http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Akumikokamura23 deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:kumikokamura23 en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:33:46 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-finding-new-work-324125000 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-finding-new-work-324125000 Wed, 29 Aug 2012 12:40:21 PDT I'm finding new work. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~kumikokamura23 There are so many great artists and writers on dA. I keep find them and it never ceases to amaze me how brilliant these minds are.

So happy to see all this great work going on in this beautiful world.
:) ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-to-be-the-last-journal-292795352 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/This-is-to-be-the-last-journal-292795352 Wed, 28 Mar 2012 11:31:40 PDT This is to be the last journal. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~kumikokamura23
To all those who read my journals thank you it is very much appreciated that you read them. All the comments that you sent helped and i have taken a lot of it on board. I am sorry for any past wrongs i did through journals but i wasn't thinking at the time. So please forgive me. Thank you to a ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Meme-278983567 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Meme-278983567 Thu, 12 Jan 2012 06:39:16 PST Meme nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~kumikokamura23
► Are you single? Indeed i am.
► Are you happy? There are times when i'm not but  in general yeah i am a happy person
► Are you bored? Everyday...=/
► Are you sad? No. not at this present moment.
► Are you Italian? Nope.
► Are you German? Nope. (Thank god!)
► Are you Asian?  Nope.
► Are you angry?Nope.
► Are you Irish? I have ancestors from Ireland... If that makes any difference.
► Are ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/New-Year-and-all-that-jazz-277006398 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/New-Year-and-all-that-jazz-277006398 Sun, 01 Jan 2012 05:02:45 PST New Year and all that jazz... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2012-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Yes i know these sorts of journals will be popping up in the next week but i haven't updated in a while...

Well its  new year so its probably right to say its a new start. And this year is going to be my year! (well i hope it is...).
I haven't made any resolutions this year because i know i'm bound to break them anyway within the first day. So i'm compiling a to do list for 2012. Things i want to do that i know are possible. Such as getting my feet off the ground and going up in the air. I want to feel as free as a bird quite literally. My ideas for that are to either have flying lessons, go skydiving or a hot air ballo ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/F-K-MY-LIFE-274200286 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/F-K-MY-LIFE-274200286 Fri, 16 Dec 2011 06:23:56 PST F**K MY LIFE!!!!!!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I hate how people take advantage of my good nature!!! I hate how people feel they can walk all over me. If i had a gun for those people i would bloody well use it.....

I hate how people take and take and take and never think of that other persons feelings! Don't they understand that we also have feelings. I hate being such a push over.

So yeah F**K MY LIFE!!!! ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-lost-my-festive-spirit-272309184 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-ve-lost-my-festive-spirit-272309184 Sun, 04 Dec 2011 05:26:13 PST I've lost my festive spirit... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Now i'm sure there are many reasons for why i feel like this...  ( i would love your opinions on it )
Here's a small list i compiled earlier though...
1) I WILL be working Christmas
2) Its come too early into the shops...
3) The magic of Christmas has been taken away by consumers... (of which i am one of)
4) Lights have been put up too early...
5) Christmas songs in shops too early...
6) Having to spend money (Which i don't mind) on things people might not e ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/We-must-stand-together-268256835 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/We-must-stand-together-268256835 Thu, 10 Nov 2011 07:21:54 PST We must stand together. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
It's a song that has a message about saying that we watch the news and learn whats going on in other countries and then just switch it off as if it never happened. That we walk past people in the street and don't think that they might want a cup of tea and a bacon roll to keep them going. Is this society that has made us think this way or is i ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Reflections-263223407 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Reflections-263223407 Thu, 13 Oct 2011 12:28:25 PDT Reflections nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Is everything i write based upon feeling? Does everyone understand the depth of the poem itself? I mean poetry can be difficult to understand if you don't read it enough. I know i find some poetry difficult to understand.

I have found writing to be a way to work out problems and feelings. Its a release from the reality i live in. At the moment its mundane and lifeless. It lacks colour and purpose. The only thing that stops me from going made is my music. Bu ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Have-you-ever-262010499 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Have-you-ever-262010499 Thu, 06 Oct 2011 10:30:04 PDT Have you ever??? nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Have you ever wanted to say something out of sorts???

Have you ever wanted to tell something to someone but you know you can't???

Do you wish everyday???

Do you smile through the troubles???

Do you wonder where its all gone???

Will you choose to listen???

Will you choose to speak???

Will you give an opinion???

What's in this for you???

What's your idea???

What's the time to start again???

Is there ever going to be peace???

Is there a chance for love???

Is there a chance to forgive and forget???

Can we start again???

Can we turn a new leaf???

