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Enjoy.
<sub>I'll find a way to devwatch most of you, again. Be patient. ^_^

(edit/ Just showed the icon, felt like doing that.)</sub>

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/11248258/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/11248258/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 17:37:27 PST _{(For so many reasons. + paintings on its way, then.)}

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/11170078/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/11170078/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:07:32 PST

I wish you all the best.

_{For me? I hope the things I want to happen this year will happen.
Whatelse... Art! I have ideas, sketchbooks ready, ref photos taken, etc.
Photoshopthing from a while ago: [link]
I need a new scanner.}



]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10709998/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10709998/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:17:02 PST I
AM
IN
LOVE

Apart from that, a huge delay in my scanning...drawing...painting. Be patient?
Secondly. Plans to still move to another account, so it's accessable for other (internet)friends as well.

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10422273/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10422273/ Tue, 17 Oct 2006 10:58:00 PDT I await you too long for those five, wonderful and everlasting minutes, although I never really seem to care. Your name floats around in my head while I should be sketching the words my teacher scribbles on her blackboard. Black ballpoint pens draw hearts instead of words on those squared papers which should only contain historical names and certain dates. I want to spread my arms and dive into your breathtaking words, but I keep hitting that screen and those pixels. I know April will bring unforgetable moments, but will you hold me close when we sit on the yet to become green grass? Will we both lie down and chase cars around our heads? Will you and me be the you and me I want us to be? Will you love me the way I love you?


_{(Illustration of this is on its way.)}

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10292205/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10292205/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 11:11:52 PDT Fishes.

Ideas.
- Getting along with illustrating my written things.
- Getting shoes to paint the fishes on.
- Spread my fishes.

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10070037/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/10070037/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 12:37:48 PDT [link]
Enjoy. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9985887/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9985887/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 08:04:56 PDT Any difference? No.

Anything about senses is welcome, as well.

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9858895/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9858895/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 06:52:20 PDT


_{And I still feel so much love..Meh, heaven.} ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9818087/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9818087/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 16:15:02 PDT one.
Love.
Love. _heaven
Love.

two.
Birthday on the 26th August.
I'm expecting so many cards and everybody is planning and I end up sitting here extremely curious. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9750214/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9750214/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 15:51:24 PDT Enjoy reading, it's some personal information that probably isn't interesting.
one.
I met him around a month ago on the festival. We didn't speak to each other. I just watched, looked at him, gasped, stared and all the other forms of looking or using your eyes.
4 days of festival. Gotta love Rock Werchter.
I went with my niece to the festival and us two joined a whole group who my niece knew better than me. Several girls, a couple of boys and him.

Now, a week or so later I saw my niece again and she told me he had been talking about me on the train back home and a while later when he'd seen my niece again. He also asked for my phonenumber.
She liked to tease me with the fact that I liked him.

She has to finish her tests first before I can go back to her. She took photos. Yes, one of him. I'm waiting untill I get that photo in my hands and untill I hear she passed my phonenumber.
Whether I'm in love or not, not sure. Whether he likes me or not, I can only guess from the things my niece says.
I really hope to see him again, once.


two.
Around 1 and half year ago I started playing a game called Puzzle Pirates. Yes, a game about pirates. It's a multiplayer game with several chats, so, you're constantly in conctact with a lot of players all over the world.
I've met one girl in real, already - who lives in the Netherlands. This Friday I'll be going back to there to see her again and meet 2 other people. Online friends.

2 weeks before the 15th August 2005 one of the, on that moment, close friends asked me to marry in game. I married 2 weeks later. This is all pretending, fake and such. For fun. I celebrated my 1 year on the game with all the great friends I made. Yesterday was the 15th August and yes, I did celebrate my 1st "online wedding anniversary". Over the past year I've seen him on the webcam, had wonderful chats with him, I've seen his roof on Google Earth (I know, in other words, exactly where he lives) and we've had great laughs.
Not sure if you can call this an online boyfriend, but I prefer not to call it that way. I find it hard to "love" somebody through the internet who you've never met before.

I'd miss him if he'd suddenly be gone or when everything suddenly ends. I love his pressence, on the game or on MSN.
I'm going to England next year around August to just see England and to eventually meet up some of the friends I made on the game. They just totally RULE my s0xxs!.
And yes, he's on the list too, of the ones I want to see.

