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Yeah, I haven't submitted anything since LAST summer. But, I will be soon, me thinks. My laptop and I were at odds with one another for a bit, but I have finally gotten photoshop installed. So, I'll have things up hopefully maybe later tonight? Just pixel dolls, but it's something.

ANYWAY!

Have you ever seen anything so cute in your life?


Yeah, didn't think so.

Squeeeeeee.


~*~


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]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/24842751/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/24842751/ Tue, 19 May 2009 16:20:44 PDT

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I know, I haven't posted anything in a very long time.
I'm still alive and breathing, promise ^_^

Hope to work on and post thing soon.


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]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/22753098/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/22753098/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 05:57:17 PST

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That's not all ;;

It occurred to me that I don't actually use this name many places anymore. So, just thought I'd make it clear who I was in other places.
Don't have to worry about ToT I use that name there (is the board back up yet? I think I'm a little more crazy without it?)
I use Moons Eternity or moonseternity just about everywhere else.
Just being clear.


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:thumb66984059: =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/22729159/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/22729159/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 09:36:55 PST

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Truly I'm still alive.
I know, I haven't put up anything in an age. Try to put some stuff up soon. Really!


~*~

http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/20757001/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 10:04:10 PDT

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just got a new map thing. go on with your day, nothing important here.


~*~

=jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19636528/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19636528/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 07:00:32 PDT

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Just happened to catch 7,777 on my page views last night.
If you haven't noticed I've been on a stamp making kick lately. Dr, Horrible just happen to be the first few that I've made, but I intend to branch out soon enough. I hope anyway.
I'm bored while I'm here at work.

I had the though to take a bit to an old lady's knee caps. Good thing she was ont he phone and not actually here. I haven't any coffee or any type of caffeine yet today and it doesn't look like I'll be getting any until much later. I'm going to be pretty moody today I think.


~*~

=jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19181932/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19181932/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:39:02 PDT

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I cssed my journal.
Yay me.


~*~

=jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19050918/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/19050918/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 05:00:41 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!

So, DA decided to go weird on me and half my submissions turn up as X's.
Clicking on them will actually bring up the picture.
Hopefully it doesn't stay this way.


~*~

http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/18609311/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 11:54:13 PDT

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The cake that I posted yesterday is so yummy! It's disappointing that it doesn't actually taste like oreos. But it was still really moist and yummy. Dense though because of the added pudding to the mix.
I have a reduced sugar mix that I want to use. Trouble is I'm not sure how much I can modify it, when I know they'll be a diabetic eating whatever it is I make. I guess I could always ask tomorrow if adding apple sauce instead of oil would make that much of a difference in the sugar content.


~*~

http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/17726594/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 05:43:49 PDT

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So, I found myself in a bit of wonder over the weekend. Not a single person on my watch list updated a single thing this weekend? How the hell is that even possible? Well, it turns out it isn't. Because someone I'm newly watching has had three things in popular since friday. What the hell; who am I not getting these? So when I finally figured out how to look at my settings; it turns out someone how all the little check boxes had been unselected.

What the fuck?

So over the weekend I probably missed some awesome art and I'm annoyed -_-


~*~

=jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/17314954/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/17314954/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:55:08 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


I got my subscription back. SO I'm updating my footer stuff.


~*~
Sweet Surrender- Sarah McLachlan

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I've left behind me
Is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
From where I can't return
Where every step I took in faith
Betrayed me
And led me from my home

And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I won't disappoint you
When I'm down here
On my knees

And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

And I don't understand
By the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall

I miss the little things
Oh I miss everything

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!- ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/17053221/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/17053221/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 06:44:28 PST

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So, one of my dogs back home in Massachusetts had puppies on the 1st of this month.
They're now three weeks old and up and walking about as you can see from my most recent pics.
I wish I could have one of them. But knowing the dad, these are going to be some big puppies.
No house of my own, no great big fenced in yard. Otherwise I'd snag two of them.

I'll probably post more up in a bit.


