http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kurainoryu&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kurainoryu en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 19:36:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19856513/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19856513/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 03:45:52 PDT I'm gonna move back to my old account:
It's not my first account, I think it's the second, I abandoned the first for the same reason as nao. x33333
I won't post anymore crap here (not that I post ANYTHING ANYWAYS)
And should I ever post ever ever ever again, it'll be there. 8DDD

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19468650/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19468650/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 16:41:01 PDT 8333

Rules
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-

1. I'm a professional Procrastinator and Escapist. ;DDDD
2. Otaku for life, anyone?
3. My organizational skills are equated to a grain of sand.
4. I'm SERIOUSLY NOT DOING WELL AT SCHOOL. *DOOOM*
5. No Chocolate plxthx
6. I don't eat veggies, I'm going to die early via heart attack. 8D
7. You know the world is ending when I say I wanna live in the US.
8. I want to live in Japan and study in Tokyo... >O (I already have colleges picked out. But I don't think they have very good reputations...)

. . . . I have no one to tag. DDD: They've been tagged already???

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19223118/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19223118/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 17:53:53 PDT . . . .
Persona 3 and P3FES are eeevvviiiilll.... D:
THEY MADE ME CRY NONSTOP FTLLLL DDDx

Minato whywhywhywhy did you have to go into coma and die?!?!?!?
And WHYYYYYYY do you have to make me go on crazy whimpering/squealing fits everytime you have to pop up in FES?!!? TT______________TT
And WHHHYYYYYY is no one mourning for yooouuuuuu!?!? 1 month is too little for someone to outgrow grieving AAaaaaahhhhh People must cry over you MOOOOOOREEE
....
I don't like Yukari anymore in FES either.... D:
HECK EVERYONES CHANGING SO BAD I CAN HARDLY TAKE EET
. . . .
MOST OF ALLLLL
. . . .
AIIIGGIIIISSSSSS WHHHYYYY ARE YOU PWNING KEN AND AKIHIKO?!?!!????? KENS ONLEH A BOI WTFFFFFFFF
Has Metis brainwashededed j000?!?!?! AND WHY DO YOU HAVE ORPHEUS THATS INSULT TO MINATO SAMA GRAAAWWRRRRRRRRRRR GIIIIVE EEEET BACCCKKKK YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO USE IT

*sniff* Things aren't riiiight when Minato is gone. EETS LIEK EVERYTHING BROKEEEE AND KENNOT BE FIXED FTL.
. . . . . .
And I got spoiled by Akasha Arts FTL. FES seems so hard, and I keep thinking, "What if I had Akasha Arts and Power Charge? >>>:"
Arghsssss
AND YOU CAN'T SAVE AND REPLENISH HP&MP BEFORE BOSS BATTLES?! WHUT?!



On the better note, D: (I'm still mourning over Minato and mad at Aigis tho...) Background song of the boss battle with Nyx is PWNFUL. And, on my second playthrough, I intend to max out all my social links. AND GET... (since I screwed on nearly ALLL the essential quests. That's what you get for taking Elizabeth for granted.)
Thanatos + All the top personas of each arcana
Messiah
and....
ORPHEUS TELOS <-- EMBODIMENT OF PWNFULNESS

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19177996/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/19177996/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 05:33:54 PDT
BECAUSE I'M BORED.



1 - My ex...
is Liao Yangzhen. More popularly known as Dao Ming Si from Meteor Garden ORZZZZZZ XDDDDD

2 - Maybe I should...
Stop answering this quiz and start doing my homework.... >_<;

3 - I love...
you.

4 - People would say that i'm...
a Baka. MOOOOOO
Also...
Stupid
Bobo
DumDum
The Doggie/Iguana/Doggiguana
GENIUS WHO CAN BEAT ALBERT EINSTEIN BWAHIHIHIHIII

5 - I don't understand...
Why I'm answering this quiz when I'm supposed to be answering trig hw. >>

6 - When i wake up in the morning...
I discover that my alarm clock had no effect and my mom had to hit (AS IN HIT) me several times to wake me up. D: (Tho I dun remember feeling any pain after I really wake up after my shower)

7 - I lost...
My wings.

