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HAPPY AKUROKU DAY~!!

i created an AMV: [link]

made cupcakes [PICTURES PENDING ]

and i'm hopefully going to FINALLY update fanfiction tonight. forgive me...again.

well, today i hung out with friends and watched the new transformers movie. i only watch it for the robots, and lemme tell you that if optimus prime is a human, i'll marry him. ...hell, even as a robot i'll marry him. he's a fine piece of metal, i'll tell you that. -shot-

also, a very merry happy birthday to . you are SO lucky!

how was everyone's day today?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/26475432/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/26475432/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 00:50:59 PDT ] but it's still something.

akuroku day is around the corner in approximately 4 days! what are your plans, even if you don't celebrate this pairing?

also, welcome home . i missed you and envy you for going off to japan without me. hope you learned a lot and...shopped a lot. DID YOU FINISH ALL YOUR DAMN RICE!?

in other news, PLEASE WATCH KUROSHITSUJI ---> [link]




it's just a really good anime involving a flaming redhead, a sexy demon butler and, uhm, symbolism.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/26239463/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/26239463/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 18:05:59 PDT

please pardon my lack of activity!

in the meantime, OMG! AKUROKU DAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER!! \o/ \o/







CELEBRATION TIEM~

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25546375/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25546375/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:35:44 PDT
the king of pop is dead!?

this is--this is awful.

i know he did bad things, yeah, yeah, ok, but. mm. i don't know. dude. he's freakin' dead.

R.I.P michael. i'll miss you.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25056462/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25056462/ Sun, 31 May 2009 17:48:55 PDT [link]

excuse me while i go mop up my tears.

well, i'm partly angry for the following:
1. xion touching roxas's face [DID SHE TOUCH AXEL'S FACE, TOO!?]
2. axel's lack of screen time [although, it was VERY sexy watching him laying down like that]
3. axel's lack of caution. seriously. that letter could've had a serious dose of anthrax in it, hun.

other than that, i'm bawling. if you can understand the dialogue, then you'd feel the same way.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25053614/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25053614/ Sun, 31 May 2009 15:00:49 PDT
you know, now i can understand the whole reason behind roxas's "no one would miss me" statement, because the fact of the matter is that the entire organization bitch slapped the kid and made him a TOOL. he had a completely delayed reaction. imagine how stupid he must have felt when he discovered that xion was never a friend, she never existed, and that axel was in on xemnas's plan from the very beginning.

i mean...what kind of friend would do that?

ok, so i understand the whole 'i don't have the heart to care about you, roxas' thing, but at the same time, COME ON. the kid TRUSTED YOU, AXEL! the ice cream, the talks about love and best friends! what did that all MEAN!?

i'm sure to some degree axel just felt awful about this whole thing. look, he went out on a limb to bring roxas back, but at the same time i wonder what is true motives were? was he trying to bring roxas back just for friendship's sake or for the organization's sake? i.e.: bring him back so that they could try this whole plan over again. it seems to me that axel was standing in two different spheres here. so, roxas remembers all this bull crap. what does he do? hell, I WOULDN'T go with axel after remembering all the shit he did, right?

i repeat: what kind. of friend. does that.

this sort of makes me angry at him. -sigh- but i can't stay angry for very long, now can i?

also: i've discovered the meaning behind 358/2 days's title.

it's the number of ice cream they eat divided by the hours of exercise they get. not really, but it certainly seems that way, dammit. >_>

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25041904/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25041904/ Sat, 30 May 2009 22:44:56 PDT ATTENTION: MAJOR SPOILERS

well, a majority of this blog contains confirmed information that i've only read online, and haven't actually played through myself. however, the following is all true, and, as always, WILL spoil the game for you. read at your own risk!

i was browsing around when this information about XION caught my eye on gamefaqs. it was too late to save myself from reading the spoilers...

so i pass this on to you, who ever is reading this now.

according to gamefaqs, xion is a puppet crafted out of sora's leaked memories, and gradually she will take on parts of sora's face until, in the end, she appears exactly as sora. she only appears as kairi because she is a fragment of sora's memory. once xion discovers that she is nothing but a puppet, she literally goes insane and roxas ends up putting her out of her misery by absorbing her. by absorbing xion, roxas takes on her powers, which explains why he can dual wield with the keyblades.

[god, what is with this game and EATING people?]

xemnas' plan was to have xion become sora, and then absorb roxas. that way, the real sora would be stuck in his pod forever, and the organization would still have their very own keyblade wielder.

so: sora+roxas+xion= same MF person and xemnas has a back up plan for everything. this one plan, which unfortunately didn't carry through, was INGENIOUS, nearly FOOL PROOF. guys: THE ORGANIZATION COULD HAVE FUCKED US ALL OVER IF THIS WORKED, DO YOU REALIZE THIS.

next, a bit of axelness:

are you ready?

his original name is LEA.

saix calls him this later on in the game and it is pronounced as lee-ah, not lay-uh.

all i have to say are the following:
1. i fucking knew it screw that presumption that he was 'hahahaha ALE because hahaha BEER hahahahaha RENO'
2. this gives yaoi fangirls something to squee about
3. my riku+axel theory is shaping up nicely now
4. YES

are we having fun yet?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25023784/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25023784/ Fri, 29 May 2009 21:54:40 PDT

[don't tell anyone... ]

but, OMG, it's so...intriguing. there are a couple of things i want to point out:
1. i think axel and roxas actually have a 'clock tower' theme song
2. axel's interpretation of what a friendship is, is both hysterical and childish
3. axel makes funny noises
4. the organization members don't bother to help AT ALL
5. axel is a couch potato
6. roxas's first words: '... ... ...'
7. roxas is a midget
8. fire is a BITCH
9. zexion is the most polite person EVER
10. roxas mistakes xigbar for larxene

so allow me to evaluate a little, beginning with number 1. after axel and roxas's first mission (which was all sorts of LAME; frolicking through tunnels, bumping into walls, falling off of ledges, all for the sake of finding a freakin' treasure chest with a potion in it, though getting lost could've been beneficial to axel, y'know ) the two venture to the clock tower for some 'reward' that axel talked about, and to my dismay it wasn't anything near sex.

but. it was fluffy.

after the mission scene fades to black, this ADORABLE piece of music starts playing. it has the little lullaby-esque tune to it, y'know? some bells, very, very midi-ish. AH. and it only plays when axel and roxas are sitting on the clock tower. *_* -wibbles-

next, let me take you to number two in which axel shows off his 5 year old thoughts. so, hayner, pence and olette run past axel and roxas in the back alley of twilight town, and completely ignore them while they talk about racing each other and eating sea salt ice cream. roxas asks axel: "what...was that?" and axel sort of pauses for a minute and says that it's stuff that people with hearts do. roxas proceeds to ask him why and axel doesn't exactly know how to explain it. instead he tells blondie that they, too, should go eat ice cream together. roxas, again, goes: "WHY??" and axel goes: "...'cause we're...friends."

me: DAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

roxas is confused and the camera zooms in on his face for the reaction. he looks so amazed, unsure how to take that. he's like: "f...riends?" and axel goes: "yeah. it's what friends do. friends eat ice cream together and sit together and...talk about stupid things! -looks proud-"

so, axel wanders off and roxas stares at him for a little while before they go to the tower together.

NEXT! unlike in chain of memories for the game boy advance, 358/2 days has the characters make tiny noises when they speak to you, such as laughter, grunts, groans, and other stuff like that. however, right now i've only heard axel do all these things, and he sounds so...HAHAHA. i can't even explain. he's like: -speech bubble pops up- "MMMMMM..." -insert text-

then we go to the organization members not giving a shit while i do all the fighting. really. guys. a little potioning? DON'T FOLLOW ME WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM THE HEARTLESS; STAY THERE AND FUCK THEM OVER. > i freakin' died three times because axel wouldn't get this message through his mass of hair.



axel is a couch potato. if you have a mission to do with him, he lounges out in the castle lobby with his legs crossed, sometimes feet up on the coffee table, and his back slid, like, allll the way down on the back cushions. it's funny to see. i ran into the lobby and went: OMG, IS THAT HIM?

roxas is scared shitless of the other members during his first couple of days. the most he can say is: ... ... ... (what the hell)

the kid is also shorter than, i don't know...let's just say that he has to talk to every member's crotch.

there are heartless that you have to battle that sho... ]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25003572/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/25003572/ Thu, 28 May 2009 18:46:49 PDT [link]

i want. this game. hardcore. O_O

ok, so the video isn't in the best quality, but at least it's not AWFUL and the audio is practically high definition. be sure to thank the man who posted; he more than likely killed to get his hands on this game before the rest of japan.

