http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:jenling&section=today deviantART RSS for by:jenling en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 13:26:49 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/11597357/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/11597357/ Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:06:56 PST I'm in Chicago now, finishing up my last year of art school. Boy, do I have some new pieces to load up and drag in.
Nothing spectacular, but it's about time I get to work on some commission-type-work as well as continue to improve my skills and talant.
Expect things to come in the future.
Once I find the time.

n.n.;

Hope everyone's doing well. Out with the old and in with new!

]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/4448727/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/4448727/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 20:56:50 PST
I haven't kept up with ANYTHING on DA. . . 9.9;
My bad.

I do have lots of stuff to upload though. . . Heh.

I'm just sorry I've neglected DA for the past 2 months.. . or more.

Yall still love me. . .maybe. . hopefully? *crosses fingers and nibbles*

Anyway, yeah.
Much love to you all.

<3 ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2952635/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2952635/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 20:14:34 PDT
I do live--halfway at any rate. . .
There's been a lot of good and bad things going on all rolled up into one. .
. . .
But fear not my good people--I haven't given up drawing quite yet.
In fact, I think I've improved a little. Maybe. Probably not. But who knows?

. . . Posted a few new CG'ed stuff--except they're not really new.
I've had them for a few months now and I just haven't put them up. Haven't really needed too and they're nothing spectacular. But. . yeah.
REAL pictures will come soon--when I get back to my Mother's house and her scanner that loves me.

For now--yeah.
Whatever. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2459689/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2459689/ Tue, 18 May 2004 23:20:39 PDT It's like my heroin. . xD

Anyway. . . . .

I know, I disappeared. . but. . I'm sorry.
Lots of work and lots of school and much suffering with the art thing. .

<.<

>.>

I do have UE stuff--and CGing that I've been working on dutifully. .
Lots of stuff on the way. . .


Oh, and lots of time on Gaia---
. . .stupid friends and getting me addicted. . . Just on the Breedable/Rpable pets. x.X;
. . . what. . . So I don't get enough RP in my life.

I never NEVER claimed to be an RP addict. . .

I have too much of an imagination, and not enough ability to write on my own. I much prefer writing WITH a partner (or two) than none at all. . . ;-;
And since I have no where else to go. . .
Gaia is it.

w00t.

Guess that's it. . what a life.
Added with REAL life stuff and lots of work and lots of school and . . Financial Aid crap. .

Oh--picked up another job too. .
So now Taco Bell (yes, I went back to that place of evil) AND Leppinks (Huzzuh for cashiering and getting hit on by icky old men) . . .

But I do live.
w00t. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2202572/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/2202572/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 19:27:36 PDT Life got really busy all of a sudden. . .
;-;


I'm still alive though. Look. . . See? *shows off pulse*
School'll be finished in a few weeks and I now have a scanner and new computer at my fathers so. . . .
Huzzuh.
Life. Will. Be. Good. Soonsoon. .

I promise.

Sorry for those on my stalk list for lack of comments. . . again--I have to be AROUND to POST comments. . don't I? ^^ ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1768904/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1768904/ Fri, 30 Jan 2004 18:52:52 PST
Did my Demon Doodle ever get put up?? Either of them? *attempted twice* Or. . .is DA being silly and I'm just not seeing it. . . .

x.x;;

Not that it was an important sketch or anything but. . . I like to know my things get put up at least...


Has anybody else being having problems with DA or. . .is it just my horrendous luck. . >.> ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1729390/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1729390/ Fri, 23 Jan 2004 13:09:47 PST
I try to post a journal entry and. . D.A. eats it. Moo.

That's not a terrible problem. . .
Right now though. . I just finished a C.G. project. . . It was done. Over. I was proud of it (cause I never C.G. stuff) and. .. I go to save it (cause I realized it had been awhile since my last save) and Photoshop just. . . . dies.
Doesn't even give me an illegal operation to scream about . .
It just closes. . .

. . . . and I lose. EVERYTHING.

~.~ That saddens me. . greatly.

So. . back to reposting my D.A. journal-- I'm curious: How long have YOU been CGing?? And. . .were you naturally good at it or . . . am I the only one that gets frusterated and am kinda cruddy at it. . . >.>

Secondly: Anybody have any hints on colouring shadows?? I've read tutorial after tutorial but. . . It's like. . . Everytime I try it just comes out looking dirty. . .
Which isn't a problem b/c half of my characters are from Uncommon Echoes, and they're ALL dirty. . but. . .