I know some from the game who've met each other, fell in love and are a couple now.
I have no idea if this is what I want, especially because of things I wrote in part "one.".
I'm not even sure what he expects. So, for now, I'll be doing what I've been doing. Just enjoying the pressence of him and all the other "pirates" I know in game. And, of course, enjoy this Friday.
- If you feel like trying the game, feel free. But keep in mind: once you've found the fun in it, it's hard to stay off it. I'm still playing it for the chats and to enjoy the puzzles now and then. But mainly for the chats. I'd be able to stop playing the game if I'm sure every single friend is on my MSN-list.

To join - [link]
You'll automaticly land on the Ocean/crew where I am. And yes, I'm the Captain there. Saltalt. It's not the pirate where I play the most of the time on - but feel free to poke me when you see me online as Saltalt.
But really, consider first if you really want to join and if you're able to step back to eventually do other things. It's just forcing yourself, I'd be able to do it if I wanted to.

three.

Besides the love-thoughts in part one. and the wonderful moments I share with my 'online-pretending-and-enjoying-it-husband' I'm great! I'm getting several ideas for some drawings (will scan), my birthday is coming and I'm going to see my niece and nephew more often next week. They're like my bestestsests friends ever!
The friends who I still called "friends" last year are at the end of their chapter and will most likely dissapear thanks to my stubbornness. Not that I care, I never intended this year to keep the friendship running.

School starts in 2 weeks and I'll sit with maximum 3 in a class now. (2 of the 4 have to redo their tests, but, I'm afraid 1 won't make it). Last year and there'll be one PWNage-project where I'll put all my energy and free time in..If I'm ever able to switch off the gam... ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9720714/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9720714/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:33:07 PDT [link] - 1.
[link] - 2.

Mouse. 10 minutes.
I suck. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9609743/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9609743/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 16:44:23 PDT We'll see wether this'll work on not.

Scanner. Works. _{for now.} ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9560988/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9560988/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 01:16:52 PDT Which I, of course, forgot.
Go sis!


August started and there's a lot that will happen that make me one lucky and happy girl on earth. I feel it.

Also - art will come; if my scanner doesn't ruin the colors like it did to my watercolor-paintings. I'll try to fix that.

Love. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9179803/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9179803/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 14:46:35 PDT I ended up opening OC, licking it and closing it again.
_slapme.

No, I did draw something. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9029800/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/9029800/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 16:45:57 PDT [link]) didn't work out. _{(might retry later)}


I should draw. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8788872/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8788872/ Tue, 16 May 2006 13:46:57 PDT
[link]

_{New start. Let's see who much this sucks.} ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8450992/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8450992/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 17:02:09 PDT Now. Soon.
Let's get some sketches first to fill the new gallery that I'll be making.

Had a lot of nice. Bad. Great. Wonderful. Asskicking. days/weeks/months.

A new start is welcome and needed.

_{(Will post the new link soon.)}

- - -
[Edit.]

Coming soon:
I'm in love again. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8375787/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8375787/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 16:22:43 PDT
I might move accounts. Might just leave.

- Love ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8345149/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8345149/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 15:52:16 PDT

Ah, DA is still there. I totally forgot.
I'm not going to promise things, since I'll never finish them anyways. Enjoy the rest of your day. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8112773/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8112773/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 09:24:49 PST Current obsession, which will lead to my following project [in my head/area]: Medusa.


You can expect some sketches, doodles, nothing, much, a bit.



[Any single doodle, sketch, photo, picture, etc of Medusa herself is/are welcome.]

[Edit.]

First painting will be done on a wooden plate. No idea what the size is. I hope to finish it by the end of the week. Will take a photo of it and prepare a second wooden plate for the second painting.
Also, I bought a sketchbook that will only be used for Medusa and her friends/enemies/etc. Will scan certain parts from it soon. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8048091/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8048091/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:17:09 PST back from unactive. I placed some post-it's on my screen, so I shouldn't forget to finally start coloring. Some need a nicer lineart as well.



Erm. Something else?
Yes --
Stupid holiday ends in 3 days..WHY why why .. Next holiday in 3 weeks. I can't wait.



