http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kichigai-shingetsu&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kichigai-shingetsu en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 03:27:04 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/22444155/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/22444155/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 23:28:48 PST Or... I could start drawing it now and then finish it by the time of my 5th year. >w> Since... that is what's probably gonna happen anyway. xD;;;;;;

Anyway, um. I'm totally obsessed with Persona 4 right now..... T__T the last time a game pulled me in like this with the way it's played was FF Tactics A2, and the last time a game pulled me in with its story was Kingdom Hearts that's a lie, Phoenix Wright/Apollo Justice was the last time xD;;;; either way, @A@ I CAN'T STOP PLAYING AHHHH

In other news, Weeaboobies is coming along quite well. >u> It's become kind of notorious in regards to the Japan-fandom (Japandom? *u*; ) podcast community; kind of like Mindless Self Indulgence where people absolutely love it or absolutely hate it. xD Either way, I really love our fans because they're hilarious. =w= Heehee.

AND I GUESS THAAAAT'S IT 8'D

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/20551922/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/20551922/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 11:49:43 PDT do live an hour away from them and so I won't be on every show. xD Also, I don't even stick to the Japanese Interests genre, it seems. >n>;;; The first game I talked about was Spore (I was just that excited, hahahaha). =A=

Anyway, Sam does the anime/manga section, Kelly does the J-dramas/movies section, and Ty does the music part. Of course. >w>

We're thinking of getting one of the dudes we know to do the mecha section, since none of us have ever watched so much that we know tons about it. Just... The popular stuff, you know. Like Evangelion, Big O, Gurren Lagaan, various Gundams, etc.

So, uh. I guess if anyone seeing this is interested in a bunch of douchebaggy playa-hatin' fangirls chattering on and on about stuff we both hate and love, look us up @ [link]

Or you can google Weeaboobies, because that apparently works juss' fine, hahaha. >w> The site itself looks good because Ty's da masta, so if you need some sort of html coolness going on with your stuff, you can get at her via [link] where you'll find other sites she plays with and such.

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
NO I DON'T KNOW WHEN I BECAME SUCH AN ADVERTISEMENT. ~(;0;~)

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/19453897/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/19453897/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:47:31 PDT
DEATH LEDGER'S LAST ROLE.
I NEEDS IT.

I hear he stole the show every time he got on-screen. Joker's my favorite villian, so I must see this. D:
adding insult to injury, I called spencer a few minutes ago to talk about how I really want to see this movie... but he answered and said he had to go because he was in the movie theater, getting ready to watch Dark Knight.
CURSE YOU, FATE.


pps- ;n;
And in other news, the Avatar finale is this weekend! WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH MY LIFE.

Actually, I'm not in all that bad of a mood today! I just feel like wangsting over some of the loves of my life. On.. DeviantArt. Because I already did this on LJ. >n>;
woe.

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/18358973/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/18358973/ Fri, 16 May 2008 22:03:55 PDT
no, but seriously, there was something about it that was so EASY and WONDERFUL. >_>
made me want to draw a million years worth of digital art. ;o; And it loaded up SO FAST. ARGH.

Maybe I'll ask for it for my birthday in a month. o_o;;;;;
In the meanwhile, I'll use my ridiculously slow-loading Photoshop/Painter programs. >n>!!! HMF.






Sigh.
Oh, and in other news, I'm ridiculously addicted to Avatar. Y-yeah. The Nickelodeon show. >o>;;;;;
YA WUTEVA I DU WUT I WANT. >:U

(hahahahahaha god, look at that miserable little cloud. xD)

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/16644020/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/16644020/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 13:24:18 PST Which is such terrible progress, honestly, because I used to rise at least 1000 every month, back in like... 05-06. T____T;;;;

Man. It's not like I don't draw, it's just... >0>;;; I don't really submit anything. xD;;;
Because I never finish it! Dx

Well, okay. o_o




Um. Um. Um. Doing a lot of those art memes, going to do a lot more (because I'm a lazy bum and these are so addictive for a survey whore like me >0>;; ), and then maybe I'll scan my trad. arts on my roomie's scanner to prove I haven't been entirely lazy the past 1 million months. xD;;;;





God, look at that douchebag "flirty" smiley icon down there. xDDDDD Ugh.

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/13221779/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/13221779/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 22:30:37 PDT
I never update this poor DA. ;n; O wells.
So I'm joining this pokedex gijinka project thingy after watching it for a long time because it sounds fun. >:0

This!




o.o
Gonna submit a picture of a chingling I drew in English class in a few days after some colorinz and stuff. *w* Yay.

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/10629085/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/10629085/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:04:38 PST i maid it w/ string n... candEz. o.o





... xD;; And thassaboutit? >o>;
-flees-

]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/9939466/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/9939466/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:40:55 PDT OVER FIVE THOUSAND PAGEVIEWS FTW!

8D Finally.
Been abouttt... two years? @.@; But anyway. This is pretty cool. Um. O.o; I know it takes everyone else like, five seconds to get the same amount, but still. For someone like me who never updates, it's amazing to get views, haha.

O.O So yeah. Thanks to that tabby of mine, I'm drawing way more.
And uh... I've obviously posted quite a few things lately. Yay.

... >.> They're mostly practice with tabby, but it's fun to sketch things with him.
I've even done SOME... coloring practice. Bahaha. You can see those in my scraps, though. O.o;; Headshots, random cute things, etccc~ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/9518061/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/9518061/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:44:46 PDT But Doll simply must find for me. >.> And take pictures. P-L-ZZZZZ. @.@

Because otherwise. I'm just a lame-o. T_T Without pictures.
BUT! If I do have pictures then I'm still a lame-o... but with pictures. Yay<3.

And... and... yeah. >_>;
Life is good other than that whole Otakon thing. And I'll be getting a tablet eventually. o_o So... huzzah~
<333! ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8963222/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8963222/ Sat, 03 Jun 2006 21:04:05 PDT XD But I won't.

WELL, not tooooo much, anyway. o__o It's been about a week since AZ and so my excitement has sorta like... leveled out a bit (I was waiting for pictures before I talked about it, haha). :3 Anyway, I'll just give a brief summary (brief? No way) of what happened.







So. It all begins on Thursday. o__o I pull an all-nighter, basically, working on the shorts of my Obito costume and I think to myself, "HAHAHA how the heck will I stay up tomorrow at school? LOLERSKATES." So I go to bed at around... 4:30 AM? Maybe? And I wake up right when my alarm clock changes to 8. >< Which is precisely when school starts. ..... sooo... I end up skipping. O.O Which isn't good, kids, but it wasn't like anyone was driving me to school anymore and if I get one more late I'll probably end up with detention. @.@ Whereas, I'm still able to like... miss quite a few more days of school. Strange how that works out. ANYWHO, I fall back asleep and wake up at arounddd 3. o___o THEN I GET READY.

... we don't leave the house untillll.... I dunno. 6? 7? Hahahahaha. And it's about 3-4 hours away so we don't get there until 11. xD BUT my loving friends are waiting there for me and steal me away from the hotel I'm staying in (down the street from the hotel where the con is at) and bring me to the convention. ^o^ OH IT WAS GRAND. I stayed until 4 AM. YAY. Hahahaha~

What happened while we were there = YES. So like, I glomp everyone I met at LAST year's AZ (at least who I can find) and we all hang out and then Kibbles does his little BXL songs and we're all in amazement because everyone who'd bought a CD of his last year knows all the lyrics. >___>;; And he was like, "... wow." I liked his new Naruto song. xD It went something like, "Naruto filler... boner killer~" And then we all played MountCarryKnight and then we went to the rave/dance party thing and pretty much danced. Forever. o.o And it was GRAND. @.@ I loved it.

And then I wake up the next day at like... 9. xD So we get there and this is when the really great stuff starts. So we go over there (my friend is dressed up like Sakura and I'm Obito) and we get recruited into this Naruto photoshootish thing like.. as soon as we walk in and try to get to the Dealer's Room. @.@; I ended up escaping behind a Temari's fan because I wanted to go find Kibs & everyone. So yeah. >__>;; I gotta wrap this up, haha, it's becoming way more than just a summary...

SO. We do the usual con stuff, run around, cause minor havoc. THEN we go girly shopping! We walked into the FYE music store and sorta just dance around waiting to make our move. >> So the lady comes over and asks, "Can I help you?" and I tell Kibs to ask her if they have any 'Fai D. Flowright' (or... Fye D. Flowright in some versions. Or is it Fluorite? Whatever.). We sorta just smile to ourselves for a few moments until she returns and says, "The CD is in our records, but we don't have that in stock." ... we ended up walking out of there half shocked and half amazed. XD

THEN we go to Hot Topic and Kibs and Travis dress up in women's lingerie in the changing room. o.o; Jaaaaa. It was great. And weird. And great. AND GREAT. When we finally return to the convention center, we do more stuff and then we get Kibs to dress up in his catbox costume (it's basically a cardboard box painted to look like a cat that he wears around his middle and it's suspended by... suspenders. xDD) and we run around the con yelling, "HAPPY CATURDAY," and "A CAT IS FINE TOO," and, "IS IT CATURDAY YET?" We also add, "Desu desu desu" after every other sentence. >>; Basically, we were a bunch of /b/tards running around AZ, harhar.

So. In conclusion. I didn't leave the con on Saturday until about... 5 AM, closing in on 6. xD; We had LARPed in the hotel and walked around on each and every floor (there were only 10 so it wasn't THAT bad haha) and then we had a Gendo pose for us using Travis as a "bishi table." We saw bats flying around outside when we left, I think. o.O; Or was that Friday? Anyway... Sunday was sad. ;__; Kibbles had walked around with his D'espairsRay briefs outside of his pants and entertained a large amount of people. And then we had to say goodbye at 3 in the afternoon. T_____T I ended up finishing up the rest of my camera on "the sexy people" and drowning my sorrows in henna tattoos (I got two. One on my right hand that is the kanji for wing/feathers and then one on the inside of my left forearm that says pain).

Here's my online album of the con. o.O You can see my Obito outfit in it! n__n
[link]

It has mostly my friends in it or the people I met, because I got too lazy to scan my other pictures. xD;;;; I took a LOT. But the koolaid man is there so... y'kno... ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8809225/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8809225/ Thu, 18 May 2006 15:41:03 PDT
I'm totally and FINALLY freakin' finishing my Fem no Jutsu Obito costume. O.o I even think I decided on a hairstyle for it, haha. Since Obito's similar to Naruto but also since Fem is different from Sexy (XD; Obviously), I'll probably put my hair into two low braids. O.o; I tried it out, it looked like... I dunno. Cute? Hahaha. It looked girly. xD;; I think that's what I should've been aiming for in the first place...

And as for my Haku costume, I've got to draw the purple swirlies on it. T___T;; I'm getting metallic marker for that, it's used to draw on fabric from what I know (i.e., when I last saw a box of them around the house, which was Ra-knows-when, it said that you could draw on clothing and it would stay). >>; YES it's the pink Haku outfit because 1) I'm lazy and 2) I don't want to half-arse a Haku cosplay. o__o;; If I try to do battle clothing!Haku, I'd feel all guilty without the mask nor headband, haha, and I suppose I'd just buy a headband there but... also.... >___>; I don't really like my hair up. -lazylazylazy-

I should consider Shikamaru in the future, hahaha.

BUT SRSLY, I think I've found a few other characters from other series I want to try. O.o For instance, I'm getting into this cute and really silly anime called Princess Princess. xD; Yeah, it's sorta cheating if I'm gonna just wear lolita outfit and say I'm Yuujirou in his princess outfit, but I won't do that. I want to make their boy outfit or something... o__o;; Hmm. I want to be Mikoto, honestly. He's got pink hair! XD Or maybe Tooru. Next year I'll be a senior, so I'm not sure if I want blue hair for my graduation pictures or anything... o.o;; I mean, that'd be freakin' rad, but y'know. Haha. When I get into college I will be able to broaden my cosplay horizons, so to speak. XD; I can't dye my hair or even cut it short right now because my parents will get all attack-y on me and stuff. =.=;;;; Merrr.

