http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:juas&section=today deviantART RSS for by:juas en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 14:20:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/6187223/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/6187223/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 10:52:33 PDT Im not a good artist anyways and, you know, anime has stopped being part of my life now. Im sure something else will come up inside me and when that time comes, I know you guys will be here to support me.

Yet, this time is all the way around.

Call me a loud mother, but when revolution calls, im the first one to fight for it.
I love to see how people in DA just standing in yellowness and how people is asking questions. I love to see revolution.

So I guess ill be here. Watching, Supporting.

~ Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/6134672/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/6134672/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 17:36:45 PDT ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/5643936/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/5643936/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 07:07:40 PDT

Aqui no es Asi. (Caifanes 1994?)

Here is not like that.

You come walking
And you dont dont where you are going
Conquering dreams
Dreaming to become deity
You keep walking
Over old territories
Invoking forces
That you will never understand...
And you come from far away
Where the sun doenst come
Where theres no heat
Where the blood never sacrified itself
For a love.
But here, is not like that.
You come walking
Ignoring sacred circles
Stepping on love temples
Spiritual
Long lives keep feeling
The long dream of the Volcano
For the eternal soul
Every stone is an Altar
And you come far away
Where the sun doenst come
Where theres no heat
Where the blood never sacrified itself
For a Love.
But here, is not like that.


_______________________


Interesting.

I stopped drawing a while ago... Im stuck. I cant draw the same stuff everysingle time.
Lets call it "transition time"


- Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/5310151/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/5310151/ Mon, 09 May 2005 10:40:07 PDT Just move around anywhere the inspiration of your heart takes you?

Or am I talking northen-dialect chinese for you?
The sharp mind is nothing more than a double edged sword.


- Juas ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4940451/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4940451/ Tue, 29 Mar 2005 05:27:35 PST Let me plat among the stars
Let me see what spring is like,
On jupiter and Mars

In other words hold my hand
In other wodrs baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing forever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4915899/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4915899/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 08:05:57 PST

Make time break in your eyes.


Me, I shall be guarding this beauty, fighting demons.


- Juas ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4869455/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4869455/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 06:25:45 PST
The kind of lady that makes you smile just to looking at her or the kind of girl that you admire cause shes pretty and perfect in a fucked up world, or the kind of girl that you look in her eyes and you lose yourself in a boundless ocean, or the kind of girl that is simply there, and her whole existance in this planet is just as blessed as yours. The kind of girl that is searching and wondering.


Its been...... months for me.... and if I think detailed about it, I think its been years (that if I ever found one)

Clearly in not living in the right place.
Or, im not looking on the right places.... or maybe im not looking for her at all.

Im tired of looking and searching like some sort of detective.

She will come, my mind says.
When?, my heart asks.
Soon, they both respond.

...whatever.
soon, ill be in the wave worlds.
anyone wanna come with me?

- Juas ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4851704/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4851704/ Sat, 19 Mar 2005 06:09:08 PST
I better get my ass to create whatever ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4826386/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4826386/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 07:36:42 PST Its a classic nowadays, anyone that knows about spanish rock, has by default know this song.

Ill try to translate it:

Alice Exiled to Wonderland

Alice, enchantment of distraction,
In the botom of the mirror.
Alice dont acknowledge, neither feels
with the moon as a heart

Alice in her thoughts
pulling the thread of her own mess.
Alice in the labyrinth
with monsters calling her: desire!!

Alice is always so short
thats shes always done.
Alice says she loves you
when shes has already left you.

Alice exiled to wonderland
for Alice, theres always a "yet"

Alice traveling between moons
talking with rodents.
Alice weaving the clouds
with fabric that never ends.

Alice is always so short
that shes always done.
Alice says thats she loves you
when she has already left you.

Alice exiled to wonderland
for Alice, thres always a "yet"

Alice exiled to wonderland
Alice exiled to wonderland...
Alice, exiled to wonderland.

________________________________________ _

Alice has been exiled to wonderland.
Me, Ive decided to stay here.


- Juas... ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4815366/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4815366/ Mon, 14 Mar 2005 21:47:22 PST
Thats what a life with fake friends is....

Thats what a life slaved indoors is.....

Thats what a life of hoping and fearing is....

Thats what everything in this fucking place is.


BULLSHIT ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4783708/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4783708/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 07:08:52 PST
You know, the first picture I saw from canada was that one. BANFF... then after that I saw niagara, but that never called much my attention compared with the castle in the middle of the mountains, with a small little blue lake in the middle.

I saw the job oportunity a month later than it was supposed to, and still I got this phonecall telling the need people like me overthere.

Now, I can get the oportunity to go work there for 3 months. Amazing?

Indeed.

it may be possible, that soon, ill be talking to you... on Banff's Castle



- Juas ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4758157/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4758157/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 07:31:40 PST Always waiting that im not around
And I look at the mirror and im there.....

I found a man and started talking
I end up selling him my beautiful piece of moonland.

And I see raining and snowing over trees and seas,
And I see the forests, desert, mountains and jungles,
And I see the plants grow like animals

Sixty days ive navigated thru the old river,
All the hours of day without rest!
I crossed forests, deserts, mountains and jungles,
Then the tired river said "stop now!"

Y llovia, nevaba sobre arboles y mares,
Y yo vi a las plantas crecer como animales.

Porque siempre me encuentro, cuando me levanto?


- Juas.



PS. noone took the 10K pageview, neither did I... yeah, who gives a damn. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4741449/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4741449/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 09:09:42 PST
Theres no reason to be sad, yet theres no reason to be smiling.

