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deviantART: by:kitsune-myself http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kitsune-myself&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kitsune-myself en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:59:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png DONE =D http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/28703278/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/28703278/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 03:31:45 PST
This is my last week before vacation

Definitive vacation from my old University!
Thank goodness!

For now, I'm unsure on what to do next year. Besides getting me a job, I want to get involved with a post-graduation, perhaps Art-Theraphy, or/and a printing course....
I wanted to breathe for a semester, but if I do, I'll probably think twice about taking up another long-duration course. >_<

Whichever, I'll get to spend time this month with my dad. He divorced my (ex)stepmother.
And well, I also finished my 2 and a half years long relationship, so it'll be great to be with family a bit. Being alone in the house is very weird.

Wish you all a great time this December~

]]> ~kitsune-myself o.o http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/28294007/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/28294007/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 13:50:54 PST

Hello everyone, how you doing?

Today I was just wolfing down the woodcuts I ought to have stared some weeks back o__o lol
(yeeeees, soon I'll post traditional prints round... four? lol

and this time, two color prints!)
This time we started using one of the matrixes (? idk if his is right) we did las semester as blue and making a new one for brown, plus two others.
I picked Bocklin's awesome self-portrait [link]
and the other will probly be a Van Gogh
=/ gotta pick cool ones, since we HAVE to copy....

Oh, is someone participaiong NaniWriMo? Good luck!
Well, I *was* participating... but my computer died =/ I still dont know if we can save the stuff I had...
So erg, sucks.

Something new

my brother divorced and as he doesn't own a house, I invited him in
just like that lol, am I crazy?
I looks forwards having him with us

We've been away from each other for about 7 years so... heh

Wish me luck, I'm graduating soon!!!!

]]> ~kitsune-myself nowadays http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/26850742/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/26850742/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 05:58:19 PDT Raise a hand if you ever played RPG, and not the pc/videogame ones. Table, group, books and dices. Hell, I absolutely love it. I had forgotten how much fun it was
I found me a group to roleplay Vampire the Masquerade! Yay~ And they're sort of my friends now, which is also yay, for all my RL friends are in my old city

Else, Uni goes as it goes. Practical classes are mainly chaos, and theorical classes are mainly academical blabs.
Oh... Every monday we take prints of the wood engravings we did last semester

Mine are turning out alright, thank goodness...
CG class is uber boring so far XD

and so on... so on...
Possible updates soon, and very highly some VtM related art
Man, how can such a nice rpg have so little good art out there?? I should really start a collection

(to those who know a bit of VtM, which clan do you see me in?

and which clan do you usually pick?)

EDIT: I've started the collection thingie [link] thoughts would be appreciates as much as suggestions

]]> ~kitsune-myself nhhhh http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/26467721/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/26467721/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 16:00:25 PDT The way you get to see all the little details... the people, the street, the road, time, the changes....

I'm in my old city... it taks me great pains to come back here, even if I'm not very attached neither to this or my current city
The whole thing just doesn't feel the same
There's NOT HOME written everywhere

-_- more pain: I never get the right thing for dad

But overall, things are oki

Ought to write more here

]]> ~kitsune-myself Hey http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/25916856/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/25916856/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 09:54:43 PDT I thought I'd kick some live into this page after so long
Yeah no updates for now blablah

You could say I'm fuck hell much better than I used to be.
Truth to be told, I can regard life positively now, if you get what I mean. And thank you all who beared with my whinning and whatever.

Some thingies.
I occasionaly help out in some manga scanlation groups,
I got myself a PS2 (still... I liked PS1 better, funny thing this),
uh... IM ON THE FRIGGIN LAST SEMESTER OF MY BLOODY ART-EDUCATION COURSE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY,
I'm still a manga addict,
and....
My riddicuously short CV will get an addition next week ^^ its a short job, but may open many many doors.

]]> ~kitsune-myself big HI http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/23775324/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/23775324/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 05:59:35 PDT Im alive and kicking.... sort of

All I do is doodle lately, thats one of the reason I havent submitted a thing in ages o_o I ought to take a pic of allllllllllll the doodles or something
no really.
I'm also doing something useful! Besides going to art classes. I'm taking the traineeship with a colleague from my uni.
Basically, I watch the classes she gives. The kids at this school (yes, my course is art-education so my trainee hours are to be directly related with teaching) are from 2 to 13-14 y.o.
THE KIDS ARE SO CUTE MAN

I didnt really like kids b4.... perhaps Im fond of them now because of my niece?

Anyhow, life is a bit busier ^^

Im still a lot in the internet, but not dA.... here has been sort of boring really.
Plus, yesterday I was browsing for pictures on Amidamaru and I found 3 versions of the same drawing, by 3 different people o_0

scary....

]]> ~kitsune-myself Hullo http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22682432/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22682432/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:28:50 PST

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Here I am....
Have a couple of news.
First one: double Bass.
I finnaly have a double bass! Some will think 'WTF double bass?', and I say YEAH MAN

His name (geez, yeah, it has a name!) is Cesare, you know, the sonambulist from 'the Cabinet of Dr. Caligari'

expect updates soon. (8k soon omg)

Not much to say but I'm tired of this old journal.

anyone feels like doing art trades? I miss those a lot ^^

cya all.

]]> ~kitsune-myself off http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22114136/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22114136/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 02:38:36 PST

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Off for the holidays.

