http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:katojikoko&section=today deviantART RSS for by:katojikoko en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 06:03:47 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/28076029/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/28076029/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 23:02:26 PDT Love knows no time boundaries

Waiting is a test
for Love to stay always

If loving takes time
then it only means for life

but my love lives forever

it can wait
it doesn't know time

it only knows
..LOVE


that's why I love you.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/26540190/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/26540190/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 02:32:35 PDT Of which I unknowingly can survive in the zone
You guard me well while I’m up in the air
Wondering what would be the next but I won’t care
Because I believe You put the right things better

I’ve been around and lost in this world
Forsaken, wounded, deserted and broken
You heard my pains and healed my soul
Pondering hands I shall withstand the next fall
As I trust my heart with You alone I fear


Although at times the shadow covers me
And madness stole my mind and tried to change me
My conscience echoes through a cloudy gale
Though it rains aloud my tiny voice can get through You

But sometimes I abused Your love for me
I was selfish and the darkness surrounded me
I became one of them, of these eyes of a sinner
I still choose to see and You saved me from sin


I’ve been roaming around with my smile that glows
People can see I’ve changed that I grew closer to You
And even sometimes I stumble on the path You chose
I don’t care, because I’m no longer forsaken
Who am I now is because of what You’ve done for me

I’m still living, still trying my best to be like You
And only with You my love to the people will restore
You taught me when I stumble in my pursuit
Catching my falls and retrieve my hopes
As long as I still breathe You’ll forever be my life.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/25746965/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/25746965/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 04:08:41 PDT
Im persecuted, but not abandoned,
Struck down but not destroyed;
"trading them all for the joy of the Lord"
..
-by C.C


Inspiration strikes me again, Endless hope and mighty will.
Today! Cheers to the joy that lifts me, Unexplainable sensation.
The sweetest joy I got and it is unbelievably wonderful.
So here’s the welcoming soul to the greatness in this world.
To share my happiness to you all, this gift within to show.
Knowing I finally found joy with His Love, our Lord.

-by A.F.N.M

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/25486497/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/25486497/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 01:35:15 PDT Time: 4:09 pm
Location: Ucma Village
Weather: raining


real,
although truth
sometimes shows
even I hide
into fogs
of my pain
I long to be real..

true,
although honesty
seems to fade
even I doubt
faith
taught me
to be true..

empty,
although grime
clog up my mind
purity seeks
and found me
it fills
I long to be someone..

strong,
even weakness
taught me
to stand
with will
by You
I long to be used..

fearless,
although You
I only fear
Your guide
will lift me
from my unworthy
You complete me..

found,
tired to be alone
I seek Your
presence and
I never failed
You found me.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/24651692/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/24651692/ Fri, 08 May 2009 13:18:29 PDT that's what i thought i was in
respect and love is what we all need
how could this be, it went all down
the treasured vows and loyalty
brings all down in just one sound

faking and making money
things comes so differently
celebrating just for show, is this a family?
waking in memories have just slipped away
kissing smiles goodbye
i wish it all can be changed

brother i wish you stop hatin'mama now
i know how you feel,just leave it all up above
father i hope you stop blamin' now
things are not in our hands to hold
these situations we must cope
because i still believe we are whole

sister, i cant blame you for livin'away
i know you're tired of behaving like stone
and people treatin' you like lodger
but you are part of us ,you know you can count
trusting that all can have hope
don't stop hopin' now

the world is changing and so are we
living what we thought a paradise,yes it still can be
counting mistakes ain't gonna solve this mystery
learning life is learning who we are
so stop blamin'now and make peace
that's all what we need, right now

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/23605108/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/23605108/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 07:41:25 PDT some we want to see and some we left in the cream
off to road as we passes life
taking the depths in mystery, we fearlessly dive
we look back those precious scenes
as we sigh in those amber-colored memories
we've wished some to take us back in time
and some we don’t, we cringe away in somebody's eye
we might have lost what we’ve kept so dear
yet we linger in bygone at times we yearn to feel
the fading photographs and emblazed paths
turning to yesterdays only leads to foolish acts
to vision tomorrow is what we need
but the past we hold will never mislead
for we’ve chose memories
and only memories they shall live



**I lost some of the most important pictures and videos
of the highlighted part of my life**

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/22906669/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/22906669/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 15:06:26 PST I was in the pavement
Listening to a conversation
A talk that I never felt so angered
I was there
Trying to patch up things
Listening to an old habit of our conversation
The once we used to

But then you slammed into my face
A big lie that you made
I tremble, I feel the shake
My nerves wanted to burst, I am enrage
How can this be?
the love I knew leads me to hate

This is odd, I walked away
Looking for an answer, why you blow me away?
The life of uncertainty
The life with misery
The love of a Fool has come to me

I woke up this morning
Feeling distress and lonely
It was a terrible dream
Could be a sign of trickery?
I am awake feeling cranky
It’s an explosion in me
I wanted to grip, to scream
What if it was really happening in reality?
Will I learn to forgive?

