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Just to put my Naruto faaaanloves over there.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/20221488/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/20221488/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:47:30 PDT
I bought a .05 from Michaels, but it's too big for the fine lines of eyes, nose, hands, etc.
The other set of micron's I bought in a set suck on the paper I use, and one broke and started pouring ink everywhere within minutes of opening it. So....I had to return it.

Anyone? Suggestions? Pleeeeaase?

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/20194798/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/20194798/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 01:52:57 PDT Currently, my obsession is now a more...Well, it's still full of drama-y goodness, but really, if you couldn't tell, it's Naruto. D: I love it.

nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd nerd. I obsess.

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Just clearing my page of the last journal.

<3

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I click to browse a gallery, but no deviations show up. wth. It does this on my PC, but now on my mac laptop.

Pissed off.

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There is a giant ass giraffe in the art room.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/17592881/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/17592881/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:02:19 PDT
If you -really- need to get something out, and -truly- don't want comments, make an anonymous LJ or keep a freaking diary or something. :\

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]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13867390/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13867390/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 23:09:00 PDT and I went to K-days today! I had a blast! I've never really gone before, and the last time I did, I only went on a few rides. This time was fun though! And oh god, the lemonade there is AWESOME. Mmmm, fresh squeezed too! You get a huge chunk of half a lemon in your drink.

So, we went to the butterfly display! Those things are -not- afraid of people whatsoever...Although, they seemed to avoid Kelly? O_o But it's sad, the butterflies wings are all tattered for some reason.. :\ And many of them were missing a leg or two. Poor little things. Apparently they don't live long? Only about a couple of weeks? AND ARGH. We BOTH forgot to bring our cameras. I was so sad that I couldn't get pictures of teh booterflies, nor the crazy lights of the rides. Such a nice shot from up on the farris(sp?)Wheel. Anyways, I named the first butterfly to land on me (or was it Kelly?), Rusty. He was HUGE. Well, most of them were pretty big. And the second, which actually stayed on my arm for a while, I named Isabella. Such a fitting name for such a little beauty. Seriously! She was pretty! -_-

Haha, Kelly, thanks! I had fun.

Uhm...No other news, Buuuuuut.

RIGHT BACK AT'CHA, SOLDAT!

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13747288/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13747288/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 17:41:18 PDT Megatokyo is good too.

I need more money.
<3

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13258686/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13258686/ Thu, 07 Jun 2007 22:24:36 PDT
I ran around with my camera, trying to be atristic.

Hoorah!

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13001667/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/13001667/ Fri, 18 May 2007 13:53:01 PDT
I actually listened to my horoscope. And I did it!

So he took me back.

Take charge and just do it.

Results may vary.

xP

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ITALy!



kthnx.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/9911819/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/9911819/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 22:27:45 PDT The first ten people to post get to request something. Anything. (Within reason, of course.) But, if you request something, you have to post this in your journal and thus continue the lovely cycle. Fun, eh?

//: drawn/inked/coloured

1. ~Sir-Lupos ! Requested: Grizzly Reiker style bear.
2. =Kazita ! Requested: Tsume of Wolf's Rain.
3. ~Catolf ! Requested: Sin hellhound puppy.
4. *WolvenRemorse ! Requested: Her character, Kiyo.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

School starts on Tues. *wails*

*Contest entries?!*
Pinup contest! Ooooh. Not started yet.

*Clubs?!*
Lookit! Ooooh, I'm an official member! XD ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/9463859/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/9463859/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:50:18 PDT
Yes, I know I've done f*** all the past...Well, a long time. I doubt there is anyone that even bothers to look at my page anymore, and well. That's my own damn fault. But, I suppose it doesn't really matter. I've no heart going towards my art anymore. It seems so mechanical, and that makes me pretty depressed, because it's really one of the few things that I'm good at. Maybe not greatly so, but I still like to think I have some talent.
I've been pretty stupid to not...Er, embrace my talent, I suppose. I take it for granted. If I can't get it right the first time, and I dislike it, well. Into the trash it goes. I'm trying to change that. I need to take the compliments people give me, and actually believe them. And when I say I think I have some talent, I guess I really don't have a side to my art. I just know I don't get any pleasure from it now. I wish I did, but I just look at everyone else, and their art, and how they've all progressed over time. I envy them so much. It makes me feel like a failure, because I can't really see that in my art.
Well. I'll try not to ramble much more, and just say that I'm going to try. Try and get up off my lazy arse and do something. Try to be happy with what I have. You may not all care, not give a damn, but this is more to myself, I suppose. Just to get myself straight. Use my talent, instead of waste it.