PS: CD of My Chemical Romance [Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge] is pure .. **** [Fill in yourself.]



Ooooh and I dyed my hair. Say hey to Miss Black. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8019582/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/8019582/ Mon, 27 Feb 2006 15:44:40 PST kid with only three things to say:

1. I live in a whole other world. Ideas, scènes, pictures and other stuff pop in my head and stay in there till I write, draw or type them down.

2. I have paper, sketches and stuff everywhere in my room who aren't even worth looking at it.

3. I'm avoiding OC for a reason that I don't know.




+ I'll scan. Really. I will. Tomorrow. I'll try. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7968666/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7968666/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 05:34:31 PST




[Just give her so much love now!] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7843385/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7843385/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 03:52:03 PST Sick. Have been spending my whole week on my sofa, making like 100 crosswords-puzzles and drawing in the lil book. Will scan that -once-.

Anyhow, I scanned. Yes! [?]


Also. Deviant ~koyrai has 247 new messages ( 247D )

.. No comment on that.


And not to forget: more scans will [once] pop on your sreen [again]. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7788301/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7788301/ Fri, 03 Feb 2006 08:28:25 PST

+ See you soon. Maybe. With uploads. Probably. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7648120/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7648120/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 12:29:57 PST Koi: [link]
(Same pronounciation.)


[Most sad thing: I didn't know .. ]


[Also] .. What the hell am I doing here? I'm gone again. ..
[Also.2.] .. Sexy kid on the bus: smile back next time. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7592256/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7592256/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 12:29:03 PST
Also. Forget me. Forget what I promised. You'll get it. On the top of my list [as always]. I'm here. I'm not.



You won't see me often.
On MSN? Yes. A lot.
On my chair, sitting in front of the screen to line again? Yes. Often.
On my feet, in front of my painting easel? Yes. Even more than anything else.
On DA? Maybe.


[Try to understand it. And yes, I'll probably be gone. I'll upload. Once. Twice.] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7495110/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7495110/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 02:48:08 PST I have two things to say:

1. I'm not sure how long it'll take till I finish some stuff. But my week is completly full, same for next week since school starts again.


2. My mood .. I .. -sighs- .. Something has to happen again to get my mood up. I get headaches from this bloody feeling.
I need a hug .. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7398253/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7398253/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 02:08:27 PST

I thought that I'd have more time to finish pictures. But I'll upload them all the same time. There are sketches, ideas, linearts and so on. But no colors. I'll paint some too, I have more time for that since I can do that while watching something

Anyways, enjoy your holidays, I'll get the pictures sooner or later ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7298354/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7298354/ Tue, 13 Dec 2005 05:56:43 PST Summer has come and past. The innocent can never last.

]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7278988/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7278988/ Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:44:36 PST

You won't see me for a while. I'll get myself and my sketchbook in a dark room, trying to find myself a bit and to hope that I'll make drawings that aren't insulted or w/e.


I'm not running from anything. Not.


X-mas gifts will get finished, I'll send you a link via note. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7270776/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7270776/ Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:46:40 PST Thank you.

---------------

My answer:

I'm aware of the fact that defending me here is pretty hard, although, I don't really get what I have to defend.
I've read several comments here and I don't seem to be the only one with another opinion.
dA is a place where a lot of artist are and a lot of different styles. Let's put some in a list: Anime, Cartoons, Photography, etc.
That you pick one of those styles that you like to draw is normal, it's like picking a favorite color, clothes, music you like, films you watch, opinion you have, etc. Well, drawing or having a style is likely the same.
To give an exemple: I like to wear 20 different shirts, but I won't go to a person who does the same and screams that they stole my idea. I won't put names on a list when I hear that they like the same song or that they picked the same favorite color.

To come back to the drawing parts. I've been chosing between drawing Anthro-animals and Anime when I was younger. I didn't get my Animes right and started with animals. I started to draw my cats. I came on Neopets [www.neopets.com] and -as you might know- there's a Beauty Contest where the owner of the Neopet can draw a picture and let people vote. I threw a lot of those sketches away, but I have some sketchbooks where I drew in a bit and I still have those.
[link]
My first picture that I uploaded on dA. You might have seen my gallery and you probably noticed that my style changed. I've been searching for a nice way to draw my chars.

