http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:kurenaix1234&section=today deviantART RSS for by:kurenaix1234 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:01:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/28256103/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/28256103/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 20:40:50 PST
Unfortunately during one of my favorite songs,The Leaving Song, which is a slow,depressing song, A FUCKING JACKASS KEPT HITTING THIS AWESOME GIRL NEXT TO ME, AS WELL AS MYSELF. I punched the mother fucker in the face and he and his girlfriend attacked me. He threw me on the ground and punched me in the face,luckily not on my lip piercing side, and I bit him so hard he must be bleeding now. I punched him many times, Ame - and the cool girl started beating the hell out of the drunk ass guy.

They stopped the song and Davey was like " well that was a first, we have fights all the time, but never during this song"


DON'T EVER RUIN MY GODDAMN CONCERT MOTHERFUCKER, OR YOU WILL GET THE SHIT KICKED OUT OF YOU.

He got kicked out :] I enjoyed the rest of my concert.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/28016324/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/28016324/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 17:07:44 PDT Maybe I'll step into some trousers and get lost
And it'll be like the rabbit hole in Alice in Wonderland
Except without all the colors and light-effects.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27768910/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27768910/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 18:35:33 PDT
And I don't actually have anything to say

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27378989/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27378989/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 16:48:37 PDT
Honestly,it was a bit of a shock the first time. Although now I think it's starting to sink in me,and I'm beginning to love it.

It's different. God. So different. AFI is usually so dark and their music usually gives me a haunting feeling. Crash Love is almost...upbeat... But not. The lyrics are still AFI,it's just..I can hardly recognize Jade's guitar playing. Usually I can tell by his signature sound,the Gibson SG and unique Jade sound. But I can't really tell it's him.
I'm not disappointed. I mean,this is my favorite band,I could not live without this band and their music. I know this album has meant a lot for them personally,Davey has said it was what he felt to be the best AFI album. Maybe I'll grow to love it like that. I'm sure I'll find the meaning in it soon.


It's just different.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27021914/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/27021914/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 19:06:17 PDT School has come back out of nowhere.
I have yet to go however. School stars Tuesday for me.
And I'm trying to brace myself for the unnecessary pain.
I'll be a junior this year. I'm not looking forward to it.
We've all heard the horror stories of junior year,and now I shall live them.
I've got some pretty lame ass classes this year. I think my most dreaded classes would have to be AP Language Arts III and either Civics or Chemistry. I'm good at chemistry,but it's kind of boring. That was the problem last year. As for civics,I have no idea how that class will go. I'm usually very good with social study classes,but who knows.
I had a shit load of homework to do for AP this summer,but I didn't start it until like last weekend..oops. I didn't plan on doing it. We were forced to read Incidents in the life of a slave girl by Harriet Jacobs.
I'm starting to feel Slavery. Not from the book,but the cruel,loathsome,homework that goes along with it.
Anyway,I'm almost done. It wasn't as painful as I thought,but I still have a paper to write (that will be interesting).

Welllll,I'm gonna go now..I've gotta go finish my last section.(50 pages to go )

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26435088/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26435088/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 00:16:55 PDT
1:You're an idiot and only your grandmother likes you. Someday I want to shave your head and push you into the river with a bag of bricks tied to your body.

2: Leave Becky alone.


3: I love you I love you I love you I love you. I can't seem to ever say it enough.

4: I miss you so much,it feels like you've been gone forever.

5: Sometimes I say I miss you,but sometimes I'm not so sure.

6: You're completely blind to the fact that you're obnoxious and I don't like you at all anymore,we are no longer "friends". You're a man slut.

7: I'm not sure why,but you annoy me and I hate your face. Stay away from my funeral.

8: You look like a penis and I don't like the fact that you know my name. Also stay away from my funeral.

9: I wish you weren't friends with a man beast(she's a heinous bitch and she's rude in way),because I miss you everyday.

10: I'm a selfish bitch to you,but I love you so much (even if I've never said it before) and I always will.

Nine Things About Yourself:

1: I don't lie,I just leave out important details.

2: Music is important to me.

3: I am no one at all.

4: Someday I want to be a tattoo artist and I'm serious about it unlike a lot of people.

5: I do draw a lot,but rarely rarely ever upload onto DA.

6: I don't like anyone really in real life. Very few people do I love. People just annoy me in general.

7: I had a crush on my first grade teacher. She was a hottie. So I guess I've always been this gay.

8: I don't want to live in Michigan my whole life,but I'm waiting until California gets it's well overdue giant earthquake,to move back. I'm weird yes,but I like to live in safe places.

9: I don't know how many times I've asked the question why in my life,but I assume it is a number of great proportions.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:

1: Bring me Davey Havok.

2: Buy me music.

3: Tell me the truth.

4: Make me stuff.

5: Write to me.

6: Buy me food.

7: Buy me coffee.

8: Talk with me about anything at all when it's late.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot: (in no particular order)

1: <3

2: <3

3: <3

4: Hmmm *blankness*

5: *singing*

6: Why the fuck do they keep mixing up the order of when Roseanne is on?

7: Mmm Darlenes hair.

Six Things You Wish You Never Did:

1: Told my mom I was a flaming homosexual.

2: Picked on Jeffrey's bitch tits..no wait,that was worthhh it.

3: Road my bike that day.

4: Hurt myself.

5: Told Becky I was completely and utterly insane.

6: Failed.

Five Turn Offs:

1: Lying to me. I don't care if you lie to anyone else,but it's not nice to lie to me. Cause I'll get you.

2: Giant knockers.

3: Blond hair.

4: Morbid obesity//anorexia (ballerina thin is completely different)

5: Being able to win a mud wrestling match against me.

Four Turn Ons:

1: Cuteness.

2: Loveyyyy.

3: Politeness. (someone has to make up for my impoliteness)

4: The ability to understand my tense of humor.

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:

1: DX
2:
3: *_*

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1: Skydive.
2: Ride on the back of a cow.

One Confession:

1: I'm a shopaholic,jk. I'm weaker than anyone you know.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26199195/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26199195/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 20:54:21 PDT another thing that bothers me is that people don't seem to know that the three words "they're","there",and "their" are completely different.

Last time I checked we learned this shit in elementary school.

Sigh.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26048874/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/26048874/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 16:47:12 PDT
If I read another bulletin saying "Ugh,FML,I hate everyone. New pictures pc4pc. Hit me up"
I'm going to post a very angry blog/counter bulletin saying how I really feel about you.

Honestly,when I'm looking for a survey to occupy my time,I don't want to hear about peoples bullshit.


God.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25966524/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25966524/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:52:16 PDT I was really nervous because I'm like fuckin deathly scared of needles,but the anesthesiologist distracted me while the nurse was putting my IV in. So that went well.
Then they drugged me and I was stoned off my ass. This lady was like talking above me while I was lying on the operating table and I found it hilarious for some reason,so I was laughing and everything was sort of sideways and spinny.
Very trippy.Not sure what that was,last time I had Valium.
I can't really remember falling asleep but I have the slightest memory of the fun Asian guy putting the mask over my face.
The next thing I remember I was in a new room and confused and in so much pain that I just cried and cried and I was pretty much high,I thought my mom was floating in her chair...yeah.
They had me breathing oxygen out of those things that go in your nose but it was irritating me so I kept pulling at it and I had a bloody nose from getting my adenoids out.
This is pretty much the most pain I've ever been in. And on top of that,I have another sore throat from the breathing tube I had in before I woke up.
Fuck my life.
I can't talk,eat,drink,swallow. And I'm tired as hell. Whenever I fall asleep the medicine wears off and I wake up.
I guess it's a lot harder to recover and shit when you get your tonsils out at and older age and it hurts more,but mine were absolutely huge. I needed to do this for a long,long time. So I'll get over the pain eventually and heal just fine.
But in the mean time,
it hurts like a bitch.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25849616/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25849616/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 22:30:35 PDT But when I woke up I just kind of lied on my face for a moment,then remembered the dream I just had. It made me giggle.

