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]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25831921/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25831921/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 05:24:20 PDT
so tonight i decided to finally get drunk. to be the one to have fun and not worry, but that went out the window when i realized that being responsible and on top of things is just who i am. it sucks being in control most of the time.

i did however get to teach two of my roommates (Chelsea and kryssy) how to throw a decent punch. i'm sure i'll have a bruise or two in the morning.

in the midst of my drunken state i also realized the nature of my ultimate repression. i spent/spend most of my life watching people make bad calls and huge messes. i know that this is not something i ever want to do, therefore my subconscious (regardless of how much i have had to drink) acts against all of that.

it sucks... i want to cut loose and feel the things that most people get to feel. i want to act like i don't have a care in the world. i want to have more "oh shit, sorry i did that" stories... but alas. i'm not that guy. i respect people even when i'm too drunk to care about myself.

hopefully i will find a way to have my day. to wake up not knowing what the fuck i did. to wake up feeling like i need to apologize or get the fuck out of there with a quickness... even drunk as hell, i'm still not that guy.

Jameson, das my friend right dere.

PS: if those of you don't know, i live in a house now with several people. you should come hang out.

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(408): hey, what are you doing? my roommates are gone for the night... you should come over
(650): nah, i'm gonna grab some food

(212): i want you now
(916): you need to stop dating girls with the same name as your mother...or stop drinking so much...I don't want to see this

(902): and then I told her I was too drunk. She started to cry, and told me this always happens to her and that she thinks shes ugly. I pretended I was asleep and then she farted.

(774): i just walked into a room at this party and someone yelled "dibs!"...

(510): he said he didn't have a condom.
(415): and you said?
(510): that that's fine cause i was ready to be a mom. yeah - he magically had a condom he forgot about after that.

(214): Sex on bubble wrap = best decision ever.

(843): the red head has a bf
(1-843): just because there's a goalie doesn't mean u can't score

(201): I'm smoking weed out of a trumpet
(908): I just did a slip and slide down the hall way of my apartment building
(201): Tie

(410): so the guy behind me in court for my DUI hearing got a DUI on a lawnmower at 1AM...he is my new hero

(775): before smithy murders me i need you to know 3 things. 1) i got with smithy's little sister last night. 2) i will always love you like my own brother. 3) smithy's little sis digs anal.

(720): o shit let me call u back theres a hamburger in my pocket

(716): I just had sex in the back of an ambulance. Call me.

(714): we're chasing vodka with high fives

(402): I used a bag of wine as a pillow last night

(360): would you consider him our boss?
(503): technically yes
(360): then technically i slept with our boss

(508): help help how do i get him away from me should i talk in a robot voice or something

(323): rhymes with "ouble enetration"

(310): My bra smells like weed because there's weed in my bra

(760): There are traffic cones in the living room. One of them is yours.

(408): Everytime she would start slurring, she'd stop, hold up a finger, wait like 30 seconds, then try again. I love drunk people

(408): booty call
(925): i swear to god if you come over i will kick you in the pussy.

(408): Eric said he heard us having sex the other night. He said i did a great job.


(408): hey im gonna send you a picture of my dinner
(1-408): if its a picture of your dick again we are no longer friends

(650): i just saw a homeless guy running after a pigeon, catch it and put it in his jacket pocket. I'm not sure if the bird is now his pet or dinner!
(408): Omg. Well, welcome to Oakland...

(408): carls jr on main st. japanese tourist taking a dump in the urinal. reading a japanese newspaper and wearing a full suit.
(415): be there in 3 mins

]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25441532/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25441532/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 20:05:06 PDT
anyways, as a way to stay on the topic of art, I'm going to be posting more art work soon. This includes: tattoos, drawings, and comic pages. I haven't posted anything all that great in a looooooong time.

]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25284116/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/25284116/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 01:49:13 PDT
[link]

i'm on facebook (Leo Henderson from San Jose).

lastly, LiveJournal, i'm kidnothing22.

add me and we can be friends for real.

