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8D!

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I HIGHLY recommend anyone thinking of getting into the industry to give it a go, no matter what you're skill level is.

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I've neglected you, you poor old sod. Well I'm back(sorta). I have some things to upload! RAWR.

]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/15010886/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/15010886/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 06:07:13 PDT
its safe to say im not really on DA anymore XD
i dont plan on updating and i dont browse anymore !! soooo
hope everyone is enjoying themselves!
ta ta!

]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/11280877/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/11280877/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 20:42:16 PST ok...before i start swearing...ok nvm... FUCK FUCK FUCK.
there
now, i just learned that a game ive been waiting for called Rule of Rose got banned in my country. Why do you ask? Well, lets see, it has...lezbian school girl themes (gasp!) it has minimal yet 'dark' themes/violence (GASP!) and its set in i think a catholic girls school. HMM.
yes, it has "ban me ill damage your children" written ALLLLL OVER IT. ....YEAH, so whilst i sit here and FUME because governments are clearly not up to date with society, i think ill go SHOOT SOMEONE IN THE HEAD in some OTHER horribly violent and sexual game that got thru just fine. YEAH. FUCK.

]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/10345062/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/10345062/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 07:54:15 PDT go go me. I might texture my PORSCHE that i modelled for an assignment and put it up too

]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/9091302/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/9091302/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 21:33:51 PDT well i finally put a Maya image up! i made an eyeball, im rather proud i also have a solar sytem, but i haven't had time to render all zeh planets >.< ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8927295/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8927295/ Wed, 31 May 2006 05:39:50 PDT it is GREAT and im really enjoying it, i take delight in the smallest, most obsure things... >.>
so yeah, just saying, i haven't left or anything, just pre-occupied, and everything im drawing atm i can't post coooz if someone steals it im fucked since its my portfolio /shrug ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8596335/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8596335/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 20:28:22 PDT i support it fully, tho to be honest i dont know why SILENCE was the chosen 'thing' to do on this day. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8563748/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8563748/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 17:56:06 PDT [link] jinnwoo tagged meh! that cheeky bum!!

THE RULES:

The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.

HMMM here goes...

1) i have to say goodnight to our grand piano and this "white elephant" thing my mum and aunt made for my school fair. The piano is called Bluey and the Elephant is called Mahmut ^.^ If i dont say goodnight i can't sleep.

2) i have 4 ritualist things i have to do before bed

3) I find good boys with a bad side sexy, and i will only ever notice the blonde when i walk into a room.

4) I'm bi in the sense that girls can turn me on, but i prefer the male anatomy

5) I often have vivid re-occuring dreams that envolve certain places/themes that i will actually recognise whilst im dreaming, or i assume it was real. For example, i used to dream of an interactive Museum with huge Animal statues on teh roof and a clock tower taht was the main goal of the place. For years i dreamt of it, it even got "renovated" in my dreams. Then when i was 12 i woke up and asked my parents why we hadn't visited it in ages, and they just looked at me funny.
Other ones i have are of a mall, or dinosaurs.
Dinosaurs are the current re-occuring dream thus far.

6) When i fly into a rage it becomes almost painful until its purged. I litereally want to kill something, or hurt something, or just explode. It's unpleasant and i don't like being that angry/frustrated.


HA! there you have it! all done! now, who to tag ey? hmmm....


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[link] ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8558138/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8558138/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 06:58:03 PDT
Im...im....shocked/disturbed/amused. I feel i should quote Penny Arcade here. "Burly men found....fucking." ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8474435/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8474435/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 23:52:03 PDT coz im bored...so yeah.
in other news i saw a big ass wasp try to steal a spider's mad lewt, then teh spider fought it off, but then the wasp came back but this time it attacked the spider, and flew away with it....o.O that was one angry wasp. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8457242/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8457242/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 09:00:19 PDT
YEs...i fell for it.... >.> ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8317216/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/8317216/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 18:38:03 PST well it was my birthday on thursday
i had bbbaaaad tummy bug, but i got kewl prezzies
a real Kimono made of silk, will be getting prezzies from over seas, i got t-shirts from penny arcade from dave with like "Rogues do it from behind" and stuff on them !! and the MERCH! I HAVE THE MERCH T-SHIRT! AAAAAAAAHAHAHHA
]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7955664/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7955664/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 17:59:05 PST
i have done so many chibis..and there's more to come! ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7902395/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7902395/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 01:20:35 PST We still have cat tinnies and i miss her so much.
Heres to you Rosie, Posie, puddin' n pie



