http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kittizak&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kittizak en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:21:03 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/28364062/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/28364062/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 22:31:17 PST rebound and resonance echo in vain,
nothing is left at the end of the unchained me...

It's raining heavily in my mind,
I'm stunned, I'm standing dead, my vision is blurry,
Despite my determination, the pain is still penetrating,
The bonds have come apart and dying away every day.

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I had already closed out my heart... Why did I open it again? I fell for it, hook, line and sinker... Now everything's broken again, even more pieces are missing now, shaking with anger and despair, my body keeps trembling, I feel nauseous... my temples are flaring... I cannot even feel the pain in my left hand anymore, just a dull sensation... the only reason why I know its there is bleeding, the skin has already come off from punching the wall so many times... wouldn't be surprised if I broke a couple of my finger again...

Why was I so stupid to open myself like this, precisely at the time when I'm at my weakest... I think I'll go make some makeshit splinters, my pinky and ring finger do seem to be broken after all...

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/27771384/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/27771384/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 21:07:13 PDT
Sadly, I'll have to wait a year to see how they animate The Eiserne Jungefrauen.... specially Dlanor...

End-death end-death end-death. End end end death death death, end end end end end end end end death death death death death death death death DIE THE DEATH! SENTENCE TO DEATH! GREAT EQUALIZER IS THE DEATH!!

Also, bah, it seems they're dragging their feet in the episodes, before, they would fit 3-4 chapters into a single episode now they barely fit 2, which is good and bad, less Adaptation Decay as if you compress to many chapters from the novels into a single animated episode, you're bound to miss what makes the plot so good...

I really hope they get to animate The Witches' Tanabata after Alliance of the Golden Witch and not wait till Chiru gets broadcasted to air it. I mean, shouldn't be hard, they can fit the whole Witches' Tanabata into a single episode easily.

And yeah, I'm in full fanboy mode.

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/27266472/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/27266472/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:29:47 PDT
Be one of the first 10 commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Feature List.

For each of the 10 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and three deviations from his/her gallery on the list.

If you answer, you’ll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this the list with 10 people. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!

Featured me first so she's first.

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2. 2 state governors and their friends go on a hunting trip. Shit happens.

3. A police officer, a biologist and a war veteran go fishing, with explosives.

4. An immigrant with severe allergy issues takes on a real state mogul.

5. A prince blames himself for the death of his father, joins a men-only club.

6. Former cop defends a village against a vicious gang, one of whom wears assless chaps and a mohawk.

7. A botanist and an elderly sanitation worker fall in love.

8. A cook kills the catering staff and a band of entertainers after they kill his boss.

9. A state governor helps martians breathe easier.

10. Liam Nesson beats the crap out of ethnic minorities for 93 minutes, in Paris.

11. Redneck who has an inappropriate sexual attraction to his sister kills million of soldiers by exploiting faulty safety regulations.

12. Minority kids study for a math test.

13. Two guys in a Winnebago rescue a girl and her maid, the bad guys have a bunch of assholes working for 'em.

14. A terminally ill craftsman pose puzzles to strangers.

15. An athlete gets pitied on.

16. An athlete avenges his fallen comrade and defeats communism in the process.

17. A cop gets injured in the line of duty, after extensive physical therapy he takes on the gang and the corrupt executive that sponsored them.

18. Well-dressed men discuss Madonna and her songs.

19. Two hitmen discuss theology and hamburgers, their boss is anally raped.

20. An oil tycoon discusses dessert beverages.

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]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/26526233/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/26526233/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 11:56:40 PDT Nessuno può liberarsi dal peccato che scorre nelle vene
Tu sei senza pietà, ma quanto sarà pesante il mio castigo?

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25566487/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25566487/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 12:24:56 PDT
*facepalms*

Just because seh felt eer a klepkeh in kop, doesn't mean everyone is supposed to follow suit and become a shabbos goy.

Kish mikh in tukhes.

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25440132/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25440132/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 18:37:50 PDT [link]

Why must you be so fucking rare and expensive?

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25310613/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/25310613/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 14:05:30 PDT
Or at least it should...

I cannot hear it...

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]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/24652569/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/24652569/ Fri, 08 May 2009 14:10:22 PDT "Here, here we are, shelterless souls lit by the stars, and here, here we stand, divided by lines we've drawn in the sand"

"In this cacophony of voices, one must struggle to find any semblance of sanity"

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/24652522/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/24652522/ Fri, 08 May 2009 14:07:22 PDT "And my only intention, for all my racing, was to stay in the same place."

"Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to keep in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!"

"For an evolutionary system, continuing development is needed just in order to maintain its fitness relative to the systems it is co-evolving with."

"For they will call upon me, Claudandus, the one who is bound, for whom else will take darkness upon himself?"

"And Claudandus became blind to the world around him as the darkness swallowed his heart, devouring it, extinguishing it as if it was a candle in the wind."

"So much darkness in the world, so much darkness, Francis. No light. Only darkness. And there is always someone who will take it upon himself. Always. Always. Always. I have become evil, but once I, too, was good..."

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I decided to be selfish for once, that and the fact that I got aggravated with a couple of artist I was looking forward to commission and other actual bad commissions experiences just got me soured...

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/23007638/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/23007638/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 17:31:01 PST is selling artbooks of her beautiful art - so I'm helping her with free advertising~

You can check out her page at .
Check her journal for more info the artbook [link]
Or go directly here to buy it [link]

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21930403/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21930403/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:32:41 PST
thank you, now please go away~

]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21646284/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21646284/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 11:43:55 PST --

Maybe....

I actually got a handful of pics ready to be uploaded but I like doing art bombs XD





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21530177/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21530177/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:08:44 PST --

If I cannot deflect the will of Heave, I shall move Hell!





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21467936/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21467936/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 11:19:50 PST --

I want nothing, thank you very much~





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21249600/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21249600/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 13:34:37 PDT --



I so do want this T-shirt!





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21108501/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 10:43:23 PDT --

I just did that~ XD





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/21017983/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:32:58 PDT --

should I work and create a great knife/sword or the spear?





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20978424/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 22:26:48 PDT --

If all the bad things I say resonate with you, and think it's about you, and you think I'm upset with you - maybe there's a reason behind it, don't you think?





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20760316/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 13:51:42 PDT --

I still can't believe how false you are - you totally destroyed my confidence.

Your words and empty and meaningless.





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20519732/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:52:53 PDT --

...ma grand-mère est flambée~

Life is good, somewhat - totally a much better outlook this month than the whole crapfest August was... still upset about several things, and with several people, specially some really self-centered ones~ Can't do much about self-absorbed people...

At least and I are having a blast over at good ol' WoW with our linked accounts. *pokes * C'mon~! We'll tag along with you and help you out~ XD





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20341063/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 13:59:54 PDT --

and chose New York!

Boring day at the office, Boss' birthday lunch bash was good (Can't go wrong with BBQ) - Still being split between going to the field to service schools and staying behind and service laptops for teachers ~ and somehow still managing to put better performance numbers than my coworkers~

Oh yeah, did I mention that what I hate the most is being dismissed so easily? I seriously hate the drama that seem to hover eternally around me. Why can't I be taken seriously by some of the people I care about the most? My words and feelings so easily brushed aside like if they were nothing?

Other than that, everything's peachy *whips his Ravager around* XD





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20147524/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 12:03:35 PDT --

My journals have been getting way too depressing (I know, my fault) *kicks self*

I should just concentrate on getting thru work, go home, have some cereal and work out~ That should lift my spirits up.





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20145123/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20145123/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 09:20:06 PDT --

Is this all there is? Is there nothing more?

It seems they were right when they said "The path to hell is riddled with good intentions".

Also, in case you're reading this, thanks for making me feel loved *sarcasm* It sure WAS reassuring to know that you're more concerned with people like her all the while I became an afterthought, if any~

Ah... catharsis, one journal at a time...

Addendum:
Jealousy: Its the fear of having to share too much of your cake with someone else.

Envy: Its the pain of having to share your cake and only ending up with crumbs by the end.

If I'm guilty of something, is envy.





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20126999/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 09:09:52 PDT --

It's hard when you're forced to obliterate the remnants of what was once something beloved to you, but you know it must be done for the sake of starting anew. To find a small measure of peace - the halcyon days of peace.





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20082106/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20082106/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 16:55:40 PDT --

My god left me
without one word of warning
My god left me
My god is all that I got

I've seen your face before
I've seen your anger crashing down
All my life I've seen your anger
Crashing to the ground





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20058832/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/20058832/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 11:52:54 PDT --

It might be small, jaded, broken, and it might even be missing some parts by now, but this heart is all I got, still wants to love, and I want to give it to someone that is willing to see it for what it is and not a piece of trash, even if it looks like that.





