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Bleh.

He's so far away.. and sleeping by now. I miss him. He's so beautiful to me. I can imagine him curled up in his blanket. Snoring. Dreaming. And completely wiped out. Someone's trying to text him and his phone goes off loud. But doesn't wake him. He'll wake up early and work hard out in the sun. Text me something sweet and cute, saying how he's missing me something terrible. And I'll tell him something of the same.

I'll see him Friday. It's soo far from now. Ugh.


School soon.. And stuff. :/

Blah.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/23425362/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/23425362/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 22:59:29 PST
jk.

Kei is in dire need of something. god knows what now but damn do I feel greedy.

The Mish.. or Mishi and I started a new story. My character. One of my first uke characters in my first Yuri RP. Her name is Darja, she is a cat from India. Think of princess jasmine with big amazon hips, more of a golden tone to the skin, more hair, gold eyes, and large breasts. Yet. very innocent. That is Darja. She is a "house cat" to a young rich business man: Master Ryuuga deSoto. deSoto is probably the only human in this story.

Mishi's seme char is Fuze, she is a wolf/dragon breed. Fire pistol. Hot as hell. She's a gardener. She comes to the deSoto mansion and finds the young feline quite a fancy.

Trouble sturs. Oh my.

oh ya. Maro, main butler, Darja's bodyguard. Hes a doberman. Fuze and Maro do not get along.

I'd like to think of Fuze as a female Dezzi (jubilations char) Dx


Kei and her boyfriend broke up. He was a little outside of my box. Well.. all of my bfs are outside my box Dx but it was complicated. he was a good guy. couldn't tell the truth to save a life.

Kei has a lot of homework to do before school tomorrow and REALLY doesnt want to do it.

She requires DISTRACTIONS.

Dx

tomorrow is friday. yaaaaay.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/23112491/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/23112491/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 22:26:31 PST
i need to draw.

school drains the life of me.

I eat waaaay to much.

doing crunches randomly.. doesn't help much Dx

my phone is major suck.



My boyfriend has a hot bod.

I've been wearing the same disposable contacts for near a month now.

I miss my bass guitar.

I miss the piano.

I neeed to video game soon.


I WAS ACCEPTED TO UNIVERSITY OF ALABAMA TODAY!
for the international studies major!
Minor in Japanese, Korean, maybe german for starters.


I'm sleepy. I do nothing productive.

I need to be shot.

<3

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21462660/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21462660/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 22:55:45 PST
going to Ren's saturday night. Finish Zelda and mess.

sleeeeeepy.

WATCH TVXQ PV - WRONG NUMBER.

its orgasmic.

urwelcome

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21442560/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21442560/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:02:42 PST
I'm becoming extrememly frustrated with my art. I'll crave to draw a beautiful picture, I know what it looks like in my head. Every detail I want, every line, every curve, every shadow. But when i hit the pencil to the paper, I don't become any where near satisfied with what I produce. I'm not progressing. I'm not expanding in my art. I don't want to draw doodles, I dont want to draw page fillers. I want to get back to drawing people. I get so frustrated I don't know what to do. I know I have the talent, I know I have the talent to expand. Kids at school look at some of my pieces and say, "Oh that's so cool! I wish I could draw like that." And I just smile and say thank you, but I know their wrong. It's not good. It's not where I want to be.

I'm just going to have to bite my tongue and keep drawing.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21392802/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/21392802/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 17:47:35 PST
where the hell I been? >_>

i explain later. lets just use busyness as an excuse.

IM BACK. D;

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/17984841/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/17984841/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 23:28:04 PDT
^^ I'm only lvl 23 but I'm a sin-to-be.

I've realized that scanners are gay... so I will upload everything by taking pictures with my phone D;

How amazing.

Enjoy~


Most pictures being what I call "Crappoids of binder filler"
Stuff to cover school binder with. Basically doodles I draw instead of doing anythin pretaining to the class.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/17873416/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/17873416/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 23:19:23 PDT
I got sick of looking at my pitiful page.. and the last journal.

How sad.. all of those OMG SSOIDJOSIDoimasodimas PICS ON TEH WAY. K

neways.

PHOTOGRAPHS for now, yes? sex, yes?

Taste of chaos tour biloxi missississisisisisssisisisisssssisisppi
was on March 29th. What's today.. April 16th?

