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deviantART: by:larka1 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:larka1&section=today deviantART RSS for by:larka1 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 12 Dec 2009 02:41:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png oh lord.... 2 weeks of classes and i wanna die... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28669866/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28669866/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 12:04:05 PST ) but hey 2 weeks left in the semester and i am getting the fear of not being able to pass in 2 class..... (see a connection with last year when i first got here to this freaking expensive school) but hey i am getting into gear and that starts off with studying for an exam that i thought was today that is actually next monday!!! *sigh of relief*

i feel sorta stressed and all at the moment which is not unusual though the whole not feeling settled or calm is not usual. i feel like someone shoot red bull (which i have never tried and have heard some interesting things about) into my veins and its not going away!!! Dx i cant type very well right now either for my fingers are sorta slipping quite a bit so as i am trying to type i am having a hard time doing that.... :'(

but hey i got a 3D design project that i am soon to work on!!! i am doing an artist collaboration on a man named Mike Kelley [link] this is one of his artworks, he does stuff to these used, new, any type of stuff toys. its kinda gruesome if you look him up (he did one with a doll that had her guts slipped out) and with my project i am suppose to do something like, "if mike kelley and you were doing a piece together of a machine, what would it be???" well, my plans are that i am going to make a toy robot curled up on the floor. its going to have all the toys as its skin, which means i will be massacring some stuff toys (taking limbs and heads apart) and i will be sewing the site specific parts to the robot. but that is all i can tell you for now!!

well i need to get going now, got physical therapy at 2:30pm~ BYE BYE~

]]> ~larka1 i am a ninja... hear me be silent.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28486536/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28486536/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 11:10:15 PST

so yay for thanksgiving weekend!!

yay!!!!! *happy dance around her room* i have been sooo busy with school and trying to be lazy when i can be (means i accidentally would skip class Dx).

since break for me has started i am extremely happily going to announce that i am going to be working on my art work finally!!!

YAY~ ever since i did my soft sculpture i have gotten in my mood to make some stuff with that! i just feel pumped now since i have freedom and i dont have to wake up at like 450am in the morning 5 times a week!! xD

*hyperly jumps around* but hey if you got any suggestions with art work i should try and its within my supply range, i am going to do it!! in art world that means "attempt" so comment away for requests~

]]> ~larka1 HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28054400/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/28054400/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 21:25:34 PDT i am going to enjoy it with the start of the day at 450am to about 10am~ Dx but hey i get to sleep after that and have an amazing party!!! xD

so you all enjoy and trick or treat to your hearts content!!! <3

]]> ~larka1 oh joy of colllege... how i hate you... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/27560866/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/27560866/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 14:53:41 PDT
and my relationship right now is going to the fritz and i am pissed off with how i always get the freaks, selfish, bastards.... and i wish i would get a hero. but hey cant always get what i want!

so hey i need to get something productive done now~ i need to work hard on keeping my mind off of things right now and just laugh at my life and all that jazz

so right now i am trying to do a series right now with my drawings, like use a word to make a certain theme!!

so i am starting with the word "LUST"

ooohhhh~ i know right! i need to do something with my free time at least~

i guess i will ttyl guys

CIAO~

]]> ~larka1 oh oh birthday..... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/26600709/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/26600709/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:55:59 PDT
but hey good things are coming on the way..... i finally get a desk for my poor Eve(computer) and i can also set up my printer/scanner! yay~ oh and my birthday is coming up really soon~

i finally turn old.... older i mean! lol so yuppers~ i am officially not a child anymore... i are going to be old. my birthday is on the 18th!

so gifts are lovely??? nah i dont care really.... T^T i love company better to be honest. company is better than material things, so its up to you guys if you wanna make or draw or do something with me!

well i am about to pass out so good night guys~

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 surgery... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/25453296/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/25453296/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 12:46:36 PDT
it took me 3 times from 4am to 1pm when she finally got mad and said she was going to take me to the hospital, ER more like it. so we are getting to the ER when i ended up throwing up everything i had in my stomach, which was water cause i refused to eat because i was so nauseous....

we get to the ER and they process me in.... it took several hours with blood tests, pee test and finally a Cat scan for them to find out that i had appendicitis. so i had to wait to get okay'ed for that surgery on saturday. i got done with the cat scan at about between 7pm to 8pm. i remember it being about 10pm when they took me out of my private room upstairs in the hospital to get me ready to get knocked out and surgery for an hour. i talked to alot of nice ppl when i was there and i was knocked out after a woman gave me the stuff.

i woke up in a panic when the male nurse awakened me up. i was moving alot when i woke up and started crying cause i didnt know where i was at the moment. the male nurse had to stop me from moving and trying to touch my eyes cause i was trying to wipe the tears out. but he asked me questions and i answered them, they were all right.

after a bit they took me upstairs to my private room (this being around the times of 11:30pm to past midnight when i get to my private room after being woken up from surguery). i was greeted by my parents and older sister. i had a couple ppl talking to me but i dont remember alot.

so from midnight to about 3am, i was in and out of sleep because my nurse Vicky had to check my stuff and watch my fever. so i woke up every 2 hours and after a while every hour or so.... my dad stayed with me the whole night until about 5am when he asked my mom to switch with him so he could sleep.

so i was let out of the hospital about 1pm today and i am currently here at my sister's apartment trying to sleep which isnt coming and i just took something for the pain.... i am so tired but no sleep is coming right now....

my parents had to leave because they live about 2 hours away from where i am currently staying for cause of where my college is and my older sister is at work trying to get off early right now so she can look after me. my little sister Julia who is a child from another mother (meaning i consider her family, very close family) is trying to get up here so she can look after me too. since i might not be able to go to class for a week....

so pretty much i am in the recovery stage right now. wish me all the luck and prayers... cause i seriously need it. my freaking abs hurt like hell.

i have 3 small cuts in my abs, one in my belly button where they took out my apendix, 1 below my bellybutton and another to the left of it where they put the instruments in to cut and get my apendix out.

so ciao for now.<3

]]> ~larka1 s**t whent down.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24996084/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24996084/ Thu, 28 May 2009 11:49:45 PDT

so yeah more recently i got back here in Columbia, MO to my sister's "lovely apartment" where her roommates, Petal and Michael (their gettting married....) has been causing troubles for my older sister and their dog and michael's brother's dog also rule the downstairs. those two TRASH the floor, everything. they have destroyed my sister's furniture, a table that my DAD made for her. they let the dogs piss and crap anywhere on the floor downstairs..... they never clean the kitchen room, my sister doesnt even use it cause it is that disgusting.

so yeah i finally got texting for my cellphone now!!! xD FINALLY!!!! it only took 2 years to get my parents convinced to get it. xD lol but anywho when i finally got texting one of my close guy friend had started to text me, i got it last saturday he had been talking to me for a straight total days of 4. i am a very open person when i talk to people and he took advantage of it. he knew i was in love with someone and he took advantage of that also.... so all in all he did something and my older sister almost killed him. most who know me personally have me on myspace or facebook or my number, i have already talked to you about it. if i havent there might be a reason so please do not push for it. if you think i should tell you, make contact with me then.

but i am recovering from it and i am better everyday as it passes. i just want to get it out of my head and all. but yeah, i have also been lazy with drawings too!!! xD which i should get onto.... >.> <.< >.< lol

well i am just going to hang around and do nothing for just now. lol well.....

