deviantART: by:jemax http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:jemax&section=today deviantART RSS for by:jemax en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:35:24 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png ~The Nyuh Journal~: Merry X-Mas!!! http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/29154073/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/29154073/ Thu, 24 Dec 2009 08:45:09 PST
So yeah, less than 12 hours,
It gonna be X-Mas^^!
Hope everyone will have funs for their X-Mas!
Having lot of gifts, lot of funs with your families and etc^^!
For my side, I'll have a big family party tonight and tomorrow!
I still don't have a new computer so I still can't draw anything Dx!
But but but, I wish you a merry X-Mas and a happy New Year! :3!

See you Next Year everyone ;3!!!

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: FINALLY!~<3 http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/29004839/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/29004839/ Thu, 17 Dec 2009 17:45:10 PST
Finally, I reach the 10k xD!
After like... 3 years Dx..? *fails*
Oh wellz
I just want to tell to everyone,
Thank you to support me
to watch, to admire my works!
And you know,
I wouldn't reach it without your help!
Really
Sankyuu Gozaimasu~<3

PS. I still don't have a new computer,
I hope I'll get a new one soon!
I'll draw some new drawings soon!
Promise :3!!!

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: OMG NOOO TT^TT!!! http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28755869/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28755869/ Fri, 04 Dec 2009 21:48:51 PST
Bad news...
My computer ish dead... D:!
I can't draw anymore for a while and can't post any deviantions... D:
I feel so bad... And so sorry...
I might not be on internet and especially on DA for a while...
Dunno if I'll have enough to pay a new computer... :s
But promise, I'll come back soon!
I'll tell you what will happen!
If news gonna be good or not =O!

Babai~

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Errr?! http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28537036/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28537036/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 19:52:32 PST


Err...?!
Does anyone read my journals?
Ish looks like I write for nothing...
Please read the last entry: "~The Nyuh Journal~: Any suggestions?"
I need your opinions about this entry...
It just gonna takes 1 minute...
So I beg you... Please Dx...!



]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Any suggestions? http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28478085/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28478085/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 19:03:57 PST


Hiya folks~
How are you?
Not too bad for my side
Except, I'm gonna finish the school soon and...
So much projects and exams to do... Dx!!!
Not in mood at all to do something =x...

Oh well~
So hmm.. Yeah!
Do you have some suggestions of what can I draw?
My style, as you can see,
Ish Nomura's style and Chibis/Anime style^^!
So I dunno, maybe you can suggest something to me?
And OHHH~
Almost 10k xD...
Finally! (Well... Not yet.. xD)
Maybe I'll draw something for the person
Who would be the 10k person!^^
I'll see if I got some times=3!

Have a good day~<3



]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Oh Geez~ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28436980/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/28436980/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 16:53:22 PST


Oh wow!
I'm just too fucking tired...
To these people =x!
Seriously, stop saying you can help me! xD
It just make it worse!
I just don't want to hear your stupid things, those delusions!

"I wish I could help you!"
Sorry but you can't xD!
You dunno me, and I dunno you
You don't try to know me, I won't try to know you
That's all!



]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Ready To Rumble? http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/24295063/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/24295063/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 17:22:06 PDT
I finally got my 2 arcade sticks of Street Fighter IV Tournament Edition!
Lemme share you some pics of this =D!

[link]

So are you ready to rumble against me =3?
I play SF4 only on PS3!
If you want to play against me,
Write me a comment
And I'll add you <3!
Be gentle, I still suck T_T (niark niark >=])

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Who loves drama..? http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23789416/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23789416/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 23:05:01 PDT
The owner might complains on this journal. Don't read it, like this, you won't suffer.

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Are you not tired?
Of people who doesn't know what they want?
Well... Yes, I am.
Isn't the first time...
I dunno why I keep meet those people
And to let them ruin my life...
I know I should forget those people
And to change my mind.

I'm fucking tired
When I argue with someone
And after It turns bad...
And we stopped to talk each other.

Okay, fine.
I can understand if you're mad or sad after me
Cuz I did something's wrong.
But I just can't understand
Why they don't think It can be their fault too?
Cuz for sure, I won't be mad for no reasons.
Just think about it.