Nostalgia, the sadness of the world, surround us into feel and stare towards a new battle.

-Juas


________________________________________ _


Get my 10000 Pageview and you get a sexy sexy sexy drawing! ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4725935/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4725935/ Fri, 04 Mar 2005 09:00:35 PST Dancing with yourself
Dancing with the fire
Dancing with the soul
Dancing with the POWER
Dancing with your love.


- Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4720955/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4720955/ Thu, 03 Mar 2005 16:15:51 PST
I hope it runs out fast. Im sure im not the only person that likes to be sick.

I have no time to be sick, damnit. Bring me the tools! lets crack this mofo

-Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4708569/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4708569/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 05:48:47 PST
Ive been on a intensive class.... I cant feel my left fingers. Seems im gonna be like this all week.

the good thing about it is that Im not lefthanded

I have all this old sketches that ive been trying to color since the beggingin of time.... and since im unemployed, I have some time to color them all.

Im on 56K... it sucks to navigate thru DA... it takes forever to load a page, even worse to write a comment about anything... im afraid I wont be able to browse and comment around for this season. too damn bad, since, in da, you fanbase is marked by how much (positive) comments you post, not by art itself HAH!


cheerios, people... keep fighting.


Juas.

PS. Am I the only one that has to resubmit a damn drawing because DA loves to act stupid and not showing my latest drawing on my page? ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4699627/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4699627/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 06:47:46 PST
yet, I have to keep fighting..... theres no choice, but to keep fighting.

Something will come out. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4683525/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4683525/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 11:25:35 PST
- Ya no quiero sembrar y solo cosechar flores de color de la mentira. -

In the land that is behind my eyes, Its always been like a battle, defending whole towns with silenced ideas, assesinated because of being different.

I would like to sing, I would like to grow with my own seeds. I no longer want to plant and harvest flowers with the color of lie. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4676523/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4676523/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 11:03:16 PST
Thats what Philosophy is without action.


Why the surfer should speak about waves that he has never ridden before?
Why would the ignorant speak about EZLN when it hasnt even set a foot near that country?
Why would I speak of the moon?


Without movement, lets just shut up. Because this is useless... speaking take us somewhere, but at the same time limit us in fear.



- Juas.

Ps. Im posting today. Something old+new ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4668539/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4668539/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 08:07:31 PST
How does that feel?

A couple days ago, I saw some wolves running over the frozzen sea, crossing from an island to mainland. None of those wolves had a name, yet they were alive, maybe more alive than I was... it was -10 out there, they didnt had a house or a place to call home.

No. They were there. Nameless. Invisible. Unique.
Does being nameless make you part of something bigger?


Power

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4660151/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4660151/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 07:20:58 PST The question is: When to do it?

Sometimes, is necessary to stop fighting at let it go
The question is: Is that the right desicion?


In the last 2 weeks ive been in the middle of those questions, and ive lost and at the same time ive gained.

truly,

Life is a risk.


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4651523/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4651523/ Wed, 23 Feb 2005 07:11:00 PST
Then you feel cold and hurt... but hey, you will live and be able to see more flowers.

________________________________________ ___________

Working at home, on something that you like, on a snowy day is one of the jewels of living in canada.

Smile, Power.


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4643677/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4643677/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 07:17:54 PST
Who commands the one that has power within himself?


For those that broke the line of command and commander, the line of abusive and abused, the line of good and evil and understood everything as a whole.


cheers.

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4633074/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4633074/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 21:28:15 PST
Its separating light and darkness, one on each side.

Calm.

Smooth.

Invisible.

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4576811/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4576811/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 06:34:39 PST
if I dont get one, ill lose my house, ill starve and finally, ill simply end up on the streets, panhandling.

before that happens, ill scape to an exotic country with my surfboard.

leave all this bullshit behind.


I made nice drawings this last week.... cant post them because I dont have internet. booooo~


Power

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4557142/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4557142/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 19:28:02 PST
It weird though. I wonder if everyone else does it.

before I get into the main soupy dish, heres some news you guys may want to know.

- im unemployed

- I moved out with a huge house, where theres no highspeed internet.

- im on 56K on my sis's computer.

- I need to buy a 56K modem for my computer

- Top speed on this place its 30Kb/s which is half the speed of 56K..... feeling the love

- I bough a "manga artist features" book which showed me some of the good art of framing, composition, color theory and style on the good old manga.... when I saw it, I came with the complete knowledge that I should definetly take longer doing my drawings.
I saw that this people sometimes take close to 5-6 days doing a nice drawing..... and im specting to do a nice drawing in 5 hours??? Nonsense

- Since I dont have a computer with highspeed internet, ive oddly find enough time to actually sit down and read a book, scribble something in my sketchbook, or simply sit down and stare at the sea. Its been awfully nice.... its been so long since I felt this peace. Highspeed internet is teh evil for me, on my case.

- Last time I was checking my old drawings, sketches and all that, and I found out that:

90% of the drawings were girls, 9% were guys, 1% was an animal.

so I sat down for a second and though: why do I draw so many girls? clearly im like obsessed with their figure.
although I cant really explain why do I it, maybe I can say what I feel:
I love a female anatomy.... theres so much flow, so much beauty, so much strenght and at the same time so much fragility... with a glance, the columms that keep a man's heart can be broken. With 1 girl smile, everyone can smile... and with a girls cry, everyone will either cry with her, or though she looks cute, haha.
I admire it. Its the beauty of nature walking.

maybe thats why.

or maybe im a freak.... the worthless freak of the world.