]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7834615/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7834615/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 05:24:20 PST ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7234167/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7234167/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:27:58 PST hokay
so
ive got this account on DA that i never use, my t-focka one. so...
i'm going to move all not cutsy, non happy, all grusome and lucky related pictures to that account. Any future pics of such nature (including blatantly cheeky ones) will be uploaded there, leaving this gallery free for just the sweet/funny/nice/and comissioned pictures.
I'm aware that some are fav'd so ill leave the pictures here except for recent ones.
tada ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7234079/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7234079/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 23:08:24 PST lol, better get to it...just haven't been in a "cheery" mood to do any, and the moods not right neither is teh piccy. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7212354/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7212354/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 13:33:06 PST ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7067555/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/7067555/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 20:28:03 PST
Anyway, i'm feeling much better now, in fact, i feel great. progress on my house, garden, story ect = happy ktee

So, Julie(Lucky's mum) has taken a sudden turn plot and character-wise. I can't delve into all the details, but let us just say that....she has become a rather sinister character. I'm SO happy, and i have dave to thank, actually, because it was his favourite song that inspired hte plot change, and now the story is both an exploration of issues that interest me AND it has direction/purpose. SWEET.

I went driving today, and OMG forgot me wee seatbelt how embarrassing, but the tutor didn't seem to notice soo...when i said OMG and told him he was like ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6806513/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6806513/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 04:44:39 PDT
moving right along. I'm bored out of my mind...i can't wait for next year (also fear it but hey...) i know it wil be a fuck off hard year and a bit...hell, probably the hardest 14 months of my life, but it will be worth it, and i intend to stick to it. I did it with maths, i can do it again. No pain no gain.

"Hey, you're bleeding man!"
"I ain't got time to bleed."

So, im kind of thinking i wouldn't mind taking a break from my own mind for a moment....anyone got something i can draw(or at least attempt to) for them? ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6562025/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6562025/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 09:07:39 PDT Oh, and then there is Dave, the lost aardvark sitting in the midst of brief anarchy looking hungry and hopeful.
"Feeed meee? "

And this;

America is the body, the head, the limbs and the hand that holds the gun. Countries allied with the body make up the fingernails and toenails. If the body loses a nail, it can always grow back another one.

I am dying to read this book Latham has brought out, it looks hilarious. What did he say? "Last grasp at for white Australia policy"? Something to that affect. My respect for that man just keeps on growing.
NOT TO MENTION THE LABRADOR PUPPIES! THE PUPPIES!
You have to admire Howard's cunning, what better way to keep ourselves in China's good books than to send them drug sniffer dogs? He plays a delicate game of "the left hand doesn't know what the right is doing" ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6543585/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6543585/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 07:15:36 PDT ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6508751/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6508751/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 03:45:59 PDT LOL (oh go on, humor me ) ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6465135/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6465135/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 05:46:57 PDT now you hear it
Splash.

