http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kagome1949&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kagome1949 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 13:43:40 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/28583657/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/28583657/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 07:31:12 PST Oh man,christmas music already,i LOVE it!!
I hope to put up new pictures soon...if i learned to stop giving them away and found a way to put them online(cuz my scanner is broken T_T).
Currently working on a poster for a friend,it's coming out awesome!!!and i have NO IDEA how to color it!!she said that she liked light colors at the same time she LOVED dark colors....
So,What?,colored pencils and then paint??idk
anyone have ideas for me??
Vermont tomorrow with my Inu and my cousin,so
excited.Just making some eggs with dad,cat is Horney again.

Not much else.Doing Album cover for a band called"the cross-eyed cat" might get some money for it.
Wanting Resident Evil DSC and a wii
Waiting for Resident evil afterlife to come out.

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/27377000/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/27377000/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 15:07:06 PDT
...the only friend who EVER bothers to call me is shani....
I feel so left out....i don't want to hear it...no one calls me..i'm tired of it...it's like i don't have any friends at all!!"oh but kristi,just because no one calls you doesn't mean we are not your friends" you know what,i don't even see my friends anymore...shani is the only one who bothers.So i'm done with it
I can't stand that i've been left alone
i hate that i always try to call and most of the time no one is home.
I hate that i make plans with friends and suddenly they have other plans..
What the fuck?,so,now i'm mad,for the first time i'm mad at my friends(besides shani who actully made an effort)
And i swear to god if i get one phone call today about how your sorry you didn't call,i'm gonna fucking tear your head off

have a fucking great day.And DON'T leave me comments,i don't want them.

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/27204056/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/27204056/ Mon, 14 Sep 2009 06:13:07 PDT stayed home from school today, i hate being sick..i've been up since 1:30 am and it's now 9am....i'm really bored and i hate missing school..so i figured why not come here and write about it....had to bomb the house for fleas...and giving the cat a bath was fun...anyways...not much else to say...so...yeah.....latersszz"s""z"

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/25056610/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/25056610/ Sun, 31 May 2009 17:57:21 PDT _<

why...why...WHY!!!!!???....are..my two fav. resident evil games....remade..and awesome..and only...for wii??....GRAUAAAHHH it's not FAAAIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRR!!!!! CURSES!!


anywho.....should have a scanner by this week...i would have about 20 pictures to put up..but...i gave most of them away....o-oops >_>'

so...anyone up for VOLLEYBALL!!!?!?!yeah...me either....

LOOK!!!QUICK OVER THERE!!! <_<*sneeks away*muahahah....


i have made...CHEESE!!!!no..i really didn't...got you going though didn't I?? ahhahahahahha....haha...haah...ha....yeaaaaaaaaah

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/24511038/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/24511038/ Thu, 30 Apr 2009 09:35:18 PDT
so what's up people???...i need a damn scanner...i have like...

30 things i want to put up here...>_<


jiohguiyguygfyif

oh my goshes...sheva...is so....adorable....83

come on' people...talk to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>_<

haven't stopped playing resident evil 5 yet....i've..unlocked everything....and..beat everything....and..i'm still...not..bored

name songs that you like..i(as well as my friend simone)need new songs to listen to....please..name some songs...

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/24107630/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/24107630/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 07:53:33 PDT

sorry..anyways...i need help...i had an old style of drwing that i really REALLY liked...untill i got discourged and changed it...now it's horrible....does anybody have any clue how to get an old style of drawing back????because i don't know how to....>_<

OHMIGOSHES!!!!!!!!!

Sheva is awesome.....gonna draw her...and chris.....and wesker....friggin' HOT...no shirt... ughghghggh...

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/23604699/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/23604699/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 06:56:58 PDT

5 more days......5 MORE DAYS...resident evil 5...xbox 360....ugh......i want it so bad...


so many pictures to scan...and no scanner.... T_T

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22904477/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22904477/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 13:16:38 PST i want it sooooooooooooo badly it isn't funny..

watched alot of videos.....might be able to get a demo soon...
steve is in it...ARUGHGHGHGHGHHGG.....

anyways...this computer is so slow.....weekend
is here.....only 40-something more days....

MARCH 13th!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH >_<

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22881134/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22881134/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 08:12:44 PST
there is...three hours of school....pointless....


ARUGHAGHRUGHAHRGUH i want to upload my DAMN PICTURES!!!

people next to me are playing territory wars...weird O's


anyways....so WHAT UP GUYS!?!?haven't heard from many of you in awhile....what's goin' onnnnnn-n-n-n-n-n-n??

not much goin on with me...finally decided to brush my hair..
and flat iron it...got called jack black today...drew a few more pictures...>_>.....i should do a random yaoi....>_>.....maaayybbeee...

YAY 5,000 PAGEVIEWS!!!!!!X3

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22839635/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22839635/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:00:54 PST
WAAAHHHHH!!!!!!someone save me >_
lol....yeah...>_>...

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22540125/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/22540125/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 09:29:59 PST for some reason it's reallly amusing....

lol....anyways...my computer is broken
and it needs to get fixed..i drew alot of pictures
=.= man what horrible timeing....drawing in
a comic book....me and one of my best friends
started a resident evil comic....so far it's
5 note books long and i get the honor of drawing in the prolog...or whatever it is..



mid-terms are pissing me off...

science and history are out...not going to pass them....oh well...


>_>.....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21847113/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21847113/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 11:52:50 PST
Hey one of my Friends,who is an AWESOME artist
is in need of help...your ppls help...^_^


Here are the rules

she won't do HARD CORE hetai. (Depending on what you want she'll decide if it's Hard Core)

she can only accept money through Paypal.