-When was the last time you wrote something with your hands? for me.... its been almost 2 years now. I dont mean little words or anything, I mean wiritng something big... like a 2 pages whatever.
I tried to write something up on my sketcbook and my hand hurt when I was halfpaper.... I couldnt believe it. I think im gonna start to write anything, just to get the hand of it again.

- Did you know that coke is hiring hitmans in colombia to kill sindicate leaders that opose to the horrible work conditions they input?

think about it when you are drinking a coke.

- I dont trust society. I see all that bullshit, brainwashing, lies, lies, stupid lies, lies that only stupid people would believe and wars happening because of all that... I feel like I should just leave to live on a cave for 50 years. But... hmmm.... theres this rockband I want to go visit, and theres this posters that I see on the streets that I really like, and I see all this people coming together to do interesting and fun stuff.... I see people trying to change what corrupts this society (even when the base of society is corruption on its own)
What this people do.... those that support, those that are there... are inpiring. Its inspires me to become a better guy and get out of my hippiness.

I guess is not too bad after all.

Give me a reason why I should trust on society again, and ill move the universe.


- my car its a gas hogging machine. simply as that.... it will eat $40 of gas in 2 days if possible. DAMN V8's!!!!
I dont really need a surfer-style suburban right now. curse you banukii. Gimme a summer, a swell and nice waves.

- oh yeah, Happy valentine... Roses for everyone. (Im alone on most of the valentines of my life, so I dont really care about this sort of thing)

- 001001001


ok thats it.

hereby I appoint that I will take at least twice or longer the time to make a drawing.... that I will input twice or more detail to anything on it without messing up the flow, and that I will change completely that whole only-drawing-girls-thing... because, even though they are beautiful... its getting an old subject.


Power to all the people that walk towards a better tomorrow.


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4464148/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4464148/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 16:53:45 PST
thats what this job application asked me (to a video store, mind you)

after I read that, 3 seconds happened, and inmediately came with 7 stories (some based on true events, some not) that would fit perfectly into this little space.

too bad there was only room for 1... damn I would love to fill another 7 more aplications like this, here I go:


- A 2 meter, 300 pound+ guy came into the store , but when exactly he was coming in, he slipped, making him crash directly into our stand, making everysingle thing (ourselves included) fly away and crash over some cardboard...

- Power went off! the store became a dark dungeon!... almost inmediaely this freaky customer started laughing like some sort of evil dracula, making all the girls (and some boys) run outside. I think at the end he stole somethign.

- A bat jumped into the store!!!! the damn thing was smacking people up with it wings! we took cover on a pile of papers before realiazing that the damn thing wasnt coming out!.... we had to get out store back! so we armed ourselves with plastic bags, cardboard and brooms to kick the bat's ass.... a friend got attacked, but he finally seize it and put it outside to hes terrible free-world. (I used this one)

- an old man came in asking if this was the consulate of New Zealand, which I replied "yes it is!, the consul himself is waiting for you upstairs!"

- I started singing a beatles song, and when I sudenly figured out that everyone else was siging the song with me... it was funny because the asian girl overthere didnt even know the lyrics of strawberry hills.

- It was halloween so I dressed like a vatoloco. no customers came in that day.
probably my shirt of "ILL CUT YOU ESSE!" wasnt too appealing

- A troop of monkeys seized the store, with ourselves inside..... they wanted ransom. 20 bags of doritos and 4 liters of coke.

- A car crashed into our store.... everyone was ok, except the microwave which flew (with my soup inside) towards the manequin's head. I dont think theres anything funnier than that.



her look. 8 stories.


I wonder if I get the job, hehe
________________________________________ _-

more drawings coming... im working on a manga, which is taking forever to place it on paper. Ill be posting my old stuff, since I lack time to create newthings.



POWER to you


Juas.


Ps. Can I use you as a reference? really... gimme your phone# and then say you know me for 5 years, that im your brother of peace. A great man, sexy, sweet and amazing lover (those last 4 are only girl-applicable) for guys, im a great ninja, warrior, kung fu trainer and excellent stylish burguer flipper. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4446955/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4446955/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 16:47:51 PST

im sure if I do a slim, pimpstyle, death looking, dude with 2 teeh coming out hes mouth, hes inmediately sexy by most girls.

I saw this drawing of this girl... she made this, dead guy with some sort of staff and weird 17th centry clothings and she put as comment "isnt he cute?"

I was gonna say "HE LOOKS FUCKING DEAD!"


Does a dead-looking guy that has to survive by sucking blood of other people appeals to you? do you think sucking blood out of people is sexy? do you think only because brad pitt and whats-hes-name did a movie, all sort of vampires are sexy?

I really dont undestand that.

but lets see the othe side of this coin:

why do boys like animegirls?

they arent real, they are anatomically enhanced to the point of being ridiculous, most of them have little cloths if none and over all, they have big eyes.

from the point of view of a decent normal person, this shit is madness.

so.

maybe.

we are all fucking mad.


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4435902/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4435902/ Fri, 28 Jan 2005 09:55:34 PST thats is my equation of the day.


what happened to the days when you would just look to a girl and instantly fall in love with her? back in those days, once such a phenomenon happened, nothing else would matter. I mean NOTHING.

You wouldnt care what color she wouldnt like or what she likes to eat or what kind of music she listens to... you wouldnt care at all! I mean... you love her! it really doenst matter! you can change or she can change whatever in order to be together... you sudenly become a sponge and start sucking all this info about her and then you sudenly without thinking started changing yourself in order to be with her.... is like some sort of "development" or "evolution" such a great thing.

