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i'm back, and very very different in the respect of age, attitude, and style. i'd like to start off fresh with everything and anything.

i couldn't abandon my old photos, and i keep a separate, secret, other deviantart for my poetry. so i thought, i should update everything here and keep it real. yknow what i'm sayin?

i'm back from my metaphorical devart vacation.

cheers and enjoy.

:] ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/4081470/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/4081470/ Thu, 16 Dec 2004 14:54:31 PST
otherwise nothing new is going on; everything i take in school photo class has to get matted, so i'm never allowed to take anything home. plus, we've been doing pinholes and photograms for the majority of the course, and i never thought i'd get to the point where i was sick of them, but i am.

however, i'll try to keep this thing updated with whatever i have.

later kiddies ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3493604/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3493604/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 08:11:08 PDT
doesn't it suck when you send away black and white film, and then it takes like 2 months to get it back, and then it comes out like total crap? or is it just me.

so i brought my photos to the camera shop, and the guy working there said that indeed, the pictures were unclear, the blacks weren't black, the whites weren't white, and he happened to be a professional photographer so he knew what i meant. he offered to redo them for me, but couldn't promise they'd be any better because the people there suck. so whatev, i'll save the negatives and perhaps i'll redo them next session at wallingford.

but now i have photo class [in school i mean], so hopefully i'll be able to develop ish all i want so when i start getting things done in that class, i'll post them. but for now i'm taking the rest of my hiatus.

i wish i wasn't so picky, everyone else just sends their film to eckerd. but i feel like i'd rather develop it myself, you know? its more... mine. never mind, i'm just a snob.

lalala, sorry again for dissapearing, but i'm still here ;] so don't forget me. ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3221093/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3221093/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 21:39:59 PDT
i've brought back with me field show knowledge and sunburned legs. i find that odd because my legs never get sunburned. canadensis has it in for me, i swear.

i've been writing more poetry lately, but i don't like posting it for people to read because it always makes me feel so invaded. i don't know why, that's just the way i am.

i find it ironic because i love showing off photos.

writing is a different story.

maybe because my words can sometimes be more obvious about how i feel, and maybe, people might know what i'm thinking about.

what a creepy possibility THAT is.

"my julius, he says he writes his tunes while he marvels at the moon..." ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3160104/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3160104/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:25:43 PDT ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3091336/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/3091336/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 13:18:03 PDT
see, the good news is, i got my black and whites back (which after a week and a half, i damn well should have). the bad news is, they came out like total shit. which i honestly and truly blame on the ritz camera shop.

so. what i'm going to do is take the negatives and reprint all of them. exactly when i'll be able to get that done, i'm not quite sure. but when i do reprint them, i'll post them all up for you guys to check out. because i really do love this roll and i don't want it to go to waste.

hence, the reason i only have 3 photos posted is to give you a preview of what's to come. but i'm not going to post the rest of them because quite honestly, i'm ashamed of the quality.

sorry for the lack of b&ws, everyone. feel free to write angry, disgruntled letters to the ritz camera shop for me ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2991748/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2991748/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:56:34 PDT
i really like these ones, they're the only decent pictures out of three rolls of film. but getting it developed by the photo shop rather then doing it yourself is total trash. they fucked up like two thirds of my photos. *sigh* i need my own darkroom.

the black and whites are still in georgia; i should be getting them back sometime next week, so be patient. i'll upload them the second they come in. i'm such a deviant art whore..

my heart goes out to gair right now, cause i know he's feeling like crap, and i hope he recovers from it. feel better soon, dork. <3

so what else. i got this amazing idea last night. when i get a house of my own, my cat will still be alive. because he's siamese, and those dudes never die. anyway, i'll have elvis with me hanging on to dear life. and then i'll buy another cat, and name it costello. so i have elvis and costello. elvis costello. i am so god damn smart.

lalala. i'm done now; enjoy the new photos.