You will receive the drawing once she receives the payment (she'll let you know when the drawing is completed and you can make your payment, then you'll receive it)

she begs of you, she'll make the drawing as fast as possible but she have classes, cleaning, and a baby to take care of so please do rush her.

she can do Fan art but if there's another character from another person she must have her/his permission to draw it.

I think thats it ^-^

Prices

Photoshop Work:

Sketch will be: $5.00

Black & White Drawing will be: $15.00

Colored Drawing/No background will be: $20.00

Colored Drawing/Background will be: $25.00

Extra characters will be $2.00 extra.

so please help....she can really use the help..and if you can't..at least mention this in your journal..thanks ^_^

you can find her here

hi thar peoples!!!

Hey one of my Friends,who is an AWESOME artist
is in need of help...your ppls help...^_^


Here are the rules

she won't do HARD CORE hetai. (Depending on what you want she'll decide if it's Hard Core)

she can only accept money through Paypal.

You will receive the drawing once she receives the payment (she'll let you know when the drawing is completed and you can make your payment, then you'll receive it)

she begs of you, she'll make the drawing as fast as possible but she have classes, cleaning, and a baby to take care of so please do rush her.

she can do Fan art but if there's another character from another person she must have her/his permission to draw it.

I think thats it ^-^

Prices

Photoshop Work:

Sketch will be: $5.00

Black & White Drawing will be: $15.00

Colored Drawing/No background will be: $20.00

Colored Drawing/Background will be: $25.00

Extra characters will be $2.00 extra.

so please help....she can really use the help..and if you can't..at least mention this in your journal..thanks ^_^

you can find her here


[link]

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21214568/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21214568/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 09:43:57 PDT
Hey one of my Friends,who is an AWESOME artist
is in need of help...your ppls help...^_^


Here are the rules

she won't do HARD CORE hetai. (Depending on what you want she'll decide if it's Hard Core)

she can only accept money through Paypal.

You will receive the drawing once she receives the payment (she'll let you know when the drawing is completed and you can make your payment, then you'll receive it)

she begs of you, she'll make the drawing as fast as possible but she have classes, cleaning, and a baby to take care of so please do rush her.

she can do Fan art but if there's another character from another person she must have her/his permission to draw it.

I think thats it ^-^

Prices

Photoshop Work:

Sketch will be: $5.00

Black & White Drawing will be: $15.00

Colored Drawing/No background will be: $20.00

Colored Drawing/Background will be: $25.00

Extra characters will be $2.00 extra.

so please help....she can really use the help..and if you can't..at least mention this in your journal..thanks ^_^

you can find her here

[link]

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21016162/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/21016162/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 12:34:28 PDT _>

anyways...hmmm lets see...i got a job...and..somehow made student of the month...O.O
oh well...weird....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH RESIDENT EVIL DEGENERATION IS COMING OUT A DAY AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!>_> it was,made*sniff sniff*for me...nah j/k...can't wait to see it though...^_^

OH MEH GOSHES!!!4,000 pageviews???are you ppl MAD!!!!
...hmmm..MAD is my dad's intls.

suits him...

*yawns*.....so...comment me ppls!!!

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19741893/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19741893/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 20:02:35 PDT
Dead To Me
By Spineshank

Put on another face
They always take the place
Of all the things that you have become

Your incivility is nothing new to me
It’s always something that made you what you are

(Are)
You’re dead inside
(Dead)
You killed your pride
(Kill)
I won’t be there
(Me)
And no one cares
(Please)
Your insecurity
(Just)
The failure that it breeds
(Kill)
And all your misery
(Me)
Is coming back to me

Save yourself the pain and go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today I separate
For the rest of my life

You give me countless lies
And hope I sympathise
You hit my only nerve
And that is all it took
Separation
Let it go you let it go
Evolution
Throw it away you throw it away
You tried

(Break)
I’m done with you
(Down)
Don’t follow through
(Kill)
I won’t be there
(Me)
Cuz you don't care
(Please)
The way you’re suffering
(Just)
It’s all the same to me
(Kill)
Degradability
(Me)
You cut me up in time

Save yourself the pain and go away
For the rest of my life
Bury you today I separate
For the rest of my life

Rest of my life

Your delusion
Claim confusion
Easier to pass the blame on
All your hatred
Seems so wasted
You’re the one who’s dead inside me

You’re fuckin dead to me
You’re fuckin dead to me
You’re fuckin dead to me
YOURE FUCKIN DEAD TO ME!!!

YOU’RE FUCKIN DEAD TO ME!!
YOU’RE FUCKIN DEAD!!!
YOU’RE FUCKIN DEAD TO ME!!!
YOU’RE FUCKIN, YOURE FUCKIN DEAD!!!

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19467079/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19467079/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 14:56:40 PDT i sorta don't wanna go anymore but i have no choice


sooooo yeah new picture yay ^_^

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19062560/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/19062560/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 18:15:03 PDT [link]

that's the link...come and chat about it wit me ^_^

but i won't always be there

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/18845138/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/18845138/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 21:04:13 PDT _< lol NO MORE SCHOOL!!WOOHOO GOING TO BE SO BORED(considering i can hardly draw out of school)......