Oh, I've also been getting into this manga called Dogs. o_O I ADORE the drawing style... and I could seriously consider actually cosplaying a GIRL for once, hahaha. ><; Even if it'd only be Naoto from the story. I would really want to do Haine, but I'm not sure... xD; He's really cool. I want to see a Haine cosplayer next week. O.O That'd be GRAND. <3 Or even a Badou cosplayer!! n___n

I mean, it's a small con in comparison to a lot of others that happen on the east coast (I mean, really... compared to Otakon and stuff like that ><; Haha.), but I still got more than enough pictures last year. O.o;; And there was quite a bit of stuff to be seen. I guess because I was new to the scene last year so it seemed so... y'know... CRAZY. XD Well it's alright, even if it's not so new this year, I'm going to be hanging out with a lot of my good friends I met LAST year! It's gonna be greatttt. Kibs and I made plans to bring out group to the local mall to go "girly shopping," hahaha. We'll pretty much run around in our outfits, using our complete character personalities and see what happens. O.o;; One of our group is Itachi (not me this time around, mind you! Haha), so that'll be interesting. XD And we've also got a KIBA (no duh XD)! And hopefully my favorite little Hinata-chan shall come along too and I'm quite sure my Sakura friend whom I'm bringing to AZ myself will be there too. O.o Oh gosh. ...... and then there I will be, the XX version of Obito. >>; I'll call them youngins. -nodnod- I'll even bring eye drops. XD; I have to! Without them I'm just not an Obito at all! x3 AND I'LL GLOMP THE KAKASHI COSPLAYERS. Hahahaha.

YESSSS. >> I found an upside to being an Obito. I get to glomp the Kakashi folks. O.O; .... or argue pointlessly with them, but HEY. I'll be wearing my I Yaoi shirt instead of a plain black one for Obi (hello, fem no jutsu here? Lawl), so I think glomping Obito's favorite man is pretty much expected. xD AND IF THERE'S A YONDAIME LIKE LAST YEAR I SHALL BE HAPPY. NEED MOAR YONDY. >w<

Last year we had ZERO Hakus. D: Despite the fact that we had TWO Zabuzas! How sad. >>;; And I told you this was a small con, most convention pictures I see on the intarwebs have a million Zabuzas, twice as many Hakus, fifty million Kakashis.... and so on. XD;; Oh snap, I'm wondering if new!Sasuke cosplayers will be there. O.o;;; I hope they shave their chests (if they're boys! I can't forget crossplayers, DESPITE Sasuke's new outfit!) if they're doing him.... =___=;; I'm not one for a hairy Sasuke, hahaha.






AND HERE'S TO HOPING BABY GAARA SHALL BE THERE AGAIN! http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8552436/ Sat, 22 Apr 2006 15:41:36 PDT -first best friend: back when I was in Germany, I was in kindergarten and the only other English-speaking girly there was named Melissa. xD She was my firstfirstfirst best friend.
-first imaginary friend: >>; It was a hamster. Don't really remember the name, but for now I'll call him CRAIG.
-first pet's name: Elvis. x3 He was a doggeh.
-first piercing: My earrrrsssss, like... a few minutes after I was born. XD
-first crush: Some kid named Shane back in like... 3rd or 4th grade? o.O;
-first CD: @.@; I don't know.
-first car: A wonderful thing called NONEXISTENT, haha.
-first school: don't remember it's name, but it was in Germany. o.O Our cubbies weren't number-fied either, they went by cute little pictures. I had a mushroom.
-first kiss: XD Lawl.

Nine lasts
-last time you smoked: Nevah.
-last food you ate: Umm... o.O chicharrones.
-last car ride: >_> Oh no... er... uh... OH coming back from the mall. XD
-last movie you watched: High School Musical. XDDD
-last phone call: My mum I think.
-last bubble bath you took: >.O; Not since I was a wee one.
-last song you listened to: o_o; Oh no. Uh... I don't remember. @.@;; I think it was Coin-Operated Boy, that's the last one I can actually RECALL, haha.
-last fight: Nevah? n.n;;

Eight have you ever...
Dated your best friend: Nah.
Been arrested: Nooo.
Skinny Dipped: >> Bathtubs count?
Been on TV: I don't know. o.O
Kissed someone and regretted it: Lolololol.
Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: Nooo.
Been on a blind date: XD Oh gosh, it might be scary, huh? I'd certainly hope the person was at least INTERESTING. ><
Been out of the country: Yesh. o.o

Seven things you are wearing...
Sleepy clothes.
Hairtie
... uh... hair clips?
.... underwears.
T_T More underwears
nail polish HAH
Um... TOEnail polish. XD

Six things you've done today...
SLEEP
Walk the dog
eat o.O
Make pizza *__*
fixed Mara's hair
chide myself for not doing my Obito costume =.=;

Five favourite things
NicoNico
AKUROKU SQUEEEEE xD
writing/drawing
Roleplaying
cosplaying

Four people you trust the most
Doll
Shea
Kibs
Julie

Three choices
.... huh? Um. Lifestyle
Love. >_>
Friends? :3

Two things you want to do before you die...
>.O; Do exciting things!
Maybe... secretly... write a script for a Broadway musical and get it done..... o.o;;

One person you want to see...
I'd like to see Doll in her promdress so I can see how grand it looks xD ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8534814/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8534814/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 18:32:11 PDT 4000 HITS. @.@;;; After like, 2 years here, hahaha. >>;; Maybe I should step up the pace? xD; But anyway, this is actually quite some progress from when I got my first 1000, which was around the beginning of last year. o.O; Mmhm.

Anyway, I'm surprised I've been getting ANY pageviews, haha. @_@; It's not like I've done much in the past couple of months... merf. Just poems. >.O; I need to post up more art. >___>;; When I get my drawings back from the lit.mag., I'll probably post those pieces, they're actuall a bit presentable. XD;

So likeeee, I've been obsessed with Axel and Roxas from Kingdom Hearts 2 for a while now, like since I was first able to get my hands on the game. xD Their pairing is PRETTY MUCH CANON, hahahaha. I mean, in the beginning I was like, "Awww yay, I've got a couple I can make out of these two!" and then as the game went on I was like, "... errr... wow, they uh... wow. o_o; They're sorta canon, huh?" Haha, but it's true!! T____T;; They're like, really canon. Yeahyeah, suresure, BEST FRIENDS. >>; How old could Axel be? Maybe latelatelate teens (18 or 19) to early twenties? He doesn't look that young nor act that young, despite how he sometimes is. xD; And then Roxas would have to be like, the same age as Sora so.... 15. =/ Yeah. Best friends? ..... >>;;;;; What did they have in common? Heehee. Besides the fact that Roxas is all pretty-faced like a little doll and Axel has the tendency to wear tight clothing for whatever reason. @.@; I was thinking it was because of his fire-chakram, but now I'm wondering if it's because he knows he's a fan-favorite, haha. x3

I've been doodling a lot of these two. o__o;; And writing a lot of these two. n__n;; Hahaha. SHAMELESS PLUG ALERT.
Soooooo, y'see.
I've got this fanfic going on right now that I posted the first chapter of on here.
Nobody Keeps Secrets.
>.>; Obviously, from my previous rambling, it's an AkuRoku piece of work. BUT it's not a bunch of shameless fluff. Er... I don't think it is.... @.@;;; Either way, it's not there yet!! O_O I like to put work into these fictional relationships, kekeke. So anywho, it's AxelXRoxas, and the story is based around the Organization and their days there. :3 And, well, secrets kept, duh. It seemed to me that everyone in that group had their own little stories that need to be told but they wouldn't open up to each other for real because it's not like anyone had a heart!! T___T; Though, for some reason, Axel and Roxas became REALLYREALLY good friends... hahaha. Gee, I wonder why. So, my story is pretty much going to circle around secrets and eventually some drama and blawblawblaw. >_>; I like to write drama, but I feel better when I write comedy into my work too, haha. I mean, one of the main things that happens in the first chapter is Demyx and Axel having a fight under Roxas's bed. @.@; Which might not seem funny to some people, but I find it to be so silly and maybe even ironic. -cough-

SO YA. Fanfic. Check it outtt~
[link]
The first chapter = about... 4 pages. The second is about 10. >>;; Ehehe.
But only because I had sorta stopped prematurely in the first chapter to see what the general reaction to the story would be. o.O; Now I'll hopefully be getting so into each chapter, hah. @____@;; And yeahhh, I oughtta finish AGS too. x.x;;; But I've just gotten so out of my Naruto boyluff phase, and even MORE now thanks to KH. >>;;;;; Blargh. Oh vell.

o.o;; And if you're wondering why I'm plugging this fic so much it's because I'm actually proud of the writing. O.o; Like.... I liked it. For once. xD And I reallyreallyreally enjoy this coupling because 1) it's terribly easy to write and 2) it's pretty much one of the FEW canon pairings I like. ;D HAHAHA, yeah. I said it again, AkuRoku = canon.





>< I HOPE FOR ROXAS AND AXEL COSPLAYERS AT ANIMAZEMENT~ -begs them- D: Please be there. ;_____; I want some pictures. -hopes&wishes- I'd do it myself, but there is NO WAY I'd be able to pull off a Roxas NOR Axel. XD Or even a Demyx! And no way in hell I'm doing Namine and Kairi. >____> Screw female characters, HARHAR. -crossplayer fo' lyf- xD;;; ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8359199/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8359199/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 23:26:40 PDT
Erhem. Just needed to randomly spam the world with that statement. xD You may all go on with your daily life.







... I'd also like to mention how bitter I am towards the Spring part of Daylight Savings Time because they steal away my extra hour of snoozing. >>; Grrrr. Luckily for them, when it happened, I was playing KH2. So. Mer. I was up until 6 or so that day, hahaha. *__*

I adore that game, it's quite fun!! I love Roxas, I might draw him sometime in the future. Maybe holding hands with Axel or something cute like that. x3 I love Axel's little... friendship with Roxy, it's so adorable and FRIENDISH (or is it? Hohoho). -sigh- o__o So much of that sea-salt ice cream makes an appearance though, Mr. Squaremandude who designed the stuff for the game must've really enjoyed that type of ice cream. o.O Makes me want to try it one of these days.

.... must finish Haku and Obito costumes. T____T; But April is such a busy month for me. I still have to finish Doll's present, I'm being forcefully commissioned (... erk, not really, pretty much just forced @_@) to draw for the silly lit. magazine, and I've also got Prom and this crazy English project. Blargh. And KH2. >>; Double blargh, haha. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8338507/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8338507/ Sat, 01 Apr 2006 22:28:50 PST >; Okay sooo. I'm supposed to write 6 random/weird facts about myself. Here goes:

1) I'm totally meevXcore and stuff. HARHARHAR.

2) I think I have too many emotive face things for the Intarwebs. x_x;

3) I'll watch dubbed versions before I watch subbed ones (if I have the choice in front of me, of course). I like to look at the art THEN see if they changed the story any or if it's easier to understand when I read it later. o.O And I don't think all dub voices are that bad! Only a few. ><

4) I think I have a fetish for pink hair or something. D: I love it to DEATH. AHHH. People with pink hair are my heroes.

5) I have some social phobias, sorta. >__>; I don't usually talk to boys unless they know someone I know, and I rarely approach people in person, only when I really like to talk to them or something. And male peers I don't know who randomly talk to me, like, during class or something, I'll just look at and expect to go away, half-ignore, or speak to in a rather condescending tone. Hence why I have like... maybe 2 or three guys whom I'm actually good friends with and am NOT related to. Hahaha.

6) I seriously do think I'm a gay guy in a girl's body. o.O All men beware, I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing. Haha~ But you know... at least I'm able to be a girl. <_<; Too bad I'm one of those... straight-like gay guys, huh? -no fashion sense- x_x;

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Lolololol. xD ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8246145/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8246145/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 13:09:48 PST
Oh wait, before I go on.
SPOILER WARNING.

Okay, anyway. So it seems that Sasuke is the angry housewife. xD
He's all like, "HMF, OROCHIMARU." And Orochimaru is all like, "Lol." And then Orochi presents him with Sai, saying he's a little present to Saucegay. Hahaha. Yes. I can see the oncoming fanfics/RPs now. XD Anywho, I'm thinking next chapter Sasuke is FINALLY going to show his little face. Or maybe the chapter after. >__>; You know how Kishimoto likes to play his games. And I guess Sai killed his brother, huh? UNLESS... his older brother is someone else?

And WHEN THE HECK is Akatsuki gonna come back? T___T I like Akatsuki. I wanna know what's up with dizzy-mask-person-man. And yeah. =__=; Hrmfff. I dislike waiting for it to come out. It's so... tedious. Grawr. Oh vell.

Now time for the RANT warning. Lolololol.

I've heard some kids complain that they won't like Naruto so much if he has to go out and save the world and all that. .... well... what do YOU suggest he do? This IS a shounen manga, with depth & feeling of course, but nonetheless. Fighting is what he does. >.>; With people, it's either there's not enough violence/"truth" (-cough-dubhaters-cough-), or OMG he totally changed his style.