Wtf. I am sooo freaking lazy. My review is like so dead. I'm almost done..

I'll have it posted this weekend. Also with crappy Cellular device pictures.

All crappily watermarked by le noob aussi moi.

Like my crappy random french? I do. Every time I see someone who speaks another language... I have the urge to try to communicate through French.. like it'll have some sort of communicational effect, you know? Especially when the poor person being bombardedly harassed by me doesn't speak english let alone the crappy french I'm spouting.

I love that word bombarded. It's a very nice word. Anyways my laptop is about to die a horrible death because it's battery is like almost drained and I'm too lazy to go get the charger out of the next room.


Sooooooo Yeah.

^3^ nn~


I like how I previewed this and every other sentence had some form of the word crap in it. Seriously? I need a big helping of new vocabulary.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/16438966/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/16438966/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 21:16:26 PST __> And yet none have been uploaded. Believe me, I'm not all talk u__u

My friend has uploaded em and shes gonna send em to me before the weekend is over. The originals, then shes gonna play around with em and color em.

So I'm excited~

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/15909563/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/15909563/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 20:23:54 PST
Experimenting with different styles and coming up with new ones.

My friend Kaz is going to scan em and play with em a bit.

Color/design and stuff.

Some of them are just doodles, others are plan pictures I drew...

Like.. right now I'm working on Amano's Leviathan.... going decent so far.


I also drew like a few cuute diru stuff etc

and The Goddess Venus and what she appears like in my limited skills (;;>__> and opinion.



ANYWAYS. So Yay for Kaz~~~

We luv yooo!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


On another note, school is out in two weeks..

My wisdom teeth are coming in and killing me...


I am suppose to be slim fasting and working out for my cousin's wedding in two weeks.......and I havent... I was suppose to start Monday...

I'm praying that I don't have to take the French Exam....


I haven't slept good in a loooooooooooooong while because of senior project letter of intent mess and my drama classes baby show performance.. which is tomorrow night.

And lots of other school crap piled on top like lots of tests and mess.....

so yuh..


BUT >_> I guess I'll live u__u;

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/15093011/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/15093011/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 19:21:01 PDT

Yesterday I kept hearing all this beeping in the office in my house ( I'm on the computer). I finally turn around and look and it's my mom's scanner/copier from school a.k.a she's a teacher.

Well I was like OMFG I CAN PUT UP PICY's NOW!!! yay! And I danced a little in my head, not outside because I was sitting down and I didn't want to harm myself.

So I ran and got a few pictures and came back and I was looking around for the cord to hook it up to my computer...

and it wasn't there.

;-;

I got all excited for nothing. Mom said it was somewhere at school. She couldn't find it.
so.. yeah.... I wanna post some stuff but I havent had the chance ;__;


And on top of that I burned myself on my right wrist from the oven. I was making pizza. It hurts.

Good news:

I actually have been working on my story. I worked on it over the past weekend trying to clean up the first chapter.

I did well on my school exams!!!! yay!~~~ Parteh!

I also picked up ACT and SAT mess today x_x; so yuh. that.

but yeah. That's how it is. Piano lessons tomorrow!


Cya~

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/14756163/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/14756163/ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:45:53 PDT /



I am in the process of cleaning my room. Which right now is a satan pig's play pen.


When I'm done with my room. Everything will be accessible and organized so I can get back to my life:

Bass Guitar
Art
Hardcore Gaming >/
Sewing Machine
Sleeping on Bed instead of Couch


I have been avoiding my new story with lots and lots of manga ;>_>

BUT O_O I have been drawing lots of pictures!! And Ima seeeeee if I can get on my mom's scanner-ma-bob at school and upload zem to za computer then deviant.

THEY IZ GOOD... sorta.

so yeah. That's basically it.

Uhmm.. My friend's Halo 3 comes in tomorrow and that is where I will most likely be next weekend >\

I won't be able to pre-order Dozing Green til my mom gets paid.. I think next friday. HOPEFULLY.


THEN GET CONTACTS @.@;

Long... awaited for... contacts... and permit too... x.x;;; that has been looooong awaited for also.

So that's it for now <3

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/14634719/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/14634719/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 18:16:55 PDT
School has beeen uuber crazy with this research paper and lots of other mess. I'm kept awfully busy.

