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]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/21241187/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/21241187/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 00:19:10 PDT All the best.

TGIF. Let's dance to joy Division, or perhaps, Blondie.

]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/21091753/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/21091753/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 08:33:20 PDT Lifeless, I need my Superman.

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left scaphoid fractured
currently unemployed

]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/9709051/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/9709051/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 03:08:58 PDT Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....
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1. I'm very self-conscious, towards myself and others, but most of the stuffs i'm conscious about happens at home. I won't understand why it's happening to me, so I guess you won't too. Sometimes it gets on my nerve real bad and I feel pathetic because I can't do anything about it.

2. Sometimes I act very softly, as in half-boiled, or whatever you guys call it. Like fly my arms around, walk like a sissy, stuff like that. ALL IN THE NAME OF FUN OK hahahha!

3. If you were asked me to choose between boyshorts and thongs, I'd pick boyshorts. Lace is optional. LOL!

4. I'd scratch parts of my neck, when someone's talking some trash and I really am not giving any pie about it. The action's to replace the phrase "Oh yeah right, sure". It might inlude a slight squint on either eyes.

5. I wouldn't go clubbing or so, but I listen to dance songs (house, drum and bass, etc). And would dance unexpectedly/expectedly, depending on the location and density of the location, and the people around.

6. The later I stay up at night, the hungrier I get.
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I guess that's about it now you've been tagged! Do your thing!

]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8666861/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8666861/ Wed, 03 May 2006 21:47:22 PDT here for more details.

The rippers portfolio here.

Help by spotting more rips and informing the respective artists.

Shut this ripper down. ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8241348/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8241348/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 22:21:20 PST YES.

MORE CATS!

<3 ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8224306/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/8224306/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:32:00 PST
I just submitted 2 lomo photograhs here. Uhm they're some what fillers, cuz I'm still working on this deviation and still working on it and working onit. So till then yeah!

Take care! ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/6840922/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/6840922/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 09:41:38 PDT Miz Dipz to state 20 random stuff about myself. It's alright, just for you guys to get to know me better yeah.

Here goes!
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1. Family! I'm the fifth and last in the family, I have 3 elder brothers and 1 elder sister. @ brothers and sister married. And i have 4 nephews and 2 nieces. Yes uncle!

2. When i was about 9 I think, I had this uncontrollable habit of counting every syllable of words that i say out. I don't really count for numbers, but my fingers will just move, as though its counting. I managed to stop the habit for awhile, and now its back, but now i count letters in words. Weird huh?

3. I bite my fingernails too. Fromyoung till now. Jagged edge. But sometimes when i'm free, i file my fingernails.

4. I'm pretty vain. I'm like the evil queen in snow white's story. I don't know, i jus love going to the mirror, and sometimes just doing stupid stuff in front of it like teasing myself, making weird faces.

5. And dat reasons why I'm in the toilet for so long sometimes. I'll be like in front of the mirror, jus staring sometimes. And the best part is when some idea slips in and you quickly bath.

6. I have a scar on my right elbow. I got it while playing netball during PE (Physical Education) class. It was a game between my classmates and the guys were jus shooting the ball around, and this once i juts dived for the ball like i was a goalkeeper and just slid on the road surface. And it didn't recover soon, cuz when it was about to heel, i fell of my bike twice, and hit the same spot.

7. I always dream i could sing, and be a frontman of some rock band. Recently i tried to vocal like Fallout Boy's vocalist. And like luff out loud dudes. Sometimes i record what i sing, and get goosebumps when i hear it back.

8. I hate insects or anything that looks creepy crawly. Ok not hate, but i'm afraid of them. I'm most terrified when i'm not aware tat the insect is near me. But sometimes wen i see a small 'lil spider crawlimg around, i pick it up and let it spin on its web.

9. I dream of going to New York one day. To further my graphics approach and experience livehood there. I think New York is nice, interesting and diversified. But recently i watched Discovery Travel and watched this guy go to Berlin, Germany. It didn't look too bad to. The environment looks clean and nice. Maybe to Berlin to. Insya'Allah.