You guys enjoy it and be well.
Merry XMAS

]]> ~kitsune-myself Devious Journal Entry http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22059698/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/22059698/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 02:59:42 PST

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I am so bored.
No energy for updates
No energy for New Year resolutions. Never keep them anyway

Wondering what will y'all do this holidays? Travel?
I will sleep. Perhaps paint

sayonara

]]> ~kitsune-myself Lessee... FEAtuRes! whatever http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/21646231/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/21646231/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 11:40:30 PST
eh... shamelessly there's some of mine mixed with them

http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20916677/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:00:53 PDT I'm kinda dead, i apologize.
Not that most care, but soon (I hope) I'll uptade some drawings, pics, whatever.

Im living at my new house (YES, WE MOVED AT LAST) with Kleber.
Moving has consequenses.... I left a piece of clay over there, which I called blue Knight(no, he was not blue). His tragid endind was to be crushed from the fucking shelf by a cat, for mom left the damn door open. He was in so many tiny pieces it was no use glueing T_T
Glad she's not around much! She's probly gonna leave us alove and go live somewhere else!

Im still pissed. But life goes on.
Just in the case ur wondering, I got the biggest room. Heheh.
Well.
Cya whatever.

]]> ~kitsune-myself alow http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20418021/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20418021/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 05:43:00 PDT
News: got myself a keyboard, u know, a mini-piano
hehehe

and....
Learning slowly to play

Hope i get to submit sth this weekend ._. i have ton of stuff xD
erm, god. thx for the pageviews.

I'd also like to introduce my bf
He joined dA like last week... so be nice to him and say hello. He understands a bit of english but whoever wants to speak port to him/us, go ahead

Cyaaaa

]]> ~kitsune-myself blame the scanner http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20354289/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20354289/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 09:06:52 PDT >

Anyway hello hope ur all great
Im good
Haven't been painting but classes are a bit less boring nowadays
And sculpture is so fun! Even if the dust almost kills me each class....

not much to say

]]> ~kitsune-myself hello there http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20015843/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/20015843/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:47:33 PDT hello

I am netless as some of you may have noticed for my prolonged silence. That's thanks to mom: she wanted sth with the pc so she took off the HDs for this 'sth' and now she simply can't put them back and has no money to call a technic to help. sigh.
ok, besides that

Wont lie, for university is a dissapointment... and my focus right now is forget who I am reading good books

so laugh
its my life
and most time its just boredom and boredom

til some day -_-

]]> ~kitsune-myself Easy come, easy go http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19747835/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19747835/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 06:46:54 PDT
Just showing up to write what succeeded...
well, the blame fell over me, the unexperienced newbie. as it ought to hav been.
No job means more time!!! Since I can live ok without working im not fucked at all.

Im not mad (anymore)
At least now I can lead my blissful life again, studying at mornings and studying (less lazily than b4 )
It'll also be good to set distance from my ex.

the fist thing I did was SLEEP, I needed it so badly!!!
anyway.

cya 'round...

]]> ~kitsune-myself Random facts combine and make stuff =_-- http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19610842/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19610842/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 17:26:48 PDT 1-happy/good ones:
-gonna have some days off and leave this shitty old city to enjoy the beach.... freshness.
-Saw dad today, only the two of us, no Stepmom being annoying
-Seems like there's gonna be an (art?) exposition where I work. Well finally cuz there's no good on an empty house.

2- not good ones:
-My ex bf is still shitty since I ended our relationship. I wonder, I must be unsensible to recover so fast.
-have to work on a project fast. Meaning: my colleagues sort of left me aside when we were supposed to write it together, but the two wrote theirs already... ARENT WE A TEAM OR STH? ><
-Gotta move from this apartment. No time no time, it's probly gonna be next week and I havent packed anything yet!

3- the worst.
- My dear colleagues and I had this problem a few days ago.
Two visitors arrived, and we were sat by the entrance of the house. We'd just had lunch, and I was feeling crappy all day, feeling ill.
Probly my mistake, not to say i was feeling ill. Anyway, it was always I who was the first to receive/greet visitors... So I didn't do anything cause I was already pissed to be the only one actually doing something. Still.
They *all* kept there looking at me. One of them at the pc and the other doing nothing. Took a while for one of them to notice I wasnt going and make a move.

The point is, this was bad. Very very bad. And they all make it seem like it was my fucking fault. Our supervisors and my colleagues, and the other ppl working there with us. Man. Really that made me pissed. What makes it even crappier is that it may turn into a problem to all of my colleagues, many of which have nothing to do with this crap that happened there. We're a group of 17.
WHY DID MY COLLEAGUES HAV TO BE THIS LAZY GUYS THERE??? AAA
T_T

I hate dealing with people, I really hate.

All this random crap makes my head spin >_<

]]> ~kitsune-myself No vacation > http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19411173/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19411173/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 14:09:59 PDT My job is not tiresome at all, but can become really really booooring!
I mean, ppl who live nearby don't care about an empty old house! And that's where I work -_-
All my life is funky nowadays. I'm not dumb, but everything I do seems wrong.
And.
I broke up with my bf. I thought I wanted to stay alone. But gee, my mind is odd now. Perhaps the weight off my shoulders was so heavy I'm disoriented now. I mean we were talking about kids. I didn't have the intention but he might have had.
I'm so insensible aren't I?

I need to think things over. lol so why my mind goes upside down wach time I try?

If I didnt have my job, Id go mad. I think about quitting uni as soon as I'm off the job (they need me to be studying or else im fired -_-) and find a better uni. Or manage to enter a public uni.

Lalalala Im sorry for babling. I just needed some support and all my friends are... somewhere else. So I thought of writting.

Mom got another cat yesterday. I named her Bia, from Bianca. She's... >< annoying.
but cute.