I have been working on my new story. And so far, to me that is, it looks gewd.

It's about the diru gang in highschool. Unlike my last one, which was just a one chapter story, I feel that this one will be more on-going. I will have more updates about that later.

I'm going to stay dedicated to this story. Unlike many, many stories from years past... I am determined to stick with this one no matter what >\

Whether it is suck or not. I will find out when it's done. CHA! *motivated*


soooo yes. Message me if you needeth nething or whatever.


muuuch luvs peoples ^^

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13688946/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13688946/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 22:37:39 PDT
But with much determination, I tried again and realized what I was doing wrong ;>_>

SO!!!

I posted my KaoxTot fan-fiction, TRAGEDY STRUCK. I hope you guys enjoy it because I enjoyed writing it ^,^v~


Other news~~


My puppy, Shinya, named after Diru's drummer, was hit by a car the other day and is currently at the clinic. The bitch who hit her destroyed her back right foot. x.x It was bent the opposite way.

The doctor said that they are going to try a splint for now but if that doesnt work.. then surgery or amputation is in the future.

I dont know how im going to be able to pay for surgery, but I'm trying to stay positive.

I was suppose to pick up my baby today but they said they wanted to keep her for another day or two to make sure there was nothing else wrong.

I just hope she is ok... I miss her.

Its weird sleeping at night without her next to me.

Please people, keep her in your thoughts, I would greatly appreciate it.

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13519422/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13519422/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 00:36:28 PDT

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VOTE DIRU!!!

K... second of all...

I had this dream the other nite.. and I NEVER ever have dreams like this. no joke. My dreams are normally very unimportant random mess.

But this...

was...

amazing..

ABOUT DIRU! yay!

K... what was going on was me and some people (dunno who x.x) were chilling with Kaoru and Die playing video games or trying to defeat this monster I can't really explain what was going on but yeah...

and Someone pissed of Leader-sama and so he wanted to leave and so me and whoever i was with got in the car with Kao-kun and Die and drove off to the set. >.> Dunno. neways.

We see Totchi and Shin-chan and park and I jump and go hug Toshiya~ and talk with them for a while.

I hear about this photo shoot you could do with Kyo so i ran right over to that area. First in line BD

Well I was standing next to this waterbed waiting for Kyo to get there and the camera person was like "where the fuck is he.."

Well Kyo gets there looking all cool and laid back and what not and sits on the edge of the waterbed.

Well randomly this girl i know walks in there and was like "Hey lemme see your nails" -Talkin to Kyo-

(( >.> i suppose Cause earlier that day she was saying how she loved my nails x.x; ))

They were clear with these blue raining stars on them ((x.x dont ask why his nails were like that they just were.))

He showed them to her and something about something and the next thing I know his hand was on her hand going up and down his thigh ;;;;;>_____>

I was like O_______O;;;;;;

but after she left i sat down on the edge of the waterbed and the photographer was talking about how we can make the scene how we wanted it whether it be like a Butchered Wife or a Mistress or something gruesomely hot like that and Kyo looked at me with a questioned look.

I just told him whatever he wanted to do, I didn't care. So a devilish grin took over him and he reached over and started whispering something into my ear.

<____<;;;; I couldn't understand what he was saying T_T his engrish


i didnt care

the feeling of his hot breath in my ear was enough to convince me that whatever he wanted to do.... i would love~




and then I woke up.











Ooooooo DENIED

No Kyo sex for you

]]> ~kaoxtot http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13426154/ http://kaoxtot.deviantart.com/journal/13426154/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:48:33 PDT
Uhm... I am working on some pictures right now o.o
1) Bou (ex.guitarist from An Cafe)
2) Albel Nox from the game SO:3
3) And another outfit I'm coming up with.

When I have those done I'll try to see if i can post them.

I havent posted any deviations yet for the sole fact that my scanner is a p.o.s. and is broken so yeah... cant upload anything.

I'm also working on a KaoxTot fanfic and I'll have that up here soon too.

Uhm... my friend is making me a lj layout so when she's done -cant do anything without her <3- Ill have my LJ up and what not.

Sorry I havent been very active u.u

let's seeeeeeeeee.... I guess that's it for now i suppose.

sleeeeep~

]]> ~kaoxtot