10. We're halfway through, and i'm choking.

11. When i was young, i tot of becoming a doctor, and into my secondary school, i tot of becoming a psychiatrist and now i have no idea wat i wanna do. Art teacher? I'm doubting if i wanna do graphics for life, scared of running dry of creativity. We'll see and check back with me k to see what i've become.

12. OUH! There was a point of time, when i tot of becoming those grass-cutters. I tot they look cool and it seems like a simple and easy job, not thinking about the pay then. Everytime wen they came around, i'll take my ninja sword and act as though it's the thing to cut grass.

13. If i was rich, i would have my license right away and driving out whenever, freely. And probably my first car would be Lexus RX-300 or a BMW 3 Series Sedan.

14. And if i'm rich again, i'd love to live in those houses, with ceiling to floor glass windows, which looks so damn modern. And i don't know how else i can describe it. I mean some apartment.

15. I believe that every thing on this earth has feelings, be it living or non-living. Everytime my mom throws some old stuff out, i'll try to save it.

16. I'm being disturbed by two voices in me, with each telling me different stuffs. I have no idea what, but i think one is the voice from ym heart and the other from my mind. It really gets on me, and sometimes wen im damn frustrated i jus feel like breaking down, but so far i did not breakdown. It really gets on me. Help.

17. kae-KO was a name given by my friend Lily. It was initially Kae, as in the letter K as the first letter fo my name. And soon, Lily started calling kae-KO, which is Keiko, the killer whale, in the movie Free Willy. And what coincidence the KO, could mean my name too, Khairi Omar. Thanx Lily.

18. Oh i have people asking if i was mixed, or arab or what. I'm actually pure Malay, no mix no nuthing. My mom's Javanese and my dad's Malay from Johor Baru, Malaysia. But it was said tat my dad's decendants had some history from the Chinese Emperor in China. Very unclear about that. But i think i have far blood of indian and chinese.

19. 19 is my age. not yet, cuz my birthday's on the 17th of December and i'm a sagittarian.

20. Finally uhm, i love you guys! http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/6764340/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 07:45:51 PDT [link] has a new look. Have a look yeah. Thank you for your support ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/4932606/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/4932606/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 09:34:47 PST [link] Basically, its my blog, yup! ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/4131186/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/4131186/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 20:42:27 PST

And hey Christmas is liek juz around the corner. Eventhough im not celebratingit, but yeah, can feel the spirit. LOLZ! The city is like packed with people. And this Fridae evening, im going to have small party somewhere near my friend's place. Well juz found out tat the party's gonna be held at the multi-storey carpark, top level...open air manz. Hahah cool! Never experience tat kind of thing before. So yup hopefully everything's gonna be find.

As mentioned, the school semester has juz begun like last week. Now is the second week. Hmm so far so good. Juz disappointed tat i think my request to switch module from VEFX (Video Effects) to DEAE (Design & Aesthetics) may not be successful! *Grumbles* Yeah well...wat to do. Uhm, third week coming in soon, and gotta submit some storyboard and treatment thingy this coming mondae and i haven't start! Geee...Guess the busy-ness gonna flow in anytime soon! Hehehehe!

I think tat's all for now since a very long time. Hmm to all, have a WONDERFUL, JOYOUS, NICE, FANTASTIC, (etc) CHRISTMAS!

Take care!!
XXXxXxxxX ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3493960/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3493960/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 09:13:29 PDT
Woah-ho-ho~ How am i? Hmmm physically fine, mentally i dunnoe, still alive and sane yeah. Hehehehekz. Hmm been like almost a month yeah since i last entered a journal. i have my reasons! Firstly, busy, secondly busy, and thirdly busy. basically jus busy. School's taking up like 75-82% of my time. Can you imagine? Tsk tsk tsk *shakes head*

I've got a submission in two weeks time. Have to do some application on Macromedia Director. Woah one big complication. I believe i will get thru it! Let's be optimistic yeah, eventhough it seems ambitious. But it isn't. Right? Just say yes!

Man, i think tat i'm really being bothered by these creative provoking thingy in my head. I feel so much like doing designing, arty stuff. But too bad i have assignments. Grrrr.

