http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kitt0n0devil&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kitt0n0devil en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 10 Dec 2009 17:50:40 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/14240789/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/14240789/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 13:07:42 PDT Love can be right or wrong,
And if I choose the one
Id like to help me through"


i've been listening to bread a lot lately. they have great songs, but they aren't appreciated as much these days. i just re-read my last journal. wow. its true. my curfew up in coon rapids is 10. at home its 1. i might not be single anymore, and its ok with me. and i helped out with "seven brides for seven brothers". i was a semi-techie. it was a nice change, and i really did miss it.

i have a cold.
tuesday is my 19th birthday. i don't feel like i'm 19. i feel ageless. everybody keeps asking me what i want for my birthday and my answer is always the same : " i don't know "


its storming out. i wish it would more often.




(make him come over)

i don't have a home. i have places that i sleep and shower at.

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/13553302/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/13553302/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 15:15:54 PDT i just want to be single.
i just want to be with my friends.
i just want a summer.

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/13027478/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/13027478/ Sun, 20 May 2007 15:18:17 PDT about 5 minutes ago!


+ if you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the 1st thing you do?
are you implying that i have never woken up next to somebody of the opposite gender?

+ who did you last hug?
teeelar!

+ have you ever crawled through a window?
yerp! a car window!

+ where is your mom?
i dunno. she's in minnesotaaa

+ Morning or night person?
night person. mornings kill me everyday

+ what was the last movie you watched?
ferris bueller's day off. it was the first time i had ever seen it. i know, how was the even possible?

+ do you have a crush on anyone right now?
as opposed to puppy dogs?

+ any cool scars?
yes. why?

+ things about the opposite sex you notice first:
clothes.

+ what is your curfew?
at school? i don't have one. at home? whenever my parents decide to be mean. usually 1.

+ would you ever dye your hair red?
i have before!

+ last text says:
tooo long to type out.


+ what career would you wish to be in?
hm. something creative. where i can travel.

+ which country would you like to visit?
france, italy, the scanavian countries, australia...there are lots.

+ do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?
one that i enjoy, which pays well.

+ what did you wear today?
rust colored tank top.

+ when were you last on the phone?
um. i don't even know. i'm not a phone person

+ what were the shoes you wore today?
black flip flops!

+ do you like math?
no, but that's because it doesn't like me.

+ how about History?
i love history! so many interesting things!

+ have you ever seen 5 squirrels at one time?
squirrels are like dogs here. they are everywhere and they are always chasing each other, and often trying to kill each other

+ can you touch your nose with your tounge?
no.

+ who's your favorite person to talk to online?
ebith!

+ do you like hugs?
Yes..what kind of question is that?

+ have you ever fallen asleep with gum in your mouth?
i always do when i take naps. i forget....

+ what do you do right before you go to bed?
wash my face, brush my teeth, go to the bathroom, put my computer on stand-by, go to the bathroom again, then climb into bed and talk.....then go to the bathroom again. then i sleep.

+ right when you get out of bed?
go to the bathroom!

+ would you date a guy with hair longer than yours?
hahahahahaha no!

+ do you want to be famous?
well, fame is different then being a celebrity. so i wouldn't mind some fame.

+ do you do your own laundry?
i have to, because kim and tyler sure as hell wouldn't.

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/12964220/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/12964220/ Tue, 15 May 2007 10:52:14 PDT
anyways. i am now nearly done with my first year of college, and i don't want to move home. i don't want to leave my friends, i don't want to leave tyler, i don't want to leave the weekends or the walks or anything. except maybe classes. this may term i've gotten into a bad habit of sleeping through class...bad kristi! but, usually the days or parts of days that i miss were pretty dull and they didn't get anything done. the stuff we've covered this last week was stuff on fallacies. things like "circular reasoning", "false dilemmas", "equivocation", emotive words", "ad hominem", "genetic fallacy", "appeal to authority", "appeal to the masses", "appeal to tradition", "hasty generalization", "faulty analogy", "false cause", and "slippery slope". most of the stuff is from philosophy courses, or even from my mass media class my senior year...yet, it's getting taught in a physics course! ok, so the name of it is "science for society", but still! but i'm not complaining too much, i got to write a wicked awesome paper on vampires. but....i'll also have to give a presentation on it anyways...it's not all bad. i got sun-burned on sunday. it's painful and uncomfortable, but it's slowly going away and i've had worse.
life goes on.......
hopefully, i'll be updating again soon!

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11972329/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11972329/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 09:37:40 PST london is now without supremecy in our own minds-we just might not beat those yanks after all.
i know what you are thinking : she's gone completely bonkers! she's off her rocker!

you might be right.
just might.

but then again, i have always been a bit out there.

don't believe me? well, then don't believe in santa claus. don't believe in santa claus? you mature dodo brain! he is out there, he might be mean..but he is!

roses are green,
violets are maroon,
santa is mean,
but cupid is a goon <3

{i think maybe having a cold isn't the best for my sanity. if i have any. i might have forgotten to get it while it was on sale at target }

i bet some of you might have though this blog was about my weekend in ames....how wrong you were! (well, were things mentioned in here that happened...but sneaky sneaky me!)
:{toodles and noodles}:

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11518436/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11518436/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 13:43:50 PST sex is different than gender.
there aren't just two sexes.
and everybody's gender is atleast a little bit different.
not everybody is straight.
not everybody is attracted to somebody.
it's ok to be different than what we are brought up to think is "normal"
but that's because that normal doesn't exist.
boys can be girly.
girls can be "boy-ly"
masculinity is stupiduty.
feminitity is confining.
but trying to make both sexes the same is really, really stupid.
each person is different.
why conform to make everybody the same?
no body would like it.
lying to everybody including yourself, is still lying.
its not expanding the truth.
it's not changing to "fit in better."
it's out-right lying.
and nobody likes a liar.
so just remember....
gender isn't the same as sex.
gender and sex aren't boxed into a niche.
and boys don't have to be boys just like girls don't have to be girls.
thank you.

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11290803/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/11290803/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 16:09:45 PST i was in a relationship with my high school sweetheart
i was in high school
i couldnt imagine a life without theater
i had a job
i was excited and nervous about going to college
i shopped too much
i slept not enough
i wasnt pleased with myself
so much has changed in a year...
will this next year have as many changes as this last year did?

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10811084/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10811084/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 12:23:42 PST Gone.
Nobody knows where he is.
Whats wrong,
Why cant you let us know you are ok?
I fully realize I hurt your feelings,
And I fully apologize for it.
There is anger
Fear
Hurt
And sadness
From your disappearance.
We want to find you
We want to help you,
But it seems you dont want that.
You don't want us anymore.

We can understand that,
But we, I
Cannot accept it.

The life you have lived
I cannot change.
The decisions you have made
I cannot unmake.
Leaving us behind
Really hurt those of us
Who really care for you.
Even when you screwed up,
We were willing to make it right.

Please, where ever you are, or may show up,
Please know,
We care for you and your safety.
And...
We miss you.

Come back Joosh....

