http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kissthecurse&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kissthecurse en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 14:23:04 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/26908039/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/26908039/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 03:33:24 PDT
been at my job for over a year, that's the longest i've ever worked somewhere. i'm usually too fed up with bullshit and will quit.

i found the love of my life, who i've pretty much known all along, well since sophmore year.
wasn't on purpose, but i'm pregnant.
it's gonna be a girl, her name is madeline. i'm due in nov.

mmmm, fuzzy is finally five years old and still acting like an old man. silly boy.

and mmmmmmmmmm that's it.

i think i will start taking pictures again, i kinda miss it.

so yup yup.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/23222389/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/23222389/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 18:54:37 PST
i don't even know where to begin, or what exactly my point even is.

... i feel unproductive here at da.

haha, under statement of the year right there.

i can't wait till i'm out of school so i can finally do some things i enjoy.

like going for walks, taking pictures, being with my dog, being with my friends/family, baking, cooking, reading.


all things i miss so very much.
basically life is school. work. home. sleep.
then, school. work. home. shower. sleep.
sometimes i change it up to shower. school. work. sleep.

*sigh* almost there. hanging in. promise.



then i'll have some cutie fucking pictures of my pup-o.

fuzzy, by the way is four and a half years old. will be five in june.
fucking crazy.

i've loved my dog since he was the size of my palm.
he is amazing, i have no idea what i did right, but i obviously did. he's super sweet and chill. loves pretty much everyone except drunk people. whatever, it's cool. he's observant. very much so actually. can be playful if you rev him up a little. he can dance, roll over, lay down, shake, sit up, and give kisses on demand. he doesn't really need a leash, he just hangs out by you [unless something is very interesting smelling, then it could take like five minutes]. he has a huge personality for a dog, let alone a small one. he's me babay.

"in order to really enjoy a dog, one doesn't merely try to train him to be semihuman. the point of it is to open oneself to the possibility of becoming partly a dog." - edward hoagland

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/21209850/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/21209850/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 21:48:30 PDT
so i'm being an easy inexpensive thing for halloween this year.

a pirate wench!

i think i spent a total of ten bucks.
eyepatch, hoop earrings, red bandanna and a cheesy medallion.

i had the pants, the sword, the bootybag, the corset, the shirt & the fishnets already.

sad... but cool in it's own way.

i work for halloween anyways, and knowing me i'll probably be too tired for a party, but i'ma be one cute pirate wench selling tools.

today was lovely, i forgot how much i loved being in the kitchen.

i made lasagna, molasses cookies & some sugar cookies.

tomorrow i'm making pumpkin bread & i haven't decided what else but it'll be sweet.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/21133175/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/21133175/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 22:06:49 PDT
but why'd you go to mtv?
i'm disappointed in that.

now you're gonna get famous.
but you deserve it if you really want it.

either way i'm seeing you on sunday.


this will be the first sunday i've had off since i've worked there. that's over three months man. of being there at 9 am.

on a sunday... PHEW that's early.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/20217809/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/20217809/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 11:53:15 PDT there will be times in your life when the roof falls in and the bed bugs bite
those sweet dreams you heard about well you slept right through them what's that about
cause of that snake in the grass well you never had such a pain in the ass
yeah you tried speaking your mind but they got you convinced that its empty inside



mmmmmmmm so summers almost over and i've been working pretty much the whole time.

i'm technically an adult but i know i won't feel like one for quite some time. i'll probably feel like one when
a)i finish high school.
b) get my car put into my name with insurance/ my license and everything else associated with that.
c)maybe plan on moving out. just maybe cause there's nothing wrong with living with your parents if you get along like best friends.
d)save up for college. i would love more than anything to go to school for baking. serious bliss... haha.
& e) stay in a stable relationship. i know this guy, he's like the boy of my dreams and i just might be able to get him.


but im'a take things slow.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/18922237/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/18922237/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 00:29:40 PDT
i'm really not excited about all this math WASL bullshit.

so, here's the deal, i didn't pass my 10th grade year. didn't take it seriously. failed by six points.

in 11th grade i tried so incredibly hard i fucking cried. and failed by a lot.

this year i didn't take it cause i had tonsillitis and was about to pass out.

so i have to take it again this summer, and a whole nother years worth of math.

akdhkjahdhasd.
i hate math.
no, i hate numbers.
fuck you numbers.
you've screwed me over way too many times!

but... i did passed my last geometry class EVER. now all i have left is advanced algebra.

mannnnn i just wanna go to college and bake my little heart out and work at a nice little bakery and someday have my own.

wasl applies to much pressure anyways. tests make me want to vomit and the wasl makes me want to kill someone.
true motherfucking story.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/18391744/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/18391744/ Sun, 18 May 2008 23:37:52 PDT around, around, around, around, around
yay hot hot heat.
you know they do the rehab song?
it's pretty great actually.
i dig it.


ahhhhhh, i got so burnt today.

i'm so white that two and a half hours of sunlight made me bright bright bright red.

and the line is funny. it's like reflective white then fucking bright ass red man.

hurts to move or get goosebumps.

mmmhmmm, first burn of the season.

looks like i need to pick up some sunblock. fo sho.

other than a burn, life is good.

sup with everyone else?

