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I'm a little jealous of the illustration majors.

can't wait to start animating again.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/21972942/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/21972942/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:23:07 PST I want you under my skin.

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]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/20034164/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/20034164/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 02:14:12 PDT
I had hard time getting into House in the beginning. Hugh Laurie is a sexy sexy actor. not in the young and handsome way, but His portrayal of a curmudgeon old man is so very attractive to my female instinctual love for characters in misery. Hugh makes me want to learn piano/guitar/magic/another language/various other amazing talent he has up his sleeve, and then wallow in world-hating self-loathing misery and walk around with a cane pretending to be a madman.

Sam and Dean of Supernatural are played by the possibly two most physically attractive actors ever. Jensen ackles and jared padalecki are the definitions of hot studs, I drool at the thought of wincest brotherly love, and the thought of those two constantly sacrificing themselves for the other makes me all emotionally fangirl-squeally.

last but not least, Dexter the sociopathic serial killer. I love all things morbid and dark, and Dexter gives it all. The murderous thrill, the witty sarcasm, and a hint of what might be human emotions. I loved the show so much that i went and bought the original novels. Between the airing of next season and the publication of next novel, Dexter and I wait patiently for his next kill. <3

If anyone's familiar with any series please recommend to me, I've finished watching the following series, and is looking for something new.

project runway
scrubs
dexter
house
supernatural
kyle xy
prison break
heroes
grey's anatomy
psych
lost

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/18378706/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/18378706/ Sun, 18 May 2008 07:54:01 PDT
I didn't think I would be one of the crazy fan girls to go nuts, but I seriously just started crying my eyes out when I realized I'm breathing the same air as the love of my life. Two years of stalking and looking at videos and pictures every single day and falling asleep holding my locket with his picture inside while dreaming of him. Today made him real for the first time, separating him from the other fictional obsessions I've had in my life.

I lost my voice from all the screaming I did before i was crying too hard to scream anymore. You'd think i was dying if you were there.

When it comes down to it, he's just another guy that makes living off publicity, but i just can't help but be madly in love with this seriously flawed man. I wish with all my heart that he finds happiness, where ever he will be in life.

I love you Joongie.



TVfXQ SOUL


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Fuck man. It's like heroin. Do it once and you're done for for the rest of your life.

I tried quiting... i really did. In fact I'm trying to quit now, for the nth time. But you know how that goes.

DBSK you guys ruined my life, and gave me a new one that's slightly more irrational and a lot less productive. I'd hate you if I don't love you so much already.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/17791167/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/17791167/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 06:38:12 PDT
Zuko and Aang seriously need to get together. They make such a cute couple. For a fandom this big, there's a serious lackage of slash fanfiction.





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Will anyone commission or art trade with me? I need some luv right now. I'll draw anything in exchange for munnies or art from you. *puppy eyes*

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- If you're poor and got no munnies, or if you're stingy about your drawings. But you're a DBSK or Hunter x hunter fan, say something nice to Joongie or Killua and I'll make crappy art doodle babies for you for free.

- If you are one of the godly talented artist that is able to see my epic fail as an artist, thus not wanting any crappy art from me. catch me at Hollywood bowl/Fanime/AX and I will give you a free hug in person.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/15427881/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/15427881/ Thu, 08 Nov 2007 23:15:43 PST
lets see how this goes.

The rules

1. Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below.
Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2. No time limit so have fun

3. The main picture should be drawn but not limited to.
for all fair purposes,
people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

4. pics should be of own artistic ability.
You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy.
Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces.
Just have fun with it.

5. The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that...
- You are in the challenge.
- What you have completed.

6. make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic.

7. In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

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THE LIST


01. Introduction
02. Love
03. Light
04. Dark
05. Seeking Solace
06. Break Away
07. Heaven
08. Innocence
09. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat (or Dog)
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


_________________
If you knows what DBSK/TVXQ/東方神起/동방신기 is,

my DBSK stuff is in

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/15369998/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/15369998/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 23:15:30 PST TVfXQSOUL





I hate research papers and art history exams.. I hate them more than anything.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/14737866/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/14737866/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:12:38 PDT
the recent iple unreleased scenes are love. the early HUG days never fail to make me all emotional and all gooey on the inside.
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my class mate ~chocosweete inspires me to be a better artist. (dude i'm being such a weirdo, hope said person doesn't get freaked out.)