Can we choose to start our lives again? ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-the-cheesecakes-fault-261411794 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-the-cheesecakes-fault-261411794 Sun, 02 Oct 2011 15:31:59 PDT It's the cheesecakes fault. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Work has been going well... Finally got back into the rhythm of things... Even with a few calamity's at work its still going well. Although i can't help feel like something's missing.... Like I've not fulfilled something...

Anyway.. Never mind that i'm sure its nothing...

There's not really much for me to say at the moment... Life's fairly quite... I don't go out other than to work and possibly shop/get petrol for my car...  So my ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/A-week-to-myself-259029578 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/A-week-to-myself-259029578 Sun, 18 Sep 2011 11:05:16 PDT A week to myself... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
And may i just say it has been a wonderful week off.

On Monday I had a day to myself. Sorted out my finances and then promptly spent them. I also had a lovely evening meal with my family and just enjoying a Monday off.

Tuesday was brill. I spent my morning with my mum. Just having a general conversation. I spent my lunch hour having a catch up with my friend Yazzy and the evening i spent with Alex. That was an amazing day.

But Wednesday was the best day. I went to Cambridge with Alex and Katie. We had beautiful weather... Such warm sunshine... W ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/A-rare-day-off-entertainment-256704337 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/A-rare-day-off-entertainment-256704337 Sun, 04 Sep 2011 09:02:41 PDT A rare day off entertainment. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 - Available: Indeed I am.
- Age: 20
- Annoyance: Long hours at work and my brother.
- Allergic: To nothing other than a social life… =)
- Animal: Cats wild and domestic
- Actor: None of them.

B
- Beer: I'm t-total
- Birthday/Birthplace: Tuesday 23rd July 1991 at the Norfolk and Norwich Hospital
- Best Friends: Alex and Chris
- Body Part on opposite sex: Don't get a chance to look at the opposite tend to be working or sleeping.
- Best feeling in the world: Happiness
- Blind or Deaf: Neither really I would rather lose my sense of taste and smell.
- Best weather: Sunny clear days with a light breeze.
- Been in Love: Not re ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Once-said-253219487 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Once-said-253219487 Tue, 16 Aug 2011 07:19:24 PDT Once said... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Someone once said to me that i have pretty eyes. This happened to be a service user i see, it kinda creeped me out, but it was a nice compliment... Normally service users ask about my hair, questions like is it natural? or do you do anything to it? or what product have you got in it to keep it so bouncy?? Just to answer those questions to you all i actually have nothing other than shampoo/conditioner put on my head... No products needed ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Well-245643024 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Well-245643024 Sun, 31 Jul 2011 10:56:36 PDT Well.... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 I mean i work a hell of a lot of hours at work.. (last week i did about 60 hrs) but that aside i just feel like me...
I still feel like the happy person i once was... I mean i have finally learnt what it means to be lonely.. Yes i still have friends... But when you work all the time and have no social life you feel like there's no point to a social life.

I miss my college days and the times i had a social life. (even if i never took the opportunity's i had given to me) You know the phrase 'you don't when you've got a good thing until its gone' well i had it ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Lets-attempt-something-shall-we-214883342 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Lets-attempt-something-shall-we-214883342 Sat, 25 Jun 2011 07:46:48 PDT Lets attempt something shall we??? nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 Let's attempt a bit of fairness.
Let's attempt a bit of love.
Let's see what humans can achieve in this world,

In a world where people are selfish,
In a world where people do not listen,
Let's make them listen.

Okay guys i know your wondering about this but i think this kinda sums up how i'm feeling at the moment. Other than over worked and tired beyond belief. This is just something i want to try, one day in my little sad life. I want to promote people of all nations and all ethnicity's to listen to one another. For all reasons. I want to bring back community spirit. Yes i know its a lot to ask the ent ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Time-to-turn-over-a-new-leaf-215519707 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Time-to-turn-over-a-new-leaf-215519707 Thu, 23 Jun 2011 07:30:38 PDT Time to turn over a new leaf... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
But i have been thinking about what's happened to me in the past, how i reacted in certain situations and i realised that i wasn't the best person during that time. (I'm speaking about my 3 yrs in college). I have been thinking about all the opportunity's i had put my way and the amount of times i turned them down. I regret it now. I know I've made this bed so i'm gonna have to lie in it but its about time i accepted the world i live in, the people i know, the way i am!