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10669189/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10669189/ Thu, 09 Nov 2006 13:47:44 PST consumed alcohol
slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
made out with someone of the same sex
had someone in your room of the opposite sex
watched porn
bought porn
done drugs
TOTAL:7

taken pain killers
taken someone else's prescription medicine
lied to your parents
lied to a friend
snuck out of the house
done something illegal
cut yourself
hurt someone
wished someone to die
seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

missed curfew
stayed out all night
eaten a carton of ice cream by urself
been to a thereopist
been to rehab
dyyed your hair
recieved a ticket
been in a wreck
been to a club
been to a bar
TOTAL: 4

been to a wild party
had a spring break in Florida
sniffed anything toxic
wore black nail polish
wore arm bands
wore t-shirts with band names
listened to rap
own a 50 cent cd
TOTAL: 6

dressed gothic
dressed prep
dressed punk
dressed grunge
stole something
been too drunk to remember anything
blacked out
fainted
had a crush on your neighbor
had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 8

snuck into some one else's room
had a crush on someone of the same sex
been to a concert
dry humped someone
been called a slut
called someone a slut
installed speakers in your car
broke a mirror
showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 9

considered ludacris your favorite rapper
seen an R rated movie in theaters
cruised the mall
skipped school
had an eating disorder
had an injury
gone to court
walked out of a resteraunt without paying
caught something on fire
lied about your age
TOTAL: 7

owned an apartment
cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
cheated with someone
got in trouble with the police
talked to a stranger
hugged a stranger
kissed a stranger
rode in the car with a stranger
been sexually harrassed
been verbally harrassed
TOTAL: 6

met face to face with someone you met online
stayed online for 12 hours straight
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
watched tv for 12 hours straight
been to a fair
been called a bad influence
cursed
prank called someone
laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
cheated on a test
TOTAL: 7

cheated on homework
held hands with someone of the opposite sex
been pushed into a pool
played pool
watched 5 hours of mtv straight
had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
had a crush on someone younger than you
wear eyeliner
skinny dipped
laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 9

Grand Total: 70

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10504929/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10504929/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:28:53 PDT weirdo people.

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10434925/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10434925/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 14:08:41 PDT
]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10280520/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10280520/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:51:47 PDT
]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10219108/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10219108/ Thu, 28 Sep 2006 19:22:46 PDT (name of first pet + street you live on):
sammy 134th street (lol!!)

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack)
carolyn trail mix

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
magnavox perkins

4. YOUR SOCIALITE NAME
(silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
krispy ames

5. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial + first three letters of your last name)
ktur

6. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal + name of high school):
dog prior lake

7. YOUR BARFLY NAME
(last snack food you ate + your favorite drink)
pizza squirt

8. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name + city where you were born):
nicole savage

9. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(favorite candy + favorite musician's last name):
reeses' garland

10. YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME
(name of [opposite sex] friend + cell phone company you use):
tyler virgin

11. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name + last 3 letters of mother's maiden name)
tursen

]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10023932/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/10023932/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 03:07:48 PDT ok...so my room mate just rolled in (its 5 am) with her friend and they are both wasted. then they left. how strange.
anyways. college is different and so far i like it. even though i do miss PL so much, that i cant sleep. obviously, its 5 am and i'm writing a journal.
so yep. i'm alive. and i'm not too fond of this new DA. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9481275/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9481275/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 16:49:27 PDT ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9481267/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9481267/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 16:48:25 PDT
ready for the real summer to begin.

fyi to deviant friends: i am single again. yes. single. as in not in a relationship anymore. just figured i needed to tell the people that didnt know. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9399101/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9399101/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 21:04:09 PDT If you get 10 or less you are fearless.

Please tell the truth! Post your result here or make a journal.

[sometimes] the dark
[] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[x] heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] bird
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[when i'm not driving] driving or being in cars
[x] flying on a plane
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[x] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] germs
[it's lovely, but can be scary] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] mice/rats
[x with no protection] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] cotton balls
[] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[x] large crowds
[] crossing bridges
[x] death
[] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[] men
[] women
[x] having great responsibility
[] doctors
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] diseases
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[x] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[x] growing up
[x] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises during the night
[]x bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] long words such as hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia
Repost saying: "I fear _1_ out of 65 things

....shut up! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9183464/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9183464/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 22:00:30 PDT [x] You go to a tanning salon.
[x] You watch The OC and/or Laguna Beach/ The Hills.
[x] You own something designer.
[x] You love going to the mall
[x] You take your cellphone everywhere or would if you had one. (parents oreders.)
[ ] You own an iPod and/or an MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[x] You love flip flops.
Total x's= 7 (how was OC make me rich? and flip flops?)

[GOTH]
[x] Red or black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thoughts about death.
[ ] You wear chains.
[x] You like/love heavy metal.
[x] You love/ like Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[ ] Your hair is dark.
[they are ok] You dislike preps.
[x] You're an atheist.
[ ] You have/Want piercings in unusual places
Total x's= 5

[SKATERBOARDER]
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You love/like Converse.
[x] You think you're different.
[x] You hate BET.
[ ] You have moshed.
[ ] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair or highlights.
[ ] You love/like skater girls/boys.
[ ] You hate pink.
[ ] You hate rich kids
Total x's= 3

[NERD]
[x] You love computers.
[ ] You like Star Trek.
[x] You wear glasses/supposed to
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love reading.
[ ] You are in band.
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew...
[x] You always do your homework.
[x]You never cut school.
Total x's= 6

[EMO]

[x] You're depressed sometimes.
[x] You have black-rimmed glasses. (dark blue, black SAME THING)
[ ] You like Thursday.
[ ] You comb your hair in front of your face.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] you're gay
[ ] you hate being called emo
[x]You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have had a sad MySpace layout.
Total x's= 4

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]

[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You say "nigga" frequently.
[ ] You wear rubber bands in your pants.
[ ] you swear a lot
[ ] you have had a freestyling contest.
[x] You have said "fo shizzle".
[ ] You have been called a "playa".
[ ] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total x's= 1

[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[ ] You wear a bandana.
[ ] You love Pokemon, the Ninja Turtles, etc.
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on Vans.
[ ] You love/like Norma Jean
[ ] You wear band tees.
[x] People have called you a freak and mean it
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[ ] You will kill if called a satanist
Total x's= 2

[Hippie]
[ ] you have dreads/want dreads
[x] you listen to Marley/ The Beatles,/Grateful Dead
[ ] you smoke!
[ ]you hate shoes
[ ]designer brands? what are those?
[x] uncle sam pisses you off
[x] you protest/have protested the war
[ ] you know all the words to John Lennons "Power To The People"
[ ] you wear Hemp
[x] you like to hang out in trees
Total x's= 3
________________________________________ _________
RESULTS

Goth = 5
Skateboarder = 3
Emo = 4
Scene/ Hardcore = 2
Hippie = 3
Nerd = 6
Rich Kid = 7
Gangsta = 1
i'm a nerdy rich kid who is part goth. how strange is that? ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9179759/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9179759/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 14:42:23 PDT
[X] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[X] my favorite color is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[X] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ]I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 4

[X] my hair is almost always straightened
[X] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[X] I love to hang out at the mall with my friends
[X] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings
[X] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[X] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[X] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap
TOTAL: 7

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[X] I wear mascara everyday
[X] I've been or am on a diet
[X] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] big sunglasses are hot!
[ ] have gotten my nails done
[X] I own over 10 purses
[ ]MTV is one of my favorite channels
TOTAL: 4

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have other girls do my hair
[X] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[X] I hate bugs (most)
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[X] Summer is THE best season
[X] my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[X] musicians are so hot
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
TOTAL: 5

[X] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry (ewww)
[X] my dishes get washed more then once a week (there are 6 people in my house. do you know how many dishes that gets to be!?)
[X] I dont do sports
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[X] I love romance novels <3
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so GORGEOUS
TOTAL: 4

[X] I dance a lot!!!!!
[ ] I usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[X] I love to get dressed up.
[X] every part of my outfit needs to match or go together somewhat
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[X] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself (im so not photogenic )
[X] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[X] I wish I were a model(wishes are everything, right?)
TOTAL: 6

[ ] I own Uggs ( EWWWWWWWW )
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[X] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[X] Cats are adorable
TOTAL: 2

[ ] I write my own music
[X] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better then black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[X] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[X]I love to read gossip magazines
TOTAL: 3

[ ] I love to gossip
[X] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[X] My friends and I mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds
TOTAL: 2


[X] I check my myspace everyday.
[X] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had 's in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[X] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
TOTAL: 3

Total: 40% (Less than HALF! BOO-YAH!)
TAG: http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9120456/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 21:36:01 PDT Do not state who these people are.
Do not confirm or deny any comment speculation.


