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Feeling creative. I'm coming back.

I need to come back.

More soon.

I've lost touch with far too many people who meant so much to me.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/9258265/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/9258265/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:52:41 PDT Myangelofmusic
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my journal thingy:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13.what do you think of my work?
14. Have I been a good friend to you?
15. Tell me something you've never told me before.
16.would you be interested in me if we met?
17.whats the perfect person for you?

PLUS

1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your journal so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. post or link a pic of you (if possible) ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/8720445/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/8720445/ Tue, 09 May 2006 12:36:49 PDT



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I am pleased.

The rest of the honeymoon was crap. My wallet was stolen in the Stardust.

(Haha fuckers. You only got about 80 bucks. My credit card was with Mike.)

Next year we already have an entire trip planned to Atlantic city for our one year.

Mike placed 8th out of 50 in a Hold 'Em tournament. That's hot.

Oh, and Happy Thanksgiving.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/6402343/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/6402343/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 04:15:04 PDT I gave to the victims of hurricane Katrina. How about you?

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In the spirit of yellow day, I am working on some new things.

My whole opinion on the matter is; what is fair, is fair. Scott co founded this place therefore like him or not, he deserves to be here more than any of us. His name along with Matthew's should be the ones on the company letterhead.

If we lost business ethics then the entire "american dream" would go to hell. Why build something, put love and effort into it, if someone can just come along and rip it away?

If it's deviantART or the little corner store in your neighborhood, I am behind fairness.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/6055087/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/6055087/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 06:07:16 PDT

I cleaned up almost all of my deviant submissions because most of it was angsty crap.

I despise angsty crap.

So I am sitting here in math about ready to fail my mid term because I am so tired I can barely see straight.

And I am a math retard.

I actually got out my class syllabus and went "Ok, so this is only 10% of my grade, and I have an A, so even if I fail I should be alright".

You know you should have never gotten out of bed if you say those words to yourself.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/5731291/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/5731291/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 07:45:29 PDT

If you have a stock account, read this. Or just read it because it's great. Either or.



]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4909652/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4909652/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 13:15:15 PST
The c-section prep was worse than I remember it being when I had my other daughter. The epideral was delievered to me in my spine and that was some of the worst pain I have ever went through in my life. The operation itself I was awake for and even that seemed alot worse than I remember it from before too. The only thing I can say about it is the recovery is coming to me alot faster than it did before. I don't hurt as much and I am fairly mobile.

I however am completely drugged up and blissful.

Mike is happy, which in turn makes me happier. He is proud to be a dad and I am proud to have him as the father of my child. He is an excellent dad and I can’t express how much he means to me. He held my hand while I cried, while I worried, and while I just plain needed him by my side. He is the most amazingly sensitive man. I am very blessed to have him and 2 beautiful children in my life.

By the way, she looks just like him.

Bree | Bree again ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4865243/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4865243/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:18:23 PST livejournal | my space | project nine

You know what game I miss? The original Contra for Nintendo.

That flame thrower was hours of fun.

It sucks being old. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4767216/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4767216/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 08:10:09 PST livejournal | my space | project nine

1.) Unlike your girly privates, which are internal, boy privates are external. God knew that nobody wanted to see all our lady mess, so He pushed everything up inside you. What in tarnation He was thinking when he came up with that nasty, dangling, squishy flesh on boys beats the heck out of me, but I suspect it was so it would be easier for Him to keep an eye on what they're up to. Because trust me: that grotesque grab bag of horror and disappointment is always up to something, gals.

2.) Boy privates are often said to resemble hot dogs, although if you ask me, the ones I've seen always called to mind something like those cute little Austrian cocktail weenies they sell 8 to a can. But I think famed author Lynne Cheney described the male unmentionable best when she recalled recoiling at "an old Frankenstein's monster bratwurst that looked like it had rolled under the couch for a month and got covered in dust bunnies and would make you spit up if you even so much as halfheartedly nibbled the tip of it."

3.) Though erotically sensitive just like girl nipples, boy nipples are NOT privates – yet. But my husband and I are working hard to instill a sense of sexualized body shame so acute, that one day soon boys will learn that their nipples are dirty little things that will get them – just like you! – arrested when they strut around topless at Myrtle Beach. America is not some big, old licentious San Tropez and it's time all of you out there realized it!