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 I AM ALMOST DONE!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24765363/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24765363/ Fri, 15 May 2009 06:03:54 PDT i got 2 critiques today, 1 of them being at 9am and the next one is at 10:30am. my dorm room looks blank.... my roommate is not even here but she has an exam today. so oh well....

i am just ready to get OUT of HERE!!!! though i will miss having the room to myself but i guess i will have to get used to being around my older sister for a month or so.... =___=;

but HEY!!!! alot of my younger friends back at home (WAYNESVILLE) are graduating next friday and i am extremely excited about it!!! i cant wait to watch all my little friends/sisters/amazing people walk across that stage!!!! though i might be seeing some enemies there, i will ignore them! for i am epic-ally awesome like that. :hooray:

well i must leave quickly..... i pulled an all nighter and i am just going to lounge around until i gotta go.

CIAO~

]]> ~larka1 hell week approaches... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24610139/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24610139/ Tue, 05 May 2009 21:48:03 PDT
i have freaking accumulated a ton of drawings in my sketch book but i have no time to sit down and scan them. :'( i really wanna but cant at the moment.

if most of you dont know my situation anymore, i will do a brief over-view of my situation. i basically didnt do so well last semester, because of some personal issues and trying to get into college life, and now that has caused me to be on academic probation this semester. ROTC pretty much didnt help either last semester and now that i am on academic probation, i am not getting paid this semester meaning college is not paid for.... so my parents have to dish out over $5,000 right now to pay my semester.... which i just found out that i owe last week...

so now i am trying to make grades right now that will kick me from my 1.8 to over or at least a 2.0 GPA.

i havent had much free time to do anything that i want, and if its free time, it cuts into my sleeping time. and this semester i still havent been sleeping well.

but i am trying my best. i work my asian/caucasin ass off to get my ass to stay in college.

but to make things better, i got great news. i am doing a self-portrait of myself for my 2D design class!!!

its a painting, i really hope to post it up here when i get complete. and another great news is that i am almost at 4,000 views!!! xD i got less then 300 to go now. so if hell week gets smoother, i am going to knock out some photoshop pics and all that jazz.

well its getting late, i need sleep (free time still cuts into my sleep). night night~

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 so i herd u liek hugs~ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24171557/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/24171557/ Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:57:05 PDT

well i am still freaking busy but i have been able to comment back on your comments to me and putting up some form of art work up here. i am working on loading up some of my Little Ones but i can be a bit lazy cause i have TONS, literally, TONS of art projects for my 2D design and drawing 2200 class that i have to work on.

but yeah, i hope you guys had tons of fun on april fools day cause i surely did until it got ridiculously horrible after 2 hours of the joke working.... T-T but that is in the past now so i am good now.

yeah i am not working on my homework right now cause i seriously need a break and i am just that "awesome" (B.S. is the best medicine in the world~ LOL and if you think i seriously think that way.... then thats retarded). but yeah this week has been tiring really...

i love weekends, how about you guys???

well i am going to go now and do some random things like always~

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 yay... can i shoot myself now?? http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23769046/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23769046/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 18:20:16 PDT __<

i hate writing essays, i hate having to sit around and just read boring shit. but i have to do well this semester, so i pulled in the boring side of myself and just sat down and was studying for 2 hours straight (maybe on and off, but for only 2 minutes) for a couple of days.

but i did enjoy the art project that i had to do because i got to do something more creative then sit on my ass reading stuff. we had to do a realistic drawing of a composition, that was the first part of the project. the second part was then to make it abstract, the third part was to take coloraid paper and abstract that second one into something more then that..... and then the last part of that project was we had to paint in acryilics and abstract it even more!! gawd i hate coloraid but for this project i actually loved it. ^^ along with the painting... i hated the first 2 because we had to use color pencil for it and i sorta fucked up my first one, i had to stop looking at it cause it pissed me off soo much. Dx but i still need to work on the last 2 parts since my professor wants us to do more to it since alot of kids in class didnt really do their painting and all. even though we are getting 2 points taken off (maybe) it will still look alot better if we got to work on it more, we only had 3 weeks to finish them... *sighs* oh well....

but i got less then 2 days here at my college before SPRING BREAK!!! XD i cant wait to be back home. i get to see my friends for a bit and relax finally.

but yes i know, i have been a lazy ass and i havent scanned any new art lately.... my excuse is this..... LAZY-INESS and MID-TERMS!!! so dont cut my head off just yet~ lol

so since spring break is next week, i wont be on to do much of anything. so i guess you guys could harrass me and send me comments and all, telling me how much of a lazy ass i am and that i need to scan my stuff up here soon. lol

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 watch the men or else i will bite you... O__O http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23515028/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23515028/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:14:10 PST
i am on my period right now and my boyfriend is being a little dirty pervert.... he keeps on teasing me and grabbing my ass or something like that.... UGH!!!! DX i am trying to not feel so happy that he is teasing me because right now, i am soo turned off by it.

so i have been pretty much calling him an ass-hole and all that jazz.... i have threaten him that if he starts stuff with me i am going to make him finish it.... and he knows what that means so yeah he stops, but he gets right back on the barrel and starts to tease me again....

but i am sorta a violent person, so i just punch him constantly... <__< >__> use slightly sharp objects to make my point, once i slapped him in the crotch for doing something to me (which in all honesty, i wasnt sorry but i feel really bad that i hit him a little bit to hard, he went down like a... man being kicked in the balls basically... =__=

.............. but i should not have to be soo violent to him

i seriously think i am a more physical type of person so i just use my body to express things such as punching or hugs.... not SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DX i just try my best to not hurt him alot... /: just need to figure out what to do about him...

i think my period is just making me more sensitive to things that he tries to do... so i guess i will just have to wait it out before i get less sensitive to things now... =____=;

oohh well, i will just bite him if he makes me mad.

