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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/28480261/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/28480261/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 02:04:26 PST
but uh, i'm a subscriber now. snap.

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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/27044426/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/27044426/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 22:22:11 PDT all new paintings, i'm running with a theme.
update later.
i've been busy mac busy pants.
doing drugs off the edge of the table.
playing video games like its going out of style.
partying like its 1999.
but this art show will change that.
or make it worse.
arono.

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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/24673554/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/24673554/ Sat, 09 May 2009 18:12:03 PDT for six days i didn't have a worry in the world and i dedicated every single moment to the ones i love with every cm of my pumping heart.
this city feels mine but lacking something. i know only half of what that is.
i may possibly have the swine flu. i may possibly just have a regular flu. but i most definitely don't want to go to the doctor.
i've had artist-block for the past 6 months. i find myself too busy with friends, lovers and school/job to paint. thats not an excuse. but i am tired. i'm really tired.

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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/22329873/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/22329873/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:02:15 PST 2008 ended badly. but a part of me was expecting it. at least i got to smooch a pretty stranger at midnight last night. and i'm starting a new year fresh, drama-free and completely and utterly alone.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/21983413/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/21983413/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:35:23 PST Things are not looking good.
This year was so..... weird. Better than last year, but I hope 2009 tops it.
The last week of the month will decide it all, like always.


............What am I doing with my life? I have no idea who's coming with me.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/21365990/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/21365990/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 23:12:42 PST I have a couple of things to upload but I'm procrastinating <3

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20994588/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20994588/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 22:43:53 PDT I went out with this boy. I'm hopeful but at the same time I've been disappointed so many times I'm restraining myself from any high expectations. Whatever has to happen will happen.
Art? Oh yes, I have to finish sketches and paintings. Will do this Sunday!

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20607130/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20607130/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:56:10 PDT
Family and friends are coming to visit, and indie boys I've been missing. I'm also going down to San diego next month <3 And I'm saving monies to visit everyone at home pretty soon.

Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd'hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20182379/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/20182379/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:43:07 PDT [link]
I've been having the worst two weeks of my life and this morning was the cherry on top: I got hit by a car. I'm alright, it just threw me to the ground, but its going to bruise. It was an asian lady and she got off the car and started crying so I'm not going to press charges or anything.
I'm also dropping out of school for the semester.
And I'm moving to Toronto, Canada in a year.
Life is not good right now, not good at all.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19851075/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19851075/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:02:08 PDT but BUT, that means i've been painting like there's no tomorrow. as soon as i have internet at home, i'll update this account with all the pretties i've been creating.
i'm finally settled in San Francisco. i've been moving through rooms and looking for new housemates but i'm finally in a lovely house with lovely people and i'm really happy. my housemates are my favorites and i'm actually a little surprised on how much i enjoy this city. i'll be starting school and switching jobs in the next couple of weeks, but everything seems to be going according to plan. except well, for my romantic life, which never goes like i'd like to. but alas, i only live once, so i'll make the best of it regardless of boys. i hope all is dandy with you guys. tell me about youss <3

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19632614/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19632614/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 23:12:31 PDT
[link]

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19312360/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19312360/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:19:36 PDT He makes people assume there is something profound about having a relationship based on witty conversation and intellectual discourse. There isn't. It's just another gimmick, and it's no different than wanting to be with someone because they're thin or rich or the former lead singer of Whiskeytown. And it actually might be worse, because an intellectual relationship isn't real at all. My witty banter and cerebral discourse is always completely contrived. Right now, I have three and a half dates worth of material, all of which I pretend to deliver spontaneously. This is my strategy: If I can just coerce women into the last half of that fourth date, it's anyone's ball game. I've beaten the system; I've broken the code; I've slain the Minotaur. If we part ways on that fourth evening without some kind of conversational disaster, she probably digs me. Or at least she thinks she digs me, because who she digs is not really me. Sadly, our relationship will not last ninety-three minutes (like Annie Hall) or ninety-six minutes (like Manhattan). It will go on for days or weeks or months or years, and I've already used everything in my vault. Very soon, I will have nothing more to say, and we will be sitting across from each other at breakfast, completely devoid of banter; she will feel betrayed and foolish, and I will suddenly find myself actively trying to avoid spending time with a woman I didn't deserve to be with in the first place."