8 - Life is full of...
Bishonens and Bishokois. . . . . And Mutaratikois 8DDD

9 - My past is...
something I'd love to forget <3<3<3<3

10 - I get annoyed when...
you annoy me. D<

11 - Parties are...
not parties unless there's a BUFFET

12 - I wish...
I could find my wings. :<

13 - Dogs...
PWN.

14 - Cats...
have invaded my village.

15 - Tomorrow...
is a newwww daaay, a newww staaart, it's a liiiiive and a beating of a, yoouuung heeeaaartt~~~

16 - I have low tolerance...
for people who don't act like who they really are. D<

17 - If I had a million dollars...
Then I'd have a million dollars + my measly savings. 8DD

18 - I'm totally terrified...
of giant/freaky-looking bugs 8DDD

Hookay..Next...

1 - YOUR REAL NAME:
IS SHABALABADINGDONG

2 - YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name and izzle)
Aliizzle? XDDDD

3 - YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
The Black Dragon. *kung fu pose*

4 - YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on)
Argvna Maryland XDDDDD

5 - YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Timal XDDDDD

6 - YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)
Maroon Apple C2 O_________o

7 - YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mom's maiden name, 3rd letter of your dad's middle name, 1st letter of a sibling's first name, and last letter of your mom's)

Lmaroaa?? WTF? XDD Izzat even a valid word???

8 - YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (your parent's middle names)
I forgot my dad's middle name. It sounded like Protencio or something.... O_____________o
Protencio Argvna??

9 - YOUR GOTH NAME: (bloody and your pet's name)
Bloody Harry??? XDDDD (my pet beagle)

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18344724/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18344724/ Thu, 15 May 2008 23:16:13 PDT w> I dun wanna spam this place with off topic kurap.



Legs and feet are super fun to draw. >w< Hands are even moah super fun to draw. Arranging the polygonal shapes for the pose is fun too.
...
...
However...
THE -upper- HEAD HAS A HIGH FRUSTRATION LEVEL THAT WILL NOT CEASE TO LEVEL UP BLARGHS.
I mean.... I'm trying to fix the way I draw eyes... THE JAWS AAAAAAGH are getting so monotonous and when I try to fix them, they go WAYYYY outta proportion =A= My noses are.... lacking nostrils for the most part. I wanna add them in, but, they come out wrong =3= I try to find a way for for it to harmonize with the picture, and not drive it to ruin.
/end rant

- - - - - - - -

Last nine days of Florida. D: Imma heading home on Wednesday.

- - - - - - - -

I saw some really awesome paintings in a few galleries in Park Avenue.... I wonder if I could ever paint like that? D:

The shade and texture of the paint as they depicted a realistic yet somehow unrealistic (bad at word juggling) table, flowers, and other still life paintings. TT_TT Amazing
And... though my mom probably gave me a mental weird look as I pointed it out, I found this painting of a naked torso of a man posing (SIDEWAYS DAMN IT J00 CANT SEE ANYTHIN) His pose was painted so fluidly, the haphazard outlines of its contour contributed to its shading, and the shades of brown and flesh were layered so nicely that you could see the bulks of his muscles without destroying the soft and fluid feel I get from it. The reds of the background lent it an urban texture, and was further enhanced the way the subject blended in nicely with teh background.
There was also another painting I especially liked, it was a plain of light colors, ran through with black strokes, and painted over with a single, long, thin, tangling red stroke. @____@ I was awed at how it struck me so much out of the other shades on the canvas.
I wanna go back there.

