deviantART: by:kaijerk http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kaijerk&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kaijerk en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 21:47:27 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png scattered brain. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/28726128/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/28726128/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 11:01:41 PST ha~!!my mind's full of so many things right now.
well, no. not sad things. happy things for a change.
so yeah. just that.
must sleep now. its 3am already.i have to learn the normal sleeping pattern again.

EDIT: aww.. the NINJA ASSASSIN SPONSORED JOURNAL SKINS are gone now. buu~

]]> ~kaijerk tuesday meteor shower.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/28392381/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/28392381/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 10:53:04 PST
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i didn't wish to the meteors tonight, coz i didn't see them.
but i'm constantly wishing all throughout the night..
that i get this job. really.

to be a photographer for kids?
who can't like that?..

okay so maybe those who don't like kids.
but i do like kids!!..
so yea i'll stop this. must relax for later..
must be perked up later for the interview..


wish me great luck!!

]]> ~kaijerk on daily dose of words http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/27165682/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/27165682/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 08:27:22 PDT
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hi there. yeah, just updating on something.

recently, i have been making this dA account very active and it made me realize that this is such a crazy messy site. so i'm gonna try and make a better art gallery from here on. i'd be posting my "written works" (if you can call it art) on my tumblr account.. kaijerk(dot)tumblr(dot)com. that's kaijerk(dot)tumblr(dot)com
so uhm yeah, just that for now.

here's a link btw.
[link]
i just started it a while ago so not much there yet.
i do hope to post daily on it.
thanks.
see yah there!!
^____^!!cheers!!

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P.S.
no. i'm not leaving dA.
:heart:

]]> ~kaijerk conversation in my head. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/27009424/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/27009424/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 05:45:15 PDT
me: nothing. why?

me: just curious. so.. have anything you want to do?

me: hmm..lot’s.

me: what?

me: hm.. i want to work. i want to have a job.. be a photographer.. or a visual artist. but just laylow work.

me: ahh.. why don’t you apply for a work?

me: i do. i just don’t get hired.

me: why?

me: i dunno. i guess i’m not THAT agressive towards getting one.

me: hmm.. why? do you have other plans?

me: er.. i dunno. i don’t feel like working maybe.. plans? i don’t have other plans..other than getting my passport, that i can’t have yet because i don’t have any valid id anymore.

me: ahh..why is that so?

me: i don’t know.

me: why don’t you know?

me: i just don’t..bout you? why don’t you know?

me: i can’t give you anything i don’t have. the answers are not here in my pockets.

~end of conversation~

]]> ~kaijerk stagnant journey. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/26461942/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/26461942/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 10:14:37 PDT [link]

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still not any good.
still not doing anything better.
still just the same as yesterday..
only a little worse.

]]> ~kaijerk everyday mayday http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/25643476/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/25643476/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 03:55:43 PDT [link]

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stuffy eyes and late night DVD marathon,
priceless.
:heart:

]]> ~kaijerk ..But I think I'm in a Tragedy. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24822294/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24822294/ Mon, 18 May 2009 13:12:07 PDT how would i work if don't know yet what to work for?

my mom's pressuring me to work.
okay. no foul on that since i have graduated college anyway..
its just that, i still don't feel like i MUST work..
i feel like i've STILL GOT TO LEARN.
(yes, learning is not only from the cradle of one's school..
but i'm still not ready to let go of schooling..T^T)

I know I'm not ready to face the world of job and adult responsibilities.
There are lots of things I'm totally not ready for.
There are things that i regret doing.
Those things were the main reason why i am here, being forced to have a job.


hay..
how easy was it for them to say that "its just looking for a job"?
how easy was it for them to say that "its just thesis"?
how easy was it for them not to consider my decisions then,
lest push me harder to a league i am not ready to embark,
then getting upset about me not having a job..
nor looking for a job?

everyone seems to think that its just an easy task..
it ain't as easy as said.
i want to decide on things..
to have everything at will before taking them a notch higher..
i want to decide for me.. and i'd want that to REALLY, TOTALLY start.. NOW.

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with all honesty,
i dread my senior year at college.
yes, lots of happy things happened.
i've met great people who've helped me through the hardships.
i;ve learned lots of things..
i've been up and down in a roller coaster of emotions.
but, when i've thought i'd rather give up and have a safer route to take..
my parents told me NO..and thus, my decisions then were ultimately disregarded.
i did it somehow..but..
now, i m paying the price of letting my dear parents interfere on my very future.
now, i am to look for a job. to look for my future when i am still a kid in my own world.
to look for it when i myself is on a river of stones and predicaments.
to look for my future on my own coz my parents are certain that they can't look for what is at stake for me coz i am to make that for myself..