[between you an' me, pirating is a glorious thing sometimes. ]

haha. and axel's laughter is just--it's so: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

that's what it sounds like. roxas's is cute, and axel's is: BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. now what do you make of that?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24944530/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24944530/ Mon, 25 May 2009 14:24:20 PDT someone already has their hands on a legal copy of 358/2 days, and they've posted images of the front and back cover of the game. now, i'm not so sure if this is true or not--it could just be someone from square enix being a total beeotch and taking pictures of the cover WITHOUT the actual game inside, 'cause we all know how many douchebags work for square, righ'?

seriously. if you told someone who works for square enix one of your deepest, darkest secrets, they probably wouldn't tell a single soul about it. i bet they're all TRAINED for a month after they've accepted the job to be masters at the silent treatment and evil-pinky-to-lip-eyebrow-waggle gesture.

i think...this would be both an advantage and disadvantage if i were to marry someone from square enix. god. imagine all the hair i'd pull out with them around the house.

"so, honey, how was work today?"

"uh...i-i'm not sure what you--"

"honey. seriously, i'm just asking you a simple question."

"i swear to god if this keeps up, i'm leaving you."

"it's not like you work for area 51."

"don't gimme that look!"

"honey!"

"fine, take this, huh? see how that feels."

""

...yeah. 5 more days!

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24910768/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24910768/ Sat, 23 May 2009 16:41:43 PDT

[link]

but this video is my favorite so far. axel is such a meanie to roxas, but it's INCREDIBLY adorable.

uhm...well, in the world away from kingdom hearts, i've been busy. so much stuff going on yadda-yadda, you know how that goes. and it's because of all this shit that i haven't been able to post fanfiction for, oh, the past month or so. so for those of you who follow me on FF.net, i apologize and i will try my hardest to get new chapters up. as for artwork: the same. please be patient with me!

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24875445/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24875445/ Thu, 21 May 2009 14:54:55 PDT [link]

...he so totally does looks like he's saying that here, right?

9 MORE DAYS! \o/

also: [link]

axel has jazz hands.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24619349/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24619349/ Wed, 06 May 2009 14:09:47 PDT
aw, hell yes.

it's fun to imagine the organization members frolicking in disneyland, now that i think about it.

what do you think the members would do?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24535152/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24535152/ Fri, 01 May 2009 17:37:45 PDT 'cause that's how i roll.

.:FIRE:.

[x] You have a short temper.
[x] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[x] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself.
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
Total: 9

.:WATER:.

[] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[] You rarely get angry.
[] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
Total: 4

.:GROUND:.

[] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[x] You rarely get depressed.
[] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 5

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[] You hate rules.
[x] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are very independent and outgoing.
[] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.

Total: 8

.: DARK :.

[] You spend most of your time alone.
[] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[] You like creepy things.
[x] You like to play tricks on people.
[] Black is your favorite color.
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, video games, etc.
[] You don't talk much.
[] You are an athiest.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[x] You love to break the rules.

Total: 4

.:LIGHT:.

[x] You are very polite.
[] You are spiritual.
[] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[] You believe everything you see or hear.
[] You are afraid of the dark.
[] You hate violence.
[] You hope for world peace.
[x] You are generally a happy person.
[x] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules
Total: 4

some of these...sort of don't make sense.

but i'm glad that i'm fire. and NO that is NOT because of axel. i fucking adore fire.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24498326/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24498326/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 14:24:54 PDT [link] but there is a username and password required before you can watch it. if you want to make a username, ask me how and i'll show you the steps, since all the directions are in japanese.

[japanese class FTW ]

but, if you are chill with watching it a little bit choppy with warped audio in parts, watch this one: [link]

beware. it lags like a mother.

but! as a comment to this new trailer, i would just have to say: FHDSALKFHDIUHIAWFHUD3A;;;WANNNNNNNNNTTTTT

-grabby hands-

i sort of...flipped out when i saw the little scene where axel is reading a book. my first reaction was: wow. he can...read.

i know that's a stupid reaction, but it was just awkward. i mean come on; we haven't seen axel do ANYTHING human-like other that walking, and even that's weird to watch. he was rarely on screen in KHII and CoM--but he's still popular heyyyy--so to see him do anything is totally...i don't know, weird.

and. and! there's a short scene in which axel and xion are totally passed out on the floor somewhere, riku shows up and picks her up like she's some sort of luggage. seriously, riku. can't you treat women with fucking respect?

and now i'm starting to be a tad irked off with xion right now. the only reason i'm really going to buy this game is for axel and roxas interactions and to find out what the hell this new trio's importance is [i.e. who axel's somebody is ETC]. i am not buying this just for xion's story, no. if anything, i could do without her. it's not that i hate her, just that...something about her is rather irksome.

[psh. yeah. while the inner me goes: BETCH THAT'S AXEL'S ROXAS. ]

ugh. and i do feel a little bad about that...but, you know. may 30th is coming up. slowly but surely. \o/

[for god sake, square, don't fuck up this release date or i'll kill you over 9000 times with a hack saw and a wrench until you wish that you were never killed with a hack saw and a wrench...i won't be happy. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24472124/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24472124/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 21:40:46 PDT
-Roxas wielding Bond of Flames

-Xion Was the only character not appearing in multiplayer select screen

-Donald and Goofy made appearances

-The Style Graphics have changed since Jump Festa, like
-Addition of names under the character's face icons
-The limit bar

-Scenes concerning Xion's connections are replaced with ones reflecting her character

-At The Castle That Never Was, Xion picks up a seashell like that of Destiny Island and puts it to her ear, saying she can hear the ocean

-At the back alley of Twilight Town Hayner, Pence, and Olette gather at the side of Axel and Roxas

-Axel and Xion talk in Castle Oblivion, was Roxas there too?

-At the Castle That Never Was, Xion hangs her head and says 'I... I'm not me?'

-In the White Room of the mansion in Twilight Town, Xion faces Namine and asks 'What should I do?'

-Xion appears to be crying in her bed at The Castle That Never Was

-Xion and Axel appear to be looking for something on a computer, then they both collapse

-Only Xion rises and leaves Axel behind

-Xion places a pebble/shell behind Roxas who is sleeping and leaves silently

-After that a scene is shown with her talking to Riku in Twilight Town

and all i can think is HOLY. SHIT. THIS GAME IS GONNA BE FUCKING ANGSTY.

still. that's the best part.

i can't get the image of xion and axel collapsing, ok, flat out collapsing together out of my head. it just sounds so sad and exhilarating at the same time, y'know? and i can't help but think that they were totally drunk.

[hah. can you imagine? axel drunk. psh. no way. never. ]

hell naw.

it's just that the thought of axel passing out strikes me as weird. doesn't it for you? it does for me. i just hope that he collapses into an 'attractive' position; not with his arms at his sides.

[mm. i'm beginning to think that i think too hard about this stuff. ]

so i really am starting to think that all of this fainting business occurs before axel confronts xion in front of the mansion and that once she's killed axel and roxas will magically forget her--'cause the organization has this...weird obsession with fucking people's minds over. so then roxas will go and see this shell that xion left for him, pick it up and get frustrated that he can't remember her.

or i could just be drunk myself. i would not be surprised.

so, hooray for the bond of flame keyblade. that's currently my favorite one ATM. i bet that was axel's little congratulatory gift for blondie, righ'?

"congrats on befriending me, kiddo. here, take a random keychain that looks like a chakram. that way when ever you beat the shit outta stuff, you'll always have me in mind. "

ah, axel. what a dork. a lovable dork. \o/

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24381668/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24381668/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 17:15:50 PDT [link]

i took this picture straight from the 358/2 website, by the way. and if you can't see, that's roxas in the middle of the screen in a room with BLACK WALLS [seriously. xemnas. do you WANT them to jump off a building?] plus people lounging around looking like they want to slit their wrists.

and if i'm not mistaken, saix, luxord and...xaldin, i think, are in the room. well. things are all fine and DANDY in the neighborhood, aren't they?

roxas: so. what do you guys wanna do today?
saix: ...
luxord: -shuffles cards- ...
xaldin: ...
roxas: BE NICE TO THE NEW KID??

even roxas's avatar in the corner looks depressed. seriously. i know that they're nobodies and all, but at least give them a splash of personality! look at axel! HE'S SMILING IN EVERY FUCKING PICTURE OF HIM. well...almost every picture.

[i feel sort of dorkish when i think these things up.]

also: anyone here RP? over AIM perhaps? i'd really like to RP.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24313781/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24313781/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 19:16:37 PDT [link]

don't they just look so cute when they're about to slice your veins open?

psh. i think axel needs to loosen up a bit, ya know? he always looks so stiff. [that's what she said.] but his pose is pretty kick ass, if i do say so myself.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24206858/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24206858/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 17:59:49 PDT me: GO IN AND GET IT ROXEL!!
roxel: HELL NO! I AIN'T GOING IN THE WATER! THERE'S BIRD SHIT IN IT!

best. quote. ever.

[and for the record: i despise roxel with the hot intensity of a thousand suns. DOES NOT WANT THIS MADNESS ]

my feet hurt. note to self: converse have AWFUL foot support, and though they look kick ass, never wear them for longer than two hours. HOLY HELL IT BURNS.

well, time for a mini con report!