You're probably have art at school too and I started with it this year. My teachers tell me often to search names of artists. They ask you what your favorite artist(s) is/are. The same happend to all those people on dA. You probably did the same without knowing. [but I'm not insulting you that you stole stuff.]
You search artists that share the same ideas and styles. This does NOT mean that you're stealing. the word "influence" [or however you spell it] exists too.
I don't only see this things happening only at dA, but only in the real artist-lives. There are so many artists who used the same poses.
An e.g.:
You probably know this painting: [link]
[link] <-- same painting but painted by another artist in probably another century.

Those artists didn't lose THEIR names or got insulted that they stole the picture. The names are still known and they just say that they used the same pose or got inspired by.

We're living in 2005 -almost 2006- and every single style is invented. You're not able to be unique anymore. Every single pose is used. Every singly object is used. Every hairstyle and way of dressing yourself is used already. Putting masks, injuries, bandages, glow sticks etc at a picture or a char isn't just your invention. Don't Batman and Spiderman wear masks too? If I'm not wrong then Pirates lost arms, legs and eyes too. They had earrings too. I have earrings too.
Having a long black jacket isn't that unique too. I can send you a million of photos with people who wear long black jackets. And not to forget: The Matrix too.

I have never copied a picture before. Yes, I've seen your artworks. Yes, I've been loving your art. But I love Michelangelo too. I love a lot of artists, but there is a bit in yourself that choses one style.

I'm an artist and I work on my pictures. I can upload all my sketches and paintings if I want. All the things I made at school or just in my free time.

Using OC or Photoshop, using the same way of shading or the same tail isn't a crime you know.
People has a huge fantasy, but they end somewhere. You're not able to invent something that is already invented.

The real art thieves are the ones who save the made picture, upload it in their gallery or put them in OC or Photoshop, use a layer, uses the same linearts, colors it and tells everybody that it's theirs.
THAT is stealing. Having the same hairstyle, using a tail on an anthro (that's why they call it an ANTHRO) isn't stealing. Using the same pose isn't stealing either, because how are you able to INVENT a pose...a pose...

Think about this stuff first before you blame somebody.
Thanks for reading and have a nice day.

---------

Thanks again.

X-mas status: [link] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7252345/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7252345/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 02:07:08 PST
- [ ~Shmickins ] -- Sketch is done.
- [ ~Lubrian ] -- Idea is here.
- [ *sapphire-hedgehog ] -- Big questionmark at the moment.
- [ *whitedemon ] -- Idea is here.
- [ ~dogbreath ] -- Big questionmark at the moment.

- [ =maygikal ] -- Big questionmark at the moment, but I have a bit of an idea.

Card-Trades:
- [ ~Aeshin ] -- Sketching.


I'm still adding and I'll prob color some in OC though XD. AND sorry if I forgot you. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7235451/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7235451/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 05:29:48 PST knew how to spell it] . . I better not try it.

[evil exams. ]

Christmas Card-Trades:
[ ~Aeshin ] -- Don't know yet what to draw.

And yes, they're open ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7212843/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7212843/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 14:40:06 PST Black bow and so beautiful O_O


2nd. X-mas is coming. I wanna find a way to make something for you guys. So I'm planning on painting [aquarell] a Christmascard for you all in general.
I'm thinking of maybe accepting some Card-requests. Not sure. Since I dunno if people want me to do it or will ask me. I might turn those requests into trades, so you make me one back :S erm..dunno yet.


3rd. I finally heard something of my friend. So it'll be time to explain a bit. But that's for later. [sigh] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7182668/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7182668/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 04:46:13 PST


-long sigh-..I'll explain it later. I'm angry now. I hear everything about one of me best friends from other people. no phone, no mail, no word, no letter, just NOTHING. thanks again.


[and art will come. I'm lazy, way too lazy and busy, way too busy] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7141608/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7141608/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 14:24:44 PST
Also.

Crea: Hey look it snows!
Good that you noticed that.
Crea: ... -coughs- Let's get out and make a snowman and then we just grab a gun or a sword and KILL IT! -laughs which sounds quite evil-
T_T
Crea: -still laughing, but more evil now-
Let's make snowangels instead..?
Crea: <_< You and your dumb ideas!
-shrugs-
Crea: . . .


