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]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/24620605/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/24620605/ Wed, 06 May 2009 15:19:38 PDT
im just an electrician.

should never have come back

]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/24587595/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/24587595/ Mon, 04 May 2009 16:27:15 PDT
have to say 2 things

1. my spelling is still shit
2.my old stuff, 80% of it was wank

well you can expect a piece from me in a week to a few, just got to find the time to lay up some of them. (been working on some litterature for over a year now!...it will still be bollocks

caio bella

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]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8617641/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8617641/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 03:20:05 PDT
Mood: i unno!
Listening to: My way

1. Name: Philip Rober Kober
2. Nickname: phil
3. Birthday: 30th january 1991
4. Place of Birth: 63 the gardens (in a big swimming pool!)
5. Zodiac Sign: aquarius (if its wrong you can work it out yourself)
6. Male or Female: male
7. Education: secondary school
8. Schools you went to: Doddinghurst Infant School, Doddinghurst Juinor school, St Martins
9. Occupation: Student and fish monger
10. Residence: Brentwood, england!
11. Screen Names: k1773r

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: brown
13. Hair Length: emo fringe over my lfet eye the rest kinda short (out of control now tho)
14. Eye colour: blue or green depending on the light
15. Best Feature: my nose (i unno!)
16. Height: my size
17. Braces?: yep
18. Glasses?: nope
19. Piercing: none
20. Tattoos: none
21. Righty or Lefty: the devils child hehe

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: josh sutton i think
23. First Award: swimming?
24. First Sport You Joined: swimming
25. First Pet: never had one
26. First Real Vacation: heaven
27. First Concert: V2005 chelmsford
28. First Love: my ass! (its soo pwitty )

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: A CLock Work Orange
30. TV Show: scrubs, green wing, futurama spaced
31. Colour: yellow
32. Rapper: none
33. Band: System Of A Down
34. Song Right Now: the yeah yeah yeah song by the flaming lips
35. Friend: all of them
36. Candy: Dark Chocolate
37. Sport to Play: is masturbating a sport?
38. Restaurant: subway as im cheap lol
39. Favorite brand to wear: Quiksilver
40. Store: topman
41. School Subject: Drama and Systems and control
42. Animal: snozzwozzer
43. Book: A Clock work orange
44. Magazine: Kerrang?
45. Shoes: Vans Slip On's

___Currently___

46. Feeling: dull
47. Single or Taken?: Single
49. Eating: bugger all
50. Drinking: bugger all
51. Typing: this
52. Online?: msn
53. Listening To: Valarie - the zutons
54. Thinking About: work
55. Wanting To: Sleep
56. Watching: me highlighting mels answers to this questionaire
57. Wearing: a dressing gown
__________Future__________

58. Want Kids? up to my wife
59. Want to be Married: yes.
60. Careers in Mind: electricion
61. Where do you want to live?: france..the alps
62. Car: caterham 7 or a VW camper van

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: brown
64. Hair length: long
65. Eye colour: dont care
66. Measurements: a slightly anorexic kinks fan with eyes
67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: well if they didn't have eyes they wouldn't have to lookc at me!
69. Hugs or Kisses: hugging
70. Short or Tall: dont mind
71. Easygoing or serious: easy going
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaniouse, if there too romantic it gets dull
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensetive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: dpends on how drunk i am lmao!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: trouble maker

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: yes
79. Had Alcohol: yes
80. Smoked: no
81. Ran Away From Home: yes
82. Broken a bone: yes
85. Broken Someones Heart: likely
86. Broken Up With Someone: no but i have been dumped loads!
87. Cried When Someone Died: why wouldn't I
88. Cried At School: yep


___Do You Believe In___

89. God: no im not christian
90. Miracles: no, karma
91. Love At First sight: not LOVE at first sight, but a realisation that that person will be special/important to your life in some way. Love develops over time. <---she puts it better than me!
93. Aliens: only the outcast form
94. Soul Mates: no
95. Heaven: yes
96. Hell: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: yeah
99. Horoscopes: nope

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have? *sigh* yes..oh well all you can do is wait!

well thats me in a nut shell enjoy im going to get undressed from my dressing gown lol ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8617492/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8617492/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 02:43:06 PDT
Mood: i unno!
Listening to: My way

ohhh yeah last night was fun! ¬¬

i know none of you care (how emo lol) but none of you do read my journals so meh

i got mugged and had my shoes thrown in a thorn bush so i was running around a field in my socks and my feet hurt like hell! i got the shit beten out of me by the muggers tho atleast it was me and not my mate alex who ran like fuck and called the police, i didn't get anything stolen but it was an eventful night out anyway

LESSON LEARNT: take a knife to the hermit!


in other news: I never left! tho my subscription is about to expire! dag namit!