So as of today, i am going to make it worthwhile to be me. I am going to live my life t ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/For-Alex-D-215550319 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/For-Alex-D-215550319 Wed, 22 Jun 2011 07:28:38 PDT For Alex. =D nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 I cried: Hug you until you stopped crying.
I committed suicide:  Probably cry and wonder why you did it.
I said I liked you: Would return the favour and say the same aswell as giving you a hug.
I kissed you: Blush and then kiss in return. (I think)
I lived next door to you: Come and visit you everyday and spend as much time with you as possible.
I died: Cry. A hell of a lot.
I was afraid: Hold you until the fear was removed and I knew that you were better.
I started smoking: You choice, but I wouldn't be pleased but I'd never force you to stop.
I stole something: Hmm… I would probably be disappointed but ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/For-Chris-D-215582367 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/For-Chris-D-215582367 Tue, 21 Jun 2011 03:44:57 PDT For Chris. =D nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 I cried: Cuddle you until it had subsided. Then I would help out in any way possible.
I committed suicide: Be very shocked and probably cry. Then sit and wonder why.
I said I liked you: Probably blush then say the same back.
I kissed you: Umm…. To be honest, I'm not sure probably blush.
I lived next door to you: Come and see you every day just to see that you hadn't committed suicide. And to make sure that you were alright.
I died: Cry like a baby. For days on end, then sit and remember the good times.
I was afraid: Comfort you until the fear had disappeared.
I started smoking: Leave you too it, but as ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/If-I-were-217869759 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/If-I-were-217869759 Mon, 20 Jun 2011 05:41:37 PDT If I were... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 If I was a country I'd be: England!!!!
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: English Channel
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: A lemon bonbon
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be: The houses of parliment
If I was a store I'd be: HMV (Or Waterstones depends how I was feeling on the day)
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: Converse
If I was a bad habit I'd be: Annoying
If I was a swear word I'd be: F**k
If I was a ice cream flavor I'd be: Chocolate
If I was a disease I'd be: Cardiomyopathy
If I was a board game I'd be: Scrabble
If I was a feeling I'd be: Happy
If I was a ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Courtesy-of-Chris-and-Alex-P-217870190 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Courtesy-of-Chris-and-Alex-P-217870190 Mon, 20 Jun 2011 05:09:49 PDT Courtesy of Chris and Alex. =P nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

ON WITH THE SHOW!

1. How are you feeling today?
I'm not calling you a Liar- Florence and the Machine

2. Will you get far in life?
Government Hooker- Lady Gaga

3. How do your friends see you?
Rose's Turn- Glee Cast

4. Will you get married?
Somewhere Only we Know- Keane

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Heavy Metal Lover- Lady Gaga

6. What is the ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/33-questions-3-answers-218115408 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/33-questions-3-answers-218115408 Sat, 11 Jun 2011 02:49:29 PDT 33 questions, 3 answers nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 1. Sarah
2. Sarah-May
3. Sez/ Bubbles

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1.
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Went on Facebook
2. I changed my songs on iTunes
3. Tried to complete a chapter of Kathy.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My smile
2. My caring attitude.
3. My ability to be awesome for no reason.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Being to nice
2. Being to polite
3. Being scared of saying something.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. My accent
2. My strength to get things done
3. My friendly nature

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Being lonely
2. No ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/From-A-to-Z-218115640 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/From-A-to-Z-218115640 Sat, 11 Jun 2011 02:24:02 PDT From A to Z nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 B - Belly size: Not even gonna think about that one.
C - Chore you hate: Ironing
D - Dream: To become an awesome nurse.
E - Essential make-up item: Don't wear make up
F - Favourite memories: All the time with my friends and family that have made me laugh or smile.
G - Gold or silver: Silver.
H - Hometown: Norwich
I - Insomnia: Never. I sleep like a baby.
J - Job title: Care Worker
K - Kids: None.
L - Living arrangements: Bedroom at my parents house.
M - Musical taste: Anything
N - Number of pets you've had: Five (4 cats and 1 dog) plus too many fish to count.
O - Overnight hospital stays: Not by my own accord ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Pinched-from-Alex-sorry-s-218210208 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Pinched-from-Alex-sorry-s-218210208 Tue, 07 Jun 2011 11:27:57 PDT Pinched from Alex. (sorry =s) nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23 Age: "19"
Height: "5ft 2"
Natural hair colour: "Dark Brown with hints of Red"
Eye colour: "Hazel"
Skin colour: "Normal"
Glasses/contacts?: "Do sunglasses count???"
Piercings: "Ears."
Tattoos: "Never"
Braces: "Nope."
Mannerisms: "Polite, Kind, Caring, Understanding, Comical (to some extent), Sarcastic (sometimes), Intelligent (I like to think)."
Other distinctive markings: "I have short hair..."