-C.K.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19192131/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/19192131/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 23:12:14 PDT fact: my roommates are lovely.
fact: i've been painting mucho.
fact: i feel lonely sometimes :<
fact: i acquired an accent in spanish haha
lie: I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!111!!!!!!1111!!!!!11111!!1!!one
fact: this city is colddd
fact: i need to do laundry.
lie: i'm not missing anyone right now.
lie: i've been eating waaay too much.
fact: i'm stealing all my roommate's music <3

toodles

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18941273/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18941273/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 01:33:30 PDT My heart is complete for the first time in a very long time and its all my merit.
I haven't been painting but i've been smiling a lot.
i have high hopes. high hopes.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18438291/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18438291/ Wed, 21 May 2008 20:31:56 PDT june is getting dangerously close and i think i should hurry up and get everything ready to move to a colder city where i can breathe in and breathe out with new worries and hushing sounds. but before that, i'm flying home again where i can always fall back with a thump on a pile of discarded expectations and rushed, life-changing conversations. at least the food is amazing.

[link]

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18095229/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/18095229/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 00:56:42 PDT 1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged
Now I will proceed to completely disregard them <3

Lets get started:
1) I have a weird way of sitting when I'm ridding the bus. And sometimes I wish I could ride it all day and go in loops until the driver makes me get off.
2) I use too much toilet paper.
3) I hate having girly moments (i.e. craving chocolate, taking things personal, getting overly excited about stupidities, etc)
4) I'm a fabulous kisser.
5) I never liked the fact that ALF ate cats.
6) I hold onto stuff I shouldnt (like old love letters, pictures, ex boyfriends shirts, etc) just because I like remembering good times. but i look forward to the future knowing that's in the past.
7) I procrastinate more than anyone i've ever met.
8) I love passionately and I turn into an adorable fuzzy thing when I'm in love haha

You're all tagged!!!!!!

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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17532690/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17532690/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 22:16:14 PDT I'm on the run cause I always lose what I love.
And I've been stepping out.

P.S. my therapist told me my problems were too overwhelming for him. I don't know what to make out of that.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17309939/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17309939/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 00:04:15 PDT i never wanted to.
i know i told you i did.
in front of witnesses.
and then we lived one week.
but now i get my kicks.
i know you never suspected.
because i never said "baby i was faking the whole time".
how could you ever guessed it,
with no acomplices.
but baby i was faking the whole time.
you know it isn't like me to be inflammatory.
but rather than let you think,
that i was so naive,
i'd have you believe i never wanted you.
i never wanted to.
you never had my heart.
my love was never true.
i know you never suspected.
because i never said "baby i was faking the whole time".
how could you ever guessed it,
with no acomplices.
baby i was faking the whole time.
you know we never connected.
you only thought we did.
baby i was faking the whole time.
baby i was faking the whole time.
baby i was faking the whole time...

New hair and new ink in a matter of days. I dont want to recognize myself by next week. Doing realism and mustaches on acrylics and oil pastels.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17183890/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17183890/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:22:45 PST ich bin frei.
я творческ.
私は独立している.
eu sou surpreendente.
ich bin liebte.
ik ben artistiek.
soy lo mejor que te ha pasado.

c'est vrai. qu'est-ce que feras-tu à ce sujet?

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17050396/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/17050396/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 23:13:51 PST long ago and oh so far away I fell in love with you before the second show your guitar it sounds so sweet and clear but you're not really there it's just the radio, don't you remember you told me you love me baby, you said you'd be coming back this way again baby, I love you, I really do, loneliness, is such a sad affair and I can hardly wait to be with you again, what to say to make you come again come back to me again, and play your sad guitar.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16816239/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16816239/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 12:01:07 PST And my 20/20 vision was fifty percent off
You said punch-buggy red and punched me right in my left eye
I said don't you mean pediddle? and I lit his house on fire.

He came home on acid I was holding his shotgun
I was dressed like Tina Turner in beyond thunder dome
He said don't shoot, I said I won't I love you you're my friend
I handed him my wig and shot myself in the head

Then I stuffed a box of tissues in the hole in my skull
I got in my Mazda and I drove to the mall
I got a big Johnson shirt and some silicone tits
When I pulled out the tissues they were covered with shit

And the beer I had for breakfast was a box of cheap white wine
And the boom box on my shoulder was a box of clementines
I ate every single one without noticing the mold
You said you're gross my darling, I said no I'm rock and roll

Even though I'd never ever been in a band
I got cool as black ice tattooed on my hand
And the christians gave me comic books as if I would be scared
Of burning in hell well I was already there

And the beer I had for breakfast silver bullet in the brain
And the beer I had for lunch was a bottle of night train
And the beer I had for dinner was my crazy neighbor's pills
We had to sit down on skateboards jut to make it down the hill

Then I peed my pants and you stole the groom's cigar
And some old man made me watch him masturbate locked in his car
When I got back to the apartment you were face down on the floor
You said don't go to bed yet let's go get a 64

And the beer I had had for breakfast was a pint of Jim Beam
And a fifth of peach schnapps and some warm Sunny D
And you said bottoms up just as I bottomed out
I tried to scream fuck you but blood was pouring out my mouth.