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19849949/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19849949/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 17:43:22 PDT --

So... I've decided to join the Horde~





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19778881/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:22:12 PDT --

So much darkness in the world, so much darkness.... No light. Only darkness. And there is always someone who will take it upon himself. Always. Always. Always. I have become evil, but once I, too, was good...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19500825/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 13:41:17 PDT --

I know its been months since I got kicked to the curb... it's gotten to the point I can't even look at DSLRs without my stomach turning...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19434362/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 19:32:45 PDT --

Tagged by

* 1. Post these rules.
* 2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
* 3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
* 4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
* 5. No tag-backs.

1. I am a cat person; always have, always will be - I don't have any siblings and I grew up with cats as my constant company; I even think of 'em as family.

2. I have selective ambidexterity - I can perform some tasks as a right handed, and other tasks as a left handed.

3. I love cooking and gardening - It's not unusual for me to send batch of cookies to my friends.

4. I am arachnophobic - I totally lose it with spiders; I scream, shout, jump, flail, etc - I almost crashed once cuz one spider jumped on me while I was driving on the highway.

5. I got into drawing by accident - I needed to kill time after basically destroying my two knees during a varsity football game more than 10 years ago; if it hadn't been the case, I'd had not known many of my friends in here.

6. While I don't drink often, when I do, I love to drink Guinness, specially Irish Car Bombs.

7. Everyone in my family is short lived - No one in the last 3 generations has gone over the 75 year mark; most of the time because of cancer.

8. I am allergic to all kinds of seafood - while not as drastic as my Mom, where she ends up in the hospital, I do get all bloated and with red spots all over me.

I tag... whomever actually wants to do this. Just let me know you're doing it so I can read about you!





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19392495/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 14:32:04 PDT --

*full of glee*





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/19209948/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:41:34 PDT --

A. Tell you why I befriended you.
B. Associate you with a song, movie, etc.
C. Tell you what I like most about you.
D. Ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
E. In return, you must post this in your journal.





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Admiration ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18881551/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18881551/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 20:38:43 PDT --

In other things needs your help! She is open for commissions.

For more information please check her journal here: [link]





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18839176/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 13:59:02 PDT --

needs your help! She is open for commissions.

For more information please check her journal here: [link]





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18805401/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:44:19 PDT --

A brilliant masterpiece, like a delicious steak that melts in your mouth...

monkey, monkey, monkey, monkey, monkey, monkey, monkey, you!





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18654081/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 22:34:17 PDT --

Am I ever going to be able to find, to get a small measure of peace?





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18652112/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18652112/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:55:03 PDT --

GO'Bama 08





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18428325/ Wed, 21 May 2008 09:54:00 PDT --

For Moses's beard! And its a goyim of all people the one that is killing my schtick!





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18406002/ Mon, 19 May 2008 20:00:30 PDT --

[link]

Seriously~





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18323633/ Wed, 14 May 2008 16:12:13 PDT --

he fell off one of the watch towers~

*zing*





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/18043597/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:59:46 PDT --

I can't stop throwing up again - stupid emotional turmoil...

I wish I didn't care, I wish I was cold, aloof, indifferent, uncaring... I wish I would not invest myself too much for the people I love and care... I wish I could actually hold a grudge and hate someone and stand up by myself against those who hurt me on purpose...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17735430/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 16:49:59 PDT --

just a random quip~





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17638165/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17638165/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:55:25 PDT --

Because I was asked to write more about my characters and the settings of the story.

The world of "Elfenbein D" is set on a near future Earth, with many of the world events taking place just like in the real world, the main differences is replacing the humans with anthropomorphic characters and the fact that a global cooling event has taken place rather than global warming. However, "Elfenbein D" also has a country that does not exist in the real world, located in the northernmost part of the Scandinavian countries including parts of Norway, Sweden, Finland, the Svalbard Archipelago, and the Russian regional district of Murmansk.

This country, known collectively as the Asgard Empire is almost exclusively populated by Skoggkats (Felidae Natter Rex), the northern cats of the Norse mythology, a race with special genetic make-up which includes a pure-white fur, and depending on special dna characteristics, stoichiomancy.