FAVOURITE
Colour: "Red/Purple"
Band: "Paramore, Avril Lavigne, Adele, Lady Gaga, Cee Lo Green, Bjork, Florence and the Machine, Ellie Goulding, Jessie J, Josh Groban, The Hoosiers, ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-on-the-Edge-of-Glory-218863510 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-on-the-Edge-of-Glory-218863510 Thu, 12 May 2011 13:18:41 PDT I'm on the Edge of Glory. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well i had better let those who are interested in my sad little life whats been going on.

Well, i now have a car. Its a VW Fox 1.2 Hatchback. I love it. It's black and its fast. It has been dubbed my Little Black Betty. I love it to bits. Although you wouldn't know by the state of it at the moment. It needs a damn good clean out and car wash. If its nice tomorrow then i might just do that.

I have a new job which i will hopefully start in a few weeks time. I have resigned from my old job. I leave on the 8th June 2011. After two years and 3 months ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Saturday-221301372 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Saturday-221301372 Sat, 05 Feb 2011 06:14:46 PST Saturday. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2011-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I mean we used to sit and talk and laugh. Now we can only laugh at what people have written. It's like sitting in public while people snigger behind there hands at you. It sound ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/7-Days-to-Xmas-222494888 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/7-Days-to-Xmas-222494888 Sat, 18 Dec 2010 06:10:35 PST 7 Days to Xmas!!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23 All christmas shopping has been done for my family and its all been wrapped. It's just i don't feel christmassy at all this year. Normally i'm bouncing off the walls with excitment but its just that this year it feels different. It feels wrong in a sense.
Nothing makes it feel like christmas to me. Not the decorations that are up or the snow outside i just feel like i'm lost in a world of commercialism. I also fear for next year. I have no idea why i should fear my 20th year of life but i do. I feel that i'm lost. But maybe i jst need to try and enjoy the last few weeks of this year before i worry about ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Make-the-world-a-better-place-223333805 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Make-the-world-a-better-place-223333805 Fri, 05 Nov 2010 12:39:32 PDT Make the world a better place... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I don't like this time of year much. Money has to be spent for Christmas. There are more suicides this time of year because people spend this precious time alone. Family and friends should come together. They should forget the past and carry on into a bright future.

Half term is also a time when friends can forget about others. Sometimes we all need someone we can turn to. Someone who is there for us when we are in need. Sometimes when we need a ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-peeps-223457282 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-peeps-223457282 Sat, 30 Oct 2010 06:12:53 PDT Hello peeps... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23 As you can see i haven't died or fallen off the edge of the earth. To many's disappointment. (LOL)
Anyway, the world of Sarah is quiet. I don't even know why i'm doing this anyway. Guess it is just bordem and the fact i'm taking my mind off my monthly cramp in my belly. Its copable but its just annoying aching pain..
I'm still working and earning a little money here there and everywhere.
However my life is getting a little busier. I have some things going on at the moment that i won't talk about until my next entry as i don't want ot jinx them...
I hope you are all getting on well. With your work and uni lives. It looks li ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Loserrrrr-224182385 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Loserrrrr-224182385 Tue, 21 Sep 2010 10:44:29 PDT Loserrrrr!!!!!!!!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well life is slow and progressive. I am bored and skint most of the time. Whoo!!

I spend a lot of time watching Grey's anatomy on DVD. I so want series 4 & 5 on DVD. I reali want them but like i said i am skint.

However the funny thing about life is that you never know who ur gonna meet. I have made a new friend. She made my avatar. (comment on it if ya like) and she likes my writing. Tis awesome stuff. I am very proud with this revaltion as it has spured me brain into action where my writing is concerend. I have ideas running round atm. So keep looking on here i may put something new up ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Loserrrrr-224182383 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Loserrrrr-224182383 Tue, 21 Sep 2010 10:44:52 PDT Loserrrrr!!!!!!!!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well life is slow and progressive. I am bored and skint most of the time. Whoo!!

I spend a lot of time watching Grey's anatomy on DVD. I so want series 4 & 5 on DVD. I reali want them but like i said i am skint.

However the funny thing about life is that you never know who ur gonna meet. I have made a new friend. She made my avatar. (comment on it if ya like) and she likes my writing. Tis awesome stuff. I am very proud with this revaltion as it has spured me brain into action where my writing is concerend. I have ideas running round atm. So keep looking on here i may put something new up ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/How-has-it-come-to-this-224800249 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/How-has-it-come-to-this-224800249 Fri, 20 Aug 2010 11:50:42 PDT How has it come to this??? nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
We'ev grown up. Now i know its a shock to you all but sit back take a deep breath and start to beleive that you have finally become an adult.