Other than that, I've got no scanner. So whatever scraps and doodles I had planned on posting, won't be up. Whatsoever. I lost the installation disk for my scanner, and I can't really afford to spend a few hundred dollars, or whatever it costs for a scanner. We'll see. You all don't watch me much anyways.

Sorry, for the jumbled thoughts. Don't read it. I don't expect you to.

Kaleb ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8587040/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8587040/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 23:00:43 PDT We're getting hardwood flooring done, so we had to unplug the comuter (on the parental's atm) and I want to cry. No msn, no World of warcraft, no attempts at scanning what I had WANTED to. Ho hum...

Life = drama

It's true, and you know it, so hush up. ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8338622/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8338622/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 22:45:23 PST *shot* ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8164378/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/8164378/ Tue, 14 Mar 2006 23:28:00 PST ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7643724/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7643724/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 21:24:25 PST We'd be going to Florence, Milan, Rome and VENICE. I have ALWAYS wanted to go there.
Being able to go see famous paintings by Michaelangelo, Davinci! *BIGdreamysigh* It would be THE greatest thing to ever happen in my quite short, so far unfufilled life. Can you imagine? 2 weeks in Italy to study art, architecture and music?! We'd be able to see so much! Definatly taking a camera

School:
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We've got a two week break for our semester finals So Im pretty happy 'bout that. Im writing my math 10 tommorow I havent even opened my books so far. Science is on monday. After we get back, its into semester two. >.<

Art:
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Im trying to get some sketches out, for freaking way late trades and gifts, and an entry to Soldier's contest. Its not coming so well. Im gonna scan an art project that I handed in a while ago.
I was thinking perhaps I could try starting commisions if anybody was at all interested. Im kinda new at it, so Im not sure about pricing an everything. Just..wondering. Cause Im not all that great. Yeah.

Going to bed, because finals tommorow, and im tired >.<
Go visit ---> :iconScarred-wolf: ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7435423/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7435423/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:00:59 PST .< In light of recent events (Christmas), I was wondering if any one could kindly point me in the direction of a trial download of open canvas, if possible, or maybe a download of theirs...or? I dont know if its possible, but it would be very nice. Second OMG, I can draw! O.o

Big thanks to Soldier ** for just...Thanks . Also big big thanks to Mali and Spyk* and *. Im very undeserving to have people like you so caring towards me. *VERYVERYbighugstoall*

Yes, I am seeming to be out of my slump, so some art is coming your way right now. I dont care if you comment or not, posting for my own personal benefits I'll be trying so VERY hard to get things I NEED to get done, done. That includes gifts. 'Kay? Yey for Christmas Break.

Hope you all had amazing wonderful Christmas's. Or those who are having Hanuka? (Is that how you spell it? O.o) ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7435422/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7435422/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 22:00:58 PST .< In light of recent events (Christmas), I was wondering if any one could kindly point me in the direction of a trial download of open canvas, if possible, or maybe a download of theirs...or? I dont know if its possible, but it would be very nice. Second OMG, I can draw! O.o

Big thanks to Soldier ** for just...Thanks . Also big big thanks to Mali and Spyk* and *. Im very undeserving to have people like you so caring towards me. *VERYVERYbighugstoall*

Yes, I am seeming to be out of my slump, so some art is coming your way right now. I dont care if you comment or not, posting for my own personal benefits I'll be trying so VERY hard to get things I NEED to get done, done. That includes gifts. 'Kay? Yey for Christmas Break.

Hope you all had amazing wonderful Christmas's. Or those who are having Hanuka? (Is that how you spell it? O.o) ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7287009/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7287009/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 21:23:03 PST ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7260667/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7260667/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 23:16:15 PST I need to freaking vent. I want to cry, but I cant. I want to draw, but I cant. I have so much freaking things to do in so little time. its just getting my stressed out beyond my belief. And as much as I relize im much fortunate than others, its just alot on my mind when usually there isent alot for me to worry about. Art is such a chore now to me, when it used to be a relief, an escape from the world. It used to come easy, noww its so freaking hard to even get something to flow out my pencil. Im losing it. THe one thing i was good at. What the hell do I do now?

Christmas is supposed to be a good time of cheer and stuff right? Fuck that. Im so pissed at the moment. People around me are so fucking negative that its affecting me even more. Im already negative, i know, but jeeze.My whole family is in a disgusting rut. My dad, though he may not know, is a huge influence on me. Well, his being so freaking negative to my mom and such is just argh.