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18248494/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18248494/ Fri, 09 May 2008 20:42:04 PDT (sketches only since I don't finish my works xP) There's so many things I want to do.... But dun have the capacity to do them >< *hits self with frying pan* AAAAGGHHHHH I HATE YOU RIGHT HANDDDD YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAAT

On a better note, I'm churning out more drawings than the usual one-per-millennium basis. <-something to be happy about
And... now I want to continue my story. Problem? I'm such an ignorant twit to have any realistic basis for the finer points of the plot.
I want to draw a manga really bad for some reason. >'[ How can I draw those really intricate backgrounds though? I wanna know where I can get the patience for that...

Aka to Kuro is AWESOME, I feel so many things emanating from the song that I won't even bother putting down what.
For me, every song has a story to tell on its own. The best thing I find about it is that the story they tell is different for each and every person.
I want to put those stories down on paper before they become lost to the ether as I listen to the same song over and over, the tune becomes mindless warbling to my ears, and the blade finally wears and dulls from constant use. >_______<

...
And.....
........
.....
*drumroll*
.........
................
..............................
I GOT A PS2 HOLEYMOTHEROFCRACK
SJFreugaodhdsoihoawqa;KAUFGUAegf:LAfoiehglakncaAKUEFGAEoieu8
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKK
I SWEAR I THOUGHT THE DAY I GETA PS2 WAS THE DAY IM IN COLLEGE AND PS10 IS RELEASED EJGHOEIDHWSIHOWDBfhowehfwoiehiwoWDxsxasdfefwfw
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I boughts it with mai monnies ;3; $130 t'was worth it, tho I don't think I have any more mannies left for the bag and the extra controller and the stand and the etcetcetcetc
I hopes pirated stuff'll work on this........ =____________= Otherwise I'll hafta pay more to have it hacked once I getta home.
ZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMG
Sooooo I went to GameStop to buy a game (I had to since I needed to test it out) and AAAggghhhhh I didn't know which one to get aowhfbowihoIHOWIOIWH I narrowed down my search by not picking out the ones I could get at ruins.... And ended up with..... indecision. I lookied and lookied. A lot caught my eye. I was extremely tempted to buy tales of legendia, FFXII, and buncha other games.... Even that really new one about alchemy... :< which name I forgot....
I ended up picking out P3 FES >D it said it added new stuff into the original game (other than the actual new portion after the game finishes) SO MARCO NUU MORE SPOILERS OR I KEEL YOU OKAI?!!? >DDDDDD MAI ENTHUSIASM FOR THIS GAME HAS BEEN REJUVINATED BECAUSE OF THE NEW AND/OR REVISED CONTENT PROMISED ON TEH BACK COVER AHHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *happy dance*
btw Koromaro pwns all hands down

ZOMG I CAAAANT WAIT TILL I GET HOME AND PLAY TOA EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE




.......
*head desk*
.......
-hack- -cough-
SOOOOoooo
today's lesson is to find the patience and discipline I need to get my ass stuck on the computer chair to type down mai story and draw a manga/illustrations on a good regular basis. >O YEAH!!!!

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18056532/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/18056532/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 14:30:24 PDT
my drawings so dull and monotonous? =_______=
whenever I look at them, they all scream FLATNESS and BOREDOM. All figures, since what I felt as I drew them was... nothing. No inspiration, no motivation, or maybe I DID have those, but dwindled away as I progressed on the drawing, compounded by my sucky technique, all trace of it disappeared on the paper.
When I want them to draw, I want my pictures to be able to capture my emotions or portray that gush of inspiration that comes in sudden surges.
But when I look at them, nothing. I feel nothing from it. Pictures are supposed to speak a thousand words. Mine are a blank slate. An ugly slate, no less.

Maybe it's my lack of concentration. As my concentration dies out UNLESS whatever I am doing is some sort of requirement of me, I have no self discipline. Strangely enough, whenever I'm on high creative drives, my concentration seems to disappear entirely, and I'm restless and can't sit in one place for long, I MUST be doing some other things while I draw when that happens.