In my dream Ame and I were in my bedroom from my house in California and I was by the window,but I was really scared of something in my backyard.
But I kept looking out the window,it was dark out,and then I like smashed my face against the window and started screaming for no reason. I never did see what was outside,it scared me though.
And then Ame was holding two eggs and she was like "Okay,I'm going to make two hard boiled eggs now,and I'm going to eat both of them" and I was like "But don't leave me in here alone,I'm scared"
Then she ran out of the room and I continued to smash my face against the window and scream.


90% of my dreams are like this.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25295164/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25295164/ Sat, 13 Jun 2009 17:17:18 PDT It was about this little German boy who's father was a German officer in WWII. And he and his family move from Berlin to the country side.
Well the little boy is bored so he decides to explore and he find that there is a concentration camp right by their house. He ends up becoming friends with this little Jewish boy and they talk from opposite sides of the fence. They're the most adorable little boys ever.
The ending was the saddest ending of a movie ever. I cried.
I recommend the movie however,it was good.


Also,Today I bought these bitchin sunglasses. They're like neon redish orange. I dig em. Maybe I'll take a picture sometime.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25202457/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25202457/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 17:18:31 PDT I missed CAIT terribly. But I didn't miss school. And Ms.Hashbrown told me to shut up like 5 times today. ANYWAY,point of the story being,
today Cait and I were in the bathrooms because she had to pee I guess. She's been having wayyy to much sex obviously. So we're in the bathroom and I'm in the stall and I notice a little to late that there happens to be no toilet paper. So I'm like "Cait give me some toilet papperrrrrr or I'll have to stay in here all day." And she was like "No I'm washing my handsss *other mean things to tina*" And so she left me in the toilet with no toilet paper. Then I noticed that Shelly Brown was running for something in student government because she had a flier on the back of the stall door.

I came very very close to using Shelly Brown's name as my toilet paper today. It was exhilarating. But luckily Cait gave me some of the reaallll stuff. But God,now when I see her I scream I ALMOST WHIPED MY ASS WITH YOUR NAME.

True story.



Also,Cait was taking my belt off in front of Ms.Hashbrown while I was talking to her and it looked like she was taking off my pants. I'm pretty sure that woman has seen everything as of now. I mean you can't work at Waterford Mott and not see people fucking eachother in the hallways. Plus she's used to the constant lesbo sexual innuendo.


What a day.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25149429/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/25149429/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 18:46:45 PDT I would not want to know if I were my parents.
Actually,I'd say do whatever the fuck you want just don't buy anything on ebay or get kidnapped by a 50 year old pedophile.
So,they may not be looking for anything in particular when they enter my room. But they sure as hell find at least one thing each time that interests them.
It's not like I don't notice. It's my room,I spend massive amount of time in here. My computer's in here,my tv's in here,my bed's in here,all my books and drawing things and instruments are in here. I only really need to leave to go to the bathroom,shower,eat,and go to school.
I notice every change in my room. If I didn't do it,I'd know.
I let things go however,because if I confront my mother about why the fuckk she was in my room going through my things,she would bring up what she found. And that would be the end for me. But,if I don't mention anything,no one will ever care. So I don't. But it still bugs the shit out of me. Take for instance last month. My lighter went missing. Hey,I wasn't doing anythinggg with it,it was just sitting there,but it was MINE. And she took it from MY room.
Blah.
Also,she likes to use MY computer. We have another computer that she can use on our living room tv,but she decided that it's a better idea to use mine,without my permission.
And maybe that day I forgot to clear my history.
Oops.

I should at least have one place in my life where I can escape from them. But I don't,and I wont until I move out. And who knows,even then maybe they'll have a keystroke logger on my computer.

I HUNGER FOR FREEDOM.
Sigh,but what's the use in bitching?

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/24842053/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/24842053/ Tue, 19 May 2009 15:41:03 PDT Let's just say my time spent in school was not used wisely.
I just need a little more time
Or a lot more.
Oh well,nonetheless I am glad for summer. It's gonna be super. I'm not ready for it to be as hot as balls,but I'm sick of the cold.
I'm not entirely sure what my plans for the summer include other than one week of it I'll be spending with Ame. I suppose I'll figure the rest out when it happens.

I saw the new Star Trek movie last Friday. If you haven't seen it,go see it right now. It's pretty amazing.

Eh,headache,pain pain pain pain.
I'm sick of headaches,and I'm tired of being sick. It's utterly ridiculous. I missed way too much school this year because I was sick. It's not like I could help it,but people seem to think so. Sigh.
Whatever.

I'm not really in the mood for writing anything right now. And I haven't drawn in probably a month. Oh well.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23648842/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23648842/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 18:20:42 PDT Christina Marie Mitchell
GASP

2. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME (mother and father's middle names)
Ann Robert

3. NASCAR NAME (first name of you mother's dad; father's dad)
Glenn Bob heheheehehhe

4. STAR WARS NAME (the first three letters of your last name, first two letters of your first name)
Mitch OH WOW SO EPIC

5. DETECTIVE NAME (favorite color, favorite animal)
Crimson Unicorn

6. SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, town where you were born)
Marie Southfield

7. SUPERHERO NAME (second fav color, fav drink, add 'the' to the beginning)
The Blue Rockstar

8. FLY NAME (first two letters of your first name, last two letters of your last name)
chll

9. ROCK STAR NAME (current pet's name, current street name)
oscar arapahoe

10. PORN NAME (first pet, street you grew up on)
daisy arapahoe

11. BOOTLEG GANGSTA NAME (first three letters of your real name, plus izzle)
chrizzle ehhhehhe :]

12. GOTH NAME (black, and the name of one of your pets)
THORNY BUSH LMAO
no :[
black jinx

13. STRIPPER NAME (favorite perfume, favorite candy)
pomegranate-vanilla chocolate

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23402778/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23402778/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 16:42:04 PST
*I wear BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

*I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I have a big nose so i must be jewish

*I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

*I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

*I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

*I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

*I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

*I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

*I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

*I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT Play SOCCER or be a criminal.

I am Latino so I must be illegal, a criminal, a drug dealer.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

*I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

*I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I’m CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.

*I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.

*I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.

*I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.

I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.

I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse

I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist

I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.

I watch PORN so I MUST be perverted.

I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.

*I am AMERICAN so I MUST be an obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.

I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.

I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.

*I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.

*I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST have bad teeth.

*I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet.

*I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.

*I care about the ENVIRONMENT, so I MUST be a tree hugging hippy.

I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan

I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion.

I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blonde blue-eyed lesbian.

*I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.

*I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG.

I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.

*I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.

*I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED

I don’t CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast

I'm SWEDISH, so I MUST be WHITE.

*I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.

I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s

*... ]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23268490/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23268490/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 09:48:44 PST Wtf :[
I had some crazy ass dreams. Some of things I'd rather keep to myself haha.But like parts of them were so reallll I had no idea I was dreaming. Like,I was at school and apparently we were having some sort of spirit week. And because I wasn't wearing spirit pants,they made me go around in my teal underwear. It was quite amusing. Then like weird shit happened. And my french teacher became my biology teacher and she was lecturing me and cait about our gayness. Then she bitched at me about my deathnote bag being to big to be considered a bag,so I had to put it away. Then I went to my realll biology class,but I wasn't supposed to. I was supposed to go to orchestra. and then I started having a different dream..about escaping my crazy husband with our two children? lmao. We lived in a glass house and I remember his name was Todd.I didn't actually want our children,so they just kinda followed me..and I was like ehhhhhh fuck off,cause his body guards were gonna find me hiding in the bushes. Then I started having another dream,but I forget that one.
So I woke up very confused,and I wanted to go back to the first dream,because I wasn't finished doing what I was supposed to do. I never got to go to orchestra,and I needed to tell someone something haha. oh wellll. too damn bad I can't pick up where I left off. It was a fun dream,that's what I get for going to sleep earlyyy

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23218234/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23218234/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 14:47:58 PST I dunno why I decided to.But when I woke up,I realized I really needed to get rid of my things. So I spent an hour or two going through my closet and floor,throwing all my shit out.
I used to be so attached,but those things don't matter to me anymore. I only kept the cool things :]
like my purple,fuzzy,princess,crown,that cait and erica got me at the mall last summer I miss things like that haha.
And I kept all the big stuff of course,like my computer,and instruments. But I threw out a lot of my childhood shit. Like pictures,and books,and toys,and stuffed animals. I was quite attached to the past before,but I'm not anymore.
Thankfully
And now my room is clean,and pretty. lol
Sorta

I have a really horrible headache

It's mid winter break now yayy. That makes me happy.
Valentines day was good I suppose,after I got home from ame's house I slept for pretty much the whole day. I was quite exhausted that day. And I still am. But it was super,and I wanna see coraline soon.

