http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kishin&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kishin en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 21:15:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/25727556/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/25727556/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 02:14:56 PDT
Why?

Well, lately I've been uploading some new stuff, yet I get comments in drawings I made around 6 years ago and it's sort of depressing...Hell, I think i exaggerated...I get random favs..No comments on OLD shit...I mean, I love to look back on the progress I've made, but I dont need people faving artwork that is 6 years old (I dont want to sound arrogant! I AM grateful for the favs!) so, he only option left is to start fresh...I'm gonna be wiping out the gallery, saving the highlights from it just to be able to look through em every now and then, but I won't be uploading anything old to my new account.


New account is

~Xheoul

If you're interested in watching my new stuff then do go on ahead and watch my new account...If not...well...Nice knowing ya', I suppose :'(

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/24104955/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/24104955/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 02:09:31 PDT
Been drawing some stuff lately, let's see if I get to scanning it...Also, been writing some stuff, might post a story here or there. Stay Tuned...Whoever still is!


P.S: If you dont know what "Ievan Polkka" (A.K.A "Ieva's Polkka", "Leva's Polka" or "Eva's Polka") just go to [link] and be amused.

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23599646/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23599646/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 20:19:50 PDT
It's been by far one of the most loyal comic to movie adaptations I have ever seen. The ending was changed, however, I enjoyed it a lot more than the comic one... There's just something about a WTFMonster from another dimension destroying New York in the 80s that just didn't really appeal to me (*hears the nerds screaming "BLASPHEMER!" outside his door*).

The acting was wonderful! Jackie Earle Haley did an outstanding job as Rorschach and the entire cast just seemed to fit so well (aside from the fact that I HATE Silk Specter and her whore mother...I smiled at the end). The comedian (Jeffrey Dean Morgan) was amazing. The movie captured the essence of the comic very well and it doesn't shy away one bit from violence, gore and even nudity!

Zack Snyder did an amazing job and I dare say...This movie could be competing with Dark Knight as one of my favorite movies of all time (now, now, calm down!)... If it wasn't for the fact that I grew up with Batman and not the Watchmen...I'd say this movie is even better than The Dark Knight... It gets you thinking and it's so real, you can relate to the characters so well.

All in all, fuck all of you who said Watchmen sucked! It's an amazing movie, extremely loyal to the comic (to the point where the ending was even BETTER than the original) and I recommend everyone to go see it...And if you haven't read the comic book... for fuck's sake do so right now!


P.S: Although... My Chemical Romance has NO PLACE near Watchmen...This is the only thing I hated in this movie...I think it's pure bullshit, with so many good bands out there, that they chose MCR to cover Bob Dylan... Just leave the original song alone, please!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23545337/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23545337/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:50:04 PST

I can't draw anything lately :/

Kind of enfuriating...

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23509541/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23509541/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:16:45 PST
1. Put Your iTunes (or whatever music player) on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"6:00" - Dream Theater

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Radio Friendly Unit Shifter" - Nirvana

How do you feel today?
"Suffering Overdue" - Black Label Society (LOL?!)

What is your life's purpose?
"Once sent from the golden hall" - Amon Amarth

What is your motto?
"Save This World" -Phantasy Star Universe OST (This wouldve been SO MUCH better on the question before this one)

What do your friends think of you?
"Rock The Party" - POD

What do you think of your parents?
"Death of Rexor" - Conan The Barbarian OST (lmao!)

What do you think about very often?
"Fear of the Dark" - Iron Maiden

What is 2+2?
"Underwater Love" - Faith No More

What do you think of your best friend?
"Texas" - Unloco (I got some nice friends in Texas!)

What do you think of the person you like?
"Crazy Train" - Ozzy (Very fitting <3)

What is your life's story?
"Envy You" - Five Foot Thick (D: )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"APOCALYPSE" - Soul Calibur IV OST (FUCK YES!!!)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Doin Time on the Rockline" - Limp Bizkit (>___> )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Borg Sex" - Joe Satriani (Bowchika-wow wow)

What will they play at your funeral?
"The Dark Eternal Night" - Dream Theater (I fucking WISH)

What is your hobby/interest?
"Kill DOG as a sacrifice to GOD" - Guilty Gear Isuka OST

What is your biggest fear?
"Tooth and Claw" - Killer Instinct OST

What is your biggest secret?
"Reliance" - FLAW

What do you think of your friend?
"The Journey" - Godsmack

How would you describe yourself?
"Rubina's Blue Sky Happiness" - Joe Satriani

What will you post this as?
"The Truth" - Limp Bizkit



That's what I hate about my MP3 Player...I have over 9000 songs (literally) and it always repeats the same artists :C

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23482010/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23482010/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 02:46:22 PST



Wrong...


For some reason, ATI is out to get me. Happened with my old PC and now my new one. Catalyst Center is pretty fucking shitty...So, iunno Im just installing the drivers as standalone now..It was such a moronic error though...Eh...Computers...Cant live with em..or without em.