1. you are a slut and i honestly don't like you.
2. you still call me your best friend, but i know you don't really like me anymore, because we've both changed.
3. your turning out just like your mother.
4. being stupid and lazy gets you nowhere in life, because people don't want to pick up your pieces.
5. you remind me of somebody in my family; fat, lazy, rude, and just plain old bitchy.
6. you live to far away, and we don't stay in touch that well. remember the good old days?
7. i don't want to work, i want to have fun and get paid well for it. you guys suck at the fun part, and you are lacking on "well" part of paid. i hate working here. credit card nazis.
8. if you keep drinking and eating that way, your gonna get really fat, and your teeth will fall out, and you'll have heart problems. and girls wont like you.
9. i wish i had met you earlier in life, and i wish i could turn back time and not have done that one thing. i love you.
10. i miss talking to you about life and love, just random conversations. i'm sad we've grown apart, and i wish i have a chance to meet you some time.
11. you smell really really bad.
12. do you still like sex that much, even after what it's given you? why didn't you apply yourself when you had the chance? have a nice life being a bum.
13. you make me feel uncomfortable sometimes
14. i really don't want kids. ever. i actually don't like them that much. oh, and, i don't believe in god.
15. get over yourself.
16. i don't know how i'll ever thank you for how much you've given me. it's a lifetime worth, and i don't have the ability to express my graditute to you.
17. i miss you.
18. i hate you. somewhere deep down inside of me, i hate you. and i'm jealous of you.
19. don't depend that much on guys. remember you still have friends, but you seem to have turned your backs to them when you started dating/ obsessing over that boyfriend of yours. friendship lasts longer than most dating relationships.
20. retire. please. you are TOO OLD for this job, and you really suck at it.


just as sam said, if you really really really need to know, i may divulge a secret or too. BUT if i tell you, you must do this yourself. it's only fair! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9003254/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/9003254/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 20:39:54 PDT whats your name spelt backwards?: Renrut Itsirk
What did you do last night?: last night was tuesday night and i ...had a tummy ache and tried to go sleep.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: um...pictures. for my mom.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: YES! it felt so FUNKY!
Last time you swam in a pool?: march. at a hotel on a ski trip
What are you wearing?: vintage slip and a bathrobe
How many cars have you owned?: um, my dad bought mine and it's under his name. so none.
Type of music you dislike most?: rap or hip-hop
Are you registered to vote?: not old enough!
Do you have cable?: HAHA! I HAVE 5 CHANNELS!
What kind of computer do you use?: a dell
Ever made a prank phone call?: that was my favorite thing to do in 6th grade
You like anyone right now?: mi novio
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: BOTH!
Furthest place you ever traveled?: oklahoma or florida or washington DC..which ever is furthest
What's your favorite comic strip?: i love a lot of them
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: yep..they got drilled into my brain at a young age at swim meets
Shower, morning or night?: preferably night
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: the omen
Favorite pizza toppings?: cheese! or surpreme.
Chips or popcorn?: popcorn. i'm a popcorn girl all the way
What cell phone provider do you have?: t-mobile
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: uh...i didnt know that was an option
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: in my head..
Orange Juice or apple?: orange. no me gusta apple juice
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: sunday at liz's party
favorite chocolate bar?: REESES'!
Who is your longest friend and how long?: drew...since before we were born. or erica since i was three. or emily who was also since before i was born
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: last september.
Have you ever won a trophy?: uh..i don't know.
Favorite arcade game?: DDR
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: never. i dislike them so much
Sprite or 7-UP?: Sprite
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: semi-uniform for work. red and khaki (GAG)
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: pictures
Ever thrown up in public?: yes. 7th grade homeroom. it was orange juice.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: finding a true love who is a millionaire.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: somebody can be really really goodlooking at first sight..
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: SPONGEBOB!
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: for a bit.
What message is on your voicemail machine?: one from my ebith
Where would you like to go right now?: florida
Whats the name of your pet?: i dont have any.
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: i have a lite blue shoulder kind thing and it's EMPTY!
What do you think about most?: life and everything that goes in it. the future.
i want you to all do this! muwhahahaha ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8973235/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8973235/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 22:17:38 PDT
--Goth--

Do you wear black eyeliner?: well, black or dark brown
How much black clothing do you own?: in 10th grade, i tried to wear a black shirt everyday. it almost worked. but i do have a lot
Do you think about death often?: kinda
Do you want to die?: well, i'm gonna some day
Are you a social outcast?: some say i am, and i say whats social? then i blabber on and on
Are you pale?: only in the winter
Do you cut?: my hair
Do you like Hot Topic?: i like to look, it's too expensive


--Skater Punk--

Can you skateboard?: not at all
How often do you go into Vans?: they have a store?!?
What's your sneaker brand?: nike
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: ofcourse
Are the long skater cuts hott?: sometimes
How much do you get in trouble?: not so much
Do you listen to the bands who are considered "posers"?: and who would they be?
How many piercings do you have?:2

--Prep--

How often do you say the word "like"?: quite a bunch. i use it when refering to what people said or stuff like that
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: i dont shop there, but i have shirts from there
Are the A&F models hott?: kinda
How many purses do you own?: about six or 7.
Is lipgloss a must?: that or chapstick
How often do you wear makeup?: atleast mascara everyday. usually more
Ever had a manicure?: once. my aunt paid for it
Rock music is bad, right?: i love rock music!
Are you ever ditzy?: um, once in awhile it catches up
Do you own high heels?: YES
Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: i prefer OH MY GOD, but yea
Are you a cheerleader?: nope.

--Hippie--

Is your hair long?: yeah
Are you a vegetarian?: i think about it, but i love meat
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: i used to, i dont know where it went
Do you want peace?: ofcourse. i hate wars
Do you want to save the animals?: I LOVE ANIMALS!
What do you think about the war?: see above
Have you ever made a peace sign with your two fingers?: oh yes.

--Gangsta--

Are you from the ghetto?: HAHAHA! NO!
Do you own "bling bling"?: erm. no
What do you think about do-rags?: the stupidest thing ever
Do you like rap?: it hurts my brain
How about hip-hop?: same
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: ..i thought that was a city somewhere....
What do you think about afros?: THEY ARE SO POOFY!
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: i did, mockingly
How about 'oh, snap son'?: uh...i didnt even know that was a phrase.

--Frat--

Is life a party?: ALWAYS!
How often do you get drunk?: not often as in ever often
What's the point of getting drunk anyway?: to party
Do you care about your grades?: yep, otherwise i cant drive
Do you need attitude adjustment?: probably

--Emo--

How often do you cry?: when i'm sad or upset
Do you have an ex?: uh..i'm talking to one right now!
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: yes, it's my mom's actually.
Are you emotional?: sometimes
Do you like soft music?: when soft music is acceptable
Do people understand you?: um. no.
Do you write your own songs?: i tired and they sucked
Is your hair dyed dark?:the darkest my hair has ever been was when i died it red.

