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I JUST GOT ASKED BY MY BEST FRIEND TO MY HIGH SCHOOL'S WINTERBALL

<3 <3 <3

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28923305/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28923305/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 13:18:27 PST
I just don't understand why parents always think it's so easy to get all A's.

Seriously.

If that's the case, they should do my homework. They should undergo the stress I'm goign through.

Stupid parents.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28868114/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28868114/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 16:17:40 PST Leave me when I needed you the omost?

How could you allow me to hurt so much, when you know you're the cause?

You look at me but you can't see who you're killing inside.

How could you just break up with me like this? "I'm doing this for you..."

For me? You might as well take a gun and shoot me dead.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28439668/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28439668/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 19:03:27 PST B+ Health
A- Biology
A English
A- French III
B- Geometry
B PE

F.
M.
L.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28071902/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/28071902/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 18:17:57 PDT
I'm happy because my crush likes me back.

Enough said.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/27891786/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/27891786/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:50:26 PDT is awesometasticccc.

oh and i broke up with my bf today

just an update on my boringg life

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/27457336/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/27457336/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 20:24:48 PDT Decided to update a journal at least once a month. I know I haven't been active lately, blame it on school. Especially high school. >

So far school's okay, just more stress. Health class, English class, and French III isn't so bad, they're okay. I just wish I was in English Honors instead. I really hate Biology and Geometry, but even swimming in PE isn't so bad after all.

To extracurricular activities. I'm still in ECYS Sinfonietta, and I'm still 5th stand out of 6th stands. To my mortification, there's TWO TEN YEAR OLDS IN THIRD STAND. I WAS LIKe. AFDSLJA"STJA"EIT" WTF.

Community service has officially started -.-|||
And I'm back in Chinese school -.-|||

Bleh.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/26860633/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/26860633/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:33:49 PDT
The most significant part was my cousin's wedding.

Yes, I know I talk in a boorish way. XD

Anyhow, my high school's starting next Wednesday.

I'm not looking forward to it.

Get ready to get LOST. D:

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/25455316/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/25455316/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 14:35:00 PDT
I've been really busy with finals and such...you know.

Well on 6/8/09 we 8th graders had our trip to Great America...and my bf's school also went and yeah. Hehe. First kiss

The 8th grade promotion ceremony was on 6/16 and the promotoin dance was on 6/17 so yeah those days were pretty hectic for me. Really busy.

So now I can officially say that I'm not a Hawk of '09 of Hopkins Junior High. I can proudly say that I'm a Warrior of Mission San Jose High, Class of 2013.

Helllllllllllllllllllllll yeees. Hopefully I can draw more now that summer's in.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/24453484/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/24453484/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 20:31:00 PDT
Yes, I know, I have finished 's gift art, I just need to scan it.
I still need to start on 's gift art.

Sorry for the delays...I haven't had much time to draw lately, and then doubled by the upcoming STAR testing, I've been studying my ass off.

Reason why I'm happy?

My crush and I are officially togehter!! I'm so happy!!

I will remember April 20th XDD the day he and I got together.



]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23813148/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23813148/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 11:54:48 PDT
if i owe you one please comment below

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23312098/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23312098/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 18:51:56 PST
by my boyfriend.

don't expect me to be on for awhile.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23198854/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/23198854/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 15:15:14 PST ...

You've got to spell your name.

A: Easy to Fall in Love With
B: You Like People
C: You Are Really Silly
D: One in a Million
E: Great in Bed
F: You Love To Drink
G: You Never Let People Tell You What to Do
H: You Are Quirky
I: You Are Popular with All Types of People
J: People Adore You
K: Your Wild and Crazy
L: Unbelievably Great in Bed
M: You Like to Drink
N: Best Kisser Ever
O: Crazy
P: Great in Bed
Q: You Are a Hypocrite
R: F*cking Crazy
S: You are dead sexy
T: You Really like to Chill
U: Your Loyal to Those You Love
V: You are Not Judgmental
W: You are Very Broad Minded
X: You Never Let People Tell You What to Do
Y: best boy/girl anyone could ask for
Z: Always Ready

V: You are not judgmental (yes)
A: Easy to Fall in Love With (no)
L: Unbelievably Great in Bed (wth)
E: Great in Bed (wtf)
R: F*cking Crazy (yes)
I: You Are Popular with All Types of People
E: Great in Bed (wtf)

WTF...not true.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22894547/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22894547/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 21:11:39 PST
ORZ.

SABRE FOR
FIREWORKS GIRL FOR

PLZ COMMENT IF I MISSED ANYTHING.

THNX BAI. HAVE A GREAT DAY.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22764755/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22764755/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:46:19 PST
i came in third place, but it's not like i get any recognition.

and now my parents are disappointed.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22740500/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22740500/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 16:28:55 PST [ ] You don't have very many friends.
[x] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.
[ ] You tend to avoid mass social activities.
[ ] You don't participate in any extra-curricular activities.
[ ] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly. (No clue)
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 4

Party Girl/Boy
[x] Let's face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] Or every weekend.
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've sneaked out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[ ] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total = 3

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have/had a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon. (no)
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr. (who?)
[ ] People have called you scene before. (probably)
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your MySpace. (*dies laughing*)
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[ ] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[x] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[x] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your MySpace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[ ] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[ ] You enjoy photography.
Total = 3

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won’t go near the Goths.
[x] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[x] One of your favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[x] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[x] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = 4

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[x] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[ ] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition. (....LOLWHUT)
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[ ] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't pay attention to the game.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22598861/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22598861/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 15:48:37 PST
it was fine until lunchtime.

two guys who are really annoying....one has annoyed me sicne elementary school and keeps bothering me, the other is in my math tutoring class and is :icondalizzlybear: 's boyfriend.

well, those two annoying guys saw me and my boyfriend sitting together hanging with my friends and they started laughing and talking shit about me, and even went so far as to go tell the "popular crowd."

i didn't have many friends in the popular crowd, but it still hurt and embarrassed me. what's worse, i got annoyed, very annyoed, and got up and tried to beat them up.

but :icondalizzlybear: tried to stop me, and i must admit she succeeded, because i can't hit her. she was holding me back and wouldn't let go until i promised not to do anything.

well, this happened once or twice and i returned back to sitting with Darien defeated but still my temper was flaming.

and i wouldn't have become so sad until he laughed that annoying little laugh of his and smirked and said "dude baby you need to chill, what did they do?"

and i was already pretty pissed at those guys. one more thing, Darien's been telling me every day that his BFF Akshay kept publicly saying "Your girlfriend dresses like a slut." and i was a bit sad already that Darien suddenly told me yesterday that I was his THIRD girlfriend when he said it was his first relationship.

now, i must say, sluts go around showing off their big chests. and since i barely HAVE a chest, i'm not a slut! and my mom won't let me get out of the house if my shorts or skirts are too short or if my shirt is too low. so i'm not a slut!

so i guess my temper just exploded and when my temper gets the better of me, i do someting subconsciously and i regret it.

i said, "your common sense is no better than those two bastards! is this how you do, laugh at me behind my back with your friends, then calling me your girlfriend?"

and you know what i did?

i slapped him. really hard on the cheek. and he just stood there with a smile on his face.

i swear, i ran away and the bell very conveniently rang...

i feel like crying.

if you're reading this, you know i love you and i regret what i did. i won't blame you if you want to dump me, i'm a horrible girlfriend. but i'd do anything for you, i'd even jump off a cliff for you.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22563088/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22563088/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:49:26 PST
Step 1: Fill this in, as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgen more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and believe (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.


