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        <pubDate>Fri, 04 Dec 2009 09:28:21 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>...And Heavens Cried Blood</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Nov 2009 11:34:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And heavens cried blood<br />As I swallowed the poison from her lips again<br />And heavens cried blood<br />I felt no regrets for her death<br /><br />No need for sympathies<br />What she got is what she deserved<br />She blackened the world<br />She blackened the sun<br /><br />These drops of blood won't wash away your sins<br />I buried you deep to forget the pain<br />But every night I see you through sleep<br />Another cold night, neverending hell<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Weight of the Dead</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 15:15:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There was so much in me that I trusted<br />But so little I knew<br />The weakness I held was stronger than anything<br />And it turned me into arrows for the ones I truly loved <br /><br />bu arada projeye Ã§ok az kaldi....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>(-_-)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Oct 2009 15:02:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep yeni projeler... Ã§ok yakÄ±nda... bide dayÄ± oldum ben. ibiÅ dayÄ±... (-_-)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>staaaj</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 13:58:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ staja gidiyorum ki ben, pazar gecesi ankaradan maraÅa dogru yola cikiyorum; baraj Åantiyesine o.O yaklaÅik 1 ay kadar buralarda olamayabilirim, ara ara ugrarim gerÃ§i ne var ne yok diye <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> bu arada saÃ§larimi kestirdim <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> toptan hem de <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tatiüeeellll</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Jul 2009 00:29:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tatile cikiyorum efenim, foto tatili diyebilirim, egedeki antik kentleri dolasicam, bolcana foto cekicem, deviantimi senlendiricem, haydi hoppa, (^_^) kishiroyu da yazicam sÃ¶z. haydi ben gidenzi...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>düt düt ben geldiüeeeemm</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:33:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ veee iÅte geri dÃ¶ndÃ¼m, finaller bitti, staja daha var, biraz vakit bulabiliyorum artik, herÅeye. "Edo'da bir ibiÅ" i yazmaya tekrar baÅladim. bugun 22. gÃ¼nÃ¼ de yazdim. Kishiro ufak bi aradan sonra tekrar karÅinizda efenim (^_^)<br /><br />linki de veriyim tekrardan: buyursunlar -------->  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://l3loodbath.blogspot.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ara...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 May 2009 13:34:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yahu Kishiro'yu ihmal ettik kaÃ§ zamandir. sinavlar, senlik fln derken yalan oldu biraz biraz. su sebelek okul biraz rahatlasin, yazmaya devam edicem iste. bu arada Umut Sarikaya sen hakkaten bÃ¼yÃ¼k adamsin. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Edo'da bir ibis</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 13:09:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Edo'da bir ibis tÃ¼m hiziyla devam ediyor... ^_^ ----> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://l3loodbath.blogspot.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Fall of Nakkiel</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Apr 2009 11:35:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The moon cries - her tears of light<br />fall upon the thirsty grass.<br />To welcome our feet - dancing<br />on this sacred ground.<br />Earth licks her dayburnt wounds -<br />pouring out the sweetest dew,<br />feeding our hungry eyes with<br />images of fallen angels.<br />Seven stones of silver, a crown for you and me.<br />The lover's words of sin and pleasure<br />the chains that let us see.<br />The tree of good and evil, the snakes<br />that crawls from path to path.<br />All of them are with us here to whisper<br />songs of lust and wrath.<br />Farewell to daylight,<br />hail to the hallowed night.<br />Spread out your wings,<br />the sun is dead and gone.<br />Only the night will call,<br />call and let you come.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Edo'da bir ibis</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:52:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yazilar yazmaya basladim, antin kuntin hikayeler, bir tanesini nette yayimlamaya bile basladim.arkasi yarin tadinda aslinda, fazla ugrasmiyorum,kendiliginden olusuveriyor cumleler.bir ilham geldi nedense. kafami dagitmada yardimci oluyorlar sagolsunlar.  merak edenler icin linkini de veriyim. Edo'da bir ibiÅ ---> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://l3loodbath.blogspot.com/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Feb 2009 10:00:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ arada bir aklina geliyor muyum acaba? o aklina geldigim zamanlarda benimle ilgili olan seylere bakiyor musun? Ã¶rnegin facebook, deviant,lastfm vs... google'a yazdin mi mesela hic ismimi? ben seninkini yazdim ve her allahin gÃ¼nÃ¼ de sayfana bakiyorum. itiraf edebilirim bunu, bakiyorum... buna ara vermeliyim ama. belki de tamamen birakmaliyim bunu yapmayi. ama sadece kontrol ediyordum "iyi misin" diye. merak ediyordum belki de... elimde degil... peki ya sen??? bi tepki verir misin? hÄ±?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hi hi, yine yaptim ^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 08:43:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yine ayni seyi yaptim... sÄ±kÄ±ldÄ±m evde, monitorden gelen radyasyonun etkisiydi belki de, sabahtan beri kalkmamistim bilgisayarin basindan, disarida deli gibi yagmur yagiyordu, aldiris etmedim, "disari cikicam ben" dedim ve ciktim da. kizilaya gittim, insanlar telasliydi, yagmura ragmen herkes disaridaydi, "hÃ¶eaa bugun sevgililer gÃ¼nÃ¼ydÃ¼" diyip kalabaligin arasina karistim ben de, Dost'a gittim Ã¶nce, Dost'u seviyorum, uykusuz aldim hemencecik, seri adimlarla Orta DÃ¼nya'nin yolunu tuttum, "bi gÃ¼l al gÃ¼zel ablama" nidalari yukseliyordu her yerden, gÃ¼lÃ¼msedim geÃ§tim sadece. Orta DÃ¼nyaya geldigimde tiklim tikis; oldugunu fark ettim. sonra bir kez daha "hÃ¶eaa bugun sevgililer gÃ¼nÃ¼ydÃ¼" dedim. tek basina sevgililer gununde cafeye gitmenin pek mantikli olmadigini dusundugum anda eski dostum Cem'i gÃ¶rdÃ¼m biraz lak lak ettik ve en kosedeki masa bosaldi, sevmisimdir kÃ¶selerde olmayi, dolmuÅta, cafede vs vs. ama en kÃ¶sedeki ben degildim ^_^ minderinin Ã¼zerinde sicaktan mayiÅmiÅ bi sekilde yatan "k Ã¶ p Ã¼ Å" vardi. biraz onu sevdikten sonra oturdum masama, koca bir fincan Ã§ay sÃ¶yledikten sonra Uykusuzun tadina varmaya basladim kulakta mÃ¼zik eÅliginde tabiki ^_^ oldum olasi sevmisimdir bunu yapmayi; tek basima Orta DÃ¼nyada oturmak mÃ¼zik dinlemek ve uykusuz okumak. sonra Ã§ay bitti, uykusuz bitti, eve dÃ¶nmek zorunda kaldim. sanirim bunu daha slk yapmaliyim. iyi hissettiriyor Ã§Ã¼nkÃ¼...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hope...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2009 00:14:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ For you<br />I will be<br />For you<br />I will escape again<br />Want to see in your eyes<br />That you want us back<br />That there's hope for us...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Reklam!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jan 2009 09:48:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ merhaba! Ben nasÄ±l zengin oldum ve sen olamadÄ±n? NasÄ±l benim gibi malikanelerin yok?<br />sen iÅteyken karÄ±nla seviÅtikten sonra tuvalete gidip sifonu nasÄ±l Ã§ekmedim?<br />ve bazen sifon suyuna iÅedim, bu yÃ¼zden sen sifonu Ã§ektikten sonra, sifondan sidik geldi.<br />neden biliyor musun? Ã§Ã¼nkÃ¼ ben zekiyim, ben zekiyim, sen salaksin. Åimdi ara!!<br /><br />eheheh Family Guy seviyorum seni ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>Hope Leaves</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jan 2009 13:02:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the corner beside my window<br />There hangs a lonely photograph<br />There is no reason<br />I'd never notice a memory that could hold me back<br /><br />There is a wound that's always bleeding<br />There is a road I'm always walking<br />And I know you'll never return to this place<br /><br />Gone through days without talking<br />There is a comfort in silence<br />So used to losing all ambition<br />And struggling to maintain what's left<br /><br />And once undone, there is only smoke<br />Burning in my eyes to blind<br />To cover up what really happened<br />And force the darkness unto me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>(0_0)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 09:50:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ vucudumu ele geciren birsey var icimde. birsey... bir sÄ±kÄ±ntÄ±... karanlik... bi o kadar da soguk... korkuyorum... tedirginim... titriyorum... iÃ§ten bogazimi sÄ±kÄ±yor sanki. engel olamiyorum. nefes alamiyorum. boguluyorum. nefes alamiyorum. nefes alamiyorum. nefes alami...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Losing the Sunset</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Dec 2008 06:44:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cold was the air that the evening wind<br />brought, silent and so quiet were the woods<br />on the eve of that night. Don't know why I<br />stayed there for so long, so long that I could<br />hear that voice. The whisper we all avoid.<br />Sound from within, the quiet truth.<br /><br />I felt my blood slowly turning cold, turning cold<br />from waiting. Hours I spent there awaiting,<br />hoping for someone to come. To silent the voice that<br />felt like thunder.<br /><br />Evael is the light, the white light. In the chill of my<br />world, she is the one. She brings the butterflies, pure light.<br />When ever she comes by the darkness steps aside.<br /><br />But I felt my blood turning cold. Hours I spent there awaiting.<br />Watching the light fading.<br /><br />WOODS: YouÂre losing the sunsets, you will never get them back.<br />The days you spend in loneliness are seconds in shades of black.<br /><br />Winter was cold, but summer is even colder. Nights have been longer,<br />they have made me much older.<br /><br />WOODS: Youre losing the sunsets, you will never get them back.<br />Every night you spend in loneliness are years in shades of black.<br /><br />Years pass, but has time stopped on me?<br />Mornign always arises with vaster pain and then it is sunset again.<br /><br />WOODS: We weep the winds for your loneliness, choir of<br />broken dreams for the love you had. But now she walks<br />forever lost in gray and woe. SheÂs not forgiven, sheÂs the one for<br />winter to own. Not yours, old man, never again...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>özledim seni...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:29:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yogun bi gÃ¼ndÃ¼.yapilicak bir sÃ¼rÃ¼ Åey vardi. Ã¶devler, sinavlar, raporlar, toplantilar... neyseki bitti hepsi. dolmuÅun sag arka kÃ¶Åesinin boÅalmasi iÃ§in bekledim. nitekim cok beklemeden boÅaldi orasi, hemencecik kayiverdim oraya. beremi cikarmamiÅtim. Beremin bana cok yakistigini soylemiÅtin, sÃ¼rekli takiyorum o yÃ¼zden. BaÅimi soguk cama yasladim. dolmuÅ hareket ettiginde Åehrin loÅ iÅiklari gÃ¶zlerimin Ã¶nÃ¼nde birbiri ardina kayiyordu. fakat gÃ¶zlerim hiÃ§ bir Åeye odaklanamiyordu. camin dÄ±Å yÃ¼zeyinin Ã§amurla kapli olmasi degildi asil neden. Asil neden sendin, o ara beyin tamamiyla seninle meÅguldu.  motorun rolantide olmasinin etkisi, cama titresim; tepkisi de beynime bir Ã§eÅit masaj oluyordu. AnÄ±lar daha da netti sanki. gÃ¶zlerimi kapadigimda dolmusun arka koltugunda degildim sanki. yanindaydim. bi an da olsa.... yanindaydim. kokunu duydum, gercekten bunu hissettim. gulumsedim. gÃ¶zlerimi aÃ§tigimda gÃ¶zlerimin yasardigini fark ettim ve bunun sebebinin camin titresiminin gÃ¶z pinarlarima olan etkisi olmadigini cok net biliyordum. telefonu elime aldim ve ancak 2 kelime yazabildim. Ã¶zledim seni...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:55:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ uzun zamandir ne fotograf ekliyordum ne de yazi yaziyordum. biraz ihmal ettim seni deviantcim. bunu fark edip suratina suratina al sana al sana der gibi carptim fotograflari. uzerine cila olsun diye de yazi yaziyorum. ibis seni. haddini bil! yook yoook kiyamam sana ben, tamam gecti, aglama tamam, tamam, sakinles, gel hadi gel yanima, neymis bir daha oyle cemkirmek yokmus bana karsi. anlastik? ibis seni ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hayaller...