~*~
Sweet Surrender- Sarah McLachlan

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I've left behind me
Is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
From where I can't return
Where every step I took in faith
Betrayed me
And led me from my home

And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I won't disappoint you
When I'm down here
On my knees

And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

And I don't understand
By the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall

I miss the little things
Oh I miss everything

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!- ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/12056774/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/12056774/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 16:26:02 PST

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I know, I've been slacking. It's not that I haven't uploaded anything, it's just photoshop seems a bane right now. I can't get things done that I want to get done.
I AM trying to work on things.
I'm crafting at the moment, so I'll upload pics when I'm done that.
And I have to start my Nami cosplay for next month. Good thing I only have to make 2 shirts!


~*~
Sweet Surrender- Sarah McLachlan

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I've left behind me
Is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
From where I can't return
Where every step I took in faith
Betrayed me
And led me from my home

And sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

You take me in
No questions asked
You strip away the ugliness
That surrounds me
Are you an angel
Am I already that gone
I only hope
That I won't disappoint you
When I'm down here
On my knees

And sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

Sweet
Sweet
Sweet surrender
Is all that I have to give

And I don't understand
By the touch of your hand
I would be the one to fall

I miss the little things
Oh I miss everything

It doesn't mean much
It doesn't mean anything at all
The life I left behind me
Is a cold room





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!- ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/10398007/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/10398007/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 06:41:01 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Yeah, I haven't updated in a long time, but I am in fact alive for anyone tha tmight actually care.
I just haven't been able to finish anything in photoshop lately.
I may post a few things later.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/6674755/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/6674755/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 03:44:29 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: :(

nothing much. Been working endlessly on recouloring the webcomic so i can post it up on the other account. The coloring made me mad, so I had to try again.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





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gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5859162/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5859162/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:17:57 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: huh?

Check out for all your comic needs.
Well okay not ALL your needs, but at least mine and 's comic when we get to finishing up the website.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5818695/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5818695/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 07:50:10 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: Whoa
Listening to: Rob Thomas- Lonely no More


I just finished drawing the very first comic for the web comic and I are going to be putting out.
I really finished it last night, or rather gave up last night after my back was hurting so much I couldn't lean down to draw anymore. But it was pretty well and done by then and this morning I just put the final touches on it.
Now all I have to do is scan the thing and color it in.
And get to finish the website for it so we can post it up.
I can't believe I'm doing this.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

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(a... ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5755428/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5755428/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 17:14:17 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: AH!
Listening to: DJ Tiesto-In Search of Sunrise

*blinks* I've gone cross-eyed trying to seperate all these lil seed beads.
I'm starting to make jewelry again. This time to sell.
I have better, semi-precious stones on the way to work with though. Seed beads are just for an idea I had for a wrap about necklace.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5227204/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/5227204/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 05:17:08 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: *sigh*
Listening to: DJ Tiesto-In Search of Sunrise
Watching: Blade Trinity

I'm going to be gone for a week.... So if you don't see anything posted by me, please continue on, not being surprised at all.


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4971736/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4971736/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 15:32:24 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: *sigh*
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac- Never going back again
Reading: Laurell K. Hamilton- Incubus Dreams
Watching: Finding Neverland

You can tell I update a whole lot, right?
Bro and his wife (my best friend) moved to VA> Very sad


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4243301/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4243301/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:49:52 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: die
Listening to: Black Lab- Learn to Crawl
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

Don't you think it's pretty bad to be having nightmares about not your own wedding plans (cause ha!) but the wedding you're helping to plan? Precious sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4020627/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/4020627/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 16:17:11 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: die
Listening to: Frou Frou-Let go
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

bah


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3691709/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3691709/ Thu, 28 Oct 2004 03:47:28 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: Holy Shit!
Listening to: Frou Frou-Let go
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

OMFG the Red Sox WON the World Series! That is the strangest thing I have ever typed out!
I love being from Boston right now. They WON!!!!!