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/18388370/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/18388370/ Sun, 18 May 2008 18:40:24 PDT
]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17593412/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17593412/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:39:07 PDT
two full sisters....in a battle...aganist...ZOMBIES!!!!!!!!!(lol)no really


and the ppl who made the sample...are their EVIL half brother and half sister!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THE TWO SISTERS ARE JOINED TOGETHER WITH FRIENDS!!!!O.o!!
!!!
gasp
AND AND AND ONE OF THE SISTER'S GETS INFECTED AND GETS AN AWESOME TYRENT CLAW!!!and it looks like nero's arm from devil may cry!!!!!O.o and and and....turnes all evil and good sometimes!!!!!WOAH!!!..........its..alot like my friend's story....sorta..some things...but i want to draw my own too!!>_<


but i don't think my iders are any good...it sounds convincing.....OR INSTEAD OF ZOMBIES IT COULD BE LIKE...LIKE SUPER-INHUMAN-EVIL-THNGIES...ya know....with the thingies....that do the whocha ma jaggits?with the...the..the...uuhhmmm WITH THE WHATCHA-MA-CALL-ITS!!!??? 0o0-ohh....and maybe they look all evil with chain thingies.....and stuff(please note that i'm on a suger high....so when you read this note please read it in a high very fast voice)

ANYWAYS!!!!yeah BWAHAHAHAHAHAH >.O ohhhhh...i need help T^T

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17569197/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17569197/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:33:01 PDT i'm happy




SOOOOOOOo i'm gonna put up some new pictures soon i've just been alittle lazy lately...

O.O YAY OZZY IS ON!!!*runs to dance in the kictin in PJ's*

anywas...went to go see superhero movie..i couldn't stop laughing..
so funny...XP go see it!!

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17179214/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/17179214/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:16:42 PST



hate...............................

























ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i don't know why...i think it's stupid...and really drawn bad(faces)....and and and.....i have to stop watching the movie ANASTASIA(fav movie)IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!my new drawing style will be like that movie...and part...PART anime...i just can't believe how much i hate it...........O.Oto think i use to love it so much.......

that it could be broken by two movies!!!!(titen A.E. and anastasia)....

some one please slap me!!!>_<

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/16362663/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/16362663/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 19:19:17 PST Helpless and left for dead

Close your eyes
So many days go by
Easy to find what's wrong
Harder to file what's right

I believe in you, I can show you that
I can see right through all your empty lies
I won't stay long, in this world so wrong

Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Trembling, crawling across my skin
Feeling your cold, dead eyes
Stealing the life of mine

I believe in you, I can show you that
I can see right through all your empty lies
I won't last long, in this world so wrong

Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Hold on
Hold on

Say goodbye
As we dance with the devil tonight
Don't you dare look at him in the eye
As we dance with the devil tonight

Hold on
Hold on

by:breakin benjamin:dance with the devil

i love this song so much ^_^

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/16170373/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/16170373/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 17:25:10 PST
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

----song of my emotions btw------






so yeah.....15...whatever not a big deal....i thank the people who decided to get me things.....but i really don't need them.....alto the gift from shani is awesome and I LOVE the drawing simone made me........but other than that....PEOPLE DON'T WASTE YOUR MONEY ON SOMEONE LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>_<....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15889834/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15889834/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 13:09:33 PST

PHOTOSHOP!!!!!!!

i'm prolly using it wrong...but i don't care considering i like the way it comes out(sketchy still and not fully colored)BUT until i figure out another way...i'm gonna color all my piccys like this.....XP

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15861469/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15861469/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:10:03 PST

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I LOVE EVERYONE ONE MY FIRENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHEEEEEEEEEEE

i'm BOARD........gonna go to teh mall soon with meh friend...... yippy

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15618594/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15618594/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:02:35 PST
i really really do.....DX<...

i want to get better in everything...but i'm not sure how to....faces for example........mine are all long..and weird...but if i try it ayother way it looks friggin retarted......ALL my friends can draw better than me.......-.-'......this pisses me off.......I WILL GET BETTA tho.....







wow i want from happy to sad to depressed to angry..to appy again..O.o

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15618593/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15618593/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 10:02:27 PST
i really really do.....DX<...

i want to get better in everything...but i'm not sure how to....faces for example........mine are all long..and weird...but if i try it ayother way it looks friggin retarted......ALL my friends can draw better than me.......-.-'......this pisses me off.......I WILL GET BETTA tho.....







wow i want from happy to sad to depressed to angry..to appy again..O.o

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15616678/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15616678/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 07:52:03 PST
to my peps i'm sorry....i think i have a bug in my cp and i can't add YOUR FUCKING AWESOME PICTURES!!!!T^T

but as soon as i fix it I will!!!!!><

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15595732/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15595732/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 19:24:00 PST
Got writtin up AGAIN in my spanish class
she told me"...your 30 seconds late...i'm wrtting you up" T^T
that's the one...two....FOURTH ONE SO FAR!!!wait...no..the third one......OH WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*sigh*on my half day...i have to baby-sit.....maybe i could get away with actully sitting on them >...no i'm not that mean.....


HOLY HELL SNOW......>>....<<.....yeah.....

photoshop pissing me off.....had about 40 gajillion pictures i wanted to draw......naturely i couldn't draw not one.....oh well......soooooooooooooooooooooooooo whats up my people?


--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I






MADE










LITTLE












LINES!!!!!--------------

BWAHAHAHAHA.........so much caffein...I CAN'T SPELL!!!BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.............HAHAa...........haha..........hehe........ha..........*ahem*yeeeeeeeeeah.............i want to go home.........PHSS I AM HOME WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?1


I'M SEEING ORBS IN MANY DIFFERENT COLOARS!!!



WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HUH?*falls*lol








yeah i need help.......GOOD NITE!!!!!gonna go puke now....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15173180/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15173180/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 12:58:11 PDT

well i started drawing again...soooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo oooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yeah i'll be adding more and more stuff

soon ^_^ yeah

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15112022/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/15112022/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:35:25 PDT i dun want to stay home...and if i don't get better i'll still have to go to school but not the mall and i have to go and get my costume tomarrow!!!>


i think i have a fever...not sure...have to find the thingie...><...

well watever........*sigh* -.-'

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14789627/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14789627/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 16:57:59 PDT ya know the works..got alot on excersize......rolled down a hill..took awesome ninja pictures...went to store...inu-sama kicked this little orange demon toy thing and thought it was gonna go over the other isel...jumped over shit for almost the whole time there.....and did i say AWESOME NINJA PICTURES?!?!

yeah awesome fucking shit man...inu-sama,me,jess,and my little cuz anya all ended up getting hurt....well..maybe not jess...she was a lazt oof......i had my first nose bleed becuase i tried doing a backflip and went completely vertical in the air....then all my weight came down in my knee's and smashed my nose.....AWESOME as well....got 14 bruses.....about 6 scrapes....it's all good....

i have an awesome stalker that i want to date ^_^

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14727414/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14727414/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:28:14 PDT I'M GION TO GET SUSPENDED AT LEAST 5 TIMES THIS YEAR!!!
APPARENTLY ME AND SHANI(my friend)ARE LIKE THAT KID FROM VIRGINA TEC. WHO KILLED EVERYONE....because these girls were making fun of us..calling us losers....and"you two are losers just like that kid who killed everyone in virgina tec. because HE was a loser"THAT'S FUCKED UP!!!SHANI LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS GONNA FUCKING CRY SHE STOOD UP AND I HAD TO RE-FRAME HER FROM FUCKING HITTING SOMEBODY!!!!

THIS IS WHY PEOPLE LIKE ME KILL PEOPLE LIKE THEM!!!
AND WHY WE CUT OURSELVES AND WHY WE GO CRAZY!!
FUCK EVERYBODY WHO CALLS PPL LOSERS

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14688926/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14688926/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 14:47:13 PDT

anyways..i can't seem to find a fucking boyfriend...so tomarrow i'm asking my best friend out....DX.....RESIDENT EVIL 3!!! 2 AND A HALF DAYS YES!!!....even tho i'm in a shitty mood.....everything is bothering me...i want to growl at someone....grrrrr........*sigh*

whatever....i can't draw anymore because i pretty much my hand is on strike and rufuses to draw anything right....and i'm always having musicle spazims where i can't write unless i write at a certin angle..it DANM it now i can't use my left hand...spazing too much...fuckin a......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh rtcdxuyfn this pisses me off...fuck fuck fuck fuck...

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14491917/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14491917/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 17:43:18 PDT
]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14415210/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14415210/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:27:06 PDT well..i'm not in a very good mood right now...about five min ago i had a break down bigger than any break-down that i've ever had before.....it was about:

1.Kelvin
2.Life
3.why is it always me
4.how i always see my firends happy with boyfriends and there all happy..while i'm in the dark....crying....
5.why everyone has to tease me about almost everything
6.guilt trips
7.past 7 years
8.peer presure

it all came out.....all of it...it hurt so much....for so long...
i have to say...i feel a little better....not much thought..i'll prolly feel horrible for the next week or so...i'll prolly puke from compressing my stomach so much when i cry in silence trying to make sure no one hears my low screams.....i can'r belive how much i cried....it started about two hours ago when it started and ended about 3 min ago....it's 9:12pm....*sigh*..maybe next time it will be bigger than this

and i'll get it ALL ALL out....i really just don't like how i feel on the inside that i get...feels like some one is squeezing my insides 24/7 now it's just my heart and stomach that hurts.....and my head..and my eyes...and i can't breath threw my nose.....

i just want to be left alone..the one thing i didn't want to happen was for someone to come in my room..and see my sitting on the floor,next to all my kelvin pictures with my face sticky and wet from all the tears listing to Avril-when your gone then it was i'll be waiting,then it was"whee in heavin" then that song that's like"one something something something twoo something something something three something something 4 repet steps one threw 3 and then it starts over.....THEN i'll be waiting was on again then it was nickelback-far away and the worst of all went on!!!i don't remeber the name..or even how it went....i just wish i could punch the wall right now....

so..whatever.....i just don't care anymore...ha..i went numb..again....this was the first time since that last REAL breakdown about only kelvin only this one was 7 times worse....i don't care if you want to talk.....i guess i'll talk back.....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14396003/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14396003/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 13:36:12 PDT
1.the first time i tried a hamburger was at 12

2.I *sigh*..I sniff Kelvin's(guy i liked) braclet that broke off his hand that i stole from him...yeah i have issues

3.i wanted to die my hair white

4.i like to daydream about myself getting killed in a cool way

5.i listin to siongs and then i make music videos about my ninja person....or my resident evil person

6.if i'm not talking to myself i'm talking to the walls or the cat

uhhhhhhh i taaaagggg

inu sama again...uhmmm mistee65

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14338953/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/14338953/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 19:12:32 PDT and people who get tagged must write in their journals about their six weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. i also talk to myself and then question why..then continu to talk to myself

2. i have a bad peranioa...anything at all that seems scary...i will stay scared for about a week

3. evrynight...for about 2 hours....i look at my feet(i lie on my tummy),then i look at my TV,then to my closet,and then to my door...and repet until i'm not perinoid(btw i'm paranoid everynight)and i face my door and everything else is behind me

4. i'm afrade my fan is going to break and send the blade towords my head and kill me...so i sleep behind my book shelf which is right next to my bed

5. i cry almost everyday.....

6.i have an OCD about my room being clean...i HATE my room clean..i feel like i can't find anything...if it's dirty i can remember where i put my things...like....when my sister cleaned my room while i wasn't there i paniced cuz i could not find anything...i don't sleep with sheets...only my bed and my blanket..and a pillow.....i also sleep on the floor for about a year cuz my celing feel on me...