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23356216/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23356216/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 04:04:53 PST
So, I got my hands on Dawn of War 2 and it's a bit of a bittersweet feeling... It's NOTHING like the original Dawn of War... build your base? gone. Turtling? gone. Immense zergs? later!

Now this doesn't have to be ALL bad. I've been playing the solo campaign now and it feels SO long...cause it is! Funny thing is, they mixed an RPG element with this whole thing. You gain EXP, level up change your equipment. It's pretty damn nifty. However...

THE LACK OF CHAOS MARINES IS DISTURBING

Seriously, what the fuck were they thinking making a damn Warhammer game without Chaos?...Well...Let's hope I get some sort of surprise at the end of the campaign or something and I unlock Chaos for the multiplayer skirmishes or I'm gonna get PISSED.

BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD!
SKULLS FOR THE SKULL THRONE!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23157038/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23157038/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:03:24 PST [link]

What the fuck is this goddamn bullshit?!

Some little punk starts a no cussing campaign and he gets awards for it?!

Shit... This kind of BULLSHIT is what makes me lose my faith in humanity. I'm sure when that little punk grows up, he's gonna be the new president of the FCC.

This really pissed me the fuck off and motivated me even more to enrich my vocabulary and lifestyle with more motherfucking "cussing".

So I shall finish this journal with a quote from the amazing George Carlin (Rest in peace...in the balloon room)

"Shit, Piss, Fuck, Cunt, CockSucker, MotherFucker, and Tits"

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23130554/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/23130554/ Tue, 10 Feb 2009 22:11:22 PST
As far as characters go, I might make around 6 characters for now since it will most likely be a Flash game, but it could be more I guess depending on how many people I got helping me. I don't know why I keep posting here, I kinda promised myself I would leave dA but eh... What else is there to do?

Anyway, I'll be uploading some sketches soon, so I'm looking forward to some critique or maybe even suggestions to what direction should I take with characters, plot, game mechanics and so on!

What makes you love a fighting game?... I'm gonna sit down with a buddy of mine this weekend and were gonna be playing a bunch of fighting games, see if I can get some ideas.

Anyway, it's late and I'm tired.

Take care guys, much love
-Gio

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/22782079/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/22782079/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 12:48:32 PST
Seriously... Why are chibis so damn popular? I'm sure that if you met a huge eyed midget with stubs for arms and legs in real life you wouldn't rush over to hug him... It'd be...

Well...

Disturbing.

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/22375042/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/22375042/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:51:25 PST
[link]

This community is fucking unbelievable...Something I made in like 4 minutes applying every photoshop filter known to man gets:

Submitted: November 1, 2007
File Size: 368 KB
Image Size: 57.1 KB
Resolution: 600×450
Comments: 7
Favourites & Collections: 41 [who?]

Views
Total: 809
Today: 2

Downloads
Total: 46
Today: 0

For my gallery thats a lot, btw...Not popular like most of you deviants out there. However, a piece of work I truly commit to gets nothing at all! I'm not looking for favs, I post my work to get criticized, get tips on how to improve...What is the fucking point on posting your art in here if it's not for improvement? Spew out internet memes like the mindless drones most of the internet users are nowadays.

All this 4chan meme bullshit is going out of control... I considered myself a /b/tard....long ago... But now these memes are fucking EVERYWHERE! they turned it into some internet subculture that is derailing out of control...Or how most people would put it...Setting sail for fail, more fail than epic fail guy, etc.

Give it a fucking rest....FUCK!





]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/21995543/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/21995543/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 11:03:38 PST
In the early days of human civilization, humans used to kill for supremacy and dominion of a "lesser" group of people and strong beliefs such as religion. Where are we now? Where is the honor in death? There is no such things these days. Mankind has fallen into a state of mindless violence for trivial things such as money or whatever it is these people kill for.

Are we that mindless? Don't get me wrong, I'm not stating we should segregate ourselves into different clans/tribes and duke it out for the sake of dying in battle for the greatest reward of dying an honorable death in a battlefield. But certainly there must be a reason why mankind is killing itself off. Innocent people die at the expense of either a "greater power" in some complex hierarchy or someone who just decided to prove a mindless point. Spineless cowards hide behind their great firepower and take lives without a purpose.

The sheer terror of looking into someone's eyes and knowing you are going to die...And you don't know why, that's a very overpowering thought. Mankind, instead of evolving from these struggles of power mankind had in its time, has de-evolved into a mindless drone of violence. We have forgotten the finer things in life, and it saddens me to know that our greatest weapon against this mindless behavior is the only thing that's feeding it even more.

Yes, I'm talking about the internet. The easiest way to connect with people all around the world and we use it to feed this fire of hatred and disdain. Whether it is jokingly or not, someone is bound to be truthful about this mindless hate, spreading their disease...And the lot of us will feed from it and pass it around. When is it enough? When will people actually start thinking things through by themselves?