--Jock--

Do you play any sports?: swimming and a few years of soccer and track
How important are they to you?: i dislike them very much
How important is your reputation?: it used to mean a lot to me, but i dont care as much
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: i pick on them in a loving way. but i pick on everybody
What do you think about football?: i hate it
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: i dunno. probably

--Geek--

Do you wear glasses?: yup and contacts too
Do you get good grades?: As and Bs
Are you smart?: i am when i want to be
Do you use an inhaler?: nope, only girl in my family without one
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?: only when i put them there
Does your mom buy your clothes?: well, sometimes i pick them out and she pays for them...
How often are you on the computer?: a lot. it's how i stay in touch
Do you get picked on?: yes
Are you single?: no
Do you want to be single?: once in awhile, but not very often
Who was your first kiss?: drew when i was abou 4
Have you ever had a bf/gf?: i have one now, but i have had my fair share
Who was your first bf/gf?: first REAL one? mitch...the one i'm talking to now...
Have you ever asked someone out?: i was gonna a... ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8929515/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8929515/ Wed, 31 May 2006 11:02:47 PDT [x] own car
>[x] cell phone
>[x] own phone line
>[x] boyfriend /girlfriend
>[x] own bathroom
>[x] own room
>[x] 2 or more story house
>[ ] built-in pool
>[ ] guest house
>[ ] computer room
>[x] kissed on the lips or cheek by opposite sex
>Total:8


>[ ] tv in your room
>[ ] Queen Bed
>[ ] more than 20 pairs of shoes
>[ ] 10+ things from a designer store
>[x] good grades
>[ ] Designer
>[ ] coach or dooney and bourke purse
>[ ] iPod
>[ ] MP3 Player
>[ ] XBOX
>total:1

>[ ] PSP
>[ ] PS2
>[ ] Mercedes Benz
>[x] basketball hoop
>[ ] air hockey table
>[ ] pool table
>[ ] ping pong table
>[ ] trampoline
>[x] live ON a lake or pond
>[x] own a pair of skiis
>total: 3

>[x] own a snowboard
>[x] has a boat
>[ ] has a jet ski
>[ ] has a beach house/ cabin
>[ ] has a four-wheeler
>[ ] only child
>[x] stereo system in bedroom
>[x] DVD player in bedroom
>[ ] 100+ dvd's
>[ ] gets $50+ for allowance each month
>total: 4

>[x] goes shopping every month
>[ ] shops at demo
>[ ] goes snowboarding/skiing every weekend
>[x] makeup
>[x] cologne/perfume
>[ ] AIM
>[ ] MSN
>[ ] Yahoo
>[ ] 5+ trophies
>[ ] own digital camera
>total:3

>[ ] walk-in closet
>[ ] electric scooter
>[ ] dirt bike
>[ ] 4X4 truck
>[x] guitar/drums
>[ ] hammock
>[ ] been on a cruise
>[ ] traveled out of the country
>[x] weight set/ workout set in house
>[ ] personal fit trainer
>total:2

>[x] expensive jewelry
>[ ] met a celeberty
>[x] straightener/ curling iron
>[ ] gets hair done/nails/spas
>[ ] on/was on a varsity team for the school
>[ ] own batting cage
>[ ] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
>[x] own savings account
>[x] 1+ BEST friends
>[ ] been to the carribean
>total:4

>[ ] been to europe
>[ ] been to hawaii
>[ ] been to NY
>[ ] shopped in seattle
>[ ] eaten at the space neetle in seattle
>[ ] been on the eifel tower in paris
>[ ] been on the statue of liberty in NY
>[x] been on the honor roll
>[x] been asked to dance 2+ times
>total:2

>Grand Total: 28

>1-10: Average. you're pretty average. You live the life one can enjoy.
>11-20: Lucky Average. You have things pretty good. Enjoy them while they last.
>21-25: Lucky Flawed Average. You have a good life, with some flaws. Don't think of anything in vain
>26-29: Above Average. Woaaa! Where'd all that stuff come from!
>30-34: Tipsy spoiled. You're about to be spoiled! Don't accept things unless they are really willing to give.
>35+: SPOLED. You're spoiled. Isn't that great? Try giving stuff away...you'll like it.

i'm above average?!?!?!...how strange. i thought i'd be lucky average just like everybody else... ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8633015/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8633015/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 16:35:43 PDT If I were a day of the week, I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day, I would be: 10 pm
If I were a planet, I would be: uranus
If I were a sea animal, I would be: a sea anemonea
If I were a direction, I would be: west
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: a footstool
If I were a sin, I would be: sex
If I were a historical figure I would be: cleopatra
If I were a liquid, I would be: ocean water
If I were a stone, I would be: topaz
If I were a tree, I would be: palm
If I were a bird, I would be: pigeon
If I were a tool, I would be: power drill
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: dandelion
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Sunny and warm
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: centaur
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: organ
If I were an animal, I would be: a kitty
If I were a colour, I would be: dark purple
If I were an emotion, I would be: love
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a cucumber
If I were a sound, I would be: a heartbeat
If I were an element, I would be: water
If I were a car, I would be: chevorlet corevette!!
If I were a song, I would be: somewhere over the rainbow
If I were a movie, I would be: wizard of oz
If I were a book, I would be written by: mary janice davidson
If I were a food, I would be: a strawberry. or frosting.
If I were a place, I would be: east coast of florida or australia
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet
If I were a scent, I would be: citrusy.
If I were a religion, I would be: non-existant
If I were a word, I would be: yegg
If I were a body part, I would be: a leg
If I were a facial expression, I would be: confused
If I were a subject in school, I would be: theater
If I were a cartoon character, I would be: ashley spinelli from "recess"
If I were a shape, I would be: a diamond
If I were a number, I would be: 4
If I were an item of clothing, I would be: a formal gown
If I were a piece of jewelry, I would be: a diamond bracelet
If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: a purse ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8580641/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8580641/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 11:45:19 PDT i am so tired. but i can't fall asleep. and i'm dead in the morning.
i cried all afternoon sunday. whenever i think about not having theater there anymore, i feel like i'm gonna cry.
i need it.
to my theater homies who WILL BE in theater for the rest of their high school careers, or i shall kill them :
if i have forgotten you and you are in theater..please say something. I LOVE THEATER ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8437691/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8437691/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 11:59:25 PDT 29 DAYS!
days of 29.
i think about how quickly the last month went, and i realize how quickly these next 29 days will go. i'm scared. i'm excited bu scared. my mind is so confused on how to feel. my body is telling me i should have left school years ago, but my mind isn't ready for this. i am keeping up in my classes with my homework and my tests and everything, so i won't be struggling to pass at the end of it all. if all goes well, i should just breeze right through the rest of these 29 days.
the play is slowly wrapping up. i know, i know, we still have performances...but since it's only one weekend, it's seems like it's wrapping up. my high school life is rolling up the carpet. no more theater. sure, i'll still have SPIRIT Players, but that ends soon too. i am curious about what college will bring, but i'm so afraid. i've never felt this type of fear before. i know people go off to college all the time, but i have known these people here almost my entire life, even though i couldn't care less about them. i established my niche in this school awhile ago, but in august i have to go and make a new one for myself. i'll have to try harder, i'll just have to change. but i hope when i do change, it's for the better. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8397310/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8397310/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 12:04:36 PDT
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.
(what a concidence, my favorite color is purple!)


You Are 35% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.
(i am selfish when it comes to my sisters. but only because they are more selfish than i am, and i wouldn't ever be able to eat if i didn't become selfish...)


Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"

You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.
(U should have a beautiful day 2!)


You Are 50% "Average American"

You are average because you don't think people should be jailed for using marijuana.

You are not average since you don't drink
(if i think people shouldn't be jailed for possession of marijauna, and i'm average for thinking it, why are people still being jailed?!)

i've run out of time, so i'll add more later... ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8363210/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8363210/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 12:01:34 PDT
You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.
(if it's over 50%, i'm happy!)


You Should Weigh 165

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!
(i weigh 130. If i weighed 165, i would be really really fat. i don't think my body and my body frame could handle that much weight! gah!)



You Are a Fun Flirt

You just can't help yourself... you flirt with everyone you know.
Guys, girls, crushes, and friends. They're all victims to your charm.
You're into silly innuendos, sexy jokes, and playful touches.
You are a huge flirt, yet you never make anyone (too) uncomfortable!
(flirting is a pastime..i admit it....:hi, my name is kristi and i've been a flirt my entire life: they should have a flirters
anonymous)



Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language
(FOREIGN LANGUAGE!?! they must be thinking of somebody else.....and i'm pretty sure i don't "dive head first" into difficult things. losers...)



Your Values Profile

Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.
But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!

Humility:
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:
You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.
(well...this one is pretty close to the real me. if you look at my lunch table, i'm usually the one trying to keep the drama under control, and i try not to take sides.)