A highly advanced country, with great global economical influence, they are known for their technology exports and the advancement of science, mostly in telecommunications and medicine, and through underground subsidiaries, weapons R&D for many countries around the globe.

The Asgard Empire is politically divided in two, a technocratic federation in charge of the civic affairs of its citizens, and a monarchy for the military affairs; there's a third political body that intermediates between the two, the council of Elders, and while directly underneath the Kaiser in the political echelon, he cannot act unless with their approval.

The country subsidizes the education of all its citizens, however a militarized education at that. Those who have shown great skill and talent are encourage to serve in the military beyond the voluntary discharge age of 15. Perhaps emulating the spartan philosophy, those in the military have a great sense of loyalty to their country and the quest for a beautiful (meaningful) death.

Those born of Asgard citizens, even if they're born abroad are still considered full-fledged citizens and will most likely go through the same education as those native of Asgard. This explains why someone like Zoey, whom was born in Frankfurt, Deutchsland, is part of an Asgard SpecOps Military Unit.

There are obviously many norse mythology elements scattered throughout the story, references to the gods, their powers, events (Fimbulvetr, Ragnarok, etc), places (Vigrid, Asgard, etc), items (Gleipnir, Hildesvini, etc) and characters (Freyr, Thor, Hod, etc).





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17626360/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:56:37 PDT --

Oh, I love you mudkipz, but I love seaking even more, sorry... XD

And to those people crying murder over the fricking April's Fools joke... get some humor, will you?

I know its not THAT funny, I know they could have gone with something else... but its a fucking prank!

What would you prefer... O Rly owl? Tay Zonday? If it was up to me, I'd have rickrolled everyone - so chill out.





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17547675/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17547675/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 21:09:00 PDT --

Guess who's coming to Austin on June 6th, 7th and 8th?

Eddie Izzard!

And guess who's buying tickets to the show?

Me!

*glee* I am GAR for Eddie Izzard!





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<... ]]> ~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17458621/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/17458621/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 12:59:08 PDT --

And which character would you like to hear from more?





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16969942/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 21:59:39 PST --

Сплотила навеки Великая Русь!
Да здравствует созданный волей народов
Единый, могучий Советский Союз!





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16822038/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:07:36 PST --

I wonder for how long I'll be in the receiving end of this stupid "Batsu" Game...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16746184/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 21:06:23 PST --

[Complete Edit]

Sometimes thoughts are hard to convey into words... and sometimes actions get misinterpreted...

I truly deeply regret the confusion I caused by my abrupt departure; I did what I did because I had to... perhaps the first steps towards that change were the wrong ones and caused undue pain to my most beloved friends, to 'em I say that I am truly sorry and that I hope they can forgive me for what I did, I also say that I am thankful for their prayers...

I did what I did for personal reasons obviously... I needed to heal from a very bad break-up, I was stuck in a perpetual cycle of denial-anger-bargaining-depression, and I felt I needed to leave everything behind for a while in order to move on and accept the truth; unfortunately my absence was complicated by an unforeseen circumstance at work that ended up pushing me into the hospital...

Again, hindsight being 20/20, I should have taken those first steps towards healing in such a way that would cause not harm to my loved ones... again, I apologize and ask for forgiveness... at the time, my judgment was clouded by the fog of pain and insanity and unfortunately I chose wrongly...

I am truly sorry...





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16741640/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16741640/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 16:02:53 PST --

Had to disappear the internet for a while for personal reasons and in the process I ended up not only worrying a lot of people, I ended up pissing off some others as well and I also broke my hand...

hindsight being 20/20...





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16539058/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16539058/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 15:31:08 PST --

Goodbye...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16399905/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 09:00:57 PST --

what have you done with my heart?





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~kittizak http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16305009/ http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16305009/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:29:28 PST --

The meat house! One manly carnivore delight! With walls made out of sausages and roofs made out of bacon!

[link]





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16203822/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 10:03:57 PST --

I've mentioned before my intentions to quit drawing, and while it is unlikely that I will completely stop drawing, year after year from now on will see a decrease in the output from me...

In reality, its very simple... I don't have the drive, time, need nor talent... so most likely, I'll just sit back and enjoy my friends' arts...





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http://kittizak.deviantart.com/journal/16181464/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:49:52 PST --

Some dreams perish, some dreams survive and some dreams are made anew~





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