..... okay. Maybe he just LIKES the way he draws now and it's been a way he's been striving to get to for a while? And now he's finally there, you say you don't LIKE it? While I will admit, I liked the crosshatch shading and blawblawblaw of before, if this is what he's doing now, I can't complain. Just... gimme a chapter every week. T___T;;

And then there's the dubbed version. Which. I. Have. NOTHING. Against. I mean, seriously. Am I the only one who was annoyed of Naruto's JAPANESE voice? ><; His English one is pretty much the same. I had to get used to it before, so. Whatever. Let the kids get used to it on tv. And the believe it phrase? HELLO, dattebayou. And then the kids who DO suddenly know all about that try to defend themselves by saying, "Well, only the ignorant DUB version watchy people acknowledge BELIEVE IT!" ..... uh, sure? Maybe some people don't WANT to download in order to watch anime. Maybe people watch anime to WATCH it and not to read it? Of course I do love my subbed versions, but if I'm given the option, I'll watch it dubbed BEFORE watching it subbed because I want to look at all the awesome little animated details. Well, if there IS awesome little animated details, I mean. It could be really simply animated and hardly beautiful or something. >.>;

ANYWAY. It's not that you don't like the dubbed version. It's that you don't like the people who sometimes CAN ONLY watch the dubbed version. Ugh. UGH. That's what I dislike. And besides the STORY IS ALL THE SAME. AHHH. Oh wow, what a BIG difference. So they cut out the kiss (the first time it showed). Okayyyy. I was sorta mad about that, but then I realized I had to be CONSIDERATE to all the OTHER PEOPLE who were probably watching. As funny and silly as that is, who knows what crazy, distraught parents will do if they find their 7 yr. old son reenacting an otherwise harmless scene from Naruto. ...... >.>;;; There is a chance they'll reenact it, I've been 7 before. We reenacted everything to a dot, like mini actors and actresses. Silly kids.

Anyway, the reason why I mentioned they had only cut it out the FIRST time it showed was because later, when Sasuke was all like, "omggg owww I = ded naruto lol.... -dies/faints/sleepytime-" after he was poked enough by Haku's needles, they seemed to accidentally leave it in. You know, when all the little memory blocks pop up, hahaha. Yeah. It was there, and it was obvious. Oh man.

OKAY ANYWAY. And for those of you whom seem to believe that blood is what makes the program, ahem? Don't tell me you've only been watching Naruto for the bloodspills? If the network felt they couldn't show such copious amounts of bleeding, even from the nose, then they made that decision. o_O; I don't think it took anything away at all, my little sister was too amused at Naruto just turning into a naked woman to even NOTICE the people 'flying away at high speed.' That was pretty much all she talked about, too. @.@; "HAHAHA, DID YOU SEE? He turned into a girl and he was NAKED!!!"

.... hahaha, they were probably pushing the limit there. xD But hey, since it comes on at 9-10 (whenever they feel it should come on) PM, I guess they could. They DO show blood too. Just... not crazy amounts of it. I mean, everyone else was able to get the gist that Haku's heart was PRETTY MUCH 'sploded after Kakashi's Chidori. =_=; People aren't that stupid, haha.

SO THAT WAS MY RANT. Lawlawlawl. Enjoy the rest of your... day. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8173511/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8173511/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 22:14:40 PST DOWNWARD SPIRAAAAAAL~

Lawl. Inside joke. :3
















[P.S.] Yes, I do realize this was a blatent act of spam on watcher's lists. D: I send my apologies to all.... 2 of you. -tosses flowers- ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8129365/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8129365/ Sat, 11 Mar 2006 09:37:30 PST
I figured that legal notice was something like this, just never took the time to really read it and care. o.O; I'm not going to get into the artist business, so that may be why it really doesn't matter to me. But this certainly explains why I've been seeing more fanart than original characters from the people I watch. -nodnod-
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Personally, it doesn't change what I'll be doing. Though now I'll be more etchy post poems up, because I might do writing on the side when I get older. My art however? Hahahaha, it's not that awesome, they'd rather use a more artistically skilled person on whatever it is they'll be using art on. If they do. >> For all you shounen-ai artists, go to y!gallery to submit work, haha. I think that's what I'll be doing.

Or join sheezyart or whatever. o.O This is all if you really care what they do to your work, which may be the majority of you, I don't know. I'm wondering if this will apply to art you've posted BEFORE they started doing that legal notice thing.

...... >_>; Makes me wonder if I should miss Jark. <_<; Hrm. Anyway, I do agree that I do post my stuff on here to have it be critqued and blahblahblah, not for the site to use it in WHATEVER way the person who wrote this thought they might. I don't know how they'll use it. Maybe photographs or something, that would make sense. o.O

Anywayyyy, just spreading the word. -ninja poof- ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8059994/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/8059994/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 20:35:01 PST _> And maybe see what special features are on Corpse Bride. <3 SO MUCH ME WANTS. =____=;;

Anyway. So I've also sorta been listening to a band called Spill Canvas. >.> Still obsessed with Archie Star, too. -sigh- And I cannot waittt until Kingdom Hearts 2 is finally out. @.@ SO CLOSE, AHHH. Even though I pretty much already looked into all the secrets. >.> They're just not the same until you WATCH them though. -nodnod- And besides, I want to hear whether or not Jesse McCartney does a fine Roxas. o.o Lance Bass did quite well (in my opinion, anyway) with Sephiroth, soooo I guess Roxas should get about just fine too. :3 Mhm.

-shiver- <_< It's supposed to be getting warmer. But my room goes through cold waves by itself. ><;

Soooo, like. Animazement is creeping up. :3 Again! Oh man, I've missed it. The people, the friends I made, it was just so much fun! I swear, is it always like some anime Wonderland when you go to your first convention? xD I guess it MIGHT get old if you go to several of them a year, but so far I've only been to one. <.< Sooooo yepyep, it's def not old to me yet! Haha. n___n My friends and I are gonna have SO MUCH FUN, a lot of us have already planned out all kinds of stuff. Even things to do OUTSIDE of the con!

For instance, I suggested a couple of us go shopping at the mall in full costume. xD And maybe in full character personality too? Heehee. >w< That'd be GREAT. Ohmanohmanohman. I hope I have my Haku costume done by then. I might have to get my mum's friend to help with that one, I really really really want it to turn out nicely. T___T And done FASTLY, seeing as how I procrastinate WAYYY too much. -cough-Sorry,Obito-cough- By the way, I shall have Obito's costume (HOPEFULLY!) done by AZ. o.O;;; I had gotten stuck at one part because I started wondering if maybe I'd rather be femme no jutsu Obito instead, seeing as how I can't have short hairs for Obito then long for Haku >.>;; (and wigs can be annoying, especially with all the jumping around I'm gonna do @.@).

So, for Obito, I drew out my next course of action. >_> I'll be doing shorts with the blue material I'd gotten (I bloody love what I have so far, even if it's NOT perfect, due to my ineptness at sewing by hand x___x blah.), then sort of leg warmers that bell out at the bottoms. o.O You know, what COULD be sexy no jutsu, but I'm not going to reveal like... any skin hahaha. Except for the space between the shorts and the leg warmer parts. XD;;;

As for the black undershirt? Hmmm, I was thinking just to wear my I Yaoi shirt, HAHA. :3 I hope I find goggles, soon. <.<;;; Even if I don't, I guess I can just go ghetto and paint the seethrough part of some Obito-ish goggles I find at Toys R Us er something, HAHA. D: I hope I succeed at being a good girly Obito, haha. As for the pigtails?? FORGET THAT haha, and I should go to the rave in that Obito outfit too... >w> Heehehehe.

................. I loved being in costume. I felt so cool and like.... well, like Itachi. XD Like, when I passed by some other Naruto fans, they'd actually look at me in either mock fear or like, as if they disliked me then grin and take a picture, heh. :3 I mean, I wasn't the BEST Itachi (there were MUCH BETTER ONES, I mean, I wasn't even canon Ita xD), but I still got glomps from fangirls. <33 Heehee, this year maybe I won't be so afraid to give cool-looking cosplayers glomps instead? x3

This is turning into a very long post about cosplaying. T__T; But what can I say? I'm so excited! Haha. n____n I really can't wait. Oh, and Prom is coming up in April too, ackkkk. =.=;;;;; I better ask my mum soon if I can bring Nicole, I keep looking for the most oppurtune time, but then one of my sisters usually interjects or something. AHHH. (the reason why I'm sketchy is because she lives 3 hours away, and I'm hoping we'll be able to give at least one drive for Nicole either to home or from home, because I mean... I am the one wanting her to go. @.@) Merflerrrr. I think I'll get back to my various school projects now. x_____X;; NightE~ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7917101/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7917101/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 14:48:38 PST _> I listen to them over and over. I don't know, I like his voice.... and his tunes. Very laidback and stuff. <3 Laidback, haha. Sooo yeah.

[link] <--- look here to check him out. :3 My favorite is Apologies On Napkins.

Okay, now that that's all done with... I really dislike my computer class. T____T I do believe this is the first time I've ever wanted to fall asleep in front of a computer screen. Holy shaiza. It's INSANE. >< I don't know... just so boring. The old lady teaching us is nice, just... the course itself is so random and... for Ra's sake, so pointless to me! Why the heck was I even talked into taking this course?! x__x I hate it, it really IS a waste of my time learning things that I've either already known since.... forever. Or learning things that I've already learned in Keyboarding. Or things that I could SO EASILY look up in the program's HELP SECTION. THAT IS WHY IT'S THERE. Holy shiz, just because some people have no clue that that exists, does this mean I should be subjected to the torture? u___u;; And agh... the kids in there..... it's just one of those classes where you can REALLY TELL it's supposed to be a freebie-course. Like, the kids in there, about half of them were gone for ISS today. >_> Geezums. What the freak am I doing in that class? Oh yes, because someone recommended it to me. Last time I ever listen to recommendations where I ALREADY have a bad feeling about the class's course description. Ugh....

At least last time, Biomed Tech was actually fun. But I suppose that's only because I like medical... ness.... <<; -sigh- Well that was one heckuva rant, I've been wanting to complain for a few days now. UGH, hate that class. So stupid. So pointless. NEVER AGAIN. NEVER AGAINNN. ARGH. -slaps everyone else in that class- They're all a bunch of knaves.

...... wait, no, one of the girls in there is pretty cool looking. And Shawn has a semi-crush on her, haha. x3 Because she's really cute XDD So yeah, she's safe from my womanly wrath. All the freshmen, though? They must.... disintegrate into thin air or something. BLARGH.




.... you know it's not often I rant or complain about anything. u___u So yeah. -sigh- That's all. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7898064/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7898064/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 16:40:20 PST

......... I guess that's all I've got to say. XD; Except I found what I want for my birthday! [link] >__> I wants. -covetcovet- <___< It's so... grand. Kibbles got it a few days ago, and like.... so awesome. >< And so cheap. -squee-

WELL, anyway, I guess that's 'bout it. o_o Except the people who work at the office of my school are QUITE idiotic and stupid and stuff. Want to know why? Well, I'll tell you why ANYWAY. Y'see, my parents sent me flowers through this delivery flower peeps to the school to give to me for Valentine's Day, and when the delivery dude goes up and tells them I'm supposed to receive the flowers, they're like, "She doesn't go to this school."

............................ Uh. We've got a LOT of students. Look a WEE bit harder, idiots at the office, okay? -slaps them-

And that's about it for now. n___n you all! (especially a certain Dollface) <33333333 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7859935/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7859935/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 20:56:41 PST
~kichigai-shingetsu
Obito <3

* is a Pseudo-Intellectual
* is Female
* is a deviant since Mar 27, 2004, 12:45 AM
* has 3,500 pageviews
* is located in United States
* is online

>_>;; I hit 3,000 back in November, which seems like forever ago when I think about it. ><; And now I'm halfway to 4000 already, and without having posted much of ANYTHING? Geezums, I feel cool. Not as cool as others must feel but EHHHH dude, I haven't DONE anything during this time period. XD

ANYWAYYYY, so it's February. 14th is this upcoming Tuesday. >_> I don't have a problem with V-day, it's rather stoic for me! I get more hugs than usual, whee~ That's always fun. ANDDDD I guess I should call all my special friends that day too, huh? XD Anyway, so Kibs's birthday is on the 12th, I'm drawing something for that, so it should be posted up soon. ><;;

And that is my.......... current life? in a nutshell. Also, Pre-Cal isn't as evil as I thought it would be, so yay. >_> Just a little annoying right now because this part is... blah. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7678451/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7678451/ Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:30:51 PST .>; -sigh-

And then we were talking about how Katsu is a woman. ... because... we're mean like that. XD No no, because he's really just into his hair and his makeup and all that. >_>;; That woman. He's like Sai. .... only Katsu likes loves Sasuke. o.O;; And yeah.