However, It's not at all bad. A lot of people are often smart enough to make smart decisions and think for themselves. But it's not the good or bad people that worry me, it's the ignorant people. The ones swayed by any comment, good or bad, the ones that can't think for themselves without hearing an opinion, the ones that don't inform themselves and analyze.

Mankind grows more ignorant each day, and by being ignorant, we forget to take care of each other.

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/21368829/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/21368829/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:19:20 PST
Although, journals in dA like this piss me off:

"me and my vampire frank celebrated r anniversery by giving r hearts 2 each other yay hearts"

I guess everyone is entitled to their own stupidity. I don't see why a probable young age would be an excuse to hinder anyone's grasp of the english language (or whichever their native language is).

Anyways...I'm lacking sleep. For some reason I managed to wake up at 7 in the morning and I couldn't go back to sleep. I got a long day ahead of me though since today I'm gonna be heading out to a beach house with my girlfriend and my best friends for the weekend. It's gonna be awesome! We're doing our own little Wrath of the Lich King release party

Yep, getting out of the house for one last weekend before our asses are glued to the chair while we fuck Northrend up....CANT WAIT!

GOODBYE SOCIAL LIFE! Helloooooo Death Knight!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20702308/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20702308/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:48:07 PDT
Big ol' 22!

Goin' out tonight! Don't wait up!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20570107/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20570107/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 14:50:59 PDT ) ... I've also been listening to the end credits song "Still Alive" (Jonathan Coulton is a genious...And you have to admit he looks like Gordon Freeman)


Anyway... Soon my girlfriend and I are gonna be starting a webcomic following the lines of maybe Penny Arcade and Ctrl Alt Delete (You know... a comic from gamers by gamers). I know there's a lot of those around... But...there just are a LOT of gamers on the internet anyway! But don't worry, we'll have a story going as well. We're still coming up for names so any ideas are gladly welcome

Anyway... I have some work to do for college so, I'll leave you guys to whatever it is you're doing... I'll just leave those "Still Alive" lyrics in here


"Still Alive"
Written by Jonathan Coulton
Sung by Ellen McLain

This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here:
HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate
my satisfaction.
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because we can.
For the good of all of us.
Except the ones who are dead.
But there's no sense crying
over every mistake.
You just keep on trying
till you run out of cake.
And the Science gets done.
And you make a neat gun.
For the people who are
still alive.

I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because
I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data
make a beautiful line.
And we're out of beta.
We're releasing on time.
So I'm GLaD. I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
for the people who are
still alive.

Go ahead and leave me.
I think i prefer to stay inside.
maybe you'll find someone else
to help you.
maybe Black Mesa...
THAT WAS A JOKE, HA HA, FAT CHANCE.
Anyway this cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist
look at me still talking when theres science to do
when i look out there
it makes me glad I'm not you
i've experiments to run
there is research to be done
on the people who are
still alive.

and believe me I am still alive
I'm doing science and I'm still alive
i feel fantastic and I'm still alive
while your dying ill be still alive
and when your dead i will be still alive
still alive
still alive

============================
Stole this from ~genchan
1.Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name

5. Tag 6 people. [Also not going to happen...]
--------------------------
Are you male or female?
"The Sith spacecraft and Droid battle"- John Williams

Describe yourself!
"Boss of Me" - They Might Be Giants

What do people feel when they're around you?
"End of Everything" - Stereomud (BAHAHAHHAHAHA!)

Describe your current relationship.
"Calling from Hell" - Mystic Prophecy (..XD)

Where would you like to be now?
"A change of seasons" - Dream Theater

How do you feel about love?
"Entrance" - NonExist

What's your life like?
"Link's House" - Koji Kondo (made me lol)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
"Shadow of a man" - Mudvayne (GAAHA I TAKE THE WISH BACK!!!)

Say something wise.
"Mar Adentro" - Heroes del Silencio ("Sea Inside" - Heroes of Silence..irony!)


If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
"One of a kind" - Breaking Point


How would you describe yourself?
"Bring the Pain" - Mindless Self Indulgence

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Take the time" - Dream Theater

How do you feel today?
"Sad but true" - Metallica (BAHAHAHHA... ]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20376139/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20376139/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:45:07 PDT [link] ... WHAT?!... Are you fucking kidding me?...Okay, props to the artist for thinking such a "unique" piece, I guess... but...WHAT?!... are you FUCKING kidding me?! so much TALENT on dA and THIS gets a daily deviation?... WHAT?!... Honestly, ANYTHING can be considered "pieces of art" these days... Maybe it's a personal taste thing but, god damn it... This is the kind of critique Piero Manzoni wanted to give when he canned his own feces and sold it for the price of gold (look up "Merda d'artista" meaning "Artist's shit"). Fucking-a... Im done... okay, edit over.