4.) The stuff that comes out of boys every time they use you has as many calories as seven whole pints of Häagen-Dazs. That's why all the girls who do "it" always get so fat and ugly and have that ulcerated skin that screams to everyone in church, "I am an insatiable slut!"

5.) While almost all American boys have human-looking privates, most foreign boys have privates like German Shepherds or half-open tubes of Max Factor lipstick.

6.) Because boys use the business end of their privates as a pipe for going number one, touching it is pretty much the same as taking a bath in a Mexican's toilet.

7.) If you play your cards right, the revolting little wrinkled purse part of boy privates is something a Christian lady can go throughout her entire life without ever seeing. But knowing where it is can come in mighty handy when called upon to give a "not until marriage" warning kick.

8.) When a boy's disgusting private goes inside of a girl's shameful unmentionable, there is a serious risk of it breaking off and causing excruciating pain while it travels throughout your body like a giant trichinosis worm.

9.) Up until the moment in your wedding when he says "I do," a boy's privates sport a treacherous spine of jagged scales, which may or may not secrete acid and weapons-grade anthrax – for which, apparently, only Ann Coulter has developed the antibodies.

10.) God designed a boy's privates as part sword, part battering-ram, to joyously stab and hammer you with on the magical night you begin your life-long tethering to the man who'll liberate you from the drudgery of ever having to make your own decisions – except when to have a headache or give an "I don't like this" bite.

ironhymen.com

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4766028/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4766028/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 03:54:05 PST
Cc:

Bcc:

Subject: lucky-ducky.net

I am writing in complaint of a web domain hosted by your company [link]

Under violation of several copyright laws, the owner of said domain (Miss Pallavi Rao) stole code from my web site [link] (to review if needed, please visit [link])

Now that this has been brought to your attention, I am sure I can entrust your company with making sure this illiegal activity will be dealt with without further action from myself.

Reguards,

Kelly L. Jackson ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4732959/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4732959/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 07:59:33 PST livejournal | my space | project nine

No one told me that Hunter Thompson died until about now. It makes me sad that such an influential writer who pioneered the term "gonzo journalism" took his own life by shooting himself in the head at his own home.

"I hate to advocate wierd chemicals, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone .. but they've always worked for me"
-Hunter S. Thompson

Have a good one man, where ever you are.
July 18, 1937 - Febuary 20th, 2005


Edit:
Yes I realize this is a few weeks late but I would feel like ass if I didn't put up my own tribute. [= ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4605919/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4605919/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 11:19:30 PST livejournal | my space | project nine

Well, my baby girl arrives March 18th due to c-section. My placenta is too low to have her naturally which kind of sucks somewhat because I never got to have my first one naturally either.

Oh, and I finally picked a name!

Her name will be Bree Elise.

Mike ( ~SycoSyxx ) and I are entirely too excited about this. [=

Edit:
I once asked for 5 words (random words) from all of you that I could turn into a poem. That is how I did the Deviation America. Think you all could find it in yourselves to give me 5 more? ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4096385/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/4096385/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 15:26:28 PST
Anyone have any suggestions? ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3846600/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3846600/ Tue, 16 Nov 2004 03:07:41 PST



( got the idea from *kittynn )


I have not been here near as much but with the pregnancy and everything else it's hard to find a moment where I don't feel like shit.

+ moving sucks.

I have been spending time with Mike | Taylor | family | etc.

Oh, and I know you don't care but I do so ..

stare at the cuteness.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3550426/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3550426/ Sat, 09 Oct 2004 14:09:23 PDT

I know I haven't been around to comment and I have had some people ask me what has been up .. well a few things really.

I'm having a baby in March and I just found out. [=

Ha .. never thought I'd say that again.

And!

I started a new incrediable paying job with benefits to die for and am currently car/apartment/baby shopping.

I adore you all and I am sorry for not at least popping in.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3505604/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3505604/ Sun, 03 Oct 2004 18:42:49 PDT

Inspired by: ~coolingj7j77

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Kidnap Mr. Sandy Claws

[LOCK]
I wanna do it

[BARREL]
Let's draw straws

[SHOCK]
Jack said we should work together
Three of a kind

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Birds of a feather
Now and forever
Wheeee
La, la, la, la, la

Kidnap the Sandy Claws, lock him up real tight
Throw away the key and then
Turn off all the lights

[SHOCK]
First, we're going to set some bait
Inside a nasty trap and wait
When he comes a-sniffing we will
Snap the trap and close the gate

[LOCK]
Wait! I've got a better plan
To catch this big red lobster man
Let's pop him in a boiling pot
And when he's done we'll butter him up

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Kidnap the Sandy Claws
Throw him in a box
Bury him for ninety years
Then see if he talks

[SHOCK]
Then Mr. Oogie Boogie man
Can take the whole thing over then
He'll be so pleased, I do declare
That he will cook him rare

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Wheeee!