Im a fucking ungratful little bitch that makes her mom cry because she thinks she raised me wrong. Its not her fault. Its mine, because I think i have such a horrible life, when its right in my face that im dead wrong. When did I switch to this freaking depression? My depressions are always poor me poor me. Maybe I should focus on trying to make someone else happy. Its always my problems. What about some one else? Ever tried to make someone else have a better day? I dont think so. Cause my head is to far up my ass to even REALIZE it.

I have amazing friends. I mean amazing. And yet, I always question our friendships. They treat me great yet i think,, why the hell are they hanging around with me? Im horrible to them, most of the time im pissed off, so why do they put up with me? They wont last long like this. Dunno. If i was my friend, I wouldnt hang around with me. I wont put myself out there. I dont want to get hurt like my last best friend did. Whats wrong with me? Maybe im too freaking lazy to even try to make an EFFORT at being a good friend. Whats up with that? I dont know.

Procrastination is the worst thing of the face of the planet. Okay no, it isent. Im exaggerating. But its pretty annoying. I cant even get up off my lazy ass to get something done. Like for instance. My sister wants me to draw her protrait for christmas. Their pretty difficult since its on a poster board, and its been a week since she gave me her picture. And yet I STILL havent gotten it to my teacher to get it resized. Wow, way to complain to her to get it taken, yet I wont take it to the teacher. Oooh hypocrit central.

I hate life at the moment. Im suffocating under all this pressure of art, school and just trying to survive in the social jungle. Pretty soon im gonna snap. And I hate that, because i just end up on taking it out on people I care about.

I fucking like someone I havent even met! Thats a little crazy. And I want to tell people, but they dont listen to me. I cant TALK TO ANYONE. I talk, I get shunned. Well thats always fun. I dont have a best friend, yet I have lots of people I consider friends around me. I cant tell them anything. Want to tell someone a secret? Might as well tell the whole school. Word gets around a little to easily for my taste. Being picky? I think so.

This guy I like, dunno if he even looks at my DA page, I talk to alot. We get along quite well. But when he offers to listen to me rant, I cant. I cant let my load off onto someone. Itll just drag him down. He's already having a bit of a tough time right now, so i might as well spare him.

I want to scream, I want to rant, I want to kick the fucking daylights out of someone. When I get emotions run amok in me like this, I just want to get violent. Scream and kick the rage out. I dont even know where the hell this is coming from. Its just appeared. Im angry. My realtionship with God, is going down the pooper right now. I dont pray, I dont go to church, I barely read my bible. I WANT TO. I want to have this awesome possum relationship with Him. But why the heck cant I get up and do something about it? Temptation is getting the better of me and I dont know what to do. Im just so freaking lost right now. I just need someone to tell me what to do. I cant do life without someone tellign me what to do. Its what i need i guess.

To anyone who reads this, I WILL BE VERY SUPRISED IF YOU UNDERSTAND OR FINISH THIS. Or both at the same time. Im sure its just a waste of your time, so you will be missing the last 2-5 minutes of your life.
Just needed to rant..Know how how people say ranting helps? this didnt do a fucking thing.
I bet this didnt make sense. Kinda hop from subject to subject. This isent even everything thats been going on. Trust me, theres ALOT more. Im fucked up. But not.

Happy... ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7088345/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7088345/ Sat, 19 Nov 2005 11:13:27 PST
Hi Handi

<---Some people you need to check ouut. Cause they sizzle. ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7017461/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/7017461/ Fri, 11 Nov 2005 10:37:33 PST Mood: Calm

In Flander's Field the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918)
Canadian Army

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6948430/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6948430/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 19:46:46 PST Mood: Calm
Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Reading: Wicked

Yup my life is acctually purdy boring. Anyways, someone tagged me a while ago for the 20 facts about your self, so here they are anyways. They're not important, whatever. OOh lets get a job for Shannon at starbucks! Sucky.

