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                <title>Too cold to write.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 00:44:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm working on a book - It will not be up here.  ^_^<br />
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xoxo ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>Oh my.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 01:23:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah goodness... Life's all over the place!  Writing, thinking...<br />
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Man.  I just want it to stop.  heh. ]]></description>
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                <title>no more</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Feb 2005 12:20:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided not to move my ~DA site.  I  thought about it... Not worth it. ]]></description>
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                <title>is that it?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Feb 2005 22:08:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The title says plenty.  It really,  really does. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>before work</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Feb 2005 18:35:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Before work today, I wrote a bit.  It  was kind of like Eliot's experiments  series he did, but not as successful.   I'm not happy with it, but who knows, I  might scrap it. ]]></description>
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                <title>realize</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jan 2005 18:21:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've begun to realize that I write most  about one specific thing.  I'm  wondering whether it's because of my  own shortcomings in that department.   Maybe it's my way of coping. ]]></description>
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                <title>And so much more...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 Jan 2005 01:24:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wrote a few entries in <a href="http://kokiseki.deviantart.com/scraps/">scraps</a> today.   I can't stress how much potentially  cool stuff is either in there or will  be soon.  And it's all short!  Fun to  read.<br />
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I think I'll start on transferring the  bits to a novel.  I've been thinking  about calling it "Plastic Belief" or  something.  Who knows.  Something  appropriately trendy... *laugh*  But  anyway. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>A note for the fans... *laugh* Right.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jan 2005 15:08:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey gang!  Be sure to check out my  scraps.  There are the early versions  of a few sonnets, and lately, I've been  compiling bits of text for my "novel,"  a book I may never complete, which I'm  not even sure that I want to start.<br />
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Oh and I've come to the conclusion that  I'm not really all that complicated. ]]></description>
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                <title>Writing a book in my head</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jan 2005 00:09:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I realized I have all these great  moments written in my head, but I think  about them and all I can think is  "these are moments from my life  translated into fiction..."  <br />
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I guess I'll write them out anyway.<br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14654397/">Another Me</a> ... a scene from the  potential future novel...<br />
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More in scraps to come. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>ah me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:37:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided to put up <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14510944/">something I wrote  about a year ago in my journal</a> about  something that Eliot wrote, because I  think I might actually work it into  something of an essay... You know, an  actual piece.  It's just a very real  entry, about something that I realized  is pretty true about my romantic  inclinations. ]]></description>
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                <title>Coming up on...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Jan 2005 01:28:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have five days until my one year  anniversary at ~DA.  I thought about  leaving the site, but I've come to the  conclusion that that would be way silly  - I'm gonna stick it out and continue  to share my sub-par work.<br />
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Tonight was crazy.  I think I'm going  to sew some more... make a bag or  something.  I've been making arm  warmers and I'm starting to make a  messenger bag.  I have some pink  lining, I think I'll use it to make a  cherry design bag.  <br />
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I have to get a new camera!! ;_;  I  really dig the D-snap.  It's so  portable.  18mm thick, and fits in your  pocket!  The one I really like is the <a href="http://www2.panasonic.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/vModelDetail?displayTab=O&storeId=11251&catalogId=11005&itemId=65012&catGroupId=17169&modelNo=SV-AS10A&surfModel=SV-AS10A"> blue one</a>.  It's cute and colorful.  I  wonder if I could scrounge up $200 for  one... I can get a $50 rebate by mail,  and I could get one at work, but the  ones at work are silver, and I am kind  of obsessive about blue.<br />
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Anyway, this turned into a tangent.  I  just wanted to take pictures of that  dead crow under the bridge!  Is that so  wrong?!  ... will explain some day. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>sonnet unfinished</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 11:40:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/14251980/">unfinished</a>.<br />
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Comments are more than welcome. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>beginnings of a sonnet</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:56:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I started to write a sonnet at work  today, I think I'll finish it and put  it up.<br />
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Today was a trying day, and I'm locked  in something I don't understand.  It  will get better. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>Tsunami.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 20:47:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/13600069/">Everyone, check this one out</a>.  It's  beautiful and sad, and speaks volumes.<br />
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I think I need to do a fundraiser  for  tsunami relief... and I should donate  my eBay moneys to it, rather than  spending money on crap I don't really  need. ]]></description>
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                <title>chasing away the sanity in me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Jan 2005 00:53:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soooo I think I'm in the middle of a  nervous breakdown.  I'm stuck in a hole  and I can't dig myself out.<br />