bye bye

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 i am pissed, RANT!!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23334246/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23334246/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 23:47:02 PST
=__=; i seem to have a hard time trying to feel motivated in reading while being half-asleep.... eeeeeehhhhhhh~

but i have been thinking alot about somethings... alot of my friend's are ending up engaged!!! D: WTH??? i have one friend who started dating this guy AFTER her parents and his introduced each other on christmas... and now she is engaged to him! SINCE VALENTINE'S DAY!!! look i dont know what they are doing but he is an ass-hole, jerk bastard, narcissistic, know-it-all BITCH!!! >

he is rude to me and picks on me... heck i dont mind being picked on but he does it with the sense that i am stupid and need to be taught a lesson sorta way..... >:/

so she is getting married to an ass-hole.... gawd..... i told her how i didnt like him but in all truth i cant do anything guys. NOTHING, so now i have to just watch as she finally "finishes college" to get married to HIM!!! *evil monkey points at him*

eeeehhhhh!!!! i get want to beat the SHIT out of her and tell her how much her parents have set this up!!! matt and i have had this feeling since we heard her say she was engaged, that her parents and his have set up this two. that they planned on them getting married and this ASS-HOLE is taking advantage of her.... gggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

i just want to not feel irritated by this but i cant. she was a great friend for me and she kept me sane when shit happened to me last semester, i want to help her and save her.... but she wont listen, cause one friend tried to do that and she ripped into him....... >__<

i am tired of this. tired of girls like her ending up with fucking ass-hole, narcissitic bastards... sure i dated someone like that but i ended up getting my heart ripped out and handed to me before MARRIAGE was even thought of.... i learned from my mistake and i am trying to take things easy. even with my current boyfriend i am more of a smarter person about it them my last. he knows it and we are cool with it.....

but gawd, i hope no one i know on here is with a guy like that. it just makes me really upset and sad to know that someone i know and care about is with someone like THAT!!!

so if you are, i hope you check that thing you call "relationship" again... alright?? i am not saying you are horrible and just put up with it and think i am being an ass about saying this but i worry about ppl who are with someone like that.

well i am going to try to sleep now... night night guys....

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 blah blah blah!!! so i gotta.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23252932/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/23252932/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 12:38:17 PST
i have been going crazy on some of the photos i have found on my Eve and i am just wanna know from your guy's opinion if i should get a new one so i can soul-ly put my photo-manipulation work on there or just post them here....

*sighs* decisions, decisions, decisions.... just let me know if i should or not.

i would really appreciate it.

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in other news, i am doing pretty good, just keeping up with my art work, which includes color-aid paper projects and my bone/muscle project (pelvis to feet)~ i havent put up my muscle for my arm project cause they are HORRIBLE!!! DX

so i dont think i will post the muscles up for my bones, since my instructor sorta puts her critiques on the paper after turning it it. so no probs on that.

i am finally getting over strep if you guys havent talked to me in a while. i had it really bad last week and didnt really do much except for cough, cough, throw up cause of coughing and not eating, cough, cough, running a fever, cough, cough, and some more coughing.

but all is well, no worries.

so anyways, talk to you guys whenever your on~ bye bye

ciao~

]]> ~larka1 long time without bothering you guys!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/22898952/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/22898952/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 06:30:23 PST
i got a busy schedule still and 14 credit hours of college.... again, i am on academic probation this semester, my ROTC scholarship is on hold and i am just having "fun" this semester.

i have to take 2 classes again, 1 of them i am currently taking this semester, the other one during the summer if i do well this semester. i got art classes that are sorta killing me since we are doing so much stuff for them.

DX

i miss drawing on my own and everything. since one of my classes my professor sat there and told us that we should even write notes in the class since it will be on blackboard and he wants us to listen to his lecture, i just draw in there. lol while i listen too~

if you guys havent realized yet, i have FINALLY found a name for my drawings with the ppl in it that is mostly emotional depictions~
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guess what their names are...... they are officially called Little Ones.

so please dont steal them!!! i love my Little Ones alot and their my babies!!!!

so i guess i am still figuring out things in my life also but i am getting it down pat now. ^^

i am working on new drawings and will hopefully get them loaded along with photoshop one day!!! lol

bye bye guys~ ciao!

]]> ~larka1 the begining of a new era... 2009 http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/22290529/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/22290529/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 22:50:12 PST
being home since dec. 18th with no internet to use and having no desire to draw alot has really killed my mood alot... :/ it makes me sad to think i am not going to continue to do my drawings... but i think its only cause Eve (my 22" screen desktop) is still in my dorm room while i am 2 hours away from my college along with my scanner being there too... :'(

NOES!!! i hate it.... but i guess i will re-cap on the year 08....

- it was okay at first...
- shit started to happen and it got worst.
- complications in a long-term relationship and it ended badly!!
- graduated from HIGH SCHOOL!!! and it was the most horrible experience ever in my life... of my high school years
- went to korea for almost 2 months
*made tons of friends on gaia and dA
- became a freshman at college
- freshman in college who did ROTC, had it rough... =__=;
- nothing seemed to be going right at all and had to see a counselor...
- almost died from the stress...
- was single then found someone and went on 3 dates with them after thanksgiving, with only 3 weeks left of school...
- had went through finals with only 2 exams and almost killed herself cause of the boredom!!
- came home... had a boring christmas...
- now, i am in Ohio and leaving tomorrow.

so i guess i would say i had a SHITTY year... i want my 2009 to be the best it can be... i dont want drama and i dont want ass-holes in my life no more.

so i guess i will just say that is all that i can think of to say on such a wonderous occassion.

we got 1 more day left before the new year starts.

so have a great new start for the year, i will see you guys sometime after the 10th of january when i go back to Eve and finally get really good internet~

]]> ~larka1 WTF?!?!?!? fials.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21957373/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21957373/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 02:14:16 PST i am so sorry for the long absence..... i am still in college so i gots tons of things i work on.

but but!!!!!! finals week here at my college is coming up this week and i only have 2 finals!! yay??? sorta.... i have one on monday from 8am to 10 am.... its food nutrition...... i hate the freaking class... then my next one is my art class which i have to drop off my project at 1pm... yay!!!!!!! XD

so in many ways, i havent been able to work on much. so i apologize to all who really want to see new things, i swear i got tons of work you can see on here.

you can check that out while i am studying my brains out and all.

well its really early in the morning now, i need sleep. night to all the owls, hello to sweet fantasies... :3

]]> ~larka1 short but sweet~ ;) http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21597947/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21597947/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 13:38:31 PST
i am really happy that i am going home finally after 2 months of being stuck up here at college. alot of things are going to happen and i am really hyper!!!!

so you all have a great thanksgiving, a happy week off or whatever you do, it has to be happy and amazing!!!

if i dont answer your comments right away its cause i dont check my stuff at home cause: (1) internet sucks, (2) parents dont really like me doing stuff like this online, and (3) i most likely will be busy spending family and friend time, hanging out with old buddies~

so everyone tootles for now, i will see you next next sunday~

bye bye~

p.s. i maybe watching twilight, so yeah... i an nuetral on that subject~

]]> ~larka1 its been a while... but passin out is fun?? http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21485508/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21485508/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 13:46:34 PST so yay for me??

but yeah, college is still a bummer.... after PT this morning, i talked to my dad. i had alot planned this morning, i was going to work out with my sister, i was going to eat lunch, go to class, get some relaxing times going afterwards and wait to study officially tomorrow.....

but after i talked to my dad, i passed out. i didnt hear my sister calling me 5 times, i supposable answered the phone to one of my friends rachel, but i dont remember.... i didnt wake up until 11:58am when rachel called me again... =___=

my sister must be PISSED at me, but i dont remember much of this morning... i read Twilight and PT was rough this morning.... i guess i passed out while reading....