Purchased
1. axel t-shirt
2. roxas necklace
3. domo plush toy
4. butt loads of artwork including:
a. axel and roxas [not to be mistaken with axel/roxas...or it could be...] print
b. axel print
c. roxas print
d. cloud and sephiroth poster
e. sora in three forms poster
f. sora chibi card
g. roxas chibi card
h. axel chibi card
i. riku print
j. axel/roxas hugging commission
k. re: riplai magazine with bonus DVD [FULL OF HIGH DEFINITION AXELNESS. ]

i was THIS close to buying an advent children!cloud action figure [it was 20 FREAKIN' DOLLAR. STEAL], but the magazine was beckoning me so i fell into temptation. if there's one thing i've learned about myself during a convention it's that i am a shopaholic and a trigger happy whore.

\o/ hooray for conventions! [even though my costume ripped in, like, three places...]

the kingdom hearts photoshoot was all sorts of win and fail, but mostly win. [THERE WAS A STUPID AXEL COSPLAYER THAT SHOULD NEVER BE LET OUT OF THE HOUSE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES TO COSPLAY AXEL BECAUSE THEY'RE SO...OVERWEIGHT. DO. NOT. WANT. ] but i did manage to snap some fanservice pictures of wonderful axel/roxas AND roxas/axel halloween town style, so i'll see if i can get those up tonight. my camera is full of pictures that would scare people shitless. >_>

i glomped the only male axel at the con during the rave on friday night, and he totally said he loved me. \o/ i adore that man. HARD GAY WAS THERE, TOO. OMG THERE ARE SO MANY MEMORIES TO TALK ABOUT. i'll just leave it at that for now. so...HAI GAIZ!

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24147404/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/24147404/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 13:26:13 PDT
I'M GONNA GO CRrrrrrAZY!!!!111!

shopping list
1. another axel action figure for double the action
2. cloud action figure
3. sephiroth action figure
4. reno action figure
5. some decent KH yaoi doujinshi
6. tiny onigiri plush toy
7. possibly a case for iPhone
8. t-shirt with some smart ass quote on it
9. domo plush toy
10. nobody sticker for the car
11. heartless sticker for the car
12. pocky
13. roxas necklace
14. shit loads of artwork [i need to cover up my depressing walls...]
15. tifa action figure
16. copic markers
17. copic paper
18. various buttons
19. sora wisdom form action figure
20. sora valor form action figure

and i think my bank account's gonna explode.

[i still have more to add, i swear...;;] but SCREW THE RULES, I HAVE MONEY. \o/

my tifa costume came in the mail on tuesday and i look absolutely asian wearing it. not like that's a bad thing. i just look more asian than usual...i'm afraid that i'm going to get snatched away by a cloud. [and not the white fluffy thing in the sky. that would be disturbing.]

my mom saw that my mid drift shows in the costume and total went: OMG. LOOKIT THAT.
me:

so...time to go makeup shopping wif . i need to buy some concealer to cover up this...annoying red blemish on my cheek that just happened to show up this morning. GOD DAMMIT.



in other news: my SAT scores are in, and i'm not sure if i did well or not. let's just say that given the statistics of current freshman at standford, the likelihood of me getting accepted are as high as battlestar galactica having a satisfying conclusion. [props to whoever can guess where i stole that line from...]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23914763/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23914763/ Fri, 27 Mar 2009 10:34:27 PDT

Which Organization XIII member are you?

I. Xemnas

[x] You are the leader most of the time.
[x] You like black.
[x] You wished/wish you were someone else. [WAY back in the day]
[] You don't listen to others.
[x] You like doing research. [depending on the topic]
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar

[x] You have bad eyesight. [-squints- wut? ]
[] You like throwing things at others when angry. [not at others, but at inanimate objects]
[x] You wish you were able to teleport.
[] You wear your hair in a ponytail [not in three years, actually \o/]
[x] You have/wish you had a gun
TOTAL: 3

III. Xaldin

[x] You like windy days.
[] You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[x] You like dragons
[] You have/like dreadlocks.
[x] You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 3


IV. Vexen

[] You are disrespected by the young ones.
[] Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[] You are the oldest of your group.
[x] You like experiments.
[x] You like cold days.
TOTAL: 2

V. Lexaeus

[] You are not very talkative.
[x] You like brain games.
[] People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[] You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[] You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[] You love reading.
[] You are not very sociable.
[] You are one of the shortest of your group.
[x] You have a very sensitive nose.
[x] You like to elude others.
TOTAL: 2

VII. Saïx

[x] You have double-personality issues. [mmhm ]
[] You are more active during night rather than day.
[] You like werewolves.
[x] Your superior trusts you.
[x] You have a scar on your face. [it's on my forehead and always out of sight unless you really get up in my face and i move my hair a little ways. ]
TOTAL: 3

VIII. Axel

[x] You are somewhat a pyromaniac. [i'm not even kidding. i promise. fire's extremely beautiful, but i can never have it in me to touch it.]
[x] You care deeply for your best friends.
[x] You are two-faced when you need to.
[x] You don't like when people don't remember your name. [in the words of demyx: "now that's just plain rude!"]
[x] You have a very fiery personality. [OH, BABY!! -cracks whip- ]
TOTAL: 5

IX. Demyx

[x] You like music. ["love" more like.]
[x] You know how to play a guitar. [eh, kinda sorta, and i go real slow when i play...that's what she said.]
[] You like rainy days.
[x] You like swimming.
[x] You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[x] You like playing cards.
[x] You like to gamble.
[] Your favorite color is gold.
[x] You have stolen money from others. [once]
[x] You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 4

XI. Marluxia

[x] You like pink.
[x] You like flowers.
[] You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[] You were betrayed by someone.
[x] You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 3

XII. Larxene

[] You're the only female on your group.
[x] You like storms.
[] You're pretty agile.
[x] You like to mock others.
[x] You think ninjas are cool. [...WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH ANYTHING? ]
TOTAL: 4

XIII. Roxas

[x] You love ice cream.
[x] You are the youngest of your group.
[x] You think people are hiding something from you.
[x] You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[x] You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 5

BAHAHA, i'm either roxas or axel here, which doesn't surprise me in the least, actually. ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23785816/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23785816/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 18:31:35 PDT _>'

so, there are new scans for 358/2 today, and in one of the scans axel and roxas are apparently flying in neverland. can you--can you honestly picture axel flying around? roxas is alright, but i think axel would look like a ninny. yeah. anyway.

caption to these pictures as told by my friend:

roxas: uh...hey, that ship looks like your mom.
axel: hey, checkitout, it's a fairy.
roxas: holy crap.
axel: i kinda want it.
roxas: buh...
axel: OMG FLAP YOUR WINGS, ROXAS!!!!!11111
roxas: ...let's not.

and i think a reoccurring theme in this game will be: sex deprivation. examine the following picture: [link]

[WHY SO SERIOUS-AH?]

and here's the flying picture towards the bottom left [ignore captain hook's crack face]. a bit hard to see, but, yeah. they're up there floatin' 'round: [link]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23713567/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23713567/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 14:21:04 PDT [link]

he just looks so pretty. like...really pretty. womanly pretty.

and i want this DVD so much. HOLY S#1@2.



and i think you would enjoy watching this with me, yes?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23685149/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23685149/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 21:39:28 PDT
OTL

[FUCKING SHOOT ME NAO KTHX. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23666998/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23666998/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 20:09:11 PDT [link]

jus' tell me if that link or any of the others following don't work or something, but it would be a damn shame if they don't.

axel is just a goober. [too bad i can't read chinese to save my life]

here's the haps: see, after he fought roxas and lost, axel's coat had this huge rip on the side that would basically expose his entire chest to the world. [not like that's a bad thing, righ'?] so he meets up with namine on sunset hill and she offers to stitch it back up, but apparently it's a whackjob and he decides to go get a new one. back at the world that never was, axel goes to...i guess the laundry room of the castle and washes a new coat, later blowing the machine to bits and causing the sprinkler system to go: WTF? -sprays-

so...yeah. that's the highlight of my week, what's yours?

more of this manga chapter:
[link] "c'mere, pretty young thing."

[link] in which roxas totally looks like aerith from advent children.

[link] -background music- AND IIIIIIIIIII-E-IIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU

[link] welcome to axelville, where every day is suicidal day.

[link] RAEP

those are just a few of my favorite scenes from the manga anyway. \o/

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23652195/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23652195/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 22:11:27 PDT guys.

if you are one who regularly checks on [link] for your kingdom hearts info, do not go there until i say it's safe to do so! there's malware on it apparently, so people without this nifty detector on safari 4 might not be able to see it. so please, take care and watch where you step!



for the rest of you who don't go there: hello.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23635623/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23635623/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 22:15:20 PDT



hooray. \o/

[and because i'm that kind of fangirl, i closed my eyes when i listened to the performance again, and i pictured axel the whole damn time. oh, come on, you would too if you were really...that...kind of...person? ]

i'm shocked! all but, oh, two of the performances tonight were astounding!

ba-da-ba-ba-baaa...i'm lovin' it.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23561106/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23561106/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 17:19:37 PST [link]

c'mon, sway with me.