My eyes lack of the ability to judge proportions. In my eyes, a particular aspect of my drawing looks completely normal to me. But knowing that I'm practically always wrong on that, I ask for critique from my parents (the usual people within range). and they always point out that this and that detail looks too thin, too big, too long, etc. However, to my eyes, it looks fine, his body doesn't look thin, his hand doesn't look that big. I've gotten into arguments about these things before, so I've learned as I've always learned; I shut up about it and adjust, and it turns out that they were right, when the adjusted pic satisfies them, it seems inexplicably better than the initial one. And as time passes, I finally see what others saw. But when I say time passes, it's usually months after the drawing was chucked into storage then brought again to light when I sift though my drawer of old works. I hate it when mistakes like these happen, it makes me think that I have a pathetic, or worse, NONEXISTENT aesthetic ability.

I've been making it a point to make fundamentally different drawings EVERYDAY. But I can't seem to hold up the 'everyday' part. Though, the very prospect of it excites me. Just thinking about making illustrations as if putting up portals through which people will see the diversity of my world, it's a kind of exhilaration I would feel as though I am about to embark on a long trip across the world.

But then, my mind HAS no diversity. It's a narrow bamboo pole, and I just look at everything through it like some primeval telescope. So I lack open-mindedness too.
Or I lack the imagination to conjure up anything proper that is held up by a concept and theme. That frightens me, as if I discovered that I was blind, robbed of a precious sense.

I've learned my life is my own, and I cannot possibly compare it to others'. Yet I cannot stop the maddening jealously when I see how accomplished they are, even if they say they aren't. I want my own style, yet why is the back of my mind tingling to copy how this and that artist draws?

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/17916519/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/17916519/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 18:19:29 PDT
But the nearest bookstore, Barnes and Noble, IS SYNONYMOUS TO HEAVEN GAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The Philippines is depriiiiiiived. DEPRIIIIIIIVED like heeeeeeccckkkkkk whyyyy can't we have our bookstores stocked liiike thhhaaaat??!!!?!!?!?! dhgwiegowiefwxsldknfeiow
DDDDDD8
My nonexistent sanity destabilized a little worse than usual when I saw their shelves of... BOOKS GAGAGAGAAAAAK

AND OMAIIGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWRRRSSHHHHH THE MANGAS. SH$T.

Annyyywaaaayyy, My mom and my sister and I are off to Disneyland tomorrow. (I suck at writing journals yes? xPPPP) Annnndddd...... When I think of all the walking I'm gonna have to do, the more inviting my bed seems to become...



...
I miss my bed at home...... TT 3 TT

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/17697242/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/17697242/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 10:35:32 PDT
There me and met the awesome doing commissions for php50 (FOR HIS ART, IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN PRICED TWICE THAT MUCH), give him his more-than-well-deserved pageviewwws!!!

Thank you for the Lockon Stratos draaaaawinnnggg!!!!!
...
Now I feel sooo inferior. ||||OTL

I WILL DO BETTER GAAAAHHHHH I SWEAR ILL CATCH UP WITH YOU GUYS SOMEDAAAYYY

JUST GIVE ME LIEK 999999999999 YEARS NIICHAN AND MAYBE ILL BE NEAR YOUR LEAGUESSS 8DDDDDD

.......
*cough*
ANNNYYYwaaaay... KAMAEL SEA LAUNCH AT APRIL 22 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
But but..... I won't be here long enough to be able to purchase their special edition installer with the free headgear and doggie tagg NOOOOOOOOOOOOO I'll be in Florida by theeeeennnnnn

I gotta figure out how proxies work so I can still play L2 SEA GAGAGAGAAAAK

-x-x-x-x-x-
OtaFest info:::: [link]

KAMAEL UPDATE::::: [link]
-x-x-x-x-x-

I'll be leaving for Florida for 5 weeks next next week D8 see you guys 'til before n after then!

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/16196953/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/16196953/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:43:36 PST I'm bored, and I decide to waste the precious seconds of my limited internet life for a Character meme~~~~

.... Hey! It sounds fun! >^<

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!


So. . . who's doing the quiz?
Enriste: He's 15, sexual preference is unkown, but claims to be straight, Single.