Ouh! Sticker revolution has started for me in school. Nyehehehe *evil laugh* For those who know what i'm doing, pls keep quiet bout it k. I dun want the echoes to run down the hall way. And everyone will know what i've been up to. Find it quite adrenaline pumping, someway or another. Hehehehekz.

Hey my fellow friends who have been so busy and stuff. I have something for you to try. You should take some time off to really touch yourself. Hahahaha! Don't get me wrong. I mean like take care of yourself, feel yourself more. Take long baths, play with water. That is what i do. And i get handfuls of water and slowly rub it on my face. just feel it. Hahahaha! I'm so bad at sharing this. Well it kinda helps me.

Hmm, tat's all. Over and out!
xxxXXxXxxXxxxxX ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3313495/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3313495/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 03:03:13 PDT
This i smy mission for this late day today: To complete my tasks for TBCM (technical business communications) assignment. And the tasks are: Write up for product functions, come up with a advertisement poster and write up for the appendix. Well for this assignment, we as a group, wil hafta do a product proposal thing.

Alright after this journal...*ZOOM!* I shall proceed on with my tasks. Hopefully i can get it all done and pass them to my editor by tomorrow.

Hmm anything else? *thinks*.... Nvm we shall see my 'currents':

Current MSN nick: [."make me worthy"][.PERFECTION THROUGH SILENCE][.the PiNK inflammation][.Kae-Ko!!]

Current song on player: Rock lobster - B52's

Current mood: Moody! Hahahaha!

Well nick's still the same, don't know what i should change it to. And for some unknown reason i'm listening to a retro song, 'Rock lobster'.

I think folks, that's all...OUTSA!
XxxxXXxXx ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3297842/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3297842/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 05:17:29 PDT
Well there's lots of stuff going in school. I tat's the main reason why i have been quite busy and crazy and looney yeah? Ok cool mid semester tests are over, but nonetheless assignments still live on! Let's have a list of asignments to look at:

- Group projects
> MMPJ
> VIDP
> TBCM

- Individual projects
> MMMI
> MMAD

I think tat's about it. Kinda blank wen i tried to remember what i had to do during this one week term break. I got to touch on my MMMI (music something2) and still have two practicals to go. Hope i get to get it all done by tmr. I feel like there's nothing much to talk about when it comes to school. Why? *shrugs*

Ouh! Had my class gathering/barbeque at east coast park yesterday. It was great despite the unnormal weather. Hehehehe cool! And handed Aisyah her cap. Hope she likes it. Hahaha and HER change, i dunnoe whther if it's with her *thinks* Nvm..hehehehe! Uhm i shall not go into great detail about the barbeque, cuz it will go all the way and i will never finish. so yah....basically it was F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C!

Feelings, feelings, feelings. Sometimes i feel 'deprived' now at i dun have a girlfriend. Maybe i'm not used to the situation yet. Actually i feel i have, but sometimes, some things juz make me feel so last 'summer'. Today, i got to know my recent ex has a new bf. Yeah so what right? "So what, so what, so what?" (Heheheheh a song by NOFX).

"I don't have time for myself, i need time...blah3" So much for that huh? Now she's attached. Well shit happens. It's ok.

*TOPIC DROPPED*

Hehehehehe gosh. Ok let's see what's my 'currents' for now:

Current MSN nick:
[."make me worthy"][.PERFECTION THROUGH SILENCE][.the PiNK inflammation][.Kae-Ko!!]

Current song on player: Linoleum - NOFX

Current mood: Lost

Haiz.
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Outz for now. ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3157656/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/3157656/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 16:29:17 PDT
Wow i think i have to do loads of catching up before the tests start flooding in. Lemme just list down the subjects i need to catch up with, soon!:

- MMPJ Practicals
- MMMI Practicals
- MMAD Task2/3 by next week

Well it may jus seem like its onli 3. But i can assure you tat the practicals are quite uneasy to handle. So....yah..it takes some time, which i dunnoe wen i will be able to access them.

Currently am working on my MMAD tasks dued next week. Thing i may have a hard time trying to have a written treatment of like 1000 - 1200 words. I mean its a normal kinda thing for me to write long long stuff. I'll juz try. "You can do i t Kae!"