\o\ \o/ /o/

i. love. these clips.

roxas: RUFF HOWSE TEIM!!11 -nudge nudge nudge-
xion: OH GOD SOMEONE HALP.
axel: DAMN KIDS, OMG, FUCKING CHILL.

it's so ADORABLE. i think axel's trying to play the parent/big brother figure...but it's not really working out. OTL

just what was roxas nudging xion about anyway? ok, ok, here's what else could've went down.

so...being the fangirl i am, i paused the clip right before the three started to move, and i noticed that xion's hand is somewhat close to roxas's hip. uhm. and then i got the idea that she was trying to grope him and he got all: "oh, dayum" on her and tried to get comfy. meanwhile, axel notices this, goes, "BETCH THAT'S MAH ROXAS " and tries to tempt roxas back with his popsicle [if you know what i mean].

-nudge nudge-

huh, huh?

and then they fought: [link]

so roxas had a chris crocker moment.
/fangirl mode

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23530958/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23530958/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 19:38:15 PST
the rules: write the first word that comes to mind after you've read each word. you can't go back and change the word nor can you stall! you have to type the word quickly and without a second thought!

and...here...we...go.

mouse
couch
hat
touch
masquerade
starlight
sunset
skyscraper
neon
traffic light
hello
you
shudder
under
zebra
google
up
goodbye
off
epic
sexy
eternal
difficult
time
roxas
me
chocolate
green
xion
pressure
passion
hatred
and
after
eyes
carrot
disney
honesty
jealousy
lullaby
manipulation
we
picture
moon
crayon

have fun, darling.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23498166/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23498166/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 20:45:00 PST
see, i've been told i met him a couple of years back but i couldn't for the life of me remember his face...

all i know is that he likes to dress like a woman from time to time. i've never actually seen him as a guy before, just as a pretty girl on facebook. really. he looks like a straight up woman.

so! i go downstairs, not knowing what to expect, and i see someone with long hair sitting on the couch. and i think, "uhm...is that him?"

cousin [dressed in "guy attire"--jeans plaid shirt and converse]: HELLO~!

me: -whips head around- h-hello??
cousin: oh, you don't remember me! we met a long time ago! how are you!?!? -flail flail-
me: i'm fine, how are you? [omg can i box you up and keep you forever??]

so, yeah. that was my night. turns out that the person on the couch was my other cousin--a girl who doesn't really talk much. anyway. during dinner he had a lot of jokes to tell. omg, wow. i didn't know that he would be so spontaneous. but at the same time he's really composed when need be and he's a good listener.

[have i mentioned that he looks HELLA like dev patel? a.k.a. lead actor from slumdog millionaire? srsly. no, really, he does. and he's gotta be 7 feet tall, the kid.]

dad: you look like so-and-so.
cousin: hmph. oh, really?
me: no. you know who he looks like? the guy from slumdog millionaire.
-table erupts in laughter-
cousin: oh! you -insert foreign word for "bitch"-!!
me:

and then you know what he did? you know what he did? he whipped out his cell phone and showed us pictures of him when he was at some party with a couple of his gay friends. they were all wearing long wigs with bangs and skimpy dresses with sparkles. eeeee! I LOVE HIM!! i wanna be BFFL, you know?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23456878/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23456878/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:45:53 PST
i feel so ashamed.

and yet so. very. ALIVE.

i'm currently working on a new sims 2 video! i just bought the seasons expansion today and once i get all the sets built and the cast touched up with makeup, i'll be good to go and take video clips. \o/ axel and roxas will reappear in this one, and i must say that they look quite adorable in their outfits.

[methinks i've had one too many snorts. ]

in other news: i've patched things up with my parents after, oh, a full month of not talking to my father and arguing non-stop with my mother [not that any of you had to know about my home life ]. sigh. silent treatment is so awkward, man.

OH! OH OH OH.

RANDOM, but i forgot to mention a totally embarrassing moment i had three days ago at school.

ok, so there's this new policy going around campus about cell phone use, but no one follows the bloody rules anymore so, when the teacher isn't looking, students will whip out their cell phones and text whenever they dang well please. quite frankly, about 75% of the faculty doesn't give a shit anyway, so what's the point?

anyway, one day my history brought in an ed hardy shoe box and told us that if she caught us texting or if she heard a vibration or ring tone she'd confiscate the cell and keep it in the yellow box until the end of the period. this would never happen to me because i ALWAYS keep my phone on vibrate, and she talks loudly anyway so it's impossible to hear when it vibrates.

ah. but.

during history class my friend was reading aloud a passage from a rwanda article when, all of a sudden, my phone vibrates and i think, "oh...fuck." and then i think, "oh, that's alright. i don't have the sound...on...wait."

"CARAMELLDANSEN!!! UU UU UUWA UUWAAAAAAAAA!!!!!'

me: !!!
teacher [same one who called axel a toon]: -glares-
me: ...would you like to take this? -shuts off phone and sheepishly slides it across desk to her waiting hand-
teacher: -places phone in box- tsk tsk tsk.
me: IT'S NOT MY FAULT SOME DOUCHEBAG IS CALLING ME DURING CLASS.
classmate behind me: aw, come on. that ring tone was jammin'!

[after class]
me: -gets phone back and checks that missed call-
teacher: so who called you?
me: ...what's area code 208?
friend: -checks on her phone- ...iowa.
teacher: who the hell lives in IOWA??
me: -shrugs-

...yup.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23408292/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23408292/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 22:29:04 PST hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot hot guy on american idol. he's just BEGGIN' to have his bones jumped. just...OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ALL THINGS HOLY AND JESUS CHRIST MARY JOSEPH. he sang a song by the rolling stones tonight and at the start he had a really low undertone, nice and slow and sexy, and he--hand to god--winked at the camera and licked his lips while he threw his head back HOLY CRAP, MAN. sex god, srsly. WANT. my GOODNESS. -flail flail-

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

some of you might not like him, but i do. \o/ i think he's precious.

[and whadayaknow? he's probably gay. ]

2. there's also this chick who i swear could be the female version of axel if she had a tad more confidence and less...maturity. her hair's red--like, axel hair red, and she even wears what i imagine he'd wear if he were a girl. cross between punk and goth, but more on the punk side like what that chick from paramore would wear.

[link]

[i'm not weird. what--what're you talkin' about, huh? ]




]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23368704/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23368704/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 17:39:27 PST OCD--and this one teacher i love dearly ran up to me and demanded a hug. well, it was raining only a lot, but i huggled her and this epic conversation started.

her: you know, i really wish that you play the oboe.
me: why?
her: 'cause i thought those bags you were carrying looked like an oboe case.
me: well, i used to play the recorder.
her: oh, but oboes are sexier.
me: yeah, they are black.
her: and shiny.
me: shiny and long.
her: that's what she said.
-laughter-

her: you know? i always thought that axel should play the oboe.
me: come again? wait, why the oboe??
her: i dunno. i'd just like to see him play that thing!
me: i always thought he'd play the piano. i think it's sexy when a guy plays the piano.
her: SO TRUE. i believe you there. and imagine AXEL playing the piano!
me: it'd be so sentimental! and i'd, like, walk into a dark room while he's playing by candle light and i'd say, "daw. you're playin' for me???"
her: yes! and he'd get so into it that his hair would bob up and down like FLOOP. -motions up and down with hand- dude, axel would be a beastly piano player.
us:

god, i love her. she's seriously the only teacher on campus who i can talk to about axel. other than my history teacher, but all she keeps telling me is that he's a "toon." dammit. no. he's not "just a toon."



but still. axel playing the piano. AH.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23353302/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23353302/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 21:36:50 PST \o/ \o/ \o/

"In a year of striking film images, perhaps the most unforgettable was that of a man with his face smeared in clown make-up, gleefully sticking his head out of a speeding car--relishing the night wind--and reveling in the chaos he has unleashed on the streets of Gotham City. Menacing, mercurial, droll, and diabolical, Heath Ledger as the Joker in the Dark Knight kept us all on edge, anxious to see what act of appalling mischief he might commit next. With this performance as well as with a wide range of other roles to which he put his unique signature, Heath Ledger has left us an original and enduring legacy."

come on. this was way obvious from the minute heath came onto the big screen. it's way overdue, and the industry made the right choice at least. there's a lot of controversy about him winning awards just because he OD'd, and people want to give the family something to bury in the ground with him, but come on, come on, have you seen his shit? have you seriously watched his performances?? they're all...phenomenal. even if he hadn't died, he would have upstaged the other nominees tonight. i really do believe that.

yay, heathy. \o/

and yay for slumdog!

[p.s.: i totally saw a picture of a model in american eagle today who looked like the live replica of roxas. i'm--i'm not even kidding. i took a picture of him...i'll have to post this madness. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23333790/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23333790/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 22:59:40 PST OH. MY. GOD.

[link]

[link]

1. expecting a lil' somein' somein' there, axel?