]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/14676158/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/14676158/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 16:07:57 PDT
-i live in Houston now.
-nearly died a couple of times and in the process had all my worldly possessions including my car, guitars, and art supplies go up in flames.
-i'm going to be the father of a baby girl come March (hence, i'm living in Houston now)
-had a few near misses and a couple of court dates- i'm free so that should tell you they all went well.
-i'm still doing my best to be a good man, forever and always... hard sometimes.

look at my myspace for details and what not, but yeah.... things are never boring.

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]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/11687327/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/11687327/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 17:10:16 PST [link]

i will be playing a radio show on Monday, Feb. 12th on DJ Lolli's show on 103.3 at 8:00pm. it's nothing major, but i think it'll be fun. if you get a chance you should listen in. i think there is a weblink for the show as well...

[link] click on the "Listen Online" link on the left side of the page.

so that's Monday, Feb. 12th
@8:00pm, DJ Lolli's show
click on [link] and go to "Listen Online"
OR tune into 103.3 FM KSCU (for the southbay locals)

]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/11566407/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/11566407/ Thu, 25 Jan 2007 15:30:00 PST
anyways, now that i have a lot more free time, i aim to pursue my art more diligently. i've written the script for and started up the art for my next self published book titled "Children of the Revolution".

about the book:

the book's about a super hero team that was spawned accidentally. the format is border line anime (as i have been playing a lot of FF10 and FF12), but essentially it's my adaptation of Greek mythology in modern times. based on the first issue script, it's along the guise of a Joss Whedon type line delivery. as most of you know, i'm a die-hard fan of the buffyverse as well as the firefly series, so this isn't much of a shocker. anyways, i will post the script for the first issue on here AND character sketches. soon, i'll have finished pages to put up... but by soon i mean, like in a month or so (i'm kind of a busy person).

about the "me":

so after a three year relationship, i am now single. it was the best/hardest/most exhausting relationship i've ever been a part of. i'm sad to see it end, but it just had to. anyways, that's where a lot of the "let's get things done" attitude is coming from. the fire is back and i'm not looking to put it out any time soon.

i'm a manager now at the movie theatre i work at (i do miss being exclusively a projectionist however). what else... oh yeah, i've got an apartment on 11th street now in San Jose. downtown... yeah- it's not that different, but it's better than where i was and i can walk to everywhere i go.

oh yeah, i'm also doing a lot more music these days. as one can imagine, a huge break up is perfect song and art fuel, so this fire plans to burn for a while. hopefully i keep all of this up because i do miss deviant art.

]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/7175910/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/7175910/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 11:09:53 PST
ya know, i figure these things get enough of a rise out of people that i would share them with DevArt. here it is:

"The Day After Thanksgiving...

fighting, yelling, rioting, extortion, buildings filled to the point of fire hazard- it's good for the economy, ya know... Black Friday is a day where the savagely greedy are recognized as true patriots. ever feeding the economic monster we all know and love. you smell that? that's the smell of Capitalism and nutmeg. you gotta love the holidays.

seeing people run each other over on the news like a bunch of god damned idiots just to BUY stuff. yeah, i'm never really in a hurry to GIVE money away, let alone to stores where you know fifty-million other people are going to be doing the same. you don't see door to door salesman rushing and dog-piling on your porch, now do ya? didn't think so.

i mean if you watch a lot of the footage of these stores on mute, you'd think Katrina was back. these people had that "nothing short of the pain of death" look in their eyes as they pushed and clawed there way through crowded stores. it was like that movie '28 Days Later' only with a shopping agenda.

perhaps when these morons decide to do this each year they think "hmm, this is going to be my year. i'm going to be the first one to get a (insert annual gift trend)! i feel it in my bones! i have the edge! i'm gonna be aggressive!"

greedy fucking idiots. you know you weren't the only one thinking that, right? think about it like this: if you're dumb enough to get swept up in this shit along with everyone else, then no thought that YOU have at that point is an individual thought. you know the saying "great minds think alike"? well it goes the other way too.

seriously, who really NEEDS an Ipod or an Xbox 360? if names come to mind, you might want to re-evaluate your relationships with those mentioned. no one worth meeting NEEDS the pointless crap you elbowed the elderly lady in the face to get.