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what should i do?
i'm totally lost.
i've totally not cheered up since after my thesis..
what should i do?
what should i do???

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This may seem like gibberish to you, but I think I'm in a tragedy."
~Harold Crick, Stranger than Fiction

]]> ~kaijerk too lazy for my own good.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24373872/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24373872/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 08:53:23 PDT [link]

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feeling useless makes hours seem longer.. days like months and dreams, more like the reality. seconds are like torture. and moments like martyrdom.

:orange:

]]> ~kaijerk come and go http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24230563/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/24230563/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 23:26:40 PDT [link]

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put on that straight face to over-come the anger and confusion.

]]> ~kaijerk evading my reality//marty is here http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23947935/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23947935/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 09:22:56 PDT [link]

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wee~!! marty is now here.
haha! marty my new camera just got here last friday.
im so excited to have photo sessions..
wee~!!
i'll post some of my test shots with marty.
^________^!!

]]> ~kaijerk live to ridicule yourself http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23566386/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23566386/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 23:31:31 PST over-eagerness to do lots of things made me confused and lost.
my kaleidoscope was booming with colors, now faded to greyscale.

maybe its just too much.
happiness.uncertainty.
agitation.anxiety.
excitement.
frailty over trust
and faith in love.

This be God's will,
then let it be.

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:orange:

]]> ~kaijerk my dad bought me a friend!!hahaha! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23332399/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/23332399/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 21:10:13 PST
my dad bought me a DSLR!! wee!!

okay. no big to others..but hell i dun care.hahahaha!
i've waited for whut? 2 years? hahaha! since they didnt buy DSLR for my photography classes last year, they told me..well, my dad.. told me he'd give me DSLR for graduation gift. and wee~!! i;ll graduate this year. and its hard work that made me this far. im worthy of a reward.hahahahaha!


so my new friend.. will be here with me sometime this febuary..
or march..
hahaha! but i do hope it'll get here before graduation.

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wee~!!^______^!!cheers!!

]]> ~kaijerk im returning a toy tomorrow. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/21592691/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/21592691/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:46:10 PST
im gonna return my friend's dslr which has been with me since the 2nd week of october. hehe..
okay, right now i really want to own a dslr. i really am thankful she lend it to me. primarily coz of my thesis that's why i borrowed it. but i think i made whole lot more with it than just thesis. hahaha!

anyway, thanks for letting me borrow it. ^___^!! sa susunod ulit!hahaha!!

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photography will be on hold again..
buu..

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thesis is not going so great.
my back suffers a lot coz of it.
anyhow, gotta get it goin.
cheers!!^_________^!!

]]> ~kaijerk .. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19944249/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19944249/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 23:39:11 PDT i'm craving for a good read.
poetry, novel..whatever..
something to take me off my thesis-must-reads..

and thesis-must-do's.

]]> ~kaijerk insubordination http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19604567/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19604567/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:56:10 PDT
"drop your weapons. you're damn dead already."

]]> ~kaijerk anak ng tupa!!! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19324277/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19324277/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 04:18:11 PDT leche..
wah!!! bkit gnun???
wah..

wah!! hndi ko alam anu ang ggwin ko..
bkit kailangan ako p ang makatuklas nun??
wah!!

tell me, am i gonna be sued??
wah!!!!

]]> ~kaijerk instant coffee http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19155073/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/19155073/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 21:16:39 PDT sana laging may kape.
magpakalango tayo sa kape.
hay..
ang sarap talaga ng kape.

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INSTANT COFFEE.

yun ang tawag ko sa aking ginagawang thesis. so far, wala pa namang nangyayari talaga. naliligaw ata ako sa pag-gawa nito eh. kung sana kape n nga lang talaga yung thesis ko, kahit siguro nkapikit, matitimpla ko. kahit ilang mug ang inumin ko, ayos lang. ang sarap kasi ng kape.

lalu n ung instant coffee. madali n timplahin, mura, meron pang 3-in-1. tipid sa oras at pera.

yan.
mag-kape n tayo.