2. either he got that somein' somein', or he's just suffering through more emo poetry from roxas. ya know--"omg, does he ever shut the hell up?"



wow...i think i'm in love with these pictures too much. i mean--i mean i choked on my spit when i saw this picture update. sad, righ'?

according to kh-vids.net, axel and roxas are waiting for xion to show up on the clock tower and chit chat as the three usually do, but axel doesn't appear to look forward to it, or rather he's just troubled by something roxas doesn't know.

seriously. does this not scream "i killed the bitch, she ain't coming, now pay some freakin' attention to ME." to you? i still stand by that whole "axel killed xion omg totally" theory.

[i love axel. that's just it. i'm getting marriage papers tomorrow. ]

oh, and, just a little F.Y.I.: axel's eyes, as you can see, are most certainly NOT green, they are teal/aquamarine. there is a tint of blue in them! BLUE, I SAY. -flips his two random stray strands of hair sticking out-

[seriously. he has two random tufts sticking out of his center spike of hair...and i just want to flip them with my hand while making a boing SFX. ]

p.s: i'm fucking cold, but i have fanfiction to type and i don't want to bury my hands in the sheets. this is why i need to buy a Snuggie. yes. a Snuggie.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23273862/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23273862/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 15:25:06 PST

tiger woods' wife recently gave birth to a son which they named Charlie AXEL Woods.

omg, wow. just. wow.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23161591/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/23161591/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 17:57:01 PST "After being delayed 3 or 4 times by Square Enix, several Japanese blogs have stated that the release date for Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days for Japan is May 2009 which would fit their Spring 2009 release.

Please keep in mind that this date is UNOFFICIAL UNTIL CONFIRMED BY SQUARE ENIX THEMSELVES. We'll have more information as it is posted."
source: [link]




YESSSSsss.

still, trusted sources are saying that this information seems pretty solid, but we'll see how it goes. LORD. PLEASE DON'T CHANGE YOUR FREAKING MINDS ANYMORE, SQUARE.

I WILL HAVE A HEART ATTACK IF THIS DATE CHANGES.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22992477/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22992477/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 20:39:03 PST

i ran around school today asking this question to my friends, and a majority of them replied "23." ok, that's what i think axel looks like! not too young, but not too old, you know? 24 just seems too old...and 22 is just...i don't feel good about it.

see, i originally got into this little banter with a friend about how axel and roxas's relationship wouldn't or would work--she thought that it would be statutory rape if axel really is 23 and roxas is 16, but that really leaves them only 8 years apart, and, hey, what if it's consensual? what if, in ALL the worlds in kingdom hearts, there is no age limit to abide by? what about love? wouldn't that just make pounding each other into a wall/bed/floor/what have you oh so much easier?

yeah, as you can see, i'm not bothered by the possible age gap in the least.

i asked my history teacher the same question before class started today.

me: can you answer a question for me in all honesty?
her: you can ALWAYS ask me any question and i'll answer it honestly.
me: -shows background picture of axel- in your honest opinion, what age do you think he is?
her: ...oh, it's a cartoon. well...i'd say 17.
me: wow. that's the lowest number i've gotten all day.

[end of class]
her: he's a cartoon.
me: he's not a toon! he's a--
friend: he's a video game character.
me: and a real person.
friend: of course.

then i asked another friend while we were passing in the hallway and she responded with "27." and this is me: OH, HELLLLL NO. she says that, ok, that might have been a tad high, so she reduces it to "25." ok. better, i guess. that's her opinion.

so, in your honest opinion, how old do you think axel is?

i've heard "37" from multiple forum goers, CLAIMING that this "information" is "official" and all i can do is facepalm, facepalm, facepalm until my skin bleeds, and then later prove them all wrong. then they just say "oh, really? i thought he is...but he's definitely younger than larxeeeeeennnnneeee11111!!!" ok, he was the youngest in castle oblivion, i'll credit you for that, but he's definitely NOT 37 and she's DEFINITELY not 40+, you got that?

[what the hell.] we may never get an official age, but for now i'd like to imagine...

ok, ok, i'm a dork; i like to follow jiminey's journal as if it's a HOLY TEXT, ok? NOWHERE in this journal does it state axel or any of the other nobodies' age. [i mean, i WISH it did, but no. ] it's pretty stupid how so little information jiminey has on the organization, but this is what 358/2 days is for! maybe someone will randomly jump into the camera and yell "OMG, YOU'RE 23" or something to that effect. [...likely as not.]

in reality, in nobody years, axel would be, oh, roughly 2 years old. [scary, right?] and that would make roxas 1; 2 when he joins with sora a year after leaving the organization. i'm starting to creep myself out here.

[by the way, it's been a while since i've listened to Simple and Clean, and i'm totally feeling nostalgic right now. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22973252/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22973252/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 20:37:32 PST

i was thinking about getting one on my back in between the shoulder bones, that way it would be mostly out of sight for a lot of things. then i started wondering if i should get one on my ankle [preferably the right, and i have NO FREAKIN' IDEA WHY ]. AND THEN! i thought about a tramp stamp above the butt, ya know. yeah...

see, i really like the idea of getting an axel themed tattoo, either a chakram, two chakrams, a little flame or just his name. but what if i DID get his name tattooed on me and my boyfriend/husband of the future saw it and FREAKED out?? imagine all the explaining that would take...

me: uhm, uhm, he was just--he was--
him: what the hell?
me: i really liked him before and he--
him:
me: he's a...video game...character?
him: ...
me: ...with womanly hips? red hair? fire...manipula...tor?
him: ...
me: please don't judge me?

[FYI, i'd never marry a guy that wouldn't be able to accept my infatuation with axel. seriously. no. ]

have you guys ever seen that one chick who actually got two chakrams tattooed on her hip and had quinton flynn sign it? personally, i think that's a dumb part on her move, because if she were to lose weight or gain then the tattoo would stretch CONSIDERABLY, thus destroying the pretty image and wasting her cash. and the tattoo's a little huge...two little chakrams sound good to me.

would i get them colored? or plain black ink?

so i've been looking up ways to draw a fake tattoo on the skin [OMG, i know, poser, much...] and decided i wanted to test it out maybe during spring break, just to kill time and experiment a little. hm. i think i like the chakram idea better...maybe with axel's name in between. i've already got a vague image in my head...

[... what the hell is happening to me??!]

oh. an, according to my father, i would be better off at a public school. wow. never got that comment before...

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22947305/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22947305/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 15:55:58 PST
ok, so my dad gets out of the car and asks him where his mom is and he says that he doesn't know. GREAT. this kid speaks english! most lost kids that we find either can't speak at all, or don't speak english, so this was FANTASTIC. we ran literally a block away where he said he lost his parents at the parking garage. his dad had left him with his mom so that he could go pick up the grandpa or something and drove of in the family SUV without the little boy. the mom, in the mean time, thought that this boy had gotten in the car with the dad, so she walked out to shop by herself.

WHAT THE FUCK. both parents assumed that their kid was with the other and just took off. who. does that. i ask you.

so we asked what his name was and he said it was ethan. we ran back to where we found him a block away and went to the information booth where we asked some fat guy inside to report a missing child. ethan told us that the mom would be out buying balloons for the dad because it was his 37th birthday. alright. that's been established. the guy in the booth calls two stores in the mall that sell balloons, only to come up empty for the mom. in the mean time, i have to talk to ethan because i'm a girl and little kids always have this trust thing for females, right? mother son instinct...

anyway. i started to ask him where he went to school, how old he was, what his favorite stuff are and he seems to calm down. he had a school performance earlier and he was dressed up in his uniform, so i asked him what he did for the performance and such. turns out that he goes to the school i went to for 4th grade...so.

a security guard comes into the booth and after a while tells us that they found the parents at the security center looking for ethan. 2 minutes later, the mom comes running in black high heels and a black and white dress with the dad literally 10 feet away. [you know how moms are...] she opens the door, ethan jumps into her arms and she just starts bawling and thanking random people.

seriously, perfect timing much? and to think that we weren't even going to go to the ice cream parlor in the first place. my dad's first reaction is "this is how good God is" and i refused to answer to that. yeah. it's not that i hate or don't believe in God, just that i'm a little skeptical. was it coincidence?

so we had ice cream. [well, i had frozen yogurt. ]

BUT SERIOUSLY. HOLY CRAP THAT WAS FRIGHTENING.

oh, and, in other news: guitar hero rocks my socks, like, a lot. like, i can kill all the songs. AH.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22923658/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22923658/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 13:12:54 PST

yeah, so, for the past four days i was at a retreat with a bunch of classmates, so that's basically why i've been gone and dead for the past week. you know, all the past retreats my class has gone on have been total bogus. like, we always pray around a candle, "rekindle" our faith in god and write pretty much pointless letters that no one ever took seriously in the first place.

