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                <title>SANTA!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 23:15:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I want a new tablet >:<br /><br />Though I'd never get one as a gift because I'm not that popular/friendly/frequent here or anywhere for that matter. Dx<br /><br />Anyways, I'm on those requests, secret santas and what-nots. I also have to go look for my pen tablet because I seem to have misplaced it.<br /><br />Anyways, by next year I'll be accepting commissions~~ <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>Requests/Commissions/Trades</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2009 23:55:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="links"><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/profile/">My Profile</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/journal/23792333/">Commissions</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/journal/28386560/#commentsari">Links</a></div></div><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />Okay, from now on, list of requests, commissions and art trades will be placed here.<br /><br /><b>REQUESTS</b>: CLOSED<br /><br /><i>Ongoing</i>:<br />My sister = ZeroYuuki Smexy Pic<br />~<a class="u" href="http://lordofdreams.deviantart.com/">LORDofDREAMS</a> = South Park Version of A Pathetic Band<br />Eponine Margaux of CDOtaku = Chibi version of the main pairing in "Girlfriends"<br />Xinji Ikeda of CDOtaku = Firo & Ennis of Baccano<br />Yukimu of CDOtaku = Rangiku Matsumoto (BLEACH) & Aya Natsume (Tenjo Tenge)<br /><br /><b>COMMISSIONS</b>: TO OPEN WHEN REQUESTS ARE DONE. For now, CLOSED.<br /><br /><b>ART TRADES</b>: CLOSED<br /><br /><i>Ongoing</i><br />~<a class="u" href="http://capz787.deviantart.com/">capz787</a> = Anko Mitarashi<br /><br /><b>KIRIBAN</b>: CLOSED INDEFINITELY<br /><br /><i>Kiriban for 4k</i>: ONGOING, I want the winner/s to be a surprise. :3<br /><br /><br />THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT~<br /><br /></div><div class="credits">Graphics by *<a class="u" href="http://aishwaryakhan.deviantart.com/">aishwaryakhan</a> <br />CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>For the Secret Santa~</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Nov 2009 08:52:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="links"><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/profile/">My Profile</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/gallery/">My Gallery</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/journal/23792333/">Commissions</a></div><div class="link"><a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/journal/28386560/#commentsari">Links</a></div></div><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />Dear Secret Santa and your fellow apprentice, Santa Finland! I would like to receive at least one of the following!<br /><br /><b>1.)</b> Well, I have more than one favorite pairing so for variety, you can choose one pairing out of here: <b>RoChu</b> (RussiaXChina), <b>GerIta</b> (GermanyXN.Italy), <b>USUK</b> (AmericaXEngland) or <b>GiriPan</b> (GreeceXJapan) doing something not R rated~! xDD hahaha, really, may it be filled with fluff? Like a date of sorts. XD Remember, only one pairing but if you'd like to do more then by all means~<br /><br /><b>2.)</b> China in all his Dynasty glory... so like, if it's art, China in an Emperor's Kimono is fine too. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><b>3.) </b>A family picture. :3 Just one family and may it be either the <b>East Asians</b> (China, Japan, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Korea) , <b>Papa England & Papa France with chibi!America & chibi!Canada</b>, <b>Chibitalia</b> (Teen Austria married to Teen Hungary and chibitalia with HRE), <b>Nordics</b> (Iceland, Norway, Finland, Denmark, Sweden), or<b> East Slavic</b> (Russia, Ukraine, Belarus).<br /><br /><br />Line-art is completely okay~ THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR COOPERATING WITH ME~~~~ <3<br /><br /></div><div class="credits">Graphics by *<a class="u" href="http://aishwaryakhan.deviantart.com/">aishwaryakhan</a> <br />CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>4k?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 07:27:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If my page reached 4k and one person caught it, I HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOUUUU!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>Godammit</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:52:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GOSH I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING FOR A LONG TIME. Guess what? Finals week, finally! I'm not even studyin' yet but oh hey neither are you if you had time reading this. I want to stop school but I'm pretty sure my parents won't let me so they'll get a kid working half-assed through the rest of her last year since she's lost the spirit to study. ;D But demmit, I am in dire need of money!<br /><br />I'm thinkin' up of opening commissions but I'm building my reputation (aka uploading works) first so that you know what to expect when I'll be starting selling my 'talent'.<br /><br />I really REALLY need a break from all of this shitty college drama. I know school & diploma is important and stuff but puh-lease, give me space to breathe! I wanna go curl up and die now. I am seriously thinkin' of workin' part-time in a random place. SERIOUSLY. I want to tutor someone or babysit or whatever that will let me earn cash ASAP. D:<br /> I passed the Gov't Civil Service Exam so... does that count? Dx<br /><br />GASP, my first journal update in a long while and all I'm doing is whine? Pfft. Also, projects lining up and I'm like not caring until it's too late and I've brought down more than just me in the pit hole. I almost don't care, how apathetic am I? VERY, obviously.<br /><br />I MISS THIS SITE, i think. I KNOW PEOPLE/WATCHERS/ALMOST FAN HAVE FORGOTTEN ME. DON'T WORRY, I'M UPLOADING NOW, SEE?<br /><br />ANYWAYS, HELP ME when I'm officially in a commission role? Or help me make friends again because this social retard needs to spring out of her comfort zone? Or comment and remember meeeee~~~~<br /><br />Also, Welcome me back. ;D <br /><br />AND DARN IT, FMA: Brotherhood is sooo good & Hetalia AP is sooo adicting!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>[SOON TO BE] Commissions</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Mar 2009 06:59:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strike><br /><b>STATUS</b><br />CLOSED<br /><br /><b>MEDIA</b><br />Traditional: Inked + Color Pencils<br />Digital: PaintTool SAI, Adobe Photoshop CS3<br /><br /><b>PRICES</b><br />$8 - Clean Lineart: [link]<br />$10 - Lineart + Traditional color w/o BG: [link]<br />$10 - Lineart + 1D color: [link]<br />$12 - Lineart + 2D color w/o BG: [link]<br />$14 - Lineart + 2D color w/ BG: [link]<br />$15 - NSFW/Not Safe For Work: [link] *PM for more information*<br /><b>FREE</b> - Sketchy Lineart: [link] *available for online viewing only*<br /><b>FREE</b> - Fan art of Etsuko-tan (mascot of CDOtaku Online Community) [link] *available for online viewing only*<br /><br /><b>Additionals</b><br />< 1 character (except for NSFW & Clean Lineart): +$1/additional character<br />< 2 characters (for NSFW only): +$2/additional character<br /><br /><b>YES TO</b><br />Fan Art of Anime or Manga<br />Original Characters (of yours, not mine)<br />Shonen-ai*<br />Shojou-ai*<br />Hetero Relationships*<br />Male/Bishounen/Look of the general population<br />Female/Bishojou/Look of the general population<br />NSFW (DISPLAYS OF LOVE ONLY, NOT VIOLENCE): Yaoi, Yuri, Hetero Relationships, <i>errr...</i>Self-play<br />Mild blood/Subtle hints of violence<br /><br />* - no mature content or else it will be labeled as NSFW<br /><br /><b>NO TO</b><br />Furry<br />Animals (unless kindergarten style)<br />Hard-core violence<br />Gore<br />Futa/Hermaphrodites<br />Quasimodo-looking male & females<br />Awesome Perspectives<br />Buildings<br /><br />A WORK-IN-PROGRESS PREVIEW (IN SCRAPS) WILL BE POSTED/MAILED TO YOU. ONCE YOU HAVE SEEN THE PREVIEW, THE ART WILL NOT BE FINISHED UNTIL PAYMENT IS MADE. THE FINAL OUTCOME PREVIEW WILL THEN BE POSTED HERE AS PROOF THAT THE COMMISSION IS DONE.<br /><br /><b>ART WILL BE SENT EITHER THROUGH SHIPPING (in HQ print) or e-mail (in highest resolution/300 dpi) AND ONLY AFTER PAYMENT.