]]> ~kitsune-myself Journaly stuff http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19105709/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/19105709/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 08:21:15 PDT So I thought about writting sth.
Someone else bored? Lets at least be bored together lol

What are you doing now?
Me: Nothing -_-

so long

ops I might update some stuff, I finally figured how to take pictures from my mobile to my mail, so Ill post some oils soon

]]> ~kitsune-myself Surgery crappiness http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18893599/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18893599/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 13:31:46 PDT
I did yesterday, and it was such a fucking simple thing it didn't need the two months I needed waiting for papers, authorizations and exams ><
It's for removing the cause of a light sickness I got last year

The hospital was alright; the day care lady was superkind (and the only one that asked my name -_- )
But the doc... She was nice on the consultory.
When I started crying because of the pain, instead of calming me (for I sobbed so hard I made it difficult for her to continue) she said she'd hurt me if I went on, she'd have to stop the surgery and send me home and go on later on the consultory with no painkillers.
Naturally, if I was already crying, I couldn't help crying and sobbing more ><

sigh.
I predict we'll need another surgery.

My stay in the hospital was nice and sleepy, and Kleber soon was there with me.

Today I went normally to work.
I thought of so many things yesterday it seemed like an endless day. All my life was back and mixed with all my feelings.

Moving to a lighter subject, my colleague Fernanda is teaching me how to make notebooks and bookbinding

I bought a book she made all of a chestnut colored paper, and she made the cover with jeans just as I asked ^^ I'm filling it up slowly.
Last week I bound many pencil drawings on a little book, and decorated the cover with buttons.
I hope I can take a pic someday o0
I also hope I can get a camera to picture my latest paintings...

I miss my blissful unbusy life.
I couldn't even scan the pages I drew of a little comic -.-

but oh well
cya

]]> ~kitsune-myself 5k and chatacter meme thingie o_0 http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18822871/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18822871/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 14:56:51 PDT ...

So here I go. Anita tagged me again >< And my pc is funky, the msn is sorta dancing and avoiding meeeee!

My life goes on: work, drawing, studies and some tests and papers x_x

Anyway.
HERE ARE THE RULES:

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people
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SELECTED CHARACTERS:

Abel,who else?
The madman, the oldest of the little clan, the awkward talker, the mind reader, the killer.

And... Kim.
She's the sweet girl, the long haired beauty, the housekeeper that likes to do chores, the almost human who has never been human.

And Camillo,
The musician, pianist, guitar player, et cetera. The proud, the nobleman, the warrior.

and Sato.
The businessman in a suit, the sad boy in the dark suit, the queer. The serious, the lover.

Shadow cant speak, so he's out xD
(*Deadly glare torwars me* eek....)

Question No. 1: How Old Are You?

Abel: Errrm, Do I have to answer like exactly?
Camillo: Of course, she's asking. I lived for more than a millenium. *proud*
Sato: I also did, some more years than him though.
Kim: I'm younger than my husband. But I don't count them

Bel: Me neither. I didn't even count time in years when I was born.
Sato: Urusai ne.... >.>
Bel: But I was young when Master killed me ._< So that makes me 20 y.o. plus some 4 thousand years?.... I HATE MAAATH
Camillo: Old fart xD
Bel: *friendly punching Camillo* Weakling!

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Question No. 2: Height?

Bel: The tallest here *grin*
Kim: I'm the less tall ~_~; Around 153 cm...
Camillo: 182.
Sato: I refuse to answer.
Bel: *whisper* You're no fun. Tell you're 3 cm below Kim XD

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Question No. 3: You Got Any Bad Habits?

Bel: Killing too much?
Kim: Too much candy ^^
Sato: Sake. And...
Camillo: Men.
Sato: Damn you all ><
Camillo: And mine may be, dunno, something.
Bel: You mean staring at litte girls
Camillo: Agh. No - its - ergh...

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Question No. 4: You a virgin?

Bel: I don't know about zodiacs o-0
Kim: She doesn't mean the zodiac, Abel. She means if you have done----
Camillo: I'm not, of course.
Bel: Done what? What are you talking about???
Sato: Because of me in first place *evil smile*
Camillo: *deeply ashamed* =_=

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Question No. 5: WhoÂs your Mate/Spouse?

Kim: Camillo.
Camillo: Kim ^^
Sato:.... too many for now.
Bel: I'm not sure I have one.
Sato: You mean you're not sure you know what a relationship means.
Bel: Sorta xD

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Question No. 6: Have Any Kids?

*A huge silence between Kim and Camillo falls*
Sato: None, only adoptive.
Bel: Ooh yes yes, I had one. Lilith, and she was like a daughter.
Kim: Biological children, Abel.
Bel: So she's not my kid?
Kim: You do have kids you fool!
Bel: How so? Do I? WHO???
*silence again*

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Question No. 7: Favorite Food?

Sato: Most of us is not alive, so we have not eaten since we died.
Kim: Baked potatoes, roasted chicken, some fruit, like mango, apples, grapes... And rice. And fish.
Abel: Meat?... I don't remember much besides people meat.
Camillo: Yuuuck ><

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Question No. 8: Favorite Ice Cream flavor?

Bel: What's Ice Cream again?
Sato: Never ate any.
Camillo: Vanilla for sure ^^
Kim: Strawberry.

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Question No. 9: Killed anyone?

Abel: I did, I did.
Camillo: Sort of.
Sato: Yes, I hope there is no problem with that. *ill-mood*
Kim: ~~; never, Thank Goodness.

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Question No. 10: Hate anyone?

Bel: Not quite, but my shadow hates me. *shadow smirks* See?
Kim: Absolutely not

Camillo: I surely do.... >_>
Bel: Yeah, go on, hate me.
Sato: Indeed I do Â¬Â¬ *stares Abel*

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Question No. 11: Any Secrets?