Surveyness:
1. First Name and middle name?
....jack and ass

2. What holiday is your birthday closest to?
well..i'm 4 days after christmas...but is new years a holiday?

3. Favorite fruit?
the ones i can eat

4. Does it bother you when people say they'll call back and don't?
not really....i'm used to it...

5. Are you allergic to anything?
preps

6. Is there someone you want?
Not anymore

7. When was the last time you went swimming?
nummmm a week ago

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
nuuuuhhhmmm 6 or 7

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
one

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
uhhn didn't i just answer that?

11. What's your favorite kind of drink?
ice tea.......or tea....i hate everything else..wel..now i do

12. Does anyone like you?
really..i don't care if ppl like me or not...i think some ppl tho

13. Do you have any strange pets?
....uhmm...do i count?

15. What'd you do yesterday?
.......spent the day with a friend why?

16. Are you bipolar?
yeah

20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
.......no

21. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
no

22. What was the last text message you received?
Dunno. My cell is deactivated

23. Have you ever bungee jumped?
No

24.Do you have a cellphone?
yes

25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
...uhmm allan is 56 and he calls me the bestest of the westest...even tho we live in the east

26. ???
*poke*...

27. What sound are you listening to right now?
family talking about the lotto

28. What's your favorite song at the moment?
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

29. What was the last movie you watched?
transformers....fucking awesome movie

30. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
my mom's house

31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
....i'd be racked with guilt if i did...then curl up into a ball and cry for hours if i did(i have a problem with guilt)

32. Have you ever been punched?
inu-sama.....sparing...punched in face...and the worst...b4 she left that day i was like"..hey..punch me the the stomach....hard..i want to see if it hurts"...i fell to the floor...then she left...lol..it hurt for about 7 hours

33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes

35. What do you usually do when you wake up?
ask for 5 more min...

36. What's your favorite number?
9....daw(don't ask why)

37. Do you have an iPod?
yeah..

38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah...aparently cameran diaz

39. Do you have freckles?
Un no

40. Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah

42. How tall are you?
Umm 5’2

43. Do you speak any other language other than English?
no....

44. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
to a wedding

45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
my cat dusty..she died at 22....

46. Do you watch MTV?
yeah

48. What's something that really annoys you?
~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13885822/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13885822/ Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:48:34 PDT The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images


Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

by "A Fine Frenzy"

this is my new theme song...not for my ninja chara....for me as a person

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13865750/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13865750/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 20:30:21 PDT "EXIST in"....wow "The Book of Love" by The Rolling Stones

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
well...my nails can reach simones poster of fishes

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
how it's made

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
FUN TIME!!!!

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
not..fun...time?

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
a....simone..................

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
at about 7 or something to walk to simones house...bare foot

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
.........uhhhh....simones cp

9.) What are you wearing?
things...why?

10.) Did you dream last night?
Yes

11.) When did you last laugh?
right now...i was forced

12.) What are on the walls you are in?
fisrt...why am i in the walls...second................i like dots

13.) Seen anything weird lately?
ERR other than simone?

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
i don't think

15.) What was the last film you saw?
quest for camelot

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
uhhhhhh....DOTS!!!..not the candy...uhhhmmm...a good therapist....a dot...i would try and end world hunger.....i would buy many dots to end world hunger.....and..a cat...hmmmmm my nose a is a weird shap-...never mind...uhhh....kakashi's virginity >>....<<.....^_^yay...and...a ninja...and..i would buy AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA thingie..ya know..with the things that go there...and blaaa...yupp


17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
i got lost in the big k-mart down the street..i was like 6 or 7...and i saw these awwesome toys...so..like a kid i went over and looked at them...i turn around and my dad is is gone!!!!....i started to cry....i went to the service desk and told them "i lost my dad"i couldn't stop crying...lol

18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
i would change....change all stright men into gaaa-i mean.....DOTS!!!LOOK AT THE DOTS!!!---->...........

19.) Do you like to dance?
do you like to trip?

20.) George Bush:
........what's the question?...i don't get it

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
idiot......no..j/k..j/k.....maybe claire or something..idk

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
leon...or..kakashi....or shuuhei.........stuff...

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
..is that possable?

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the pearly gates?
.....why...did you get rid of all the dots?

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13862320/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13862320/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:52:28 PDT thought i'd be fun....guess not...it was fun when we went swimming
...i mean..all the hard rain and giant waves of salt....then there was the 600 ib jetski we hand to move all the way to a house on the beach about a mile away...then had to help take down a tent.....nearly got my head cut off...because i was under the tent trying to untie the strings when i heard a RIP noise

i got so scared that i put my hands over my head and ducked...and the whole tent+poles and part of a chair went over me.....omg..scarry....anyways....just had a yelling fight with my friend inu about who is depressed more.....

my argument was that kelvin was leaving me to go to RI and the most we can do is chat on the phone....and my best friend octavia is mad at me for who knows what and she's not going to my high school...also that i have guilt problems and i can't help it and ppl like to toy with me by putting me on guilt trips....i can't stand it....because it works almost everytime....i also don't eat right because i have a bad eating disorder...and i also have very bad paranioa problmes to the point where i can't even lay in bed for 5 min without looking around my room..and it stresses me because i fall alseep at 6 or 7 and wake up at 9...

so i can't take it and it puts me in a bad place where every thing depresses me...i also have a problem with letting go of things...like octavia or kelvin..hell..i can't even get rid of a story that me and her wrote because i'll cry...OH yeah i also have an emotioal problem where if i feel bad..or hurt i'll sit in my room and cry all night.....i can't help it...i try not to complain to my friends or family..i try to hide it with a fake simle...but sometimes it's hard and it comes out..and that sometimes is becomeing more and more beacuse i can only handle so much pressure to the point where i will explode on ppl....i'll literly yell at everyone who upsets me....

and i promised myself i would try not to ever get mad at any of my friends or family....that was about 2 3 years ago....so...now it's getting harder and harder to not get upset.......and i don't consider digging my nails into my arm until it hurts then stopping "cutting yourself"...but hey..i don't care anymore...i just stopped careing....i didn't say all of this on the phone because i was slowly lossing my breath..so as you can see i have a pretty good reason for being depressed.........

well whatever..no one cares about how i feel besides a few ppl...everyone else doesn't know why i wear black..or why i cry so much..or why i "only say i'm depressed"...whatever..

