especially when I'm this damn tired.... *flapping arms* Gah no yawning while typing... @_@ bad bad bad typos happen

So yeah back now make bed unpack PJ's n sleep T_T

so in the RP-ikkou yay Kou's back but spending tomorrow morning with MOTHER but I'll be back round about 12:30 NZ time... so in 12 hours and 10 mins expect me on AIM / Skype to do what ever... I still need a new mic but Easter Monday I expect not much will be open.

Um nd someone fill me in what did I miss while I was away up north feeling like the most uncultured hick ever to cross the cook straight....

~J'dee

Gift art
~Last-Remnant IOU Saiyuki guys picca COMPLETE (unless you want it CG'd)
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
Next page of TGM
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen ~redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Yaoi fangurl next life, yaoi fangurl next life" - ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17388313/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17388313/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 23:20:17 PDT
I leave tomorrow morning and I'm back in five days so have fun guys Typical mother sends one kid on one plane and then the other one on the next... but I better live it up cause seriously this will be my last holiday for 6 months T_T

I'll try to get the 900th Deviation up before I go I just gotta shade it. I'll try while I'm up there to draw what gift requests I can... but I'm totallllllly FREAKING OUT MAN!!!!!

Catch you on the flip side

Kou's catching a plane....

Gift art
~Last-Remnant IOU Saiyuki guys picca
=Yami-Kayshie Her OC Luna
~DarkJubei IOU Rukia, Renji, Shina (as kids pic)
~AngelicToast IOU Gojyo Sarika
=Odinsdragondaughter IOU DJ n Sanzo CG

pics coming up:
900th Deviation pic
Next page of TGM
Next page of why Gojyo shouldn't watch minors

~J'dee

Clubage:
~Voice-Actor-Whores ~AWCDB ~fan-charries-in-love ~bebop-fc ~bishounen *redheadedbishies ~RTFC ~sweetandsour ~trigun-club ~BackuRatchu *Budokai ~dbz-movie-club ~GotensGurls ~DBZ-Girls ~dragonballdeviants ~femalesaiya-jins ~girlzdbzpalace ~saiyan-army ~ClubSaiyuki ~gojyo ~saiyukilover4ever ~saiyuki-club*rp-ikkou ~Bad-Guys-of-Saiyuki ~KawaiiSaiyuki

I'm admin of these clubs *insert the 's brady bunch here* *flop* tooooo many to keep up with _o_

Quote of the Month:
"Yaoi fangurl next life, yaoi fangurl next life" - yeah we were talking about reincarnation... and this just kinda came out...

]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17365832/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17365832/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 15:39:00 PDT
Ten fictional characters I would not kick out of my bed

1) Gojyo from Saiyuki (you HAD to see this one coming)

2) Denzel Washington as any of the roles he's portrayed on the big screen om nom nom Training Day was hot white singlet works just as well as a uniform

3) Azazel from Hex okay so he's a bad guy and having his kid means that 1000 nephalim are released in to the world but it's still worth it

4) Booth from Bones

5) Goten from DBGT

6) Roy/Havoc from FMA (Same series same line)

7) Katou n Kato from Angel Sanctuary and Gantz (same name, same line)

8) Rei from Mars (I know jailbait, but I love motorbikes T_T)

9) Ichigo from Bleach (more jailbait)

10) James Woods (in any of his less sleazy roles)


another one I know!

1. You've just died. What happens?

I get cremated

2. What is your most guilty pleasure?

chocolate (because it can actually do me more harm)

3. A film or TV show that traumatized you as a child?

America's most wanted and Ripply's belive it or not.... yet I loved them and continued watch and still get nightmares and squee when the next episode came on... oh yeah and jaws but that fear of sharks was already there....

4. What goes on your pancakes?

jam and butter sometime syrp or ice cream depending on my mood

5. What was the last movie you saw, for pleasure, and would you recommend it?

I am Legend it's another 28 days but I liked it better than that one... KA-BOOOOOOM! *laughs* *ahems* Tooooo much time with Ensui... sorry.... *wanders off*

6. On balance, are you happy with your hair as it is, would you change it a little or change it a lot?

I want it to my waist but it's nearly there and just clean up the split ends and have my original red color back and I'm set

7. What's the one possession you USED TO have, but don't anymore and wish you did? What happened to it?

I had a rare soft faced cabbage patch kid ironically his name was Johnny then I becamse a Johnny Yong Bosch fangurl.... What happened to him, my brother was an ass and threw him to the chickens... so because we couldn't control their fleas he had to be thrown out T_T