Yes. That was all supposed to be sarcasm.


1. [ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.
2. [x] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"
3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"
4. [ ] You only draw faces.
5. [X] You always draw faces at the same direction.
6. [X] The proportion is awful.
7. [X] Every character looks the same.
8. [X] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.
9. [X] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.
10. [X] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"
11. [ ] You only draw sketches.
12. [x] What's a LAYER??? Seriously..
13. [ ] You always draw one character.
14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.
15. [ ] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression.
16. [x] You couldn't draw characters with movement.
17. [ ] You barely draw feet.
18. [ ] You can't draw figures from high or low angles.
19. [x] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.
20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract. (...say whut?)
21. [ ] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.
22. [ ] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.
23. [X] You can only draw cute characters.
24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters.
25. [X] Hands is your nightmare (OH GAWD, THE TRUTH.)
26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.
27. [ ] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.
28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.
29. [ ] Your works are always asymmetrical.
30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece. (I'm too much of a color freak to leave it in lineart form :/)
31. [ ] Rough sketch only = Finished piece (I can't bloody sketch.)
32. [X] You have no anatomical knowledge.
33. [ ] You only draw eyes.
34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge. (Eyes yes, hands no)
35. [x] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs.
36. [X] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.
37. [X] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.
38. [ ] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.
39. [X] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection. (Only for the inspiration)
40. [x] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else
41. [ ] Tablet is your god item.
42. [x] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.
43. [x] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.
44. [X] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius. (Motivation comes later...sometimes.)
45. [x] You draw once a month or even once a year.
46. [ ] You get mad when their favorite artists are being lazy.
47. [ ] When you draw hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful. (HAHHAHAHAHA YES PLZ)
48. [x] You don't even have faith in yourself.
49. [x] You can't even draw since the beginning. (Er, wait. If that means that I sucked at first, then yes.)
50. [x] You realized there are problems and know where to fix but you never do. (This is a WIP)

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22406211/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22406211/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 01:27:45 PST
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH

1) Full Name: Jeanne Tsai (Fake First Name)
2) Male/Female: female!
3) Were you named after anyone?: no
4) Does your name mean anything?: brave
5) Nick Name(s): Val, Val Val, Val-Chan, Vallie
6) What do you think you look like..name wise?: wha?
7) Date Of Birth: December 24, 1994
8) Place of Birth and Current Location: California, US
9) Nationality: USA
10) Astrology Sign: Capricorn
11) Chinese Astrology Sign: doggeh
12) Religion: Buddhist
13) Whats your favorite smell?: lavender
14) Political Position?: not interested in politics
15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: milk
16) Hair + Eye color: dark brown, cinnamon brown
17) Do you look like anyone famous?: some people say i look like Jolin Tsai, but that's just flattery.
18) What do you look like?: my dad? LOL
19) Any unusual talents?: uhhh, not really
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: right
21) Straight, Bi, Gay or Other?: straight
22) What do you do for a living?: student
23) What do you do for fun?: drawing, computer, read, homework, shopping
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: prismacolor pencils
25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: friggin tablet D: & copics
26) Have you met your grandparents?: Yup
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: boyfriend
28) Crush: yes
29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: ARRON YAN FROM FAHRENHEIT
30) Current worries?: unstarted english project that is due tomorrow.
31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): hah?
32) Favorite place to be?: japan or taiwan or home
33) Least favorite place to be?: ecys
34) Do you burn or tan?: pale
35) Ever break a bone?: 1st grade
36) What is your favorite cereal?: idk
37) Person you cry with: boyfriend or Carina

Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: nope
39) Any brothers: yes
40) Any pets: no
41) An Illness: no
42) A Pager: no
43) A Personal phone line: no
44) A Cell phone: yes
45) A visible birthmark: yes
46) A Pool or hot tub: nope xD
47) A Car: my mum's

Describe Your...
48) Personality: ...in school i'm quiet and timid, but with friends it gets different xDDD in MANY ways xD
49) Driving: i'm underage
50) Your clothing style: emo/punk style, IN THE FASHION. ALWAYS.
51) Room: yes.
52) What’s missing: my boyfriend
53) School: I LOVE SKOOL
54) Bed: yups
55) Relationship with your parent(s): good
56) Do You believe in yourself: sorta
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Sometimes xD
59) Future dream that you would like to share: can't remember right now
60) Get Along with your parents: Sometimes ='
61) Save your e-mail conversations: yes
62) Pray: only in the temple
63) Believe in reincarnation: yes
64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: yep
65) Like to talk on the phone: depends.
66) Like to eat?: yes
67) Like to exercise?: no
68) Like to watch sports?: no
69) Sing in the car?: no
70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: ...cant remember right now O_o'
71) Dream in color: ....yea
72) Do you have nightmares?: sometimes.
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: a lot
74) Right next to you: my mom
75) On your favorite coffee cup?: i don't drink coffee
76) On your mouse pad: not really
77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: i hate gum
78) Your brand of deodorant?: not really
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: hawaii, france
80) Your dream husband/wife: . . . dunno O-o'
81) Hiding in your closet?: clothes
82) Under your bed: nothing
83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: carina and hope
84) Your bad time of the day: early EARLY motning
85) Your worst fear(s): finals
86) What's the weather like: cold
87) Your favorite time of year?: spring
88) Your favorite holiday?: christmas
89) A material weakness?: yes
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: can't remember
91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: UNFINISHED ENGLISH HOMEWORK
92) The hardest thing about growing up: facing reality
93) A pet peeve?: ..wut? o0 didnt catch that "xD
94) Your scariest moment: can't remember
95) Your attitude about love?: good
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: flirt?
97) The worst feeling in the world: jealousy
98) The best feeling in the world: love
99) Who sent this to you?: I STOLE IT~

AND~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!~ I know I owe a lot of gift arts but I'll try my best~!