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3654075/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3654075/ Sat, 23 Oct 2004 07:43:37 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: fuck work
Listening to: Frou Frou-Let go
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

Didn't work grill last night got in trouble. Worked grill last friday night, got in trouble.
Either I'm good at what I do or I'm not. You can't have it both ways. I'm either a horrible worker or I do my job and get what needs to be done, done.
I'm tired of the you should have done this, why didn't you do that and this could have been done like this.
Good gracious.

Anyway

I'm stuck all day picking up my room *shifty-eyes* yes I realize I'm 23. But that's what happens when you still live with your overbearing bitchy mother and can't afford an apartment on your own to SAVE your LIFE.
I'll sneak out when she leaves. I need to go to the store and buy a small bookshelf and plastic containers. I'd like to take all the stuff out of my closet and fill it with nothing but plastic containers and clothes.
I have a pile of books next to me on my desk and on the floor next to my chair a pile of clothes.
I have far too many clothes for my own good and half of them I don't even wear anymore.
Now if I lost the 50lbs I want to lose it wouldn't be a matter of the clothes just being there. I could wear them and with luck many would be too big.
Would someone please come and force me to join a gym please?? Please? If I joined a gym and did that after work all would be good. Anyone want to join a gym with me?


~*~
Frou Frou- Let Go
Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.





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gifts:

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=jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3458842/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3458842/ Mon, 27 Sep 2004 16:40:47 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: fuck work
Listening to: Aino Minako- sayonara ~ sweet days
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

Not much going on. I hate my job, nah, I hate the people that come into my job.

And new song lyrics.


~*~
sayonara ~ sweet days

tokubetsu riyuu nantenai no dakedo
naze ka kimi ni wa sunao de irareta
doushite sonna ni nakisou na kao?
gomen itsumo karakatte bakari de
demo mae wo muku sono manazashi ni dore dake yuuki dzukerareta ka
motto mujaki ni warai aeba nokosareta jikan wa zutto sweet days

tokidoki kumo no kirema ni taiyou ga kao wo dasu you ni
omoikaesu hi ga kuru yo kitto
chiisa na kaban kakaete yukisaki no nai tabi ni deru
nido to modorenai toki wo koete

sukoshi nigate na nama KURIIMU mo
kimi no egao de tabesaserareta ne
kanari fukuzatsu na kankei dattashi
demo ne itsumo kokoro wa issho ni ite
kondo aeru hi ga kitanara sono toki wa omoikiri hashagu yo

itsuka kimi to nobotta kanransha kara no keshiki
namida koraete nijindeta sotto
kono machi wo ato ni suru sayonara mo tsugenai mama ni
nido to modorenai toki no naka de

Sweet days
tokidoki kumo no kirema ni taiyou ga kao wo dasu you ni
omoikaesu hi ga kuru yo soshite
tsurakute mo egao de ite nakidashisou na toki ni koso waratte
sore ga ikiru akashi dakara

(From PGSM, Aino Minako's song sayonara ~ sweet days-transcribed by hananomegami from Livejournal)




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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3448875/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3448875/ Sun, 26 Sep 2004 07:12:13 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: fuck work
Listening to: Air- Alpha Beta Gaga
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me




~*~
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3262894/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3262894/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 13:01:31 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: fuck work
Listening to: Air- Alpha Beta Gaga
Reading: none
Watching: the screen in front of me

I was a good ways off didn't think I'd get it yesterday.

* Nishi* You kick ass, okay?


~*~
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3255333/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/3255333/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 13:18:11 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: fuck work
Listening to: DJ Encore- 643 Loves on Fire
Reading: none
Watching: Lost Boys

I'm not to far off from 3k views and yet no comments on almost anything i've posted. I mena I know it sucks and all, but still.
No point in an account really. *eyes stuff to take down*
I think work makes me feel this way.