Anyone willing to share a little free advice?? Or. . . . . If it's not free I can send out donuts. . or. . . cake or. . . . socks??

:3 ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1726050/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1726050/ Thu, 22 Jan 2004 19:33:48 PST ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1565647/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1565647/ Sun, 21 Dec 2003 19:43:59 PST I can eat them any day
And my mom says that's OK!

^_^


I love kittens, don't you?

Anyway. . . Art is on the way.
I'm just being slow and picky. . .

Heehee. . . ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1420618/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1420618/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 20:04:43 PST
I would've made a kiriban pic for someone but I didn't think I'd get that many hits while I was away at Dad's. . .

Guess I was wrong.

So thanky.

. . . . Much love to all of you. You love me. . You really love me. ~.^ Or at least want me to stop yapping and get on with the art. . .

. . .which there will be more of. Just. . .taking time with things is all.

So yes. In short: Thanks for 1000, and much love back.
<3 ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1400908/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1400908/ Fri, 14 Nov 2003 15:09:20 PST
. . . Guess I'm to start a "To Do" list like a lot of others have. . . And it's not neccessarily a bad idea. Forcing my muse to be-alive is a good thing. .right?

. . . So yes. . . .


Lo and behold, in no particular order, in no particular sense: Jenlings To Do List. . .the official one!


Negamii Stuff:
- Fan-art for S.A
*Shadow Deity - sketchy
*Ezza/Ail Stuffles- Line-art
*Random Chibified-ness - Pending
- Fan-art for Nainami
*Chibi-stuff - idea pending
*Hitoki- line-art complete!
*Izaea- pending (Jenlings never so great at the females. . x.X;
-Fan-art for Mana, Crow, Hclark, Lemon-- all in the works. I promise. So many ideas. . so little time. . ^^;;

I'll make comment of those next time I update. . I mean who knows--everyone likes surprises, right? ^_^


~ ~ ~ ~ Uncommon Echoes Stuff ~ ~ ~

Kaze and I just talked about it. .

*Vague re-vamps of old-strips
*Name for Queen/picture
*Actual ficlets of the boys 'n' girls so we can better get to know them. . .
*Stationary sketches (cause I'm silly like that. . in case we ever get a little popular or well liked)
*Calander idea! (caues again-- I like to dream big. . ^^)
*Getting second half-drawn. . (Will do. . when Kaze actually types it up ^_^)
*Pictures of city/world? Maybe. .we'll see
*Finish UE folks and their animals- pending
*Finish UE folks and their stereotypes/revamp old works-also pending
*Work on some Many Faces of Chaos - in the works
*Finish some "secret" UE CG works. . - blah. . .I still suck ;_;

~ ~ ~ Other Kaze-Ness~ ~ ~

*Kale/Micah pics cause they're in my brain
*Zaniel sketch/background - line-art in progress
*Doodle up Visible Soul Character Sketches - hopefully a few tonight if I can manage
*Doodle up some Kale/Micah "friend" pics. . . Cause goodness knows we want to see who their social-crowds are
*Revamp May and her court
*Revamp "Caligula" and all their glory
*Tarran/East pics - can't go wrong there
*Finish Ice2. . . Cause they won't get anywhere if Tarran doesn't respond to the guitar-playing ^_^ *pokes writing muse to work*
*Draw Nathanial



~ ~ ~ Art for Zeke ~ ~ ~

*Holy-War Fics (I know. . ;_
*Pics of his characters -- Far too many to name off. . possibly a future one of Neo and his girls and maybe. . . Troy? Just to name a few names. .
*Pics of my GMG C's. . .just cause I'm like that.


~ ~ ~ To Hiame and Anna~ ~ ~

*Doodle up my were-vulture/Vamp c's
*Doodle up Playdough Incident - pending




. . . and my brains suddenly fried. I. . I can't remember what all I'm supposed to be working on anymore. Argh. x.X;;

. . . ah well. . . . I just wish all my inspiration would turn out as well on the page as off. . . not that I really SEE what I'm going to draw until it's drawn but. . yeah. . .>.>
<.<

Oh well. It'll keep me busy. Maybe writing it down will help me stay inspired??

I'm just a perfectionist though. . ~.~ So all my fan-art is hard cause I'm too cared to draw fan-art. . .in case I mess them up something horrible. ;_;

. . no hate me, negamii-people. . .