Lately don't know why I got this huge writer's block... I feel like I need to draw some stuff but I can't get it down on paper or PS /sigh... I need some new music as well... Only new music I've gotten is the new Metallica album... I've been tearing the shit out of Finntroll and Korpiklaani lately though which has gotten me in the mood for writing some good stuff that I will reveal soon enough. Currently, my girlfriend and I are working on a story, however we're designing the world first... Its creation, the lore, villains, heroes, places of interest, tribes... We got a long way to go, but it's really fun to watch a complete world just develop into this huge ball of lore and epicness.

I'll see what I can work on... But anyway, enjoy my little review on "Death Magnetic" Metallica's new album set to hit the US September 12.



So I had the chance to take a listen to Metallica's new album "Death Magnetic" so, hell, I figured I'd write a little review on it.

As I sat down and heard the first seconds of the first track "That was just your life" it takes you back to the days of "Enter Sandman" where there's this lonely guitar playing a fairly simple little riff. What happened next blew my head off, a stampede of guitar riffs charging at me with no remorse. This is when I thought "This is gonna be one hell of an album" and I was right. The thrashy, ass-kicking Metallica we all know and love is back and kicking more ass than before.

After the little St.Anger mishap my expectations were pretty low for this album, but the boys from Metallica caught me by surprise as I'm greatly impressed by this album.

The album is not all thrash and headbanging. Metallica also makes us raise our lighters and softly nod away (in a good way!) with songs like "The day that never comes" and "Unforgiven III". The song that surprised me the most was their song "Suicide and Redemption" a song almost 10 minutes long, completely instrumental that keeps your blood racing from the very first power chord.

One of the songs that brings this awesome saga of an album to a close is their song "My Apocalypse", an emotional roller coaster that will have you screaming to the chorus.

The only problem I have with this album, though, even if it marks Metallica's official return as the metal gods they once were, is the lack of vocal hooks in this album. You could memorize the lyrics of Metallica's past works in minutes, this one however, is not that memorable. (Maybe that's just nostalgia talking though)

All in all, it's an amazing album. Whether you're a Metallica fan or not, I suggest you give a couple of tracks a listen. It's a really refreshing album that takes you to the good ole' days of "Ride The Lightning", "..And justice for all" and "Master of Puppets".

Tracks:
1)"That Was Just Your Life" (7:08)
2)"The End Of The Line" (7:52)
3)"Broken, Beat & Scarred" (6:25)
4)"The Day That Never Comes" (7:56)
5)"All Nightmare Long" (7:58)
6)"Cyanide" (6:39)
7)"The Unforgiven III" (7:46)
8)"The Judas Kiss" (8:00)
9)"Suicide & Redemption" (9:57)
10)"My Apocalypse" (5:01)

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20090048/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/20090048/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 05:08:18 PDT
Seriously...

Now I know why I stopped browsing dA's art a long time ago! It's sickening to see fucking badly cropped picture of cartoon characters ripped off the main site and slapping a paintbrush on some characters hair or whatever. I know none of these people would read this journal but it's so fucking infuriating! Im even seeing fucking Gaia avatars on this bullshit!

And to make matters worse...4chan memes are ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE!

GAAAAH!

>NO YOURE NOT CHARGIN YOUR LAZAH

>NO YOURE NOT IN MY BASE KILLING MY MANS

>NO MY BASE ARE NOT BELONG TO YOU (when fucking 90% of the people that repeat this dont even fucking KNOW where it's from!)

>YES, MILLHOUSE IS A FUCKING MEME, THATS THE FUCKING POINT OF IT NOT BEING ONE

>ALL OF YOU ARE CANCER AND MUST BE PURGED. YOU FOUND 4CHAN CAUSE SOME FRIEND SAID IT WAS AWESUM CUS U FIND ANIMEZ AND KITTIEZ WAAARHGAJKHKLNHJKLNHLJFKFBKBGFJKNFLNH! FUCK YOU INTERNET!

But I digress...Back to dA

NO YOURE NOT A FUCKING MERMAID, CAT, DOG, DRAGON, UNICORN, FISH, WIZARD, WITCH, FOX, NINJA, SAMURAI, CAT-WOMAN/MAN, DOG-WOMAN/MAN, PIRATE, CHIBI, POKEMON, DIGIMON, BAKUGAN, SQUIRREL, ALIEN, WEIRD NON-HUMAN SHIT.

You are not fucking married to a fictional character... This includes: Jack Sparrow, Inuyasha, Edward Scissorhands, any fucking cartoon character or movie character.

Stop making Gay drawings of characters. God dammit these characters have SOME integrity and unless they were MADE gay they were not made to be Frotting with some muscular and/or feminine, skinny gay dude of your dreams. This includes males with their lesbian obsession... (FUCKING GOO AND FRANKY FROM FOSTER'S?!?! COME ON!!!!) -- While I have nothing against gay people... I don't wanna see my favorite animated character having buttsex with Cocks McGaggin over there --

Finally...This is a personal thing...