Sato: Yes, however no mortal will ever know about it.
Bel: *singsong* Little Sato had a crush on Uncle Zaru because his hair was so looong and pretty XD
*punching sounds*
Kim: Erm. I'm a mix breed of a Godness.
Camillo: Yeah, yeah, no secret for anybody.

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Question No. 12: Love Anyone?

Abel: My brother and mother =s
Sato: Peeeerhaps. -_-
Cam... ]]> ~kitsune-myself Hatred killing me http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18684165/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18684165/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 17:17:31 PDT

And I have to go to uni tomorrow but I'd be so glad if I could avoid it.

There is a teacher I disliked. Till this evening. For now I hate her with all my heart and won't ever Ever again step on her classroom again.

She ought to teach us "Visual Compostition", but her classes were almost therapy. All we did was draw lines taken from nowhere in particular, or a newspaper picture, and, from that, create an abstract painting.
Behold, I made one single class with her, and I truly hated it and didn't learn at all. Thats because I had to change to night classes bcuz of my job... At least I didnt have to stand her classes the whole semester!

Imposing abstract as she does (and a complete abstraction, and that is very difficult to do from thin air!) she thought she freed us from the figurative that was 'all around'.
Goddamnit.

So for the final grade, the crow ( she looks like one, with a nose for the beak, and a hellish voice) wanted a huge drawing/painting, of course, abstract, based on a text. The text was a boring bullshit about hope and our earth and world to be preserved for future generations.
The size had to be, 1m x 0,8m, or larger.

But if you dont want to do it, she said, you can do anything based on the text... a performance (idk the english word, its like an act), an 'artistic object' or else. WTF does this have to do with visual composition?????????

I'm simple minded. I came up with a little idea: a tea kettle, with dry eucalipt stems coming from where the water/tea comes out. It could discuss both hope and environment, and I'd not give my point of view of the piece firsthand.

But.
She said plainly she didnt like it, that she wanted something 'bigger and better planned'.
Simplicity doesnt mean it's not well planned, for fucks sake.
I politely tried to discuss. Shortly I lost my mind and was rude and stormed out for I hate to cry in front of colleagues. I was even madder when she said she'd not make me fail, because she hadnt the chance to know me, so she'd think more of the grade my first composition teacher gave me.

I'm very proud, and by this she was saying that she'd not make me fail bcuz of the Kettle and that made me even more angry.

I wont go for her class till the semester is over, till uni is over. I may be a fool, but I'm not stupid.

I'm sorry to tell this here but theres no one I can talk to.

This is my last day as a sub. I thank yamiyalo again for it. Still, I'm glad it'll end, in some ways. Theres far more features than I can use o_0

Probbly we'll move to the other house soon, and even more probbly mom will adopt a cat.
Yes, more cats XD

erm...

thats it.

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]]> ~kitsune-myself I've done 51 of the 120 stupidest th http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18597049/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18597049/ Sat, 31 May 2008 16:56:53 PDT

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (and more. lol)
SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (art teacher xD)
(x) Skipped Class ( well, I have pretty boring teachers

)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die (and I'm glad for not have seen such a thing)

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking ( I never drink. Never will. Never wanted

)

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (sigh)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel (never seen snow >< )

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle (sea wiped it always ^^ )
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (fun)
( ) Gone Sledging
( ) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (aaalmost XD)

SO far: 14

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 15

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (Nyaa T_T)
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 17

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest (I'm fucking unlucky -_- )
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (yeah. we were travelling and my lips were swollen for two weeks)

SO FAR: 18

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces (dont have anymore thank goodness)
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 19

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (most time)
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart (dam stupid heart >< )
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 21

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost ( my sense of direction is broken sice I was born -_- )
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 24

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke (my voise suuuux)
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 26

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (hmmm yummi chocolate... it HAS to last >< .... had to. )
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls (XDDDD)
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose (no but I laughed at other who did that)
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 28

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (nothing special, kids stuff)
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 30

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (dad dragged everyone to his car trips x_. )
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True (I draw, don't I?)
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (0_0....)

SO FAR: 33

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins..

SO FAR: 33

Level 22
( )Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 35

Level 23
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(... ]]> ~kitsune-myself First and last features http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18583173/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18583173/ Fri, 30 May 2008 19:55:06 PDT

Some were made by friends, others by people whose art I admire. But shortly, they show what I believe about drawing and painting and other beautiful things.

Wont include mine, that'd be shameful self promotion (but feel like it anyway. sigh)

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]]> ~kitsune-myself journal thingie whatever http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18304235/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18304235/ Tue, 13 May 2008 12:07:57 PDT
Work has many good points.

Meetings are not one of the good points
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btw lovely place, where I'm gonna stay. There are 3 doggies there

some pics, the few I found
[link]
[link]

hm.

whatever.

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]]> ~kitsune-myself Hiyas http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18176550/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18176550/ Mon, 05 May 2008 07:15:33 PDT
sigh.
So many things going on.
Mom (and grandma) screwed the connection of our house, so here I am, sitting at the library.
I've got some comics to upload, happily. Unfortunately, they're on my pc.
So, what else? Job. Yeah. Met my colleagues.
One of them had to quit because of his schedule, and the one who'll replace him will be..............
My boyfriend

We're not working on the same place, but we'll see each other on meetings and stuff ^^ I'm happy for him, and sorta sad for the other guy, he seemed a nice person.
My colleagues are all older. I'm somewhat a kid in there o_0
The girl who'll be my daily partner also graduated at my uni ^^ which is a relief. At least we gonna have one certain subject to talk about.