[LOCK]
I say that we take a cannon
Aim it at his door and then
Knock three times and when he anwers
Sandy Claws will be no more

[SHOCK]
You're so stupid, think now
If we blow him up into smithereens
We may lose some pieces
And the Jack will beat us black and green

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Kidnap the Sandy Claws
Tie him in a bag
Throw him in the ocean
Then see if he is sad

[LOCK & SHOCK]
Because Mr. Oogie Boogie id the meanest guy around
If I were on his Boogie list, I'd get out of town

[BARREL]
He'll be so pleased by our success
That he'll reward us too, I bet

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Perhaps he'll make his special brew
Of snake and spider stew
Ummm!

We're his little henchmen
And we take our job with pride
We do our best to please him
And stay on his good side

[SHOCK]
I wish my cohorts weren't so dumb

[BARREL]
I'm not the dumb one

[LOCK]
You're no fun

[SHOCK]
Shut up!

[LOCK
Make me

[SHOCK]
I've got something, listen now
This one is real good, you'll see
We'll send a present to his door
Upon there'll be a note to read
Now, in the box we'll wait and hide

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Until his curiousity
Entices him to look inside
And then we'll have him
One, two, three

[LOCK, SHOCK & BARREL]
Kidnap the Sandy Claws, beat him with a stick
Lock him up for ninety years, see what makes him tick

Kidnap the Sandy Claws, chop him into bits
Mr. Oogie Boogie is sure to get his kicks
Kidnap the Sandy Claws, see what we will see
Lock him in a cage and then throw away the key

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3478857/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3478857/ Thu, 30 Sep 2004 08:17:56 PDT

I'm back from hell. That translates Florida during a hurricane.

And we were over the eye.

Yay me.

I am never going back to Florida again.

Hope you all are well and what not. [=

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3431656/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3431656/ Thu, 23 Sep 2004 20:57:55 PDT

See you all weds.

Leaving in the morning for a trip I am being forced into going on.

Ta.

Edit.

Joe o.O says:
every tree in florida, picture a sign nailed to it that says "do not molest the trees or animals" then picture me under that sign humping the tree..and its just like im there..


I'll miss you too Joe.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3416775/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3416775/ Tue, 21 Sep 2004 19:04:15 PDT

Joe o.O says:
will you be my friend ~.~

Kelly says:
Sure.

Kelly says:
[=

Joe o.O says:
woot

Joe o.O says:
I updated my definition of friend btw, it means you have ot remain topless at all times to be considered my friend

Joe o.O says:
k thanx bye

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3401415/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3401415/ Sun, 19 Sep 2004 18:31:44 PDT

Dear internet,

I hate you.

Your friend,
Kelly

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3368612/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3368612/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 09:38:04 PDT

Today as I get ready to walk out the door .. and commence my life as I come to know it I sit and I ponder if I had the chance would I change it?

Right now I am pretty damned lucky to say no .. I don't think I would.

You are in a lucky position if you can say that even just for the present time you have reached a certain satisfaction with yourself.

It's great for me but it makes for shit writing.

Maybe I'll have to experiment with new genres.

Ta. <3

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3353132/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3353132/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 08:20:54 PDT

So I am working on a new poem .. and a new short story!

The short story is kind of at a stall right now because of the fact I see it going in one big circle. Which is kind of odd that it's doing this to me but it may be that I need to get out of the same frame of mind that I have been in. I'm in kind of a funk.

random thought .. //

Al and Wu rule. \m/

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3338228/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3338228/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 08:49:26 PDT

*kamijisatsu
the adored little outcast
is a Busybody
is Female
is a deviant since Jun 10, 2003, 1:16 PM
is subscribed until Dec 4, 2004, 10:32 AM
has 5,000 pageviews


Only could have gotten better if I knew who was the 5,000th page view.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3312372/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3312372/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 21:32:57 PDT

searching for an angel. someone who can make ME whole. says:
well your balls dont smell so
Kelly says:
I don't have balls.
Kelly says:
But if I did I would wash them I think.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3291004/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3291004/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 08:13:27 PDT

Sing along with me now ..