And yet one of those pointless converstations that I like to have in my head. I'm nuts? or just dumb. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7105477/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7105477/ Mon, 21 Nov 2005 13:18:38 PST w00t ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7078764/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7078764/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 08:31:00 PST wtf?! so fast?!! and thenacough].

So, I won't have time to scan, line, color on OC..and all that jazz.
But I draw when I study. Withotherwords: I'll make sure that I write on paper that's thick enough. I'll sketch and paint on it. But this won't last long.








. . [?] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7023608/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/7023608/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 01:51:21 PST 1st.

You were so friendly, too friendly. But I didn't care. I even liked it.


2nd.

My damn scanner stopped scanning again in the middle of me mountain. I'll try to upload the ones I already scanned, but since they aren't good . .

- - Oh yes, I can scream now. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6999619/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6999619/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 12:24:15 PST Anyways, I heard now that SHE broke up with HIM. She doesn't love him anymore. She broke up when they were just 1month together and instead of celebrating that.

I do think it's funny, coz his heart is broken too now. But if he'll come to me. Ha, who knows that.
I don't even know if I still love him.


I still don't get why he loved her <.< she was irritating me and I just saw her once . .




[ I laughed first, but I have no idea how to react now. I'll prob see him tomorrow since he has no school and he and his sis will prob visit me after school. ] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6968391/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6968391/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 04:33:05 PST Yes?!

Well. Next week. Promised. Scanmountain is ready. HA! ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6942968/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6942968/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 08:53:53 PST
2. Why does my mum always blames me first? Where are those nice and peaceful chats we had?


[ Yes! Scanner works. Ahum . . Let's scan?! ] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6896254/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6896254/ Sat, 29 Oct 2005 02:15:52 PDT

Scanner works, art will come. will ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6826807/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6826807/ Fri, 21 Oct 2005 10:21:15 PDT Sound of the rain is relaxing, it makes me fly away so I can grab the sky, keep it in a bottle and look at it forever.




[I'm making it myself easier by drawing instead of scanning. Won't be so easy for long. Yes, I'm drawing. . ] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6771688/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6771688/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 02:55:21 PDT Some things come together and make you smile. Thanks a lot for that smile.






[ Try to understand that. ] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6755992/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6755992/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 09:13:41 PDT


Also, my mountain of sketches is growing again. I'll have to find yet another day to scan everything.



+ ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6701303/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6701303/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 05:18:29 PDT
[link]



]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6676268/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6676268/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 08:49:33 PDT .<
however, I somehow like it.
I'm just having some problems with the background, but I'll upload the 3 paintings when I solved that problem. [Getting back to making series, Triaforms are next].

Also. tHE lINE finally got his/her/its shape. I'm going to redraw that poster as soon as I can and I'll start coloring the chars too.


Last. I'm going to try to scan the rest of the sketches Friday. I won't promise it.


]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6651815/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6651815/ Sat, 01 Oct 2005 14:25:48 PDT Friends come, go, leave you alone for 15 years and come back when you don't notice it. sucks.


I'm having problems. I'll talk about this later. Coz it's only a "to be continued.." I'll see. we'll see. they'll see.
Second. Art. is. coming. I just need.time.

Last. I feeling down every day and it gets worse. I miss my grandmother like hell. Every photo makes me swallow till it hurts. Every old lady makes me mad, coz I lost mine. Every song makes me cry. I'm just so mad, because I somehow lost her voice, her image and her way of moving. I feel so guilty, because I'm losing it. Only photos have to remind me of her face, but I can get it back without looking at one. And it makes me cry even more.


But I'm fine. I always am. [sure.] ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6606317/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6606317/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:39:44 PDT The little things push me back to the grounds and keep me there.

My mood goes up and down, which is irritating me.
I started to write the first sentences of tHE lINE and a poster is coming too [redrawing, since I totally ruined it].
Something else? Not really.
Oh yeah. Lotsa photos will come soon + sketches. Prepare, hide and cower.


]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6542241/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6542241/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 01:56:29 PDT There is too much life to live, so live the life and hang in there ..



