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                <title>Leaving</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Aug 2007 15:13:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Over the past few months some baffling things have been happening on my DA account- my comments all went away, and suddenly  some of the pictures I was most proud of were moved to "Scraps" for no valid reason. <br />
 I have lost respect for DA, and I'm leaving. I'm now on Flickr (not that I'm too fond of it but I haven't found a better home yet so For now and for the foreseeable future, you can find my old and new work at <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/mbaum/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
 Feel free to visit, comment, or anything else! Best of luck on DA, it won't be too long before I come through and get rid of everything else on here, I just wanted to let you know where I've gone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 May 2007 13:49:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow it has been so long since I have updated this! <br />
 Though I have been posting pictures and I hope everyone has enjoyed them! <br />
 I haven't been able to find many models since October, when I moved to Florida with my boyfriend. However we have chosen to move to a friendship relationship and I am moving yet again to start a life in Vancouver, where hopefully I will be able to get back into my goth and fetish work; I miss it quite a bit. <br />
<br />
 That's a bit all for now, if you are in Vancouver or know people there that would enjoy a collaboration send me a message! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jul 2005 00:41:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Some Innocence: <br />
 Talked to someone last night on Wow, and he was not interested in my more goth stuff, and I wanted to show my softer side. SO here is a list of links for my wilderness and totally G rated work. Soon I will be creating a new DeviantArt account for JUST that, and leaving my Exiting *wink* stuff on here. (Links go from most to least recent)<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/20375926/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/12345794/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/7975946/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5129223/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5086190/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4456862/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3902376/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3656421/">[link]</a><br />
(I'm very proud of this one.... <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3529679/">[link]</a><br />
And this one...<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3523710/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/3063743/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2988987/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2980676/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2929514/">[link]</a><br />
Which is very like <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2929403/">[link]</a><br />
and also <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2911062/">[link]</a><br />
One of my first wedding pics...<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2698280/">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2468544/">[link]</a><br />
I guess that's all I would want this person to see. I hope he enjoys.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>I'm sorry.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Mar 2005 07:51:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been trying so hard to catch up on  comments, and favorites/watchlist  additions, but I'm finding it  practically impossible. I've been  painting my parents house and am rarely  home. <br />
<br />
HOWEVER. Anyone watching me, and anyone  who is wonderfull enough to comment on  my stuff has a soft spot in my heart,  and I'm sure you all know it. <br />
<br />
This week I'm doing another shoot with  Beca- this one a personal shoot for  her, not products, not even a concert,  so I don't know what she's going to  want, but she's a gorgeous girl, and I  know it will turn out well. Also in the  next couple of weeks I'll be doing a  shoot with Sharyl- The leggy, Sexy  woman from quite some time ago. This  one is going to be all Mine, so I am  pretty sure i know how it's going to  go. *Excited!* ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>5000</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Nov 2004 22:36:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I just hit my 5000th view.. and  noone has commented.. again. i'm  feeling left out, especially since at  my 2000 th view I explained that I was  happy- thrilled, even- to buy a 1 month  membership to anyone who posted first  with a screenshot of every 500  pageveiws- that would be 2000, 2500,  3000,3500, etc. <br />
 Noone has since 2000. what's up? do  people dislike me so much?? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />
 Anyway. I will be offering a 1 month  membership OR a mailed print of any of  my pictures (either on here or on my  website- <a href="http://blackmouse.org:666">[link]</a> ) for free. <br />
 <br />
 But if it gets over 5014, you're all  out of luck.. please put your  screenshot, or respond to this journal  and if you're first you also need to  state which of the 'prizes' you want. <br />
 <br />
*hugs* I know you're looking, so  please- DO something!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>More new- I'm getting a regular income almost!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Oct 2004 16:46:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, I just did my second shoot with  In Sin Designs' Beca and her WONDERFUL  models. I swear, some of those people  will do ANYTHING for the shot!  Sometimes i bet they end up with  bruises! <br />
<br />
I'll be putting even more up soon, I  liked this shoot better than the last  one. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>New stuff coming soon!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Sep 2004 07:51:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I realize it's been MONTHS since I  posted something, but I did a photo  shoot for my friend's website, and  though it's not neccesarily the type of  look I love, there are some pictures  I'm pretty proud of. Especially since  it was raining like MAD for a good part  of it, And that this has been the first  ME ONLY shoot- no boyfriend taking over  or making me stay in the background!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  <br />