Really, your ego would simply dissapear if you fell in love like that. nothing would matter, and nothing would be as important as be with her, taking care of her and be able to change yourself to be with her.... without thinking, you changes your world to become part of hers.

such a beauty.

what happened to those days? sudenly everything seems very simple to me... no salt. Liking someone you see on the street or at work is completely different what you though back when you were 14.
Now, you think into other things, what shes into? what she likes? what she doenst likes? is she blabla? or she is blehbleh? you start seeing how ego and "smartness" and fear takes over of what before was just pure heart in movement..
Then comes the whole "chemistry" thing... which is pretty a weird thing too, back then, such a thing wouldnt exist. You would be able to create the necessary chemistry to be with anyone you liked! now, you start wondering if theres enough "chemistry to be together" ....

Without thinking, we sudenly stopped using our feelings and started using our brains on a matter that only belongs to the heart.

because we are afraid to get hurt?
because is just too hard to open the heart?
beacuse I dont remember how do it anymore
because we have grown, so old people say.

If by grown you mean start thinking into useless stuff, then hell I want to be a kid all my life.

_____________________________


I decided to come back, since this place is really cool. I mean, putting pics, and talking on journals and all that.... and then theres enough people around to actually someone read this.
Not a lot of places have that.

Also, people hate my anime art in other places... some even think im a perv because I only draw girls. (ahem! <- not a perv)

Ill post all my up... little by little...

Thanks for the guys that lost hope and gain hope and lost hope and gain hope and lost hope once again into seeing me back here.... life is like a wave man, sometimes there will be wild surfing strings! but sometimes there will be only silly plain salty water.

This is a wave.... lets see how long it lasts

POWER

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4430488/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4430488/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 16:37:28 PST
or that im gonna get sick soon?

either way im back. or so it seems. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4143939/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/4143939/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 09:13:37 PST
I though I could remake something out of here, but meh.... I dont think its possible, since I want to change style and people is asking me to continue drawing what I used to do.

feels like im constantly pulled back to the old spot, where I dont want to be.

so, ill be drawing something new... im getting pumped into making characters for a small and short story.

and since for the first time in like......12 months, Im gonna have free time to do my own stuff, I may be able to make something up.

so heres the deal: Im gonna make a new account, but im not gonna tell you which one it is. If you can find me, (either by my crazy journal posts or style on my drawings) you get cookie points!

see you all, on the other side, my people.

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3958494/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3958494/ Tue, 30 Nov 2004 17:57:47 PST
There was this monument there... heres what it said:


Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of earth
And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings;
Sunward I've climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth
Of sun-split clouds - and done a hundred things
You have not dreamed of - wheeled and soared and swung
High in the sunlit silence. Hov'ring there,
I've chased the shouting wind along, and flung
My eager craft through footless halls of air.
Up, up the long, delirious, burning blue
I've topped the wind-swept heights with easy grace
Where never lark, or even eagle flew -
And, while with silent lifting mind I've trod
The high untrespassed sanctity of space,
Put out my hand and touched the face of God.

John Gillespie Magee, Jr.

________
In August or September 1941, Pilot Officer Magee composed High Flight and sent a copy to his parents. Several months later, on December 11, 1941 his Spitfire collided with another plane over England and Magee, only 19 years of age, crashed to his death.

____________


Simply Beautiful.... Simply Beautiful.



Like a fish on the water.
Like a bird on the air.
Like riding a wave.
Like smiling to the shining sun,

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3870776/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3870776/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 12:19:03 PST The Plan: Preparation, creation, and realization of a 2000 mile trip to Miami Florida in a course of 3 weeks.

The Mission: To pass thru and know once again, the most misteriously east coast of USA.
Bangor, Boston, NY area, Washington, Delaware, Fayetteville, Jacksonville, Orlando, Miami.

The Protagonists: Ernesto Eldan Cruz, My brother, with an IQ of 150+, Involuntary hippie, mechanist, cook, painter, electricist, clown, revolucionary, hippie, surfer, cross country driver, mountain jumper, old-school rafter, carefree as a wild bird and a cronic numeric mind.

and me, Alfonso Juanito Martinico de la Vega Cruciana (El Juas), Proud member of the Canadian Power and Sail squadron (even though I dont have a boat), expert computer technitian, amateur mechanic helper, cook, surfer, Rollerblader (aggro), Digitalistic Technology, Mountain Jumper, clown, monkey, ocassional attacks of crazyness, paranoid, Drawing, expert drummer and a cronic I dont mind/I dont care point of view of mostly everything.

Mobilization: "The Banuki" a 1986 Black Suburban, with a flowered roof, a hawaiian princess doll dancer, the cucaracha horn and excellent sense of comodity. It needs oil change and new wheels. It doenst have plate number neither insurance. The heater only works one way, and the control lights arent turning on anymore.

The Method: The planned improvisation. Which means, the trip is 30% planned and 70% improvisated on the way. Ahead await for us new adventures, new battles and new sights to be seen. It is the task of the warrior to dance with flames of its own destiny. We are on the wave.... now its time to surf it, or wipeout

___________________________

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3817034/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3817034/ Fri, 12 Nov 2004 11:19:22 PST what do you do?
for what?
why?
do you love someone?
do you know how to mantain a love?
is it alright to be alone?
are you lonely?
do you dream when you sleep?
what do you dream about?
did you like it?
are you ok?
am I ok?
what is that thing over there?
have you smiled over a rainbow?
do you like the blue color?
have you listen to a nice story that inspired you?
are you inspired?


am I inspiring you?