Today i'll have to be in school by 1100hrs, to discuss the VIDP Assignment which will take place this coming Saturday. So need to plan out the script and all, the sequence. School ends at 1300hrs today. If not for the group discussion, i'll be in school for only an hour. I find it like pointless to come all the way to school. And only be there for an hour. Hahahaha! But i get to see my friends, so i think tat makes a difference *winks*.

I wanna go somewhere after school!! If no it would be so damn bored to go home straight after school. Hahaha but i have my tasks to do... Well i'll see how..

Ok..outs for now ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2925021/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2925021/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 08:43:17 PDT [link] Well I have been really wanting to write some of my feelings out on the blog. But somehow i got drifted away and i didn't do so. Write about how school really sucked and write about the girl whom i really like. *smiles for the girl*

Well my case about me being the suspect of 'theft' become more severe. I don't know what to say to these lecturers. They don't believe my motives and intentions. And the way they talk to me make it seem like they want me to admit i stole it. Well obviously who wants to admit for something that they did not commit; for my case, not stealing the handphone. Ok so i did not take the handphone. They want the truth, and tat's the truth. They don't believe it. What do they want more? Should i juz admit for the sake of admitting and let this case rest? In other words, i would unsincerely and untruthfully admit i stole the phone. This case is ridiculous. Even my friends and family finds it ridiculous. So the next step is to meet the main school disciplinary board. DUMBNESS! Apart from friends i think school generally SUCKS like F***!

This case has really put me off studying. Sometimes i think if it's worth the effort now im putting in. I mean what if i get expelled if the stupid school doesn't approve of my explanation and all. Then the case would be referred to the police. And high chances i'd get expelled. What the hell. One day i was thinking of getting my ass off this Singapore Polytechnic and going to another polytechnic. But i'm thinking about ym dad too. he has forked out some cash for the fees. And to waste the first year like tat, i think it's not worth it. So *shrugs* I don't know where this M.F**KING case would lead me too.

So what am i suppsed to do when i get expelled. Goodbye to seeing my friends on weekdays. And uhm yah i'll be so unprepared. I'm gonna think about it soon. Not that i'm being pessimistic about this matter. But i juz want to come prepared. If possible, continue my tertiary education as for normal, if my dad can still afford. Worse come to worse I think should spend my next few remaining years of school working until i am called up for National Service (NS). So many things going on in my head manz....

Yesterday was fuuny. I was watching this Malay show on the Suria channel. It was about some teenagers in campus life, love and all. And the actress, Jeslina Hashim was so drop dead pretty! She has some traits of Thai, China, dan Irish. i got this webby you guys might want to check her out [link] Ouh and while watching that show, I was thinking, maybe i could go to Malaysia and study there. Come to think about it now, I'm like...Gawd~ I thought of that? Hahahahha! I have nothing against Malaysia but i can't bear the thought of having to adapt to new environment, making new friends. What about my life here in Singapore?

Ah~ Let's move to a more worth thinking about topic. About someone i admire. I knew her through this online friend portal thingy (is that it?) @ AnakMelayu.com [link] Well it has been a habit for me to communicate and make relations with them. Relations as in friendships basically. yah but somehow i began to like this girl whom i am currently dating. She well knows that. I was glad now. Cuz before this liek a week back, i wasnt really sure where i stand after i told her something bout me. Whether she sees me as the same person, or trying to avoid *shrugs*. But now's that is clarifed and i am juz so glad. No plans on how our friendship will go on but the way things are now, i'm ok and happy with it *smiles* So what if more? Hehehehe!

Alright now, i think that's all for tonite!
XxXxXXXxXXXxx ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2831520/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2831520/ Thu, 08 Jul 2004 08:00:41 PDT
Hmmm i can't really remember when but i had a chat with my friend Fyerool [link] I and him we have a BIG common dream. Hehehe and yeah we've got that common interest also, the urban propaganda thingy (stickers, graffiti, posters, etc). So basically we had a chat about how far we would like to get with this interest of ours. And it turns out tat is kinda far! I so love Wooster Collective [link] Hehehehe... ok let's share my dream ok!