But the rocks with holes are warm in my hands
And I buried my toes in the hot hot sand
And the silver pink pony kisses me and says
You've come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16329508/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16329508/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 12:42:51 PST I bought my first bottle of wine last night and I got a little drunk. [link]
I got three watercolor sketch books, van gogh watercolors, brushes, stuffed animals, candy and other yummies.
I'm leaving to Guadalajara tonight and keep celebrating with the rest of my friends.
I'm an old fart. Someone make it stop? q:

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16168467/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/16168467/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:16:23 PST the year:
babies. tattooes. mexico. blue eyes. bunny. micheladas. hair extensions. laughs. punk. a mistake. hair cuts. jobless. redhead. cancer. a cheesy question. loud pipes. confusion. breakup. a drunk night. a sober dawn of sunday. cellphone picture. removal of a ring. fog. weed. bites and bruises. blood. africa. god of war. painting. japanese. crayons. webcam. esta demasiado bonita. 3am. carne asada fries. tease. love. distance is murder. job. hope. fun. painting. nerves. i miss you. sweet fortune cookies. tough kid. look out. secrets. burritos. real woman. red towel. cold stone reward. disappear. gone. blue eyes. black hair. septum rings. anniversaries and retards. jhonen. gone. empty. lost money. angry. green fruit punch. why. sinks and vomit. beach. weird piercings. not enough. old friends. blue eyes. karma. crusties. final fantasy. love? no. bunnysquid. exasperation. leech. paint. if's. not again. but yes. pending oral. suicide lane calls. texts. friends. stolen camera. paint. blue eyes. threadless. prettyful eyes. midnight shooting stars. downtown. chances. love? perhaps. resourcefulness. new friends. hilarious rides. mistake? perhaps. presents. childish. last chance... blown away. feels like relief. excitement for home... blue eyes.

the aftermath:
I changed my point of view. Towards everything.
My heart was the fairs main attraction.
I've grown? I had to.
I loved, I stopped loving.
Begetting a better one.
My life was a kite.
But it had a very happy ending <3

On the other hand, I'm attending a 5O's party this monday and I have tons of art to upload but I haven't had the time to do so. Swell. Sooo. Once I'm back from Guadalajara and I've solved my life, I'll upload tons. How is everybody lately?

P.s. My birthday is coming up, O1-O9 <3

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15904153/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15904153/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 13:56:35 PST This month will make me realize something important and it will send me sailing home to solve my procastinated life. I will gain a lover or lose two friends. Choices choices. We can stop the weeping for now. You can't have winter without some rain.
I'm not proud of what I've become. Etch it out and start anew. Create something pleasant.
Another year, another heart.





....right?

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15701010/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15701010/ Sun, 02 Dec 2007 23:57:12 PST To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didnt last
But I could never call you mine
Cause I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
Its not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

Well I cant let go
No, I cant let go of you
Youre holding me back without even trying to.
I cant let go
I cant move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me back.

And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt okay about it.
Until you got with another girl,
And then I couldnt understand
Why it bothered me so.
How we didnt die we just
Never had a chance to grow.

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do.
And you cant lose what you never had
I dont understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new.


I miss you oh so terribly.

"I'm sorry I fed your desires."

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15472289/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15472289/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 00:18:23 PST I'm not your friend, I'm not your lover, I'm not your family.


Second chances are worthless, people never change. But its hard for me to change, and I'm still here. I want to go out and see new sunrises, have a warm reason to smile. I want neck tattoos and plad shirts. I don't ever want to see razor lines again.


I want to start over in a place I can call my own. I am a nomad. And I'm late for my flight. It's delayed.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15210374/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15210374/ Thu, 25 Oct 2007 02:14:25 PDT Rant:
Today was a weird day. My current relationship is falling into pieces because my boyfriend has a brain malfunction and a chemical imbalance. I'm not even kidding. He claims to love me and then he disappears for days. It irritates me. And then I get calls from boys that make me extremely comfortable and understood and that sort of toys with my emotions. But oh well. Its just been hard these last couple of weeks. I should forget about boys and focus on moving out by myself. Although I don't even know why I want to live by myself. I mean, I'm currently living with my twin sister only so it wouldn't be much of a difference. But I guess I just want to know what it feels like. I already have my new apartment picked out (a cute place downtown), I just need to find out the details.
Also, I've been practicing my singing lately. With the right breathing exercises I think I can be as good as I was two years ago. Ah, it feels like it was only yesterday. Time goes by fast. Too fast sometimes.
I miss my little sister, I wish I could see her right now. I miss everyone back home. Home is where the heart is. My heart is nowhere to be found. I just know that its huge and it will inevitable get crushed on the regular...