 I'm very excited to post some of it,  and I hope you guys will like it and  like to reply some! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Prints</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2004 10:13:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have decided that I need to try to  sell prints. But Deviant has been  losing favor with me on a regular  basis, so I'm not going to spend the  $25 dollars just to START a print  account, especially since they don't  tell us whether that is a one-time  cost, or yearly, monthly, etc. which is  really low-class to me. SO I've decided  to find out if anyone at all has  interest, and go from there. <br />
<br />
*If you are interested in prints of my  stuff, please email me at  jotuba@sisna.com and tell me what  pictures you would be interested in and  stuff. This is NOT a promise to buy, or  anything, just your interest. I really  want to find out if anyone in the world  would actually want my stuff! <br />
 If I get responses I can start getting  out there and making prints! <br />
<br />
<br />
******On another note, please check out  my gallaries for vyle and syntheah ( <a href="http://blackmouse.org:666/vyleandsyntheah/main.htm"> [link]</a> )<br />
Kevin (DJ EvilK) ( <a href="http://blackmouse.org:666/kevin/index.htm">[link]</a> )<br />
and the Redemption/carphax files  concert from last thursday ( <a href="http://blackmouse.org:666/Redemptionconcert/index.htm">[link]</a> ) <br />
I hope you like them! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ******* ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2004 10:31:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had the chance to see some  photography of another local 'artist'  today. Some pet pics, some studio-esqe  pics and that such. I kept having to  keep myself from leaving notes on them.  Not a single one was in focus, or even  marginally clear, most were not set up  well, and the worst part is that he has  some beautiful models! <br />
 I Don't really care for him as a  person, from everything I have  encountered, either but that is neither  here nor there. <br />
 I'm not saying that I have all this  talent where he has none, but I AM  saying that maybe he should get a clue  and take up... painting houses or  something to express his art. <br />
 Ok, I'm done venting.. for now. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Well then.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2004 15:14:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I guess I'm feeling a little more  inspired. Still not too familiar with  my settings and options and stuff, but  I guess it works. I've been doing these  shots (I think they're pretty farking  good) that I guess I have turned myself  around... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
 Still.. could use some ideas...... ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>I am SO Mad it HURTS!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2004 15:45:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, this is the THIRD damn time I have  tried to post a new journal entry... DA  just doesn't post them! GRR!!!  Fuckfuckfuckfuck FUCK! <br />
 <br />
 I just recently got a new camera. It  was Substandardsnowman's (otherwise  known as Blackmouse) and he just  upgraded, so I got his old one. I have  so much I want to do! I want to take  dozens and hundreds and THOUSANDS of  pictures. Learn about it as much as my  old one. Make prints and sell them, but  inspiration just isn't there. I have no  models, no equipment other than the  camera, nothing. It's so frustrating. I  want to just go crawling back to my old  camera but I know that is just my  aversion to new situations, my fear of  the unknown and my self-doubt that I  will be able to do anything of worth.  Someone suggest SOMETHING!!! Please! I  need some inspiration!! ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2003 15:22:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* I'm having such a hard time  finding inspiration. I want pretty  friends to take pics of- people who  would let me dress-up, make-up, tie-up,  or what ever... or at least some happy  times.. Happiness and time are the 2  best things for me to create in. I need  something to help me out- some sort of  outside inspiration and assistance. Any  suggestions? ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Wow!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2003 19:35:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, so I just hit 2000 Pageviews!  YAY!!! But as belated as it is, I am  going to announce my own little  tradition. Whomever my lucky visitor is  on every 500th marker (2000, 2500, etc)  I will buy a one month subscription  for. I figure that way it gives them a  taste of the good life, and helps out  DA. Hope you enjoy it darktux, Thanks  for visiting!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /> <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /> <br />
-Jo ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Faaaart</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Nov 2003 10:54:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok. I'm REALLY sick, so my outlook on  everything is kinda dark. I was looking  at this sunrise this morning and while  I SAW the oranges, reds, pink, all that  romance-color bullshit, All I could  focus on was the sickly yellow-green,  and grey-green and all the sickly,  depressed colors. As it started to  fade, I noticed that none of the clouds  had a silver lining, or a gold lining,  it was all dark grey- darker than the  rest of the cloud.. So dismal. So  lonely.. <br />
 Sometimes I really like my darker  moods. They make me think more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Just  wish I could photograph my mood. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>none</title>