Well yeah i really wanna go as far as i can with this interest of mine, besides the serious courier thingy which i do not know wat i cuold be. I mean this interest is like my side-line thingy; for recreation purposes i can say. I think some of my classmates might know this dream of mine. That i wanna at least make it to New York City (ouh~~~) and maybe have collaborations and work with artists around there. I could juz imagine. In the first place, this thing i'm dreaming of, should happen sometime after years of work so yah...hehehehe. I dunnoe if this is possible, but i think it'll be so damn great if i could get an apartment there and make it into a studio. Then it would be so NEW YORK! Hehehe yeah i have so much love for New York. Love that city! However i don't think i can stay there for long cuz of immigration reasons, and besides that i may have resposibilities here in Singapore.

Heheheh ouh and i asked my mom this question: "What do u think is the oldest age that i shuold get married?" Well i was rather concerned too u noe bout my family. Cuz i wanna do wat i wanna do wen i can ferst before settling down for a family. Then at least i should be happier with the experience i wanted, got my wife, got my kids... Hehehe WOW! Ok let's not drift too far yeah? I will promise to post more aabout my dream or anything relevant to it here next time aite.

For now we shall move to why i am kinda pissed todae. Well i don't really want to make a big story bout it and i don't plan to say it fully. Well it was about wat happenedin school todae. I was actually accused of a mobile phone theft! Can you believe it?! Well yeah it seemed like i stole the handphone but actually i didn't steal it cuz in the first place i did not have any intentions of stealing it! I know how it fels for someone to lose a mobile phone. It is something essential in our daily lives, may contain some valuable stuff like pictures or messages, and value especially when it is a Samsung E700A. So yah i don't wanna go through wat happened and all. Well the owner got the phone back. And... OUH!!! I juz dun wanna talk about it actually. Hehehehe sorry bout tat.

So off i go~~!!
xXxxXXxxxXX ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2759166/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2759166/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 21:36:54 PDT
Anyway yah maybe im juz too bored you know. And i can't wait for the new semester to re-open on 5th of July. Well i tot of having a new image wen school re-opens, but i dun think i can. Cuz i din have the cash as i was not able to get a job for myself. More like i was lazy to find a job. Actually i did but after a couple of attempts i juz can't be bothered. So yah school maties! I'll be the same old Khairi Kae wen school starts! Hehehehe!

Hahahah man! I was reading my previous journal entries and uhm about my girfriend and stuff. Guess wat? She broke up with me. How sad right? Yeah sad for like the few 2 weeks or so after the break up. "But now i'm stronger than yesterdae..." Hahaha thanx Britney. I've gotten totally over her. Well if you wanna noe the reasons she gave me, I'll juz briefly tell u guys aite. Let's just share. Ouh btw we were pathetically together for onli 1yr 1mth.

And it goes like this: She SMSed me and said tat she had something to tell me..but soon she gave me a phone call. I kinda knew this was coming anyway. From the way she was treating me kinda coldly, like as if she can't be bothered with me tat kinda thing. And finally she like said it out. I do understand her responsibilities as a junior college student, to study hard and get that "A" Level Cert. Besides that earn 'co-curricular activities'(CCA) points, so tat it could give them a push into the University. OK2...back to track. Uhm yah so she said tat she has no time for herself, has so much things to do, juz wants to be single, and doesn't think that that time was appropriate for her to be in a relationship. Firstly, i was thinking, was i really demanding that much of her time. Come to think abt it, NO. In fact i gave lotsa breathing space wen she said tat she was going to be busy. And secondly, time not appropriate to be in a relationship? Why do you accept my 'proposal' in the first place. In the end i juz think that she is giving me excuses for wat reasons, "i don't wanna know.." Thanx Mario. Hahahaha!

Hahahaha yeah so tat's the story. It was kinda sad for me during the first 2 weeks of the break up. I actually cried while listening and (trying to) sing to Yellowcard's "Only One". It's a very meaningful song to me. But anyways, like i said in the past paragraphs, I AM OVER IT! Hehehehe juz living my life like i should!