SOOOOOO myep, we went to the mall yesterday and bought matching collars. XDD Like, we took forevar doing ALL THIS HARD WORK of trying to find a decent looking collar that I could also wear to school (we can't have large chains nor spikes >_>; Mer.) and we finally found some at Claire's haha. n___n;; After looking in both Spencer's and Hot Topic. x_x Psh. Anywho, so the collars already had these cute little red heart trinkets on them but we were like, "WELL, we can take em off and replace them with our engraved things." And so we went to an engraving store place and we got these cute little hearts and chose the font for our little engravings andddd mine says 'prince' and hers says 'Doll.' n______n They're really cute! And they're cool and match-y and the style's pretty open despite it being a collar and all, because of the way it's made. O.o I could probably wear it even with my Sunday best! >_> It's... GREATTTTT. Like Frosted Flakes. <33

AND YEAHHHH so I had fun, spin-kicked people in the throats, pimp-smacked some middle-aged men with our pimp canes, and totally pwned some people with scary images/messages. o.O; The End.

OH WAIT. And we screamed while playing Fatal Frame 2 on XBox using their projector. @.@; Real The End. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7605226/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7605226/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 20:17:32 PST _> But ehhh.

ANYWAY, so I joined this handy little Roleplaying forum, if any of you'd like to join as well, it's at [link] But as forewarning, we're all quite open-minded there so there are quite a few slash roleplays going on. O.o -nod- Just warning j00. But it's a VERY lovely site, and there are non-slash roleplays (.... I think.... >.> .... hrm) going on.

Okay well, in other news, I suddenly got a cellphone. O.o;; And by suddenly I mean it quite literally. As in my mum just walked in with a cellphone box and handed me a... er Nokia. It's cute and smallish, and it has a flippy top. x3 I stuck Roxas from KH2 as my background image already. XD And I have Hikari as my ringtone. It's basically quite KH themed. O.o;

........... I'm thinking of naming it Roxas too. >.> Because. <3 But that all depends on whether or not I see a cooler name than Roxas (though, honestly, WHAT cooler name IS THERE? ROXAS, COME ON!).

So yep. o__O I'll catch ya'll on the flip side. -ninja poof- ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7543831/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7543831/ Sun, 08 Jan 2006 10:54:33 PST
HAPPY NEW YEAR! n___n

Anywho... so I didn't even have to wake up on Christmas morning. o.o I just sorta stayed up all night roleplaying and then before I knew it, it was like almost 7 in the AM. @.@; Which is probably something to be expected from me... anyways, because my sisters like to open MY presents (or at least peek at them), I decided to carry mine upstairs to my room and just leave them there until morning. >.>

ANYWAY, then when I woke up at like... 12 because my sister finally said, "SO THAT'S WHERE THEY WERE!", I opened them. n__n SOOOO yeah, I got my Edward Scissorhands hoodie (BESTEST HOODIE EVARRRR, I call it Edward XD), my Edward t-shirt (... >.> My friend says now I have Johnny Depp on my boobs. o_o; That wasn't the reason I got the shirts but... I'm not complaining.. XD), a SAMURAI CHAMPLOO SHIRT, REPRESENT!!!! (Ohh I love that anime XD), some black Converse sneakers (o.o My sister and my mum bought them for me, it was one of the unexpected surprises xD), A SCARFFFFF I named him Craig, Panic! At the Disco CD (AHHH YAY <33 they pwn, I loooove their songs, they all make you want to dance O.O), some other random things and then...........

The most random present I've ever gotten. o_o Beef Jerky. Again, not that I'm complaining seeing as how that's probably one of the best gift ideas EVAR, but.... still. XD

Hmmm and then I got other things from relatives and all, but what I listed above were the important thingehs.

.......................... uh.... OH so yeah, I'm working on stuff to post up here!! o_o;;;; Just... really slowly. >_>; Our school's schedule = screwed up, so Finals are like next week and stuff so we've had to work hard even OVER CHRISTMAS BREAK. My RA, it's ridiculous! So yeah. I've got like... one story, a few pictures... and other stuff. o.O; Mer. But yeah.... I guess that's it! ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7387983/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7387983/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 01:06:49 PST Spoilers?

.... I don't even have to understand the words to know that Naruto is slowly getting CLOSERANDCLOSERANDCLOSERANDCLOSER to Sasuke's appearence!!! *w* WHEEEEEE

Just seeing Orochimaru in those last few pages let me know. TwT Ah... I love you, foreboding appearence of Sasuke. ..... now let's watch him grow up to be either a sickeningly hideous teen, or one of the most bishi creatures to have ever graced the world of manga. >_>;;; ..... I'll be blinded either way, the only difference is in one I'll be horrified, in the other I'll feel that I can die happy. <3

LET'S GO, BISHI-SUKE!!!

PS: I also heard that the next new Naruto game will have the Time Jump version of the characters in it.... SQUEEEEEE if so, I will simply HAVE to own it. =w= I want to play Sai~ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7322282/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7322282/ Thu, 15 Dec 2005 19:38:19 PST w> Okay, yes I can, it's only in about one bloody week. xD Not so hard. It came up pretty fast. O.o; I got a few presents today from my friend, she gave me a teddy bear with a cute wittle hat and one of those HUGE Hershey's Kiss things. <333333 I lurve it. n____n >___>;; I still need to buy my friends gifts. x_x; I don't have a job, so I can't exactly... buy things. T__T;; But if someone gives me something, I give them a thank you present, you know? n_n For thinking of me and so on. <3 I like giving presents. xD I just don't do it often. >_>;;

Mmm.. and soon Valentine's Day will be here. =_=;; Not exactly... my best FRIEND when it comes to holidays but... you know how it is. XD; I want to get something for someone. =3 Nicole. There we go. XDD

...... hrmm.... <.< I cannot wait until Animazement, all my friends that I made this year and became better friends with over the Interwebs, I'll finally get to have like... REAL FUN with them and all. =3 It'll be so great, I hope they all make it! n__n It will be sooo much funz and eeeeep I can't wait for THAT. *w*

....................... SIGH. Christmas in our new house. O.o; My room is always freezing. >_>; Oh vell. Hmm... I asked for an Edward Scissorhands tshirt and a hoodie of him and a Samurai Champloo hoodie and.... @_@ Yeah. XD Plus the Panic! At The Disco CD. o.O w00t. Mm, but yeah. >.>; My younger sister wants a cell phone. My littlest sister wants an elf. <.< So he can "make more toys" for her, she says. xD She also wrote down Gamebox on her list because she couldn't spell cube.

... we already have a Gamecube though (I call him Gamekyuubi), what she wants is her own. =_=;; Merfler. Well, anyway... SLEEPY TIME FOR ME. Because I've grown bored of typing. o.O NightE~ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7303393/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7303393/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:26:53 PST
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The end. NOW time for the thing I yoinked from my imouto-chan's journal.
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If you came here to read this, here's your task list for today!

(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.
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... T__T; I'm bored. PLEASE humour me? Maybe? @.@ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7240844/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7240844/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 19:02:55 PST now still afraid for my life. The people who've died in the past week alone that I know include:

Three. Actually, just the two. (That's odd to say. "Just" two people died. >.> Pshh.)

I'm glad, Tita Jenn didn't actually die. I misheard my mum earlier when she was crying. >_>; But she still has a brain tumor, so I'm not sure what'll happen now. =/ I'm happy she'll be able to spend Christmas with her new family, though. So this is much better news than what I had before.

But really, I don't want to hear about any more bad things happening. >___> I'm really wondering where the end of 2005 is leading to. o.O ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7221915/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7221915/ Sun, 04 Dec 2005 16:03:08 PST w> This is so silly and cute, I can't STOP watching it."

.... I lurve cockatiel. ;w; That little bird possessed by a little boy, his voice was so cute. "Hello mister, my name is Shibota Yuuichi." I was like *w* AWWWW. So cute. Hrmmm I have a headache though, I'd probably enjoyed sitting in one place for so long a lot more if I didn't have to keep getting up to go get tissues. >__> I think I caught something from one of my classmates, blehhh.

O_o But yeah. Tomorrow is Monday RAWR. T___T; Also, I read 286 for Naruto and Sakura made THAT FACE again. You know... the one where she is supposed to look tough but she looks more like a scary mountain woman. @___@ If Sai's too-womanly face wasn't there to balance things out, I don't know what would've happened.

... oi, oi. Did anyone else remember how in 285 Naruto was arguing with Sakura over Sasuke being hotter than Sai? >w> Ohohoho. I was so amused. She was all like, "Oh, but Sai is SORTA like Sasuke, they have similar insulting attitudes and their faces are alike," and Naruto was like, "EHH? No WAY, Sasuke looks WAYYY better than Sai! ... I MEAN, Sai looks much less attractive than Sasuke," And Sakura makes a face like, "lol, i new it all allong, nratuo u r so gey."

... -snicker- Chatspeak and mispellings and all. >w< Haha. AND THEIR NEW JOUNIN'S FACE!!! AHHHH my Ra, his face is so crazily designed, he looks like a Hollow. ;___; He's like, "BOO NARUTO" and Naruto is like "Ahhhh dun rape meh," and Sai is like "Oo lala, hello ladies," to the women in the springs next to them. But then they're like, "Sorry, we don't swing that way." and swim off. =x Poor Sai.

But yeah, I want to be a Shinigami!! *___* I want a cool big sword so I can whap Hollows and save Pluses and so on and so forthhh. @.@ Ano... I must remember to get more Bleach next weekend. <3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7189395/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7189395/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 20:17:13 PST You've shown me beauty in everything
You've shown me life
You've shown me what it is to be... free" - Love Beauty Life... err whatever the rest of the title is. >_>;

Those are a few lyrics from my friend's ex-band. n___n; They're pretty, ne? You should hear the song. T__T It's... it's so catchy and.... AHHH. How lovely. <3

ANYWAY, this week has been rather... blah. Um, this guy I know (I don't know if I can call him friend... um, we've known each other since we were youngins. Not exactly my "favorite person" but we've had our good times, you know?), well his father died this past Sunday. =/ Stroke or something like that. Hrmm. Oh vell.

And uh.... <___<; I don't know where people suddenly find feelings for me. It's all so... SUDDEN. And.... feeling-y. I'm not used to that. x_x SIGH. But oh vell AGAIN.

Peopleeeeee are so crazy. Like... llamas. No wait, llamas aren't crazy. >_> Just... the crazy ones. @__@ What? Okay, that's it. Good night~ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7153085/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7153085/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:00:19 PST
... um... and uh... I GOT A NEW HOODIE. Again. xD It's the Trigun Kuroneko-sama hoodie, from Hot Topic. >.> I had realized, walking around in there looking for Edward Scissorhands things, that it really is.... a silly store. o_O I dunno. XD;

But yeahhh my hoodie = <3. T__T I was a bit mad though, it was the same friggin price as this nice comfy big Samurai Champloo hoodie. Hmm... it was so hard to choose. >_< I sorta wish I could've gotten the Samurai Champloo one TOO, but my mum was there with me and she said the Kuroneko one looked more girly. >_>; Thus... I ended up getting that one.

.... Mugen and Jin~ ;___; I'd like to get that one for Christmas then. <333 It looked so comfy. I like boy's sizes in hoodies, they're all so huge and comfy and soft like big blankets. >.> Girls... it's all small and tight. o.O Don't get me wrong, I love this Kuroneko hoodie, still. It's really nice and light and I'm wearing it right now. xD Just... >.> I dunno, I guess I wanted both. u___u;

OH VELL. Hmm, I don't know what I want for Christmas. =x Um... that hoodie I guess. Then uh... to go to Katsucon, too. >_>; Though now I'm not so sure if I want to go, I'm sorta finding out that a lot of the people who SAID they were gonna go actually can't. =/ Hrm. So yeah. T__T I hate when people talk and talk and talk.

... and don't stop. Like.... talk and talk and talk and it's obvious I'm not paying attention because I'm reading and I'm not even saying, "Mhm" like I usually do to show I care about the conversation. >_<; I dunno. I wish people would get a clue. @.@; But that might just be me, I don't know. But please... DON'T ASK ME A QUESTION when it's obvious I'm not listening. At all. x__x; It's just... annoying. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7085353/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7085353/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 17:17:28 PST SPOILERS FOR NARUTO 284

I have to say. Ino's finally appeared and... more than ever... when I look at her my mind screams LESBIAN. You know it. Ino knows it. We should ALL know it, but fanboys beg to differ. And those who don't like the thought of girls liking girls.

I, on the other hand, believe that if I weren't so infatuated with Hinata, 15-yr-old-Ino would DEFINITELY be my favorite Naruto girl, if only because of her new snazzy outfit and her obvious lesbianic feelings for Sakura.