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.....I wish I'm a better artist so I can paint Joongie. *emo* *angst*

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/14481266/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/14481266/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:31:25 PDT
I've had alittle over a week of class and its all art -.-|| and it will be so for the next 4 years. It feels weired to never do math, or science ever again. i think i'll miss it. (HA! try to make me say that again.)

Its always too hot and humid out side, but the air conditioning's always too low inside.

I've learned that alligators are dangerous, but alligator meat is yummy.

I've been informed that Animation major is insanely stressful. who ever thought art school is easier than a UC is gravely mistaken. Supposedly, or everyone says, that seniors of animation major have translucent skin, and they live in the labs and never sleep, and you never see them because they are been so over worked that they've became zombies. I don't know if its true... but from my future schedule plan, I wouldn't be surprised if its actually real.

But that doesn't mean other majors work any less. students here put everything into their work not because it's required for the class, but because they are passionate about it. If you don't truly love what you do, it'd be hard to stand all the work.

we were given the weirdest assignment the other day. we are suppose to take a bristol board, tape it on the communal shower stall, and draw on it with charcoal while taking a shower for 20 minutes. yes, nakid. yes, with water pouring down over head... i guess what ever abstract crap suits the instructor's fancy -.-|| its due in 2 days and i'm really not looking forward to doing it... i don't get how the state of my undress relates to my art.

I really, really miss instant Raman.

I'm really tired and i have class in the morning.. i think i 'll write about school some other time.

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on the kpop side,

H.O.T 's 11th year anniversary is in 5 days. I keep finding myself sad and cry over it. Super Junoir's remake of Henbok (happiness) is another reminder of what's no longer there. no matter how happy and filled with love the song is, the meaning will never be the same.

Is this what will one day become of DBSK? Will i one day listen to HUG and feel not the love of beds and kittens but another sad memory of what was and never will be again? The faith and devotion of H.O.T's white ocean has carried them over these 11 years, will i be able to hold DBSK in my heart 10 years, 20 years down the line?

Jaejoong once said that, oppose to a love that's intense but short lived, he wishes for a love that's small but last forever. I want to give that kind of love to him. I don't want to say "i loved them so much once, and that's good enough." Many years from now, after they break up, after they are old, I still want to be able to say: "jaejoong ah.... I'm still here... Cassiopeias are still here.... no matter what changed in time, our love will not."


Now, I'll hold tight my locket necklace of joongie's picture close to my heart, and fall asleep dreaming of him.

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the 80 seconds that touched me, the chanting that started it all. millions of fans showed their love through unity. this is what i hope one day Cassiopeias will be able to do:
[link] scroll down pass the ads and click play. read the translation.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13706511/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13706511/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 10:07:42 PDT
internet connection here sucks...

apparently no one uses hair conditioner and dental floss here... weired..

I'm sooooo DBSK deprived due to the lack of internet...

...on the brighter side, I've been on a crazy shopping spree~ it feels good to be productive.

I swear, even if i have to die trying, i have to get my hamtaro pj suit.... i already bought a insanely cute hamtaro pillow/blanket to match it.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13399980/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13399980/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 21:51:25 PDT
I'm leaving for China in 2 weeks, and in a month when i come back i'm off to Florida.

good bye Milpitas~ good bye highschool~

and Sha my wifey~ I shall meet you in China and we'll have our honey moon there~~

我们家在在， 我们家在在的男人耗子， 还有我老婆莎莎，

我他妈的爱死你们了。

在在我爱你！！！！！我爱你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

一辈子都爱你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13044136/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/13044136/ Mon, 21 May 2007 21:02:08 PDT
I wake up the next morning finding my self loving you even more.

I don't want to promise forever.

10 years... 20 years... 30 years...

Let time be the proof.









Kim Jaejoong. Saranghamnida.

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6.15, in loving memory of Hwansung, who made NRG live forever. Rest in Peace.

and

H.O.T will always live in the hearts of White Ocean.
Moon Heejun
Jang Woohyuk
An Seung ho
An Chil hyun
Lee Jaewon
H.O.T

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11791809/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11791809/ Mon, 12 Feb 2007 20:58:43 PST
In a...