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3793084/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3793084/ Tue, 09 Nov 2004 12:04:07 PST

so yeah... I was at work, and sudenly I saw one... o_O

holy shit.. its the first time I saw one... so I borrowed it for some seconds, and fell in love with the piece of shit. It was amazing

I smile to the technologic world for making such a nice piece of... thing!

since the moment I saw it, I started thinking of what would the ancient people from 2000 years ago would think if they sudenly see an ipod on their hands.

seems like a piece of shiny and white rock. it doenst have soft parts at all an yet, theres a screen that moves so damn smoothly. In nighttime it shines on blue and the buttons are red... and... you can fit 2000 songs on that shit! HOLY GARZUNDIA!

any sort of person just 10 years ago can go crazy with that! lets not say about people 2000 years ago.
They would throw themselves to the floor, specting for me to bring the world back to peace and bring balance to the universe with the powerful ipod.
Hell I can even say that I am the iSun itself, and that I need blood sacrifices to make the sun come up again! (poor mayans)
Women would be jumping on me 100% of the time...my iPod sexiness would be all over the world.

so yeah, because of that, I had to buy one... not because I can travel to the past... but because its really nice.

I went to Ebay and got a 30gb one for $230 bucks.

now... im a poor bastard. I work my ass off everysingle week thru years now, sometimes I cant even make for rent.
so... why in gods name I buy an iPod??? 230 BUCKS MAN! come one!!! arent you thinking???
if I think about what I couldve done with that money... I think I couldve buy a cheap surfboard with that.
or I coulve bought some wheels to my car.... or even better I couldve have so much fun in my country.
I couldve had a couple (if not a lot) nights of pleasure and passion! love love love!
I couldve done so many things with that money, instead I spent it on an ipod... something that fits on my pocket.
I can carry 7500 songs on that little piece of stone... and I dont even know if theres so many songs in the world.
I think I have like... 300 songs at much. Im gonna have to ask everyone I know about music. and still I dont think ill be able to fill this thing up.
ill be carrying anime episodes there, more likely FLCL.

I dont have the ipod yet... it can take around 10-15 days to bring it to this artic savana we call canada.
But even though I dont have it yet, I think its really worth it... for the future of all the people that like to listen to music with style.

I had to buy one because im sick of turning on my computer just for the sake of listening to music. my computer, sounds like an industrial air conditioned...

BUUUUUUUUUZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
WHUNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
PEEEP PEEEP PEEEEP PEEEP EEEEEEE

things like that +50 sounds at the same time all together making an digital jungle in my closet.

Then after that... I kinda start acting like a fly around a shiny light. I get atracted to do something on the computer either surf around or whatever... and thats bad. because im trying to create a nice drawing style here.
and most of the things ive been doing is browsing around, and pretty much I havent draw anything.

I dont have a desk either... can you imagine how the hell do I paint on the floor? neither can I.
I think my legs will start to go crazy after a while of being on my knees all the time.

bastards!

but no more!

I have an Ipod now... I can be practically ANYWHERE and make drawings comfortably without having to turn on my computer, or being in front of it sittingon the damn floor

NO SIR! NO MORE!


I think you all should have an ipod. A 30gb one. from ebay.

I you have 300 bucks and you really dont know what do do with them, or in my case, if you have 300 bucks and you really need them but sudenly get hooked by watching an ipod.. you should definetly get it.

trust your heart... it rules! dont leave desicions like this to your mind... cause your mind is a pussy. its always thinking about if thats a right desicion or not.

doenst matter! decisions are there to be made not to be afraid of!


POWER rule over us.


Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3782870/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3782870/ Mon, 08 Nov 2004 07:51:24 PST
I try making normal drawings that I normally used to do, but they are as empty as my life right now.

I no longer love those drawings that I used to make, and yet, they are so easy to do!

Yesterday, I tried drawing with a different style, exploring some other camps into drawings and things. Trying to figure out a way to make my work a little bit alive and full with some sort of feeling.

But I failed on it. Cant do it.
After like 15 pages of trying new stuff, I just decided to make a normal average anime drawing, which I did really cool in something around 2-3 minutes.

So heres what I figured out yesterday: I cant trash my style. But I need to create something really cool with this style... like a story or a serie of drawings.

Something!

Something interesting for me...and for the people around.

Ill keep looking around. At the moment, I refuse to make senseless and empty drawings... it doenst make sense to continue stuff like that.

I think ill start making stories. maybe. maybe.



Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3759359/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3759359/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 10:01:35 PST Keep combing my hair or Ill destroy you.

Even with the heart sunk in darkness, happiness will find its road.

"Its before dawn when night gets darker"
______________________________________


Ok here!

Im going to teach you one of the deepest secrets, of secret ancestral magic there is!

How to make a all-women-love-you lucky amulet

It actually depends of what is in you heart.. im sure that if you arent interested in having lots of women, this amulet will work for something else... like money or anything you want.

Its normally called like that because people in latinamerica are more interested in having lots of women than money itself. o_O Why that doenst surprise me?

anyways.. here I go:

On night of full moon, you need to find a Tamagaz!. A Tamagaz is a poisonous snake in latinamerica.. the bane of the coffee growers.
The Tamagaz has this power that when is lit with the full moon, its all body becomes glowing green.

so, on a full moon night, you need to find the glowing green tamagaz (thats really hard to do, cause normally tamagaz are on the trees, outside the light of the moon).. when you find it, you have to say:

And it is now, when you repay all your debts! you
GLOWING SNAKE!.... arise and...