]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8205666/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8205666/ Sun, 19 Mar 2006 09:49:48 PST
Mood: i unno!
Listening to: My way

yeah im ganna leave, maby for ever maby till i get bored and have nothing better to do (give me 5 mins then lol) yeah so for those of you that care toodles

]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8158243/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/8158243/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 11:03:29 PST
Mood: i unno!

*sigh* i realised today that a few of my friends are seriously not worth the effort due to the fact that they both just take the piss out of me constantly, i dont think they really mean it but i just can't be fucked anymore, so from now on..well i dont know im not really talking to them.


In other news i found out that the mood on here can be: apathetic!

]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7846771/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7846771/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 13:06:45 PST
Mood: wowed!
Listening to: Lallakiss - Kill The Humans
Reading: darren shan
Watching: the brittas empire series 3

omg! i found out that you can down load the lallakiss war song from hyperdrive! it rocks! i cant stop listening to it

]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7788760/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7788760/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 09:37:43 PST
Listening to: judas preist - screaming for vengance
Reading: darren shan
Watching: the brittas empire series 2

can anyone give me help on what i can do with my subscription lol im still working it out!

im expecting pressies for you all! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7759031/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7759031/ Tue, 31 Jan 2006 08:07:50 PST
Mood: a little merry
Listening to: arctic monkeys - mardy bum
Reading: darren shan
Watching: the brittas empire series 1

woo if any of you would like to know what i got (i doubt you will though lol)

a pair of goggles for snowboarding
the brittas empire series 1-3 on dvd (very very old thing i grew up with!)
a shirt and tie
a hoodie and £300 (added to money i worked for lol)

from mah bitches i got
£10 from lou as she couldnt get me a SOAD hoodie
and from mike i got this! (your looking at it dumbass! *sigh* its a subscription!)

and its my party on saturday!

well that was a laugh

im expecting pressies for you all! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7728860/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7728860/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 02:56:26 PST ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7465202/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7465202/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:32:48 PST
When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL smiles at u she loves you.

When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I’m fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lies on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.

When a GIRL says "I miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that.


now heres what it really means.

When a GIRL is quiet shes thinking about yelling at you

When a GIRL smiles at you she is thinking "fuck off creep!"

When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking about arguing

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, shes thinking about weather your smart enought to answer them

When a GIRL answers "I’m fine" after a few seconds, shes angry at you!

When a GIRL stares at you, shes angry!

When a GIRL lies on your chest, shes imagening your hear panda teady at home, but take what you can its the best action you will get all week

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to check up on you

When a GIRL says I love you, she she wants to see what you reply with

When a GIRL says "I miss you", shes lieing and is cheating on you

lol


NOTE: THIS IS ONLY A JOKE CREATED AROUND A STERIOTYPICAL VIEW OF A WOMAN FROM A MAN THIS IS NOT WHAT I THINK JUST SOMETHING I DECIDED TO WRITE SORRY IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7392940/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7392940/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 14:01:13 PST
yep merry..! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7337536/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7337536/ Sat, 17 Dec 2005 14:42:46 PST
the good news is my friend from fareham came to her cousins today so i met her and him and we went to there house it was so much fun i have been dieing to see her for almost a year she is so beautiful and i cant stop thinking about her!

more shit is i wont see her for ages! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7307946/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7307946/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:09:27 PST ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7273559/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7273559/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:03:21 PST

White man came across the sea
He brought us pain and misery
He killed our tribes, he killed our creed
He took our game for his own need

We fought him hard we fought him well
Out on the plains we gave him hell
But many came too much for cree
Oh will we ever be set free?