so all my plans got back fired on me, i didnt go excerising.... i didnt have time to go to class (thank you God for them posting notes online) and the only thing i did was go eat lunch with rachel.... cause i was hungry and needed nutrition.

but with all this "free" time i accumulated, even from yesterday, i have been drawing more.

so that is a plus for all who watch me and "love" my work... so i will hopefully be scanning them and posting them up soon, either this weekend or sometime next week~ you will enjoy them~

]]> ~larka1 *YAWN* http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21311893/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21311893/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 05:18:33 PST

so vote please?? i would of voted but i cant... and i may seem like a hypocrite that i am telling you all to vote but i seriously wanted to vote but i cant figure out how to here... so do the voting if you can. if you cant, they are going to have great specials on tv... trust me, cartoon network is have a special episode on CHOWDER, comedy central is doing a special with Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert.... and most of the news channels will too...

so VOTE!!!

on another side note... i had just lost one of my sketchbooks... i think i left it in my journalism class, which is used by more then 1 teacher...

i have to find it today cause i really hate to lose things..... ugh~ >__<

well i need to go now~ bye bye to all the watchers, fans, and random people to stop by~ say hi!

]]> ~larka1 i screwed up 63% of my teenage life.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21291325/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21291325/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 20:53:35 PST
[x] been kissed
[ ] had your phone taken away in class
[ ] was suspended
[x] got caught chewing gum
[ ] got caught cheating on a test
Total: 2

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[ ] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total: 5

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total: 8

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[ ] skipped a class period
Total: 12

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total: 13

[x] recieved a call from school
[x] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly(wasn't my fault)
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gave the teacher the finger when they weren't looking(and sometimes when they are lol)
[x] curse during class/school(All The time my teachers let me)
Total: 17

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[x] got in trouble with the principal/vice principal
Total: 21

Sub-Total: 21

Multiply by 3

GRAND TOTAL: 63%

post as "i screwed up __% of my teenage life"

]]> ~larka1 halloween hysteria~ RAWRRR~ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21248874/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21248874/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 12:53:49 PDT

its finally halloween my spooky visitors and watchers~ we will soon me taking free candy and wearing out masks and scaring chilren... or in truth, sitting on our asses and doing nothing but watch scary movies and hoping nothing retarded happens to us...

=___=

so i am almost finished with my halloween pics, just hold on now~ so, we will be seeing some new pics soon, all i gotta do is scan them now~

enjoy your halloween. you should also tell me how your guys halloween went too~ or what your doing???

XD

]]> ~larka1 1 days....... and we WILL play the game..... XD http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21229795/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21229795/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 09:43:35 PDT
i am really estatic about halloween tomorrow also cause not only is it halloween.... the guy that i like is going to be spending the weekend with me too!

i am really happy that he is going to be spending time with me and all.

he really likes me and i do too...

yeah it sucks that i am still in love with my ex but he doesnt want anything to do with me in that area of life (the love section) so i am going to move on and hope for the best i guess.

well, i am going to work on the pics now and hope you all enjoy today....

P.S.

some of you who actually watch the news or if you dont... my college is getting a visit from Obama today, i am going to take pictures... i am not going to bvote for that guy but at least i am going to listen to him at least.

XD so catch you later all!!

]]> ~larka1 2 days left....... >:) http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21224868/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21224868/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 21:35:23 PDT

but something of a more pressing issue.... one of the people i watch on here works at D*isneyworld in florida and right now they have Jack and Sally... if you wanna know more check out her link~ [link]

but i am trying really hard to think of something halloween-ie for this year~ XD

so i am going to work on it tomorrow or friday and scan it! so keep watching out for a new drawing soon~

]]> ~larka1 FINALLY!!! mid-terms are done... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21112609/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/21112609/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 15:25:17 PDT
but anywho... i havent been able to draw alot lately but i am starting to feel the inspiration of drawing now, its coming in slowly but i am sure it will be here soon.

my college is having its home game this saturday and i am helping a guy out cause he is trying to celebrate his and his gf's anniversary, so i am working the concession stands for him so he can do it. the plus side... i get money!

and before this so called concession stand starts up, i am going to a bbq

and so.... later on that night i am, again, going out to a haunted house!!! XD

and guess what guys?!?!?!?!?!?!?! less then 10 days until halloween! i think i am going to draw alot more halloween theme stuff... maybe jack skellington??

i still need to get a program like photoshop still, i gotta wait cause a friend of mine is going to lend me her's... i hope it is soon

i miss it alot...

i need to stop rambling, but before i leave.... i am talking to someone now... and he makes me feel special.

]]> ~larka1 ...gaze upon the stars, and sit together now ..... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20865437/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20865437/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 20:10:10 PDT
so i have been getting into the mood of Nightmare Before Christmas!!! i got me a beanie hat and a t-shirt that makes me squeal all the time!!! XD i enjoy that movie with a passion and i cant wait to do something interesting with it! i wanna draw something for halloween~

since i am still on a break, i feel like i havent actually been on one... i still post and i have requested to do a contest for a friend of mine

!!! i shouldnt but i have been extremely bored so i guess i should be able to do stuff like that....

i guess i am just ranting now but i usually do anyway!

i am still swamped by college stuff, i had amazing sleep last week cause we had a AFPT test last week and i only had to do that so no PT for the rest of that week, which made me extremely happy... even though i didnt pass it which sucked....

i wanna thank a couple of people for talking to me and bother the "heck out of me" even when i didnt really wanted to comment back. i did cause i knew if i didnt, i wasnt being a friend at all.... or maybe i am digging myself a bigger hole by saying that, but i care about all of you but these few helped me out alot!

]]> ~larka1 2K VIEWS!!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20689777/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20689777/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 15:57:05 PDT
i wont be seeing that counselor lady until next tuesday~ whoot.... fun and joy put into a little bottle of torture i had to put up with for a very long time...

i have been extremely tired, alot more then usual.... like i though i got better but thinking about it now, i have been tired ever since May... it hasnt gotten any better with sleep.... i am always tired. my littlelyon says that i may be moving alot in my sleep which is causing me to be tired.... that is not a good reason cause i dont even move when i sleep at all, if i do, it is very mininal movement...

ugh.... i want to draw more, but all i have done is sketches of chibis and retarded crap... i seriously need to sit down on my spare time and draw something amazing, something thatly take 2 days or something.... ugh... i miss photoshop...

i want to get a copy of it but i am out of money and nothing is around for me to get it at all....

if you guys got any other ideas for something that is like photoshop and it is free and user friendly, please tell me. i am so lonely without photoshop at the moment... it makes me bored out of my MIND~

well, i need to stop ranting like a maniac at the moment... i think i didnt get enough sleep, i am going to take my third nap for the day.... that is pretty sad....

night night

]]> ~larka1 here you go... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20496962/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20496962/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:48:08 PDT
so let me do this then... ilove you

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
i wash my hair....

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
it ish black~

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
.... no comment....