FIGHT!"

At the moment when you say Fight! the snake will stand like a cobra, and it will attack you... when you mention those words, the snake and you are locked on the fight until one of you die...

you have be to swift and cool, because if it bites you, your long dead.

I heard this snake is really tough, it has a lot of energy, and if you try to run away, more likely will follow you to anywhere you go until you die by its fangs.. the snake knows well that sometime at somepoint you are going to have to rest... and that will be the moment!

You must fight the snake with a machete, or it wont work. But at the same time, you must not kill it! if you do, you are in trouble... a curse will fall on you.
It normally depends what kind of curse there is, although I met a man that got cursed... hes balls wouldnt stop growing and they would hurt a lot. He had to remove hes balls, because he was in danger to die.

so, you fight the snake... sometimes it will jump on you, you have to move it with the machete without hurting it.... its really hard. After hours of fighting, the snake will start getting tired... and this is the moment of truth. The snake will figure that it wont win tonite, so it will try to scape back to its hole!

you must follow the snake, wherever hes hole is... sometimes is really far away, but you must NOT lose sight of the snake. You have to see the when the snake jumps into the hole. And right at that moment, you put a rock on the hole..... and finally you can rest. You have won Round 1. Now you know where the snake is... its been secured on its hole, and it cant get out of there.

Next night, be careful, because when you take the rock out, the snake will jump on you like a missile! And again, you must fight it.

You must fight the snake as man times as you need, and secure it on the hole everytime it tries to scape... until, at some lucky night... its gonna happen

The snake will spit on you a LEAF!... The Magical Leaf! This leaf can be any size fro many tree... sometimes its about the size of a grass blade... but you will notice it because this leaf glows like the snake on full moon!

When the snake spits the leaf, its energy will go away, doenst glow anymore...and looks like a common snake... at that time you HAVE to say
"And now... your debt has been paid! And now! with this machete I spare you! oh great snake!"

And you cut the snakes head!...

you take the snake head, and you put it on the snake hole.
you take the body of the snake and put it on the field where you first found it.

and the magical leaf.... you put it on a little bag with some stones. You make it a necklace and put it around your neck.

Then you say "And with this amulet! I wear the sexual powers! (or, you specify anything else) of all the people that died by the fangs of The Tamagaz!"

Thats it. You have your amulet. The greatest of all.

I met a person that had an amulet like that.... my fathers grandfather. He asked for all the changing powers of all the animals on nature.

He could transform on Coyote or Pizote anytime he wanted... he actually went famous by becoming an eagle on public.

so yeah... its real stuff.

If you ever go to latinamerica, and if you are tough enough to... ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3732362/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3732362/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 09:35:25 PST
You hide... I seek

You hide... I seek

You hide... I seek

You hide... I seek

You hide... I seek

You hide... I seek

I hide...... noone is seeking for me?


Maybe at the end.... I was just being manipulated by my own fantasy.
Cold, Broken and Spoiled... thats how Life continues.

Juas of Strenght!

PS. sorry to keep you waiting... drawings will come soon ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3717920/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3717920/ Sun, 31 Oct 2004 15:34:34 PST Because there's no other proof of my existence
The future that I should've grabbed is
Conflicting between my Dignity and Freedom
I want to erase this distorted afterimage
Because I see my own limits on it
In the window of the excessively self-conscious me
There is a calendar with no dates on it.

Erase and rewrite
The pointless ultra-fantasy
Revive
The unforgettable sense of being.
Rewrite
The meaningless imagination
The driving force that moves you
Give it your whole body and soul
____________________________________

Rewrite it - Asian Kung Fu Generation.


Juas.

Ps. Yeah.. this is a song. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3686531/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3686531/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 13:05:45 PDT
Some people believe that I pass most of my time chilling like some sort of lazy surfboarder or like some sort of pothead… that I am thinking weird theories about life without any concrete action or movement.
That I use most of my time on just laying on the floor, numb.
That im being wasted by life.

Heres my weekly schedule:

Monday – Work for 8 hours, come back home to eat then sleep.
Tuesday – Work for 8 hours, come back home to eat then sleep.
Wednesday – Work for 8 hours, eat, chill, sleep.
Thursday – Work for 8 hours (and if I don’t work on Wednesday because of the sick reason that im really tired… I work 14 hours this day)then sleep.
Friday – Work for 11 hours straight. Period.
Saturday – Work from 6AM to 1PM… the hardest 7 hours of my life. After that, I have the energy enough to cry about how fucked up is my life and then go to sleep on beautiful afternoons.. wake up at 6PM like a zombie, with a pressure to do something useful (most of the times, doesn’t happen)
Sunday – I finally have some time for chilling, drawing, or just… sleep. Sometimes if I get the energy and the initiative, I go out and think about real stuff in life before starting the new week.

Now, do this for 18 months…. (year and a half)

People have to realize that im pretty much a slave. And that after some time, you really start losing focus of where the hell you are going or what the hell are you doing.
Its necessary for me to sit down sometimes and think about what should I do in order to get rid of this stupid chains.
I want to draw, I want to make stories I want to paint, I want to play guitar, I want to celebrate, I want to surf, I want to love someone, I want to be loved.
But everything just becomes really hard when you have a life like that, where “thinking” or “realizing” will just take you to the next step of depression and anxiety.
What else can I do in this machine world… but chill every time I can?
“Chilling” is the only moment where I retake my focus, understand my dream, and keep working towards something that doenst require me to be somewhere in certain hour. Yes… its meditating, its concentrating an action to make some purpose.