~*~
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2873226/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2873226/ Tue, 13 Jul 2004 14:53:31 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: -_-
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac- Little Lies
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

Yes, I'm still neglecting things


~*~
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


Art trades: none
gifts:

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2572248/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2572248/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 06:20:42 PDT

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: -_-
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac- Little Lies
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

been neglectful I guess, especially cause I pay... Hmmm, maybe I'll put things up when I get home later.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2087076/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2087076/ Fri, 26 Mar 2004 05:52:25 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: ^_^
Listening to: Paul Oakenfold- Matrix mix
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

I started designing weapons last night in photoshop. I'm thinking of opening a shop at go-gaia.com
I just don't know how well it would do... I guess I'll juat have to work on it and see.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2021618/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/2021618/ Tue, 16 Mar 2004 04:18:05 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: :(
Listening to: Foo Fighters- All my life
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

bah, tis my bday tomorrow Supposed to snow LOTS today into tomorrow Guess I'm trapped here and won't get to go to lunch with my dad. Or do anything for that matter.
I fucken hate snow, it sucks!
And I don't want to go to work today cause I don't feel good.... Can't I just go back to bed?


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1947276/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1947276/ Wed, 03 Mar 2004 18:43:49 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: Mwhahaha
Listening to: Nickleback-Figured you out
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

Actually started to pick up around my room today. And while doing that managed to do line art and cg two pics. One of which I postd. *points over at Falls and Mai.*
I haven't decided if I'll post the second pic, I'm still thinking about it.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

Check out!-

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1914181/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1914181/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 06:29:55 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: omm
Listening to: Nickleback-Figured you out
Reading: Laurell K Hamilton- Narcissus in Chains

Not much going on. Had nice LONG sleep last night, it was great. I feel like I've made up for a weeks worth of sleep in two nights Tis wonderful!


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1846558/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1846558/ Sat, 14 Feb 2004 21:03:07 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: omm
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac- Never going back again
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Nearly at 2000 page views! Could someone get the screen cap if they get it, please? ^_^


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1834796/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1834796/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 17:52:01 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: omm
Listening to: Fleetwood Mac- Song Bird
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Just puttering around. Been working on dolls and such. Nothing big. Heh. Work was okay today. Don't want to go in tomorrow except that I finally get to close with Freddy. That will be fun ^_^ heh.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1830024/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1830024/ Wed, 11 Feb 2004 18:51:31 PST

Beware, for the chibi now runs the journal!


Mood: Happy
Listening to: SNGchild
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

got my review at work today. I qualify for a raise. Sweet.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1779760/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1779760/ Sun, 01 Feb 2004 20:24:50 PST Mood: Happy
Listening to: Cowboy Bebop-Waltz for Zizi
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Pats won the superbowl. Happy Jurei, happy!


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1705795/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1705795/ Mon, 19 Jan 2004 09:39:39 PST
Mood: crazed
Listening to: InuYasha-Fukai Mori (do as infinity)
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

My mother has my car and I'm tweaking out.

Anyway.
I keep trying to scan this pic of Lillian and it doesn't want to work! It keeps only coming up halfway like the rest is corrupted or something. So annoying and she's super cute too. Or at least I think so. I'm off to try again.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1686334/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1686334/ Thu, 15 Jan 2004 17:31:47 PST
Mood: frozen solid
Listening to: Black Lab- Learn to Crawl
Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Just wishing i had a working scanner. I'm still working on the line art for Mai. Casue yea, I should have already had it done I'm just being lazy over it. I drew a picture of another of my characters, Lillian, Mai's cousin. But I also had another picture idea for Lillian and Jim. Why the hell did I name two charries Lillian? But as soon as I get the chance I'm gonna draw the idea I've had. *drop kicks stupid scanner*


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1666427/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1666427/ Mon, 12 Jan 2004 00:23:21 PST
removing most of my anime WP. If there was any WP you wanted to use be sure to save it. It's all been moved to indy for now until I remove them.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1650472/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1650472/ Thu, 08 Jan 2004 20:53:25 PST Mood: feeling really low
Listening to: Cyndi Lauper-All through the night



Got myself a subscription as a late x-mas gift to myself. The best thing I've gotten

As to my mood, i'm confused by one of my friends.
He says he's tired of being alone and without anyone. And we're in the same boat and he said it. But he doesn't see it....