And the worse in that.
It's when people came back
To write me a message
After like many weeks
To say:
"I want to talk again with you, I miss you (...)"
And when I called them, and after,
tried to talk again with them on msn.
It doesn't change.
They don't put any effort to talk with me.
I just feel, they consider me like
Someone who you can talk when they're bored.

And I even propose to do something,
Like hanging out together or something like that.
To try to be like before,
To be like good friends as old time,

But again, they are like: "Yeah, sure"
And they're going back at their stuffs
And they don't care about me, about what I said,
To resume, They ignore me, as usual.

How I'm supposed to react?
For sure, I'm kinda mad and sad at same time
Cuz I trusted them hhen they say:
"I want to talk again with you, I miss you (...)"
But it doesn't even looks like before...
And just cuz of that,
They stopped talk to me again,
And saying it's my fault,
Cuz I don't even try to talk to them...

Okay cool,
Well, How come I don't have these problems
With my real friends,
But only with Online "friends"?
Well, If I can still consider them like friends.

Think about it again...
If you really want to talk again with me...
Just be honest...
Why do you really want to talk again with me?
Cuz you know,
Isn't a good reason to say
Than you can see me again on your MSN list
To say to yourself:
"He'll help me if I got problems"
Cuz I won't be there for you anymore,
Only cuz I know,
You can't even listen me, can't even understand,
Why I was sad and mad before
And I know
Everything needs to come first at you,
Cuz you needs attention,
Cuz, at least, you're selfish...

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PS. Sorry If I didn't draw since a while. Promise, I'll come back soon with some news drawings <3!

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: I miss them. http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23366990/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23366990/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 16:18:59 PST
The owner might complains on this journal. Don't read it, like this, you won't suffer.

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Staring at the scren...
The time is 7:04 PM.
I feel a little nostalgic...
I miss them,
I mean...
The people I left for my new hometown
And someone I met here, Rin-chan...

I miss all of them,
Cuz... I dunno.
It's not like before,
Just cuz I'm kinda busy
I need to explore the city
To buy lot of things
And to learn to live by myself.

Yeah, okay,
Maybe I'm kinda busy
I don't have time to be depressed.
But when the night comes,
When I'm doing nothing...
I just... can't change my mind...
I'm staring here, in front of the computer
And feeling nostalgic...
That's lame right?

It's just... sad...
I remember when I spent my days, my nights
To talk with them,
Or to hang out with them...

But now,
We cannot do that anymore,
Everyone have their own life
They can't spend their time like before...
They works, they have school, etc..

And at my side,
I'm alone...

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♠ I just noticed, when I feel depressed, people who I really, doesn't care about me, just cuz for them, I'm not normal at my mind. Maybe It's true, maybe not, but for me, that's just means these people, you just can't trust them, cuz they need you when they feel bad, but not the opposite, I mean, they doesn't need to talk to you if you feel bad... How sad! ♠

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: ~A New Journey~ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23268844/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23268844/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 10:15:24 PST
I just wanted to say...
I moved away and now...
A new journey, A new life starts for me...
I might not be able to draw during a moment,
I hope you can understand...

PS. I hope everyone had a good V-day!

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♠ Even if you tried. This will be a waste of time. We have our own path, our own destiny that can't be changed... ♠

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal~: Some News... http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23067412/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/23067412/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:15:09 PST
The owner might complains on this journal. Don't read it, like this, you won't suffer.

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Hiya folks,

Yeah.. Already 1 month since my last journal...
So yeah, sorry for being kinda inactive,
Or maybe not,
Maybe it's better if I don't write journal... xD...

Oh well...
What's new on my side?
Well... Some stuffs, but not a lot...

A good or bad news?

Well.. Dunno...

Hmm...
I met some friends I didn't see since a while...
Kinda cool and kinda sad...
Well, sure, It's cool to meet them again
But... I bet I won't see them again...
Cuz, I'm going to move soon...

And also,
One of my friend,
Just came back from holidays,
And since she came back...
We didn't really talk anymore...
I dunno why...
But it's not like before...