your kids won't forgive you if they don't get an Xbox? well my friend, you fucked up somewhere along the way when raising your child... materialistic bastard. i bet that whatever they get you isn't going to consume all of their funds and put them in the financial red zone. tracing your hand and drawing a beak and feet on it did not cost them a couple hundred bucks, i guarentee it. you should trace YOUR hand and give THAT to them on Christmas- see how they like it.

but enough about that, let's just analyze the name of said "holiday" (the reason it's quoted is because it's nationally recognized, but you've yet to find a Hallmark card for it). the day after thanksgiving, where stores have sales and promotions that make the employees realize how bad minimum wage truly is... it's called "BLACK FRIDAY".

let's just step back for a minute now and look at why this is so- eh... BLACK friday. black. i mean, C'MON! why call it BLACK FRIDAY?! is it because of all the rioting? all the moron on moron damage that ensues?

i ask you America, why Black Friday? i can't help but feel like the fact that everyone in the nation's going along with this day and it's name as an inadvertent attack on the black community. *raises mohogany fist in the air* couldn't it have been called "i hope my kids never see me like this Friday"? what about "Commercial Riot Day"? that's catchy.

too many words? oh my, literacy HAS indeed escaped the market demographic... oh well.

don't get me wrong, i do find joy in giving (and so in recieving, eh, eh) but c'mon. the means do not at all excuse the ends. besides, haven't people caught onto online shopping yet?

anyways people, i leave you all with this: When x-mas is over, you're going to feel like an idiot when all you get are some socks and an unattended erection or two.

sincerely,
Leo H.

ps: i plan on shitting on every holiday, regardless if i like it or not. there's a downside to everything, and i've been put on this planet to bring it all up. you got a problem with that? get off the internet."

by this point if you haven't committed suicide, you've got nothing to worry about because not only is your patience in reading in good shape, but your sense of humor is intact. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/7154142/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/7154142/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 23:53:33 PST
i'll have something artistic to say or to post in due time, not that anyone ever really looks at this page (thanks myspace). ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6916110/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6916110/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 12:50:37 PST
ok, after long deliberation and thought about current personal issues that don't seem to have a resolve in sight- i have decided that i am tired of this city- currently even tired of this state. i have nothing against the people, i just need new everything. believe me, i love this state and the people, i just want new. hell i even thought going on a road trip would help me, but it was either too short or just not enough. so...

i have wanted to visit chicago for a long time- about 7 or so years. why not take my fascination for the place and see if that's where i'm supposed to be? i am thinking about trying to live in chicago. granted i don't have any friends outside of the internet that are from or around there, but what the hell? if i do go, i'd like to see how much i can handle on my own. all the times i've moved out before, i at least had friends or family nearby. if this happens, i will have two or three e-friends and very little personal belongings. it's like Survivor only in a really cold city.

well, my decision to leave has not been made as of yet, but so far it looks like i'm out of here. i'm scared and alone... there's no better set up than that. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6547440/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6547440/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 16:17:15 PDT
today i feel as if i'm going insane. i have been COMPLETELY office spacing it at work today. yeah, i'm not hiding the lack of work i'm doing either.

i feel like everyone in the world should try and sing at the highest key they can and see if we can't harmonize. if it doesn't work, then world peace is a STUPID idea...

everything right now is funny to me- scratch that. AIDS is still serious. especially since i am convinced that Irving "Magic" Johnson is still alive because he's hiding the miracle cure only to continue calling himself "Magic" outside of the wonder world of basketball. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6458611/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6458611/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 12:04:33 PDT
i mean, i don't mind that there would be people interested enough in me to try to do this, but it's just that it has been done in a way that is down right ridiculous. if you wanna know about me, just ask. simple? i hope so. however if you want to keep this up, just know that it's pathetic and i hope it's beneath you by now.

anyways, if something rude or not of my nature is said to you at one point, it may not be me.

just thought you oughta know. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6388908/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6388908/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:57:56 PDT
-i can no longer use AIM at work

-i was late for work

-i have been getting yelled at all day by severely confused people

-i've got no one to spoon at the end of the day (not so concerned about the forking)

-SBC phone service are bitches.

-someone in my office keeps calling this company from Taiwan "those Orientals".