To work is not doing something useful… its to gather resources mindlessly. To chill is to create a dream without resources.
You work too much, you become a mindless zombie.
You chill too much, you become a intelligent bum.

Because of that, I need to get rid of one of those jobs and retake my life as a human… or just die trying, because im tired of the same bullshit.
What theres to life but to work mindlessly?
What theres to life but to continuously pay bills?
Whats theres to life but to play video games (with bills too)
What theres to life but to watch the stupid entertainment brainwashing your brain?
What theres to life but to been numb of your heart… then getting all those diseases.
What theres to life but to forget about love and focusing on having “fun”?

Bullshit I tell ya…. BULLSHIT.


In somewhere in the machine world:

Robot Juas.

Ps. Is this a drag?.... yeah… pretty much. No wonder I went to play videogames. Killing fantasy dragons is a lot more exciting than being crying on what to do in life.

Does anyone understands this shit? Noone fucking does.
Im being malfunctioning therefore im required to take happy medicaments.

Oh btw… im writing this on notepad. I forgot to pay my stupid internet bill. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3680701/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3680701/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 16:39:34 PDT
im there.

enzombified = evil ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3635852/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3635852/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 15:51:27 PDT You just have to make sure your story is interesting enough to be told.

"and so I worked in walmart for the next 30 years" doesnt really help much, you know?

Make sure your life doenst end that way! working on a cubicle or paying loans and morgages! thats useless... they are the handcuffs of this society.

Thats why I quit animation.
Whats better... to make fantasy stories that you want to live? or to LIVE your own stories by completing your dreams?

Its pretty simple, I rather travel, meet people and make the world better, than been on a cubicle the rest of my life, making fantasies.

I rather meet that girl that I used to draw everyday, than been missing her and wondering if she exists (she does)

"and so I traveled around the whole americas on a car that I called "the banuki.. I had some surfboards too, so everytime I saw waves, I would stop and surf like a truly soulful sea salty dog" <--- sounds better doenst it?

The Adventure Spirit. The Randomness of Life. The Power of your Soul, The Knowledge adquired on those Adventures. That Fire inside you is the one that will make the story of your life a masterpiece!

I forgot that a year ago... no wonder I died.


Dont die too... remember the basic thing of a story: If it inspires... then its done.

Am I inspiring you?? then this story is done.


Juas de Fuego. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3619802/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3619802/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 15:11:54 PDT I come broken from work just with enough energy to put an excuse and watch samurai 7 while I fall asleep. Its been like 1 year since I had a 3times meal day. My dirty cloths and my clean ones are on the same box... I dont even know how I dress.
My hair is messy than ever.. I dont even know how I can walk on the street like that.
People are once again afraid of me.
A cat jumped out of a hole and smashed my chest before dissapearing in the shadows.... the bastard! what would be the odds of having a cat smashing your chest?
Thats the bad part.


The good part, ive been hanging out with her, and I dont think ill stop anytime soon.
Ive been driving like a poet, thru parks and cliffs on starry nights...Ive been lying on a bed-like rock watching shooting stars with an awesome and cute friend.
Ive been rolling myself on the hills and enjoying dawns and sunsets.
Ive eated crazy food and learned to juggle and to type with my toes (what you read its what you get, hee hee)
who has the time to draw right now?
Ive been waking up early one day, and going to bed at 4AM the next day.
Ive been sleeping on the carpet of my rat-size room, then misteriously waking up in the living room.
Ive had cats jumped on my chest while im walking to the frontdoor (yeah its a good thing too, I laughed like never before)
so yeah.. as you can see, ive been enjoying life like a 10 yr old.

so, Bear with me for some moments, I need to find that sweet spot on my drawings that are going to pump me back into the challenge of making something better everyday.

im tired of my same old stuff... so im kinda looking for new inspirational stuff... I think im going to change the way I draw eyes and noses. I need more realistic stuff.


While I get there, Im coloring stuff from friends and great inkers

With great power comes great responsability and great lazyness too. Poor Spiderman waking up so early.

__________________

Today I met a bird. It was right in front of my window... it told me excellent adventures that humans would never hear became we are too naive. Stories about flying and about how the food tastes when winter comes in. incredible.



Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3598131/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3598131/ Fri, 15 Oct 2004 17:35:37 PDT
NOONE CAN STOP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

AAAAHHHHH

FIREEEEEEEEEEEEE POWEEEEEEEEERRR


Juas.

: ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3589696/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3589696/ Thu, 14 Oct 2004 15:04:13 PDT
I need to be slapped, twice and hard.... and then I need a drink, like tequila or some sort of Jalapeño soup with tomatoes ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3566409/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3566409/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 15:24:26 PDT

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3550012/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3550012/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 13:03:22 PDT
the worse of all is that I just woke up ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3519415/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3519415/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 14:11:10 PDT
I drew so much that my hand hurts now... but hey, I feel the flow, yo.


Thank to everyone for the warm welcome.

POWER

Juas.

PS. damn I read all my old journal entries before leaving.... no wonder I got into playing MMORPGS, I was dead!

so damn depressive that makes you cry without reason... like watching your favourtie sandwich falling into a crabhole!

its good to know that im good now though.

yeah... ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3505273/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/3505273/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 17:53:59 PDT








PS. I unistalled FFXI out of my computer for good after 11 months... FUCK its tough to get rid of those evil evil games.