1. I think I look up to my twin sister, more than anyone else. She'll never find out.
2. I have many dreams of what I want to do in life, I just cant decide!
3. School isent like "school" to me. Its fun. Dont laugh.
4. I love ALL sorts of music, ezpecially classical and jazz. No rap for me, though.
5. I still have my security blanket from when I was a baby. *snuggles*
6. I dont really care much about how I look, even though I joke alot about it. Im not a bum though.
7. I get clostrophobic in my room. Its a tiny box. >.<
8. I fear trying something new. Its like the great unknown or something.
9. I like playing hide and go seek.
10. I played with Lego and dinosaurs more than I played with Barbie. Lego rocks and still does.
11. I like cool colours instead of warm colours.
12. Me and my friend constantly bash each other as jokes, but I wish we didnt. I guess thats what our friendships come to.
13. I always give in too easily. Robbie knows that.
14. I LIKE BATMAN. Thats right, Kylen. You heard me.
15. Im the most festive member of my family.
16. Im so naieve it sickens me. Lol, just between some friends.
17. I've never listend to Van Halen, Pink Floyd, and lots of other bands like ACDC. I dunno, I just never heard them. People think Im insane.
18. ILOVESOLDAT'SWRITING. <3
19.My biggest dreams include singing opera and being a part of the cast for the broadway musical, Phantom of the Opera. Too bad my voice is to weak. Here comes the practice.
20. My favourite flowers are lilies. Next up are roses.

Hehe I joined the school swim team. Im decent, but its fun. Oh dear! I think Im accomplishing something! Though, I gotta say I hate those swim caps.
JEEZE, I wish it would snow already! >.<

How Do You Get That Lonely ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6948109/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6948109/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 19:08:34 PST Listening to: Do You Remember - Jack Johnson
Reading: Harry Potter- HBP
Watching: Unleashed

Yup my life is acctually purdy boring. Anyways, someone tagged me a while ago for the 20 facts about your self, so here they are anyways. They're not important, whatever. OOh lets get a job for Shannon at starbucks! Sucky.

1. I think I look up to my twin sister, more than anyone else. She'll never find out.
2. I have many plans of what I want to do in life, I just cant decide!
3. School isent like "school" to me. Its fun. Dont laugh.
4. I love ALL sorts of music, ezpecially classical and jazz. No rap for me, though.
5.

Even Heroes Have The Right To Bleed ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6829852/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6829852/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 17:14:36 PDT Mood: Anxious
Listening to: Do You Remember - Jack Johnson
Reading: Harry Potter- HBP
Watching: Unleashed

Yup, life is good. Friends, family...food? Sounds like grace. School is going a WHOLE lot better than I thought it would. So far, Im not failing any courses. Plus. On the downside, my anthro art has come to a complete and utter halt. I cant draw animals and anthros worth crap. But in art class, well, Im doing better than I thought I could. My teacher is ahppy with my work, and Im not failing Art like last year. My most sincerest apologies to ANYONE and everyone I owe trades and gifts to.

Soldat! This is for YOU! Cause, you... I just luv you to bits. ^_^ Lets make a deal. I do this...You...update Finding the Lost!! Woo. Lol Jk I swear...but not really. O.o (Apparently, its 20 facts, not ten. My bad.)

1. I wrote this first, because its important to me. I wish I had a closer realationship with God. I do think that thats my largest regret so far in life, and its horrible. Plus, Im quite the hypocrit....Though I dont like to think so.

2. I read because its my escape from my life, into a different one. Plus is fuels my craving imagination.

3. I feel horrible when people make fun of what I like.
(Eg. POTO, classical music, reading)

4. I have split personalities. Im pretty sure Im not joking on that one. (I was dancing with myself in the art class singing " That's Amore"...)

5. I have an inner child. Me, when I was five. (I wish I was five again)

6. I wish I could turn back time and change things that Ive done wrong. I HATE regret.

7. Ive been drawing since before I can remember. Which, was before I turned four. My mum has my "artwork". ^_^

8. I dont know where I stand on my life's goals. (Dont know what I want to do for a job, if I want to get married and have kids... I like travelling, though. )

9. I dont like not knowing how I feel. Which, in the case of a certain guy, Im pretty damn confused.

10. I have an unhealthy obsession with POTO and Erik

I HAVE to add this, just because I thought it was funny.

11. The first time i went to see a phsyciatrist, I was eleven.

12. I LOVE Disney movies. They are CLASSICS, no matter what people think.

13. I think Im "aquatic". Lol.

14. I can never decide what I want. Seriously, If you leave me in the candy isle in a store, you KNOW we wont be leaving anytime soon.

15. I dont like dissapointing people. Its one of the worst feelings.

16. I avoid mostly anything that will cause me pain. Im a whus.

17. I have the worst motivation EVER, but my determination is decent. For me, they dont work well together.

18. I think about life WAY too much, so that it depresses me.

19. I love praise, yet Im modest so that I get all embarrased and kafuffled if you compliment me.

20. (Two facts in one! OOohh) I envy so many other people's art and belittle my own art, and My favourite season is winter. Woop woop.