OMG everyone kept having horror stories about spiders tonight, i'm not going to bed until i have vacuumed, cleaned, dusted and tided my whole god damn ROOM.
Thank god mum and i pratically bug proofed our house... ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6457492/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6457492/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 08:59:32 PDT
that's RIGHT my little fucksters, gather 'round.
IM IN URE PANTS! IM SEXING URE MANS!
Other than that, and aside from the extreme cheekiness, all is well in the relm of k.T O_o
Generally peaceful, i should say. I finally got over the emense frustration of having to deal with fuckwits left right and centre, ie the patronising shit(s) that i shot down recently. Xmas is coming. yay. WTF is wrong with a government that can't/WON'T help its own people? Hmm? Yes? Do i hear the distant burning of shrubs? Tis music to my ears.
And did anyone see that thing with Kayne(sp?) West and Mike Myers and Chris Tucker? HOly crap that was hilarious. Omfg i wish i had a link to it. Bah.
I got called a 'colourful goth' just two or so days ago. It made me laugh.
Oh yeah and now apparently i might not be able to go to dave's basket ball final coz mum FORGOT to fucking tell me that YES this dinner thing with neighbour was on tomorrow night. FUCK
SO DIDNT NEED THAT RIGHT NOW ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6446854/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6446854/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 01:34:15 PDT i had to walk papa to the bus stop this morning with said knee and he almost got himself hit by a car because he NEVER LISTENS TO ME.
ARRRHG
I'm like "Ok so now we wait for the cars -" and off he goes, without even LOOKING!
AHH! I had to quickly usher him across! GRR!! and then i had to wait for the bus to come coz i was worried he'd get hit by that too. And he obviously resents being treated like a child, fair enough, but i wouldn't have to if he had ANY COMMON SENSE
YES
AHHHH
Other than that, the stairs are done, they look HAWT and they feell delicious. I watched Battle Royale 2 which plot wise/messege wise was as good as the first but lacked the 'impact' the first had. Rosie came out in the garden with me which made us both very happy! She hid in between the pot plants when i wasn't there
she's so cute....but we don't know how much longer she'll be with us....hopeful at least a couple of more months
But mum and i are feeling pretty damn fucking crappy about it none the less.....
Its going ot be hard, saying goodbye. I don't want to, fuck!! ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6411330/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6411330/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 06:17:32 PDT
This shit is severely fucked up. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6408908/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6408908/ Sat, 03 Sep 2005 21:01:50 PDT I think if there were an award for the "most fucked up couple" dave and i would win.
I LOVE YOU BOOOO *SMOOCH* ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6382887/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6382887/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 21:52:07 PDT ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6328570/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6328570/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 20:13:09 PDT over 200 Honor points not too mention we had a FUCK OFF AWSOME BG session just now 83 Hks for moi + 14 Killing Blows RAWR
FEEL THE POWER OF THE GNOMAGE YEEEHAW
and i had a lot of luck with the bears today too, killed a bunch, looted many many bear gall bladders and they sell REALLY WELL

sorry, had a shitty shitty shitty fuck off day yesterday so im really happy atm. plus i levelled ^_^ i'm lv 24 now
and GOD DAMN i am a POWERFUL GNOME. My str is over 90 YAR
muahahhaha
anyway, gtg, dave be here in an hour and im stiill in me jammies.
Cyas! ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6294826/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6294826/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 07:11:59 PDT
The rules are simple;

It lasts three days.
Each player starts out with food, water and a "weapon".
If more than one player survives, everyone dies.
There is no escape.

I command everyone to go and watch this film. Fucking. Brilliant.
If you were stuck on an island with weapons, your class mates, and an exploding necklace on your throat that will go BOOM if the rules are broken, ie, more than one player is alive, what would you do?
Could you kill your best friend, or your bf/gf?
And is it worth becoming a killer, discarding all that makes you a decent human being, for the sake of winning...? ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6283097/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6283097/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 21:14:34 PDT [link] has a personality test and i did it and OOOOOOOOOOooooommmgggg....