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22254292/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22254292/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 04:06:09 PST [x] you have dry skin
[] you eat 1 meal.
[x] you're very weak.
[x] you hate yourself.
[] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[x] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 6

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) :
[] your mind is all over the place.
[] you are hyper most of the time.
[] you barely pay attention to anything.
[] you can't cooperate well
[] you talk all the time.
[x] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 7

BIPOLAR DISORDER :
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed
[x] you are very irritable.
[] you are anti-social.
[] you have very high self esteem sometimes.
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 10

BULIMIA NERVOSA :
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[x] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you're way too skinny.
Total: 11

CONDUCT DISORDER :
[] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[x] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[] you destroy property on purpose.
[x] you always lie
[] you stay out all night
[] you have ran away from home.
Total: 14

DEPRESSION :
[x] you are always sad.
[] you find no hope in your future.
[] you find no longer excitement over the activities you use to love.
[] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[] you have ran away from home.
[] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 18

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER) :
[] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 21

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER) :
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[] you can be/are anti-social.
[] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age
Total: 28

SCHIZOPHRENIA :
[] you often have hallucinations.
[] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[] you often talk to yourself
Total: 32

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22231185/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22231185/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 18:22:19 PST 1. Respond with something random about you.
2. Tell you which song or movie you remind him of.
3. Pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. Say something that only makes sense to the two of us.
5. Tell you her first memory of you.
6. Tell you what animal you remind him of.
7. Ask you something he's always wondered about you.
8. Tell you his favorite thing about you.
9. Tell you his least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22150762/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22150762/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 20:31:58 PST
After I finish and gift arts for winning in my contest, I will start drawing more OC's ;D

any suggestions for what i should draw for my OC? feel free to comment

i'm out of imagination lulz

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22133004/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22133004/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 01:23:55 PST
so here's a poll:

1) do you really think i'm losing my style and trying too hard to imitate other artists' styles?

or

2) do you think i'm okay?

or

3) do you think i should go back to my original style and stay with it and draw/create more OC's and only a little fan art?

please answer! i'm really disturbed...

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22087444/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22087444/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 15:15:06 PST

Axe: the scaffold.....in Britain where they used to behead royalty like Anne Boleyn
Chainsaw: a destroyed forest
Dog: loyalty
Cat: cute little animals...
Crow: scarecrow
Television: annoyance
Plastic: waterbottle
Metal: chain belt
Fire: element
Water: ice
Pigeon: bird
Pie: pynn and lechar
Blood: essence of life
Death: a welcoming thought
Bunnies: white furballs
Flowers: essence of nature
Sun: glory of life
Frilly pink dress: bridesmaids

What first comes to mind when you first hear the following adjective?

Hot: sexy
Cold: cruel
Wet: lake
Fried: pork chops
Funny: .....
Sad: depression
Forlorn: black goth lolita in a corner
Happy: hugs
Hyper: hysterical
Depressed: emoness
Bouncy: a rabbit
Stiff: .....
Stretchy: clothes
Wobbly: chair
Dark: night
Bright: day

What first comes to mind when you hear the following verbs?

Jump: wabbit.
Walk: the dog
Drink: Strawberry Milk Tea!!
Fight: catfights
Rant: me
Complement: me
Sit: chair
Stand: ground
Spin: chair
Call: catcalls (XD)
Whistle: danger
Ask: annoying questions
Beg: for more time
Give: Christmas gifts
Take: shoplifting
Slash: murder

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22035694/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/22035694/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 16:18:50 PST
[ ] I Talk A LOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I’m afraid of the dark.
[x] I can’t sleep in a room if the door is open
[] I can’t sleep in a room if the door is closed
[ ] I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[x] I’ve ran away from home
[ ] I listen to political music
[] I collect comic books
[x] I shut others out when I’m sad.
[] I’ve stayed out all night.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I watch the news
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[ ] I am a sucker for blue eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I have “x”s in my screen name.
[x] I’ve slipped and fell in public.
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a real conversation (Lol.)
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I bake well.
[] I have worn pajamas to class. (
[ ] I want a better job
[] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[] I like multiple people
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I have tried alcohol.
[ ] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.
[] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[x] I can’t swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I like chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[] I play computer games when I’m bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[] Gone out in public in my pajamas
[] Hugged a stranger.
[] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car.
[ ] Been to Germany.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[] Shoplifted. (LAWL.)
[ ] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
[x] Have a list of people you want to kill.
[x] Ridden in a car over 400 miles in one day
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[x] Cried in public.
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn’t have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot lately.
[x] Hate the world.
[] I think I’m really attractive.
[] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[x] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[x] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[ ] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do “drug(s)”.
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I’ve lied to avoid kissing them again. (LAWLWUT)
[x] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[x] I am religious.
[ ] I am not religious but have morals.
[x] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[x] I am hardworking.
[ ] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
[ ] She’s All That is one of my favourite movies.
[x] I am good at History.
[x] I speak more than two languages.
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook. (;_
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[x] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[x] I am fashion-conscious.
[x] I have good taste.
[x] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] am good at sports.
[x] I am good at certain sports.
[x] I couldn’t do sports to save my life.
[x] I am creative.
[x] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[x] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21717901/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21717901/ Fri, 28 Nov 2008 16:40:43 PST The first 10 people to comment on this journal will have 3 of their artworks featured. But!! If you get featured, then you have to do the same thing on your journal, and you have to feature me!!


let's see...Akiko and BCR and Anei featuerd me....

1)
- [link] i think this is really creative and cute!
- [link] THIS IS SO CUTE!
- [link] a really cute chara!

2)
- [link] really lovely background and awesome coloring!
- [link] so cute!
- [link] excellent photography!

3)
- [link] this is so good! i really like the colors!
- [link] really lovely elements in the coloring
- [link] very christmasy!

START COMMENTING.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21500100/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21500100/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 11:37:29 PST
sorry akiko-chan...i copied your title lol

1. What does your deviantart name mean and why did you join this site?

kokoro = heart in japanese because i'm a very romantic person.
no = of in japanese
innocence = purity, innocence, etc. i also chose this because i like D.Gray Man and linali lee from that.
kokoro-no-innocence = heart of innocence. innocent heart. etc.

i joined because BCR wanted me to.
And because i wanted to post my art somewhere.

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?
when i joined - DGray Man

now - fushigi yuugi genbu kaiden, gakuen alice...

3. How many watchers do you have now?

38

4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA/MB:





not the only ones tho xD

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?

all of the above. capiche?

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA/MB?

never...

7. What is your most popular deviation?
most comemnts - EMPRESS WU
most faved - EMPRESS WU
most viewed - final fantasy IV - Rosa

8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?

none

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
anything...

10. Summer or winter?
uh. none. winter probably.

11. Rain or Sun?
SUN!

12. What's your favorite type of music?
hip hop

13. PC or Mac?
PC

14. Anime or Manga?
both

15. Coke or Pepsi?
ew. none.

16. Read or TV?
read.

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA/MB?
multilple choice time....