Im fucking TIRED of being an entire DAY on a piece of work and be like "hm lets see what sort of critique I get in dA" AND NOTHING!!! But shit, I roll my face on the keyboard and OMG ITS ART!


FUCK YOU, MODERN SOCIETY!
FUCK YOU, DA
FUCK YOU, INTERNET
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU

I HAVENT FUCKING SLEPT AND MY HEAD HURTS

I love you guys,
Peace!


Edit: AND JUST FOR THE FUCKING RECORD...

YOU ARE NOT COOL OR CUTE BY SAYING "Sugoi", "Itadakimasu", "Moshi Moshi", "Sayonara", "Bai Bai!", "O Genki Desu Ka?", "Oyasumi Nasai", etc. IN A HIGH PITCHED VOICE... IT MAKES ME WANT TO PUNCH YOU!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19755612/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19755612/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 16:14:09 PDT
Dream Theater
"Misunderstood"


Waiting
In the calm of desolation
Wanting to break
From this circle of confusion

Sleeping
In the depths of isolation
Trying to wake
From this daydream of illusion

Chorus
How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

It challenges the essence of my soul
And leaves me in a state of disconnection
As I navigate the maze of self control

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

Chorus

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from surreal to seclusion
From love to disdain
From belief to delusion
From a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

Chorus

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19626190/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19626190/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 15:57:43 PDT
Not much to say, really... Just really psyched about The Watchmen movie! Also I'm really looking forward to watching Pineapple Express...Sadly I have that damn song stuck in my head (the one from the trailer). If you havent seen the trailers for Watchman or Pineapple Express, check em out on youtube!

Anyway, I'm out! Grandma's Boy will be on soon on FX!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19509957/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19509957/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:24:17 PDT
]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19280827/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/19280827/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 20:05:17 PDT

BUT ANYWAY... here's an update...

1) My life's good

2) Doing 3d modeling now

3) Soon starting on animation and rigging characters for video game design.

4)Relationship of a year and 4 months stable

5) We play WoW together

6) ???

7)PROFIT!!!

I'm a man of few words now...No more sermons and long ass posts about how life sucks these days... Yeah it does but eh, fuck everything that doesnt dance to the beat of my own drum... Shouldve thought of that a long time ago eh? Naw, I still rant like an old man >>... Just not in the mood now...

Anyway, Adult Swim is on now, Im out, enjoy the orc im uploading! I guess I'll add something some other time...Whenever I feel like uploading something, I dont know...

Anyway I love you guys, as always, you're all always on my mind!


P.S I play on US-Burning Legion as:

Xheoul - Rogue
Ghantz - Paladin
Tatai - Hunter
Bubbah - Warrior
Songan - Druid

Horde of course ;D



P.S: Went to a Dream Theater concert a couple of weeks ago....FUCKING AWESOOOOOOOOOOME...

Also check out:

Between The Buried and Me
Amon Amarth
and listen to MANOWAR (if you havent, youre missing out!)

I think I might just turn to the Norse religion...

ACROSS THE RAINBOW BRIDGE TO VALHALLA, ODIN'S WAITING FOR ME!!!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/14527771/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/14527771/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 08:43:06 PDT
A lot of shit has been happening lately in my life. I was around the cosplay environment in Puerto Rico due to my ex girlfriend... I broke off the relationship, later on met my current girlfriend and 5 months after breaking up with my ex and no even talking to her during all that time, she comes up with this stupid idea to put a restraining order on me, of course, she didn't have the proof to do so, so the case was dropped. But it honestly made me see a couple of things, mostly, made me be thankful for my friends and my family who woke up at 4am just to be early for the "trial" and give me emotional support cause I was nervous as hell... My first time in a court room... scary shit lol...

Ive been progressing a lot in my art, maybe i'll update with some stuff later on... Ive been working with some machinima and some "photo manipulations" using WoW models... Haven't submitted them on dA cause theyre tight asses with the whole copuright shit and what not... I honestly don't know if i'm allowed to upload those (giving the proper credit to Blizzard of course) but I will upload some stuff... eventually...

On a lighter note, Ive been playing WoW all this time...It's basically the online thing i have internet for! So any of you guys that wanna contact me in-game or wanna join my guild, you are more than welcome to look up my characters

Server: Burning Legion
Faction:Horde
Guild: Wrath

Characters
Ghantz - 70 Blood Elf Paladin
Xheoul - 70 Undead Rogue
Bubbah - Tauren Warrior
Tatai - Troll Hunter
Kahzel - Undead Mage
Gahlandriel - Blood Elf Warlock
Songan - Tauren Druid
Zekh - Orc Shaman
Zuriel - Undead Priest

That's it, probably you'll be hearing from me soon, but I won't make any promises... I love you guys and always remember to love everyone around you...No matter how much they deserve a wrench in the face

Much love!
-Gio

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/11425109/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/11425109/ Sat, 13 Jan 2007 17:12:32 PST < ... one of em is a bitch and hit on me and she got mad i didnt pay attention to her >__>.......