that's why i was so hesitant to go to this retreat. we each got separate rooms, meaning that we all had to sleep alone at night, and we had to express our feelings every day. that's all i knew. the rule about this retreat: you don't know about it, you don't speak about it, whatever happens there stays there. [like vegas, ya know. ] but you know? after all this crap that's happened in the past year and all the stress that comes with being a student, i realized that this retreat was just what i needed. it was refreshing. it was...such a perfect experience.

before the retreat, i realized that all of my classmates were pretty much not willing to open up about their lives and didn't communicate well with other people outside of their cliques. after the first day, i saw people hugging [omg, hippieish, i know] and actually mixing themselves with someone they hadn't known very well. i'd say that EVERYONE learned something about everyone on this trip.

i let out a lot of thoughts. so much. like, it's not even funny how much i let out and how much i cried all over the place. it was great to spend hours with my friend group. it's been...i don't even think we got that chance to be with each other like that. just to talk. just to let go and be.

funny story! i told my classmates why i brought my axel plush around with me places, and i think that just lifted a huge weight off my chest. seriously, like, i always thought that people thought i was a dork to be carrying him around and giving him to friends at night to sleep with when they were alone. i said that he was therapeutic and that by keeping his plushie self with me i would be able to make real axel feel less heartless. omg, wow, it felt so good to say that.

uhm. anyway. i'm emotionally and physically drained...so i think my creative muse has totally gone SPLAT.

i woke up, like, an hour ago, and i think i need to go out and shop for some new shirts and shoes. in short, wow, i adored that trip, i'd go again, and i still feel like such a hippie.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22805933/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22805933/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 14:53:06 PST
because of what happened last night.

...



[cookies and pr0n to who ever can guess what DID happen. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22719485/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22719485/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 17:50:46 PST

it's called "Absolute Obedience," in case anyone would like to check it out for themselves.

[...THERE'S SO MUCH UNCALLED FOR SEX like: "oh, i think i'll go into this room now and read a book...doo dee doo...g-gwuah? OH HOLY S#1*!!"]



moving on!

i just feel like there's a few things i want to mention, you know, to catch up on a few things, seeing as the last few journal entries i posted are just...random. oh, wow.

first order of business:

i watched the inauguration at school--the first hour and a half anyway--and it was so overwhelming, i almost cried.

you know...now that i think about it, i'd really hate to have his job. really. it's stressful and he LITERALLY has the whole world in his hands...[minus the happy music and stupid dancing].

and, you know, i really feel sad that bush left, to be perfectly, horribly honest with all of you. i mean, sure. no one, virtually no one liked him, but you have to admit that we will NEVER forget George Walker Bush Junior. really? admit it, you won't. he did a lot, and while a lot of it may have been bad, he's unforgettable. and he tried to be a good person, ok? i'll miss all the fun i had poking fun at him for one, but i'll also miss standing up for him. he was our president. you can't take that title away from him, and i really think people are just being childish and ignorant when they burn pictures of him, you know, throw shoes and boo when he shows his face or what have you. guys, cut the man some slack.

he controlled the world. HE'S A GOOD PERSON. AT LEAST. THE WORLD. DIDN'T. EXPLODE.

STOP ACTING LIKE HE MADE IT EXPLODE.

now, obama's in. raise the roof. \o/

all the best to bush and laura.

ok, so, uhm, i don't have a lot of homework tonight. and i think my english teacher is being nice. for once. i'm scared. like, wicked scared. i ACTUALLY have the time to write tonight. i ACTUALLY have the time to be a stupid teenager on the internet! WOW!

what else...oh yes: i've been meaning to ask about what P.O.V. you guys like the best. first person or third person? i really need to figure out the answer, like, soon. or my head will fall off.

youtube. i hate you. i hate you, i hate you, i HATE YOU. STOP PUTTING COPYRIGHT SHIT ON MY VIDEOS. I'M GOING ELSEWHERE NOW, KTHX. -packs bags-



lastly, ever since i got back asia, i haven't been able to sit down at play Re: CoM longer than, like, 20 minutes. and i spent all those 20 minutes browsing through jiminey's journal and making the 3D axel picture spin...[right round, baby, right round, like a record, baby, right round round round]. so basically that's why i haven't had a game blog up recently. i've been playing guitar hero instead, and let me just say that IT IS PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO REACH THE ORANGE BUTTON. YOU HAVE TO BE A MUTANT TO DO THAT... ]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22682581/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22682581/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:39:01 PST
[link]

"V" is for venus...the planet...floatin' in the skyyyyy~!

stolen from

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
"Kiwi" Maroon 5
"On Fire" Switchfoot
"I Love My Sex" Benny Benassi
"Blow Your Mind" Jesse McCartney
"I'd Rather Be With You" Joshua Radin
"Tent In Your Pants" Peaches
"Only Ashes" Something Corporate
8
1
3

STEP TWO:
-- Name: [ass]
-- Birth date: 10/17
-- Nickname: [i've got a lot]
-- Eye Color: dark, dark brown
-- Hair Color: black
-- Zodiac Sign: libra

STEP THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: poser-ugg slippers
-- Your weaknesses: pastries
-- Your fear(s): darkness, dark woods, being alone, betrayal, falling, airplane rides, sharp objects
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: survive high school with flying colors and land a job in pixar

STEP FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: my hair and my fingers
-- Your bedtime: sunday-thursday: 11 PM, friday and saturday: 3 AM
-- Most missed memory: san francisco and childhood

STEP FIVE:
This Or That...
-- Pepsi or Coke: preferably DIET coke
-- McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds [LORD, I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE IN YEARS. ]
-- Adidas or Nike: nike, but i really don't like either too much. nike's slogan reminds me of axel. "JUST DO IT!!"
-- Chocolate or vanilla: VANILLER, O-M-G
-- Cappuccino or coffee: decaf coffee

STEP SIX:
Do You...
-- Smoke: nah
-- Curse: a lot. would you like to see my resume?
-- Take a shower everyday: every night.
-- Have a crush: ...aside from axel? well, i used to.
-- Want to go to college: DUR.
-- Want to get married: -points to fears-
-- Think you're attractive: yes
-- Think you're a health freak: YES
-- Get along with your parents: yes, but not recently.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Gone to the mall: yeppers
-- Kissed someone: on the shoulder?
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo's: heck no. i'd throw up after, like, 7 cookies.
-- Eaten sushi: FUCK YES!
-- Been on stage: yep
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: yep. i thought i broke my tailbone for, like, a month 'cause i fell on my bum three times.
-- Made homemade cookies: NUMMERS. YES.
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Stolen anything: an orange and an entire cart of random crap that i took out into the parking lot on accident, so technically i didn't steal it...?

STEP EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: i wish
-- If so, was it mixed company: N/A
-- Been beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: once. in the case of the orange.

STEP NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: around 25
-- Number of children: mm...maybe 2.
-- Describe your dream wedding: if i did, it would take up five word documents
-- What country would you most like to visit: japan

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
-- Best eye color: blue/grey/teal/green
-- Best hair color: i've always been taken by brown
-- Short hair or long hair: short
-- Shorter or taller: taller than me, by at least a foot?
-- Best weight: healthy, let's stick with that
-- Best articles of clothing: BUTTON UP, LIGHT WEIGHT SHIRT

STEP ELEVEN:
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of piercings: 2.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday: YOUR MOM
What woke you up this morning: the song "circus" by britney spears playing in my head. don't you--don't you ever get woken up like that? like, the sound is in your head? you know? like that? heh?
Where are you: in the den ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22624133/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22624133/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 22:32:14 PST

let's make this night interesting, shall we? i wanna play a random game.

i'm going to type down some words and you're going to tell me the first word that comes to mind for each one, alright? but you have to write the word you think of right away, otherwise you're cheating.

apple
shoe
banana
black
white
pie
game
happiness
sadness
fire
feeling
warmth
cold
sex
love
obsession
holiday
weather
time
ocean
sky
night
fear
stress
hug
axel
heart

[can you tell that i'm bored out of my skull tonight?]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22527232/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22527232/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 14:34:10 PST
OMG

i watched it on the flight back home yesterday, and i think the flight attendant freaked out 'cause while every one else was sleeping, i was up BAWLING as i watched the movie. ugh. the plot is so cliche and crap, but i cried anyway because it was just so...fairy tale like.

i'm a sucker for unrealistic yet perfect love.

uhm.

yeah, i'm back! and i'm hella jetlagged! hella! so, i was planning on playing Re: CoM last night, but around 7 o'clock i started getting really tired, so i totally crashed as soon as my head hit the pillow...and then i woke up around 8 and went out to eat pancakes. MMM...pancakes.

so now i'm sitting here, contemplating on if i really want to get my english essays over with OR if i should get to working on more fanart. WHY DO/DID I WANT TO PROCRASTINATE SO MUCH THIS/LAST YEAR?? [THIS MUST BE MY CALLING. ]

and apparently i lost weight during my vacation. hooray! \o/ [just watch. i'm gonna end up gaining it all back within the week with all this american food i've been missing. ]

ok, ok, ok. uhm. answer this for me, will ya please? naked or not?

you'll find out soon enough.

oh, and, for my friends: i won't be at school tomorrow. [sorry] MY EYES ARE ABOUT TO POP OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS, OK?