Oh my God,I am so cold it is unbelievable. My man-corpse-cheese-hands are so cold,I should not be alive. And for some reason I am wearing shorts. I'm just insane.

I also started reading Impulse. That is quite a good book. It's interesting,and I like how it's written :]


I think I'm going to shoot myself in the head,or maybe just take some pills for my headache. I think I'll go with the second option.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23146579/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/23146579/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 20:14:06 PST So,this time around I am going to do something slightly different.
I can either get my hair cut like davey again: [link]
because he's fucking God

Orrrrr I could get Karen O's hair: [link]

I love that women,she makes me wanna sing,and do other crazy things,and she's got some styleee


OR I could do something similar,and be a lesbian like Sara Quinn,from Tegan and Sara:
[link]

[link]

sara's the one not wearing the silly blue hat haha



So,I would like opinions. Because,my hair means a lot to me lmao..and I want it to be amazing again,not just all MEH.
Please,I'm so indecisive!

I'll go crazy trying to pick..right now I'm leaning towards Sara's hair..But I also want Karen's..and I can't let go of Davey's lmao.


THANKS(if you actually give me your opinion,you are THE SHIT)

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22945137/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22945137/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 14:12:04 PST Buttt,I just haven't been able to write lately. I've drawn a little,but I'm probably not going to post any drawings..just because I'm lazy.
sooo,I've recently become happy *yay* except,alll this happiness is like cursing me. I have all these thoughts and everything,I know WHAT I want to write..but I can't find the words. life is just too amazing to be written down =]
hmmm what else has happened since I stopped writing journals..
I started leaving my house on the weekends,lol
I SAW UNDERWORLD THREE with ame =] it was sweetttt
I've been sick for a month..now I have this really horrible cough,and I wake up at 5:30 in the morning every night like chokingggg on air..it's bad..It makes me want to jump off a cliff.
ummm,my parents are getting divorced.
WINTER PISSES ME OFF,fer reallll. michigan is horrrrible right now. I wanna go to california D:
snowsnowsnow =[ it was good for a month or two,now it's just annoying
spring needs to come,so does summer.I'm very sick of school,and people,and teachers,and expectations..
but that allll doesn't matter,I'm too happy for that shit to bother me right now =]
so,this was pointless..but to the people who watch me,this is why you haven't been spammed with my crap lately..

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22610867/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22610867/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 08:59:29 PST


1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Well, here goes.

1. I like AFI a hell of a lot,like more than humanly possible,or healthy.

2. I'm gay, and I'm proud.


3. I draw a lot,but I don't post them on deviant art..just because.

4. I have 2 guitars,1 bass,1 cello,1 cajon,1 violin(that I don't play) and 1 keyboard.
I <3 them all.

5. I do a lot of ummm-ing and ehhhh-ing when I talk,because I'm always thinking of the right words to say.

6.I hate living at home. I can't wait to move out.

7. I'm single,and it's unsurprising. I suck at relationships.

8. I break the rules that I don't like,but follow the ones that make relative sense.

sooo,I Tag...
no one,I break the rules.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22584675/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22584675/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 18:53:29 PST


A, B, C, D, LSD, Gummy Bears are chasing me.
Red ones, Green ones, Blue ones too. A Purple one just ate my shoe.
If you want to see them too, I’ll save some LSD for you.






That just made my life

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22458731/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22458731/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 18:44:02 PST [link]


watch the whole video
and you will understand

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22433442/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22433442/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 12:51:37 PST Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.

1.) Your name?
Tina:
Slang for Crystal Meth.


LMAO!


2.) Your age?
15:
Any girl under eighteen who lies about her age.


okay...


3.) One of your friends?
cait(you earned it with that rectal bleed):

Sexy, extremely friendly, risky yet cautious. Most wanted smile. ADDICTING, innocent,
"I'm so jealous of all your Cait-ness."

hahahaha

4.) What should you be doing?
a crackwhore:
A prostitute who is only a prostitute for the sole purpose of attaining crack to feed her addiction.


better definition:AMY WINEHOUSE




5.) Favorite color?
crimson:
A deep rich purplish red colour.

well that's lame
crimson=kurenai,hence my da name

6.) Birthplace?
southfield,mi:

A city located next to Detroit. Not quite as bad as Detroit its self but still there are better cities.


7.) Month of your birth?
october:
NUDY MAGAZINE DAY!


...?


8.) Last person you talked to?
jeffrey:

The heterosexual way to spell Geoffrey.
Person 1: "Jeffrey, how do you spell your name? "J" or "G"?"

Person 2: "With a "J", dawg. I don't roll that way."

..lmao,that is so true

9.) One of your nicknames?
keisha:
Slang name for a black woman.
"Damn! Look at Keisha's weave!"

(While driving) "Keisha, will you get out of the damn way!"


HAHA!!!

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22215171/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22215171/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 18:56:57 PST She is still there but no one cares
They sang her Happy Birthday yesterday without her
Do you want to see yourself flying through the night?
This gift is what you need
You're gonna be alright
Eyes close and fall

Her first time on the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
A moment that feels better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

Its getting light outside
She cannot sleep 'cause time stands still
Someone's hand is touching her, she has no will
Each time when it hurts, she just feels so alone
She doesn't care at all
Her memories have long gone
Eyes close and fall

And closer to the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
This time feels even better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back

She shuts the door
She longs for more and more
And more
She shuts the door
She longs for more and more
And more
Just once more

Everyone is watching
Her arms are so sore
But she doesn't care anymore

And falling from the edge
The scars will stay forever
Side to side with death
This last time even better
Darkness and light are blinding her sight
She's not coming back
Not coming back

The sky is casting over
Her last wish stays unsaid

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22145893/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22145893/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 16:17:28 PST WAS THIS LOUSY HEAD TO TEAR
PRESENTS WRAPPED WITH GREED
TURN YOUR BACK AND WALK AWAY

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
'Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in Fall Out Boy
Here's his number, girls and boys:
847-40-0-48, 1 and 4.

You better call him, Pete from Fall Out Boy, you better call him.

ALL I WANT THIS YEAR
IS A MODEL AND A BEER
MY QUEEN WILL RULE YOU ALL.
FUCK THIS WORLD AND DECK THE HALLS.

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
'Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in Fall Out Boy
Here's his number, girls and boys:
847-40-0-48, 1 and 4.

SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22091426/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22091426/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 19:47:12 PST today,I was at the mall buying a new pack of lip rings. Then I got em,and we went to kb toys to get some christmas shopping done for my little brother.
AND THE BEST THING HAPPENED
Kb toys was a mess,complete shit. Everyone was all rushing to attack the toys and shit,but then as I was walking past their lovely godzilla display (which was awesome)and I nearly had a heart attack
because in the next isl was a fucking albino!!!
OMG like,this was the best day ever.
she was an albino asian woman,and she was looking for toys I suppose,possibly to buy? I dont know.
she was kicking a skateboard
which she eventually got on and tried to ride.
I DUNNO HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE EVER SEEN AN ALBINO RIDING A SKATEBOARD..BUT ITS FUCKING CUTE
she was awesome
I wanted to hug her,but I felt she would be offended if I hugged her for being an albino

SO that was my day,
amazing as it is.. I still have a long list to accomplish before I die.
Cait is gonna help me though,it is a quest!
Where's my sword?

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22066345/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22066345/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 12:20:25 PST *dies*
The whole deal is to make a video of yourself,explaining who you are,about your life,music,art,anything really. under two minutes.
And AFI will watch every single video they receive,so that they can choose 5 winners of this contest (and 1 chosen by fans) to come to LA and sing in the new AFI cd.
There are a lottt of people in the us..sadly
and I know there are many fans,so the chances of me winning are like not good at all.
Everyone has a chance at least. And if I sent them a video that means that davey havok will have actually seen me and listened to what I have to say(which is amazinggg)
I must sound like a total loser,but seriously I don't know of any other person that loves afi as much as I do. They're devoted to their fans,so I am devoted to them. It's not just that I like the music or I love davey.It's the whole idea of afi that I love.
If I ever met them I would either pass out,or start crying on davey
so yeah.. I HAVE TO WIN..its totally like charlie and the chocolate factory haha.
I need that god damn golden ticket!!!