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15109579/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/15109579/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 00:16:55 PDT [link] . This is the original artwork [link] . KillerBert is super nice and she let me use it to have it inked on my body forever <3 I like it but I might get it fixed later, to add more details. This is just the first one of many. I still want my octopus and my red monster with small feet.
Besides getting tattooed, life has been good. I'm doing too many paintings at the same time so I haven't been able to finish any and much less upload any of them. I'm trying to finish this one [link] and a HUGE one I'm doing of a pink and blue ladscape. Thats for acrylics, I have another one on watercolor for 's contest. So I'm busy. I also got myself a new boyfriend so love is keeping my mind and heart distracted from everything else. He's nice, but I still have to get used to dating a vegetarian punk. I'm used to metalheads or scene/hxc kids but punks are silly and funny so I'm loving it so far. School's been good, work has been gay, the usual. Anything new with you?

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14911574/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14911574/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 11:28:33 PDT [link] [link] [link] I also took viedeo <3 [link] [link]
Oh man, good times <3 But today I'm covered in bruises, cuts and every inch of my body hurts. But its totally worth it <3 I didn't come home after the show, I went back to Sid's and we pull an all nighter so today I'm pooped ._. Anything new with you?

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14695111/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14695111/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 23:02:57 PDT
Books:
-The Monk, by Lewis (contains lots of raping, killing, dead babies and perversions. good times (: )
-The Castle of Otranto by Walpole. (lots of madness, lust and random, creepy shtuffs. like giant helmets that attack people.)
-The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster by Bobby Henderson. Cause you have to. We believe in pirates and meatballs, it doesn't get any better than that.

Shows:
-The Flight of the Conchords. One word: hilarious. Please do watch <3
-Metalocalypse new season \m/ lol~

Music:
-New Every Time I Die album (The Big Dirty) is fantastic. Pick it up and you won't regret it.
-Carnavas by the Silversun Pickups is surprisingly enthralling and magical.
-The Ugly Organ by Cursive is simply an eargasm <3
-The Dethalbum by Dethklok is awesome. Srsly, it has all their songs improved and extended. Brendon Small is a genious.

-Between the Burried and Me : Colors
-August Burns Red : Messanger
-A life once lost : Iron Gag
-Circa survive : On Letting go (good one <3)
-Underminded : Eleven Eleven

Anything YOU want to add? <3

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]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14166348/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14166348/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 15:48:31 PDT made for me but I promissed one of my friends I'd get that one with her so right now I'm looking for something red and tentacly. Any suggestions? I'm open to anything and if you're kind enough to make me a design, it will be greatly appreciated <3
I love these two galleries I think I want a half sleeve with some of their characters. I'll ask them <3

I've been going out a lot. Going to shows, meeting new cute people. Drinking and probably not eating enough. I lost 10 pounds in the last week. But I've been happy. My friends are the most awesome thing in this world and I love hanging out with them. Its funny how fast news can travel. I've been going out on a few dates but only one of them really catches my eye. He takes me to the beach at one in the morning and smells my hair for long minutes. I think I might give it a shot.

School starts next week and I'm going to be super busy so I'll try to finish all the projects I've started this week and upload them.

P.S. I watched Hot Fuzz the other day. YOU SHOULD TOO. Its hilarious <3

Nathaniel did this for me <3 I'll get it SOON!!
[link]

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14051938/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/14051938/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 23:08:16 PDT But when things like these happen and you feel so confused and hurt, you find out that you're not alone. I have the best friends ever. One of them is being specially helpful. We hadn't been that close lately but he's keeping me on my feet and reminding me that I'm so much better than this. I am. He's not even letting me feel bad about it. I don't know what I would do without him.