Hmmm..........
Time runs faster when theres no net x_x
Take care ya guys

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]]> ~kitsune-myself FIRST JOB WOOOOOOT http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18006612/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/18006612/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:26:12 PDT

http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17915528/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 17:07:58 PDT
Hallo folks.

Have you already wondered about your future? I was never really sure of mine, except that I wanted to study arts.
But thats only a little fraction of it all, isn't it?

Perhaps we have sth stupid called fate working on us, but I hate the idea. However, what's worse, a defined fate or an infinite number of possibilities? Usually the word possibility is taken in the best aspect.

My point of view depends lots of my mood, so now I take it as something positive.
I've sent many resumes/CVs this week. And I have an interview coming wednesday (which is thanks to my english...)

Augh, how am I supposed to improve my conversation skill if I have no one to talk to?? And in less than a week
x_x ok, I read better than I speak, I suppose it's not the end of the world...
I've never been to a job interview (TIPS PLEASE)

and I need to study. And my birthday's coming to make me older and closer to the time Reaper-san'll write down me name on his book
lol
Ever felt old at 19? I do and I'm not even 19 yet

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]]> ~kitsune-myself NOOOES http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17836941/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17836941/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 17:48:38 PDT I've been netless for 4 days X_X

Ok, hi.

I'm pissed right now.
Mom let the cat into my damn room, and the damn cat broke one of the clay chibis I just painted.
Should I kill Blanca? I really feel like it.

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]]> ~kitsune-myself 4444 shot =D http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17696130/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17696130/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 09:09:55 PDT

got my 4.444 pageviews screen so he gets a chibi

I'm entering the contest 'The World Ends Without You', please support me cuz its gonna be though and comments are welcome

I got a new mobile yesterday

but i still have to figure out how the USB and the stuff work @_@

so lads and ladies

cya

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]]> ~kitsune-myself WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17626134/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17626134/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:47:14 PDT

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]]> ~kitsune-myself et.... cetera. http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17610251/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17610251/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:59:07 PDT
I stopped being useless and lazy and finally got some (few actually) things done.
I started painting my 60x60 canvas for instance

And I painted Cain... and I made clay chibis.

Remember my clay head? Some person left it by the window and the sun made it crack badly on the top =S

Awww
cat on top my videoscreen snoring =3 >^^<

Repeating whoever gets my 4444 pvs shot gets a drawing of a Chibi

And bla whatever.
Et cetEra
eT CetRa....
ET ceTeRA....

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]]> ~kitsune-myself 4.444 shot http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17407225/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17407225/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:44:28 PDT
Easter's just around the corner

(damn, time goes so fast) and I have no idea where the heck I'm gonna be
I could:
-stay home
-go to grandma's house on another city
-stay over kleber's house
-travel to a nearby touristic town

I'd better go to the lil town for some change >.<

I am slowly slowly....

very slowly doing some artsy stuff, like my wood engraving and my stencil
Also, I drew many many chibis today!

As pageviews screenshots are somewhat popular here, I decided to sth like that:
to the one who gets my 4.444 pv, I'll draw a chibi. Could be anyone: you, your OC, or your fav character

cyaa

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]]> ~kitsune-myself Journalness http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17316040/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17316040/ Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:17:50 PDT

CSS Layout best viewed in FireFox

::News::

Testing....
testing...
Well

^^ everything seems alright
I dont really have anything new to tell

and mom wont give me the chocolate she bought >>

Hopefully I'll get something artsy done soon
I wanna paint so badly but I keep forgetting my oils on the locker...

cya guys around

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]]> ~kitsune-myself Yay =D sub! http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17206722/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17206722/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:43:58 PST

I got.... a 3 month sub.
For real.
And i was only helping solo

anyway

YAY my dA looks new
you'll notice I only commented a few devs, but i looked at others ^^ Im only cleaning it b4 the number up there goes 400 or sth

and...
Remember Morris a lil kitten mom had lost on the streets? Her friend found Morris and shes alright

catsy catsy

]]> ~kitsune-myself back http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17054744/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/17054744/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:24:20 PST I got my 4k pageviews meanwhile ^^ somehow...

Morris is missing, mom is gonna look for her after lunch. I hope we can find her cuz she was sick and sneezing all night and barely walking

painting classes are real fun

i cant wait to start sculpture but thats mext year only

....

im sorry again be patient cuz my I.E. keeps tilting and i lose my temper with the net

gonna upload some stuff too

cya around k

]]> ~kitsune-myself Morris the kitten and the usual babling http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16912241/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16912241/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:17:25 PST The poor thing is older than Gray was when she died, and perhaps thinner.
Mom and I just bathed it and he meows and meows and meows.
I might call him Morris the noisy if he doesnt learn to be quiet.

Me? Classes have started
and its gonna be a damn busy semester.
pedagogic stuff aplenty, painting (which may be somewhat boring for we are surely gonna paint exercices that barely involve more than 2 or 3 colors -__- i cant wonder but think fuck what kind of painting is that gonna be?), visual composition ( with my unreliable professor of hystory of art, who gets carried away of the class' subject and bables until I look around to my colleagues and most of them are fast asleep...) and clay modelling (with a very talkative and spirited teacher. i've had some problems with her last semesters bcoz she just can't shut up and clear your doubts)
so well, perhaps i am doomed. i find myself dismotivated at mornings...
and my forever penniless situation wont change so soon.

im also dismotivated about looking for a job and even about my bf.