<3 ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2982172/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2982172/ Tue, 27 Jul 2004 18:24:22 PDT
don't ask me, ask the camera shop. ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2965056/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2965056/ Sun, 25 Jul 2004 15:27:35 PDT COLOR! woo woo. can't wait, can you?

i stole this from cait / sil.

layer one
name: kim
birthdate: august 20, 1988
birthplace: philadelphia
hair color: brown
eye color: brown
height: 5 feet and not surpassing
righty or lefty: righty

layer two
your weakness: sushi. and chick flicks. and deviantart.
your fears: sliced tomatoes & regis philbin. yeah i'm weird.
your perfect pizza: glow in the dark ;] no, i kid. pepperoni i guess.

layer three
your bedtime: school year, like 8 or 9 at night. summer, 1 or 2 in the morning.
your first thoughts waking up: five more minutes. puhlease.
your best physical feature: none, assholes.
your most missed memory: seventh grade.

layer four
pepsi or coke: coke could kick pepsi's ass ANY DAY.
mcdonalds or burger king: yuck.
adidas or nike: adidas makes me sound cooler.
lipton iced tea or nestea: no, snapple, you motherfuckers.
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate times a billion. cause its delicious. and it feeds my menstrating miseries ;]
coffee or cappuccino: coffee. from starbucks mMmmm...

layer five
smoke: no.
cuss: fuck no.
sing: nuh-uh.
take a shower everyday: yeah, i'm a clean freak.
have a crush: oOooh *giggles*
ever been in love: who knows.
want to go to college: yes
like(d) high school: yeah... overall its aiiiight.
want to get married: yes
believe in yourself: haha no.. i have horrible self esteem
get motion sickness: nope
think you're attractive: noway
think you're a health freak: nuh uh
like thunderstorms: yes
play an instrument: yes! several.

layer six
in the past few months...
drank alcohol: no
smoked: no
done a drug: no
made out: yes
gone on a date: hmmm... not really
eaten sushi: YES :]
been on stage: nuh uh
been dumped: no
gone skating: no
made homemade cookies: yes, in cooking class; but our oven thermometer broke so they came out black and charred... lol.
gone skinny dipping: no, but I WILL, GOD DAMMIT.
dyed your hair: never.

layer seven
ever...
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: not besides my tylenol flu incident in art class... hahaha.
been caught "doing something": doing what?
been called a tease: oh, you know it...
got beaten up: nah
hanged who you were to fit in: no

layer eight
age you want to be married: whenever
number and names of children: three children, and i'm going to name them 1, 2, and 3.
describe your dream wedding: somewhere NOT in a church. like a beach or something.
how you want to die: spontaneous combustion.

layer nine
in a guy/girl...
best eye color: i
best hair color: don't
long or short hair: give
best articles of clothing: a
best first date location: shit :]

layer ten
number of people you trust with your life: hmm, nobody. trust is a rare thing to find.
number of CDs you own: two hundred something, i think
number of piercings: my ears, so one.
number of tattoos: none
number of scars on your body: like three i think.
number of things you regret: none

i know you all enjoyed that ;] ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2900457/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2900457/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 22:09:25 PDT
like, i know she gets lonely a lot cause it's only been a year since my grandfather died. so i don't have any right to blame her. but i'm missing so much stuff with my friends next week that i wanna do, and i can't. so i guess that makes me pretty selfish, and i feel guilty every time i think about it.

i guess i care about myself too much sometimes.

whatever... i'll bring my camera and that makes everything alright :] and perhaps my notebook, cause i really need to write. garrett kind of inspired me with his freeform poems, god dammit. uhhh what else. maybe some drawing? i duno, creativity i guess. but samiiiii's coming down so that makes it awesome cause i love her to death. and if worse comes to worse i'll chill with my buh-rother.