-my pay raise isn't active for another month

-i have been running on bad coffee, cigarettes and fruit snacks since tuesday

-i have no money at all

-i miss my friends very much

-i found out that Martha Stewart has her version of The Apprentice

-i am so sorely hungry... like seriously.

-fuck KFOG!!! ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6295069/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6295069/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 07:52:28 PDT ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6179053/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6179053/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 13:41:06 PDT
i need a design but i don't know what to do just yet. i've already got far too many heart shapes and i have a skull/crossbones, so that's it for the stereotypical flash. um... can i state that i'm really excited? no but really.

i am thinking of searching DevArt for some ideas, any suggestions?



ps: if anyone in the San Jose area knows anyone that works for a shop, i'd like to see if they'd apprentice me. i'm pursuing the shit out of this career path. i mean, drafting and manual labor is fun and all (heh) but i've got no passion for any of it. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6113836/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6113836/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:04:20 PDT
"i'm for it. i'm also pro-death. this is all because what other people decide to do with their OWN FUCKING LIVES is completely their business. i bet everyone that said they were against it watch a lot of "reality tv". if your life is so fucking boring and pathetic that you have to interfere with others' via hateful e-statements or other equally aimless forums, then i think instead of bitching about others, you may want to re-evaluate your own life. go read a book (ps: the bible does not count). it's just a thought. besides, most of the guys that said "against it" are morons due to the standing fact that (and you can quote me on this one) all men have the same dream... two chicks at the same time. sometimes you'll get some over achievers who will even imagine three at a time. now as i type this last sentence with a lingering guilt of being an "over achiever", i will close on this note: live simply so others may simply live (seeing to how people can only identify with cliches)." ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6113829/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6113829/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 15:03:49 PDT
"i'm for it. i'm also pro-death. this is all because what other people decide to do with their OWN FUCKING LIVES is completely their business. i bet everyone that said they were against it watch a lot of "reality tv". if your life is so fucking boring and pathetic that you have to interfere with others' via hateful e-statements or other equally aimless forums, then i think instead of bitching about others, you may want to re-evaluate your own life. go read a book (ps: the bible does not count). it's just a thought. besides, most of the guys that said "against it" are morons due to the standing fact that (and you can quote me on this one) all men have the same dream... two chicks at the same time. sometimes you'll get some over achievers who will even imagine three at a time. now as i type this last sentence with a lingering guilt of being an "over achiever", i will close on this note: live simply so others may simply live (seeing to how people can only identify with cliches)." ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6004672/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/6004672/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 12:48:02 PDT
anyhow, this next show is going to be a lot less stressful from what i understand. so we will rock. those of you that are interested, here's a link to flyer. let me know if it works

[link] ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5321411/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5321411/ Tue, 10 May 2005 14:45:46 PDT
My solo page is about to be getting more attention... from me that is, i can't speak for the rest of the population, on account that it comes off as completely narcissistic and arrogant. "at any rate", here's the first of what is going to be a plethra of solo song:

[link]

enjoy it or i will lecture you on how "the moonwalk" defies logic and physics.

poot. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5282630/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5282630/ Fri, 06 May 2005 08:07:20 PDT
"i'm gonna be hallucinating tomorrow, i'm more confident about it now"- Morgasm

"wow, you can really stretch $20 here!"- Benjamin Brackett

"even as kids you always knew how to leave a face blank and expressionless"- Jamie-Ann (i'm good i guess)

yesterday was kind of a lack luster day for quotes, but not for fun.

poot. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5263536/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5263536/ Wed, 04 May 2005 09:06:39 PDT
"i read the credits, so what? has literacy escaped the market demographic?"- Benjamin Brackett

"they stole that from boy scouts"- 1024 (mr. tappy)

"CAMEL TOE!!!" - Joe Santoro

"uncle Leo... love is a battlefield"- Jacob

"IT'S MY TEA! IT'S MY TEA!!! IT'S MY FUCKING TEA!!!!!"- Morgasm

"did you guys hear Arnold's gonna run for president? i'm da guvanugh! i eat constitutions for breakfast!"- Byron "snack machine" Yue ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5206022/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5206022/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 17:22:41 PDT
i haven't lived with my family for years since i first moved out when i was 17, ya know. even then i didn't really get to be the kid that everyone else got to be on account of me and my sisters having to raise each other. this time i moved into my family's house, i thought thing's would be different. i thought i was gonna get to be "the son" for a change, but boy was i wrong. turns out my mom's "creative" antics have led to me: being in debt, being temporarily homeless, and having all kinds of vast trust issues.