And one more thing,
Another friend,
She got a job,
And she planned to move away,
Far from here...
Yeah, I'm really happy for her...
But... I dunno... That makes me sad at same time...

Why when I'm happy (and it's kinda rare...),
Always something ruins my mood...?


♠ Even if you tried to be happy, It just goes worse... ♠


PS. Sorry for my english.

]]> ~jemax ~The Nyuh Journal ~: Watchers and Clubs http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/22450295/ http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/22450295/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 11:08:42 PST

[EDIT]: Je sais que je mets pas souvent de deviations... Je dois dire c'est parce que je dessine, mais je fini jamais mes dessins xD! Dû au manque de motivation, J'espère que vous ne m'en voulez pas =3!
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So... I just write here to present all the Watchers and all the people who I watch that I have. You must take a look in their DAs;)

[EDIT]: I know I don't sumbit some deviations often... It's because I draw... But I never finish them... xD! Maybe because I'm not really motivate x3! I hope you won't be mad after me x3!

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WATCHERS:
:icongeministargurl::iconmyraarts::iconhearthii::iconrisasenpai121::iconruby97::iconmm-12::iconavaquin::icondianna1771::iconwaterdragonshadow::iconren536::iconkirbydrawer::iconmokonagirl::iconeuthiel::iconrea002::iconlospantelones::iconl-and-gohan-forever::iconmit-chan007::iconsammimarie::icongoofanader::iconbluekonan::iconthezombievirus::iconcinnamonpocky::iconsunaura123:http://jemax.deviantart.com/journal/19717080/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 11:34:26 PDT Les gens sortent de ma vie
Mais,
Est-ce qu’ils ont vraiment
Fait parti de ma vie?

Ça commence toujours ainsi,
J'ai fini par décider de quitter
Voir un moment
Ou même pour toujours
Et c’est là que les gens disent :
« Quitter? Pour aller où?
Tu veux tenter de te suicider? »

Mais pourquoi les gens pensent-ils toujours à ça
Lorsqu’ils parlent avec moi?

Les gens ne comprennent rien
Tout simplement parce qu’ils s’affolent pour rien
Et par la suite,
Commence les insultes
Du genre :
« Tu sais ce que je pense de toi?
Que tu es un ignorant
Que tu es faible
Que tu ne fais rien pour t’en sortir!
Eh bien tu sais quoi?
Je préfère mieux te voir mourir
Plutôt que de parler dans le vide! »

Mais est-ce que j’ai dit que j’allais me suicider?
Relisez bien,
J’ai seulement dit que j’allais quitter
Pour un moment
Ou pour toujours
Et pourquoi?
Seulement pour me changer les idées,
Un besoin de nouveau,
Un besoin de changement de décor.

Mais de voir à quel point
Comment les gens me détestent
De voir comment ils pensent de moi
En y pensant,
Ils ont peut-être raison
Oui,
Ce ne serait pas une mauvaise idée
De se suicider
Afin de passer à autre chose…



Bon anniversaire à moi-même.



PS. Oui, les gens ont vraiment dit cela.


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Day after day,
People come out of my life
But,
Do they really
Being part of my life?

It always begins likes,
I finally decided to leave
For a time
Or maybe forever
And people say:
"Quit? To go where?
Want to try to commit a suicide? "

But why people always think about this
When they talking with me?

People don’t understand
They are worry for nothing
And thereafter
Starts insults
Like:
"You know what I think of you?
You're an ignorant
You are weak
You don’t care about yourself!
Well you know what?
I prefer better see you die
Rather than speak in a wall! "

But did I say, I’m gonna to commit a suicide?
Read it again,
I only said I was going to leave
For a moment
Or forever
And why?
Only to change my mind,
To see something new,
To search something new.

But to see how
How do people hate me
To see how they think about me
By thinking,
They may be right
Yes,
This is not a bad idea
To commit a suicide
To forget all of this shit…



Happy birthday to myself.



PS. Yes, people have really said that.



[EDIT: Go watch my last arrangment on this link:
[link] ]

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