tomorrow i'm going to a shindig which should be cool. i'll see some people i guess... i don't know how that's going to go. i think a lot... so i'm really suspicious of people. yeah, i know, i'm an ass. but i go through too much shit in my social life to trust people anymore. its so weird... i wish i was in seventh grade again when we were all one big family. why can't it be like that anymore...

i probably seem angry right now.

yet i'm not. don't have to go to the shore til sunday, so i'm kind of lackadaisical about it right now. and maybe i don't trust people, but that's how it is. but i'm not angry. i promise you.

i had a wonderful last day of class and a wonderful night at the mall with my friends.

did anyone see the "they only come out at night" picture? i really love that one. just thought id tell you all that.

la la la. good night.

]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2895149/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2895149/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 08:18:01 PDT means i'm getting back a shitload of photos i developed yesterday, and everything else i've been working on for the past 2 weeks. so get ready for a bunch of new deviations.

woo woo! ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2883756/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2883756/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 20:21:12 PDT
none of my new deviations are showing up.

or journal entries.

fuck. i'm kind of pissed off... ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2883749/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2883749/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 20:19:43 PDT
me & my dad pitched in and bought "trust" by elvis costello on ebay about a week ago, and it just came in. danced around our living room to "fish and chip paper." aw, i love my dad. AND elvis. they're so cool.

todd's last day of being our photo teacher was today, aw. i'm going to miss him giving me quizzical stares and listening to strange music. on an ending note he told me not to jump out any windows while he was gone. HA HA. i love how cool i am.

and on a note to joey, i'm not ignoring you. i swear.

uhhh well yes. comment on my new photo so i know you guys are actually seeing it.

buhbye <3 ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2849192/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2849192/ Sat, 10 Jul 2004 13:38:59 PDT
so the band carwash was today! didn't really do much washing, though... however, somehow i still managed to get soaked. hm. i stood on the platform in the middle of the street and shouted my fucking lungs out. get your car washed! for free! support the band! jeezus christ. i had a lot of fun, though.

i told one guy i liked his sunglasses and he went & got his car washed. what a nice man ;]

some people purposely rolled up their windows, that pissed me off. assholes. i'd rather them like, curse me off then ignore me, you know? a good "fuck you" would have sufficed better then the window roll-up. some people...

one kid just moved here from new jersey & asked what there was to do around here. i told him he should join band and he said he's "way out of high school." wow, he was probably like 20. i'm smart i swear.

even when i wasn't getting people to go get their cars washed, a lot of them either smiled or laughed. i love making people smile. makes the day so much better; honestly.

the band pool party is tonight which should be fun. i hate wearing bathing suits, though. they make me feel so self conscious. even though i'm completely self conscious in the first place.

it's only in certain situations, though. like, some groups of friends are genuinely wonderful because i can hang out with them and not worry about looking like shit, cuz i know they won't care. and then some of them are harder to blend in with because i know they're judging me, and i don't like it. not at all. oh well... what can you do. people are people.

on a lighter note. people on devart are so friendly. i love each and every one of them. *hugs* thank you for all of those that appreciate my photos... it seriously makes me feel quite accomplished. go you :]

uhhhhm roight. i think that's all for today. no? yes. okay.

loooove yous <3 ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2829188/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2829188/ Wed, 07 Jul 2004 21:40:21 PDT
in photo i took this CRAZY cool picture with a pinhole camera... its fucking amazing, i'll scan it tomorrow or saturday for you all. its like a distorted view of the arts center but its like, ohmygosh. its just wonderful. and i did some other weird photo experimentations as well. created kind of an abstract version of "survivors of the rains" involving me getting covered with developer. but when i scan it, you'll know what i mean. other shtuff, yeah. i'll just scan everything as soon as i can.

tonight i went bowling with ryan, natalie and pete (aka tub, square dance, and cowgirl monkey). on the way there we played mad libs like 920384329084230 times, and i seriously like hurt my stomach laughing so hard. once we got there, there were no lanes open SO, that just meant more mad libs. and cheese fries. lol, and then we finally got a lane and played. i (aka 38Q... don't ask) held the record for the slowest speed, in which my bowling ball went 1.42, yes that's right, 1.42 miles per hour. but then it got stuck. oops, oh well.