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22495916/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22495916/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 21:07:33 PST i think i'm going to stop riding airplanes for the next 30 years.

...w00t, i'm in japan again!

Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats. [eh, kinda sorta. i mean, i don't hate cats, and i don't think they're necessarily better]
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt. [as in when someone slips out of their chair or trips while skipping...that's funny. jackass pain? UGH.]
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture. [HELLLLL NAW]
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. [your point?]
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. [all of the above, sir]
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. [...seriously, what--what the fuck was up with that show?]
[x] You watch sports on TV. [football, golf, swimming]
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice. [because my mom can't say anything other than "well, that's the way it is"]
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games. [HOO-A! ]
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear. [as in sweatpants. NEVER jeans.]
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. [hell naw it's rather entertaining...]
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. [ok, hm, let's see. check, check, check, check, check...let's see if you can guess why]
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [ah, there's a limit, but i'd rather do it with friends around]
[ ] Sports are fun. []
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers. [SOMEONE BUY ME SOME FOR CHRISTMAS--EVEN THOUGH CHRISTMAS IS OVER...DO IT ANYWAY. ]

Total = 14 points

Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss. [mah lip gloss be poppin'. i prefer clear and minty types]
[x] You love to shop. [SQUEEEEEEeeeeee~ \o/]
[x] You wear eyeliner. [only for special occasions like dances or weddings]
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink. [i'm...wearing pink right now ]
[ ] Go to your mom for advice. [this has already been established]
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. [WHAT THE FUCK, GUYS.]
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. [it makes me look more asian...and skinnier. ]
[x] You like hanging out at the mall. [i could stay there all day]
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. [i have both right now. but i prefer the simple french tip. everything else just looks skanky]
[x] You like wearing jewelry. [shell necklaces, heart necklaces, charm bracelets, you name it. i'm planning to get a roxas necklace soon]
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. [yeeeah. they kinda have to be a part of it.]
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. [how about 3 hours?]
[x] You smile a lot more than you should. [at school]
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. [my garage looks like a freakin' shoe department...and i don't even wear all of 'em]
[x] You care about what you look like. [MY HAIRRRRrrr ]
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can. [they're purty ]
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. [gives me a headache]
[x] You wear girl underwear... ]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22387321/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22387321/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 05:00:47 PST

let's see...i came down with some sort of stomach flu [again] last week while i was supposed to be having fun partying on the beach. see, i was supposed to spend new year's and a few days before that at a beach resort [my most favoritest one at that ] and i had to go and BARF all over the place during the whole damn trip.

so! you know what?

I BLAME THE DRESSING.

and it didn't help that i went on a rocky boat ride while i was sick...

ugh. moving on.

after i got back from the beach, i was still a little sick so i spent a majority of my day back in the city hotel watching TV...and i got to watch hellboy. \o/ FIRE!!! ohhhh...so much fire...

yay.

what else...oh, yeah. i'm going home next week...and i'm not sure if that's a GOOD thing or a BAD thing. see, i'd really like to leave this place because DAMMIT i miss america and its wifi service, but at the same time i just...don't want to go back to fucking school. it's a NIGHTMARE. it's like i've developed a PHOBIA for school now...i'm shaking. is that normal? am i supposed to be shaking?

oh! i also had two dreams this entire trip. one was fantastic and wonderful [because AXEL WAS IN IT OMG YAY ] and the other was totally freaky and...it made me want to punch a baby pretty much. i'll write the one about axel here and the other on LJ. i have reasons, feel meh?

so, that's pretty much my first journal here for the new year. [happy new year, by the way] i'm hoping you guys all have a fantastical '09 [year of demyx!] and i'll be home soon! seriously. i need to get fanfiction up soon or i'll COLLAPSE. i only have a few paragraphs to do and--and--

i'm done.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22203201/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22203201/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 02:58:55 PST
so, i got this salad and a chicken sandwich...you know what i hate? i hate it when they literally DRENCH EVERY GOSHFORSAKEN LEAF with dressing. what, did i order a plate of dressing?? i have to swish my fork around the plate so i can find a decent leaf that i can actually PUNCTURE and PICK UP without the dressing weighing it down! but, because i was so hungry i had to eat the entire salad anyway. what the HELL?

...

there goes my diet!

also, i really wish i packed my wacom tablet and my scanner. see, i've had this idea for an akuroku [pr0n] drawing for a while and i probably won't be able to get it online until i get back in a couple of weeks. NOES. the pr0n~! so, since i've been here in the hotel all day without my wacom, i've been spending some of my time watching the national geographic channel, and i learned something new today! it turns out that my life and 150,000 others will be in danger if this freakishly dormant volcano nearby happens to have a catastrophic mudslide. we only have 40 minutes to evacuate!

...HOO...RAY? \o/;

uhm...i'm gonna go eat my chicken sandwich now and write fanfiction. [if that sandwich even has ONE bit of dressing on it, i will shoot my foot. ]

OH! have i mentioned that i want a gay BFFL? well...i do. and there are so many here, like, i just want to bag one and stash it on the plane when i go back home. WANT.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22157765/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22157765/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 06:10:15 PST [link]

ok, ok. uhm. just scroll to the very bottom, 'kay? and then, ah, look on the right.

...

did it?

ok, isn't the moogle just...ADORABLE???

...shut up, i have a weakness for the damn things. AND IT'S WEARING AN ORGANIZATION CLOAK. I LOVE IT. \o/

also, for something axel related: [link]

saix: -whisper whisper-
axel: -looks away- must-avoid-seduction.

seriously. that's what it looks like. carry on.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22112894/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22112894/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 23:51:40 PST how i've longed to surf you so...

ok, so it's only been a week and already i'm ripping my hair out because i haven't been able to connect to the internet. you know me. [sorta?] if i don't have internet, i can't...be...COMPLETE. -fetal position-

DAMMIT. it's like i've been on a withdrawal! now i'm sitting in the hotel lobby [since it's the only place HERE that has WORKING INTERNET ], drinking an overly sweet iced tea and eating some sort of...pastry while it's nearly 90 degrees outside. GAH. and you know what?

IT'S ONLY BEEN A FEW DAYS AND THERE'S SO MUCH KINGDOM HEARTS NEWS. why--why didn't anybody tell me this!?

there's just...so much good stuff going on the kingdom hearts world right now. see, i kinda sorta like being away from the internet just for the thrill of anticipating something good to come. then again, waiting is...such a drag.

[AXELLLlll ]

i feel so far away from my lovely PS2. i've been dying to play Re: CoM for days now, and i've also been dying to dance in the snow. ok, so as soon as i leave it starts snowing back home...

seriously. weather. what the hell?

[and now i'm craving pineapple mango cake]

anyway. going back to kingdom hearts a bit: [link]

that is sexy.

in fact, this whole PAGE is sexy: [link]

i--i just-- fangirling...ohhhh~

trying to work on updating my fanfics, and i'll try to get a chapter on one updated within the week. if i don't, merry christmas, happy new year and ALL THAT JAZZ.

with love, from asia. [and, no. i shan't tell you where, sorry. ]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22025008/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22025008/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 23:49:53 PST even though i'm only gonna be here for a couple of hours, i'm hella gonna treat this airport visit like a mini vacation. AH. i need to find a magazine shop so i can find something kingdom hearts related...shut up, i'm obsessed.

...also, i watched 300 and hellboy II on the flight over here. THEY WERE MADE OF PURE WIN. \o/

'kay. gonna go look for random airport shit now...wish me luck, my japanese skills only work to some extent.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22006423/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/22006423/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 21:31:26 PST i'm off for asia!

see y'all next year!

...

yeah, i mean, i'll be online from asia, but not very often, since i have to freakin' pay for internet there. yeah, i know. sad day.

but at least i get a nice vacation. that's all i've been wanting.

all my love.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21922608/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21922608/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 20:55:48 PST
now.

\o/ i fixed my LJ entries, so now i think my friends should be able to see when i update. \o/ BOOYA! if you have an LJ, wanna be friended?

in other news:

GUYS. this guy is godly. [link]

know why? he uploaded every gosh darn cutscene of re: com onto youtube. so i basically love him to no end. check out his channel and DIE A HAPPY DEATH. axel...AH! my fangirl side just exploded.

