http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:laurenfoolx&section=today deviantART RSS for by:laurenfoolx en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 14:39:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/20988609/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/20988609/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:56:34 PDT
im so sorry i havent been able to check my messages and all
i havnt had a computer for a while and yeah, im really sorry but im planning to check everything and get back to all.

that is all


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]]> ~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/20730458/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/20730458/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 18:57:22 PDT wow this is my first journal entry in ages !
i havnt been on for a while because i have been at my dads house and his computer has the speed of a snail !
anyways,
thanks all who have given me some watches and favs, i really appreciate it, as usual ^^

these holidays have been quite good actually, better than i thought really.

the first week was such a bludge, my sleeping patterns have been all over the place with my bedtime being 1pm and waking up at about 5 then staying up the whole night.
not the best thing in the world but owell

i really suck at these things so im thinking i might just go download some songs
any suggestions in the catagories of hardcore/hardstyle/rnb/rap/whateveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrr !

oh and im thinking i want my tounge piercied too.

yep yep




clubs...

http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/20208486/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 19:43:52 PDT i will be making a massive news feature for photography so if youre interested just post thumbs in a reply and i will choose some that i like.
ive posted heaps of thumbshare threads about it but i dont seem to have enough for a big feature .
so if you want just post away and i will note you if youre in !

oh and thank you SOOOOOOO much to all who voted for me in the ~YoungArtistsClub contest, i did win the contest and yeah, thank you all heaps and heaps !@#$%^&*(

thanks heaps.

laurenfool x !









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]]> ~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19980964/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19980964/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 02:04:16 PDT so that means i will not be on deviantart, myspace or messenger if any of yous have me added on there.
dont worry, im not ignoring you and not ignoring your work.
right now im at my dads house and he has a computer which is about 894379847 years old and has double the amount of virus', butttt...
HOPEFULLY, it will be given back on friday but until then i will try and check this as often as i can so i dont like a million and one unread messages.
thanks

welllll in...5 hours, my 40 hour famine ends which means i get to sit and use furniture again.
i gave up on the eating bit but managed to clock 25 hours of not eating.
hope the kids in india are ok with that...

alllsoooo,
remember to vote for me in the ~YoungArtistsClub portraits contest which ends monday
mine is Layback and Think, 1st one here...
[link]

im trying to get out alot more to take some interesting and new photography that ive never tried before so expect some new things coming soon, once i get my peice of crap called a computer back

clubs...




]]> ~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19890085/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19890085/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:58:38 PDT will you vote for me?
[link]
mines the first one and yeah,
thanks.

I CANT STAND...
...people who walk bloody slow in front of me. AHHHHHHHHRRR, there is nothing more irritating then trying to get somewhere as quick as you can and there is someone just taking their time, and being selfish, only thinking of themself and hogging up the whole pathway.
dont you want to just pick them up and throw them off a cliff? !
well anyways, i just had to get it off my chest that i hate that.
so has anyone been watching the olympics?
haha i was watching the diving and i was just thinking about what would happen if they jumped off the board and smacked their head against it.
i would actually die from laughing so hard and dehydration from crying.
oh and, we got to miss out on english class to watch swimming on tv.
the 40 hour famine starts on friday. Im giving up food & furniture. sounds pretty easy at the moment but i think when it comes i'll regret picking it.
im feeling sort of neglected since my mum is just ditching me at my grandmas for a night for no real reason. but ive felt like that for a while actually.
oh and im at my dads this weekend so i wont be on for a couple of days. gahhhhhhhh i hateeee going there. so many reasons. he like doesnt let me do anything + i have to hide my piercing so i cant wear my hair up.

enough of me ranting.

ive been trying to get some exposure to my work and im proud to say that it has been working somehow. id like to thank everyone who has helped me.






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~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19782853/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19782853/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 02:40:48 PDT The first time i explored digital art i actually was pretty pleased with myself.
Now its one of my most popular peices on DA.
Other than my art im worrying abit about school. Since im moving next year things are really confusing with choosing subjects for VCE and changing campus and all >________<.
I decided to make a whole new journal because someone wouldnt leave me alone about sharing my feelings so here it is, i hope im not causing you any problems with this journal.

In the past week or more ive been getting alot of exposure to my work and i really want to thank all who have commented/watched and favourited my work.
You make DA worth signing onto everytime



~laurenfoolx



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]]> ~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19617531/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/19617531/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 03:56:36 PDT you know when people say "everything good always comes to an end", or some shit like that...
well i think that is what just happened right then. im starting to realise that somethings in life should be left alone and not searched through and tampered with.
im also starting to realise that i really dont want to be living right now because things in the near future will most likley be getting bumpy.
with everything going on at the moment im looking back on things that used to mean something to me and i can hardly look at it the same.
i dont know what to write anymore, ive lost it. completly.






]]> ~laurenfoolx http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/18706738/ http://laurenfoolx.deviantart.com/journal/18706738/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 04:16:37 PDT alot of friends and family tell me to move on because theres better things in life to worry about and move on with, but they seriously dont know what youre going through to understand why youre feeling like this. you seriously cant tell someone to move on and get on with their life if you havnt been through what they have.
i have this problem where my moods keep on changing for no reason, & i cant help it, unless something terribly good or bad happens. is there a name for that or is it just me?
things in my life seem to drag me down and along like im some toy that no one wants or needs anymore, and i should stand up for myself and not take that, but i dont have much self esteem or confidence to do that. little things in life constantly break me down and cut me up and in the end they make me feel pathetic and low. theres shit in my life that remind me of times that were great and just thinking about them makes me sad and down.
theres those times in my life where i think what the fuck is going on, what have i done to get this shoved in my face and will i get through this alive. now, is one of those times.
how can people around me be so happy and content with their lives when im here praying for something better to happen.
theres those times when i think about whats going on in my life at the moment and i just cry. im over all the emo and goth and the fucking bull shit that used to bring me down months ago, ive become stronger and to block that out of my life. but right now i just have to focus on my own emotions and what the fuck i can do to help myself.
its times like these where movie producers try and remake these feelings and emotions, but you know that nothing can be as painful and this is something you cant remake.
you know when you look into the future and you have nothing planned out. no ambitions, no dreams, no exciting goals. theres nothing great ahead of you and all this shits just happened and youre just not in the mood for jack shit. you feel like crap because usually you would look into what youre going to do next thats exciting but theres absolutly nothing and you feel like just ending your life for that time because you just cant cope with whats going on, and youre too down to go out and make new friends or do something great.
when you look back on your life from this point in time, you think about all the bullshit that youve been through and put up with and you wonder how youre still alive, but still know that theres worse things in life then an argument with your parents, but in your state of mind at that time, its like your world is ending.
i want to thank people that have not only been there for me but also made me such a stronger person.

lauren

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