4. Do you plan outfits?
not really... but if i know my day is going to be really busy, i usually do

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
.... very tired... emo

7. Who was the last person you kissed?
.... my ex....

8. Person before that?
scott... my other ex....

No nine??
i guess not really....

10. What are you craving right now?
sleep... and no exam tomorrow... along with PT

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
kimchi....

12. Do you make prank calls?
not really... its been a long time...

13. Ever hooked up with some one out of state?
??? no....

14. Do you sleep with any stuff animals?
yessu~ it was my stuff dog that my ex got me... but now it is :iconKahunaLi: toy that her and a friend got me! XD

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
is that from invader zim???

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
no.... i would fall asleep....

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
.... my teeth are sensitive... so i do a variation really...

18. Do you like anyone right now?
sure do... but aint telling you!

19. What do you think of crickets?
they are black... tiny and can swarm you in an instant.... XD

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
not that i know of... no....

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
i sure do!

22. What are you listening to right now?
Mutiny Below by Ludo

an amazing band, listen to them... they did the song, Love Me Dead~

25. Would you go sky diving?
i sure would... but i am a chicken at heart

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
it would be an honor... but i dunno~

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
lol

no~

28. Is there anything sparkly on you?
nothing really... only my heart locket... i think?

30. Do you rent movies often?
sometimes....

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
i dont have a math class... lol

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
i bet i could.... we do when we are returing our dummy rifles to the ROTC supply place...

35. Who are you going to be with tonight??
by myself... crying me to sleep...

36. Brown or white egg?
white~

38. Ever been on a train?
yessu~ they are really fun

39. Ever told someone you loved them?
i do....

40. Do you have a cell phone?
who doesnt have one?

41. Are you a virgin?
yes, i am waiting for that special other half of my heart... get married and then i wont be a virgin then!

so that means i am waiting for marriage... if you dont know that

42. Any kids?
i dont have any... but in the future, sure

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
well... i got several... they are all going to school (college and high school) so yeah

44. Ever had cream puffs?
no.... but i do wanna try

45. Ever had Breaded Shrimp?
yessu~ their like freaking chips!!

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
yes i have, one of his best performance ever
it freaking surprised me~

47. What was the last question you asked?
do you have my poster that we worked on at the korean thanksgiving in your car???

48. What was the last CD you bought?
aahh.... i dunno~

49. What is/was your bus number for school?
bus 69.... =_______= yes it was....

51. Is your hair curly?
it is when i layer it...

52. Last time you cried?
last week... on wednesday....

53. Ever walked into a wall?
i sure have.... several times

54. Ever walked UP a wall?
yup

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
no

56. Favorite time of the year?
summer/fall....

57. What's your favorite number?
13
~larka1 baby of mine... dont cry~ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20434394/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20434394/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 06:39:56 PDT
so i have decided to take myself out of dA for a bit. i wont be working on new commissions, some that have already been asked about, or anything of the sort. i need me time right now and i cant do that while i am working hard to do well in classes...

i have just been feeling really... much like someone stuffed me into this freaking tiny box and thrown around several times to see if i still can walk....

i will comment back and answer questions if needed if you wanna know specifics on why i need to leave and not work on stuff for dA. i will still comment and be around but i wont be posting up any NEW things but journals on how things are going. NOTHING MORE~

i need time to recover after what has happened. if you got my myspace, you know what is going on and that is all...

i cant keep beating myself up now, so i am just stepping away for a bit.

i'll still talk, i swear. ttyl and pray then hope for a fast recovery~

i

~

]]> ~larka1 "into the ocean~" http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20347853/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20347853/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 21:04:33 PDT
my scanner is being a butt right now so i got to work on figuring it out cause its cutting up my pictures that i scan. so i need to figure out why its not taking the full pic...

so for now, i'll just put up poems and emo stuff for you guys... just really depressed and lonely at the moment...

night to all the day-walkers, hello to the night owls~

I LOVE YOU!

XD

]]> ~larka1 "hate me for all the things, i didn't do for you~" http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20280763/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20280763/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 21:31:56 PDT
but on the brighter side, got my brand new printer! XD i am having difficulty scanning things but i will get it fixed in the near future... if i am not to lazy to do it!

working on several new sketches and getting ready for late or soon to come birthday presents.... i forgot that my best friend

's birthday was the 29th... so i am going to make her somethig sweet... even though i bought her that brand new "nightmare before christmas" special dvd on SALE NOW!!!

she loves it, but i wanna do more...

and then my friend rachel's 20th b-day is coming up too, so i have to draw her something super amazing!!

if you guys every want an amazing drawing for me *cough**cough* that is free.... tell me when your birthday is, i'll mark it on my calendar and will do it!!! XD

i love doing commissions and all... wait a minute....
0_______0

CRAP!!! i forgot all about that....

so reminder to all viewers... if you asked for a commission and haven't gotten one, you need to leave a message or note me about it. its been so long since i remember that i did promise ppl commissions but i can't remember who... SORRY!!! *bows continuously*

i will get right on it now. so leave a message on it or if its brand new, i will so do it too!!! i promise you that!!

g2g now.

need to work on some random things now. bye bye

]]> ~larka1 night owls... UNITE!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20194461/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20194461/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 00:54:54 PDT
i do not want aliens with dead animal skins on them, raping/humping/anything sexual on me.... so i had to stay up to watch something that would keep my mind off it... "The Man of the Year" with Robin Williams. which made me feel so much better.. but it's like 7 minutes till 3am... i seriously need some rest now.

printer/scanner is out of commission currently, that may explain why no art work has been shoved on here at all since july. this weekend, my mom and i will be buying a newer printer to replace the one i bought.

so will all you night owls out there doing nothing at the moment. DO NOT WATCH SCARY MOVIES~

night everyone~

]]> ~larka1 THE QUIZ FROM HELL!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20172759/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20172759/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 18:32:59 PDT

is going to take the full blown "fun" of this quiz~
i love you wifey!!! please don't kill me caue of this! *quivers in fear*

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget ~larka1 so pain is a bitch now.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20085479/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/20085479/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:21:02 PDT
today at about 5am or 6am, i did a PT test (Physical Training.... push ups, set ups and 2 mile run) in the pouring rain. we were like freakin' wet dogs or rats out there this morning. i could barely see through my glasses and had to take them off cause it would fog up or get in the way.

then after that, we had to change into our ACUs..... had no time to dry or shower at all cause... it took over 10 minutes to get to my dorm.... sucks balls... and then the older cadets decided to do some "fun" activities so we don't have to be stuck in the room at the building the whole time....

learn quickly children... when someone says fun... you better not think your type of fun... think something boring or even worse. carrying several pounds on you with a dummy rifle, doing excerises in it all, dragging your tired/sore body into the ground, running around, and being wet, from not the water of the rain, but the sweat....

so if you start to bitch about pyshical activities you have to do... read this and you can laugh at me... TT____TT

i am really tired... i have worked over 2 days trying to get my printer to accept 1... 1 freakin' ink cartridge.... it doesn't like me at all...

but i g2g to bed now... i got PT in the morning at 6am... night night~

]]> ~larka1 okay... back in the states.... going to college... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19933733/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19933733/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:08:25 PDT
so i am going to college soon too~

so much fun... college classes don't start until august 25th and i am moving into the "dorm" on the 19th.... but i have to be there early, on august 17th.... and my orientation and 18th birthday is on august 18th..... so i am going to be having a very busy week.... hurray~

but i'll be on the internet more soon~ I can't wait~ ^w^

ttyl guys, love you all and i miss you guys lotz!