]]> ~kitsune-myself erm.......sick http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16811056/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16811056/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:44:44 PST yeah im sick and i feel lost
like you go to a doc and he's so indiferent you cant help but wonder if he'd feel anything were you lying dead on the floor.

being sick sux also bcoz my classes just started and i didnt want to lose anything new
idk...

cya

]]> ~kitsune-myself =3 hey guys http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16567503/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16567503/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 14:27:21 PST trying to upload stuff... conection sux so it's being a battle -_-

let me list what i wanted to do and what i really did this vacation....
1- get away from my crazy mom (did that)
2- spend some time with by boyfriend in my (ex-)apartment (undone bcz stepmom was bitchy)
3- work out in my clay abilities (in progress...)
4- sleep (undone... coz of inmsonia)
5- do nothing for a while (done)
6- write (in progress)
7- study and read a lot (so-so)
8- decide what to do with my life ( not quite)

I got no presents but meh, i dont care.
I have to clean and tidy my room....damn...I'll take a whole year XD

and what else? uni starts two weeks from now...and yay im finnaly gonna have painting! and with an awesome teacher

My cousin Fatima is back from France!!! I hope i get to see her soon, but she's busy busy

cya around

]]> ~kitsune-myself Away again... http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16238537/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16238537/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 11:09:23 PST bcoz there's stuff to be fixed in the aptment....
a pity I can't carry my conection with me!
the growing number of unanswered stuff here haunts me....

in a week, I'll definetly be busy answering you, my friends.... late of course, but thats life.

My xmas was sweet, and new years eve was ok ^^ xcept it was so hot.... 3 baths a day at least to stand it

erm somewhen in a near future I'll scan the stuff i drew lately....
cyaaaaaaaaaaa
huge hug for everyoneeeeeeeeee

]]> ~kitsune-myself i live (offline -_-) http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16082327/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/16082327/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 18:29:05 PST I'll probly update something soon

but for now...merry xmas
even if I dont believe in xmas anymore
all ppl want nowadays is a fat meal and presents, and xmas is more than that

I also dont believe in family for now, bcoz my stupid father didnt let me spent the holydays there even if he's away travelling
he wouldnt care if I spent an awful xmas with my neurotic mother or alone. damn no
and you know why? bcoz the apartment would get dirty and bcoz my stepmother didnt want
she thinks that place isnt mine anymore

and well, fuck them
I'm so pissed about everyone
I'm again spending some time with my aunt.
she knows how much my family suck.

]]> ~kitsune-myself VACATIOOOOOOOOOOOOOONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15838374/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15838374/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 17:57:46 PST finally
.........
my first day not worring about grades, essays, tests and HOMEWORK! <3
lol

I'm planning to spend Xmas with my bf over the beach ^^ It'd be just lovely with the fireworks, the sea and an whole apartment just for us
(that is, if my stepmother allows us lowly beings to stay in her clean and tidy home....which i believe is not mine anymore cuz even my fucking room is now her daughters.) (dont get me wrong...she is nice.... sometimes. like mothers are. she just thinks im a failure as a housekeeper. and im glad i am cuz i dont want to spend my damn life cleaning a damn house.)

Yay, managed to buy another canvas ( 70x70 ^^ ) and a box of really good color pencils! The next chalange will be taking this canvas to my bf house, cuz this apartment would lemme suffocate with the oils... whatever its called in english.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa my cousin is coming back from France!!!!!!!! I miss her so much but theres still a month b4 she returns...
she supported me a lot w my drawings ^^

.... Its midnite already. i read all of my comics from cover to cover and im bored. Any good series to point out?

cyaaa

]]> ~kitsune-myself baby cat =( http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15802740/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15802740/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 05:23:17 PST
she was going to be addopted by someone else, but she died b4 that.
well, i go sad, all right. the poor thing loved my lap and nailed me each time i moved in the chair.
that's when I get really glad for believing in reincarnation. Grey, i called her.

today is a gray day. as the other new cat here is!

He's already grown and healthy. with camillo (lol name of a character i put in the new cat), we have 7 cats atm
that means lots of fur in the sofa

im glad we have them. cats are lovely creatures...
gonna bid farewell to Grey, cya guys

]]> ~kitsune-myself No beach for me http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15675708/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15675708/ Mon, 26 Nov 2007 07:46:21 PST And I hate buying clothes sometimes. bcoz my stepmother wants me to wear only cute pink stuff and i simply hate that, bcoz the jeans wont fit coz they think ppl can only weigth less than 50 kg and bcoz i can never find something i really like in a good price.
anyway

when I'm with dad and stepmother MarinÃªs, all I can do is stick around them, they give me no fuckin freedom, I mean, not even to go to the movies or something.
I didn't even have time to swim in the sea

My friends were weirdly abduced, so I only saw my cousins

and

and MarinÃªs' daughter, who now lives in my old room with my old bed and my old computer
geez that sux

BUT not everything is lost!
Vacations will start soon (if not I'll die from lack of sleep) and I'll finally have a life again! yay for life! Screw homework!

]]> ~kitsune-myself hmmmm ramdomness time! http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15587231/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15587231/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 08:37:57 PST My computer wants me dead, so does the scanner.
Kleber and I have been together for 6 months.
Time moves diferently in a big city.
Hot here. I'm melting. No pool on the building.
My annoying friend is pissed with me bcoz she, from nowhere, popped up and wanted us to come over a place to hang around and we couldn't bcoz we were gonna see a play.
The Xmas decoration is so intense in my goddamned house I'm truly hating Santa now.
Train travelling is dangerous, people can hit you (meaning it or not) with their bags and stuff.
I'm turning into an urban creep. Even parks seem out of place here.
I can spend hours in Abel's head. Well, that's dangerous o_O, I could go crazy with him. So what?
Every five seconds my white cat meows. I'm gonna turn her into a pocketwatch

enough for now eh?