. . or Kaze or Zeke. . x.X;;

Ah well. . Speaking of which, I should probably start to work! ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1372667/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1372667/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 09:30:14 PST Love and affection to all. . .
And. . um. . . >.>
<.<

Muse is still suffering. . .
But I am working on getting him happy again.
And. . well. .
I think. . . Um. . .
. . .
Yeah. Much love to Jilly-chan cause. .well. .life's being cruel and. . . g'luck to SA cause. . tests are hard. x.X

And. . all that good stuff.

. . . . And I guess that's it for now. ^^
Me and my lack of things to say. . >.>
<.<
Rawr. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1341278/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1341278/ Thu, 30 Oct 2003 11:35:16 PST WAKE UP ALREADY!

;_; Stop being such a dumb were-muse and frillin' give me some inspiration. . please. . . .

I hate having to wait until every full moon to get really really creative!
I'll compromise, muse. . .
I promise. . Just. . come back to me. . . ;_;

Obviously I'm irritated by lack of inspiration.
~.~ And that always leads to a sad, vaguely-depressed Jenling. . .
Which is never fun.

Ah well. . . .
If all else I'll be back and running around come. . well. . whenever the moon gets full again.

~.~;; ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1313029/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1313029/ Thu, 23 Oct 2003 09:22:20 PDT
I'm making my announcement here to whomever it might concern.

AIM addy changed-- Decadence Angel. . .

To anyone who might've been on my list previously.

^_^

Um. . . yeah. . . *thinks*

Don't have much to say other than that. . x.x;;
Which really isn't surprising at all. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1303825/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1303825/ Mon, 20 Oct 2003 20:54:09 PDT . . . maybe I just have to wait for the full moon again. . stupid were-muses. . . ^_^

Anyway . . fussing with pages. . just gotta get them up. . But that's on hold. .
Also am in a big fan-art kick. . x.x
. . . but I've never drawn fan-art before so I don't know how. . .And I really wanna draw stuff for Nainami and Crow and Scorpioangel and. . . Well heck, I'm in this "lets draw fanart for EVERYBODY on there" . . . . But here I sit with my paper and it's like nothings working. Nothing's turning out how I like it/want it and. . . My perfectionism for work going out to other people is getting in the way. Damn.

Oh well. . . That's still on my to-do list. . . and with that sort of art, do I just post it here? Or do I send it to them via e-mail and quietly? *tugs at hair* . . . . . There's reasons I never draw other peoples characters. . ^_^ I fear the results and fear ruining an already good thing.

Hnn. . . So much fear. *makes note to work on that* . . .

On another note. . . More stories being written. . . Always fun. . sorta. ^^;;

And all I can say: Cross-dressing were-wolves. . .hot stuff. *purrs* ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1301272/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1301272/ Mon, 20 Oct 2003 11:21:04 PDT . . . thanks to people. . For just being nice. . cause Jenling most certainly likes nice people. .

Um. . yeah. . new art on the way. .eventually. ^^;;

w007. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1268890/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1268890/ Sun, 12 Oct 2003 19:48:43 PDT
Sorta.

Art is on the way, I just hate putting up one thing at a time. . . I like to scan in bunches.

Anyway. . . still working on art. . some fanart for the negamii crew, some art for Zeke, some art for the 700 plus-ers group. . ~.^

Mostly it's all drawn just not scanned in yet. . .Anyway. . yeah. .

. . .


. . . And I guess that's it. :3 ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1206124/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1206124/ Fri, 26 Sep 2003 12:35:27 PDT
. . . . Sorry all, just felt the sudden urge to share that with the world. . . .

Yes, because DA IS the fucking world.



Off to work now. . .w007! ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1189090/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1189090/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 20:24:15 PDT
wow . . .

my lack of socialness/life makes me sick . . .

. . . i hate social anxiety sometimes.

. . . wait. . that's wrong. .

i think it might just be me. 9.9;;


*goes to groove to some pink floyd and . . . sleep. . * . . . behold the power of sleep . . ~.~ ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1174173/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1174173/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 20:32:50 PDT
Well. . . Um. . . .Not a whole lot to say. Just sort of. . inactive in art as of late. . Talk about burn-out. . .