18. Name a hidden talent
i can sense if people are depressed....

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
none

20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
burger king

21. What are your top 3 favorite books?
UH. lady grace mysteries.....
harry potter series......
etc......

22. Wii or Playstation?
none.

23. Name 3 of your favorite bands musicians/groups.
BY2, S.H.E, Fahrenheit

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
fast

25. Do you like Denny's?
HUH?

26. What is your favorite emoticon?
O.O||| xD

27. What is your favorite type of pie?
apple pie

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
i don't think so...

29. Do you go on YouTube alot?
yea

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA/MB?
facebook............

31. Do you cosplay?
for halloween only.

32. Fruits or sweets?
sweets. of course.

33. Name 3 artists you admire
yuu watase
akiko-sama
amuria

34. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
buttered.

35. Have you skipped school?
never

36. Have you been on a plane?
yes

37. Have you swum in an ocean?
no

38. Have you been iceskating?
when i was 5

39. Favorite vacation spot
TAIWAN!

40. Ever been on tv?
no

41. Favorite salad dressing?
don't like dressings...

42. What do you do to relax?
draw, do hw, listen to music.

43. What is the last film you saw in the theaters?
tomb of the dragon emperor - mummy 3

44. Favorite Sandwich
POTATO SALAD!

45. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
japan, france, england, spain, korea

46. Favorite time of the day?
day

47. What did you want to be when you were little?
idk

48. What do you want to be now?
singer, artist, etc.

49. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
my friends.

50. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
uh. uh. uh. uh

51. When is your birthday?
12/24

52. Favorite type of ice cream?
cooky dough

53. Last book you read?
bella at midnight ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21387484/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21387484/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 11:39:59 PST
[] Kissed someone before dating
[ ] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten suspended
[] Gotten caught chewing gum
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 2

[x] Arrive late to class more than 5 times
[] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late (uups )
[] Missed school just because you felt like it
[] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 3

[x] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[] Text people during class.
[x] Passes notes
[] Threw stuff across the room
[] Laughed at the teacher

Total so far: 5

[] Took pictures during school hours
[] Called someone during school hours
[] Listened to iPod, CD, etc durning school hours
Total so far: 5

[] Threw something at the teacher
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code
[ ] Failed a class
[] Ate food during class
Total so far: 5

[ ] Gotten a bad call from the school
[x] Couldn't go on a field trip or dance cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking

Total so far: 7

[x] Faked your parents signature
[] Slept in class
[ ] Cussed at your teacher
[x] Copied homework
[x] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal

Total so far: 10

Multiply by 3*
i've screwed up 30% of my life, so far...XD

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21047334/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21047334/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:45:40 PDT
- YARGH. - grabs friend's book -
Fairest by Gail Carson Levine.
so. "From your roses I've won just a ---"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What are you touching?
- my desk

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- the news.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
- noon

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-12:26 PM. w/e.

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- Flavor of Life by Utada Hikaru

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-uhhh. going to math tutoring?

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

- my art portfolio

9. What are you wearing?

-white t-shirt under a red tank top (really long), w/leggings.

10. Did you dream last night?

-no


11. When did you last laugh?

-last year

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

- random posters.

13. Seen anything weird lately?

-yes. my brother.

14. What do you think of this quiz?

-its ok

15. What is the last film you saw?

- The Dragon Emperor's Tomb: The Mummy.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

- a chocolate phone. all the phones i've ever had are lend-me-downs.


17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.

-i stopped smiling.

18. If you could change one thing about the world?

- get rid of the four boys who must disappear from my life.

19. Do you like to dance?

-yes

20. George Bush:

-nuh huh.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

- um. Lise.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

- i'm not answering this question.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?


- japan, korea, france, england

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

- i'm not christian, but.....
good job.

now i really have to finish my history notes XD

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21019432/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/21019432/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 16:15:50 PDT Body, duh

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
gray

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
HUH?

4.Do you plan outfits?
yes.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
furious and also depressed

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
my shelf

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
aim.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
i don't remember my dreams.

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
no haha

10. What are you craving right now?
love and the disappearance of two annoying people out of my life

11. Do you floss?
sometimes

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
vegetables

13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
2 sec ago

14. Are you emotional?
mhm very

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
uh no

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
uh
no.
i dont like math :l

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick

18. Do you like your hair?
yea

19. Do you like yourself?
no

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
yes

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
dunno what that is

22. What are you listening to right now?
Wo Ai Ni by S.H.E

23. How many countries have you visited?
three

24. Are your parents strict?
more or less

25. Would you go sky diving?
NO WITH A CAPITAL N

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
no

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
no yes maybe no

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
uh. my jewelry?

29. Have you ever been in a castle?
nope

30. Do you rent movies often?
no

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
my friend alexis

32. Have you made a prank phone call?
no

33. Do you own a gun?
no i wish i did, or better a katana

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
i could but i don't want to

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
my mom and brother, maybe dad, idk, math tutor and theodore.

36. Brown or white eggs?
white.

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
no, my mom doesn't like the smell and look of the shop

38. Ever been on a train?
idk

39. Ever been in love?
of course
about four times, dumped one, rejected by three or two

40. Do you have a cell-phone?
yep. and im not satisfied with it. it's my bro's old one so it looks like a guy's and its old and HE GOT A NEW ONE.
i want a chocolate phone.

41. Are you too forgiving?
i don't forgive easily

42. Do you use chap stick?
no

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
planning her birthday party

44. Can you use chop sticks?
lolyes (asian)

45. Ever have cream puffs?
delicious c: (yes)

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
wa?

47. What was the last question you asked?
DARIEN I NEED HELP ON LEMKE'S LAB!

48. What was the last CD you bought?
uh. Chai Found Music Workshop CD?

49. Boys or girls?
both if you're asking AS FRIENDS
guys if you're asking my sex appeal.

50. What is your bus number for school?
never rode a schoolbus

51. Is your hair curly?
nope

52. Last time you cried?
today

53. Ever walked into a wall?
no

54. Do looks matter?
yes

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?
no

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yeah XD

57. Favorite time of the year?
spring

58. Favorite color?
black

59. Are you sarcastic?
yes

60. Do you have any tattoos?
no

61. The last person you held hands with?
i am not going to answer this question - flatly -

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
no

63. Where was your default picture taken at?
?

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
yes

65. Do you like your life right now?
no

66. How often do you talk on the phone?
once a day

67. What is your favorite animal?
dog

68. What was the most recent thing you bought?
a cd

69. Do you have good vision?
no

70. Can you hula hoop?
yeah.

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
no

72. Do you have a job?
no

73. Can you handle the truth?
no

74. What are you wearing?
white socks, white monkey t-shirt, dark blue skin... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20942883/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20942883/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 19:48:11 PDT [link]

since the submit thing doesn't allow texts for some reason, i had to put it in scraps.

it's here if you want to read it.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20864388/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20864388/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:03:59 PDT
1ST PLACE:
!!!!!! GO SHOWER HER WITH LOVE!!! [link]
akiko-sama wins 1st place and 3 requests i will draw.
note me please! oh, and, make that..3 requests and one gift art, i drew you something already XP

2ND PLACE:
!!!!! GO SHOWER HER WITH LOVE TOO!! [link]
anime-storm earns 2nd place and 2 requests i will draw.
note me please about what you would like.