PS davey got a new hair cut to kick off the new album =]
so did jade..but no one cares
adam and hunter are like the same

ALL OF THEM HAVE FACIAL HAIR D:
its wrong,davey is supposed to be boyish and young forever. not manly
I need to go think of a video idea.
toodles

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22048245/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/22048245/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 11:58:38 PST [x] You watch(ed) anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[] You enjoy(ed) drawing anime.
[] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd = 7/14



ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[] You are/were known as 'the art person' at your school.
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[] Your drawings have been framed.
[] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

Art nerd = 11/15



MUSICAL NERD

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[x] You play(ed) more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument
[x] You've given your instrument a name.
[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[x] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[x] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[x] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[x] You are never nervous playing for other people.

Musical nerd = 11/14



VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[] You love to talk about video games.
[] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video game nerd = 5/15



COMPUTER NERD

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online.
[x] You can type really, really fast.

Computer nerd = 9/15


oh my lord girl
apparently Im a musical nerd
SHOCKING!!!!!
lol
oh my hell look at that little aroused dude under thar

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21970169/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21970169/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 20:15:35 PST You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks

Rule #2:
Only answer, no explanations or commentary

Yes or no:
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? yes
Q: Been arrested? no
Q: Kissed someone you didn’t like? yes
Q: Do you like someone? yesss
Q: Held a snake? yes
Q: Been suspended from school? no
Q: Been fired from a job? no
Q: Sang karaoke? yes
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yes
Q: Laughed until you started crying? yes
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
Q: Kissed in the rain? no
Q: Sang in the shower? nooo
Q: Sat on a roof top? yess
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yes
Q: Broken a bone? yes
Q: Shaved your head? yes
Q: Played a prank on someone? yes
Q: Shot a gun? yes
Q: Donated Blood? no!
Q: Had your heart broken? yes

LAST PERSON:

1. You hung out with? julie
2. You texted? caitt
3. Last person you were in a car with? daddio
4. Went to the movies with? mom
5. person you went to the shops with? shops? wtf
6. You talked on the phone? umm my brother
7. Made you laugh? klare
8. You hugged? umm idfk many people
9.You cried with? cried with?,uhhh??
WOULD YOU RATHER:

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? tongue
2. Die in a fire or get shot? shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY…

1. Sun or moon? moonshine
2. Winter or Fall? oh damn..,fall..no.. winter?
3. Left or Right?right
4. Sunny or rainy? rainy
5. Where do u live? watertucky
6. Club or pub? oh shit,pub
7. Is there 1 or 2 people who u can always trust and rely on? not alwayss
8. Do you want to get married? no
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? ew
10. what time is it? 11:11 !!!!!!! fuck
11. Are you afraid of commitment? yes
12. Are you gonna have an 18th party? no
13. Do You cook? nooo
14. Current mood? ewwers

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU…

1. Kissed someone? nah
2. Sang? yessss
3. Listened to music? mhmm
4. Seen someone you care about? ja =]
5. Danced Crazy? haha...yeahhhh
6. Cried? no
7. Liked someone you can’t have? ew,yes

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21882692/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21882692/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 14:04:34 PST I don't really know how to tell you this,but you're a leprechaun. I think I realized it when we skinny dipped in the bathtub,at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my salt-​beef bucket. I'm sure you're slutty enough to understand that your drivi​ng sucks​. I'm returning the pictures from vegas,but I'll keep your photo with the mustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confe​ssion​ today​ about​ the moose​ poach​ing and thank​s for the Cocai​ne.
Go drown yourself,
Keisha <3













Dear (​name of frien​d)​ ,
I don'​t reall​y know how to tell you this,​ but (1). I think​ I reali​zed it (2), (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you'​re (6) enoug​h to under​stand​ (7). I'm retur​ning (8), but I'll keep (9) as a memor​y.​ You shoul​d also know that I (10) and (​11)​.





​



(​12)​,​
(​your name)​

1) What'​s the color​ of your shirt​?​
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affai​r is over
White​ - I’m joini​ng the Conve​nt
Black​ -Our roman​ce is over
Green​-​ Our socks​ don'​t match​
Grey - You'​re a lepre​chaun​
Yello​w - I'm selli​ng mysel​f for candy​
Pink - Your nostr​ils are insul​ting
Brown​ - The mafia​ wants​ you
No shirt​ - You'​re mean
Other​ -I disli​ke your eyela​shes

2) Which​ is your birth​ month​?​
Janua​ry - That night​ you picke​d your nose
Febru​ary -​When you smack​ed my ass
March​ - When your dwarf​ bit me
April​ - When I tripp​ed on peanu​t butte​r
May - When I threw​ up in your sock drawe​r
June - When you put cuffs​ on me
July – When I quote​d Fores​t Gump
Augus​t - When I saw the purpl​e monke​y
Septe​mber - Last year when you peed your pants​
Octob​er - When we skinn​y dippe​d in the batht​ub
Novem​ber - When your dog humpe​d my leg
Decem​ber - When u final​ly chang​ed ur under​wear

3) Which​ food do you prefe​r?​
Tacos​ - When u final​ly chang​ed ur under​wear
Lasag​na-​ In your car
Pasta​ - Outsi​de of your offic​e
Hambu​rgers​ - Under​ the bus
Salad​ – As you were eatin​g Kraft​ Dinne​r
Chick​en - In your close​t
Kebab​ - With Jean Chrét​ien
Fish - In a clown​ suit
Sandw​iches​ - At the Elton​ John conce​rt
Pizza​ - At the menta​l hospi​tal
Hot dog - Under​ a stree​t light​
Annat​-​ With Georg​e Bush and Steph​en Harpe​r

4) What'​s the color​ of your socks​?​
Yello​w - ignor​e
Red - Carve​ your initi​als into
Black​ - Hit on
Blue - Knock​ out
Purpl​e - Pour syrup​
White​ - Put whipp​ed cream​ on
Grey - Pull the cloth​es off
Brown​ - bite off
Orang​e - Castr​ate
Pink - Pull the pants​ off of
Baref​oot - Sit on
Other​ - Drive​ over

5) What'​s the color​ of your under​wear?​
Black​ - My boyfr​iend
White​ - My fathe​r
Grey – The Catho​lic Pries​t
Brown​ – The Montr​eal Canad​ian’s​ goali​e
Purpl​e - My corne​d beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-​beef bucke​t
Yello​w - My illeg​itima​te child​ in Ghana​
Orang​e - My Blink​ 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Littl​e Pony’​ colle​ction​
None – My prize​d statu​e of Micha​el Jacks​on in the nude
Other​ -​-​The eleph​ant in the corne​r

6) What do you prefe​r to watch​ on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senil​e
Heroe​s-​ Frost​bitte​n
Lost - High
Simps​ons-​ Cowar​dly
The news - Scarr​ed
Ameri​can Idol - vexed​
Famil​y Guy - Open
Top Model​ - Middl​e-​class​
Other​r - Slutt​y

7) Your mood right​ now?
Happy​ - How awful​ you are
Sad - How borin​g you are
Bored​ -
Angry​ - That your smell​ makes​ me vomit​
Depre​ssed – That we’re​ relat​ed
Excit​ed - That I may pee my pants​
Nervo​us - The middl​e-​east is plann​ing their​ reven​ge on you
Worri​ed - That your Ford sucks​
Apath​etic - That you need a sex-​chang​e
Asham​ed - That I'm aller​gic to your earlo​bes
Cuddl​y - That Santa​ doesn​'​t exsis​t
Silly​ - That there​ is no solut​ion to you being​ a dumb kid
Other​ - That your drivi​ng sucks​

8) What'​s the color​ of your walls​ in your... ]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21801824/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21801824/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 15:51:36 PST OKAY
1.WHEN THE HELL DID I GET A GIRLFRIEND?
I didn't

2.WHEN DID I EVER SAY I WAS EVEN INTERESTED??
I didn't

3.WHEN DID WE START HANGING OUT EVERYDAY?
We didn't,I've never met you in my life and you live an hour and a half away.


seriously,that is just creepy..kinda sad really.
I never even showed any interest in the girl at all,frankly I'm not attracted to her one bit.
She's a little overbearing..and kinda scary.