]]> ~kaijerk i really want to do photography.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18941649/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18941649/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:23:10 PDT
yep.

it was. but i wont lose hope.. anyway, its only the 2nd week we've been making attempts to have our topics approved..

i want to pursue the photography thesis. but my adviser thinks i shouldn't. she said i'd rather do something else like ad campaign or events maybe. she even said that i might make it into doing my photography thesis but with other professor.. also, she said something like all my works are nothing but snapshots of what-nots and what-the-hell-it-could-be..

but i still want to do my photography thesis. i'm so looking forward for this and i won't let anyone get me down..

however, i'm also thinking to do book illustration thesis just incase i can't really push my adviser into making me do photography..just in case i need a fall back..

hay..

im feeling tired right now just thinking about it. i need to pass another portfolio for my photography. God. i dunno what else to do. if this does not work.. if my portfolio wont really convince her.. maybe i'd just drop the thesis and do it next year.. dammit. i really want to do photography..

]]> ~kaijerk idungeddit..whyohwhyohwhy http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18889055/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18889055/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 09:21:21 PDT
i'm held up on both sides.
ayokong pumasok pero gusto ko din nmn.
gah!! im hell nervous and gibberish excited about my thesis. i still dont have an approved topic yet. but i do have one great proposal and few not-so-thought-of-topics..bwehehe!! i just hope it won't be turned down er.. my best proposal, coz i dont want to do anything else aside from that. hahaha! i really pray that it'd be chosen.

but if not, i'm gonna try another one, which will probably be tedious. i lack all sorts of resources and contact people for the thesis and it'll be hard to look for those at this time.. with classes deeming the subsiding memoirs of the summer high time..wah..

gah..++_++

]]> ~kaijerk music of the night http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18390078/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18390078/ Sun, 18 May 2008 20:45:46 PDT hehe..
im listening to Music of the Night sung by David Cook of AI season7..

what can i say, it pierces me to a more shAttered pieces.
DANG! hahaha! im feeling poetic right now..
hehe..

im playing it on the piano but few of the keys won't work..its an electronic keyboard and quite old, so maybe that's why few keys won't work. its quite frustrating, but hell. whatever. i'm still gonna play it no matter what. im trying to do an easier, easier arrangement of it..haha! i didn't touch my piano for like, er.. 8 years. and i need to re-study if i want to learn harder pieces. but again, im financially broke and i'm learning from youtube. hehe.. self-studying is really hard. hahaha!

anyway, help me make the music of the night..
haha! i wonder how..tutor me maybe??hahaha!

]]> ~kaijerk cant sleep http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18211007/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/18211007/ Wed, 07 May 2008 12:17:05 PDT i cant sleep..

]]> ~kaijerk not doing anything.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/17588817/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/17588817/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 11:51:03 PDT
]]> ~kaijerk keeping silent.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16921857/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16921857/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 23:08:52 PST ..
...
..
.

it feels like a wake for the dead.
too peaceful on the outside..
yet horrifying grief inside.

]]> ~kaijerk limiting myself. i hate it. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16831044/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16831044/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 11:02:31 PST .


by far, this is the most heart breaking sleepless night that i've had, ever.
i cant sleep. thoughts come rushing and i have no idea where would i put them.
how to translate them to words, that's something i need to learn.
but when will i ever learn to voice them out?..

i dont know. i dont know.

is it possible to speak up?
is it even permissible to say translate them to words..
or just keep them on the back of my mind?
i wonder.

]]> ~kaijerk absent ako!!! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16651006/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16651006/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 21:03:52 PST
wah!
nppagod n ko..

d bale, matatapos ko to!
hai!
hahaha!!
kaya ko to!

]]> ~kaijerk freeday http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16593399/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16593399/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 08:31:19 PST
]]> ~kaijerk blue http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16379165/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/16379165/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 21:27:43 PST pero hindi eh..
takot pa siguro ako..
bhala n.
siguro hindi p panahon para dun.
makakaalis din ako sa lugar n to..

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sawi.

]]> ~kaijerk gimme a break http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15731021/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15731021/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 06:20:47 PST i just posted it here..
hehehe..

no links here. sorry.kinda feel bummed out right now..
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found this last night
fashion design challenge credit to ~autumncoloredmelodie
--> [link]

Progress
Character/s Being Used (for those of you doing one or two):
Completed Themes:
Date Updated:
Themes Updated:

Themes
1. Casual
2. Stripes
3. Hat
4. Awesome Shoes
5. Layered
6. Tie
7. Fan Girl/Boy
8. Team Uniform
9. Someone Else’s/Borrowed
10. Trench Coat
11. Tattoo/s and/or Piercing
12. Current Styles
13. Royal
14. Expensive Jewelry
15. Vintage
16. High Fashion
17. Traditional (To a Specific Real-Life Culture)
18. Medieval
19. Pirate
20. Gypsy
21. Lolita/Gothic
22. Lace/Suit (Wedding)
23. Stereotypical Group
24. Particular Era (20’s, 30’s, etc.)
25. Character Specific (Their Personal “Costume”/Attire)

i'm a junkie for fashion (though i dress like a bum) so it seems fun and not as overwhelming as other challenges :)
it'll probably go slowly though
really slow |D;;

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hopefully i can do some of this by december.. i'm not joining though. i just thought that it's a god idea..hehe..
also, i've got my fashion design assigns lined up already. i just thought i'd do some of this when trying to break the monotony of my works..hahaha!