Riding through dustclouds and barren wastes
Galloping hard on the plains
Chasing the redskins back to their holes
Fighting them at their own game
Murder for freedom a stab in the back
Women and children and cowards attack

Run to the hills run for your lives
Run to the hills run for your lives

Soldier blue on the barren wastes
Hunting and killing their game
Raping the women and wasting the men
The only good indians are tame
Selling them whisky and taking their gold
Enslaving the young and destroying the old

Run to the hills run for your lives
(repeat to end)

thought it seemed appropriate..and before you ask its not as im very emo and running away lol

Feelings time!!!!!

yes today im feeling stressed as a mate i trust managed to let stuff out whilst we were drunk ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7190941/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7190941/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:53:25 PST ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7190903/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7190903/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:42:44 PST Melanie Lewin :icon-eccofairy:
Josie Pickard :icon-somalina:
Phil Kober - though thats probably a good thing :icon-k1773r:
Charlie Vaughn :icon-darbysniper:
Rochelle Cook :icon-speckled-cookie:
David Dykes
Louise Bell

that is all..
NOW GET TO WORK!

*little mouse* "yes mr lister sir!"

random :S ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7101701/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7101701/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 01:13:05 PST ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7008404/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/7008404/ Thu, 10 Nov 2005 11:13:12 PST
That is unless i'm to emo to put stuff up. :S ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6944180/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6944180/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 11:48:10 PST
wow...thanks for that ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6933833/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6933833/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 09:00:56 PST
yeah id like to take this time to say R.I.P to wa5ter who died last week (non-parkour death) and his friends have decided to make a video for him and perhaps if i get a copy i shall shove it on here for my parkour buddys to witness ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6899081/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6899081/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 11:50:22 PDT

so toodles for now

i may come on everyso offten and read stuff..or post the odd thing but appart from that i will go for...1 month ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6898805/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6898805/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 11:08:54 PDT Was Fashion the reason why they were there?

They disguise it, Hypnotize it
Television made you buy it

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my-

She's scared that I will take her away from there
Dreams that her country left with no one there

Mezmerize the simple minded
Propaganda leaves us blinded

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girl
I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my...

Girl




meh don't know why i didt that just seemed apropriate..except i don't have a car or a girl..nor do i know where tinanmen square is ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6835430/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6835430/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 09:43:30 PDT
I do belive in constructive critisism but not comments like "Maybe you should write things out FIRST, and then submit them, until you can trust yourself to write more than ONE FUCKING PARAGRAPH! Bing bong That is all." sort of make you feel worthless and make you want to give up on your dreams so with this I say good bye

Fucking you all

Philip Robert Kober ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6789849/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6789849/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 08:02:19 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6676031/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6676031/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 10:29:03 PDT I bid you fair well ronny barker you will be well missed

He was a true hero loved by millions and he touched generations, but now he is up there with the greats like spike milligan, John Peel, and Jimmy Hendrix

Good Night Sweet Prince ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6651577/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6651577/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 13:46:09 PDT
Im getting a kitten!...oh no wait thats rochelle

secondly...

mels coming round and is staying at my ohuse for my mums birthday!...oh wait thats pickard

oh well lol the one new majour thing going on in my life is my brand new aunty thinks im weird and wish to steal her baby...and coincidently so does the lady who was at the hermit when i randomly whacked out my hand and grabbed this little girls hand (who i didnt even know was there ) and saying "how much for the children! i wish to buy your children!" ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6607376/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6607376/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 12:08:00 PDT
My theory: i don't know why but i keep on thinking about how the world will end...if it ever does so here is my theory