</b><br /><u>for shipping (APPLIES TO EVERYONE)</u><br />8in x 11in: +$8<br />8in x 5.5in: +$4<br /><u>for e-mail</u><br />no additional charges<br /><br /><b>CALCULATION OF PRICES</b><br />Example Request: Lineart + 1D color of 2 characters to be shipped in 8in X 5.5in paper at XXX<br /><br />$10 : Lineart + 1D color<br />+ $1 : 2 characters (if request is 3 characters then $2 additional)<br />+ $4 : shipping of print size 8in X 5.5in<br />= <b>$15</b> : The over-all price to pay<br /><br /><b>SURFACE</b><br />Traditional: 80 GSM bond paper<br />Digital: Photo/Glossy Paper<br /><br /><b>MODE OF PAYMENT</b><br />Paypal: [e-mail add]<br />Western Union: 9000 Philippines, Cagayan de Oro City Branch<br />LBC: 9000 Philippines, Cagayan de Oro City Branch<br /><br /><b>ORDER FORM</b><br />Please note me with the following format when are buying. :><br /><br />Order Type: (refer to prices above ^ )<br />Character to draw: (provide links)<br /><i>Optional</i> Theme: (fill if you want to decide what the character will do in the drawing, otherwise leave blank if you want me to use my limited imagination)<br />Background: (if there is something specific you want me to draw the character in)<br />Character BG: (so that the art will be In-Character)<br />Additional Info: (Remarks? Specifics?)<br /><br /><br />If there are questions, please leave a comment in this journal (or wherever you may think you'll find me).<br /><br /><br /><b>FOR CLIENTS W/IN CAGAYAN DE ORO CITY</b> <i>(Available in print only but I am open for negotiations, claims must be made in person otherwise client will follow above charges)</i><br /><br />PREVIEW IS AVAILABLE AS WORK-IN-PROGRESS. YOU WILL BE NOTIFIED WHEN THE ART IS READY TO CLAIM<br /><b>PRICES</b><br />P50 - Lineart + Traditional color w/o BG: [link]<br />P50 - Lineart + 1D color: [link]<br />P80 - Lineart + 2D color w/o BG: [link]<br />P100 - Lineart + 2D color w/ BG: [link]<br />P150 - NSFW: [link] *PM for more information*<br /><b>FREE</b> - Clean Lineart: [link] *requests must be made in person otherwise request is invalid*<br /><b>FREE</b> - Sketchy Lineart: [link] *available for online viewing only*<br /><b>FREE</b> - Fan art of Etsuko-tan (mascot of CDOtaku Online Community) [link] *available for online viewing only*<br /><br /><b>Additionals</b><br />< 1 character (except for NSFW & Clean Lineart): +P10/additional character<br />< 2 characters (for NSFW only): +P20/additional character<br /><br /><b>CALCULATION OF PRICES FOR CDO CLIENTS</b><br />Example Request: Lineart + 1D color of 2 characters in 8in X 5.5in paper at XXX<br /><br />P50 : Lineart + 1D color<br />+ P10 : 2 characters (if request is 3 characters then P20 additional)<br />= <b>P60</b> : The over-all price to pay<br /><br /><b>REQUESTS</b><br /><br /><b>ART TRADE</b><br /><br /></strike><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>Random Facts journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Mar 2009 22:32:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>Chuva ek ek char char</i>  I wanted to have a journal where I can place random facts but not necessarily mean it's a tag or meme. It's just a place/space where I place things that I want to speak out loud to no one in particular... especially since it's Finals Week and I am depressed. <br /><br /><u><b>Facts about me and otherwise</b></u><br /><br /><b>1.</b> I am my parents' first born making me the eldest among two siblings. I am also born on the first month of the year, and if my birthday doesn't fall on Saturday or Sunday, it's usually the first day of class of the new year.<br /><br /><b>2.</b> My first kiss on the lips (although it was only a 'smack&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> was with a woman and it happened by accident when we were going to 'beso-beso'. Oddly, that woman became one of the best friends I've got and she's been with me (best friends going strong) since 2002.<br /><br /><b>3.</b> For some odd reason, basing from what I have observed although I don't want to sound overreacting, problems arise when I reach the third year of each level of my education. When I was Grade 3, I transferred to a school far far away from where I lived in and I experienced the worst elementary of my life. When I was 3rd year High School (not a senior since our curriculum is the 4 year type), I experienced the most dramatic high school year of my life that got me spending my senior year in another school. Now I am in 3rd year college and in endanger of failing 3 subjects, loosing my scholarship that got my parents to agree to enroll me in one of the most expensive schools in our city... and transferring into another school. Dx<br /><br /><b>4.</b> I love to rant about my problems in life knowing only few, if none, would care or even bother reading this note. 8D<br /><br /><b>5.