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13767944/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13767944/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 09:25:28 PDT
kakashi = MINE!!!

shuuhei = MINE!!!!

tristan = mine!!!!

duke = MINE!!!!

dante = MINE!!!!

MINE!!!!!!!MINE!!!!!


in a better mood.......WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MUST NOT BE DEPRESSED!!!!


BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM I WANT YOU IN MY ROOM!!!!


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 8D



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!NOT SAD!!!!

WOOOOO OHHHHHHHH!!!!!WOOO HOOOOO!!!!LALALALALALALLA

I'M CRAZEH!!!2NITE!!! I'M A POWERFUL NINJI!!!

LOOK AT MY KUNEEEE AND MY POWERFUL SHRINGON

I'M K-K SHE SENSI

HJAHAHAHAHAHAHSIDHAISHDAISHDRAISHRODFYH!!!!

O>O

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13693938/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13693938/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:09:19 PDT <......oh i love this song....my theme song:

okay..never mind.......i can't this damn computer to paste anything >< FRIG!!!!!........oh well...

the song is by adema called "freaking out" so there.....HA

fav. part of song:

You keep shotin' those glances
Relating to the rawness,of a fucking lost kid
Trying so hard to become, just like me,talk like me,walk like me
you keep tripin' on everything i wear,everytime i swear
even when it comes to my hair
it seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind
i'm not a dumb fool in your life!!!!

yup...that's me alright.....to many of you..i'm a very squshy person......well....i'm not....well...i am...but....when there are no friends around i fucking hate just about everything..and most times i wish i was never born.....and some ppl think i may have it good......but i don't.....okay?...so just fuck off.......i'm a very emo kid....and i when i say i cut myself ppl come up to me saying don't do that....well....i would never kill myself..no..i hurt myself because it my eyes it doesn't hurt..and it makes me feel better.....at some points when i'm depressed i start hearing voices that no one else can...if i showed ppl whats behind my very emotional mask then no one would come near me....i'd be cring so much...and hurting myself alot more than i do now..i'd be...not kristi.......i don't know...i've lead so many of my friends to think i'm fine..i'm fine....no..it's okay i'm good.....no i'd never do that...but in reality it's more like...leave me the fuck alone...get away......i'm not okay....but..then i'd just push ppl away and i'd be even more alone....i'm a very good actor....and when i'm like the way i am now...


then you shouldn't talk to me very much.i dunno...i'm depressed as hell...and sometimes it comes out...i slip up just a little and all the bottled up stuff starts to fizz below the cap and may even explode.......
like when you shake up a soda bottle and open it a little and poors fizz over the edge even when the cap is on......


i just...i love all my friends and most of my family......but...i need a break from all of it to just be l\alone....it only lasts up to two maybe three hours...i can't stand being the way i am now...i'm so tired of people de-gradeing me......adn they may not see it....but it hurts like hell...and when ppl start makeing fun of my pictures...it hurts as well....the worst of all of it....is when..i try to eat something new(i have an eating disorder where i can't try new foods as easly as others because of something i had when i was younger)so i try to eat something and i hesitate...then all i hear in the ackground is"your so bitchy,stop being so bitchy,just fucking eat it,oh she's always been bitchy she'll never change,just eat it!!oh my god!!!just fucking eat it!!!".........after the giant argument with my mom...i've decided to never in my life...to get mad at anyone else....well my dad doesn't help...he's pushing my limit on how much i can take before i explode....

but..that was maybe 3 years ago or something..and i've never been mad at any of my friends.....even tho they sometimes piss me off...i would never show them that i'm mad...i'm going way off subject.......i don't even know what my subject is anymore.....it seems i can't do anything right


i told one of my friends that i wish i'd never met this one best..shit i need to get off...i have a min left on the cp ><

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13304643/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/13304643/ Mon, 11 Jun 2007 14:45:07 PDT dirty football is fun..even if you ARE barefoot like how we played
like..no shoes..one goal...DIRTY FOOTBALL!!!lolyeah...about 8 bruses
5 cuts..and my throat hurts lol(simone ><yeah..saterday..me simone the triplets and steff all went to townplot park...sicnce there was 6 of us..we dicided teams...me crystel and steff vs simone monique(can't spell that damn name)and larua.fisrt tackel goes to simone...who ramed crystel with her shoulder.ha..must of hurt...then..simone closelined me.my knees buckeled out and i fell to the ground..OW SIMONE THAT HURT!!!...so..i wanted to get back at her:evil: so we ran full charge at one another..i ducked near her feet..she goes flying over me and her face hits the dirt....HAHA!!!larua had blood gushing down her face from her nose...i think it was crystel who had a bloody elbow from a scab that got scrapped off...me and simone clashed and flew like..5 feet away and on to the ground..i got punched in the throat twice from simone....i got kneed in the side(which is now a bruse)by larua...she also scrached my arm..i bleed...^_^...simone..oh jeez..that last play...was like..an all out dog pile...larua had me and crystel in a lock...monique had simone down...then simone got out and so did i..i talcked her...we were like..5 feet away from the goal(which was a giant fence)ha fun..ask EternalMisery

next..i got my hair colored...black and red..looks so awesome..can see the red mostly on top...and a lil in front ^_^

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12990707/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12990707/ Thu, 17 May 2007 15:11:13 PDT octavia doing better after worrying me after telling me that i'm(as in me) to good of a friend to her and she should go kill herself or something like that...i dunno..i dont see myself as a good friend to anyone....anyways...went to friend simone's house...wow that came out weird...anyways..helped her paint....i think i pissed her off a little with..ya know..painting my arm with the extra paint...HEHEET!!>_>....
ya..failing gym..science...aaaand that's it....i dunno..i see no reason for homework...then again..i see no reason in most things anymore....
dad is being pain about everything...