=[ I'm scared for my soul,mostly I'm scared to tell this chick I don't feel anything for her,which I have to do. she can't just keep lying to her friends about me.
maybe if I just actually get into a relationship she'll catch my drift...
i dont fucking know


:EDIT:

LMFAO,so today I guess she got my message I sent her and was a little taken back.
But she knew I caught her in her lie.
She was all angry and tried to cover her lies up even more,with moreee even stupider lies!
it was actually rather hilarious.
So the first thing she says to me is : I'm sorry for the confusion,but I don't wanna go out with you. I'm going out with a different christina.
WOW,bitch please.. I already know she lied about dating girls before,so I know she's not dating anyone,plus she said she was interested in me. jesus,I don't fucking care if you like me psycho,stop lying.
Then I tell her something like sure..okay,I dunno what I'm supposed to believe from you,when you've obviously been lying to me all along,your ex boyfriend even warned me that you lied. So she gets all bitchy and tells me to piss off just because I don't believe her.
EXCUSE ME? WHAT YOU TELL ME? I hope she knows that she's on my shit list now =]
anyway,then she asks me why I don't believe her that she's going out with a girl named christina now.
FOR ONE :that is my name,and you have made it clear your are attracted to me.
TWO:I'm pretty sure you've never dated any girls at all,and your facebook says your single,so shut the hell up,that was a lame lie.
THREE:christina isn't all that common of a name..leading on to my next point,
she after this tried to tell me that her sisters name is christina,and her best friends name is christina.
at this point I was something like this :
ROTFL,HAHAHHAHA,FUCK,LMFAO,LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEss
SWEET JESUS
yeah,she is the worst liar I have ever stumbled upon,and to make it worse I'm pretty sure she is a compulsive liar..so sad,her lies just get out of control,what a waste of a lie. GOD,that could have been my amazing lie that she wasted.
w/e
THAT WAS THE FUNNEST EVER THOUGH
made me laugh how she thinks that was real drama..
I'm assuming she's starved for attention,or needs to see someone

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21706504/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21706504/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 20:49:26 PST hmmm
It's alright,at least it wasn't painfullll you know. But it is a stupid holiday.
OMG
so today we were eating dinner,and everyone was quiet. my 82 year old grandpa was sitting there eating,and I decided to break the silence.
So I said "Grandpa,have you ever met a midget?"
he was like "huhh??" Then my mom asked him again. and he said no with a horrified look on his face.
It was great,my brothers were like wtf?
But I think my grandpa has probably met a little fucker before.
When he was younger he traveled all over the world,so I bet he met like a greek nugget before or something.
Hes old,he forgets things.

anyway,I ate soo much pie tonight... I need a drink of rockstar.
I NEED A ROCKSTAR FRIDGE IN MY ROOM
that would be amazingg.


sooooo
I'm bored right now..and I forget if I have homework or not..
oh well,today my brother told me that I was going to end up working at an arbys
I agreed
then I thought about it and realized that I was better than that.
My ancestors from Hungary were gypsies.
So you know what,I would be a damn good gypsy.
I could work at a circus or a strip mall and charge 100 bucks for a palm reading,or a sexy time. It would be the funnest job ever,cause all you have to do is lie!
FUN
thats it,I'm becoming a gypsy
who wants to join.. I bet cait does ;DD come onnn caittt

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21640024/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21640024/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 23:05:15 PST So,AFI is my favorite band in the wholee existence of anything.
And the other day I noticed something weird about their last two cd's.
Both cd's seem to tell a story about the same person.
But the story is out of order if you think about it in terms of the song listings on the cd's.
So I was wondering more about this story. Basically I knew Sing the Sorrow was about death. And decemberunderground was about love.
But I wanted to know more.
I used the lovely gift from god called google,and I searched the theory of decemberunderground. THE STORY IS AMAZING. DAVEY HAVOK IS A GENIUS.
So,after I learned about the whole DU story,I got into the whole charolotte mystery. Jesus christ,possibly the scariest thing I have ever seen in my life.
Before the release of STS afi released the ep 336. Everyone was confused by this of course,because it was very random. But on the cover it said "nothing from nowhere Im no one at all" And turns out after sing the sorrow was released,those were lyrics from the first song. AFI never really said anything about the 336 ep other than it was just "what came before" letting people to piece together the clues that STS was in fact 337.
And then theres a whole bunch of shit that goes along with that.
Basically the whole 337 thing and sing the sorrow relate to the chinese zodiac,and the fact that the bunnies,who had shown up in the album stood for the character in sing the sorrows chinese zodiac. He was born the year of the rabbit,which meant that he could never reincarnate after death. Davey was born the year of the rabbit,which obviously means the character is davey.
After keeping this all in mind,just before the release of decemberunderground afi started the mystery up again. This time named by many the charolette myster,the five flowers mystery,or just the decemberunderground mystery.
It's a fucking long story,and very weird to say the least,but basically it started as an odd myspace blog post from daveys brothers myspace page.From there DF memebers figured out the clues,and were led to videos made by afi. I saw all the videos,though the original websites are no longer in service.
The videos were all slightly disturbing to say the least. But they were all clues.
Eventually the people figured the mystery out and their reward was a secret concert =[[ a-holes!!!
Now people are trying to find clues to the next mystery in decemberunderground.
It's also a very long story.
But if you have heard of this band,or cd at least,I suggest you go look up the decemberunderground theory. It's very interesting,and kinda sad.
And for those of you who have decemberunderground,I have a little request.. Listen to the cd in this order after reading the theory : Prelude 12/21
The interview
Love like winter
Kill caustic
Endlessly,she said
Affliction
The killing lights
The missing frame
37 mm
and then I'll be home (faint voices,very important to the story..its after affliction I think...)
Kiss and control
Summer shudder
Miss murder
I guarantee that if you listen to this order after reading about
the story,you will understand so much more about decemberunderground. It's not just a place and a time.
"It's a remake of a classic"



yeahh,this is what I do with my weekends/nights

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21580836/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21580836/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 12:13:46 PST
So I just had a fight with trevor on the phone.
He yelled at me for god knows how long. And I just sat there and listened to him go on and on about things he doesn't even understand,while contradicting himself many times.
I'm sick of it.. I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to anymore if this is how he and amara feel.
I never asked them to get involved in what's going on. I never said will you do this for me. All I ever did was tell them how I felt and ask them their opinion. Because maybe I'm a little confused about certain things,and maybe I once thought that their opinion could help..
And then he goes and denies it. Says shit like I dragged him and her in the middle of all this.
I didn't,and if you think so..I'm very sorry but you are mistaken.
When in fact,both of them bring me in the middle of all their problems. Which I am okay with,because you know I try to be a good friend..But they have to complain and complain.
What do my relationships with other people matter to them? Does the fact that things are awkward with someone and I make you feel awkward too? Oh I am soo sorry..because I can totally help that.
Just like he thinks I can totally avoid anxiety attacks,or anxiety all together.
Sorry,it doesn't work like that.
Yeah I'm pissed off something fierce.I don't feel like talking to him for a while..amara too,her thing in this is possibly even more annoying to me.
If they didn't want to get involved..why did they insist on doing this? They're the only ones who are making a big deal out of MY problems. Which aren't even problems at all.
Frankly,I would be fine right now if they weren't talking complete shit about me when I'm not there. Jesus christ they are selfish..