This was a little warning. For me. And I learnt.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13976288/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13976288/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 19:17:54 PDT Goodbye to sleep. I think this staying up is exactly what I need. Take apart your head. Take apart the counting and the flock it has bred. Goodbye to love. Well it's a right that will push you up, Right against the wall. (Everybody.) Take apart your head;(Right against the wall.) Chew it up and swallow it. You put blame but you're running. I feel safe in the incline. I can't shake this little feeling, I'll never get anything right. Goodbye you liar. Well you sipped from the cup but you dont own up to anything. Then you think you will inspire. Take apart your head. (Yeah I wish I could inspire.) Take apart the demon then add it to the list.Goodbye my love. You put blame but you're running. I feel safe in the incline. I can't shake this little feeling, I'll never say anything right. (I'm on my own.) I never say anything right. (I'm on my own.) I never say anything right. (I'm on my own.) I'll never say anything right.
Take me, take me back to your bed. I love you so much that it hurts my head. Say I don't mind you under my skin. I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. When we were made, we were set apart. Life is a test and I get bad marks. Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins. The storm is coming, the storm is coming in. You put blame but you're running. I feel safe in the incline. And I can't shake this little feeling, I never did anything right. Never did anything right. (I'M ON MY OWN.) Take me, take me back to your bed. I love you so much that it hurts my head. I don't mind you under my skin. I let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. Well you're my favorite bird and when you sing, I really do wish that you'd wear my ring. No matter what they say I'm still the king. Now the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13846196/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13846196/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 21:04:40 PDT Status update
Appartment: trashed.
Fridge: fixed and full of chinese and beer.
Computer chair: being bitten by a kitty.
Hair: black.
Septum: soon to be pierced. DONE.
Best friend: passed out on the bathroom floor.
Boyfriend: missing.
Chest: bruised.
Lips: a little swollen.
Skin: pale.
Stomach: empty.
Tickets to San Francisco: bought.
Paint: on the floor.
Mood: apathetic.

My appartment smells like bleach but my bathroom still stinks of bulimia and alcohol.
I'm cat-sitting for a friend. This will help me decide if I want to get a cat of my own. So far, I'm having fun.


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So my cute boyfriend is not missing anymore but instead he's being super adorable and making me a new avatar <3 Enjoy!!

by


p.s. I'll have a kitten in 2 weeks
p.s.again. I'm going to Comic-Con this Sunday!!

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13739623/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13739623/ Mon, 16 Jul 2007 15:58:18 PDT ENTER KELLY'S CONTEST!!!

He's my silly boyfriend and he wants to know how everybody looks at him. GO TO HIS JOURNAL AND ENTER! D: [link]
It's fun and you have nothing else to do anyway, so give it a shot (: Plus, he's a hottie <3
I'll leave you to that and I'm going to bed now <3
Goodnight everybody!

Oh and I forgot to mention
CLICK HERE [link] FOR SWEET WINNINGS!!

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13586579/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13586579/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 11:01:58 PDT I haven't felt like this in a long time.
Thought you should know <3


I'm a one boy girl and that boy is


]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13491746/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13491746/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 22:39:14 PDT I changed a bunch of blurry pictures to new ones. Go ahead and find out which ones. It's a quest. Whoever gets it right will receive a big congratulations and a pat in the back.
I haven't uploaded anything yet cause I'm a lazy bum :3 And because pretty much all I've been thinking about for the last week is this Friday's trip to San Francisco. OMFGITSTHISFRIDAYD: So I've been a mess. I love my job tho, it's fun and it gives me a lot of monies. I love monies. No, that's not true. I hate money. I wish everything was free. And my house was made of candy and cookies and other yummies. That would be fantastic.
I'm dying my hair as we speak. Well, it's sort of blonde right now, I just bleached it. I'm waiting for it to dry completely to dye it red. I like being a redhead, but it's a pain. You have to dye it constantly and your hair resents it. I also cut it yesterday and it turned out off the shizzle yo. I should be a hair stylist or something. But next time, I'm going to dye it black and red, really scenish like. Yay.
SOON PICTURES! or something. Laters!

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13363351/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13363351/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 00:38:15 PDT
:: About you

1. Name: Beryl
2. Nickname: Diana lol Bear, hunny, Beryllium
3. Current residence: San Diego, California
4. Place of birth: Guadalajara, Mexico
5. Zodiac sign: capricorn
6. Male or female: femalee
7. Education: I'm in college
8. Schools you went to: JFK, Ciencias, Alamo Heights HS and Southwestern
9. Occupation: part time student, part time sales associate and full time super hero
10.Personal quote: hap~


:: Your appearance

12. Hair colour: great question. currently, sort of orange. will dye it again soon, probably dark red.
13. Hair length: a little past the shoulders.
14. Eye colour: brown
15. Best feature: you tell me <3
16. Height: 6'0
17. Braces: nope
18. Glasses: every now and then, usually contacts
19. Piercings: 6, soon to be 7, I'll get my septum done next weekend : D
20. Tattoos: SOON!!
21. Righty or lefty: righty


:: Your 'firsts'