Shame really. I liked being a child but i'm now scared. Seriously, i'm scared that i haven't got a safety net to fall into. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I need a better job. I want a decent career. I want a lot of things but theres not much i can do to make them mine.

I'm off to London next week. Its for anything special just a few days there to see the sites and act a little more poshly and to feel a bit happier in myself. I think i belong in somewhere like London, ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Better-update-225124050 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Better-update-225124050 Wed, 04 Aug 2010 12:03:37 PDT Better update. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I am currently sitting on my swivel chair updating my journal.

To be honest with you all nothing is actually happening.

I go to work, I sleep, eat and drink. I do however head off into yarmouth on the odd occasion.

I may be going to Londinium in the next few weeks. Cannot wait for that!!!

So without anything to really occupy me, I guess the best thing I can say is I'm bored.

A CONCEPT I know all to much about.

My birthday went well though. 19 and can hardly believe it.

Anyway I'm going to leave you to read this rather short journal.

Enjoy.

xxx ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-without-college-225519558 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-without-college-225519558 Thu, 15 Jul 2010 09:26:56 PDT Life without college nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
How do i pass the time now... I read, watch t.v and listen to music.... I try to not spend money yet it's inevitable... How on earth do i save money and keep occupied???

Anyway, life for me is boring... For some of you that will be a great relief for others well you may think that's not hte Sarah i know.

My driving lessons are going well. I enjoy them so much =)

However, my birthday is coming up. I can't believe that its been a year. Its gone so quickley. I feel like my life's actually runnig away from me and i'm no longer in control. And i liked that control. I liked it a lot. I like to know where i'm going with ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/At-last-226026488 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/At-last-226026488 Fri, 18 Jun 2010 09:16:27 PDT At last nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Finally we have the internet back at home so i am able to do this in the privacy of my own room. So that is when having to use my phone to access facebook ends.

College is coming to a close. I don't know if i feel happy about it or sad... I mean i'm gonna miss me mates yeah, but also it means i can start a new chapter of my life. I can now go into the world of work. Sounds scary when you put it like that... Ahhh :O

Hopefully, i will pass my driving pratical first time... It would be a dream come true... To hopefully have a car of my own and a lot more independence and not relying on my mum a ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-Part-the-First-226760596 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-Part-the-First-226760596 Sat, 08 May 2010 05:30:29 PDT Life Part the First nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I voted!!! Whop!! I feel like such an adult. For the first time in my life. Ha! =) Anyway we now have a hung parliment so my vote was pointless anyway. lol

I, as you probably all know by now, am not going to university. Due to not getting a place. Plus there is no point applying through clearing. I won't get any where i want to go anyway or on a desired course.

So i will be taking a year out and getting a better well paid job somewhere. Hopefully in a place where i know i can progress. I may even try to gain qualifications such as NVQ's or maybe even apply fo ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/OMG-226918750 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/OMG-226918750 Wed, 28 Apr 2010 12:18:21 PDT OMG!!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well let's update. Hmmm... what to say, well i have 6 brand new c.d's got them on the last saturday b4 i went bk 2 college. There awesome. My ipod is very nearly full.... oohhhhh need to get a new one, or just delete music from it. But that would be heart renching. ow!

I have finally now decided to get a new hairstyle. Although deciding that is the tricky part. Do i go short or mid length??? (leave comments if you wish)

College is going well. Ofdsted are in atm. Not been watched in an ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Friday-9th-April-2010-227349684 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Friday-9th-April-2010-227349684 Fri, 09 Apr 2010 08:45:18 PDT Friday 9th April 2010. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well lets start this off shall we. Had some great driving lessons so far. Really come on in leaps and bounds. Can't wait, gonna start proceedings into booking me Theory test. Mum said she would pay for it but i'm quite sure atm. We shall see won't we.

Anyway, got some great things coming up next week. I have a shopping trip that i am going to use to indulge myself with. Just to get a few womanly essentials you see. Plus i am meeting up with the lovely young if only just turned 18 Alex next week. And i am also celebrating Sarah's 19th as well. Can't wait for that.

So those should be go ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-ll-just-update-4-ya-227903606 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/I-ll-just-update-4-ya-227903606 Sat, 13 Mar 2010 02:24:29 PST I'll just update 4 ya. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I spent a bit of time in London, Sometime in Ipswich and 3 days at college.

I know you all wondering why was she so busy. Well Uni interviews finally started for me.
London was Wednesday. I travelled down Tuesday evening and had the interview the next day.
I made 2 new friends but i can't seem to find them on facebook. Hmmmm..... I shall however keep trying.