You Are 88% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.
(it's true. one of the questions on here asked about contact with aliens. it was weird)



On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,084,347
(i would sell out at that price because i said i would spike everybody's drinks with LSD at thanksgiving. interesting, huh?!)



You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!
(well, i haven't met any normal people yet...)

This concludes this episode today. Staye tuned for the next installment of WHO AM I? presented by Blogthings.com. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8255038/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8255038/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 11:52:17 PST
i have .....fifteen minutes until spring break. YAY!
in psych today, we took some sort of learning personality test. I am a Abstract Random. that means i annoy Mr. Gorake with my learning habits. w00t!
I got a paper back that i wrote in sixth grade about harry potter. IT IS SO LONG! i remember writing it, but i don't remember it being so long! my outline alone was 7 or 8 pages! i am/was/will be/ whatever a weirdo!

SPRING BREAK! YAY! just kidding, i have fourteen minutes left.

to the bank i shall go! then to whereever. then to bed! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8216374/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8216374/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 11:58:58 PST Monday: Write spanish presentation. due: {tuesday 3rd hour}
Study for psych test {wednesday}
Print out humanities and find other things to go in presentation due:{friday}
Re-draw tile print for Ms Nick due: {tomorrow before school}
Choir Concert {be at school by 7:45}
Play practice {2:30 - 5}
Tuesday: Spanish presentation {due}
Sociology Project begins {1st hour}
Study for Psych test
Play practice {2:30- 5}
I think i may work on tuesday night, but guess who isn't going! I'M NOT! i've decided the play and school is way more important. i also need to do something with my checking account before spring break. the bank is being stupid, and i think somebody may be messing with my account because all of a sudden all the money in my account went away, and it isn't in my savings or anywhere, and i hadn't written any checks or used my check card in a very very very long time. i had it all under control, and it had registered all checks i had written and everything i had paid for with my check card. so i don't understand why all of a sudden all $20 in my account went missing and i'm {-$2.48} in my account. IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! and then it won't let me transfer any money online. it says it exceeds amounts, even though i have more than enough money in savings to transfer {-$2.48}. i hate money and banks. I HATE THEM. i wish to go live on a deserted island so i don't have to worry about them.
done with my ranting. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8181255/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8181255/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 17:59:47 PST second hour: independent living. test on friday
third hour: spanish II. two quizzes on friday
fourth hour: concert choir. concert on monday
fifth hour: lunch. (food fight!)
sixth hour: humanities. work day for project due next friday.
seventh hour: psychology. never know what we are doing in class..
eighth hour: open. bothering jake.

after school friday: doing out of the norm project for {1st hour}. project due monday. possibly also going over to friend katie's. {she found me on myspace after three years of being seperated!} eating a nice irish dinner in celebration of st. pattie's day.

saturday: work. i hate work. {gonna see if i'm daring enough to put in a two weeks notice.}

sunday: work.

my weekend {starting with friday} mostly sucks! gar! is way to evil to even exist. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8094827/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8094827/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 15:24:13 PST .
i just had to share that tidbit of information with everybody.
i know, i know. RANDOM! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8055649/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8055649/ Mon, 06 Mar 2006 12:28:48 PST height: 5 feet and 5 and a half inches.
weight: between 127-130 lbs. (i've been eating a lot of cookie dough since tonya moved in)
hair color: blonde! a bit darker than it normally is, but that's because it's winter
NATURAL haircolor: same as above.
body shape: female
shoe size: 7 1/2 (thats 5 1/2 in mens!)
birthdate: 08-21-1988
time of day born: very late night. 11:57 pm
place of work:
best friend growing up: erica or drew
favorite relative: my cousin emily
favorite fast food: ooh! dairy queen! or cold stone....
worst food: PEAS! EW!
first kiss: drew..at age 4.
accomplishments: recognized by optimists (for spirit players) hm...uh..PRESIDENTIAL SCHOLARSHIP FOR WARTBURG! (yes...)
favorite time of year: summer...right after school gets out.
worked at job for: almost 10 months at (why am i still there?!)
last game played: SIMS superstar
last book read (completely): Undead and Unemployed
Book currently reading: undead and unaccomplished and time to kill
afraid of: fire, scotch tape, clowns, some snakes, upsetting people close to me.
last time i cleaned my room: yesterday. kinda. i didnt put my clothes away (i have no where else to put them!)
my bathroom: is small and full and hasnt been cleaned since tonya moved in.
cd listening to: NOW 2
desktop background: picture of me blowing bubbles (it makes me laugh!...then i see my dad glaring and it makes me laugh more!)
language i want to learn: norwiegan or...AUSTRAILAN SLANG!
languages i know: english, gibberish, theater, and uh..a little bit of la espanol.
my winter jacket is: red and white and from 8th grade. and smells like restaurants.
my political views: very liberal. almost green....!!
i like my showers: very warm!
on my bed i have: two blankets, three pillows and my special bankie from when i was a wee kwisti.
when i was younger, my hair was: short and very very very blonde
my first obsession: wizard of oz...(i was a young believer!)
religon i was baptisted in: luthern.
i was born: on the hottest day of the year! ...and i had black hair.

more ideas! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8046162/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8046162/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 11:42:44 PST with undying passion.

last night SUCKED.
all i have to say to all those IDIOTS who come to target and harass the workers is and i you.
but on a better note lol...i couldnt help myself.
this journal was made for me to be angry at
thank you for reading ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8027164/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/8027164/ Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:45:19 PST the play is coming along nicely, even though we have a lot of ..erm.....bratty girls in the show. they want it to be all about them, and dont really care about the overall outcome.
today at lunch i fell asleep for 20 minutes. i'm soooo tired this week! i have to work tomorrow night, so that really sucks monkey balls. i'm planning on finding a better/more fun/better paying job sometime within the next month. tonya too. TARGET SUCKS! it can eat my shorts.
speaking of shorts, i miss the good ole summer time so badly, it makes me sad to look at my overly pale skin and my dark winter hair. the cold doesnt really agree with my personality because it makes me tired and lazy and much crankier. i don't like it. that's another reason for me to move to australia.
living with tonya (so far) as been fun. it's like having an awesome sister (unlike my other un-awesome sisters) and we had a cookie-dough party last night. ok, well, the cookie dough had a bitter taste, and we had less than half the tube, BUT IT WAS FUN NONETHELESS! ha!
:watches jake type his journal: i think i need another nap.
:falls asleep on the keyboard: ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7982715/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7982715/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 16:22:59 PST my family takes some family pictures tomorrow, and i choose what we are wearing. i decided to go simple with black tops and jeans. i feel so loved, the only one with any sort of style sense gets to choose what we wear. (i think that's all my mom uses me for, because she uses me to do her hair and make-up too)
i have the special blessing of going down to florida for spring break, but only for 4 days or so, so not the entire break. so if somebody wants to do something that week, i'm still available some of the days. call my cell (952)486-0219 if you do. i may not answer, so leave a message and stuff.
i got a letter from wartburg the other day saying the minimum i'm getting in financial aid is close to $17,000...and the admission (inlcuding EVERYTHING like books and stuff) is very very close to $30,000...so the MINIMUM will help a lot..
I DON'T WANT TO GRADUATE! i've already accepted the fact that i'm gonna be the one who trips across the stage to get their diploma, but it's more like i dont want to leave my friends. i dont want to. nope. i want to stay here (maybe not exactly living with parents) and go to school, but not go to classes, and stay with friends.
or maybe i should live in oz. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7971117/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7971117/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 11:58:03 PST ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7965283/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7965283/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 18:30:51 PST i helped my friend tonya move out of her "mom's" house today, and it was more work physically and emotionally than i thought it would be. i got home and gave my mom a big hug. i think that is one time that i actually appreciated my mom. my parents were understanding enough to take in another one of my friends. we get to have tonya stay with us for awhile. it'll be fun, but stressful. for all those wondering, that last journal wasnt about me, it was about tonya.
i hate parents.
(happy half birthday to me) ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7947867/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7947867/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 22:13:35 PST i don't know. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7928328/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7928328/ Fri, 17 Feb 2006 18:35:43 PST i love shopping at thrift store. and with friends. i love finding that deal, or that previously loved item that i can love now.
so now i sit at my computer feeling full (of love and food) and i listen to good music and the olympics. and i see my mother sleeping. that makes me happy. when she sleeps she cant bother and nag. she makes my life hell sometimes.
well, i'm gonna go and finish somethings and go to bed. or maybe watch a movie. i dunno. love to all. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7908056/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7908056/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 15:40:32 PST that was pretty exciting.
during lunch, we also decided to make a book. we'll call it "memoirs of a penis". i came up with the name.
that was also pretty exciting.
i have to work tonight from 6-10. i have to wear red and khaki (as usual). i have to be friendly to the people i dont want to be friendly to. maybe i'll be able to come up with more songs for Target! The Musical, which i am currently working on. (twill be a tony award winning show! twill! twill!)
that isn't as exciting.
i'm sitting here looking at the titles of all of my old journals.....dang, i've got some boring ones out there.
that's only a so-so on the exciting scale.
i got to talk to Sam on monday night. he called me instant messanger. :listens to the people getting confused: sadly, i wasnt able to respond in any other way other than typing. i sang him a song, but he didn't hear.
that was very exciting.
valentine's day was fun. i got lots of candy withing the first ten minutes of arriving at school. then i got to go eat in a busy restaurant. and i went to target. (the good one, not the evil one) and i came home.
that's somewhere on the exciting scale.
i'm tired. i want to sleep. tomorrow is the last day of the tri, but i don't think i'll be awake for it. STUPID TARGET! I HATE YOU AND I WANT TO KILL YOU! :shakes fist menecingly:
that was the best part of me day so far!
love to you all.
]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7882571/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7882571/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:22:50 PST
First Best Friend: drew...we were born a week apart.
First Imaginary Friend: rose. she was nice, but she left.
First Pet dog name: sam. i loved my sam! he died when i was 15...
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: well, drew and i thought we were gonna get married. does that count?
First CD:geri haliwell. or NOW2. (isnt that sad?)
First Car: 1995 pontiac grand am. it's blue!
First School: some luthern pre-school. that's the only class drew and i had together. :sad face:
First Kiss: haha...drew..again! he was a lot of firsts if your couldnt tell.