22. First best friend: Alex, she was a bitch lol
23. First award: queen of spelling bees!
24. First sport you joined: the track team
25. First pet: a promiscuos cat named Raphaelle
26. First real vacation: Vallarta?
27. First concert: I can't remember
28. First love: when I was 4, a boy I liked till I was 14 lol and then when he liked me I was over him u.u


:: Favorites

29. Movie: Donnie Darko probably
30. TV Show: art attack!! this girl just reminded me how amazing that show was!!
31. Colour: rrrrred with sexy "rrr" lol
32. Band: Brand New, always and forever
34. Song right now: Signal Fire, stupid Snow Patrol and their adorable songs -.-
35. Friend: lol my best friends
36. Candy: gummies!
37. Sport to play: lol um, none <3
38. Restaurant: la oaxaqueña!!
39. Favorite brand to wear: lip service~
40. Store: hot topic?
41. School subject: art!!
42. Animal: bears, durr
43. Book: Retrato en Sepia
44. Magazine: none
45. Shoes: vansss or super cute flats


:: Currently

46. Feeling: ecstatic
47. Single or taken?: good question
48. Eating: aiiir
49. Drinking: vitamin water <3
50. Typing: this o.o
51. Online?: yup
52. Listening to: Glassjaw
53. Thinking about: I'm le tired/I can't wait till the 29th > 54. Wanting to: teleport, make time go faster and then really, r e a l l y slow
55. Watching: the screen
56. Wearing: my work pants and a cute white shirt


:: Future

57. Want kids: yesh
58. Want to be married: someday
59. Careers in mind: Psychology
60. Where do you want to live?: anywhere as long as I'm happy
61. Car: anything that runs!! n.nu


:: Which is better with the opposite sex

62. Hair colour: any, I don't care
63. Hair length: I luv mohawks
64. Eye colour: don't care as long as they're pretty <3
65. Measurements: huggable
66. Cute or sexy: both
67. Lips or eyes: boooothhh
68. Hugs or kisses: both at the same time : D
69. Short or tall: TALL!! like, srsly tall
70. Easygoing or serious: both
71. Romantic or spontaneous: wha? BOTH!
72. Sensitive or loud: a little of both
73. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
74. Trouble maker or hesitant one: a mix of both <3


:: Have you ever..

75. Kissed a stranger: yeah loll
76. Had alcohol: of course
77. Smoked: yes
78. Ran away from home: several times
79. Broken a bone: nope o.o
80. Broken someones heart: sadly
81. Broken up with someone: no one has ever broken-up with me, I'm always the bad guy ): haha
82. Cried when someone died: yeah
83. Cried at school: a couple of times


:: Do you believe in..

84. God: I'm agnostic
85. Miracles: nawh
86. Love at first sight: thats lust <3
87. Aliens: nope
88. Soul mates: perhaps
89. Heaven: uh, not really
90. Hell: not really
91. Kissing on the first date: depending on the person <3
92. Horoscopes: nawh, I don't even bother on reading it


:: Answer truthfully

93. Is there someone you want, but you know you can't have?: There's someone I want and wants me back <3
94. are you virgin: oh no hun, that ship sailed a whi... ]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13284434/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/13284434/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 23:45:20 PDT I've had one shocking event after another. I got a job which made me incredibly happy. It's doing something really boring but at least I get to learn new stuff every day and act all smart while sharing my knowedge to an credulous fellow human. And it doesn't pay that bad so yay for me. I also figured out the way to go to San Rafael in three weeks and that made me feel 98236827469257264534789 rainbows in my heart at once, it was overwhelming. I was so fuckin happy... I still am <3 I'll be getting the tickets this monday and I'll be kissing and hugging the boy I heart the 29th. I can't fuckin wait. I've been working on this for a while, I've seriously made a big effort to be able to go, so I hope everything turns out spiffy <3 On another note, I recently found out that I'm not as "forgettable" as I thought. Turns out I'm "one of the prettiest and most adorable girls he's ever met". Life is funny. I find curious how everything happens when it's supposed to happen, not a day before or a day after. This only makes sense to me. Anyways, my confidence is at its best. I'm trying to lose some weight, so I haven't eaten since Wednesday, except for liquids. Lets see how that turns out haha
Oh and as far as art goes, I'm working on a painting. I'm done with the pencil drawings I think. I started blurry and I think I got better so I'll go back to my colors and my lack of shading (: Honestly, I draw and paint for myself, I'm not that interested in becoming the best. Altho I love art with passion, I'm better suited for other things. That doesn't mean I'll quit tho.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12922384/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12922384/ Tue, 15 May 2007 17:14:16 PDT
I can't fuckin wait.