Ouh uhm i'd like to introduce you to 'fyerool' @ [link] . Well he is my graff crew member in
EW!(e!thiq wrytas) and TSR(Tandoori Soopa Rockers) I find him real dope! Heheheh he has yet to have a DA account. Well he's doing his "O" levels this year. Check his blg out and he's got some pic and links in there. I and him are really nito this sticker propaganda thingy. Where u juz paste stickers around town. Salutes to The Killer Gerbil [link] , 3MenCollective [link] , and deadstock [link] . Hahaha i wanna be juz like you guys. Hehehehehe. ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2446506/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2446506/ Mon, 17 May 2004 08:10:00 PDT
Actually right, this is like a back-up if my plan back fires. Who knows if she actually remembers and she 'hit's me first before i could 'hit' me. Get what i'm trying to say. Then she'll be like "Ahhh you forgot right?..." That kinda thing. So if such things happen i can easily ask her to refer her. I won't lose in the 'battle'. Heheheh i know i am mean that i don't give in. But playing games is fun, provided she knows i am playing games if not she'll be like interpretting it the wrong way or something, then it'll be *suspense music* OOPS!.

I think i will get to see her tomoro as i asked her juz now. But last minute stuff might pop up so i dunnoe. We shall see alright. Dunnoe if i could get her anything tomoro. Something nice and simple. I'm trying to wake up tomoro morning for a lil soccer game with my ex-classmates at bedok north. So maybe if i could i'll juz go around wherever and see what there is.

Ouh i think i knocked some 'maturity thoughts' into me juz now. Cuz i actually wanted to have this journal entry to really express my feelings about me and my gurlfriend not being able to meet up so often anymore that kinda thing. But juz now while praying, i actually thought and like thought that it's not her wish that she can't see me you know. Like she's just busy with chool and extra school activities. And i have no reasons to get moody or 'angry' (i'm not angry about this matter anyway, juz dunnoe wat word to put in here), cuz it's not her will like i said earlier. So yah i apologise to my gurlfriend for like ahving such thoughts before. Iy jus shows how immature and irreasonable i can get. I shall grow out of it someday! I WILL!

Uhm i also would like to apologise to those who read my journal entries and find it rather mushy or love-sickening-diddly-thingy you know that almost every entry, i would mention about me, my gurlfriend and our relationship. Yah hope you guys don't mind. ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2444824/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2444824/ Sun, 16 May 2004 23:26:39 PDT
Hmm Wednesdae Wednesdae. What did i do. Ouh yah i went to apply for a part-time job at carrfour with two of my friends, Hyder and Salma. After that we juz like chill at Peninsula area there. Yeah ok after all, wasnt such a bore.

Thursdae Thursday. Ouh! Got to meet my girlfriend Hehehehe yah been missing her manz. She's been busy and stuff. Hardly get to see her nowadays. So on Thursdae i juz accompanied her to tuition at Kembangan. After tat, i proceeded on to Kinokuniya @ Taka. To like hunt for ideas and look at some new graphic design books. Quite tiring though. I couldnt sit still at one spot. And after that i juz watched the town and went off.

Fridae stayed at home. Was oping i could fetch my gurl after her school activities on that day. But go tsome miscommunication so din get to fetch her. Don't get the wrong idea k. We din argue or anything like tat. Hehehehe.

Saturdae Saturday. Ouh uhm earlier part of the day like 1400hrs, went PK-ing (parkour-ing) with some guys off the forum at [link]. So yah we Pk-ed at the tampines area. Quite fun, but i wasnt able to push myself any further. Cuz i wasnt confident enough and my ankle isnt that well yet. Hahahahah and i got another injury . After some PK-ing, we had a game of tag at this carpark. Quite cool though and VERY tiring in fact. I was trying to run away from the guy who was about to tag me. So i climbed down this ledge, i lost my grip and i fall down to the first floor. There was this curb or whatever you cal it, about half a metres tall. SO my back kinda hit and 'grind' against it. So i have this blue-black bruise on my back, more to the left side. And for those who knew about my netball scar on the right elbow: Yah it got hit too a lil.