Jaejoongie state of mind.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11672393/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11672393/ Sat, 03 Feb 2007 14:10:26 PST
Jaejoongie + Yunho = Love

and H.O.T shall be forever remembered as the greatest group ever existed.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11628846/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/11628846/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 21:13:21 PST
JJ is the LOOOVVEE... he's such an naughty angel....

JAEJOONG SARANGHAEYO~~~~~

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/10718236/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/10718236/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:46:11 PST
and em.. i've decided to go to art school. i've had enough of being an crappy artist. i suck and i want to be better. better than myself now and better than everyone else. i hate being put to shame by people younger than me.

...

on a completly different note. Color Guard season's almost over, last competition is this saturday. um.. I LOVE COLOR GUARD! yes i said it. its full of LUUUUVVEEE. i think i'll be sad on our last show together.

....

high school still sucks and homework is still evil. i'll try to do more art stuff from now on and post them regardless of how crappy they are.

i talk too much nonsense. happy early thanksgiving.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/10554634/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/10554634/ Mon, 30 Oct 2006 01:02:49 PST
i spent $400 of my paycheck buying set of copics, they are lovely.

happy halloween guys.

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/9635624/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/9635624/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 00:13:48 PDT
its odd, even though i hate doing characatures, the stuff i learn at work really shows in my regular doodles. and because all my coworkers go to art academies or what ever, they've reallly inspired me to do more life drawing sortta stuff.

between doing characature at work, life drawing sketches and the Ap portfolio i've been working on this year, i'd like to think i'm stepping away from anime style. my sketch book is still full of anime doodles, but i think it has better artistic value now, in composition, color or what ever. its not that big of an improvement, but i'm still learning.

anyways, i just got my ap art portfolio sent back from collegeboard, when i have more time i'll probably take some pictures and upload them. ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/8617615/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/8617615/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 03:14:47 PDT
and oh, i'm really screwed over on my AP portfolio, i only have 10 slides and like 5 more half assed doodle. and we're sending them this coming week. if only i can submit digital work or comix X.x

added few new sketches under scrap, i'm really out of my mind right now. so tired.. and i have work tomorrow. ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/8256679/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/8256679/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 19:30:06 PST
stole this one from expressvv, i made faye take it, but i'm putting it up again cause i got nothing better.

people~ please take it 'cause i'm very interested. XD

*** 7 Things that scare you...
1. being dependent on others
2. getting burned to death, drown in my own feces, dying of something stupid like falling down stairs, or somthing equally unromantic and anti-climatic
3. wake up one day and realized i've achieved nothing in life
4. the sheer stupidity of some people.
5. having loved ones die before i do.
6. being weak.
7. losing my mind.

*** 7 Things you like the most...
1. sleep
2. good stories (writing, movies, manga, fairy tales, whatever.)
3. good art (I like the Dutch masters... and some manga?)
4. intelligent people
5. solitude
6. all things i considered sexy
7. people i love

*** 7 Things you don't like...
1. bratty kids
2. all things gross (rotting food, insects, throw up, etc.)
3. being cold
4. people in general
5. school
6. politics and governments
7. pressure

*** 7 Important things in your room...
1. the blanket
2. erm.. that' it i think... i'd like to keep my mangas and sentimental thing from my childhood, but i have them in my heart already.

*** 7 Random facts about you...
1. i have gross life style (i'm dirty)
2. i really like my imaginary friends.
3. i'm a hopeless romantic
4. i've been having steamed egg for the past week, i like it.
5. if i'm a guy i'd be gay.
6. i do stupid things when i think i'm alone
7. i like classical and jazz

*** 7 Things you plan to do before you die...
1. own a house
2. fall in love
3. make lots of money
4. be in a life threatening situation
5. break the law
6. have awesome sex with someone really hot
7. create a master piece in which people will remember me by after my death.

*** 7 Things that attract you to the opposite/same sex...
1. physical attractiveness (duh.. i'm shallow like that)
2. intelligence
3. individuality
4. anythng that would remind me of those i already love
5. can't think of anything else

*** 7 NOT-REAL crushes...
what? like fantasy people? then you already know the answers Faye
if it means temporary liking then i don't have anyone worth mentioning.