after bowling we played DDR, all of us at once. we each picked a square and jumped on it when required. woo woo... and then me and nat did one of those rollercoaster simulations which was the lamest thing ever, and just made us sick. walked to dairy queen and bought a bunch of shit. played more mad libs and ate ice cream the whole night.

most fun i've had all week. or, month. i'm not quite sure.

and if we're lucky and it all works out... pete's dad might be taking us all to SIX FLAGS next week!!!!! ahhhhhh i'm so excited. if i'm allowed to go, i just might shit myself. well not really, but whatever. i'll be pretty damn excited.

so, i had a good night AND i have new work to put on my DA really really soon. yehhh buddy itsall good.

i think i have to do a carwash for band sometime this week. i really don't feel like it, but its for band. and we all know how wonderful band is. so i'm willing to sacrifice my life. er, time.

goodnight to you all.

sincerely, 38Q. ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2811894/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2811894/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 19:09:41 PDT

today was the first day for me that felt like summer. marched in the parade this morning which was brutile and described by no better a word. i got totally sunburnt on my face & arms. how attractive.

then i went home, had myself some sushi para almuerzo (which is the most delish food in the universe), and headed over to nat's house to go swimming. we drew faces around our belly buttons with sharpies (mine looks like an italian man) and read horoscopes in ym magazine. then the guys arrived and we swam for a really long time in desperate attempt to make a "whirlpool." ryan and i invented the dead baby game. ha HA!

then nat and liz came over to my house and we played pictionary. woo woo... and acted out the song "date rape." after everyone left, my cousins and i set off fireworks and played with sparklers... WHICH, by the way, i got some very beautiful pictures of. more coming soon photography. excited? yes? i thought so.

i got alotta replies on my ferris bueller forum topic... god damn, i am so hip & happenin ;] go check it out, if you'd like. ferris bueller, anyone?

am i the only one who loves getting comments? they make me feel so much cooler than i really am. & i love even more when they're about my photos. cause maybe, just MAYBE, someone out there thinks they're pretty alright. i like that. i like it a lot.

well, i should go put some lotion on my sun tinted skin.

wear your sunscreen, kids.

and wear it with pride. ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2797624/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2797624/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 20:17:12 PDT
so hence, i was forced against my will to see spiderman two with my family. which, by the way, was infinite. i think chinese water torture would have sufficed rather than such a flick as that. it just kept going... and going... and going. like a massive herd of energizer bunnies.

i advise you to attend only if you want to quicken the occurrence of your own suicide.

in other news, monday is the 4th of july parade. or 5th of july parade, rather, since that would be the correct date. i get to march down the street in my bright orange tiger band polo shirt playing my cute little flute. woo woo. i'm actually looking forward to it, kind of. or maybe its just because i'm not allowed out. so anything is inviting.

i've discovered that cheese-its are more addicting than well, anything really. i mean who needs drugs when you have cheese-its? they're so god damn tasty.

that's all for today. well not really, but i'm a bit tired.

toodles ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2790810/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2790810/ Fri, 02 Jul 2004 20:32:45 PDT
just started adding photos about an hour ago and people are actually commenting on it. i must say, that's a self esteem boost. i wanna go like give them all hugs. but that would be weird. because, yeah. that would be weird. sorry.

so i'm grounded this weekend because i returned home from being out exactly one hour later than i was supposed to. i guess that makes me a horrible person. wow.

not much else to say. i should go... be... cool... now. yeah.

buhbye ;] ]]> ~kimayyy http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2790175/ http://kimayyy.deviantart.com/journal/2790175/ Fri, 02 Jul 2004 18:55:15 PDT ~kimayyy