</b> In a strange way, 5 is somewhat dear to me. There's another illogical reason for that other than my birthday being on the fifth day of the year. Now you know when my birthday is if you haven't already (which is almost impossible since it's blazing obvious on my front page).<br /><br /><b>6.</b> Even when I am the eldest, I act and look like the youngest. When me and my sister are together, everyone who is not a relative would mistake my sister as the eldest and me as the youngest, and that's not even considering our height difference.<br /><br /><b>7.</b> Other than this being 'GOD's number', I am 7 of RISEN8. RISEN8 is what we call ourselves (me and my barkada).<br /><br /><b>8.</b> My first real, cupid-hit-me-with-an-arrow crush was, also, with a woman. I was literally in love at first sight. Too bad she was straight as the x or y axis. Though I never got the courage to confess (and during the long run, I became comfortable with my sexuality which is more female than male), she became one of my best friends (no, she's not the same as mentioned in number 2) since 2002.<br /><br /><b>9.</b> There was no 9 in RISEN8 but other than those girls, there's this other woman who became a close friend to the group. This 'ninth woman' as I want to call her became one of the most trust worthy and trust keeping people I've met.<br /><br /><b>10.</b> There is always a certain time in the year when I'll temporarily disappear and suddenly reappear... and no one would know why and where.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>Linkages</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 07:29:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, I'm tryin' to up for a clean break. I broke so many promises that I can't even be guilty about them. I deleted many of my sites/journals but what the heck. I won't even explain why I'm a heart-breaker because seriously, you don't need to bother yourself with me. <i>Don't worry though, I am on with the requests.</i><br /><br />Here are some links to look out for.<br /><br /><b>Visual Art Blog</b><br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/">kageNOhikari</a> <br /><br /><b>Literary Art Blog</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://gaveuptoomuch.livejournal.com">GaveUpTooMuch</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fictionpress.com/~kagenohikari8">kageNOhikari8, FictionPress</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.fanfiction.net/~kagenohikari8">kageNOhikari8, Fanfiction</a><br /><br /><b>Favorite Local Band</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://kagenohikari.multiply.com/photos/album/9/Post-valentine_special_">A Pathetic Band</a> <br /><br /><sub>composed of ~<a class="u" href="http://lordofdreams.deviantart.com/">LORDofDREAMS</a> , ~<a class="u" href="http://capz787.deviantart.com/">capz787</a> , Xinji , Vanpi , Ayame </sub><br /><br /><b>Advocacy</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.gawadkalinga.org/howtohelp.htm">Gawad Kalinga</a><br /><br /><sub>Or visit the nearest GK Center. The main in CDO can be found at Pasil, Kauswagan</sub><br /><br /><b>What I use to stalk and rant</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://kagenohikari.livejournal.com">LJ</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://slnsky.wordpress.com">Wordpress</a> <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://kagenohikari.multiply.com">Multiply</a> <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://fallenangelsfromdreams.blog.friendster.com/">Friendster</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.plurk.com/kagenohikari/">Plurk</a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/kagenohikari?ref><img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" />rofile"Facebook</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>stolen tag</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Mar 2009 22:58:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ stolen from <a href="http://puhshpuhsh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/u/puhshpuhsh.gif?1" alt=":iconpuhshpuhsh:" title="puhshpuhsh"/></a><br /><br />NAME MEME<br /><br />1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)<br /><b>Asuncion Arbizo</b><br /><br />2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)<br /><b>Emiliano Zenon</b> <i>What's NASCAR??