Time will go backwards!!!
yep, thats rite. I think that soon time will stop and everything will go backwards which means that world war will be incredible! but being born..won't and also nether will going to the loo! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6473426/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6473426/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 03:50:18 PDT

anyway twas my uncle's wedding last night ahh yes a social evening with the kobers/adams were we all get drunk and a new member is entered into our crazy world as the will ether be afraid of us and turn mean or are shits from day 1 but this one was a diffrent!..oh no wait it wasnt except i have never had an aunt so it should be fun ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6448591/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6448591/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 08:34:16 PDT
any way i have become stranger than ever and i hate it! i physicly HATE it! all these years i thought random twisted people were cool but i find myself strangly disturbing now (and so do a certain others) as i have become ill-tempered and deranged as i run around grabbing people and kissing there necks and then squarking i have no idea why and i only do it to people i know well so god help us all when a teacher asks me why the hell im pining her (or him m not sexest) to the floor! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6422270/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6422270/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 11:28:45 PDT
who ever said that was a lieing cheating peice of scum! of course words will hurt i mean i hate the word love now im sick of it being the only thing i hear about but if some one says they dont love you its quite a kick in the bollocks

shows that the bbc have changed the theme tune of:

Pingu! - not him!
postman pat - those bastards
Muffin the mule - thats rite its no longer a woman playing a piano
Andy Pandy - thats rite its everyones faveroute "is it a boy is it a girl" puppet!
Bill + Ben - yes i know its old but they didn't have to jazz it up from the black and white classic did they? ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6384611/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6384611/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 04:37:42 PDT god i just feel so bored lately i never thuoght id say it but i need scholl and now i have discovered i am addicted to sex! i cant belive im addicted to it! but thats not the problem the problem is i cant get any! well i suck so good bye yall ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6324781/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6324781/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 12:33:30 PDT
NINE INCH MALES!

so we only have one song about tooth decay and its shit but who cares im sure well get others if anyone wants a demo just ask ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6306450/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6306450/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 12:22:33 PDT
2. you seem to think that we ended our relation ship yesterday and considering i havnt said those 3 words to you in like a forghtnite sort of shows i have moved on!

3. you date my best friends the night after we brake up dont tell me let them touch you up then date my other mate..hmm thats not slutty

4. you make me want to kill my self just for you forgiveness

5. i have only said i "love" 5 people and one of them is my mother!

6. ever since ive know you, i have only felt deppresion

7. you have kicked me every time im down just to rub salt into the wounds

8. you blame every thing on me!

9. you can't think of a 9th reason so you say i hate you!

10 you hate your self as you lie all the time

i have more reasons, but i wouldnt liek to embarrasses you infront of all these ppl ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6252955/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6252955/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 06:53:36 PDT
im missing everyone beans, mel, lauren, katie

i realised how few friends i have

*sigh* well back to school soon ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6234249/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6234249/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 13:00:28 PDT

suck my balls guys


suck my balls





HELL YEAH! I GOT THE FUCKING JOB!

i wanna thank my mum my dad my sister...actually screw them! i really want to thank rochelle, mike, ratty- beans and ofcourse charlie who gave me the consturctive critism to keep me on the straight and narrow *sniff* i love you all! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6221512/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6221512/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 02:00:43 PDT
"holy shit shouldn't have drunk that much last nite. HEY BOOZE!"

then i got up and went into my parents room formaly known as row city

i got onto my pc and went on deviant art

and there was some guy wanting me to apply for his newspapery thing i thought woo then i thought

CRAP APPLICATION! any ideas on what to say? ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6174833/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6174833/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 02:24:46 PDT
this was my second time caving in summerset so i was aiming for my instructer course and we got to do all these really cool stuffs! like absail down a water fall under ground! but anyway all of the people dooing the caving instructer course had to do talks on cave fromations and shit but everyones was really smart with not very funny jokes dropped in and then my friend matt stood up and did his talk which was all "when climbing ladders don't fall as you may die and injure yourself but thats not a worry if your dead so its up to you really!" and "this is a mug stuck in a hole if you do this your fucked! as i do know how to help you but i just cant be bothered" and then rite at the end he had a crudly drawn picture of "what to do if your hurt" and he got this great image off of google and then pissed around with it like having a massive arrow saying "HURT MAN!!!!!!!!!!" and a crap white stick figgure saying "well go for help" "me to!" when there was one guy with x2 above there heads! so this got me thinking about next year and what im going to do and i have decided to perfom it in the wonders of rhyme!

well that was dull better be off now as im eating my own poo bye then

how do you trun this thing off?

its what button?