]]> ~kaijerk am i a bad influence http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15597208/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15597208/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 21:22:55 PST if you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
if you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. |hahaha, loko.|


rules:
total the number of things in each list you've done.
no need to say which ones.
if people really want to know they will grow the balls to ask.

[] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[] kissed someone of the same sex. |i still insist that im not a lesbo.|
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[ ] watched porn.
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] done drugs.
total: 4

[ ] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[ ] cut yourself. |NEVER.|
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.
total: 7

[x] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton/pint/galon of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] been to rehab.
[ ] dyed your hair.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar.
total: 2

[ ] been to a wild party.
[ ] seen the mardi gras.
[ ] drank more than four beers in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in florida.
[ ] sniffed anything.
[x] wore black nail polish.
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[ ] own(ed) a 50 cent cd.
total: 2

[ ] dressed gothic.
[ ] dressed prep.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbor.
[ ] had someone sneak into your room.
total: 4

[ ] snuck into someone else's room.
[x] had a crush on your best friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone.
[ ] been called a slut.
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
total: 3

[ ] consider/considered ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ ] seen an r-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[ ] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.
total: 4

[ ] owned/rented an apartment.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] cheated on someone.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
total: 2

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[ ] stayed online for 12 hours straight.
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 12 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drink and drive.
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.
total: 7

total in all: 35..
i guess im not all that bad. hahahaha!

]]> ~kaijerk ..piano. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15210741/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/15210741/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:35:20 PDT
anyway, if anyone knows where the i can find kingyo hanabi piano score, please do tell me. i really want to play it.. er though i'm not a good pianist.. i know i can figure out how to play it. so, please inforn me OK??

thanks.

]]> ~kaijerk yeah.yeah.yeah.can i sleep now..? http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/13935693/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/13935693/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:50:34 PDT
]]> ~kaijerk summer's over.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/13209449/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/13209449/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 00:35:48 PDT
it's been a while..

sheeshh..
pretty long WHILE..
hahaha!!

ok.. i have nothing to submit right now..
heck.. i haven't done any thing to submit this summer..

haha!!

hirap tlaga pag wala kng pera at wlang sriling computer s bahay.. tsk..
wla nmn ksing allowance pg nsa bhay k at bakasyon di b??
hehe..

atleast mgpapasukn n.. hehe..

may allowance n ako ulit.. ewan lang kung my maisusubmit p ko dito..

nyahhaha!!!

]]> ~kaijerk reviving pics!! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12280879/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12280879/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:29:32 PDT
nabuksan ko ung ibang nabura kong pics s picture manager..
hahaha!

pero onti lang nakuha ko uli..haha!

^________^!!

]]> ~kaijerk kasawian ng isang aspiring photographer.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12202012/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12202012/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 04:31:23 PDT biyernes iyon.
tulog n ako at nagsisimula nang lumipad ang aking isipan papunta kung saan..
hindi ko alam.
bigla ako'y nagising,
isang tinig ang sumambit ng aking ngalan..
sbay sbi nito..

"'Dy, nabura ko ang pictures s memory card m.."

...

..

.

.

anu!!! wah!

isang krimen ang naganap.
isang homicide..
walang patawad..
gusto kong kumitil ng buhay ng may buhay
.
ngunit ako'y nakunsensya.

wala n. anu p ang aking magagawa..

"te, wala akong kopya nun.. di m b sinave s laptop??"

"hindi eh.."

sahalip n mgalit, itinulog n lamang..
ngunit patay na't lahat ang ilaw,
ako'y tuliro at tila ba nahihibang..

"ang mga pictures ko.."

sayang.
mga ala-ala ng nakalipas n dalawa hanggang tatlong linggo..
nawala ng bigla s aking pagtulog..
wala n. wala n.

"ang dami ko pa namang maganda at nakakatawang compositions dun.."

di bale na..

"hindi na maibabalik p.. wala n. wala n."

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we lose some. we gain some.