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9 Lasts...

Last Time You Smoked: never ever ever in my long legged life....
Last Food You Ate: an orange.
Last Car Ride: last night, home from iowa
Last Movie You Watched: full movie: sixteen candles
unfinished movie: chicago
Last Phone Call: my mommy
Last CD You listened to: some country thing that i was listening to in the car. i forgot my cd's, so my sister lent me hers :rolls eyes:
Last Bubble Bath You took: about a month ago
Last Song You listened to: fix you by coldplay
Last Fight: sometime last week.
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8 Have You Ever...

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: yes. didnt turn out that great. but he and i are still friends.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: just wait till i get into college
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: that was my hobby this summer !!
Have You Ever Been on TV: well, yes. techincally.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Regretted It: a kiss is a kiss. i regret no kisses i've ever kissed.
Have You Ever Cheated on Your bf/gf: i dunno what you consider cheating. i kissed owen when i was dating kyle..does that count?
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date: :laughs: no.
Have You Ever Been out of the Country: gr..well. my plans have been foiled everytime i try. :shakes fist at parents:

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7 Things You are Wearing...

- a big gray sweatshirt
- a big gray t-shirt
- red comfy pants
- ....hair binder?
- skin
- contacts!
- :shifts uncomfortably in chair: i ran out of things
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6 Things You've Done Today...

- got up
- growled at the alarm clock
- almost puked
- went back to bed
- called my mom
- got online (i'm at home being sickly in case you are confused:

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5 Favorite Things (no specific order)...

- corvettes
- theater
- music
- movies
- all my friends

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4 People You Most Trust (no specific order)... (MOST TRUST? WHO WROTE THIS?!)

- emily
- ebith (big surpirse for most people who know about this past year)
- barett (maybe ...? well, for some things)
- my pillow

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3 Choices...

- Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocoalate
- Hugs or Kisses: both. i love my lovin
- Pens or Pencils: Pencils for somethings, pens for others
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2 Things You Want to do Before You Die...

- sky diving and bungee-jumping
- own a corvette..and dirve it like a maniac!

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- 1 Person You Want to see

-i wanna meet SAM! grr. frustration.

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5 People Who Should Put This In Their Journal
barett, jake, heather ,owen, and....... grace. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7853797/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7853797/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 07:43:38 PST >> I comitted a murder:
>>If I started hating you:
>> I moved away:
>>If I totally lost my internet forever:
>>If I went blind:
>>I went deaf:
>>I went blind AND deaf:
>> If I lost my hands and asked you to whipe my ass for me. Would you do it? Or would you let me get a yeast infection????

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

>> Personality:
>>Art:
>> Character Designs:
>> Poetry:
>> Prose:
>> Out of all my art what's your favorite piece?

WHAT ABOUT US:

>> Who are you?
>> Are we friends?
>> When and how did we meet?
>> How have I affected you?
>> What do you think of me?
>>What's the fondest memory you have of me?
>> How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
>>Have I ever hurt you?
>> Would you hug me?
>> Emotionally, what stands out?
>> Do you wish I was cooler?
>> On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
>> Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
>> How long have you known me?
>> Describe me in one word.
>> Describe me in one sentence:
>> Describe me in a jumble of random thoughts:
>> When you think of me what comes to mind (besides me) :
>> What makes you think of me?
>> What was your first impression?
>> Do you still think that way about me now?
>> What do you think my weakness is?
>> Do you think I'll get married ?
>> Do you think your parents would like me/ do like me?
>>What about me makes you happy?
>> What about me makes you sad?
>> What about me pissed you off?
>> What's something you would change about me?
>> Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
>> Do you think I would kill someone?
>> Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

i think you guys are all pretty smart and have figured out by now that i really like these quiz things, even though the questions get repetitive. i still like reading ANY answers, and if you don't know and answer (heather) you can still put in something funny! funny is always good. love! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7838983/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7838983/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 15:34:09 PST zac and i had a great discussion about religions and stuff on our way down there, and he said he doesnt like it when christians try to push their religion onto other people who are not willing to be pushed into something they adamently do not believe in. i agree with him. he even told me that if he had to choose between his religion and girls/sex....he would definatly choose girls and sex. (nobody would want to screw jesus...he's been dead for HOW long? ew.) since i don't believe in any sort of god or anything, he tried to convince me to come along to his youth thingy (just for experience apparently). kind of annoying, since there is a reason why i don't do that stuff. they become fanatical in their jesus thing that they loose the reality of the world and become a subdued version of the muslims and mahommed. freaky. in the great words of nate: "they call it faith because it should simply be faith. that's why they don't call it reality"
i agree with him completely.
thats all on my religous stuff bashing.
love you all.
i have to pee.

oops. i'm not supposed to pee like that. sorry. i didn't mean to get it all over your moniter. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7810077/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7810077/ Sun, 05 Feb 2006 14:28:01 PST
1. i have to be color coordinated in some way, other wise i won't go in public.
2. i sit up really straight when having a serious convo
3. i don't know how to sit still...i always have to fidget or something
4. i must sing in the car. if my radio isnt on, i freak out
5. i have to play free cell when on the comptuer
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12 Years Ago I was:
5. i was very girly but still very tomboyish. i never matched and had horrible taste in fashion

7 years ago I was:
10. in the beginning of my ackward stage and moved to prior lake from savage. i was pretty shy.

2 years ago I was:
15. i was very depressed and hated high school and was wishing i had decided to live with my aunt in coon rapids.

Yesterday I was:
writing a paper, going to a hour and half voice lesson and watched "problem child" and ate pizza and drank A LOT of red bull.