where is dad in all this? well as most of you might know, he's a broke alcoholic that hits on my friends. last i heard from him, he quit his damn job and is still living with his mom. funny enough he STILL chooses to judge how i live my EMPLOYED AND EDUCATED life... fucking prick.

this is what happens when you rely on others for- well, anything. i'm not moving because i want to, nor because we got kicked out. i'm moving this time because my mom felt it would be a nice change of pace to cancel our lease and move down to So Cal to follow her boyfriend. insane? muchly. she waited until day 10 of our 30 day "get the fuck out" notice to tell me this. on top of everything else, she had the nerve to suggest that i move with them. fuck that. i'm done with living with her.

my plans for moving out and getting my own place weren't going to be effective until around september (based on a detailed analysis). so now since i have no choice, i'm put in a very bad spot. i can barely make ends meet as it is and now i have find a place to stay. in the mean time, i'll be trying like hell to save up (possibly even working multiple jobs) so i won't have to crash at my friends house for too long.

my god do i hate this unstable "what's gonna happen next?" lifestyle. it seems like it'd be exciting at first, but after 20 fucking years, one grows desperately tired of the bullshit that comes with having parents like mine.

anyways, i've vented a mere fraction of what i'm feeling right now and now i have to finish packing. for the record, those of you who know me can vouch that i'm not an angry or over the top kind of person. i don't typically bitch about ANYTHING. so on that note, i wish you all a great time and i hope to be able to check up on you all soon. stay beautiful. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5134570/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/5134570/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:18:40 PDT
those of you who have any hopes of either maintaining or creating a relationship should learn to acknowledge the levels of the monsters and let them be known as early on safely possible. it takes a lot of serious trust, but believe me, it's worth it. the sooner the better...

if they come out later down the line after a house of trust was built, your foundation will suffer heavy (if not total) damage. just a thought (fancied up by stupid analogies). ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/4895241/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/4895241/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 21:23:22 PST
maybe some time soon, i'll have something GOOD to show. in the mean time, PER CAPITA IS ALIVE!!!!

[link] ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/4206367/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/4206367/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 20:54:13 PST [link] ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3623630/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3623630/ Mon, 18 Oct 2004 23:49:09 PDT [link]

it works if you have realplayer. um... aside from all of my insecurities searching for disclaimers to warn you all with, that's all i pretty much need to tell you. enjoy. i cringe at the sight and sound of this... ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3600842/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3600842/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 02:16:43 PDT
ps: we kinda sucked and i HATE looking at myself let alone hearing myself. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3520807/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3520807/ Tue, 05 Oct 2004 17:00:59 PDT
anyhow, the party is still on, bands, beer and boose, and killer costumes! ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3494680/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3494680/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 11:10:52 PDT
hi everyone, thanks for still looking at my page. i appreciate the attention (because i'm a mild attention whore). um, yeah, i'm going to be putting more pages of "God Save The Prom Queen" up soon enough.

also, you're all invited to my birthday party on the 22nd of this month. costumes, bands, beer and boose. you can't lose.

extended blah blah inner peace part that you don't have to read:

at work i draw these pictures using a ball point pen and a sharpie. i figure when i have the time, i should do drawings for my comic... hence i've been doing such. i know i know, lack of quality is sort of an issue, but i don't care so much about that. i think it'd just be fun to see how much i could do with little tools and resources. it's sort of like a test of my own will. you know when i do comic work with the proper tools i just never finish a page because it takes too long to get things right and i'm never pleased with the results... this way, i have to learn to accept my mistakes and work with them. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3303865/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/3303865/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 20:43:28 PDT ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2766540/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2766540/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 19:56:04 PDT ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2624919/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2624919/ Wed, 09 Jun 2004 22:06:51 PDT ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2586638/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2586638/ Sat, 05 Jun 2004 01:35:52 PDT ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2553023/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2553023/ Mon, 31 May 2004 19:30:56 PDT
i learned how to do rockabilly guitar solos today by listening carefully to my Reverend Horton Heat album. it's much easier than i thought. when i figured out how to do it, i rocked in "D" until i broke a sweat. my fingers hurt.