As Dave said "you don't need another type, you're type 8 down to the ground!" and it's so true. I'm like... type 8 to the core, the bone, the whatever. Everything in the in depth description of it was correct, even the "negative" aspects like;

"They have powerful feelings and drives and often have a major impact on the people around them—for good or for ill. Eights are more intense and direct than most, and they expect others to meet these qualities as well. Indirectness of any kind drives them crazy, and they will keep pushing and raising their energy level until they feel that others have sufficiently responded to them." SO ME!!! MEEE!!! OMG. How many times have i gone near insane when someone goes behind my back instead of confronts me? Or when I ask someone a question and i NEED an answer and all they can come up with is "I dunno..."?/? AARRH
annd ...
"Their Hidden Side
Eights present a tough, independent image to the world, but under their bravado and layers of armor, there is vulnerability and fear. Eights are affected by the reactions of those closest to them far more than they want to let on. They often expect that others will dislike or reject them, and so they are profoundly touched, even sentimental, when they feel that someone they care about truly understands them and loves them." yep very very true. You can block out those you aren't in love with, but that's it. Everything your lover says hits you like a sack of bricks and it HURTS. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6257915/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6257915/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 01:57:10 PDT I mean it seems to be a reoccuring theme, esp amongst americans (no offence dudes) that nakedness and sex related things are 'wrong' and 'corrupting' somehow. Well i've had it, damn it! I mean really, if people are worried about their children becoming too sexualised too early in life, then obviously it is up to the parent to grow a backbone and sit the kid down and impress upon them to importance of respecting their body and mind ect. Also, showing your love for your child (NOT in the form of spoiling them with 'stuff') is a good way of doing so. Because if they are content and full of love, they won't look for it in other people, in all the wrong ways.
Duh. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6248914/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6248914/ Wed, 17 Aug 2005 02:02:32 PDT You can see a shadowed room, there's not much in it, mostly all you can see is the door.
There's a noise in the room. LIke a 'whirring', half mechanical, half insect-like.
The door opens (and the vision flickers slightly) A young man with shoulder length hair comes in quickly and shuts the door, facing it, palms touching it. He's just realised you're in there too. He's paused and 'thinking', it appears. He turns slowly and looks at you. Cocks his head. His face is blurry. He sidles towards you, a little wary. He crouches down to peer at you. He freezes. He backs up.
He moves to a dark corner of the room and tugs at something. The vision flickers.
He approaches you a little faster, holding something but you can't see what it is. Then he swings it.

Black out.

i should try to draw this, methinks... ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6240829/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6240829/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 06:42:03 PDT Thank GOD there are architecture students like Dave and g2e!!!

[11:14:43 PM] dave_1912 says: i remembered another randomness
[11:15:09 PM] dave_1912 says: i was awere that a lot of the girls in my course were bimbos
[11:15:18 PM] dave_1912 says: but i didnt know HOW MUCH they were
[11:15:31 PM] dave_1912 says: i was prepared to give them the benefit of the doubt
[11:15:39 PM] dave_1912 says: yet yesterday, as i sat frantically drawing up some stuff

[11:15:50 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: LOL

[11:15:58 PM] dave_1912 says: the large mass on adjoining tables started loudly conforming to stereotype

[11:16:11 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: oh daer

[11:16:13 PM] dave_1912 says: fashion, social lives, parties, ect
[11:16:18 PM] dave_1912 says: on and on and on
[11:16:26 PM] dave_1912 says: and then, to top it all off
[11:16:34 PM] dave_1912 says: they formed the SITAB group
[11:16:48 PM] dave_1912 says: i nearly choked when i heard this
[11:17:28 PM] dave_1912 says: see, there's a big architecture party/social thing coming up
[11:17:32 PM] dave_1912 says: (im not going )
[11:17:49 PM] dave_1912 says: and they were planning an afterparty to this

[11:18:12 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: :S

[11:18:24 PM] dave_1912 says: and the afterparty was ascribed the acronym SITAB
[11:18:48 PM] dave_1912 says: guess what it stands for

[11:18:52 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: ...

[11:19:03 PM] dave_1912 says: wild guess

[11:19:13 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: i dunno!