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up words and phrases and clauses.
Conjunction Junction, how's that function?
I got three favorite cars
That get most of my job done.
Conjunction Junction, what's their function?
I got "and", "but", and "or",
They'll get you pretty far.

"And":
That's an additive, like "this and that".
"But":
That's sort of the opposite,
"Not this but that".
And then there's "or":
O-R, when you have a choice like
"This or that".
"And", "but", and "or",
Get you pretty far.

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up two boxcars and making 'em run right.
Milk and honey, bread and butter, peas and rice.
Hey that's nice!
Dirty but happy, digging and scratching,
Losing your shoe and a button or two.
He's poor but honest, sad but true,
Boo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo!

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up two cars to one
When you say something like this choice:
"Either now or later"
Or no choice:
"Neither now nor ever"
Hey that's clever!
Eat this or that, grow thin or fat,
Never mind, I wouldn't do that,
I'm fat enough now!

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up phrases and clauses that balance, like:
Out of the frying pan and into the fire.
He cut loose the sandbags,
But the balloon wouldn't go any higher.
Let's go up to the mountains,
Or down to the sea.
You should always say "thank you",
Or at least say "please".

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up words and phrases and clauses
In complex sentences like:

Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
Hooking up cars and making 'em function.
Conjunction Junction, how's that function?
I like tying up words and phrases and clauses.
Conjunction Junction, watch that function.
I'm going to get you there if you're very careful.
Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
I'm going to get you there if you're very careful.
Conjunction Junction, what's your function?
I'm going to get you there if you're very careful.


Schoolhouse Rock .. it just rules. [link]

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3276438/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3276438/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 08:42:02 PDT

I finally got my domain to work. Of course there is nothing on it yet.

Now comes the fun part.!

project-nine.org

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3273754/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3273754/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 21:29:57 PDT I put the fun in funj baby!
Kelly says:
Haha.
Kelly says:
I need a catchy phrase like that.
Joe o.O says:
lol
Kelly says:
But alas I suck and can't think of anything.
Joe o.O says:
you can put the fun in fundamentally retarded
Joe o.O says:
or the mental

edit .. //

Joe told me to edit this and make it say hooray for boobies.

So .. hooray for boobies.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3268692/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3268692/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 07:48:19 PDT
What else? Eh .. trying to find a job that will pay good enough but failing miserably. Woo me.

And I really hope that this god damned domain sets itself up soon. I would like to say that if anyone wants hosting they should check out deadserious.net . The dude who runs it is named Eric and he emailed me about 5 times personally and talked to me on MSN to help me get things sorted out because for some odd reason I was having problems .. you never see shit like that anymore.

I do have one real thing to say. I am going through some shit right now and I am not aiming this at any one particular person but it's hard to be there for some people when you are not emotionaly stable yourself. I don't know if I am coming or going anymore. One day I am fine and the next minute I want to scream. Bah ..

Enough ranting.

]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3264921/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3264921/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 17:38:32 PDT
It doesn't have shit on it yet but the new name is project-nine.org

I wanted projectmayhem.org but people are lame and that's already taken.

Feh. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3261663/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3261663/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 09:25:06 PDT
It meant the world to me. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3230309/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3230309/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 07:20:30 PDT
I would today but I have a date with my 9 year old daughter.

I get to sit through 2 hours of Disney movie with her.

Yay.

Shoot me. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3221672/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3221672/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 23:30:58 PDT
I got drunk. Yay me.

Then .. I got hit on, accumulated 5 numbers, had 6 offers for sex, and 2 of them were even under the age of 40!

All in all it was a productive night!

-Pounds head on the wall- ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3207961/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3207961/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 06:12:32 PDT
What else?

I have been inspired to write more .. do more, be more.

I want to write, I need to write.

This chapter needs an ending.

And I'll give it one. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3025961/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/3025961/ Mon, 02 Aug 2004 10:57:46 PDT
Fucking Christ it never seems to end I swear.

Anyway .. I have been spending my free time listening to some different music. Yeah man .. I love the Sneaker Pimps.

Don't ask why I am on an industiral techno kick.

I think digital assault is down for good because quite frankly after 4 years I am ready for another domain name.

Oh yeah ..