Ok so this is continued of the Saturdae Saturday k. Hmmm ouh i was supposed to meet my cuzzin and my friend who are from the same graffiti crew as i am, e!thiq wrytas. But i came to join later as i was kinda tired from the PK session we had earlier. Was quite frustrated with my cousin. You knwo why? He unintentionally played a 'catching' game with me. When i reached town, i planned to do my prayers first which i did, den uhm i call my cousniand asked where he was. he said he was at Lucky Plaza playing pool. And i wanted to join him. As soon as i reached there, he and the others werent there. "DAMN!" SO he said meet at Youth Park. Hahaha reached there din see him but saw another crew. He was at Orchard Cineleisure. I couldnt stand it so i juz stayed there till he came. What the hell!

Hmmm Sunday. Earlier part of the day i had to help my sister-in-law design an invitation card for her company. So i did such a simple and 'last-minute' kinda design. Hahahaha but she was ok with it. Then at ard 1600hrs+ i was off to Planet Paradigm at Singapore Shopping Centre which is around Dhoby Ghaut, to catch this punk rock gig. My friends' band, Frenzied Edge, was performing. So yah came down to support them too. Great performance! There were other bands like 20 Dischanger, one-eighty, objection overule, etc. Was there from like 1700hrs to 2100hrs+. Hmmm kinda enjoyed myself with the moshing and stuff. And you guys know what?? I got another bruise while moshing . Got this blue-black bruise on my left arm above the elbow. Gosh! Hahahahah. But actually i think i din really enjoyed it. At the time when i reached the place, i began thinking about my gurl. I really miss her. You can imagine those shows like this hudband would leave his friends at the pub and say "i'm going back to my wife.." If only my gurlfriend was at home, i'd go home right away. But anyway it's not that we're not at good terms. us tat she doesnt have time for me. So that kinda scenario wont really go with my situation. After that i went home. Ouh! i actually forgot that May 16th was my cousin's and sister's birthdae! Hahahaha Happy Belated Birthday to them!

That's all folks! Come back next time. Take care ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2404830/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2404830/ Tue, 11 May 2004 07:23:32 PDT But yah it's out. Hahaha my gurl saw it already and this was what she said on the MSN Messenger:-

<<< NoT A DoLL >>> says:
i saw already
<<< NoT A DoLL >>> says:
lawa

Yeah we're speaking Malay here for those of you who din noticed. And 'lawa' means nice. Yupz basically i think it's juz nice. *Blush* And also thanx to those who uhm have commented on the piece. Nice comments that is. Really appreciate it! Cuz like frankly i din really expect such comments. I feel that the deviation wasnt 'full' like milk with no cream. Get it? Hahahah ko ok another example: like tea with no sugar. *Urgh!* Any idea? Better do manz! Hahahaha

Ok2 for those who din get the previous few journals, this deviation is dedicated to my gurl alright. Yeah and the '06051987' is her birth-date. And Yani, is her name of course. Hehehehe..Yah and sorry for the delay alright.

Ok well the meaning of the piece was some what on the description of the deviation. Alright2 this is like the so-called elongated version of the meaning:-

See the beautiful heart in the circles and quarts and stuff? That heart is safe and secured. And those pixels or squares from the heart out of the square? Those are like pollen grains from a flower which is essential for the reproduction of plants. So there are these butterflies on the branches on the deviation in black. They're like supposed to spread the pollen around to other flowers. So the pollen represent the free-floating love which will someday bloom and grow. Get the whole picture??? No repeats! Hahhaha read and understand alright. ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2397702/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2397702/ Mon, 10 May 2004 08:28:18 PDT
Ouh uhm this morning i just signed up for Hi5, this online thingy for friends. Something like Friendster, and MySpace. However i still prefer Friendster. Cuz they've got the privacy thingy, the degree of viewing and stuff. Yupz, so those who are connected through Hi5, feel free to add me to aight.