Mom made Sharkelberry Finn Kool-aid. . It kind of tastes like. . . plastic. 9.9;; It's the concentrate-strawberries. . *hates strawberries* Ick.

Anyway. . . . . Um. . . *thinks* Yeah. . . .

I had something important to say but not anymore. I guess it's just not important. . .

Oh wait! I just remembered! Here's a really belated "thank you" to getting at least 600 hits. . . :3 I feel loved. . or at least a little liked. Huzzuh!

*should probably link folks 'n' all* . . . I know, so sue me. . . I get busy and work . . . 6.6;;

Sorry. Heh. . yeah. . . I'm done now.

All yalls rock . . . ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1139176/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1139176/ Sun, 07 Sep 2003 22:09:25 PDT
But all my problems were forgotten after I drank the best drink I know of. . . Grape Kool-Aid. .



It tastes just like melted grape popcicle. . yummy. . ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1109763/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1109763/ Fri, 29 Aug 2003 12:47:21 PDT
My muse died. How fun.

Um. . . working on stuff. . .

Got a job as a cashier. How fun is that. . 9.9;;

Can't seem to be able to draw anything whatsoever. . . Which kind of really sucks. Ah well. . . ;3

It happens. . .

*goes to see if she can add nifty people to her journal yet* Har. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1077291/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1077291/ Mon, 18 Aug 2003 12:40:32 PDT
I can't add a signature yet. . *thought most people could* ;_;
Though if nobody can, maybe I"m just on some drugs I didn't know I took. . .

In other news. . . Got to wake up real early. . *gags*
And even earlier the rest of this week to drive my brother out of my way. . . He has no respect for anybody and it makes me grry.

Oh well.

Art-stuff on the way, me thinks. . . Maybe. . ^^;; Heh. . . ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1075855/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1075855/ Sun, 17 Aug 2003 21:36:13 PDT
;_;

My muse commited suicide. . . Wow. . . That happened to my guardian angel and now my muse. . *blinks* How unlucky can that be? Maybe I'll get a guardian demon in the meantime. .

*hopes it's an incubus* A liderc would be fun. . . . . I mean. . Sure, I'd waste away to nothing and die hollow 'n' junk--but hot damn. . :3

Well. . . On another note. . . I have, according to my uncle, "some shade of talent, I just don't think it's gonna do you anything in the long-run"

>.>;;
<.<;;

Um. . . I know he meant well . . . but goodness. . . 0.x;;

Uncle, I'll just keep that in mind, thanks. . 9.9;;

*hums*

*stops talking* Love, is a many splendid thing. . . . *cue melodramatic music*
So I guess only the lucky get it, eh? ~.^ ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1024741/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1024741/ Sat, 02 Aug 2003 19:54:51 PDT
^_^

But then, I'm a glutton for sap and musicals so it's no surprise I'm all happy. . .

Wanna draw but nothing is turning out right. . BLAH.

Ah well.

~.~;;


*shakes her head and hums*

Yeah.

Just feeling chatty. . .~.^ ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1019478/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1019478/ Fri, 01 Aug 2003 15:58:32 PDT A week from now I'm gone. .
California here I come. . .
And whether or not I make it I guess I'll find out.

But anyway. . .Yeah. . . Cool spunkiness. . .

Working on stuff. . . . Lots of stuff. . .
Mostly anxious.
New art-work that I promised in the last journal will be up tonight once I scan it. . With that stupid, stupid blue-line that I'm too lazy to edit out. ~.~
I don't know what it is or why it's there (it certainly doesn't show ON the scanner itself) but. . .

Ah well. I guess I'll cope.

Anyway. . Yeah. . . . That's all I've got to say about that right now. ~.^
]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1003913/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/1003913/ Tue, 29 Jul 2003 08:14:02 PDT
Not a whole lot to say. Got new stuff to put up. . w007. . Once i get around to scanning it 'n' all. *crinkles nose at crap-scanner that puts blue streaks on her pictures* ;_;

Oh well. . . I shouldn't complain so long as I get them up, right?

Heh . . . I've been in a kitty-boy mood, just for a warning. . . And. . um. . . Should probably go get some breakfast.

I'm on a creative high, currently, and I've no one to RP with (as seeing Zeke's asleep). . ;_; And no place on-line to play (which is fine and well since I'm gonna be losing the 'Net in like 10 days) . . . And no one to write stories with.