                <link>http://jotuba.deviantart.com/journal/1241677/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Oct 2003 09:01:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know if I'm just depressed, or  discouraged or what, but I really don't  see the point in leaving my pictures up  in here with the consideration that  noone has looked at more than 2 of my  pictures since uploading my most recent  one. Almost a month and what- like 3  hits? It's like my art isn't worth the  attention, so why should I make DA  waste their space saving them? *sigh*  I'm having HUGE doubts about my talent  and worth. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>I want Punkin Pah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2003 08:40:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have spent so little time on here  recently- well, at least posting  entries and doing as much browsing as I  used to..- but I just haven't had  motivation. I'm in a house that is  'traditional conformist', in one of the  most repressed cities in the free  worlds.. I'm going to school part time,  and trying to keep myself doing  homework like a good girl... trying to  get my clothing business going.. <br />
 Sigh. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Newbie alert!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2003 15:58:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, I'm sure everyone has noticed that  I'm just not inspired to make decent  art recently. Blame it on my  surroundings. I'm working on it. <br />
 But this posting is not about me, it's  about a new artist (well, new to DA, at  least) He's the guy who introduced me  to DA in the first place, and a FAR  better artist than I am. He's more  technically adept, and has more money  to buy the nice stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> haha <br />
 EVERYBODY should go check out <a href="http://substandardsnowman.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/substandardsnowman.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="substandardsnowman" title="substandardsnowman" /></a> and  check out his work. Great stuff, that! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Doesn't it seem every time..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2003 22:42:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It feels like every time I submit a piece here I worry terribly over  whether anyone is going to like my work, whether anyone is going to  comment, or any of that crap. But this time it's differant. This time  it's my writing, not my art.. and I am absolutley terrified about these  things. My heart is truly on my sleeve, and I have all the signs. I'm  physically jumpy, my hands are trembling.. I'm scared stupid about  this, and it's not even like this is a piece of writing that is based  on reality, just something that for once I was able to create and put  into writing faster than my mind could forget.. And I know it won't be  as exciting because noone really wants to read prose on here, but I  can't help feeling rejected and scared about the outcome... *shiver*<br> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>One Year More</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2003 07:48:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So today is the anniversary of my felicitous creation. I guess to get  technical that would be around 9 months ago, but since society is so  based on what they can hold in their hands, that would be today.  Anyway. Here I am, another year older, 22 years now.. and nowhere near  any wizer. Other than maybe that I have found DA. You know, the saddest  thing is that that is all I can think to say. <br>
 Now if you will excuse me I'm going to prepare for going out and  getting just about as drunk as I can afford. *did I mention I haven't  had money in about 6 months?* ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>The Crawling Eye</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2003 23:39:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, A happy number of people have looked at my picture Maybe an Eye <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/2456094"> [link]</a> And I promised that I would put the answer... so here you go!!! <br>
It's a beer glass my dad had that broke- they have a bubble in the  bottom of a huge thick piece of glass so it can hold liquid- though not  intended to... hah! - I was trying to get some blue food coloring into  the bubble, but it wouldn't go past the bottleneck (so to speak) and  then my efforts made the colors move up the sides of the funnel shape -  almost defying gravity! haha <br>
The frost gave it the rest of the shape and texture<br>
<br>
(oh yeah- the glass was in the freezer so the bottom was VERY cold, but  in the process melted much of it, so it got all dewy and frosty..) <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" align="middle" alt=":) (Smile)" title=":) (Smile)" border="0" />  <br>
 I hope you all enjoyed it! I thought it was one of my more creative  and at LEAST fun pieces. <br>
-Jo<br>
Please check out more of my stuff, I think I have a lot to offer... :S ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Crossing fingers</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2003 13:02:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just applied to be an 'adoptee' at <a href="http://daac.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/daac.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> The deviantart adoption center. I  love the 2 or 3 people who have been looking at and commenting on my  stuff, but it's tough when the comments are all close to the same, and  no new eyes come in, you know? <br>
 I think they have a kickass program going, and if by their statement  "baby deviant" they actually mean people younger than them, I'm going  to be humiliated, as I'm older than their head honcho... <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_eek.gif" align="middle" alt=":o (Eek)" title=":o (Eek)" border="0" />  <br>
 Anyway. I was thinking of doing some really long exposure stuff of the  heavy traffic at night outside our house- you guys think that would  turn out, or should I just not waste my time and yours? And I'm going  to try to get a pic of the cute artificial mini-waterfall outside our  window- but I can't get to it outside, and there's a screen in between.  I don't know how to get the pic without the screen obscuring the view,  but I know it's possible. Would I just want to try to incorperate the  screen and maybe just do a long exposure or something? *I try to ask my  photo-savvy b/f about these things but he always just tells me that it  wouldn't work or wouldn't be worth it.. I*  really need someone who  knows what they are doing and are willing to HEEEElllllpppppP!!!!! hehe ]]></description>