</i><br /><br />3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)<br /><b>solrc</b> <i>Can you get that? no, you can't 8D</i><br /><br />4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)<br /><b>Pink Cat</b> <i>would want to change it into Pink Panther</i><br /><br />5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)<br /><b>Torres Cagayan de Oro</b> <i> Ughhhhh</i><br /><br />6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)<br /><b>The Red Latte</b> <i>more like a new coffee flavor</i><br /><br />7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)<br /><b>rcls</b> <i>you pronounce that how?</i><br /><br />8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)<br /><b>Cookies and Cream Oreo</b> <i>or just plain cookies and cream 8D</i><br /><br />9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)<br />*does not apply 'coz I never give names to pets... especially when they're all fishes D8 *<br /><br />10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)<br /><b>Victoria's Secret Chocolate</b> <i>And I charge a million per taste 8D;;;; </i> <br /><br />11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)<br />*does not apply......*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I may or may not be crazy O.o</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 08:05:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I read a journal of a friend whose name I won't say because that person 'treats' me as 'friend' in DA and nothing else 'cause maybe he is over paranoid with women who gets too close to him but oh well. >_><br /><br /><b>ADHD</b> or Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder is a neurobehavioural developmental disorder. ADHD is currently considered to be a persistent and chronic condition for which no medical cure is available. ADHD is a developmental disorder, in that, in the diagnosed population, certain traits such as impulse control significantly lag in development when compared to the general population.<br />Methods of treatment usually involve some combination of medications, behaviour modifications, life style changes, and counseling.<br /><br />Now, let me say, no one admits that they are crazy ( well, that's what my friend used to think ). I say, I <b><i>know</i></b> if I'm crazy or not. Hm... part of my multiple personality disorder. 8D<br /><br />Okay, Symptoms:<br /><br />Distractibility                                          <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  (I get distracted easily even in the middle of a very important speech and I can't go back to the topic at hand immediately)<br /><br />Difficulty with concentration and focus      <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  (This usually happened when summer or a vacation is near. HECK! This is why I got an <b>F</b> in my Physics in the first place)<br /><br />Short term memory slippage                   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  (not all the time. But I forget when I'm nervous or distracted. well, EVERYONE does)<br /><br />Procrastination                                       <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  (ALWAYS~! okay, maybe OFTEN. and especially when I'm placed in pressure. I am placed in pressure when I do something that I don't like doing... like being the head of the effing costume of our effing play! THAT's why we SUCKED at costume. I even placed our class' dignity on the line. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> )<br /><br />Problems organizing ideas and belongings <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />  (I only have problems organizing when it takes only half a month or so. I can't do impromptu life-threatening problems. I prefer it be called Organized Chaos)<br /><br />Tardiness                                               <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />   (Everyone can be tardy and I am no exemption. I call this stage of my year/life, the 'TARDINESS SYNDROME' where I get lazy during the cold season. Other words, 1st sem's FINALS and 2nd sems MIDTERMS. >_> )<br /><br />Impulsivity                                             <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />   (I am a weird girl.  