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wah! sana talaga hindi nabura un! wah.. nakakalungkot lang.. kasi ang dmi nun.. 600+ pics.. binura lang para a isang MS Word doc n hindi naisave ng mabuti kaya hindi maipaprint..
hay..
ang lupet talaga ng tadhana.

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sawi.
sawi.
sawi.
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kasawian ng isang aspiring phtographer..

]]> ~kaijerk shawarma with cheese http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12201808/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/12201808/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:46:55 PDT alasais ng gabi.

Nakaupo ako sa batong upuan mag-isa.

kanina may katabi na babaeng di ko kilala.

May hawak akong shawarma.
kain. kain.
di ko namalayan, pati papel nakain ko na din.
pero sige, kain.
libre naman ang aking inumin.

patagal ng patagal, umiinit ang inuupuan ko.
parang sumisingaw ang init na nasagap nito buong maghapon.
pero wala. nakaupo parin.
kahit balisawsawin na.
upo lang. pagod n ako.

(pagod n ako)
manhid na sa paulit-ulit.
(pagod n ako)
tama n, paulit-ulit.

ngayon,
malamig-lamig n.
mag aalasais y media n rin..
ang shawarma ko..
eto, nandito p.
hawak ko padin.
tinititigan.

[shawarma with cheese:]

P40-small w/ cheese , w/o drinks
P45-large w/ cheese, add P5 for drinks..(libre n daw un s lagay n un..)

available at LOVE SHAWARMA, UST Car park, 2nd floor, near the stairs and elevator, near Pizza Hut stall

]]> ~kaijerk PHOTOGRAPHY ORG..EMERGING SOON!! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11862890/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11862890/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 02:58:27 PST
mga kaibigan,,,, may nakausap na kming prof and sabi kung gusto daw talagang mag organize bakit hindi...

my friends and classmates(from adver2-3) including me wanted to push this said dream... this organization

so please to you who are reading this please add a comment and please say your name and section if you are interested with the said proposal

malakilaking trabaho para ma recognize ang isang org pero walang problema kung gusto may paraan kung ayaw may dahilan...

sabi 50 members minimum mga kaibigan tulungan nating matatag tong org na to....

FOR THE LOVE OF THE CRAFT!!!!!

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Please support us in making this dream a reality..

simply add a comment and please say your name and section if you are interested with the said proposal..

inulit ko lang ang nasa itaas..

pero uulitin ko ulit..

add a comment and please say your name and section if you are interested with the said proposal

...

thankyousomuch!!

]]> ~kaijerk post! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11489701/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11489701/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:39:56 PST
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]]> ~kaijerk post.post.post. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11370057/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/11370057/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 02:31:13 PST have nothing to post here.
no drawings.
no photos.
no nothing.
sheesh..
haha! pretty busy with nothing(except for the researches..>. just wanna sleep all day and die. but no can do..
hopefully, i can upload something here in DA next week..Now, I'm cramming for so many research things.. wah!

]]> ~kaijerk haha!!i'm ELMO! http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10830307/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10830307/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:25:27 PST
{sayang!!WALA yung pic ni elmo..}

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

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]]> ~kaijerk Devious Journal Entry http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10770073/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10770073/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 19:07:29 PST There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 38
There are 2 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 11

The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

The expression or destiny for #11:
Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

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am i really like this??hahaha!! prang mejo lng..hahahaha!!
comments anyone??
hahhaha!!:blahblah:

]]> ~kaijerk Devious Journal Entry http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10749745/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10749745/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 20:10:32 PST
hehehe
Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

oh well doing his would feel

1.) im cute!hahahaha!!joke..haha!!

2.) i hate that i love to eat icecream.. i look like a balloon already!i'm sooooo fat! huhu..

3.) i'm lazy..

4.) i hate to cry..but it's becoming a hobby lately..

5.) i'm ticklish..hahahaha!!

6.) i smile even i don't mean to..

sigh now im done since im not in the mood o write anything i'll tag someone now!!!!!

Tag:
~momoichigo
~magnolis-xi
~slick-n-rouge
~angstfool11
~erevustfrost
~t-a-d


im tagging you mwahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~kaijerk candy.. http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10056833/ http://kaijerk.deviantart.com/journal/10056833/ Wed, 13 Sep 2006 04:24:25 PDT
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i like this passage.. it's realistic and i can relate at it..haha!!though i'm not in London..haha!! things like that happens everywhere..haha!!

it's from the book Candy by Kevin Brooks..

i haven't read it though..haha!! haven't seen that book anywhere here in Philippines.. just at the website..haha!!

anyway.. here's the site..www.thisispush.com..

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