]]> ~kitsune-myself First Vernissage and stuff http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15474675/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15474675/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:56:54 PST I'm very anti-social sometimes

but I guess it was an okay experience.
No one I invited came, not even my dad. (don't ask bout mom, I didn't invite her and my grandma. mom'd say embarrasing stuff and grandma would try to proof how my painting still sux)
I'm working in another oil on canvas, this time featuring my original character Abel.
My comic is frozen bcoz of homework, and my drawings are limited to sketches TT_TT
btw only anita commented my comic (just one page so far anyway -_-)
but I tell you.
dA sux sometimes.
Not talking about empty comments or favorites. Talking about really looking at what we make and '

ost' here.

crap, I dont mean to offend anyone, but don't u feel the same here sometimes? The pageviews and favorites make this place look as in a constant and never-ending competition.
I'm not making drawings anymore ' only to have something to post thru the week'.
....

sry for the bablin

]]> ~kitsune-myself journal... stuff. http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15376744/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15376744/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:06:21 PST _>
but anyway I managed to do some rough sketches for my next painting, and this time it will be Abel there *_*
Oh today is November the fifth

"remember remember the fifth of november...the gunpowder treason and plot"
Yay for V!

Geez i gotta stop writtin journals every 3 days

yaaaay next weekend is my dad's bd, my first expo thing (vernissage

) and....more homework ta be done x_x
I was feeling unhappy in this university but we always hope next term things will be better n less boring. *prays*

oh one of my friends just came back from the netless state (her dad had broke their pc XD) and she keeps stealing my drawings to use in her msn picture Â¬Â¬
should I kill her?

]]> ~kitsune-myself dead ppl, living ppl, is there a diference? http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15332550/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15332550/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 14:26:43 PDT
But no matter how hard I try I can only remember the living.
I'm penyless again for my mother used already all of our money. My father-in-law doesn't want me around Kleber's place, so I'm stuck with the crazy imbelice I have to call a mother.
Losses in me family were always not so close to us, so we never felt it badly.
I lost my grandfather when I was one. I know very little of him, but I hear he was a good person. My dear aunt Margarida, dad's sister and grands' kid, (her name means daisy) passed away with cancer. I can barely remember her face, but she was sweet and spoiled me with one or two stuffed animals I still have. Also, I used to draw for her. Garfield. Flowers. Stuff. Her kids were already adults at that time, I was 6 and never met any of them.
Then my grandmother joined her daughter and husband. She had pincher dogs in her houses (she moved a lot), and she stopped walking one day.

So Life is all about dying? I should believe my religion... sometimes I really do.

I'm thru a depression. I have to face it. Bcoz I stopped taking my hormony pills coz they r expensive and make me shitty all the same.
Funny how hormones screw us at the same time they make our body work.

blah
blah
sry

]]> ~kitsune-myself ...So http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15269080/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15269080/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:56:02 PDT Me and Kleber are so late late! ItÂ´s not even dry yet @_@

In the case u didnÂ´t notice, I spent some time net-less... sad, very sad. Sry if I still havenÂ´t commented all the 92 deviations and aswered wathever-was-the-number comments.
My teachers waited for this very week to drop us so many many paperwork to do....
No way! 10 pages of geometric drawing? HeÂ´s gotta be kiddin me (heÂ´s not, unfortunately)

]]> ~kitsune-myself energy-less http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15169869/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15169869/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 08:15:33 PDT I want uramaki california.
And my mind is good for nothing currently

except writing stupid stories and being useless

]]> ~kitsune-myself Just wanna say... http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15014403/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/15014403/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:13:45 PDT
Kidding

dA is a warm place (site?)
I talk more to ppl online than offline, even bcoz I only leave home to study and to meet Kleber (my bf)
So I find myself staring at my message board when thereÂ´s nothing new. And I reload it 999999x.
damn Im bored

*waits for something to happen*

IÂ´m having ideas!
Ideas for a... perhaps a comic
About Gods.... and a Mask Seller... and a 5 taled Kitsune

No, IÂ´m not kidding

]]> ~kitsune-myself First Job http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14869307/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14869307/ Mon, 01 Oct 2007 11:27:13 PDT They are good n bad.
I got a job as teacher in a watercolour course

First job
Really nervous
Starts on saturday....

So the other thing is family crap which makes me nervous and gives me a permanent headache: mom and grandma made a scheme to get my *MY* money, which comes from a rent of a place that belongs to *me*, grandma decides IÂ´m an awful kid and give the money to mom instead of me, so how the fuck IÂ´m gonna pay college?
Dad.... well, dad just sits and think we ought to talk to them, blablah. But does nothing.

Why does money turn family into enemies?
Mom didnÂ´t even think about my college

aw....headache

]]> ~kitsune-myself More random info http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14770722/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14770722/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:44:44 PDT
The college stuff is killing me. The theory is getting more and more and more boring boring.
I havenÂ´t bought shoes or clothes since I moved,and the job I was trying to get is still unconfirmed (better to say, my future-boss wants me as a teacher, but she havenÂ´t got students yet U_U* )
I miss being with a girl, but I like my bf. IÂ´m confuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuused @_@.
My oil paintings suck, but still I insist in making them.
My connection is so slow it took me one hour to post my stuff here Â¬Â¬
Mom canÂ´t believe me when I say IÂ´ve already had lunch and keeps asking what I want to eat.
I finnaly figured how to scan things with the crappy scanner of ours: scan various pieces and go superposing them - Photoshop is very useful

Dad thinks I can live of 30 bucks for a whole month.
Mom took a kitty home - now weÂ´ve got six. I named it Tiny, for heÂ´s not that young, but he is so.... tiny

I plan to be a part-time teacher in the future, perhaps get a freelance ilustration job from time to time, and live a very QUIET AND PEACEFUL LIFE. Away from this f***** city called SÃ£o Paulo. As Spider Jerusalem said... I hate it here.