3RD PLACE:
!!!! GO SHOWER HER WITH LOVE! [link]
shizuka-assassin earns 3rd place and 1 request i will draw.
note me what you want me to draw.

sorry for the delay! XP

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20708052/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20708052/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 15:39:36 PDT
( ) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane!

So far: 3

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman: The Legend Of Ron Burgundy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) Saw III
( ) Saw IV
( ) White Noise.
( ) White Oleander
( ) 50 First Dates
(X) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

So far: 5

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
() Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
( ) American Pie Naked Mile

So Far: 5

(X) Harry Potter 1
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
( ) Harry Potter 5
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) Resident Evil 3
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village

So far: 9

(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
() The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots

So far: 10

( ) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
() King Kong

So far: 11

(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving Christmas
( ) Flubber

So far: 13

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards

So far: 13

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Longest Yard
( ) Gridiron Gang
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

So far: 13

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Ocean's Thirteen
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Bourne Ultimatum
( ) Lone Star state of mind
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George

So far: 15

( ) Independence Day (only half of it XD)
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
() ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
() Rush Hour 3

So far: 15

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember-again last yr in class no escape-
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin

So far: 15

( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade

So far: 15

( ) Love and basketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devil's Rejects
(X) Elf
( ) Highlander (I think I have)
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three

THUS FAR: 16

( ) The Jackal
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Full Metal Jacket
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(X) Monsters Inc. (CTY MOVIE NIGHT 8D8D8D8DD)

THUS FAR: 18

(X) Titanic... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20659283/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20659283/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 20:18:38 PDT Store: BORDERS. AEROPOSTALE. ETC. LOL.

Designers: alot. Avril Lavigne, Aeropostale, Converse, Seven7, Roxy, Abercrombie and Fitch, Hollister, PUMA, etc. courtesy of my mom who has enough fashion sense.

Place to go shopping: mall. taiwan. totally.

Color to wear: black, blue, white

Item of clothing you own: uh. shirts, jeans, dresses, skirts, leggings, jackets, scarves, tanks, camisoles, etc.

Type of jeans: tight flare jeans or any kind of flare pants

Type of tops: tanks, camis, shirts...
Type of shoes: converse. totally awesome. i need some ed hardy converses.

Clothing on the opposite sex: uh. NO.

Types of accessories: um. earrings, necklaces, bracelets, chains, belts....hair bands...hair clips...

Current trend: TAIWAN FASHION. AWESOME.

Misc:
What would you never be caught dead in? anything my mom doesn't suggest for fashion

How many clothes in your wardrobe? a lot

What was the last item of clothing you bought?
UM. idk....OHYES a tokidoki gray tshirt that looks absolutely adorableee

If you owned your own fashion label, what would it be called? um.....INNOCENCE. LOL. WITH A HEART AND SKULL LIKE TOKIDOKI.

Which celeb's style would you love to steal? BY2, Jolin, Avril Lavigne, BoA, S.H.E

What's 'in' in your area at the moment? Hollister/AE/Abercrombie/converse/etc

VS:
Short skirts or long skirts: im okay with both
Jeans or Corduroys: Jeans
Hats or Sunglasses: hats
Tight jeans or Baggy jeans: TIGHT.
Bright colors or dark colors: dark
Skinny belts or Wide belts: i dunno o___o

Right Now:
Wearing: jeans, black angel girl glittery silvery tee

In your bag: binders, notebooks, pencilbox, etc

Wishing for: MOAR CLOTHES

Favorite Thing That You Own:
Shirt: um
Pants: um
Shorts: jeans ones
Shoes: CONVERSE HELL YES
Dress: um
Belt:chain blet
Hat: lawl
Piece of Jewelry: earrings

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20524345/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20524345/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 15:57:50 PDT . D: -feels somewhat guilty-

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Valerie
2. Val
3. Jeanne


THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. girlstar1994
2. xladygalaxyx
3. icecrystalsnowangel

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I have "pretty hair". (or at least the guys who like me say that)
2. i have pretty eyes like a cat's
3. I have really thin wrists

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My super pale skin
2. My fatness
3. My flat nose

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Chinese
2. Taiwanese
3. erm.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. stalkers
2. Unsanitary things. It's good to have unlimited hand sanitizer.
3. spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer
2. Cell phone
3. homework

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. T-shirt
2. jeans
3. denim vest

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love
2. caring
3. ...

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
1. i have a brother.
2. i am bad at drawing.
3. This is a lie.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. cute
2. Nice
3. tall

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Doing stuff with the computer
2. Drawing
3. reading

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Take over the world (or at least my neighborhood)
2. ...
3. a boyfriend

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. lawyer
2. Artist
3. ...

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. korea
2. Japan
3. europe

THREE NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Sean
2. Andrew
3. Kazuki

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live.
2. get a boyfriend
3. say goodbye to my loved ones

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. male celebrity obsession?
2. Possession of clothes by designers
3. laugh in a girly way

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. curse
2. ...
3. .....


THREE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:




]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20488380/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20488380/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 11:54:10 PDT 1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily. (No, I’m like a vampire )
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (It scared me... )
[] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery. (2 serious surgeries)
[] I've had chicken pox.
[] I've had measles


Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[] I've wished on a shooting star
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (?_?)
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships (I'm too boring, sorry! XD)
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test. (I do NOT like cheating, I could not forgive myself)
[] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20261185/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20261185/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:54:22 PDT
]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20016759/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/20016759/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:50:00 PDT
right now, of the 11 people joined in the contest, only 5 have submitted. the remaining 6 people, please get your entries in ASAP!

Level 1
(x) said LOL out loud
(x) forgotten your own age
() tried to lick your elbow

SO FAR:2

Level 2
( ) said the wrong name in bed
( ) had unprotected sex
( ) hurt yourself sexing
( ) sexed yourself hurting

SO FAR:2

Level 3
(x) Licked your toe
() Licked a frozen pole
( ) Licked a dog bone
() Licked a dog

SO FAR:3

Level 4
( ) drank old milk
( ) drank milk right from a cow
( ) ever thought chocolate milk came from brown cows
( ) drank Qwik right from the brown cow
( ) pushed a cow over

SO FAR: 3

Level 5
( ) Eaten bugs
( ) Eaten garbage
() Eaten food off the floor after 5 seconds
( ) Eaten a booger

SO FAR: 3

Level 6
() Been in a 5 seater Car with more than 7 people
() Been in a 7 seater van with over 12 people
( ) Driven in a 7 seater van by youself
() Driven a tricycle past the age of 3
( ) Driven yourself home to the wrong house