....One more....People always tend to think Im on drugs when I get hyper.
I wouldnt know why...O.o

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Yup. Threre you have it and now you know me. Pretty much sums me up? GOOD MORNING SANFRANSISCO.....*random*

Even Heroes Have The Right To Bleed ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6460026/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6460026/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 15:14:51 PDT Listening to: "Sugar Were going down"- Fallout Boy
Reading: "Phantom"-Susan Kay
Watching: White Chicks

Dont you just love it how if you like someone, sometimes they dont even think your alive? HOW FUN.

I should draw stuff for the people I owe stuff to. hmm....

Even Heroes Have The Right To Dream ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6266135/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6266135/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 21:56:56 PDT Listening to: "Sugar Were going down"- Fallout Boy
Reading: "Phantom"-Susan Kay
Watching: White Chicks

I took an inkblot test, I found it out from This was my result:

Shannon, your unconscious mind is most driven by Love.

Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life – whether you are aware of it or not.

You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.

Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do.

Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.

I took the test here, so if you want to take it, go here: [link]

Even Heroes Have The Right To Dream ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6221664/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/6221664/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 02:46:56 PDT Listening to: "Sugar Were going down"- Fallout Boy
Reading: "Phantom"-Susan Kay
Watching: White Chicks

Yeaaah...No art, because Im a lazy maggot. :emphasize on the word maggot: I needed a new journal cause Ive had the Jark one up there forever.

Haaaandiiiiiii, SOOOOORRRYYYY. ;_; I still thinking of stoorry.
*cries* Where for art thou, Imagination?

Guess what? I finaly decided to get up off my arse to go and get a job! But where? I dont know...

[End pointless journal entry]

Even Heroes Have The Right To Dream ]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5786631/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5786631/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 20:33:47 PDT Listening to: Hymme A L'amour-Josh Groban
Reading: Phantom~Susan Kay, Harry Potter HBP
Watching: Phantom of the Opera

IVE DIED AND GONE TO HEAVEN. I loves my mummeh

OKAY! Lets go take a venture over to :iconscarred-wolf:. She has an AMAZING original story in her gallery. So shoo shoo go read it. Finding the Lost is what its called. Check out her art too! Her character Soldier is so cool. I think I need to add to my to do list?

As for highschool, well its school, so it sucks. But over all I guess its better than I had originally thought it'd be.

Sorry I havent updated, Ill try. As for the rest of the story that I posted, NO clue when I will have time to finish it. Whatever.

Trades:
_ _ _ _ _


status: sketching
concept: Her and I anthro forms


status: thinking
concept: Spike (tattoo friendly?)


status: re-drawing
concept: Her and Inuyasha

Giftart:
_ _ _ _ _


status: Thinking


_ _ _ _ _

Friends/Great People/Great Artists:


http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5603689/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 20:56:56 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

Gerry Butler is drop dead sexy. I dont care if you dont agree. ^_^ i need to put up some art stuffs.

[edit] Sorry i accidently pressed enter before.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5603676/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5603676/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 20:55:29 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones



]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5461227/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5461227/ Wed, 25 May 2005 20:17:26 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

...who got my 2000th pageview?

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5434522/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5434522/ Mon, 23 May 2005 00:28:52 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

You know your obsessed over a movie when you watch it more than 5 times in one week. ^^' I have no life kthnx.

I've rather suprised myself with how much art I've been able to come up with considering how long of a break I took before.

O.o

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5395623/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5395623/ Wed, 18 May 2005 19:45:25 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

Well its true when you mum says shes gonna buy you a set of 24 prisma markers from michaels. *glee* Im making myself depressed again....I need some riddlin.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5357541/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5357541/ Sat, 14 May 2005 16:15:31 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

[Edit] : It would seem as if I cannot post. O.o I can't see the picture I have posted for Seth. Anybody's thoughts on this?

Hi everybodeh !

I went to my math tutor class this morning and I have to say, it was rather dull. I also cleaned out my gerbil cage. Interesting stuff isen't it? lol.

I started a drawing that my friend requested I do for him, of a picture of himself. Despite the rather difficult angle ( it's out of my norm ^^ ), I think it's coming along quite well. I think I will post what I have done so far as a WIP, but I haven't decided yet.