....women...


ANYWAY!!!!!

I didn't get much for christmas... I didnt ask for anything... Although my girlfriend bought me a World of Warcraft shirt with the Rogue symbol on it (I play Rogue if you guys didnt know lol...but i guess you do...) so ... FINALLY WoW IS CORRUPTING HER!!!!....and I also got Kirby Squeak Squad for DS....beat it all in 2 days all 120 chests... still an awesome game! was hungering for some old school Kirby lol...

My latest obsession is..of course... Metalocalypse and Im listening to a lot of Dethklok these days..Even if theyre not a serious Metal band, theyve actually inspired me to do some work. Work as in..Artwork....Soon all the photomanipulations are gonna start pouring in, since my girlfriend's gonna start taking photography in college, so you might say im gonna have my personal photographer! ... Anyway, no sermon today, im not too happy... Was supposed to get together with my friends but they all went on a road trip without me my girlfriend's at work...and Ive been walking around with my zipper down all day and i just noticed....wow....what a day!

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/10353860/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/10353860/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 00:23:26 PDT

I dont even know where to start in this journal...Okay, I think I know! what better for a comeback than my famous famous sermons you all love and adore? XP yeah lets do that...Here's whats been up so far...

I dont know how many of you may be reading this and I dont know how many of you may care... But I know theres a lot of people here I have considered my family and I still do. Lately, Ive been alienated... Alienated from my beliefs, my people and my art... I went straight into this wall and my inspiration went crashing down in a fiery spiral...My gateway out of depression? World of Warcraft... yep, I spent lots of hours playing that game (Still do lol) but ASIDE from WoW I've also been facing a couple of hardships along the way some of you may know of, some of you may not but I'm not here to talk about that.... What I do know however is that I have taken this 180 degree turn in my life where, once again, I've cleared my mind and I have thought a lot of things over... Mistakes I've made, wrong decisions I have taken and a lot of ideals i had that were just plain wrong...(To me anyway)... It was till recently that I picked up my guitar again and I started jamming..then I picked up my sketch pad...then i reinstalled photoshop and I got working... Ive done a couple of pieces and I dont feel like putting up.. Maybe i'll put up a couple of them, but all of those pictures I've done are kinda from what I wanna call "My Downtime"...And I've been straying away from my roots for far too long....

Im not promising i'll be more active on dA... Im not promising i'll upload more art... But I AM here... and I am somewhat changed... and the comments left here will reflect those people that HAVE been wondering "Wow.... where is this Kishin guy?" and I will be deeply...deeply thankful to those people..and even those that dont comment... hell, those that dont even read this journal that I have even had a conversation or a simple art trade with them... Thank you...and you shall be forever in my heart and my mind...To all this beautiful community, thank you for helping me grow... for inspiring me...Thank you for the love and the care....And most important of all: What's up, people!!!!...

Much Love
-Gio

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/7391883/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/7391883/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 11:59:48 PST -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Yep, Ive been away THAT long...:sigh: well, okay...Here's the deal... Ive been workin....and playing World of Warcraft...yeah, it has officially taken over my life now...I dont to eat, drink, sleep or have sex....well.....scratch that last one....but anyway...Im alive and I know I've been neglecting all my awesome friends here in dA...Its hard to break the WoW habit but i decided to drop in a note to let you guys now, I finally got my scanner running and I scanned just a few drawings Ive made rcently....no, theyre not all pretty and inked...Theyre raw, sketchy pencil drawings...my favorite

So, hope you guys enjoy them...hopefully I'll drop by again sometime soon when world of warcraft stops being so fucking ADDICTIVE!!!!!....

oh, for those who play WoW:


Burning Legion PVP Server
Xheoul // Undead Rogue // Lv.30 //

Love you, guys
-Gio ]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6973900/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6973900/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 17:21:41 PST
Well theres a few things going around in my life now...As you can see Im not updating... (No I havent given up on art and no I havent given up on music either)

Although lately Im being somebody I've always feared of becoming and please, Im not trying to be funny at this moment, Sadly, Im being serious...

Ive become a responsible, full-time working man...

Ive cut my hair... I sell electronics to people...I use pressed pants with neat button t-shirts...and I have a name tag with a number along with it that identifies me as one more into the "working man mainstream"...

Im a number now...Im a statistic...I live in a world where Im not unique anymore... Im part of them and I no longer own myself... Ive signed a contract where now I belong to a multi-million dollar company where they can assign what I do, when I do it and how I do it... Ive become dependant on a system that Ive always detested and Ive had to accept I need them now to make a living... I have to accept I need them so I can move on in my life...

I need to accept that even though, at my age of 19 , I have every right to go out partying or just hang out..I cant... I have a responsibility..and even though I may be able to still go out in my free time..the stress of a job breathes down my neck...reminding me "theres always tomorrow"...