Natsuhi: He's 25, sexual preference is male, claims to be in a relationship.

Dmitri: He's 127 (O_o), Looks human, not human, has no romantic interests whatsoever,
Single.

Shiin: She's 987 (O___o), now dead(killed), Looks human, not human either, Straight, Married. (Dmitri's mom ftw!!)


What's your favorite food?
Enriste: I eat whatever food is set before me. *shrug*

Natsuhi: ^_^ Spaghetti, noodles, ramen, anything with stringy pasta....
Enriste probably tastes good, too~ <3 (Enriste: HEY!)

Dmitri: Uhhh.... Do you really want to know what my diet is? owo;

Shiin: PIZZA FTW!!!!!!!!! -hates soldier rations-

Are you a virgin?
Enriste: *Answers too quickly* OF COURSE I AM!! Do I look like I nail every girl I see willy-nilly? *flails arms*

Natsuhi: *sigh* No, I'm happy it ended with a certain someone. *innocent smile at Enriste* (Enriste: *mutter* *mutter*)

Dmitri: 8D What's a virgin? Is that a girl's name?

Shiin: I have four kids, what do you think? =w=

What kind of movies do you watch?
Enriste: Err... what are movies? <-- Lives in an alternate medieval world.

Natsuhi: *whispers* I watch Enriste when he bathes.

Dmitri: OH! OH! I know what that is! Those are the moving things in boxes humans on earth keep on staring at, right?

Shiin: Sadly, War has been keeping me away from Earth too long to see the latest movies (NUUUUUUUUUUUU) TWT. But I did get to see Transformers on a quick visit. 8D

Are you married?
Enriste: No.

Natsuhi: No, law shan't permit me to marry who I love. (Enriste: *twitch*)

Dmitri: ... No. O.o

Shiin: All my children are legitimate, thanks. >.>

Have you ever gotten drunk before?
Enriste: It was Natsuhi's fault, he mixed tequila in my juice! >O

Natsuhi: I suppose. *Hides brandy*

Dmitri: Once, I was in a party with my colleagues after our latest breakthrough.

Shiin: I don't drink. Though my commanders constantly accuse me of being high. 8D

Do you have a celebrity crush?
Enriste: No. -__-

Natsuhi: Enriste is very popular among the girls at school. ^_^

Dmitri: What's a celebrity? I think my friend mentioned it when she was talking about a place called "holly wood".

Shiin: Not interested in such things. -A- I prefer my hubby~

Your embarrassing moment?
Enriste: *nerves fail him* Uhh.... *cold sweat* ..........

Natsuhi: *thoughtful* It WAS quite awkward when I cornered Enriste in the faculty room when- (Enriste: STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Dmitri: On Earth, when I was still learning how to speak English, I pointed to a cow and shouted, "IT'S A GOAT!" People gave me weird stares after.

Shiin: .... I stabbed a warrior below the belt once, during a tournament, The entire crowd went quiet...

Your best friends?
Enriste: Dawn, my pet cockatoo, and Dimas, my classmate. NOT YOU, NATSUHI.

Natsuhi: Of course not! We're lovers~ <3 Akino-niichan has been my companion until Enriste arrived, since then, I stuck to him like glue.

Dmitri: Joo-Pi, Tania, and Leon. =3

Shiin: Ao-kun was one of my bestestest friends before he proposed <3. There's also Julio, my twin brother.

Random sayings?
Enriste: "Help me."

Natsuhi: "Love is like a drug. <3"

Dmitri: "...What?"

Shiin: "PIZZA FTW!!!!!!!!!"

If you saw a shooting star right now, what would you wish for?
Enriste: I wish I wasn't some reincarnation of some god...

Natsuhi: I wish I could own Enriste~ *sigh*

Dmitri: I wish I could meet my parents again. (I wish I could go back home to my world too...)

Shiin: I wish I was alive again, stupid broadsword had to impale me to a freaking wall....