Being impulsive is part of my style. But I am getting pretty annoyed easily)<br /><br />Weak planning and execution                   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/star_full.gif" width="17" height="16" alt=":star:" title="Star!" />   (Again, I am week when there's only less than 2 months time. >_> It takes me almost a year to plan and execute. I hate impromptu thingies. >_> )<br /><br />Plus, this test said<br /><br /><a href="http://psychcentral.com/addquiz.htm">Results of your<br />Attention Deficit Disorder Quiz<br /><br />You scored a total of  70<br /><br />It is highly likely that you are presently suffering from adult attention deficit disorder, according to your responses on this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional immediately.<br /></a><br /><br />wee~!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, I am going crazy. The hell. I'll try to fix myself together. >_><br /><br />Now, let's set aside my sanity-in-question to speak for my <b>MARCH ACTIVITIES</b>.<br />(3-10-08 up to 3-31-08) I'm trying to 'cure' myself of ADHD. >_><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Dress and Outfit Design<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> SLNS I research and draft<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Gr... ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>[Not for the]KKP hearted</title>
                <link>http://kageNOhikari.deviantart.com/journal/16685460/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Feb 2008 05:51:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WALLS OF TEXT THAT MAY OR MAY NOT RELATE TO EACH OTHER AND HAS NO PARTICULAR SENSE/ORDER AND HAS A HANGING IDEA ATTACHED TO THE END ON YOUR WAY.<br /><br />*let me just try to remember what I'm suppose to write while listening to my mother narrating her experience during my niece's wedding*<br /><b><br />*this is a series of seemingly disturbed and confused thoughts in an attempt to voice out one opinion*</b><br /><br /><br />Okay.<br /><br />I was asked to represent the whole incumbent (more like incompetent) volunteers during a panel discussion in a welcoming event for the newly accepted (deceived) volunteers.<br /><br />Of course, I was only given a day (half a day) to recall past experiences and reflect on my volunteer life (ahem, scripted questions)<br />.<br /><br />It made me think of a lot of things. Things wasted on what could be days of getting an 'A' instead of an 'F' in Physics 1. Things wasted on what could be saturdays of beating the Database Project Deadline. <br /><br />Made me go thinking: Is it worth it? Even when I said, <i>Volunteerism might not provide food for your plate. But it can give you dreams without nightmares</i>.<br /><br />Then a seemingly repeated thought enters my mind saying:<br /><br />"How about the smiles we bring to people!"<br />"The feeling of parents thanking you for helping their child."<br />"For being competent not only as a student but also as a citizen."<br /><br />And that would bring me what? Why care about the world when the world doesn't care about you?<br /><br />That brings me back to the days of the blessed (horrible) immersion (dungeon). One week thinking of going home to escape the No CR vicinity (I had to dig to release solid wastes and look for a tree in a secluded area to pee), to hold an electronic gadget (living in a house with only a sardine-canned lamp as a light proves that there is no existing power line in the middle of a rubber tree forest), and to crawl into my bed (uneven wooden floors seemed to be far less comfortable than the cold cement). (Not to mention trying to block off the sounds from unidentified noisy animals)<br /><br />And to think I was forced to tell people that immersion is a wonderful thing and they'll miss half their lifetime if they won't undergo it.<br /><br />Was it worth it? The tears on those foster parents' eyes on the last day of our immersion? The howls of protesting children when we got into our jeep? The pain of running through the entire process to understand the source of their poverty and the ignored but obvious solution to it?<br /><br />I say, no. (or maybe deep within their simple hearts and short joys, they find our company soothing and welcoming)<br /><br />But I say no. What happened after the whole situation? Nothing happened. Not even a text message stating how much they missed (or enjoyed) the foster family's company (err-of going home).<br /><br />I think I'm loosing you, what's my point exactly?