[11:19:27 PM] dave_1912 says: Sex In The Architecture Building

[11:19:51 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: What the FUCK

[11:20:21 PM] dave_1912 says: it seems they want to have their afterparty in the architecture building...and a rather suss party it sounds

[11:20:30 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: RATHER

[11:20:35 PM] dave_1912 says: from now on i wipe down a desk before i use it
[11:21:02 PM] dave_1912 says: so yes
[11:21:08 PM] dave_1912 says: could they be any more hoe/bimbo?

[11:21:29 PM] never let it be sed that dr... says: LOLOLOl ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6232123/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6232123/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 08:10:07 PDT FUCKING HELL WTF IS WRONG WITH IT!?!?
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHHHHG
i go now
it's deffinately beddy bye time for the Cheeky... ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6231808/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6231808/ Mon, 15 Aug 2005 07:14:19 PDT well apparently Advent Children (ff7 movie sequel) was done mostly with Maya, the very 3D program /I'll/ be learning!! YAY!
SO HAPPY!
W00T!!!!
AND i've PRE-ORDERED (yes, that's right) pre-ordered Advent Children, muahahahaha!!!!!!
i RULE!

yup yup
suck on that 3d max LOL *cheezy* ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6205516/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6205516/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 08:19:41 PDT i had fun making the second one. A mix of three pictures, actually. *sigh*
i'm happy with the way the Queen turned out. She looks exactly as i imagined her.
Stuff is going well, all things considered.
i think i'l go to bed now... ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6174347/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6174347/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 00:35:27 PDT Thought i might share. You could say it was somewhat of a ....how does an aethist put this....like a spiritual experience but not 'god' related, if you know what i mean...
Then again, it could just be a random lapse in sanity due to one and a half weeks of averaging 6 hours of sleep...every night...
cursed insomnia...Or, i could have a fever... and of which are possible.
Anyway, so my story begins.
The house is quiet, it's windy and raining and cool but not chilly (that or i have a fever) I'm jittery from lack of sleep and have spent most of the day in bed, reading, with little or no energy to do much else, even daydreaming seems an effort. After finishing my book, i ventured downstairs to see if anyone else was up. Mum apparently has been having as little sleep as me, and my grandfather was also dozing off what ever they gave him at the dentist today. So i'm alone in my wakefulness. Curse it. Anyway, i look out the french doors and see the rain and think....I could just walk out there, into the rain, i needed a shower anyway...And funnily enough, this thought was far from disturbing to me. Rather seductive, i might say, considering under normal cercumstances i HATE the rain. So i thought...bugger it. And out i went, in nothing but my pjs and some ugg boots. Obi, the neighbour's dog, greeted me on the little landing outside. I gave him same bread, and then thought...BUGGER IT and joined him on the ground. It is still raining and windy, i should add. I'm getting somewhat wet by this stage. Still it doesn't bother me. A moment later i realised i could QUITE easily walk to the bottom of the yard. ...So i thought BUGGER IT, and i did, meandering my way down with Obi hot on my heels. Now, this is no ordinary yard, i live on over an acer of land and my house is basically at the crest of the hill. So, it's a fair walk to the bottom, and back up again. But, none-the-less, i did it, and enjoyed every moment. Suddenly it seemed to me that i really couldn't give a flying fuck whether i was fully clothed or butt naked, out in the rain. All was good. I didn't even feel the cold. I briefly contemplated taking my top off, but thought better of it, since obi was trying to jump on me and our neighbours have small children. If Obi hadn't been distracting me i probably would have stayed out there longer.
I'm tempted to go out again, but the shower is more inviting now. I've had my randomness for today.
Who knows what i'll get up to tomorrow. wish my luck tonight, i ran up and down the stairs by three step strides/leaps as my form of excercise.
Hopefully i'll sleep better tonight. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6164875/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6164875/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 02:56:40 PDT

***

That we fear at all

is a marvel of life

For fear is part of the much needed survival mechanism built
in



That we often fear what need not be feared and

Brave that which need be feared

is the tragedy often expressed in the stories of our lives



Therefore imagined Fears - are the invisible shackle that

holds us back and

prevents us moving forward on any journey

and towards any goal



As a result

All the joys arising from the journey are deprived us and

All the joys arising from the fulfillment of milestones along
that journey are deprived us