[link] (>w> Little picture I added in so you all could see what new Ino looks like. <33)

It's obvious if you read between the lines (like any good shounen-ai/shoujo-ai fan does! =3 Where ELSE do you get material for fanfics and fanart and DOUJIN?) that Ino is NOT in love with Sasuke. She is in love with SAKURA! =/ She only pretends to like him. I don't remember her ever being like Sakura and saying, "OMG I luv Saucekay he will b my bebies dady!!!!!11five!" In fact in my memory she's always more like, "-pout- I'll never lost to you Sakura! -fold arms-" .... so it's like.... HMMM. Looking back over this, I think her statement could EASILY translate into, "I'll never lose you Sakura! ;__;" BUT... this is probably ALL in my imagination! HOHOHO.

.... about as much in my imagination as these OTHER couplings you people have. T__T Honestly... Iruka X Kakashi? As much as a fan as I am of that (because I am. XD), I doubt it could ever REALLY happen. o_O; How long have they been in the same chapter together.... in the same room, as well. Talking to each OTHER. >__>; Yeah. Sort of... unexistant, seeing as how Iruka sorta.... disappeared into a puff of Iruka-smoke and only appears when Naruto needs a father. =x How cute. BUT A BELIEVEABLE YAOI COUPLE THIS DOES NOT MAKE! At least Sakura and Ino are always half-fondling each other in their little "wrestling matches" to go see Sasuke first. ... oh wait, no that's SAKURA who's wrestling! Ino's just along for the ride! n____n

..... x____x I am a sick sick little.... weirdo. SIGH. OH VELL!

And Sai is such a woman. I actually also came in contact with a Sai-hater already! O__o; The guy hasn't said three sentences yet and he's already got someone who hates him? Well okay, he's said quite a bit already (mostly near the end of 284), but.... T__T; Come on. Is it because Ino came out in the same chapter? Do lesbians and womanly men really make you so uncomfortable you have to take it out on poor, homo-erotic Sai? .... WTSMURF KIND OF QUESTIONS AM I ASKING??!! O___o;;;;;; Okay never mind. It's really LATE at night. I'm insane. The koalas are gnawing my spine. =___= Please ignore my Ino is a lesbian and Sai is a woman rants.

... actually no, don't ignore the Sai is a woman rant because that one is most definitely true. <3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7075286/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7075286/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 20:01:03 PST ALMOST 3,000 pageviews, HECK YEAH. >_>;; Ra, finally.

T________________T HYPNOTIST CAME TO MY BIOMED CLASS TODAY. <333 It was so awesome. >_< I recommend anyone who's never been hypnotized before to get it done. Because... it's crazy. And it pretty much PWNED the WORLD. I want to practice hypnotism now. I was so excited watching it being done, I couldn't believe what was happening! O__o;; I mean, some of you guys probably DON'T believe it, but that's one of the factors in it. It's NOT hocus pocus, it's science. xD And if you resist, it's not going to work on you. o_O Just like how you're able to stand up even though gravity is pulling you to the ground. It's there, but since most of us don't want to be stuck crawling on the ground and getting all dirty (... MOST... XDD) we stand up and walk around, resisting gravity (but still being affected by it obviously xD).

Same way with hypnotism! It's very simple, it's not like if someone hypnotizes you and leaves you there you'll be stuck for the rest of your life! XD That's silly. The hypnotist has to keep coming in contact with you and keep giving your sub-conscious suggestions or else you'll go into delta sleep (the sleep we go into every night) and then wake up normally. O.o It's all very interesting. <3333 Gahh I can't believe what happened though! n____n Waiii, I was all twitchy after I woke up from the practice relaxation thing. @__@;; I think it's because I'm one of the people whom, if hypnotized, will start getting seizures. T__T;;; I dunno. One of the other girls in class was the same way and when he pulled her up for a demonstration of something, he had to wake her up real fast because he noticed she kept moving really erratically and stuff. >.<;; And also when he was putting several of us to sleep real fast-like (like, he'd tap the back of your head after having you watch his hand move in a certain manner and you'd like... go out. T__T Like a friggin LIGHT. With a hammer.) and he woke up the eratic-girl, her eyes got really scary and excorsist like and eep. @__@;; Myahhh.

Anywho, he got one of the other girls in class to forget how to count to ten normally (he put her back later! XD). He put her into a trance and told her when she counted to ten she'd count it like this: 1 2 3 4 5 6 8 9 10 (no 7). When he woke her up he asked her to count her fingers. But she kept getting 11 because the place where you'd say seven she'd say eight instead! And it wasn't like she forgot she had 10 fingers, she knew there was something wrong. After she was put back to normal, and we asked her about it she said it felt like she was forgetting something but she couldn't figure out what, like when you think you're forgetting something at home but you're SURE you've got everything. o.o;; It was so surreal, I loved it.

Then another girl, I guess her conscious mind and sub-conscious mind are really alike or something because in the middle of her trance she was about to tell this one chick in class to stop doing something but her hand stopped mid-air and it went back into place and her words sorta fell outta place. xD;; And he made her become really straight and stiff, so when he, the teacher, and the only boy in our class picked her up by her shoulders and feet, SHE DID NOT MOVE FRIGGIN AT ALL. T____T;;;; Gahhhh that was the CRAZIEST part of the day. She was SO STIFF, I bet even if we tried to forced her to bend in the middle, she wouldn't move. It was INTENSE. But then when they were putting her back down, one of their hands slipped so she almost fell and then her arms moved out and she fell forward and she looked like she was about to cry. >___<;; She was freaking out so much because like, she said she couldn't move her legs and that she couldn't walk. So they put her in this chair and she still sounded like she was on the verge of tears when the hypnotist put her back into her sleepy trance state. When he woke her back up we were all looking at her to see if she did anything and she looked around so confused and was like, ".... o__O; Why is everyone staring at me? >__>;; What did I do??" And we asked if she felt weird and she said it felt like her heart was jumping really fast as if she just got scared and we told her how she'd had a panic attack and she said didn't remember at all. @___@; AHHH. And then she was called down to the office to get picked up from school and we watched as she walked away and her legs were still walking all stiffly, it was amusing. xD; >.>;; Gah, though. Insane.

One girl he had her talk in this really deep sleep trance. He had her eyes open and she did not blink. O_O Like... at all. She was just staring ahead like this little doll and answered his questions. o.O;; And like, he asked her name and she said her whole first name not just the little nickname like most peo... ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7023373/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/7023373/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 00:36:11 PST __>;;

Okay well, I don't quite know WHAT to think of this Sai boy. Girl. T__T;; Boy...? >___>;;;; I'm so confused! @___@;; It might be another Haku case. Gahhhh. x_x And with that shirt, if this boy is INDEED a boy and not just called he for giggles (... I guess I finally believe Deidara is a boy XD >__>; What is going ON with Kishimoto-sensei and these feminine men?), he will be very popular with the shounen-ai pictures to come. *___* Look at him!

[link]

... he is a good looking boy, Sai is. <33 >_<; But what is his secret?? I saw the expressions he was making when he was getting all into attacking Naruto, Shikamaru (<33) and Chouji (YAYYY HE FINALLY APPEARED, he looks so cool without that underwear on his head! Hahaha XDD) and his face reminded me of Sasuke. =x I was like, "Sa... SASUKE-KUN???" <.<;; I have reason to think he is an Uchiha. BUT THAT'S SILLY, HOHOHO. ... I think...... T__T;; Errr I guess we'll just have to wait.

BUT GAHHH THAT SHIRT OF HIS. @.@ I can't get over it haha. O_O This plot is getting crazy, man, and I hope Gaara comes back sometime in the future, I want to know if he can still use sand!! >_> Do you think? I mean, that raccoon is gone, so now Gaara can sleep! O.O Will his eyes not be dark anymore? Aww. =/ I want Gaara's eyes to stay dark, hopefully 15 years of lack of sleep will keep his eyes permanently stained black? @__@;; I sound so mean to say that, huh? Wanting Gaara's eyes to stay raccoony, but they are such awesome eyes! >_< I'd make my eyes raccoony if I could!!! =3 Hmm but if Gaara cannot use sand anymore (he should be able to.. maybe? o.O If he is not possessed, does that make his ability to have the sand automatically do its thing disappear? Maybe now he has to make it protect him by will ALL the time instead of just in dire situations?), what will he do?! I don't remember seeing him throw a kunai or shuriken before... or have I? x___x;; I always see him just stand there and let his sand do all the work... >__>;; Hmm... even in the games he just throws sand at opponents. I guess he will have to still use sand, he can't go back to the academy (did he go there to begin with? O.o;;; So many questions!!).

So yeah, ZETSU'S HEAD MAKES ME LAUGH SO MUCH. XDD It's like a big plant I keep waiting for a bug to fly in and SMACK and he's like RAWRDAMMITTHATALWAYSHAPPENS. @__@;; that's a weird thing to laugh at, but I just wonder what the heck is goin on with all these weird characters showing up! XD I love Naruto, gah, all the characters keep getting crazier and crazier as they are introduced. And as long as I no longer have to sit through a 20 year battle between Sakura and some person again, I'm happy. T___T Because that was torture. Naruto and Kakashi didn't appear for like... 2 chapters at a time sometimes, and that is JUST WRONG. -loves Naruto and Kakashi and everyone else except for SAKURA BLAHHH- >__>;;; But she has fans so I cannot talk too badly about her, meh. <.<

So yeah I want to draw Sai now. <33 Haha even though he/she/Haku reminds me so much of ummm what's his name... SOUJIRO? O.o Soujiro from Rurouni Kenshin! Yes without the ability to express real emotion but weird little smiles, Soujiro was so awesome I lurved him. *w* Sai reminds me of him. But.... with drawings. GAH CHOUJI GREW A HULK HAND AND BEASTED THAT TIGER DRAWING THOUGH!!! Hahaha it made me laugh. It reminded me of those green Hulk hands you buy and punch things with, I was like HULK SMASH when he punched it. =w=;; But that makes me sound weird. Hahaha. AND SO HERE I AM RANTING AND RAMBLING, but I haven't written a REAL journal thing in a while so that's why? o___o;; Yes that's why. HOORAY for talking. Must go draw Sai in cute little poses now (not NASTY you fools T__T ..... er...... maybe one that is questioning BUT NOT BAD rawr). <3

EDIT: =__=;;; And like, wtsmurf, I used to really not like songs by bands like My Chemical Romance but lately...? o__O I am listening to similar things so much. >_<; Naaaaa~ I am HONESTLY thinking it must have to be some kind of "aquired" taste or something, like you listen to it and after a while you get used to that sound and think it is good. T_T; I really did not like their songs before though, my cousin got the MCR CD for his birthday in March and I heard the whole thing and was like, ".... er... wow I think I only liked... ONE of those songs," and he got all fanboy and angry on me. x_X; SIGH. But now I hear a lot of their songs and like them and it's like AHHH. u__u;; Oh vell, if that's what I suddenly like to hear, then... ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6956839/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6956839/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 19:30:22 PST
I love it. I don't know if you will. But I always end up singing along. XD >w> And looking at the lyrics, it's... so awesome. GAH. Tells a story, plays well, CELLOS NEAR THE END... *____* I love it. Love love love itttt. =3

--

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing, only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe a just dash of formaldehyde,
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalalala) eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tenants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
Oh. What a wonderful caricature of intimacy.

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention, the constable, and his proposition, for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. only hours before.
Well after he had left, as she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no raindrops on roses or girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

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T_T And that is ALL. I'm drawing. XD ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6876720/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6876720/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:36:32 PDT x__x;; Ehehe.

10 things you like:
1. My fwends. X3 <3333
2. NICOLE. O.O
3. Girl pants on boys
4. BLONDE BOY. *w*
5. ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH
6. Hoodies. <3
7. RDAY!
8. COSPLAY!!!! n_________n Totally~
9. OBITO!!!!!!!!! My laptop =
10. Pretty much anything that makes me smile. n___n Hehe. O_O AHH AND SOUTH PARK IS ON AND I LOVE THAT!!