SO FAR: 3

Level 7
( ) Put dirty dishes in the fridge
( ) Put bowls of food in the dishwasher
( ) Put a full glass of juice in the cupboard
( ) Put salt in your coffee
(x) Dropped the cap into the glass your drinking from

SO FAR: 4

Level 8
( ) Jumped over a car
( ) Jumped out of a moving car
() Jumped into a thorny bush on purpose
() Jumped off a bridge
() Jumped off your house

SO far: 4

Level 10
( ) Forgot where you live
( ) Forgot your own birthday
() Forgot to zip up in the morning

SO FAR: 4

Level 11
(x) Walked into a Pole
() Walked into a Wall
(x) Walked into someone
() Walked into a parked car

SO FAR: 6

Level 12
( ) Won A Burping contest
( ) Burped the alphabet
( ) Burped just to break the silence
( ) Burped too hard and threw up

SO FAR: 6

Level 13
(x) Eaten a whole bag of chips
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
() Eaten a whole pizza so no one else could have a slice

SO FAR : 8

Level 14
() Caught picking your nose
( ) Caught going to the bathroom outside
() Caught with your pants down
( ) Caught having sex
( ) Caught sexing yourself

SO FAR: 8

Level 15
( ) Shoved something up your nose
() Picked your nose and studied what came out
() Picked your nose till it bled
( ) Let your nose bleed to see the awesome blood all over you
( ) Blew your nose so goddamm hard your whole body hurt (and till my nose bleed >> )

SO FAR: 8

Level 16
(x) Told a lie
(x) Been caught in a lie
(x) Lied to cover a lie
() Lied to cover your ass
( ) Lied to an undercover hooker cop

SO FAR:11

Level 17
(x) Laughed at someone in pain
(x) Laughed too loud and embarrassed yourself
() Laughed at a funeral
( ) Laughed so hard you pissed yourself

SO FAR:13

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Beleived in Santa past the age of 8
() Beleived your folks that a bunny laid chocolate eggs outside
() Beleived you were never too old for trick or treating

SO FAR:15

Level 19
( ) Threw a party for yourself
( ) Threw a ball at yourself
() Threw up on yourself, xD
( ) Threw a ball at a wall that returned directly to your crotch
( ) Threw a superball in the house and took it right in the face

SO FAR:15

Level 20
(x) Pretended to know what you are doing
( ) Pretended you were hot shit
(x) Pretended you werent listening
( ) Pretended you were Spiderman

SO FAR:17

Level 22
() Fell on the sidewalk
(x) Fell down the stairs
() Fell UP the stairs
( ) went Sledding down the stairs

SO FAR: 18

Level 23
() Tried to do a real cool backflip
() and busted your ass
(x) Tried to do a real cool cartwheel
(x) and didnt lift your feet, retard

SO FAR: 20

Level 24
( ) Ate food that you just kinda found
( ) Ate the mystery food in the back of the fridge
( ) Ate something nasty to get a laugh
( ) Cried when no one laughed

SO FAR: 20

Level 25
(x) Cried when you hurt yourself
(x) Cried when you didnt get your way
( ) Cried over spilled milk
( ) Cried after sex

SO FAR:22

Level 26
() Gone swimming naked
( ) Gone swimming i... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19906954/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19906954/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:44:11 PDT
PLEASE GET THE CONTEST ENTRIES IN ASAP.

i will be judging on September 1st, because i do not have a scanner in taiwan, and i will have lots of free time to draw and surf online.

The deadline is set for THE LAST DAY OF AUGUST (i have no idea when cuz i don't have a caldendar right now). Unless someone requests more time, I will not extend it anymore.

send me a note once you're done with it.

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD
2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]
3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]
4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]
5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]
6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for THE LAST DAY OF AUGUST, 9:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^

PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:
- [link]
- [link]

- [link]
- [link]


[link]




]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19517373/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19517373/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:50:49 PDT
PLEASE GET THE CONTEST ENTRIES IN ASAP.

i will be judging on August 11th, because i do not have a scanner in taiwan, and i will have lots of free time to draw and surf online.

The deadline is set for AUGUST 10TH. Unless someone requests more time, I will not extend it anymore.

send me a note once you're dong

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD
2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]
3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]
4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]
5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]
6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for AUGUST 10th, 9:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^


PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:

[link]

- [link]
- [link]


- [link]



]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19254085/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19254085/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 09:15:44 PDT
Overall, her deviations received 567 comments and were added to deviants' favourites 158 times, while she commented 1,615 times, making about 5.76 comments per day since she joined DA. This means that she gave 28 comments for every 10 that she received.

Her deviation with the most comments is Death Hath Taken Grandmother with 28 comments, while her most favourited one is Empress Wu, with 7 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is Yukishiro Mitsuki - Naruto OC with 137 views.

3 favourites were given for every 10 comments.

Every 3.4 days she uploads a new deviation, and it's usually on a Sunday, with 17 (21%) of her deviations.

Her busiest month was November 2007 with 20 (25%) of her deviations.

The majority of her deviations are uploaded to the traditional gallery (28), while her favourite category was traditional>drawings with 24 deviations.

Comments per deviation: 7
Favourites per deviation: 1.95
Views per deviation: 42.49
Comments per day: 2.02
Favourites per day: 0.56
Views per day: 12.28
Pageviews per day: 8.37


The deadline is set for AUGUST 10TH. Unless someone requests more time, I will not extend it anymore.

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD
2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]
3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]
4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]
5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]
6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for AUGUST 10th, 9:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^


PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:

- [link]

-
-


- [link]



]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19053224/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/19053224/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 08:37:52 PDT

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD

2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]

3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]

4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]

5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]

6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for AUGUST 10th, 9:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^


PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:



- [link]
- [link]






]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/18596309/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/18596309/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 09:45:31 PDT

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD

2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]

3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]

4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]

5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]

6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for June 31st, ends at 6:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^


PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:



- [link]
- [link]






]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17942589/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17942589/ Tue, 13 May 2008 18:42:06 PDT and TO DEVIANTART~

Yus....as i said before, it's contest time! because i really need something to cheer myself up, and i really wanted to know if somebody even knows i exist but watches me. +_+ i have enough of heartbreak right now.

anyhoo....the contest: i decided NOT to put up a lineart, because currently i have artist's block, or whatever you call the disease of the hands don't want to draw what you have in mind. XD

THE CONTEST: you have these choices to choose from:

1) draw what you think i look like in real life. you can note me if you need facts. XD

2) you can draw my Naruto OC Yukishiro Mitsuki [link]

3) you have my goddesses to choose from. the best ones are: [link] and [link] and [link]

4) you can also draw myself in my chibi DA form! XD [link]

5) and lastly, you can draw my OC couple, yoh and jun! [link]

6) however, you can choose to surprise me with your own creativity.

ALL OPTIONS ARE OPEN TO ALL WHO WANTS TO PARTICIPATE.