*** 7 Favorite drinks...
1. water
2. tea
3. coffe
4. good winery
5. that's all.

Oo if anyone's got more survies or character surveys i can feed on please share~~ ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/7815408/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/7815408/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 23:30:52 PST
i've decided to spend my time writing. My first manga named To Fly was put off because i decided to draw the S&S (solus and sane) manga instead. but now i'm picking it up again, but it'll be in novela form instead! I'm a horrible writer so it's comming along very very slowly. I wonder which'll get finished first? The manga or the novela? assuming they will both get done eventually.

i'm so excited~ i've been dying to write out the story for a whole year.


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to be done:
dark/krad for iris
cute bishie for mai
dante for chris
duo for sunhawk
painting for stan
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clubs:
*narutofanclub
~mauifanclub *secretly glomps maui* ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6262260/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6262260/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:22:04 PST
i'd do just about anything for a break ... and some food.... maybe then i'll be able to produce some better artsy crap.

counting the days till summer... x.x ..... or ski break....





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to be done:
dark/krad for iris
cute bishie for mai
dante for chris
duo for sunhawk
painting for stan
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clubs:
*narutofanclub
=mauifanclub *secretly glomps maui* ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6084376/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6084376/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 02:20:47 PDT
maybe i should start doing some duo fanart, or start a painting.....

any suggestions? im thinking about some Killua, kenshin, or ed fanart too. and then there's the anime bishounen x-over doujinshi Jade wants us to do together...

.....Aa.. that's if i ever get around to it... ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6027087/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/6027087/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 04:30:37 PDT
i was drinking from a cup justa min ago...
n when i'm half way through i saw a fly in it....
i was still thirsty....
so i drank the rest anyway....
i didn't eat the fly though.....

i tried to be productive by working on character designs. but my brain's too fried from reading too much fanfics to think of anything relatively original. so i gave up.

and then i tried to do couple of decent push up. according to jade's current standards i'm suppose to do 17. i failed that miserably. i gave up on that too.

maybe if i read more fanfics my brain'll get numb enough so i wont feel guilty about not sleeping on a school night.

yeah.. that sounds like a plan... ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5873837/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5873837/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:25:52 PDT
anyways, i've been busy with summer school and stuff so i didn't check my da accout that much. but hey~ happy late birthday chris.... and em.. ya.

i used someguy's psp to watch FMA in math class, i sit in first row so i had to hide and do it with my head down... i watched the movie trailer repeatedly.... i can't help but stroke that pretty face of his again and again. and then i can't help but start to cry under the table.

i love edward... i wish he'd comeback. ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5767176/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5767176/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 23:32:17 PDT ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5561695/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5561695/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 15:08:14 PDT
must study for finals... study for SAT.. must draw more... must read chinese romance novels and yaoi fanfics....

i just can't wait... two more weeks till freedom!!! ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5504020/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5504020/ Mon, 30 May 2005 16:19:42 PDT
em... to tired to think, but i'm looking for copic markers, they are so god damn expensive, but i still see so many ppl (friends and ppl on DA) having them/using them to color. is everyone so rich or is there a ghettoer version that's sold cheaper? ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5398072/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5398072/ Thu, 19 May 2005 03:24:16 PDT
lotta ppl offer to help by putting it on a disk and have them upload it for me... but i'm gonna wait till the internet gets fixed. but thanks alot though.

ill try to have new stuff up as soon as i can~

=^.^=

]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5343056/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5343056/ Thu, 12 May 2005 21:32:03 PDT
XD *watch it for the nth time and drool over the keyboard again*



watched gundam wing 8,9 .... i never though i would like GW kind of anime but seriously, you have 5 hot bishies together in a anime there gotta be something good going on.

1x2 3x4 5x6 soraxriku sasuxitachi raitoxL... all that goodies and such. ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5218231/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/5218231/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 02:51:53 PDT ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4937341/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4937341/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 18:40:48 PDT
I wish i can throw a big party right now and have everyone here... hm.. lemme see, here's the invitation list..

-Jade!! (duh.. she has to be there! cuz she's my best friend ever!)
-Robbie!! (cuz he's so lovable and cute and well.. my bf~)
-Iris ( havn't seen her in a long while)
-Chris ( good friend need to be there )
-Andrew (another good friend)
-Mai (she's so cute~)
-Howard (coolest friend ever!)
-Andrew (the asn one in Gunn.. awesome guy)
-Anu (just kindda wanna meet her after all this time)
-Jeni sensei!! (miss her so much)
-jessica (miss her too~)
-shane!!! (except he's never here?! ditching us..)...

my favoritest ppl in the world... some of them i don't even talk to that much but i still <3 them sooo much.

there's gotta be more ppl.. but too lazy to think. if i missed you plz tell me~

*eating bread sticks chris's mom bought me. and drinking beer....* ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4893074/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4893074/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 17:08:26 PST ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4765539/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4765539/ Wed, 09 Mar 2005 01:10:02 PST i'm so addicted to Robbie!!!!!
somebody help me!!!!
it's like i'm addicted to crack except not~

is this how it's suppose to be when someone gets a boyfriend?.... but i don't even love him... i'm just really really addicted to him.... can't stop thinking about it..

help~~~~~~~~~~~

*hopelessly drowning..*

>.< ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4687797/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4687797/ Sun, 27 Feb 2005 19:54:16 PST
finished watching a whole serie of chinese TV show made after my fav. rpg game of all time (other than zelda)

i swear i cried the whole time i was watching.. finished watching it 6am lastnight (or this morning) and i had to cry for another two hours before i can go to sleep...

i think i want to make some fanart for it.....

WAAA~~ now i miss kenshin too~~ why do they always have to die?! WHY~~~~~

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kindda pathetic...

neways.... bored out of my brains.... going to see jade on thursday~ yay~

i'll try to draw more....... ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4633466/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4633466/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 22:20:32 PST
now i'm coughing and dizzy.....

i'll be painting a family portrait this weekend..... i bought akrylic paint... and i have spare canvas.... ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4603141/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4603141/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 00:19:23 PST
yay~~~~ fun~~~

i'll just get as much rain as i can before i get sick~

*shivers... it's cold in front of the computer screen..... damn it.. i don wanna be sick~~~~ these days ever one i know is getting sick*

must get together with jade!! and be stupid together with her this break.......... woot that sounds like a plan.....

Wet Tingting available~~ anybody want one? comes with fresh smell of feburary rain. ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4581758/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4581758/ Mon, 14 Feb 2005 16:07:26 PST
on wait.. that's not it... lemme try again:

howard and sheng sittin' on a tree~

no... that's not it either.....
oh yeah... i got it!

Howard and Kenny sittin' on a tree~
K-I-S-S-I-N-G~

mmm.. that sounds Yummy....

so much love flowing~ valentines day~

Robbie asked me to be his valentine, and i said YES~

Robbie asked me to marrie him, and i said YES~~

i made a bracelet for him last night~ and gave it to him today~

Happy Valentine's day everyone!!! ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4565363/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4565363/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 20:39:08 PST
read new naruto chapters.... GAARA IS SOO cUTE!! ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4542280/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4542280/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 22:07:27 PST
bored out of my brains.... ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4534727/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4534727/ Wed, 09 Feb 2005 01:41:19 PST
i'll posting my progress of the picture i'm working on.... in the scrap section still of course, and yeah.. because i'm lame like that..

but hey.. at least i'm working on SOMETHING.. just do a little bit a day, while i'm waiting for my ramen noodles to cook or while i'm waiting for Jennie to finish taking a crap so i can use the bathroom..... i'll get it finished eventually...

and oh yeah.. i'm madly in love with kenshin.. he's SOOOOOOO unbelievably cute~~ i NEED to get a poster of him so i can stroke his pretty cheeks everyday~

*(shivers at the thought of that..... and fall to the floor~)* ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4517522/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4517522/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 03:19:40 PST
i guess i'm just trying to find excuse not to do homework.

em.. and eh... lemme see... i finally figured out how to scan & fix & upload stuff... after like 2 yrs? geez i'm such a idiot... so i'm currently working on fixing some old pics. to see how i'm doing check the scrap section.

man i'm sleepy........ ]]> ~killuazoldyck http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4484740/ http://killuazoldyck.deviantart.com/journal/4484740/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:27:37 PST
yea... i say i'll finish them one day but it really means never...............

i'm a ninja i swear!

OH GOD i'm sleepy... but life is waaaay too good to fall asleep on...... sleep i must ...but.... nooooo..

oh dear.. god.... no....

oops

ZzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ ]]> ~killuazoldyck