Many people may think Im making a big deal out of this... Maybe I am... but what ive come to hate is that the world i knew as a child is no more... the world i knew as a teenager is coming to an end... right now im in a world where everyone wears suits and money is a huge issue...im living in a world where i have to respect those that dont deserve my respect....people my ask me then why do you work if you hate it so much...i dont hate it... ive come to meet people there that have been pretty cool with me....but i still dont like being one more...i dont like the fact i had to cut my hair...i dont like the fact i have to be someone im not...and as i heard myself explaining a simple 3 year guarantee with 10% off if you buy the dvd/vcr recorder using your approved sears/mastercard account i asked myself....


Who the fuck have I become?....


Love you guys
-Gio

(Here's a treat for you...Lyrics to my state of mind)

Limp Bizkit - - " The Channel"

Check one
I don't like the radio
I don't like tv
They're selling so much shit these days
And this shit is not who I want to be
I don't like officials
Using rank to pretend they're not crooks
I don't like the tricks played on kids
in those shitty teen metal books
I don't like my heros
To kill themselves with the drugs
I don't think sucess
can fill you up when you need love
I don't like the whores
That try to fuck you for your game
I don't like my childhood
And do not need someone else to blame

This is the channel I'm dialed into
I already know you, are dialed in too
This is the channel I'm dialed into
and I already know you, are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too

Come on

I don't like this music
I don't like this band
I like what we're about
and mock what you cannot understand
I don't like being paranoid
I don't like that I'm bleeding again
but I accept all these cards I've been dealt
And do not need motherfucking friend

This is the channel I'm dialed into
I already know you, are dialed in too
This is the channel I'm dialed into
and I already know you, are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too

Who gives a fuck about what I like
who gives a fuck about who listens
as long as I'm here
as long as you know you can keep me here
for whenever you get lost
or you need an excuse to coverup your intentions
you hate that I express how I'm feeling
you hate that you relate to this shit
you hate that I'm a tick
a motherfucking tick
you're finding hard to forget!

This is the channel I'm dialed into
I already know you, are dialed in too
This is the channel I'm dialed into
and I already know you, are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too
I already know you are dialed in too ]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6508248/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6508248/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 01:21:40 PDT


THIS MOVIE IS THE SHIIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


BEST MOVIE EVER MADE O___O

God, I had multiple orgasms while watching that movie...AND IM A GUY!!!!!!

SEE IT NOW!!!

OR YOU SHALL REGRET IT!!!!















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]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6453205/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6453205/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 18:33:01 PDT


"this is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/ sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that. The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on school and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their soo-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single. So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where... ]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6399775/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/6399775/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 17:57:50 PDT


Okay yeah, so I'm back... I got 2 new deviations for you guys... I've had a MAJOR mental block... Yeah I've been goin through a bit of stress... God I need Pocky >>;;... Anyway, yeah, I got 2 new deviations for you guys, hope you guys like em...

I'm still without a scanner, but let me assure you, when I get my hands on one I'll update like mad O__o...Anyway...

I was sick, yeah....And I've been job hunting...ALTHOUGH they did invite me to apply for a job at Adelphia in Tech Support.... Getting paid $8/$8.50 and hour just to sit in an office in an air contiioned room getting calls from people that need help turning on their computers... AWESOME X3

So Im back at Ragnarök Online...Im trying to get back to World Of Warcraft *sigh* aaaaaaaaand MAAAAAAAAYBE I'll get hooked on to Everquest 2... Now with all this job thing and trying to get back to college I dont think I'll have time to sleep!!!! O____o;;;

SHIT!!!... Oh well... Im thinkin up a sermon to put up here but im not in a mood to write all that down XD

Soon I'll be uploading to dA My D&D Campaign "Insanity Arise" (Once I get it started XD)...

Much Love
-Gio






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<sub>Here's a preview of what will come when I come back to dA (Hopefully with a scanner)...

These are taken with my webcam so...shush.. XD</sub>





]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5754886/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5754886/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 15:55:37 PDT


Im impressively calm today... Planning on going to see "Land Of The Dead" with =Bloody-Kizzez ...

But I got no sermon today...
On the other hand... Im gonna make you all a question I want you guys to answer for me in my poll...

She needs to re-join the ROTC..... SHOULD I join up with her so she doesnt have to do all that shit by herself?....

I lay my life on your guys hands... If I rejoin the ROTC and you guys dont see me... Im probably dead cause of a heart attack... nah lol.. jk...

But honestly im just curious of what you guys think I should do.... Im CONSIDERING it.... XD... but... eh... I just wanna make a new poll

Love you all

-Gio




My Friends And Family

My 1337 Crew:

_{These are the people I share my daily madness with}

>Beautiful, cool, smart and funny but deadly...well...a killer artist as well...She hits hard...Go see her gallery!

>One of my closest bros, he's new to dA, give him a warm welcome!

>Another one of my closest bros, this account is new, but still give him a warm dA welcome as well, he's got mad skills!