P.S.
More art soon <3
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Haha I just noticed. Everything I've uploaded lately has something corny to it. I wonder why lol

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12487232/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12487232/ Fri, 06 Apr 2007 18:54:49 PDT I guess thats how you call it.
Anyway, I'm supposed to write six interesting/weird things about me
So here it goes:

1. I'm always bitting my lips, playing with my lip ring or bitting my nails/fingers. I seem to have an oral fixation. Maybe thats why I'm such a good kisser heehee.
2. I LOVE surprises. It doesn't matter if it's just a small detail, as long as I'm not expecting it, it will make me smile (:
3. I blush furiously when I'm nervous.... and I giggle
4. My diet is based on energy drinks and Carne Asada fries. Somehow, I don't think thats very healthy... lol I excersise tho.
5. I pay attention to details and that can make me an adorable friend/girlfriend.
6. I'm weird, I'm funny, I'm random, I'm sarcastic, I'm sweet, I'm sexy, I'm cute, I'm analytic, I'm possitive, I'm passionate, I'm realistic, I'm probably clinically crazy. But chemical imbalance or not, I seem to be kind of appealing <3


TAG! You're it.


And remember kids: don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12322310/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12322310/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 11:52:21 PDT Post love affliction
Our hearts nightmares won't let this happen again
Name the last time I wrote about something other than you

I'll keep dreaming
Not another word sweetheart
Nothing is perfect, but this has to be someday
So I'll keep dreaming
We have to be someday

When I'm the reflection in her sun bright eye
Knees go weak, and lips quiver
The split second before they meet

This is our annual
If you believed what you felt you would be in love
If we believe

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12160138/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/12160138/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 18:01:22 PDT
]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11978130/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11978130/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 13:49:11 PST

So I was thinking maybe I could sell a kidney in the meantime. Anyone interested??

My liver, spleen, backbone and toes are also available. I'm willing to negotiate prices.

Oh, and my heart recently returned back to market, in case anyone is interested. Thats the most expensive though. I hear you can't really live without it.



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No, it was true. Boys can be so misleading...

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11915406/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11915406/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 22:52:09 PST I'm planning several trips with my friend Maribel. We're going to L.A. next week and maybe to San Francisco after that. I'm looking forward to that <33 Durr life is peachy C:

P.S. expect more doodles soon, I bought these really nice colored pencils and I'm basically drawing on everything that will stay still long enough with them : D

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11762147/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11762147/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 15:29:39 PST I'm officially unemployed starting today C:
Jobs suck C:
But I need one C:
I'll finish my drawing for Jerrids and Neumorins contest today and upload C:
And then I'll turn a redhead C:
Good day to you all youngfellas! C:

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11577320/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11577320/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 14:52:07 PST ive been sketching a lot, and painting huge kitchen utensils o.o but i havent had time to upload stuff
i love how i can turn acrylics to watercolors n.n me loves watercolors n.n
im tired and lazy, mostly because of work and playing wii (fun fun) so sometimes i just sit like a moron and do nothing. like right now n.n
im dying my hair red and white this weekend! yes sir, its about time u_u aaaand, since im bored, here are a buch of questions : O

Do you drink?:
when i get the chance

Favorite movie?:
donnie darko

How much money is in your wallet now?:
some moneys o.o

Last thing you bought?:
food?

Last person you talked to?:
Fernando

What's your nicknames?:
diana lol

Do you get ready in the bathroom or bedroom?:
bedroom

What do you usually do on saturday nights?:
vork! vork! zadly

What's your favorite website?:
deviant art

Are you a boy or girl?:
im a fish! : D

Spell your entire name backwords:
ocsalev lyreb anaid

What is your middle name?:
beryl

Where do you live?:
SAN DIEGO!

Do you live in the same place you have always lived?
hella no, i miss guadalajara and san antonio u.u..

|| IN THE PAST WEEK || o. o

Did you go out of town?:
uh last week

Were you sick at all?:
a little

Did you do anything you regret?:
not yet

Did you fight with someone?:
nope

Did you accomplish anything?:
YESH! i sent poofmongoose her money!! nOn

Did you do anything out of the ordinary?:
i fought a giant purple monster and won

Did you read any books?:
essays, and im reading a new book

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11495742/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11495742/ Fri, 19 Jan 2007 15:54:05 PST
oh and btw, i had a great time in gdl, in case someone is following my journals (which i know no one is n.nu) and i had an awesome birthday and i am no longer in the teen age section u.u turning 20 made me realize that i have to stop playing and start doing sth with my life. i have to stop playing with boys and settle a bit. i will still enjoy life to the fullest but its time to face my responsabilities and do what i have to do. gawd, saying that just made me yawn hahaha