]]> ~larka1 ok.... this is my last resort.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19359947/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19359947/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 18:40:21 PDT
but i gotta get some loose ends fixed... ok.

i forgot who had asked for commissions or art trades... i am very forgetfull .____. but i wanna know if you guys asked for one so that i can work on it while i am computer-less and scanner-less for several weeks.....

the reason why i ask is cause.... i am not going to be on dA for a long time and i need to know if anyone or anything if you guys had commissions, art trades or want one.... that i can work on it..... TT_____TT

yessu~ i gotta leave dA after july 16th..... i am leaving for several weeks cause i will be back home. i'll be spending my remaining time with family and friends... loved ones, before i hit college...

hurray for college~ sweet freedom....

i think???

but i am going to miss you guys~ i will try to get on and reply to the messages after july 16th if you leave any for me. ^____^ which i kinda think you will... maybe.... please???

love you guys!

]]> ~larka1 v6 is scary.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19323762/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19323762/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:32:26 PDT
v6 is here.... O___O i had no idea that this was going on... it sorta just hit me in the face like a bus.... its cool and all but its going to take sometime for me to adjust to this new environment.... like someone took you, threw you into the Indian jungle and said, "hey, gotta live here for a year! hope you like it!" then leaves you there while their off in their fancy plane of riches.... TT__________TT

and it makes me sad that i got one of the work deleted cause of copyright infringement... *cries harder* i know i put up a copyright symbol for it to disney and all.... i know i did... but dA deleted it anyway without giving me to chance to fix it or anything... TT______TT

i wanna cuddle now.... all this new stuff is starting to suffocate me... *curls up into a corner and cries*

]]> ~larka1 take a bow my zombie army~ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19247844/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19247844/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:25:40 PDT ,

, or even both! i just wanna thank you all for all the support you have given or you haven't!

if you haven't, still, thank you!

well, the days are winding down here. i have only less than 10 days here in korea. i am starting to feel better now too, i am finally getting sleep (whenever my cousin and her friend go to sleep). the nightmares have been replaced with my normal weird dreams!

which i am sorta happy about.... maybe i'll write a poem about it??? idk. all i have to wait for now is to get home to see my friends and family. i miss them alot, some more than others... TT____TT you guys make me happy, i know i often call ppl friends or buddeh, but i mean it everytime i say it!
all you guys on here are special to me! idk if i am to you guys, but you are to me. i haven't met so many ppl on dA and gaia before. i am happy that i have met you all in some shape or form!

i just wanna thank you all. for everything you have done for me or didn't know you did.

you guys deserve kudos!

if i didn't name you off on this list... i am sorry! i'll add you on later, just mention it! ^___^

]]> ~larka1 so dieing sounds really good right now.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19138978/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19138978/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 02:15:13 PDT
so shopping with my aunt, i was forced into getting clothes that i am not suppose to get. my mom told me not to get any clothes here, so i took that as, "hey, you get clothes... your dead."

well... i am going to die when i hit my house in america. it was like an anime moment the whole time. just imagine, i am walking through the door, with my dad and a friend behind me. wearing new clothes and i am about to say hi.... until she looks at me and stabs me with a freakin' butcher's knife. drags me into a dark room with an evil look on her face, as i am crying and diggin my nails into, say, carpet....

i think the worse part of it all was when i was forced to try on clothes... i was thinking about that when all of a sudden a song came on. not just any song.... Tarzan and Jane by toybox... it was the most happiest, sexual song that just had to play at the moment...

so when you know you are about to die from your parents or anyone you know.... just think, it could be worse. you could be in a department store, trying on clothes... thinking you will die, when all of a sudden.... the most happiest, most sexual, most omg-can-i-die-cause-this-song-is-way-to-happy-and-shoot-me-now...... song comes on....

"have a happy period"

oh, just wanted to let you all know. i am currently taking a break from commissions and art trades so i can recover some sleep time and get ready to die too...

i will try to get that going sooner or later... so don't worry!

]]> ~larka1 back with all of my organs! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19107883/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19107883/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:09:17 PDT
all is good.... I FINALLY GOT OVER 1,000 pageviews!!! i am happy.

i am going to try something for that, even though it is late and all... well... it is about 3am in korea now, so i'll see you cowboys later~

]]> ~larka1 HOLD ON TO YOUR SPLEEN!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19035122/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/19035122/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 08:53:53 PDT
i am really going to be going soon. it is so weird to think about it, to know that i am going to a place of communist, one child rule, and proverty. i don't know if China has changed since i have heard so much bad about it. i have a friend who was an exchange student and she is chinese. pfft~ i shouldn't be worried but what else could anyone think.

my dad says that i am going to places that no one has really gone to for a long time. to enjoy my stay there.... i am not overly excited. i just am wary of it. today i had maybe sprained my ankle when i fell down the last step, landing on my ankle. but all is good. i had this happen before, so hopefully i won't get anymore injured then i need to be.

well, i need to do somethings and finally go to bed. catch you guys on the flip side!

Commissions so far:

- finished and posted!

- finished, not posted yet

- new comic, WIP

- 50% complete

Art Trades so far, too:

complete and posted

complete and posted

]]> ~larka1 74 left to go! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18999388/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18999388/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 10:41:12 PDT ing me and checking out my work! >___< it makes me want to cry so much!

TT__TT never mind, i just did! but i am happy to announce that i found photoshop on my uncle's computer! *victory dance* so i may be able to draw something special when i finally see that 1,000th pageview! ^___^

i have been happy with the fact that i have been actually doing alot of work lately on here... i never usually get so inspired to draw and write poetry often... (especially the poetry part) my drawings have been improving and i am improving in myself. i am happy that i am trying to do all of this!

but sadly enough. i won't be on here for a couple of days. i am leaving to go to China on June 26th! Beijing to be exact! and i will be gone for 4 days. i won't be able to maybe check out stuff here cause idk about if i will have a computer to use and all. i will try and get on to reply to comments and all. ^__^; i will try too~

Well, here is the toll so far! (of death that i bring to all!)

Commissions so far:

- finished and posted!