8. You (as you are now, not a fictionalised you) are a character in an episode of Supernatural. What's your role?

WHAT ISSSSSSSSSSSS Supernatural about?! I haven't seen this show!! but anyway I'm the wise cracking female friend with one liners who'll do all she can as a witch to help (yes I'm a witch, so I do know spells and potions, Think Willow and Xander crossed in to one, spells and potions and wise cracks 4 for 1 sale)

9. Name one person for whom you'd definitely take a bullet, and one for whom you definitely wouldn't.

I would take a bullet for a number of people... Belle, Toby, Chibi, my mother, my brother.... one person I won't... someone I don't know. I know it's stupid I'd still take a bullet for my old man despited what I went through... the dutiful daughter huh?

10. Worst case scenario?

being forced to relive my past in the future and still to frozen to react, I know I'm stronger now but I know if I see it again I'll freeze or I'll react really badly.

11. What's on your fridge?

fridge magnets and the Udon noodle store's pamphlet (yeah we get chinese/japanese take away alot)

12. What's your greatest frustration?

Feeling so depressed that I can't move from bed... and all I can do is feel so physically sick that I want to hurl (that's my annoyance when I'm suffering depression inability to move)

13. For you only, not as a broad political statement: life imprisonment or death sentence?

Death sentance just not the electric chair I just would like to die falling asleep...

14. Jury duty. Ever done it? What was it like? Wanna do it? Thoughts at all?

Been there done that got threatened group of us had to be escourted outside to safety my pulp blue platform space shoes were on TV! I miss those shoes T_T my thoughts on it will depend on the case and trial.... my trial I was on the jury for was date rape it took a whole week and all I got was $200 suck, I was a pain in deliberation I'm the one that disagreed with everyone cause I saw too many movies... concidentally I got called Tootsie roll after that brought some toostie rolls in to deliberation the name stuck (NZ don't get Toostie rolls here)

15. You discover you've been drafted into military service (to a country to which you hold a citizenship). What do you do... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17358010/ http://jdeedagotengurl.deviantart.com/journal/17358010/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 06:05:32 PDT
My brother leaves in two days to move to a new country and although as kids I hated him so much I protected him and did the dutiful older sibling things, but he's moving to aussie which is more than a hop skip and a jump away.

I just cried til my eyes hurt... our life was seriously crap growing up we went through so much shit together and it was rough and we were hurt so much both of us. I have memories of just huddling in a corner holding him and taking a shit load of beatings for him, so much that our memories both of us have the same large blank spaces where we can't recall anything at all.

You want a Sha Gojyo Doku thing.. you got it with me me and my brother, he was the favoured one though... and my dad was an ass a real ass I went through shit a girl shouldn't have to.

Although I admit I love to use my past to mind fuck guys I find the karma reprocussions are something I'm not to proud of I feel so dirty, used and I hae my self, I hate myself so much right now that when I did this psycho thing Amjam did I looked at it and I realised I have no expectations for my life... and sometimes I wonder why I just didn't end it all and I just remember my brother caching me with the knife and running u to me and throwing it across the room and holding me I hate being held and he told me not to be selfish and not leave him... now I feel more selfish... I'm happy for him proud for him to make the move but at the same time I don't want him to go and I cry just thinking about it... my mother is taking us out for dinner tomorrow night the last dinner we're having together.... so I'm going to be online but I'm not going to be very active anywhere... in fact I'll just be trying so hard not to break down.

No one should have to go through what we went through, and I hate how others can get away with them saying it was alcohol or drugs because if this shit can happen to us and the guy is completely sober and has a temper problem then imagine how much harder it was on us we had that fear constantly. To nearly be killed by a man who helped bring you in to a world is more a mind fuck than I need right now and the one person left alive who knew is leaving. God I feel so selfish it's hurting so fucken right now... I'm not in a good place

Well this is what I stole from Amjam

Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following into a NEW bulletin BEFORE you read my answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end. Totally listen to this. It's probably BS, but it's more interesting if you just fill it out on your own without reading through my answers.

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
Cazz

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
Wolf

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
I get to pat it

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
Normal one story 3 bedroom house cream colored it was that or a warehouse or an apartment complex but I opted for the house

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
sort of it's more of those bush fences

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
A table clothe with a candle holder that holds three candles in the middle of it

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
more like a silver chalice

8. What do you do with the cup?
I pick it up and put it in my bag cause it's pretty and shiny silver with blue stones on it

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a (body of water)?
a wide and long stream

10. How do you cross that body of water?
I walk through it

The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personali... ]]> ~jdeedagotengurl