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/16272707/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/16272707/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 15:34:48 PST
amazing.

i love that pooch. since he was the size of my palm.

i'm so lucky.
he's like the sweetest thing ever. haha.
and he absolutely loves party blowers and my trumpet. what a silly head.



dogs are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole.
-Roger Caras

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/15669681/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/15669681/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:31:05 PST
on tuesday and i get to make a lot of the food.

cooking/baking makes me happy and i have officially changed my mind about what i want to do.
saying nay to dog grooming and yay on being a chef and or baker.

true story.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/15035829/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/15035829/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 21:19:18 PDT true story.
but i always miss him when he comes to seattle cause i worked.
and finally, i don't have a job and he's on tour again but not coming here.
saddddddddd.

but oh well, some other day, maybe i'd be legal then. [hehe, just kidding]

anyways, it's amazing to finally be a senior.
if everything goes as planned, then this is my last year of high school.
then off to better things.

[DOGS!]

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14783756/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14783756/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:58:46 PDT

not bad for free, i like it actually.


so, this is good, my pictures were all uhm 'raw'? hahaha.

now they can be slightly tweaked to my liking.

i like tuesdays, LA ink is on.

hell yeh.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14553568/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14553568/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 23:38:38 PDT
that's funny.


soo, i didn't feel so well at the fair.

me and jamie went on two rides and on the second one, i puked. i freaking puked in my mouth when we were the second little zipper cage to get off. and waited till i made it to half the way to the garbage can. puked on some peoples shoes... hahah i've never done that outside my house. i barely ever. unless i'm really sick. once when i was drunk but i don't drink anymore so. yeh. funny.

other than that, the fair was coo.
i ate a potatoe, had a sno cone and water and gatorade and watched aztecs dance i felt a lot better.

school is very soon. intake on monday and first day if class is the 20th. yay.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14469946/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14469946/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:42:42 PDT
this year i don't think i'm gonna have a job, cause i need to get ten credits [instead of six, because i'm a slacker], do my argumentative paper [once again, cause i'm a slacker and didn't do it last year], and my CE. and that's a lot. woooweee. hopefully i can do it, because being a super senior is going to mess up my plans.

sooo, all schoolwork for me.

which is cool. i should take life more seriously, because next year, i will be a legal adult. [super exciting to think about]

sad to say, my last summer as a kid was kind of shitty. i think the only good part was my road trip and today i'm going to the state fair.

this will be the summer that i'll always remember because i lost someone so close to me. my birthday buddy is gone and it's hard to believe that i'll have to celebrate it alone. haha, i remember when i turned ten, and it was a big deal because, you know, double digits.

even though her life was short, she packed a lot into it and always had a good time. yupyup.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14354102/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/14354102/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 18:28:20 PDT
everyone though we wouldn't make it.
like the bus wouldn't be dependable.

and it was.


we got lost sooo much.
everywhere we went.

and moses lake is so small, the movie theature large popcorn was $3.00 and a large soda was $3.50.

haha the motel was 35 dolla a night. but we stayed in spokane. staying there would have been scary.

silverwood isn't that great. wild waves is just the same so no reason to go to bumfuck idaho.

haha fuck that place.
i like washington. a lot.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13739310/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13739310/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 00:37:06 PDT
anything that reminds me of her switches it, so elephants, humming birds, really funky hats, and spaghetti sandwhiches.

i know everyone says this but it's oh so fucking true.
life will never be the same.

i'm not sure if i could go to sultan without her crossing my mind. without balling, or at least shedding a tear.
she was the life at that town. for me anyways.

i think it's incredible how fast your life can change.

just last year she got married.
she actually passed a week later from their one year anniversary. thats so depressing.

but i thought it was absolutely amazing how she hung on until it wasn't her sons birthday anymore.

but thats my auntie dar, absolutely amazing.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13608666/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13608666/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 14:47:15 PDT
you're the one that made me feel welcome, like i had a real family when i moved back to washington.

always happy,,, i loved the fact that nothing could get you down.

i remember when we were chillin and everyone was getting drunk but me and my dad. she came over and poured some vodka in my punch,,, boy did we have fun laughing away. i'll never forget how it took me two minutes to open the car door for my dad.

& i love how we have the same birthday. every year until i die i will remember all the great times we had. ]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13340480/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13340480/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:19:13 PDT but i know it can happen.
i would do anything for her to get better.

my auntie dar isn't doing so well in my eyes.

i'm not sure if it's because of all the pain meds shes on or if shes loosing her mind.

yesterday she asked me if i knew eve and chris.
eve is my mother.
chris is her son.

she has a window she can look out of,, and a hummingbird feeder right there.
i asked her if shes seen any.

she said all the time.

then asked if there was one by her ear.
raised her frail shaky arm and was batting by her ear.


she thinks shes somewhere else.
shes always asking to go home.



they always want me to see her... but it's so hard for me to her like that without crying.

we're pretty close. for her being my great aunt.
we even have the same birthday.
shes always been there for me.
she was so fun and spontaneous and always full of laughter.

and now shes always in a bed.

]]> ~kissthecurse http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13081727/ http://kissthecurse.deviantart.com/journal/13081727/ Thu, 24 May 2007 21:10:12 PDT there were slitted, so i could see out and they can't see in.
but still, it's strange.
first time in a tanning bed... not bad.

felt like i was at the beach without all that stupid sand and dirty ocean water. haha. soo, maybe for the first time ever, i'll be tan instead of pale as a ghost.

]]> ~kissthecurse