[talking to zexion in the basement during reverse/rebirth]

"me? no way. i already took my pounding from sora."

me: and...that's what she said, axel, oh that is what she said.

thanks to this user, my review on the game is going nice and swimmingly, and i should have the entire thing posted within the week on LJ. [GAIZ. this thing is at least 15+ pages long. BUT IT'S GOOD, I SWEAR. i've done my homework. ]

the bulk of the review explains my take on each of the voices of the characters, axel and sora taking up the bulk of that section. the rest of the review explains my take on the gaming aspect. read you will yes?

all for now.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21911507/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21911507/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 08:55:22 PST

you know what i hate? i hate it when my privacy is butted into. invaded. why i friended my father on facebook, i haven't the slightest idea. seriously, i want him OUT. i use that place for classmates, not family. OUT, I SAY. OUT. DIAF.

at the moment, i am still sick, for the second week, and at the moment i would much rather drop out of school and be home schooled, or maybe not schooled at all. that actually sounds like a lot of fun. unfortunately, i'm not feeling up to the task of studying/learning/being a good school girl. if you ask me, education is a load of bullshit. it totally wastes precious time i could be spending in the world being human. the only time i felt good with myself was when i was 5 years old. now isn't that sad? the rest of life from then on: spent reading useless books, confirming my religion, and not understanding where i belong. schools are nothing but prisons. there's no such thing as relaxation, no such thing as childhood anymore, is there?

hello...hello...?

it's an endless tunnel. please, please, please just make it go away.

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21832843/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21832843/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 20:48:57 PST Re: CoM blog #3 yeeeeahhh:

EDIT: i've come to realize that donald and goofy are IDIOTS. bonefied IDIOTS. i've added cutscenes below, so check 'em out. but as axel says: "be forewarned." spoilers, y'dig?

also, i passed monstro! aren't yah proud of me, ma? it took me a while to strategize for the parasite cage battle. i had to go through that thing at least...three times, was it? before i could beat it. i--i just don't see the point in wasting my time saving pinnochio if he isn't even real; he's just a part of sora's memory. i should be able to go through this damn castle without flaunting around like a ninny. really. seriously. come on, now.

larxene: kicked her ass in three tries. roughly. all in all it was an enjoyable fight. her giggling creeped me out, though. see, after i hit her at least five times in a row without her being able to hit back, she giggles. masochist. and once she's defeated she exclaims: "you're just a toy!" well, excuse me ms. wendy's.

right now i'm in neverland, trying to find my way around the ship without killing myself. it's pretty easy at the moment. i'll keep you posted.

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it's been a great few hours! i'm sick today with...some sort of frog in my throat, so i took time today to hang around the basement where it's nice and cold. [i mean, i've got a SERIOUS fever and i can barely talk, so it's a nice place to be...save for when i squeal and cuss at the TV and my throat has to suffer for it. ]

so, i managed to defeat the trickmaster in wonderland! it took me at least 6 tries to take him down, but now that i'm getting the hang of ordering my deck i'm pretty much ready to defeat what ever comes my way...at least before the organization members show up to kick my ass to next year.

[HOW can i be afraid of a man with pink hair, who fights with the FLOWER element and who has a battle quote: "do you want to scream?"? HOW?? WHY? ] unfortunately, this clip is no longer up on youtube. can't imagine why the user would decide to take it off. anyway.

after that i went to olympus coliseum and surprisingly that went by in a snap. i don't--i don't understand how that happened. i guess it's because i'm getting more used to the card battling system and i opened a little moogle shop in one of the rooms to help me out. GOD i love moogles. they--they just make my happy place happier. they're like candy to me.

i fought cloud with all his...constipated shouting and defeated hades in two tries! FIGHT! WIN! \o/

so that concluded floor 5! ...at least...i think it's floor 5; it's pretty vague. i watched the cutscene in which larxene strokes axel's face and i seriously felt like: the whole time. it was definitely different from the japanese cutscene in terms of voices. i feel that larxene's VA could've added a quieter, more flirtatious tone to larxene in this scene, just to piss off the axel fangirls, yah know? i mean, yes, i am an axel fangirl, but larxene doesn't bother me in the least. in fact, i think she's pretty damn bad ass to the 30 billionth degree.
~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21807439/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21807439/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 21:08:04 PST Re: CoM game blog #2 biznitch:

second day of playing! i didn't think i'd even make it this far, to be honest with you. strangely, my teachers have been cutting down on the homework, so i've been spending a lot of free time in the basement playing this game. isn't--isn't that MAGICALLY DELICIOUS?? [i really have to stop saying that...]

anyway! it's freezing cold in the basement, so i'm taking a quick breather before i return to refrigerator-land to play again.

let's go back to last night real quick to when i fought axel, shall we?

ok. i have to admit that i'm starting to like this "new" voice of his. he may enunciate too much and he may be like Teenage Boy Hitting Puberty OMG I Steal Children Lad (TM), but i'm really liking it. for some reason his voice just makes him out to be innocent, when in reality he's just a bad ass. a very good actor, too.

so...he's got this new line when he fights you: "LET THE FLAMES BURN YOU!"

me: ...what the hell, man?

and then, once the fight ended, the whole spiel about "you may no longer be you" came up and i just FAINTED, ok? i rolled over on my side and FAINTED. he was just so...INNOCENT. "oh, i won't hurt you..."-esque.

favorite lines so far:
"who am i? oh, my name's axel. got it memorized?"
"did you really think i'd give up oh so easily?"

he really says that, no joke. AH. those little "oh's" thrown in there...nice touch. it'll grow on me gradually.

moving on:
i passed floor 3 in halloween town and HOLY SHIT, GAIZ. there's this one door in the world that leads to a room FILLED with darkness, so i can't see shit. it took me 5, count, 5 minutes to get around that room and find the fricken door i'm supposed to pass through. and during that time i had to battle random shadow heartless i kept touching on accident as i fumbled through the dark. i am not amused.

so, after failing the oogie boogie fight twice, i finally made it past this floor and moved on to the fourth! not before seeing the first larxene and axel cutscene.

ok. so larxene at first sounds alright. she's on the playful side, a tad bitchy and flirtatious, but we still love her all the same. she and axel have this strangely SERIOUS convo about hearts and "omg why am i here? angst bucket..." business, and all the while i'm thinking:

"...this is strangely cute. WHY IS IT CUTE?"

i guess it's just because axel and larxene are so similar. they just...work. she clearly pisses him off, and he clearly wants to shank her [that's not what she said], so they're just a funny little duo. this little cutscene was just a joy to watch, i'm not even kidding. it was less than two minutes long, but listening to axel ramble on about existence and hearts and...EMOTIONS made it all worth while. larxene even giggles so...beautifully! i'm REALLY looking forward to floor 6 when she caresses his face.

[shut up, i'm in my happy place. ]

what else...? oh. i detest the card battle system. it deserves to burn in hell.

oh, and if you don't mind, kindly watch this, pause at 0:41 and laugh. [link]

axel is bad ass straight up, so here's my proof: [link]

"goodbye"

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21798513/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21798513/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 11:59:24 PST Re: CoM game blog #1:

HOLY...

i finished playing through Re: CoM for the first two floors, and i'm just...freaking out beyond reason. so, the graphics are amazing as usual, but you'd think that the artists would've edited the lip movement better for the english dubs. personally, i think that's a real let down. here we have sora saying "our very best friends are here" while his mouth is moving like 1000000 times faster than that. seriously, what?

so, surprisingly sora's voice is well done! i'm really impressed considering that sora's KHII voice was a load of shit. donald and goofy are good as usual.

but i was really waiting to hear axel. eventually i went through this immensely tedious series of unfortunate events, boyish attitude and shit and made my way to the second floor where marluxia was waiting around. HIS voice is SPOT ON.

so i knew that since this is the second floor, axel will show up. marluxia walks forward, axel appears behind him and you know what's the first thing that pops out of his mouth?

"HELL-O~"

me: ...what. a. dingus. -facepalm-

...what--why is he using PROPER ENGLISH? "THERE IS..." "YOU WILL..." "WOULD YOU LIKE..."

there's no "there's" "you'll" "ya want..."

seeing as i'm only a bit into the game, i won't complain too much about it. still...axel sounds a tad on the falseto side. like his balls dropped UP, yah know? and i suppose he's using proper english just to throw sora off, but still. he sounds like a full blown dingus. i'm expecting a lot more out of you, quinton! please don't disappoint!

in other news: the girl who voices wendy from the wendy's commercial is the VA for larxene. wow. "it's way better than fast food!"

more game blog to come!

ALSO!

358/2 Days will be heading to US shores! it's official! looking forward to this? YOU BET YOUR ASS I AM.

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HOLY. CRAP.

marluxia...marluxia sounds like a BEAST. yes, he doesn't have emotion in his voice, but isn't that his character? it's...it's just so marluxia.

AH. i'm going to bust out of this school like a bat-outta-hell so i can play this game. AXEL. I'M COMING.

[...and that would be what she said.]

]]> ~koibito813 http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21773349/ http://koibito813.deviantart.com/journal/21773349/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 19:15:02 PST

it's coming...TOMORROW!!!!1111 i won't be able to concentrate at school because i'll be too busy thinking about kingdom hearts and--and--and axel's voice and BUTTON MASHING. AH. i haven't button mashed in SUCH a long time and it's giving me serious twitches.

[...heh. button mashing. that's what she said.]

GOD. this is the time when my fangirl side awakens, understand? i'm just...

i'll be in the basement tomorrow...playing to my heart's content. or at least until i manage to get a seizure.

...

AXELLLLllllll~



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