5 Songs I Know All the Words To:
- "somewhere over the rainbow" by judy garland
- "there are worse things i could do" by rizzo (grease)
- "hit me with your best shot" pat benetar
- "in the end" linkin park
- "rain" breaking benjamin

5 Favourite Toys:
- comptuer
- karoke machine
- dvd player
- my car!!
- video camera/ camera

5 Fictional Characters I Would Date: O.o weird question but ok...

- JAMES BOND!
- jack sparrow
- mork
- spiderman
- some guy from a book i read (he sounds really hot!)

5 People I tag:
::lpsoldier2938:: ::maebusknight:: ::4dladies:: ::sparklewolfie:: ::coldmoonangel:: ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7781185/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7781185/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 13:26:33 PST My name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

Do I smoke:

Do I drink:

When is my birthday:

What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

Do I have any siblings:

What's one of my favorite things to do:

Am I funny:

What's my favorite type of music:

What is the best feature about me:

Am I shy or outgoing:

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:

Do I have any special talents:

Would you consider me a friend/good friend:

Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

What is a memory we have once had:

Have you ever hugged me:

Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:

What is my favorite food:

Have you ever had a crush on me:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:

What's your favorite memory of me:

Who do I like right now:

What is my worst habit:

If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

Are we friends:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you? ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7731999/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7731999/ Sat, 28 Jan 2006 13:01:15 PST
this for those who get laughed at for trying.

this for those who aren't sure of what they want to do with their future.

this for those who don't understand themselves.

this is for those who can't understand why their parents don't understand them.

this is for those who fight with their parents, even when they don't want to.

this is for those who feel like they don't fit in anywhere.

this is for those who want to sleep away their troubles.

this is for those who are silently suffering, but afraid to tell anybody.

this is for those who live in a glass box.

this is for those who have to live up to unrealistic expectations.

this is for those who hate waking up in the morning, because they know what they're waking up to.

this is for those who had love and lost it.

this is for those who are looking for love and can't find it.

this is for those who aren't sure what love is.

this is for those who miss the past.

this is for those who want to be a rebel but are too afraid.

this is for those who want to run away, but aren't sure where to go.

this is for those who have something to run away from.

this is for me and my friends. i love you all.
]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7717057/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7717057/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 19:11:07 PST
1. funny jokes
2. books/ reading
3. wizard of oz/ judy garland
4. sleeping in
5. feeling fit and inshape
6. red bull! chocolate!
7. boating
8. summer
9. movies
10. theater

5 things that make you happy (no particular order):

1. shopping
2. boating
3. reading
4. MUSIC
5. friends

10 things that you hate/dislike (no particular order):

1. closed minded people
2. stupid people
3. bush
4. religious freaks
5. snobs
6. work
7. peas
8. zombies
9. bad drivers
10. being lonely

3 facts about your name:

1. it means something with christ (crosses eyes)
2. it's really kristi. not short for anything
3. erm....it's kristi nicole!

4 random thoughts:

1. oo! billy's on! so is barett! damn, he's away
2. huh...i wonder what play i could do next on free cell
3. good song! eagles!
4. i can't wait till tomorrow! i can't wait till monday! skiing! play practice!

Song you're listening to (give singer): (no more eagles, it just switched) born to hand jive- grease sound track


10 People you'll tag this to:
10 people? jeez....JAKE, BARETT, OWEN, SUZI, (thats four!) i got this from heather...hm..GRACE...(five) that's half of ten, it will work. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7711333/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7711333/ Thu, 26 Jan 2006 07:51:09 PST My intimate friends, my all, and in the street,
arm in arm,
we are so much more than two

your hands are my caress,
my daily affirmations.
I love you because your hands
work for justice.
Your eyes are my lucky charm
against misfortune.
I adore you for you gaze that
looks to and creates the future.

Your mouth is yours and mine,
Your mouth is never mistaken.
I love you because your mouth
Knows how to cry out for rebellion.

And for your sincere face and
Wandering spirit and your weeping
For the world because you are the people.
I love you.
And because our love is neither famous nor naive,
And because we are a couple that knows
We are not alone.

I want you in my paradise,
Iwant the people to live happily


This is for all of you! i love you all very very much. this is a song we sing in choir, but i like the meaning of it even if i don't like the tune....(blushes). i'm in contemporary fiction right now, ok i'm SUPPOSED to be, but we are "working on our project". today is a very very busy day....but i had 2nd hour actually open, because my voice teacher didn't show (bad chris! bad!) i should probably finish this journal up, even though i'm guessing you all stopped reading it at the beginning (come on, who posts a poem/ song as their journal? losers! just kidding...)
love! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7707644/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7707644/ Wed, 25 Jan 2006 19:06:00 PST well, i should go do other things. maybe. love! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7699679/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7699679/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 21:31:20 PST good night to all and to all a good zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
:snorts: hunh? oh, m...bye? ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7695696/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7695696/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:12:30 PST
Name: kristi
Age:17
Height: 5'5 1/2"
Natural hair colour: blonde. just blonde.
Eye colour: hazel with blue and brown.
Skin color: very white. i need to get a tan (where for art thou summer sun?)
Glasses/contacts?: i only wear my glasses at night after i take my contacts off.
Piercings: one in each ear.
Tattoos: not till i'm 18...then i'm getting a corvette on my back
Braces: grrr...i hate them! :shakes fist at ortho and parents:
Mannerisms: i play with my fingers and usually sit up straight
Other distinctive markings: my cute little button nose and big wondering eyes! just kidding....
FAVOURITE
Colour: Purple
Band: spice girls! or queen.
Video game: uh...DDR?
Movie: Wizard of Oz
Book: ooh. i don't know.
Food: chinese! or junk candy food!
Game on a cell phone: i don't play games on my cell cuz i hate it
CD: it varies.
Flower: roses. all the way. i got lots of those ...
Scent: fruity or tangy....
Animal: Cat or puppies..
Comic book: does a magazine count?
Cereal: reeses puffs all da way dude
Website: DA or tagged..i like to google people also
Cartoon: pepper ann!

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Piano
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: that's mroe than most people work in a week! i watch maybe an hour a week, maybe.
Like to sing?: NO SHIT ! IT'S MY FAVORITE PASTIME!!!!!!!!!
Have a job?: that's what it's called? i though we called it Hell On Earth...
Have a cell phone?: yes, and i don't like it. i only use it to text
Like to play sports?: ew. ew. ew.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i guess so....if you can call barett a girlfriend.
Have a crush on someone?: yes.
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: er.....do the boondocks count as another country?
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: we have 2.
Have any special talents/skills?: I sing, i act, i draw ok, i can put my foot behind my head.
Exercise daily?: does eating count as an exercise?
Like school?: for my friends. and for art and choir.
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:yes! just not the tune backwards...
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: if i'm feeling not clumsy that day.
Speak any other languages?: theater and weirdo. i suck at spanish
Go a day without food?: yes. i have this summer.
Remember your dreams: they come flashing back at the weirdest times. it's almost scary
Read music, not just tabs?: i can read music, yes. ( what are tabs? )
Roll your tongue?: yes'm
Eat a whole pizza?: if i'm super-duper hungry and wearing fat pants.