oh ok bye ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6158085/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6158085/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 10:53:39 PDT
rite i have something to tell you all so gather round children

let me set the scene it was a friday nite and i was tierd and found out about my freind katie so i when wining to my friend rik and told him about this man who visits me in my dreams and says that if i don't kill myself hell hurt and kill my friends and relatives now first of all my friend rik said he may be a demon and i was like "eh!?!" and so he told me how to control it then we started talking about friends like my mate rhian (who is nice) and he said to me that he sees her with the wings of an angel and i was like "dude so your not the only person who doesnt see the outer shell of people!?!" and then i told him about when i go into cemeterys and see the graves and there shadowy figure hovering out of the coffin (i dont go to cemeterys much ^^) and then he said that the dude in my dreams is not likely a demon but death! so i feel asleep and i was contacted by the figure and he admited to being death and kept calling me mort and then i dug out this old pice of crap off the net that was about mort a boy who is taught how to be death so in conclusion


i do belive im death!

oh and if i am then i sohuld die on the

16th december 2006

shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit shitshit ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6140291/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6140291/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 09:20:18 PDT
good news - fuck testicular cancer! i dont have the bastard!

bad news - continuing the death of my freind lauren it was her birthday on wensday the 3rd and all was there to mourn except me which made me feel like hell and on my return from my holiday i find that her best freind hung herself the day after and i just wish i could have been there to try and stop her and so its all my fault and i can't belive i let another slip through my arms and i don't want any body else to suffer ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138587/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138587/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:55:37 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138586/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138586/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:55:17 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138577/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6138577/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 03:53:52 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6045934/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6045934/ Wed, 27 Jul 2005 05:37:09 PDT
1) i fucking hate my parents! all they do is yell and shout and take the piss out of me!

2) my girlfriend left me which although i love so fucking much i wan't to shout abuse at!

3) i realised im a shallow bastard as i have started crying over losing a girlfreind such a level i never thought id reach

4) why? ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6009864/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/6009864/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 02:35:32 PDT so last nite was cool and when i say cool i mean



AMAZING!!!

thanks to the girl of my dreams agreeing to go out with me even after someone hacked my msn and sent her a shameful e-mail *shakes head in shame*

second i spent the entirety of last nite picking stuff off of bands like drum sticks and plectrums! (one of whcih he put in his mouth :s)

and so thanks to this week im so happy again! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5975663/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5975663/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 08:47:55 PDT
fan-fucking-tastic timing!

so what do i do chuck it all in for the sake of my friend being happy or fuck the mate and hope that i can be with the girl of my dreams the one person i care about and the one name running through my mind

HELP! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5876649/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5876649/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 11:50:24 PDT
of corse not seing as now i am litteraly talking to know one.

i really need help

i have lost two freidns in the past day and i call upon who ever reads this to help me i need help on how to untangle lies that have gone on since i was 3 trying to make myself seem more alive than i am! i ahte myself and all around me! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5847308/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5847308/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 12:49:36 PDT
Mood: ANGRY AS HELL!
Listening to: The Who
Reading: some crap they call words
Watching: Sin City

Well my life is so crap for the following reasons (most of which revolve around a girl!)

1) I split up with my girlfriend

2) Ther girl i am abosolutly crazy about is no longer crazy about me

3) The same girl ran off with some guy i hate

4) i realised everyone i meet dies!

So yes once again im suicidal! so i will probably see you in hell bastards!

ITS A FUCKING MIRICAL IM STILL ALIVE! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5821623/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5821623/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 14:46:25 PDT
Mood: confused
Listening to: the who (live 8) who are you?
Reading: anothony kedis biography
Watching: Donny Darko

yes thats rite people i have discovered that my life is made up of a cobweb of lies there fore strangling my sanity destroying my soul so now i fear everything i say and wish to start my life again

in other news my best mate is moving away to portsmouth for 2 months to be with his cousin and girlfriend and i will miss him alot he will obviously decide to live with them for ever as he loves them both

my life is shit!

rite put your feelings on hold for one second and think about how minute your problem is incomparison to the people in africa join us! add your name to [link] africa needs us! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5789451/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5789451/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 08:59:13 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5769642/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5769642/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 08:22:09 PDT