Help me out I’m in peril
Don’t let me drain into my clichéd fear
Let me feel I’m back in the pedestal
The reality I know and I live with
Take away the doubt and sorrow
Make me feel I’m alive with the cupid’s arrow
‘Cause I still believe these butterflies
What we have is genuine
that He gave this as our gift, a heaven-sent of bliss

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/22303323/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/22303323/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 12:37:06 PST Even with the fireworks and its noise
I want to say what I have in mind
Though our crooked paths has its own time


I finally spoke those words to you
Yet you don’t know I shiver when I do
It’s amazing how we speak about true love
We asked for guidance to our Lord up above


When you left a big smile on my face
It made my night so special and full of grace
I pray all the good to us this start of the year
To begin those dreams we had for last year

I’m grateful that you still feel the same
And we take this distance not just any game
I know soon I will be with you
We’ll just have to wait, because patience is a virtue




__
happy new year to us!!!
__

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/21989326/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/21989326/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:11:53 PST A face of awe amidst in the dark
Darling, clemency from her voice
Like angel's harp tunes such mellifluous


Her innocuous feet graze in Sylvan
Her long silk clothe fondles in land
A resplendent glance of a child's eyes
That single burl in tree can be unknot by her delight


Oomph of Sylvan coerce with might
Fiery it yearns for she is possessed by sight
Its ravenous puts the innocent to peril
She died in the land of dreadful zeal


Now it ended with an intricate fear
Only those dull leaves, spadix and tarnish trees can live its tear
In Sylvan where the innocent shroud
It only awakens its blithe when she's around

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20873205/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20873205/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 12:09:22 PDT @ 3:09


We're the king and queen of chess
We're playing this game at our best
When I strike my sharpest move
Surely I won't make you groove

Then I dreamed I'm pinning your brain down harder
And you put up your flag to surrender
On every night we play seems will never end
No, it’s not my figment of imagination
Nor parts of role play sessions
I promise you I'll be the champion

You're my cute chess king
And I'll be your cute chess queen
(Hahahah)

We promise a lifetime chess game
Counting scores of only one aim
Dreams like this becomes reality
Brain wrestling with you is a pleasure to me.

Then you wish that my brain trembles
On every step you make, I'll scribble
These strategies I've practiced on every game that we shared
No, it's not a serious aggravating matter
But we always brags on whose better
I always tell you neither of us is greater

Because it has been said
your my king and I'm your queen of chess.
(hahahah)



It’s a ridiculous song composition.
Inspired by David Pomeranz’s “King and Queen of Hearts”

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20567234/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20567234/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 11:46:33 PDT
Sing me to the rivers of light
Shower me with candies and surprise
Though the red ants crawl on my sweet head
you put me near to your bosoms away from my bed

Humming beegees and kisses goodnight
Prudent sounds of melody and monstrous delight
Your ice cream shimmering bubbles appear at times while you snore
I can discern at my home with your soft-hearted core

I am very proud of you, daddy
I will always be your baby girl and you will always be much younger than Elvis Presley
I miss so much now, daddy
If only you knew this already

Swarskoff is your mother-town smell
Had taught me great values till I pledge to those golden bells
Grandma's humble son that I'll always remember
Strumming my guitar to sing a jubilant birthday song for you this September

Serenading with you through the ripples of life
I'll stand by here though I am my man's wife
Even if time wrinkles us till we rot in soil
I'm bound to you by blood, not water nor oil

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20388031/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20388031/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 08:52:34 PDT
Rain drops are like bullets from the clouds
beating on my roof surrounded by wind-whistling sounds
Drip from the ceiling is like waterfalls inside my home
looking to my window pane as tears flow when I'm alone


Just listening to this rain drop creates music into my soul
it sings my heart out and dances like naked trees on fall
Watching the city light reflects on wet concrete street
like acrylic oil paints the glitters at night so brightly neat



]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20076330/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20076330/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 10:59:59 PDT
I used to run
having life as a plan
walking fast and rushing paces
I never care bumping strangers'faces.

fighting the time over schedules
burning hours without leisure
eating and drinking at the fast lane
I always have to work for something to aim.

I ask my self, "isn't life's boring?"
breathing in sunrise while sleeping
I want to exist as it's what given purpose
I wish to endure without regreting the things I lose.

I desire to taste the sweetness of the morning dew
to yearn sun's delight in my most ever due
I long to embrace those people I love truly
and be devoted to them so dearly.