A HUGE thanks to Mali and Spyk for their helping me through my rough times a bit back. You guys mean so much to me, and I know you guys have my back. Of course I have yours too. So you guys better be expecting some gift art coming your way soon. I lurves you two to bits. *squish*

So go look at their beautiful arts ^^



One more thing. I decided to change Kalebs markings, yet again I'm sorry. And I've come up with some new chars in my head, but I've yet to get them down on paper. So hopefully I can get that done before P.A.T.'s (English writing) next week.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5356128/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5356128/ Sat, 14 May 2005 12:50:46 PDT Listening to: Transplants-Diamonds and Guns
Reading: Buffalo Soldier, Lovely Bones

Hi everybodeh !

I went to my math tutor class this morning and I have to say, it was rather dull. I also cleaned out my gerbil cage. Interesting stuff isen't it? lol.

I started a drawing that my friend requested I do for him, of a picture of himself. Despite the rather difficult angle ( it's out of my norm ^^ ), I think it's coming along quite well. I think I will post what I have done so far as a WIP, but I haven't decided yet.

A HUGE thanks to Mali and Spyk for their helping me through my rough times a bit back. You guys mean so much to me, and I know you guys have my back. Of course I have yours too. So you guys better be expecting some gift art coming your way soon. I lurves you two to bits. *squish*

So go look at their beautiful arts ^^



One more thing. I decided to change Kalebs markings, yet again I'm sorry. And I've come up with some new chars in my head, but I've yet to get them down on paper. So hopefully I can get that done before P.A.T.'s (English writing) next week.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5313447/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5313447/ Mon, 09 May 2005 17:13:30 PDT Listening to: afternoon delight
Watching: anchorman, dodgeball

He is my gift from God....to let me know that I will be alright in the end. What goes on will only make me stronger and that I need to keep going no matter what.

I can't thank you enough for all that you've done for me...words cannot express my gratitude.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5287896/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5287896/ Fri, 06 May 2005 19:34:34 PDT Listening to: afternoon delight
Watching: anchorman, dodgeball

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Johnny Cash-Hurt

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5268291/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/5268291/ Wed, 04 May 2005 19:17:50 PDT Listening to: afternoon delight
Watching: anchorman, dodgeball

HAR HAR. Can't get him off my mind >.< I like how he makes me feel special. He always wants to know how my day was, he is considerate of my feelings and is never judgmental. He lets me be me...At least I think I'm being me. Hes insightful, and a REALLY nice guy. I can't put him into words. DAMN my vocabulary. My words do no justice to his kindness. And to think, I've never been able to hear his voice. I feel torn, between reality and rationality, and following my heart. I wish I could be near him. I've never felt this way about anyone before and I can't stand it. I hate the feel of tears on my face.


Sorry Im retarded i Know. LIEK OMFG true story. >.<

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4975884/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4975884/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 01:14:01 PST Listening to: afternoon delight
Watching: anchorman, dodgeball

ok thursday had to be the highlight of my spring break. we had gone out to my moms work and brian had asked my to check on his wifes cows. so then we had to check on a baby calf that was a month premature. it was lying in the barn with its head wrapped behind its back and my mom was sure it was dead, but once we got the mom away we found out it was still alive. so we took it into his shop and covered it with blankets to warm it. i spent half an hour petting and bottle feeding it. it felt like i had helped save its life. but marian (brians wife) knew that it was hopeless for the calf. it died this morning. i guess i was wrong in the saving its life part. that was the closest i ever got to a baby and im never gonna forget it. its sad.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4553977/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4553977/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 12:29:17 PST Listening to: transplants-diamonds and guns
Watching: the notebook

Fucking abominations that are cars. on the road out to brians, we hit a coyote. poor thing. i feel like such a murderer just to be in the car. I can literally still hear the thump and i want to throw up. i feel horrible. on the way back, i saw it had crawled of the edge of the road into the snow and died. my hearts broke now -.- thats all i gotta say...

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4540611/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4540611/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 18:26:06 PST Listening to: transplants-diamonds and guns
Watching: the notebook

Yes so i am officially not dead. I've been really busy with school and life right now. Im trying really hard NOT to fail grd. 9 so I can have the "smartkid" classes in high school. Which reminds me, i forgot to go to the Facey open house. Oops :B I have an art project that I've barely started due on monday. Thank God its the long weekend. I should recap on whats happened the last month or two, but I have a boring life thats filled with school and nothing other. But I did get my braces off on January 10th. Long time ago. Im finishing up some art I owe hopefully and some gift art for those who need it and i owe. Or I just feel giving. you pick? For the first time in like two years, im going over to a friends house. Isent that sad? I dont have a way with people. And we're going to watch the notebook. YAY cryfest lol. Okay well heres the list its soo long! Im in a pit. Oh and I have to send Auz her picture

Trades:



i have to note you!