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                <title>Summer means..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2003 16:18:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've just felt so frustrated recently. Completely uninspired and my  diet isn't going so well. It's like 92 degrees F outside, and we don't  have air conditioning, so it's not much better inside than outside! <br>
 I tried to be all artsy the other night (especially the pic that I am  now using for my ID and all that) and one of my friends asked if I put  my head in a SCANNER! I was so hurt.. I thought it was a really cool  image, but I guess not. I was going to sign up for art in college, but  I can't afford the lab time, and the hours and stuff.. *sigh* <br>
 Mostly out of food.. Can't get a job.. I'm just having a bad day. Very  unpleasant. ]]></description>
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                <title>Prove me wrong...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Jul 2003 00:16:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm becoming a little disheartened- Lately I only get comments from  about 3 people, which I appreciate, but I really am becoming dismayed  at how few other people are taking interest in my work. And if they ARE  taking interest, they aren't bothering to share my stuff with others,  or in commenting. Oh well, probably just being all girlish and hormonal  or something. <br>
 I've also been noticing a Horrible trend- more and more people putting  crappy snapshots of their family or hastily drawn sketches in which you  can still see the blue lines from the notepad paper the were drawn on.  I dont mind all those pics, as some are very insightful, despite a  rushed feeling. but for the most part they are just terrible. I knew  when I signed up that a lot of people weren't going to be putting the  amound of effort that I personally think this site deserves, but  recently I guess it has just been getting a little annoying. <br>
 Goodnight everyone- I'm SO tired, I can't even turn on my diplomacy  filter (can you tell?)<br>
-Jo ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy batshit, fatman!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2003 21:51:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just realized I've passed 1/2K (yeah that's only 500 but So much of  my stuff is crap, and I've only submitted a little bit, and I dont have  any friends on here, so *yay* anyway! yeah, I don't think it's so much  quantity as quality, but I like to think I have both- either on here or  my stock account. <br>
*shameless self-promotion= <a href="http://jotuba-stock.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/jotuba-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> * <br>
Yeah, there's another link in my signature, but maybe you just need  that extra kick. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ground Breaking in Progress</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2003 13:16:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I started a stock account. <br>
<a href="http://jotuba-stock.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/jotuba-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://Jotuba-stock.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br>
Hope someone someday uses some of my stuff.. I think I might even try  it! <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ground Breaking in Progress</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2003 13:15:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I started a stock account. <br>
<a href="http://jotuba-stock.deviantart.com"><img src="http://images.deviantart.com/deviants/jotuba-stock.gif" width="50" height="50" border="0"></a> <a href="http://Jotuba-stock.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br>
Hope someone someday uses some of my stuff.. I think I might even try  it! <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Happy Friday the 13th!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2003 15:18:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yup, it's that time of year again, time for one of those terrifically  wonderful "friday the 13ths'. One of my Favorite days! And in honor of  it, I thought I would create a spooky little pic. I hope everyone likes  it... I tried a bunch of new stuff that I'm not familiar with, and even  got the Significant Other/Resident genius to teach me some new stuff! <br>
 For once I feel pretty good about a pic I made!!! hehe I also put on  another pic or of a guy from the club that I know.. he's Cooo! <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_smile.gif" align="middle" alt=":) (Smile)" title=":) (Smile)" border="0" />  <br>
Blah blah blah. Browse already! ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Happens every time</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jun 2003 23:40:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Every time I submit something I keep thinking "I'm going to be  ridiculed. Scorned for my shoddy work" and get all nervous, consider  deleting it.. and sure that I'm the biggest ass in the world for  putting That particular piece of shit on here. I know, I've seen  MUuuuuuCH worse, but I don't want someone to think of me the same way I  think of a few of them... *AAaargh!* ]]></description>
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                <title>Yup, I hate it that much</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2003 00:46:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ See, I hated that pic so much I deleted it *oh the shame* <br>
 (See last journal post) ]]></description>
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                <title>Could be the exhaustion...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2003 00:43:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, Maybe I should make a polite journal entry, my last one was less  than genial. <br>
 I'm rather dissapointed with my art lately, not excluding the piece I  just submitted but I wanted to put it on anyway cause I'm just so Damn  proud of my new boots. <br>