What is your favorite word?
Enriste: Destiny

Natsuhi: Enriste

Dmitri: What?

Shiin: LIIIIIIIIIIIIIVE.... No, wait.... PIIIIIIZZZZZAAAAAAAAAAA

What song was sung to you when you were a child as you went to sleep?
Enriste: o.o My parents don't sing to m... ]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/15011543/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/15011543/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 07:31:33 PDT DDDDD

Or not....
People must take in the fact that I am also a lazy bum. =] -Kicks self in the arse- I hafta draw and upload more for my avvie art shop in Gaia. >x< Hopes to see more crap up here!

Joint account of me and my Oniichan ~> [link]

So I won't get banned or something for putting up the same artwork in both accounts.

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/14112187/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/14112187/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 22:12:56 PDT
-The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird
habits/facts/dislikes about yourself" and people who get tagged must write in
their journals about their 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes as well as state this
rule clearly.

-In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their
names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You're tagged" in their
deviant page comments and tell them to read yours.

MY 6 WEIRD HABITS/FACTS/DISLIKES ABOUT SELF

1>> I have a bad habit of running around my room like I'm authistic(sp?) when I'm bored.

2>> I had to discard Bob since a friend is convinced it's a sentient being with stores of knowledge. Now I need to wipe my skull to get rid of all the traces of intelligence the rock rubbed off on me. <-- Some people might not be able to relate to this.

3>> What I draw= crap.

4>> I sleep with my head on the bed-side table.

5>> At home, I limp when I walk. Why? I don't know.

6>> I (was?) capable of laughing for no reason whatsoever.

[x][x][x][x][x][x][x][x][x]
I tag..... Whoever bothered to read this journal, take it if ye want.

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/13243902/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/13243902/ Wed, 06 Jun 2007 19:25:39 PDT D I'm thinking of making an Alchemist, then when I **somehow** get my hands on a Phen Card, and make a Wiz. But for now I shall train my thief (Since I screwed the stats on my Sin).

Nyaha, pointless journal, but I can't help it!! 8DDDD
Feel free to join me in ShadowRO (www.shadowro.com) You might have to think twice if you have a slow internet connection. xp Cuz I left mine on overnight just to download the one #!@$!@ gig of files.

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/12992464/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/12992464/ Thu, 17 May 2007 17:45:22 PDT That last entry was too.... plastic for my taste.... Jeez! *Walks over to discarded entry and tramples it*

O.o; Soo.... Umm... yeah. I -MIGHT- be able to scan some drawings at an internet cafe later today. So feel free to expect a few (old) works to be uploaded soon.
*Goes back to color a drawing*

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/12949468/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/12949468/ Mon, 14 May 2007 06:21:27 PDT

Da du da, da du da, da du da di da du da....


Moving on, My accursed scanner is not compatible with my new laptop (Figures, its older than me!), meaning I can't upload works from home, so maybe when I attend my anime crash course, I can pass by an internet cafe somewhere and have them scanned. Ever since the beginning of summer though, my drawing activity has grown very sluggish (Mostly due to my excessive boredom and an artblock). I've been pumping out a mere sketch/ unfinished drawing every other 2 weeks. Gah, its the heat's fault, I tell ye!!! T_T I hope I can post up a few works in the future... But most likely not on this site. :3 I shalt not tell thee where until I actually scan one drawing first!


Da du da, da du da, da du da di da du da....


Yay!!! Me and my dad are booking a 5-day trip to Japan! Yes, you heard me say that magic word, Japan!! We found some cheap hotels in Ikibukuro(sp?) and Asakusa. And we're planning our itinerary, a visit to museums(I hear there's a Gundam Museum somewhere...), observatory decks, aquariums, and shopping districts, although I don't really mind where we're going as long as I get to go to Akihabara. >w< Sankyuu, daddy!!! Pity we didn't get to schedule the trip to last until the weekends, I wanted to experience the weekend life of Harajuku.... Maybe I'll get lucky and chance a cosplayer or two on the streets during a weekday?