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Who and what am I to turn to?  What's  going on?  <br />
<br />
I'm tired of fighting.  I can't do it  anymore.<br />
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I need a new camera.  Really, I want a  D-snap.  So convenient... ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>The Cat - something Eliot once posted about me</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Nov 2004 15:55:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>Those who can understand the motivation  of the cat number exactly one: the cat  herself. The cat refuses to be  mastered, and while she may enjoy  slipping into the role of being  subservient for short times, she is  truly and utterly incapable of not  being in control of her own fate.  Mercurial in extremes, there is no such  thing as a "normal" day with the cat,  and while her love may be stable her  attitudes toward the world are not. Her  love and hatred, in fact, may be seen  as the only stable beacons about her -  and even these maintain some shifting  portions, if for no other reason than  to keep her motivations from being  entirely clear. She faces confrontation  with a detached indifference, but is  unafraid of her claws and the damage  they can do. She and the fox at first  glance are equally matched in mystery,  but where the fox hides secrets the cat  hides her reasons behind her  directions. This lies at the heart of  their friction - both have difficulty  probing into the depths of one another,  and both pride themselves on their  ability to discern the truth about  others without being told. The cat's  inconstancy makes the fox feel  unsettled; the fox's secrecy makes the  cat feel as if she's being lied to or  laughed at behind her back, no matter  how much she might wish otherwise. It  remains an open question: when  confronted by these diametric  oppositions, can the similarities that  lie beneath pull these lovers together  whilst they're torn apart?</i> ]]></description>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Nov 2004 14:22:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know those days where you know you  did something wrong, you think you know  what it was, you really hope that the  person in question isn't mad at you,  and you feel like a dork for getting so  worked up about it?  This is one of  those days.  *l'sigh* ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>A late night rant/ramble/whatever</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:05:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Song of Entry</b> : NIN - "The Wretched"<br />
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I find myself wanting to do something  with Photoshop, but I should be working  on NaNoWriMo... Dammit.  *flail*   Instead, I'm making myself a new  wallpaper, since Rahul thinks that  would help me mature.  <br />
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Goal for tomorrow night : 5k words in  NaNoWriMo or at least a really solid  outline. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>Gosh golly...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Nov 2004 21:54:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm realizing how poor my work is, I  need to do some better stuff... ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh my.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Aug 2004 01:12:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've hardly used this thing in months!   I feel like such a letdown.  At any  rate, once I get my digital camera  working again, I'll take some pictures.   I recently recieved some roses - I  wonder how dried roses would look  burning.  Might make a cool picture.   Who knows. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>What?!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2004 21:26:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm trying to come up with something  cool to do.  I'm going to enter this  photography contest, so I need to come  up with a portfolio.  Oooo man... time  to die, H. >_<<br />
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But it's been a month... nothing new.   I promise, I'll write/take some photos  soon. ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>osu~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2004 22:42:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ About 12 days of nothing, here's a  mini-poem for y'all... meaning for Kat.  ^_~  I do so love my Kattyr.<br />
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I need to find a model for my photos...  I think I might harass Lacey into  modelling for me.  She's really pretty,  and she has such BEEEEAUTIFUL hair!!   So.... it might be fun.  But anyway.<br />
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Enjoy.  Hope everyone's happy! ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>maybe we're a bliss...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Feb 2004 01:10:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been an awesome night.  The day  was only so-so, but WOW... this evening  was great.  I feel so inspired, and I'm  very happy.  I hope this feeling lasts.<br />
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I'll write some more tonight.  I really  do want to get out all of this  beautiful emotion.  But all I have to  offer thus far is a sub-par poem. -_-   Oh well.  I think I'll write some  really purely emotional prose next.   I've been wanting to write about the  act of kissing... maybe I'll do that  now. ]]></description>
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                <title>freezing!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Jan 2004 23:38:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I made a trip outside last night in the  freezing cold to try and get some  winter photos taken.  I had an idea for  a really nice shot of a shadow over  snow, but the issue was that my shadow  didn't look as graceful as I wanted it  to.  I forgot that my coat makes me  bulky.  Ah well.  I'll need to talk to  a friend about modelling for a shoot.   I need to con my friends into  modelling! <br />
<br />
Dug out some of my old poems, and I  might have to post some of them.  If  not, I'll put up a new one.  <br />
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I'm feeling inspired, so we'll see what  I come up with! ]]></description>
                <author>~kokiseki</author>
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                <title>Entering the Madness</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2004 11:52:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was a shitastic day, but I feel  so inspired.  Obviously none of you  know me but Kasami, so you don't know  that I'm a photographer/writer.  Most  of my photography is landscapes, random  nature stuff, but I'm going to try and  start on portraits.  I think I might  start today with my friend Laura, since  she's moving to Florida and she's  totally pretty.  <br />
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I'm also thinking about modelling at  some point, but... I guess I'm  dissuaded because I don't think I'm  very attractive.  We'll see though, I'm  still thinking about it.<br />
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Welcome to my Deviance, people! ^_^   Not that anyone's reading right now,  but I am so happy to be here. ]]></description>
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