- finished, not posted yet

- new comic, WIP

- 50% complete

Art Trades so far, too:

complete and posted

complete and posted

]]> ~larka1 why me?!?!?!?!? http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18973299/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18973299/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 20:40:09 PDT
i have been going through some mood swings.... hate having a "dot" every month. this is the time where all girls go EVIL!!! or stay the same, w/e girls get into.... i just hate haing to be put up with it, cause i get more irritable about small things.... *sighs* oh well.

but i am happy that i am doing something now!!! ^___^ i tried a commission thingy before [link]
but i sucked at trying to draw Jean CLaude so i failed.... and that was my only request i got.... TT____TT i am so happy that i am getting some now. cause it is sometimes hard to think up stuff on your own.

here is the toll so far! (of death that i bring to all!)

Commissions so far:

- finished and posted!

- finished, not posted yet

- new comic, WIP

- 50% complete

Art Trades so far, too:

complete and posted

50% complete

WIP

well i hope you all enjoy it! tootles!

]]> ~larka1 OMG! i am almost there!!! >__< (EDIT) http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18939957/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18939957/ Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:24:15 PDT

cause she has alot of page views.... TT____TT but i haven't yet, so i will wait patiently...

i am still working on commissions and art trades, i haven't slept for the past 2 days until last night so when i was working on all the pics that i had posted, i was working on less then 5 hours of sleep those 2 days. hurray~ but i am better now! ^__^

here is the toll so far! (of death that i bring to all!)

Commissions so far:

- finished and posted!

- finished, not posted yet

- new comic, WIP

- 50% complete

Art Trades so far, too:

complete and posted

50% complete

well gotta go... off to the evil dentist i go~ God help me please??

]]> ~larka1 wanna try something??(EDIT) http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18901604/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18901604/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 22:40:40 PDT
if anyone wants to try something new, i surely would love to!

i keep seeing these things called art trades.... and now i am interested in doing it! so now i am going to be open for art trades and commissions!

commissions are FREE!!!! FREE i tell you free! i will try to draw anything you ask me too... all i ask in return is patience! ^___^

Commissions so far:

- finished and posted!

- finished, not posted yet

- finished, and posted!

- W.I.P.

if you didn't know you got one... i just did it on my own! ^___^

so if you wanna art trade or get something, let me know, a comment or a note. doesn't matter to me! ^___^

bye!

EDIT:
Some ppl want trades! yah! here they are so far!

Art trades:

- 50% complete... doing other stuff to it now.

- Devon and Jerry, 50% completed

- W.I.P.

]]> ~larka1 omg!!! devious journal thingy!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18850217/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18850217/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:13:21 PDT Where Dreams May Come. i wish my other half, my true love would want to go through something like that with me! i love that movie so much!

2. If you could be anyone for a day, who would you be and why?
.... idk, my bff rose??

3. If the world was ending, wut would be the last thing you would do?
have sex with my husband, true love??? cuddle with him, i really don't care as long as i was with him... that future husband.

4. Skateboarding?
i don't... i have no balance at all!!! >__<

5. Wut color would you be and why?
any shade of blue, because it reminds me of the sky and water. i would love to fly and breath/swim under water... under the sea~ *starts to sing little mermaid song*

6. You rule the world, now. Wut's the first thing you do?
idk.... get some sexy man whore slaves??

7. Spontanious Human Combustion?
O___O i am so not cleaning up that mess!

8. Blood or Chocolate?
... blood smells like iron... chocolate is too sweet... i gues both??

9. Favorite Song?
baby it is fact~Hellogoodbye

10. If you were Godzilla, wut would you do?
i would so crash come building and pick up ppl that i hated and crush them too!

11. Wut's one rule you would change in your skool?
THAT THE PRINCIPAL IS A RETARD!!! and he shouldn't make retard rules... but i am not in school anymore... off to college i go nows!

12. Wut do you like about your life?
my friends... they bring happiness at my time of need right now... how i can love unconditionally? that too...

13. Favorite Super Smash Bros. character?
i always play peach... no one else. ^___^ yes, i knows... i am such a princess-girl....

14. What would you do if you met a real vampire?
i would so want to be seduced by it... maybe become his girlfriend... *blushes* but i know that won't happen in a million of years...

NOW TAG THREE PEOPLE!!!
i shall tag thee! and when i do, i expect a journal entry!! MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i mean... can you? please??

and since i am so cool, i shall tag more people!!

back at you

- i want more detail!!

- cause i wuv you!!!

- you are amazing!
and last, but not least!

- cause... you are very sexy!! ^__^

]]> ~larka1 still here, still lonely... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18831952/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18831952/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 04:32:09 PDT
but i have hit a fountain of ideas for pictures!!! i started to draw some of my friends, along with a long commission of my friend

i promised a chibi picture of her since.......... last year? i think. and i just got to it. i am sooooo sorry!!! *bows*

idk about when i will be able to post the picture but it will get up.

does anyone else want a picture drawn and can wait on the post for sometime???

i will draw it for free! i got to do something here while i got nothing to do but see horses and all. ^___^

OMG!!! friends you should check out!!!

they all have amazing artwork!!! check them out!!

]]> ~larka1 photo pics!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18744416/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18744416/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 08:29:44 PDT ___< it makes me mad that i haven't done anything.

but my cousin is going to give me photoshop so i can take that with me to america!!!! and also illustrator!!! ^___^ very happy about that.

but i have been posting some photos i took since i got here. i not a good photographer and i know i will never succeed in it. so if it looks crappy, i apologize for it.

but i have no idea when i will post any drawing, i am still working on a couple of them. so i'll ttyl to you all! ^___^

bye.

]]> ~larka1 idk.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18695682/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18695682/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:07:55 PDT
not very happy with how things are going right now and i think i'll stop doing much of anything to keep things from going wrong...

i'll try to post some stuff but i have to work on a couple of things.... work them out and try to relax now....

i can only do so much for everyone... i want to do something for myself for once. but idk about it....

it's 3:03am here in Seoul, korea.... i'm going to try and sleep now.

good night.

]]> ~larka1 i love you.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18598443/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18598443/ Sat, 31 May 2008 18:43:24 PDT

had made this pem for me since i am going through some tough times. i love that she did it, even though i asked. so if it's cool with her, i'm going to post it here on my journal! ^^ here's a link if you would rather read it there, you also need to check her out to!!!! [link]

Hearts Are Bruise Not Broken

ItÂs hard when the world,
Is crashing down on you.
And everyone is sober,
Even though your lifeÂs a mess.
And your heart becomes numb:
ÂWe are useless, WeÂre uselessÂ

While your memories,
Keep stacking on one another
While those memories,
Keep plaguing in your mind
And as you fall back down
You catch a glimpse of him
When he walked away
When he walked away from you

Our eyes, they lie awake
In the middle of the night
Our hearts, they bleed
From dreams cursed to our minds
Dreams damned to be kept inside
And he says

SheÂs too much.
Too little.
Too light.
Too brittle.
Too young.
Too dark.
Too not enough for him.

ItÂs like this and itÂs like that,
And sometimes you just donÂt know,
Which way to run.

Come look to him,
With sorrowful eyes.
Come see what you can see,
When the whole world dies,
But in the endÂ we fly.