>w<; I hope to be able to go to the anime convention this 19th as well, but I'm afraid of spending. o.O
Hehe!


<3 Kaoru

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/11134753/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/11134753/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 04:05:13 PST

I've observed that lots of DA artists here have improved like crazy when they left highschool and stepped into college. I'm starting to wonder what kind of magic exists in college that boosts their creativity and helps them develop their own unique styles. T_T

whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy must I wait 4 and 1/4 years until -assuming I graduate to and from highschool at all- I reach the golden years of college????

In my current state, T_T I'm not even fit to be called an artist. MUST... DRAW... LIKE... CRAZY... MORE... I dun wanna wait until I'm, what, a whopping 20 year old. I wanna be able to freely express myself in my own style, skillfully and emotionally (sp?), to stretch my imagination and artistic skills to their limits while I'm still 13... Still young... *Greatest fear is growing old* <_< You can't blame me for that, can you??

I swear to upload art when I can, draw and paint my heart out with every second I can spare... I can only pass through life once, I want to make the most out of it... I can't enjoy my life if I can't express it through my drawings. T_T

I've wasted 12 years of my life sitting in a corner, daydreaming and pretending I'm better than what I really am. Dreaming far into the future, yet not working for it in the present, just hiding in the depths of my comfort zones. I lack determination and devotion to my work, I need to fix that.

I firmly resolve to change my ways NOW. I'm not going to wait for next year....

Is this newly acquired determination... or simply wishful thinking?

-Dragon in The Dark

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/10589596/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/10589596/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:38:14 PST Ish Currently: Suffering from an Artblock


Ach, Nasisiraan na'ko ng bait. xD I HATE ARTBLOCKS!!! I can't draw one damn thing properly, probably because I'm always bored, and my scanner is STILL broken.... *Weeps bitterly*

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NWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAA!!!!!!!!
(Na buang na talaga.) *grabs a frying pan and whacks self repeatedly*

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/10179679/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/10179679/ Mon, 25 Sep 2006 06:45:14 PDT
Is listening to: Hoshi no Tobira by Negishi Satori

Ala lang... I'm so bored, xP can't even get a decent start on a request by a classmate.... *points to a pile of crumpled B3 papers*
Hummm.... I finally turned 13 (yesterday), curses! >.< I'm no longer eligible to be called a kid! *Weeps on the floor* WHY?!? I'M TOO YOUNG TO BE THIRTEEN!!!!! (TTOTT) WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY?!?!?!

]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9994561/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9994561/ Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:30:36 PDT
Listening to: Kaerimichi by Younha

Finals are over, Algebra was easier than I thought... and we don't have classes tomorrow (Achievement holiday)!!!!!

I think I'll participate in ~KaitoKid1412 's challenge, I'm starving to draw right now. I still haven't gotten myself a copy of oC OR Painter, though... T_T ]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9855517/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9855517/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:59:11 PDT
Listening to: Yasashii Gogo by Minawo

Wah... 1st Term Finals are next week, I won't be able to draw!! *Screams as her art materials are snatched away* T_T Nooo......

And I still have a request to finish, a request that was supposed to be finished three days ago... 0.0; I gotta get drawing before I'm deprived of the computer as well. Now if I could only remember what that request was.... *wanders away while pondering* ]]> ~kurainoryu http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9382535/ http://kurainoryu.deviantart.com/journal/9382535/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 06:16:29 PDT
Currently Listening to: Destiny Islands
Currently Doing: My next Deviation! xD

I love the KH soundtrack! xD It gets me into the mood of drawing and is uplifting. Makes me want to jump around. My tablet is being evil to me lately, it makes jagged lines rather than smooth strokes, and the eraser end isn't working.
Maybe I'll get over the fact that my scanner doesn't work, I'll just draw directly into the computer.... By the way, is there ANY way to get OpenCanvas without having to purchase it at the Website? I asked practically every store I knew, and none of them has even heard of it. ]]> ~kurainoryu