Morgan doesn't know if she wants to dump me or stay with me yet. her friends and family say "dump him he hurt you", but her heart says "but you guys don't understand how much he means to me". it's a tough and touching situation... so i'll save it for xanga.

later *picks up guitar and walks away solo-ing* ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2485337/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2485337/ Sat, 22 May 2004 17:20:58 PDT
i'm not going to go into detail about what it was i lied about, but i will say that it wasn't worth any of it. i have thrown away an extreme amount of trust from the one person i thought i'd be able to spend the rest of my life with... fuck, see this is why i hate people without integrity... when i have weak moments like this, i hate myself for it. i really wish i could just pay for my callow ways by dying or giving up a substancial amount of my physical being.

the best thing i had going for me in my life, gone... over an elaborate drunken lie. just gone. now she doesn't believe in anything about me. she won't even talk to me. she's probably going to leave me... LYING IS NEVER THE RIGHT THING TO DO NO MATTER HOW DISGUSTING THE TRUTH REALLY IS!!! mother fuck i need to be in a coma.

if she leaves me i'm going to do everything in my power to get the hell out of here because i can't be in this area with out all the memories destroying me. the memories, the good times, the terrible times, and the times i wish could go on forever, i don't want to be around... she doesn't deserve being lied to. i know i'm never going to be able to forgive myself for this nor do i feel i'd be able to live through it if what i did ended this...

folks, it's the little things in this life that matter... make sure they're all real. cowardly, disgusting, or just flat out boring, you should never disguise. i've spent a lot of my life telling people and myself that integrity is a very important virtue and after this i believe it even more now... ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2469887/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2469887/ Thu, 20 May 2004 13:17:19 PDT

THE SHARKS LOST!!! stupid piece of.... ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2437935/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2437935/ Sat, 15 May 2004 23:44:46 PDT
anyhow, Friday bitches. the 21st at six or so. our suck ass show is going to suck, so you better be there to heckle. i don't mean the rational type of heckling either. i mean the "FUCK YOU!" or "YOU SUCK!" kind of heckling. on that note, it's at a catholic school... St. John Vianney in East San Jose. bring all the alcohol, pornography, and street drugs as humanly possible. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2371979/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2371979/ Thu, 06 May 2004 13:32:04 PDT

Pam- never forget the sea pup and his trials.
Kelly- you're STILL so rad
Jhames- good at quirky sex humor and makes references to things I KNOW about
Tori & Kirstin- the two blondes who are tasty and have moves that put all of the 70's to shame
Kela- she's the one who laughs at my terrible sense of humor and listens to my blah blah blahs
Baby Jesus Christ- i didn't mean to make you cry... i'll think twice before i lie ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2027241/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/2027241/ Tue, 16 Mar 2004 22:38:23 PST
i'm tired and our show is on friday. i won't be able to drink, so instead i'll be an asshole on stage... unfortunately everyone thinks i'm an asshole as it is, so it'll be me being an even bigger asshole.

i have a leopard print head. *cough*

um... what else... nothing, fuck it. drop c is for people with tiny dongs. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1994703/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1994703/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 17:33:03 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1981789/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1981789/ Tue, 09 Mar 2004 15:45:38 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1973720/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1973720/ Mon, 08 Mar 2004 11:01:25 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1934360/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1934360/ Mon, 01 Mar 2004 16:02:17 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1894067/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1894067/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 14:16:07 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1850083/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1850083/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 13:57:15 PST
anyhow, i'm in San Diego. this place is fun even though everyone down here keeps saying "there's nothing to do down here", they're bullshitters. there are beaches as far as you can spit in every direction, shops a plenty, primo tail (hey, just because i'm not ordering, don't mean i can't look at the menu), and all kinds of rad places. this isn't the last time i'm gonna visit, definitely.