Love most of you. Tolerate one or two of you. [=

-Kisses- ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2839374/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2839374/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 07:18:12 PDT
And now to go through my 395 messages. =o ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2769530/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2769530/ Wed, 30 Jun 2004 07:02:19 PDT Someone come and play darts with me. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2764428/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2764428/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 14:36:42 PDT
I rule.

\m/

Good god fuck I am boring. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2734092/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2734092/ Fri, 25 Jun 2004 13:56:36 PDT ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2703769/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2703769/ Sun, 20 Jun 2004 11:53:35 PDT
I love it.

But then I read something that moves me, some feelings from the other side of the spectrum.

It made me think and realize, how lucky some of us are.

[link] ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2661796/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2661796/ Mon, 14 Jun 2004 20:11:26 PDT
On halloween. No shit.

I rule.

\m/

And Al ( ~Neuroticdream ) will be the stripper at my last hoorah as a single woman.

Because I said. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2644779/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2644779/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 16:12:52 PDT [link] ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2615406/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2615406/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 18:43:40 PDT ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2611612/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2611612/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 09:31:15 PDT
It's was all poofy and stuff.

Next on the agenda is finding some fucking inspiration for a new poem or maybe even a short story. Go me. I so rock. I am currently listening to some good music so if ya'll have any suggestions that would be cool. I love finding out what other people are listening to because I am all nosey like that.

-Thinks. What else.

Ooo. Kathy featured me in her journal. I love teh Kathy. *Myangelofmusic

And it's good to be back. Si.

[= ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2593409/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2593409/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 23:36:37 PDT
I keep sitting here listening to Blink 182 - I miss you. I usually hate their stuff but this strikes a chord with me today. I guess this is the week that I get to sit back and remember things I tried so hard to forget.

Sometimes I wish I could go numb again. When I feel numb it gives me a certain freedom.

But again, you miss out on so much life.

Feh. I never wanted to be held so much in my life. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2588228/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2588228/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 09:31:25 PDT -nicknames: Kel, Kelly bear, and a few others I am not mentioning publicly.
-sex: I'm an innie.
-birthday: December 9th, 1977
-color: Dude .. I am so pale I am clear.
-star sign: Sagittarius.
-hair color: Brown.
-eye color: Green.
-height:5'10
-writing hand: Right .. but I drive, eat, and do everything else with my left.

-BODY ILLS + SKILLS-

-do you bite your nails: No no.! Grr .. that's my pet peeve.
-can you roll your tongue: Kinda sorta.
-can you blow smoke rings: Sure can.
-Can you blow spit bubbles: Si. I can. [=
-can you cross your eyes: Mhm mhm.
-tattoos and where: One on my wrist, one on the back of my neck, and one on my right calf.
-do you make your bed daily: Sometimes.
-what’s sexiest on a guy: A sense of humor.
-what’s sexiest on a girl: Lips. Don't ask.
-do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: Twirl and slurp god damnit.
-what utensils do you use eating pizza: My hand, and my mouth.
-do you cook: Um no .. I can't.

-GROOMING-

-how often do you brush your teeth: Twice a day please and thank you.
-do you shower/bathe: Everyday .. sometimes twice.
-how long do these showers last: About 10 minutes.
-hair drying method: Towel.
-do you swear: Like a drunken hooker.
-do you pee in the shower: Nope.
-what color is your bedroom: It's all neutral and stuff.
-do you use an alarm clock: Si .. I would die without it.
-name four things or people you're obsessed with:
1.) Michael
2.) Music
3.) White Wolf Role Playing games
4.) Pepsi

-What’s your sleeping position: With my butt up against Mike's.
-in hot weather do you use a blanket: I can't not use a blanket.
-do you sleepwalk: Nope.
-do you talk in your sleep: Um .. I heard I moan alot. Yay at my sexme dreams I don't even have the joy of remembering.
-how about the light on: The few times that I have it usually ends up with a book over my face because I passed out and stuff.

-WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU-

had sex: I plead the fifth.
cried: A few days ago when my ex contacted me. It was a weird moment.
talked on the phone: This morning. Might I add that the people at the Post Office are re re's.
read a book: The last full book I read was Blackwood Farm by Anne Rice. That was a week ago.

-MUSIC-

is music important to you: Mhm mhm.
do you sing: Sho' do.
what instruments do you play: None well enough to mention.
what do you think of Eminem: -Rolls eyes.
in your opinion what band is the best of all time: My all time top fave bands are thus; David Bowie (Saw him in concert with Lina .. fucking go now.! Now I say.!) Smashing Pumpkins, Tool, Stabbing Westward (Danny started the obsession, Michael has broadened it), and NIN.