3 things that make you happy:
1. There's a lot!!! But umm... my friends, totally. =3
2. n___n; Hehe, I like compliments too.
3. Random holidays! xD

3 things that anger you:
1. >___> Ummm random annoying thingsss... liars!!!!!!!!!!!
2. =x Being blown off for other things at almost last minute! >_<
3. Grrrrr. >.> Close-minded people who don't even bother to listen to other views or don't know what they're talking bad about before saying they're "stupid" or "wrong." x_x

10 things that you hate:
1. >_> Grrrr. Stupid lying that needs to not be done.
2. @.@ Not enough sleep!
3. Random bad talkers. =x
4. u__u; When people do bad things to people and wonder why those people are mad at them (aka my sister >_> )
5. STRESS. O_O
6. Annoying people who KNOW they're being annoying and STILL keep doing what they're doing just to be... annoying. x__x;
7. When people don't care to learn more about the world (not schoolwise, as in: "Oh I don't like seafood. I've never eaten it, but it looks so nasty" or "I'd be MUCH HAPPIER to just stay here in town all my life. I've never been anywhere else and I don't care to, I doubt anyplace is any better anyway.") and would rather just sit there and not know what's out there. =__= I guess I don't really HATE this view, more like... it's troublesome. o.O;
8. More TROUBLESOME THINGS!!!!!! @.@
9. Um... o.O I like more things than I hate... um... THESE THINGS! That make me ask all this stuff that I hate when I don't have that much stuff!! > YEAH! XD
10. ;_; When people take advantage of whatever trust I DO give them. u___u

3 facts about your name:
1. My dad named me. n__n;
2. My middle name is similar to my mom's maiden name because we're part Spanish, so she wanted us to carry her maiden name. o.O My dad doesn't agree, so he made my middle name similar to her maiden name, hoping maybe I wouldn't have to have 4 names. >_>; Umm.. but it didn't work, so now I have two names that are way too alike. Camill and Caimol. u_u;;
3. =___=;; One of the most common things I get when people learn my first name is, "Are you really an angel?" >_>;;;;;

5 facts about yourself:
1. I'm watching South Park and LOLing like I haven't done ALL WEEK. <33
2. >_< I wish I slept moreeeee~
3. o.O My shoelaces don't match because I'm lazy, not for fashion. @_@;
4. I randomly quote things and sometimes people don't know what the heck I'm talking about. o_O
5. I LOVE MY NEW HOODIE!!!!! And Obito. <3 I name all my things. XD

2 things you expect (at least for now):
1. That at least one of my grades on my report card is gonna suck. x__x;;
2. That my school pictures are ALSO going to be blah. =x

4 random thoughts:
1. WHY? >_<; ((merrr... no need to explain. @.@))
2. This episode of Drawn Together is either going to be really funny or REALLY out there. x_X
3. >.> I wish I had some... COOKIES. O.O
4. I missed FMA last Saturday. TT___TT

Song you're listening to (give singer):
Not listening to any. o_O;

Time?:
10:35 PM

10 People you'll tag this to:
..... >__< NONE I'm too lazy to think of anyone. @.@ ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6876309/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6876309/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:47:02 PDT
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1. First Name: Myyyyy name is Angel. o.O Whee~

2. Were you named after anyone? Errr... not really. >.> My dad named me, haha. n__n;

3. Do you wish on stars? Hm.... =x I don't remember the exact last time I did this, but I know I only wish on them if it was a falling star or the first star in the sky. xD

4. When did you last cry?? >.<; Just this past weekend. x__x;

5. Do you like your handwriting? o.O; Someone once described it to me as being... the cleanest, yet all over the place handwriting. >_>;

6. What is your favourite meat? COW MEAT. o.O That's my favorite, anyway, though honestly I'm pretty sure I'll eat ANY dead ol' animal!

7. Any bad habits? u___u; I = Hinata, when it comes to personality. >_>;; Very quiet when I don't know you all that well. n_n;; I think you'd call me a... um... LISTENER. XD; Also, I sorta can't show like ACTUAL emotions on my face. @.@ I mean, I smile. But... other than that.... =x Pokerrr faced. ALSO I think I laugh too much but that might JUST be only me who's noticed. >_>;

8. What is your most embarrassing CD you have? Hahahaha. Clay Aiken. o.O;; NO WAIT that's not embarassing. =x I loves it still. <333

9. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Umm… =/ That would depend on what kind of other person I was. n.n;;; Hehehe. I mean, I don’t think I’m all that approachable to EVERYONE. O.o;;

10. Are you a daredevil? n___n;;; Depends on what’s going on, so I’d guess not. o.O;

11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? >_>; Not something I SWORE not to tell. I always keep my promises. <3

12. Do looks matter? =x Not when it comes to a relationship. They sure are NICE though! XD;;;

13. How do you release anger? Several ways. n__n; Hehe. I draw it out, write it out, and less frequently, tell my friends about it. xD;

14. ur second home? >w> Conventions. <33 I’m sure.

l5. do u trust people easily? Haha, no. n___n; I can pretend to, to be polite. o.O;; It’s called acting. >_>;;;; I guess that’s not good though.

16. fave toy as a child? *_* My “Original Gameboy.” Its cover is red, the screen shows things in black and white, and that was my only gameboy until I got a GBA. >.> Yepp I had that thing for a WHILE. xD I still have it. <3

17. do u use sarcasm alot? n__n;; Depends on whether or not it’s acceptable. o.O; I’m quiet a lot because I’m always judging when it’s right to say something or not. x_x; Heh.

18. what do u thinks the most useless subject at school? >_< Hm... hard to say... but I honestly think ummm Keyboarding. >_> At least in this day and age. I mean, I might be wrong but... all the kids in my Keyboarding class knew more than the TEACHER. u__u; Yep.

21. What do you look for in a guy/girl? n__n; The usual. It also depends on whether or not he’s made a lasting first impression. x3;

22. What are your nicknames? Hmm, more and more often I find that a lot of the people from AZ call me Meev. Nicole calls me SEVERAL names though! XD <33

23. Would you bungee jump? Hehe if I had the chance SURE! n___n; I’d be SCREAMING bloody murder the whole time, but I’d totally take the leap.

24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? HAHAHAHA. No way. The first time I tie my shoelaces is hopefully also the LAST, if I can help it. x3

25. Do you think that you are strong willed? XDD; More like... o.O Over confident.

26. What's your fav thing? Obito. <3 Even though he likes to cut me off, I loves him. n_____n

27. Shoe Size? I can wear from an 8 to 9.

28. What are your favourite colours? Green, grey, navy blue, black. <3

29. What is your least favourite thing? >_> Liars. And not getting enough sleep. @.@;;;

30. How many wisdom teeth do you have? Nada. n__n;

31. how many people have a crush on you right now? >___>; I don’t knowwww. o_O;

32. What do you miss most right now? Nicole. ((Even though I’m talking to her on AIM XDD;;; ))

33. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back to you? >_>;; Um... I don’t care.

34. What colour underwear are you wearing: @.@ I had to check. XD;; Pink.

35. What are you listening to right now? I Love The 80’s 3D: 1984. XDD I love this series. <3

36. Last thing you ate? A hot dog. xD And pink lemonadeee. <333

37. if you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Ummm I’d like t... ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6813011/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6813011/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 19:28:03 PDT
NO SPOILERS THOUGH FOR YOU FOLK WHO HAVEN'T READ IT. Haha. You'll just have to read the manga yourself.

BUT YESSSS I knew this would happen. >w< Mhm!!!! And now all that has to happen is Tenten to get important and take over the world and for her to beat up Orochimaru and get Sasuke. o___O;; Okay haha that will SO happen. But hey.... SAKURA became uber strong and gained JUTSUS!!!! So that pretty much means Tenten's FREE GAME!! Because even though she has no last name or parents or any real notable battles, I still think Tenten > Sakura. >___>;;; Hehehe.

AND WELPSSS I have all kinds of pictures I've drawn just... needa scan... >.>;;;; Hrmmm. Umm besides that, I've started on my Obito costume!! n___n It'll look good when it's done, I'm quite confident in that! And I'll make the little button system on that neck thing on his little jacket work too haha I want it to be as realistic as I can make it!! n______n So I can be proud to wear that Uchiha seal haha and hopefully be able to wear it in everyday life. *w* I wanna make it so it can last through not just conventions. X3 Yepppp~ Sooo yeah. That's all. BYE BYEEEE, luffs. <3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6760594/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6760594/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 18:58:26 PDT
And.......... he's quite amazing. o__o

[link]

... that was all him. Thank you.







(He said he tried to look as stupid as he could for Sakura's face. @.@ XDDD) ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6725139/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6725139/ Sun, 09 Oct 2005 21:42:30 PDT .< (I'll just watch when I get home hahaha)

I saw Corpse Bride earlier. <33 So cute. I liked it and it made me teary-eyed too. *w* OH AND FELIZ CUMPLEANOS, NARUTO!!! It is your 15th birthday haha. >___<;; I was supposed to draw you a picture.... oh vell, I'll get that done before the end of the week. >_>;; Maybe.... I still have to finish my Obito costume before Halloween (10% done!! n___n), finish Shawn's birthday drawing, and finish writing these two projects. .... which reminds me, I haven't done an INCH Of research for this thing due Rday. x__x; Oh man. u__u;;;;; Good thing I remembered right now. -writes down another reminder on a postit note-

>___> Waiiii~ So stressful, we're moving to our new house later this week too. @___@;;; Gah. I hope Nicole and Ozzie can come visit at the end of the month. Maybe then I won't DIE from insanity. u.u;; ..... I shoulda watched Edward earlier. I SHOULD'VE!!!!!!!! Or at least yesterday.... AHHH I NEEDA WATCH IT AGAIN. ;_;

... hahahaha, it's like drugs. <333 I love that movie. You should too. GO WATCH. >_> -gnaw- .... waiii I'm so tired, okay then.... NightE, I'll try and draw that picture for Naruto during a slow part of Spanish tomorrow or something. @.@;;; Hrmmfff. xD; Yeppp. Laterz, luffs. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6705783/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6705783/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 16:45:57 PDT
Just finished watching the DVD... and... I really need to own this thing. <333 I love it. >_< I watched it like, a LONNGGGGGG time ago... and I remember liking it, but not to the extent to which I LOVE it now. TT___TT Oh gawd. Such a sweet movie. I don't know why... but like.... I watched the special features before turning on the thing itself and I saw some of the original theater trailers and I actually CRIED during them. >_> Because she's like, "Hold me..." and he's like, "... I can't." And the EMOTION AND SADNESS AND LONELINESS MAKES MY HEART GO "TT_______TT." Ahhhh. Also, when she's like, "I love you," and the look that comes over Depp's face is like ;__; and I was sooo sobbing. Gah. x_x;; I feel sorta silly, but even just remembering it is making me teary eyed. *w* I really loved it this time around. SO MUCH. AGHHHH why does it feel like it hits so close to home???? @___@ Ahh I dunno... I just recommend you all watch it. And now I'm asking for it for Christmas, so I can have a good sobfest whenever I need to. ;_; Because I <3 it so.

And I realized watching the film that Edward has sorta.... a j-rocker style.... >.>;; As I watched him with his ever-changing hairstyle (every day, Ed has a new hairstyle. I <3ed the one when he was Kevin's show and tell item anddd a couple other styles too haha), I realized that he reminded me of Dir en Grey's Kyo. o_O Or maybe it is KYO who reminds me of Edward? XD; Alls I know is that I want Edward's hairstyle. *w* It pwns. AHHH I LOVE j00 EDWARDDDDD.

... <33 ;__; I think I'll go watch it again tomorrow. x3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6699297/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6699297/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 21:03:56 PDT _>;; Hmmm... how about, , , , , , and.... um... o.O I think I only have five who I'm pretty sure will maybe bother to read this thing and get to work on being tagged. XD;;; @.@;; Hehe. Oh VELL.