*crinkles nose* I might be the only person in the world who can write stories/novels/manga's with people. . but can't seem to do it by myself.

Blah. . .

I need to change that. >.>;;

Meh.

*thinks she'll go work on that currently* ^^ ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/997575/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/997575/ Sun, 27 Jul 2003 20:14:38 PDT
It seems hopeless. . . All my hope and confidence is dead. Dead dead dead.

12 days before I move-- No place to stay when I get there.
And from the looks of it, it's gonna be mighty hard to find a place. And after all the searching on-line and help from people over there. . .

Maybe my dreams just aren't meant to be? ;_;

Maybe I'm just stressed . . Ok-- It's from the apartment/move. . . But it's also art.

I guess, to blame the angst of the day, would be from the Harry Chapin lyrics:

"Music was his life, it was not his livelihood"

Change that to art and I wonder if that's where I stand.

Just not a good day. . .

~.~

But as Scarlet O'Hara says "I'll worry about it tomorrow."

. . .

]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/980835/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/980835/ Wed, 23 Jul 2003 21:54:20 PDT
*blahs*

I'm tired. . . Fucking exhausted and I don't know why. . . ~.~;; Maybe cause i"m actually waking up at an early hour. . *coughcough11amcoughcough* . . . . Stupid Taco Bell. . . causing late-ass hours (like 3am) and making me sleep until noon. . .

Oh well. . . Gotta break the habit before classes start anyway. . . .

*thinks* New pictures ocming soon, once i get back to a scanner. NOthing spectacular but hey. .

Oh. . . And I realize I really do work better with a partner. . Writing partner, that is. It's just more fun. ^-^
Ahh. . the old days of RPG (both on-line and off) . . .How I miss those table-top games. . . Ok, maybe I don't really miss those thanks to the GM's but. . . . *coughs*

On-line RPG's were fun. . ^_^;; *pets her dusty, neglected on-line folks* Too bad all the rooms died. . . ;_;

Those were the days. . . *gets all dreamy-eyed* Anyway. . . I do have the God Mode Game off-line of course, which is keeping me sane and my creative muses from killing me. . . ^_^

Life is grand, is it not?? . . . . Yeah, I think we should napalm everyone too. . . .

]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/948740/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/948740/ Tue, 15 Jul 2003 15:44:07 PDT
Well, I just uploaded everything. . . Um. . . and until I get some decent new stuff guess that's it.

And hopefully I get it all in before I move. .cause then that means no scanner and no . . . well. . . .computer. ~.~;;

Oh well.

Um. . . . . Feel artsy so will draw tonight. . . Miss friends and the like. . . .

Um. . . *thinks again* I've been doing that a lot lately .. . Thinking.

So yeah. . .

Gonna go for a walk and guess that's it. Just want to apologize about the blue-stuff on my pictures . I don't know what my scanners pulling with that one and I'm too lazy to go and edit the pics. So thanks for just dealing. ~.^

Thanks for looking too, btw. . .

Does wonders for a girls self-esteem. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/947895/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/947895/ Tue, 15 Jul 2003 11:50:42 PDT
Yeah. And visiting Pittsburgh Sunday . . .so that'll be fun for a week. I always liked Pennsylvania. .It's a pretty state.

*wanders around and wants lunch* That could be tasty. . .

Ah well.

Um. .. Yeah. . . Certainly in a weird mood. ^.~ Ah well. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/945939/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/945939/ Mon, 14 Jul 2003 22:00:27 PDT
Hmm. . . .Oh well.

Hopefully people aren't too mad. I didn't mean to lick them. . . 0.0;;

Oh well.

*yawns* I should sleep. But I'm procrastinating. I'm still good for another 4 hours, baby!

Oh well. Being a night owl certainly can suck. . .hoot . . hoot. . .

*looks for little mice to eat and kill*

Shutting up now. ]]> ~jenling http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/945372/ http://jenling.deviantart.com/journal/945372/ Mon, 14 Jul 2003 19:07:28 PDT This is me. Hi everyone, my names Jenn and I like blood and hurting people and being a general cold-hearted-shy-girl . . . People say I look innocent, but that just helps me get away with murder, right???
~.^

No-- see? Journal entry. Har. Rawr. Not much to say. . .
I'm a newbie. And I seriously am shy. . . . ^^;;;;

Yeah.

I'm done now.

Lookie--new art. . Promise I'll get better. Promise. ]]> ~jenling