Waiting:



Gifts and Thankyous:





: thanks for my 1001!


]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4540539/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4540539/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 18:17:48 PST Listening to: transplants-diamonds and guns
Watching: the notebook

Yes so i am officially not dead. I've been really busy with school and life right now. Im trying really hard NOT to fail grd. 9 so I can have the "smartkid" classes in high school. Which reminds me, i forgot to go to the Facey open house. Oops :B I have an art project that I've barely started due on monday. Thank God its the long weekend. I should recap on whats happened the last month or two, but I have a boring life thats filled with school and nothing other. But I did get my braces off on January 10th. Long time ago. Im finishing up some art I owe hopefully and some gift art for those who need it and i owe. Or I just feel giving. you pick? For the first time in like two years, im going over to a friends house. Isent that sad? I dont have a way with people. And we're going to watch the notebook. YAY cryfest lol. Okay well heres the list its soo long! Im in a pit. Oh and I have to send Auz her picture

Trades:

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4257652/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4257652/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 20:45:39 PST Mood: GAH.
Listening to: original cast of phantom of the opera
Reading: harry potter
Watching: phantom of the opera

SCHOOL = NO ART

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4208405/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4208405/ Sat, 01 Jan 2005 01:10:43 PST Mood: GAH.
Listening to: original cast of phantom of the opera
Reading: harry potter
Watching: phantom of the opera

yess to all happy new year! i got to see phantome of the opera yesterday or this morning however you want to put it. it was amazing. i say it was 5 stars but im not exactly a PROFFESIONAL movie critic...but doesnt take a proffessional to do that job. :\ i adore 18th century dresses. id like to own one. christine in the movie was gorgeous. and raoul was HOTT.
i drank to much pop. now i dont feel well. DARN IT ANYWAY. gah.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4202141/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4202141/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 12:20:37 PST Mood: GAH.
Watching: cold mountain

this sux. i only have the weekend left until school. i still have to do homework. i hate school SOOOOOOOOOO much... :

so yay its new years eve! but its not like im going to be doing much, maybe just go see a movie. my family was going to go to our counsins for a party but my dad didnt want to go. I NEED BACARDI.

things are going slow.

trades:
- - - - - -
sketched
sketched

waiting:
- - - - - -


gifts:
- - - - - -





900 views: thank you!

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4198628/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4198628/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 02:02:30 PST Reading: harry potter 3
Watching: harry potter 2 and 3

and i am! gosh im suprised i havent pooped art out. thought not everything ive done is trades though i did finish two! im happy. i think they turned out OK. GARGH people are nice to me and i have gift art to do to *whine* so sorry to anyone i HAVENT got done yet. its just like me to leave everything to the last minute yeah so im going to post a few things one i get on to my comp (im on my parents right now, and my mom isent happy bout it). Seriously go see shes SUCH a GREAT artist! she gave me lots 'o' hugs

TRADES:
_ _ _ _ _ _

: sketched (sorry about the wait)
:sketched (sorry about the wait)

WAITING:
_ _ _ _ _ _ _



GIFTS / REQUESTS:
_ _ _ _ _ _ _






I guess id better get to work if i want to get most of my list done thanks you guys so much

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4196264/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4196264/ Thu, 30 Dec 2004 19:24:02 PST Reading: harry potter 3
Watching: harry potter 2 and 3

and i am! gosh im suprised i havent pooped art out. thought not everything ive done is trades though i did finish two! im happy. i think they turned out OK. GARGH people are nice to me and i have gift art to do to *whine* so sorry to anyone i HAVENT got done yet. its just like me to leave everything to the last minute yeah so im going to post a few things one i get on to my comp (im on my parents right now, and my mom isent happy bout it). Seriously go see shes SUCH a GREAT artist! she gave me lots 'o' hugs

TRADES:
_ _ _ _ _ _

finished!!
finished!!
50% and still going!
her half : [link]
sketched (sorry about the wait)
sketched (sorry about the wait)

WAITING:
_ _ _ _ _ _ _



GIFTS / REQUESTS:
_ _ _ _ _ _ _






I guess id better get to work if i want to get most of my list done thanks you guys so much

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4156585/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4156585/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 18:21:06 PST Mood: ex-tatic
Listening to: christmas carols!
Reading: harry potter
Watching: chevy chase christmas

ok today was soooooooo great!! every one loved my presents i gave them!! ^.^ i got great stuff!! I GOT A SCANNER!! :woot:eeeeeeeeeee im so happy. now i dont have to go over to my gramas to scan art. one less excuse for anot getting anything done rite?! uh i also got this amazing painting of a wolf and i LOVE LOVE LOVE eet. got two new sketch books and a frosted blown glass wolf and cubs candle holder which i adore greatly.