]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6510175/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6510175/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:58:05 PDT
Ok. I wanna give the information about my new concept [tHE lINE].
It all started since I got lost in my own concept [KillingConcept]. I didn't have a basic or a background to work on, just the thoughts that I never wrote down, so I kinda ended up at the 4th page. I'm stuck there now, coz I want to put so much in it.
So, I'm going to create something that really starts at the beginning. When Eve meets Crea, Spike, Moskou and Green, Mira and lotsa more. I also want to show how Eve got Taii. Also a part of Taii and Kawai will be in it.
It'll be written and every part will have 1 black-white drawing, which I'll line in OC.

Well, that sortof is it. Just skip the journal. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6510094/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6510094/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 08:46:06 PDT Koy
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Caught it myself and also Sooki did [=etuix] yay.

Thanks all for the pageviews ~ ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6500492/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6500492/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 05:40:03 PDT
tHE lINE is going to be a new concept. This means that the Naked Sworddance and K[illing]C[oncept] will have to wait for a new start. But both will probably stay unfinished.

tHE lINE will be a serie of certain sketches - pictures - lines. I'll tell more of it soon.


Also. School. I enjoy myself there for a strange reason. But I come home and I get tired and irritated. I need more sleep.

The rest. is. just. fine. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6465363/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6465363/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 06:45:45 PDT
.. purple hair again.

.. a friggin cool class.

.. no artblock -- it's over.

.. a pile of sketches that will never get finished.

.. nothing special.


I will..

.. go again and finish my work. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6421297/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6421297/ Mon, 05 Sep 2005 09:28:12 PDT Shmickins ]. She gave me such a beautiful b-day pressie and a new icon and lotsa more.
Sooo. My way to thank her: CONTEST.

[ What I want. ]
Ok. I want that you draw in any style with any medium: A picture of my Zataii and Ickis Kawai..
Very very simple.
You're allowed to use any pose with any background with any medium. Just don't steal pictures of other people.

[ Deadline. ]
End of October -- Which will probably change because of school.

[ Prices. ]
You'll get all a fav of me [and probably of Icki too].

First Price: I'll draw you a picture of 1 or more chars. [colored]
Second Price: I'll draw you a picture of 1 char. [colored].
Third Price: I'll draw you a picture of 1 char. [just sketch - pencils].

[ Refs. ]
Zataii:
-- [link]
-- [link]
-- Rest of gallery and me favorites.

Kawai:
-- [link] [On the right]
-- [link] [On the right]
-- Ickis gallery and some of me favorites.

Zataii and Kawai:
-- [link]
--
-- [link]
-- Rest of gallery [also Ickis gallery] and me favorites.

[ Reason. ]
I haven't found a special and original way to thank me buddy for being here for me and all. So I thought a tourny especially for her would help a bit.
I'm also planning to put a simple version of Kawai and Taii on me eastpack-bag because the plain pinkness is getting boring. -- Photo of this will come --.
And I'm pretteh sure that this is a horrible present for you Icki, but I still hope you like it. You can always enter too if you want. You'll get a price too if you win.

So yeah.


Send me a note if you want to enter and also let me know when you finished the picture.


Lotsa luck and

[ Edits. ]
-- None at the moment. ]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6402624/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6402624/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 11:47:02 PDT [link] --
Go LOVE her.




Also. Icki. I'm going to give you something back! I promise. -starts thinking-.
Also. MelinaWOLF. Your artrequest is coming. Really. I hope to have it finished at the end of this month -coughs-. I know I know. I'm just so frigging busy and since I can't stay up at night to finish the sketches coz I have to wake up at 6:30am to catch me bus in time..+ the chair of my mother --I start painting tomorrow--. I'm so sorry. Eep eep. I'll do me best, really. argh. I'm so sorry.






]]> ~koyrai http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6395963/ http://koyrai.deviantart.com/journal/6395963/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 09:55:34 PDT
Second day was the same, but a bit boring during the lessons -_-. Me math teacher doesn't stop talking, me Historyteacher..well..you can't follow her speed o__O and me PE teacher. let's just say no comment.
Then you have the artclasses. w00teh. They rock totally.

I'm with 5 in a class and it'll be fun coz the girlies rock my socks and the boys, well, I'll know them soon better XD. Eep eep. YAY.

]]> ~koyrai