So next time one of them wants me to do something for them,or help them out. I wont.
I'm not gonna be there when they're having a rough time,and heaven forbid if they ever experience an anxiety attack,I'm gonna ask them how does it feel..
But then again,I'm not that mean..I'll probably end up caring about them again tomorrow..fuck it

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21569768/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21569768/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 16:49:00 PST [ ] You go tanning.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You own something from Coach.
[ ] You own something from Chanel.
[ ] You own something from Juicy Couture.
[ ] You own something from Louis Vuitton.
[x] You love/like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[x] You have tons of shoes.
[ ]You hate buying things that are on sale.
[ ] You have more than one house
Total: 5

GOTH.
[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[in my wallet..] You wear chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[x] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an atheist/satanist.
[x] You have/want piercings.
Total: 8

PUNK.
[x] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[x] You like Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love/like skater boys
[ ] You dislike pink.
[x] You hate preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
Total: 6

GEEK.
[x] You love the computer.
[x] You like Star Wars.
[x] You are supposed/wore/wear to wear glasses.
[ ] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[ ] You were/are in band. (NOPE,ORCHESTRA BITCHES)
[ ] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ]You never miss school unless your sick.
Total: 4

EMO.
[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[x] You have/had black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[x] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep/kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have/had a sad MySpace/Friendster layout.
[ ] You think emo kids are hot.
Total: 6

GHETTO / GANGSTA.
[ ] You like rap
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot
[ ] You have/had a freestyle battle.
[ ] You have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 1

HARDCORE.
[x] You like loud music.
[ ] You love the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[x] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] “Hardcore” dance.
[ ] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear blue jeans.
Total: 7

PREP.
[ ] You love The OC.
[ ] You have/want/had a tiny/medium sized dog
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of bright colors.
[x] You like buying shoes.
[ ] You shop at American Eagle.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] You love Paris Hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[x] You wear big sunglasses.
[ ] You wear more than one accessory.
Total: 2

ATHLETIC.
[ ] You watch the Superbowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your/others jerseys.
[ ] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
total:0

Im...goth..Noooooooooooooooooo...oo.o

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21556199/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21556199/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 18:38:09 PST that is not what I do
I ain't no damsel in distess
and I don't need to be rescued
so put me down punk
maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

I am not an angry girl
but it seems like I've got everyone fooled
every time I say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling

and I am sorry
I am not a maiden fair
and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

and generally my generation
wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
and generally I agree with them
trouble is you gotta have youself an alternate plan
and I have earned my disillusionment
I have been working all of my life
and I am a patriot
I have been fighting the good fight
and what if there are no damsels in distress
what if I knew that and I called your bluff?
don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up

I am not a pretty girl
I don't want to be a pretty girl
no I want to be more than a pretty girl

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21520377/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21520377/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 14:42:34 PST Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
I love snow it's funn,and coldd,and pretty(when it's hasn't become mush)
It just makes me super happy.
so I took lot's of photos of today with my film camera that I haven't used in a while. But the damn thing jammed so I didn't get to finish.
Oh well,I'll go get my film developed some time soon. There are a lottt of photos of mountains/desert/farmland in there from my trip months ago. I should probably develop the film =]

my ear still hurts
errrggggg

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21483795/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21483795/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 11:49:24 PST I woke up at like 4:30 because my ear was bothering me.
So I kept messing with it,and I guess I kinda fucked it up and ruptured my ear drum or something like that,something in my inner ear I could feel it cause I felt like I was about to pass out and I was like two seconds away from throwing up,it was a bloody mess.
Soo I went to the doctors,which I had to fight my mom about,I'm super afraid of going to the doctors.But I went,and I was nearly had an anxiety attack,but oh well.
My doctor said that I have to take ear drops for a while,I'm not sure how long.But twice a day everyday for a while.And I also have to take some pills.
BUT
I am currently deaf in one ear pretty much. I cant hear shit.When I go back to the doctor in three weeks if my ear looks better they have to do a hearing test. And I hope to god that my hearing comes back soon,cause I sure as hell need it. My good ear is ruined now,I feel great TT_TT
At least it doesn't really hurt,but I hate ear drops very very much.
I hope these little drops of hell make me hear again =]
well girl,I'm about to go get fucked

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21290727/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21290727/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:03:17 PST there is a new object of my hate
and it is scene kids
yes I HATE SCENE PEOPLE WITH A BURNING PASSION
For those of you who are not familiar with the term they are "preppy emo". They tend to be loud and annoying! THE BAD KIND.A lot of them are stuck up. they take tooo many pictures of themselves and over use the amazing things like dinos and unicorns and rainbows. they overflow concerts and wear super brighttt fucking clothes.
The girls have the ugliest fucking haircuts I have seen in my life. Basically a really reaaaalllyy reaally bad emo haircut.
It looks like someone was attempting to cut hair and they fucked up big time.
And then there are the things that bother me the most. they steal the amazing words that people like me have been using since the beginning of time,like:rad,man,bro,stellar(I don't use that one but have seen it used a lot by them) and all the other amazing psychedelic slang from back in the day. I would have no problem with it if they did not over use the terms and possibly use them in the wrong context..that is just wrongggg.
Oh and another thing. STOP MAKING SCENE KID GROUP TRAINS ON MYSPACE.
man..Im just full of hate =]
anyway,BE yourself
Don't be a cheap knock off of punk or emo,no body likes it

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21173400/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21173400/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 15:00:03 PDT I havent written a journal in a while
I dont even know what the fuck the date is anymore.
My birthday is on thursday,and halloween is on friday. HELL YEAH
I love halloween
I've decided that Im either going to be an old black woman,or a vampire like usual
lol
should be funnn,Im gonna get so much god damn candy. I'll be full of chocolate =]
anyhow..I'm thinking about writing something
dunno what though
we'll see

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21004597/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/21004597/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 16:19:55 PDT I'm having so much fun talking to this kid I don't know.
First I was talking to him to freak him out,cause he keeps talking to my friends and they don't know him.
So I kept talking to him in my black ghetto voice.
IT WAS FUN.
But he first thought I was someone he knew messing with him.
Then he thought I was a guy.
Now that he knows that I'm a girl he called me very masculine.
thanks dickwad
So now I had to explain to him that I am in fact a lesbian.
Now he's asking me all these questions about if people are born gay and blah blah blah.
I DON'T KNOW
he's starting to annoy me sorta
I don't need no stinking penis

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20952198/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20952198/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 11:29:41 PDT I went with my lovely friends,and we went out to eat before hand. took a stripper bus on the way to the restaurant,and took a trolly on the way to the dance.
Oh my how disgustingly warm it was in that gym.
I nearly died.
In fact,trevors sister passed out.
So yeah,it was hot as hell in that place.
But so worth it. I danced with like 5billion people. It was a big sex pit.
Sweaty and hot and all touchy touchy.

But this isn't even the best part.
I think the actual after party was better.
You know whyyyyy
because
for one:
I got to see julie strip off all her clothes and run outside in the night.
two: I got to sleep next to her after that.

I win.
Oh don't you just loveee truth or dare??
I do.
but I had to lick the couch...


dont you like my happy tears

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20877387/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20877387/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:32:05 PDT my dad found it today randomly.
I was looking for that mother fucker since I got back from california in august.
but Im happy
now you all get to finallllly see the photos I took there and on my way home
well,this is short
but Im not in the mood to go on and on
bye

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20859411/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20859411/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 14:18:27 PDT and now I must do everything on this list
it will be my goal for this year




1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking.

2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.

4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official voice, 'Code 3 in Housewares. Get on it right away.'

5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to put a bag of M&M's on layaway.

6. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. August 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they would bring pillows and blankets from the bedding department.

8. August 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he began crying and screamed, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?'

9. September 4: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.

10. September 10: While handling guns in the hunting department, he asked the clerk where the antidepressants were.

11. October 3: Darted around the store suspiciously while loudly humming the Mission Impossible theme.

12. October 6: In the auto department, he practiced his 'Madonna look' by using different sizes of funnels.

13. October 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browsed through, yelled 'ICK ME! PICK ME!'

14. October 21: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, he assumed a fetal position and screamed 'OH NO! IT'S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!'

And last, but not least ..

15. October 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door, waited awhile, then yelled very loudly, 'Hey! There's no toilet paper in
here!'