(+) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(+) lied to a close friend
(+) had sex before 16 (well i had to try!)
( ) celebrated mardi-gras
(+) hate certain things about yourself
(+) been overseas
(+) skipped school
(+) been drunk
(+) kissed a member of the same sex (and...erm...strangly enjoyed it!)
( ) crashed a friend's or family members car?
(+) ridden in a taxi
(+) been in love
(+) been dumped
(+) shoplifted (nothing major)
(+) been fired (damn the evil fish mongers!)
(+) snuck out of the house
(+)ever had a crush on someone of the same sex? (yea and this was not one of thoes woo hes hansom things)
( )ever dated someone of the same sex
( ) slept with a co-worker
(+) cut yourself on purpose (and im ganna do it again as i don't give a tiny rats ass!)
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children (i can't!)
(+) seen someone die in real life (friend being hit by a bus)
(+) Slapped someone you love
(+) Slapped somone
(+) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(+) Been on a plane
(+) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show(freaky or what -.*)
(+) Had a sexual dream about a crush or someone close (there are other dreams!?!)
(+) cry allot (im very emotional)
(+) Thrown up in public (loads of people trod in it )
(+) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire (mmm burny)
(+) Eaten Sushi (mmm sushi!)
(+) Been in the snow
(+) Met someone in person from the internet
(+) have been to a rock concert
( ) have dated someone for a year or more
(+) sold naked pictures of yourself (amount sold...1!)
(+) felt stupid (most the time,but its funny)
(+) been in a car accident
(+) slept in the nude (hell yea!)
(+) slept in the nude in public (wayhay!)
(+_(+) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(+) lied to a close friend
( ) had sex before 16
( ) celebrated mardi-gras
(+) hate certain things about yourself
(+) been overseas
(+) skipped school
(+) been drunk
(+) kissed a member of the same sex ( yers...you have a problem?)
(+) crashed a friend's or family members car (in my dream^^)
(+) ridden in a taxi
(+) been in love
(+) been dumped
(+) shoplifted (nothing major)
( ) been fired
(+) snuck out of the house
(+)ever had a crush on someone of the same sex (my secrets out!)
( )ever dated someone of the same sex
( ) slept with a co-worker
(+) cut yourself on purpose (ehm x_X)
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(+) seen someone die in real life (lets not talk about it)
(+) Slapped someone you love (sorry mum )
(+) Slapped somone
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(+) Been on a plane
(+) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show(freaky or wqaht -.*)
(+) Had a sexual dream about a crush or someone close (hasnt everyone?)
(+) cry allot (mainly for happy reasons though^^)
(+) Thrown up in public (loads of people trod in it :mwaha
( ) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
() Eaten Sushi (im never touching it!)
(+) Been to the snow (to the snow? what!?)
(+) Met someone in person from the internet
(+) have been to a rock concert
( ) have dated someone for a year or more
( ) sold naked pictures of yourself
(+) felt stupid (most the time,but its funny)
() been in a car accident
(+) slept in the nude (it was one time ...ok! )
( ) Thought of doing something sexual with someone related
( ) eaten cheesecake (ewwww no way!)
( ) been to court
( ) hated someone without knowing them
(+) Addicted to the internet (fraid so xD)
(+) familly/friends caused stress or even depresion (:S well yer y'know o_O)
(+) shot a real gun ( i wne tclay pigeaon shooting....shh it was illegal)
( ) had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(+) made out with someone you just met (its called a disco, with loads of fit boys^^)
( ) done ecstasy or weed
(+) gotten your ass kicked (many a time)
( ) been caught smoking
(+) milked a cow (yeh! and helped one give birth)
(+) got in a verbal fight (plenty unfortunately)
( ) Threw a party while your parents weren't home without them knowing
(+) Done something with a friends bf/gf (its called having a relationship problem, and rebelling:S)
( ) Done something with a friends sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(+) Are flat chested (i got jack shit! )
(+) Suffered/s... ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5617312/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5617312/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 10:00:56 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5578176/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5578176/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 09:20:33 PDT
so yes im back in my depression state and if you see me smile its a fucking rareaty! ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5558798/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5558798/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 09:02:10 PDT

.FIRSTS.

First best friend:guy named josh sutton lovley bloke
First car: a scaletrix mini! ^^
First date: erm im sorry phil is a lonly fridged bastard and cannot answer this question rite now come back in bout...month and try again
First real kiss: hmmmmm same as above
First screen name: k1773r (yes im that sad!)
First self purchased CD perchoused: erm a NOW BLAHDY BLAH i forget which one
First pets: if you knew me you wouldn't ask that question (mainly as all pets eat me)
First piercing/tattoo: none
First musician you remember hearing in your house: erm i dunno perobably somink off of radio 4 or heart!

.LASTS.

Last cigarette: ok to ask me this is a death wish as i think all smokers belong in hell!
Last car ride: yesterday
Last kiss: today
Last good cry: last monday
Last library book checked out: ark angle - antony horrowitz
Last movie seen: Donny Darko for the 15 time!
Last beverage drank: sweet sweet beer carling i think or white light if any one says my cum i will shoot them this means you payn and darby sniper!
Last food consumed: fajitas!
Last crush: Mel Lewin A.K.A ecco farey and i still do and will do for a hundered years more ^^ arnt i sick!
Last phone call: Rochelle A.K.A speckeld-cookie
Last time showered: 5 mins after a 5 mile slog!
Last shoes worn: Merril Chamelion Slams doin abit of parkour
Last cd played: my chemical romance - threee cheeers for sweet revenge!
Last item bought: a packet of chocolate peanuts
Last annoyance: some chavs tryin to scare me
Last disappointment: two minuets ago when ecco told me that she fancyed this guy and now i wish to kill him! litteraly
Last shirt worn: erm...quicksilver!
Last website visited: [link] leggend site!
Last word you said: shup
Last song you sang: im a little tea pot! ^^
Last time i wished i had a knife to stab yourself with: every waking hour

What color socks are you wearing: trainer
What color of underwear are you wearing?: grey boxers that keep ridin up my crouch!
What's under your bed? porn,old school socks porn tissues,porn my school books
What time did you wake up today? half past twelve!

.FUTURE.

Where do you want to go?: I really really wish i could be somewhere else! or america florida to see my sis rochelle
What is your career going to be?: Electricion why aim high when your ganna fail easily!
Where are you going to live?: i wanna say australier for half the yea france the other but i know i will live with my mum!
How many kids do you want?: as many as the sperm i have but i have a gut feeling that i won't be able to have any
What kind of car(s): Caterham 7 R500 superlight with fule injection engin but most likely a red one!


.CURRENT.

Current mood: angry with self!
Current music: Me playing teenage kicks *changes song! out of vanity*
Current taste: if any one thinks of saying cum i hit them but rivita/popcorn!
Current hair: brown pretty gay a mess im tryin to grow it but my stress keeps making it fall out in clumps
Current clothes: bloo quicksilver hoody with zip and beige 3/4 lengths with a hint of mud
Current annoyance(s): knowing theres some one else and the fact my sisters in the U.S.A! damn rochelle!
Current desktop picture: the words PARKOUR 4 LIFE with a little stick man doin tricks off it
Current book: hary potter and the room full of tempermental shot guns that have grudges for gay teenage wizards! ^^
Current color of toenails: black!
Current hate: my self

Mark "X" for yes...

(X) been drunk
(X) been high
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(_) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(_) been in a fist fight (bitch fight / cat fight, whatever...)
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(X) stole something from my job (well, from school xD)
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(XXXX) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(X) been to Europe (I live in europe! x3 england, wales, germany, austria and france)
(X) skipped school
(X) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(X) seen someone die. (my old friend hit by a bus although at the ti... ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5558731/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5558731/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 08:52:13 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5512844/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5512844/ Tue, 31 May 2005 15:04:17 PDT

.FIRSTS.

First best friend:guy named josh sutton lovley bloke
First car: a scaletrix mini! ^^
First date: erm im sorry phil is a lonly fridged bastard and cannot answer this question rite now come back in bout...month and try again
First real kiss: hmmmmm same as above
First screen name: k1773r (yes im that sad!)
First self purchased CD perchoused: erm a NOW BLAHDY BLAH i forget which one
First pets: if you knew me you wouldn't ask that question (mainly as all pets eat me)
First piercing/tattoo: none
First musician you remember hearing in your house: erm i dunno perobably somink off of radio 4 or heart!