Clubs:
_{Admin of:}
~limp-bizkit-fans
~Synthetic-Warfare






Links:

The Armpit

Limp Bizkit's Official Site

Slipknot's Official Site

Slipknot Unofficial Site

Xanga.com

Locomotion : The Animestation

VH1's Save The Music Page

KoRn's Official Site

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5718630/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5718630/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 22:07:48 PDT


Here he is....

The man behind the deviations...

The man behind the journal sermons...

The man behind the words that have made people think and analyze situations in their lives...

Here he is.......


=kishin -- The most hardcore motherf-


WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!





My Friends And Family

My 1337 Crew:

_{These are the people I share my daily madness with}

>Beautiful, cool, smart and funny but deadly...well...a killer artist as well...She hits hard...Go see her gallery!

>One of my closest bros, he's new to dA, give him a warm welcome!

>Another one of my closest bros, this account is new, but still give him a warm dA welcome as well, he's got mad skills!


Clubs:
_{Admin of:}
~limp-bizkit-fans
~Synthetic-Warfare






Links:

The Armpit

Limp Bizkit's Official Site

Slipknot's Official Site

Slipknot Unofficial Site

Xanga.com

Locomotion : The Animestation

VH1's Save The Music Page

KoRn's Official Site

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5697474/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5697474/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 18:53:51 PDT


Oi!... well.... right now Im drinking SoBe...and you know what SoBe does to me, right?



Yep... gets me all sorts of "happy".. god bless ginseng XD

Anyway...SOOOOOOoooooooo.....Bah! right now im feeling in a carefree mood... Honestly I havent felt like this for a while...even though some things are troubling me on the inside...Im tired of being so rushed and stressed the whole time...sometimes you just gotta give in and let the current drag you around...Enjoy what you got...and fight for what you want... but if you dont get it when you want it... keep fighting.. but dont stress....

Sit down... write...sing..play an instrument... draw...go out there..or just lay down in a couch... Do whatever it takes for you to relax... cause... hey...

Stress will slowly kill you...so just chill....Im talking like a stoner now I know but eeeh...I dont care...Im happy.... Chuu-chan (=Bloody-Kizzez) is back and now im talkin to her...Missed her a lot....so I guess that's what has me so relaxed right now I think... anyway... Take it easy, people...
I love you all...

-Gio





My Friends And Family

My 1337 Crew:

_{These are the people I share my daily madness with}

>Beautiful, cool, smart and funny but deadly...well...a killer artist as well...She hits hard...Go see her gallery!

>One of my closest bros, he's new to dA, give him a warm welcome!

>Another one of my closest bros, this account is new, but still give him a warm dA welcome as well, he's got mad skills!


Clubs:
_{Admin of:}
~limp-bizkit-fans
~Synthetic-Warfare






Links:

The Armpit

Limp Bizkit's Official Site

Slipknot's Official Site

Slipknot Unofficial Site

Xanga.com

Locomotion : The Animestation

VH1's Save The Music Page

KoRn's Official Site

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5640129/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5640129/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 19:32:58 PDT


Welcome!!!

I shall teach you today how to prepare a tender, soft, yet crunchy male broken heart... It's one of those things all the ladies love, Dont you, ladies!.... Well yes... First thing's first...

You need:

1 Woman - _{That's the initial ingredient, cant have a broken heart without one!}

5 Ounces of falling in love - _{that gives it the spice you need in life and the desire to make this woman everything in your life.}

2 Ounces of dedication - _{this goes with the falling in love ingredient, since both of them go extremely well together.}

3 Ounces of unforgettable moments - _{This will play a bigger part in phase 2 of the broken heart mix.}

Then stir and let it simmer for about a week or so....And now that the Broken Heart is whole, moist and tender.... Why dont we start with drying it up so it gets that crunchy feel and that sour taste?

2 Ounces of jealousy - _{This is to take away the moist texture off the heart}

7 Ounces of "she loves another man" - _{Now THIS is the killer ingredient folks, without this a broken heart does NOT taste as sour as it should.}

Now to the final steps: Mix it all up, add a little bit of mixed up feelings and emotions if you wish, add physical and mental bruises by other people in the mix as well just to give it that little kick, add some suffering on the side....VOILÁ!!!!... You have broken heart, cold and hard as a rock for your engorging pleasure.

Bon Appetit,
-Gio

My Friends And Family

Featured Artist:
~RabidOzztaku:
Awesome gallery!!! go check her out


Clubs:
_{Admin of:}
~limp-bizkit-fans
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Links:

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Limp Bizkit's Official Site

Slipknot's Official Site

Slipknot Unofficial Site

Xanga.com

Locomotion : The Animestation

VH1's Save The Music Page

KoRn's Official Site

]]> ~kishin http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5239949/ http://kishin.deviantart.com/journal/5239949/ Sun, 01 May 2005 16:25:33 PDT Family




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