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for May 31st, ends at 6:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^


PEOPLE WHO CURRENTLY SAY THEY WOULD LIKE TO JOIN:



- [link]
- [link]




]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17926752/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17926752/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:36:27 PDT
anyhoo, the contest....i will put up the lineart as soon as possible.


hmm.....i'll tell you these: i have chest-length black hair, brown eyes,


the contest rules:

1) deadline is set for May 31st, ends at 6:00 PM PACIFIC TIME.
2) you can do a background if you like.
3) i will be judging on effort, designing, good combination of colors, and the most colorful.
4) PRIZES:
1st place - 3 Requests
2nd place - 2 Requests
3rd place - 1 Request
Everyone else who participates gets a fave, and a watch if I haven't already! ^^

so.....pop in online and i'll put up the lienart ASAP.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17830130/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17830130/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:50:52 PDT
1) our 3rd quarter just ended on friday, and now i'm worying about my grades, and whether i have a 4.0 or a 3.5 GPA.

2) we switched partners in french class in school, so i'm partnered with my friend "Charlotte" who is.........not very goot at french.

3) i ruined a friend's life..........and i won't ruin it anymore to tell why.

4) i'm depressed. the guy who my some of my friends say likes me is IGNORING ME, AVOIDING ME, and actually BLOCKED, DELETED, and MARKED ME AS SPAM on yahoo messenger. ><

5) my brother is drivng the whole family crazy because he doesn't want to go to teh college they want him to go to. he wants to go to OHLONE when he can go to IRVINE. psh. and he wants to have FUN in the summer instead of taking CLASSES and studying. he doesn't want to go to taiwan to visit our grandparents, he only wants to go stay at sean's brother's house in taiwan to go to the olympics. T_T he's seriously driving my parents insane.

6) i miss my late grandmother

7) my mother is going back to taiwan to visit my hospitalized grandfather (my mom's dad) so im stuck with my brother and dad for the next two weeks with computer freetime. i dunno to be happy or depressed.

8) i have artist's block right now. i can't draw feet or legs.....only faces and hair......><

still, i put on a happy face and mask my emotions this past week.

however, i am not going to mask my emotions anymore. so at school my classmates might see a red-eyed dopey face coming to class. ME.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17399745/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17399745/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 14:45:15 PDT I'll do ten free sketches. First 10 to reply get one.

BUT! THERE'S A CATCH.
If you reply, you have to offer 10 free sketches in your journal too. ;D Have fun!!

1) - kai and ayu, again. DONE --scan!!!!
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)

oh yeah and....if you guys are done reading my manga pages........leave a comment on my page, anywhere, so i can delete them. they're too horrible for my gallery.



Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (no, i KNOW i am ;D)
[] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. (i am lk PALE)
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home. (thought seriously about it)
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
Wow, none. is that good or bad?

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[] I have a job
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (i guess.)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry. (they never made me cry ;D)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane. (lol, ear pops)
[] I've been to Canada. (BEARS.)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (i wish ><
[ ] I've been to Europe. (ditto)
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (happy pajama day!)
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. (it was boring.)
[x] I've been in a play. (not voluntarily)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (it was pathetic)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. ( i know. HARDCORE)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17367948/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17367948/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 14:41:45 PDT I'll do ten free sketches. First 10 to reply get one.

BUT! THERE'S A CATCH.
If you reply, you have to offer 10 free sketches in your journal too. ;D Have fun!!

1) - kai and ayu, again. DONE --scan!!!!
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
7)
8)
9)
10)

oh yeah and....if you guys are done reading my manga pages........leave a comment on my page, anywhere, so i can delete them. they're too horrible for my gallery.

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17348075/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17348075/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 13:51:41 PDT 16 so i can be in high school already. sweet damn 16.

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
.....gosh can't you ask a question that happened a year ago isntead of in ancient history?
awright, i was at home watching tv. about to go to school. >:U

3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
eh....i don't use vending machines, but i'll probably start cursing.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
ERM NO. seeing as i'm kinda mean towards guys. esp.

5) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would it be?
ON MY ARM.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
well, i'm studying french in school right now. but i wish i were fluent in spanish so i could also go to spain and france when i'm older. oh and maybe korean, so i can understand what my korean friends are talking about. oh and of course japanese, because i have some japanese friends and i love going to japan. which happened six years ago. LOLZ.

7) Do you know your neighbours?
no, i'm not very socializing. i sit in the house all day.

8) What do you consider a holiday?
TIEM WHEN I DONT HAVE TO PLAY CELLO OR PIANO.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
erm.......

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
maybe.

11) Are you touchy feely?
erm what?

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
WUT?

13) Dream job?
AN ARTIST! OR A SINGER! OR....i dunno. OH YUS A COOK!
or a history teacher. or a language teacher.

14) Favorite channel(S)?
UM........CHANNEL V IN TAIWAN!

15) Favorite place to go on weekends?
erm........nowhere?

16) Showers or Baths?
.......WUT?

17) Do you paint your nails?
YUS. but with stickers i bought esp. in taiwan. 8D

18) Do you trust people easily?
i'll have it bluntly. i trust no one.

19) What are your phobias?
the.......hmmm....mom-o-phobia.

20) Do you want kids?
i don't want any with jackie.

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
um no... i used to...

22) Where would you rather be right now?
TAIWAN or JAPAN or FRANCE

23) Heavy or light sleeper?
HEAVY. i snore.

24) Are you paranoid?
yes. about a lot of things.

25) Are you impatient?
yeah.. reeeaally impatient

26) Who can you relate to?
.........wut?

27) How do you feel about interracial couples?
FTW?

28) Have you been burned by love?
three times.

29) What's your main ring tone on your cell?
erm. i don't know how to do that.

30) What were you doing after midnight last night?
sleeping with an aaron yan teddy bear. LOLZ.

31) What did the last text on your mobile phone say?
GET ON YIM.

32) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
aaron yan's. JK. LOLZ. OBESSED WITH AARON YAN FROM FAHRENHEIT.
my own. duh.

33) What color shirt are you wearing?
black.

34) Why is there no question here?
wtf are you asking me?

35) Name three things you have on you at all times~?
CLOTHES..GLASSES......MOAR CLOTHES....

36) What color are your bed sheets?
um....pinkish....white?

37) How much cash do you have on you right now?
i don't have money on me. i hide it. from my dad.

38) What is your favorite part of the chicken?
none. i'm not a fanatic over chicken.

39) What's your favorite town/city?
TOKYO!

40) I can't wait till?
I SEE MA CHERE ANDREW IN SEPTEMBER.

41) Who got you to join myspace?
my "dear" friend megan. notice the lovely sarcasm.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
candy.
jk, pot stickers.

43) How tall are you barefoot?
5'3. no biggie difference from wearing shoes.

44) Have you ever smoked heroin?
WUT?

45) Do you own a gun?
i really want a katana.