.LASTS.

Last cigarette: ok to ask me this is a death wish as i think all smokers belong in hell!
Last car ride: yesterday
Last kiss: today
Last good cry: last monday
Last library book checked out: ark angle - antony horrowitz
Last movie seen: Donny Darko for the 15 time!
Last beverage drank: sweet sweet beer carling i think or white light if any one says my cum i will shoot them this means you payn and darby sniper!
Last food consumed: fajitas!
Last crush: Mel Lewin A.K.A ecco farey and i still do and will do for a hundered years more ^^ arnt i sick!
Last phone call: Rochelle A.K.A speckeld-cookie
Last time showered: 5 mins after a 5 mile slog!
Last shoes worn: Merril Chamelion Slams doin abit of parkour
Last cd played: my chemical romance - threee cheeers for sweet revenge!
Last item bought: a packet of chocolate peanuts
Last annoyance: some chavs tryin to scare me
Last disappointment: two minuets ago when ecco told me that she fancyed this guy and now i wish to kill him! litteraly
Last shirt worn: erm...quicksilver!
Last website visited: [link] leggend site!
Last word you said: shup
Last song you sang: im a little tea pot! ^^
Last time i wished i had a knife to stab yourself with: every waking hour

What color socks are you wearing: trainer
What color of underwear are you wearing?: grey boxers that keep ridin up my crouch!
What's under your bed? porn,old school socks porn tissues,porn my school books
What time did you wake up today? half past twelve!

.FUTURE.

Where do you want to go?: I really really wish i could be somewhere else! or america florida to see my sis rochelle
What is your career going to be?: Electricion why aim high when your ganna fail easily!
Where are you going to live?: i wanna say australier for half the yea france the other but i know i will live with my mum!
How many kids do you want?: as many as the sperm i have but i have a gut feeling that i won't be able to have any
What kind of car(s): Caterham 7 R500 superlight with fule injection engin but most likely a red one!


.CURRENT.

Current mood: angry with self!
Current music: Me playing teenage kicks *changes song! out of vanity*
Current taste: if any one thinks of saying cum i hit them but rivita/popcorn!
Current hair: brown pretty gay a mess im tryin to grow it but my stress keeps making it fall out in clumps
Current clothes: bloo quicksilver hoody with zip and beige 3/4 lengths with a hint of mud
Current annoyance(s): knowing theres some one else and the fact my sisters in the U.S.A! damn rochelle!
Current desktop picture: the words PARKOUR 4 LIFE with a little stick man doin tricks off it
Current book: hary potter and the room full of tempermental shot guns that have grudges for gay teenage wizards! ^^
Current color of toenails: black!
Current hate: my self

Mark "X" for yes...

(X) been drunk
(X) been high
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(_) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(_) been in a fist fight (bitch fight / cat fight, whatever...)
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(X) made out with a stranger
(X) stole something from my job (well, from school xD)
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(XXXX) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(X) been to Europe (I live in europe! x3 england, wales, germany, au... ]]> ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5490073/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5490073/ Sun, 29 May 2005 04:31:39 PDT ~k1773r http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5482031/ http://k1773r.deviantart.com/journal/5482031/ Sat, 28 May 2005 02:39:34 PDT
listening to:Brim Full Of Asher, Cornershop (how sad!)

masturbating to:filthy/gorgeous scissor sisters/ picture of a hot woman

reading: Mort Terry Pratchett

Watching:Black Books

so its been a while oh and if you havn't already run off at the thought of me masturbating im not! but today i am pleased as its the first day of the holidays and i found ouy that dry ryvitas taste like popcorn. i am confused as i realised that my friend broke up with there boyfreind (secretive w00p as i could have a chance!) and she is so strong she hasnt broken down which makes me feel weak and im upset for her and also if you have lost some one this week im sorry


well thats it for a week 3 weeks as i most likely wont actually put up another unless somthig tragic happens. ]]> ~k1773r