Ooo Weee...seems like my pockets and wallets are drying up. They need cash to revitalise! Hahahhaa yupz, the exams are over and here comes to long-waited holidays. But what would you do with 2 months of 'nothing-to-do'? Fuh! Complete boredom man, for my case especially. My day will start with a bathe, then switching on the computer, do stuff, and.......*dead* Hahahaha i'll be so damn bored. I was like thinking of getting a part-time job. But i tend to be very choosy over the job that i want. SO *shrugs*. I need the cash, i need some time to spend, i need to buy some stuff, and i need to.....*blah3*

Hahahahha ok guys...quite lengthy! Till next time..TAKE CAREZ!!! ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2383062/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2383062/ Sat, 08 May 2004 01:42:09 PDT ahahhaha i mean like my other deviant friends are so like into what they're doing manz. Am i making sense? hahaha nvm tat.

I dunnoe why but i think i juz don't have the creative juices oozing out of my brains for this weekend. Fell so bored and restless. And i feel so 'pressurised'. No no not because of you guys k. Cuz i have been trying to do uhm vector art of people, but i juz don't have that patience to try and try harder.

Ouh remember from the last journal? I said i wanna get a deviation done to dedicate it to my girl? hahahaha i kinda scraped it though. Cuz i find it a little 'misleading'. As in there's no focus in the work. So sorry yah especially to my girl whom i think most probably will nto be reading this. Hehehehe yeah she's not a deviant-ist. So yah..hmmm wat else..

So basically i'm like out of my 'work' this weekend. So 'brain-washed', like my brain's so clean and there's nothing to creatively process. Hahhaa till next time! Charomanoz! ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2369386/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2369386/ Thu, 06 May 2004 04:51:38 PDT Yupz. Of course i didn't forget it. Well i actually had a very nice plan going on in the morning to kinda surprise her, but in the end i got surprised. Hahahaha! Know why? Cuz time was running short for me as i din expect it to rain in the morning. So i had to take a bus to my girlfriend's place. Damn it was slow! And i was late

By the time i reached and just about to execute my plan, she 'caught' me! BUMMER! Haahahha so yah i got surprised. Well wasn't prepared at all for this 'unforeseen cirumstances' : THE RAIN! So i had to just shamefully hand her the present and the roses i got her, minus the surprise. An idea gone to waste. See guys, the next time you wanna do something nice and wicked, plan it REAL WELL. Yeah get it right. Don't end up like me..Hehehehe

I was planning to have a deviation dedicated to my girlfriend. But it's gonna be a belated deviation but it's on the way. Hopefully it'll be out by tomoro or saturdae. I'm going out with my gurl tomoro since she can't make it todae. My girl's always busy with with her school work and all. She shall SUCCEED! Heheheh ok...well out for now! Take care all! ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2356283/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2356283/ Tue, 04 May 2004 05:48:49 PDT
And i got like inspired, influenced to do vector art from some designers, especially t-shirt designers. To name some: FourSkin, and some of the guys at the basement of Far East SC (fabrick i think). Great job to them. Actually i was dreaming or planning to start producing t-shirts to occupy the time i have for this semester break (2 months!).

However the problem is i do not have the basicsand don't know much about like how the printing goes about and all. Well i can print it at some company but you know it is gonna cost quite some money to print small quantities. So *shrugs*.

A shout out to those who are into t-shirt printing: "KEEP ME INFORMED YEAH?!" Hehehehe. Better if could collab or something =O (Like as if i'm so good sia...well can try right?) Hehehehe

Alright let's go sing..."Dreeaaaam...dream dream dream" ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2335465/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2335465/ Sat, 01 May 2004 05:12:05 PDT
Yesterdae's was the last of all papers for the end of semester exams. So quite happy for the while...cuz i actually missed a paper on the past tuesdae...BUMMER! So i'll be expecting a suppplementary paper for tat. So mmm after the paper...went for a game of snooker/pool in the town area. Then later in the evening had a wonderful chalet with my ex-classmates from Bedok View SS.. Great one.

So uhm ok moving on to todae. Hahahaha spoilt todae and god knows till when by spraining my ankle while parkour-ing in the noon. Hurts so badly...it's like having needles around my ankle and near my heel. Damn...any suggestions to how i shuold treat it? ]]> ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2293280/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2293280/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 05:22:11 PDT ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2287206/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2287206/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 07:21:52 PDT ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2285438/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2285438/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 21:51:02 PDT ~kaerific http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2279834/ http://kaerific.deviantart.com/journal/2279834/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 05:01:48 PDT ~kaerific