The London interview was great even though i sat there shivering. T felt my heart speed up as my interview drew closer and closer. London is a big scary city but you know what. I'm willing to go there as a last resort. The place looks go ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Ok-here-goes-nothing-228217116 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Ok-here-goes-nothing-228217116 Sun, 21 Feb 2010 10:48:45 PST Ok, here goes nothing. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23 I have no idea why i'm writing this, maybe i'm just really bored or just scared. Really scared.

I have been offered an interview at City London University. However transport is permitting me getting there. I know get a train. But how do i get to the train station without a drving license. So my dad is gonna take me. I think... I just have to wait for confirmation for them to switch my day for the interview round. If not its on Wednesday. Whoo!

Another thing. a certain someone keeps writing that HE'S concerned about me. He knows who he is... Anyway he has nothing to be concerened about he just needs to buck up courage to ask me the ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Is-it-really-that-time-228379298 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Is-it-really-that-time-228379298 Fri, 12 Feb 2010 07:00:32 PST Is it really that time? nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
All i know is that this week isn't gonna go well. maybe i should just hide in my room with a box of crackers and a some chocolate fingers. mum won't have to have a go at me then.

Anyway, thats not gonna be my only problem. how am i gonna keep warm. i'm already wearing 3 layers of clothing if i put anymore on i'll look like the abominal snowman. if i'm honest i want this week over and done with as quckley as possible. like ripping a plaster off quick and painless.

I want to be at college again. i really do ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-the-times-we-live-in-228410338 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-the-times-we-live-in-228410338 Wed, 10 Feb 2010 12:35:33 PST Oh the times we live in nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I have just survived one it lasted 4 hours and i feel like crap. i had to spend that amount of time in the same room as my brother. the annoying little thing he is. anyway the power is back and as u can see i am writing. yes this has a battery but i don't like to waste it.

anyway this has put me behind on me courseowkr. have to work really hard tomoz to get it all done. Anyway gotta go i need to tidy me bed and i want to relax in my own company.

Oh and i love my family but sometimes we are forced into doing somethings tah ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Is-this-wrong-228499744 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Is-this-wrong-228499744 Fri, 05 Feb 2010 12:10:45 PST Is this wrong??? nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Have i finally found me or am i only finding me???

Well i have no exams till may/june. I have found some awesome music by Benjamin Britten. And Glee is awesome.

Arranging a trip to London with Sarah. So i am having to save like mad. Cor it ain't easy i'm telling ya.

Driving is going really well. I have been told that its good that i am being authourative on the roads. And i can bay park well. More of that next week YAY! :)

I however, have two pieces of coursework to get through. Both for Health and Social Care. i don't mind these ones though. I'm interested in these ones. ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-stop-believing-228745081 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-stop-believing-228745081 Fri, 22 Jan 2010 11:46:15 PST Don't stop believing nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I have only one exam left. I have seen a hilarious film. i'm listening to an awesome song. i have fallen in love with an usa programme shown on E4. and college is finally to fall in to place.

Plus i'm loaded up with SUGAR!!!! (won't last)

I'm this happy yet i am having fiance problems. not paid yet really scary :S
Anyway two bits  of coursework for helath and social going on at the same time plus biology coursework in the lessons.

So everything is going well. Loaded on sugar feels awesome i just wanna run around and hug everyone i just wanna tell you all the nice things in m ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/You-ve-got-the-love-228920231 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/You-ve-got-the-love-228920231 Tue, 12 Jan 2010 10:19:15 PST You've got the love nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2010-2013 ~kumikokamura23
anyway sitting here in a cold bedroom due to the heat from the radiator not reaching me from behind my bed so i am wrapped up well.

But i have been wondering. What would happen if i just dropped out of college and got a job at the JPH? Would i be missed? or would i be bothered by them wanting to know where i am and what's going on? I have been wondering this for a while but i know that until i get my license that it isn't going to happen anytime soon. Although it is going well. I drove in the snow ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Baaaa-Humbug-229341240 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Baaaa-Humbug-229341240 Tue, 22 Dec 2009 05:26:21 PST Baaaa...... Humbug. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Anyway the holidays are well on there way and all i have had atm is snow. Cold wet white stuff that is not nice. Turns your noses red, hurts when you throw it and sometimes even  can give you frostbite.

Anyway apart from the snow this hoilday i have done bugger all. There are (& i'm sorry to say this) 3 days till xmas. Which means i am three days closer to going to work and seeing my father. That day will drag like it always does.