DO YOU LIKE-

pop music: I have an 8 year old .. it grows on you.
rock music: Yes please.
punk music: Again .. yes please.
rap music: Um no.
hip-hop/RB: Old school shit from like when I was in junior high .. brings back memories of big hair and hammer pants.
country: I live in Butt fuck Ohio .. you learn to like it.
jazz: Sometimes.
classical: All the time.
new age: I'm with Alex .. wtf is that?
hardcore: Um .. sure?
indie rock: Si.
emo: Um .. that's questionable .. sometimes I suppose.


-WITH THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX-

What do you notice first? Always their lips.
Do you have a crush on anyone? Dude .. I am lucky enough to live with the man that I adore.
Easiest to talk to: Eric and Mike.

-DO YOU/ARE YOU-

Could you live without the computer?: Sure can. Actually .. I like going a little bit without it.
What’s your favorite fruit?: Um .. -Thinks. All of it. I am a fruit junkie. No wait, I take that back .. Watermelon is the devil.
What hurts the most? Physical or emotional pain?: Emotional.
Trust others way too easily? Some would say yes .. but then again, those people really don't know me.

-NUMBER-

Of times you have had your heart broken? Twice and it's not happening again.
Of hearts you have broken? Two.
Of girls kissed? A few. 0.o
Of boys kissed? Good god .. I can't even count that high.
Of drugs taken illegally? ... A whole hell of alot.
Of tight friends? 3
Of CD's owned? Jesus .. between Michael and I .. I can't even count.

-OTHER THINGS-

I know: That I am a better person now.
I want: To believe this is my inner peace.
I have: An amazing and understanding boyfriend and a beautiful daughter.
I wish: I l... ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2585650/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2585650/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 21:45:13 PDT
We rule.!

Good god fuck I am tired and miserable.

And my messages are backed up to hell but .. this weekend I am absolutely doing shit.

That's right .. nada damn thing.

Save for spending time commenting, writing, and of course, the token action of bugging the hell out of Mike.

Because the boy adores me.

And I have absolutely no idea.

Anywho .. enough of the mushy shit.

In other news:
My ass is numb from this shitty chair I have to sit on. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2526924/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2526924/ Fri, 28 May 2004 07:19:25 PDT
Erm .. this is shit on my domain by the way. 0.o

Anywho! I will finally be all moved and what not on Tuesday. (Yay!)

I'll be on more then permitting work isn't kicking my ass. Until then .. it's not like I have forgotten any of you, and the comments the past month have been nothing .. sorry. I am such a comment whore and I have been slipping. Phbt.

Miss you all, incrediably so.

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Just busy.

With life.

But ..

I miss you all. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2357869/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2357869/ Tue, 04 May 2004 11:34:02 PDT
I plan on moving first and foremost, and I hopefully have a new job. It is a bit of a drive but as far as that goes whatever I need to do to get out of here. This house is old, falling apart, and filled with bad memories. I keep reminding myself I will never rent a house again. Strictly apartments. Much less goes wrong with them I have found.

I know my messages are backed up .. and I am working on them now.

I just wanted to let you all know I was alive. [= ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2302607/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2302607/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 18:18:34 PDT Miniweat !

Let's go get and

Love you baby.!



By the way all .. sorry for the lack of comments.I accidently deleted everything.

I will make it up next time around. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2284045/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2284045/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 18:07:09 PDT 5 words.

No, do not make them a sentence.

Here are some examples:

Nathan: insurmisable, fury, consequence, deceit, belladonna.

Al: undeniable, erotic, manacle, solo, harmony.

So I ask that you give me your thoughts and feelings. You all have been a great inspiration to me before.

[= ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2271262/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2271262/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 20:16:47 PDT berlinx

This reminds me that I can be a better person, even if my contribution to the world will never be by far this big. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2267399/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2267399/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 11:26:30 PDT
-Nods. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2257888/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2257888/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 17:26:08 PDT
I am quitting smoking.

Let's all wish Mike good luck. ]]> ~kamijisatsu http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2249237/ http://kamijisatsu.deviantart.com/journal/2249237/ Sun, 18 Apr 2004 14:02:38 PDT
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Writers who are completely fucking talented .. //



Digital artists that never cease to impress me .. //

~kamijisatsu