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20823210/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20823210/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 10:25:19 PDT this is a good weekend so far
yesterday I went to the mall *yay*
of course I went to hottopic
I was gonna buy these pants,but I didn't feel like spending all my moms money on them
they were RED
omg,and sexy
they looked good on me too
oh well
I got a hoodie
its reversible woot woot

thenn today I got my hair cut *yay again*
it is amazing
its a combination of bill kaulitz old hair from when he was 13 and davey havoks decemberundergound hair
I like it,its the shortest haircut I've ever had.
the guy at the salon was awesome
his name was phil
and hes a musican apparently,but also a barber. so he owns a hair salon
anywayy,he is cool. he gave me a spider ring,haha
it only fits my pinky. its one of those plastic halloween rings for little kidss
anywayyy back to my hair
the girl who cut it used a razor,which if you havent ever gotten your hair cut with a razor I recommend it,I always get my hair cut with a razor.
soo..its really short,and she shaved a little bit of the back,but its cool
and itss fluffffyyy in the back,ahaha
that was an expensive hair cut,but I shall go back to them next time.
salon 59 on m59,if your from around here you know where that is,if not oh well.

ohhh I almost forgot
I bought my tie yesterday at the mall
its just a plain black tie
but I totally know how to tie a necktie now
and it was soo frustrating
I tried three different styles of knots
and I was only able to do one of them
my brain just wasnt happy I guess
but I did it
and I refuse to undo it,so its still tied
and hanging off my bass

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20688984/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20688984/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 15:13:10 PDT Start with 100%. X everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

[x] Smoked.
[x] Drank alcohol.
[] Cried when someone died.
[] Been drunk.
[] Had sex.
[x] Been to a concert.
[] Gotten/given a handjob.
[] Gotten/given a blowjob.
[] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
[x] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.[well....it would depend on to what degree]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96%

[x] Felt someone up and/or been felt up. [uhh yeaaahh,like everyday]
[x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
[] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
[] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[] Been to prom.
[x] Cried at school. [like elementary school..]
[x] Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. [BEST BUY]
[] Went streaking.
[x] Given or received a lap dance. [people are always siting on me,so I'm just gonna say yeah. basically. Theres always someone around my hot pocket]
[x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

[] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
[x] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
[] Kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[] Went scuba diving.
[x] Driven a car.
[x] Gotten an x-ray.
[] Hit by a car.
[x] Had a party.
[] Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 85%

[x] Played strip poker/darts/basketball.[STRIPPP POKER! we still need to do that
but,I've played strip truth or dare..if you dont do your dare you strip. lameee,they just wanted to see my tits]
[] Got paid to strip for someone.
[x] Ran away from home. [i was 5 okay]
[x] Broken a bone.
[x] Eaten sushi.
[] Bought porn.
[] Watched porn. [IMMORALLL,lol]
[x] Made porn. [there are cameras in my school,so yes I make porn every day]
[x] Had a crush on someone of the same sex [those are the only people I have crushes on.. lol]
[x] Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 77%

[x] French kissed.
[x] Laughed so hard you cried.
[x] Cried yourself to sleep.
[] Laughed yourself to sleep.[is that possible?]
[x] Stabbed yourself.[on accident...?]
[x] Shot a gun.
[] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
[x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours.[what if these hours were Destructive? does that count?]
[x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
[x] Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

[] Watched a person die.
[x] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
[x] Pranked somebody.
[] Put somebody in the hospital.
[x] Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
[x] Kissed somebody of the same sex.[pff duh]
[] Dressed punk. lets not label me like that
[] Dressed goth. same
[] Dressed preppy. EW BITCH
[] Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 65%

[x] Avoided somebody.
[x] Been stalked. [some old asian woman in my neighborhood]
[] Stalked someone.
[] Met a celebrity.
[x] Played an instrument.[noooo,noooo wayyyyy]
[x] Ridden a horse.
[x] Cut yourself.
[] Bungee jumped. [I want toooo,that would be amazing]
[x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
[x] Been to a wild party.[drunk people galore]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 58%

[] Got caught stealing something.
[x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
[] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
[] Gone out with your friend's crush.[not that I'm aware of..or the world as we know it is going to explode]
[] Got arrested.
[] Been pregnant.
[x] Babysat.
[x] Been to another country.
[x] Started your house on fire. [oh dear...mann..yeah,I am not good at cooking,lets just leave it at that]
[x] Had an encounter with a ghost.[it was sexual of course]

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 53 %

[] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
[x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. [some random person at the water park,I did not know him]
[] Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.[????...incest?]
[x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
[x] Sat on your butt all day.
[x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.[YEAH,thanks to caits dad. that was pretty awesome,I had my own little carton of ice cream for pulling wweeeeeds]
[] Had a job.
[] Gotten cut from a sports team.
[x] Been called a whore.
[] Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 48%

[] Been mistaken for a celebrity.
[x] Been in a car accident.
[x] Been told you have beautiful eyes.
[] Been told you have beautiful hair.... ]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20618870/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20618870/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:29:09 PDT 002. Nickname ? tina
003. Status ? singlee
004. Zodiac sign ? scorpio
005. Male or female ? female
006. Elementary ? haviland
007. Middle School ? crary/union
008. High School ? mott
009. Smart ?fucking genius ;D
010. Hair color ? black
011. Long or short ? short
012. Loud or Quiet ? ..it depends greatly
013. Sweats or Jeans ? jeans
014. Phone or Camera ? hmmmmmmm...both
015. Health freak ? haha
016. Drink or Smoke? ? no sir
017. Do you have a crush on someone? sure,you could say that
018. Eat or Drink ? surprise!
019. Piercings ? both ears twice and my lip once
020. Tattoos ? none

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing ? ears
024. First best friend ? becca
025. First award ? hmmm,i dont know
026. First crush ? some matt kid in like 1st grade haha
027. First pet ? daisy,she was a cat
028. First big vacation ? the first time I went to Canada i guess. wow..that was so long ago
030. First big birthday ? umm 5?


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating ? poptart
050. Drinking ? nothing
052. I'm about to ? think
053. Listening to ? the computer
054. Plans for today ? geometry homework =/
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? not really no,well if I must,I dont want to be the one to get pregnant or anything. ew
059. Want to get married? maybe,if thats legal
060. Careers in mind ? oh god,not that again.
I'm thinking either hairstylist(haha i know),doctor which would make lots of money so I lean towards that,or something else possibly music related. I could be a teacher..but I dont wanna get stuck making like 2 dollars an hour.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes ? kjrgrkljghrkjgh,thats a hard question. those are equally important to me
070. Shorter or taller? erm,preferably shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous ? insane
073. Nice stomach or nice arms ? haha,i dont care
074. Sensitive or loud ? hmmmmm,both
075. Hook-up or relationship ? GRR,these aree hard questions.. I'm gonna say relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant ? hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts ? nope
081. Ran away from home ? like when i was 5
084. Broken someones heart ? yeah
085. Been arrested ? ..lol,no
087. Cried when someone died ? nobody died

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself ? OH YES,THESE SELF ESTEEM PATCHES WORK WONDERRRSS
090. Miracles ? no
091. Love at first sight ? nope
092. Heaven ? I suppose so,maybe something like dreaming.
093. Santa Claus ? oh yes,he fixed our flat one time on the way up north..
094. Sex on the first date ? hell yeah haha
095. Kiss on the first date ? if you like them,i dont care

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? sure,sure. I'm not too much in the mood for human interaction though. I'd rather be alone.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? of course not,it has its good moments.
But no,Its a hard thing to be satisfied with you know
99.Do you believe in God ? something like that
100. Post as 100 truths and tag. NO

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20586652/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20586652/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:22:47 PDT SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Its so amazing
The case is beauuutifullll
Brand new
perfect condition
pretty damn rare,you can't buy this in stores children
Its a little late though =/
oh well,its wonderful. yummmmm daveyyyyyy havok

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20573986/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20573986/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 19:05:08 PDT
Here we go...

Beer: drunk

McDonald's: FOOD

Relationships: MIDGETS

Purple: bi

Power Rangers: 90's

Steroids: ARNOLD

Cartoons: wwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeee

The President: HE LIED THEY DIED KEEP THE PEASANTS TERRIFIED

Tupperware: napoleon dynamite

Florida: the big FU

Santa Claus: GOING TO DIE

Halloween: yummm

Grammar: nazi

Myspace: fag

Your ex: ily buddy

Clowns: AHHHHHHHHHH!