Fear therefore needs to be understood

and seen as a key part of our human capability

It needs to be used as such carefully and correctly

and in the manner it was designed to be used

For our benefit and not at our expense

and certainly never to be our master



Too often we are Slaves to imagined fears

Forever shackled to its invisible post

Forever searching and seeking for the keys to free us

Never realizing that BOTH posts and chains

are imagined objects

Creations of our minds

Fed by our thoughts

And totally dependant on us for its existence



Since we create them we are the only ones that can destroy
them ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6128382/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6128382/ Thu, 04 Aug 2005 01:46:56 PDT I think some people are actually unaware of the fact that manipulation comes with a price (once they are found out). People WILL turn on you once they realise how you have twisted them. I have many a fight where the typical 'guilt trip' has been placed on me. Once i recognise this it is VERY easy to turn it back onto the other person. Guilt trips are often irrelivent to the argument, and are merely tactics to trick a person into thinking they have done wrong. I haven't an example off the top of my head and even if i did I lack quotes.
I have decided that going into an argument and/or discussion with the intention of 'laying down the law' so to speak makes swatting away manipulative tactics OH SO much EASIER. Because i know that nothing they say will make any difference to me and what i plan on doing.
There, now that that's off my chest (something that's been sitting there for QUITE some time)
onto other things.
I am not sleeping well again, curse it. Im in a FUCK OFF bad mood right now.
anyway
i go ...bye bye all. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6119433/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6119433/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 04:47:18 PDT THAT would be HIGHLY amusing. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6119053/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6119053/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 03:07:55 PDT yay go me.
's self.
gah i need a life. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6108963/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6108963/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:51:35 PDT HAR!
I WIN!!
]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6106133/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6106133/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 21:07:04 PDT "STAY AWAY FROM THE VOODOO!!"
It made me feel flatlined haha, no, no laughing matter. So i went off that recently, im already starting to feel alive again.
a few people have asked to be drawn as chibis, i think i'll atempt that today
i HATE today's fashion for girls and guys, but esp girls. What is with all this pink frilliness?!?!
A THOUSAND CURSES UPON YE!
I've rediscovered the Stone Temple Pilots (is listening to them)
Went to dinner with old friends friday night, yet another farewell to Nadine who's buggering off to China again that girl amazes me, she's doing her medicine course in China, possibly in chinese. WOW! She freaked when she saw how long Dave's hair had gotten, and how short mine is now We (Dave and I) arrived on a sugar high (that boy doesn't need alcohol, sugar gets teh same results)
We're going to elope....ie im going to hit him over the head and stuff him in a suitcase.
Alice is going to buy him a Pirate hat for his 19th because we all know how much he wants to be a Pirate.
My sinuses have clogged up again, it must be spring... that and...no..nevermind
Having my grandfather live with us is rather draining on my poor mum plus he's like a little kid who remembers being a big strong man.
Im so fucking sick of this terrorist bullshit. I just want to get on with my life, ok? But noooo, now i find myself fretting over the amount of time dave spends on public transport. I hate worrying about stuff, and yet i seem to do a lot of that.
I curse everything. Esp terrorists and John Howard...and the Shrub LOL
CURSES!!
i need to kill something...i think i'll go masacre a Trogg camp with my Gnome.
Bye all ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6074577/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6074577/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 05:09:23 PDT
i shall post in a mo. ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6074181/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6074181/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 03:29:48 PDT ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6043134/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6043134/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:12:31 PDT be warned, CHIBIS COMETH! ! ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6028681/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6028681/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 09:14:33 PDT
I'm listening to Simply Red's "stars" and hmmm, i suddenly find that i can relate to the lyrics.
I finally succumed to the gnomish fever and made one of my own. Yes, i am a lv 10 gnome warrior girl, with silghtly off skin colour and bright green pigtails and I RULE! plus it made dave happy, james i dunno what he thinks. BUt now we are the crazy trio in our guild, Kragbag, Lagbag, and now me, Shagbag. the boys are right, there's somethign about being a gnome that just makes you want to be an idiot.... licking peoples knees and such, cheering randoms as you pass them....I also made an Orc but that's another story....!
ANYWAY
I have a new saying, "Never let it be said that drooling was a bad thing..."
i LIKE it
CRAP the wind is banging my FUCKING WINDOW. BACK DOWN BI-ATCH!
ahem
I think dave should have been born during the times of pirates...
speaking of, Alice and i bought 'thigh high' black socks with skull and cross bones on them. Im in love.
my cat's health has gotten worse. We know she's dying, we're trying to make her time with us as happy as possible, and for a while there she seemed to be getting better not, apparently.... but she seems happy, if a little confused. She's been the family matriach for years, it wont be the same without her. She's like the great great aunt i never had Poor Rosie, she survived the move, and the tradesmen, i think she did well oh but she HATES tradesmen. She gives them dirty looks through the windows hehe
Ah but in her prime she was the belle of Lower Templestowe! She's had more lovers than than i can count. lol
My dogs "yell" at eachother like an angry old couple. Missy is too daft to care and Kush thinks he's the man of the house. I LOVE MY FAMILY! Missy is the chubby and stupid little sister i never had, god bless her and Kush is the obnoxiously cunniving manipulating brother im glad i never had in human form.... is it normal for a dog to know how to "tell on you"??? Seriously. That dog wishes he were an only child. So he could have mum alllll to his fury little self. coz that's what it boils down to, he wants mum's attention, and he doesn't want anyone else getting it. If mum pats missy he comes up and shoves his head under her hand LOL cheeky bugger. Ah, such is hte way of the Flory animals. You forget they aren't human. THEY forget they aren't human. My aunt and my uncle were having a fight, during a pause in the yelling my cousin's puppy, Pablo pops his head up over the puppy barrier and tells my uncle off in EXACTLY the same TONE as my aunt had just done. We were all very impressed.