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 11:16:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Planlar yaptim, ikimizin oldugu... Atacagimiz "Buyuk" adimlari planladim... Planlar yaptim, tikir tikir iÅlemesi iÃ§in dua ettigim... Olmasini cok istedigim... Hayaller kurdum, ikimizin oldugu... Hayalini kurmak bile keyiflendirdi beni ki yaÅamak iÃ§in Ã§ildiriyorum.... Hayaller kurdum, ikimizin oldugu... Hayalini kurmak... Gun iÃ§inde belki de yaptigim en sÄ±k eylem oldu... Hayaller kurdum... BaÅrollerde sen... ve ben...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Calling the Rain</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 15:09:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Heed, it's like calling the rain<br />It's like bearing in pain<br />Like embracing life an decaying in death<br />Heed, it's like calling the rain<br />It's like the caress of a mother<br />Like life to go withered, a perennial pneuma<br />I will not forget what I arose from...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hagakure</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:51:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Bir vakitler cok akÄ±llÄ±, ama yapÄ±sÄ± gereÄi vazifelerinin hep olumsuz yÃ¶nlerini gÃ¶ren bir adam vardÄ±. BÃ¶yle bir yolla, kiÅi faydasÄ±z olucaktir. kiÅi daha baÅindan, dÃ¼nyanin nahoÅ durumlarla dolu oldugunu aklina sokmazsa, davraniÅlari zayif olacak, digerleri de ona inanmayacaktir. Ve digerleri ona inanmazsa, ne kadar iyi bir insan olursa olsun, iyi bir insanin Ã¶zÃ¼ne sahip olmayacaktÄ±r. bu da bir leke olarak dÃ¼ÅÃ¼nÃ¼lebilir...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Paper Doves</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2008 13:47:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In the clouding distance<br />The paper doves fly<br />Someone declares<br />The end of time<br />In the clouding distance<br />Black fumes arise<br />In fear decayed souls collide<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ruh ikizi</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:51:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bugun ruh ikizimle gorustum. bir insanin, tamamiyla kafa dengi birisiyle gorustugunde, ayna karisinda goruntusunu gorup de afallayan ev hayvanlarindan farksiz oldugunu hissettim. saatlerce konustuk,saatlerce paylastik, saatlerce dertlestik. hic bitsin istemedim. iyiki geldin. keske hic gitmesen,hep burda olsan...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Feb 2008 09:50:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There is something painful in the first spring bud of life, it tears at the insides and claws at the doors of tenderness that riseth in black forms from an obsolete graveyard.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>his</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 07:57:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bugun bi his vardi icimde; uyandigimda fark ettim birsey olucagini. ters gitti bugun hersey.. dunya acimasiz, hem de cok... biraz daha gozlem yapmaliyim... biraz daha susup, etrafi kollamaliyim... daha cok dinlemeliyim... zamani gelicek... hissedebiliyorum... iste o an konusucam ve anlasilicak hersey... biliyorum...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>insan iliskileri II</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:51:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ insanlar neden evleniyor? iliÅkilerin git gide zorlaÅtigi, mutlak aÅkÄ±n git gide uzaklaÅtigi bir dÃ¶nemde, bir Ã¶mÃ¼r geÃ§irebilicek o Ã¶zel insani bulmak neredeyse imkansiz degil mi? peki insanlar " yahu bu yaÅtan sonra baÅka kimi bulabilirim ki? bununla idare ediyim" diyerek mi evleniyorlar? hayatlarini deneme yanilma yoluyla mi yaÅicaklar? bi kere hayata geliyoruz, en mÃ¼kemmelini istemek suÃ§ mu? peki ya hiÃ§ bulamazsak? Ã§eliÅkiler, Ã§eliÅkiler...