But I guess I learned something from there.... I learned that if I play another MMORPG ill waste another year of my life on stupidity.

ohhh the things you learn in life.

anyways, something weird happened today, I took my original working desk (where I had all my sketches and my computer) and threw it outside the house... damn It was so big that my rathole bedroom was been overtaken by it. It was stupid!... no wonder I was becoming a nasty nazi.
The worse of all is that I just saw that after being in this room for like 2 years now.... talk about slow.

now, I have no desk, my computer its in my closet (im serious, I should take a picture), and right right now, im typing sitting on the floor like some sort of tech-hippie.

Im not in front of the computer... I actually need to bend my neck in order to see what im typing... such freedom its beautiful (someone slap me)

about my drawings.... well, I havent done much since I left. I did like 4-6 drawings and some weird/bad sketches, so I havent been improving much. (thanks a lot FFXI)... Just I havent improve a lot, but I may have go back a little bit... I dont remember how to paint, and I have nooooo damn Idea where my tablet is.

I met this girl that said "draw something to mee!!" and I said "YES! Ill show her my POWER!"..... and I end up doing some sort of crap that made me feel disgusted. FUCK

so, thats it.... im back.

im not doign drawings daily or anything like that... I work a lot and I have no time to hit my bedroom. And since I have to "start again" its going to take a while for me to get a nice nice masterpiece going. So bear with me a little while and ill be on my wheels again.

I feel it now... im not kidding:

POWER.


Juas.

PS. um.... what happened to DA? looks all weird... and theres a shitload of people here too.






DEFINE DEATH = Juas has 804 deviations to look at and comment about.
+____+ ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/1236593/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/1236593/ Sun, 05 Oct 2003 18:25:14 PDT THE JUAS LEARN HOW TO DO HTML in DA!

After 60 minutes of crazy investigation, I learned how to use all this!

YES!

ok heres how to learn to use this

BOLDS!
put this < b >BOLD!< /b > (just get rid of the spaces)

same thing for underline and italics

u = underline

i = italics

like this!

< i >Italics!< /i > (just get rid of the spaces)
Italics!

REDBULLET!

this is very VERY simple just put

: bulletred : (no spaces) and there! done

yes!

NAME LINK!

this one is kinda hard, but looks awesome

Girlo and Girla!

you have to put

+a href="your link">what you want to put< /a+

simply remove the +'s and put < >

MIX THEM ALL

Love The Juas!

That was a link with bold, and italics and Red Bullet!.. cool!


ok thats it ^_^

POWER!!

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/1224817/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/1224817/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 15:46:16 PDT
OMFG!

so... heres the story...

back on sunday night, I just submitted " the prisioner" in.. when I hear in the radio that A HURRICANE WAS COMING!... a HURRICANE CALLED JUAS!.. yes, thats right, im not kidding.

I couldnt believe it... I was like... WTF? how come I didnt heard about that before?...

I already have experiences with hurricanes (I was in Hurricane Mitch in the '9.. so I didnt panic... I knew what to do all the shit.

it was suppose to be a weak hurricane, with just some winds and shit... nothing too crazy... so I didnt care, I continued watching anime, and drawing more stuff...

sudenly

I see the window, AND ALL THE TREES ARE ABOUT TO FALL!.. LIGHTPOLES FAR AWAY WERE FALLING AND CRUMBLE INTO PIECES!.. it was the craziest wind I ever seen!...

HOLY SHIT! I said... I knew what was gonna happen...

the lights.

inmmediately I turned off my comp and unplugged.. and just like 5 minutes later, power went off.

and didnt came back


until today (3 days later)


after the hurricane, I went to see outside what was happened, and the whole city was in pieces.. thousands of trees fell, houses destroyed, cars desttroyed, the waterfront was destroyed, boats sank or went to land, anyways.. catastrophe.

very VERY craazy.

so what happened next was incredible too. no work

no work at all

which means, no MONEY!.. and no money means NO RENT AND NO FOOD!... and thats a problem...

I have to work the double now... I need the hours badly. is october 1 already, and I dont have 1cent for rent!.. shit.

another things happened, huge lines to get gas, huge lines to get food, or ice, people going berserk in the middle of anywhere... anyways... makes you think.

WHAT WOULD HAPPEN, IF THIS GOES FOR OVER A MONTH?...

society goes berserk with 24 hours of no power.

is better no to be inside a city when theres no power... lucky us, there was still gas. and that it wasnt winter.

I had to cook from fire (cause i didnt had a grill).. get some wood and stuff... crazy eh... juts like the old old days.


I still have a loooot more to tell but right now... I just forgot

so

anyways

AFTER 3 DAYS OF NO POWER!

JUAS IS BACK!

_____________

D's COMING!

uh... I dunno... I completely forgot what I was going to draw... Ill tell you later.

POWER!

Juas. ]]> ~juas http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/437765/ http://juas.deviantart.com/journal/437765/ Sun, 12 Jan 2003 08:06:41 PST

people started to tell me to put me 3D stuff... I didnt wanted to, I wanted more to be a crazy 2d anime guy, but it seems that people like 3d too... all the 3D stuff that I have right now, is OLD, OLD OLD.. like 1 year or more... I havent done anything new in 3D (except my wallpaper)... cause I didnt had the feeling to do it...

I like 2D... that what I would like to do always... 2D... but now this days seems like you cant have only 2D.. you have to put some 3D this days...

so, now Juas is double... is 2D anime, and 3D artist.

3D will be poetic and funny.
2D will be momentum and present. ]]> ~juas