....ehhhmm....i dont know why i went on about the animals....sorry..that just...POPPED out of my head. ^.^ lol ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6010368/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6010368/ Sat, 23 Jul 2005 05:01:55 PDT have u ever met/seen someone who is so sterotypically 'odd' or 'nerdy' that it makes u want to just HUG THEM!?! So mum, dave and I are at Brunswick street, we've just had an AWSOME lunch at bubkas, mum's parking the car, dave and I scoot off to Sharmane's(sp????) the icecream place. Now, Dave and I are i suppose nerdy gamers at heart, but we dont look it on the surface. but the kids in the shop....MY GOD >.>! they were all so...oddballish!! it was Sooooo cute! and this little red headed girl with pigtails and baggy clothes and glasses took one look at dave and almost fainted. Suddenly she's in this mad frenzy of fixing her hair and pretending to fix make up that she's not really wearing whilst Dave has eyes only for the ICE CREAM!! poor girl, she must have been, what, 14? 15? she was so cute! i just...wanted to hug her.
anyway
over and out ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6008920/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/6008920/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 22:34:10 PDT ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5974535/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5974535/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 05:40:17 PDT mmm maynard
hehe
anyway.
if anyone can give me tips on how to storyboard properly i'd be ever so thankful ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5954024/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5954024/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 20:08:16 PDT but i did, coz i was hungry. yay for hunger.
and he goes back to uni in like a week so now that's fucked up coz i wont be able to see him as much, if at all. Yay. i have no social life, and even when i try to organise something people say theyll ring then dont andi dont want to ring them coz i dont wnat to fucking know why they forgot me, so fuck. whine and bitch, yay.
over and out
... ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5929793/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5929793/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 05:05:59 PDT !! HOLY FREAKING SHIT! i just got back from seeing Sin City and HOLY FREAKING SHIT MAN! that's one of the best comic adaptations(??) ive seen in a loooong while, tho i still have a soft spot for The Crow
BUT
I COMMAN ALL WHO READ THIS TO GO SEE IT! NOW!!! !! ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5892935/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5892935/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 07:58:30 PDT and my wrist, too, is out of wack.
as is my head, neck, mind and other asorted organs
i found this amusing.
kt_flory: did u like being deflowered dave?
kt_flory:
davidyoung1912 : YES
davidyoung1912 :
davidyoung1912 : very much
kt_flory:
kt_flory: ure lucky im not a man
kt_flory: and ure lucky ure not gay
davidyoung1912 : LOL
davidyoung1912 : gay or no
davidyoung1912 : you'd probably still have me
kt_flory: LOl
davidyoung1912 : you evil thing u
davidyoung1912 : and you'd convince yourself that i secretly wanted it
davidyoung1912 : no matter what my true feelings were