Open the heart,
Take a look inside,
See if he really loved you,
See if he really cared.
Did you ever want him?
Did you ever need him?

ÂOpen it upÂ.
Take a look inside
At the bruised heart.
But thatÂs what the world does,
It assumes weÂre broken
When weÂre only bruised
It sets you aside
Like unwanted truths
It takes back what was given
When it thinks youÂll only lose

Our eyes, they lie awake
In the middle of the night
Our hearts, they bleed
From dreams cursed to our minds
Dreams damned to be kept inside
And he says

SheÂs too much.
Too little.
Too light.
Too brittle.
Too young.
Too dark.
Too not enough for him.

ThatÂs him inside!
Looking out to you!
Does he need you,
Like you want him to?
Will he see you,
In the eyes of love?
Will he hold you again,
Like the first day you kissed?
Did he ever love you?
Will he ever love you like this?

Our eyes, they lie awake,
In the middle of the night.
Our hearts are open,
To the lies we make,
And we begin to believe that love is real
And everything, everything we feel

SheÂs too much
Too little
Too light
Too brittle
Too young
Too dark
Too not enough for you
ItÂs what makes the world roundÂ

]]> ~larka1 Da Hominjuk! (Go Korea!) i think?? http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18547664/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/18547664/ Wed, 28 May 2008 17:06:43 PDT
I haven't been feeling good lately so, i've been really low. Not everything in my life is going so well. i want things to get better but... God has a funny sense of humor and it's sorta killing me. rofl.

i would love to post t\new pictures for you all but i left all my new work on my computer at home (US) and currently I have no idea if my grandparent's computer (Korea, and it's really new) has a scanner or anything i could use to post pictures.

well i gotta go, it about 9am here an I have to go out and explore some old territory... man! i sound like an wolf coming back to a familiar place. tehe. oh well... to you all, good night, to me.... it's almost afternoon.

bye.

]]> ~larka1 ... hate school..... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/17680117/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/17680117/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:55:57 PDT
I also have been really busy with the play and homework.... and my boyfriend.... We're trying to, work things out. It's not anything bad but I guess we miss seeing each other, well, spending time with each other and it's been killing me.... slowly inside.

But I'm at a competition for SkillsUSA!!!! I had to take this written test and I can't wait to see who places in it. ^^ But the worst of it is.... I'm roomed with my boyfriend's ex who is a bitch and she terrorized me last semester..... it suxs but I have managed not to kill her, yet.

Well gotta go!!! LOVE YOU ALL!

BYE!!!

]]> ~larka1 *Cough**cough* Hey guys~ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/16609557/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/16609557/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 09:01:59 PST
I had to go through all that along with our schools 6 One Act Plays!!!! I was costume mistress for it and it was tough!!! XO! I thought I was going to die from all the late night work and lack of sleep!!! I ended up sleeping through all the plays one day and still managed to get people on stage... on time!! lol

But everything is slightly getting better. I am just sick, stressed and want some sleep now. Hopefully get time with my boyfriend and just relax..... until the next play auditions. Which is in Feb 11th and 12th. I want to try out!!! XD!! I will!

Anyhow, with all the time I am lacking. It will take a long time for any of you guys to see new work from me. I will only be checking in and stuff. Hopefully put up some line work or just sketches I have been doing randomly...

Hope you all have a great week! I WUV U ALL!!!

]]> ~larka1 ..... bland...... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/16399492/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/16399492/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:22:36 PST
I haven't been feeling great for the past couple of days now... Just hope and pray that I start to feel better.... If you kinda care and want to know how I feel, just email me at:

larka_wolfern2@yahoo.com

and just ask me... I won't be able to answer anything on deviantart because I don't really feel like answering anything at the moment without feeling like people will just think I am complaining or annoying....

Hope you all have a great, wonderful day. Bye.

]]> ~larka1 Nagging is a good thing! @_@ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15776098/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15776098/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 08:22:14 PST
But I'm still having trouble with my mom. She is still harassing me about my weight and that I am fat, ugly and anything else she could think of to make me cry. I do love my mom but sometimes she just never shuts up about me being fat. Ya, I know I am chubby and got a little extra fat to carry but at least I am not 200 pounds!!! >o< I think she does this to me because she is Korean, and she grew up in a culture that almost everyone is skinny!!!! I don't like it when she does this to me. I have to put up with it.

On other news, I am still in the process of trying to complete a drawing for you guys.... It's taking to long because of all the school work I got here is this class.... ya, it sucks to be me now. But I am very happy that christmas break is coming up soon... Like it 2 weeks! XD

So if I don't write a journal anytime before Christmas, HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY!!! XD!!!!!!

]]> ~larka1 nightmare weekend..... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15573678/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15573678/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 08:26:18 PST
But I haven't been able to sleep much this weekend. I keep on having nightmares.... My first one is that I am at this fancy ball and I'm with my boyfriend. We're having fun, and he leaves to go somewhere. Guess who shows up and talks to me, his step-sister! (We're not really friends anymore because of something she did) She's all nice to me and then asks me how many times have I had sex with him since we had last talked..... I freaked on her and I backed handed her and started to claw at her.... mostly kicking her ass in this nightmare.....

I don't really want to continue this.... It's been really hard on me......... I'm just going to cry in the corner.... *runs to a corner to sulk away the pain.*

]]> ~larka1 This is Halloween!! This is Halloween! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15298509/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15298509/ Wed, 31 Oct 2007 08:14:10 PDT

It is finally halloween! My parents tell me that I'm to old to trick or treat.... I told them that I would rather have fun with friends then be at home.... I can imagine myself still trick or treating by the age of 30 and over..... just to scare all the little children... hehehehe!

Well I do have a halloween picture but it is still not complete... I will have it by this week! Hope you all have a spooktacular night!!! Be safe, don't let the perverts fill you up! *giggles*

]]> ~larka1 200 PAGEVIEWS!!! HURRAY!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15084798/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/15084798/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:01:45 PDT
I am still accepting commissions from anyone.... I would love some love here... I'M DESPERATE!!! *clings onto the nearest person* *sarcasm*

But I am still bring in some new work of arts so enjoy my new photos!!! ^_^ LOVE YAS!!!

]]> ~larka1 COMMISSION! COMMISSION!!! http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/14810972/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/14810972/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:59:14 PDT
RULES:
*I need at least a sketch of the clothing or person you want me to draw.
*YOU have to be o.k. with what ever you receive from me because when I draw.... I am very random with what I draw for other people...
*NO PERVERTED DRAWING!!! I am not skilled and am very unwilling to try that....
*It may take a while and I please ask of you to have patience with me!

Well.... don't all jump in at once! Bye.

]]> ~larka1 It rains in my Heart.... http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/14725818/ http://larka1.deviantart.com/journal/14725818/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 08:48:42 PDT
I finally got some pictures scanned!!! HURRAY!!! But now I must go through a long procedure of Illustrator and photoshop... *sad excuse of a hurray is ringing through her room* again, I will manage...

I hope that everyone is having a great day! Bye!

]]> ~larka1