<br /><br />I'm just trying to state my feelings after hearing my co-volunteers defend/scrutinize/analyze/understand the Sumilao Farmers Case (most popular as 'The farmers who walked from mindanao to Luzon&#039<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />. It is somewhat of a mixture of having known that the battle you had fought was one of lost cause.<br /><br />Why? Because everything I hear sounds vain when it comes from them. <br /><br />Vanity and Pride.<br /><br />The one thing I tried not to do is the one thing I defend. (Which is what I defend of other people)<br /><br />And I'm slowly going off topic because my sister is eagerly telling me spoilers from Sandman Series 6 - 10. (Makes me wonder if she understood anything without reading Sandman Series 1-5).<br /><br />But before I rest my eyes and my disturbed and almost insane mind (and before i clean myself because I forgot to do it earlier), let me just say.<br /><br />I no longer wonder why the volunteers that I see perform with dedication in past video presentations stopped from being a volunteer.<br />I no longer await the dread the saturday may bring.<br />I no longer know if what I will say to the new (but eventually will leave after a day or two) volunteers.<br /><br />But one thing is for sure, I am totally embarrassed and is blushing furiously and typing like there is no tomorrow because my cousin just entered the hall with two panties (which are undeniably MINE) in hand and asked why was it in her panty drawer.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>Insanity and Appreciation</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 01:36:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>EDITED.</b> 'coz I feel the need to edit this over and over again.<br /><br /><br /><i>Fan Clubs for the Fan Girl</i><br /><br /><a href="http://gaaraxmatsurifc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/a/gaaraxmatsurifc.gif" alt=":icongaaraxmatsurifc:" title="gaaraxmatsurifc"/></a> <a href="http://naruhina--sasusaku.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/n/a/naruhina--sasusaku.gif" alt=":iconnaruhina--sasusaku:" title="naruhina--sasusaku"/></a> ~<a class="u" href="http://nh-ss-doujinshi.deviantart.com/">NH-SS-Doujinshi</a> <a href="http://inoxshika-haters.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/n/inoxshika-haters.gif" alt=":iconinoxshika-haters:" title="inoxshika-haters"/></a> <a href="http://ch0c0-cafe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/h/ch0c0-cafe.gif" alt=":iconch0c0-cafe:" title="ch0c0-cafe"/></a> <a href="http://aphetalia-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/p/aphetalia-club.gif?9" alt=":iconaphetalia-club:" title="aphetalia-club"/></a><br /><br /><br /><i>Best Club so far!</i><br /><br /><a href="http://sadstarsoldiers.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sadstarsoldiers.gif?1" alt=":iconsadstarsoldiers:" title="sadstarsoldiers"/></a> <br /><br /><sub>Do you have what it takes to handle the formless darkness?</sub><br /><br /><br /><i>Nice and Reliable People in DA</i><br /><br /><a href="http://eduardosouza.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/d/eduardosouza.jpg?2" alt=":iconeduardosouza:" title="eduardosouza"/></a> <a href="http://berzerker2k5.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/e/berzerker2k5.gif?1" alt=":iconberzerker2k5:" title="berzerker2k5"/></a> <a href="http://swanknight.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/w/swanknight.gif" alt=":iconswanknight:" title="swanknight"/></a> <a href="http://xypherzx.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/x/y/xypherzx.gif" alt=":iconxypherzx:" title="xypherzx"/></a> <a href="http://capz787.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/capz787.jpg" alt=":iconcapz787:" title="capz787"/></a> <a href="http://cantabil3.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/a/cantabil3.png" alt=":iconcantabil3:" title="cantabil3"/></a> <a href="http://yunie123.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/y/u/yunie123.jpg" alt=":iconyunie123:" title="yunie123"/></a> <a href="http://puhshpuhsh.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/u/puhshpuhsh.gif?5" alt=":iconpuhshpuhsh:" title="puhshpuhsh"/></a> <a href="http://stephkaz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/t/stephkaz.gif?2" alt=":iconstephkaz:" title="stephkaz"/></a> <a href="http://eb-sama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/b/eb-sama.jpg" alt=":iconeb-sama:" title="eb-sama"/></a> <a href="http://angryangler.