"beat it small change, you're crampin' my style" I WANT TO TALK LIKE I'M FROM THE 40'S!!! ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1850061/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1850061/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 13:53:43 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1831565/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1831565/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 04:08:52 PST
for a more detailed description of how i've been please read the novel type Xanga entry i've posted. also, i miss the shit out of you'ze guys... ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1758786/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1758786/ Wed, 28 Jan 2004 19:25:25 PST sweetness42142: and dragging it out too long
sweetness42142: because i'm cra-zay
DeadForYourSake: the story of my llife



DeadForYourSake: the chances for world wide spelling bees just randomly occuring are down this year

sweetness42142: lol random spelling bees

DeadForYourSake: those'll getcha... it's nuts.
DeadForYourSake: you can't party with a spelling bee
DeadForYourSake: especially if it's without warning

sweetness42142: hypothetical situation: you walking down the street with your headphones on, somelanky guy in a trench coat walks by you and then turns around, tackles you and asks you to spell "Bill Cosby" wouldnt that be the shit? ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1754120/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1754120/ Tue, 27 Jan 2004 23:49:31 PST
"oh god, the water soaked up my sox! ew dude, now it's all wet and holy... like jesus christ."

that is all. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1747681/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1747681/ Mon, 26 Jan 2004 21:47:51 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1744020/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1744020/ Mon, 26 Jan 2004 09:59:50 PST
looks like my times going to be focused on music. got a bunch of songs on deck and a show in March. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1729863/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1729863/ Fri, 23 Jan 2004 14:42:17 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1691068/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1691068/ Fri, 16 Jan 2004 16:05:40 PST
this day has been great, dispite a lot of what's going on in my life. i mean, it's not like everything has been resolved, but i get the feeling that no matter what i do, or where i go, everything's going to be platinum. this year's going to be platinum PERIOD. end of discussion hahahahaha

in all seriousness, this is the year where i'm going to see the country and (as obscurable as it may seem) find myself in the process. i may not be on top of my financial order, but i've been poorer and have done more in my day, so i know i'll make it around alright. i hope to visit some friends by the year's end as well... Jhames, that means YOU are included. i'm gunnin' for ya, pal... you better be ready. *cracks knuckles*

blah... i just got back from skate boarding for like 2 hours just touring the neighborhood and getting a better idea of what i'm going to be leaving behind (if in fact i do leave this town permanently). i pretty much had a chance to evaluate my situation and even more importantly, how i'm going to make up for and repay everyone's caring and love. a lot of people have done a lot of great things for me and i want them to know that i will never forget it. i mean, a lot of people have done more bad than good, but i'm not one to dwell in the negative side of things. i'm a forgiver, not a fighter.

where all of this puts my relationships with people is purely up to them... i won't be able to maintain contact for long periods of time and i won't be able to be there for everyone that needs me. all i can hope for is that those of you who are my friends and family can keep in mind that you guys will always be, through anything and everything... if that isn't enough assurance for you, then i apologize, but it's all i can offer. this goes for all of you, even those of you who don't think that i care about you... regardless of what terms we are in (good or bad), all will always be forgiven and you will never be forgotten... for fuck's sake, it's tattooed on my arm, i have to live by it hahahaha

this is my time to find my world and most importantly, my home... call me selfish or call me desperate, either way, it's still my fucking year. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1659297/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1659297/ Sat, 10 Jan 2004 16:53:10 PST
all this aside, i'm ready for anything... wish me luck. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1648018/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1648018/ Thu, 08 Jan 2004 12:25:05 PST ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1643393/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1643393/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 13:38:02 PST
"Wha' Happen?!"

this has marked off my second attempt at the solo career thing... it's a lonely but thoroughly entertaining road. i've got a bunch of new songs on the line up to add to my meek little four/five song set list, so my sets won't be all like a stand-up comedy routine... well maybe it will be.

for those of you had no idea i am a musician, i play pseudo-intelligent indie/emo/punk stuff on the acoustic guitar. that's my usual MO. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1630787/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1630787/ Sun, 04 Jan 2004 21:23:19 PST
anyhow, it looks like i'll be having more free time on my hands... just wish i had a scanner or digicam or something. ]]> ~kid-nothing http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1624728/ http://kid-nothing.deviantart.com/journal/1624728/ Sat, 03 Jan 2004 16:27:39 PST ~kid-nothing