I mean don't get me wrong i like xmas but sometimes all i want to do is lie in (whi ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Hmmm-Potatoes-229641425 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Hmmm-Potatoes-229641425 Thu, 03 Dec 2009 05:19:01 PST Hmmm...... Potatoes. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23 So far this week i have had 3 different versions and i have another tonight. My family eat potatoes as if there going out of fashion. There is never anything new on the bloody plate. I swear as soon as i leave home i shall never eat potatoes ever again. There so god damn horrid. Oh and cottage/sheperd's pie is so out of the window. I wouldn't even serve that to the dog atm. It totally sucks to put it bluntly.

Well other than my rant about potatoes what else could i talk about. Well college is going well, UCAS is taking agessssss but i got one reply. Anglia ruskin said i was unsuccessfu ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Monday-9th-November-2009-230030248 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Monday-9th-November-2009-230030248 Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:58:29 PST Monday 9th November 2009 nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I do wish we could all get on a little better. There seems to be tension. *scratches head and wonders why?* Now i know we all have our little problems but could we please put them aside and be friends again. Please. There needs to be no bloodshed or arguments. Just talking. I guess. Anyway other than that little bit of info i have wished to say for a while nothing else.

I have a munchkin sitting next to me watching my every move (she's watching me so i don't try to escape, I'm chained to the desk AHHHH!!!!!)

I'm about to start coursework modif ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sticky-plaster-and-Bandages-230243800 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sticky-plaster-and-Bandages-230243800 Mon, 26 Oct 2009 07:43:24 PDT Sticky plaster and Bandages. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
I don't like this time of year much. Money has to be spent for christmas. There are more suicides this time of year because people spend this precious time alone. Family and friends should come together. They should forget the past and carry on into a bright future.

Half term is also a time when friends can forget about others. Sometimes we all need someone we can turn to. Someone who is there for us when we are in need. Sometimes when we need a f ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Bordem-Again-230384915 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Bordem-Again-230384915 Fri, 16 Oct 2009 12:22:30 PDT Bordem........ Again. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
By writing a journal entry on deviantart of course.

There question answered.

Anyway, as u can tell i am bored. So i may as well complain about my life. Which isn't gonig bad atm. College could be better. I mean the lessons are going great. Psychology is awesome. Health and Social Care is great so is Human Biology. UCAS has been sorted and paid for. But what troubles me is some of the company we keep.

I just wonder if its making the floor party better or worse??? I mean it's nice to meet new people but is it nice that there taking the old meaning of the floor party. (Which we have only got back together af ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-in-general-atm-230477232 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Life-in-general-atm-230477232 Sat, 10 Oct 2009 05:07:16 PDT Life in general atm. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Anyway first off i hate myself even more than i always do. That would be because of my size though. (i want no "your fine the way you are" Or "don't change" from anyone or anything to that effect). Anyway, i'm going to be looking forward to the new year. I have a nice plan to make me happy. So hopefully i will have enough get up and go to do it. However i must write it out, and plan it. It might give me that get up and go i will be needing.

Another thing. Now this concerns the floor party. I know i shouldn't do this but i really cannot cope with a couple of t ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/College-guitars-and-the-such-230608300 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/College-guitars-and-the-such-230608300 Thu, 01 Oct 2009 08:06:31 PDT College, guitars and the such. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
well its gonna be cos i have lots to say.
College atm is going good. Loving the lessons not so much the free time tho i get bored so easily. Unless Alex,Katie and Reice are there. Then A block is so much more fun.

Coursework is taking up most of my evenings now, but i still have time to go to work and to see/speak to my friends. =)

Now guitars, why is this in the title you say.

Well first off, mikey is being a right git. He has hold of my guitar case and book. He ain't giving them back. (i want no suggestions i know how to get things back i'm a not an idiot) Anyway he won't give them to me nicely so i HAV ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Update-230737871 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Update-230737871 Tue, 22 Sep 2009 10:56:47 PDT Update. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Three subjects all needing my devoation. UCAS application needing to be filled in and i also need to get an application for city college. I might end up doing a foundation degree there. So the next year will mean that i devote myself to hard graft to pass all subjects. Espically Human Bio.

However life at college i feel is getting difficult for me. I have so much free time and have no idea where i should start. I try homework and coursework but then get bored of it after about 5 minutes. So i am leaving it for home. I shall spend my S ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sanctury-230750232 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sanctury-230750232 Mon, 21 Sep 2009 14:01:15 PDT Sanctury. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23 A quiet lonely place.
A sanctury for refelction,
A home from home.

Steeples and spires,
Adorn the skies.
A setting red sun,
Fades into a deep purple night.

A cold wind whistles,
Through bushes and trees.
A howl from the mountain top,
Echoes in the valley.

Lights start to dim,
As people go to sleep.
Quiet has set in the dark valley,
An eerie sort.