"Kristi...whats that paper on your floor?"
"uhh...i left it there last night dad.sorry"
"Kristi...WHY DIDN'T YOU CLEAN YOUR ROOM THE WAY I LIKE IT?"
"becauuuse it's my room???"
"no..kristi..it's not...it's mine..this whole damn house is mine....
keep it clean"
*storms out of room*
"whatever"
*dad comes back into room*
"NO IT'S NOT WHATEVER!!YOU CLEAN THIS GODDAMN ROOM!!!"
kristi: O.O;

yeah pretty much like that every day but with different things like

"why is that cup on the table?"
"i was drinking out of it"
"then throw it away?!?...or is that to hard??"
"uhh dad..still soda in it...see?*shakes cup"
"well when your done...THORW IT AWAY IF YOU CAN GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS!"

oh well..i just ignore him half the time anyway......this kid in my HR asked to borrow my headphones....i thought..well..he's nice to me so..okay....at the end of the day he would give them back...but..at the end of the day..he didn't have them...some girl did...sooo..i went to ask her to give them back..she tells me she doesn't have them....sooo i now have no head phones because my friend christina has my other ones....well i'm out of one fucking problem(octavia)and into three more...

1.no headphones
2.can't sleep over friends house because of the relay i HAVE to go to
3.kelvin....*sigh*...is seeing someone else the same day i find out octaiva's okay........

oh yeah..i get to get yelled at because apparently the headphones were $45.00 and the ipod was $105.00....according to my dad.....
whats wrong with me?...why can't i do anything right anymore?....i feel like i'm failing everything i care about.....*sigh*
oh well..i don't like going emo...because i do sometimes cut the top part of my arm....sometimes...or i'll take a rock and go back and forth on a knuckle until it bleeds.....ya i'm weird..but..it makes me feel better....and i wouldn't do it so i'd die or anything...just enough to get rid of the pain of other things.i'd rather feel physicle(sorry for not spelling right)pain than emotional pain.....

bored....tomarrow's friday.....damn..i hate the weekends....i don't get to see any of my friends....the only thing good about fridays now is going to the mall with friends...then going home just to be alone again....like i always am.......so emo today and don't know why...feel like crying in a corner until i fall asleep to never wake up again....JUST FEELINGS PPL!!!!!don't call chile services or anything..i like where i live.....

fucking scanner is being fucking retarded....and i can't scan anything...i even drew an awesome picture or two...

hahahahhahahah...okay..you know the seasonings that you put in soup or something...well when i went to put some in my ramen today..i opened the big side and poored almost the whole bottle in...i ate it anyway..and i still can't get the burning out of my mouth.


okay...later ppls....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12802759/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12802759/ Tue, 01 May 2007 12:17:51 PDT kay better...well..not really....
i mean..i spend all these months trying to get this boy to like me
and as soon as he does
i can't go out with him
or my so called "best friend"won't be my friend anymore
and..i always choose friends over boys but..come on!!
i really really REALLY like him
and it's like...i'm her bitch and have to obey her and her only

WHAT THE FAK

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12705344/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12705344/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 13:58:21 PDT why do poeple hurt others,mentaly and physicly(sorry for misspelling)
why do we need air?why do we need money?why can't we just be happy?why can't everything be alright when your down?why do we have emotions?why do i feel the need to hurt myself in order to make myself feel better?why does god tease me?why do you think i don't believe in him?


why am i asking you these questions of life in which no one can answer?Why do i bother?

why can't i do the one thing that makes me happy?why must i be depressed but,hide my feelings?why do people hurt me?

why must we argue?why must we fight one another to prove who's right when no one is?why can't i understand most things?

why can't i focus in math?why don't people understand me when i say"i just can't"?why do i deserve my friends?Why can't i tell my mother how i feel twords her?Why must she treat me like i'm an idiot?

Why?

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12569191/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12569191/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 15:57:56 PDT
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]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12493862/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12493862/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:49:29 PDT out friggin' story that me,her,and our friend jimmy are working on.
it's about resident evil..in our school..yeah..>_>...<_<...
were on like page 65 last time i checked..this would be the third time
starting this damn story over..the first time we wrote it was in 7th grade...we stopped at page 59 cuz it wasn't detailed enough..thenin eighth grade we started it again..got to page 87 but then we decided
not detailed enough....then we finally start it again,add new ppl..(usually my friend octavia was never in to writing that much and i'd write like 5 pages at a time)this time she hogs the story..(not complaining)....

anyways..about to call someone to come over..homealone and friggin bored....it will be like this until possibly 6pm..and its what..11am?...grrrrr....need to scan two more pictures and send some to simone so she could put hers up...yea >_>...nothing to eat but ramen..so i can't eat anything(had ramen everyday of the week ^_^)......my hat is pissing me off...trying to customize it...not that easy when you knck everything over >_>

erg.....