]]> ~kitsune-myself I hate this II http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14683349/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14683349/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 05:35:03 PDT it involved cup breaking, book trowing and some nasty shouting

cried lots, and now IÂ´m afraid to go home

i feel like I donÂ´t live there at all

]]> ~kitsune-myself Well http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14600095/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14600095/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 07:54:59 PDT I had most of my homework finished, and I canÂ´t wait till I have TIME TO DRAW AGAAAAAAAIN

soon thw cool part of our 3D classes will come: figurative sculptures! YAY!

hope I have something to post soon T_T

Lately IÂ´ve been really happy with DA, I mean, I made many friends here, and even if thereÂ´s a huge distance, I do feel real friendships ^_^

meh, IÂ´m just babling
blahblahblah

sry XD

]]> ~kitsune-myself random info http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14564948/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14564948/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 17:07:12 PDT IÂ´m happy.
IÂ´m writting an article on comic books for college. IÂ´ve been with my bf from 3 and a half month now.
I have 5 adorable and a bit annoying cats.
I live in a city I hate, but stay here for studies and all the arts/culture it has.
My lowest grade next semester was 7.5, other subjects from 8.5 to 10.
The college I study in sux sometimes.
My History of Art teacher got pissed cause I keep drawing in his class and disconsidered me a bit for that and I got pissed.
I developed this hability to hear and read/draw/type since I was 14.
I go mad when ppl donÂ´t answer my e-mails.
I cut my own hair.
IÂ´d like to make a tatoo someday.
IÂ´m a bi and if you have probls with that drop dead.
My internet hates me.
My cousin has gone abroad to study at France and havenÂ´t said sheÂ´s alive since last month and I kinda miss her.
The cats I like the most are the white one, Blanca, a 2 years old female, she purrs to me when I get close, and Clo, a black and white one who seems like a cross between ferret and cat.
My brother only seem to enter MSN to bother me withsilly questions and nicknames.
My mum sleeps watching tv, and sometimes I wake up with the annoying beeping of her Star Trek DVD menu, and if I turn it off, sheÂ´d wake up sometimes, saying "DonÂ´t, IÂ´m watchinÂ´it.....".
My bf loves painting.
The Pinacoteca of SÃ£o Paulo rox, we went there this afternoon.
I spent one hour in front of my favorite painting, and when I finished copying it, my legs and hands didnÂ´t respond to my brains commands >_>.
The buses I take are always full.
Every day, i try not to think how we sit next to complet strangers.
I love the blue sky.
I like to go to second-hand bookshops.
I have the silly habit of trying to figure the shape of the clouds, even if theyÂ´re not meant to look like something.
IÂ´m so short of money I have to hold the urge of buying the second-hand books cause I canÂ´t decide which to take, so I take none.
All my ex-gfs/ex-bfs are as crazy as me.
IÂ´m an emoticon junkie.
Sometimes I wake up thinking itÂ´s friday but itÂ´s monday instead and I get disappointed.
I hate being late for appointments.
IÂ´m too lazy for a human being.
When mum isnÂ´t home the computer is on 24 hours a day

IÂ´m sleepy...

ja ne.... oyasuminasai

(yeah, and today IÂ´m having this urge to speak the little japanese I know

)

]]> ~kitsune-myself I hate this http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14516433/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14516433/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:53:48 PDT I mean, can you live healthly with someone who talks to cats and expect them to understand and obey?
That, btw, would be my mother.

I dunno, our argues make me feel crappy

And they become more often...and now every weekend I escape to my bfÂ´s place, but she also getÂ´s mad at that

and I....
I suck

]]> ~kitsune-myself Updates and such http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14473150/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14473150/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 14:06:04 PDT i couldnÂ´t get a decent scan of my bfÂ´s portrait, so itÂ´s going to wait till I have more patience to dialog with the damn piece of crap

the oil on canvas about the Swan is goint to be in an exposition in SÃ£o Bernardo, in November ^^
if u are coming to/live in Brazil, plz come and see me

anyways
seeya guys

]]> ~kitsune-myself Contemporany Art and Updates http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14347869/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14347869/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 11:13:06 PDT

And my conclusion is
I dislike contemporany Art cause it gives me headaches.... ><

Well, I updated my gallery
and I liked sooooo badly my D, i mean, heÂ´s so cute and the manga is so promissing

The series I read are being slooooooooooowly very sloooowy published.... and HellsingÂ´s scanlation is also as slow as Trinity BloodÂ´s
I WANT MANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

]]> ~kitsune-myself *_*~ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14194888/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/14194888/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 11:27:27 PDT Back to college, IÂ´ll try not to leave my papers and works acumulate....

My bfÂ´s scanner is not wonderful, but it works
leaves those strips of light in some parts of the pic (u can notice them if you pay attention Â¬¬

As soon as I can weÂ´ll clean/fix/do something to it...

Anyways
IÂ´m good

anyone knows a good movie for me to watch? IÂ´m sick of waiting for news of BurtonÂ´s upcoming Sweeney Todd...
awww

seeya guys

]]> ~kitsune-myself Updates http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/13745485/ http://kitsune-myself.deviantart.com/journal/13745485/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 14:39:06 PDT
plz take a look at my Mage, I mean, means a lot to me ><

and some fanart...
vacation is great

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