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/n/angryangler.jpg?2" alt=":iconangryangler:" title="angryangler"/></a> <a href="http://goldenbasuka.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/o/goldenbasuka.jpg?2" alt=":icongoldenbasuka:" title="goldenbasuka"/></a><br /><br /><sub>They help me grow. Be nice to them and they'll help you grow and possibly not eat you alive.. XD</sub><br /><br /><br /><i>Horrific and Honorific Traditional Artists!</i><br /><br /><a href="http://lordofdreams.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/o/lordofdreams.gif" alt=":iconlordofdreams:" title="lordofdreams"/></a> <a href="http://lambchild.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/a/lambchild.gif" alt=":iconlambchild:" title="lambchild"/></a> <a href="http://nami86.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/n/a/nami86.jpg" alt=":iconnami86:" title="nami86"/></a> <br /><br /><sub>Please, worship them!</sub><br /><br /><br /><i>Fantastic Digital/Mixed Media Artist</i><br /><br /><a href="http://samurai-pet.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/samurai-pet.gif" alt=":iconsamurai-pet:" title="samurai-pet"/></a> <a href="http://mingming07.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/m/i/mingming07.gif" alt=":iconmingming07:" title="mingming07"/></a> <a href="http://osy057.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/s/osy057.png" alt=":iconosy057:" title="osy057"/></a> <a href="http://yurra.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/y/u/yurra.png" alt=":iconyurra:" titl... ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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                <title>100 themes</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:43:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *I'm placing a few reminders and make them dedications for friends*<br /><br />1. Introduction = <a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/art/Invitation-73235730">Invitation</a><br />2. Love<br />3. Light<br />4. Dark<br />5. Seeking Solace <br />6. Break Away<br />7. Heaven<br />8. Innocence (shenn with kim and reika)<br />9. Drive<br />10. Breathe Again<br />11. Memory<br />12. Insanity<br />13. Misfortune<br />14. Smile<br />15. Silence<br />16. Questioning<br />17. Blood<br />18. Rainbow<br />19. Gray<br />20. Fortitude<br />21. Vacation<br />22. Mother Nature<br />23. Cat<br />24. No Time<br />25. Trouble Lurking <br />26. Tears<br />27. Foreign<br />28. Sorrow<br />29. Happiness<br />30. Under the Rain (with papa and mameh. when we went to papa's home.)<br />31. Flowers<br />32. Night<br />33. Pray = <a href="http://kagenohikari.deviantart.com/art/Say-a-Little-Prayer-73472245">Say a Little Prayer </a><br />34. Stars<br />35. Hold My Hand<br />36. Precious Treasure<br />37. Eyes<br />38. Abandoned<br />39. Dreams<br />40. Rated<br />41. Teamwork<br />42. Standing Still<br />43. Dying<br />44. Two Roads<br />45. Illusion<br />46. Family (My version of Uchiha-Haruno Children)<br />47. Creation<br />48. Childhood<br />49. Stripes<br />50. Breaking the Rules <br />51. Sport<br />52. Deep in Thought<br />53. Keeping a Secret<br />54. Tower<br />55. Waiting (with, gil, hm, gung and lei sa ilang paghatod sa ako when i was feeling sick)<br />56. Danger Ahead<br />57. Sacrifice<br />58. Kick in the Head<br />59. No Way Out<br />60. Rejection<br />61. Fairy Tale<br />62. Magic<br />63. Do Not Disturb<br />64. Multitasking<br />65. Horror<br />66. Traps<br />67. Playing the Melody<br />68. Hero<br />69. Annoyance<br />70. 67%<br />71. Obsession<br />72. Mischief Managed<br />73. I Can't<br />74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />75. Mirror <br />76. Broken Pieces<br />77. Test<br />78. Drink<br />79. Starvation<br />80. Words<br />81. Pen and Paper<br />82. Can You Hear Me?<br />83. Heal<br />84. Out Cold<br />85. Spiral<br />86. Seeing Red<br />87. Food<br />88. Pain<br />89. Through the Fire<br />90. Triangle (Part of "A Pathetic": xinji, capz, scarlet)<br />91. Drowning<br />92. All That I Have<br />93. Give Up<br />94. Last Hope<br />95. Advertisement<br />96. In the Storm<br />97. Safety First<br />98. Puzzle<br />99. Solitude<br />100. Relaxation<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~kageNOhikari</author>
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