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12446249/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12446249/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 16:00:03 PDT stick up for both parents
they both piss me off
and yet they both expect me
to be okay about it...like my
dad will say stuff about my mom
that really hurts me too,and then
when i talk to my mom
it kinda slipps out ya know?
so my mom blabs about it back to
my dad and he gets mad at me
then mom says she never bad talks
dad when i'm around,then dad gets
mad at that for some reason,then
my mom will extreeeamly piss me off
and i try and talk to dad about it
because he gets mad when i don't tell him exactly what
happes or what mom said,so i tell him he gets mad
at mom,yells at her,then mom yells at me..then
i get the fucking guilt trip...i'm two-faced..
one moment i'll be agreeing to what dad says
about mom then i'll get mad,then sad,then depressed
then mad again,then i'll feel guilty all in a mattter
of 4 minuets.then my dad says"oh then when mom pisses
you off,don't tell ME about it then i won't say anything."
so now when my mom and or dad pisses me off i have no say and
apperntly according to what my dad said that on;y he tells me what i am until i'm 18..so i can't be what i want to be(haha i have to be a boy)and i have no say in it...then i stick up for mom when dad yells at her,then it fucking back fires,or i'll stick up for dad(which i really try not to do)and that will back fire too.then i go to my grandmother
and she blabbs on about god and how everything bad that happens something good(like a lession)comes out of it...I DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IN GOD!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO PISSED!!!!...*grumble grumble*

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]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12235578/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/12235578/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 16:59:31 PDT <><>< lol fun tho

]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/10025495/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/10025495/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 07:46:52 PDT
well...i gave her a hug....then ran into the kiction to show her my pocket knfie..then...i picked up afilm holder and threw it at her...thats when the fun began


okay so fur about 5 min we were thorwing that thing at each other...then two more iteams were bein thrown....HAHAHAH...fell...then i bent over and like skimmed backwords into the other room where i also fell......yeah we had a fun night....boring after that....yeah ^^


n e ways....i got 2 go ]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9687387/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9687387/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 06:43:07 PDT

which really sucks.....even tho i'm getting a kitteh now ^^ but still.......

n e way..yesterday simone went fur a walk and came to my house fur a bit....and we watched gay ppl and NEXT....it's a show....so we go outside fur about 3 min and look for steve(my bird) and oh look she found a bee on a flower....even tho u ppl prolly don't know how scared i am a bees ....lol...so i ran into the PRO-TEC-SHION (lol) of my house and locked her out......lol....yeah.....


-.- one more reason y i hate living with my grandma and grandpa......they always CHANGE THE CHANNEL!!!!!>< now i'm watching some show about the gospal @.@ >< make it go away >< ]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9519865/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9519865/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 07:21:34 PDT ]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9218426/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9218426/ Thu, 29 Jun 2006 07:46:09 PDT
*starts danceing with her pet bird steve*OH YEAH!!!GO STEVE GO STEVE!!!
*steve*->O.o-wtf is this girl doing to me??

Kristi-Steve stop pecking me!!><

steve:MUAHAHAHAHAH I HAVE SEDUCED HER!!!!

Kristi:*pets steve*good birdy

steve:AHHHH IT BURNS!!!!><

Simone:*out of closet*OMG STEVE *takel*

Kristi:Simone???O.Owhy were you in my closet???

Simone.O uhhhhhhhh....HA*throws paper at kristi and runs out of room*

Kristikay......steve???

Steve:*flys out window*HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

Simone:*comes back in room*i just wanted some paper...


okay that was weird...anyways.....so yeah....there was this dog in the middle of the road and had almost got hit by a car....it was sooooooooooooooooooooo cute ^^ and it was white.....anyways i'm going to shut up now cuz i'm prolly boring you all to death ]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9103143/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9103143/ Sun, 18 Jun 2006 07:36:24 PDT [link] ]]> ~kagome1949 http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9086999/ http://kagome1949.deviantart.com/journal/9086999/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:26:22 PDT who got it from someone else >.>'

--THEATER KID--
[ ] Ever been in a School play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] Seen more than 10 shows?
[ ] Have you ever been/Are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[ ] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[X] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show?
Total X: 1

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[ ] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[X] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[ ] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[ ] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?
Total X: 1

-GOTH--
[ ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[X] Is most of your clothing dark?
[X] Do you think about death often?
[X] Do you want to die?
[X] Are you a social outcast?
[ ] Are you pale?
[X] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[X] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[ ] Are you mean?
Total X: 6

--PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[ ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[ ] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[X] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[X] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[X] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[ ] Does it piss you off when people say poser instead of poseur?
Total X: 4

--PREP--
[ ] Do you say the word "like" alot?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[ ] Do you laugh alot?
[ ] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[ ] Do you smile a lot?
[X] Do you hang out with your friends alot?
[ ] Do you always carry a purse/wallet
Total X: 1

--HIPPIE--
[ ] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[X] Do you want to save the animals?
[X] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[X] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[X] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ ] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[ ] Do/have you ever smoked the peace pipe?
[ ] Do you wear a peace sign around your neck?
[ ] do you just sit in the grass with your friends and play guitar?
Total X: 5

--GANGSTA--
[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[X] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[ ] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?
Total X: 1

--EMO--
[X] Do you cry often?
[X] Do you wear hoodies?
[X] Do you like hard music?
[X] Do people not understand you?
[X] Do you write your own poems?
[X] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[X] Have you ever cut yourself?
[ ] Are you LONELY?
[ ] Do you like ohio is for lovers by Hawthorne Heights?
[X] Do you think a lot?
Total X: 8

--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[X] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[ ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[ ] Are you tan?
[ ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 1

--GEEK--
[ ] Do you wear glasses?
[ ] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[X] Do you look forward to going to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[X] You play video games?
Total X: 2

uhhh....i think i'm more emo >.> anyways...simone...i did NOT copy u >.>' yet anyway ^^' ]]> ~kagome1949