Oh and the journal title means, "With each kiss you give me," xDD It's an itty bitty line from an old Selena song. <3 Fun to dance to. n___n

1. =X I nearly didn't go to my first convention (and thus almost didn't meet all my awesome friends) because of planning circumstances. xD;
2. I still don't have my license NOR have I even taken any classes for driving! @.@
3. The first manga I've ever really READ and understood what was going on would have to be Inuyasha, although I had prerused through some Sailor Moon long before that, I had no clue what was going on. xD
4. I have a sincere wish to one day own a motorcycle. <3 One with my favorite anime symbols on it, such as the Alchemy symbol or the Uchiha clan sign. n__n
5. I currently still own an original Gameboy! It's red, I love it, and I got it along with an SNES for my 6th or 7th birthday, while everyone else was buying N64's haha. <33
6. Probably my favorite game series would have to be Harvest Moon.
7. The first manga I'd actually BOUGHT (the Inuyasha one I borrowed from a local library) would have to be Marmalade Boy 1 and Cardcaptor Sakura: Master of the Clow 1 (both bought at the same time, haha).
8. I probably own about 5 CDs; however, I probably own twice as many burned CDs. At the same time, the last time I burned a CD for myself would have to be about a year ago, I own MANYYY songs on Obito. @__@;
9. While everyone else was in love with Tuxedo Mask back in the day, I was in love with Trunks. *w* <333
10. My first cosplay was Inuyasha, I had made a costume for him about 3 or 4 years ago for Halloween. n_n;
11. I guess that means my first cosplay was ALSO my first crossplay? Haha. My first none-crossplay (and I think only?) would have to be Sango, the following year. xD
12. My favorite food really would have to be lasagna. XDD Or cereal. OR COFFEE??? *___*
13. I have a tendancy to love everything and everyone. o.O Whether I'm supposed to or not. @.@ And whether anyone wants me to or not. u__u; I'm sorry, if it makes me smile, I love it. XD
14. My science notebook currently has references to about a billion songs on it. xD;; Mostly songs sent to me by friends, so they have little feelings and meanings behind them. n__n <3
15. =/ I don't have many favorite female characters. CLAMP is probably the only manga creator with female characters I actually enjoy. And Hana-Kimi's Mizuki. <3
16. I love wolves. n_n I like doggies with pointy ears that poke up, just because it reminds me of wolfies.
17. I read a little TOO much... and I read books pertaining to psychology of various things for fun. >.>;
18. I don't belong in any clique or group! o.O I wear clothes that feel nice and that's that. I do things that I like, and that's that. n__n; If other people like to do it too, that's great! And if they don't, that's just as good. =3
19. .... I have an eerie obsession with putting on chapstick, I guess I have a phobia of having chapped lips or something. x_x; I just HATEEE the feeling, I know it's gonna come on, so I carry around a stick of chapstick all the time and probably apply it way too much for my own good.
20. I have a Wingzero model on my desk, a Sailor Venus doll, and about four tall stacks of various manga. o.o; I also have some other stacks of random drawing/writing notebooks near the manfa and... well... if you've ever seen Read Or Die, I'm certain I'll be living in a similar living space to hers one day. @__@;; ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6655270/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6655270/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 22:57:14 PDT
Okayyyy so, today I went to my friend's birthday partAY. <33 It was fun. Haha, we played King of Fighters and I managed to win with Iori. *w* I <3 Iori, he is my faveeeeeeeeee. Hehehe. And Athena is fun too, I'm better at her though, at least on Capcom VS SNK2. And umm it was just a lot of crazy fun haha. n_n; All kinds of stuff happened and merrr it was teh great. =3

Ohhh, andddd I got Pocky. Pockypockypocky. <3 n____n Shawn also let me borrow some of his CDs so I can rip some of the songs cuz I <3 them. >.> Mhmm, especially the Miyavi song. xD Meever sings all high at these certain parts and it's like AHHHH YAYYYY anddd umm I heard this theme song for Devil May Cry and it was REALLY GOOD TOO andddd yeah. o.O Mhm, today was just GREAT and snazzy.

Haha, I got all smiley inside though cuz we were taking these silly pictures of us, and I guess I wasn't getting too into it (@.@;; I'm not too into posing for fun unless I'm really hyped up, haha), and Shawn's friend was like, "I dunno what YOU'RE worrying about, you're pretty as hell." and I was like, "x__x;" Hahaha~ But that made me smile so I was thankful. n__n; Heh, it's not every day I'm called that, after all! XDD;; Anddd um... that's it for now. o.O;; Except for the fact you should get Coheed and Cambria's new CD and listen to Wake Up and Welcome Home many hours on end. <33 Especially Wake Up, because it's very nice and sweet with these adorable (in more ways than one, haha) lyrics. That, and I like the way the singer sounds, it's different from what I'm used to. x3 Yeppp. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6646962/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6646962/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 23:29:36 PDT
AT ALL

.... this week (i.e. I'm probably going to go into a mindless rant later on). >.>;; Except maybe during biomed class. u.u;;; But come on, it's the last class of the day and so... I'm tired by that time of the day. x__x; And Amanada and I have started speaking random Spanish phrases where we see fit. Such as... during lunch! She'll turn to me and say, "Tengo hambre... y sueno... y necesito ver a Mateo." @.@; Our grammar isn't perfect. >_> But... we're getting at it. n__n; Hehe~ that's probably the class I'm doing the best in. Everything else.....

x_x BLEH. ARGGHHH. I fail at life. Okay, not really. >_> I'm actually getting pretty good grades compared to the majority of the classes. However, it's not as high as I'm "supposed" to be getting. <_< I do my best, and what do my parents say? "Do better or else." u__u;; Um... okay.... and I know FOR SURE (because of reasons such as the fact it's taken my mother over a million times to try and pass this one test at work and it's her FRIGGIN JOB I dunno how she wasn't able to pass it before and my dad never even WENT to college) that I'm doing better than they'd do. -__-* That sorta ticks me off. Don't hate on someone when you can't even do better, gawd. Let me do the best I'm doing, they see how I drag that stupid bag from home to school back home again each day. But whatever. <__< If I fail, it's not like we're going to lose the house like what'll happen if THEY fail at work.

I just don't like parents who try to live their lives through their kids. >.> Hrm. It's just.... annoying. I see too much of it. If you don't live up to a standard they can't even live up to, you're not their child. But the instant you get some "magical award," or whatever, you're suddenly worthy of being able to be called their kid. Okay. I understand you have some suppressed issues about failing at what you wanted to succeed in at life, but it's no use taking out your low ego on your offspring. It's just not cool. NOPE.

So if they get mad at me just because I happen to have an 80-whatever instead of a 90-whatever, then.... PSH. Gawd. I'm going to finish the course with all 90-whatevers anyway, it always happens. >__>; You first take the course, get used to the teacher (unless it's a subject you somehow naturally excel in, lucky bastards XD), accept your beginning grades in your progress report (which I also like to call my "AHH hurry up and get better, loser!" report), then end up finishing with mediocre scores. w00t. o_O Anything to make people you live with accept you. And they WONDER why I'm nicer to my friends than to my family... @__@; Er... because I was able to CHOOSE my friends? And I sorta got STUCK with my family members? Duh. You'd think it'd be obvious! But nooooo. -sigh- We don't all live pretend fairytales where you ignore all the problems of a family and pretend to love each other unconditionally like you did when you were a kid.

>_> At least my siblings and I don't. And my parents now. HAHA. <.< My mom always says, "Why do you act this way towards your sisters, I was always nice to my sisters! Blawblaw." ...... u.u;; Um... back then, you guys didn't HAVE crazy, telephone-crazed siblings. All they wanted were your clothes and maybe your Barbies. And your house was huge... enough space to stay awayyyyy from kids. Which I don't like. I don't like kids. >_<; Well, not loud, talkative ones (which a large majority of the ones I have to deal with ARE) that don't... shut.... UP!!!! Ahhhh. o___o; RAWR. I think. A lot. So I am QUIET... A LOT. That's why I always have a great deal to say on the Internet. Because everything is all hidden up inside because I don't feel as though I have the freedom to say what I want in this house without someone else imposing their opinion on me and trying to make me feel as though I'm horribly wrong and evil and they are right and all-knowing. o.O; I... just have opinions. And so do you. I'm not going to force you to see things my way and only my way.... sometimes I just want to say, "If you don't like the way that little girl is acting, you shouldn't have let her act that way in the very beginning!" ... because, you know, parents complain about how their youngest kid is all selfish and babied. .... um.... okay..... whose fault is that? The parents who give in to the whining child's every need, or the siblings who'll pretty much ignore all the useless tantrums of the kid and TRY to undo the damage the parents have done? ....... u.u;;; Yeah, Jade and I are trying to undo the damage our own parents made on our youngest sibling. She whines, they complain, "Why are you like this?" as if it's SO UNOBVIOUS, and we say, "SIGH. Let's just pretend we know nothing about the too-obvious truth and secretly try to undo their silly mistake."

Mhmm. o__o; We're just kids. We're not supposed to know everything. And we don't. Neither do our pare... ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6558143/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6558143/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:34:59 PDT
... >.>;;; ....

<_< ANYWHO. So... like... I have friends who don't wear pants. And... I've got friends who do. I have friends who like ladyfolk. And then... more friends who like ladyfolk... >_> And then some who like both ladyfolk AND menfolk. I have friends who like NEITHER. o_O Okay not really.

... and.... this video is awesome. If only for the fact Spencer is actually annoyed that Travis isn't wearing pants. o.O [link]

Myeppp. <_< And... I'm bored. ;_; ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6511438/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6511438/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 12:27:22 PDT Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet

.... <3 .... >_>; I was just randomly singing that, don't worry about it. @_@;

ANYWHO. The other day, Amanada and I began writing my Christmas list. <3 Because I love to wish for things early. XDD But yes, among other things on that list, here were a few of the entries....

1) Edward Scissorhands DVD ((because I cannot find it... ANYWHERE.... >_< ))
2) MAYBE A DOLLFIE??? <3333 I wish. TToTT
4) Verification that I WILL go to Animazement next year.
15) Trigun Kitty Hoodieeee ((this is where I'll insert a picture of it, it's from Hot Topic and it es LOVE!! *w*))
18) Pocky. >.> Plain and simple.

.... the rest of the stuff in between were silly things written mainly for amusement that I probably won't really ask for. XD ... except for maybe the Mae CD and the Kiwi bird. >.>;; Or the ferret plushie.... *_*;

ANYHOW... much luff to you all. o_O I'm gonna go and... frolic elsewhere.... >__> -gnaws j00- ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6478795/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6478795/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 16:43:23 PDT Giving It Away. Very nice. ;_; Mae is a good band, nice and sad. I also recommend Mistakes We Knew We Were Making. They is goooood. Mhmm. <3

---
And by the way you brought me here,
it makes me believe the best is still yet to come and I don't want to leave.
Forgive my hesitation but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams because I don't have a clue.

And if you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.

Is this what you wanted?
'Cause I'm willing to change.
Now that I'm certain,
that there's much more to gain.
You've introduced me to the moment
oh but I'm looking to stay for good.
You asked me to stay forever.
Well, you know that I would, I would do anything.

And if you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
'Cause I know that without you I'm giving it away.

The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like I'm so lost without you.
So I step towards the heat, it's the way I can see,
and it makes me believe that it's you.

And by the way you brought me here
it makes me believe the best is still yet to come and I don't want to leave,
I won't, but anyway...

If you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
And the nights are forever, I can't get to sleep
'Cause I know there's a reason I'm in this too deep
And I'm sure that without you, I'm giving it away, yeah.

I'm giving it away...
---

TToTT Ho hum. Melancholyness. >__> I needa choose some... like... HAPPY DAPPY songs next time. o.O YAY HAPPY DAPPY. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6462520/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6462520/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 20:25:25 PDT
My friend drew this random picture of himself. XD And he labeled it "Color Me Spencer," indicating that... well, anyone who sees it must color it. AND SO I DID. And because Kibbles (Kibbles = Spencer, ahaha) used to be Shuichi in my mind, when he had pink hairs... I simply had to bring it back up.

=3 Pink suits him, ne? XD He watched about 6 hours of Gravitation straight... ehe, "straight".... ehehehe, he made the same joke when he said that to us. >_>; And for you non-Gravi-fans... it's a shounen-ai anime/manga. o.O Shuichi is a dude but looks UBAHHH fem in the anime (in the manga, he's a BIT more manly... >.> ). Which is why Kibbles always runs away from the undeniable fact that he does... indeed... = Shuichi. Mhm.

Want proof? [link] There ya go. <3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6435335/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6435335/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 18:43:46 PDT
Okay, so Kelly Clarkson apparently has another song out. o.O Not surprising. It's ALSO about broken hearts or whatever. AGAIN not surprising, seeing as how 60% of songs out there are like that. I guess, I don't really know. @_@ ANYWHO... I was listening to it for the first time when I realized...

"Aww, this song is sad. o_O What does it remind me of?" OH YES. All the other angst songs, for one. BUT ALSO... o_O My own similar self-angstings. GASPPP!!! And anything that reminds me of myself sucks automatically in my opinion. No matter how nicely written it is. >_> Kudos to the songwriter, by the way. Anywho... it's SO blame game. >_> Just like how my mind works in a situation similar to the one described in the song. Okay... just because someone did you wrong does not mean you should mess up the rest of your life musing over it. o.O I haven't even finished 25% if my potential lifespan (I'm trying to go by about 75 years here, not 100 xD) yet... >___>;; It's sorta weird to circle my whole life over one "traumatic" incident from a long time ago. Okay, not "weird"... a lot of people do it. For whatever reason. AND it just totally screws up their life and turns them all into hypocrites. @_@ THEREFORE...

I'm going to CHANGEEEEE. Or try to. NO WAIT, I WILL ACCOMPLISH MY GOAL. >_< I promised someone I'd be a prince (metaphorically, not literally... >_> Ever read Utena? Yeah.) soooo this will be essential to such a promise!! YOSHU!!! I will revolutionize myself first, then try to prod others into changing themselves. >.>;; If they seek to do so. Otherwise, I won't bother them. x_X

ANYWAY, you should all go listen to Mae. Because I'm done ranting for now (AIM conversations have sidetracked me. @_@) and they have some sweet songs. ;_; NightEE.