its true, i would. BAd kt, bad! *spank* ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5831229/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5831229/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 18:15:33 PDT happpppyyy dayyyyss! I'd hug u trev but that would be weird! goin as a bikey chick LOL hehe
ill try and take photos, since my ID is severely outdated ...like two years outdated....ahem....*coughcough*
so i hear screwing in a park is illegal....
i tried to put my rice bubbles in the fridge last night.
i dreamt dave stole his dad's car (which ended up be rather large and rather purple) and drove to my place at 3am and i just happened to be up at the time, which is probably very realistic LOL.
I managed to put my back out and almost dislocate my right leg while screwing...~_~
Annnnd...

I HAVE LEGOS STAR WARS AHHHHAHHAHAHA!!!! ! anyone with a PS2 has to get it, its freaking hilarious! Everything is lego! LEGO!
LEGOOOO!!!
]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5817381/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5817381/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 02:18:08 PDT But why? And yet if you lay open your viens and see blood, feel physical pain, those too are signs of life, but they dull the emotional ones.
so ultimately, we often forget to recognise the quieter signs of life in favor of something bold and screaming, I AM STILL HERE.
And this we condem, and psychologists explain how damaging the peversion is. I would like to know why there are not more men with degrees who will admit that perhaps the greatest crime of all is to withold love. Especially from a child.

hmm, thinking aloud, don't mind me
do dee do ]]> ~ktee http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5765783/ http://ktee.deviantart.com/journal/5765783/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 20:23:32 PDT on a lighter note, i woke up this morning to find the pony from the neighbour's two houses up standing practically on our front PORCH. ( i live in Warrendyte(sp) go figure)
so this pony has some attitude, it tried to eat the pot plants that we haven't planted in thte garden yet (just moved into new house, dont ever build, its frustrating) it loves my mum's roses lol. this is after we fed it 6 apples and a bunch of carrots. so we're trying to figure out how it got in, and mum was worried about it going onto teh road so we put a barrier up and now its in our front yard....WTH so we go out there, the dogs come out, Kush, my mum's dog, goes to investigate. NOw kush is a small ankle biter, and jsut the right size for a pony meal. he gets an attitude problem, and tried to BITE hte pony. stupid idea kush! the Pony casually leans down and nips kush on the butt. WELL, lets just say he's sitting oddly atm LOL.
so then we're tryint to stop it eating hte POT PLANTS and the HOUSE (yes its attacking the random stuff on teh porch) and it nipped MUM on the butt TOO! LOLOLOL amusing, it tried to eat ME too but i gave it a smack, it knows who's boss now. now the reason this is so amusing for us is becuase for some reason, almost every animal near us, usually other people's dogs, LOVE to come and visit us! its really werid! we feel like a ZOO!
anyway

ALSO ahs anyone seen that site "suicide girls" ??? Those chicks RULE! AWSOME! i wish i was apart of that, hehe, then again, i dont have any tattoos or pircings....i want some...lol ]]> ~ktee