I watched harry potter POA today and it was a total let down to me. lots of important parts were missed so its a block like (i dont think that makes sense.) and did anyone else notice that through the duration of the movie that they practically wore the exact same clothes? 0.0 thats just my opnion of the movie i guess.


i hope every one else has had a very merry christmas. Now for new years!!! lets go get wasted.

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4152212/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4152212/ Sat, 25 Dec 2004 07:39:45 PST Mood: meh
Listening to: up! shania twain! thats rite ppl...
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

YAY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! its already 8 30 and still no one is up. jeez i might as well open presents alone

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4130111/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4130111/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 18:24:14 PST Mood: meh
Listening to: up! shania twain! thats rite ppl...
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

holy freaking moly. i doubt i'll be able to upload anything until after christmas beause things arent going smoothly around here and technical difficulties of somesort with a scanner. and plus ive been doing ALOT of christmas baking but thats not much of an excuse. So yay for that.

I cant wait for christmas! i ABSOLOUTLY love the look on peoples faces when they open their gifts. its heartwarming P oh yeah....

Sorry to all of those who im doind a trade with. is a bit of a wait okay? youve been really patient and im happy for that. i dont like to be screamed at in caps *covers eyes and ears*

trade status(closed):

~GwolfLeo: 100% to be posted
~auzsoup:100% to be posted
~spikethegoddess:30% sketching
~Cherokee14: sketching
~inuyashaluver35: sketched
~wrenish: sketched


waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:

~maxine111110
~jackaldancing


member of <---visit now

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4043705/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/4043705/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 16:12:54 PST Mood: meh
Listening to: up! shania twain! thats rite ppl...
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

yay for the holidays, i get to decorate my gramas tree. slow slow slow on trades and stuff. i suck rite now yay! i needs money to my sibs presesnts. and they wont stop taunting me -.- bumbs. i dont know what i wants for christmas... hooray im past 700 im bored and unhappy for some reason.



trade status(closed):

~GwolfLeo: 100% to be posted
~auzsoup:100% to be posted
~spikethegoddess:30% sketching
~Cherokee14: sketching
~inuyashaluver35: not started
~wrenish: not started


waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:

~maxine111110
~jackaldancing

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3979730/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3979730/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 12:37:50 PST Mood: cheery!
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

huh i got my own 600...

is a General Artist
is Female
is a deviant since Aug 8, 2004, 3:00 PM
is subscribed until Nov 18, 2005, 7:57 PM
has 600 pageviews

*sigh*

trade status(closed):

: 100% to be posted
:100% to be posted
:30% sketching
: sketching
:iconinuyahsaluver35:: not started
: not started


waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:




]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3973703/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3973703/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 16:04:26 PST Mood: cheery!
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

nothing much i guess...yay im boring!!

trade status(closed):

~gwolfleo : 100% to be posted
~auzsoup :100% to be posted
~spikethegoddess :30% sketching
~Cherokee14 : sketching
~inuyahsaluver35 : not started
~wrenish : not started
waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:

~jackaldancing
~maxine111110

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3973353/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3973353/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 15:20:37 PST Mood: cheery!
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

nothing much i guess...yay im boring!!

trade status(open):

~gwolfleo : 100% to be posted
~auzsoup :100% to be posted
~spikethegoddess :30% sketching
~Cherokee14 : sketching
~inuyahsaluver35 : concept idea?

waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:

~jackaldancing
~maxine111110

]]> ~kaleb13 http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3968520/ http://kaleb13.deviantart.com/journal/3968520/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 22:16:09 PST Mood: cheery!
Reading: HP #3
Watching: HP3!!

nothing much i guess...yay im boring!!

trade status(open):

~gwolfleo : 100% to be posted
~auzsoup :100% to be posted
~spikethegoddess :30% sketching
~Cherokee14 : sketching

waiting from:

~auzsoup
~prismchan

giftart and requests:

~jackaldancing
~maxine111110

]]> ~kaleb13