HAVE YOU EVER
Won something in the lottery?: my grandma bought me a scratch-off ticket and i won 5 bucks!
Snuck out of the house?: yes, and i've had people sneak into the house too.
Lied to get out of trouble?: DUH! name of the game here! DON'T GET INTO TROUBLE!
Had a computer crash?: that's the gateway's nickname.
Gotten lost in your city?: dang, yes.
Seen a shooting star?: yea, i live in the boonies. it was very cool.
Been to any other countries?: translvanyia ...when i watch rocky horror.
Had a serious surgery?: erm. not to my memory.
Stolen something important to someone else?: GASP! NO! that's a horrible thing to do!
Solved a rubiks cube?: with some help from alex reed.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: yea, i do. just not a lot.
Cried over a girl?: yes, when ebith moved to florida.
Cried over a boy?: in 8th and 9th grade. i've stopped since then.
Kissed a random stranger?: yes'm
Hugged a random stranger?: all the time!
Been in a fist fight?: with myself. (don't ask)
Been arrested?: no, i'm too sneaky...THEY CAN'T CATCH ME! HA!
Done drugs?: only ibprofin and exedrin.
Had alcohol?: yes. my mom gave it to me.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: it was water and my sister made me laugh.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: I LOVE DOING THAT! specially with lots of buttons...
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: not so much sneaking, more like walked right in to find people using the urinal.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: i'm not that dumb.
Swore at your parents?:i once told my mom that a bird shit on my window.
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: i do it for fun sometimes..but only on barett.
Been to a casino?: yes, they have a good buffet.
Ran over an animal and killed it?: GAA! no!
Broken a bone?: no, but i've sprained my wrist playing soccer with myself
Gotten stitches?: yes, on my forehead, cuz i ran into a w... ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7662101/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7662101/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:13:23 PST 2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in two words.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When’s the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
15. Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I say about you?

yes, i got this from jake. YOU BETTER RESPOND OR I'LL! you deserve whatever you get....even if it means you don't get any pie.... ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7640592/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7640592/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 15:19:41 PST it seems everybody is going down or moving to or are in florida. i feel very left out up here, and i hope that possibly my parents let me go down there for spring break. of course, it would be in more of the middle of florida, and with barett's parents, but then i would atleast be in the same state as you. i know it sounds cheesy and over the top, but that's what i'm good at.
at school, i don't belong to a certain group like the preps, or the punks..and i don't even fall under the theater kids all the way. sure, the theater kids like me, and i love them...but they are all younger than me, and they aren't in my classes. i love not falling under just one category, or being pushed into one box, but the hell i get from the other kids in my class almost scares me into one, even i don't want to. i do theater because 1) i feel accepted no matter what i look like or what i act like. 2) i can act however i feel, and i can act out somebody who has a life different than mine, and i can create this whole fantasy world where there isn't a high school right outside those doors to scorn me and make me feel lower than shit. i realized most of that today, when i opened up those doors to go get some lunch, and i was still in my costume. backstage, nobody cared. i was getting glared at with icy cold stares for not dressing the way they did. when you were here, i didn't feel that pressure. life was life and stupid people didn't make me feel flawed and ugly everytime i walked out to the "real world",
i'm sure your bored with my psycho babble, but you're the only one i feel like i can talk to about this. i'm sure you would understand it better than anybody else right now, also, your in florida so you don't have to see me look like an idiot crying my eyes out over here. i'm afraid to press send, because that means i'm done writing this email. and it also means that you get to read this email. but, i'm guessing your ready to be done, so love you mucho grande. be safe and have a good time in florida.
love you always and forever.

yea, i actually sent her that email. it sounds corny, but i couldn't think of any other way to post those thoughts up here on DA.
:black rose: love to all ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7443878/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7443878/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 21:53:37 PST one of my friends is running off to farer away land with her "fiance" damn him for taking her so far away. and damn him for looking so much like the much detested kevin shlick. but it makes it easier for me to dislike him.
the holidays were ok. i hope yours were better than ok.
I HAVE AN OWEN! I WIN!
:roars like a lion: ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7361911/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7361911/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 08:55:25 PST I feel horrible because i've been treating people around me that i love like they are beneath me. I treat them in a way that if i was treated that way i would be broken-hearted.
Yesterday, Katie (a ninth grade who is simply awesome) introduced me to the music of Wicked and i'm INSANE about it now. i wanna go see it this summer when in comes to Minnesota.
I figure i can't think of anything else worth talking about now...so bye for now. Unless i post another blog within the next 4 days... Have a Happy Holidays ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7311921/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7311921/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 17:29:21 PST so i'm talking to billy, who i haven't talked to in FOREVER. he keeps telling me to fly down there to hang with him an amber. i tell him my arms wouldn't hold out that long, and the snow might keep me from getting there. he's weird.
barett is a weird 20 year old. i know he's jealous about now. cuz i just talked about billy. but barett is being irritating right now, so i think i'll end this journal.
bye
comments are welcome ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7104277/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/7104277/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 10:37:13 PST i understand, it isnt even thanksgiving yet, but i love christmas songs so much!
i'm going down to missouri (as usual) for thanksgiving and who knows if we will have an actualy thanksgiving meal. usually my grandparents make us go out to eat at some weird buffet with horrible food, (last year is was my dad's fault for wanting to try "the plaza") and sometimes we stay up here to have dinner (real dinner!) with my mom's family. this year my parents are trying to find a way to make a nice turkey dinner without having fern (my dad's step mom) freaking out over us using her kitchen (oh heaven forbid! she never uses it herself).
lucky enough for me, my voice seems to be missing, so maybe i won't have to converse as much with them (what do i talk about? distant cousins i never knew existed?) and then hopefully i won't have to give an awesome speech in spanish (describir la ropa). down side is I HAVE NO ENERGY. it took me five minutes to get out of bed and to the bathroom (a usual 5 SECOND journey). now trying to get upstairs to get something to soothe my throat could be a day long process.
i was going through my old emails on our old computer (no way for me to save them now! we're getting rid of it, and my dad didnt have it hooked up to the internet, nor did he have the CD thingy in there anymore) and i found sooooooooo many emails from ebith about bill, from billy about ebith, from billy about me, from ebith (the big break up email) a few scattered saved convos from sam (i know i know, creepy that i saved them, but i like to read things over and over). sadly enough i didnt find my fav convo that i had with sam (do you remember what it was about? i don't wanna mention it here) :favorite song comes on, opens mouth to sing along, nothing comes out.: {damn} i also found directions to various places, random addresses to various places, and they all seemed to be in florida! (i think i was planning on going to all those addresses until i found the right person to kill)
anyways, i almost miss the past, but i'm too excited for the future. i'm sure there is a reason why they call it the past, maybe so we don't go back there. (it sounds like ass if you say it right).
i've been doing fairly well in school this year, and i have no idea why. (3.648 G.P.A. and a 25 on my ACTs) maybe it all has to do with that past/future thing.
oh well, who knows.
talk (maybe?) to ya all later. happy thanksgiving! ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/6817043/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/6817043/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 08:42:45 PDT
other than that.... we have the play next friday and saturday. we have the student performance on thursday during school, and dress rehersal on tuesday, and i have a choir concert on monday. i realize i just went backwards thru next week, but is it a law that makes it so i have to go forwards?
update on my hatred for target: Last time i worked (sunday) we ran out of paper bags, and the people acted like it was the end of the world. STUPID PEOPLE. i wanted to slap all of them. or throw pointy things at them. or both.
i should stop working/ talking about target. it only gets me angry at America in general.
have a good rest of your week. ]]> ~kitt0n0devil http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/6733125/ http://kitt0n0devil.deviantart.com/journal/6733125/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 18:19:02 PDT hotel california, Eagles

"welcome to the hotel california, such a lovely place, such a lovely face"

it's high season in theater. stress is so common i ALMOST dont notice how many stress knots i have on my back. i atleast have three weeks off of work. that's plenty fine for me, i pretty much can't stand at target. i like some of my "co-workers" and two of the shift managers, and my discount. otherwise, i hate the customers. most of them are snot nosed, bossy, fat, mean people who dont give a damn about the human being doing everything for them.

i went on a choir trip to UW- Eau Claire this past weekend, and had fun. granted, most of the choir doesnt like me, i dunno why. they just glare at me and ignore me. i havent done anything to make them treat me like this. i've always been nice, polite, not snotty. i dont think or act like i'm better then them. do i smell bad? do i constantly have a trail of toilet paper on my shoe, that magically disappears when i look?
anyways, this will have to be long enough, my computer keeps being funky.
bye ]]> ~kitt0n0devil