Bats and birds fly above,
Like black night butterflies.
A sliver moon shines,
To light my way.

The crunch of leaves,
Underneath my feet.
The moist air ,
Cold against my skin.

Rough bark beneath my fingertips,
As i run my hand along the trunk.
I sto ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Cornwall-230994844 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Cornwall-230994844 Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:44:39 PDT Cornwall... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23 Alarm went off at 4:30am. I had to rise early for use to leave at 6:00AM. We had an 8 hour journey ahead of us and we needed to beat the traffic. Although the traffic on both the M25, M3 and A1(M) was easy to get through. I slept most of the way. I mean getting up at that time is difficult enough for me.
We stopped a couple of times, i mean we were ahead of schedule and both mum and dad were pleased. We arrived in Bodmin, a part of Cornwall, at about 2:30PM, we were about an hour early for when we were supposed to have arrived at the holiday home.
The place we stayed in was called honeysuckle. It was a lovely ho ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Bordem-231239761 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Bordem-231239761 Fri, 21 Aug 2009 05:34:54 PDT Bordem... nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
However there are better things that are happening for me. I mean for instance, today i am getting a desk so i shall have somewhere to work in peace and quiety away from the rabble of my family. Espically now that i am having a third year in college. And only doing 1 A2 and now starting a BTEC. It shall be good but plenty of work. which would mean very little social interatcion. Which i don't mind, it might ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Just-lettin-you-know-stuff-231665620 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Just-lettin-you-know-stuff-231665620 Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:07:06 PDT Just lettin you know stuff =) nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Well i'm 18 now, YAY!!! Now means that i'm an adult. Means i can buy alcohol legally, tho i shall not use it to my advantage. Chris no whiskey during college. LOL =)

However i was a bit disappointed at me mates, Guys what happened!!!!!! I made an effort for u!!!! (or i at least tried to)

Anyways i'm not worrying meself bout that. I'ev been workin a lot recently. Not too bad my hourly pay goes up so i should earn a lot more now. Driving lessons me thinks =) (i warn all those that i might think it safe to stay off the ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Kathy-IV-232171781 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Kathy-IV-232171781 Thu, 25 Jun 2009 13:30:55 PDT Kathy IV nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
So i'm risking it today. I ain't going to school. I have no exams so i think i will just bunk. No-one will know where on earth i am not even the devils. I'm off to the forest. No one ever goes there cos they really don't know its there. Its one of those out of the way oak woods that is ever so large. Plus i know my way around there so well that if i did get seen i could always move quickl ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-232172598 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Sorry-232172598 Thu, 25 Jun 2009 12:42:32 PDT Sorry!!! nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
Let me explain, i was verrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy annoyed yesterday. There was no way for me to empty or vent me feelings without hurting others. And i know that this was probably the worst idea ever but...

Now i am feeling much better and i think i can safely say this.

I am truly sorry for this tiny incident. But i wasn't thinking when i wrote it cos my feelings got the better of me. I know this isn't a gd excuse but its me only one.

I know i'm a coward at heart and its in me nature. Sorry!

So from now on if i have any problems or feeling issues then i will try to talk abou ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Rant-232187619 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Rant-232187619 Wed, 24 Jun 2009 14:15:14 PDT Rant nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23
AHHHHH!!!!!!!

How i am hating college. Why does no-one understand me??? Why am i left to Defend myself from annoying deliquents????

Everyone i know hasw to make fun oiut of me. I know i'm slow and not as intelligent as some of the others. I know i don't think before i speak. But like i really care.

You see i hang around with a bunch of people who all think anime and manga is more interesting than proper subjects. They don't seem to want to talk about whats happening in the ]]> http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Love-in-the-bedroom-232388997 http://kumikokamura23.deviantart.com/journal/Love-in-the-bedroom-232388997 Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:14:51 PDT Love in the bedroom. nonadult journals/personal kumikokamura23 http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/u/kumikokamura23.jpg?1 Copyright 2009-2013 ~kumikokamura23 While i sit against you,
Have you placed wine there?
Now i feel your tounge,
Wet and warm.

Your hand moves around,
Placed against my chest,
I turn,
We're naked,
Your deep blue eyes pierce mine.

My hand runs along your chest,
The smooth skin,
The warmth,
The small amount of muscle.

My hand goes around your neck,
Your lips touch mine,
The tantalizing,
Incrediable,
Softness that your lips hold.

Your hands caress my breasts,
Your lips kiss my neck,
I feel warmth building,
You push me onto my back.

You hands can circumnavigate my body well,
I stroke your back
I caress your chest,

Then ]]>