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1641527/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1641527/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 02:55:24 PST
My mom woke me up at 5:30, I'm barely alive. The second time she came to my room she turned on the hall light. Damn that thing is bright! You could be blinded if you aren't careful! Grizzly came to the door with her. So I was like aww, hey Grizzy. He came in and curled up on my bed with me. So I said I was going back to sleep and I was just lying there petting Grizzly. That lasted all of like less than a minute cause Honey Bear who is outside barked and he trampled me to get off the bed. Heh ^_^;;;

~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1579479/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1579479/ Wed, 24 Dec 2003 20:35:13 PST



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~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1497679/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1497679/ Sat, 06 Dec 2003 08:06:38 PST All I asked for was full-time hours so I could get health benefits at work and my $^%$^%$ boss can't even do this for me! I was in tears yesterday I was so upset. I've been there a year and a half and I can't even get the hours I asked for. I can do everything there! I've even run an afternoon lunch shift, minus the cashouts and desposit.
I have 21 hours next week. I've for sure been taken off of full-time cause of this. What have I done that makes me deserve such a drastic drop in my hours? Everyone but Sharmane has more hours than me. And of course the weekend people.
He claims I said I wouldn't work weekends, which isn't true by any means. Yes, I prefere not to work saturdays. I'd like one weekend day where I can veg out. I don't have a problem with working sundays. Hell train me to open bench and I'll do it! I don't have a problem working 9-5 or even 9-8. What is the trouble in this?!
He's such a petty asshole. I can't believe I even cried...

~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for (started)
Jack Sparrow icon for

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other... ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1372186/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1372186/ Sat, 08 Nov 2003 06:16:35 PST Anyway, will be starting Caloris's request between keeping my word count up.


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for
Jack Sparrow icon for

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1349147/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1349147/ Sun, 02 Nov 2003 08:30:41 PST

~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for
Jack Sparrow icon for

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1314948/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1314948/ Thu, 23 Oct 2003 19:05:21 PDT 's is a four part drawing, scanning and CGing process it will probably take me longer than the icon. But I'll be working on them soon ^_^


~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for
Jack Sparrow icon for

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1293259/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1293259/ Sat, 18 Oct 2003 14:58:13 PDT
~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Art trades: none
gifts: Hoshi for
Jack Sparrow icon for

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1240446/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1240446/ Sun, 05 Oct 2003 18:56:14 PDT
~*~
Of all the things
I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said
"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"
I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1158835/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1158835/ Sat, 13 Sep 2003 19:29:03 PDT I wonder... I would hate to have to set up my old system AGAIN to scan this...
>.<

~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1150366/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1150366/ Thu, 11 Sep 2003 09:02:25 PDT


~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1115738/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1115738/ Sun, 31 Aug 2003 15:41:09 PDT


~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1081140/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1081140/ Thu, 21 Aug 2003 15:48:59 PDT now if only I could figure out to have a live cam...

~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1076468/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1076468/ Mon, 18 Aug 2003 03:46:10 PDT This is not what I need right now, no not at all...


~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^) ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1072099/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1072099/ Sat, 16 Aug 2003 14:16:10 PDT I'm so broke!


~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-

~clubs~
(as soon as I find my other clubs I'll add them again ^_^ ]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1061377/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1061377/ Tue, 12 Aug 2003 12:57:40 PDT and why can't I put up a signature??


~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-
]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1000770/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/1000770/ Mon, 28 Jul 2003 15:02:06 PDT

~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-
]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/989448/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/989448/ Fri, 25 Jul 2003 20:35:51 PDT

~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-
]]> =jurei http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/949559/ http://jurei.deviantart.com/journal/949559/ Tue, 15 Jul 2003 20:03:15 PDT

~*~
I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought I could
live for no one else
But not through all the hurt and pain
Its time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
whats done is done, it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
cant live without the trust from the ones you love.
I know we can't forget the past
you cant forget love and pride
because of that its killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down,
it all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down,
in my heart of hearts,
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
that matters to me,
matter in this world


Check out!-
]]> =jurei