 I really wish I had some pretty friends to take pictures of, or some  really artistic friends to model for, since I can't seem to take any  good pics of myself without them being "expressive". <br>
 I think I'll be putting one of a friend on, but it's a terrible pic,  taken at the club the other night, I did it mostly just to blind him  with the flash *hehe* <br>
 We'll see. I'm going to sleep. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>The dumbass says "what"</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2003 11:42:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So this stupid fuck left a comment on my expressive photo "vicious IV"  I was going to reply to him and tell him this but I think there is a  chance that someone would read it here that would actually UNDERSTAND! <br>
 The Comment: " YOUR FUGLY" <br>
Ok genius, chew on this. the word 'YOUR' means "Mine" it is the  POSESSIVE FORM. My fugly? what the hell?! So this person tried to  insult my by using the wrong form of the word, and then putting a  FICTIONAL word as the other. I. Find. This. Funny. <br>
 Everyone else who commented seemed at least intelligent- And they even  manage to have photos of their own- my "Genius" up there has only some  really shitty "art" *Sigh* one of the few wastes of space on here. <br>
 ANYWay. since this is my damn journal I can put what I want. <br>
LOOK AT MY STUFF! <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_biggrin.gif" align="middle" alt=":D (Big Grin)" title=":D (Big Grin)" border="0" />  <br>
 Bye. ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>Here's a tip</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2003 21:23:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ LOOK AT THE IMAGE "I am not very good" If you're going to look at  anything. it's better than the rest, (I guess I shouldn't have put  anything after it, or at least something that sucks so much more)  ANYWAY, it's pretty good.. <br>
 I put the most recent pic on here cause I figured that maybe someone  out there would be interested in what I looked like. Usually I have  black lipstick on, better clothes... etc. but yeah. Having a massive  self-esteem problem... ]]></description>
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                <title>Woo-Hoo 69 visits!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2003 21:37:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not like I really mean it when I say that means ANYTHING to me, but I  still love the number (my favorite numbers being 6, 7, and 13 (funny  that the first two add up to the third, eh!) Not planned, honest. <br>
I've tried to make some more art, but I'm having a really hard time.  I've been trying REALLY hard to work on my chainmaille but I've lost  the stupid nail that I use to wrap the wire and now I'm out of rings. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_frown.gif" align="middle" alt=":( (Sad)" title=":( (Sad)" border="0" />    I did take a few really cute pics of my S/O's cat, so maybe I'll put  them on- but if I do that will just be a sad ploy for attention. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" />  I'm  like that. ]]></description>
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                <title>Um..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 May 2003 15:51:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm amazed at the reaction my most recent piece got- 'I am not very  good' was actually pretty well recieved! I do have to say I like the  way the wound worked- which was, by the way, from a photo of an arm  gash from a bike crash. And the stock photo model (stock from user  9mm-stock) was so pretty, I just had to see how much life I could take  away (Yeah, I'm a necrophiliac) <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> . ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>My heart is out there now</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 May 2003 14:01:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, here are my first to hesitant steps into submitting my art.. I  haven't really done anything to be proud of, but I think I have stuck  my nose into enough peoples' art that I now owe everyone a chance to  tear me down, or build me up, or whatever. <br>
I tried editing some of my art in photoshop but my S/O (Significant  Other) shot me down horribly, so I changed my mind for now. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_frown.gif" align="middle" alt=":( (Sad)" title=":( (Sad)" border="0" />  <br>
 I'll keep practicing. This is a suprising inspirational website to  keep my eyes on! ]]></description>
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                <title>And I forgot the stupid camera</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 May 2003 10:04:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Went to the local club last night- I know there are always beautiful  people there, and it's always inspirational, so I thought 'hey, maybe I  could actually take some pics' and forgot the camera. (And made quite  an ass of myself, maybe that should be the real reason I'm all  embarassed.. *sigh* <br>
 So once again, no pics. No nuthin. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_lick.gif" align="middle" alt=":P (Lick)" title=":P (Lick)" border="0" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~jotuba</author>
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                <title>1st verse, Same as the- D'Oh!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 May 2003 15:54:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, first try here, I guess this is the ultimate chance to be put in my  place... before I get to be too confident or cocky (as if I'm not cocky  already!) <br>
Anyway if it's not obvious that I'm new here, I will state it: I'm NEW  HERE! <br>
 I'm not super great with photography, drawing, painting, or any of the  typical hand-held artforms. I dislike writing, and I just dont have  vision- but I have a good eye, and I am artistic, so I think I  belong... I also work with silver- mostly Chain Maille. I'll take some  *bad* pictures of the stuff I make, maybe that will make people like  me. <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" /> <br>
Hmm. Great first impression.. *shakes head* ]]></description>
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