Marriage: is for stupid people

Paris: chanel

Redheads: the carpet matches the drapes..oh man

Blondes: dumb

Pass the: burrito

One night stand: uh huh uh huh,im gonna fuck that cheese

Take a: drink of whisky honey,make you feeel better

Hooters: I LOVE BOOBIES,lmao

High school musical: the end of the last bit of sanity

Pajamas: sleep


Woody: toy story


Justin Timberlake: orlando bloom


Wet Socks: puddles


Cheer leading: amara

Love: girls

Miss: sarah silverman

Hate: penis

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20495771/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20495771/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 19:19:44 PDT I wrote this very long,in depth journal about how much of a horrible,shallow,judgmental person I am.
I totally explained all this shit about how I feel about certain things.
Basically getting down to the point that I am a bitch.
But right before I posted it I realized that,that doesnt even fucking matter.haha
I may be a bitch,but me explaining that isn't going to change it.
I shouldn't really tell people something that they may not have noticed. Maybe I should just change that little fact about me eh?
Thats something I want to change..I didn't used to be such a horrible person.
I've always been a rotten child,but lately I've been so much worse. god probably thinks I'm evil or something.
guess I'm not going to heaven after alll.

Maybe if the people around me would stop acting like fucking stupid losers then I wouldn't have to loath them so much.
I wouldn't hate everyone so much if they would only listen to what they're saying. And use their god damn brain.

That is all

haha..my "not impressed" emoticon reminds me of coco chanel.
lovely

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20475444/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20475444/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 16:35:00 PDT Though I'd be happier with a cooler temperature,this is just fine. It is still summer I suppose. I wish It would rain like this more often,then I'd be able to run. Rain is very calming to me,so I really don't mind running when it's raining out. But I can not run in warm weather,that is just disgusting. That is the exact reason I failed gym last year. Running is a no no,unless it's raining.
Sooo today I ran for a while,for the first time in who knows how long. It was nice

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20429191/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20429191/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 19:23:31 PDT Who would do the honor of making dear old Tina a new icon?
I lovee salad fingers and all
but i need a new one
sooo who will it be?

If you want I can do something for you in return.
Like write you an amazing story with morals and everything
or I can draw you somethingg
just ask,but please I need a new one badly
and I dont have that kind of technology on this computer,all my good shit is on the other computer which is my brothers now.
Yeah
thats all

ohhhh and
my dad totallyy bought me my son of sam cd i wanted
cause you cant find their music anywhere
but ebay had it
soo wooohoo
I love them,they make me happy in a sad way.
its good

oww my throat hurts
damn it
Caittt infected me
oh well

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20379020/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20379020/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 16:43:54 PDT 's journal,and she gave the link to find out what your name means..wowwww I must sayy,mine is also very accurate
really
i think almost all this shit is true


You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20357813/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20357813/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:54:44 PDT I am bored

ehemm

I need to find someone to attack this weekend with my freakishness
BLEH
my stuuupid mom,she wont let me buy new strings for my cello

in the 5 years that i've owned this particular cello,I have never replaced the D,G,or C strings.
I broke the A string like a billion timess soo I changed it
BUT they are all dead,really their time came long ago. And they are making my cello sound like Shit.
I wish I had monies
Apparently I'm going to some art thing in Rochester tomorrow
I guess I want to go,I don't really have a choice though.
If someone would come and steal me then I wouldn't have to go,but I have no idea where anyone is today..stupid douchebags
welll,I have a headache now
yayyyy
I love house...thats a fun show
BYE

how come theres no emoticon thinggy for homicidal?? thats mean..i wanted to see a little blob killing another little blob with a kitchen knife

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20328781/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20328781/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 17:31:02 PDT But you know,I have rotten luck.So even if I am straight forward,bluntly honest with someone,it doesn't work out so well.
Bleeh,life is confusing. When your mind tells you something for so long,your heart tells you another thing. Then BAM there's a whole other thought in the back of your mind,and it's always there. But you kinda put it aside cause it doesn't seem so important.
But right about now,that thought in the back of my mind has become very significant to me,and it's actually pretty important.
I feel like finally I am going on with things you know,like this is what was meant to happen by the whole moving on bit.
And I like it fer sure,but fuck my bad luck.I've always had the worst luck in the world and I think I always will.
I'm sooorrry lucky,I stole your lucky charms.
omg,isnt that little guy under me soo cute,I am feeling rather sociable right now.
And I just love his hat tipping.

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20288969/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20288969/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 12:06:29 PDT today was the first day of school
blechhh the freshmen on my bus are fucking retarded.
i swear to god if i hear "THERES A HOT GIRL IN MY LUNCH" one moree time,im gonna blow someones fucking head off.
yes,i dont like the freshmen this year,they are the ass wipes
"but you were a freshman once" yes,yes i was but i am not anymore,and i was never that annoying.
blahhh it was sooo hot in our school today
and i think my seminar teacher is insane o.0
he talks like perfect english,and he has all these posters of this one actor from like the 30's..i forget his name
and he wears ass kicking dress shoes and suits
..hes an odd one
ohh,and another fun thing
this one freshman asshole i hate with a passion actually did something pretty awesome..but totally rude,oh well
he called mr.wesson,the bigest rapist of all
A CHUB
AS IN FAT MAN
AS IN FAT ASS
lmfao
and apparently he replied by calling the whole class losers,but thats nothing new
he always called us losers
This is gonna be a good year i think
better than last year
but i dont know anyone i have lunch with =[[
damn

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20271772/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20271772/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 12:38:42 PDT I am totally done with the great gatsby stuff.
Finished.
Sooo,at first I was only gonna do the gatsby character essay.Butttt
I decided"you know..maybe I should actually try not to fail this year"
so,I did the other essay too
woot,i just sat there and wrote
it was pretty easy,i basically just went on about the similarities and differences in the handouts,yeah exactly.
so thats all done
they both suck ass hard
but oh well,she will deal with my shitty essays
I'm not good at writing when I'm told to write about something,I'd rather pick my own topic,cause thats how good shit happens
you just write.
But no,she made us write about god damn color association.
ew
..i think i need to go fix my color journal though,its illegible.
I'm going to have a difficult time even rewriting it anyway.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
welll,kiddies
we are going back to our own little hell tomorrow
and we're gonna have a ball
really,the only thing I'm worried about is getting a suck dick grade on my essays,and I have no idea where half of my classes are..oops
I prolly should have gone and searched for them while i was still in drivers ed.
oh well
that and my locker
i have no idea where it is
ha,im an idiot

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20245435/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20245435/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 00:43:12 PDT DIRU IS COMING TO PONTIAC 11/18/08 !!!!!!!!!!
I MUST GO
OR I WILL DIE
yes
i am going
there is no question
tomorrow i will ask my mother nicely
mommy may i go see dir en grey at clutch cargos
on a school nightt ?? pleaassseee
yes
it WILL work
hopefully but the thing is,i dont know anyone who listens to dir en grey,or has even heard of them..
i shall find someone
im sure theres still some hardcore people out there who will willingly go listen to a Japanese metal band with me
AND BLOW YOUR FUCKING BRAINSSS OUTTT yeah
its so close too,seriously thats only like a 5 minute drive from my house to clutch cargos
If i dont go im gonna implode or something
yes,weeeeeeeee
lol,and thats only like two weeks after the sara barellies concert im going to
but shes not hardcore
so my voice will stil be intact
:EDIT:
I CAN GO
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
BUT...
i have to find someone to go with =/
i neeed someone to go with damn it
dude..Jamaican ginger beer tastes like those tiny little oranges that come in corn syrup,i forget what the fuck their called

]]> ~kurenaix1234 http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20237419/ http://kurenaix1234.deviantart.com/journal/20237419/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:14:52 PDT I am very displeased with it
i think ill get a c or d..yes
i dont like it at all.
blehhh
but w/e
i learned a new song on guitar
everyone should learn this song,its easy as hell
good riddance(time of your life)-green day
fun
yeahh...blahh
tomorrow im going to a party at my brothers house
those are always fun ^_^
its his girlfriends birthday so..
we got her a barns and noble gift card
i wanted to steal it,but w/e
im tired
i woke up at like 1 today,and the house was empty so i screamed..because i felt like it?
yes
well..now i must go eat nasty space meat

]]> ~kurenaix1234