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>rune</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:43:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ runelar hazirladim beni kÃ¶tÃ¼ olaylardan/bazi kiÅilerden koruyan... monitorumun ustune yapistirdim. simdiden iÅe yaramaya basladilar bile. tekrar umut tohumlari yesermeye basladi bu sayede. bazi Åeylerin dÃ¼zeliÅini gÃ¶rmek ciddi anlamda haz veriyor, dunya o kadar da antin kuntin bi yer degilmis dedirtiyor insana. yuzumu gulumseticek bazi teklifler de aliyorum. dipten ciktim sanirim, yÃ¼zeyi gÃ¶rebiliyorum. az kaldi. biraz daha gayret..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>The Elder</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jan 2008 09:49:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm a whirl deep in dark waters,<br />
A stare in the shades of fir-trees<br />
I'm riding above with north wind,<br />
Herding the black clouds of rain<br />
Mine is the kingdom,<br />
Far from the moon to the sun<br />
I am the elder,<br />
Standing forever as one<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>insan iliskileri</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jan 2008 13:58:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bugunlerde bu konuyu cok dusunur oldum. yani karsima cikan olaylar bunu dÃ¼ÅÃ¼nmeme neden oldu tipki bugun Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind'i izlemem gibi. ne oldu da insan iliÅkileri bu noktaya geldi? 10-20 sene Ã¶nce bÃ¶yle miydi iliÅkiler? peki ya aÅk? bu kadar sÄ±kÄ±lgan miydi insanlar? dÃ¼ÅÃ¼nceliyi, nazik olani oynamak eskiden de kaybettirir miydi? insanlar bu kadar gaddar miydi eskiden de? neydi iliÅkileri bu kadar Ã§ikmaza sokan? ne degiÅti peki? neden bu tarz Åeyler yaÅar olduk?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>Doomed To Walk The Earth</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jan 2008 02:17:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Love is lost but not forgotten<br />
I keep repeating to myself every day<br />
Too many times I have seen<br />
Autumn leaves turn to snow<br />
Flowers wither to dust<br />
But I promise<br />
They will suffer well<br />
<br />
Cursed be the day<br />
When they took her away and left me to bleed to death<br />
Too many times since then<br />
I have seen all beauty die<br />
And the lakes turn to ice<br />
But I swear<br />
I will have my revenge<br />
<br />
I wander between two worlds<br />
No one can see me<br />
They just feel my cold breath behind their backs<br />
No redemption for the lost souls<br />
I am doomed to walk the earth<br />
<br />
But I swear<br />
I will put them to eternal sleep<br />
Then I can leaveï¿½<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>Jäljen</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 07:46:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ JÃ¤ljen<br />
<br />
Vangitaan hetki muuttuu ikuiseksi<br />
Kuva on tie hiljaisuuden polku<br />
Vangitaan toivo muuttuu kallioiksi<br />
Sameiksi silmÃ¤t suru ikuiseksi<br />
Vangitaan laulu lauseet lyÃ¶tÃ¤viksi<br />
Ruosteiseksi kieli sanat vaskisiksi<br />
Ruosteiseksi nitovi rauta syvÃ¤stÃ¤ maasta<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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                <title>Hope</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:33:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope<br />
<br />
Deep into the flesh the arrow cut<br />
From the hope of a hunter's bow<br />
Wounded we fall<br />
With bleeding hearts we crawl<br />
Taking shelter from the arrows<br />
<br />
Cut the trembling flesh<br />
And don't let the tears tame you<br />
Rip your arrows out<br />
And make them cut deeper<br />
Crush my mouth, for it still sings praises to you<br />
Run the blood out from my throat<br />
For I'm still your's<br />
<br />
"And the hope will die<br />
When the curtains fall<br />
And silece the pain"<br />
<br />
We drink from the well<br />
The well of poisoned hope<br />
Until the water will burn<br />
All pure hearts away<br />
<br />
Keep your eyes on the wounds<br />
Those rivers will run dry soon<br />
Will it leave you wanting more<br />
The taste of flesh that bleeds in your honour<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~l3loodbath</author>
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