Now, I'd rather survive in snail's swiftness
bearing fruit glees and seeing things in details
I'd like to cherish my existence in every moment
than to live life like a trained whippet.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20037911/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/20037911/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 08:59:29 PDT the crystals scattered all over the place
I feel it hurts my feet
I touch my foot it's all covered with tiny sharp pieces
I smell the rust
I know my feet are bleeding
I scream but nobody hears me
I shout but only the echoes of voice I hear
I'm just standing
waiting for nothing
I'm wondering
inside the infinite mystery
I don't know why I'm barefooted
and I feel naked
latter
numbness blankets my pain
my heart stops every minute when I wanted to escape
does anyone knows exactly what I feel?
can these pieces in my feet disappear?
will these crystals absorb in my blood and be part of my skin?
because I don't know how,why,what?!..
my brain is scrambling
frying some questions in my head
if I choose to lie
and roll over these broken glasses
will my veins drain from blood and soon I will turn to violet?
after then colors change
from green,blue,bluish pink comes and fill up every inch
from my feet to my head
but these pieces can't reach my heart!
I know it will only continues to bleed
I can wear blood all over me
I can draw my self to create like red violin legacy
if I want to, I can
hence, I will not perish from these crystals
I know I can only feel more pain
but soon my body will learn to take it
I believe, soon it will heal
because I will see these broken glasses
when I can find the switch.



]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19894411/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19894411/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 09:59:35 PDT another wasted time flies
just another abused question,why
another left trails without goodbye

just another moment of contemplation
another lessons and new realizations
just another situation where I used to be
another guy I never thought would leave me


just another funny thing to say
another unpleasant memory I won't let it stay
just another closing bled door
another mask of silence I wore

just another sunset gray
another hour on happy Monday
just another conscienceless dance
another other guys I will give it a chance

just another same old cold fish
another caught and it's getting gibberish
so stop!
just another you like others
another guy in cyber


(chords: C G B A Dm DM7 D7...
Fm Bm C#m E...
Em G7 C9 EM7 DM7 )

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19854900/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19854900/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 23:53:37 PDT on ninth of family's cutest toy,
a baby foot step growing to nineteen,
on your last stone at teen,
a sister's pride,
with grateful words as ocean's wide,
though unaffectionate loving brother,
and a critic son of mother's figure,
this is a simple poem on earth,
for my little brother's day of birth.


happy birthday lil bro
this is my first poem for you.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19743880/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/19743880/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 22:22:13 PDT Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and the daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflecting Vincent's eyes of China blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hands

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left in sight
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as
beautiful as you

Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
A silver thorn on a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they're not listening still
Perhaps they never will

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/18938714/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/18938714/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 21:49:45 PDT
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest! if you must; but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow;
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out;
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt;
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit;
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/17123406/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/17123406/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 19:44:56 PST *Composicion*

I'm thirst for the sound,
Im' hungry for learning,
These precious made everything intellectually genuine.
The finest music that I'm lingering with my soul who seeks the beauty in the art.
****
Strams of the wind directs my path.
I let not any fear impedes my blow.
I surrender my weary and burden upto the sky and let the clouds fill in without sham and doubt.
****
I'm the instrument for the creations.
My passion for the art is my strength.
My obsession for music nurtures me.
It needs to be sober to express every strings and strands.
****
Never will I stop finding more meaning.
Never will I stop loving them.
Because these are the intercessions between my life and the Creator,
Who have bestowed much and who never forgets to give.

]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/16246632/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/16246632/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 20:38:48 PST ("(^_^)")
January 4, 2008 Thank GOD it's friday!



New beginining is everything in this year, they say.
I'm overwhelmed and anxious but happy.
Happy to explore what's going to happen this year.
Because I had my last year's good momeries.

I enjoyed experimenting.
I've learned things on 2007and it has made to be blastful and nostalgic.

I learned to be a risk taker, to decide things as easy as 1, 2, 3 zap!. That instant!. And I love my life more. oh yeah, more than ever YOU can imagine.

and ofcourse, the people I treasure and I LOVE.

the ONE who make me come to realized.
who've given me so much talents. ^_^
who Love me and pampered me through all the way.
who bestowed blessings not only unto me, but to the people I care.

the ONLY ONE who can always makes me feel happy though I'm alone.
thank you for that feeling, inspiration and hope.
Now I have come to noticed my purpose and that what keeps me moving around this living world.






]]> ~katojikoko http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/14639291/ http://katojikoko.deviantart.com/journal/14639291/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 03:17:27 PDT

Go placidly amid the noise and the haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.

As far as possible, without surrender,
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even to the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons;
they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain or bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.

Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love,
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life,
keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

]]> ~katojikoko