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11330806/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11330806/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 22:14:15 PST [link] [link] I'm not kidding o.o. So she's my sister's baby. She's 22, she got maried when she was 19 and this is her first baby. She's insane, but that's a different story. I also got to see my other sister, the youngest. She's so friggin cool, I forgot how much fun we could have together. I uploaded a picture of her and her Japanese greatness. She's training to get accepted in Cirque du Soleil. Fits her right. I had a good time. I also got to see my mom but I didn't really miss her, she's kind of annoying. Anyways, I flew back to the other coast of the country yesterday and I'm flying to Mexico this Monday. Yesh, I will finally see my boyfriend again. Gawd, I need him. I faked a family emergency at work, I hope I don't get fired when I come back. I really don't think so, I'm the best thing that has happened to costumer service in that place.
So 2007 started. I'm still not used to that number, I keep writting 2006 everytime I write the date. It's only been 5 days since it started but it doesn't look like it's gonna suck that much. At least I hope it doesn't suck as much as 2006 did. I want to feel loved again n.n





ps: my mood isn't really "screwed", that smilie just makes me giggle n.n

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11168374/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11168374/ Sat, 23 Dec 2006 23:28:56 PST I've been very busy lately but i just wanted to wish all the ppl here a HAPPY HOLIDAY!! Don't get too drunk and don't do anything I would (:
[link]

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11090253/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/11090253/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 02:32:37 PST I will look for that guy that saved me today and I will stalk him and eventually have his babies. That was the awesomest thing a stranger has ever done for me.
To all guys out there: WATCH OUT FOR GIRLS AT SHOWS!! We might get pushed to the floor and be stepped on, so be a girl's hero and help her out!

]]> *katrea-romance http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/10919321/ http://katrea-romance.deviantart.com/journal/10919321/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 22:39:30 PST [link]
C:




1) How old do you wish you were?
18, best year of my life.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
At school.

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
I get really angry and I throw a tantrum in front of it.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
When I want to.

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
I dont HAVE to get a tattoo, i want to. And I'm getting the design poofmongoose made for me (:

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Japanese. I love it.

7) Do you know your neighbours?
I dont like them : p.

8) What do you consider a holiday?
Any day without school or work.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
I dont even read it.

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
I'd do anything for him.

11) Are you touchy feely?
I guess.

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Yep.

13) Dream job?
This may sound lame, but I want to own my own Art supply store n.n.

14) Favorite channel(S)?
Any that makes me laugh.

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
Shopping ^o^ (which never happens u.u)

16) Showers or Baths?
Baths, but I take showers u.u.

17) Do you paint your nails?
I used to until I got a job D:

18) Do you trust people easily?
Sadly, I'm too nice u.u.

19) What are your phobias?
Being alone.

20) Do you want kids?
Yes.

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Yes. Several.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
With him.

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
Depends on how tired I am.

24) Are you paranoid?
A wittle bit : D

25) Are you impatient?
Yeah.

26) Who can you relate to?
My twin sister?

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
I really dont care.

28) Have you been burned by love?
Burned, shot, bruised, beaten, you name it.

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
The cingular one, I'm lame : D

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
I think I was telling my boyfriend to get his ass over here cause things in Mexico are hectic right now o.o.

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
"Now??"

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine.

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
Black.

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
Em, my cellie, clothes o.o and my promise ring (yes, I know).

36) What color are your bed sheets?
HOT Pink!

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
3 bucks.

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
The edible part.

39) What's your favorite town/city?
Guadalajara.

40) I can't wait till?
January.

41) Who got you to join myspace?
The Taste of Chaos tour 2 years ago.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
Cinnamon swirls (cereal).

43) How tall are you barefoot?
6 ft.

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?
Nope.

45) Do you own a gun?
No o.ô.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Red Bull/Rockstar.

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I found out that I'm very flirtatious xD Idk, but whatever I do, it works.

48) Do you have A.D.D.?
Yes, do you want it?

49) What time did you wake up today?
8:00am/9:00am/9:30am

50) Current worry?
Is sending money on the mail safe? 9.9.

51) Current hate?
Someone from work.

52) Favorite place to be?
Wherever I'm confortable/my bfs arms.

53) Where would U like to travel?
Scotland, Canada, Japan.

54) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
Waking up, smelling pancakes.

55) What songs do you sing in the shower?
Anything singable.

56) What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Daniella.

57) Worst injury you've ever had?
Physical or emotional?

58)Does someone have a crush on you?
I sure hope so! lol.

59) What's your favorite candy?
Ringpops.

60) What song is stuck i... ]]> *katrea-romance