**These are the lyrics to the Because Of You song, by the way. >_>**

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6371449/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6371449/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:23:57 PDT
Sooooo yeshhhh got myyyyyy 2500th page view. =X Weeeeheeeheee!!! n______n

It was ironic too cuz I was chattin with her on MSN messenger at the time, too! o.O Oooooh, creeeeepy. xD ERMMM SHOOO YEP YEP. n_n; I'ma draw herrrr a pictureeee.

..... and I'm just wondering but... o.O Last time I checked I had like JUST GOTTEN 1000 pageviews. Okay, maybe not just gotten (it was about six months ago er something like that haha) but... like... @__@ WHERE DID ALL THESE VIEWS COME FROM? I never even had time to NOTICE I'd gotten a 2 in there. >_>;; Errr I just like to analyze my numbers. x_x;; I'm like OCD that wayyyy only not really as bad...

... or maybe I am. o_O

SO ANYWAY. I'm drawing her a picture. Of Hairless Cat. >_> I'MA COLOR IT TOO!! I hope I can, anyway, if Jade es not hoggin the big compeh, it es MERRRFLRAAWWRRR tryin to color ANYTHING on Obito. x__x;; ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6347530/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6347530/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 02:14:00 PDT
Would you believe I'm not angsting over myself for once?

... but this is killing me ten times worse. And it's not even that bad.... WELL, I wouldn't know. I'm not other people. Obviously. And I can't blame him, I can see how he felt. So, myah.

We're both hating ourselves right now. u_u; And because we both messed up in our own right.

I'm not going to be able to sleep. >_< I was so wrong. Well, not SO wrong but... someone else was right. And it wasn't me. It was at the beginning, but like he said, reality set in. And BAM. Here we are, freaking out about something we might not even HAVE to freak out about but we will anyway because we care. VERY MUCH.

Oh Ra, I don't know what to do. =X Gonna shut up now before I give everything away and kill people. G'night. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6338102/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6338102/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:11:33 PDT
AND THURSDAY HAS NOW BEEN PROCLAIMED RDAY. =3 Hoorah!!

Anywho, I keep falling asleep in my 4th (and final) class. >__>;; Ermmm. It's the only class I really am interested in too. u__u;; It's Biomedical Technology, and I dunno, I'm a nerd for stuff like that I guess... xD DOGTRAIN!!! o.O -cough-

Sooooooooooo yep. I <3 Frosted Flakes. Anddd... Cocoa Pebbles. =3 Mmhm! And T-Rave es my hero. xDD <33 THE END. -bows, falls over-

EDIT: Okay, so I sent a couple poems to Kibbles for him to read cuz he was curious. o.O And he TOTALLY makes my day by saying how awesome my stuff is. *w* Ehehehe. Made my weekend!! He gets plus a MILLION points from me, Hina-chan. xDD n____n He said he wanted to take one of my things and make it a song and be all like GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH into the mike when he sang it. XDDDD Ehehehe. =3 YAY. Okay anywho, that is all. And Chobits IS a cute manga AND anime. He says he'll burn a copy of it if I want. n_n;;; Ehehe. Question is, when would I ever be able to go over and get it? @__@;; Merfler. Kibbles is AWESOME, Hina-chan. But T-rave is still my hero. XDD <333 Night. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6318384/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6318384/ Wed, 24 Aug 2005 18:35:30 PDT _> Apparently, seeing as how I didn't do one of these LAST year. XD But I digress... whatever that means... o.o;

I LOVED THIS SUMMER. TToTT I met new people at my first convention and I doubt I'll forget these folks. =3 I've also had a very memorable birthday thanks to my friends. It may have seemed simple to others, but I really did love it lots. n__n <33 It was very nice. Besides this, I also read much manga. O.o MUCH of it. A LOT of it, really. XD Very happy. Andddd I dunno, it's just been a very awesome three months. n_n Yeps.

Despite some heartache and drama. >.> But what can I say, it certainly beats having NO contact with people. o_O Which brings me to my next point....

OBITO. <3333 My love. XDD My laptop. n_n; Ehehe. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't have been able to keep in touch with my friends. At least not as well as I was doing. o.O Because Jade would be using up the whole darned phoneline. Sheesh... Anywho, Obito = <3s. =3 Huzzah!!

And good bye, one of the best summers of my short life. ;_; I will miss you. Muchly. -tosses a flower on a grave- Much love to ya, summertime. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6302272/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6302272/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 23:13:10 PDT
;_; But she didn't get Fider-sama pictures. TToTT Oh vell.... Snivel.....

>.> I'm just glad she's back! <333333 n_____n Yayayayayayay. And I have pecan pie. =O Le GASP.

<333333333333333333333333333333 to Nicole/Hina-chan/Lil Sis/my prince. n____________n Because she's the bestest Hinata-chan everrrrr. And I hearts her muchlyyyyyyyyyyy.

~

ANDDDD that's pretty much it. I'm out. XD -ninja DISAPPEAR-

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Lyrical Nonsense of the Day

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

-Sugar, We're Going Down; Fall Out Boy. n_n;; I've grown to like this song... still need to hear more of Fall Out Boy's songs, though. o.O ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6281711/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6281711/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:05:40 PDT .> Guess what.

AHHHH WHAT??

NO YOU HAVE TO GUESS!!

... fine....

........

................. Okay I give up. What is it?

I GOT MY HAIR CUT TODAYYYYYY. =3

........ and? You always get your hair cut... like... every couple of months. =/ No big deal.

ANDDDDD. I got my Setsuna peircings. o.O I even got the earrings in red, so they'd be more like his.

... you're insane.

BUT AT LEAST I'M SEXY!!

... -walks away-

WAIT!! Look how cute and Jrocky I can beeeee!!! n_____n EEEEEHEEEEHEEE.

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.... all in all, my hair and new piercings rawk. o.O Your sawks. ..... with a fawks. >_>; ................. IN A BAWKS, UH OH WHAT NOW? -gnaw- >:3 ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6266710/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6266710/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 02:07:17 PDT
NOOOOO R4!!!!!!! TT_____TT First Sumomo-chan, now YOU???

... note, does R4 return later in the movie? o.O If so, then my current grieving is for nothing. If he doesn't, R4 is the red droidy that Kenobi-san uses as his little droid in his little shoot-evil-stuff ship. o.O And yeah, I'm wanting Anakin to call Kenobi "sensei." xD I heard him say "master" but my mind screamed, "NOOO STUPID ENGLISH DUB CALL HIM SENSEIIII." @__@ Gawd, way too much anime. u__u;; I fail at Star Wars!!!

And Sumomo-chan is the note-persocon that the friend of Hideki used in the beginning of Chobits. o_O I don't know if she returns either (I just read the first couple of chapters), but.... yeah... SUMOMO-CHANNNNN!!! ;_; Too many mechanical things dying....

>_< NOT YOU TOO, OBITO!!!

EDIT 1: I've come to the conclusion that Kenobi-san's lizard/creature thing, which I have lovingly dubbed his "trusty steed," is actually a chocobo. o.O In... big... four-legged, scaly form. >_> I want a chocoboXgecko hybrid too!!! x3

EDIT 2: ... I've also come to realize that Darth Vader PRETTY MUCH would eat your babies if you let him. o_O He killed those Baby Jedi (... er... "Younglings," as they were called... -is Star Wars illiterate-), after all. >_< ANAKIN IS A BABY EATER~

EDIT 3: ........................ also, I'm going to have to say that everyone else was correct in their statement of "NOOOOOOOO!!!!" being the best line in the movie. o_O Because it was. I replayed it several times. xD And chuckled. ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6246973/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6246973/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 20:19:16 PDT .>;;; For some reason, I liked it. >.< Well, it's not like I don't like Gavin for some reason... @___@ I dunno, I just like, really liked the song. x_X And I don't think many other people will agree with me. But it's the lyrics, you know? XD They just.... ahh, this guy has a weird way with words sometimes I guess? Ehehe. I guess it's the implication of promises in this song. >.>;; Me and promises, lifetime or written, go a long way back. x_x;; And I know I'm not the only one who has had too many promises spoken to them. Hrm.

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Oh, this is the start of something good,
Don't you agree?
I haven't felt like this in so many moons,
You know what I mean?
And we can build through this destruction,
As we are standing on our feet.
So, since you want to be with me,
You'll have to follow through,
With every word you say.
And I, all I really want is you,
You to stick around.
I'll see you everyday,
But you have to follow through.
You have to follow through.

These reeling emotions they just keep me alive,
They keep me in tune. Oh, look what I'm holding here in my fire,
This is for you.
Am I too obvious to preach it?
You're so hypnotic on my heart.

So, since you want to be with me,
You'll have to follow through,
With every word you say.
And I, all I really want is you,(for) you to stick around. I'll see you everyday,
But you have to follow through.

The words you say to me are unlike anything that's ever been said.
Ahh, and what you do to me is unlike anything that ever been.
Am I to obvious to preach it? You're so hypnotic on my heart,
So, since you want to be with me. You have to follow through, with every word you say. And I, all I really want is you, (for) you to stick around. I'll see you everyday.

So, since you want to be with me, you'll have to follow through with every word you say.
And I, all I really want is you, (for)you to stick around.
I'll see you everyday, but you have to follow through. You have to follow through. You're gonna have to follow.
Oh, this is the start of something good.
Don't you agree?

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<3333 you all. o.O Maybe. xDD ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6237852/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6237852/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 20:12:57 PDT _>

Ehehe. Okay ermmm I will probably try and make a DA icon soon that features L. o_O Or something L related. >.< Because I dunno. He's awesome. GO READ DEATHNOTE NOW. o__O

[link]

Because it owns... no PWNS your soul. >_> Almost literally.

But yeah, I've been sitting like a little computer nerd in front of Obito ALL DAY LONG just re-reading my Death Note downloads. *w* I need more, I only have up to Chapter 65... TT__TT Hmf. Oh vell, I'll download the rest later.... if I remember... x_X I always forget whenever I go online... u___u;;;

And soooo yeah, what to wear on first day of school? o.O I'm tempted to try Jrock, but these gaijin knaves won't know what I'm doing and will probably try and label me as some goth with a happy face. @_@ Merrr. Even though I'm already a Junior, so the only ones doing that will probably be Freshmen.... >.>;;; Rawr. Or new kids. -eats both- XD

=/ I dress in different clothes every day. Or try to. n_n; I'll be in all black one day, and the next day be wearing something bright and or silly. o_O But who's to say black isn't bright and/or silly to me, as well? >_> Hrm. So yeah. I want a Death Note, like what Raito has. @__@ Okay, no, never mind. I'm not smart enough to outsmart cuties like L. >.< Hrmffff. Those two are bloody geniuses... too bad L has to..... ermm....... >.>;;; No spoilers here, go look somewhere else. XD

;_; Hmf.

And in other news, I recently found out *nyanko-chan will also be making an appearence at Otakon. O_O WTF AND HERE I ONLY ASKED FOR ~Lithe-Fider's picture and autograph!!!!! >___< AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I will be needing to somehow contact Hina-chan and tell her to also seek out Nyanko-chan and GET HER AUTOGRAPH AS WELL!!! x_x; Gawd, I'm so fangirly, but I loves these peoples' arts, what can I say? >.> I hope Hina also buys something from Fider-sama's art table, I heard she's selling cute stuffs. Perfect souvenirs, prince!!! GO BUY THEMZ!! >__< Or get Oniisan to buy them for you, he has to "spoil" you ne? x333 Ahahaha awwww... Oniisan is so kind to my prince, she doesn't know what to do. n_n; Poor Hina-chan.

Otakon will be fun for her. n______n AND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL I GET PICTURES!!! w00t! -picture whore- XD I shoulda given Hina-chan moneys too so she could get me a souvenir too... @.@;; Hrmmfff. I woulda asked for something from Fider-sama's table too... >_>; Or one of those stickers that say something silly... or a t-shirt that says something cute... x__x Errrrr Otakon, how I wish I could attend thee. Too bad you're so FRIGGIN FAR AWAYZ~~~! Ra.... =X Ho hum. Back to drawing L for me.

L =
Obito =
..... Raito-kun also = XD ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6204208/ http://kichigai-shingetsu.deviantart.com/journal/6204208/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 03:48:06 PDT .< It's late. Er... early. Almost seven. Have to "Wake up" at 9. >_> I'm gonna die tomorrow.

@___@ And I wrote this because I didn't want to have to see my Baby Gaara ID pushed all the way down to Antarctica.

... w00torzL. I'ma go sleep now. x____x

Obito

... @.@ I can't wait til he appears on the anime, man I'ma cry soooo much. TT___TT ]]> ~kichigai-shingetsu