46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
milk

47) What is your favourite weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
flirtation. charming laughter, helpfulness, be smart, know the right answers, AND.....dress in a sexy way. i learned that sexy word from my dear jackie. i enjoy flirting with guys. cute ones, i might add.
have i shocked everyone here?
- turns around to see a pile of corpses of friends -

48) Do you have A.D.D.?
.....wut?

49) What time did you wake up today?
11:00 AM.

50) Current worry?
I NEED TO FINISH THE MANGA PAGES AND GODDESSES I"M SUPPOSED TO DO.
worrying if a certain somebody likes me or not. begins with an A. oh wait, another person also begins with an S.
worrying abo... ]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17047169/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/17047169/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 20:13:58 PST 気持ち膨らんで行くばかりで
君輪この思い気d図いているのかな？
一度も言葉に輪してないけど

雪のようにただ静かに
降り積もり津d図家手行く

Hold me tight こんな思いなら
誰かを好きになる気持ち
知りたくなかったよ
I love you 涙とまらない
困難じゃ君の事
知らずによかったよ

君をいつまで思っているのかな？
ため息画窓ガラス曇らせた

ゆれる心ともすキャンドルで
今溶かして行けないかな？

Hold me tight 折れるほど強く
木枯らし吹雪二であっても
寒くないようにと
I miss you 君を思うたび
網掛けのこのマフら亜
今夜も一人抱きしめるよ

永遠に古雪があるなら
君へと津dずくこの思い隠せるのかな？

Hold me tight こんな思いかな
誰かを好きになる気持ち
知りたくなかった世
I love you 胸二個見上げる
冬空に叫びたい
今すぐ君に会いたい世

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16905269/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16905269/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 20:23:31 PST 夢のやさしさかな？
うそを全部
追い隠してる
ずるいよ根

旅立つ君に
さめた背中見せて
聞いていたよ
一人戦うの？
ずるいよ根

”帰ってくるから”
追い越してゆく気味の声
維持張って
強い不利
時を戻して
叫べばよかった？
いかないでと涙こぼしたら？
今輪できる
どんなことも

いえなかった
１０００の言葉を
はるかな
君の背中に送るよ
翼に変えて
いえなかった
１０００の言葉輪
傷ついた
君の背中に寄り添い
抱きしめる

夢の続き輪
君を思いながら
あの日のこと
忘れた振りして
ずるいよ根

手紙を書くから
視線そらした君の声
維持はって
強い不利
よきを戻して
起こればよかった？
待てないよと方を落としたら？
今輪できる
どんなことも

聞こえてる？
１０００の言葉を
見えない
君の背中に送るよ
翼に変えて
聞こえてる？
１０００の言葉輪
疲れた
君の背中に寄り添い
抱きしめる

いえなかった
１０００の言葉を
ぁぁぁぁ。。。。
君の背中に送るよ
翼に変えて
聞こえてる？
１０００の言葉輪
ぁぁぁぁ。。。。
君の背中に寄り添い
ぁぁぁぁ。。。

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16771656/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16771656/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 14:57:11 PST
xDDDDDDDDDD

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16541400/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/16541400/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:20:59 PST then i saw this in dragonwolf75's journal and i decided to post it too to cheer me up

FINALS GALORE......


[x] Are you Asian in the first place? (taiwanese, fuckyeah)
[ ] Were you born in an asian country?
[ ] Do YoU tYpE lIkE tHiS aLoT?
[x] Do you eat rice almost every single day?
[x] Can you use chopsticks? (sometimes, i prefer spoon 8D)
[x] Have you taken chinese/korean/etc school as a kid?
[x] Can you speak an Asian language? (duh)
[X]Do you spike(guys)/highlight(girls) your hair?
[ ] Do you have an "azn crew"?
[x] Do you get at least a 3.0 gpa?
Total: 7


[] Have you designed a website before?
[] Do you know the song "got rice?"
[x] Do your sns/email have/had the words: AzN, gurl, boy, sweet, cute, hot, dragon, babe, angel, lil, princess, Xx...xX, oO..Oo, etc?
[x] Do you take off your shoes before entering someone's house? (I AM CHINESE)
[x] You have both an Asian and an English name
[x] Do you watch anime? (MOAR KAGETORA!)
[] Do you listen to techno?
Total: 4


[x] Do you listen to Asian music? (Find Happiness for You!! <33 aaron yan)
[x] Have you watched Asian movies? (korean drama hellyeah)
[ ] Can you talk really fast??
[x] Do you drink pearl milk tea or bubble tea?
[ ] Do you play a lot of computer games
[x] Are you a master at DDR?(HA IM GOOD BETTER THAN MA BRO)
[x] Do you play the violin/piano/clarinet? (um hello? im chinese??)
[x] Do your parents beat you up if you get bad grades? (my dad all like....U GOT A? WHY U NO GET A+ HUH?....>.>
[x] Do you/your parents drive an Asian made car? (BOOM)

Total: 7


[x] Do you draw?
[x] Do you speak your Asian language w/ your friends?
[ ] Do your relatives own a restaurant/market in an asian community? (noo)
[] Do you slurp soup? (NO CAUSE MY MOM TAUGHT ME MANNERS)
[x] Do you know what kimchee is? (ew)
[x] Have you visited your home country (Asia) at least once? (hellyes)
[x] Does your house smell like incense once in awhile? (yesur)
[x] Do you have/had glasses or braces? (glasses lol and braces)
[x] Do you like to read?
[x] Do you have an allowance?

Total: 8


[x] Have you eaten dim sum/dumplings before? (nomnomnom)
[x] Do you have tons of cousins/siblings/uncles/aunts/etc (ya lez see....cousins 8D)
[x] Can you twirl a pencil between your fingers *twirl twirl
[] Have you ever solved a rubric's cube? (LAZYLAZYLAZY)
[x] Do you read manga?
[] Is the mall your hang out place?
[] Do you think that you're short? (nooo 5 ft 3 taller than cousin!)
[x] Do you/your parents save ketchup pckts/napkins/etc from restaurants for "later use"? (UH YEAH IM CHINESE)
[x] Do you have Asian pride? (FUCK YEAH)
Total: 6

OVERALL TOTAL : 32/46

]]> ~kokoro-no-innocence http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/15288508/ http://kokoro-no-innocence.deviantart.com/journal/15288508/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 18:44:36 PST projects galore.......
you probably won't see me posting a lot this month because of the finals and projects and homework....and trying to do it right under my formidable mother's nose.

any art requests? send a NOTE to me please!

LIST OF THINGS TO DO:
1. my series of goddess art (5 more to go! yay!)
2. art - in your arms, smile
3. gift art for
4. gift art for
5. gift art for
6. gift art for
7. naruto OC....ideas plz...>_<
8. my series of magical twins
9. bald chibi collab with

a lot of stuff to do......

FRIENDS IN DA:


FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE: